Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty good work day today.The work day went by smoothly.I did the pick-up at the rehab center and there was NO mess to clean.That was great.When I arrived at the work site,I seperated the laundry and started working immediately.It was pretty smooth.There was no work left behind by the previous days workers and that was good.After my job was done,I bagged the clean laundry and dropped it off at the rehab center and went to a supermarket in the area and picked up a few things for dinner.Afterwards,I went home.
Earlier today,before I went to work,I voted.It was my duty and I did it.It is also an end to all the negative campaign TV and newspaper ads that are rampant whenever this day rolls around and it does get irritating and monotonous after a while when you hear too much.I am just glad that the day is about over.
I am now at home relaxing.I am just anticipating the day ahead.
Earlier this evening,I went to a Radio Shack in my area and asked for some advice on portable CD players.I do have one but lately,it has not been performing up to par.It has been shutting off at times and when I try to play a burned CD from my CD recorder,it does not play at all too well.But when I try them out on my CD-ROM drive on my computer,they play beautifully with no problems.I guess that I have to look at buying a new portable in the near future when I have some money.OH WELL!
Tomorrow is a pick-up day.I am hoping that there is no mess to clean up.I am hoping that I can just pick up and drop off at the work site.Tomorrow night is my support group meeting at the church.I am hoping that the meeting goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day and night ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty good day today.I did not do too much.I simply went to the post office to mail out a money order.I also had to pay an installment on my line of credit at the bank today beforehand.Afterwards,I simply went back home.
The only thing was that I woke up late when I wanted to wake up early.Oh well.
The rest of the day's activities were not an awful lot.I simply did some personal stuff.Not too special.I also went to check up on another friend of mine who lived a few blocks down from me.He and his wife and family are doing good.That made me feel good.
The only other things that I did today was that I went to get dinner at a Subway restaurant in my area and they were having a customer appreciation day.It was where you could get two 6 inch subs when you bought two 21 ounce drinks.I simply bought two Hi-C's and the cost was only $3.00 even.That was great.The sandwiches were fresh as well and they tasted really good.It was a good dinner.It was also something different for a change over fast food,which is sometimes what we have on certain Monday's when my mom is not in the mood to cook.Again,it was a wonderful meal and then some.
My anger management/conflict resolution group went great.We talked about a lot of things.It was wonderful having people listnening and hearing me.It was also great to listne and hear them.It was a great meeting.Next Monday,there will not be a meeting due to it being Veteran's Day next week.There will be one in two weeks.It will be a pretty good wait but I'm going to hang in there.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the day goes by smoothly.Tomorrow is also Election Day.It will be a day where we elect new officials.I am hoping that it works out for the good of everybody.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty decent day today.I really did not do too much.I ran an errand for my mom and I also went to get a few slices of pizza to munch on.The day was also not too bad weatherwise.The sun was shining but it was pretty cool weatherwise.At least,it was not bitterly cold.I also stopped in a few stores on the way home from running the errands.I did not buy too much but still,I had a pretty good time simply window shopping.Overall,a pretty decent day.
My night of entertaining the crowd went great.I had a pretty good time.It was great to sing up a storm from the crowd and as always,they appreciated it.It is great to sing for a bunch of appreciative people.I am looking forward to doing it again next Saturday night.I have not decided what I am going to do yet for next week but whatever it is,I hope that the crowd is as appreciative as they were last night.
I am now at home relaxing.I had a light dinner tonight and it filled me up.I am also anticipating what I might do for the rest of the night.I mighyt just take it easy for a while and I am hoping that whatever I do,I hope that it helps me in a positive way.I am thinking of going out and having a friendoly drink with a few of the guys tonight.If I do,I hope that there are lots of guys to talk to and the conversations are also great.
Tomorrow is my day off.I do have my anger management/conflict resolution group tomorrow night.I am hoping that the meeting goes over well.Aside from the day,I hope that whatever I choose to do,I hope that it also affects me in a positive way.
That was my day today,alongside my hopes for the night and the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty good day today.I went to the post office to mail out some bills for my mom and myself.I was glad that I had that accomplished.The bills will now be paid when they get to where they are going.Afterwards,I went over to a friends house to check up on him and his live-in girlfriend and they are okay as well.The only thing is that they are feeling "under the weather" for now.I also went over there because I had to give him something and he appreciated it.That made me feel good.Afterwards,I left to finish what I had to do.I was also running another errand for my mom.I got everything that she was needing and that is great.
I am glad that the weekend is finally here.I am looking forward to singing up a storm for my friends tonight.I am hoping that the night goes well for me.Though I rarely,if ever,have an off night,I still hope for thinsg to go well.You never know what might happen.Still,the nights always go pretty good.I am not worried.I have a feeling that everything is going to go great for me tonight.But I still hope for things to go well.
For most of the day when I got home,I was having computer issues.I kept turning off and even restarting my computer to get it working good.After several attempts,I finally succeeded in getting the computer to work.I have done my computer work and I am glad that I have gotten that accomplished.
Tomorrow is Sunday.I have not made up my mind as to what I am going to do tomorrow.But whatever I do,I hope that it works out and affects me in a positive way.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling mixed emotions.My work shift went smoothly but I am feeling a little sadness tonight as I had heard from a friend that I had just made over the past several days is not going to be communicating with me for a while.I am sad.She left comments on here for me and that actually made me feel good that somebody was finally reading them and we were communicating for the past several days via e-mail but now,she has said that she will not be communicating with me for quite a while because of some issues that she is going through.I am sad because of this.But I am hoping that she is feeling better soon and that she will be communicating with me soon.I am going to miss her.
But as stated,the work shift went by smoothly.I am glad for that.The pick-up went great with no mess to clean up and the rest of the day went over well.After the shift was over,I dropped the laundry off at the rehab center and I cashed my paycheck before heading for home.
After I got home,I tried to go online but my computer wouldn't let me.I also had to restart my computer several times when this happened because when I did get an internet window,I got "That Page Can Not Be Displayed" over and over again.But I finally got online after dinner and when I did,I registered a whole bunch of bills at Where's George.I also managed to get some more e-mail work done.I also did a thorough scan on my computer to see if there was any viruses or spyware on my computer and once again,my computer was clean.There was nothing in it to worry me.That is great.I can now breathe a sigh of relief,at least until next week when I do another one.
I am glad that the weekend is finally here.I am looking forward to singing up a storm tomorrow night.I am hoping that the night goes over well.I rarely have a bad night but I still hope for things to go well.For Sunday,I have not made any plans but whatever I do,I hope that it will benefit me in a positive way.
Tomorrow,I am going to be checking up on a friend to see if he and his live-in girlfriend are okay.I also have a surprise for him and I hope that he likes it.
That was my day today and my hopes for the weekend ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling okay.My day did not start too good.One of the employees who worked in the same building that I did actually parked he car in a spot and took a little bit too much space.I did ask her nicely and politely if she would move her car a little bit so I wouldn't be blocking the sidewalk because I would get a parking ticket if I were.She flat out refused to do it.This really did not settle in too good with me.I needed to park as close to the building as possible because I have to haul laundry bags back and forth on a constant basis and I need to be as close to the building where I work in as possible so I can place the bags in the back seat of my car.Instead of arguing with the lady,I simply found another place to park and when the shift was over,I simply drove into the spot to pack the laundry bags in the back seat.Fortunately,the rest of the day went by smoothly but I was still just a tad bit at edge for what happened at the start of the day.The pick-up went well.There was no mess to clean but I really did not appreciate the inconsiderate nature of this female staff person not caring about what she was doing wrong and not even caring about the way I felt about it.I guess that you can't win them all.But at least,the rest of the shift went by well enough.
Before I went home,I had to stop at the post office to mail out an important business letter for my mom.It just had to get to where it is going to go.I mailed it out immediately after I dropped off the laundry at the rehab center.After doing that,I went home.
When I got home,I got a package that I had been waiting on for the past few days.I was glad to see that it finally arrived.It was another episode of the classic educational series Big Blue Marble.It was wonderful to see another episode of this.I used to watch this show when I was younger and it was great to learn how other kids in other countries did for fun in their spare time.I also got a wonderful surprise from the guy I ordered the episode from and that made me feel great.I sent him a couple of things and he was thankful enough to sent me something extra.It was awesome getting this.I was waiting on this for the past few days.How wonderful.I also watched the episode and it was wonderful as well.I am going to order another episode of this show from him soon.I will mail the payment out on Monday.
Tomorrow is another work day.I am hoping that it goes smoother than today.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Happy Halloween Everybody!
Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty decent day today.The laundry pick-up went well.There was only one minor problem with one of the rehab center's clients putting dirty slacks in the bags meant for the dirty blankets,linens and comforters.But I did report it to the staff at the center and they said that they would look into it.After dropping off the laundry and sorting it out at the work site,I went to have lunch at the social club and that was good.After I ate,I hung around for a while and chit chatted with some of the people and I went home afterwards.
My support group meeting at the church was cancelled tonight due to the church having a Halloween party for the kids.While I was disappointed,I did have a nice ride out in the countryside for a while.I even stopped to admire a nicely decorated house with all the horror movie icons all over the front yard.It was awesome seeing that.Not only that,as a nice trick,the house owner even dressed up as the Grim Reaper and stood quietly to see if any kids would come by so he could give them a friendly BOO! when they decided to do just that.It did scare the daylights out of two kids that came by and it just made me laugh when he did that.I did not want to give anything away so I let the house owner have his fun.Again,it was an awesome sight seeing that house decorated with all the horror movie icons.It actually made me wish that I was a kid again.Regarding Halloween,it is the only holiday where I really miss childhood.I used to love going trick or treating on Halloween and getting all sorts of candy.I remember one Halloween going out years ago,I actually found a 20 Dollar bill on the ground that somebody had lost and didn't know it.That was the most money that I ever made on Hallowen night.It was also my luckiest night.I still remember the night very well to this day.Again,I really miss childhood whenever Halloween rolls around.Still,I always feel like a kid at heart whenever I watch a horror movie.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the shift goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling very good.I had a great day today.My work day went by smoothly and that was great.After I left work,I went home to relax and take it easy for a bit before doing some stuff for my mom and myself.I went to a small store to get a roll of paper towels for my mom and I went to a Salvation Army thrift shop in my hometown and bought a few more recrd albums to add to my ever growing vinyl collection.I also bought a cover to use to cover up the new nostalgic looking compact stereo with a CD recorder.It is an awesome system.I am now making my own CD's and that is great.I am having a wonderful time making all of them.It is truly awesome.
I also watched It's The Great Pumpkin,Charlie Brown on TV tonight and even though I have seen this animated cartoon special lots of times,I still enjoy it.Another Peanuts special followed called You're Not Elected,Charlie Brown and that too was also pretty good.During the time that the former was on,I remarked to my mom that I wished that Charles M.Schulz were still alive.If he were,I would've wrote to him and suggested that he make another Peauts Halloween special where The Great Pumpkin actually appears at the end of the special and wishes everyone a Happy Halloween while it would rain candy on the ground rather than toys as Linus keep saying.It would also have the rest of the Peanuts gang scared out of their wits actually witnessing this happening and staring in disbelief.Afterwards,The Great Pumpkin would disappear and all the gang would help Linus pick up all the candy.That is what would be my suggestion if he were still alive today and I would have wrote to him.
I am now at home relaxing.It is great to be home.The weather is cool and there is really no place to go.I am simply getting ready for the new day ahead.
Tomorrow is simply a pick-up day.I am hoping that the pick-up goes well with no messes to clean up.I also have a support group meeting at the church tomorrow night.I am hoping that the meeting also goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.I did not do too much.I simply stayed home and took it easy for a while.There really wasn't much to do.The day was pretty cold and there was limited sunshine.But I did manage to find something to do at home.I simply recorded one of my vinyl albums on CD today.I also managed to record a couple of them previously late last night/early this morning.They actually came out pretty good.I even tried them out on a few CD players at home and they came out beautifully.It was great making those.I am going to be stocking up on these in the near future so I can make more.I am thinking of making a few for my mom.I think that she would like that.Again,I stayed home and took it easy for much of the day.It was still fun and I did something that was fun.
I just got back from my anger management/conflict resolution group meeting and it went great.It was wonderful to relieve myself of more emotional baggage that had accumulated over the past few days.It was wonderful.It is also great to have a support network that really wants to help and see that you get a lot out of it.I am looking forward to next week.I am hoping that the next meeting goes well enough.
Tomorrow is simply a work day.I am hoping that the day goes by smoothly.
That was my day and my hopes for the work day ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a very good day today.I did not do too much.I just ran another errand for my mom to pick up a few things for dinner tonight.We simply had frozen mini pizzas with a little bit of something extra on top of the pizzas.It was great.I also managed to stop at a few stores to look around and that was great to simply window shop.I did not find too much in them though I did manage to pick up a couple packs of recordable music CDR's so I can start making my own CD's.Overall,a pretty good day.
Last night,my night of entertaining the crowd was a huge success.I had a blast last night just singing up a storm and feeding some of the candy that they were handing out to all the patrons.Yes,the party was awesome.There were lots of people dressed up for the big Halloween party and the party was also a blast.I had a great time entertaining the crowd last night.I also had a great time just talking with the patrons and sharing lots of fun and enthusiasm with everybody.I enjoy entertaining the crowd as I always do.I always look forward to doing just that each and every Saturday night.I am looking forward to doing it again next week and I am hoping that it is as much a blast as it is every Saturday night.
I am at home relaxing at the moment.The evening is cool and I am feeling rather comfortable at home.I may go out tonight just to have a nice friendly drink with the gang at the place.Afterwards,I'll just relax and I might watch a movie before I turn in for the night.
Tomorrow is my day off.I do have a meeting with my anger management/conflict resolution support group tomorrow evening.I am hoping that the meeting goes well.
That was how it went for me last night and today,including my anticipation for the rest of night.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling hopeful and optimistic.I had a pretty decent day today.I had to run another errand for my mom and I also went too check up on a friend of mine to see if he and his live-in girlfriend were okay.I was happy to see that they were okay.I spent a few minutes talking with him and he said that he is hoping to make it out tonight to the Halloween party tonight over at the place where I entertain on Saturday nights.I am hoping to see him tonight and I am hoping that the night goes well.
Yes,I will be going out to entertain the crowd as always.I am hoping that it will be a great night for me.As stated,tonight is going to be a big Halloween party over at the place.I know that it will be a really fun and busy night for the people and the place.Though I always look forward to entertaining the people on Saturday night,I really look forward to the yearly Halloween party that always happens around this week during this month.There is always going to be plenty of people dressing up and having a ball.There is always lots of food,including pepperoni pizza galore.It is just a happening party that happens every year.As always,I am going to sing my usual Halloween standard songs alongside a couple more favorite songs.I hope that the evening goes well for me.As I always state here;though I rarely,if ever,have an off night singing up a storm for the crowd every Saturday night,I still always hope for things to go well for me.You never know what might happen.Again,I hope that the night goes over well.
Tomorrow is Sunday.I have not really made any plans for tomorrow but whatever I do,I hope that it will benefit me in a positive way.I just might finish up sorting out things in my room like I started today.
That was my day today and night tonight as well my hopes for the rest of the weekend.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good work day today.This time,there were no loads left behind by anyone.That was really neat.The only thing for me to do was to do a couple of loads and cal it a day.With this,the work shift went by great.It was also fast.Before I did begin my job,I had lunch at the social club and it was very good.After I finished with the loads,I simply dropped off the clean laundry at the rehab center and went home.
After relaxing for a short time at home.I went to cash my paycheck at the bank and to pick up a couple of boxes of herbal tea.When I arrived at home,I had dinner and after doing some more personal computer work,I did a scan on my computer for viruses and once again,my computer is clean.There were no security risks or threats in my database.That really made my night.What also really made my night was that the Buffalo Sabres won tonight.They defeated the Florida Panthers by a score of 4-2.After losing their last few games,it was great to see them win tonight.That was terrific.
I am glad that the weekend is finally here.This week seemed to go by slowly but surely.It just seemed to drag on very slowly.But I am glad that it's here.I will be doing my usual entertaining the crowd tomorrow night.Tomorrow night is a big Halloween party at the place where I entertain.I can hardly wait for that tomorrow night.It is going to be a really busy night.I can almost anticipate a really big crowd.I always look forward to these Halloween parties every year because the place is booming with people dressed up and having a good time.I especially like the parties for all the food that is served,including lots of pepperoni pizza.I am looking forward to tomorrow night.I am going to be doing my usual Halloween standard songs alongside a couple of other favorites.I am hoping that the night goes well for me.
That was my day today and my hopes for tomorrow night.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I did not have a good work day today.When I arrived at the work site,I was greeted by the sight of seeing the washers still filled.Apparently,the person who worked the previous afternoon did not finish his job.When I arrived this morning,I had to finish his job and this really blew my schedule out of proportion.The person left blankets in the washer and they were really soaked.Not only that,he also overloaded the washer.There were 4 blankets in the washer when there were supposed to be only three.I did remind one of the supervisor's about the problem and they said that they would take care of it.I had to spent most of the morning trying to do a few things that I had to do and finish the other person's job that should have been finished the previous day.Again,I did handle it the normal way and I hope that a resolution is reached.
After work,I dropped off the clean laundry at the rehab center and went home.I relaxed for a while before I dropped my mom at the supermarket to do some grocery shopping and I went to another supermarket to turn in some bottles and cans that accumulated over the last several weeks in my trunk.After that,I went to a couple of other stores to see where I could get DVD-R's cheap and went to pick my mom up from shopping.Of course,the money that I had from all the bottles went for dinner tonight but I will get it back on the 1st of next month.I was planning to use that money for gas but I guess that at times,we have to give of ourselves to help our families.But again,I will get it back on the 1st of November.I am also getting paid tomorrow so it is also not a big loss.Once again,I am going to get it back on the 1st of November.
I am now relaxing.The night is pretty cool but I am not going anywhere.I am just going to take it easy for the rest of the evening until I go to sleep.
Tomorrow is another work day.I am hoping that the shift goes well.After that,it's the weekend.
That was my day today and my hoped for day tomorrow.FJ

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Tonight,I am feeling mixed emotions.I had a pretty good work day today.But for most of the day,it rained.It rained so hard that my mom was hoping to get some grocery shopping done but we didn't due to the rain.But I did manage to get one thing done.My mom had me run an errand for her tonight.It was simple.I had to get some coffe from the store and some snacking food.Afterwards,I went to a local K-Mart to see if they had some Buffalo Sabres T-Shirts but they did not have any.All they had were shirts of the Buffalo Bills and New York Yankees.I was disappointed.I was hoping to find some more of them but didn't.Oh Well.I asked there and they told me that they did not know when they were going to get them in.I just bought a gallon of milk and left for home.I was hoping to catch the yearly special called It's The Great Pumpkin,Charlie Brown but later learned when I got home that it was next week.Oh well.At least,I now know that it will be on next Tuesday.
The reason why I am feeling mixed emotions is that I relapsed again for the second consecutive time.I masturbated again.I was trying to take a nap when the old images of men begging me to relieve them were lining up wanting oral sex.I wound up masturbating after playing with myself.Though I did ask God to forgive me,I still feel miserable.If I am thinking of "never masturbating again",then I need to STOP thinking of that.I have to accept that I am going to relapse when I least expect it.But I do know that I do not want to have sex with another man.I also looked at some pornographic images online as well just before signing on to here.I really need some help.I am going crazy.All I am thinking of is having sex with men.I don't want to have sex with a man.Because I have not had any sex with any men for a long time.I do not want to do that because I know that if I do that,I am going to be back to the same old dull and pointless routine all over again.It will be back to the pattern of giving blowjobs constantly to different guys and looking forward to an eternity of "one-blow stands" where I am enslaved to the image of a man with an erect penis and wanting to suck it until it ejaculates in my mouth.I don't want to go back to that.Because it's not what I am looking for.I am looking for healthy relationships with other guys where I can be a guy and be one of the guys.That is what I want.What I don't want are guys one minute saying to me;"I Like You.You're A Great Guy.I Like Having You Around" and then the next minute "Hey,Dude.Do You Want To Suck My Cock?"The former is what I am looking for.It is not the latter.After my prayers tonight and then tomorrow.I am hoping that I feel better.That would be great.
Tomorrow is simply a pick-up day.I am hoping that the pick up goes well without any mess to clean up.I also have my support group meeting at the church tomorrow night.I am also hoping that the meeting goes well,too.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day tomorrow.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a very good day today.I ran a small errand for my mom today and that was to buy something for tonight's dinner.I also had to pick up a prescription refill for myself at a local drug store.I called in the refill over the phone when I woke up and took my last pill.It was for my high blood pressure.I have been checking it lately and so far,it has been pretty good.It has been in the 130's range but as long as it does not go any higher,I am okay.
Last night,I went to see the musical Hairspray and it was awesome.I was hoping that it was going to be just as good as the original 1988 film that inspired the Broadway musical of the same name and then inspired the movie.Again,my hopes for it to be as good as the original film were actually fulfilled.Not only that,it was actually better than I hoped that it would be.The movie was filled with music and even a little bit of comedy mixed in to sweeten it.It was great.I enjoyed every minute of it.It was an awesome movie with a surprising ending.John Travolta was wonderful as Mrs.Edna Turnblad.You can tell by watching this film that he was having the time of his life portraying Mrs.Turnblad just singing and dancing away and again,simply having a ball.The best thing about me seeeing this film was that I was the only person in the theatre watching the movie.There was nobody else in the theatre with me.I was the lone member of the audience.That actually made me enjoy it more.Aside from John Travolta,the whole cast was wonderful as well.It was nearly 2 hours of singing,dancing and comedy.I am going to get this on DVD when it comes out.I have the original 1988 film on DVD and now,I am going to buy this version the minute that it hits the shelves.Again,an awesome movie.
After I saw the movie,I went to have a friendly drink with some of the gang at the place that I entertain at.I only stayed a few minutes and left.The Karaoke DJ almost took it personally when I wasn't planning on singing.I simply told him that it was nothing personal against him and that I was only coming in for a vistit and have a nice friendly drink with the gang.We shook hands and hopefully,that made him feel better.
I went to my anger management/conflict resolution meeting tonight and it was wonderful.I got quite a bit out of it tonight.The only setback was that a man who came there left after 20 minutes saying that this was not helping him.But we moved on and it was wonderful.I am looking forward to the next meeting next Monday night.The only other thing going on is my weekly support group meeting at the church on Wednesday night.I am hoping that this meeting goes just as well as tonight's meeting that I attended did.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the day goes well.
That was my day today and my night last night as well my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty decent day today.I simply went to have a pasta dinner at a church in my area.The organization that I work for was sponsoring this and I thought that I would go and have myself some lunch there since it was early in the afternoon.It was a great meal and I enjoyed it.After that,I left.
My night of entertaining the crowd went great.I even tried out a new song that I had been meaning to try out.It all worked out.I also had a friend join me.I drove past him in my car and he saw me driving past him while on his bike and he turned around the minute that he saw that it was me.When I arrived there,I waited for him to arrive back and when he did,I joined him at a table.It was wonderful to have him out.He did not stay too long because he was a little tired but he wanted to come out for a bit.After he was done with his drink,he rode home on his bike.After I had my lunch,I went over to his house to see if he had made it home okay and he did.He was waiting for his girlfriend to come home so they could wait for her father to come over and take them to their house to spend Sunday over there.
After I keft his house,I went out to a store on an Indian reservation within the county that I live in and I picked up a few movies on DVD.They were for $1.00 each and since it was on the reservation,I did not have to pay no tax on the purchase.I also bought a relaxation music CD with the sounds of nature blended in.I also had an ice cream cone.It was delicious.Again,a pretty decent day.
I am going to the movies.I am going to see the new filmed version of Hairspray.It is a filmed version of the Broadway musical that was based on the original 1988 film of the same name.I am hoping that it is as good as the original film.Afterwards,I might go the place and have a friendly drink with a few of the people.
Tomorrow is my day off.I do have a meeting tomorrow with my anger management/conflict resolution support group.I am hoping that the meeting goes good.
That was my day today,my night last night and my hopes for tonight and the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a very good day today.I ran an errand for my mom and I also had a light lunch to tie me over until dinner.It was simply a slice of pizza but it was good.I also had to buy some more allergy medication for myself because I was running out.I now have only one pill left.I needed to buy another box so I could have some when I need themI suffer from seasonal allergies and I need to be prepared.So,I bought the pills so I could be prepared.Now I am.
I am now relaxing at home.I had a nice dinner of homemade soup.It was awesome.While eating my dinner,I watched the Paul Lynde Halloween Special that featured Margaret Hamilton as her most famous persona,which was the Wicked Witch of the West from The Wizard Of Oz and Billie Hayes as her most famous persona as Witchiepoo from the H.R.Pufnstuf TV series and a rocking performance by KISS.Not only that,Florence Henderson,Billy Barty and Roz"Pinky Tuscadero"Kelly.This was the first time that I had seen this in over 30 years.The last time I had seen this was back in 1976 when I was 6 years old after I was finished trick or treating.It was awesome seeing it after all these years.I enjoyed it.It was funny and clever.
Tonight,I am going out to entertain the crowd.I am hoping that it will be an awesome night.I hope that the evening goes well.Though I rarely,if ever,have an off night.I still hope for things to go well.I am feeling optimistic but I still hope.You never know.
Tomorrow is Sunday.I am still hoping to catch a movie tomorrow night.I would like to see the new Hairspray film.If I do,I am hoping that it's as good as the first one.
That was my day today,my hopes for the night tonights and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling a little bit better.I had a pretty good day today.I also had a better day than yesterday.When I arrived at work during the lunch period and sat down to eat,none of the people who tried to pick a fight with me the other day even tried.I guess that the coordinator of the social club talked to these people who tried to start some stuff and that was it.I had a very good lunch and that in turn made the rest of the day.
The work shift went by well enough.Plus,the pick-up went great.There was no mess to clean up and all I had to do was take the two bags full of dirty and take it to the work site and do the job.Again,nothing negative happened on the job and I also got other things accomplished.I got back some Music CDR's that I had a colleague make for me for a small price.I had three made.One for myself and two more for a couple of friends.I am hoping that the friends enjoy what I did for them.It would be great.After the shift was over,I bagged the clean laundry and dropped it off at the center.I went home afterwards.
After doing some much needed computer work,I did another scan on my computer and again,it was clean.There were no viruses or spyware to worry me and that made me feel good.I will be doing another one next week.
I am glad that the weekend is finally here.I am looking forward to entertaining the crowd again tomorrow night.I am hoping that the evening goes well for me.Regarding Sunday,I am thinking of going to see another movie.I might see the new Hairspray film.I have the original 1988 film on DVD and it's one of my favorite movies.I am hoping that this updated version,based on the Broadway musical,is going to good.
That was my day today and my hopes for the weekend ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty good work shift today.Despite a minor mishap that happened in the early morning,when I had to finish the job of the previous day's worker,I had a pretty good day.It went by pretty fast and I when I packed the clean laundry to drop off at the drug/alcohol rehab center,I felt good that I had accomplished something.
I dropped some stuff at home and went to run an errand for my mom.It was nothing much.I had to get a couple boxes of oatmeal for breakfast.Afterwards,I did some shopping for myself and went to check on a friend to see if he and his live in girlfriend were doing good.I also helped him by taking him to a gas station to get a little bit of gas that he needed to get some work done.I talked with him in the car about the day that I had and it was wonderful to have him hear everything that I shared and understand as well as sympathize.I dropped him off at home and I started off for home.
Despite a good day,I had an experience during the lunch hour with a couple of inconsiderate people.One of them was very testy with me regarding what another person and I talked about regarding vinyl records and how they have been making a serious comeback in the USA alone after being deemed "obsolete" by the US Music Industry.Some people are way too sold on the digital revolution that has really killed the US Music Industry because they stopped pressing vinyl records and jumped on the CD bandwagon.Plus,he got even more testy when I made a reference to The Flintstones with someone else when another person was getting their lunch and said that he wanted "No Gravy" on anything on his plate reagarding the episode when Fred walked into a place called Mother's Place and ordered a HOT Bronto Sandwich w/No Gravy.Plus,I was singing the theme song from That '70's Show and he had the nerve to yell at me saying "You Watch Too Much Television!".Not only that,another guy there got on me for what I was sharing with someone else regarding the Bee Gees classic song New York Mining Disaster 1941 and he had the nerve to say that if he wanted to hear all of what I shared with that person,he would buy cable and watch the History Channel in a very disrespectful tone of voice.Instead of getting angry and losing my temper,I simply went to the social club coordinator and explained the situation to him and he said that he would take care of it when he got the chance.Afterwards,I placed the bag of laundry in my car,dropped it off and went home.Overall,despite these mishaps,a pretty good day.
Tomorrow is another work day.I am hoping that the shift goes by smoothly and I hope that no more mishaps happen tomorrow.
That was my day today and my hoped for day tomorrow.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling a little bit better.I had a pretty good day today.The pick-up went as well as expected.I had no mess to clean up.After I dropped the laundry off at the work site and sorted it all out,I went to have lunch at the social club.It was really good.I still felt hungry so I stopped an had a hot dog at a stand while I was on my way to pay the local property taxes.It was great.
I went to the local city building to pay the taxes and now,they're paid.We are done for the year regarding the city taxes and now,all we need to do is to pay the county taxes.We will pay those in a couple of months.I also paid my mechanic off for the repairs that he had done on the car that I am now driving.It's great to have a feeling of accomplishment and knowing that at leats something that you really needed to do has been done.Yes,it feels really good.
I also attended my weekly support group meeting at the church tonight and it went great.It was great to let loose some more emotional baggage that I was carrying and it was also wonderful to hear and be heard.It is great to know that I am not all alone in my struggles and that there are people that are just like me who have issues that they are struggling with and what they are doing to resolve them.It isn't easy but at times,it's wonderful to know people like yourself.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the shift goes well.
That was my day today and my hoped for day tomorrow.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty smooth work day today.Even the pick-up went well enough.I did not have no mess to clean up,which was great.I also had a great lunch and after my day was finished,I dropped the laundry off and headed home.
When I did get home today,I was eeling slightly at edge.Why?Earlier in the day while at work,I got a reminder to come into one of the job coaches offices and the anxiety that something was wrong came over me.I know that I should not have to have this anxiety but I have these anxiety attacks for a long time ever since my work history began.I did learn that there was something there for me courtesy of the organization.I sighed but the anxiety really had a hold on me for that brief time.Not only that,there were a few mishaps.When I went to the bank to withdraw some money for my mom,the withdrawl went great but when I went to cash a check that I had gotten from the organization,they accidently put my mom's account number on the back of the check instead.Though they fixed it,I was feeling a little angry over this and this anger really enveloped me.Not only that,earlier at work,one of the ladies at the work site had to nerve to bam on the door and give me a hard time about me saying something to myself while in the bathroom.This happens to be one of my problems and I was saying angry things to myself much of the afternoon.I also exploded at a couple of ladies who were looking at me in a strange way.Of course,I did not mean it but I still felt miserable.The only really good things to happen was that I bought the movies Planet Terror and The US VS John Lennon at a Blockbuster Video store in my area.
I was also feeling at edge because I have just learned that the movie about Lenon's murderer entitled Chapter 27 is going to be released in theatres next year in March.This really caught me off guard because I was hoping that we had heard the last of this film and the people behind it.As I have sated previously,I am going to honor the memory and legacy of John Lennon by not going to see this film.I also won't acknowledge that it exists.I will not see it.I will not rent it.I will not acknowledge the movie,either.Long Live The Memory Of John Lennon.
Tomorrow is simply a pick-up day.I am hoping that the pick-up goes well.I also will have lunch and I will also pay the long overdue city tax bill tomorrow.I also have my usual Wednesday night support group meeting at the church.I am hoping that the evening goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.I finally managed to get that unit out that I ordered previously that was defective.It is going to take about 3 weeks for the people I bought this off of to process the return and get a new one out to me.I will be very patient as I await this but I will check back during the week of the 25th-29th of this month to see if it has been received.I'm in no hurry.It is not a big thing.Again,I will be patient as I await the business at hand.
Last night,I went to see Halloween and it was pretty good.It is a faithful readapting of the 1978 film by John Carpenter and Debra Hill.But this time,Rob Zombie,who directed the film,went deeper into the background of the film's main villian,who is Michael Myers.Apparently,Rob Zombie wanted to point out what lead Michael Myers to being the psychotic murderer seeking revenge on his hometown nearly 17 years after he was committed when he murdered his older sister,her boyfriend and his step-father.There were also some triggering instances like his step father yelling and cursing at Michael and his mother.This brought back a little of what I witnesses when my sister's boyfriend used to assault her and emasculate her.But again,it was only a movie.Again,I still felt that the movie was pretty good and I enjoyed the film.It was as good as the original 1978 film and as stated,it brought more of Michael Myers background to the surface.After the movie,I went to have a couple of drinks with the guys where I entertain and it was also excellent.
I went to my anger management/conflict resolution group meeting tonight and it went well.It was great to let loose some more emotional baggage from the previous two weeks afetr there was no meeting last week due to it being a holiday.But again,it was wonderful to be around the group again and share in the conversations that were being talked and shared how we were both feeling and why we felt it.I am looking forward to the next meeting and I am hoping that the rest of the week goes good.
Tomorrow is a work day.I'm hoping that the day goes smoothly.
That was my day today and my night last night alongside my hopes for the day and week ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty good day today.I did not do too much.I simply ran an errand or two for the house.It wasn't anything much.It was just a personal thing.I also paid a visit with a friend of mine while I was out on my errand.He is doing good but his live in girlfriend wasn't feeling well.I did not stay too long due to this.I went home and I had a light dinner.After doing some more personal PC work,I bathed because I am going to see a movie tonight.I am going to see Rob Zombie's updating of the 1978 classic horror film Halloween.I have heard some mixed feelings about it from people that I know and I am going to see it myself because I did watch the classic 1978 film by John Carpenter and Debra Hill and it was as good as I remember it.I am now going to give this updating a chance.I hope that it is as good as the classic version.
Last night,my night of entertaining the crowd went great.It was an awesome night.I simply reaquainted myself with a few songs that I had not done in a long time.It was really neat.I had a great night and I am looking forward to entertaining the crowd again next Saturday night.I hope that it as good as it was last night.I might go have a friendly drink with the guys tonight after the movie.
Tomorrow is my day off.I am hoping that the day goes pretty good.I do have a meeting tomorrow evening with my anger management/conflict resolution group and I am hoping that the meeting goes well.I also have to get ready for the week ahead.I do not know what to expect but whatever happens,I hope that it will be good.
That was my day today and my hopes for tonight and the week ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.I went to a church bazaar in my hometown this morning.I simply looked around but did not find too much of anything.So,I bought a homemade cream puff and I left.I went home afterwards.
The only other things that I did were that I ran a couple of errands for my mom today.I had to pick up a few things at a couple of stores in the area for dinner.My mom and I decided to eat light again.We simply had homemade tomato soup with garlic bread on the side.It was filling and I enjoyed it.
I am now at home relaxing.It was a pretty good day today.Despite the weather being chilly,it was sunny and it made the day look goood despite the bitter cold that we were having.Plus,the light dinner that we had was really good.Not to exciting of a day,but pretty good.
I am looking forward to singing up a storm tonight.I look forward to entertaining the crowd every Saturday night.I am hoping that the night goes well for me tonight.Though I rarely,if ever,have an off night.I still hope for things to go well for me regardless.You never know what might happen.Again,I hope that the night goes well for me.
Regarding tomorrow,I might go see a movie.I would like to see the new version of the movie Halloween by rock star turned film maker Rob Zombie.I have heard mixed views about it from critics and from some of the people that I know.But last night,I watched the original 1978 movie by John Carpenter and starring Jamie Lee Curtis.Now,I would like to see the new updated version.I am hoping that the movie is a good one.
That was my day today.My hoped for night tonight and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a smooth work day today but when I came home,I had a really bad stomach ache.It was awful.I did take Alka-Seltzer to get rid of it and I also laid down for a little over an hour when I did.As a result of this,I ate a light dinner and relaxed.I am feeling better now but it was really painful feeling my stomach aching for much of the time that I came home.Again,I am feeling better and that is good.
The work day went by pretty well.The shift was a breeze.There were no loads left in the washers like on Thursday and there was no mess where I had to pick-up the dirty loads.I simply did my job and I dropped it off.Afterwards,I went to a supermarket to pick up a few things.I also cashed my paycheck and I went home to rest due to my stomach ache.But again,I am feeling better.I now have to be careful when I eat.I had two meatball submarines at work for lunch before my shift started and I think that this was what contibuted to my stomach ache.I guess that I now have to stick to one helping rather than have two.I will try that for a while and see what the results will be.
I am glad that the weekend is finally here.I am looking forward to singing for my friends tomorrow night.I am hoping that the night goes over well for me.I rarely have an off night but I still hope for things to go well each and every Saturday night.You never know.Regarding Sunday,I have not made any plans but whatever I do,I hope that it will be a very positive experience.
That was my day today and my hopes for the weekend ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling okay.The work day started out promising but soon turned frustrating.After I picked up three filled bags of dirty laundry at the drug/alcohol rehab center,I arrived at the work site and found that one of the washers was overfilled.It was filled with 5 blankest.Not only that,the blankets were extremely soaked with water from being left in the washer the entire night.I simply removed the wet blankets and placed them in both the dryers after seperating them.I started a few loads to begin my shift.But for most of the shift,I had to keep putting back a certain blanket that still came out damp each and every time I put it back in the dryer.This was frustrating.Before I put the last loads that I did in each dryer,I put the blanket in the opposite dryer and it finally came out dry.I was relieved because if it did not come out as dry,I felt like that I was going to scream.Not only that,I had to work overtime because I was waiting for the last loads that I did to dry so I could bag them and drop them off at the drug/alcohol rehab center.I was not about to leave it for the afternoon guy to finish.The worst part of it was that I am not going to be paid for overtime because my supervisor will only pay me for the shift that I am assigned.But again,I was glad that I got everything done and I dropped it off at the center.After paying the water bill to the city,I went home afterwards.
I am at home relaxing as I am typing this.I am just getting ready for the day ahead and I am hoping that the shift that I am working tomorrow in the afternoon goes by a lot more smoothly than this morning.I can not stand people who start jobs and do not finish them.I mean,I would get into trouble if I do something like that and believe me,I would get some serious criticism and discipline for doing something like that.I might go to sleep early tonight to prepare for the day ahead.
Tomorrow is simply another work day.As stated,I am hoping that the shift goes better than today.After that,it's the weekend.I am looking forward to that after what happened today.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead and the weekend.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.After I dropped off the laundry at the work site,I went straight to the eye doctor to get a follow-up evaluation on my eye.The doctor gave me a good report on my eyes,including the one that I accidently injured a little over two weeks ago.He told me that my right eye healed up really good and that he wants me to come back in a year.That made me feel pretty good.When I got home,I had a light lunch and I rested for about a couple of hours on my bed.
I went to my support group meeting at the church tonight and it went great.It was wonderful to let loose some more emotional baggage and even to listen to the other men let loose some of theirs as well.It was aweosme.I shared the good news that I got from the eye doctor and that got a positive response from the moderator.That also made me feel pretty good.Before I went home,I stopped at a Rite Aid in the area where the group was and I bought another DVD from there.They are currently selling classic horror movie DVD's at a bargain price over there and that is great.I did buy the original Hallowen recently from a location in my area and even that was also great.I am going to add more to my ever growing DVD library soon.October is a great month to buy horror films,especially classic stuff.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the shuft goes well.After work,I am going to pay the water bill on my mom's behalf.I am hoping that the day goes over well.
That was my day today and my hoped for day tomorrow.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty good work day today.It did start out messy because I had to pick up a mess in the laundry room over at the drug/alcohol rehab center and bag it.The worst thing about it was that nobody even bothered to lift a finger to help me while I was picking it up.I picked it up by myself.But when I got to the work site,I sorted out the laundry and started doing it.The rest would go by very well and it made up for the frustrations of the early morning.
While I was waiting for the laundry to get done,I brought a movie with me to share with the social club.It was The Beatles first feature film A Hard Day's Night.I did this to commemorate the occasion of John Lennon's birthday,which was today.John Lennon would have been 67 years of age today if he were alive.But he isn't.He is dead thanks to a man who was obsessed because Lennon was famous and he found himself to be a nothing.While it is a shame that John Lennon is dead,I still remember him year after year when his birthday and his anniversary of his murder roll around.I also remember him every day whenever I play any of my Beatle records or even Lennon's solo records.I miss him.
My session with the substitute sexual abuse support counselor went great.I let loose some steam and some more emotional baggage.It was a great meeting and I goyt a lot out of it.My next appointment with her will be in November.I can hardly wait for that.
Tomorrow is a pick-up day.I hope that it goes well.I also have an appointment with an eye doctor to examine my eye that goy hurt a little over two weeks ago.I also have a meting with my support group at the church tomorrow night.I am hoping that all goes well.
That was my day todaya nd my hoped for day tomorrow.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a not too bad of a day today.It was a sunny day.Not too hot not cold.Just right in the middle.But there was a tad bit of humidity.I dd not do too much.I did go to a Salvation Army thrift shop in my area and I bought some more collectable records over there.It was neat.Not only that,I also managed to look around there to see if they had anything else but it was the same old same old.
I then went home after leaving there and I finished my personal PC work.I also had dinner and I even posted a few e-mails to a few friends who lived in other parts of the United States.Overall,not too bad of a day.
Last night,I had a friendly drink with a few friends over at the place where I sing and it was wonderful.I also had a talk with a regular guy who also stopped in and it was wonderful.We talked about the effects of Christopher Columbus discovering America and why it happened.The reason why is because he wanted to show that the world was round and not flat like many sailors and explorers believed.Well,he did prove it in more ways than one and it was a history making event.Whether Columbus discovering America was a good or bad thing is up to debate but he did bring some stuff with him that had a negative effect on the world late such as STD's.Not only that,he also imposed the foreign religion on the Native Americans(i.e.Indians) and many of the crew members also raped the women of the Indians.This is from what I have read and from many other documents shared over the years.Sometimes,I felt that Columbus should have left well enough alone.
Last night,after I went to bed,I tried to go to sleep but couldn't.I tossed and turned but to no avail.All of a sudden,images from the past started coming back to haunt me again.I also had a vision of me wearing a princess costume at a masquerade party rather than a Prince Charming costume.I wound up masturbating until ejeculating.I did go to the bathroom to wash and I asked God in Heaven to forgive me.Afterwards,I forgave myself and I finally went to sleep.I woke up today around 1:15p.m.I had a horrible dream last night that I was bound in a tower and it was dark everywhere around.I called out but nobody heard me.All of a sudden,I lost my voice in teh dream and what ended it was hearing the alarm.I turned off the alarm and I proceeded to get on with my day.
I do not care what these recurring images and/or bad dreams try to amount to.I am not abandonning my healing process.I know the right thing and I know what is wrong.I am going to continue on in my healing and I am determined to overcome Homosexuality/SSA no matter what.I may be weak and imperfect but I am going to stand my ground and stay strong.I will not act out with another man.No way.No How.
Tomorrow is simply a work day.I am hoping that the day goes smoothly.I also have an appointment with my substitute sexaul abuse support counselor and I am hoping that the session with her goes well.
That was my night last night and my day today alongside my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty good day today.I went out for a bit today.I went to a shopping mall where there was a used record and music store.I bought a used colored vinyl album and it is a beauty.I am glad to have this.It is a rare album called Tuxedo Junction(not to be confused with the formal wear store of the same name)and it was pressed on GOLD vinyl.It is in awesome shape and I am glad to have it.
Afterwards,I went to a store to pick up some dish detergent for my mom and I went home.The minute that I arrived home,I got ready for dinner and it was a very good dinner that was made.
After that,I finished my personal PC work.It was not too much.I simply had to finish up my e-mail work and I also had to type up some posts in a Yahoo forum that I am a member of.It was a pretty good day.I kept myself busy and that was neat.I had a very good day out and getting some stuff done was great.
My night of entertaining the crowd went great.My tribute to the great John Lennon went over well.Each and every one liked my Lennon tribute and that made me feel really good.It was a wonderful night and it was wonderful that it all worked out for the better.The next time that I will pay a tribute to John Lennon will be the week of his asassination this coming December.I will also be doing a George Harrison tribute the week before because George dies a week before Lennon's murder anniversary.Next week,it will back to normal.Regarding the rest of the night,I have not made any plans but I just might go out and have a nice,friendly drink with a few of teh guys tonight.If I do,then cool.
Tomorrow is Columbus Day.It is a holiday and I will not be going to a meeting tomorrow night for anger management/conflict resolution due to it being a holiday.There will be one next Monday night.I will just take it easy for the day.
The only things that are happening this week is that I have an appointment with my substitute sexual abuse support counselor on Tuesday afternoon and I have an appointment with an eyte doctor for a check-up after I injured my eye two weeks ago.I also have my support group meeting at the church on Wednesday night.I hope that each of these go well.
That was my day today,my night last night and my hopes for tonight and the week ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling okay,but I am also feeling hopeful and optimistic.I had a pretty fair day today.
I went to do some last minute grocery shopping for my mom today before dinner but I had a pretty stressful time at the supermarket.I was seraching all over to get certain things and was having a hard time.Even worse,I asked certain employees for help and they left me hanging.Fortunately,a manger helped me out and I got at least the vast majority of what I was looking for.After I left,I went home.
When I got home,I bathed and ate dinner.It was great.It was also a nice way to end a pretty stressful day out at the supermarket.But at least,I got the shopping done and that was great.
I am now relaxing.I am anticipating this evening.I am going out to entertain my friends tonight.I will be doing my yearly tribute to John Lennon.His birthday is this coming Tuesday and I am doing the tribute tonight.I am hoping that the evening goes well for me.Though I rarely,if ever,have an off night,I always hope for the evening to go well.You never know what might happen.Again,I am hoping that the evening goes well.If John Lennon were alive today,he would be 67 years old.
Tomorrow is Sunday.I have not decided what I am going to do tomorow.But whatever I do,I am hoping that it will be a very positive experience.
That was my day today and my hopes for tonight and for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty good work day today.The shift went by as smoothly as usual.Nothing negative to report.After the shift was done,I bagged the laundry and dropped it off at the drug/alcohol rehab center and I went home.
I had to mail out an important check today to pay a finance company with whom I have a line of credit account with.I also had to call them because I was mailing this out late and it was going to be there two days after the due date.They said that it was okay and it was marked that it was on the way.Afterwards,I headed over to the post office to mail it out.I also had to buy for my mom,a bunch of stamps so a few of her important bills could be mailed out.I also had to pick up a few things for the home and for myself and when I got home,I had dinner.
After dinner,I finished my personal PC work.While I was catching up on some last minute e-mails,I talked with a lady who I was waiting for to call me after I left her a message on her voice-mail.We talked for over half an hour and while I was talking to her,I did a virus scan on my computer to check for viruses,spyware or any threats.After I talked with her,I went out to pick up a DVD that I specially ordered at a music store and I can hardly wait to watch it when I can.I also went to do some personal shopping for myself and I picked up something for my mom along the way.
When I got home,I checked my computer and there were no viruses or spyware on it and that was great.I also managed to finish my catching up and now I am all caught up.I also registered some more bills at Where's George.Overall,a pretty good day.
The only disappointment was that the Buffalo Sabres lost to the New York Islanders in the opening game by a score of 6-4.But it is only the very first game and the season has just started.
Tomorrow night,I am going to doing my usual singing and entertaining the crowd over at the place where I sing it every Saturday night.I am always glad for the weekend and when it arrives.I look forward to doing that every week.It is awesome to look forward to doing something you enjoy doing.I will be doing my usual tribute to John Lenon because it will be his birthday on October 9th,which will be this coming Tuesday.I miss John Lennon.It still saddens me when the anniversary of his death roll around.It makes me feel like crying.But again,it will be his birthday this coming Tuesday and again,I will be doing a tribute to him tomorrow night.I hope that it goes well.
That was my day today and my hoped for day tomorrow.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty good day today.My work day went by smoothly and I also had a pretty good rest of the afternoon off.On the way home,I had to make a couple of stops at a post office in the area where I worked and I also had to pick up a couple of things at a couple of supermarkets in the area.I also had to stop at the bank to withdrawl some money for my mom and I went home.
I relaxed most of the afternoon and I also had to run again for my mom before dinner was ready.It was simply to make another money withdrawl from the bank.
After dinner,I finished the rest of my personal PC work.I also had to e-mail that friend of mine in North Carolina to inform him that the money order for the book that he sent me was on the way to him.I had to send that in because he was kind enough to send me the book before I paid him for it and I also did not want to invalidate or even violate his trust in me.I hope that he receives it soon and I am eagerly awaiting his next book.This is a book that I contributed to and I have been looking through since I received it.I am hoping to start reading it soon.At the moment,I am only looking through it.
I am at home right now relaxing.It is a pretty cool evening and I am eagerly awaiting the new day.I am hoping that the day is a very good one.I did get through the day without getting angry or losing my temper and that is good.But there is always tomorrow and the day after that and so on.Each and every day is a new day and a new challenge in my quest to control my anger and/or my temper.According to the people around me,I am doing good but I stil need to take this as a One Day at a Time thing.If I can stay cool one day.There is always the next day and the day after that and so on.
Tomorrow is yet another work day.I am hoping that the shift goes well.After that,it's the weekend.
That was my day today and my hoped for day tomorrow.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.The pick-up went by smoothly with no mess to clean up.I simply picked the bags up and dropped them off at the work site and went over to the social club to print up some stuff before going home for the day.While on the way home,I stopped at a couple of stores to pick up some things for my mother that she needed.
After I went home,I finished off my personal PC work and took it easy for the day.I did manage to go to a local music store to place a special order for a DVD that was released yesterday.It is of an old Halloween special that I watched when I was a kid that featured the rock band KISS in their first prime time TV appearance.It will be great to see that special again after all these years.I have not seen it since I was 6 years and it will be terrific to see that special after all these years rather than just snippets of it on YouTube.
Tonight support group meeting at the church went great.It was wonderful to be around the guys again after missing the meeting last week due to my injuring my eye.Once again,it was wonderful to unload some more emotional baggage that I have been carrying the past two weeks.Again,it was wonderful and I am looking forward to the next meeting.It was wonderful to hear and to also be heard without fear of being judged.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the shift goes by well.
That was my day today and my hoped for day tomorrow.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty smooth work day today and that was good.The day went by pretty fast and when I got through,I felt pretty good.I bagged all the laundry and dropped it off at the drug/alcohol rehab center then went home.
When I was finished,I was really tired.I was glad to get home.I also have been feeling a little down today.I guess that it is because I really did not get an awful lot of sleep last night.I went to bed late.Tonight,when I go to sleep,I am going to try to get enough hours of sleep so I will feel better.I do not want to feel down too often and I am hoping that this does not become a problem.Again,I am going to resolve to get a lot of sleep and I am hoping to wake up refreshed and recharged rather than always tired and feeling down.
When I got home,I did take a little nap before dinner.I did feel a little bit better from doing that.I may also feel a little down because I did have home made turkey burgers made from ground turkey.I guess that is probably why I am feeling a little down because turkey is known to make people tired and sleepy.But still,I hope that I feel better tomorrow by trying to get some sleep and I mean enough sleep.
Tomorrow is simply a pick-up day.I am hoping that the pick-up goes well.Tomorrow night is my support group at the church meeting.I am hoping that the meeting goes well tomorrow night,too.
That was my day today and my hoped for day tomorrow.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.I heard from a friend today to let me know that he now had a phone.I only talked with him for a few minutes and that was it.I also heard from the company that manufactured the Nostalgic looking compact stereo that I recently purchased.I told them the problem of the Cd player not working up the snuff and they advised me to send it back to the people that I ordered it from,which I will be doing in a few days.I have to repack it and ship it out.I am hoping that the new one I get in exchange will work this time.If not,then they will simply have to credit my account.Again,tomorrow,when I get home from work,I am going to pack it back and send it back.I also have to let the people that I bought it off from know when I am shipping it out.
Tonight,my anger management/conflict resolution went well.It was awesome.There was a lot more people there then there was two weeks ago.It was great to share some more stuff with the guys and a few ladies.It went good and I am looking forward to the next meeting,which will be in 2 weeks.There is no meeting next week due to it being Columbus Day.I will just have to hang in there until then.I do have an appointment with my substitute sexual abuse support counselor next Tuesday.This week,the only thing that I have is my weekly Wednesday night support group meeting at the church.Aside from that,I do not have anything else this week.I am free the rest of the week.Again,the group meeting went well and I did get a lot out of it.
Last night,my night of entertaining the crowd went well.There was not an awful lot of people there due it last night being darts tounaments night.Then again,Sunday night is always low.Still,the night went by well and I had a good time.Also,when I got home,my scan came back positive.There were no viruses or spyware on my computer.That was great.Plus today,there were hardly any computer problems for me and that was great.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the day goes over well.
That was my day today and my hoped for day tomorrow.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a not too eventful day today.But there was some stress today regharding my computer when I was on the internet using Yahoo.There were a few instances where I was on Yahoo and the screen froze all of a sudden.This happened frequently throughout the day and I had to keep restarting the computer to try to stop this but it continued.It actually happened a few minutes ago while I was catching up on some last minute messages in my Yahoo e-mail box.I did restart the computer again and I am hoping that it does not happen again.But to be on the safe side,I am going to do another scan tonight while I am out and I am hoping that there is nothing wrong with the sysytem on my PC.Again,I am hoping that there is nothing wrong.
Last night,I had a very disappointing night.When I got to the place where I sing every Saturday night,there were dart tournaments last night.Plus,the KJ there was not getting an awful lot of singers either.I left around half past midnight and went home.This was very disappointing but I am going to go out tonight and I am hoping that the night goes well for me.There will not be too many people there but it's better than no people.I am looking forward to this and again,I am hoping that it goes over well.
Tomorrow is my day off.I am hoping that the day goes well.I do have an anger management/conflict resolution group meeting last night.I do have a lot to tell them.I am hoping that the meeting goes well.
The best thing to happen today was that I had a talk with a friend in New Jersey and he is doing good.It was great to talk with him.I look forward to talking to him next week.
That was my day today and my hoped for day tomorrow.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.Today was not too eventful of a day.The only thing that I really did today was that I had to run a small errand for my mom.I also managed to drop in on a friend during the errand run.He showed me a TV set that he found and that he felt that it needed to be worked on.I simply said it was cool and that I was only stopping by to check up on him.I left and he also went to go where his live in girlfriend was to meet up with her.I simply finished my errand and I went home.
After a bath that I took when I came home,I ate a small pizza with a lot of stuff on it.It was pretty good and it was also filling.
I am now relaxing.It is a pretty cool evening.I am also getting ready for the evening because I am going out tonight to entertain the crowd.I always look forward to singing and entertaining every week.It is always a pleasure for me to entertain the people.I always anticipate a great time and a satisfactory response.I am hoping that the evening works out and that it goes well.As I have often stated,I rarely,if ever,have an off night,I always hope for things to go well.You never know what might happen.Despite that,I am still feeling hopeful and very optimistic about tonight and I have a good feeling that it will work out fine.But again,I still hope for the night to go well for me.
Regarding Sunday,I have not made any plans nor do I know if I am going to do anything or even go anywhere in particular.But whatever I do,I am hoping that it will have a positive effect on me.
That was my day today,my hoped for night tonight and my hopes for the rest of the weekend.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.The work shift went by smoothly.There was no mess to clean when I went to do the pick up and there was no wet laundry left in the washers by the Friday morning person.Before I did my job,I had lunch with a few people at the social club.The lunch hour went by great.I had talks with a few people and the conversations were great.
When lunch was over,I went to work and as stated,the shift went by smoothly.After I was finished,I packed up the clean laundry and after dropping it off at the drug/alcohol rehab center,I went home.On the way home,I picked up a couple of things at a nearby supermarket and at a discount store.I also stopped to cash my paycheck at the bank that I do business with.
While I was eating dinner tonight,I did a virus scan on my computer and there were no viruses or spyware on my computer.It was great to see that my database was clean and had nothing in it that could jeopardize my computer as a whole.After I ate,I relaxed a bit a nd patiently awaited my virus scan to be completed.After it was done,I restarted my computer to keep the database working correctly so there are no problems when I try to log onto the internet as well as when I am on it.It is just great that there was nothing in my computer and that it was clean.I will be doing these weekly to ensure that my computer stays clean from any viruses or even spyware.
I am glad that the weekend is finally here.I can hardly wait to entertain the crowd tomorrow night.I am looking forward to doing that and I always do.I love what I do and I really enjoy it.Again,I can hardly wait for tomorrow night.I am also hoping,as always,that the evening will go well for me.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.The work shift went by well and when I picked up a load of laundry,there was no mess to clean up.I simply picked up the filled bag and drove directly to the worksite.I had a pretty good feeling all over myself.
When I got to the worksite,I saw that the washers were still full with wet laundry.The person that worked the previous afternoon did not finish the job that he had started.One of the washers was over filled with blankets and I had to put my work on hold to finish off what the previous person did not even finish.This really wasn't what I was expecting or even hoping.I simply seperated this wet stuff and put it in the dryers and waited for them to dry.I also left a note for one of the job coaches describing the subject in full detail.It took a bit of doing,but I managed to at least get a little bit of what I had brought from the drug and alcohol rehab center done.Afterwards,when the shift was over,I ate lunch and used the remaining part of the lunch hour to finish my job and go home.
When I got home,I simply took it easy for a while and did my personal PC work.It took a while but it was relaxing and soothing.I was accomplishing something and that made me feel pretty good.My eldest grand-niece was over for a while and while she was here,I showed her an Inside/Out episode on a Break-Up between a man and his about to be ex-wife and how it was affecting not only the adults involved but also most importantly,the children and how they felt regarding it,including all the mixed emotions,feelings and the like.My mom felt that this was too extreme for her at her age but my eldest grand-neice realized why I was showing her this.I wanted to also let her know how I understood how she felt and that her great grandmother and her great grandfather went through the same thing and so did I and her aunt and grandmother.She also admitted that a tear fell down her face while watching it but again,she understood why I showed it and she did get the full gist of what it was portraying.That made me feel pretty good.I also had to assure my mom that I did it for a reason.My mom also understood.
I am now relaxing at home.I am getting ready for the next work shift tomorrow.I am hoping that the shift goes well.After that,it's the weekend.I am hoping that the weekend goes better than last weekend.I will be singing as usual on Saturday night and I am hoping that the night goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day tomorrow and the weekend ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty good day today.The pick-up went well.There was no mess to clean up and I simply took the laundry to the work site and went home shortly afterwards.
When I got home,I did all of my personal PC work and I took my mom grocery shopping afterwards.While she was doing that,I simply went to the post office to drop off a couple of packages that my mother was returning and I also purchased and sent out a money order for a rare collectable that I am purchasing.When I got back to the supermarket,my mom was almost finished with her shopping and after helping her bag it,I took her home and helped bring in the bags full of groceries.I did take a short drive afterwards around the town and I went home shortly afterwards.
We had a light dinner tonight.It was nothing much.It was simply a frozen TV dinner for each of us.After dinner,I did some more personal PC work and took it easy for a while.
I am at home at the moment.The evening is cool.I am just relaxing and taking it easy.As I stated yesterday,I stayed home tonight from the meeting due to my eye injury.I am going to be attending next Wednesday night.I do have a lot to tell them next week.I am hoping that the meeting goes well next week.I am also going to be attending another anger management/conflict resolution group next Monday evening.I also have a lot to tell them.I am hoping that next week starts off better than this week.I am also hoping that what happened to me on late Saturday night/early Sunday morning doesn't happen again,either.
Tomorrow is simply a work day.I am hoping that the shift goes over well.
That was my day today and my hoped for day tomorow.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling a little bit better.My eye has been healing up really good.I am not feeling as much pain anymore.There is still a little bit of redness but I know that this will go away in time.The work day went by pretty smoothly and I felt pretty good about that.I also ran a few errands today for my mom.I went to pick something to eat for dinner tonight and I also had to pick up a couple of things at the supermarket.Again,I am feeling better and I it gives me a pretty good feeling.
Tomorrow,on the advice of my mom and my doctor,I am going to stay home tomorrow night.I did phone the group at the church's moderator to inform him that I would not be at the meeting tomorrow night due to my eye injury.His wife.who answered,told me that she hopes that I am feeling better and that I was going to be missed.I am just going to stay home and take it easy and work on getting my eye healed more.Though it has healed some where I am not feeling pain anymore,I still feel that I do need a little bit more rest and relaxation and again,I would like some of the redness to heal.It has healed somewhat but I want to see even more healed up.I am hoping that in the next few days it will be.
Tomorrow is simply the usual pick-up day.I am hoping that the pick-up goes well.
That was my day and my hoped for day tomorrow.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling mixed emotions.My weekend ended on a very disappointing note.I ended up injuring my right eye after I hit it accidently with a rabbit ears TV antenna.It really hurt.When I went too sleep on late Saturday night/early Sunday morning,I thought that my eye would heal overnite.But it did not.My nephew took me to the emergency ward at the local hospital so I could checked out and get some medicine for my right eye.I waited at the hospital for a long time.While waiting,I rested my eye by keeping it closed.It was very painful for much of the day.I could not go online for the whole day as a result because I had a difficult time trying to keep my eyes open because each time I tried,my right eye got watery and the pain was even more extreme.Today,I am feeling better but I still have some problems.My right eye's vision is a little blurry.But I am still hanging in there.I know that my vision will improve.It is just going to take probably another good night's sleep for it to heal a little bit more.I am just going to keep taking the prescibed medicine until I am feeling better.I am feeling a bit more relieved now.But I know that it will take a little bit more time to heal.I guess that I am going to have to wing it for now.
Other than that,Saturday night went well.I had a blast entertaining the crowd and it was great.I even tried out a new song on Saturday night and it got a great round of applause.I had a ball as always.I am looking forward to entertaining them again this coming Saturday night.I am hoping to finally have some more new stuff rehearsed for this coming Saturday night because I have been stuck in the same old same old for quite a long time while singing at least one new song.Though there is no demand for me to learn anything new,I want to strive to learn to sing new songs and build up my repertoire and keep it branched out.I also want to let loose my vocal abilities in quite a few areas.I just want to build up my singing repertoire while keeping my vocal versatility the way it always has been.The only disappointment was that I could not go out and have a friendly drink with the guys last night.But I will be able to have it with them next week because I will be feeling better next week.
Today,I had a couple of great conversations.I received a phone call from a friend of mine that I have been trying to get ahold of.His phone call really made my day and it did also cheer me up.Him and I talked for about 1/2 hour about music.We talked about KISS,Jimi Hendrix and other sorts.He told me that he learns a lot of new things courtesy of me and that he always enjoys talking to me.I even thanked him for calling and that he cheered me up with this phone call and he simply told me "You Did It For Me,Dude & Now I Did It For You."because I did call him up to cheer him up on one day when he was really in a funk himself.I told him about my eye injury and that I accidently scratched my cornea and he said that he was sorry to hear that and that he hopes that I am feeling better soon.I again thanked him and that was it.
Another thing today was that I was having computer issues.I had a tough time trying to get my personal PC work done because the program was not responding too well to what I was trying to get done.After several restarts and a unplugging,I am finally getting some things accomplished.I am hoping that I do not have these issues for a while.
Another disappointment,I could not attend the anger management/conflict resolution group meeting today due to my eye injury and from the sedating pain pill that I am taking that was prescribed to me.But I wil be attending next week and I do have a story to tell them when I get there.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the day goes by smoothly.
That was what it has been for me over the past few days.I am just glad to have finally posted it.I am hoping that the rest of the week goes by smoothly and that I have no more accidents.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I am also feeling very hopeful and optimistic.
Today,I ran an errand for my mom today because I needed to pick up a few things for dinner tonight.The day was very sunny and mild.I was in a pretty good mood today and I was glad that I found everything that I needed.Again,it was a very good day and I had a great day out.
I also managed to stop in on that friend of mine and he is doing good.I missed him last week but was glad to see him today.Last week,he went with his landlord somewhere and that was why he wasn't home.I was glad to catch him at home and that was good.As always,I will be checking up on him next week.
Tonight is my night to entertain the crowd.I am looking forward to this as I always do.I am hoping that the night goes well.Though I rarely,if ever,have an off night,I still always hope for things to go well.You never know what might happen.But I have a feeling that the night will go well and that it will be a very positive experience as usual.Again,I am hoping that the night goes well.
Tomorrow is Sunday.I have not made any plans for tomorrow but whatever I do,I am hoping that it will be something that will have a positive effect on me.
That was my day today and my hoped for day tomorrow.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good work day today.Since I now work the afternoon shift at my work place,I started my work shift after I ate lunch.The shift went by pretty well.I did not have too much to do.The time went by pretty fast.After I was done,I bagged the laundry and dropped it off.Before I went home,I had to stop at a supermarket in the area to pick up a few things for dinner.I also had to stop to cash my paycheck at the bank.
When I got home,I did a little bit more personal PC work while I was waiting for dinner to get done.My mom and I decided to have a light supper tonight because we did not feel too hungry,especially me because I had two heaping helpings of ravioli for lunch at work.
After dinner,I went back online to register some dollar bills at Where's George and stamp them with the website info so people that get these bills can hit them when they get them in change or through gambling winnings or even by cashing their paychecks.You never know where those dollar bills go or where they will end up.It is a fun way to find out how the buck is passed.After that,I did a scan on my computer to check for viruses and spyware and my computer database is clean.There were no viruses or spyware,which is great.But again,I do it every Friday to ensure that my computer stays clean.
Earlier this evening,I went to a Radio Shack in my area and bought a microphone for my portable tape recorder so I can tape some stuff off of my computer.The microphone works very good and it will be great to use it to make recordings.I also placed an order yesterday through a website that gives me credit to buy things and keep them while I am paying monthly for them.The item that I ordered is a compact nostalgic looking stereo with a built in cassette player and CD recorder.At this moment,I do not know when the item will be shiped but when it is,I will be eagerly awaiting this.It will be great to make my own CD's with some albums that I have that have not even made it to CD as of yet.I can hardly wait for this to come in.
I am glad that the weekend is finally here.I am looking forward to singing up a storm for my friends.I always look forward to entertaining the crowd every Saturday night.I am hoping that the night goes well for me.Again,I am looking forward to entertaining the crowd with a lot of enthusiasm and optimism.
That was my day today and my hopes for tomorrow.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling okay.The work day went by smoothly but during the lunch hour,something happened that I was not prepared for.I was called by the social club coordinator into a back room when one of the social club members complained about me informing another staff person about her not recording her time off one of the internet computers,which is one of the rules of the social club regarding the internet computers(there are two)because of some of the stuff that has happened on them.I was trying to reduce conflict around the place by informing staff rather than taking the matter in my own hands and risking tempers flaring from members.As I have previously reported on here,there have been many numerous instances where pornography has been found in the internet history on the main internet computer in the front room where most of the members sit around and chit-chat.There has been some found during the time periods that I have been on and I knew perfectly well that I have not logged on to any of those.Apparently,the lady got a little upset when I was only trying to do what was right and save us from any form of finger pointing which can lead to conflicts.But she grabbed the wrong edge of the stick and got in a tizzy.But we did come to a resolution about it.She said that she would appreciate if I would remind her to record time off or even on and off in the near future rather than tell a staff person about it and risk hurting other's feelings.I agreed because I did not want any more arguments or even worse,tempers flaring for no particular reason at all.There is no reason or excuse for tempers to start flaring.I mean,people at times have a right and/or reason to be angry but tempers really do not need to be flared at all.
This experience confirms what I have been learning.Each and every day is a test to my abilities to keep my temper under control and not to lose my cool under any circumstances.But again,day after day,I am learning that each day is a new test to my abilities to keep my cool.Lately,according to the compliments that I have been getting from those around work and the social club,I have been doing great in keeping my temper under control and staying cool.But as stated,each and every day is a new test and so far,according to those around me,I have been passing every test.But again,each day is a new beginning and a new test.If I can get through one day without losing my temper and getting angry,GREAT.But there is always the next day and the day after that and so on.
Not only that,I was also having difficulties getting my safety belt on when I was trying to get to work today.I tried to pull it out to wear it as part of the law in New York state.But I couldn't get it to make it work for a while.I did call my mechanic's garage and they simply told me to wing it until I could get some info on replacing it.Fortunately,it did start to work later but I had to start driving in order to get it to work.Hopefully,I can get this matter resolved and I hope that it will not be too expensive.
Tomorrow is another work day.I am hoping that the shift goes by well.After what happened today,I am going to need a smooth work shift.After that,it's the weekend and I will be doing my usual singing up a storm for my friends when the weekend begins.
That was my day today and my hoped for day tomorrow.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.I had a doctor's appointment today and that went well.I simply obtained a prescription for my blood pressure after they did a check up on me.I left the doctor's office and went to do the pick up.
The pick-up went well.It was only one laundry bag but the best thing about it was that there was no mess to clean up.I simply dropped it off at the work place and went home.After I got home,I took a little nap for about an hour and afterwards,I felt better.I was feeling tired when I got in because I was yawning for a while while waiting for the doctor to call me into the office.Again,I felt better after the nap.
The meeting tonight went great.There was not too many men at the meeting tonight but it was still better than nothing.As usual,we all relieved ourselves of some emotional baggage that we have been carrying through the week.It was great to let it all go.It was also wonderful to have a group of men listen while I was talking.Again,the meeting went great and I am looking forward to the next week's meeting.
Another reason why I am feeling good is that the emotional roller coaster that I have been on is starting to slow down.I have not been feeling at edge very much these past few days.I guess that I am now meeting other people who are also trying to get out of the emotional ruts that they are in.The anger management/conflict resolution group that I attended on Monday night was great.I got a lot out of it.As usual,I rehashed many of the experiences that I had growing up and though I sometimes wish that I did not have to do that,I guess that I will be doing that for the rest of my life.I guess that any group I attend in the near and distant future,I am going to be repeatedly sharing these experiences.Then again,it's better than keeping them bottled up inside and feeling alone and miserable,including getting angry when least expected.
Tomorrow is another work day.I am hoping that the day goes by well.
That was my day today and my hoped for day tomorrow.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty smooth work day today.There was only a couple (i.e.two) bags to pick up.There was also no mess.After work,I dropped off the clean laundry at the drug/alcohol rehab center and headed for home.
After dropping off some stuff at home,I ran an errand for my mom and I also managed to buy a few more collectable record albums.Not too bad of a day.Work went well and I felt satisfied.This is the first time in quite a while that I had a feeling of satisfaction.
I also had to go out and pick up some more take out for dinner.It was a few Arby's melt sandwiches and they were good.It also filled me up.I also ran another errand for my mom.It was to pick up a few prescriptions.Two for her and one for myself.I feel a bit better than I have been in recent days.That gives me a good feeling.
I am now at home relaxing.I am getting ready to retire for the evening and I am feeling a bit more hopeful than usual.I have not felt too hopeful in quite a while.I am hoping that this feeling stays with me for a while.I am also hoping that my optimism comes back.It would be great to feel more optimistic than anxious.I feel that I am moving forward and that makes me feel pretty hopeful and a little bit better.
Tomorrow is simply a pick up day.Tomorrow night is another support group meeting at the church.I am hoping that both go well.
That was my day today and my hoped for day tomorrow.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.I ran an errand for my mom today and I also picked up some dinner at a local Subway,which were 2 club sandwiches.They were delicious.Aside from that,I did not do too much.I went to a K-Mart in my area early this afternoon and picked up a couple of High Bias 90 minute recording cassettes.I was glad to have found these and I am going to use them in the near future to make a tape recording and transfer them to a CD when I order that CD burner in the near future to make my own CD's.It would be great to start doing that.I have a whole bunch of albums that have not made it to CD as of yet and it would be nice to make CD's.But I will make them for my own personal use.That is a promise.I even went to a Salvation Army thrift shop in my area and I found a few more collectable records and some old tapes.I tried out a couple of them and they played great.That made my afternoon.
Tonight,my first meeting with that anger management/conflict resolution group and it was great.I am looking forward to the next meeting next Monday night.It was great to get to know the other people in the group.I shared experiences that I have shared countless times and as always,it was super to get reassurances from the group.I am looking forward to the next meeting and I am hoping that it is as wonderful as the last one.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the day goes well.
That was my day today and my hoped for day tomorrow.FJ