Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.
This afternoon,I got a call from the Christian counselor that I talked with last Saturday and this past Monday.The first real telephone session went great.It was simply formalities where he asked me a few questions and wanted to know more of my background.I shared that with him and after the time was up,we ended.It was great to talk with him and I think that this will work out very well for me.It was great.
For the rest of the afternoon,I did my personal PC work and I also relaxed and watched a movie foir much of the time.During the rest of the afternoon,I made my bed and I also went and ran an errand for my mom.It was nothing much.It was just for a small item.But I had to get out and get some air anyway and I also managed to do something for myself.It was a nice day and I got to do a lot.
Before I ate dinner,I bathed for a while because I needed to.I am going to go out tonight and I wanted to make sure that I was nice and clean.
After a light dinner,I decided to e-mail a friend of mine after she e-mailed me this morning and share my day on here.Overall,a lovely and terrific day.
I will be going out to sing tonight for my friends.I look forward to singing each and every night and I also enjoy what I do.I am also overjoyed that the people enjoy what I do.I hope that things go well for me tonight.Though I rarely have an off night,I always hope for things to go well for me because you never know what might happen.But I have the feeling that things will work out for me.But still,I hope.
As for tomorrow,I have not made any plans but whatever I do,I hope that it benefits me in a positive way.
That was my day today and my hopes for the rest of the weekend.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.
The work shift went by as well as it did.There wasn't an awful lot for me to do.I simply did a few loads and bagged everything that was clean and I simply dropped it off at the rehab center.After that,I went to cash my paycheck.
I also managed to go over to a friends house but he wasn't home.I gave the message to his live in girlfriend and she informed me that she would let him know.
After I got home,I dropped off all my stuff and I left to do some shopping while my mom prepared dinner.I had to pick up a few things that she needed.It was only a small load to buy.But I managed to get everything that she needed and I also got something for myself.I bought myself a new dress shirt at Sears that was on sale for 1/2 off the regular retail price.It was really a wonderful day and I had a blast while I was out.
After a light dinner,I finished my personal PC work and I also registered a few more bills at Where's George.I registered a whole bunch of bills that I got when I cashed my paycheck.After that,I did a scan on my computer to check for viruses and spyware and I am glad to report that my computer database is clean.
I am just glad that the weekend is finally here.I am looking forward to entertaining the crowd and I am also hoping that the evening goes well for me,too.I always look forward to entertaining the crowd because I love to entertain people.
As for Sunday,I have not made any plans but whatever I do,I hope that it benefits me in a positive way.
That was my day today and my hopes for the weekend ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty good day today.
The work day went by pretty smoothly despite a minor negative word exchange with someone during the lunch break.But fortunately,it was the end of my shift and I was just glad that I was going home.After I finished my work,I dropped everything off at the work site and headed for home.
When I got home,I tried to do my personal computer work but couldn't due to some computer issues.The only thing that I did was that I registered a few bills at Where's George before taking my mom to a local supermarket to do her shopping.After I dropped her off,I went to my mechanic's garage to get an oil change done.I felt that it needed to get done and I had been holding off on it.But today,I got it done.I was glad that I got it accomplished.After that,I went and had a burger at Wendy's and I also had to return to my mechanic's garage to pick up something that I forgot when I left there after the oil change was done.I went and picked up my mom afterwards.
After a light dinner,I finished my personal computer work and I also had to visit with a friend for a while and to give him something.After talking with him for a few minutes,I went home and I am now relaxing there as I am typing this.
The weekend is almost here.I am eagerly awaiting this.I will be doing my usual entertaining the crowd and I am hoping that it goes well.Though it is only two days away,I feel that it's never too early to hope.
Tomorrow is another work day.I am hoping that the shift goes well.After that,it's the weekend.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty good day today.
The laundry pick-up went well as I didn't have too much to pick up.After that,I had my lunch and I finished my day.I had to mail out a couple of things at the post office and I had to pick up a couple of groceries at the supermarket.What I had to get was for dinner tonight.
When I got home,I registered a dollar bill that I got in change from the post office at Where's George.It was a brand new looking 2006 dollar bill.Before leaving my appointment,I waited for the mail to come.When it did,a movie that I was expecting finally came in.The movie is The Spirit Of '76.It is about these three time travellers from the year 2176,where the USA is now a desolate wasteland,embark on a time travel to 1776 in hopes of bringing back the US Constitution and save the American way.But they wind up in 1976 by mistake due to a computer glitch and right in the middle of the disco era.They run away from cops and a nerd named Snodgrass who is determined to get what he wants and will do anything to get it.The time travellers are hoping to get back to their time and two guys who discover them are helping them and are not going to let nothing stand in their way.I had this movie on VHS first but now that I have the DVD,I can now preserve the VHS tape of this.The movie has '70's icons galore,such as Leif Garrett,Tommy Chong,Rob Reiner.Devo,and David Cassidy.I am happy to have this on DVD.I only paid $1.00 for this on Ebay.What a Deal.
My session with my sexual abuse support counselor went great.I shared with her what went on since my last appointment.I told her everything that went on.My next appointment with her is in two weeks.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the shift goes well.I also have an appointment to have an oil change done tomorrow with my mechanic while my mom is shopping at a local grocery store.After that,I will taking it easy for the rest of the day.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling good.I had a pretty good day today.
The work day went by as smoothly as expected.There wasn't any messes to clean up and I did everything that I had to do in the period of time that I had to do it.Plus,there was no laundry left behind in the washers.That actually made the day worthwhile.
I simply did everything that I needed to do and when I was done,I bagged the clean laundry and dropped it off at the rehab center.After that,I headed home.
After finishing off my computer work,I had a nice dinner and I watched the news for a while.There was not anything new.It was simply dedicated to a recap of the tense standoff that happened on the I-190 yesterday evening.Fortunately,it ended with the gunman in custody and his lady friend undergoing some psychiatric evaluation.Nobody got seriously hurt and that was good.
After watching the news,I headed for tonight's SSA Recovery support group meeting.I had a lot that I needed to share tonight.
The meeting tonight went great.I actually got a lot more out of it.We talked about a lot of things and our accountability and everything else that we needed to get off of our chests.It was wonderful to hear and be heard.I am looking forward to next Tuesday's meeting and I am hoping that the meeting next Tuesday is as wonderful as tonights.
Tomorrow is simply a pick-up day.I am hoping that the pick-up goes smoothly with no messes to clean up.I also have my appointment with my sexual abuse support counselor tomorrow afternoon and I am hoping that the session goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.
Today was my day off.It was a nice sunny day outside today and I had a few things that I had to do.Most of what I had to do was mostly errands for my mom.But before I could do that,I had to mail out a money order for payment on an order that I had made last month via a website that sells nothing but vinyl.I mailed out the money order after a long delay and when I got home later in the day,I phoned the people to let them know that the money order was on the way.They said okay and we hung up.
The first errand that I had to do was to pick up a few things for my mom at a local supermarket.These were things that my mother needed for dinner tomorrow.After I returned from the post office,I went and got the stuff.
When I got home,my mom and I decided to order a few things from a Mexican restaurant that just opened up not too long ago.I have also been wanting to give it a try since I read a positive review in one of the local newspapers.When I got there,I phoned my mom from the restaurant on my cell phone and explained some of the combo meals that they had.She simply told me to order what I wanted for the both of us and that was it.I ordered two combos of a taco,a burritto with rice and refried beans on the side.We also got some complimentary tortilla chips and salsa.After paying for the food,I bought a jar of mild salsa at the local supermarket just in case if the salsa they supplied was hot and spicy,which it was.Overall,the food was excellent and we are thinking of ordering more from them again.
After eating,I decided to go out and get an dipped ice cream cone at a local Dairy Queen.The TV was providing continuous coverage of a standoff on the I-190 for a while and I figured that it was high time to step out for a while with this getting all the notice.When I got home,I heard that the standoff was over and they would be giving info on how it ended at 11:00p.m.I just hope that it did work out very well and that the guy involved who started it didn't get too badly hurt.
The Christian counselor that I e-mailed and talked to on Friday night called me tonight.The call was to simply set up appropriate times to talk to me and what the telephone sessions would entail.It was only a two minute conversation but I am eagerly awaiting the phone call.I know that it will be a long wait but I am hoping to get an awful lot out of this.
As stated,I am taking a breather from the anger management/conflict resolution group for a while.It has been becoming pretty crowded and I feel that I need to take some time off and think things over.I feel that this will be a much needed break.
Tomorrow is a work day and I am hoping that the day goes smoothly.I also have my SSA recovery support group tomorrow night and I am hoping that the meeting goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Happy Mother's Day to all the mother's out there.
Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.After I dropped my mom off at my sister's house for Mother's day,I went and did a few things.First,I went and had a couple of slices of pizza and I went to a supermarket to get a bottle of Half & Half for my mom.I also went and got a bag of Combo's Zesty Salsa Tortilla snacks at a convienience store.On the way home,I saw an ice cream truck and had myself a chocolate ice cream cone with chocolate sprinkles when it finally pulled over onto a side on another street in my area.
On the way home after finishing my ice cream,it started to rain.I managed to make it home before the huge storm set in and when I went into the house,I finished my personal computer work.It was nothing much really.It was simply to finish some last minute e-mail work that I had to do.Now that it's finished,I can now say that my day is complete,although I still need to do a couple more things online before the day is through.It is just a small thing and I will get it done a little later after I pick my mother up from my sister's house in a few minutes.
Overall,this was a pretty good day.
My night of entertaining the crowd went over great.I even managed to try out a new song by The Beatles off the Let It Be album.The crowd responded very enthusiastically.It was a wonderful night and I had a blast.
Tomorrow is my day off.I am hoping that the day goes well.As stated last week,I am taking a breather from the anger management/conflict resolution support groups for a while.I need to think things over while I am taking a break.I am also preparing to talk with a Christian counselor tomorrow night when he calls me.I e-mailed him Friday and he informed me by phone that he will not be able to read my e-mail to him until Monday.I am hoping that my first telephone counseling session with him goes well and I am hoping that the whole experience in the long run affects me in a positive way and that I get some real benefits out of this.
During the day tomorrow,my mom and I have made plans to go grocery shopping if the weather allows it.
As for the rest of the day,I might go out and have a drink or two with the guys before turning in.I am hoping to have some great conversations with any guys that will be there.
That was my weekend and my hopes for the start of the new week.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.
I was busy running errands and I managed to get a few things done for myself.First,I went to a library in another area of Western New York to print a very important e-mail that was sent to me over a month ago.It was simply a file and I needed to print it to read during my spare time because I don't have my printer hooked up as of yet.I also printed a recipe off Yahoo food and that was great.
I also had a light lunch of a slice of pizza and a bottled water.After that,I drove back to the city to finish my errands.
While on the way back,I wound up in a huge traffic jam.It was bumper to bumper and really hard to try to get anywhere due to all the cars there.Though I was a little disgusted,I went at the pace as every other driver on the expressway.It took about 10 minutes but everything was running smoothly when the New York State Police arrived at the scene.Originally,I thought it was an accident but it turned out to be a car stalled.Again,things started running smoothly and I managed to finish everything that I needed to finish.
I had to get a bottle of pain reliever for my mom and I had to get a few things for myself.The main thing that I had to get was a phone card to extend my service date and get extra minutes.Now,my cell phone has over 130 minutes on it and I am okay until August.The other things that I got were a few personal things.
After a light dinner,I registered a few more bills at Where's George.I also finished off some last minute personal PC work.I still have a lot more to do before I can shut the computer down for the night.
Tonight,I will be singing for the crowd.I am looking forward to that.I always look forward to entertaining the crowd.I hope that the evening goes well for me.Though I rarely have an off night,I still hope for things to go well.You never know what might happen.But I have the feeling that everything is going to work out fine.Still,I hope.
Last night,while watching a movie,I did a scan for viruses and spyware on my computer and my computer is clean.There were no threats of any kind in my database.
As for tomorrow,I haven't decided what I am going to do.But whatever I do,I hope that it benefits me in a positive way.
That was my day today and my hopes for the rest of the weekend.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.
The work shift went by smoothly.But I almost didn't have anything to eat when I got to work.Apparently,there wasn't enough food and most of the people there got it all.But the staff person who served let me have the rest of some Chinese take out that she didn't finish.I accepted this because I felt that it was better than going hungry and she was polite enough to offer this to me as a way of making up for what happened.At least,I got something to eat anyway.
After work,I had to mail out a few more letter for my mom before heading for home.When I goty home,I took it easy and did some last minute computer work before going out again to get a few Mother's Day cards for my mom to give to my niece,my sister and an adopted sister that we had for a long time.Overall,a pretty good day.
After having a light dinner,I registered some more bills at Where's George,including what I got when I cashed my paycheck at the bank earlier.I also e-mailed a counselor that I hope to hear from soon and I also e-mailed a couple of friends.I still have a lot to do before settling down for the night.
I am now relaxing.I am awaiting tomorrow night when I will be entertaining the crowd again by singing.I look forward to doing that every week and I always have a blast doing it.I am looking forward to that and I hope that all goes well.As for Sunday,I haven't made any plans but whatever I do,I hope that it affects me in a positive manner.
That was my day today and my hopes for the weekend ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty good day today.
The work shift went by smoothly and I also had a wonderful lunch period.This time,there was no laundry left behind in the washers and I also managed to get a lot done.After I finished,I dropped off everything that was clean and headed for home.On the way,I stopped at a local Dollar General store to pick up a box of hot cereal.
When I got home,I finished some personal computer work that I had started earlier on my break from work and also took it easy for a while.For most of the afternoon,I was alone in the house because my mom went with my niece to get her hair done.I simply watched some favorite scenes from some of the DVD's that I have and had fun.
When my mom got back home,I left the house to get some stuff for dinner tonight.It was nothing much.We were going to have a light dinner of hot dogs,baked beans and some potatoes and I needed to get these things so we could eat.
After I got home,we ate and I went upstairs to finally make my bed,which I had been meaning to do all day but held off until after I ate.
I am now relaxing.It was a pretty decent day and it was just typical.It's hard to believe that the weekend is almost here and I am looking forward to that.
Tomorrow is another work day.I am hoping that the shift goes by smoothly.After that,as stated,it's the weekend.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day tomorrow.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling okay.The laundry pick up went smoothly without any messes to clean up.I also had a very smooth lunch period after I picked up everything and I sorted everything out after I ate.
Afterwards,I had to mail out a few important letters for my mom and I also had to go to the bank to withdraw some money for her.I went home afterwards.
When I got home,I laid down but somehow there was some unresolved emotional issue that I had because I wound up masturbating as I was laying down.I did feel bad afterwards but after asking God to forgive me,I felt better and I also had to forgive myself so I could feel much better about myself.
After registering the bills that I withdrew for my mom at Where's George,I went to do some grocery shopping for my because for Saturday's dinner,my mom wants to try something different.She saw this different sort of pizza in a recipe magazine and she would like to try it.I went out to the supermarket to purchase the items that she needed.
Whiel I was at the checkout,I ran into an old schoolmate of mine.It was a young lady who I graduated with.At first,she didn't recognize me but when I revealed my name to her,she automatically recognized me by my name and asked me how I was doing.I did the same and we talked for a while while we were there because she had forgoten her wallet at home and she had to call her live in girlfriend whose been helping her out since she was diagnosed with a medical condition that rendered her right eye blind.While we were waiting,I chose to stay with her because I didn't want anything to happen to her.During that time,we talked about school and how it had been so long since our 2000 class reunion,including people that we knew through school.After that,we parted and I headed for home because I didn't want to be caught in a rainstorm that was coming.It was great to have seen her after all of this time and even though she felt that I was doing better than she,I assured her that "nobody's better or worse.It's just that sometimes things happen that go beyond our strength and we just have to deal with them when they come about."Again,it was wonderful to see her.
After a light dinner,I decided to finish up some last minute computer work before retiring for the evening.I have to get up tomorrow so I felt that it should be best to finish off some last minute work and I can relax.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the shift goes well.After that,I have the rest of the day free.I haven't decided what I am going to do.But whatever I do,I hope that it will benefit me in a positive way.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty smooth work day today.There wasn't much to do.Not only that,there were NO laundry loads left behind by the previous days person,which made me feel good.I simply did what I had to do and after I was finished,I bagged everything and headed for home.
When I got home,I finished my personal computer work and despite some minor issues with the internet,I managed to get everything done.I was glad to get it done.I even checked out a few websites to see if there was anything that I was looking for.I couldn't find anything but it was fun to simply browse and check the sites out.
After a light diiner,I decided to do some more last minute computer work before going to my SSA recovery support group.I figured that now would be a good time to do that because I won't have the time to do that once I got home.Plus,I do need to get to some more sleep.Aside from that meeting,I had to pick up a few things for my mom on the way home.
The meeting actually went great.It was wonderful to hear and to be heard.I feel better now that I have been going to that group.I am looking forward to next week's meeting.After tonight,there are only three more meeting left.
Tomorrow is simply a pick-up day.I am hoping that the pick-up goes smoothly.As for what I will do the rest of the day,I haven't made any plans.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a not too eventful day today.I only did a few things.Two things for myself and the other things for myself.I mailed out a couple of payments for bills that I had to pay and I also went to Wal-Mart to get a few personal things.I went to a few local supermarkets to get some stuff for my mom and for dinner tonight.I actually manged to find everything ane get everything done in a short time and I felt like I had accomplished a lot.
I also had to do half of my personal PC work after I ate a light dinner.I couldn't finish it all because I had my anger management/conflict resolution support group tonight.So,I put it off.
The meeting went great.It was wonderful to hear and be heard.But starting next week,I am going to be putting these meetings on hold.I am going to have to think things over for a while because this started out pretty small but now it has grown.I have been feeling claustrophobic as of late with all the people and since that it really isn't a requirement to be at the meetings,I am going to take it easy and only go if I really need to go.According to my supervisors and colleagues,I have been doing great in holding my own and that is making me feel good.Again,I am going to put these meetings on hold and think things over for a while.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the day goes smoothly.I also have my SSA recovery support group tomorrow night and I am hoping that the meeting goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for teh day ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a very exciting day today.
Though I did,the day didn't start out too good for me.I gave into temptation and I wound up masturbating.The reason why this happened was because of the emotional roller coaster that I went through this week with the accident that I was involved in and what had happened on Thursday with the Wednesday worker leaving a huge load in the washer and it was sopping wet due to it being in the machine all night Wednesday and early Thursday morning.It was just an up and down week and I am glad that it is almost over.
I didn't let the relapse get me down.I did go out for a while.After having a few slices of pizza for lunch,I went to an AMVETS thrift store in Depew NY and I found some more rare vinyl.Most of the stuff was promotional and I even found a rare test disc from the late 1980's.I also found several 8-Tracks and a few 45 r.p.m. singles.This turned out to be a pretty exciting day and I was no longer sad about my relapse.I actually forgot all about it and that made me feel good.I also talked with a friend of mine from out of town for a while on the phone and it was wonderful.After talking with him,I decided to finish off some last minute computer work.I am now caught up.
Last night,my night of entertaining the crowd went great.It was a wonderful night.I had a blast and my performance was well received.I had fun and I am looking forward to next Saturday night.
I am thinking of going out and having a drink or two with the guys at the place where I entertain.It will be great to get out and have some nice conversation.
Tomorrow is my day off.I do have a meeting with my anger management/conflict resolution support group.I haven't really decided if I am going to go or not.But if I do,I hope that the meeting goes well.
That was my weeekend and my hopes for the start of the new week.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.Today,the weather was mostly wet and soggy because it has been raining.It has really been coming down.I had to go out in this mess today to run an errand for my mom and to do something for myself.
On the way to the supermarket that I had to go to,I stopped at a nearby pizzeria to have a slice of pizza to tie me over until dinner.We were going to have pizza anyway so I felt that I should have at least something in my stomach until then.
When I did get to the supermarket,I picked up the few things that I needed and I headed for home.
When I got home,I simply bathed while my mom prepared dinner.When I got out of the tub after bathing,I ate and I registered a few more bills at Where's George,which was the change that I received earlier from doing the grocery shopping and having that slice of pizza earlier.I now have some extra cash for tonight when I go out to entertain the people and I am looking forward to that.
I will be doing my usual entertaining the crowd tonight.I am hoping that the evening goes well for me.Though I rarely have an off night,I still hope for things to go well.You never know what might happen.But I have a feeling that everything is going to work out.Still,I hope.
As for tomorrow,I have not made any plans but whatever I do,I hope that it benefits me in a positive way.
That was my day today and my hopes for the rest of the weekend.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty mixed day today.The work shift went by pretty well and I got a lot done.After work,I withdrew some money for myself and for my mom so I could buy some stuff for her and I could set aside some money for myself.After that,I went home.
When I got home,I dropped my mom off at my neice's house so she could celebrate my grand niece's birthday alongside her and my grand niece.
While on the way home,I had a tussle with a few young kids who were blocking the raod while I was driving onto the street that I was living on.I beeped my horn at them but they refused to move.One of them,a young girl,actually streaked across the street knowing full well that I was driving my car and I really let her have it for doing that stupid thing.Fortunately,I did manage to drive into my driveway without hurting anybody.
I am now in the house.I haven't eaten anything as of yet.I will be going out to get something to eat and I am hoping that nothing happens to me before the day is through.
I am now glad that the weekend is finally here.I am hoping that the weekend goes over well.I will be singing tomorrow night and I am hoping that the evening works out for me.
As for the rest of the weekend,I am hoping that whatever I do affects me in a positive manner.
That was my day today and my hopes for the weekend ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling a little bit better though I am still a little at edge.The work shift didn't start out too good.The pick-up went without a hitch with no messes to clean but when i got to the work place,I saw that the person from the previous day left a load in the dryer and not only that,he overloaded the washer.He put in linens and blankets together and left it to soak in water overnight.When I got the loads out of the washer,I found that they were sopping wet.I had to separate the loads and put them into separate dryers so they could dry up while I started a fresh load of dirty linens.The worst part of this was that they took a long time to get dry as a result of them lulling in water overnight in the washer and I had to wait to start any newer loads of laundry because of this.Fortunately,the laundry did eventually dry and I folded everything.But this did take a big bulk of my morning schedule to get done.After folding up everything that I washed and dried,I bagged all of it and dropped it off at the rehab center.
On the way home,I stopped at the bank to withdraw some money for my mom and myself.For her,so she could get a few presents for my grand niece and me,so I could get that light socket for my left front turn signal.After I registered the bills at Where's George and finished my personal computer work,my mom and I left the house.
I dropped my mom off at Wal-Mart so she could get the gifts and I went to the local junkyard to get the socket for my turn signal light.
After I bought that and I picked my mom up,I went to my mechanic to get the socket installed and it didn't take too long.It only took less than a minute and I was off.
When we got home,I went to my room and relaxed a bit and I also read while doing so.I then had a light dinner and I am now relaxing after the long day.
I am now eagerly awaiting the next day.Tomorrow is another work day and I am hoping that the shift goes smoothly.After that,it's the weekend.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling mixed emotions.The laundry pick-up went smoothly and I had a wonderful lunch at work after I finished the pick-up.I also managed to post a couple of messages in a forum that I am a part of.Not only that,my session with my sexual abuse support counselor also went terriffic.It was a pretty short session but we did talk quite a bit.
The reason why I am feeling mixed emotions is because I was involved in a car accident later this afternoon.It happened when I was waiting at a red light to go straight when she sidelined my front end damaging my front turn signal light.Not only that,part of the front bumper on my driver's was out of place as a result of this.The police were called but me and the lady that hit me had a settlement where there was no report filed to prevent our auto insurances from being raised and that I could just get what was broken fixed on my own and save myself the anxiety of having my car insurance raised and having to deal with high rates for three years.
My mechanic managed to get most of the problem fixed and corrected.But I still need to get the turn signal socket replaced and I am going to call the junkyard where I bought my replacement safety belt and I am hoping that they will have the socket for my left front turn signal.I will be glad to get that replaced.I am also making a resolution to be more careful while I am out on the road and to avoid making mistakes such as that one.
I am at home relaxing,though I still feel at edge over what happened late this afternoon.I will be calling that junkyard tomorrow and I am hoping that they will have the socket for my car.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the shift goes by smoothly.I also have to help my mom with buying a birthday dift for my grand niece tomorrow.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a very good day today.
The work day went by pretty smoothly.I also got an awful lot done in the time span that I had.It was pretty easy.I also had a wonderful lunch period and had some great talks with some of the people that were also eating lunch.After my shift was finished,I simply did my usual bagging and dropped everything off at the rehab center.I also went and mailed a letter for my mom before going home.
When I got home,my brother in-law was over for a visit.He talked with my mom for a long time and I felt that while he was doing that,I would finish my personal PC work.Of course,I had to rush through it due to the fact that I had a meeting tonight with my SSA recovery support group.
After eating a bowl of soup,I finished my personal PC work and went to my meeting.
The meeting went great.I got quite a bit out of it.I also managed to get a lot more emotional baggage off my chest and also heard so much testimony from the other men and it was wonderful.I am looking forward to next week's meeting.I am hoping that it will be as wonderful as tonights.
Tomorrow is simply a pick-up day.I am hoping that the pick-up goes well.I also have an appointment with mmy sexual abuse support counselor and I am hoping that the session goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a very good day today.
I really did not do too much.I ran a small errand for my mom and I also did something for myself.It wasn't too exciting.It was just doing the necessary things that had to be done.
For most of the day after I got out of bed,I spent most of the morning trying to wake up.I was still drowsy when I got uop and I was drinking one cup of coffee after another just to keep myself awake.It wasn't easy but I finally managed to stay awake.I guess that I have to start going to bed right away after coming home from having a drink or two at the bar.I can't stand to have any more days when I am really drowsy.
I also managed to finish my personal PC work.It wasn't easy for a while because when I was on the internet,I was having issues with certain places that I was visiting.It was where I was trying to pay a credit bill online and I kept getting a "Not Responding" type of thing each and every time I tried to get the computer to cooperate.I had to shut the machine down when this happened but I did manage to get the bill paid before all of that insanity happened.
I went to my anger management/conflict resolution group tonight and it went well.I got a lot out of it.After I shared what I had to share,I went home.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the day goes well.I also have my SSA recovery support group tomorrow night.In the middle of work and that,I have to see a doctor at the local hospital.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a very exciting day today.The weather was gorgeous and I finally got something done that I had wanted to do for a long time.
After finishing my personal computer work and regsitering a few more bills at Where's George,I went out to a Super Flea Market in another area of the region that I live in within New York state.I found a lot of great stuff there.The first things that I found were several 8-Track tapes and a few 45's.After that,I went into another area of the flea market and I found several vinyl record albums and there was some great stuff that I found.A lot of them were rare records and a few other nice things that I had been looking for.It was very awesome.I also had some fun and then some.I left there with a smile on my face and several more record albums to add to my ever growing vinyl library.It was great and again,I had lots of fun.
While I was out,I ran an errand for my mom,which was my original thing to do.I had to get a can of frosting for my mom so she could spread it on a cake that she baked last night.I even had a slice tonight and it was good.
I am now relaxing.I am also planning to go out and have a drink or two with my friends tonight at the place where I entertain.I am hoping to have some great talks with them as well.I also had a talk with a friend of mine from New Jersey and it was wonderful.He informed me that he was doing good and I shared with him how my day was.It was a short talk but wonderful.I am looking forward to talking with him next Sunday.
Tomorrow is my day off.I do have my anger management/conflict resolution support group tomorrow night.I am hoping that the meeting goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.
I woke up late and I had a light breakfast.I took it easy for most of the morning because there wasn't an awful lot for me to do this morning.I watched a little bit of a cartoon DVD that I had and I also watched some favorite scenes from a movie that I have in my library.
I also finished my personal PC work in one sitting.I also managed to have a light lunch while doing this and afterwards,I shut the computer down and went out for a bit.
I went to a couple of Salvation Army thrift shops.One in the area of Western New York that I live in and another in the next county.I was trying to find a white dress shirt with a button down collar but I failed in trying to find one that fits.So I bought a few more record albums and a few singles to add to my ever growing record collection.When I got home,I had a light dinner and registered a few more bills at Where's George.Overall,a pretty good day.
I am glad that the weekend is finally here.I will be doing my usual singing tonight for my friends and I am hoping that the evening goes well for me.I do have the feeling that it will all work out and that I will have a good time.Despite that optimism,I still hope for things to go well.
As for the rest of the weekend,I haven't decided what I am going to do.But whatever I do,I hope that it will affect me in a positive way.
That was my day today and my hopes for the rest of the weekend.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.The work shift went by pretty smoothly and I managed to get a lot done in a short period of time.After finishing,I did my usual dropping off clean and headed for the bank to cash my paycheck.
After doing that,I went and got a haircut at a local salon.I headed for home afterwards.
When I got home,I registered a whole bunch of bills at Where's George and had a light dinner afterwards.I also managed to catch up on some much needed e-mail work and I also did a viral scan on my computer and I am glad to report that there were no viruses or spyware on my computer and that makes me feel good.I guess that I must be doing something right because I haven't had any virus threats or even threats of spyware in a long time.Whatever I am doing,I hope that continues to work for me.I really don't have the time to worry about viruses or even spyware.But again,I am glad that I didn't have any sorts of threats in my PC's database.
I am glad that the weekend in finally here.I look forward to every weekend because that is the night that I entertain the crowd every Saturday night.I am looking forward to tomorrow night and I am hoping that everything works out for me.As for Sunday,I have no plans made but whatever I do,I hope that it affects me in a positive way.
That was my day today and my hopes for the upcoming weekend.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty smooth work shift today.The shift went by pretty quickly and I got what I needed to get done.After that,I went home.
When I got home,I left right away after to go pay my auto insurance bill for the month.It was simply a renewal fee to jump start the new period.After that,I headed for my niece's house to drop off the new insurance cards so she could right away put them in her vehicle's glove compartment.I also was running an errand for my mom in the meantime and I was trying to get everything done pretty quickly.
When I finished the errand,which was just to pick up a couple of things for my mom,I headed for home and I relaxed for a bit.I also finished my personal PC work during this time and I was glad to get that done.After I was done with that,I laid down and listened to some music while waiting for dinner to get done.
After I ate,I went for a drive around the town.It was a pretty nice evening and I thought that I would cruise around town for a bit.I stopped at a couple of places along the way and headed for home to retire for the evening.
I am now relaxing.I am also getting ready for tomorrow.It will be a work day and I am getting ready for it.It will be the same old stuff on a different day but I don't mind.I am still working and glad for it.
As stated,tomorrow is work day.I am hoping that the shift goes well.After that,it's the weekend.
That was my day toady and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a not too eventful of a day today.I simply did the laundry pick-up today and dropped it off at the work site.I also went to the post office to buy a couple of money orders to send out for a couple of bills that were due and I had to do it to stay on good terms with the creditors.After that,I went home.
When I got home,I tried to take a nap but I wound up masturbating while trying to do so.After asking God to forgive me,I this time finally dosed off for about a little over a couple of hours.
After I woke up,I washed my hair and relaxed for a bit before I ate dinner.
After eating,I did my personal PC work.There was a problem for a while.The computer screen once again froze up on me.I had to restart the computer all over again when this happened.While the computer was restarting back up again,I decided to relax upstairs on my bed and listen to a little bit of music while I was waiting for the computer to start working again.I haven't had any problems since doing so and I am now finishing what I started.As stated,I did not do too much today but I will be busy tomorrow.It will be a very hectic day for me.I do have an awful lot to do.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the shift goes well.I also have to pay the car insurance tomorrow and mail out another money order for another bill.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.The work day went by pretty smoothly and I also had a very good lunch.After my work day was finished,I simply did my usual bagging and dropping off the clean laundry at the rehab center and headed for home.
On the way home,I dropped off a newspaper each at a couple of friends houses and also got some gasoline in my tank.
When I got home,I finished my e-mail work that I had started at work during breaktime and at a light dinner.I had to get ready for my SSA recovery support group meeting tonight and I wanted to be sure that I had everything ready for me to go.It wasn't really anything much.I simply had to get this computer work done before all else.I felt great that I got it finished.
While I was trying to get the work done,I ran into an issue.When I was connected to the internet through my e-mail box,the screen froze.I tried to get it working again but everything I tried was a no-go.I had to restart the computer to get this working right and while that was being done,I ate dinner.After that,I finished the work and I shut the computer down and headed for my meeting.
The meeting went great.I got even more out of it.I even managed to share a lot more from the homework that I did and from the reading that I was assigned.It was wonderful.I had a great night.I am looking forward to next week's meeting.I am hoping that next week's meeting goes as great as tonight's did.
Tomorrow is simply a pick up day.I am hoping that the pick-up goes smoothly.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty decent day today.After I got out of bed today,I had a light breakfast of a bowl of cereal and a glass of juice.After that,I decided to do something that I had not really done in quite a while.I decided to give back to the community.
For a long time,I had a pild of old record albums that had been piling up for a long time.They were simply doubles of albums that I had bought over the years gfor when I found a copy in much better condition,I would add it and take out the ones that I had previously into a pile that had accumulated.Well today,I decided to donate these old records to the Salvation Army.I felt that since I bought records over the years from them,I figured that this was a good time to give back.I dropped them off today at the local Salvation Army thrift store and they were very appreciative.After that,I finished what I had to do.I was running an errand for my mom and it was now high time for me to finish it after dropping off the records.After that,I decided to finish my e-mail work before I had dinner tonight.
I went to my anger management/conflict resolution support group tonight and the meeting went great.It was wondeful to be heard and to hear what others had to say.It was also great to give advice when necessary.It was great and I had gotten a lot out of it as well.I am looking forward to next week's meeting.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the work day goes smoothly.I also have my SSA Recovery support group tomorrow night and I hope that this meeting also goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for tomorrow.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty good day today.The weather was pretty decent.I was hoping to go to an out of town flea market this afternoon but for most of the afternoon,there were a pretty good bunch of clouds in the sky.It looked like that it might rain but it didn't.The sun did start shining before the afternoon was over and the evening is now starting to set in.I did not do too much today.I simply ran an errand for my mom and I also did something for myself while I was out on the town.Regarding the flea market,I am hoping to go there next week if the weather is a little bit more decent where there will be hardly if no clouds in the sky.
This morning,I wound up staying in bed.I had a bad feeling in my stomach and I had to get up three times to go to the bathroom.I was hoping to start going back to church after a long time of avoiding to do so as a result of what I had been through with my father and his overbearing and imposing manner alongside his fundamentalist type ways and the bad experiences that I had with other religions,including one religious group,whose name I won't mention,that I was involved with for a 2 years and later finding out 8 years later that they hid pedophiles from police and not doing anything to help their victims.But as stated,I didn't feel good and I wound up getting an attack of diarrhea when I had to go a third time,I chose to stay home and rest.After taking some diarrhea medicine,I felt better but I had to get rid of some left over liquid that was still in my system a little later.I am feeling better now and I am hoping that next Sunday,I can start going back to church and having the healthy relationships that I so desperately need to help me in overcoming this terrible SSA that I am struggling with.
My night of entertaining the crowd went great.It was a wonderful night.I reaquainted myself with 2 songs that I had not done in quite a while and even did a song that was requested.I got a rousingly loud round of applause from the crowd with each song that I sang.It was terrific.I had a blast and it was really super duper.I am looking forward to next Saturday night which I hope will just be as wonderful as last night.
I am now relaxing.I am also anticipating the rest of the night and tomorrow.I am thinking of going out to have a drink or two with the guys at the place where I entertain and I hope to have some pretty good conversations with anyone,including any guys,there.After a while there,I will com back home and watch a movie.
Tomorrow is my day off.I also have my anger management/conflict resolution support group meeting tomorrow night.I am hoping that the meeting goes well.
That was the weekend for me and my hopes for tomorrow.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling mixed emotions.The day started out pretty good.My mom and I finally got the grocery shopping done and when we got home,she was still feeling good.I left only for a short time but when I got back,my mom was not feeling good.She had a cramp in her stomach and had to go to the bathroom to vomit.Afterwards,she laid down for a bit and according to her,she felt better.Still,it really made me feel miserable for a while and I felt guilty about leaving the house even if it was a short time that I was gone.
When I got back,I bathed to clean up and I also talked with a friend for a bit.My head was also hurting so I drank a cup of herbal breathe easy tea to help eliminate my headache.Most of my headache is gone and I am feeling better but that was scary what happened to my mom.If she is feeling better like she says she does,I feel better.But I hope that she is not trying to hide anything.
Tonight is my night to entertain the crowd and I am looking forward to that.I am hoping that the evening goes well for me.Though I rarely have an off night,I still hope for things to go well.You never know what might happen.But as usual,I have a feeling that everything will work out for me tonight.
As for Sunday,I have not made any plans but whatever I do,I hope that it benefits me positively.
That was my day today and my hopes for the rest of the weekend.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling retty good.I had a pretty good day today.The work shift went by smoothly and I also managed to have a nice lunch before starting my shift.
I really did not have too much to do.I simply did a couple of small loads and bagged all of what was clean.After I dropped them off,I headed for the bank to cash my paycheck.
After cashing that,I headed for my regular bank to withdraw some money for my mom.After that I went home to drop some stuff off that I had taken with me to work.
When I got home,I registered all of the money at Where's George and went shopping to pick up some stuff for dinner at a local supermarket.While I was eating,I did a scan on my computer to check for viruses and spyware on my computer.I also made my bed and went out to run an errand for my mom afterwards.It was a small run.I had to pick up a box of Peanut Butter wafers at another local supermarket and I also went and had a dipped ice cream cone at a local Dairy Queen and even managing to do a little extra for myself.After that,I headed home and I am staying home for the evening.
I am now at home relaxing.I am getting ready for the weekend,which I am glad is here.I can hardly wait for tomorrow night when I am going to be singing for the crowd and I am hoping that the evening goes well.As for Sunday,I have not made any plans but whatever I do,I hope that it affects me in a positive way.
That was my day today and my hopes for the upcoming weekend ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling okay but exausted.I had a pretty smooth work shift today,which included a pretty nice lunch after I did my shift.After lunch,I did the usual dropping off the clean laundry and went home to drop something off.After that,I went to to the auto scrap yard to pick up my replacement driver side safety belt.I went home again for only a few minutes.I had a drink of water because I felt thirsty before I left home again.
I went to my mechanic's garage to have the belt installed.Afterwards,it worked great.It is now moving with me when I have to look to see if there is anyone coming when I stop at one of those STOP signs that is not all way.After that was done,I went into another area of Western New York and went to a Salvation Army thrift shop there.I found a bunch of old records,a few old 8-Tracks and another suit that fits great.After doing that,I called my mom on my cell phone to remind her that I was okay and that I was on my way home.I told her where I was and that after I got home,I would go to Wendy's to pick up a few burgers for dinner.She told me okay and I started for home.
When I got home,I dropped off the stuff and went out again to pick up the burgers at Wendy's.After we ate them,I went to my computer to finish my personal PC work.I also managed to call the old guy that I knew in the area who e-mailed me earlier about records that he found out about that a guy he knoew had.He told me that he would get back to me regarding this when he hears from that other guy he knows.
I am now relaxing.I am also feeling tired and exausted.I am hoping to sleep good tonight.I need to after losing sleep the previous night.I hope to sleep good tonight.
Tomorrow is another work day.I am hoping that the shift goes well.After that,it's the weekend.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty good day today.The laundry pick-up went smoothly and I also had a nice lunch.After lunch,I went to an auto scrap yard in my area and bought a slightly used driver side safety belt for my car.Though the safety belt has been working since Tuesday night,my mechanic still thinks I should get it replaced before it gives out again.Not only that,he also wants to make sure that I do not get a ticket from not wearing my belt because it is against the law not to.Hopefully,I can get it replaced tomorrow after work.
My session with my sexual abuse support counselor went great.We had our usual 1/2 hour talk and it was great.She is still impressed with my ability to hold my own while at the social club and on the job.I also have been saying to her that my support groups are still going well enough and that I have been attending them,which she said was good.
After that,I went shopping for my mom and bought a few things.I also bought myself an ice cream sandwich from Dairy Queen and waited a few minutes to soften up before eating it because it was frozen hard as a rock.I also managed to pop in a Salvation Army thrift shop just to look around.I didn't buy anything but I did enjoy browsing through the store and seeing if they had anything new.After that,I picked something up for my mom at one of her girlfriends before heading home.
After eating a light dinner,I managed to get a few things done.I made my bed and I also registered some bills at Where's George and despite some issues with my computer regarding the internet,I managed to get some more work done and I hope that I have reduced my work load for tomorrow regarding e-mails.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the shift goes by smoothly.After that,I am hoping to finally get my safety belt repaired.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.The work day went by pretty smoothly and I managed to get a lot done.I also had a pretty good lunch and after dropping the bags of clean laundry off,I headed for home.
After I got home,I did some more personal PC work.I finished off my personal e-mail work that I started while on break at work.I even called around to find a safety belt to replace the current one that I have that really doesn't want to work properly when it should.While it did work tonight while I was leaving and on my home from the meeting,I still feel that it should be replaced because I really can't take it when something doesn't really want to work when it should.I did find one and I will be getting it tomorrow after I am done with the laundry pick up.
The SSA support group meeting went great.It was wonderful to lift off some more emotional baggage and to hear what the other men in the group had to say.It was also wonderful to be heard and not be judged according to my past experiences with religion,including those negative experiences with my father.I did share a little bit of positive tonight about when I used to go to church when I was younger and help out in the nursery while my mom was in the upstairs chapel.That happens to be my only positive experience with religion.Right now,I am in the middle of the road and I am still deliberating as to what I am going to do churchwise.But whatever I do,I hope that I will finally start to have healthy relationships that will make me want to go to church every Sunday.As of now,I haven't made any decisions.
I wore my Walk-Fit arch supports today and I hardly felt any pain while walking in them.It was wonderful.I am going to be wearing these every day and I will get a couple more for my dress shoes.
Tomorrow is simply a pick-up day.I hope that the pick-up goes smoothly.I also have an appointment with my sexual abuse support counselor tomorrow afternoon and I hope that the session with her goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.Today was my day off and I spent the day looking around the town at places that I had not been in a long time but nothing really caught my eye.I also went to the local Salvation Army thrift shop and bought a few things even though I wasn't planning on it.After I left there,I went home to get ready for dinner and prepare to go to my anger management/conflict resolution support group meeting tonight.
After I ate,I did some more last minute e-mail checking and checked out a few Wikipedia pages before shutting down and going to my meeting.
The meeting actually went great tonight.The group has doubled in size since I started coming.But again,it was wonderful and I got a lot out of the meeting tonight.After it was over,I left for home.
Earlier this afternoon,I received some things that I was waiting on for a while.I received a couple of 45 r.p.m records that I had been waiting on and I also finally got my Walk-Fit arch supports that I ordered a week ago.I even tried them out and they are working.I know that it will take me several weeks to get used to them.But already,I am feeling nearly pain free and they are comfortable and after a while,I won't have to worry about foot pain.Again,they will take a little getting used to and when I do finally get used to them,I hopefully won't have to worry about pain anymore and I can start walking for exercise again.
The only real problem that I am having is that I am having issues with my car's driver side safety belt again.It has been jamming on me constantly since yesterday and I am really at my wits end at the moment.I did visit with my mechanic and talked to him about it and he said that he will see what he can do.But he also advised me to call around the auto scrap yards and ask if they have a drivers side safety belt for the car that I drive.I am hoping that at least one of them will have one.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the day goes smoothly.I also have my SSA support group tomorrow night and I am hoping that this meeting goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for teh day ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.I finally manged to get a few important things done today.I went to an area Wal-Mart to get a few personal things that I needed for myself.With that done,I can now say that my month is finally complte.I only have to mail out one more payment to a creditor and I can relax.Before going to Wal-Mart,I managed to buy a couple slices of pizza for lunch to tie me over until dinner.I went home after leaving Wal-Mart.
When I got home,I had dinner and it was leftover ham with mashed potatoes.I am not complaining about it.It was good and I did have to eat.After that,I went upstairs to relax and listened to some music for a while.
Before typing this,I did hear from a friend of mine who I haven't heard from in a while.The reason why he hadn't called was because they shifted his work hours to night time and his fiancee had a baby boy,which is his first child.I congratulated him and we talked for a while until he had to leave for work.Still,it was wonderful to talk with him and also wonderful to know that he is okay.I am now relieved.
Last night,my night of entertaining the crowd went great.I had an awesome night.I even tried out a new song and it was well received by the people.I felt good,Plus,as a surprise,another friend of mine,who once in a whiel comes to the place to hang out with me,also showed up and that even made the night more fun.I left there last night feeling pretty good.
As for the rest of the night,I might go out and have a beer or two with the guys.After that,I am going to go home and watch a movie.
Tomorrow is my day off from work.I do have my anger management/conflict resolution support group meeting tomorrow night.I am hoping that the meeting goes well.
That was my weekend and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty good day today.I really did not do too much.After I woke up,I had breakfast and I also went to do my personal PC work.It was quite a bit to be done.But due to some unforeseen circumstances such as the program not willing to cooperate before I was finished with my work,I had to shut down and finish later on.
After shutting down,I washed my hair and went to run an errand for my mom.It was nothing much to do.It was simply to pick up a few things that my mom needed for the home.After that,I went to a local Mighty Taco to have a late but light lunch.It was simply Nachos Deluxe and I needed to get some food in my system to tie me over until dinner.After that,I went home.
When I got home,I took a bath and cleaned myself up because I am going out tonight and I wanted to make sure that I was cleaned up for the occasion.After my bath,I ate dinner.
After eating,I finished my personal PC work.It was a lot easier this time around and I also managed to put back the Yahoo toolbar that was somehow taken away from the top of my internet page whiel I was having problems.But now,everything is working properly and I am now happy that I manged to finish everything.
I will be entertaining the crowd tonight.I am hoping that the night goes smoothly.After last Saturday night where they were having live entertainment,it has now returned to normal.I am looking forward to singing for the people tonight.I hope that verything goes well for me.Though I rarely have an off night,I still hope for things to go well.You never know.Still,I have the feeling that everything will go according to plan.
As for tomorrow,I haven't made any plans.But whatever I do,I hope that it benefits me in a positive way.
That was my day today and my hopes for the rest of the weekend,including tonight.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty smooth work shift today.The work shift went by pretty fast.I simply did what I had to do and the rest took care of itself.After I was done,I simply dropped off the clean laundry and headed for a bank to cash my paycheck.
After that,I went to a supermarket in my area to pick up a couple of things for dinner tonight.It didn't take very long.I went home afterwards.
After I ate dinner,I registered all the currency that I had at Where's George from when I cashed my paycheck and the change that I got from shopping.It was a pretty good day.
When I got home earlire,my brother in-law came over and had a small talk with my mom and I laid down for a while.I was tired and I thought that if I laid down,I would feel better.But I wound up masturbating.It did bring me down when I did that but after a prayer to ask the creator for forgiveness,I felt better.I also forgave myself.Still,it did bring me down and I felt pretty guilty for a short while after doing that.But I feel better now and I am hoping that I can still beat that.
I am now relaxing.I am also anticipating the weekend.Tomorrow night is my night to entertain the crowd.I am hoping that the night goes well for me.I am also hoping that I have a wonderful time doing that.I enjoy what I do and I always have a blast.But still,I hope for things to go well.As for the rest of the weekend,I haven't made any plans but whatever I do,I hope that it benefits me in a positive way.
I am awaiting a phone call from a friend of mine who lives out of town.I am looking forward to talking with him.
That was my day today and my hopes for the weekend ahead.

Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a very smooth work shift today.The work shift went by as planned and I got pretty much done.After I had a nice lunch,I bagged everything and went home.
After I got home,I relaxed a bit in a chair and I also layed down for a bit.I was feeling sleepy and I felt that this was a good time to take a nap.I didn't get to sleep until late so I needed to catch up on some lost sleep.After a couple of hours,I woke up and got dressed to run an errand for my mom.I had to pick up a few things at an area supermarket.
After the errand was done,I had a light dinner.After I ate,I finished my personal computer work.It was a lot of e-mail but I managed to get it done.It wasn't too much trouble.But I got it done.I was also asked to join a new support group for people who were abused when they were younger.It was great to find another group like that one.The more I join.The better it will be for me to try and overcome some of the negative effects that the abuse I endured at the hands of a lot of people in my past,including my father.I am now a part of that online support group and it is great.
I am now relaxing.The day is almost over.I had a pretty good day and even though not a lot happened,it was still a good day.
Tomorrow is another work day.I am hoping that the shift goes well.After that,it's the weekend.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty roller coaster day today.The day started out pretty good.The laundry pick-up went pretty well.I had a pretty good lunch today with the social club after I did the pick-up.After that,I went to a post office in the area to buy a money order to send out for a record that I bought off of Ebay.I sent it out Priority Mail w/delivery confirmation.It should get there by Friday.
I also had to go to the bank to withdraw some money for my mom and I also put some gas in my tank.After that,I went home.
I also heard from a guy who lives in my hometown via e-mail.He told me that he had some records that he got from somewhere and he asked me to come over and look through them,which I did as I was getting some dinner for me and my mom.I bought some of them and went to a local Arby's to get a couple of sandwiches for dinner.
When I got home,I heard some hissing coming from my driver's side rear tire.I saw what looked like a nail sticking out of my tire and it was going flat.I had to call my mechanic to tell him and fortunately when I called him a second time,he answered.I told him what was wrong and he told me to bring in the car so he could repair the tire ASAP.After I ate,I waited for the AAA tow truck to come outside and when he arrived,I went with them so I could drive the car back home when he was finished.I was fortunate to catch him at the garage.I would have been lost if he wasn't.I also would have been late for work tomorrow if I had to go to the garage first before going to work.But again,I am fortunate as well as thankful that I caught my mechanic at the garage so the tire could be fixed and I could go on to work tomorrow without any problems.Thank goodness for that.
I am now relaxing.I am hoping that the rest of the evening goes smoothly.After this,I am going to bathe and get ready for bed.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the shift goes smoothly.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a very smooth work day today.Despite a minor mishap at the social club,I managed to have a pretty smooth day.There wasn't really much for me to do today.I simply did what I had to do and I dropped off the clean laundry.After that,I went home to prepare for my meeting tonight.
When I came home,my brother in law came over to fix the basement window.It is now fixed and hopefully,there will be no problems for quite a while.It is just a relief that it is now fixed and my mom and I can rest easily.
I also managed to finish my computer work before dinner tonight.I started it at work and I finished it at home.I wanted to get it done before I went to my meeting tonight and I figured that this was the perfect time to do it.After finishing it,I shut down and had dinner.
After I ate,I got dressed and ready for my meeting tonight.The meeting went great.It was wonderful to learn a lot more on overcoming SSA.It was wonderful to learn more.We got some more homework and some reading material to read at our own pace and convienience.I am eagerly awaiting next week's meeting and I am hoping that it's as wonderful as tonights.
Tomorrow is a pick-up day.I am hoping that the pick-up works out well and that there are no messes for me to clean.After that,I have the rest of the day off.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty good day today.After doing my computer work earlier in the day,I went out for a bit.I went to a Salvation Army thrift shop in another area and I found several different vinyl records there.After two months of going over there and disappointed because I didn't find anything,I finally found some great ones and I also found a few 45's as well.It was wonderful.After paying for them,I left.
When I got home,my brother in law was talking with my mom about getting one of the basement windows fixed.During the really big blizzard that we had before Spring finally arrived,the glass broke and a few stray cats clawed the old screen to invade the basement.Before my brother in law boarded up the glass part that was missing,he checked to see if there were any cats down there.There weren't and he boarded it up from the outside.He said that he had to get some glass cut somewhere before he could fix it and see who he can to get the screen fixed.He left and we had a light dinner,which was homemade soup.After that,I went to my anger management/conflict resolution group meeting.
The meeting went wonderfully.The room was chock full of people.There were more people than there were on previous Monday nights.But it was great to hear from them and to be heard.I am looking forward to the next meeting,which will be next Monday.
I am now relaxing and I am anticipating the next day.I am hoping that the day works out for me tomorrow.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the day goes smoothly.I also have my SSA support group meeting tomorrow night and I am hoping that this meeting goes well,too.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling okay.I didn't have too eventful of a day today.I simply ran an errand today for my mom and I also went and did a little something for myself.I bought a foam mattress pad for my bed's mattress because the mattress is starting to show the springs from it.I needed to make it softer so I could have a more comfortable sleep at night when I do go to bed.Not only that,my shirts will not have any holes in them anymore.I need to get some new undershirts because some of them have holes in t he back from those mattress springs sticking out.After putting it on,I put the sheets back on the bad and tried it out.It was a lot more comfortable and it will take a little getting used to.But I know that I will be used to it pretty soon.I did lay down for a while before eating dinner.
After eating a light dinner,I registered a few more bills at Where's George and I also checked on some last minute e-mails before I decide that I am done for the day and night.I am now relaxing posting all of what happened during my day.Though not too eventful,I did enjoy being out because it was a nice sunny day outside with no clouds in the sky.But tonight,it is going to be cold.We are also supposed to get more rain before the end of the week.OH WELL!This is all an indication that Spring is finally here and the weather is showing it in more ways than one.
As for the rest of the evening,I might go out and have a drink or two with the gang over at the place where I entertain.I hope to get a lot out of it when I am talking with the gang.
Tomorrow is my day off.I do have my anger management/conflict resolution group tomorrow night.I am hoping that the meeting goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the night and day ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty good day today.I didn't do too much.I went out to run an errand for my mom this afternoon and I also did a few things for myself.I had to get a few things for my mom for the home and it was also a nice day.I also took a spin around town and I even bought a few records at a Salvation Army thrift shop in my area.After that,I went home.
After a light dinner,I went and finished my personal PC work.It was really a whole bunch of e-mail's that I had to get out of the way.But I am just glad to get it done.
Last night,my night of entertaining the crowd went great.I got to do my usual allotment and it was wonderful.I got a very enthusiatic round of applause for my performance and that made me feel good all over.I had a blast and it was wonderful.For a Friday night,it was great.Tonight,I am not really going to go anywhere but I am just going to stay home and take it easy.I might just go and take a cruise around the town for a bit before calling it a night.I might just relax the rest of the night and just anticipate tomorrow and the week ahead.
I did have a short talk with a friend of mine who I have not heard from in over a week.He's doing fine and he also informed me that his cell number is going to change.He also assured me that he would let me know when he finally has it so I can call and talk with him for a while in the near future.But it was just great to talk with him.
As for tomorrow,I have not made any definite plans but whatever I do,I hope that it benefits me positively.
That was my day today,including my night last night and my hopes for the rest of the weekend.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.The work shift went by smoothly and I didn't have a lot to do.After the shift was done,I dropped everything off and headed for the bank to cash a check for my mom.
After doing that,I went to a Dollar Tree store in the area and picked up a pack of Q-Tips.This was the only errand that I had to run today.I went home afterwards.
After a light dinner,I registered some more bills at Where's George,which were the bills that I had withdrawn for my mom amd some for myself.I also had to make a payment on Ebay for a rare collectable that I had just won.I also had to leave feedback for several other items that I won and bought on Ebay beforehand.That is now out of the way.
I am now relaxing.I am also anticipating the upcoming evening.I will be going out to sing tonight for the crowd because,as I stated yesterday,there will be LIVE entertainment at the place tomorrow night and I chose to go out tonight instead.I am looking forward to doing that tonight.I hope that the night goes well for me.Though I rarely have an off night,I still hope for things to go well.But I do have a feeling that things will go well.Hopefully,it will return to the normal schedule next week.Overall,it was a pretty good day.
As for tomorrow,I have not made any plans but whatever I do,I hope that it affects me in a positive way.As for the rest of the weekend,the same.
That was my day today and my hopes for tonight and the weekend ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty good day today.The work shift went by smoothly and the day at the social club was also better.There was no animosity and that loud,overbearing,arrogant and agressive guy was nowhere to be found.I even had lunch at the social club and it was a great pasta lunch.Overall,a pretty good day.
On the way home from work,I stopped at a post office in the area and I mailed out a couple of creditor payments.They are due by next week and I had to get them out right away.I am hoping that they do indeed get there on time.I sent them out Priority Mail and they should arrive at their respectable locations.After that,I went home and didn't stop for anything.
When I got home,I had to run a couple of errands for my mom.I had to get a few birthday cards any try to find the hair coloring that my mother wanted me to get for her but the store that I went to didn't have what she was looking for.
Later on,I dropped my mom at my sister's house where one of my nephews was celebrating his 22nd birthday.I opted not to go because I didn't feel like it.After I dropped her off,I went home to complete my personal computer work.
With that done,I shut down the computer and went out to get dinner for myself.I had a Jr.Bacon Cheeseburger w/ Fries from Wendy's and it was super.It was also pretty filling.After eating,I watched a few scenes from one of my favorite movies until my mom came home when my niece dropped her off.
I am now relaxing.I had a pretty good but a little bit exaustive day.I got quite a bit accomplished.Overall,a pretty good day.
Tomorrow is another work day.I am hoping that the shift goes well.Tomorrow night,I will be singing for the crowd rather than Saturday night.On Saturday night,they are going to be having LIVE entertainment by a local band.As a result of this,I will be going out to sing Friday night rather than Saturday night.After that,it will be back,hopefully,to the regular schedule.
As for what I will do on Saturday night,I haven't made any plans.But whatever I chooes to do,I hope that it affects me in a positive way.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day and night ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty mixed day today.The laundry pick-up went by smoothly.But when I arrived at the work place to drop off the laundry,I decided to have lunch at the social club first.But when I got there,a very rude,agressive,overbearing arrogant guy was there.He has relatives who work and run certain parts of the organization that I work for and at times he thinks that this gives him special priveledges.The main thing that he did was that he changed the radio station without asking anybody if he could do so.He put it on a radio station that played nothing but Rap and since the vast majority of Rap has a lot of bad language and overtly sexual slang content and other obscenities,that type of music is not allowed to be played in any way shape or form.When I complained about it,he jumped on the apprehensive and started screaming,swearing,and talking to people,including myself,in a threatening tone.Apparently,he got disgusted and ran upstairs to possibly talk about this with the social club coordinator.If he did tell the coordinator,then I'll probably be called to have a private talk with him tomorrow morning when I walk into the social club.I am preparing myself mentally for this and when I am called,I will comply.If it doesn't happen,then I can breathe a sigh of relief.But still,I am preparing myself for this possible eventuality.
I went to my session with the sexual abuse support counselor and the session went well.I told her everything that has been going with me for the past several days and I even shared with her what happened today.She also had the same impression that I had of this guy who instigated this ignorant and idiotic tirade that he inexcusably let loose all because someone complained about him breaking the rules of the social club.The session went well and I have another appointment with her in two weeks.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the shift goes well.After that,I have the rest of the day off.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.The work day went by smoothly and I got a lot done.I also managed to have some very nice conversations with some of the social club members as well.It was a pretty good day.I got a lot of work done and I also managed to brighten the day of a few others.Plus,I got some pretty good words from one of the young men who was also at the social club,which made feel appreciated.Overall,a pretty good work day.
One the way home fromwork,I bought a couple cans of soup for dinner when my mother reached me on my cell phone number and asked me to purchase the soup,which I did.
When I got home,I finished my personal e-mail work and I also managed to browse some other websites while I was online.After that,I shut down the computer and ate dinner.I went to my SSA support group meeting after that.
My SSA support group meeting went terrifically well.I got a lot more out of this as I have gotten from the last few weeks.Over the past four weeks,I have never felt so accepted and appreciated by a group of people like this.It gave me a warm feeling of joy all over my body,especially my heart.I have never felt this way since I went on an all men's healing weekend retreat in 2004.This is a super group.I hav enever gotten anything out of a group until this one came along.I know that there will be eight more weeks to go but I am taking advantage of all of this until it's over.Again,another wonderful meeting.
Tomorrow is simply a pick up day.I hope that the pick-up goes well.I also have my appointment with my sexual abuse support counselor and I hope that the session also goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty fair day today.I didn't go out too much today.After I woke up,I simply had a light beakfast and I took it easy for much of the afternoon.I woke up around 12:40 pm and after eating,I chose not to go out because I really did not have too much to do.But I managed to get something accomplished.I paid one of my monthly creditor bills.When I get my money in my account next month,I can pay off my other creditor bills.I have only have two others and my car insurance and when those are paid,I am set.I also have to pay Columbia House for a couple of DVD's that I purchased a few months ago.I am hoping to get that paid soon.After that,I am set for the month.
After a light dinner,I went to my anger management/conflict resolution group meeting tonight and it went well.It also ended ten minutes early.When I left,I felt better.Though I did have a problem with that troublesome safety belt again on the way home,I finally got it to work when I stopped at a traffic light not too far away from the meeting place.On the way home,I stopped somewhere to pick up some empty bottles that a friend left for me outside of his house.I wnet home and I am now relaxing at home and taking it easy getting ready for tomorrow.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the day goes smoothly.I also have my SSA recovery support group at the church tomorrow night.I am hoping that the meeting goes well.
Last night,after I got home from the bar,I watched a movie before going to sleep.
That was my day today,my night last night and my hopes for the day and evening ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a very good day today.When I woke up,I watched a little bit of TV and I also had a bowl of cereal for breakfast.I also drank 3 cups of coffee to try and wake up.I was still feeling sleepy.But I managed to fully wake up.
I did not do too much today.I simply went out and bought a couple slices of pizza as a quick lunch to tie me over until dinner.I also stopped at the place where I entertain for a few minutes.Last night,I got a bill in change that was a Where's George bill that came from Wattsburg PA.I showed it to the owner and he informed me that it probably came from tourist who were visiting from PA.After I left,I went to a Wal-Mart in my area to pick up a bottle of Rolaids.I went home afterwards.
After a light dinner,which was spaghetti,I registered a couple more bills at Where's George that I received from Wal-Mart in change after paying for my Rolaids.I also finished some more e-mail work that I needed to do.I even watched a few more online videos.I have been trying to find a replacement for online Gay porn and I have found some amateur wrestling videos from Europe on an online video site.It is simply guys wrestling for fun and not for profit.They are fun to watch and are better than Gay porn.I will also find other alternatives in the near future and hope for the best.
My night of entertaining the crowd went well.There was a birthday party going on over there and I only managed to do 3 songs as a result.Still,it was better than singing no songs and I still had fun.I left and went home around a little bit before 2 am.Again,it was a pretty good night and I had fun.
I am going to go out and have a couple of drinks with the guys at the place tonight.I am hoping for some fun talk and a few laughs.
Tomorrow is my day off.I have my anger management/conflict resolution support group tomorrow night and I hope that the meeting goes well.
That was my day today,my night last night and my hopes for the rest of the night and the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.I really did not do too much.I simply took it easy for most of the day before going out for a bit before dinner.While I was out,I dropped off a box of chocolate cake mix at my niece's house.I took a drive for a while and I stopped at a store to get a couple bucks worth of quarters.I needed some quarters so I can pay for my drinks tonight.After that,I went home.
After a light dinner,which was homemade bean soup,I decided to catch up on some much needed computer work.I checked my e-mail and there was several new e-mail's.After reading them all,I watched some online videos on a website for a while.I even added some to my favorite's list while I was there.After that,I signed out.
I am now relaxing.I am also anticipating the evening ahead.I am going to be entertaining the crowd tonight as usual and I am hoping that the evening goes well for me.Though I rarely have an off night,I still hope for things to go well.You never know what might happen.But I have a feeling that the evening will go well for me.But still,I always hope for everything to go well.
As for the rest of the weekend,I have not made any plans but whatever I do,I hope that it affects me in a positive way.
That was my day today and my hopes for the night and the rest of the weekend.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.Today was my day off and I spent the whole day taking it easy.I really did not do too much.After I picked up my paycheck and had lunch,I went and cashed my paycheck before heading for home.
When I got home,I simply put my PJ's back on and relaxed in the living room.I simply checked out one of my DVD's extras and the extras were really interesting.They were simply fun and games stuff and that was really neat.After that,I took a nap for about an hour.I didn't get an awful lot of sleep last night so I figured that I would get some rest in hopes to feel better,which I did.
I did give in to masturbation today.I was playing with my genitals and I wound up masturbating.I did ask the creator to forgive me for giving into that temptation and I felt better.It was after this that I took a nap and I did feel better after having a few winks.
After finishing my earlier computer work,I did a scan on my computer to check for viruses and spyware while I ate dinner and went out for a drive around the town.I also stopped at a gas station to get some gas in my tank and after that,I went home.It was a nice time out and I liked seeing some wonders that I haven't seen in a while.
When I got home,I checked my computer and the good news is that my computer is clean w/NO viruses of spyware.After that,I did some more personal PC work.
I am now relaxing.I am also anticipating the weekend.I am looking forward to the weekend.Tomorrow night,I will be singing for the crowd at the place where I go.Regarding Sunday,I have not made any plans but whatever I do,I hope that it will benefit me in a positive way.Overall,a pretty good day.
That was my day today and my hopes for the weekend ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty smooth work shift today.There wasn't really much foro me to do but I did manage to get some work done.After that,I had a light lunch and I dropped the laundry off at the rehab center and headed for home.
Once I got home,I took it easy for a while and also took a nap for about an hour and half.I finally received a DVD that I purchased from an Ebay seller and I checked it out when I did.The DVD is the 2-Disc Platinum DVD edition of Bambi.It is a very awesome set.I am eagerly awaiting another one that I hope to receive very soon.
After my nap,I had a light dinner and I also went out for a while after watching the news.I had to run an errand for my mom and I also went and did something that I had to do.I went back to the Roman Catholic shrine and prayed because I needed help in my resolve to stop masturbation.I am hoping that the prayers that I made will be answered.Masturbation is a tough habit to break and due to the SSA that I am struggling from,I simply feel that I can't.But again,I am hoping that the prayers give me strength to resist this unclean habit and I can finally have a clean concience and not have to worry about being not being heard by the creator.But I feel that he heard me and I am hoping to be back on track spiritually in the near future.
I am now at home relaxing.I am also anticipating the day ahead.I am going to have the day off for the second consecutive Friday while the staff goes to a special meeting to discuss some issues within the organization.I am going to simply pick up my paycheck tomorrow and just relax the rest of the day and enjoy my day off.After tomorrow,it's the weekend.I am hoping that the weekend goes well for me.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day and weekend ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a very good day today.The laundry pick-up went as smoothly as I hoped and I even managed to enjoy a brief conversation with some of the social club members during lunch.After eating,I left to run an errand for my mom.
On the way to the bank,I stopped at a hot dog stand to have a hot dog w/ sauerkraut on top.When I had lunch at the social club,they were having polska kielbasa w/sauerkraut but they ran out of sauerkraut.So,when I saw the hot dog stand,I stopped and had a hot dog covered w/sauerkraut.After eating that,I went to the bank and made a withdrawl for my mom.
When I got home,I heard from a friend of mine whom I loaned my copies of KISSOlogy Volumes 1 & 2 and he told me that I could pick them up anytime.I picked them up a few minutes later and when I got home,I registered the money that I withdrew for my mom at Where's George.
After that,I relaxed a bit for a while and I also laid down for a bit before eating dinner.
After I ate,I went and did a little shopping for my mom.I had to pick up a roll of paper towels for her.After that,I went to a Salvation Army thrift shop in my area and bought a few record albums.I was also fortunate to find another suit there that fit.After paying for all of them,I went home.After getting home,I registered the change from earlier when I went shopping at Where's George as well.
I am now at home relaxing.I had a pretty eventful day full of errands.But I managed to get everything done and I had a pretty good day out of it.I am hoping that the next couple of days go just as smoothly as today did.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the shift goes smoothly.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I am also feeling better than I have been the past several days.I had a pretty good day today.The work day went by very smoothly.It was simple and very quiet.I picked up several heaping loads of laundry and when I got to the work site,I only had to unload one washer.I simply seperated the loads and put them in the dryer and started a couple of new loads.I even managed to drop in on the social club and talk a while with a few of the people that were there.This time,there was not too many people there and it was also pretty quiet there as well.This actually helped in my day going by pretty smoothly.Aftre the day was over,I bagged all the clean laundry and dropped it off at the rehab center.Overall,a very smooth work day.
On the way home,I had to stop at a supermarket and pick up a few things that my mom wanted me to get for her.This went well.I managed to find everything that my mom wanted at supermarket.After paying for the items,I headed for home.
When I got there,I ate a bowl of soup for dinner.I had a meeting with my SSA recovery group and I wanted to eat light because I had to leave right away after eating.The only thing that I managed to do was register a dollar bill at Where's George before going to my meeting tonight.
The SSA recovery meeting went great.We watched another video and we talked about the importance of forgiveness and how it helps in our healing from unwanted SSA.It was another wonderful meeting.I got quite a bit out of the meeting tonight and I am looking forward to next week's meeting.I am hoping that it is as wonderful as tonights.When I got home,I finally finished my computer work.
Tomorrow is simply a pick-up day.I am hoping that the pick-up goes smoothly.After that,I am free to do what I want.I have not made any plans but whatever I do,I hope that it benefits me in a positive way.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling a little bit better and I am not as drepressed as I was the last few days.I had a pretty good day today.I spent most of the day in the house.I didn't really go anywhere.There really wasn't anywhere for me to go.Plus,I really did not feel like going anywhere today anyway.So,I stayed home and took it easy.
The only place that I really went to today was my anger management/conflict resolution group meeting.The meeting went well.There was a full house tonight and there was a lot of talking and sharing.It felt great to hear what the others had to say and also to be heard.I am looking forward to next week's meeting and I hope that it goes as well as tonights did.
On the way home from the meeting,I stopped over at a local Wal-Mart and I picked up and purchased an updated copy of the Disney animated classic The Aristocats.It is really nice to have this newly updated version on DVD.It is supposed to have a few more features than the previous DVD issue.I will be checking it out Wednesday when I get back from doing the laundry pick-up.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the work day goes smoothly.I also have my SSA support group meeting tomorrow night and I am hoping that the meting goes well tomorrow night.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Happy Easter(i.e.Resurrection Day)Everybody.
Tonight,I am feeling mixed emotions.I have been feeling mighty depressed for most of the day and I really don't know why.My only theory about this is that I was sick about three weeks ago and I am still feeling the psychological effects of it.Today,when I had dinner,I didn't eat very much.Don't get me wrong,I enjoyed the meal that my mom prepared and it was delicious but I didn't eat too much.Again,I have been feeling mighty depressed.I am hoping that this spell of the blues is only temporary and that it doesn't get chronic and I wind up taking a prescription anti-depressant.I did take a couple of St.John's Wart capsules and I do feel a little bit better but the blues are still there and again,I am hoping that the disappear pretty soon.
After I ate,I laid down for a while and my mind started to wander.I wound up daydreaming and before I knew it,I was daydreaming about having sex with another man.I haven't had these daydreams in a long time and I started getting really horny as a result.My penis was hard and my anus was also starting to itch.These feelings lasted about 10 minutes before they started to disappear.Not only that,I almost gave into the temptation to masturbate because I was really hard.I wanted to simply stroke the feeling away,but didn't.I did ask the creator to forgive me for me letting my mind wander like that and for almost giving into the temptation as well as to help me find out why I was feeling so miserable.I did feel better but I still felt depressed at the same time.
Before I did eat,I went and visited with a colleague of mine for a few minutes to simply wish him a Happy Easter(i.e.Resurrection Day)and to hang out for a few minutes.He had some dinner guests over since my mom was cooking dinner,I only stayed a few minutes.After that,I went home to eat.
I am now relaxing.I am also anticipating the week ahead.I am hoping that this week goes pretty good.I am also hoping to feel better during this week.After the depression that I have been feeling lately,a good week would be the right thing to make me feel better.I do have to get a new bottle of St.John's Wart capsules tomorrow or whenever I can.Before the night is through,I am thinking of going out and having a drink or two with the gang over at the place where I entertain.I am hoping that a nice talk or two will help make me feel better.That would be great.
Tomorrow is my day off.I do have my anger management/conflict resolution group,which I will be attending tomorrow night.I am hoping that the meeting goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the night and day ahead.FJ