Tonight,I am feeling mixed emotions.The day started out pretty good but it soon went downhill.
After waking up this morning and I had breakfast,I decided to go for a little drive around town and get a few pepperoni pizza slices.After that,I took a drive out to a shopping mall and took a walk around.I learned via a guy who ran a sports card and memoriabilia shop that the legendary French Connection line-up from the 1970's were coming to the shop in late August.I immediately went home to get some money so I could buy a ticket for the occasion.I always manage to go anywhere that the French Connection line goes so I can get their autographs and talk to them.For those unfamiliar with who the French Connection are,I will share.The French Connection were a trio of hockey players who played for the Buffalo Sabres in the 1970's.The line-up consisted of Rick Martin,Rene Robert(pronounced Robear)and Gilbert Perreault(pronounced jillbear pearou)and they were famous for scoring a lot of goals and keepuing the defenders of the opposing teams hands full whenever they played the Sabres in Buffalo.I will be going there in late August to get their autographs and get my pictures taken with them.I am looking forward to that day.It will be in the next two months but it is well worth the wait.I can hardly wait for that.
The thing that happened that made the rest of the day go downhill was when a lady picked a fight with me.The whole thing started when I got out of my vehicle to check and see if my vehicle was not blocking any driveways because it is against the law to block a driveway.While walking to a sidewalk,I dropped a pen on the street accidently and bent over to pick it up.When I got to the sidewalk,the lady accused me of trying to steal something from the trunk of her family's car,which I responded by saying that I did not,which was the truth.She accused me of being a liar and continued pointing that finger of hers by insisting that I did,which I didn't.An argument ensued with her calling me a "Nutcase" and then her young son shouted that if I did not stop arguing with his mother,he would bite my nose off.I repeatedly pleaded my case but she continued shouting at me until her husband came out and approached and asked "What's The Problem?"I told her husband the whole story of her accusing me of trying to steal something out of the trunk of their car and I even assured him that I was not.Plus,during that ordeal,one of the neighborhood kids got involved,which was none of his business to do so,and told me to knock it off.I told him to mind his own business but he continued to butt in.Even his mother advised him not to get involved and to mind his own business but he ignored her.After that,the lady's husband said "Okay,Knock It Off!This Whole Thing Is Over & Done With!He Said He Did Not Do That!The Case Is Closed!"After which,they all got into their car and drove off.Even a couple of my neighbors said that I did not attempt to take anything out of their trunk and that further affirmed that I was telling her the truth.Though I was glad that it was over,I still frustrated that the emotional strain that I suffered from that I wound up masturbating.I have not masturbated in a while and the frustrating feeling that I suffered wound up making me feel emotionally drained and still upset that made me give into the temptation to masturbate.I did feel lousy afterwards and it made feel repentant of giving into that and even the angry disposition that I had being accused of something that I did not do,which insulted my personal integrity as a human being.I am just hoping that the new week is a good one.After what happened this afternoon,I am going to need a good week to forget all about this stuff.
Tomorrow is the Memorial Day holiday.I am just going to stay home and take it easy for the day to prepare for the rest of the week regarding my job.Again,I am hoping that the rest of the week goes well.I am going to need a good week to help me get over the negative stuff had happened today.
That was my day today and my hoped for week that is coming up.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling hopeful,good and optimistic.I had the house all to myself this afternoon.My mom went to my grand niece's birthday party this afternoon and I decided to spend the afternoon on my own at home while my mom was over there.It was nice and quiet having the house all to myself for a while.I just needed some peace and quiet to myself and I figured that this was a perfect opportunity.I actually enjoyed it.
While my mom was over at my niece's house,I watched a movie on my VCR/DVD combo while I was having dinner.My dinner was simply two hot dogs and a heaping bowl of low sodium tomato soup.It was great.I simply ate it while I was watching the movie.It was a neat horror film called Motor Home Massacre.I enjoyed it.It was about a bunch of college aged kids getting lost in the woods after they "borrow" the motor home of somebody's parents.When they get there,the usual events ensue.The ending really surprised me.But it was worth watching.I had a ball being here alone at home today.My mom had told me that she had a wonderful time and she bought home some cupcakes.Overall,it was a wonderful afternoon.I am looking forward to the next time that I have this opportunity.I like having some time to myself.
Tonight,I am going out to sing up a storm for my friends and I am hoping that the evening goes well.Though I rarely,if ever,have an off night,I always still hope for things to go well.You never know what might happen.But I always hope for it and I feel that there is nothing wrong with that.I sometimes think the more you hope.The better that you feel,or something like that.But I am looking forward to the night tonight as I always do.Becuase you never know what might happen.But again,I rarely have any problems regarding my entertaining people on a Saturday night.
That was my day today and my hoped for night tonight.

Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty smooth working day today.Nothing much happened.I just did my job and the rest took care of itself.The only thing was that it was a very HOT and HUMID day today.It has now cooled down somewhat but it was a very hazy day today.The heat did make it hard but I was just glad to get home after the work day today.I relaxed for most of the afternoon after I got home.After I ate dinner,I caught up on some personal computer work that I had been meaning to catch up on.After doing so,I went to the laundromat to do my underwear.My mother's washer started leaking a week ago as she was doing laundry and at the moment,we have no washer.While I was at the laundromat,I did a scan on my computer and there were no viruses or spyware on it.I got a lot accomplished today.I now have clean underwear to last me a while and that is great.The work week,despite one frustrating thing that happened this week,went by better than expected.I am glad that it did.Because when you get through something without a lot of frustration,it gives you a feeling of accomplishment and it makes you look forward to the next week.It also makes you better appreciate the weekend when it comes.
I am glad that the weekend is here.I am looking forward to singing tomorrow night for the crowd.Then again,I always look forward to singing and entertaining the crowd on Saturday night.I love what I do.It is fun and it always makes me feel good when the crowd is always satisfied.It makes me look forward to entertaining the crowd even more.I can hardly wait for that tomorrow night.
This weekend is the Memorial Day weekend.It is a very special weekend where we honor war veterans past and present.We also honor those who served in the US Armed Forces.Those brave men who fought for our freedom really deserve the honor.It also makes us realize that freedom truly ain't FREE.It comes with a price.Those brave men paid a big price for our freedom.
I am hoping that Saturday night goes by smoothly.
That was my day today and my hoped for day and night tomorrow.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling mixed emotions.I had a pretty hard day today.The work day went by pretty smoothly but I had to haul four heavy bags full of laundry from the basement to the upstairs where I had to load the laundry into my vehicle to drop it off at the drug and alcohol rehabilitation center.The staff there reported that they were low on fitted sheets and that if I had seen any in any of the loads that I had picked up in the past few days,please make sure that I had them delivered by this afternoon.I did find quite a few and I did those so they would have them in their stock as needed.They did show their appreciation by thanking me,which made me feel a little bit good.On the way home,I had to stop and get gas at a gas station.I also had to mail out something that I had to mail out right away.Not only that,the hot humid weather was also a contributor to why I was feeling the way I was.It just brought me a more tired feeling.But again,I was glad to have gotten something accomplished.
But it was not that way when I got home.My mom asked me if I could borrow her more money.I mean,I loaned her some this month and no matter how many times I try to get through to her about my cash situation,it seems to do me no good.I sometimes wish that I did not have to do these things.I know that if I live at home,I do have to do something extra when I least expect it.But this is ridiculous.May has not been a good month for me money wise.I am happy that the last week is coming and I can put this month behind me and forget about all this stuff that has happened.I mean this month,I had to make two deposits in my checking account when I wound being overdrawn twice.But right now,I only have a little bit of money to keep my account open when the next direct deposit comes in on June 1st.I am hoping that June is a better month for me money wise.I can't hardly want for this month to end.
Tomorrow is another work day.I am hoping that the day goes by smoothly.
That was my day today and my hoped for day tomorrow.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.It was a pretty decent day today despite a minor frustration that had happened earlier in the day.When I arrived at the pick up spot to pick up the laundry,the laundry room was in a big mess.I had to search for empty laundry bags today and I succeeded in finding them.I put the remaining laundry that was all over the place and bagged it.When I arrived at the work site,I dropped it off after weighing it and sorting it out.I left to go home.On the way,I stopped at a small restaurant and had lunch.I even stopped by my mechanic's garage to see if he had started the car as of yet but he didn't.He said that the the part had not come as of yet and he is hoping that it would arrive today so he could start tomorrow.I am hoping to get it on the road by next month.I am anxious to get it going so I can drive it.I would love to start driving it pretty soon.I have been eagerly awaiting this for quite a while.I am hoping that he does start it soon.
I had a wonderful meeting with my sexual abuse support counselor.It was great to get off all the excess emotional baggage that I had been carrying around for a couple of weeks.I did tell her about the experience that I had two weeks ago and I also told her that nothing had happened.She was glad to know that nothing happened and that the stuff that I was scared of did not become a reality.But still,the fear was there because an experience did happen when an inconsiderate guy at one time grabbed me without permission and he was thrown out after he done so.That experience was why I was scared of what happened two weeks ago.But I have put that behind me and I am moving on.
I had a wonderful meeting tonight with my support group at the church.It was great to get some emotional baggage off of me in the group as well.These meetings have been helping me with a lot of what heas been going on in my life by giving me an understanding attitude and listening to every word I say.That is great.I am looking forward to the next meeting.I hope that the next meeting goes as well as this one.
Tomorrow is another work day.I am hoping that the day goes smoothly for me.
That was my day today and my hoped for day tomorrow.

Tonight,I am feeling mixed emotions.The work day went by smoothly.But when I got home,that is when some frustrating stuff started.It did not start right away.It started later on in the day and it had to do with my computer having issues.
When I got home from doing an errand for my mother,I tried to get online but the internet service provider was having problems.Apparently in the area that I live in,there were people whose internet service was knocked out for most of the evening.I had learned that from the local chapter of the phone company who also provides internet.They said that it would be a matter of time before the service was restored.So after they informed me of this,I simply took a bath to forget about the problems.When I got out,I saw by my router that all the lights were green.I tried to get on but the internet explorer was not cooperating.I tried several times but no go.I had to restart my computer several times before I could get it working.The fourth time turned out to be the charm.I can now catch up on my work before I turn in for the night.I am now glad to be back online.It is wonderful.I was lost for a while but now,I am feeling a little bit better.I am still feeling some frustration from what happened most of the evening.But again,I am feeling a little bit better.I will just have to have a good nights sleep in order to feel a lot better.
I even had a talk with an old school mate.We talked for over 45 minutes.We talked about a lot of things.I was glad that she was doing well and that she is trying to get her life back on track.That made me feel better.I am glad that she is trying.
Tomorrow morning is simply a pck-up day.Tomorrow afternoon is my appointment with my sexual abuse support counselor.Tomorrow night is my support group meeting at the church.I am hoping that they all go well tomorrow.
That was my day today and my hoped for day tomorrow.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a very good day today.I got what I had to get done today and that gave me a feeling of accomplishment.After a wonderful weekend,I am looking forward to this week with a lot of optimism and enthusiasm.I am hoping that this week turns out better than last week.Today was a pretty good day.This makes me hope that the rest of the week goes by smoothly.Again,I hope that it's better than last week.
Today,I had an appointment with the new medication manager and that first meeting with her went great.We talked for nearly an hour about my life and what I was doing to amuse myself.The new medication manager was a lady who used to work for the organization that I work for.I know that this is going to work out fine.I am looking forward to my next appointment with her in a few months.This week,my next appointment is with my sexual abuse support counselor.I am hoping that my next meeting with her goes well.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the day goes by smoothly.After last week,I need the week to go by smoothly.I do not think that I can handle another week of frustration.So,I am hoping that the week goes well.I am taking it one day at a time.If tomorrow goes smoothly,that is good.I now have to look to the next work day and the one after that.Again,I hope that this week goes by smoothly.
That was my day today and my hoped for day tomorrow.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.Despite the disappointing loss that the Sabres suffered,I went out and I had a great time.I went out to entertain the crowd and I had a wonderful night.I Sang up a storm for my friends and it was a great night.The place where I sing at was ccelebrating their 7th anniversary of opening up.There was food galore. There was mostly pepperoni pizza to go around but it was great.The people there make great pepperoni pizza.I had a blast entertaining the crowd and they had a blast having me entertain them.I did a new song last night and it got a rousingly loud round of applause.I even reaquainted myself with a few standards that I had not done in quite a while and that still got a lot of positive responses.It was simply terrific.I am glad to have the opportunity to entertain people who always appreciate it.It makes me feel really good to see people happy when I give my all to please them and me being pleased with what I do.It is always a pleasure.
Despite the disappointing loss that the Sabres suffered at the hands of the Senators and being eliminated,I did not let the disappointment get to me.I simply let loose and had a ball.I had some joking and ribbing with the guys there and it was really FUN.Again,it was a wonderful night.I am hoping that next Saturday night is as wonderful as last night.I always have a good time entertaining the crowd and I always enjoy it when they enjoy it.I always look forward to the next time.I am looking forward to next Saturday night.I hope that it's as wonderful as last night. Today,I went out for a while.I ran an errand and I also got some gas for my vehicle.The day,though chilly,was nice and sunny.It was a little chilly and I had to wear a jacket while I was out.But still,it was a pretty good day.I stayed home most of the dya afterwards and I simply took it easy and relaxed.It is now evening and I am still relaxing.I have am appointment tomorrow with the new medication manager at the local hospital and I am hoping that it goes over well.Tomorrow is a day off and I am just going to take it easy.I am also hoping that the new week goes a lot more smoothly than the last week did.
That was my day today and my hoped for day tomorrow.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling disappointment.My hopes for another Sabres win were shattered when the Ottawa Senators scored a goal in overtime 3-2.I am disappointed.But it was a great run that the Sabres had.They did play their hardest in this game and they did give it their all.But the end result was not the result that we were hoping for.But again they did give it their best shot.There is always next season.I am hoping that the next season will be better and that the playoff run next season will be with a better end result.
I was out for much of the day.I paid a visit with a friend of mine for a short time today and he is doing good.I also had to run an errand for my mother today and that went as well as expected.I had the game on the radio much of the time when I was out and about.Again,It was a great run for the Sabres while it lasted and I am happy that they achieved something that was better than not achieving anything.They did win the Prseident's Trophy this season and that is better than nothing.I also paid a visit to a charity yard sale today and found that an old school mate of mine was behind it.It was a young lady that I graduated with 17 years ago.I was glad to see that she's doing pretty good.I did buy a little Kool Aid for the charity and it tasted delicious.Again,not too eventful of a day but it was great to be out for a while.
Tonight,I am going to be entertaining the crowd as always.I am hoping that the night goes well.Though I rarely have an off night,I always still hope for things to go well.You never know what might happen.I always hope for things to go well.Tonight is also an anniversary party that the place I entertain at is celebrating.It is the anniversary of their grand opening.Again,I am hoping that the night goes well.
Despite the disappointments,I am still glad that the weekend is here after the frustrations of this past work week.I am hoping that the next week goes better.It is frustrating when your fellow employees will not do their share of the work and expect others to do it for them.Again,I am hoping that the next work week goes better.
That was my day today and my hoped for night tonight.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling a bit better than I have been in recent days.I am just happy that this work week is over because of all the frustration that I endured this week.Today was no exception.When I arrived to start my shift,I entered the lunch line at work so I could eat before I start my job.I asked,because it was a "Chef's Surprise" on the menu,what was on the menu.One of the guys there said very nastily "Nothing For You,That's What!",which really frosted me because I wasn't talking to him and I even told him so.One of the other staffers reprimanded him afterwards even though that guy insisted that he was only "Kidding Around"and did not mean anything by what he said.After I ate my meal,I went to do my job.Fortunately,the rest of the work day went by smoothly.I simply did my job and the time went by pretty fast.After I finished,I simply dropped the clean laundry off and did a few things before going home.Again,I am just glad that the weekend is finally here.I am looking forward to that.I am going to do my usual and I hope that it goes good.
Tomorrow afternoon,the Buffalo Sabres are playing the Ottawa Senators in Game 5 of the Eastern Conference Finals series.The Sabres won on Wednesday night and that was great.I am hoping that the Sabres can pull another victory out.The win Wednesday night was great.But a victory tomorrow afternoon would be even greater.Tomorrow night,I am going to be singing as I always do.I am hoping that the night goes well.Though I rarely have an off night,I still hope for things to go well.You never know what might happen.Again,I am hoping that everything goes well.
That was my day today and my hoped for day tomorrow.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling mixed emotions.I had a really frustrating day today on the job.It was from stuff that was carried over from yesterday.Yesterday,the morning person was not there to finish his job when he left a couple loads of laundry in the washers yesterday.As stated last night,I simply removed the loads from the washer and due to an awful odor that I sensed on one of the blankets when I sorted out the loads that I brought in,I put the blankets that had the odors on them in the wash alongside a comforter in the other washer.The frustrating thing today was the afternoon person who was supposed to take over for the morning person did not even bother to show up to do his job.The loads that I started yesterday morning were still in the washers this morning when I arrived.This was really frustrating because I arrived there to start my job and here were both of the washers full of laundry that was supposed to be taken out and dried.Today,I had to finish what he was supposed to finish yesterday.I did manage to get my job going but it was not easy dealing with the dilemma that I had to deal with today.The work day was not so smooth as I had hoped for it to be.I really do not like it when somebody does not do their job accordingly and leaves other people to finish their job for them.If you have a job to do,simply do it and finish it yourself.It is not right to leave it for somebody else to finish it for you.It is also appropriate to simply tell the supervisor that you are not going to show up and explain why you can't.I am hoping that this does not happen again for a long time.
Right now,I am at home relaxing.I am still at edge over what I saw today at the worksite because it is something that I do not like to see.I am still feeling a little edgy over what happened and I am again hoping that it does not happen again for quite a while.I am also hoping that my shift tomorrow will go smoothly over today's work day.I know that not every day is going to work out the way I would like it to be.But still,I always hope for the days to go by smoothly and that everything works out the way it should.Again,I am hoping that tomorrow goes by smoothly.
After the work day tomorrow,it will be the weekend.I am going to be singing for the crowd on Saturday night and I am hoping for that night to go well.The Buffalo Sabres are also playing Saturday afternoon in Buffalo at 2:00p.m. in Game 5 against the Ottawa Senators.After the win on Wednesday night,I am hoping for yet another win on Saturday afternoon.That would be totally neato.
That was my day today and my hoped for day tomorrow.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.It was a great night for me tonight.I went to my support group meeting at the church tonight and it was another wonderful meeting.It was great to get a lot of emotional baggage off of me.Not only that,the Buffalo Sabres were finally victorious tonight.They defeated the Ottawa Senators tonight by a score of 3-2 to keep the Eastern Conference finals series alive.This also means that the two teams are returning to Buffalo.They are playing Saturday afternoon at 2:00p.m.They will have two days off to practice and rest off.I am hoping for another Buffalo Sabres win.I was happy for the win tonight but another win will be something.I can hardly wait for the game Saturday afternoon.Again,I am hoping for another Sabres win.
Despite my night being great with those two great things happening,the day started off pretty frustrating.I arrived at the pick-up spot today and that went well.But when I got to the worksite,that is when the frustration was there.When I arrived there,the morning worker for today was not even there and he left two washing machines full.After weighing the laundry bags and seperating the laundry,I removed the two loads from the washers and placed them in the dryers.I also started two more loads because one of the blankets of the loads I brought in smelled horrible.Fearing that this odor could make the whole cellar smell horrible,I started the loads with the smelly blanket an dhoped for the best.I also informed the supervisor about the absense of the Wednesday morning person and the loads left behind in the washers.She assured me that she would look into that.
After I left work,I stopped at a gas station to get gas in my tank and had a light lunch at a small restaurant before going home.I also helped my mom by taking her grocery shopping so she could get some food in the house.I had a light dinner before going to my meeting tonight.Again,the meeting was wonderful and the Sabres victory tonight made me forget the minor frustration that had happened at work today.Fortunately,this was a pick-up day today.If this were a full work day,the day would have been really frustrating for me.But again,I am just glad that it was simply a pick-up day.
Tomorrow is a full work day.I am hoping that the day goes smoothly.
That was my day today and my hoped for day tomorrow.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty smooth work day today.I had four big loads of laundry to pick up today and that was really something.The minute that I arrived at the work site and started,I simply took it easy while I waited for the loads of laundry to get done.The hours went by pretty fast and I got a lot done in the time that I worked.After the shift was over,I dropped off the clean laundry and went home after making a couple of stops along the way.
I am now at home taking it easy.I went out for only a brief walk after dinner and I stayed close to home due to the storm warnings that we have for the area that we live in.Right now,it is windy with winds going very high and hard.We are supposed to get some thunderstorms tonight while we are sleeping and the rain is supposed to be coming down hard and fast.It is supposed to carry on until tomorrow.I have to do a pick up tomorrow morning and I am hoping that the weather will not be that bad.I also have a support group meeting tomorrow night at the church and I am hoping that the rain stops when I have to go.I would hate to get caught in the rain.I know that I drive down to the meetings every Wednesday night but I still do not like getting caught in a rainstorm.Again,I am hoping that the rain stops before I go to the meeting tomorrow night.
Last night,I had a hard time getting to sleep.The emotional state that I was in made it difficult for me to close my eyes amd try to sleep.I also felt a little at edge and because of that,I wound up masturbating when images of naked men were flooding my mind.I felt really bad afterwards when that happened.But after asking the creator for forgiveness,I felt a little bit better.I went to sleep though I still had some difficulty in getting to sleep.I am hoping that tonight I will be able to sleep better.
Again,as stated above,tomorrow is a pick-up day and I have my support group meeting tomorrow night at the church.I am hoping that the meeting goes well.
That was my day today and my hoped for day tomorrow.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling mixed emotions.I had a pretty good day today.I ran a few errands for my mother today and that worked out the way I hoped it would.I also paid a visit with a friend today and he is doing great.I am glad that he was doing well and that his family was doing good.It was also a nice day today.The sun was shining and it was beautiful.The winds were blowing lightly but it was still nice and warm.The day went by pretty well and that was good.
But I am disappointed tonight.The Buffalo Sabres lost their third consecutive game to the Ottawa Senators tonight by a score of 1-0.Though the Sabres put a team effort in the game,it did not produce the outcome that I and the rest of the fans were expecting.The Senators have a commanding 3-0 lead as far as games in the series go.The Sabres now really NEED to WIN to keep the series alive on Wednesday night so they can come back to Buffalo.I am hoping that they can win on Wednesday night.It is disappointing seeing your team win the President's Trophy and go down like this.I know that it is not over yet though it feels like it is.Again,I am hoping for a Sabres win on Wednesday night to keep the series alive.I am disappointed but I am going to still hold on to the hope that I have always had ever since I have been a fan.Hope never fades.It just keeps renewing itself each and every year,especially when the Ice Hockey season rolls around in my case.Again,I am still holding on.
Tomorrow is another work day.I am hoping that the day goes by smoothly.
That was my day today and my hoped for day tomorrow.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling okay.It was a pretty decent day today.My mom and my sister had their typical mother-daughter thing for today since it was Mother's Day.I dropped her off and said Hello to everybody and then left to do some personal stuff.I went to visit a friend of mine who owned a record store to show him the latest record album that I had gotten in the mail.He was overjoyed to see that.The record album that I showed him is a hard to find album in every sense.After that,I went home.But when I got there,my mom was already there and having the furnace checked out because it broke down overnight while we were sleeping.It was a good thing that I covered up last night when I got home.I would have felt really cold if I did not.Overall,it was a pretty decent day and I got to do a lot today.Not too shabby.
Last night,I had a real good time entertaining the crowd.It was a super night.The audience enjoyed my selections and that was really great.I had a wonderful time and the crowd liked everything that I did.Though I was disappointed that the Buffalo Sabres lost last night in double overtime by a score of 4-3 and now the Ottaw Senators have a 2-0 lead in the series,I did not let the disappointment get to me.I still had a great time last night and the crowd enjoyed me.I also had the honor to do something nice for somebody because they did something for me.I bought a guy his favorite beer after he paid for one of the non-alcoholic beers that I drank last night.That really made me feel really good.That guy was also a Buffalo Sabres fan in his own right and even he was disappointed with the loss like I was.Though I was disappointed,I was proud that the Buffalo Sabres put a great team effort in the game.They really tried hard this time and that was better than the pathetic way they played on Thursday night.The only thing was that it didn't turn out the way we hoped it would.But the series is not over yet.They are now travelling to Ottawa to play them for games 3 and 4.I am hoping that the Sabres can come from behind to tie the series at 2 games a piece.I hope that they can do it.That would be really great.
Tomorrow is my day off as usual.I am just going to take it easy tomorrow and concentrate on the days ahead.
That was my day today and my night last night.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling hopeful and optimistic.I had a pretty decent day today.I went to several garage sales in my area today and found quite a few good record albums at one of them.I also ran an errand for my mother today.I even found the time to get something for my mom for tomorrow.It is Mother's Day tomorrow.I could not forget my mother.Overall,as stated,a pretty decent day.
Tonight,I am going to entertaining the crowd as I usually do every Saturday night.I am hoping that the night goes well.I am simply going to reaquaint myself with a few songs that I have not done in a long time.I have not had the chance to really practice anything new is a while because I have not had the time due to my busy schedule.But I am just glad to be doing what I am doing and there is really no demand for me to do anything new.Though I rarly,if ever,have an off night,I always still hope for things to go well.But I have the feeling that it's going to be a great night.I do not why I feel this way.I just have the feeling that I am going to have a wonderful night.But still,I hope that things do indeed go well.You never know what might happen.
Tonight,the Buffalo Sabres are playing the Ottawa Senators in Game 2 of their playoff series.The game starts at 8:00p.m.I am hoping for a Buffalo Sabres victory to even the series at 1 game apiece.After that disappointing loss on Thursday night,a win would be IT.I really hated it when the Sabres lost on Thursday night.They really played pathetically that night.It was embarrassing.But I am hoping tonight for a win to even the series.A win would really make me happy.
That was my day today and my hoped for night tonight.FJ

Tonight,I am again feeling mixed emotions.After a very good work day,I had to deal with a frustrating thing that I wasn't expecting.When I got home,I got a rude awakening from my mom.She asked to borrow money from me.I know that I do have to help her out with a little extra because I still with her but I am trying to save up for something and this is not helping me.I know that she is going to pay me back but it is still frustrating when you are trying to save up and when you get a little bit ahead,this happens.I really don't like it.She doesn't do it often but it is still frustrating when you try to get ahead and you are asked to loan out money.I am hoping that she doesn't do it again for a while.I was hoping to replace the money that I had to spend on the radiator that my new car needs so I can put it on the road.Again,I am hoping that she doesn't ask me again for a while.
The only really good thing that I received was a DVD set that I was waiting on.It is the Mission:Magic DVD set.This was a short lived 1970's Saturday morning cartoon show that starred Rick Springfield way before he became a big name star in the 1980's.The series,though it was a funny show,only lasted 16 episodes.I remember watching this when it used to come on after Big Blue Marble on a syndicated station in my area.It was a very fun show where a bunch of kids,led by a magical school teacher named Miss Tickle,would go on adventures to imaginary lands through a magical door drawn on a chalkboard by a cat named Tut-Tut who is brought back to life after the teacher says the magic words.At first,it's a statue but it turns into a real cat.Rick Springfield would always join them on their adventures and would also sing a song or two.It was a great show that never got the chance it truly deserved.I watched a couple of episodes after receiving it and it was still FUN to watch after all these years.It really brought back some great memories of the time before my father took me to live with him and the harsh abuse that I had to endure.Still,I enjoyed seeing it again after all this time.The picture was crystal clear and it felt like that it was Saturday morning from years ago all over again.
I am just glad that the weekend is finally here.I am going to be singing tomorrow night.I am hoping that the night goes well.I am looking forward to entertaining the crowd tomorrow night and again,I am hoping that it goes well.Tomorrow afternoon is also a Buffalo Sabres game at 8:00 p.m.I am hoping that the Sabres can defeat the Ottawa Senators tomorrow night.After that disappointing loss last night,a win would really make me happy alongside other Buffalo Sabres fans in the area.Again,I hope that the Sabres win tomorrow afternoon.
That was my day today and my hoped for day and night tomorrow.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling mixed emotions.I had a very good work day today.The work day went by smoothly.I simply did my job and the day went by pretty fast.I also had to do an errand for my mom on the way home from work.Overall,a pretty good start to the day.
But things started changing when I arrived home.I turned on my computer to do my personal computer work and it was starting to have issues.At first,there were no problems.I managed to turn on my firewall and and that was no problem.After I opened up Internet Explorer,I tried to read a bit of my e-mail but it was slow going.I had to close off the internet and even that was a problem because I got a "Not Responding" message and even when I tried to push "End Now",the problems remained.I had to restart my computer three times to get the kinks out so I could do my computer work and get it over with.After the third time,there were no problems for a while.I managed to get through the day doing my work.While it made me feel better,I was still feeling at edge because the issues regarding the computer were the start of some negative things to come,such as a disappointment that I am now feeling at the moment as well as the issues that I was having tonight trying to sign in to here to post my day here.But now,I am hoping that these issues are now resolved.I really hate it when my computer does not want to do it's duties and give me a hard time when I am trying to get things done.I know that the computer is a man made machine and it will fail to do it's duties at times but I still really disliked it.
The worst thing to happen tonight,which is the cause of my disappointment,is that the Buffalo Sabres lost to the Ottawa Senators tonight by a score of 5-2.What a way to start the Conference Finals series.It was disappointing.On top of my computer issues that plagued me for most of the day when I got home,this loss really drained me of some energy.It was also an embarrassing loss because the Sabres were playing in front of a sold out crowd in Buffalo.Their next game is Saturday at 8:00p.m.and this time,it will be televised.After that disappointing loss tonight,I am hoping for a Sabres win.It will make me feel better after this disappointing night.That loss was also mortifying.I know that the series is not over yet.I know that it just started but I still feel sad about it.Again,I am hoping for a Buffalo Sabres win on Saturday afternoon.
Tomorrow is another work day for me.I am hoping that the shift goes well for me.After that,it's the weekend and I am hoping for a wonderful Saturday night.
I am still feeling at edge for what happened today regarding my computer and the issues that it had today.I am hoping that it's better tomorrow.I really can't stand it when things don't work out like they should.Again,I am hoping that everythings works better tomorrow.
That was my day today and my hoped for day tomorrow.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.The only disappointment was that there was no laundry to pick up.There have been some new check ins at the drug and alcohol help center and there was no laundry.Though disappointed,I did pick up an awful lot on Tuesday morning so there was still plenty to do for the afternoon guy.I even helped out somebody today and they appreciated it.That made me feel good.After I had my lunch at work,I went home.I also had to run an errand for my mother today and that was great to get accomplished.Again,a pretty good day.
Tonight,I went to my support group meeting at the church and that meeting went great.It was wonderful to share my stuff with the group of guys that I meet with.It was wonderful that they listened and thanked me for sharing.I am looking forward to the next meeting next Wednesday night.I am enjoying these meetings and I am really feeling the acceptance in the group.It is a wonderful feeling to feel acceptance after feeling and being subjected to continuous rejection.I am glad to have found out about thi sgroup.I know that I have said that lots of times but I am always feeling great about going and feeling the positive energy that is being spread.I am looking forward to the next meeting.I hope that it is as wonderful as the last one.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that it goes by smoothly.Tomorrow night is the start of the Buffalo Sabres-Ottaw Senators series.The game starts at 7.p.m.tomorrow night in Buffalo.After some of the negative things that the Senators have said about the Sabres in the press,I am hoping that the Sabres can defeat them and I hope that the defeat is an ugly one for the Senators.I want the Senators to really feel what the Sabres are really all about.I hope that the Sabres defeat the Senators.
That was my day today and my night tonight.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty smooth work day today.Nothing negative to write home about.I am just taking it easy at home at the moment.The night is pretty cool but a little bit warm.Again,I had a pretty smooth work day and everything worked out for the best today.
The schedule for the Buffalo Sabres series with the Ottawa Senators will be starting Thursday night at 7:00p.m.in Buffalo.It is going to be an interesting series.Both teams are matched for speed,toughness and agility.It is going to be interesting to see what will happen in this series.Both teams seem to have some of the same things in common.
Though I am feeling okay,I am also feeling a little at edge.I am again constantly muttering angry things to myself pretending that there are people there.This was a little bit of a problem with me today.I did not do it in front of other people but I did it when I was alone.The thing is that I want to stop doing this but I do not know how to do it.The reason why I want to STOP doing this is because I do not want to do it while I am out in the community and I do not want to risk hurting someone else or even myself.I want to stop doing that for those reasons.I do not want people to be afraid of me or even afraid to approach me.I want people to approach me and accept me and not reject me.I also do not want them to be afraid of me in general.If anybody has any ideas on how I can STOP doing this,I want you to share them.I will try to apply them the best way that I know how.I am open to any advice that is given.Thanks.
Tomorrow is simply a pick-up day for me.I did have an appointment tomorrow with my sexual abuse support counselor but she cancelled it and I have to call her tomorrow to reschedule.Tomorrow night is my weekly support group meeting at the church and I am hoping that the meeting goes well.
That was my day today.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty good today.I did not do too much.I had the day off from work today and I thought that I would catch up on some stuff that I needed to do.These were personal things that I had put off for a while and I thought that today was a good day to catch up.
The first thing that I had to do was to mail an important personal business letter.After that,I paid a little visit to a friend to give him something that I had been meaning to give him for a long time.I even visited another friend to give him something that I had been meaning to give him.I also paid a visit to my auto mechanic to see when he was going to put the much needed repair work on the car that I had just bought.After these things,I finished the day by running an errand for my mother that was much needed by her.After that,I took it easy for a bit and had dinner.
I am now relaxing at home.I am feeling a bit better after the stress of the previous weekend.I am just glad that nothing happened on Saturday night.My attitude is that I have come too far in my recovery and healing processes to even think of heading back to the Gay lifestyle and indulging in the sinful degrading pleasures that it offers.I know too much about what lead me to having a Homosexual identity to even think of regressing.I have made a commitment never to act out with another man.I have also made a commitment never to even think about having anything sexual with another man.I know that I have to stay on guard.I can not revert back to the old sinful thought patterns or even the same old sinful activities that lead to nowhere because the Gay sexual lifestyle is a road to nowhere where the only thing that men in that lifestyle can have is never ending sexual promoscuity that can lead to AIDS or other diseases with the former being the worst of them all.Promoscuity is the only option for any man in that lifestyle and I do not want no part of it nor do I ever want any part of it at all.I am trying to save myself much heartache down the road and from catching AIDS,which is a disease I do not even want.I am just thankful that I am no longer ensnared by the lure of the Gay lifestyle and not being enslaved to an image of a nude man with an erect penis.I am happier that I am not indulging in that terrible sexual cycle anymore.I am also happier that I know the truth about Homosexuality and that truth was what set me free.Though I do weaken at times when I masturbate,I never let the failure discourage me.I just ask the creator in Heaven to forgive me and then I forgive myself.After that,the slate is clean.Again,I am determined to do whatever it takes to continue my personal journey of healing and recovery from unwanted SSA.I want to be the Heterosexual man that I want to be.This is my journey.I am going to continue on it even if it takes me the rest of my life.
While out today,I did manage to buy a couple of my favorite movies on DVD,I bought Sixteen Candles and The Breakfast Club.I am glad to have these favorites on DVD so I can preserve my VHS tapes of these.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the day goes by smoothly.
That was my day today.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a very exciting day today as I was going about my business.Today was a Buffalo Sabres game against the New York Rangers at Madison Square Garden.It was Game 6 in the conference semi-finals and with the Sabres leading 3 games to 2 in the series,they had the controlling lead.A lot was riding on this game because one team could win and eliminate the other or one team could win to force a Game 7.The odds were 1,000,000 to 1 against the Sabres going into today's game.Why?Because in this series,the Rangers won two consecutive games at Madison Square Garden.But today,those odds faded into obscurity as the Sabres emerged victorious to win the series by a score 0f 5-4.The Sabres really played their second best in this series this year against the Rangers even though the Rangers were really pouring on the pressure.But again,the Sabres emerged victorious today to eliminate the New York Rangers and advance to the conference finals against another tough team,the Ottawa Senators.This match-up is a rematch against the two teams from last season with the only difference being that it was the conference semi-finals last season and this season,it's the conference finals.But again,I am hoping that the Sabres can also eliminate the Senators.I do not how many games it will take but I hope that the Sabres can do it again against the Senators.
Last night,my night of entertaining the crowd was another big success.I tried out a new song and it went over pretty well.I even reaquainted myself with a few songs that I had not done in a while.Again,the night was a success.It made me happy to entertain the crowd and it also made me feel good that the enjoyed every minute of it.
But the night was also a real challenge to my healing of unwanted SSA.An old school mate of mine who I had not seen in a long time and whom that I graduated with,came into the place last night.At first,I did not recognize her but when she came over to where I was sitting and she said Hello,I then recognized her.The challenge came when a male friend of her's who was with her came over to the table and on an invitation by another friend of mine,sat with us.She had told me that he was an openly Homosexual/Gay man.It made me feel very uncomfortable because here I am,a guy who is determined to heal from unwanted SSA desires towards members of my own gender and will do whatever it takes to do so,has an openly Gay man sitting next to me.Don't get me wrong,I have no hatred towards any man who has embraced Homosexuality nor do I condemn him for doing so.I use Jesus Christ's attitude of "Hate The Sin.Not The Sinner" regarding this.Still,it made me feel uncomfortable because he was open about who he was and I was a guy yearning to heal from these unwanted and inappropriate desires.At least,that is how I feel about the matter.But when he did sit next to me,I went into the men's restroom,locked the door and said a little prayer to God and asked for guidance and strength to deal with this situation and to help deliver me from any possible temptations that could happen.After doing so,I felt better and when I returned to sit down,the uncomfortableness was a lot easier to deal with.The best thing about it was that nothing happend.The guy did not lay a hand on me nor did he make a pass at me.While that did not happen and I was glad and relieved that nothing did,I had to keep on guard that anything can happen in a situation like this and it can be a real test to my strength,endurance and determination to overcome SSA and emerge as the Heterosexual man that I truly want to be.I have left the Gay lifestyle behind and I am no longer into that.It is not what I am all about as a man nor as a person.Nor is it who I am all about as a man nor as a person.I am still determined to heal from these unwanted desires towards other men and want to feel total sexual attraction towards women.Right now,my attraction towards the opposite is slowly developing and that is good.The worst part of it was that I had to be careful in what I had said in conversation because anything I might have said could have had an impact on the night and I did not want to think about it.So,I kept my mind focused and used caution in my words.Again,the night was a success but it also was a challenge to my determination to heal from and overcome unwanted SSA.I am not going to let nothing stand in my way of that goal.
Tomorrow is my day off from work.I do have to do a few personal things tomorrow for myself to make the day seem wonderful.Again,I am overjoyed that the Sabres are advancing into the conference finals and I am hoping that the Sabres can do it again.
That was my day today,my night last night and my hoped for day tomorrow.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling hopeful and optimistic.It is my night to entertain the crowd with my singing.I am hoping that evening goes by pretty well.Though I rarely have an off night,I always hope for things to go well.I am hoping to try out a new song or two.One of them will be a country oldie that I have been meaning to try out for a long time.I had heard it on the radio during the week and I am hoping that I can do it pretty good.Again,I am hoping that the night goes well.
Today was a pretty decent day.I ran an errand for my mother.I even did some personal shopping for myself and I had my hair cut.I got it done in one day without any problems.There was an accident in an area that I was driving towards and I had to do a detour around it.But I managed to make it home.I bathed for the night and had a nice dinner.At the moment,I am relaxing at home and taking it easy.Overall,a pretty decent day.
Tomorrow,the Buffalo Sabres are playing the New York Rangers at Madison Square Garden on Sunday afternoon.I am hoping that the Sabres can eliminate the Rangers from the playoffs.I would love to see Buffalo advance to the next round.Again,I am hoping for another Sabres win.
That was my day today and my hoped for night tonight,including what I hope for tomorrow.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling very good.It was a wonderful day today and it has been a wonderful night.Yes it has.I was listening to the hockey game tonight on my computer and it was an action packed game tonight.The Buffalo Sabres were really playing their game tonight.For the vast majority of the game,there was no score until the final 3 minutes of the game when The New York Rangers Strakka scored to make it 1-0.With only 7.7 seconds left,Chris Drury scored to tie the game at 1-1 on an assist by Daniel Brieire.The best thing about the game was the Buffalo Sabres won the game tonight in overtime by a score of 2-1.Maxim Afinagenov scored the game winner while the Sabres were on the power play during the overtime.The series now heads back to New York at Madison Square Garden Sunday afternoon.I am hoping that the Sabres can eliminate the Rangers on Sunday afternoon.I know that the Sabres have lost two consecutive games in Madison Square Garden.But I still hope that they can do it there.I would love to see the Sabres advance into the next round.Again,I am hoping that the Sabres can eliminate the Rangers on Sunday.That would be great.
Though I had a pretty good day,I still had to deal with old thought patterns.While I was waiting for a load of laundry to get done,I was getting plagued by images of naked men asking me for sexual favors while I was in the cellar doing my job.I was even talking to myself while doing this.It got so extreme that I had to say a little prayer to myself to stop it.I kept it up until the images faded away.It was difficult but I managed to rely on the Lord to help me.I also felt better afterwards.After my job was completed,I went home.
I also helped my mother out with a small errand.My eldest grand niece is 7 years old this month and my mother wanted to buy her something for her birthday.I even manged to purchase a little something for myself.While my mom and I were out,I did a virus scan on my computer and there was no viruses nor spyware on my computer.I also restarted my computer afterwards and now,the computer is working very good.Thankfully,there was nothing on my computer for me to cause any worries.That is the second best thing tonight.The Buffalo Sabres winning tonight is the really BEST thing tonight.WOW!
I am glad that the weekend is finally here.I will be singing for the crowd tomorrow night and I am hoping that the night goes well.I am hoping to try out at least one new song tomorrow night.Again,I am hoping that the night goes well.
That was my day today and my hoped for day & night tomorrow.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.Despite some setbacks tonight regarding my use of the internet,I am still feeling pretty good.My personal computer was having some issues tonight.There were times during the evening that I could not get the computer to cooperate.Some places that I was visiting took too much time to download and it did,at times,made me feel a little edgy.But I managed to complete the stuff that I had to complete and I am feeling better.The day went by pretty smoothly.I did my job and the rest took care of itself.I even helped out somebody today during my lunch break.All in all,a pretty decent day.I managed to get a lot accomplished and it made me feel pretty good.
As stated above,my work day went by pretty smoothly.It was a pretty good day.It has been pretty quiet around my work place as of late.No problems or anything negative to write home about and that is something.It is hard to believe that we have been having it pretty well around there.Everybody is now getting along.The troublemakers who were a problem have not been coming around as of late.That is pretty good.Don't get me wrong,I would never wish for anybody to be around,even though,at times,I might've said to myself that if I had my way,certain people would not be allowed.But that was because I was angry and I did not mean these things.But I do like it that it has been pretty quiet lately.With no negativisms happening,the days have been pretty smooth and everybody seems to appreciate everyone's presence.
Tomorrow is another work day for me.I am hoping that the day goes by smoothly.Tomorrow night,the Buffalo Sabres are playing the New York Rangers in Game 5 in their series in Buffalo.After two disappointing losses in Madison Square Garden,a win in the HSBC Arena in Buffalo would be great.I am hoping for a Buffalo Sabres victory tomorrow night.A victory by the Sabres would be totally neat.
After tomorrow,it will be the weekend.I am looking forward to that.I will be singing for the crowd as usual.I am hoping that the night goes well.
That was my day today and my hoped for day tomorrow and my hopes for the weekend.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.It was a pretty good day today for me.Today was simply a pick-up day and that went pretty well.There was not a mess in the laundry room at the pick up place and that made it pretty good.After I had done that,I went and did an errand for my mother and also went out and did some fun stuff for myself.I found some more rare records for my ever growing record collection.The weather was also nice.It was a bright sunny day and I enjoyed my day out.It was wonderful.
I also went to my support group meeting at the church and that went great.We also had a new person in our group and that was great.It was great to hear the other men talk about what they needed to talk about.It is awesome that these guys are a swell bunch who always listen to you and never judge you.That is terrific.It was a wonderful meeting and I had a great time talking things out with the guys.I am looking forward to my next meeting next Wednesday night.I am still happy to have found out about this group.
Tomorrow is another work day.I am hoping that the day goes by smoothly.
Thatw as my day today and my hoped for day tomorrow.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling mixed emotions.The day started out pretty good.There was nothing exciting to really talk about.The work day went by pretty smoothly.I simply did what I had to do and the day went by pretty fast.It was a pretty decent day.We were supposed to get a rain storm but it bypassed us.We could still get one tonight while the city sleeps.Again,a pretty decent work day.
I am disappointed tonight because the Buffalo Sabres lost again to the New York Rangers.They lost by a score of 2-1 tonight in regulation.Lindy Ruff did say that the team has to play a little more aggressively but I am not seeing it.The Sabres almost had a game tying goal but it was ruled "NO Goal" by the referees.What a disappointment.The Sabres lost and now the series is tied at 2 games a piece.Their next game is back in Buffalo on Friday night and I am hoping for a Buffalo Sabres win.I know that the team can not win every game but this is the playoffs where it all comes down to the nitty gritty.But again,I am still hoping for a Buffalo Sabres win on Friday night.A win would make me happy.I am hoping for that.I hope that it happens.
Tomorrow is simply a pick up day.I also have to run an errand for my mom and I am also hoping to get at least a little bit of personal stuff done for myself.Tomorrow night is my weekly support group meeting at the church.I am hoping that the meeting goes well.
That was my day today and my hoped for day tomorrow.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty decent day today.Nothing really exciting happened,but I did get what I had to do accomplished.It gives me a sense of confidence when I finally get something done.
Today,I had to go to an F.Y.E.store in another area of Western New York to renew my backstage pass membership card.The due date was tomorrow but I felt that I should do it a day ahead of time.It is now out of the way and I can take it easy for a year.
Last night,I went to see the movie Grindhouse and I really enjoyed it.I am now waiting for it to come to DVD.I know that it will be a while when it does come out but I am going to wait patiently until it does.This movie was two movies rolled into one with a few fake trailers at the beginning and in between the films.It was directed by Robert Rodriguez and Quentin Tarentino.They each directed the two parts.The first was Planet Terror,which Rodriguez directed.The second was Death Proof,which Tarentino directed.I really enjoyed this film.I cracked up in a few spots.It was a great viewing experience.It was a little over 3 hours long but it was well worth watching and the length was not a problem.Again,I enjoyed the movie and I am eagerly awaiting the DVD release.Again,I know that it will be a while but the wait will be worth it.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the day goes by smoothly.Tomorrow night is another game in the Buffalo Sabres-New York Rangers playoff series.After the disappointing loss in double overtime on Sunday afternoon,a Buffalo Sabres win would be it.I hope that the Sabres will take a 3-1 lead in the series tomorrow.After that disappointing loss on Sunday,a win would make me really happy.
I even had a talk with a friend today who lives out of town.It was a very good conversation.Again,nothing to exciting today.But the day was pretty decent.
That was my day today and my hoped for day and night tomorrow.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling mixed emotions.the day started out pretty promising.It was a beautiful sunny day today.I went out to grab a few slices of pizza for lunch so I could have a snack to watch the hockey game today when I got home.Before that,I had to stop at a store to buy something needed for home.When I got home,I turned on the hockey game to watch the Buffalo Sabres play the New York Rangers at Madison Square Garden.That game is why I am feeling mixed emotions because the Buffalo Sabres lost in double overtime by a score of 2-1.The Sabres did not play too well of a game for most of the first two periods.They made a lot of mistakes.Not only that,the Sabres were rarely in front of Ryan Miller when the Rangers players played the puck around the Sabres net.Ryan Miller played another sold game but the score in the second overtime gave the Rangers the victory and now the series is 2-1 with Buffalo stillleading by one win.Their next game is Tuesday night at Madison Square Garden at 7:00pm.After that disappointing overtime loss,a Buffalo Sabres win would be totally sweet.I was disappointed to see them lose in the second overtime.But again,I am still hoping that they can beat them on Tuesday night.The Sabres have to work on not making too many costly mistakes such as interference or delay of game penalties and they have to surround Ryan Miller whenever the Rangers come on the attack in front of him.These are things that they need to work on.
Tonight,I am going to see a movie.It is my first movie in several months.I hope that it's a good one.
That was my day today.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling hopeful and optimistic.It was a pretty decent today.Despite a slow and cold start,it turned out to be a pretty decent day.Nothing really negative to write about.
I helped my mom out today by taking her shopping.She had to get some groceries in the house because the month is almost out and we needed to have some food in the house.That was the whole day.I also had to turn in some beer and pop bottles and cans that had been in the rear seat of my vehicle for a while.I got a small amount of change from them but it was great to finally get them out of the car and get some change.It also relieves me of hearing them go clunk and clink every time I hit a bump or pothole.That noise can be irritating after a while.But again,I am glad to be rid of them.
Tonight,we got an unexpected surprise at the house when my oldest sister came for a visit.This was a nice surprise.She was only in town for a few days and thouht that she would stop by and say hello before going back home.She was only here for half an hour and left.After that,we had a light supper.My mom just did not feel like cooking so we heated up a couple of frozen dinners and had a tossed salad on the side.
Tonight,I am going to be singing.I can hardly wait for that.I always look forward to entertain the crowd each and every Saturday night.I am going to simply reaquaint myself with some songs that I have done before and hope for the best.I rarely,if ever,have an off night,but I still always hope for things to go well.Again,I hope that things go well for me.
The Buffalo Sabres are playing the New York Rangers tomorrow afternoon at Madison Square Garden.I am hoping for a third consecutive Buffalo Sabres win.I am also hoping that the Sabres play better than they did last night.They can not make too many mistakes in their own end and they can not make any mistakes that can lead to penalties such as the interference call made on Mixim Afinagenov.They have to work on these things.Plus,they need to concentrate on the game itself and not on what the critics and other news people are saying.They have to concentrate on the game and play like the team they are.Again,they need to do that in order to dominate and not be worn down.Again,they need to do those things.
That was my day today and my hoped for night tonight.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling okay.My work day went by pretty well despite a frustrating start.
The frustrating thing happened when I arrived at work.I was hoping to get my paycheck today after I had arrived.But the lady who handed them out to everybody actually took the afternoon off and I had to wait for a little over an hour for it.I did get it and I was relieved.I still felt the frustration for waiting a long time.It took a while to fade away.But I did feel relieved that I got my check and now,my weekend will be off and running.On the way home today,I had to pick up a few things for dinner tonight.I am just glad that the weekend is finally here.I will be doing my usual entertaining the crowd tomorrow night.I am hoping that the night goes well.Though I rarely,if ever,have an off night,I still always hope for things to go well.But again,I am looking forward to doing that.I love what I do.It is great to entertain others and be appreciated.Again,I hope that everything goes well tomorrow night.
Tonight,I am jumping for joy because the Buffalo Sabres won again.They are now leading the series 2-0 as they defeated the New York Rangers by a score of 3-2.The Sabres barely escaped this game.They made too many mistakes with some of them leading to penalties and power play opportunities that lead to goals for the Rangers.Thomas Vanek scored the game winner on the power play for the Sabres to win.They were fortunate to escape this one.Within the final seconds,the Rangers were really pouring the pressure on Ryan Miller but he stopped every shot near the net.It was incredible the way he played tonight in the game within the final seconds.He also read some seemingly unstoppable shots on goal.Ryan Miller was awesome.Yes he was.But the Sabres have to work on not making too many mistakes in the games,especially those that lead to costly penalties and turnovers.I hope that the Sabres will indeed work on their game and avoid making costly mistake.I know that there is no such thing as a mistake free game.But if the Sabres can work on their game and avoid making costly mistakes,they will improve greatly.The Sabres next game is Sunday afternoon at 2:00pm in New York at Madison Square Garden.I am hoping that the Sabres can win a third straight game.That would be totally neato.The win tonight made me feel better after the frustrating day that I had.
That was my day today and my hoped for night tomorrow night.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling okay.The weather for much of the day was fair.It was sunny but mostly cloudy and a little cool.I really was not anticipating very much today as I was driving to work.When I got to the pick-up point where the laundry was,I did not have very much to pick up but I am hoping for more tomorrow.Apparently,there were some new check ins at the center where they help drug and alcohol dependant people try to live a life without drugs or alcohol.It was only verl little but better than nothing.At least,I had a little bit to do.
The work day went by smoothly as usual.I simply did my job and the day went by pretty fast.I had a pretty good day on the job.After I finished,I dropped off the clean laundry at the center and went straight home.It was a chore getting home today because of all the hard rain falling.I guess that this is the month for it.It is April,after all.But I did not let it dampen my spirits.I just went with it and got home.After that,I stayed home for the rest of the day.Since it was raining and thundering,there was not much to do except to just hang out at the house.Again,it was not too bad of a day.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that my shift goes by smoothly.Tomorrow night,the Sabres are playing the Rangers in Buffalo again.After winning game one,I am hoping that the Sabres can win another one.Game 1 was an exciting game.I hope that Game 2 is just as exciting and that they also pull out a win.It would be great for them to take a 2 games to none lead.
That was my day today and my hoped for day tomorrow.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling good.I had a pretty good day today.Nothing really negative to write home about and that is good.
Today was simply a laundry pick-up day for me.I simply picked them up and dropped the bags off at work.After that,I picked up a few things for dinner at the store and went home.I did my personal computer work in the afternoon and had a light lunch.The weather was a mixed bag.It rained for much of the day before it turned cooler.But still,I did not let it dampen my spirits.
I also had a wonderful meeting with my sexual abuse support counselor this afternoon.It was great to get a lot more emotional baggage off of me.She also gave me some more zeroxed copies of some pages from a book on anger management.I am going to be checking these out tomorrow morning while I am waiting for loads of laundry to get done.I hope that they are helpful.
I also had a wonderful support group meeting tonight at the church.It was wonderful to get even more emotional baggage off of me.It was great.It is wonderful to find a group of men who will listen to you and not ignore you.It is also great that they thank you for sharing what you shared.Again,I am glad to have found out about this group.I am looking forward to the next meeting next Wednesday night.I am hoping that the meeting next week goes well.
I am also full of joy because the Buffalo Sabres really let the New York Rangers have it tonight.They defeated the Rangers by a score of 5-1.The next game is Friday night.I am hoping for another Buffalo Sabres win.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the day goes by smoothly.
That was my day today and my hoped for day tomorrow.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty smooth work day today.The day just went by pretty fast and I got a lot done.After work,I ran a couple of errands and that worked out pretty good.It was a pretty good day today and I got a lot done.
Even though it was a pretty smooth work day today for me,I was feeling a little tensed up.I started saying angry things to myself again pretending that there were people ther.I have not done this in a long time myself but it has been starting again.It doesn't happen as much as it used to but I do not know what triggered it nor do I know what the root cause of it is.The days have been going from fair to good lately but I still do not know what could be the root cause of it.But I figured that maybe I should get a little exercise.
After doing my computer work,I went for a long walk.The walk did me good.I was not as tensed up as I was earlier when I got home.I also was not saying angry things to myself either.I felt better.When I got home,I took a bath and that also made me feel better.I am now relaxing and taking it easy at home.
Tomorrow is simply a pick-up day for me.I also have an appointment with my sexual abuse support counselor in the afternoon.Tomorrow night,it is my support group meeting at the church.I am hoping that the day works out well for me.
Tomorrow night is also when the series between the Buffalo Sabres and the New York Rangers starts.I am hoping that the Sabres cann beat the Rangers.
That was my day today and my hoped for day tomorrow.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.It was a pretty good day for me today.I made it out to another thrift shop today in Depew and I found a lot of great stuff.It was wonderful.While there,it rained for a while.The rain was really coming down.It was like that it was coming down in buckets.Fortunately,I was still shopping in the shop when it was coming down.I simply waited patiently for the rain to stop and when it did,I checked out.On the way home,I stopped at a shopping mall and had a slice of pizza to tie me over until dinner.I had a blast.Despite the hard rainy day,I had a pretty good day.I had fun and I am looking forward to going to another in the near future.I have done enough shopping in them for now.Right now,I am going to concentrate on the rest of the NHL playoffs and hope that all goes well.
It is now official.The Buffalo Sabres playoff series with the New York Rangers starts this Wednesday night in Buffalo.I can hardly wait for that.I am hoping that that Sabres can do great against the Rangers.I am also hoping that the Sabres can advance into the Conference finals.I would LOVE to see that.The series starts Wednesday night in Buffalo and I am hoping that the Sabres can do it again.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the work day goes by smoothly.
That was my day today and my hoped for day tomorrow.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling good.It was a pretty good day today.The sun was shining and the winds were very light.I went out to run a personal errand today and I actually enjoyed the day out even if I was not out for too long.I just had a good day with nothing negative to write about.
Tonight,I learned that the Buffalo Sabres will be playing against the New York Rangers in the next round.The game day and the time will be determined by the league.At least,I am glad to know who will now play the Sabres in the next round.I am hoping that the Sabres can do it again.I would like to see the Sabres advance into the conference finals.But according to their head coach Lindy Ruff,the Rangers will be tougher than the Islanders in terms of goal scoring and game play.But again,I am hoping that the Sabres can do it again.It would be really great to see the Sabres go to the next level in the Eastern Conference finals.
Last night,I had a blast.It was simply a wonderful night.I decided to reaquaint myself with songs that I have not done in a long time.The night was still a success and I had a blast.The crowd loved everything that I did.Again,it was a wonderful night.I am glad that the crowd enjoyed it.I also enjoyed doing what I did.I always do.It is great to have such an appreciative crowd.
Tomorrow,I am going to go to another thrift shop.It will be in Depew New York.I am hoping to find some really nice stuff.I am also hoping to have a great day.It is also supposed to a nice day tomorrow.I am hoping that the day works out good.
Tonight,I had a talk with a person who I have not talked too in a long time and that was really neat.It was the wife of a friend of mine.I was overjoyed to hear from her.I am hoping to hear from her husband soon.It would be great to talk with him again.It was a wonderful talk.Again,I am hoping to talk with her husband soon.
That was my day today,my night last night and my hoped for day tomorrow.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling okay but optimistic.The weather here has been really nice over the past few days.The sun has been shining and it has been feeling warm.Today was the first time that I went out without a winter jacket on.I was waiting very eagerly for this nice weather to come.I am glad that it's finally here.
I really did not too much today.I simply ran a few errands for my mom today and I even had my window down in my vehicle where I was blaring my music while I was driving.It was really neat.I had a really decent day running the errands and I had a smile on my face that would not leave.It was great to finally feel Spring in the air.I hope that this weather lasts a long time.
Tonight is my night to entertain the crowd.I am hoping that the night goes well.Though I rarely if ever have an off night,I still hope for everything to go well.You never know what might happen.But I am feeling a little optimistic.I think that the evening is going to go by swell but as always,I still hope for everything to go well.
I will also be celebrating tonight.The Buffalo Sabres eliminated the New York Islanders last night by a score of 4-3.I am going to be celebrating that victory tonight while entertaining the crowd.The only thing that is still up in the air is who the Sabres will be playing against in the next round.It will be either the New York Rangers or the Tampa Bay Lightning.Until the next few days,that will remain a big question mark.I am going to be patient until then.
That was my day today and my hoped for night tonight.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling really good.It was a wonderful day today.My work day went by pretty smoothly and that was great.Since it went by smoothly,it went by pretty fast and nothing negative to write about.That,in itself,is terrific.I had a wonderful day today and that was terrific.
I am just glad that the weekend is finally here.I will be singing up a storm tomorrow night and I will enjoy myself.At least,I am determined to enjoy myself and get the best out of my night.I do not know what I will be singing tomorrow night but I know that it will be special.I am hoping that the night goes well for me.Though I rarely have an off night,I always still hope for things to go well.You never know what might happen.Again,I am hoping that the night goes well.
Tonight,I am jumping for joy.The Buffalo Sabres have eliminated the New York Islanders by a score of 4-3.The Buffalo Sabres held a strong 3-0 going into the third period until the Islanders scored 3 unanswered goals in the third period.It looked like that the Islanders were mounting a strong comeback but Ryan Miller made some impressive saves in the final seconds of the game as if he were saying to the Islanders "OH NO YOU DON'T!" when they were trying in desperation to score a goal to tie the game to send the game into overtime.Not only that,the Sabres have to work on not making too many costly mistakes in a game because they could have lost tonight and they would have had to go back to New York to play another game against the Islanders if that would have happened.But still,they managed to escape this game tonight.The only thing that is up in the air at the moment is who the Sabres will be playing against in the next round.It will either be the New York Rangers or the Tampa Bay Lightning.I am hoping that this comes very soon.I am anxious to see who they are going up against in the next round.
It is going to be a great weekend.I will not only be singing tomorrow night.I will be celebrating the Sabres victory in this first playoff round.How Sweet It Is.
That was my day,night and my hoped for night tomorrow.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling mixed emotions.My day did not start out too good.It actually started out pretty frustrating.
My youngest grand niece was over here at the house for most of the morning.After my neice dropped her off,she started crying and screaming.She also threw a very mean temper at my mother this morning.The constant crying and screaming by her really made my morning very frustrating.I just could not take it.My head was starting to hurt and I was getting an uneasy feeling in my stomach.My youngest grand niece never exhibited this type of behavior before nor did she ever subject anyone in the family to these constant mean spirited fits of temper.It was really distressing.I was glad to get out of the door to get to work.When I got to the laundry pick-up point,there was no laundry to pick up.Though I was disappointed,it really did not get to me because I did pick up a lot on Tuesday and Wednesday and I still had plenty to do today.The work day actually went by as smoothly as it has been going.After the frustrations of the morning,the work day did me a lot of good.It was very quiet today and I got my job done.I also ran an errand for someone at work during the lunch break.I got quite a bit done.Not too shabby.
Tomorrow is another work day.I am hoping that the day also goes smoothly.I am now working in the afternoon on Friday's so it should go by well.
Tomorrow night,the Buffalo Sabres are playing at home against the New York Islanders.The Sabres are leading the series 3-1 and if they win tomorrow night,they will advance to the conference semi-finals.I am hoping that the Sabres defeat the Islanders and eliminate them from the playoffs.After that,it's the weekend.I will be doing my usual entertaining the crowd on Saturday night.I am hoping that it goes well.
That was my day.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling really good.I had a wonderful meeting tonight.It was great to talk and get a lot off of my chest.It was also wonderful to be around them again.I have been getting a lot out of these meetings.They have been really helping me.I have been getting a hold of my emotional problems one day at a time.I am looking forward to the next meeting and I am hoping that the next meeting is as wonderful as this one.Again,I am glad to have found out about these meetings through that friend in Texas.It was wonderful that he told me about them.Again,I am looking forward to the next meeting.
The Buffalo Sabres were victorious yet again.They defeated the New York Islanders tonight by a score of 4-2.The Islanders did try to tie the game up late in the third period when it was 3-2 but the referees signaled it as a no goal.After a few minute review,the referees ruling was sustained.It did look bad for that few minutes but I was glad when the ruling was affirmed after the review.They now have a commanding lead in the series of 3-1 over the Islanders.Their next game is back in Buffalo on Friday night.The Sabres can take the series with a victory over the Islanders on Friday night.I am hoping that they can do it.It would be fantastic to see them go to the semi-finals in the conference.
Tomorrow is another work day.I am hoping that it goes by smoothly.
Thatw as my day today and my night tonight.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling okay.I am relaxing at home at the moment.The weather this evening is COLD and windy.The weather is going to continue to be COLD until this weekend.I can hardly wait for that.I am sick of this cold weather because we are supposed to be in the season of Spring but it does not feel like it at the moment.I hope that this is the last of the COLD weather we have been having.I want it to be truly Spring,which includes the weather being warm and nice.Again,I hope that this is the last of the COLD weather.
Today,the work day went by smoothly.I actually got a lot done in the hours that I worked.I am actually feeling better that I have gotten a hold of my emotions.Still,I am taking life one day at a time.If I can get through one day without losing it,that's good.There is always the next day and the day after that and so on.But I feel good that I have been getting a hold of this problem but I still have to take it one day at a time.I can never think of getting angry again.I simply think in terms of controlling it one day at a time.
Tomorrow is simply a pick-up day.I simply have to pick it up and drop it off.After that,I have to go to the post office and get a money order to pay for those Buffalo Sabres medallions so I can have them.I will be so happy to get those.I know that I have to wait 4-7 weeks for them.But it's well worth the wait.
Tomorrow night is another meeting night.I am hoping that the meeting goes well.The Buffalo Sabres are also playing tomorrow night against the New York Islanders in game 4 of their series.I hope that the Sabres can win again like they did on Monday night.A win would be totally sweet.
That was my day and my hoped for day tomorrow.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a very exciting day today.I went to thrift shop in Buffalo and I had a blast.I found a couple of rare record albums and I found a couple of rare movies on video.I also found some more nice clothes.I am simply loving going to thrift shops.I am having a ball.I was hopinbg to go to another one but the weather was getting worse so I decided to go home early.But I had a very good day today.I am having a blast going to different thift shops and buying things.I am going to go to another one next Monday and I hope to find some more.That will be nice.
Tonight,I am feeling really good for one reason.The Buffalo Sabres were victorious tonight.They defeated the New York Islanders by a score of 3-2.Thanks to some great goal scoring and solid defense by the Sabres.The New York Islanders played pretty good as well.But the Sabres had a few things over them and that was really swell.I listened to the game on the radio and on the computer.I watched the show Two & A Half Men while concentrating on the game.The Sabres won tonight.I hope that they can win on Wednesday night as well.That would be really neat.
I also went to several stores in my area to buy up quite a few newspapers so I can send away for a set of Buffalo Sabres medallions.I will be so thrilled to get these.They are totally awesome.The Sabres are doing great at the moment and that is making feel like jumping for joy.I hope that the Sabres continue to do better.GO SABRES!
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the work day goes by smoothly.It has been going good for me,so far.But I always still hope for things to go smoothly.
That was my day today and my hoped for today tomorrow.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling okay.It was a fairly decent day today.I only had to run to a few places and I am now taking it easy.I have just had a nice hearty dinner and now I am feeling better.It is not that I have not eaten today.I did eat cereal for breakfast and I had a couple of pepperoni pizza slices for lunch.It is just that I now feel better after having a good dinner.Again,I am now relaxing and taking it esy.
Today,the weather was raining pretty heavily.It started out as a light rain shower and it escalated into a heavy downpour with high winds gusting at a pretty high rate of speed.The weather is also COLD.The wind chill temps are above freezing but the bitterly COLD feeling is still there whether there is a wind chill or not.I am still hoping that the weather warms up soon.I am getting sick of these winter type weather patterns and temperatures.We are supposed to be in the season of Spring but it does not feel like it.Again,I hope that warms up very soon.We are supposed to get warmer temperatures this coming week and I hope that we really do.If and/or when it happens,I hope that the warmer weather stays for a while.
Last night,I had a wonderful time entertaining the crowd.I did those two new songs that I was hoping to do and it all worked out.I had a blast doing that.The crowd loved everything I did and they did show their appreciation in more ways than one.It actually made me forget the disappointing loss the Buffalo Sabres suffered.They lost 3-2 to the New York Islanders last night to even the series at one game apiece.The next game is tomorrow night in New York.I hope that the Sabres can beat the Islanders after that disappointing loss last night.A win would make me feel better.
Tomorrow,I am hoping to go thrift shop hopping.I am also hoping to find some nice things.I love doing that and it makes me feel good to get out of my hometown once in a while.
That was my day today.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling pretty good and I am also feeling hopeful & optimistic.Tonight is the night that I am going to sing for the crowd.I always look forward to singing and entertaining the crowd every Saturday night.It is always fun to do that and it is also great for me to do that and have the crowd appreciate everything that I do for them.I am hoping that the night goes well.Though I rarely,if ever,have an off night singing,I always hope for things to go well.You never know what might happen.
Right now,the Buffalo Sabres are playing against the New York Islanders and the Islanders are leading the Sabres 2-1.I am hoping that the Sabres can come from behind to win.They played great on Thursday night and I am hoping that they can do so again tonight.Again,the score is 2-1 in favor of the Islanders.I hope that the Sabres can still make it two wins in a row.
Today was a pretty fair day.It was cold much of the day with a little bit of snow.I am still hoping that the COLD weather ends soon.It's supposed to be Spring but it doesn't feel like it.Again,I am hoping that the COLD weather ends soon.I had to run some errands for my mother today and that really kept me out and about.But I got them done.I also bathed and shaved before dinner and I am now ready for the evening.
That was my day and my hoped for night tonight.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a very smooth working day today.My hours at work were reduced because a new trainee was starting today.I now have Friday mornings free.I still have to work Friday afternoons.But I am still working and proud of it.It is just that I now do the pick ups in the afternoon rather than the morning.I am actually happy that we have a new person on the job.The more the merrier.I wished him the best of success with the job.
Last night,the Buffalo Sabres were victorious.They defeated the New York Islanders by a score of 4-1.Of course,this is just Game 1 but the win made me happy.Another win tomorrow night would make me really happy.
Tomorrow night,I am also going to sing for the crowd.I always look forward to entertaining the crowd with my singing.I am hoping to try out a couple of new songs tomorrow night.I am hoping that the night goes well.
I also have to say that today,I hardly said anything angry to myself.That made me feel pretty good.Tomorrow,I am hoping to go through another day without doing so.If I succeed,that will be great.I know that I have to take it one day at a time.If I succeed one day,I have another day to try and succeed.
Nothing negative happened today.I am glad about that.I am hoping that nothing negative happens tomorrow.
That was my day and my hoped for night tomorrow.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty smooth work day.Despite a minor setback,the day was pretty smooth.I also had a pretty easy pick-up day.There was no mess to clean up where I have to pick it up.Again,it was a pretty smooth day.
Right now,I have the game on.The Buffalo Sabres are playing tonight hosting the New York Islanders in Buffalo.This is the very first game of this playoff series for both teams and it is a very much anticipated series.The game is sold out and the game is about to start.I am hoping that the Sabres can start it off on a positive note by winning the first game.That would be neat.Again,this is the very first game in the series and I am hoping for a win.
Right now,I am sitting down and relaxing.It is a pretty fair night with the weather being only a tad cold around my neck of the woods.I am hoping that the weather warms up very soon.I am getting sick and tired of this cold weather.We are supposed to be in the season of Spring but it does not feel like it.No it does not.Again,I am hoping that weather warms up soon because I am getting sick of this cold weather.
Tomorrow is another work day.I am hoping that the day goes by smoothly.After that,it's the weekend.I can hardly wait for that.I will be singing up a storm on Saturday night.
That was my day today.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling okay tonight.I went to my support group meeting at the church and the meeting was wonderful.I had a wonderful time talking with the men in the group and getting a lot out of it.The men all shared their stuff and were authentic in the way the spoke about themselves and that was rewarding in itself.It was just a great meeting and I enjoyed every minute of it.It was fantastic hearing the men and being heard by them.I am looking tforward to next weeks meeting and I am hoping that it is as wonderful as this one.Maybe it will be even better.You never know.
The reason I am feeling okay is because I was hoping to check my e-mail for some last minute messages and to journal my day today on here before turning in.But when I got home,I got a rude awakening.My niece,who was picking up her kids after she was done with work,was on it checking her e-mail.This is something that I do not really mind.I know that she hardly has any time due to her overly busy work schedule but even after my mom told her not to shut it down,she does so anyway.That really made me a little edgy.I had to wait for a few minutes while the computer shut down due to the installation of new updates to the program.Not only that,after shutting it down,I had to turn it back on and manually delete any pop ups that come whenever I have to turn it on for my own use.I also have to manually turn the firewall program because that turns off whenever the computer is shut down.At the momoent,the installed programs are working correctly.I will still be doing a scan at the end of the week.You never know what could be on your personal computer until you scan and see if something is wrong.I am hoping that nothing is wrong.
Today at work,it was a pick up day but there was a mess.This mess was not as bad as other messes that I have endured in the past but I still had to clean it.There was simply too much laundry in one bag so I had to seperate some laundry and put it in a new bag.Not too bad.
Tomorrow night,the Buffalo Sabres playoff series against the New York Islanders starts.I am hoping that Buffalo Sabres can eliminate the Islanders.
Thatw as my day and night tonight.

Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a nice talk with a friend of mine who lives in the city where I live and he's doing okay.Him and his girlfriend have two little kittens who they named after the main characters of The Dukes Of Hazzard,which I thought was kinda funny.Again,he is doing good.I am glad that he is.I always like to hear that a friend is doing good.It also makes me feel good.
Today was another work day.The work day went by smoothly.Nothing really negative to write about tonight.I simply had a typical day.I did my job and when I was done,I went home.Again,a typical day on the job.
Tomorrow is simply a pick-up day.I have to pick up the laundry tomorrow morning and make sure that the afternoon person has something to do.I have the rest of the day off to relax and take it easy.Tomorrow night is another meeting with my support group at the church.I am hoping that the meeting goes well.The meetings have been doing me a lot of good since I have been going to them.The men are a swell bunch and it's great that they listen to a single word I say without being judgemental or even overly critical.I am glad to have found out about this group and I am also glad that I am a part of it.I always thank that friend of mine in Texas for telling me about it.It is really super to have people listen to you and offer you advice whenever necessary.Again,it has been doing me a lot of good and I always look forward to every meeting every Wednesday night.
That was my day today and my hoped for day and night tomorrow.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling great.I had a wonderful day today out thrift shop hopping.It was fantastic.I found a lot of great stuff.
The best thing that I found were a whole bunch of Elvis Presley 45's.They were all in very good shape.I have never seen or even found so many records by "The King Of Rock & Roll".That was the great find of the day.I did find some other nice things.I managed to find a few more hard to find records.I found all of these at a Salvation Army thrift shop in Buffalo.I did manage to find some nice clothes as well.But those Elvis Presley records were the find of the day.I was so overjoyed.I now have a whole bunch of valuable records in my 45 r.p.m. collection.I also went to am Amvets store and I found some more great stuff,including more clothes.I had a terrific day.It was awesome.
I found out early this morning on the news that the Buffalo Sabres playoff series against the New York Islanders starts on Thursday.The Sabres will be hosting the Islanders in Buffalo as part of the home ice advantage that they have due to the fact that the won the President's Trophy this season for having the best record in the league.Plus,this is also a first in the history of the team.The Sabres have never won that trophy until now.Still,it is a great thing for the Sabres to have.I am really proud of them.They have overcome a lot of terrible obstacles to get where they are.I hope that they can eliminate the Islanders.
Before I went thrift shop hopping today,I did manage to pay the guy for the car that I am buying.The car is now officially mine.Before I put it on the road,my mechanic has to put some much needed minor repair on it.I am not in a hurry.He can take his time.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the work day goes smoothly.
That was my day today.FJ

Happy Easter,Everybody
Tonight,I am feeling okay.It was a wonderful Easter today.We had a nice family dinner here at my mother's house today.My sister and her family came over to eat and it was pretty good.My nephews and I watched the final regular season Buffalo Sabres game with them.The Sabres lsot 4-3 in Philadelphia to the Flyers but I was not very disappointed.This game was actually a type that you'd call a "meaningless game."The Buffalo Sabres are President's Trophy winners and they are going to have home ice advantage throughout the playoffs.This means that they will start playing at home for the first two games of every series throughout their playoff run.I have also learned that the Buffalo Sabres will be playing against the New York Islanders in the first round.The Islanders will be coming to Buffalo to play the Sabres in the first round.Officially,the NHL playoffs start on Wednesday.But I am not sure when the Sabres are going to start their playoff run.I am going to keep checking the Sabres website over the next few days to see when they start in their playoff run.I am hoping for the Sabres to eliminate the Islanders.
After the dinner,we had some nice talks with hardly any negative happening with the exception of my sister meddling in my personal stuff by asking what I was doing in my room upstairs all the time I was up there.I felt that she had no right asking a question like that.I always dislike it when you invite relatives over for dinner and they start meddling in your personal life. Just because you invite them over doesn't mean that it's an invitation to be meddlesome.The best thing is to mind your own business and don't ask no personal questions,especially those that meddle in your personal stuff.But then again,you can't always expect people,including relatives,to do just that.There are always going to be meddlesome relatives no matter what.Thank goodness that holidays,like Easter,come only once a year.
Right now,I am now relaxing at home.The weather is COLD tonight.I am hoping that the cold weather ends soon.It's supposed to be Spring but it doesn't feel like it.Again,I am hoping that it ends soon.I am sick of the cold weather.
Last night,I went to entertain the crowd and it was yet another success.I had another blast entertaining the crowd.The crowd really enjoyed the songs that I sang last night and that gave me a great feeling.I really enjoy what I do and this always motivates me.I look forward to next week even more.
Tomorrow morning,I will be meeting with the guy who is selling his car to me.I am hoping that the meeting goes well.I am really going to appreciate this new used car.It will make my job a little easier.
That was my day and my night last night.FJ