Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a very good day today.I ran a small errand for my mom today and that was to buy something for tonight's dinner.I also had to pick up a prescription refill for myself at a local drug store.I called in the refill over the phone when I woke up and took my last pill.It was for my high blood pressure.I have been checking it lately and so far,it has been pretty good.It has been in the 130's range but as long as it does not go any higher,I am okay.
Last night,I went to see the musical Hairspray and it was awesome.I was hoping that it was going to be just as good as the original 1988 film that inspired the Broadway musical of the same name and then inspired the movie.Again,my hopes for it to be as good as the original film were actually fulfilled.Not only that,it was actually better than I hoped that it would be.The movie was filled with music and even a little bit of comedy mixed in to sweeten it.It was great.I enjoyed every minute of it.It was an awesome movie with a surprising ending.John Travolta was wonderful as Mrs.Edna Turnblad.You can tell by watching this film that he was having the time of his life portraying Mrs.Turnblad just singing and dancing away and again,simply having a ball.The best thing about me seeeing this film was that I was the only person in the theatre watching the movie.There was nobody else in the theatre with me.I was the lone member of the audience.That actually made me enjoy it more.Aside from John Travolta,the whole cast was wonderful as well.It was nearly 2 hours of singing,dancing and comedy.I am going to get this on DVD when it comes out.I have the original 1988 film on DVD and now,I am going to buy this version the minute that it hits the shelves.Again,an awesome movie.
After I saw the movie,I went to have a friendly drink with some of the gang at the place that I entertain at.I only stayed a few minutes and left.The Karaoke DJ almost took it personally when I wasn't planning on singing.I simply told him that it was nothing personal against him and that I was only coming in for a vistit and have a nice friendly drink with the gang.We shook hands and hopefully,that made him feel better.
I went to my anger management/conflict resolution meeting tonight and it was wonderful.I got quite a bit out of it tonight.The only setback was that a man who came there left after 20 minutes saying that this was not helping him.But we moved on and it was wonderful.I am looking forward to the next meeting next Monday night.The only other thing going on is my weekly support group meeting at the church on Wednesday night.I am hoping that this meeting goes just as well as tonight's meeting that I attended did.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the day goes well.
That was my day today and my night last night as well my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty decent day today.I simply went to have a pasta dinner at a church in my area.The organization that I work for was sponsoring this and I thought that I would go and have myself some lunch there since it was early in the afternoon.It was a great meal and I enjoyed it.After that,I left.
My night of entertaining the crowd went great.I even tried out a new song that I had been meaning to try out.It all worked out.I also had a friend join me.I drove past him in my car and he saw me driving past him while on his bike and he turned around the minute that he saw that it was me.When I arrived there,I waited for him to arrive back and when he did,I joined him at a table.It was wonderful to have him out.He did not stay too long because he was a little tired but he wanted to come out for a bit.After he was done with his drink,he rode home on his bike.After I had my lunch,I went over to his house to see if he had made it home okay and he did.He was waiting for his girlfriend to come home so they could wait for her father to come over and take them to their house to spend Sunday over there.
After I keft his house,I went out to a store on an Indian reservation within the county that I live in and I picked up a few movies on DVD.They were for $1.00 each and since it was on the reservation,I did not have to pay no tax on the purchase.I also bought a relaxation music CD with the sounds of nature blended in.I also had an ice cream cone.It was delicious.Again,a pretty decent day.
I am going to the movies.I am going to see the new filmed version of Hairspray.It is a filmed version of the Broadway musical that was based on the original 1988 film of the same name.I am hoping that it is as good as the original film.Afterwards,I might go the place and have a friendly drink with a few of the people.
Tomorrow is my day off.I do have a meeting tomorrow with my anger management/conflict resolution support group.I am hoping that the meeting goes good.
That was my day today,my night last night and my hopes for tonight and the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a very good day today.I ran an errand for my mom and I also had a light lunch to tie me over until dinner.It was simply a slice of pizza but it was good.I also had to buy some more allergy medication for myself because I was running out.I now have only one pill left.I needed to buy another box so I could have some when I need themI suffer from seasonal allergies and I need to be prepared.So,I bought the pills so I could be prepared.Now I am.
I am now relaxing at home.I had a nice dinner of homemade soup.It was awesome.While eating my dinner,I watched the Paul Lynde Halloween Special that featured Margaret Hamilton as her most famous persona,which was the Wicked Witch of the West from The Wizard Of Oz and Billie Hayes as her most famous persona as Witchiepoo from the H.R.Pufnstuf TV series and a rocking performance by KISS.Not only that,Florence Henderson,Billy Barty and Roz"Pinky Tuscadero"Kelly.This was the first time that I had seen this in over 30 years.The last time I had seen this was back in 1976 when I was 6 years old after I was finished trick or treating.It was awesome seeing it after all these years.I enjoyed it.It was funny and clever.
Tonight,I am going out to entertain the crowd.I am hoping that it will be an awesome night.I hope that the evening goes well.Though I rarely,if ever,have an off night.I still hope for things to go well.I am feeling optimistic but I still hope.You never know.
Tomorrow is Sunday.I am still hoping to catch a movie tomorrow night.I would like to see the new Hairspray film.If I do,I am hoping that it's as good as the first one.
That was my day today,my hopes for the night tonights and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling a little bit better.I had a pretty good day today.I also had a better day than yesterday.When I arrived at work during the lunch period and sat down to eat,none of the people who tried to pick a fight with me the other day even tried.I guess that the coordinator of the social club talked to these people who tried to start some stuff and that was it.I had a very good lunch and that in turn made the rest of the day.
The work shift went by well enough.Plus,the pick-up went great.There was no mess to clean up and all I had to do was take the two bags full of dirty and take it to the work site and do the job.Again,nothing negative happened on the job and I also got other things accomplished.I got back some Music CDR's that I had a colleague make for me for a small price.I had three made.One for myself and two more for a couple of friends.I am hoping that the friends enjoy what I did for them.It would be great.After the shift was over,I bagged the clean laundry and dropped it off at the center.I went home afterwards.
After doing some much needed computer work,I did another scan on my computer and again,it was clean.There were no viruses or spyware to worry me and that made me feel good.I will be doing another one next week.
I am glad that the weekend is finally here.I am looking forward to entertaining the crowd again tomorrow night.I am hoping that the evening goes well for me.Regarding Sunday,I am thinking of going to see another movie.I might see the new Hairspray film.I have the original 1988 film on DVD and it's one of my favorite movies.I am hoping that this updated version,based on the Broadway musical,is going to good.
That was my day today and my hopes for the weekend ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty good work shift today.Despite a minor mishap that happened in the early morning,when I had to finish the job of the previous day's worker,I had a pretty good day.It went by pretty fast and I when I packed the clean laundry to drop off at the drug/alcohol rehab center,I felt good that I had accomplished something.
I dropped some stuff at home and went to run an errand for my mom.It was nothing much.I had to get a couple boxes of oatmeal for breakfast.Afterwards,I did some shopping for myself and went to check on a friend to see if he and his live in girlfriend were doing good.I also helped him by taking him to a gas station to get a little bit of gas that he needed to get some work done.I talked with him in the car about the day that I had and it was wonderful to have him hear everything that I shared and understand as well as sympathize.I dropped him off at home and I started off for home.
Despite a good day,I had an experience during the lunch hour with a couple of inconsiderate people.One of them was very testy with me regarding what another person and I talked about regarding vinyl records and how they have been making a serious comeback in the USA alone after being deemed "obsolete" by the US Music Industry.Some people are way too sold on the digital revolution that has really killed the US Music Industry because they stopped pressing vinyl records and jumped on the CD bandwagon.Plus,he got even more testy when I made a reference to The Flintstones with someone else when another person was getting their lunch and said that he wanted "No Gravy" on anything on his plate reagarding the episode when Fred walked into a place called Mother's Place and ordered a HOT Bronto Sandwich w/No Gravy.Plus,I was singing the theme song from That '70's Show and he had the nerve to yell at me saying "You Watch Too Much Television!".Not only that,another guy there got on me for what I was sharing with someone else regarding the Bee Gees classic song New York Mining Disaster 1941 and he had the nerve to say that if he wanted to hear all of what I shared with that person,he would buy cable and watch the History Channel in a very disrespectful tone of voice.Instead of getting angry and losing my temper,I simply went to the social club coordinator and explained the situation to him and he said that he would take care of it when he got the chance.Afterwards,I placed the bag of laundry in my car,dropped it off and went home.Overall,despite these mishaps,a pretty good day.
Tomorrow is another work day.I am hoping that the shift goes by smoothly and I hope that no more mishaps happen tomorrow.
That was my day today and my hoped for day tomorrow.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling a little bit better.I had a pretty good day today.The pick-up went as well as expected.I had no mess to clean up.After I dropped the laundry off at the work site and sorted it all out,I went to have lunch at the social club.It was really good.I still felt hungry so I stopped an had a hot dog at a stand while I was on my way to pay the local property taxes.It was great.
I went to the local city building to pay the taxes and now,they're paid.We are done for the year regarding the city taxes and now,all we need to do is to pay the county taxes.We will pay those in a couple of months.I also paid my mechanic off for the repairs that he had done on the car that I am now driving.It's great to have a feeling of accomplishment and knowing that at leats something that you really needed to do has been done.Yes,it feels really good.
I also attended my weekly support group meeting at the church tonight and it went great.It was great to let loose some more emotional baggage that I was carrying and it was also wonderful to hear and be heard.It is great to know that I am not all alone in my struggles and that there are people that are just like me who have issues that they are struggling with and what they are doing to resolve them.It isn't easy but at times,it's wonderful to know people like yourself.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the shift goes well.
That was my day today and my hoped for day tomorrow.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty smooth work day today.Even the pick-up went well enough.I did not have no mess to clean up,which was great.I also had a great lunch and after my day was finished,I dropped the laundry off and headed home.
When I did get home today,I was eeling slightly at edge.Why?Earlier in the day while at work,I got a reminder to come into one of the job coaches offices and the anxiety that something was wrong came over me.I know that I should not have to have this anxiety but I have these anxiety attacks for a long time ever since my work history began.I did learn that there was something there for me courtesy of the organization.I sighed but the anxiety really had a hold on me for that brief time.Not only that,there were a few mishaps.When I went to the bank to withdraw some money for my mom,the withdrawl went great but when I went to cash a check that I had gotten from the organization,they accidently put my mom's account number on the back of the check instead.Though they fixed it,I was feeling a little angry over this and this anger really enveloped me.Not only that,earlier at work,one of the ladies at the work site had to nerve to bam on the door and give me a hard time about me saying something to myself while in the bathroom.This happens to be one of my problems and I was saying angry things to myself much of the afternoon.I also exploded at a couple of ladies who were looking at me in a strange way.Of course,I did not mean it but I still felt miserable.The only really good things to happen was that I bought the movies Planet Terror and The US VS John Lennon at a Blockbuster Video store in my area.
I was also feeling at edge because I have just learned that the movie about Lenon's murderer entitled Chapter 27 is going to be released in theatres next year in March.This really caught me off guard because I was hoping that we had heard the last of this film and the people behind it.As I have sated previously,I am going to honor the memory and legacy of John Lennon by not going to see this film.I also won't acknowledge that it exists.I will not see it.I will not rent it.I will not acknowledge the movie,either.Long Live The Memory Of John Lennon.
Tomorrow is simply a pick-up day.I am hoping that the pick-up goes well.I also will have lunch and I will also pay the long overdue city tax bill tomorrow.I also have my usual Wednesday night support group meeting at the church.I am hoping that the evening goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.I finally managed to get that unit out that I ordered previously that was defective.It is going to take about 3 weeks for the people I bought this off of to process the return and get a new one out to me.I will be very patient as I await this but I will check back during the week of the 25th-29th of this month to see if it has been received.I'm in no hurry.It is not a big thing.Again,I will be patient as I await the business at hand.
Last night,I went to see Halloween and it was pretty good.It is a faithful readapting of the 1978 film by John Carpenter and Debra Hill.But this time,Rob Zombie,who directed the film,went deeper into the background of the film's main villian,who is Michael Myers.Apparently,Rob Zombie wanted to point out what lead Michael Myers to being the psychotic murderer seeking revenge on his hometown nearly 17 years after he was committed when he murdered his older sister,her boyfriend and his step-father.There were also some triggering instances like his step father yelling and cursing at Michael and his mother.This brought back a little of what I witnesses when my sister's boyfriend used to assault her and emasculate her.But again,it was only a movie.Again,I still felt that the movie was pretty good and I enjoyed the film.It was as good as the original 1978 film and as stated,it brought more of Michael Myers background to the surface.After the movie,I went to have a couple of drinks with the guys where I entertain and it was also excellent.
I went to my anger management/conflict resolution group meeting tonight and it went well.It was great to let loose some more emotional baggage from the previous two weeks afetr there was no meeting last week due to it being a holiday.But again,it was wonderful to be around the group again and share in the conversations that were being talked and shared how we were both feeling and why we felt it.I am looking forward to the next meeting and I am hoping that the rest of the week goes good.
Tomorrow is a work day.I'm hoping that the day goes smoothly.
That was my day today and my night last night alongside my hopes for the day and week ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty good day today.I did not do too much.I simply ran an errand or two for the house.It wasn't anything much.It was just a personal thing.I also paid a visit with a friend of mine while I was out on my errand.He is doing good but his live in girlfriend wasn't feeling well.I did not stay too long due to this.I went home and I had a light dinner.After doing some more personal PC work,I bathed because I am going to see a movie tonight.I am going to see Rob Zombie's updating of the 1978 classic horror film Halloween.I have heard some mixed feelings about it from people that I know and I am going to see it myself because I did watch the classic 1978 film by John Carpenter and Debra Hill and it was as good as I remember it.I am now going to give this updating a chance.I hope that it is as good as the classic version.
Last night,my night of entertaining the crowd went great.It was an awesome night.I simply reaquainted myself with a few songs that I had not done in a long time.It was really neat.I had a great night and I am looking forward to entertaining the crowd again next Saturday night.I hope that it as good as it was last night.I might go have a friendly drink with the guys tonight after the movie.
Tomorrow is my day off.I am hoping that the day goes pretty good.I do have a meeting tomorrow evening with my anger management/conflict resolution group and I am hoping that the meeting goes well.I also have to get ready for the week ahead.I do not know what to expect but whatever happens,I hope that it will be good.
That was my day today and my hopes for tonight and the week ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.I went to a church bazaar in my hometown this morning.I simply looked around but did not find too much of anything.So,I bought a homemade cream puff and I left.I went home afterwards.
The only other things that I did were that I ran a couple of errands for my mom today.I had to pick up a few things at a couple of stores in the area for dinner.My mom and I decided to eat light again.We simply had homemade tomato soup with garlic bread on the side.It was filling and I enjoyed it.
I am now at home relaxing.It was a pretty good day today.Despite the weather being chilly,it was sunny and it made the day look goood despite the bitter cold that we were having.Plus,the light dinner that we had was really good.Not to exciting of a day,but pretty good.
I am looking forward to singing up a storm tonight.I look forward to entertaining the crowd every Saturday night.I am hoping that the night goes well for me tonight.Though I rarely,if ever,have an off night.I still hope for things to go well for me regardless.You never know what might happen.Again,I hope that the night goes well for me.
Regarding tomorrow,I might go see a movie.I would like to see the new version of the movie Halloween by rock star turned film maker Rob Zombie.I have heard mixed views about it from critics and from some of the people that I know.But last night,I watched the original 1978 movie by John Carpenter and starring Jamie Lee Curtis.Now,I would like to see the new updated version.I am hoping that the movie is a good one.
That was my day today.My hoped for night tonight and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a smooth work day today but when I came home,I had a really bad stomach ache.It was awful.I did take Alka-Seltzer to get rid of it and I also laid down for a little over an hour when I did.As a result of this,I ate a light dinner and relaxed.I am feeling better now but it was really painful feeling my stomach aching for much of the time that I came home.Again,I am feeling better and that is good.
The work day went by pretty well.The shift was a breeze.There were no loads left in the washers like on Thursday and there was no mess where I had to pick-up the dirty loads.I simply did my job and I dropped it off.Afterwards,I went to a supermarket to pick up a few things.I also cashed my paycheck and I went home to rest due to my stomach ache.But again,I am feeling better.I now have to be careful when I eat.I had two meatball submarines at work for lunch before my shift started and I think that this was what contibuted to my stomach ache.I guess that I now have to stick to one helping rather than have two.I will try that for a while and see what the results will be.
I am glad that the weekend is finally here.I am looking forward to singing for my friends tomorrow night.I am hoping that the night goes over well for me.I rarely have an off night but I still hope for things to go well each and every Saturday night.You never know.Regarding Sunday,I have not made any plans but whatever I do,I hope that it will be a very positive experience.
That was my day today and my hopes for the weekend ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling okay.The work day started out promising but soon turned frustrating.After I picked up three filled bags of dirty laundry at the drug/alcohol rehab center,I arrived at the work site and found that one of the washers was overfilled.It was filled with 5 blankest.Not only that,the blankets were extremely soaked with water from being left in the washer the entire night.I simply removed the wet blankets and placed them in both the dryers after seperating them.I started a few loads to begin my shift.But for most of the shift,I had to keep putting back a certain blanket that still came out damp each and every time I put it back in the dryer.This was frustrating.Before I put the last loads that I did in each dryer,I put the blanket in the opposite dryer and it finally came out dry.I was relieved because if it did not come out as dry,I felt like that I was going to scream.Not only that,I had to work overtime because I was waiting for the last loads that I did to dry so I could bag them and drop them off at the drug/alcohol rehab center.I was not about to leave it for the afternoon guy to finish.The worst part of it was that I am not going to be paid for overtime because my supervisor will only pay me for the shift that I am assigned.But again,I was glad that I got everything done and I dropped it off at the center.After paying the water bill to the city,I went home afterwards.
I am at home relaxing as I am typing this.I am just getting ready for the day ahead and I am hoping that the shift that I am working tomorrow in the afternoon goes by a lot more smoothly than this morning.I can not stand people who start jobs and do not finish them.I mean,I would get into trouble if I do something like that and believe me,I would get some serious criticism and discipline for doing something like that.I might go to sleep early tonight to prepare for the day ahead.
Tomorrow is simply another work day.As stated,I am hoping that the shift goes better than today.After that,it's the weekend.I am looking forward to that after what happened today.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead and the weekend.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.After I dropped off the laundry at the work site,I went straight to the eye doctor to get a follow-up evaluation on my eye.The doctor gave me a good report on my eyes,including the one that I accidently injured a little over two weeks ago.He told me that my right eye healed up really good and that he wants me to come back in a year.That made me feel pretty good.When I got home,I had a light lunch and I rested for about a couple of hours on my bed.
I went to my support group meeting at the church tonight and it went great.It was wonderful to let loose some more emotional baggage and even to listen to the other men let loose some of theirs as well.It was aweosme.I shared the good news that I got from the eye doctor and that got a positive response from the moderator.That also made me feel pretty good.Before I went home,I stopped at a Rite Aid in the area where the group was and I bought another DVD from there.They are currently selling classic horror movie DVD's at a bargain price over there and that is great.I did buy the original Hallowen recently from a location in my area and even that was also great.I am going to add more to my ever growing DVD library soon.October is a great month to buy horror films,especially classic stuff.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the shuft goes well.After work,I am going to pay the water bill on my mom's behalf.I am hoping that the day goes over well.
That was my day today and my hoped for day tomorrow.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty good work day today.It did start out messy because I had to pick up a mess in the laundry room over at the drug/alcohol rehab center and bag it.The worst thing about it was that nobody even bothered to lift a finger to help me while I was picking it up.I picked it up by myself.But when I got to the work site,I sorted out the laundry and started doing it.The rest would go by very well and it made up for the frustrations of the early morning.
While I was waiting for the laundry to get done,I brought a movie with me to share with the social club.It was The Beatles first feature film A Hard Day's Night.I did this to commemorate the occasion of John Lennon's birthday,which was today.John Lennon would have been 67 years of age today if he were alive.But he isn't.He is dead thanks to a man who was obsessed because Lennon was famous and he found himself to be a nothing.While it is a shame that John Lennon is dead,I still remember him year after year when his birthday and his anniversary of his murder roll around.I also remember him every day whenever I play any of my Beatle records or even Lennon's solo records.I miss him.
My session with the substitute sexual abuse support counselor went great.I let loose some steam and some more emotional baggage.It was a great meeting and I goyt a lot out of it.My next appointment with her will be in November.I can hardly wait for that.
Tomorrow is a pick-up day.I hope that it goes well.I also have an appointment with an eye doctor to examine my eye that goy hurt a little over two weeks ago.I also have a meting with my support group at the church tomorrow night.I am hoping that all goes well.
That was my day todaya nd my hoped for day tomorrow.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a not too bad of a day today.It was a sunny day.Not too hot not cold.Just right in the middle.But there was a tad bit of humidity.I dd not do too much.I did go to a Salvation Army thrift shop in my area and I bought some more collectable records over there.It was neat.Not only that,I also managed to look around there to see if they had anything else but it was the same old same old.
I then went home after leaving there and I finished my personal PC work.I also had dinner and I even posted a few e-mails to a few friends who lived in other parts of the United States.Overall,not too bad of a day.
Last night,I had a friendly drink with a few friends over at the place where I sing and it was wonderful.I also had a talk with a regular guy who also stopped in and it was wonderful.We talked about the effects of Christopher Columbus discovering America and why it happened.The reason why is because he wanted to show that the world was round and not flat like many sailors and explorers believed.Well,he did prove it in more ways than one and it was a history making event.Whether Columbus discovering America was a good or bad thing is up to debate but he did bring some stuff with him that had a negative effect on the world late such as STD's.Not only that,he also imposed the foreign religion on the Native Americans(i.e.Indians) and many of the crew members also raped the women of the Indians.This is from what I have read and from many other documents shared over the years.Sometimes,I felt that Columbus should have left well enough alone.
Last night,after I went to bed,I tried to go to sleep but couldn't.I tossed and turned but to no avail.All of a sudden,images from the past started coming back to haunt me again.I also had a vision of me wearing a princess costume at a masquerade party rather than a Prince Charming costume.I wound up masturbating until ejeculating.I did go to the bathroom to wash and I asked God in Heaven to forgive me.Afterwards,I forgave myself and I finally went to sleep.I woke up today around 1:15p.m.I had a horrible dream last night that I was bound in a tower and it was dark everywhere around.I called out but nobody heard me.All of a sudden,I lost my voice in teh dream and what ended it was hearing the alarm.I turned off the alarm and I proceeded to get on with my day.
I do not care what these recurring images and/or bad dreams try to amount to.I am not abandonning my healing process.I know the right thing and I know what is wrong.I am going to continue on in my healing and I am determined to overcome Homosexuality/SSA no matter what.I may be weak and imperfect but I am going to stand my ground and stay strong.I will not act out with another man.No way.No How.
Tomorrow is simply a work day.I am hoping that the day goes smoothly.I also have an appointment with my substitute sexaul abuse support counselor and I am hoping that the session with her goes well.
That was my night last night and my day today alongside my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty good day today.I went out for a bit today.I went to a shopping mall where there was a used record and music store.I bought a used colored vinyl album and it is a beauty.I am glad to have this.It is a rare album called Tuxedo Junction(not to be confused with the formal wear store of the same name)and it was pressed on GOLD vinyl.It is in awesome shape and I am glad to have it.
Afterwards,I went to a store to pick up some dish detergent for my mom and I went home.The minute that I arrived home,I got ready for dinner and it was a very good dinner that was made.
After that,I finished my personal PC work.It was not too much.I simply had to finish up my e-mail work and I also had to type up some posts in a Yahoo forum that I am a member of.It was a pretty good day.I kept myself busy and that was neat.I had a very good day out and getting some stuff done was great.
My night of entertaining the crowd went great.My tribute to the great John Lennon went over well.Each and every one liked my Lennon tribute and that made me feel really good.It was a wonderful night and it was wonderful that it all worked out for the better.The next time that I will pay a tribute to John Lennon will be the week of his asassination this coming December.I will also be doing a George Harrison tribute the week before because George dies a week before Lennon's murder anniversary.Next week,it will back to normal.Regarding the rest of the night,I have not made any plans but I just might go out and have a nice,friendly drink with a few of teh guys tonight.If I do,then cool.
Tomorrow is Columbus Day.It is a holiday and I will not be going to a meeting tomorrow night for anger management/conflict resolution due to it being a holiday.There will be one next Monday night.I will just take it easy for the day.
The only things that are happening this week is that I have an appointment with my substitute sexual abuse support counselor on Tuesday afternoon and I have an appointment with an eyte doctor for a check-up after I injured my eye two weeks ago.I also have my support group meeting at the church on Wednesday night.I hope that each of these go well.
That was my day today,my night last night and my hopes for tonight and the week ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling okay,but I am also feeling hopeful and optimistic.I had a pretty fair day today.
I went to do some last minute grocery shopping for my mom today before dinner but I had a pretty stressful time at the supermarket.I was seraching all over to get certain things and was having a hard time.Even worse,I asked certain employees for help and they left me hanging.Fortunately,a manger helped me out and I got at least the vast majority of what I was looking for.After I left,I went home.
When I got home,I bathed and ate dinner.It was great.It was also a nice way to end a pretty stressful day out at the supermarket.But at least,I got the shopping done and that was great.
I am now relaxing.I am anticipating this evening.I am going out to entertain my friends tonight.I will be doing my yearly tribute to John Lennon.His birthday is this coming Tuesday and I am doing the tribute tonight.I am hoping that the evening goes well for me.Though I rarely,if ever,have an off night,I always hope for the evening to go well.You never know what might happen.Again,I am hoping that the evening goes well.If John Lennon were alive today,he would be 67 years old.
Tomorrow is Sunday.I have not decided what I am going to do tomorow.But whatever I do,I am hoping that it will be a very positive experience.
That was my day today and my hopes for tonight and for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty good work day today.The shift went by as smoothly as usual.Nothing negative to report.After the shift was done,I bagged the laundry and dropped it off at the drug/alcohol rehab center and I went home.
I had to mail out an important check today to pay a finance company with whom I have a line of credit account with.I also had to call them because I was mailing this out late and it was going to be there two days after the due date.They said that it was okay and it was marked that it was on the way.Afterwards,I headed over to the post office to mail it out.I also had to buy for my mom,a bunch of stamps so a few of her important bills could be mailed out.I also had to pick up a few things for the home and for myself and when I got home,I had dinner.
After dinner,I finished my personal PC work.While I was catching up on some last minute e-mails,I talked with a lady who I was waiting for to call me after I left her a message on her voice-mail.We talked for over half an hour and while I was talking to her,I did a virus scan on my computer to check for viruses,spyware or any threats.After I talked with her,I went out to pick up a DVD that I specially ordered at a music store and I can hardly wait to watch it when I can.I also went to do some personal shopping for myself and I picked up something for my mom along the way.
When I got home,I checked my computer and there were no viruses or spyware on it and that was great.I also managed to finish my catching up and now I am all caught up.I also registered some more bills at Where's George.Overall,a pretty good day.
The only disappointment was that the Buffalo Sabres lost to the New York Islanders in the opening game by a score of 6-4.But it is only the very first game and the season has just started.
Tomorrow night,I am going to doing my usual singing and entertaining the crowd over at the place where I sing it every Saturday night.I am always glad for the weekend and when it arrives.I look forward to doing that every week.It is awesome to look forward to doing something you enjoy doing.I will be doing my usual tribute to John Lenon because it will be his birthday on October 9th,which will be this coming Tuesday.I miss John Lennon.It still saddens me when the anniversary of his death roll around.It makes me feel like crying.But again,it will be his birthday this coming Tuesday and again,I will be doing a tribute to him tomorrow night.I hope that it goes well.
That was my day today and my hoped for day tomorrow.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty good day today.My work day went by smoothly and I also had a pretty good rest of the afternoon off.On the way home,I had to make a couple of stops at a post office in the area where I worked and I also had to pick up a couple of things at a couple of supermarkets in the area.I also had to stop at the bank to withdrawl some money for my mom and I went home.
I relaxed most of the afternoon and I also had to run again for my mom before dinner was ready.It was simply to make another money withdrawl from the bank.
After dinner,I finished the rest of my personal PC work.I also had to e-mail that friend of mine in North Carolina to inform him that the money order for the book that he sent me was on the way to him.I had to send that in because he was kind enough to send me the book before I paid him for it and I also did not want to invalidate or even violate his trust in me.I hope that he receives it soon and I am eagerly awaiting his next book.This is a book that I contributed to and I have been looking through since I received it.I am hoping to start reading it soon.At the moment,I am only looking through it.
I am at home right now relaxing.It is a pretty cool evening and I am eagerly awaiting the new day.I am hoping that the day is a very good one.I did get through the day without getting angry or losing my temper and that is good.But there is always tomorrow and the day after that and so on.Each and every day is a new day and a new challenge in my quest to control my anger and/or my temper.According to the people around me,I am doing good but I stil need to take this as a One Day at a Time thing.If I can stay cool one day.There is always the next day and the day after that and so on.
Tomorrow is yet another work day.I am hoping that the shift goes well.After that,it's the weekend.
That was my day today and my hoped for day tomorrow.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.The pick-up went by smoothly with no mess to clean up.I simply picked the bags up and dropped them off at the work site and went over to the social club to print up some stuff before going home for the day.While on the way home,I stopped at a couple of stores to pick up some things for my mother that she needed.
After I went home,I finished off my personal PC work and took it easy for the day.I did manage to go to a local music store to place a special order for a DVD that was released yesterday.It is of an old Halloween special that I watched when I was a kid that featured the rock band KISS in their first prime time TV appearance.It will be great to see that special again after all these years.I have not seen it since I was 6 years and it will be terrific to see that special after all these years rather than just snippets of it on YouTube.
Tonight support group meeting at the church went great.It was wonderful to be around the guys again after missing the meeting last week due to my injuring my eye.Once again,it was wonderful to unload some more emotional baggage that I have been carrying the past two weeks.Again,it was wonderful and I am looking forward to the next meeting.It was wonderful to hear and to also be heard without fear of being judged.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the shift goes by well.
That was my day today and my hoped for day tomorrow.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty smooth work day today and that was good.The day went by pretty fast and when I got through,I felt pretty good.I bagged all the laundry and dropped it off at the drug/alcohol rehab center then went home.
When I was finished,I was really tired.I was glad to get home.I also have been feeling a little down today.I guess that it is because I really did not get an awful lot of sleep last night.I went to bed late.Tonight,when I go to sleep,I am going to try to get enough hours of sleep so I will feel better.I do not want to feel down too often and I am hoping that this does not become a problem.Again,I am going to resolve to get a lot of sleep and I am hoping to wake up refreshed and recharged rather than always tired and feeling down.
When I got home,I did take a little nap before dinner.I did feel a little bit better from doing that.I may also feel a little down because I did have home made turkey burgers made from ground turkey.I guess that is probably why I am feeling a little down because turkey is known to make people tired and sleepy.But still,I hope that I feel better tomorrow by trying to get some sleep and I mean enough sleep.
Tomorrow is simply a pick-up day.I am hoping that the pick-up goes well.Tomorrow night is my support group at the church meeting.I am hoping that the meeting goes well tomorrow night,too.
That was my day today and my hoped for day tomorrow.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.I heard from a friend today to let me know that he now had a phone.I only talked with him for a few minutes and that was it.I also heard from the company that manufactured the Nostalgic looking compact stereo that I recently purchased.I told them the problem of the Cd player not working up the snuff and they advised me to send it back to the people that I ordered it from,which I will be doing in a few days.I have to repack it and ship it out.I am hoping that the new one I get in exchange will work this time.If not,then they will simply have to credit my account.Again,tomorrow,when I get home from work,I am going to pack it back and send it back.I also have to let the people that I bought it off from know when I am shipping it out.
Tonight,my anger management/conflict resolution went well.It was awesome.There was a lot more people there then there was two weeks ago.It was great to share some more stuff with the guys and a few ladies.It went good and I am looking forward to the next meeting,which will be in 2 weeks.There is no meeting next week due to it being Columbus Day.I will just have to hang in there until then.I do have an appointment with my substitute sexual abuse support counselor next Tuesday.This week,the only thing that I have is my weekly Wednesday night support group meeting at the church.Aside from that,I do not have anything else this week.I am free the rest of the week.Again,the group meeting went well and I did get a lot out of it.
Last night,my night of entertaining the crowd went well.There was not an awful lot of people there due it last night being darts tounaments night.Then again,Sunday night is always low.Still,the night went by well and I had a good time.Also,when I got home,my scan came back positive.There were no viruses or spyware on my computer.That was great.Plus today,there were hardly any computer problems for me and that was great.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the day goes over well.
That was my day today and my hoped for day tomorrow.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a not too eventful day today.But there was some stress today regharding my computer when I was on the internet using Yahoo.There were a few instances where I was on Yahoo and the screen froze all of a sudden.This happened frequently throughout the day and I had to keep restarting the computer to try to stop this but it continued.It actually happened a few minutes ago while I was catching up on some last minute messages in my Yahoo e-mail box.I did restart the computer again and I am hoping that it does not happen again.But to be on the safe side,I am going to do another scan tonight while I am out and I am hoping that there is nothing wrong with the sysytem on my PC.Again,I am hoping that there is nothing wrong.
Last night,I had a very disappointing night.When I got to the place where I sing every Saturday night,there were dart tournaments last night.Plus,the KJ there was not getting an awful lot of singers either.I left around half past midnight and went home.This was very disappointing but I am going to go out tonight and I am hoping that the night goes well for me.There will not be too many people there but it's better than no people.I am looking forward to this and again,I am hoping that it goes over well.
Tomorrow is my day off.I am hoping that the day goes well.I do have an anger management/conflict resolution group meeting last night.I do have a lot to tell them.I am hoping that the meeting goes well.
The best thing to happen today was that I had a talk with a friend in New Jersey and he is doing good.It was great to talk with him.I look forward to talking to him next week.
That was my day today and my hoped for day tomorrow.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.Today was not too eventful of a day.The only thing that I really did today was that I had to run a small errand for my mom.I also managed to drop in on a friend during the errand run.He showed me a TV set that he found and that he felt that it needed to be worked on.I simply said it was cool and that I was only stopping by to check up on him.I left and he also went to go where his live in girlfriend was to meet up with her.I simply finished my errand and I went home.
After a bath that I took when I came home,I ate a small pizza with a lot of stuff on it.It was pretty good and it was also filling.
I am now relaxing.It is a pretty cool evening.I am also getting ready for the evening because I am going out tonight to entertain the crowd.I always look forward to singing and entertaining every week.It is always a pleasure for me to entertain the people.I always anticipate a great time and a satisfactory response.I am hoping that the evening works out and that it goes well.As I have often stated,I rarely,if ever,have an off night,I always hope for things to go well.You never know what might happen.Despite that,I am still feeling hopeful and very optimistic about tonight and I have a good feeling that it will work out fine.But again,I still hope for the night to go well for me.
Regarding Sunday,I have not made any plans nor do I know if I am going to do anything or even go anywhere in particular.But whatever I do,I am hoping that it will have a positive effect on me.
That was my day today,my hoped for night tonight and my hopes for the rest of the weekend.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.The work shift went by smoothly.There was no mess to clean when I went to do the pick up and there was no wet laundry left in the washers by the Friday morning person.Before I did my job,I had lunch with a few people at the social club.The lunch hour went by great.I had talks with a few people and the conversations were great.
When lunch was over,I went to work and as stated,the shift went by smoothly.After I was finished,I packed up the clean laundry and after dropping it off at the drug/alcohol rehab center,I went home.On the way home,I picked up a couple of things at a nearby supermarket and at a discount store.I also stopped to cash my paycheck at the bank that I do business with.
While I was eating dinner tonight,I did a virus scan on my computer and there were no viruses or spyware on my computer.It was great to see that my database was clean and had nothing in it that could jeopardize my computer as a whole.After I ate,I relaxed a bit a nd patiently awaited my virus scan to be completed.After it was done,I restarted my computer to keep the database working correctly so there are no problems when I try to log onto the internet as well as when I am on it.It is just great that there was nothing in my computer and that it was clean.I will be doing these weekly to ensure that my computer stays clean from any viruses or even spyware.
I am glad that the weekend is finally here.I can hardly wait to entertain the crowd tomorrow night.I am looking forward to doing that and I always do.I love what I do and I really enjoy it.Again,I can hardly wait for tomorrow night.I am also hoping,as always,that the evening will go well for me.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.The work shift went by well and when I picked up a load of laundry,there was no mess to clean up.I simply picked up the filled bag and drove directly to the worksite.I had a pretty good feeling all over myself.
When I got to the worksite,I saw that the washers were still full with wet laundry.The person that worked the previous afternoon did not finish the job that he had started.One of the washers was over filled with blankets and I had to put my work on hold to finish off what the previous person did not even finish.This really wasn't what I was expecting or even hoping.I simply seperated this wet stuff and put it in the dryers and waited for them to dry.I also left a note for one of the job coaches describing the subject in full detail.It took a bit of doing,but I managed to at least get a little bit of what I had brought from the drug and alcohol rehab center done.Afterwards,when the shift was over,I ate lunch and used the remaining part of the lunch hour to finish my job and go home.
When I got home,I simply took it easy for a while and did my personal PC work.It took a while but it was relaxing and soothing.I was accomplishing something and that made me feel pretty good.My eldest grand-niece was over for a while and while she was here,I showed her an Inside/Out episode on a Break-Up between a man and his about to be ex-wife and how it was affecting not only the adults involved but also most importantly,the children and how they felt regarding it,including all the mixed emotions,feelings and the like.My mom felt that this was too extreme for her at her age but my eldest grand-neice realized why I was showing her this.I wanted to also let her know how I understood how she felt and that her great grandmother and her great grandfather went through the same thing and so did I and her aunt and grandmother.She also admitted that a tear fell down her face while watching it but again,she understood why I showed it and she did get the full gist of what it was portraying.That made me feel pretty good.I also had to assure my mom that I did it for a reason.My mom also understood.
I am now relaxing at home.I am getting ready for the next work shift tomorrow.I am hoping that the shift goes well.After that,it's the weekend.I am hoping that the weekend goes better than last weekend.I will be singing as usual on Saturday night and I am hoping that the night goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day tomorrow and the weekend ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty good day today.The pick-up went well.There was no mess to clean up and I simply took the laundry to the work site and went home shortly afterwards.
When I got home,I did all of my personal PC work and I took my mom grocery shopping afterwards.While she was doing that,I simply went to the post office to drop off a couple of packages that my mother was returning and I also purchased and sent out a money order for a rare collectable that I am purchasing.When I got back to the supermarket,my mom was almost finished with her shopping and after helping her bag it,I took her home and helped bring in the bags full of groceries.I did take a short drive afterwards around the town and I went home shortly afterwards.
We had a light dinner tonight.It was nothing much.It was simply a frozen TV dinner for each of us.After dinner,I did some more personal PC work and took it easy for a while.
I am at home at the moment.The evening is cool.I am just relaxing and taking it easy.As I stated yesterday,I stayed home tonight from the meeting due to my eye injury.I am going to be attending next Wednesday night.I do have a lot to tell them next week.I am hoping that the meeting goes well next week.I am also going to be attending another anger management/conflict resolution group next Monday evening.I also have a lot to tell them.I am hoping that next week starts off better than this week.I am also hoping that what happened to me on late Saturday night/early Sunday morning doesn't happen again,either.
Tomorrow is simply a work day.I am hoping that the shift goes over well.
That was my day today and my hoped for day tomorow.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling a little bit better.My eye has been healing up really good.I am not feeling as much pain anymore.There is still a little bit of redness but I know that this will go away in time.The work day went by pretty smoothly and I felt pretty good about that.I also ran a few errands today for my mom.I went to pick something to eat for dinner tonight and I also had to pick up a couple of things at the supermarket.Again,I am feeling better and I it gives me a pretty good feeling.
Tomorrow,on the advice of my mom and my doctor,I am going to stay home tomorrow night.I did phone the group at the church's moderator to inform him that I would not be at the meeting tomorrow night due to my eye injury.His wife.who answered,told me that she hopes that I am feeling better and that I was going to be missed.I am just going to stay home and take it easy and work on getting my eye healed more.Though it has healed some where I am not feeling pain anymore,I still feel that I do need a little bit more rest and relaxation and again,I would like some of the redness to heal.It has healed somewhat but I want to see even more healed up.I am hoping that in the next few days it will be.
Tomorrow is simply the usual pick-up day.I am hoping that the pick-up goes well.
That was my day and my hoped for day tomorrow.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling mixed emotions.My weekend ended on a very disappointing note.I ended up injuring my right eye after I hit it accidently with a rabbit ears TV antenna.It really hurt.When I went too sleep on late Saturday night/early Sunday morning,I thought that my eye would heal overnite.But it did not.My nephew took me to the emergency ward at the local hospital so I could checked out and get some medicine for my right eye.I waited at the hospital for a long time.While waiting,I rested my eye by keeping it closed.It was very painful for much of the day.I could not go online for the whole day as a result because I had a difficult time trying to keep my eyes open because each time I tried,my right eye got watery and the pain was even more extreme.Today,I am feeling better but I still have some problems.My right eye's vision is a little blurry.But I am still hanging in there.I know that my vision will improve.It is just going to take probably another good night's sleep for it to heal a little bit more.I am just going to keep taking the prescibed medicine until I am feeling better.I am feeling a bit more relieved now.But I know that it will take a little bit more time to heal.I guess that I am going to have to wing it for now.
Other than that,Saturday night went well.I had a blast entertaining the crowd and it was great.I even tried out a new song on Saturday night and it got a great round of applause.I had a ball as always.I am looking forward to entertaining them again this coming Saturday night.I am hoping to finally have some more new stuff rehearsed for this coming Saturday night because I have been stuck in the same old same old for quite a long time while singing at least one new song.Though there is no demand for me to learn anything new,I want to strive to learn to sing new songs and build up my repertoire and keep it branched out.I also want to let loose my vocal abilities in quite a few areas.I just want to build up my singing repertoire while keeping my vocal versatility the way it always has been.The only disappointment was that I could not go out and have a friendly drink with the guys last night.But I will be able to have it with them next week because I will be feeling better next week.
Today,I had a couple of great conversations.I received a phone call from a friend of mine that I have been trying to get ahold of.His phone call really made my day and it did also cheer me up.Him and I talked for about 1/2 hour about music.We talked about KISS,Jimi Hendrix and other sorts.He told me that he learns a lot of new things courtesy of me and that he always enjoys talking to me.I even thanked him for calling and that he cheered me up with this phone call and he simply told me "You Did It For Me,Dude & Now I Did It For You."because I did call him up to cheer him up on one day when he was really in a funk himself.I told him about my eye injury and that I accidently scratched my cornea and he said that he was sorry to hear that and that he hopes that I am feeling better soon.I again thanked him and that was it.
Another thing today was that I was having computer issues.I had a tough time trying to get my personal PC work done because the program was not responding too well to what I was trying to get done.After several restarts and a unplugging,I am finally getting some things accomplished.I am hoping that I do not have these issues for a while.
Another disappointment,I could not attend the anger management/conflict resolution group meeting today due to my eye injury and from the sedating pain pill that I am taking that was prescribed to me.But I wil be attending next week and I do have a story to tell them when I get there.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the day goes by smoothly.
That was what it has been for me over the past few days.I am just glad to have finally posted it.I am hoping that the rest of the week goes by smoothly and that I have no more accidents.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I am also feeling very hopeful and optimistic.
Today,I ran an errand for my mom today because I needed to pick up a few things for dinner tonight.The day was very sunny and mild.I was in a pretty good mood today and I was glad that I found everything that I needed.Again,it was a very good day and I had a great day out.
I also managed to stop in on that friend of mine and he is doing good.I missed him last week but was glad to see him today.Last week,he went with his landlord somewhere and that was why he wasn't home.I was glad to catch him at home and that was good.As always,I will be checking up on him next week.
Tonight is my night to entertain the crowd.I am looking forward to this as I always do.I am hoping that the night goes well.Though I rarely,if ever,have an off night,I still always hope for things to go well.You never know what might happen.But I have a feeling that the night will go well and that it will be a very positive experience as usual.Again,I am hoping that the night goes well.
Tomorrow is Sunday.I have not made any plans for tomorrow but whatever I do,I am hoping that it will be something that will have a positive effect on me.
That was my day today and my hoped for day tomorrow.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good work day today.Since I now work the afternoon shift at my work place,I started my work shift after I ate lunch.The shift went by pretty well.I did not have too much to do.The time went by pretty fast.After I was done,I bagged the laundry and dropped it off.Before I went home,I had to stop at a supermarket in the area to pick up a few things for dinner.I also had to stop to cash my paycheck at the bank.
When I got home,I did a little bit more personal PC work while I was waiting for dinner to get done.My mom and I decided to have a light supper tonight because we did not feel too hungry,especially me because I had two heaping helpings of ravioli for lunch at work.
After dinner,I went back online to register some dollar bills at Where's George and stamp them with the website info so people that get these bills can hit them when they get them in change or through gambling winnings or even by cashing their paychecks.You never know where those dollar bills go or where they will end up.It is a fun way to find out how the buck is passed.After that,I did a scan on my computer to check for viruses and spyware and my computer database is clean.There were no viruses or spyware,which is great.But again,I do it every Friday to ensure that my computer stays clean.
Earlier this evening,I went to a Radio Shack in my area and bought a microphone for my portable tape recorder so I can tape some stuff off of my computer.The microphone works very good and it will be great to use it to make recordings.I also placed an order yesterday through a website that gives me credit to buy things and keep them while I am paying monthly for them.The item that I ordered is a compact nostalgic looking stereo with a built in cassette player and CD recorder.At this moment,I do not know when the item will be shiped but when it is,I will be eagerly awaiting this.It will be great to make my own CD's with some albums that I have that have not even made it to CD as of yet.I can hardly wait for this to come in.
I am glad that the weekend is finally here.I am looking forward to singing up a storm for my friends.I always look forward to entertaining the crowd every Saturday night.I am hoping that the night goes well for me.Again,I am looking forward to entertaining the crowd with a lot of enthusiasm and optimism.
That was my day today and my hopes for tomorrow.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling okay.The work day went by smoothly but during the lunch hour,something happened that I was not prepared for.I was called by the social club coordinator into a back room when one of the social club members complained about me informing another staff person about her not recording her time off one of the internet computers,which is one of the rules of the social club regarding the internet computers(there are two)because of some of the stuff that has happened on them.I was trying to reduce conflict around the place by informing staff rather than taking the matter in my own hands and risking tempers flaring from members.As I have previously reported on here,there have been many numerous instances where pornography has been found in the internet history on the main internet computer in the front room where most of the members sit around and chit-chat.There has been some found during the time periods that I have been on and I knew perfectly well that I have not logged on to any of those.Apparently,the lady got a little upset when I was only trying to do what was right and save us from any form of finger pointing which can lead to conflicts.But she grabbed the wrong edge of the stick and got in a tizzy.But we did come to a resolution about it.She said that she would appreciate if I would remind her to record time off or even on and off in the near future rather than tell a staff person about it and risk hurting other's feelings.I agreed because I did not want any more arguments or even worse,tempers flaring for no particular reason at all.There is no reason or excuse for tempers to start flaring.I mean,people at times have a right and/or reason to be angry but tempers really do not need to be flared at all.
This experience confirms what I have been learning.Each and every day is a test to my abilities to keep my temper under control and not to lose my cool under any circumstances.But again,day after day,I am learning that each day is a new test to my abilities to keep my cool.Lately,according to the compliments that I have been getting from those around work and the social club,I have been doing great in keeping my temper under control and staying cool.But as stated,each and every day is a new test and so far,according to those around me,I have been passing every test.But again,each day is a new beginning and a new test.If I can get through one day without losing my temper and getting angry,GREAT.But there is always the next day and the day after that and so on.
Not only that,I was also having difficulties getting my safety belt on when I was trying to get to work today.I tried to pull it out to wear it as part of the law in New York state.But I couldn't get it to make it work for a while.I did call my mechanic's garage and they simply told me to wing it until I could get some info on replacing it.Fortunately,it did start to work later but I had to start driving in order to get it to work.Hopefully,I can get this matter resolved and I hope that it will not be too expensive.
Tomorrow is another work day.I am hoping that the shift goes by well.After what happened today,I am going to need a smooth work shift.After that,it's the weekend and I will be doing my usual singing up a storm for my friends when the weekend begins.
That was my day today and my hoped for day tomorrow.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.I had a doctor's appointment today and that went well.I simply obtained a prescription for my blood pressure after they did a check up on me.I left the doctor's office and went to do the pick up.
The pick-up went well.It was only one laundry bag but the best thing about it was that there was no mess to clean up.I simply dropped it off at the work place and went home.After I got home,I took a little nap for about an hour and afterwards,I felt better.I was feeling tired when I got in because I was yawning for a while while waiting for the doctor to call me into the office.Again,I felt better after the nap.
The meeting tonight went great.There was not too many men at the meeting tonight but it was still better than nothing.As usual,we all relieved ourselves of some emotional baggage that we have been carrying through the week.It was great to let it all go.It was also wonderful to have a group of men listen while I was talking.Again,the meeting went great and I am looking forward to the next week's meeting.
Another reason why I am feeling good is that the emotional roller coaster that I have been on is starting to slow down.I have not been feeling at edge very much these past few days.I guess that I am now meeting other people who are also trying to get out of the emotional ruts that they are in.The anger management/conflict resolution group that I attended on Monday night was great.I got a lot out of it.As usual,I rehashed many of the experiences that I had growing up and though I sometimes wish that I did not have to do that,I guess that I will be doing that for the rest of my life.I guess that any group I attend in the near and distant future,I am going to be repeatedly sharing these experiences.Then again,it's better than keeping them bottled up inside and feeling alone and miserable,including getting angry when least expected.
Tomorrow is another work day.I am hoping that the day goes by well.
That was my day today and my hoped for day tomorrow.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty smooth work day today.There was only a couple (i.e.two) bags to pick up.There was also no mess.After work,I dropped off the clean laundry at the drug/alcohol rehab center and headed for home.
After dropping off some stuff at home,I ran an errand for my mom and I also managed to buy a few more collectable record albums.Not too bad of a day.Work went well and I felt satisfied.This is the first time in quite a while that I had a feeling of satisfaction.
I also had to go out and pick up some more take out for dinner.It was a few Arby's melt sandwiches and they were good.It also filled me up.I also ran another errand for my mom.It was to pick up a few prescriptions.Two for her and one for myself.I feel a bit better than I have been in recent days.That gives me a good feeling.
I am now at home relaxing.I am getting ready to retire for the evening and I am feeling a bit more hopeful than usual.I have not felt too hopeful in quite a while.I am hoping that this feeling stays with me for a while.I am also hoping that my optimism comes back.It would be great to feel more optimistic than anxious.I feel that I am moving forward and that makes me feel pretty hopeful and a little bit better.
Tomorrow is simply a pick up day.Tomorrow night is another support group meeting at the church.I am hoping that both go well.
That was my day today and my hoped for day tomorrow.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.I ran an errand for my mom today and I also picked up some dinner at a local Subway,which were 2 club sandwiches.They were delicious.Aside from that,I did not do too much.I went to a K-Mart in my area early this afternoon and picked up a couple of High Bias 90 minute recording cassettes.I was glad to have found these and I am going to use them in the near future to make a tape recording and transfer them to a CD when I order that CD burner in the near future to make my own CD's.It would be great to start doing that.I have a whole bunch of albums that have not made it to CD as of yet and it would be nice to make CD's.But I will make them for my own personal use.That is a promise.I even went to a Salvation Army thrift shop in my area and I found a few more collectable records and some old tapes.I tried out a couple of them and they played great.That made my afternoon.
Tonight,my first meeting with that anger management/conflict resolution group and it was great.I am looking forward to the next meeting next Monday night.It was great to get to know the other people in the group.I shared experiences that I have shared countless times and as always,it was super to get reassurances from the group.I am looking forward to the next meeting and I am hoping that it is as wonderful as the last one.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the day goes well.
That was my day today and my hoped for day tomorrow.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.While running another errand for my mom,I decided to go on a trip to different stores to see if I could obtain any High Bias Recordable Audio cassette's.I did not much of them in the stores that I looked but I will check Radio Shack tomorrow afternoon to see if they have some.I am not going to give up.I know that I will find some.If I have to look online,I will.I need then because I am thinking of getting a CD recorder so I can make my own CD's of some of the albums that I have that are not available on CD as of yet.Again,I am going to check the local Radio Shack's tomorrow afternoon and see if I can find them there.
Aside from that,I had a wonderful night of entertaining the crowd at the place where I sing last night.It was a great night.I got a lot of good positive reenforcements from the public and it was awesome.I am looking forward to next Saturday night and I am hoping that it is as just a wonderful as last night.
I also had a talk with a friend of mine from New Jersey and he is doing good.It was great to talk with him.I always have a great conversation with him whenever he calls.It was good to hear from him.
For the rest of the night,I really do not know what I will do.I might go out and have a friendly drink with a few of the guys.After that,I might just go home and take it easy or maybe go to bed to get up early in the morning tomorrow.I know that I will be attending that support group meeting tomorrow night centered around anger management and conflict resolution.I am hoping that it goes well enought so I can attend every meeting every week.Again,I am hoping that it goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty not too exciting day today.After I was awakened by the thump of a heavy box onto my foot this morning,I had to get up and straighten out soem of the boxes that had some of my 45 r.p.m. records in them.Nothing broke and that was good plus I did not get too hurt when the box hit my foot.But I felt that I had to do something to prevent this from happening again.I had to get rid of an old compact stereo that I had and donated it to the local Salvation Army thrift shop.
After dropping that off,I went over to a friends house to check up on him but he wasn't home.I left to do some grocery shopping for my mom.Before that,I stopped at a Wendy's near the supermarket and ordered a JR.Bacon Cheeseburger with extra pickles but I got a JR Cheeseburger Deluxe with fries that I did not order.They did give me a few bacon slices by request to compensate for this.I only wanted a sandwich to tie me over until dinner but I got more than I bargained for as well as my money's worth.Fortunately,it did not fill me up enough so I couldn't eat dinner when I got home.After dinner,I finished my personal PC work and went upstairs to look through my 45 r.p.m. singles to see if I had a certain song,which I did not.But I will see if I can still obtain it somehow.
I am looking forward to entertaining the crowd tonight.I always look forward to doing that each and every week.I always enjoy singing up a storm.As always,I hope that things go well for me tonight.Though I rarely,if ever,have an off night,I always still hope for things to go well.You never know what might happen.Again,I hope that the night goes well for me.
Tomorrow is Sunday.I have not made up my mind as to what I am going to do but whatever it is,I am hoping that it is something that will benefit me in a positive way.
That was my day today,including my hopes for tonight and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.The work shift went by smoothly and I picked up plenty of laundry.The Monday crew is going to have a lot to do.Thew day also was sunny and bright but not humid.I also had a very good drive home today.After cashing my check,I stopped at a thrift shop and picked up a few more record albums and singles.I even managed to find a video starring the Olsen Twins.After that,I went home.
The only disappointing thing was that I relapsed again.I masturbated with those stupid images coming back to mind.This is my third consecutive relapse this week and it did bring me down initially.After asking the creator to forgive me,I felt better and it also motivated me to forgive myself.Again,I do feel pretty good despite that relapse.I know that I will beat this habit.I just have to keep hanging in there.
After I ate dinner,I went to a supermarket to turn in some bottles that were in the trunk of my car.I wanted to do that before the storm that we were getting started.Right now,it is raining but it is not storming.The rain is coming down but it is not too big.It is a medium downpour.But I am at home relaxing and I am getting ready for the weekend.I just want to save my energy for tomorrow night.
I am glad that the weekend is finally here.I am looking forward to singing up a storm tomorrow night.I always look forward to singing tomorrow night for my friends.It is something that I live for.I am hoping that the night goes well for me.I do not know what I am going to sing but I know that it will be something good.
I am looking forward to attending the group on Monday night.I am hoping that the group goes over well and I am also hoping that it is worth going to and continuing to go to.I feel that I do need some help in learning new ways to control my anger and resort to more positive ways of expressing how I feel rather than negative ways.I have resorted to negative ways too many times and it has gotten me into trouble.Again,I am hoping to gain some more insight and learn more positive ways of expressing my anger than negative so I can avoid trouble later on.I also want to advance on and hope for the best.
Last night,I watched a video on YouTube on how vinyl records are made.It was great.I am a collector of rare vinyl and this was a great eductaional experience.A lot of hard work goes into the making of vinyl recoord albums and singles.By comparison,it's easier to make vinyl records than it is to make CD's.I now better appreciate what I do as a hobby and why I do it.
Again,I am hoping that my night of entertaining goes well tomorrow night.
That was my day today and my hoped for day tomorrow.

Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.The work shift went by smoothly and the lunch period was also great.After lunch,I simply bagged the laundry that was done and I dropped it off.I went home soon afterwards because I needed to drop some stuff at home and I needed to get ready for my afternoon appointment.I simply did a little bit of my personal computer work and went to my appointment.I made it just in time.
My meeting with my sexual abuse support counselor went well.We simply read a chapter from a book on anger management and how depression is a from of anger turned inward.This was a new thing that I learned today.I never realized that depression is a form of anger.I am now starting to learn new things and hope to learn a few more.I am also looking forward to attending a new sexual abuse support group within the place that I have sessions with my sexual abuse support counselor.I am hoping that this group works out well.I am also looking forward to meeting new men and hoping to start some new friendships.Again,when this group starts,I am hoping that it works out well and that it helps me out a lot.I can use all the support that I can get.
I am still looking forward to attending that first meeting of that anger management/conflict resolution group Monday evening.I can hardly wait to meet new men and start having new friendships and healthy relationships.I am looking forward to that Monday evening group and I am hoping that it helps me out a lot and that I also learn a lot more about how I can effectively manage my anger and control it rather than it controlling me.
Tomorrow is another work day.I am hoping that the shift goes by smoothly.
That was my day today and my hoped for day tomorrow.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling better than I have been.I had a pretty good day today.The pick-up went by pretty well.There was no mess to clean and that was great.I dropped it off at the worksite and afetr sorting it out,I went home.I tried to take a nap today,but couldn't.I wound up relapsing again.I masturbated to images of naked men and having sexual fun with them.Plus,there were other disgusting degrading things that crept up in my mind but I am not going to talk about that.Why?Because I do not want to gross anyone out.That is how bad they are.But again,I am no longer feeling bad about it.I am simply going to forget about it and move on.I am going to work on not letting these images of nude men demanding favors from me torture me.I am going to try and work on these things and not let it bring me down.I relapsed and that is all.I am not going to let it bring me down.
My support group meeting at the church went great.It was wonderful to relieve myself of some of the emotional baggage that I have been carrying this past week.I shared what has been going on in my life and my work and it was great to share these things with the men and being heard.It was also wonderful that they also listened to me as well.I also learned that I had something in common with one of the men in the group,which was wonderful.It is great to learn that I had something in common with one of the men.I went home feeling great.It was a long drive home but I had a feeling of satisfaction that has not left me.I hope that it lasts very long.
I also had a talk with that friend of mine in North Carolina who authored a great book that I contributed to.It was a great conversation.He gave me some pretty good advice on what I should do in a month's time.He wanted me to put into my mind who I really am.I have told him repeatedly about all the turmoil that went on in my life and what my father did to me in the name of his "Born-Again Christianity" and all the physical,emotional and spiritual abuse that I endured at his hand.He simply told me that I should concentrate on working to be a happy man who strives to learn new things.He advised me to try it for a month and see what happens.I said that I would try it and apply what I am learning in my daily life and also talk about it here on my blog. He also advised me to work on not letting the torture and turmoil that my father placed on me bring me down and angry and forget all the emasculations that he gave.I am going to also work on appreciating compliments better.I still have a hard time accepting and appreciating compliments all because of all I went through.But as he advised,I am going to strive to learn new things and work on becoming the happy balanced man that I want to be.
Earlier today,I went to my auto mechanic to have my brakes checked out.The brakes on my car need to be replaced.My mechanic did make some minor adjustments that will help for now but he said that the work still needs to be done soon.I know that it needs to be done and I will get it done when I can,which will be soon.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the shift goes by smoothly.I also have an appointment with the substitute sexual abuse support counselor.I am hoping that the meeting with her goes well.
That was my day today and my hoped for day tomorrow as well as what I have to work on in the months ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling okay.My work day went by smoothly.But I was tired for much of the day.I was yawning and trying to stay awake.I even drank a couple of cups of coffee but that did not work.Fortunately,I did not fall asleep on the job but it was still frustrating trying to stay awake and do my job.When the time that I could go home arrived,I simply bagged the laundry and I dropped it off at the rehab center.Afterwards,I went home to relax but my day was not over yet.
I also went to a local shopping mall in my area because there was something going on there.I had the opportunity of winning a few autographed photos of sports heroes.I manged to win a few of mostly wrestlers though I am not into wrestling.One of them was a male wrestler and the other two were female wrestlers.But still,the pics will be collectable later on and I am glad that I won something.I also won some vintage sports memoriabilia.It was great to have won that but I had to wait in a long line for over two hours.Still,what I got was better than nothing and it was a great evening.After this,I simply got in my car and drove home.
On the way home,there was a storm coming.I saw lightning over the peninsula in one of teh cities in the next county and I wanted to get home right away so I would not get caught in it.Fortunately,when I got home,it was only a reasonably brife electrical storm but I wanted to get home fast just in case it would get really ugly.You never know.
Tomorrow is simply a pick up day.I am hoping that the pick up goes well.Tomorrow night,I am going to my support group meeting at the church.I am hoping that it goes well.
That was my day today and my hoped for day tomorrow.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a very good day today.I finally went to see the medication manager at the local hospital today and the session went well.I told her an awful lot over what has happened in the last several weeks and she was glad to hear it.I told her everything.I did not leave anything out.I also showed her the book that I had recently received and I also informed her that I was one of the contributors.She seemed very enthusiastic over this.The session went for a little over an hour but it was terrific.I have another appointment with her in November.Again,the session today with her went well.
After I left the hospital,I ran a personal errand for my mom and I also walked through another shopping mall in my area.I went into a certain store and I looked at some of the electronics that they had for sale.It was simply a few stereo players with turntables,CD and cassette players.But they were nice.I had a pretty good time simply window shopping.I did not buy anything but still,it was good to window shop.The day was also sunny and cheerful.We are supposed to get rain in a couple of days.The rain will do some good.Though the days have been a roller coaster ride regarding the weather,the rain will still do some good.We did have some rain on Friday night and a little bit on Sunday,but a little bit more will do good.
When I was having the session with the medication manager,she gave me a phone number to get in touch with another group in the area.It is an anger management/conflict resolution group that I think will do me some good.I have been having some problems lately because I have been in an emotional funk ever since the sudden death of that support group at the church member.I have been saying angry things to myself pretending that there are people present.I feel that I do need some help in keeping this under control.Though I have been doing a good job of keeping my temper under control according to some of the people that I know,I still feel that I need some extra help.I would like to STOP saying angry things and statements to myself because I do not want to get myself into trouble like hurting myself or others.I could hurt myself where somebody could be scared of approaching me due to this or it could be a lot of other things that could happen.I am only going to pursue this because it is better to be safe than sorry.
Tomorrow is simply a work day.I am hoping that the day goes by well.
That was my day today and my hoped for day tomorrow.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I did not have too exciting of a day today.I simply ran an errand for my mom and I had a quick lunch over at a local shopping mall.When I got there,I was waiting on a parking spot because there was a Canadian man going into his truck and it looked like that he was going to leave but a few seconds later,another Canadian man in the truck next to his came out and it looked like that he might be asking directions.But all they both did was light up cigarette and started puffing.That really frosted me.I felt that this was a very inconsiderate thing to do.I was waiting on a parking spot and they just stood there smoking a "cancer stick" and talking.I even let them have it with how I felt about this little inconsideration.But they just gave me a dirty look,which roughly translated was "Who The Hell Is This Nutcase?"After that,I simply drove off and found another spot.Not where I wanted but better than nothing.The worst part of it was that the guy drove by me and gave me the finger.That really angered me because again,this guy was very inconsiderate in leading me to wait for a parking space and then smoke a cigarette with someone else while leaving others waiting.The 2nd worst part of it was that there was no mall security around to tell these guys how wrong they were.I don't mind Canadians coming here to shop because it helps keep our economy flowing.But to pull a stunt like this is not only inconsiderate but it is also 100% WRONG.Nobody should keep others waiting for parking spaces when they are needed.But I guess that it is a part of life.But sometimes,I wish that I did not have to put up with inconsiderate people.
Last night,my night of entertaining the crowd went over well.Not only that,a friend of mine,who I did not expect to see,popped in.We sat together at the same table and we bot went home together with me dropping him off.I had a nice quiet drive home afterwards.
Also,I had a talk with that other friend of mine who I have been trying to get together with for a while.When I did not get him earlier today,I thought that he was out with his new girlfriend.But he told me that he just started a new job and it was at a hotel.He also said that it was a 7 day a week job and it is going to take him about 2-3 weeks to get settled in with it.Again,we're still hoping to get together in teh near future.I do not know when but when it happens,I know that it will be a great thing.
For the rest of the night,I do not know what I am going to do.I might go out and have a quiet drink with a few of the people over at the place where I entertain.After that,when I get home,I might watch a movie before turning in for the night.
Tomorrow I have a appointment with the medication manager over at the local hospital.I am hoping that the session goes well.
That was my day today,my night last night and my hopes for the day tomorrow.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a very good day today.I simply ran a couple of errands for myself and my mom.I went to the bank to withdrawl some money and I also stopped at a yard sale and found some more record albums.The guy that was selling them let me have the 14 albums that I chose for $3.00.What a day.I went home afterwards and did some more personal PC work.While doing this,the mail came and a DVD set that I have been waiting on arrived.It was the 3 disc set The Chucky Collection of the 3 Child's Play sequels that Universal released during the 1990's.This now completes my Child's Play DVD collection.I was happy to get this with all the scene selections and all the other nice things.Again,my Child's Play DVD collection is complete.On Sunday night,I am going to watch Bride Of Chucky again after all these years.I have not seen it in a while.I did originally watch it on VHS when I initially purchased it as a previously viewed tape but now,I can preserve the video tape.
Tonight is my night to sing for the crowd.I can hardly wait to do that.I am hoping that the night goes well for me.Though I rarely,if ever,have an off night,I still hope for things to go well.You never know what might happen.But I am feeling hopeful and optimistic.I have a feeling that the night will go well.But still,I always hope.As for Sunday,I have made no decisions but whatever I do,I hope that it will be something that helps me out in a positive way.
Thatw as my day today and my hopes for tonight and for the next day.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling a little bit better that I have been.I had a very smooth work shift today.It went by pretty fast.I got quite a bit done and I was happy.Before I started,I had a nice green salad for lunch at work during the lunch time break and it was delicious.After I had my lunch,I did my job and as stated,the shift went by smoothly.After I dropped off the laundry,I picked up a couple of things at a supermarket,cashed my paycheck and went home.When I got home,I did some catching up on my personal PC work and I also did a viral scan while I ate dinner.The good news is that there are no viruses or spyware on my computer.I even talked with that one friend who I have been trying to get together with for so long and he was feeling down in the dumps due to some things going on in his personal life.I wished him the best of success in his job searching and I hoped that he does indeed find a job.He thanked me and when my mom called me for dinner,I told him that I had to go and he again thanked me for calling.
The weekend is finally here.I am glad for that.I can hardly wait to sing tomorrow night for my friends.I know that it will be something special indeed.This is what I always wait on every week and it always puts a smile on my face when the weekend comes.I am eager to entertain my friends and I am hoping that it all goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for tomorrow night.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling mixed emotions.The work shift went by smoothly and even the errand that I ran for my mom went well.But when I got home,I tried to relax but I couldn't.I was lying down on my bed and all of a sudden,images of men in a sexual way were coming back.I had the same old dreams of being in a room with another man with the both of us in bed together and I was performing sexual acts on him and it led me to masturbation.I really felt bad and depressed about this.I asked the creator to forgive me and though I believed I was forgiven,I still felt guilty and miserable.But after taking a couple of St.John's Wart capsules,I felt better and I went to get dinner for me and mom.It was simple take out food from a local KFC and it was pretty good.We had homemade pasta salad as a side dish and it was good.I also had pasta for lunch at work today before I went home for the afternoon after my shift was over.I was tired and I wanted to get home.I have to do it again tomorrow afternoon and I am hoping that the shift goes well.
I am now at home and I am feling better.I do not feel depressed like I did earlier after the relapse.As stated,I have been on an emotional roller coaster ride as of late since the sudden death of a fellow support group at the church member died.I guess that it will take me a while to get over this sudden and tragic death of him.I have never been in a rut like this for as long as this.It has been a month and I have not really started to adjust to life after this.I know that I will but I need to take my mind off of this and I do need to really readjust after this negative and senseless tragedy.I am going to need all the support that I can get.I don't know whether I'm coming or going.Again,I desperately need to readjust.I am hoping that someone can help me.
As stated,tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the shift goes by well.After that,it's the weekend.
That was my day today and my hoped for day tomorrow.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.The laundry pick up went well.There was no mess to clean.I simply dropped it off at the work site and after some time at the social club,I went home.On the way,I did manage to stop at a Burger King in my area and have a Whopper Jr. sandwich.I felt that this would tie me over until dinner.
When I got home,I simply watched a special feature on a new DVD that I bought and relaxed.I also layed down on my bed for a bit.I did so because I received the book that I was waiting on.The minute that I get the money to pay that friend of mine,I am going to send it to him.I managed to read some of the contributions that I shared and that was wonderful.It was great to finally read that and smile know that I accomplished something.It is great to contribute to something and share it with the entire world.
After a light dinner,I went to my support group meeting at the church and the meeting was wonderful.We are still feeling the pain of the death of that member who was taken from us so suddenly and at so young of age when he was working on a reconciliation with his family.It is a very tragic thing.Like the rest of my group,I am also feeling it.I have been on an emotional roller coaster ever since this happened.I am hoping that this is over soon.I don't think that I can stand it much longer.But I am going to tough it out and hope for the best.I know that he would not want me or any of the group to dwell on the fact that he is gone.I know that he would want us to move on with our lives and accept that he is no longer with us.I am going to work on that and I am hoping that this rut is over soon.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the shift goes well.After that,I will do a favor for my mom and I will take it easy for the rest of the day.
That was my day today and my hoped for day tomorrow.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling pretty fair.I had a pretty smooth work day today.But it did go by slowly.But I managed to get a lot done.
I also managed to finally,on my break,get ahold of a friend of mine who I have been trying to get ahold of the past several days.He said that he had gone away for a while because he felt that he needed to get out of town for a while.I was relived that he was okay and well.I was worried about the guy because I did not hear from him and it really made me think that there was something wrong.But I am relieved that he is okay and that he is well.I am still looking forward to getting together with him and he is still hoping for the same thing.I hope that something will happen.I have not really seen this guy face to face in quite a while and I am hopingthat soon,we can see each other again.We have been having great conversations and that is great.Again,we are hoping to get together again.I hope that something comes of this.
When I got home,I managed to get an errand done for my mom and I also got some donuts from a local Tim Horton's.It was a nice change of pace from having ice cream.I enjoyed the nice little snack.I also managed to relax a bit in the afternoon.That too was great.
I am now at home relaxing.I am getting ready for tomorrow.I only have to do a little bit tomorrow and that is good.Tomorrow is simply a pick-up day and I am hoping that the pick-up goes smoothly.Tomorrow night is also my support group meeting at the church and I am hoping that the meeting also goes well.I am hoping that the day overall goes well.
I rescheduled my appointment with the medication manager at the local hospital.I did it this morning before leaving for work.Though it is only almost a wek away,I am hoping that the meeting goes well.
That was my day today and my hoped for day tomorrow.FJ

Happy Labor Day,Everybody!
Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty fair day today.I did not do too much.I never have much to do on holidays like this one.I stayed home for much of the day and I took it easy.It was a nice sunny day with only a small amount of humidity.But it was pretty good.I did not leave the house very much today except to run a coulpe of personal trips.I went out to get a couple slices of pizza as a small appetizer to tie me over until dinner.After dinner,I went out to get a battery for my watch so I can keep track of the time.My watch wore out one night and I waited to get a battery until I had the money.It was a cheap watch but the battery was replaceable and it does keep good time.After that,I came home and finished my personal PC work.It was a lot but I got it done.
I am now at home relaxing.It is evening at the moment and I am getting ready for the next day,which is a work day.I am hoping that the day goes by smoothly.I have been on an emotional rollercoaster as of late and I see,as far as this moment,that it is not going to end very soon.But I am hanging in there and I am still hoping that things will start working out for me.As stated previously,I am awaiting a book by a friend of mine,which he autographed,and I can not wait to check it out.I am still wondering how my contributions came out in the book.Again,I can hardly wait to receive it and to read it.WOW!I am hoping that it is a great work.
As stated,tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the day goes by smoothly.
That was my day today and my hoped for day tomorrow.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty good day today.I did not do too much.I simply went and did some personal shopping for myself.I had to pick up a few things that I really needed.It was nothing much.It was just a few odds and ends.But I got it out of the way.The day was pretty nice and I had a pretty good time out today.
Last night,my night of entertaining the crowd went great.It was a pretty awesome night.I even tried out one new song last night.It was an old David Allan Coe song.I heard it on the juke box and I thought that I would do it.It was pretty tough to sing but I managed it very well because I did get a very positive reponse from the crowd.The rest of the songs were songs that I reaquainted myself with.I am hoping to try out a few new stuff this coming Saturday and I am hoping that it all works well.Again,it was a wonderful night and I had a blast.
I had a talk with a friend of mine from New Jersey and he's doing good.We talked for a short time but it was great to talk with him.Afterwards,I took it easy for a while.I also layed down for a bit on my bed listening to a few of the old fashioned 78's that I bought a few weeks ago from the old man at that garage sale.For the rest of the evening,I have not really decided what I am going to do.I might go out for a drink and socialize with a few people or I might just stay home.Whatever I do,I hope that it helps me in a positive way.
Tomorrow is Labor Day.It is nothing special because I always have a day off on Monday.But it is great to have a nice holiday where I can do some stuff.There will be nothing much open tomorrow.So,I just might take it easy and concentrate on the week ahead.
That was my day today.My night last night and my hopes for tomorrow.FJ