Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty good day today.I didn't do too much.I went out to run an errand for my mom this afternoon and I also did a few things for myself.I had to get a few things for my mom for the home and it was also a nice day.I also took a spin around town and I even bought a few records at a Salvation Army thrift shop in my area.After that,I went home.
After a light dinner,I went and finished my personal PC work.It was really a whole bunch of e-mail's that I had to get out of the way.But I am just glad to get it done.
Last night,my night of entertaining the crowd went great.I got to do my usual allotment and it was wonderful.I got a very enthusiatic round of applause for my performance and that made me feel good all over.I had a blast and it was wonderful.For a Friday night,it was great.Tonight,I am not really going to go anywhere but I am just going to stay home and take it easy.I might just go and take a cruise around the town for a bit before calling it a night.I might just relax the rest of the night and just anticipate tomorrow and the week ahead.
I did have a short talk with a friend of mine who I have not heard from in over a week.He's doing fine and he also informed me that his cell number is going to change.He also assured me that he would let me know when he finally has it so I can call and talk with him for a while in the near future.But it was just great to talk with him.
As for tomorrow,I have not made any definite plans but whatever I do,I hope that it benefits me positively.
That was my day today,including my night last night and my hopes for the rest of the weekend.FJ
Saturday, April 05, 2008
Friday, April 04, 2008
Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.The work shift went by smoothly and I didn't have a lot to do.After the shift was done,I dropped everything off and headed for the bank to cash a check for my mom.
After doing that,I went to a Dollar Tree store in the area and picked up a pack of Q-Tips.This was the only errand that I had to run today.I went home afterwards.
After a light dinner,I registered some more bills at Where's George,which were the bills that I had withdrawn for my mom amd some for myself.I also had to make a payment on Ebay for a rare collectable that I had just won.I also had to leave feedback for several other items that I won and bought on Ebay beforehand.That is now out of the way.
I am now relaxing.I am also anticipating the upcoming evening.I will be going out to sing tonight for the crowd because,as I stated yesterday,there will be LIVE entertainment at the place tomorrow night and I chose to go out tonight instead.I am looking forward to doing that tonight.I hope that the night goes well for me.Though I rarely have an off night,I still hope for things to go well.But I do have a feeling that things will go well.Hopefully,it will return to the normal schedule next week.Overall,it was a pretty good day.
As for tomorrow,I have not made any plans but whatever I do,I hope that it affects me in a positive way.As for the rest of the weekend,the same.
That was my day today and my hopes for tonight and the weekend ahead.FJ
After doing that,I went to a Dollar Tree store in the area and picked up a pack of Q-Tips.This was the only errand that I had to run today.I went home afterwards.
After a light dinner,I registered some more bills at Where's George,which were the bills that I had withdrawn for my mom amd some for myself.I also had to make a payment on Ebay for a rare collectable that I had just won.I also had to leave feedback for several other items that I won and bought on Ebay beforehand.That is now out of the way.
I am now relaxing.I am also anticipating the upcoming evening.I will be going out to sing tonight for the crowd because,as I stated yesterday,there will be LIVE entertainment at the place tomorrow night and I chose to go out tonight instead.I am looking forward to doing that tonight.I hope that the night goes well for me.Though I rarely have an off night,I still hope for things to go well.But I do have a feeling that things will go well.Hopefully,it will return to the normal schedule next week.Overall,it was a pretty good day.
As for tomorrow,I have not made any plans but whatever I do,I hope that it affects me in a positive way.As for the rest of the weekend,the same.
That was my day today and my hopes for tonight and the weekend ahead.FJ
Thursday, April 03, 2008
Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty good day today.The work shift went by smoothly and the day at the social club was also better.There was no animosity and that loud,overbearing,arrogant and agressive guy was nowhere to be found.I even had lunch at the social club and it was a great pasta lunch.Overall,a pretty good day.
On the way home from work,I stopped at a post office in the area and I mailed out a couple of creditor payments.They are due by next week and I had to get them out right away.I am hoping that they do indeed get there on time.I sent them out Priority Mail and they should arrive at their respectable locations.After that,I went home and didn't stop for anything.
When I got home,I had to run a couple of errands for my mom.I had to get a few birthday cards any try to find the hair coloring that my mother wanted me to get for her but the store that I went to didn't have what she was looking for.
Later on,I dropped my mom at my sister's house where one of my nephews was celebrating his 22nd birthday.I opted not to go because I didn't feel like it.After I dropped her off,I went home to complete my personal computer work.
With that done,I shut down the computer and went out to get dinner for myself.I had a Jr.Bacon Cheeseburger w/ Fries from Wendy's and it was super.It was also pretty filling.After eating,I watched a few scenes from one of my favorite movies until my mom came home when my niece dropped her off.
I am now relaxing.I had a pretty good but a little bit exaustive day.I got quite a bit accomplished.Overall,a pretty good day.
Tomorrow is another work day.I am hoping that the shift goes well.Tomorrow night,I will be singing for the crowd rather than Saturday night.On Saturday night,they are going to be having LIVE entertainment by a local band.As a result of this,I will be going out to sing Friday night rather than Saturday night.After that,it will be back,hopefully,to the regular schedule.
As for what I will do on Saturday night,I haven't made any plans.But whatever I chooes to do,I hope that it affects me in a positive way.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day and night ahead.FJ
On the way home from work,I stopped at a post office in the area and I mailed out a couple of creditor payments.They are due by next week and I had to get them out right away.I am hoping that they do indeed get there on time.I sent them out Priority Mail and they should arrive at their respectable locations.After that,I went home and didn't stop for anything.
When I got home,I had to run a couple of errands for my mom.I had to get a few birthday cards any try to find the hair coloring that my mother wanted me to get for her but the store that I went to didn't have what she was looking for.
Later on,I dropped my mom at my sister's house where one of my nephews was celebrating his 22nd birthday.I opted not to go because I didn't feel like it.After I dropped her off,I went home to complete my personal computer work.
With that done,I shut down the computer and went out to get dinner for myself.I had a Jr.Bacon Cheeseburger w/ Fries from Wendy's and it was super.It was also pretty filling.After eating,I watched a few scenes from one of my favorite movies until my mom came home when my niece dropped her off.
I am now relaxing.I had a pretty good but a little bit exaustive day.I got quite a bit accomplished.Overall,a pretty good day.
Tomorrow is another work day.I am hoping that the shift goes well.Tomorrow night,I will be singing for the crowd rather than Saturday night.On Saturday night,they are going to be having LIVE entertainment by a local band.As a result of this,I will be going out to sing Friday night rather than Saturday night.After that,it will be back,hopefully,to the regular schedule.
As for what I will do on Saturday night,I haven't made any plans.But whatever I chooes to do,I hope that it affects me in a positive way.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day and night ahead.FJ
Wednesday, April 02, 2008
Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty mixed day today.The laundry pick-up went by smoothly.But when I arrived at the work place to drop off the laundry,I decided to have lunch at the social club first.But when I got there,a very rude,agressive,overbearing arrogant guy was there.He has relatives who work and run certain parts of the organization that I work for and at times he thinks that this gives him special priveledges.The main thing that he did was that he changed the radio station without asking anybody if he could do so.He put it on a radio station that played nothing but Rap and since the vast majority of Rap has a lot of bad language and overtly sexual slang content and other obscenities,that type of music is not allowed to be played in any way shape or form.When I complained about it,he jumped on the apprehensive and started screaming,swearing,and talking to people,including myself,in a threatening tone.Apparently,he got disgusted and ran upstairs to possibly talk about this with the social club coordinator.If he did tell the coordinator,then I'll probably be called to have a private talk with him tomorrow morning when I walk into the social club.I am preparing myself mentally for this and when I am called,I will comply.If it doesn't happen,then I can breathe a sigh of relief.But still,I am preparing myself for this possible eventuality.
I went to my session with the sexual abuse support counselor and the session went well.I told her everything that has been going with me for the past several days and I even shared with her what happened today.She also had the same impression that I had of this guy who instigated this ignorant and idiotic tirade that he inexcusably let loose all because someone complained about him breaking the rules of the social club.The session went well and I have another appointment with her in two weeks.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the shift goes well.After that,I have the rest of the day off.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
I went to my session with the sexual abuse support counselor and the session went well.I told her everything that has been going with me for the past several days and I even shared with her what happened today.She also had the same impression that I had of this guy who instigated this ignorant and idiotic tirade that he inexcusably let loose all because someone complained about him breaking the rules of the social club.The session went well and I have another appointment with her in two weeks.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the shift goes well.After that,I have the rest of the day off.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
Tuesday, April 01, 2008
Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.The work day went by smoothly and I got a lot done.I also managed to have some very nice conversations with some of the social club members as well.It was a pretty good day.I got a lot of work done and I also managed to brighten the day of a few others.Plus,I got some pretty good words from one of the young men who was also at the social club,which made feel appreciated.Overall,a pretty good work day.
One the way home fromwork,I bought a couple cans of soup for dinner when my mother reached me on my cell phone number and asked me to purchase the soup,which I did.
When I got home,I finished my personal e-mail work and I also managed to browse some other websites while I was online.After that,I shut down the computer and ate dinner.I went to my SSA support group meeting after that.
My SSA support group meeting went terrifically well.I got a lot more out of this as I have gotten from the last few weeks.Over the past four weeks,I have never felt so accepted and appreciated by a group of people like this.It gave me a warm feeling of joy all over my body,especially my heart.I have never felt this way since I went on an all men's healing weekend retreat in 2004.This is a super group.I hav enever gotten anything out of a group until this one came along.I know that there will be eight more weeks to go but I am taking advantage of all of this until it's over.Again,another wonderful meeting.
Tomorrow is simply a pick up day.I hope that the pick-up goes well.I also have my appointment with my sexual abuse support counselor and I hope that the session also goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
One the way home fromwork,I bought a couple cans of soup for dinner when my mother reached me on my cell phone number and asked me to purchase the soup,which I did.
When I got home,I finished my personal e-mail work and I also managed to browse some other websites while I was online.After that,I shut down the computer and ate dinner.I went to my SSA support group meeting after that.
My SSA support group meeting went terrifically well.I got a lot more out of this as I have gotten from the last few weeks.Over the past four weeks,I have never felt so accepted and appreciated by a group of people like this.It gave me a warm feeling of joy all over my body,especially my heart.I have never felt this way since I went on an all men's healing weekend retreat in 2004.This is a super group.I hav enever gotten anything out of a group until this one came along.I know that there will be eight more weeks to go but I am taking advantage of all of this until it's over.Again,another wonderful meeting.
Tomorrow is simply a pick up day.I hope that the pick-up goes well.I also have my appointment with my sexual abuse support counselor and I hope that the session also goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
Monday, March 31, 2008
Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty fair day today.I didn't go out too much today.After I woke up,I simply had a light beakfast and I took it easy for much of the afternoon.I woke up around 12:40 pm and after eating,I chose not to go out because I really did not have too much to do.But I managed to get something accomplished.I paid one of my monthly creditor bills.When I get my money in my account next month,I can pay off my other creditor bills.I have only have two others and my car insurance and when those are paid,I am set.I also have to pay Columbia House for a couple of DVD's that I purchased a few months ago.I am hoping to get that paid soon.After that,I am set for the month.
After a light dinner,I went to my anger management/conflict resolution group meeting tonight and it went well.It also ended ten minutes early.When I left,I felt better.Though I did have a problem with that troublesome safety belt again on the way home,I finally got it to work when I stopped at a traffic light not too far away from the meeting place.On the way home,I stopped somewhere to pick up some empty bottles that a friend left for me outside of his house.I wnet home and I am now relaxing at home and taking it easy getting ready for tomorrow.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the day goes smoothly.I also have my SSA recovery support group at the church tomorrow night.I am hoping that the meeting goes well.
Last night,after I got home from the bar,I watched a movie before going to sleep.
That was my day today,my night last night and my hopes for the day and evening ahead.FJ
After a light dinner,I went to my anger management/conflict resolution group meeting tonight and it went well.It also ended ten minutes early.When I left,I felt better.Though I did have a problem with that troublesome safety belt again on the way home,I finally got it to work when I stopped at a traffic light not too far away from the meeting place.On the way home,I stopped somewhere to pick up some empty bottles that a friend left for me outside of his house.I wnet home and I am now relaxing at home and taking it easy getting ready for tomorrow.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the day goes smoothly.I also have my SSA recovery support group at the church tomorrow night.I am hoping that the meeting goes well.
Last night,after I got home from the bar,I watched a movie before going to sleep.
That was my day today,my night last night and my hopes for the day and evening ahead.FJ
Sunday, March 30, 2008
Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a very good day today.When I woke up,I watched a little bit of TV and I also had a bowl of cereal for breakfast.I also drank 3 cups of coffee to try and wake up.I was still feeling sleepy.But I managed to fully wake up.
I did not do too much today.I simply went out and bought a couple slices of pizza as a quick lunch to tie me over until dinner.I also stopped at the place where I entertain for a few minutes.Last night,I got a bill in change that was a Where's George bill that came from Wattsburg PA.I showed it to the owner and he informed me that it probably came from tourist who were visiting from PA.After I left,I went to a Wal-Mart in my area to pick up a bottle of Rolaids.I went home afterwards.
After a light dinner,which was spaghetti,I registered a couple more bills at Where's George that I received from Wal-Mart in change after paying for my Rolaids.I also finished some more e-mail work that I needed to do.I even watched a few more online videos.I have been trying to find a replacement for online Gay porn and I have found some amateur wrestling videos from Europe on an online video site.It is simply guys wrestling for fun and not for profit.They are fun to watch and are better than Gay porn.I will also find other alternatives in the near future and hope for the best.
My night of entertaining the crowd went well.There was a birthday party going on over there and I only managed to do 3 songs as a result.Still,it was better than singing no songs and I still had fun.I left and went home around a little bit before 2 am.Again,it was a pretty good night and I had fun.
I am going to go out and have a couple of drinks with the guys at the place tonight.I am hoping for some fun talk and a few laughs.
Tomorrow is my day off.I have my anger management/conflict resolution support group tomorrow night and I hope that the meeting goes well.
That was my day today,my night last night and my hopes for the rest of the night and the day ahead.FJ
I did not do too much today.I simply went out and bought a couple slices of pizza as a quick lunch to tie me over until dinner.I also stopped at the place where I entertain for a few minutes.Last night,I got a bill in change that was a Where's George bill that came from Wattsburg PA.I showed it to the owner and he informed me that it probably came from tourist who were visiting from PA.After I left,I went to a Wal-Mart in my area to pick up a bottle of Rolaids.I went home afterwards.
After a light dinner,which was spaghetti,I registered a couple more bills at Where's George that I received from Wal-Mart in change after paying for my Rolaids.I also finished some more e-mail work that I needed to do.I even watched a few more online videos.I have been trying to find a replacement for online Gay porn and I have found some amateur wrestling videos from Europe on an online video site.It is simply guys wrestling for fun and not for profit.They are fun to watch and are better than Gay porn.I will also find other alternatives in the near future and hope for the best.
My night of entertaining the crowd went well.There was a birthday party going on over there and I only managed to do 3 songs as a result.Still,it was better than singing no songs and I still had fun.I left and went home around a little bit before 2 am.Again,it was a pretty good night and I had fun.
I am going to go out and have a couple of drinks with the guys at the place tonight.I am hoping for some fun talk and a few laughs.
Tomorrow is my day off.I have my anger management/conflict resolution support group tomorrow night and I hope that the meeting goes well.
That was my day today,my night last night and my hopes for the rest of the night and the day ahead.FJ
Saturday, March 29, 2008
Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.I really did not do too much.I simply took it easy for most of the day before going out for a bit before dinner.While I was out,I dropped off a box of chocolate cake mix at my niece's house.I took a drive for a while and I stopped at a store to get a couple bucks worth of quarters.I needed some quarters so I can pay for my drinks tonight.After that,I went home.
After a light dinner,which was homemade bean soup,I decided to catch up on some much needed computer work.I checked my e-mail and there was several new e-mail's.After reading them all,I watched some online videos on a website for a while.I even added some to my favorite's list while I was there.After that,I signed out.
I am now relaxing.I am also anticipating the evening ahead.I am going to be entertaining the crowd tonight as usual and I am hoping that the evening goes well for me.Though I rarely have an off night,I still hope for things to go well.You never know what might happen.But I have a feeling that the evening will go well for me.But still,I always hope for everything to go well.
As for the rest of the weekend,I have not made any plans but whatever I do,I hope that it affects me in a positive way.
That was my day today and my hopes for the night and the rest of the weekend.FJ
After a light dinner,which was homemade bean soup,I decided to catch up on some much needed computer work.I checked my e-mail and there was several new e-mail's.After reading them all,I watched some online videos on a website for a while.I even added some to my favorite's list while I was there.After that,I signed out.
I am now relaxing.I am also anticipating the evening ahead.I am going to be entertaining the crowd tonight as usual and I am hoping that the evening goes well for me.Though I rarely have an off night,I still hope for things to go well.You never know what might happen.But I have a feeling that the evening will go well for me.But still,I always hope for everything to go well.
As for the rest of the weekend,I have not made any plans but whatever I do,I hope that it affects me in a positive way.
That was my day today and my hopes for the night and the rest of the weekend.FJ
Friday, March 28, 2008
Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.Today was my day off and I spent the whole day taking it easy.I really did not do too much.After I picked up my paycheck and had lunch,I went and cashed my paycheck before heading for home.
When I got home,I simply put my PJ's back on and relaxed in the living room.I simply checked out one of my DVD's extras and the extras were really interesting.They were simply fun and games stuff and that was really neat.After that,I took a nap for about an hour.I didn't get an awful lot of sleep last night so I figured that I would get some rest in hopes to feel better,which I did.
I did give in to masturbation today.I was playing with my genitals and I wound up masturbating.I did ask the creator to forgive me for giving into that temptation and I felt better.It was after this that I took a nap and I did feel better after having a few winks.
After finishing my earlier computer work,I did a scan on my computer to check for viruses and spyware while I ate dinner and went out for a drive around the town.I also stopped at a gas station to get some gas in my tank and after that,I went home.It was a nice time out and I liked seeing some wonders that I haven't seen in a while.
When I got home,I checked my computer and the good news is that my computer is clean w/NO viruses of spyware.After that,I did some more personal PC work.
I am now relaxing.I am also anticipating the weekend.I am looking forward to the weekend.Tomorrow night,I will be singing for the crowd at the place where I go.Regarding Sunday,I have not made any plans but whatever I do,I hope that it will benefit me in a positive way.Overall,a pretty good day.
That was my day today and my hopes for the weekend ahead.FJ
When I got home,I simply put my PJ's back on and relaxed in the living room.I simply checked out one of my DVD's extras and the extras were really interesting.They were simply fun and games stuff and that was really neat.After that,I took a nap for about an hour.I didn't get an awful lot of sleep last night so I figured that I would get some rest in hopes to feel better,which I did.
I did give in to masturbation today.I was playing with my genitals and I wound up masturbating.I did ask the creator to forgive me for giving into that temptation and I felt better.It was after this that I took a nap and I did feel better after having a few winks.
After finishing my earlier computer work,I did a scan on my computer to check for viruses and spyware while I ate dinner and went out for a drive around the town.I also stopped at a gas station to get some gas in my tank and after that,I went home.It was a nice time out and I liked seeing some wonders that I haven't seen in a while.
When I got home,I checked my computer and the good news is that my computer is clean w/NO viruses of spyware.After that,I did some more personal PC work.
I am now relaxing.I am also anticipating the weekend.I am looking forward to the weekend.Tomorrow night,I will be singing for the crowd at the place where I go.Regarding Sunday,I have not made any plans but whatever I do,I hope that it will benefit me in a positive way.Overall,a pretty good day.
That was my day today and my hopes for the weekend ahead.FJ
Thursday, March 27, 2008
Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty smooth work shift today.There wasn't really much foro me to do but I did manage to get some work done.After that,I had a light lunch and I dropped the laundry off at the rehab center and headed for home.
Once I got home,I took it easy for a while and also took a nap for about an hour and half.I finally received a DVD that I purchased from an Ebay seller and I checked it out when I did.The DVD is the 2-Disc Platinum DVD edition of Bambi.It is a very awesome set.I am eagerly awaiting another one that I hope to receive very soon.
After my nap,I had a light dinner and I also went out for a while after watching the news.I had to run an errand for my mom and I also went and did something that I had to do.I went back to the Roman Catholic shrine and prayed because I needed help in my resolve to stop masturbation.I am hoping that the prayers that I made will be answered.Masturbation is a tough habit to break and due to the SSA that I am struggling from,I simply feel that I can't.But again,I am hoping that the prayers give me strength to resist this unclean habit and I can finally have a clean concience and not have to worry about being not being heard by the creator.But I feel that he heard me and I am hoping to be back on track spiritually in the near future.
I am now at home relaxing.I am also anticipating the day ahead.I am going to have the day off for the second consecutive Friday while the staff goes to a special meeting to discuss some issues within the organization.I am going to simply pick up my paycheck tomorrow and just relax the rest of the day and enjoy my day off.After tomorrow,it's the weekend.I am hoping that the weekend goes well for me.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day and weekend ahead.FJ
Once I got home,I took it easy for a while and also took a nap for about an hour and half.I finally received a DVD that I purchased from an Ebay seller and I checked it out when I did.The DVD is the 2-Disc Platinum DVD edition of Bambi.It is a very awesome set.I am eagerly awaiting another one that I hope to receive very soon.
After my nap,I had a light dinner and I also went out for a while after watching the news.I had to run an errand for my mom and I also went and did something that I had to do.I went back to the Roman Catholic shrine and prayed because I needed help in my resolve to stop masturbation.I am hoping that the prayers that I made will be answered.Masturbation is a tough habit to break and due to the SSA that I am struggling from,I simply feel that I can't.But again,I am hoping that the prayers give me strength to resist this unclean habit and I can finally have a clean concience and not have to worry about being not being heard by the creator.But I feel that he heard me and I am hoping to be back on track spiritually in the near future.
I am now at home relaxing.I am also anticipating the day ahead.I am going to have the day off for the second consecutive Friday while the staff goes to a special meeting to discuss some issues within the organization.I am going to simply pick up my paycheck tomorrow and just relax the rest of the day and enjoy my day off.After tomorrow,it's the weekend.I am hoping that the weekend goes well for me.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day and weekend ahead.FJ
Wednesday, March 26, 2008
Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a very good day today.The laundry pick-up went as smoothly as I hoped and I even managed to enjoy a brief conversation with some of the social club members during lunch.After eating,I left to run an errand for my mom.
On the way to the bank,I stopped at a hot dog stand to have a hot dog w/ sauerkraut on top.When I had lunch at the social club,they were having polska kielbasa w/sauerkraut but they ran out of sauerkraut.So,when I saw the hot dog stand,I stopped and had a hot dog covered w/sauerkraut.After eating that,I went to the bank and made a withdrawl for my mom.
When I got home,I heard from a friend of mine whom I loaned my copies of KISSOlogy Volumes 1 & 2 and he told me that I could pick them up anytime.I picked them up a few minutes later and when I got home,I registered the money that I withdrew for my mom at Where's George.
After that,I relaxed a bit for a while and I also laid down for a bit before eating dinner.
After I ate,I went and did a little shopping for my mom.I had to pick up a roll of paper towels for her.After that,I went to a Salvation Army thrift shop in my area and bought a few record albums.I was also fortunate to find another suit there that fit.After paying for all of them,I went home.After getting home,I registered the change from earlier when I went shopping at Where's George as well.
I am now at home relaxing.I had a pretty eventful day full of errands.But I managed to get everything done and I had a pretty good day out of it.I am hoping that the next couple of days go just as smoothly as today did.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the shift goes smoothly.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
On the way to the bank,I stopped at a hot dog stand to have a hot dog w/ sauerkraut on top.When I had lunch at the social club,they were having polska kielbasa w/sauerkraut but they ran out of sauerkraut.So,when I saw the hot dog stand,I stopped and had a hot dog covered w/sauerkraut.After eating that,I went to the bank and made a withdrawl for my mom.
When I got home,I heard from a friend of mine whom I loaned my copies of KISSOlogy Volumes 1 & 2 and he told me that I could pick them up anytime.I picked them up a few minutes later and when I got home,I registered the money that I withdrew for my mom at Where's George.
After that,I relaxed a bit for a while and I also laid down for a bit before eating dinner.
After I ate,I went and did a little shopping for my mom.I had to pick up a roll of paper towels for her.After that,I went to a Salvation Army thrift shop in my area and bought a few record albums.I was also fortunate to find another suit there that fit.After paying for all of them,I went home.After getting home,I registered the change from earlier when I went shopping at Where's George as well.
I am now at home relaxing.I had a pretty eventful day full of errands.But I managed to get everything done and I had a pretty good day out of it.I am hoping that the next couple of days go just as smoothly as today did.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the shift goes smoothly.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
Tuesday, March 25, 2008
Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I am also feeling better than I have been the past several days.I had a pretty good day today.The work day went by very smoothly.It was simple and very quiet.I picked up several heaping loads of laundry and when I got to the work site,I only had to unload one washer.I simply seperated the loads and put them in the dryer and started a couple of new loads.I even managed to drop in on the social club and talk a while with a few of the people that were there.This time,there was not too many people there and it was also pretty quiet there as well.This actually helped in my day going by pretty smoothly.Aftre the day was over,I bagged all the clean laundry and dropped it off at the rehab center.Overall,a very smooth work day.
On the way home,I had to stop at a supermarket and pick up a few things that my mom wanted me to get for her.This went well.I managed to find everything that my mom wanted at supermarket.After paying for the items,I headed for home.
When I got there,I ate a bowl of soup for dinner.I had a meeting with my SSA recovery group and I wanted to eat light because I had to leave right away after eating.The only thing that I managed to do was register a dollar bill at Where's George before going to my meeting tonight.
The SSA recovery meeting went great.We watched another video and we talked about the importance of forgiveness and how it helps in our healing from unwanted SSA.It was another wonderful meeting.I got quite a bit out of the meeting tonight and I am looking forward to next week's meeting.I am hoping that it is as wonderful as tonights.When I got home,I finally finished my computer work.
Tomorrow is simply a pick-up day.I am hoping that the pick-up goes smoothly.After that,I am free to do what I want.I have not made any plans but whatever I do,I hope that it benefits me in a positive way.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
On the way home,I had to stop at a supermarket and pick up a few things that my mom wanted me to get for her.This went well.I managed to find everything that my mom wanted at supermarket.After paying for the items,I headed for home.
When I got there,I ate a bowl of soup for dinner.I had a meeting with my SSA recovery group and I wanted to eat light because I had to leave right away after eating.The only thing that I managed to do was register a dollar bill at Where's George before going to my meeting tonight.
The SSA recovery meeting went great.We watched another video and we talked about the importance of forgiveness and how it helps in our healing from unwanted SSA.It was another wonderful meeting.I got quite a bit out of the meeting tonight and I am looking forward to next week's meeting.I am hoping that it is as wonderful as tonights.When I got home,I finally finished my computer work.
Tomorrow is simply a pick-up day.I am hoping that the pick-up goes smoothly.After that,I am free to do what I want.I have not made any plans but whatever I do,I hope that it benefits me in a positive way.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
Monday, March 24, 2008
Tonight,I am feeling a little bit better and I am not as drepressed as I was the last few days.I had a pretty good day today.I spent most of the day in the house.I didn't really go anywhere.There really wasn't anywhere for me to go.Plus,I really did not feel like going anywhere today anyway.So,I stayed home and took it easy.
The only place that I really went to today was my anger management/conflict resolution group meeting.The meeting went well.There was a full house tonight and there was a lot of talking and sharing.It felt great to hear what the others had to say and also to be heard.I am looking forward to next week's meeting and I hope that it goes as well as tonights did.
On the way home from the meeting,I stopped over at a local Wal-Mart and I picked up and purchased an updated copy of the Disney animated classic The Aristocats.It is really nice to have this newly updated version on DVD.It is supposed to have a few more features than the previous DVD issue.I will be checking it out Wednesday when I get back from doing the laundry pick-up.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the work day goes smoothly.I also have my SSA support group meeting tomorrow night and I am hoping that the meting goes well tomorrow night.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
The only place that I really went to today was my anger management/conflict resolution group meeting.The meeting went well.There was a full house tonight and there was a lot of talking and sharing.It felt great to hear what the others had to say and also to be heard.I am looking forward to next week's meeting and I hope that it goes as well as tonights did.
On the way home from the meeting,I stopped over at a local Wal-Mart and I picked up and purchased an updated copy of the Disney animated classic The Aristocats.It is really nice to have this newly updated version on DVD.It is supposed to have a few more features than the previous DVD issue.I will be checking it out Wednesday when I get back from doing the laundry pick-up.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the work day goes smoothly.I also have my SSA support group meeting tomorrow night and I am hoping that the meting goes well tomorrow night.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
Sunday, March 23, 2008
Happy Easter(i.e.Resurrection Day)Everybody.
Tonight,I am feeling mixed emotions.I have been feeling mighty depressed for most of the day and I really don't know why.My only theory about this is that I was sick about three weeks ago and I am still feeling the psychological effects of it.Today,when I had dinner,I didn't eat very much.Don't get me wrong,I enjoyed the meal that my mom prepared and it was delicious but I didn't eat too much.Again,I have been feeling mighty depressed.I am hoping that this spell of the blues is only temporary and that it doesn't get chronic and I wind up taking a prescription anti-depressant.I did take a couple of St.John's Wart capsules and I do feel a little bit better but the blues are still there and again,I am hoping that the disappear pretty soon.
After I ate,I laid down for a while and my mind started to wander.I wound up daydreaming and before I knew it,I was daydreaming about having sex with another man.I haven't had these daydreams in a long time and I started getting really horny as a result.My penis was hard and my anus was also starting to itch.These feelings lasted about 10 minutes before they started to disappear.Not only that,I almost gave into the temptation to masturbate because I was really hard.I wanted to simply stroke the feeling away,but didn't.I did ask the creator to forgive me for me letting my mind wander like that and for almost giving into the temptation as well as to help me find out why I was feeling so miserable.I did feel better but I still felt depressed at the same time.
Before I did eat,I went and visited with a colleague of mine for a few minutes to simply wish him a Happy Easter(i.e.Resurrection Day)and to hang out for a few minutes.He had some dinner guests over since my mom was cooking dinner,I only stayed a few minutes.After that,I went home to eat.
I am now relaxing.I am also anticipating the week ahead.I am hoping that this week goes pretty good.I am also hoping to feel better during this week.After the depression that I have been feeling lately,a good week would be the right thing to make me feel better.I do have to get a new bottle of St.John's Wart capsules tomorrow or whenever I can.Before the night is through,I am thinking of going out and having a drink or two with the gang over at the place where I entertain.I am hoping that a nice talk or two will help make me feel better.That would be great.
Tomorrow is my day off.I do have my anger management/conflict resolution group,which I will be attending tomorrow night.I am hoping that the meeting goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the night and day ahead.FJ
Tonight,I am feeling mixed emotions.I have been feeling mighty depressed for most of the day and I really don't know why.My only theory about this is that I was sick about three weeks ago and I am still feeling the psychological effects of it.Today,when I had dinner,I didn't eat very much.Don't get me wrong,I enjoyed the meal that my mom prepared and it was delicious but I didn't eat too much.Again,I have been feeling mighty depressed.I am hoping that this spell of the blues is only temporary and that it doesn't get chronic and I wind up taking a prescription anti-depressant.I did take a couple of St.John's Wart capsules and I do feel a little bit better but the blues are still there and again,I am hoping that the disappear pretty soon.
After I ate,I laid down for a while and my mind started to wander.I wound up daydreaming and before I knew it,I was daydreaming about having sex with another man.I haven't had these daydreams in a long time and I started getting really horny as a result.My penis was hard and my anus was also starting to itch.These feelings lasted about 10 minutes before they started to disappear.Not only that,I almost gave into the temptation to masturbate because I was really hard.I wanted to simply stroke the feeling away,but didn't.I did ask the creator to forgive me for me letting my mind wander like that and for almost giving into the temptation as well as to help me find out why I was feeling so miserable.I did feel better but I still felt depressed at the same time.
Before I did eat,I went and visited with a colleague of mine for a few minutes to simply wish him a Happy Easter(i.e.Resurrection Day)and to hang out for a few minutes.He had some dinner guests over since my mom was cooking dinner,I only stayed a few minutes.After that,I went home to eat.
I am now relaxing.I am also anticipating the week ahead.I am hoping that this week goes pretty good.I am also hoping to feel better during this week.After the depression that I have been feeling lately,a good week would be the right thing to make me feel better.I do have to get a new bottle of St.John's Wart capsules tomorrow or whenever I can.Before the night is through,I am thinking of going out and having a drink or two with the gang over at the place where I entertain.I am hoping that a nice talk or two will help make me feel better.That would be great.
Tomorrow is my day off.I do have my anger management/conflict resolution group,which I will be attending tomorrow night.I am hoping that the meeting goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the night and day ahead.FJ
Saturday, March 22, 2008
Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.I ran a few errands for my mom and I also managed to get a few things done for myself.Not only that,a real test to my ability to hold my own went better than expected.
Earlier today,I was offered to buy a digital camera set with printer for only $25.00.I went over to the person's house to look at the set and it was nice but I couldn't buy it.I told them that I couldn't buy this because I spent over $200.00 on car repair to fix the exhaust system in my car and the lady that lived there said "No Problem" but her boyfriend was not too happy about it.Oh well.Still,it went better than I thought it would.
The errands that I had to run were some last minute stuff that I had to do prior to the holiday tomorrow.I also had to drop off a green bean casserole dish that my mom prepared for my niece.As stated,I also managed to get a few things done for myself today as well and that was great.Overall,a great day.
I am now at home relaxing.I am also anticipating the evening.I will be singing tonight as usual.I am hoping that the evening goes well for me.Though I rarely have an off night,I still hope for things to go well.You never know what might happen.Still,I have a feeling that it will all go great.
As for tomorrow,I am just going to relax and have dinner.I might go out later in the evening and have a drink or two with the gang.
That was my day today and my hopes for the night and the holiday ahead.FJ
Earlier today,I was offered to buy a digital camera set with printer for only $25.00.I went over to the person's house to look at the set and it was nice but I couldn't buy it.I told them that I couldn't buy this because I spent over $200.00 on car repair to fix the exhaust system in my car and the lady that lived there said "No Problem" but her boyfriend was not too happy about it.Oh well.Still,it went better than I thought it would.
The errands that I had to run were some last minute stuff that I had to do prior to the holiday tomorrow.I also had to drop off a green bean casserole dish that my mom prepared for my niece.As stated,I also managed to get a few things done for myself today as well and that was great.Overall,a great day.
I am now at home relaxing.I am also anticipating the evening.I will be singing tonight as usual.I am hoping that the evening goes well for me.Though I rarely have an off night,I still hope for things to go well.You never know what might happen.Still,I have a feeling that it will all go great.
As for tomorrow,I am just going to relax and have dinner.I might go out later in the evening and have a drink or two with the gang.
That was my day today and my hopes for the night and the holiday ahead.FJ
Friday, March 21, 2008
Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had the day off today.I managed to run a few errands for my mom and I also managed to do something for myself.
After I ran the errand for my mom,I went to a record store in the next county and I finally managed to purchase Volume 3 of the KISSOlogy DVD set.I am glad to finally have this.I have not watched it yet but I am hoping to do so before the weekend is over.I am hoping that this set is just as great and garnd as the other sets of this series.It is a 5 DVD set and I am just overjoyed to finally have this.Yes I am.I even manged to buy several used vinyl records to add to my vinyl record collection.Overall,a wonderful day.
I m now relaxing.I am also anticipating the weekend ahead.I am hoping that the weekend will be another fun one.On Saturday night,I will be singing and entertaining the crowd as usual and as for Sunday,I am again hoping to go out and have a few drinks with the gang at the place where I do that.I am hoping that the holiday will be nice and that everything will go according to plan.For a change,my mom and I are having dinner at home this year and I am hoping that everything goes well for the both of us.
I do have one more thing to do before finally settling down for the evening.I will be doing that the minute that I am done here.
That was my day today and my hopes for the weekend ahead.FJ
After I ran the errand for my mom,I went to a record store in the next county and I finally managed to purchase Volume 3 of the KISSOlogy DVD set.I am glad to finally have this.I have not watched it yet but I am hoping to do so before the weekend is over.I am hoping that this set is just as great and garnd as the other sets of this series.It is a 5 DVD set and I am just overjoyed to finally have this.Yes I am.I even manged to buy several used vinyl records to add to my vinyl record collection.Overall,a wonderful day.
I m now relaxing.I am also anticipating the weekend ahead.I am hoping that the weekend will be another fun one.On Saturday night,I will be singing and entertaining the crowd as usual and as for Sunday,I am again hoping to go out and have a few drinks with the gang at the place where I do that.I am hoping that the holiday will be nice and that everything will go according to plan.For a change,my mom and I are having dinner at home this year and I am hoping that everything goes well for the both of us.
I do have one more thing to do before finally settling down for the evening.I will be doing that the minute that I am done here.
That was my day today and my hopes for the weekend ahead.FJ
Thursday, March 20, 2008
Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a very smooth work shift today.The shuft went by pretty well and I managed to get a lot of work done.I simply did what I had to do and bagged all the clean laundry.I dropped it off and headed for home.
On the way home,I stopped at a nearby bank to cash my paycheck and I headed for a nearby post office because I had to buy a couple of money orders in order to send payment for a couple of Disney DVD's that I bought off of Ebay on Wednesday evening.I shipped them out right away and headed for home.
When I got home,I relaxed a bit before going back out again to run an errand for my mom and to cash my federal income tax refund check.After that,I went back home and I dropped my mom off at a supermarket so she could do her grocery shopping.While she was doing that,I headed over to my mechanic's garage to check and see if he had gotten anywhere in finding a driver's side safety belt for me.Apparently,there hasn't been anything but I am still holding on.At the moment,the safety belt is working but I still feel that it should be replaced because I really don't want what happened two weeks ago to happen again.Again,I am hoping that he can find one.
After my mom and I got home,my mom put the groceries away and we had a light dinner.After I ate,I registered all the money that I had on Where's George and ran another errand for my mom.After that,I finished my computer work and my day is complete.It was a pretty good day.
Tomorrow is Good Friday and a day off for me.I have a four day weekend.I am hoping to get out and do something tomorrow.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
On the way home,I stopped at a nearby bank to cash my paycheck and I headed for a nearby post office because I had to buy a couple of money orders in order to send payment for a couple of Disney DVD's that I bought off of Ebay on Wednesday evening.I shipped them out right away and headed for home.
When I got home,I relaxed a bit before going back out again to run an errand for my mom and to cash my federal income tax refund check.After that,I went back home and I dropped my mom off at a supermarket so she could do her grocery shopping.While she was doing that,I headed over to my mechanic's garage to check and see if he had gotten anywhere in finding a driver's side safety belt for me.Apparently,there hasn't been anything but I am still holding on.At the moment,the safety belt is working but I still feel that it should be replaced because I really don't want what happened two weeks ago to happen again.Again,I am hoping that he can find one.
After my mom and I got home,my mom put the groceries away and we had a light dinner.After I ate,I registered all the money that I had on Where's George and ran another errand for my mom.After that,I finished my computer work and my day is complete.It was a pretty good day.
Tomorrow is Good Friday and a day off for me.I have a four day weekend.I am hoping to get out and do something tomorrow.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
Wednesday, March 19, 2008
Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.The laundry pick-up and drop off went by as well as it could and there were no messes to clean up nor any any other problems.I also had a nice lunch with at the social club before going home.
On the way home,I went to the bank to withdraw some money for my mom so she has some candy for her great grandchildren when Easter rolls around,which will be this Sunday.I am hoping that the holiday works out well for me and my mom.
My appointment with my sexual abuse support counselor went well.I simply told her what I have been doing with myself and Ialso told her that I was sick a couple of weeks ago and that is why I didn't come in to see her at that time.She informed me that I was not the only person that had been sick over the last several weeks.There were quite a few cancellations over that time due to her clients being ill.The session did not last very long.I was only there for half an hour and I left.
After that,I went and bought all the candy that my mom had asked me to purchase at a local Target,where there was a candy sale going on.When Easter rools around,there will always be candy sales everywhere just so they can get rid of all the Easter stock and if there is anything left over,they always have those 50-75% off sales on anything that is left on the shelves when the holiday is over.But the purchase went without a hitch and I managed to get everything my mom had written down on the list.Overall,a pretty good day out.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the shift goes smoothly.After that,it's the weekend.It will be a very long one because I have the day off from work on Friday.But I am hoping to find some stuff to do over the long weekend.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
On the way home,I went to the bank to withdraw some money for my mom so she has some candy for her great grandchildren when Easter rolls around,which will be this Sunday.I am hoping that the holiday works out well for me and my mom.
My appointment with my sexual abuse support counselor went well.I simply told her what I have been doing with myself and Ialso told her that I was sick a couple of weeks ago and that is why I didn't come in to see her at that time.She informed me that I was not the only person that had been sick over the last several weeks.There were quite a few cancellations over that time due to her clients being ill.The session did not last very long.I was only there for half an hour and I left.
After that,I went and bought all the candy that my mom had asked me to purchase at a local Target,where there was a candy sale going on.When Easter rools around,there will always be candy sales everywhere just so they can get rid of all the Easter stock and if there is anything left over,they always have those 50-75% off sales on anything that is left on the shelves when the holiday is over.But the purchase went without a hitch and I managed to get everything my mom had written down on the list.Overall,a pretty good day out.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the shift goes smoothly.After that,it's the weekend.It will be a very long one because I have the day off from work on Friday.But I am hoping to find some stuff to do over the long weekend.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
Tuesday, March 18, 2008
Tonight,I am feeling really good.I had a very good day today.The work day went smoothly and I also managed to get everything that I needed to get done in the time period that I was working.After doing my job,I dropped off the clean laundry and headed for home.
When I got home,I relaxed for a bit and finished my personal computer work.I started this at work during my break and I finished it while relaxing at home.After that,I had my dinner.
After eating,I got dressed for my SSA recovery meeting.It was yet another wonderful meeting and I got a lot out of it.
We watched another video and I also shared some more of my background with the group.It was wonderful to hear them and be heard by them.The group leader also said a prayer for me as well and that made me feel great.I felt like a 100,000,000 ton weight has now been lifted off of my shoulders.It was wonderful to share my background and be prayed for without any form of judgementality from anyone.This meeting was wonderful and I am looking forward to next Tuesday nights meeting and I am hoping that it is as wonderful as tonights meeting was.It is next Tuesday night and again,.I am hoping that it is as wonderful as the last one.
I am now at home relaxing and sharing with the world what went on during my day.I had a very awesome day and I am hoping that tomorrow will be just as grand.I have to do a laundry pick-up tomorrow morning and I also have an appointment with my sexual abuse support counselor tomorrow afternoon.I am hoping that both go well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
When I got home,I relaxed for a bit and finished my personal computer work.I started this at work during my break and I finished it while relaxing at home.After that,I had my dinner.
After eating,I got dressed for my SSA recovery meeting.It was yet another wonderful meeting and I got a lot out of it.
We watched another video and I also shared some more of my background with the group.It was wonderful to hear them and be heard by them.The group leader also said a prayer for me as well and that made me feel great.I felt like a 100,000,000 ton weight has now been lifted off of my shoulders.It was wonderful to share my background and be prayed for without any form of judgementality from anyone.This meeting was wonderful and I am looking forward to next Tuesday nights meeting and I am hoping that it is as wonderful as tonights meeting was.It is next Tuesday night and again,.I am hoping that it is as wonderful as the last one.
I am now at home relaxing and sharing with the world what went on during my day.I had a very awesome day and I am hoping that tomorrow will be just as grand.I have to do a laundry pick-up tomorrow morning and I also have an appointment with my sexual abuse support counselor tomorrow afternoon.I am hoping that both go well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
Monday, March 17, 2008
Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty good day today.I ran an errand for my mom and I also managed to get something done for myself.I went to see the doctor and the doctor told me that I am healthy and that my blood pressure was actually at a normal level.Plus,the doctor told me that my breathing patterns were normal and that I should not have anything to worry about for a while.I got a new prescription for my blood pressure medication and it is on file at the moment at the local drug store.I still have some pills left from my last prescription and at the moment,it will have to do.Again,the session with the doctor went well and I am glad that it did.
My anger management/conflict resolution support group went well tonight.I simply shared what I have been holding for the past two weeks.I told them about my car problems that were apparent a couple of weeks ago and I also shared that I spent the last two weeks battling a terrible cold.It was great to get all of that off of my chest and it was also wonderful to hear what the other group members had to say as well.I am looking forward to the meeting next week.
I am now at home relaxing.I am anticipating the day ahead.It is a work day and I am hoping that the day goes smoothly.So far,they have been going by smoothly but I still hope for things to go well.You never know what might happen.
As stated,tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the day goes smoothly.I also have my SSA recovery support group tomorrow night.I am hoping that the meeting goes well enough.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
My anger management/conflict resolution support group went well tonight.I simply shared what I have been holding for the past two weeks.I told them about my car problems that were apparent a couple of weeks ago and I also shared that I spent the last two weeks battling a terrible cold.It was great to get all of that off of my chest and it was also wonderful to hear what the other group members had to say as well.I am looking forward to the meeting next week.
I am now at home relaxing.I am anticipating the day ahead.It is a work day and I am hoping that the day goes smoothly.So far,they have been going by smoothly but I still hope for things to go well.You never know what might happen.
As stated,tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the day goes smoothly.I also have my SSA recovery support group tomorrow night.I am hoping that the meeting goes well enough.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
Sunday, March 16, 2008
Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.I ran an errand for my mom and I also managed to get some things for myself done.The day was a little cold weatherwise but I managed to get everything that I needed to do accomplished.Again,a pretty good day.
Last night,my night of entertaining the crowd was a surprising success.I managed to do my usual allotment and that was great.The night for me started out late due to the dart tournaments that were being held there but I managed to get some singing done.That made my night.It did end late for me but I didn't care,I had a pretty good time and it was wonderful for me to sing and entertain.It was a pretty nice night.
I even managed to have a talk with a friend who lives out of state and he's doing good.I was happy to hear from him.He was also interested in how I was because last week,I was sick and chose not to go out due to me being sick.But still,it was wonderful to hear from him and that he was doing well.He also shared with me what he did and I was glad that he also got a lot out of what he did.He said that he would call next week.
As for the rest of the night,I might just go out and have a drink or two with the guys at the place tonight after I've had my bath.
Tomorrow is my day off.I have an appointment with the doctor tomorrow and I also have my anger management/conflict resolution group tomorrow night.I am hoping that both go well.
That was day today and my night last night,including my hopes for the rest of the night and the day ahead.FJ
Last night,my night of entertaining the crowd was a surprising success.I managed to do my usual allotment and that was great.The night for me started out late due to the dart tournaments that were being held there but I managed to get some singing done.That made my night.It did end late for me but I didn't care,I had a pretty good time and it was wonderful for me to sing and entertain.It was a pretty nice night.
I even managed to have a talk with a friend who lives out of state and he's doing good.I was happy to hear from him.He was also interested in how I was because last week,I was sick and chose not to go out due to me being sick.But still,it was wonderful to hear from him and that he was doing well.He also shared with me what he did and I was glad that he also got a lot out of what he did.He said that he would call next week.
As for the rest of the night,I might just go out and have a drink or two with the guys at the place tonight after I've had my bath.
Tomorrow is my day off.I have an appointment with the doctor tomorrow and I also have my anger management/conflict resolution group tomorrow night.I am hoping that both go well.
That was day today and my night last night,including my hopes for the rest of the night and the day ahead.FJ
Saturday, March 15, 2008
Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty good day today.I ran an errand for my mom and I also managed to get some stuff for myself done.The day also was a little nicer.There was no more snow falling from the sky and it was sunny for most of the day.
I spent several hours out today.I spent them running the errands and trying to keep busy.I managed to get everything done and when I got home,I bathed and cleaned myself up.After my bath,I had a bowl of homemade chicken noodle soup.It was pretty good.
After dinner,I managed to finally finish my personal PC work.I started it earlier today but had to stop to run the errands and clean up before dinner.But it is now finished and I will be going out tonight.
I will be entertaining the crowd tonight.It will be my comeback after missing last week due to illness and the snow storm that we had.But I will be leaving a little later than usual because they are having dart tournaments at the place and the night might be starting late due to those tournaments.Even if I get to do at least two songs,that will be better than nothing.As for the rest of the weekend,I have not made any plans but whatever I do,I hope that it affects me in a positive way.
That was my day today and my hopes for tonight and the rest of the weekend.FJ
I spent several hours out today.I spent them running the errands and trying to keep busy.I managed to get everything done and when I got home,I bathed and cleaned myself up.After my bath,I had a bowl of homemade chicken noodle soup.It was pretty good.
After dinner,I managed to finally finish my personal PC work.I started it earlier today but had to stop to run the errands and clean up before dinner.But it is now finished and I will be going out tonight.
I will be entertaining the crowd tonight.It will be my comeback after missing last week due to illness and the snow storm that we had.But I will be leaving a little later than usual because they are having dart tournaments at the place and the night might be starting late due to those tournaments.Even if I get to do at least two songs,that will be better than nothing.As for the rest of the weekend,I have not made any plans but whatever I do,I hope that it affects me in a positive way.
That was my day today and my hopes for tonight and the rest of the weekend.FJ
Friday, March 14, 2008
Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a very smooth work day today.The shift went by as well as expected.I managed to get an awful lot done in the few hours that I worked and that was great.After that,I simply bagged the laundry and dropped it off at the drug/alcohol rehab center and headed directly for the bank to cash my paycheck.
After cashing my paycheck,I went and got some gas at a nearby gas station.After that,I went to a supermarket to pick up some frozen french fries that were on sale.I went home afterwards.
After I ate dinner,I registered all the currency that I had at Where's George and I also hit a couple of bills that I had gotten at the bank after cashing my paycheck.One was from California and the other was from Buffalo.Hitting a couple of bills was really great.I haven;t done that in quite a while.These were the first bills that I have received that were already registered at Where's George.I have now hit 29 bills.30 will be a milestone.I am hoping to get another bill very soon that is already registered at the site very soon.
After doing that,I did a scan on my computer to check and see if there were any viruses or spyware on my computer.After several hours,the report came back as negative.My computer is clean from viruses and/or spyware.That actually gives me a sense of relief.
I am also feeling better regarding my cold.As stated,I have a doctor's appointment on Monday in the early afternoon and I am hoping that the meeting with the doctor goes well and that I have a clean bill of health.I would hate it if anything continues to go wrong.I feel better than I have been feeling for the past couple of weeks and I am hoping that the doctor tells me that nothing further is necessary.If anything further is necessary,I will do everything that the doctor says for me to do.
I am glad that the weekend is finally here.I will be going out tomorrow to sing for the crowd.It will be my first time doing that in a couple of weeks.I am also hoping that the night goes well for me.As for the rest of the weekend,I have not made any plans but whatever I do,I hope that it will affect me in a positive manner.
That was my day today and my hopes for the upcoming weekend.FJ
After cashing my paycheck,I went and got some gas at a nearby gas station.After that,I went to a supermarket to pick up some frozen french fries that were on sale.I went home afterwards.
After I ate dinner,I registered all the currency that I had at Where's George and I also hit a couple of bills that I had gotten at the bank after cashing my paycheck.One was from California and the other was from Buffalo.Hitting a couple of bills was really great.I haven;t done that in quite a while.These were the first bills that I have received that were already registered at Where's George.I have now hit 29 bills.30 will be a milestone.I am hoping to get another bill very soon that is already registered at the site very soon.
After doing that,I did a scan on my computer to check and see if there were any viruses or spyware on my computer.After several hours,the report came back as negative.My computer is clean from viruses and/or spyware.That actually gives me a sense of relief.
I am also feeling better regarding my cold.As stated,I have a doctor's appointment on Monday in the early afternoon and I am hoping that the meeting with the doctor goes well and that I have a clean bill of health.I would hate it if anything continues to go wrong.I feel better than I have been feeling for the past couple of weeks and I am hoping that the doctor tells me that nothing further is necessary.If anything further is necessary,I will do everything that the doctor says for me to do.
I am glad that the weekend is finally here.I will be going out tomorrow to sing for the crowd.It will be my first time doing that in a couple of weeks.I am also hoping that the night goes well for me.As for the rest of the weekend,I have not made any plans but whatever I do,I hope that it will affect me in a positive manner.
That was my day today and my hopes for the upcoming weekend.FJ
Thursday, March 13, 2008
Tonight,I am feeling okay.The work shift went smoothly and I also managed to get an awful lot done.After I had lunch,I bagged everything and dropped it off at the rehab center.
On the way home,I stopped at a couple of places.I stopped at a nearby drug store and I also mailed out a couple of important letters.
When I did get home,I decided to take a nap because I was feeling tired after work.Not only that,it was the effects of the prescription cough remedy that I am curently taking that I will be finished with tonight when I go to sleep.I am still coughing but I am hoping that this will pass soon.I have a doctor's appointment on Monday and I am hoping that the appointment goes well.I also have to get a new prescription for my blood pressure medication.I am hoping that the doctor says that I am feeling better.If I have to go for x-rays on my lungs,I will do that.I am hoping that everything is going good with me health wise.I would hate it if everything is not so good.
I am now at home relaxing.I am anticipating the day ahead.It will be another working day and then the weekend will be upon us.I am hoping that I am feeling better by the weekend so I can go out and entertain the crowd and I am hoping that the night goes over well for me.
As stated,tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the shift goes over well.After that,it's the weekend.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
On the way home,I stopped at a couple of places.I stopped at a nearby drug store and I also mailed out a couple of important letters.
When I did get home,I decided to take a nap because I was feeling tired after work.Not only that,it was the effects of the prescription cough remedy that I am curently taking that I will be finished with tonight when I go to sleep.I am still coughing but I am hoping that this will pass soon.I have a doctor's appointment on Monday and I am hoping that the appointment goes well.I also have to get a new prescription for my blood pressure medication.I am hoping that the doctor says that I am feeling better.If I have to go for x-rays on my lungs,I will do that.I am hoping that everything is going good with me health wise.I would hate it if everything is not so good.
I am now at home relaxing.I am anticipating the day ahead.It will be another working day and then the weekend will be upon us.I am hoping that I am feeling better by the weekend so I can go out and entertain the crowd and I am hoping that the night goes over well for me.
As stated,tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the shift goes over well.After that,it's the weekend.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
Wednesday, March 12, 2008
Tonight,I am feeling a little bit better.Today was a little bit of a better day than yesterday.This morning,I still had difficulty trying to get the safety belt in my car to work.I kept trying to pull it and get it to work until it finally worked.It worked as I was getting off the expressway and was heading for a nearby drug store.While I was glad that it finally worked,I am still thinking of getting it fixed and replaced in the near future and I am hoping that I do not have a problem with this in the near future.It was pretty frustrating trying to get the safety belt to work and it wouldn't.But again,it did work this afternoon and I am hoping to get this problem resolved soon.
I also had a talk with a friend that I have been trying to get ahold of.I succeeded and we talked for a long time.It was wonderful.We had a nice talk about a lot of things and I felt better because I was depressed over this cold and also due to the safty belt issues that I was struggling with last night.It was wonderful to talk with him and I had a great conversation with him.
I am now relaxing.I am also anticipating the day ahead.I am hoping that the work shift tomorrow goes smoothly and that I get a lot done.I am also hoping to get some more rest tomorrow to help alleviate this cold that I have.
As stated,tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the shift goes smoothly.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
I also had a talk with a friend that I have been trying to get ahold of.I succeeded and we talked for a long time.It was wonderful.We had a nice talk about a lot of things and I felt better because I was depressed over this cold and also due to the safty belt issues that I was struggling with last night.It was wonderful to talk with him and I had a great conversation with him.
I am now relaxing.I am also anticipating the day ahead.I am hoping that the work shift tomorrow goes smoothly and that I get a lot done.I am also hoping to get some more rest tomorrow to help alleviate this cold that I have.
As stated,tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the shift goes smoothly.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
Tuesday, March 11, 2008
Tonight,I am feeling mixed emotions.The work day went by smoothly.I also managed to get what I needed to get done accomplished.But what really ruined it for me was this:
My car's driver side safety belt would not work.I tried and tried but couldn't get it to really cooperate.I couldn't get the belt hooked up.It gave me a hard time.I tried to get it to work while I was driving home from the meeting and I even pulled over a couple of time to see if it would loosen up.But it didn't.The meeting went great.I got an awful lot out of the meeting tonight and it was wonderful to meet other guys and just relate and identify with them.We watched a video with a man who also overcame SSA and he showed us how it can be done despite the obstacles.I left feeling like I have learned some stuff but the issues with the safety belt and just wrestling with the belt was really a crushing weight on me emotionally and I am hoping that I can get this belt thing resolved.I did leave a message on my mechanic's garage answering machine and I will be calling him tomorow morning as well.I am hoping that I can get this issue with the safety belt resolved soon.I hate having this happen.
I am now relaxing and I am anticipating the next day.I am hoping that the day goes smoothly.I am also hoping that the safety belt issue can get resolved.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.
My car's driver side safety belt would not work.I tried and tried but couldn't get it to really cooperate.I couldn't get the belt hooked up.It gave me a hard time.I tried to get it to work while I was driving home from the meeting and I even pulled over a couple of time to see if it would loosen up.But it didn't.The meeting went great.I got an awful lot out of the meeting tonight and it was wonderful to meet other guys and just relate and identify with them.We watched a video with a man who also overcame SSA and he showed us how it can be done despite the obstacles.I left feeling like I have learned some stuff but the issues with the safety belt and just wrestling with the belt was really a crushing weight on me emotionally and I am hoping that I can get this belt thing resolved.I did leave a message on my mechanic's garage answering machine and I will be calling him tomorow morning as well.I am hoping that I can get this issue with the safety belt resolved soon.I hate having this happen.
I am now relaxing and I am anticipating the next day.I am hoping that the day goes smoothly.I am also hoping that the safety belt issue can get resolved.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.
Monday, March 10, 2008
Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty good day today and I did quite a bit of stuff.First,I had to go to my mechanic's garage to pay him the money that I promised him and I also went to the place where I had my income tax return filed to pick up my paperwork and my federal refund check.I also had to pick up my grand nephew and my youngest grand niece from pre-school so my mom could watch them.After I dropped them off,I took a drive out to see where the church is where the SSA recovery groups will be meeting.I managed to find it but there was a setback.There was a car accident in the area where I will have to drive every Tuesday.I had to wait until the area was open to traffic as the police and fire crew's from the area cleared the area of the cars and the debris that had come from the cars.It was a long wait but I managed to find the church and after I did,I drove home.I also had to drive my grand nephew and youngest grand niece home after getting in.They are now home safe and sound and I am glad that they are.
Due to me still feeling the affects of my illness,I chose to stay home tonight and not attend my anger management/conflict resolution support group meeting.I am still feeling the effects of the bronchitis that I have been diagnosed with by the emergency room doctor and I am hoping that I am feeling better soon.I do feel better than I have felt when it started but I still feel that I need to rest up a little bit more before I start attending those meetings again.Again,I am hoping that I am feeling better soon.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the day goes smoothly.Tomorrow night will also be the first of the 12 week SSA recovery support group that I have been anxiously awaiting on.I am hoping to get an awful lot out of it and I am hoping that it all works out for the better.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
Due to me still feeling the affects of my illness,I chose to stay home tonight and not attend my anger management/conflict resolution support group meeting.I am still feeling the effects of the bronchitis that I have been diagnosed with by the emergency room doctor and I am hoping that I am feeling better soon.I do feel better than I have felt when it started but I still feel that I need to rest up a little bit more before I start attending those meetings again.Again,I am hoping that I am feeling better soon.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the day goes smoothly.Tomorrow night will also be the first of the 12 week SSA recovery support group that I have been anxiously awaiting on.I am hoping to get an awful lot out of it and I am hoping that it all works out for the better.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
Sunday, March 09, 2008
Tonight,I am feeling okay.I did not do too much today.I simply went on an errand for my mom and I also also managed to get something done for myself.The snow storm is finally over and I am hoping that this is the very last snowfall for a long time.We are supposed to get warmer temps starting next week and I am hoping that it can get rid of all the snow mess that is out there at the moment.There is so much snow on the ground that it is reminding me of the infamous Blizzard of '77 where there was so much snow on the ground and so many problems that they had to close schools and also spend days cleaning up all the snow that had accumulated during that one days span.I still remember that infamous snow storm as if were yesterday.I am just glad that the storm is over and the only thing that we can look forward to are some warmer temps that are supposed to come starting Monday.
I am now relaxing.I am also anticipating the upcoming week.I am hoping that this week is a better week for me than last.I am also hoping that I am over these dreaded symptoms that I am trying to get rid of.I am feeling better but I still need to get rid of these dreaded symptoms like coughing and constant congestion.I am hoping that by the end of next week,I am feeling better and I am also hoping that the doctor says that I am next Monday(not tomorrow but the Monday after tomorrow)and that I am feeling better.These bronchitis symptoms are also bringing me down and I am hoping that they go away soon so I can feel better emotionally as well.
I am going to stay home tonight and get some rest.There is always next week when I can go out and have a drink or two with the gang.
Tomorrow is my day off.I do have a lot to do tomorrow.I am hoping to get it done tomorrow.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day and week ahead.FJ
I am now relaxing.I am also anticipating the upcoming week.I am hoping that this week is a better week for me than last.I am also hoping that I am over these dreaded symptoms that I am trying to get rid of.I am feeling better but I still need to get rid of these dreaded symptoms like coughing and constant congestion.I am hoping that by the end of next week,I am feeling better and I am also hoping that the doctor says that I am next Monday(not tomorrow but the Monday after tomorrow)and that I am feeling better.These bronchitis symptoms are also bringing me down and I am hoping that they go away soon so I can feel better emotionally as well.
I am going to stay home tonight and get some rest.There is always next week when I can go out and have a drink or two with the gang.
Tomorrow is my day off.I do have a lot to do tomorrow.I am hoping to get it done tomorrow.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day and week ahead.FJ
Saturday, March 08, 2008
Tonight,I am feeling okay.I am also feeling a little bit better from the symptoms of that terrible bronchitis that I am struggling with at the moment.Also,the snow is really falling down here in my neck of the woods.We have been having this terrible storm since Friday morning.I am just hoping that this is the final snowfall of this winter.I find it hard to believe that we were in the 60's on Monday but we are now in the teens with wind chills in the minus single digits.Again,I am hoping that this is is the last snowstorm that we are going to have because I am tired of all this snow and I am tired of the storms.I am hoping that we don't have to endure another snow storm.
I chose to stay home tonight due to the weather and because of my illness.I called the place to let them know that I wasn't going to be in to sing tonight.They all wished me well and hoped to see me next Saturday night.This crazy weather has really been bringing me down and I am not really in the mood for much of anything.But I am hoping that it all gets better soon.
I am now relaxing at home while the snow is falling outside.According to the weather report,the snow is supposed to slowly taper off but not before we get 2-5 more inches of this dreaded white stuff.This topsy-turvy weather pattern has really been a mess.It seems that the atmoshpere can't seem to make up it's mind as to what it will be.But we are supposed to get warmer temps beginning on Tuesday.It will be well worth it after all of this stuff.
As for tomorrow,I have not made any plans yet but whatever I do,I hope that it will affect me in a positive way.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
I chose to stay home tonight due to the weather and because of my illness.I called the place to let them know that I wasn't going to be in to sing tonight.They all wished me well and hoped to see me next Saturday night.This crazy weather has really been bringing me down and I am not really in the mood for much of anything.But I am hoping that it all gets better soon.
I am now relaxing at home while the snow is falling outside.According to the weather report,the snow is supposed to slowly taper off but not before we get 2-5 more inches of this dreaded white stuff.This topsy-turvy weather pattern has really been a mess.It seems that the atmoshpere can't seem to make up it's mind as to what it will be.But we are supposed to get warmer temps beginning on Tuesday.It will be well worth it after all of this stuff.
As for tomorrow,I have not made any plans yet but whatever I do,I hope that it will affect me in a positive way.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
Friday, March 07, 2008
Tonight,I am feeling okay but I am still feeling some ill effects of the bronchitis.I am just hoping that this will pass soon.The work shift went by smoothly.I did my job and when finished,I dropped it off at the drug/alcohol rehab center and drove to my general doctor's office to find out about an appointment.I now have one in a couple of weeks.I also gave someone I knew a ride home today because I couldn't see that person waiting for a bus in the winter storm that we are currently having at the moment.The snow is really coming down outside at the moment and according to the weather bureau in my neck of the woods,the storm will be going through tomorrow night as well.I am thinking of staying home tomorrow night due to me being sick and because of the storm.But I am hoping that I will be with the people next week.This is not the only time that I had to miss entertaining the people.I have had to do this a few other times.But I don't get sick too often and I am hoping to be with the people next week.
I also went to the bank to cash my paycheck and to also pay my line of credit account payment at my bank to ensure that I am all paid as far as my bills go for this month.I still have one more bill that I need to pay and I will be mailing that out on Monday.I am hoping that Monday's weather will be better.But for now,I am just glad that my financial worries are over until the next month.I am hoping to be feeling better soon and I am also hoping that this winter storm weather is over soon.I am already getting sick of all of this snow and all the blowing and drifting.
As stated,I am thinking of staying home tomorrow night due to my illness and because of the winter storm that we are currently having.But there is always next week.Again,I am hoping that my illness and this complex weather pattern ends soon.
That was my day today and my hopes for tomorrow and the next few days.FJ
I also went to the bank to cash my paycheck and to also pay my line of credit account payment at my bank to ensure that I am all paid as far as my bills go for this month.I still have one more bill that I need to pay and I will be mailing that out on Monday.I am hoping that Monday's weather will be better.But for now,I am just glad that my financial worries are over until the next month.I am hoping to be feeling better soon and I am also hoping that this winter storm weather is over soon.I am already getting sick of all of this snow and all the blowing and drifting.
As stated,I am thinking of staying home tomorrow night due to my illness and because of the winter storm that we are currently having.But there is always next week.Again,I am hoping that my illness and this complex weather pattern ends soon.
That was my day today and my hopes for tomorrow and the next few days.FJ
Thursday, March 06, 2008
Tonight,I am feeling a little bit better and I am also relieved that I finally managed to return to work today after missing two straight days.The work shift that I worked went by smoothly and it was wonderful to be back at work again.I really did not have to do too much today and the shift went by pretty smoothly.It was pretty decent and after I did my job,I dropped off the clean laundry and before I went to do that,I straightened out a personal matter with my supervisor regarding an issue with my pay and it went well.I am hoping that I do not have to do that again.
I also went to the local hospital to get my prescription from the house psychiatrist and this is going to be his last time.He wants to move where he has family so he can be close to them.You can't blame him.If he wants to be near his family,that is understandable and it is also respectable.But I am going to miss him.
After that,I went to the hospital's emergency ward to get checked out because of the cold symptoms that I have been having.I told the people in the emergency ward what symptoms that I had and how I was feeling.The emergency ward doctor told me that I have bronchitis,which was brought on by a viral infection.Fortunately,it is not the chronic type but the doctor advised me to avoid being around people who smoke cigarettes and try to avoid dirty polluted air.They also advised me to make an appointment with my general doctor ASAP.I will be doing that tomorrow morning when I wake up.I am hoping to get a good time.I am now relieved that I now know what it is.I will be making an appointment with my general doctor soon and I am hoping to get a good time to see the doctor.
I am now at home relaxing.I am also anticipating the next day.I am actually glad that I will still be able to do what I love to do best,which is entertain the crowd.I am looking forward to doing that this weekend.I now have to avoid being around people who smoke and stay indoors more rather than in rooms where there is lots of cigarette smoke.I am also glad that I quit smoking nearly 8 years ago.Come this March 21st,it will be a full 8 years that I gave up smoking.I also guess that I gave up smoking at just the right time.I am also fortunate that I am also free from tobacco smoke and from cigarettes.
Tomorrow is another work day.I am hoping that the shift goes by smoothly.After that,it's the weekend.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
I also went to the local hospital to get my prescription from the house psychiatrist and this is going to be his last time.He wants to move where he has family so he can be close to them.You can't blame him.If he wants to be near his family,that is understandable and it is also respectable.But I am going to miss him.
After that,I went to the hospital's emergency ward to get checked out because of the cold symptoms that I have been having.I told the people in the emergency ward what symptoms that I had and how I was feeling.The emergency ward doctor told me that I have bronchitis,which was brought on by a viral infection.Fortunately,it is not the chronic type but the doctor advised me to avoid being around people who smoke cigarettes and try to avoid dirty polluted air.They also advised me to make an appointment with my general doctor ASAP.I will be doing that tomorrow morning when I wake up.I am hoping to get a good time.I am now relieved that I now know what it is.I will be making an appointment with my general doctor soon and I am hoping to get a good time to see the doctor.
I am now at home relaxing.I am also anticipating the next day.I am actually glad that I will still be able to do what I love to do best,which is entertain the crowd.I am looking forward to doing that this weekend.I now have to avoid being around people who smoke and stay indoors more rather than in rooms where there is lots of cigarette smoke.I am also glad that I quit smoking nearly 8 years ago.Come this March 21st,it will be a full 8 years that I gave up smoking.I also guess that I gave up smoking at just the right time.I am also fortunate that I am also free from tobacco smoke and from cigarettes.
Tomorrow is another work day.I am hoping that the shift goes by smoothly.After that,it's the weekend.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
Wednesday, March 05, 2008
Tonight,I am feeling a little bit better but I am still struggling with dreaded cold symptoms.They are not as bad as they were previously but I am still struggling with only a few.I am hoping that I am feeling relieved soon.I can't stand being sick and I can't stand having a violent cough and constantly blowing my nose and having a minor throat infection.If this keeps up,I am going to have to go to the local hospital's emergency ward and get checked by a doctor and see if I can get a prescription to help me get rid of these symptoms.I am going to continue taking the herbal remedies for the rest of the night and hope for the best.If not,there's always the emergency ward.
I had to cancel my appointment with my sexual abuse support counselor today due to me having this cold and still,not having a car to drive down due to the exhaust and fuel line issues that I was having.I have another appointmet with her in 2 weeks and I can talk to her about these things then.I was disappointed but I had to do it.I also didn't go to my support group meeting at the church for the same reasons.But I will be going back to that in a few months.I will be attending that SSA support group for 12 weeks starting next week.I am going to have to take a drive out to the church where they are going to be meeting to see where it is.I am hoping that it is not too hard to find.I am looking forward to attending this group and I am hoping to get alot out of it.I can hardly wait to start it.
My car is now back on the road.I drove it for a while today when I got it back and I am feeling a little bit better.The only thing that I now have to do is pay my mechanic for the work that he did on the car.It was a pretty expensive job that he had to do but I am now glad that it is now running good again.I am going back to work tomorrow morning and I also have to have a talk with my supervisor regarding a personal issue.I am hoping that the talk goes over well and that we come to an understanding on this.Again,I am glad that my car is back on the road and I am also glad to be going back to work.I hope that my supervisor and I can come to an understanding on this issue that I have talk with her about.
As stated,tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the shift that I will be working will go well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
I had to cancel my appointment with my sexual abuse support counselor today due to me having this cold and still,not having a car to drive down due to the exhaust and fuel line issues that I was having.I have another appointmet with her in 2 weeks and I can talk to her about these things then.I was disappointed but I had to do it.I also didn't go to my support group meeting at the church for the same reasons.But I will be going back to that in a few months.I will be attending that SSA support group for 12 weeks starting next week.I am going to have to take a drive out to the church where they are going to be meeting to see where it is.I am hoping that it is not too hard to find.I am looking forward to attending this group and I am hoping to get alot out of it.I can hardly wait to start it.
My car is now back on the road.I drove it for a while today when I got it back and I am feeling a little bit better.The only thing that I now have to do is pay my mechanic for the work that he did on the car.It was a pretty expensive job that he had to do but I am now glad that it is now running good again.I am going back to work tomorrow morning and I also have to have a talk with my supervisor regarding a personal issue.I am hoping that the talk goes over well and that we come to an understanding on this.Again,I am glad that my car is back on the road and I am also glad to be going back to work.I hope that my supervisor and I can come to an understanding on this issue that I have talk with her about.
As stated,tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the shift that I will be working will go well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
Monday, March 03, 2008
Tonight,I am not feeling very good.I am at the moment,dealing with terrible cold symptoms.I have been coughing roughly and I have also been feeling drowsy due to a big headache that I have caused by my sinuses.I slept in my bed for most of the day and taking herbal remedies to try to remove the symptoms from me.Not only that,I had my car towed today to my mechanic and it turns out that the exhaust issues that I have are more severe than I thought.I guess that it will cost me a pretty penny to get it fixed.Oh well.I guess that you can't win them all.
As a result of me struggling with these cold symptoms,I chose not to go to my weekly anger management/conflict resolution group meeting tonight.I will be going next week.
I may also be not going to work tomorrow morning as a result.I have no car and I am really feeling miserable as a result.Not only that,I may not be going to my support group meeting at the church tomorrow night as a result of the symptoms that I have and of course,me not having a car is a contributing factor.
Before anything,I will be going to the store to get some herbal cold remedy teas and some pain reliever at a supermarket in my area and I am hoping that I can feel better with these.Again,I have been coughing roughly and I have also been in pain almost all over my body.I am hoping to be over this soon and I am also hoping that I do not have to go to the doctor's office and/or the local emergency ward at the local hospital.Again,I am hoping to be over this cold soon and I hope that it doesn't become influenza.That will be something that I will not be able to handle at the moment.I will be calling my mechanic tomorrow regarding the repairs and I am hoping that it can be fixed soon.I would hate to be without my car for an extended period of time.Any prayers would be greatly appreciated.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day tomorrow.FJ
As a result of me struggling with these cold symptoms,I chose not to go to my weekly anger management/conflict resolution group meeting tonight.I will be going next week.
I may also be not going to work tomorrow morning as a result.I have no car and I am really feeling miserable as a result.Not only that,I may not be going to my support group meeting at the church tomorrow night as a result of the symptoms that I have and of course,me not having a car is a contributing factor.
Before anything,I will be going to the store to get some herbal cold remedy teas and some pain reliever at a supermarket in my area and I am hoping that I can feel better with these.Again,I have been coughing roughly and I have also been in pain almost all over my body.I am hoping to be over this soon and I am also hoping that I do not have to go to the doctor's office and/or the local emergency ward at the local hospital.Again,I am hoping to be over this cold soon and I hope that it doesn't become influenza.That will be something that I will not be able to handle at the moment.I will be calling my mechanic tomorrow regarding the repairs and I am hoping that it can be fixed soon.I would hate to be without my car for an extended period of time.Any prayers would be greatly appreciated.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day tomorrow.FJ
Sunday, March 02, 2008
Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a not too eventful of a day today.I ran an errand or two today for my mom and that was all.I only did not do too much because I am having problems with my car exhaust system at the moment.I chose to limit my activities today as a result of that.After I did the errands for my mom,I simply went home and relaxed.I was feeling a little tired and I felt that a nap would do me some good.I did feel better afterwards.
After a light dinner,I finished my personal PC work after putting it off for most of the day.But I did get it done and that gave me a sense of accomplishment.I do feel great knowing that I have finished something that I started.
I am now relaxing.I am anticipating the coming week.Before I did anything else today,I called my mechanic's garage and left a message about the exhaust issues that I am currently having.I will also be calling him tomorrow morning early to see if he got the message and if he hasn't checked his messages,I will let him know again and I am hoping that this can be corrected fast.I don't want to risk getting pulled over by the police and getting a ticket.Again,I am hoping that I can get this corrected fast.
Since I am having problems with my exhaust system,I am going to stay home and turn in early.
Last night,I did go out to entertain the crowd and it was a terrific night.I even got to do more than my usual allotment.There wasn't too many people up to sing so I decided to stay a little longer and do some more.It was wonderful.I haven't done more than my usual allotment for a long time.It was wonderful and I love to entertain people.I am still hoping to one day do it professionally.
Tomorrow is my day off.I will be attending my anger management/conflict resolution group tomorrow night.I am hoping that the meeting goes well.
That was my day today and my night last night,including my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
After a light dinner,I finished my personal PC work after putting it off for most of the day.But I did get it done and that gave me a sense of accomplishment.I do feel great knowing that I have finished something that I started.
I am now relaxing.I am anticipating the coming week.Before I did anything else today,I called my mechanic's garage and left a message about the exhaust issues that I am currently having.I will also be calling him tomorrow morning early to see if he got the message and if he hasn't checked his messages,I will let him know again and I am hoping that this can be corrected fast.I don't want to risk getting pulled over by the police and getting a ticket.Again,I am hoping that I can get this corrected fast.
Since I am having problems with my exhaust system,I am going to stay home and turn in early.
Last night,I did go out to entertain the crowd and it was a terrific night.I even got to do more than my usual allotment.There wasn't too many people up to sing so I decided to stay a little longer and do some more.It was wonderful.I haven't done more than my usual allotment for a long time.It was wonderful and I love to entertain people.I am still hoping to one day do it professionally.
Tomorrow is my day off.I will be attending my anger management/conflict resolution group tomorrow night.I am hoping that the meeting goes well.
That was my day today and my night last night,including my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
Saturday, March 01, 2008
Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a very good day today.I met with that counselor who is helping get a support outlet of guys who are struggling with SSA.I will be starting this group in about a week from now.I am hoping to get an awful lot out of this group and I am hoping to learn anything new and hopefully,finally start on the road to healthy relationships.The meeting with her went great and we talked for a little over an hour.I am looking forward to this group even more now.
I had to run a couple of errands for my mom today.I had to get a few thinsg for the home and I also had to get a few things for myself.It was a very good day and I had gotten a lot accomplished.That really makes me feel good.
After I had a light dinner,I finished my personal PC work.I had put it off the entire day to meet with the counselor and to run those errands for my mom.But I got them done and now,I feel as if my day is complete.
I am now relaxing.I am also anticipating the night ahead.I will be singing up a storm tonight.I am hoping that the evening goes well for me.Though I rarely have an off night,I still hope for things to go well.But I am feeling hopeful and optimistic.I feel that everything will work out for me tonight.
As for tomorrow,I have not decided what I will do.But whatever I do,I hope that it benefits me in a positive way.
That was my day today and my hopes for the rest of the weekend.FJ
I had to run a couple of errands for my mom today.I had to get a few thinsg for the home and I also had to get a few things for myself.It was a very good day and I had gotten a lot accomplished.That really makes me feel good.
After I had a light dinner,I finished my personal PC work.I had put it off the entire day to meet with the counselor and to run those errands for my mom.But I got them done and now,I feel as if my day is complete.
I am now relaxing.I am also anticipating the night ahead.I will be singing up a storm tonight.I am hoping that the evening goes well for me.Though I rarely have an off night,I still hope for things to go well.But I am feeling hopeful and optimistic.I feel that everything will work out for me tonight.
As for tomorrow,I have not decided what I will do.But whatever I do,I hope that it benefits me in a positive way.
That was my day today and my hopes for the rest of the weekend.FJ
Friday, February 29, 2008
Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty good work day today.The work shift went by well and there was not a problem and I also had no messes to clean when I did the pick up.I had a pretty good day and I went home shortly after cashing my paycheck.
I heard from that lady who is going to be setting up a support group for 12 weeks to help men in overcoming SSA.I am looking forward to that group.It will be a 12 week educational process where we will be watching videos and answering questions in the form of open verbal discussions.I am looking forward to that and I will also be meeting up with her tomorrow afternoon.I can hardly wait to meet her and talk about the whole thing that is going to be coming up soon.
After I ate a light dinner,I registered all my bills at Where's George and even caught up on some last minute e-mails.I also did a scan for viruses and spyware on my computer and the best news was that the database was clean.There were no viruses or spyware in my database.That really made me feel better.It's great to have anti-virus software to check for viruses and spyware so that you can keep your computer clean and warn you of potential threats now and then.
I am now relaxing.I am anticipating the weekend and I am hoping that the weekend is a super duper one indeed.I will be doing my usual entertaining the crowd tomorrow night and I am hoping that the night goes well.As for the rest of the weekend,I haven't made any plans but whatever I do,I hope that it benefits me in a positive way.
That was my day today and my hopes for the upcoming weekend.FJ
I heard from that lady who is going to be setting up a support group for 12 weeks to help men in overcoming SSA.I am looking forward to that group.It will be a 12 week educational process where we will be watching videos and answering questions in the form of open verbal discussions.I am looking forward to that and I will also be meeting up with her tomorrow afternoon.I can hardly wait to meet her and talk about the whole thing that is going to be coming up soon.
After I ate a light dinner,I registered all my bills at Where's George and even caught up on some last minute e-mails.I also did a scan for viruses and spyware on my computer and the best news was that the database was clean.There were no viruses or spyware in my database.That really made me feel better.It's great to have anti-virus software to check for viruses and spyware so that you can keep your computer clean and warn you of potential threats now and then.
I am now relaxing.I am anticipating the weekend and I am hoping that the weekend is a super duper one indeed.I will be doing my usual entertaining the crowd tomorrow night and I am hoping that the night goes well.As for the rest of the weekend,I haven't made any plans but whatever I do,I hope that it benefits me in a positive way.
That was my day today and my hopes for the upcoming weekend.FJ
Thursday, February 28, 2008
Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.The work shift went by smoothly and there was no messes to clean up nor any other's work to finish.It was a very good day.After having my lunch,I finished off by bagging everything and going home.
When I got home,I relaxed for a bit and really didn't do much else until I checked my mail.When I did,I saw that my new Smurfs DVD arrived.I have been waiting on this since I pre-ordered this several weeks ago.It was well worth the wait.The colors are very bright and it did bring back some positive memories.I really enjoyed watching part of this today when I got it.I can hardly wait for the next Smurfs DVD release to come out.I know that it will be as well worth the wait as it was for this one.
I also took a nap for a while.I was feeling tired and I felt that a nap would do me a world of good.I did feel better and I was now able to relax a little bit more without feeling tensed.But still,it was a pretty good day and I had some fun.
After having a light dinner,I finished my personal PC work.I felt that it was a nice way to end a pretty good day.I am now relaxing and getting ready for tomorrow.I am hoping that the work shift goes rather smoothly for me tomorrow.I would really hate it if something would go wrong for me.But it has been going good for me for a while and I am hoping that it continues to do so.
As stated,tomorrow is a work day and I am hoping that the shift goes well.After that,it's the weekend.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
When I got home,I relaxed for a bit and really didn't do much else until I checked my mail.When I did,I saw that my new Smurfs DVD arrived.I have been waiting on this since I pre-ordered this several weeks ago.It was well worth the wait.The colors are very bright and it did bring back some positive memories.I really enjoyed watching part of this today when I got it.I can hardly wait for the next Smurfs DVD release to come out.I know that it will be as well worth the wait as it was for this one.
I also took a nap for a while.I was feeling tired and I felt that a nap would do me a world of good.I did feel better and I was now able to relax a little bit more without feeling tensed.But still,it was a pretty good day and I had some fun.
After having a light dinner,I finished my personal PC work.I felt that it was a nice way to end a pretty good day.I am now relaxing and getting ready for tomorrow.I am hoping that the work shift goes rather smoothly for me tomorrow.I would really hate it if something would go wrong for me.But it has been going good for me for a while and I am hoping that it continues to do so.
As stated,tomorrow is a work day and I am hoping that the shift goes well.After that,it's the weekend.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
Wednesday, February 27, 2008
Tonight,I am feeling very good.I had a very good day today.The laundry pick-up went great.There was no mess to clean up and that made me feel good.After I dropped the laundry off at the work site and sorted everything out,I had a wonderful lunch.After I ate,I went home.
I relaxed for a while after I got in.After that,I went to file my income tax return today and I am getting back some money.It is going to be awesome.I have been trying to save up some money for a long time and now with this refund,I am going to be having a pretty good chunk of change.Not only that,I may possibly be getting another refund check in May.If I don't,OH WELL!This refund will be better than nothing.But I am glad to have filed my return today because it gives me a feeling of accomplishment.
I am now relaxing.The weather outside is COLD!We just had another Winter storm end and the wind chils are in the minus single digits at the moment.We are supposed to get some warmer weather coming up this weekend.I am hoping that the warm-up will do me a lot of good.I am still having excruciating foot pain in my right leg caused by the heel spur in my right foot.I am also feeling pain in my left foot but that is not as bad as the pain in my right foot.I will be glad for the warmer weather to come here because I am tired of the bitterly COLD temps and I am also tired of this excruciating foot and leg pain in my right foot and leg.Again,I am hoping that the warmer weather comes soon.
When I got home today,I saw that the pair of shoes that I ordered came in.I even tried them on when I got them and they fit perfectly.They have a very comfortable fit and I can walk real good in them as well.I hardly felt any pain while walking in them.Still,I am going to get those arch supports because I feel that I still need them because I would like to reduce and/or eliminate the pain that I am feeling.I can hardly wait to start going back to church one of these days.It will be great to worship in a church again.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the shift goes smoothly.
That was my day today and my hopes for the work day tomorrow.FJ
I relaxed for a while after I got in.After that,I went to file my income tax return today and I am getting back some money.It is going to be awesome.I have been trying to save up some money for a long time and now with this refund,I am going to be having a pretty good chunk of change.Not only that,I may possibly be getting another refund check in May.If I don't,OH WELL!This refund will be better than nothing.But I am glad to have filed my return today because it gives me a feeling of accomplishment.
I am now relaxing.The weather outside is COLD!We just had another Winter storm end and the wind chils are in the minus single digits at the moment.We are supposed to get some warmer weather coming up this weekend.I am hoping that the warm-up will do me a lot of good.I am still having excruciating foot pain in my right leg caused by the heel spur in my right foot.I am also feeling pain in my left foot but that is not as bad as the pain in my right foot.I will be glad for the warmer weather to come here because I am tired of the bitterly COLD temps and I am also tired of this excruciating foot and leg pain in my right foot and leg.Again,I am hoping that the warmer weather comes soon.
When I got home today,I saw that the pair of shoes that I ordered came in.I even tried them on when I got them and they fit perfectly.They have a very comfortable fit and I can walk real good in them as well.I hardly felt any pain while walking in them.Still,I am going to get those arch supports because I feel that I still need them because I would like to reduce and/or eliminate the pain that I am feeling.I can hardly wait to start going back to church one of these days.It will be great to worship in a church again.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the shift goes smoothly.
That was my day today and my hopes for the work day tomorrow.FJ
Tuesday, February 26, 2008
Monday, February 25, 2008
Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.My appointment with the medication manager over at the local hospital went great.We had a nice long talk and I also had to fill in some forms to keep the hospital updated on my medical situation.Again,it was wonderful and I had great talk.I also have a new appointment.I also learned through her that the current psychiatrist is going to retire and they really don't know who they might set me up with after he does.I'll just have to wait and see.
My anger management/conflict resolution meeting also went well tonight.It was great to hear what the other people had to say and it was also wonderful that a member of our group came back after a lengthy illness.It was a wonderful meeting and it was also wonderful to hear and be heard.I left feeling good after the meeting was over and I also bought something that my mother needed for the house.Overall,a pretty good day.
I am now relaxing.I am anticipating the work day tomorrow and I am hoping that the day goes well for me.I would hate it if something went wrong for me at work.Again,I hope that the day goes by smoothly.
We are now under a "Winter Storm Warning" starting tomorrow morning at 7:00 am.I hope that we escape the full brunt of the winter storm and that only the south towns get it.I guess that I also have to put up with more excruciating foot and leg pain again for the next few days.But Ia m hoping that this storm is just a short one and that we are back to normal in a few days.But if not,OH WELL!!I'll just have to put up with more pain again.
As stated,tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the day goes over smoothly.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day tomorrow.FJ
My anger management/conflict resolution meeting also went well tonight.It was great to hear what the other people had to say and it was also wonderful that a member of our group came back after a lengthy illness.It was a wonderful meeting and it was also wonderful to hear and be heard.I left feeling good after the meeting was over and I also bought something that my mother needed for the house.Overall,a pretty good day.
I am now relaxing.I am anticipating the work day tomorrow and I am hoping that the day goes well for me.I would hate it if something went wrong for me at work.Again,I hope that the day goes by smoothly.
We are now under a "Winter Storm Warning" starting tomorrow morning at 7:00 am.I hope that we escape the full brunt of the winter storm and that only the south towns get it.I guess that I also have to put up with more excruciating foot and leg pain again for the next few days.But Ia m hoping that this storm is just a short one and that we are back to normal in a few days.But if not,OH WELL!!I'll just have to put up with more pain again.
As stated,tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the day goes over smoothly.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day tomorrow.FJ
Sunday, February 24, 2008
Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a not too eventful of a day today.I simply went and ran an errand for my mom and I also went and got something to eat.It was a couple slices of pizza and I needed to have something to tie me over until dinner.After all of that was done,I simply went home and finished my personal PC work.
I had a light dinner tonight.It was a slice of ham with scalloped potatoes and string beans.It was very good.I wasn't too hungry anyway.I have been eating light for quite a while.I guess that I would like to lose some weight.
Last night,my night of entertaining the crowd went great.It was an awesome night.As I stated yesterday,a friend and I alongside his live in girlfriend were celebrating his girlfriend's birthday and it was a blast.After we sang the song Birthday by The Beatles for her last night,we had cake and it was delicious.It was a chocolate cake with lots of delicious frosting.It was aweome.As always,the crowd really liked the selections that I sang and it made me feel great.I left for home last night with a smile on my face.
I am now at home relaxing.There is really nothing much to do on a day like this.The weather was pretty nice today but we are not going to have this nice weather for too long.After today,we are going to be going back to bitterly COLD temps.I guess that I will have to put up with foot and leg pain again in my right leg once again.But I am still holding on to the hope that this weather will be going away very soon.I know that the Groundhog saw his shadow on the 2nd of this month.But I am letting the weather progress as it is going.That is the only thing that I can do.Nature does have to run it's course.
Tomorrow is my day off.I do have a couple of appointments tomorrow.My first is with the medication manager at the local hopsital and I also have my anger management/conflict resolution group meeting tomorrow night.I am hoping that both of these go well.
As for the rest of the night,I may go out and have a drink with the guys.I can't stay too long because of my appointment with the med manager tomorrow.When I get home,I'll just go to bed.
That was my day today and my hopes for the rest of the day and the day ahead.FJ
I had a light dinner tonight.It was a slice of ham with scalloped potatoes and string beans.It was very good.I wasn't too hungry anyway.I have been eating light for quite a while.I guess that I would like to lose some weight.
Last night,my night of entertaining the crowd went great.It was an awesome night.As I stated yesterday,a friend and I alongside his live in girlfriend were celebrating his girlfriend's birthday and it was a blast.After we sang the song Birthday by The Beatles for her last night,we had cake and it was delicious.It was a chocolate cake with lots of delicious frosting.It was aweome.As always,the crowd really liked the selections that I sang and it made me feel great.I left for home last night with a smile on my face.
I am now at home relaxing.There is really nothing much to do on a day like this.The weather was pretty nice today but we are not going to have this nice weather for too long.After today,we are going to be going back to bitterly COLD temps.I guess that I will have to put up with foot and leg pain again in my right leg once again.But I am still holding on to the hope that this weather will be going away very soon.I know that the Groundhog saw his shadow on the 2nd of this month.But I am letting the weather progress as it is going.That is the only thing that I can do.Nature does have to run it's course.
Tomorrow is my day off.I do have a couple of appointments tomorrow.My first is with the medication manager at the local hopsital and I also have my anger management/conflict resolution group meeting tomorrow night.I am hoping that both of these go well.
As for the rest of the night,I may go out and have a drink with the guys.I can't stay too long because of my appointment with the med manager tomorrow.When I get home,I'll just go to bed.
That was my day today and my hopes for the rest of the day and the day ahead.FJ
Saturday, February 23, 2008
Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty good day today.My mom finally got her grocery shopping done.While she was shopping,I decided to go to an area supermarket to turn in some empty bottles that had accumulated in my trunk.I only did this so there would be enough room in the trunk for the bags full of groceries.After I did that,I went to an area Wendy's to have something to eat to tie me over until dinner.It was a Jr.Bacon Cheeseburger with some fries on the side.After eating that,I went to pick my mother up and we got the groceries home.I bathed afterwards so I could be ready for tonight.
After a light dinner,I registered a few more bills at Where's George.They were simply the bottle return money and the change that I got from the food at Wendy's.I also wanted to finish up on some last minute PC work so I can be ready for tonight.
I will be doing my usual entertaining the crowd tonight.I will also be having a friend along w/ his live-in girlfriend included.It is her birthday today and we are going out to celebrate the day tonight.I am hoping that the night goes over well for all of us.Though I rarely have an off night,I still always hope.You never know what might happen.I also hope that it will be a truly Happy Birthday for his girlfriend.
I am now relaxing and getting ready for the night ahead.I just hope that everything goes okay for my friend and her.
I am still dealing with the foot and leg pain.Though it's not as bad as it was for the last couple of weeks,I am stil enduring the effects.I am hoping that pain dies down pretty soon.I am still limping but now,I am gradually losing the limp.I am hoping that I can walk normal like I used to without feeling any pain.
As for tomorrow,I have not made any plans but whatever I do,I am hoping that it will affect me in a positive way.
That was my day today and my hopes for tonight and the rest of the weekend.FJ
After a light dinner,I registered a few more bills at Where's George.They were simply the bottle return money and the change that I got from the food at Wendy's.I also wanted to finish up on some last minute PC work so I can be ready for tonight.
I will be doing my usual entertaining the crowd tonight.I will also be having a friend along w/ his live-in girlfriend included.It is her birthday today and we are going out to celebrate the day tonight.I am hoping that the night goes over well for all of us.Though I rarely have an off night,I still always hope.You never know what might happen.I also hope that it will be a truly Happy Birthday for his girlfriend.
I am now relaxing and getting ready for the night ahead.I just hope that everything goes okay for my friend and her.
I am still dealing with the foot and leg pain.Though it's not as bad as it was for the last couple of weeks,I am stil enduring the effects.I am hoping that pain dies down pretty soon.I am still limping but now,I am gradually losing the limp.I am hoping that I can walk normal like I used to without feeling any pain.
As for tomorrow,I have not made any plans but whatever I do,I am hoping that it will affect me in a positive way.
That was my day today and my hopes for tonight and the rest of the weekend.FJ
Friday, February 22, 2008
Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.The work shift went smoothly and that was great.After I dropped the clean laundry off,I went to cash my paycheck and went home.
When I got home,I started to register some bills at Where's George but got sidetracked by a phone call.It was from a woman that I have been talking to regarding a group of people who are working to recover from unwanted SSA and are looking for ways to do that.I have been waiting and anticipating this for months.It will be starting soon.The only sacrifice that I have to make is that I have to cancel going out to my Tuesday night support group meetings at the church where I attend them.I will be breaking it to the group this coming Tuesday night and I know that it will be hard to do that because I am going to miss them.This SSA recovery group is going to be meeting at a church outside of my city and I am going to start attending it in a few weeks.I am hoping that this really works out for me.The group will be for just 12 weeks and it will cost a little bit of money but I am willing to give it a try.I have been trying to find a group where I can get help in my SSA recovery because lately I have been on an emotional roller coaster ride where I have been masturbating quite a bit.I have not done it every day or every night but I have relapsed here and there.I am going to be needing all the support that I can get.I am hoping that this will work out for me in the long run.The next thing that I need to do is to also start going back to church again after all these years.I am hoping to be doing that soon.
After I ate,I finished registering my money at Where's George and started doing a scan on my computer to see if there were any viruses and/or spyware on my computer.While the scan was going on,I went out for a while to see if I could get a pair of new shoes.I went to a Sear's in my area when I printed a page from their corporate website and decided to go to the store to see if I could purchase them there.Unfortunately,they didn't have them in stock in the store but they did specially order them for me.They are in the size that I need for my feet and I am hoping to receive them soon.The store salesclerk informed me that they should arrive in 6-8 business days.It will be a while but when I receive them,I will be trying them on.I hope that they will look nice on me and that they will fit comfortably.
While I was out,I also went to a Wal-Mart in my area to get some new sneakers.Most of the sneakers there were mostly wide and though they were the size of my feet,they were loosely due to them being wide.I bought a pair of medically based sneakers instead and they fit comfortably.When I get the arch supports for both my shoes and sneakers,I will have to take out the inlay soles in them so the arch supports can work properly on my feet and keep me alligned.I also had to pick up my prescription at a local Rite-Aid.After doing all that,I went home to charge my Tracfone because it was beeping indicating that the battery was low.
I am now at home relaxing.I am eagerly awaiting tomorrow night.I will be entertaining the crowd tomorrow night and I will also have a friend and his live in girlfriend with me as well.It will be her birthday tomorrow and we will be out celebrating.I am hoping that the night goes well for all of us.
The results of my viral scan came back with a clean report.There were no viruses and/or spyware on my computer.That made me feel better.
As for the rest of the weekend,I have not made any plans but whatever I do,I am hoping that it will affect me in a positive way.
That was my day today and my hopes for the upcoming weekend.FJ
When I got home,I started to register some bills at Where's George but got sidetracked by a phone call.It was from a woman that I have been talking to regarding a group of people who are working to recover from unwanted SSA and are looking for ways to do that.I have been waiting and anticipating this for months.It will be starting soon.The only sacrifice that I have to make is that I have to cancel going out to my Tuesday night support group meetings at the church where I attend them.I will be breaking it to the group this coming Tuesday night and I know that it will be hard to do that because I am going to miss them.This SSA recovery group is going to be meeting at a church outside of my city and I am going to start attending it in a few weeks.I am hoping that this really works out for me.The group will be for just 12 weeks and it will cost a little bit of money but I am willing to give it a try.I have been trying to find a group where I can get help in my SSA recovery because lately I have been on an emotional roller coaster ride where I have been masturbating quite a bit.I have not done it every day or every night but I have relapsed here and there.I am going to be needing all the support that I can get.I am hoping that this will work out for me in the long run.The next thing that I need to do is to also start going back to church again after all these years.I am hoping to be doing that soon.
After I ate,I finished registering my money at Where's George and started doing a scan on my computer to see if there were any viruses and/or spyware on my computer.While the scan was going on,I went out for a while to see if I could get a pair of new shoes.I went to a Sear's in my area when I printed a page from their corporate website and decided to go to the store to see if I could purchase them there.Unfortunately,they didn't have them in stock in the store but they did specially order them for me.They are in the size that I need for my feet and I am hoping to receive them soon.The store salesclerk informed me that they should arrive in 6-8 business days.It will be a while but when I receive them,I will be trying them on.I hope that they will look nice on me and that they will fit comfortably.
While I was out,I also went to a Wal-Mart in my area to get some new sneakers.Most of the sneakers there were mostly wide and though they were the size of my feet,they were loosely due to them being wide.I bought a pair of medically based sneakers instead and they fit comfortably.When I get the arch supports for both my shoes and sneakers,I will have to take out the inlay soles in them so the arch supports can work properly on my feet and keep me alligned.I also had to pick up my prescription at a local Rite-Aid.After doing all that,I went home to charge my Tracfone because it was beeping indicating that the battery was low.
I am now at home relaxing.I am eagerly awaiting tomorrow night.I will be entertaining the crowd tomorrow night and I will also have a friend and his live in girlfriend with me as well.It will be her birthday tomorrow and we will be out celebrating.I am hoping that the night goes well for all of us.
The results of my viral scan came back with a clean report.There were no viruses and/or spyware on my computer.That made me feel better.
As for the rest of the weekend,I have not made any plans but whatever I do,I am hoping that it will affect me in a positive way.
That was my day today and my hopes for the upcoming weekend.FJ
Thursday, February 21, 2008
Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty good day today.The work shift went by pretty well.It weny smoothly.I also had a great lunch period.After I ate,I left work after I was done and went to do some shopping for my mom.I then went home.
I managed to finish my personal PC work when I got home.I also went out to look for some comfortable dress shoes that also would fit me.I didn't find any but I am not giving up.I am determined to find some shoes for myself.I am not going to quit until I find some.
I also had a light dinner.After that,I continued in my quest to find some proper fitting and comfortable shoes.As stated,I am not going to give up until I do.
I am still dealing with foot and leg pain.But that is slowly dying down.I am hoping that this painful experience ends soon.
I am now at home relaxing.The weather is bitterly COLD out and I want to save some energy for the next day.It is another work day tomorrow and I want to save some energy for work tomorrow.I am also hoping that the shift goes well for me.I would hate it if something would go wrong.So far,the days have been pretty good and I haven't had any anger flare-ups for a long time.That makes me feel like that I am keeping my anger problem in check and trying to keep it under control.But still,I need to keep working on it one day at a time.If I can get through one day without losing it,GOOD.There is always the next day and the day after that and so on.But right now,accoring to the people that I am around day in and day out,I am doing good and that makes me feel better.
As stated,tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the shift goes well.After that,it's the weekend.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day tomorrow.FJ
I managed to finish my personal PC work when I got home.I also went out to look for some comfortable dress shoes that also would fit me.I didn't find any but I am not giving up.I am determined to find some shoes for myself.I am not going to quit until I find some.
I also had a light dinner.After that,I continued in my quest to find some proper fitting and comfortable shoes.As stated,I am not going to give up until I do.
I am still dealing with foot and leg pain.But that is slowly dying down.I am hoping that this painful experience ends soon.
I am now at home relaxing.The weather is bitterly COLD out and I want to save some energy for the next day.It is another work day tomorrow and I want to save some energy for work tomorrow.I am also hoping that the shift goes well for me.I would hate it if something would go wrong.So far,the days have been pretty good and I haven't had any anger flare-ups for a long time.That makes me feel like that I am keeping my anger problem in check and trying to keep it under control.But still,I need to keep working on it one day at a time.If I can get through one day without losing it,GOOD.There is always the next day and the day after that and so on.But right now,accoring to the people that I am around day in and day out,I am doing good and that makes me feel better.
As stated,tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the shift goes well.After that,it's the weekend.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day tomorrow.FJ
Wednesday, February 20, 2008
Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty good day today.The laundry pick-up went by as smoothly as it could.I also had lunch over at the social club and after that,I went to the bank to withdraw some money for my mom.After registering the bills at Where's George,I went to my appointment with my sexual abuse support counselor.
The session with my sexual abuse support counselor went great.It was wonderful to share with her what had been going on with me for the last two weeks since our last session.I told her everything that had been going on with me,including the excruciating pain that I have been experiencing lately with my right foot and leg.I also said that it is slowly dying down and with the warmer weather approaching,I am hoping to not feel any pain in my right foot and leg any longer.I also told her that I am looking forward to getting arch supports in my sneakers and shoes.I also have to get new sneakers and shoes because my current sneakers are going bad and that the shoes I now have do not fit anymore.She informed me that she hoped that I am feeling better soon and that everything works out for me.I thanked her and I left her office to complete a couple of things for myself and my mom.
I went to a local Wal-Mart and bought a Tracfone card to add some more minutes and to extend my service date for another 90 days.I also had to purchase some groceries for my mom so we could have some dinner tonight.Tonight's dinner was homemade vegetable soup.It was delicious.After that,I added the minutes and extension to my Tracfone cell phone and now,I have 90 days of service and over 120 minutes.I am glad that this has been accomplished.
I am now relaxing.I am also anticipating the day ahead.It is a work day.I am hoping that the shift goes well for me.After work,my mom and I are hoping to get some grocery shopping done.After that,I don't know what else needs to be done until I find out.
As stated,tomorrow is work day.I am hoping that the shift goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
The session with my sexual abuse support counselor went great.It was wonderful to share with her what had been going on with me for the last two weeks since our last session.I told her everything that had been going on with me,including the excruciating pain that I have been experiencing lately with my right foot and leg.I also said that it is slowly dying down and with the warmer weather approaching,I am hoping to not feel any pain in my right foot and leg any longer.I also told her that I am looking forward to getting arch supports in my sneakers and shoes.I also have to get new sneakers and shoes because my current sneakers are going bad and that the shoes I now have do not fit anymore.She informed me that she hoped that I am feeling better soon and that everything works out for me.I thanked her and I left her office to complete a couple of things for myself and my mom.
I went to a local Wal-Mart and bought a Tracfone card to add some more minutes and to extend my service date for another 90 days.I also had to purchase some groceries for my mom so we could have some dinner tonight.Tonight's dinner was homemade vegetable soup.It was delicious.After that,I added the minutes and extension to my Tracfone cell phone and now,I have 90 days of service and over 120 minutes.I am glad that this has been accomplished.
I am now relaxing.I am also anticipating the day ahead.It is a work day.I am hoping that the shift goes well for me.After work,my mom and I are hoping to get some grocery shopping done.After that,I don't know what else needs to be done until I find out.
As stated,tomorrow is work day.I am hoping that the shift goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
Tuesday, February 19, 2008
Tonight,I am feeling a little bit better but still feeling at least a moderate pain in my right foot.I had a pretty good day today.The work day went by smoothly and I also had some pretty good conversations with some of the people during the lunch period.Overall,a pretty good day.
I am still feeling pain in my right foot and leg.Right now,the pain is moiderate.It is slowly dying down.We are supposed to have warmer weather coming at the end of the week and I am hoping so because this excruciating pain that I am feeling,though it is slowly dying down,will go away when it does get warmer.The pain is becoming practically unbearable.I cam walking a litle bit better but I am still walking with a limp.Again,I am hoping that the warmer weather comes soon so the pain in my right foot and leg goes away.Though I do have a heel spur,I rarely feel pain most of the time and the only time that I really get it is when it gets really COLD and freezing.I am also still going to get arch supports for my feet so my feet will be properly aligned and I won't feel much pain anymore and if I can feel no pian,that will be even better.Again,I am looking forward to getting those supports.I also have to get a new pair of sneakers and a new pair of shoes that fit better so they will help the arch supports work better.I will be getting them,hopefully,next month.
I went to my support group meeting at the church tonight and it went wonderfully well.It was wonderful to get an awful lot more off of mu mind and to share what was going on with me over the last couple of weeks.It was wonderful to be with them again after having to miss last week.I am hoping that I will not have to miss any more meetings.
Tomorrow is simply a pick-up day.I am hoping that the pick up goes well enough.I also have a meeting with my sexual abuse support counselor tomorrow afternoon.I am hoping that the session with her goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
I am still feeling pain in my right foot and leg.Right now,the pain is moiderate.It is slowly dying down.We are supposed to have warmer weather coming at the end of the week and I am hoping so because this excruciating pain that I am feeling,though it is slowly dying down,will go away when it does get warmer.The pain is becoming practically unbearable.I cam walking a litle bit better but I am still walking with a limp.Again,I am hoping that the warmer weather comes soon so the pain in my right foot and leg goes away.Though I do have a heel spur,I rarely feel pain most of the time and the only time that I really get it is when it gets really COLD and freezing.I am also still going to get arch supports for my feet so my feet will be properly aligned and I won't feel much pain anymore and if I can feel no pian,that will be even better.Again,I am looking forward to getting those supports.I also have to get a new pair of sneakers and a new pair of shoes that fit better so they will help the arch supports work better.I will be getting them,hopefully,next month.
I went to my support group meeting at the church tonight and it went wonderfully well.It was wonderful to get an awful lot more off of mu mind and to share what was going on with me over the last couple of weeks.It was wonderful to be with them again after having to miss last week.I am hoping that I will not have to miss any more meetings.
Tomorrow is simply a pick-up day.I am hoping that the pick up goes well enough.I also have a meeting with my sexual abuse support counselor tomorrow afternoon.I am hoping that the session with her goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
Monday, February 18, 2008
Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty fair day today.I really did not do too much.I simply went window shopping(so to speak)to look for a new pair of shoes.I went to a Wal-Mart in my area but they did not have the size that I was looking for.They had a little bit bigger size but it wasn't was I was looking for.I left when I didn't find what I was looking for.I did stop at another shoes store in the area but they were a little too expensive,even though they did have the size that I was looking for.Afterwards,I went home.
After I had a light dinner,I simply went and finished my personal PC work.I am now relaxing.As stated previously,I did not have a meeting with my anger management/conflict resolution support group today due to the President's Day holiday.But I will have a meeting with them next Monday.I am hoping that the meeting goes well next week.
I am now at home relaxing.I do not have too much to do tonight.I am getting ready to go to work tomorrow and I am hoping that the work day goes well.I also have my support group meeting at the church tomorrow night and I am hoping that the meeting goes well tomorrow night.Though they do go well,I still always hope.
I did go out last night to have a drink or two with the guys.There were not too many there but I had a laugh or two with the ones that were there.Better than nothing,I suppose.But I did have a good conversation with them.
That was my day today and my hopes for tomorrow.FJ
After I had a light dinner,I simply went and finished my personal PC work.I am now relaxing.As stated previously,I did not have a meeting with my anger management/conflict resolution support group today due to the President's Day holiday.But I will have a meeting with them next Monday.I am hoping that the meeting goes well next week.
I am now at home relaxing.I do not have too much to do tonight.I am getting ready to go to work tomorrow and I am hoping that the work day goes well.I also have my support group meeting at the church tomorrow night and I am hoping that the meeting goes well tomorrow night.Though they do go well,I still always hope.
I did go out last night to have a drink or two with the guys.There were not too many there but I had a laugh or two with the ones that were there.Better than nothing,I suppose.But I did have a good conversation with them.
That was my day today and my hopes for tomorrow.FJ
Sunday, February 17, 2008
Tonight,I am feeling okay but I am also feeling a bit edgy.I had a pretty good day today.The reason why I am feeling a bit edgy is because my right foot is still hurting me very bad.I can hardly walk on this foot without limping on it and even that hurts.I am still looking to get arch supports for my feet.I am hoping that I can get them soon.Because the pain has become quite unbearable.I am also hoping that this bad weather ends soon.We had some warmer temps today and there was some melting ice and snow for much of the day.This morning,I was hoping to start going back to church but the foot pain kept me in bed.I hate having a dreaded terrible heel spur in my right foot.It limits my ability to do things.It is especially painful when the weather gets bitterly cold.Each and every step that I take is painful.Again,I guess that I will have to get those arch supports sooner than later because I just can't take this foot pain any longer.I am also hoping that this foot pain dies down soon.I can't stand it.It is like I am walking on hot rocks barefoot.
I just got a call from a friend of mine who was supposed to go with me last night but cancelled out because his live in girlfriend was sick.Fortunately,she's feeling better and he also told me that he might have the money that he owes me tomorrow.I am hoping that he will because I am going to need it at the moment.
My night of entertaining the crowd went great.It wasn't so busy last night and there were plenty of opportunities.I got through it pretty fast and it was a blast.I tried a new song out last night and it was well received.There was also a new bartender there and she is a sweet girl.I am hoping that she stays for a while.It will be wonderful to have someone different.It was swell last night and she also liked my rendition of a classic Sinatra classic.Again,an awesome night.
I am now at home relaxing.I am thinking of going out tonight to have a drink or two with guys.I am hoping that I get to have some great conversations tonight when I go out to the place to have a drink or two.
Tomorrow is President's Day.I do not have an anger management/conflict resolution group meeting tomorrow night as a result of it being a holiday but there is always next Monday.I will still have my support group meeting at the church and I am hoping that the meeting goes well.It will be wonderful to be there with them after having to have missed it last week due to my foot pain.
That was my day today and my night last night and my hopes for the next two days ahead.FJ
I just got a call from a friend of mine who was supposed to go with me last night but cancelled out because his live in girlfriend was sick.Fortunately,she's feeling better and he also told me that he might have the money that he owes me tomorrow.I am hoping that he will because I am going to need it at the moment.
My night of entertaining the crowd went great.It wasn't so busy last night and there were plenty of opportunities.I got through it pretty fast and it was a blast.I tried a new song out last night and it was well received.There was also a new bartender there and she is a sweet girl.I am hoping that she stays for a while.It will be wonderful to have someone different.It was swell last night and she also liked my rendition of a classic Sinatra classic.Again,an awesome night.
I am now at home relaxing.I am thinking of going out tonight to have a drink or two with guys.I am hoping that I get to have some great conversations tonight when I go out to the place to have a drink or two.
Tomorrow is President's Day.I do not have an anger management/conflict resolution group meeting tomorrow night as a result of it being a holiday but there is always next Monday.I will still have my support group meeting at the church and I am hoping that the meeting goes well.It will be wonderful to be there with them after having to have missed it last week due to my foot pain.
That was my day today and my night last night and my hopes for the next two days ahead.FJ
Saturday, February 16, 2008
Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty good day today.I really did not do too much.I simply ran an errand for my mom and I also had a quick lunch at a nearby Wendy's.It was simply a Jr.Bacon Cheeseburger w/extra pickles and it was good.I only had to run a small errand for my mom to get something to eat for tonight.After I finished with that,I went home.
After a light dinner,which was a frozen pizza with extra toppings,I once again registered some more bills at Where's George and to check up on some much needed e-mails.Overall,a pretty good day.
I am glad that the weekend is finally here.I am looking forward to entertaining the crowd tonight.I am hoping that the night goes well for me.I will also have a friend along for the ride and that will also be super.I rarely have an off night.But I still hope for things to go well for me.You never know.I am looking forward to singing tonight and having a blast.I will also have a friend along for the night and that will be really grand.Again,I am hoping that the night goes well.
As for the rest of the weekend,I have not made any plans but whatever I do,I am hopibng that it will affect me in a positive manner.
That was my day today and my hopes for the rest of the weekend.FJ
After a light dinner,which was a frozen pizza with extra toppings,I once again registered some more bills at Where's George and to check up on some much needed e-mails.Overall,a pretty good day.
I am glad that the weekend is finally here.I am looking forward to entertaining the crowd tonight.I am hoping that the night goes well for me.I will also have a friend along for the ride and that will also be super.I rarely have an off night.But I still hope for things to go well for me.You never know.I am looking forward to singing tonight and having a blast.I will also have a friend along for the night and that will be really grand.Again,I am hoping that the night goes well.
As for the rest of the weekend,I have not made any plans but whatever I do,I am hopibng that it will affect me in a positive manner.
That was my day today and my hopes for the rest of the weekend.FJ
Friday, February 15, 2008
Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty fair day today.The work shift went well.There wasn't an awful lot of work for me to do.I did what I had to do under the circumstances and I dropped off the clean laundry at the rehab center.I was glad to get this out of the way and simply go home.
On the way home,I did do a little bit of shopping for my mom and I went to cash my paycheck at a nearby bank.Afterwards,I went home and I dropped off what I needed to drop off at home.Before I ate,I went to a drug store in my area to pick up my mom's prescription.I was going to get something at the local Sear's and buy a new TV antenna but it looks like that my mom fixed the old one for a while.I am going to give this a few days and then decide whether or not to buy a new antenna.
After I ate a light supper,I registered some bills at Where's George and I checked to see if I had some e-mail in my e-mail box,which I did and I took care of it.I am going to be doing a scan on my computer to check for viruses and spyware and I am hoping that there will be none.
I am now relaxing.I am glad that the weekend is finally here because I will be doing my usual entertaining the crowd tomorrow night.I am hoping that the night goes well enough for me.I always hope for things to go well for me because you never know what might happen.As for the rest of the weekend,I really don't knwo what I'll do.But whatever I do,I hope that it will affect me in a positive manner.
That was my day today and my hopes for the weekend ahead.FJ
On the way home,I did do a little bit of shopping for my mom and I went to cash my paycheck at a nearby bank.Afterwards,I went home and I dropped off what I needed to drop off at home.Before I ate,I went to a drug store in my area to pick up my mom's prescription.I was going to get something at the local Sear's and buy a new TV antenna but it looks like that my mom fixed the old one for a while.I am going to give this a few days and then decide whether or not to buy a new antenna.
After I ate a light supper,I registered some bills at Where's George and I checked to see if I had some e-mail in my e-mail box,which I did and I took care of it.I am going to be doing a scan on my computer to check for viruses and spyware and I am hoping that there will be none.
I am now relaxing.I am glad that the weekend is finally here because I will be doing my usual entertaining the crowd tomorrow night.I am hoping that the night goes well enough for me.I always hope for things to go well for me because you never know what might happen.As for the rest of the weekend,I really don't knwo what I'll do.But whatever I do,I hope that it will affect me in a positive manner.
That was my day today and my hopes for the weekend ahead.FJ
Thursday, February 14, 2008
Tonight,I am feeling okay but a little edgy.I had a pretty fair day today.The work shift went by well enough but I got a surprise when I was about to finish my job.Apparently,there was a meeting that most of the staff workers were attending and that meant that they were closing up shop early.I just bagged whatever laundry I had done and what was done the previous day and dropped it off at the rehab center.I also went to my insurance agent to pay my auto insurnace bill for the month of February and I went home.
The reason why I am feeling a bit edgy is that I wound up relapsing by masturbating when I was trying to take a nap.I asked for forgiveness from the creator for it and I felt better afterwards.Though I still feel guilty,I know that I will get over this pretty soon.
I also received word from the USPS site that the shipment of stuff that I sent arrived at it's destination.I feel relieved.I was glad that it left the Nashville postal station enroute to Texas.Again,I am glad that it got there and I am eagerly awaiting the return of the stuff.They are tapes that I sent out to get repaired.Again,I am eagerly awaiting the return of them once they're fixed.I am already getting the next shipment ready for next month.
For dinner,I simply had a bowl of chicken soup for dinner.It was just the thing for a day/night like this.It is cold and snowy but I am in my house relaxing and taking it easy.I do have another work day tomorrow and I am hoping that the shift goes over well.After that,it's the weekend.
I am also hoping that the pain in my right foot goes away soon.It has been really hurting me since this dreaded cold weather has started.Again,I am hoping that the pain goes away soon.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
The reason why I am feeling a bit edgy is that I wound up relapsing by masturbating when I was trying to take a nap.I asked for forgiveness from the creator for it and I felt better afterwards.Though I still feel guilty,I know that I will get over this pretty soon.
I also received word from the USPS site that the shipment of stuff that I sent arrived at it's destination.I feel relieved.I was glad that it left the Nashville postal station enroute to Texas.Again,I am glad that it got there and I am eagerly awaiting the return of the stuff.They are tapes that I sent out to get repaired.Again,I am eagerly awaiting the return of them once they're fixed.I am already getting the next shipment ready for next month.
For dinner,I simply had a bowl of chicken soup for dinner.It was just the thing for a day/night like this.It is cold and snowy but I am in my house relaxing and taking it easy.I do have another work day tomorrow and I am hoping that the shift goes over well.After that,it's the weekend.
I am also hoping that the pain in my right foot goes away soon.It has been really hurting me since this dreaded cold weather has started.Again,I am hoping that the pain goes away soon.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
Wednesday, February 13, 2008
Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty good day today.There was no laundry to pick up today so I went and had lunch at work.It was nice.I had a tasty meatball sub with cool ranch flavored tortilla chips and a star crunch snack.It was great.Afterwards,I went home to take it easy and relax.
After a nap,I went to a supermarket to get a few cans of soup and a box of herbal tea.When I got home,my mom started heating up the soup right away we ate a few minutes later.
After that,I registered a few bills at Where's George.While trying to get online,I was having some PC issues.I had a tough time getting certain programs on my PC to work properly.I also had a tough time getting online.After three restarts,I finally got on.I registered the bills and I even checked to see and read any new e-mail that I had received.I did do a special scan on my computer last night to check for viruses and spyware and there was none of that.I guess that it was the server having some issues today and also,probably the program was just renewing and rejuvenating itself after being dormant for a while.But I managed to get what I had to done accomplished.I will be doing another scan on my computer on Friday anyway and I hope that everything is up to par.
The weather warmed up a little but it was still a little cold.I managed to shovel some snow up and I even applied some ice melt on a big chunk of ice that was on the front porch steps.I will be checking to see if I can remove the ice from the steps.I want to make sure that the steps are okay for the mailperson.I don't want the mailperson to get hurt.It's bad enough that they have to carry heavy bags of mail with them on a Monday through Saturday basis.I don't want to give them any more hardships.Again,I am hoping that I can remove the ice from the steps.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the shift goes by smoothly.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
After a nap,I went to a supermarket to get a few cans of soup and a box of herbal tea.When I got home,my mom started heating up the soup right away we ate a few minutes later.
After that,I registered a few bills at Where's George.While trying to get online,I was having some PC issues.I had a tough time getting certain programs on my PC to work properly.I also had a tough time getting online.After three restarts,I finally got on.I registered the bills and I even checked to see and read any new e-mail that I had received.I did do a special scan on my computer last night to check for viruses and spyware and there was none of that.I guess that it was the server having some issues today and also,probably the program was just renewing and rejuvenating itself after being dormant for a while.But I managed to get what I had to done accomplished.I will be doing another scan on my computer on Friday anyway and I hope that everything is up to par.
The weather warmed up a little but it was still a little cold.I managed to shovel some snow up and I even applied some ice melt on a big chunk of ice that was on the front porch steps.I will be checking to see if I can remove the ice from the steps.I want to make sure that the steps are okay for the mailperson.I don't want the mailperson to get hurt.It's bad enough that they have to carry heavy bags of mail with them on a Monday through Saturday basis.I don't want to give them any more hardships.Again,I am hoping that I can remove the ice from the steps.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the shift goes by smoothly.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
Tuesday, February 12, 2008
Tonight,I am feeling okay but exausted.I had a pretty fair day today.The work day started a little rocky but wound up getting better.I also had some issues with one of the dryers in the cellar.It wasn't just the one that was not working properly.It was also with the one that was.When I opened up the dryer to take a load out,I felt but the load was still cold and wet.I had to run them in again.I felt that maybe I put a little too much in because I put in at least three laundry bags in with the load of blankets.If they are dry tomorrow when I go to check after I finish the pick-up,then the philosophy will be true.I just hate it when things do not work the way they're supposed to.But they are man-made machines and anything man made will fail once in a while.It's just a part of life.
Tonight,there is a winter storm warning in effect until tomorrow morning.Right now,the snow is coming down.There is no wind blowing but it is COLD.As a result of this,I chose to stay home rather than drive to the meeting.I did call the church and left a message that I would not be able to make it due to the storm warning and that I wasn't feeling good.I wasn't.I was having some really bad pains in my right foot.I have been having them since the really COLD weather began.I have a heel spur in my right foot and it does cause pain when I least expect it,especially during really COLD weather.I was limping for much of the day when I was trying to walk and I slipped but did not fall.I actually succeeded in restraining myself before the fall.As a result of this,I chose to stay home and rest.Plus,I chose not to drive out to the city within the county where the church was because I wanted to play it safe.I will be going next week and I am hoping that the meeting goes well.
Tomorrow is simply a pick-up day.I am hoping that the pick up goes well.After that,I can sit back and take it easy for awhile.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
Tonight,there is a winter storm warning in effect until tomorrow morning.Right now,the snow is coming down.There is no wind blowing but it is COLD.As a result of this,I chose to stay home rather than drive to the meeting.I did call the church and left a message that I would not be able to make it due to the storm warning and that I wasn't feeling good.I wasn't.I was having some really bad pains in my right foot.I have been having them since the really COLD weather began.I have a heel spur in my right foot and it does cause pain when I least expect it,especially during really COLD weather.I was limping for much of the day when I was trying to walk and I slipped but did not fall.I actually succeeded in restraining myself before the fall.As a result of this,I chose to stay home and rest.Plus,I chose not to drive out to the city within the county where the church was because I wanted to play it safe.I will be going next week and I am hoping that the meeting goes well.
Tomorrow is simply a pick-up day.I am hoping that the pick up goes well.After that,I can sit back and take it easy for awhile.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
Monday, February 11, 2008
Tonight,I am feeling pretty good,.I had a pretty good day today.I made it to the post office to get some stuff that I needed to send out right away and I am sending them out by 3 day Priority Mail.I am hoping that the stuff gets there soon.I also had to run an errand for my mom today and even that went well.I also withdrew some money for my mom and I went home.
I had a light dinner tonight and I started my personal PC work.I finished it just now because I had to go to a meeting.I also got a phone call from a friend that I had been concerned about.He's doing good and I am glad.
My anger management/conflict resolution support group went great.It was wonderful to talk and get feedback and it was also wonderful to listne to what the others had to say.Next week,there will be no meeting due to it being President's Day.I will just have to take it easy next week.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the day goes over well.I also have my weekly support group meeting at the church.I am hoping that this meeting also goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day tomorrow.FJ
I had a light dinner tonight and I started my personal PC work.I finished it just now because I had to go to a meeting.I also got a phone call from a friend that I had been concerned about.He's doing good and I am glad.
My anger management/conflict resolution support group went great.It was wonderful to talk and get feedback and it was also wonderful to listne to what the others had to say.Next week,there will be no meeting due to it being President's Day.I will just have to take it easy next week.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the day goes over well.I also have my weekly support group meeting at the church.I am hoping that this meeting also goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day tomorrow.FJ
Sunday, February 10, 2008
Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty good day today.I had a couple slices of pizza for lunch and I also managed to get an errand done for my mom as well.She wanted me to get a couple canisters of salt to pour on the way to get the ice melted.I also managed to get a another thing doen today for myself.Not too shabby.Despite the high winds and bitter COLD,I had a good day.I got some stuff done and it gave me a feeling of accomplishment.
When I was leaving,I slipped and fell on the sidewalk next to the house but I didn't get too badly hurt.It was just a little painful but I am okay.Again,I did get a lot done and once again,that gave me a feeling of accomplishment.
Last night,my night of singing went great.It was fun and I gots lots of compliments for what I did.I even tried out a new song and according to the crowd,I did that song great.It was the first time that I was trying out that particular song.I had a wonderful night and I also had a friend with me and his girlfriend along for the whole shindig and that was terrific.I left that night with a warm feeling and that made me feel good.
I am now at home relaxing.I may or may not go out tonight for a bit.If I do,I will just have a drink or two with the guys and then go home.I have not decided which movie I may watch but whatever I watch,I hope that it will keep me entertained.
Tomorrow is my day off.I have my anger management/conflict resolution support group meeting tomorrow night and I hope that the meeting goes wonderfully well.
That was my day today and my night last night,alongside my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
When I was leaving,I slipped and fell on the sidewalk next to the house but I didn't get too badly hurt.It was just a little painful but I am okay.Again,I did get a lot done and once again,that gave me a feeling of accomplishment.
Last night,my night of singing went great.It was fun and I gots lots of compliments for what I did.I even tried out a new song and according to the crowd,I did that song great.It was the first time that I was trying out that particular song.I had a wonderful night and I also had a friend with me and his girlfriend along for the whole shindig and that was terrific.I left that night with a warm feeling and that made me feel good.
I am now at home relaxing.I may or may not go out tonight for a bit.If I do,I will just have a drink or two with the guys and then go home.I have not decided which movie I may watch but whatever I watch,I hope that it will keep me entertained.
Tomorrow is my day off.I have my anger management/conflict resolution support group meeting tomorrow night and I hope that the meeting goes wonderfully well.
That was my day today and my night last night,alongside my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
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