Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.But for much of the day,I was feeling really at edge.
The work shift went just a tad rocky.It started out smoothly but it turned a little rough.
It all started while I was on the social club computer reducing my e-mail load so I wouldn't have much work to do later when I got home.I volunteered to help someone out by looking up and trying to find a map of an area when I was finished.But he was standing by me looking at the monitor screen while I was trying to do my personal work and this was making me nervous as what I was looking at was my personal business.I asked him nicely to please step away from the area that he was because the messages in my e-mail box were personal and I really didn't appreciate him looking over me.He copped an attitude with me and it almost led to a loud confrontation with me on the verge of losing my temper until the social club coordinator and another staffer got involved,which,in a way,saved my sanity.After the coordinator met with me and worked out the situation,he also worked it out with the other guy and the other staffer as we were both advised to stay away from each other the rest of the day,which we did.I managed to finish what I started and that was it.
Fortunately,the rest of the day went smoothly but I was still at edge over what had happened and I was still feeling the anger that was present in me when it happened.After eating my lunch,I finished my job and dropped off the clean laundry when the shift was over.I went straight home afterwards.
When I got home,I finished my personal PC work.It was done pretty quick as I didn't have very much to do.But I felt better and after that,I headed for the meeting tonight and I had some high hopes for this new group as I was new but I was also feeling somewhat nervous and anxious.But I went anyway and I am glad that I did.
The meeting went great.This is a great group and I am glad that I found out about it.It was awesome to be around these people and not have to worry about being judged.I simply shared what I felt that I needed to share and it felt rewarding.I really felt welcomed and accepted.It was awesome.I am looking forward to next Thursday's group and I am hoping that it goes as well as tonight's.
Tomorrow is another work day.I am hoping that the shift goes better than today's.After that,it's the weekend.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling okay but a little bit at edge.
The laundry pick-up went by smoothly and I even had a pretty good lunch period.But somehow my emotional stance changed midday.
When I got home,I was feeling cranky with me feeling angry over something.For most of the day,everything went terrifically well until the lunch period.
After I ate my lunch,I was waiting to use the social club computer.There was another person on it but they were taking too long.The social club has a 1/2 hour time limit when someone uses the computer.I was waiting to register some bills at Where's George but the person using the computer went nearly 12 minutes over their time and I was feeling angry as a result.Instead of losing my temper,which I was on the verge of,I went to the social club coordinator and told him about it.He took care of it by pointing out to the person that they had gone over their time and that there was someone else waiting to use the computer.The person did get off but in anger.Apparently,she didn't like being corrected when she was wrong but in a way,that is how people remember to do the right thing the next time.Take it from me,admittedly,I don't like it either.But it is the best way that we improve ourselves so we at least can try to avoid making that same mistake again.The only good thing out of it is that I got the bills registered at Where's George and after I was finished,I left for home.
When I got home,I felt tired because I didn't get an awful lot of sleep last night.Coupled with that incident at the social club and the way I felt due to a lack of sleep,I tried to take a nap and while I slept well for over an hour,I wound up masturbating to fantasies of having sexual activity with another man.I felt lousy afterwards and after I asked for forgiveness,I did feel better but the guilt is still looming over me.I want to feel good but the guilt at times can be overwhelming.If anyone here can help me deal with these feelings of guilt,I would appreciate any answers.Thanks.
Before I had dinner,I went out to pick up a pack of light bulbs for my mom.One of her light bulbs blew and she needed a new one pretty fast.I went out and get them and I ate afterwards.
After eating,I decided to catch up on some much needed computer work.I also went to check on a couple of money orders that I sent out on Monday and they arrived safely.I feel good that they did.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the shift goes well.I am also starting a new group tomorrow night and it is a sex addicts group.I am hoping that the first meting goes well and that I can continue going if it does.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.
The work day went smoothly.There was really nothing to complain about.I simply did my job and the rest took care of itself.After I was done,I dropped off the clean laundry and headed for home.
When I got home,I decided to stay home and take it easy.I was feeling really tired from the day that I had and I felt that it would be better if I stayed home and rested.I am feeling better now.As stated,the work day was a smooth one but what tired me out was the sunny weather.I also ate too much at lunch,which was pepperoni pizza and barbecue chicken wings.I ate a little too much and I had a full feeling for much of the day afterwards.Plus,I had a hard time getting to sleep last night when I went to bed.I laid down much of the time and I also managed to finish my personal PC work.I also watched a little bit of a documentary on the evolution of the Alien film series for about 1/2 an hour.
I was planning to go to back to the recovery meeting that I was previously with tonight,but the sick and full feeling that I had kept me at home.I am starting a sex addicts group this week on Thursday night and I am anticipating that.I am hoping that this first meeting goes well so I can go every Thursday evening and get some support.Again,I am hoping that this goes well.
I am still relaxing at home.I am also anticipating the next day.I really have nothing to do tomorrow afternoon.I am just going to stay home and take it easy for a while.If I do go out to do something,I hope that it gives me positive benefits.
Tomorrow is simply a pick-up day.I am hoping that the pick-up goes well.As stated,I have really no plans for the afternoon.But if I do decide to go anywhere,I hope that it affects me in a positive manner.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.
When I got up,I ate something and I made sure that coffee was made.I also started to do my personal computer work but didn't finish it until tonight.I had a lot to do today and I wanted to get all of that done before finishing.
I also had to make a couple of important phone calls.The first was to a online seller who sold calcium supplements to help people with bone spurs and the other was regarding a sexual addiction group.I have made an appointment with the people to meet them on Thursday and I am hoping that the meeting goes well.I can hardly wait to give this group a try.I hope that it works out.
I ran several errands for my mom today.But first,I had to mail out a couple of money orders as payment for things that I ordered and I just wanted to get the payments out before the time limit expired.I mailed them out via 3-Day Priority Mail.I am hoping that they get there on Wednesday the latest.
The errands that I had to run were simply to get a few groceries for her,which a little bit of it was for dinner tonight.Fortunately,they had everything that I was looking for and I headed for home after finishing that.
After a light dinner,I finished my personal PC work and I feel that my day is now complete.Though it isn't over yet,I feel that everything is now finished and I have a feeling of accomplishment.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the day goes smoothly.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.
When I woke up this morning,I decided to drive around and look out for any garage sales.There were a few.I stopped at one that was selling a bunch of stuff for an animal charity.I bought a few records and a video.It was a VHS tape of the movie The Sailor Who Fell From Grace With The Sea.This is a very hard to find movie in any format and I was fortunate to have found it.I am not sure if this film is available on DVD as of eyt.But I am going to see if it is.Still,I was fortunate to have found this.Among the records,I found a German 45 for my mom and she was happy to have received this.
When I got home,I decided to relax for a bit and later on,I washed my hair.After waiting for it to dry,I went back out again to do a few personal things.
I bought a couple slices of pizza and a bottle of water because I felt thirsty.I also bought myself a candy bar and I headed for home.
When I got home,I relaxed again for a bit while waiting for dinner to be ready.It was only a small meal of pork chops,pasta salad and green salad.But it was very filling.After eating that,I watched the news for a while and decided to catch up on some last minute personal PC work.
Last night,my night of entertaining the crowd went great.There were quite a few people at the place where I sang up a storm and I had a blast.I also got some very positive responses from some of the crowd members that were there.It made me feel good.I am looking forward to next week.I am hoping that next Saturday night will be as wonderful as last night.
I am now at home relaxing.The weekend is not over yet.It was just wonderful to get out today and checking out them garage sales and finding the things that I found.It was a great day and I also had fun.
As for the rest of the night,I am thinking of going out and having a drink or two with the gang at the place.I am hoping for some great talks withme when I get there.
Tomorrow is my day off.I haven't made any plans for tomorrow.But whatever I do,I hope that it benefits me positively.
That was my weekend and my hopes for the beginning of the week ahead.FJ

Today,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.
The day started out pretty well.I woke up and had something to eat.I also relaxed and waited for a phone call from the Christian counselor that I have telephone sessions with every two weeks.While waiting,I did breakfast dishes and simply watched part of a movie that I had in a DVD library.
When the counselor called,we talked for about 1/2 an hour and we did a little bit of relaxation in order to help relieve stress and strain.Apparently,the counselor felt that I was overwhelmed with things this week as a result of the emotional roller coaster ride that I went on.I knew that he was right.But it was wonderful.After it was all over,I felt better and more relaxed and simply felt that all the stress and strain was now in the wind.I hung up and decided to finish my computer work.
While doing that,I received another phone call.It was from another guy who also had a sex addicts group in another area of Western New York.We had a pretty good conversation for about 5 minutes and he also assured me that he would e-mail me about where we can meet and where the group meetings will be held at.I am hoping that this group will also work out.I am still looking forward to attending the other spiritually themed group and I am hoping that this other group will also work out when I can attend it.It won't be until one week from next Tuesday.But I am hoping that it will be well worth the wait.
Tonight is my night to entertain the crowd.I am hoping for a wonderful night tonight.Though I rarely have an off night,I still hope for things to go well.You never know what might happen.But I also feel optimistic.I feel that the night will go well for me.Still, I hope for it.The only sad thing about it is that a friend of mine who was hoping to come out tonight had to change his plans because his live-in girlfriend was sick and he felt that he should stay home to look after her.I said that it was okay and I hope that his live in girlfriend is feeling better soon.
As for the rest of the weekend,I haven't made any plans but whatever I do,I hope that it gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the rest of the weekend.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.
The work shift went by pretty well.There were no messes to clean and no jobs left for me to finish.That really made me feel good.After I finished my job,I simply bagged everything and dropped it off at the rehab center.I headed for home after that.
On the way home,I went to the bank to cash my paycheck.I also went to a local supermarket to pick up a few things that my mom needed.After I finished that,I went home.
When I got home,my mom was already preparing dinner and I relaxed while waiting for it to get done.I sat down and watched another episode of The Hudson Brothers Razzle Dazzle Show on the DVD set that I recently received in the mail.Again,it was wonderful to watch another episode of this classic Saturday morning TV show.After that was over,I turned it back to the local news so my mom could watch it.
After dinner,I registered quite a few more bills at Where's George.These were bills that I received after I cashed my paycheck at the bank and from some change that I got at Wal-Mart earlier when I bought something there.I had a lot of bills to register and so it took me over 1/2 an hour to do that.But I had fun doing that.Tomorrow,I start spending those bills and I'll be waiting for the hits to come in my e-mail.
I can't believe that the weekend is finally here.I have been looking forward to this.I will be singing tomorrow night for my friends and I am hoping that the evening goes well.After the up and down week that I had,I am hoping that the weekend will make me feel better.
My week was pretty up and down.On Monday,we had a terrible hail storm and my windshield got damaged as a result of the storm.It was only a small star crack in the beginning but it grew into something that resulted in the windshield being replaced after a couple of days.Not only that,it was also the anxiety of my car possibly failing inspection this year.With the windshield being damaged and subsequently replaced,I was almost afraid that my car wouldn't be able to pass.Not only that,my mechanic also had to fix one of my tires due to it having a nail in it that caused a slow leak in the tire.I didn't realize that I ran over a nail in the road.But with all the road repair that has been going on in my hometown,I could have picked it up anywhere.The windshield being damaged,the anxieties of the auto inspection due for my car this month and the tire having to get fixed all lead up to my emotional roller coaster this week and I wound up masturbating as a result of all these negative things happening.I am feeling better at the moment after today and with my vehicle passing inspection this week.But all of this negativity that had happened this week really put me in an emotional rut this week.I am hoping that the weekend goes well and that everything works out for me tomorrow night.A great night of singing will really make me feel better.
I am now relaxing.I am feeling a little bit better tonight.I had a wonderful talk with a lady that I knew from a few of the online forums that I am a member of that help people struggling with SSA.She is a very sweet gal and it was great that I had a chance to talk with her.I am hoping to have another talk with her in the near future.
As for the rest of the weekend,I haven't made any plans but whatever I do,I hope that it gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the upcoming weekend.

Tonight,I am feeling a bit better.I had a pretty good day today.
The work shift went by smoothly and I also had a very good lunch period.After I was finished,I bagged the clean laundry and dropped it off at the rehab center.After that,I headed for home.
On the way home,I stopped at a local supermarket and picked up a few things for my mom for dinner tonight.After dropping the groceries off at home,I drove over to my mechanic's garage to drop the car off there so the new windshield could be installed.I knew that it was going to be a while for the work to get done and I was taken home so I could wait there.
Whiel waiting,I watched a couple of episodes from my DVD of The Hudson Brothers Razzle Dazzle Show.It was wonderful to see these after 34 years.I haven't seen a single episode of this Saturday morning variety show since it's cancellation.It was a treat seeing at least two of the episodes.I will be watching more in the near future.I received this DVD in the mail and I enjoyed seeing this after 34 years.
Around a quarter to 5:00 p.m.,I called my mechanic to see if everything was ready and it was.I was picked up by my mechanic's stepdaughter's husband so I could pick up my car and pay for the repairs that were done.They also did some patching up on a tire that had a nail in it and that added onto the bill.Not only that,my car passed inspection and that relieved me.I was feeling anxious about the whole thing because auto inspection time really stresses me out.I usually have a fear that my vehicle won't pass and that I have to have some work done to do it.Fortunately,there was no work needed and my car is good to go for another year.
After having a light dinner,I finally got around to doing my personal PC work.I am glad that this is now done.After putting it off the whole day,I got it finished and now,I have a feeling of accomplishment.I am just glad that things did work out.
Tomorrow is another work day.I am hoping that the shift goes well.After that,it's the weekend.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.
The laundry pick-up actually went pretty well despite a minor setback.After I had lunch,I sorted out everything and I left.
On the way home,I had to pick up some hot dog buns at a local supermarket.They were for dinner.After that,I went home.
When I got home,I still felt tired due to a lack of sleep the night before due to my anxieties of my auto inspection scheduled tomorrow.I know that the windshield neds to be replaced in order for it to qualify for passing but there is still the matter of all the other things that my car has and that is where my anxieties are coming into play.I am worried that I have to have other work on my car in order for it to pass.I am hoping that my vehicle will pass inspection and that I have nothing to worry about.Still,my anxieties will be until it is all over.I always fear that the vehicle will not pass and my feelings will stay until it's official.Again,I am hoping that nothing else is wrong.
I took a nap for over an hour when I got home.I felt better when I woke up and I ate a light dinner afterwards.
After dinner,I registered all the bills that I had at Where's George and I also caught up on some last minute e-mails before I shut down for the night.I am also hoping to get some gas before the evening is through.I am hoping that tomorow will work out for me.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the shift goes well.After that,I have to go to my mechanic to have my new windshield installed and I am hoping that this is all I need to pass inspection and that I need nothing else futher.Until then,I am still going to feel anxious about this whole thing.Again,I am hoping that everything will be okay.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty good day today.
The work day went by smoothly.I didn't have any problems.I simply did the usual and I when I was done,I simply bagged everything that was clean and dropped it off at the rehab center.I went home afterwards.
During the lunch hour,I paid a visit to my mechanic so he could take a brief look at my windshield to determine if this was passable.But when he looked at it,he gave me an unhappy look and said that it was "pretty bad" and that it had to be replaced.Of course,I was expecting the worst when I went there and it didn't disappoint me.But I know that I have to shell out nearly $300.00 for the repairs to the windshield.But I would like my car to pass inspection so I have nothing to worry about for a long time.So,I have no choice but to get it done.I will have it done on Thursday afternoon and I am hoping that this is all I need to pass inspection.
I didn't go to the meeting that I was hoping to go to tonight.The reason why I didn't go is because of what happened to my windshield and the rainty weather that we were having.According to the Western New York chapter of the National Weather Service,it was going to rain for most of the day and I felt that due to these circumstances,it would be best if I stayed home.I even called the group leader and told him my situation and he understood.He also advised me to come when I can.I simply said "Okay & Thanks."
I am at home relaxing.I am feeling a little tired after the long day that I had and also hearing the crushing news about my windshield having to be replaced in order for my car to pass inspection and again,I am hoping that this is all I need.I am hoping for the best and expecting the worst.
Tomorrow is simply a pick-up day.I am hoping that the pick-up goes well.After that,I am just going to stay home and take it easy.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty boring & uneventful day today.
I was home for most of the day due to a terrible storm that we were having.It started last night by raining heavily with thunder and lightning all around.This morning,it was still raining but it would stop for about 1/2 an hour.But after 12:00p.m.,we started having thunder and lightning all around but instead of rain coming down,we had nickel sized hail and it was a very heavy hail storm.I was working on my PC when this started and was also trying to watch a movie while this was happening.The thunder was the loudest that we had ever experienced in a long time and this was also the first hail storm that we had in a few years.In my hometown,there isn't a whole lot to do when you have a storm of epic proportions happening.The hail storm lasted for a little over 20 minutes.It just came down like crazy and there was really nothing to do except stay home and relax.
After the hail storm was over,a heavy torrential downpour happened and that lasted for most of the day going into the late afternoon.At least,I got to watch the rest of the movie because the thunder and lightning stopped.This was the only thing that I could do with a storm like that.
After the movie,I turned off the TV and went upstairs to my room to take a nap because I was a little tired.I laid down for about 1/2 an hour and when I got back up,I made my bed.While I was laying down,my mom prepared dinner in the kitchen and I patiently waited for dinner to be done.
After eating,I decided to do a couple of things for myself.First,I went to a supermarket to pick up a jar of hamburger sliced style pickles.I bought these to replace a jar that is almost empty because my mom and I ate quite a few sandwiches over the last few days and I bought the jar to replace it so we will still have some when the jar is empty.I also stopped at a local Dairy Queen to have a dipped ice cream cone.It was wonderful and I enjoyed it.I went home afterwards.
When I got home,it started to rain again and at the moment,it is raining and it is really coming down.We have been having some crazy weather today with non-stop rain with only a few small breaks in between rain showers.Fortunately for me,I don't have to go anywhere for the night.I am just hoping that this rain stops soon because I am just tired of constant rain showers.Not only that,when I got outside to my car,my windshield got hit by the hail.It isn't a very big crack but it could affect my inspection status when I take it to get inspected on Wednesday.I was going to go today but the storm today kept me home and I felt that it was best if I cancelled my appointment due to the storm.Before I go to work tomorrow,I am going to call my mechanic to ask him if this will affect my inspection status.I am hoping that it won't but I have a feeling that I might have to replace the windshield before my car can pass inspection.
Last night,the movie that I went to see,the reimagining of Prom Night,was pretty good.It wasn't a great picture but it was a pretty good film.I actually liked what they did here to this.Instead of a straight-forward remake of the classic 1980 film that starred Jamie Lee Curtis and Leslie Neilson,the makers of the film tried a different approac where a young girl is terrorized by visions of a former teacher of hers who was obsessed with her that he killed her family in order to have her all to himself.3 years later,he escapes to finish what he started even if it means killing again.I will not give too much away but I do recommend this film who would like something different for a change other than the standard horror/scary flick.I will be eagerly awaiting that DVD release of this film,which will be August 18th of this year.
Right now,the only DVD that I am waiting on is the complete series of The Hudson Brothers Razzle Dazzle Show.It is supposed to come before the end of this week.I can hardly wait for that to come in.
Tomorrow is a work day,I am hoping that the work day goes smoothly.I am also looking forward to the group but if it rains really bad tomorrow,I might just stay home and go to the next meeting in just two weeks.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.When I woke up this morning,I had breakfast and waited for the coffee to get done.I also waited for the computer to warm up so I could do my personal PC work.While waiting,I watched a little bit of a movie to prevent me from getting bored.After that,I started my personal PC work.
After finishing that,I shut the computer down and I decided to take a drive out to the area where the men's sexual addiction group that I am hoping to attend so I could get a full familiarity with the area and to know what the area looked like.Of course,I had to call the moderator a few times for directions on how to get to the place where the meetings are going to be.I am hoping to attend this Tuesday and I am also hoping to get a lot out of it.I feel that I need this because I am addicted to certain forms of sexual activity,namely performing oral sex on other men and masturbating and I feel that I could use some help and support in this area from other men who understand because there aren't a lot of groups of that nature in my hometown.Again,I am hoping to attend and I am also looking forward to the first group meeting Tuesday night.I am also hoping to get a lot out of it.
After I found the area and the place,I headed for home.It was a long drive but it was wonderful.On the way home,I had to stop and get some gas in my tank and to get a couple bags of ground coffee because we were almost out.After those things,I headed for home.
After a light dinner,I registered a couple of bills at Where's George and to do some last minute work on my PC.As for the rest of the evening,I am going to see a movie tonight.I am going to see the 2008 reimagining of the 1980 classic horror flick Prom Night.I am hoping that the film will be worth the money that I spend.I watched the original 1980 film on Friday night to reaquaint myself with the classic before seeing this new version.Again,I am hoping that this new version will be worth it.
Last night,my night of entertaining the crowd went great.I even tried out a new song and I even reaquainted myself with a song that I had done during the days at the old lounge where I used to sing at before they closed down.It was another awesome night and I am looking forward to next Saturday night night.I am hoping that next Saturday night will be as wonderful as last night.
After seeing the movie,I am thinking of going to the place where I entertain to have a drink or two with the guys.I am hoping that I get some great talks with the guys there.
Tomorrow is my day off.I do have an appointment with my mechanic to have my car inspected.I am hoping that my car passes inspection.
That was my weekend and my hopes for the beginning of the week ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty good day today.
The day started out pretty good.I woke up and I had something to eat.I also watched a little bit of a movie that I had in my DVD library.After doing these things,I decided to go out and check out a rummage sale that a local church was having.I looked around for a while and the only thing that I bought was a Disney mug with pictures of Mickey Mouse,Donald Duck and Minnie Mouse riding on a carousel.It was only a dime and it is a pretty neat mug.I washed it when I got home a little later after I finished what I had to do and my mom put it away somewhere.
After I left there,I went to a card store to pick up a few Father's Day cards and to buy a bottle of dish detergent.After that,I went home to relax for a bit.
A little later,I called a friend to let him know that I had received his birthday present and I asked when I could drop it off.He actually came and picked it up and he said Thanks.He told me that he and his brother were running a little late and he couldn't stay very long.He left.
After that,I went out to pick up a couple more things for my mom and I also turned in some cans that I had in a trash bag.These were ones that I found a few night ago when I was coming home from my last SSA Recovery meeting on Tuesday.I just wanted to get them in the store so the trunk would be more roomy for anything else.
When I got home,I bathed to get ready for tonight and I had a light dinner.I also registered a couple more bills at Where's George and decided to do some last minute computer work.Despite a setback earlier,which consisted of a traffic jam in another area of New York state,I had a pretty good day.I managed to get a lot done and that gave me a feeling of accomplishment.
Tonight,I am going to be singing up a storm.I can hardly wait for tonight.I am awaiting the evening with a lot of optimism and enthusiasm.I hope that things go well for me.Though I rarely,if ever,have an off night,I still hope for things to go well.You never know what might happen.But I have a feeling that everything will work out tonight.Still,I hope.
As for the rest of the weekend,I haven't made any plans but whatever I do,I hope that it gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the rest of the weekend.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.
The work shift went as smoothly as expected.I managed to get quite a bit done in the short period of time that I had and I also had a very pleasant lunch.
I only did very little in way of work.But it was still a lot.After I bagged everything,I dropped it off at the rehab center and headed for home.
On the way home,I cashed my paycheck and I made a stop along the way after that.I went to a supermarket to buy a couple jars of German sauerkraut and I remembered that my auto insurance was due today so I went home first before I headed to the next store to get a few more things for my mom.I dropped the sauerkraut off at home and left to pay my auto insurance bill at my agent's office.After paying that,I went to get those last few things that my mom needed.
After I got home,I went through my mail and I received the Song of the South DVD's that I was waiting for.That really made my day.I ordered one for myself and another for a friend.At first,when I saw PAL and Region 2 on the back,I was a little concerned but after I contacted the seller,she assured me that the DVD will play if I tried it out immediately.I did and it did play.I was not only concerened about myself.I was mainly concerned about my friend when I would be giving him his when I can do so.But after I tried it,I know that he will be surprised.
I am glad that the weekend is here.I am looking forward to tomorrow night,when I will be singing up a storm for the crowd tomorrow night.I am hoping that the night goes well for me.
I am now relaxing.I am anticipating the upcoming weekend.I am hoping that the weekend goes well but as for Sunday,I haven't made any plans but whatever I do,I am hoping that it gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the upcoming weekend.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.
The work shift went by smoothly with nothing negative happening.There was also no messes to clean up at the rehab center when I went to pick up the laundry this morning.Even the lunch period was really swell.After my job was finished,I bagged all the clean laundry and dropped it off at the center.I headed for home afterwards.
On the way home,I stopped at a post office to mail out something important for my mom.It was something that just needed to get out and after that was done,I headed for home and didn't stop for anything except when I had to.
When I got home,I decided to relax for a while and take it easy.I also watched The Gong Show Movie and it was wonderful to see this film after 24 years.The last time I saw this was on the Late Late Show on WPIX when I was 14 years old.It was as good as I remembered it.I used to watch The Gong Show a lot when I was younger and it was a crazy show.The acts they had were totally off the wall.This was one of my favorite TV shows and it was hilarious.I also recently saw clips from the show on YouTube recently and it was awesome seeing all those classic clips after all these years.I loved watching this movie again after so many years and it was wonderful to rediscover this film after 24 years.The film is sort of a pseudodocumentary on the day to day life of Chuck Barris and what he went through regarding getting acts on the show and how he dealt with the people behind the scenes.It also chronicled his personal life and how he almsot suffered a nervous breakdown as a result of his lack of rest and always surrounding himself with the show and anything else having to do with it.Overall,a pretty good movie and a nice rediscovery.
After watching the movie,I finished my personal PC work and dropped my mom at the supermarket so she could do her shopping.
Whie she was shopping,I decided to go to a local Salvation Army thrift shop to look around.I managed to find some 45 r.p.m.records there and I dropped them off at home before going to pick my mom up from the supermarket after her shopping was done.
After dropping her off at home,I watched a little bit of news and I ran an errand for her as she prepared dinner.It was simply to pick up a few more things that she had forgotten to but at the supermarket.
After a light dinner,which were homemade submarine sandwiches,I decided to do some last minute personal PC work before calling it a day.The day was actually pretty good and I had some pretty nice moments to myself and I felt better.Overall,a very good day.
Tomorrow is another work day.I am hoping that the shift goes well.After that,it's the weekend.
That was my day today and my hopes for teh day ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.
The laundry pick-up went a little rocky because I had to pick up a mess in the laundry room today.It was a huge mess at that.It took me five minutes to clean it up.
When I got to the worksite,I had lunch before I sorted out all the laundry.It was simply a light salad and after I sorted out the laundry,I left.
When I got home,I chose to take it easy for a bit before going to my appointment with the sexual abuse support counselor.I simply sat in a chair and watched a little bit of a movie before going to the session.I also wanted to make sure that everything was in good working order on my computer before going.
My session with the sexual abuse support counselor went great.It was yet another great talk.I shared with her what has been going on in my life and preparing a treatment report.My next appointment with her will be in almost a month.I am just going to have to hang in there until then.But I am holding onto the hope that nothing really negative will happen for that length of time.I am just going to go with the flow until that next time.
I am now at home relaxing.I am also anticipating the next day.It is now pretty cool weatherwise.We had a pretty wonderful day weatherwise with the weather not being as humid as it has been.We are supposed to get rain by the end of the week.I can feel it in my right foot.But we are supposed to clear up by mid Saturday.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the shift goes well.After work,I am just going to go home and take it easy for a while.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.

Tonight,I am feeling great.I had a pretty good day today.
The work day,despite a rocky end,was a smooth one.But I had to rush through to get the job done by the end of the day and to also remember to get my personal stuff out of the cellar so they could lock up for the day.Apparently,a minor misunderstanding happened where the division coordinator smelled bleach coming from the basement but I don't know how that could be because I didn't put any bleach in the laundry loads.I did share with the job coach the whole story and she told me that the coordinator didn't say anything to her and that she would at least try to talk with him and see if something can be reached.I will be checking with her tomorrow to see if anything did come about.After I hurriedly bagged the clean laundry and got my personal stuff together,I dropped everything off at the rehab center and after making a stop along the way at a store for a bottle of water,I headed for home.
The day weatherwise was very humid.Despite having some rain,the day was still HAZY & HUMID and the rain did little to cool everything down.But I tried to keep a positive attitude about this and when I arrived home,I had to get ready for the last meeting of the SSA Recovery group that has now ended.
I did finish my personal PC work and I also had a light dinner because tonight's final meeting with the SSA Recovery group was going to be special.I wanted to make sure that my appetite was saved for the food that they were going to serve.
The final meeting was the coup de grace.We ended this group with many prayers and many sharings of what we got out of this.We also had lots of party type food and that was really neato.It was a wonderful finale and I was overjoyed to meet a great group of wonderful people.Not only that,I am hoping to be getting together with the next phase of SSA recovery.Starting next Tuesday,there will be a spiritually themed sexual addiction group meeting at another church somewhere else.I am hoping to get an awful lot out of this group once it starts.I am hoping that this next group really benefits me in a positive way.Again,I am looking forward to that first group meeting next week.
Tomorrow is simply a pick-up day.I am hoping that the pick-up really goes smoothly.I also have an appointment with my sexual abuse support counselor in the afternoon.I am hoping that the session with her also goes well.
When I did get home earlier today,I checked my mail and one of the movies that I ordered via IOFFER had arrived.It is The Gong Show Movie.I did watch a little bit of it and hopefully on Thursday afternoon,I want to watch the whole film.The other movie that I am waiting on is Song Of The South,which is a WalT Disney classic.I ordered two of those.One for me and one for that friend whose birthday just passed and that his live-in girlfriend and I celebrated.I am hoping that he will appreciate getting this film.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling pretty good but also exausted.I had a not too exciting day.
Today,I was home for much of the day due to the weather being as HAZY,HOT & HUMID as it has been for the past several days.The sun was really beating down on the earth like you wouldn't believe.So,I stayed home and took it easy for much of the day after I woke up.I did my personal PC work and I also watched a movie or two on my DVD player.On a day like today,with the weather being the way it was,there really isn't much to do so I figured that I would take it easy.
I only went out once today.It was simply to run an errand for my mom and I also managed to fit in something for myself.While out,I put some more gas in the gas tank and I headed for home to have dinner.
After a light dinner,I watched ABC News and I also did some last minute personal PC work so it can be done before the night is through.It was just checking some last minute e-mail and to post what happened today with me on here.Still,it was a pretty good day today even if it wasn't too eventful.
I am now relaxing.I am also anticipating the next day.We are supposed to have a cool down starting tomorrow.It will be a welcome relief after feeling all the haziness of the heat and humidity over the past several days.It will be a welcome relief.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the day goes smoothly.I also have my final meeting with the SSA Recovery group.It was a wonderful 12 weeks and after that,I will be moving on to the new group,which will be a spiritually themed sex addicts group.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.
I did wake up this morning feeling sick.My stomach was hurting and I was getting up to constantly go to the bathroom.Mostly,it was to get rid of waste but there was also much urinating.I was hoping to get up and go back to church but my sickness kept me in bed.This uneasy mood was not very good for me and I wound up masturbating all because of the uneasy and queasy mood that I was in.While in the bathroom,I did ask the creator to forgive me for the fall and I did feel better.To help alleviate my boredom,I decided to watch Jason Goes To Hell:The Final Friday when I got out of bad.It was great to reacquaint myself with this film after a long time.Of course,this really wasn't the final film in the Friday The 13th film series.They did make the film Jason X in 2002 to whet the appetite of the fans who were waiting for Freddy VS Jason,which came out a year later.My boredom was alleviated and I did my personal PC work.I am hoping to start going back to church next week and I am also hoping that I do not get sick next week.
After I was done,I had lunch and I also went out to do a few personal things for myself.While out,I bought a bottle of water so I could keep hydrated.It was a very HAZY,HOT & HUMID day today with the sun really beating down.But later,it did start clouding up and I decided to head for home.
When I got home,my mom was getting dinner ready to be served.I simply took off my clothes and I sat most of the time in my underpants because of the really HUMID conditions that we were having.I was just glad to be home so I could take it easy and relax a bit.
After I ate dinner,I watched ABC News and when that was over,I decided to do some last minute personal PC work before the night is through.Right now,the weather outside is thundering and lightning and only light rain but it could turn heavy before we know it around where I am living.If the weather does let up,I might go out and have a drink or two with the guys over at the place where I entertain and have some really good conversations with the guys.
Last night,my night of entertaining the crowd went great.It was another awesome night.I had a blast singing up a storm and I received a lot of positive responses from the gang that were there.It was wonderful and I am looking forward to next Saturday night.
Tomorrow is my day off.I haven't made any plans for tomorrow but whatever I do,I hope that it benefits me positively.
That was my weekend and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a very good day today and a very good day yesterday.
Yesterday,the work day went as well as hoped and I also had a very good lunch period.Despite the day starting out rocky,I managed to have a very good day.The rockyness was when I had to pick up a mess of laundry off the floor in the rehab center's laundry room.Fortunately,it only took me a little less than a minute to get it cleaned up but still,it was a pretty rocky start.After I got to the work site,I had my lunch and I sorted the laundry out when I got it to the basement at the worksite.I started a few loads and that was it.I simply relaxed and waited for the loads to get done.
I also managed to do a few more personal PC work at the social club.But much of the time,I stayed in the basement.After I finished my work,I simply bagged all of the clean and dropped it off at the rehab center and headed for home.
While on the way home,I stopped at a bank to cash my paycheck and I headed for home.I dropped off a few things and I headed for another bank after I did so.I cashed another check for myself and I also cashed a check for my mom.It was money that she needed for the week for some minor things that she needed.After that,I couldn't get online for much of the time because I was having computer issues.I didn't get online until today.But the issues are out of the way and everything is going good.I am hoping that I do not have any issues for a long time to come.
Today,I received a call from the Christian counselor that I arranged to talk to over the phone every other week.It was a wonderful conversation and I got a little bit of consolation for it.It was wonderful to talk with him and I am looking forward to talking with him again in two weeks.
I also ran a few errands for my mom today.I had to pick up a few more minor things that she needed and that was it.I also managed to turn in some bottles that had accumulated in the trunk over the period of several weeks.It was wonderful to finally be rid of them and I also have some extra money.It is also good to have a clean trunk.
When I got home,I bathed and shaved and I ate a light dinner.It was nothing much and it was filling.I also registered a whole bunch of bills at Where's George today,including some that I had gotten in change and from the bottles that I turned in today.I also did some last minute e-mail work and now,I feel that I have fully caught up.
Tonight is also the night that I entertain the crowd.I am going to be singing up a storm tonight and I am hoping that night goes well for me.Though I rarely have an off night,I still hope for things to go well.You never know what might happen.I do have a feeling that everything will work out but still,I hope.
As for tomorrow,I haven't decided what I am going to do.But whatever I do,I hope that it benefits me in a positive way.
That was the past two days for me and my hopes for the rest of the weekend.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.
The work shift and the accompanying lunch period went smoothly and I managed to get a lot done in the short period of time that I had.While I was waiting for loads that I started to finish in the washers,I started reading a book called Five Steps to Forgiveness by Everett Worthington PH.D.I read the prologue and the first chapter.It seems to be a very interesting read.I think that I am going to get an awful lot out of reading this.The book was loaned to me by the leader of the SSA Recovery support group,which is now winding down.I am looking forward to the final meeting next week.But again,I am going to continue reading the book and as stated,I am hoping to get an awful lot out of this book.
On the way home,I went to the post office to buy a money order to be immediately mailed out because I bought a couple of copies of the classic Disney film Song of the South from an internet retail site from one of the sellers.I bought one for myself and one as a late birthday present for a friend.It will be several days before I receive it but I know that he will be surprised when I present him with the DVD as a surprise birthday present.I mailed out the money order immediately and I also bought a few stamps so my mom's bills could be mailed out.
I also stopped at a supermarket to pick up a pack of boneless pork chops and sour cream.After purchasing the items,I headed for home to take it easy for a while.
While at home,I watched a couple of movies in my DVD player part of my VCR/DVD combo and after I ate dinner,I registered a 5 dollar bill at Where's George that I received in change from the post office and finished off my personal PC work that I had started while on break from work.I now feel that my day is almost complete.I just have a few more personal things that I have to do.
Tomorrow is another work day.I am hoping that the shift goes over well.After that,it's the weekend.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.
The laundry pick-up went by pretty well.There was no mess to clean up at the rehab center and I simply dropped off the loads that I had and after having lunch,I headed for home.
On the way home,I stopped at a supermarket to pick up a couple of things.It was nothing much.It was simply things that we needed at home and I headed there after that.
When I got home,I simply went upstairs to sort out some piles of record albums in my record room.It was a very big mess and I had to straighten out the piles so they would be neater.I still have some more work that I need to do in there and I will be doing that tomorrow when I get home from work.After that,I simply relaxed and watched a movie in my VCR/DVD combo for a bit and afterwards,I caught up on some much needed last minute personal PC work.
I also went out for a drive earlier.I went out to a small village in the area of New York state that I live in and had an ice cream cone.I was in the mood for one and I wanted to go someplace different for a change then the usual place that I go to in the city that I live.It was great.It was also nice to go elsewhere rather than somewhere in my hometown.It was a great day and I had fun.
I am now relaxing at home.I am also anticipating the next day.Today is almost over.I am just getting prepared for tomorrow and I am hoping that the day goes well.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the shift goes well.I also have an errand to run tomorrow before I go home.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.
The work day went by smoothly.I simply did what I had to do during the time that I needed to do it and the rest took care of itself.After I was done,I simply bagged the clean laundry and dropped it off at the rehab center.
On the way home,I had to make a stop at the bank to withdraw some money for my mom so she can settle a bill with someone she hired to regularly cut our grass.After dropping off a couple of local newspapers at a couple of area resident's houses,I went home.
When I got home,I registered all the bills at Where's George and finished my personal computer work that I had started while I was on break at work.I then had a light dinner after doing so and I left to go to my meeting.
The SSA Recovery meeting went great.It was yet another wonderful meeting.I got a lot out of it as usual and according to the men in the group,I made a huge step.The step that I made was regarding the stuff that my father did to me and the family and what I need to do in order to get this monkey(so to speak)off of me and start moving on.The group leader loaned me a book on how I can accomplish this with the theme of forgiveness.I am going to start reading this book soon because I really need to see how I can effectively do this and try to get on with my life.Again,the meeting went great and I am looking forward to the final meeting next week where we'll be going our separate ways and making future plans in how we're going to continue our paths to SSA Recovery.I am looking forward to that.
The leader did give me a phone number to call regarding a Christian themed sexual addiction group that is ongoing and I am going to call that number tomorrow for some information on how to get there.I am hoping that this is the new beginning of a renewal of my healing journey out of SSA.Again,I am going to call that number tomorrow before I do anything else.
Tomorrow is simply a pick-up day.I am hoping that the pick up goes well.I also have a few errands that I have to run for my mom and I also have to pick up something for the local hospital's mental health unit.For the rest of the day,I haven't decided what I am going to do but whatever it is,I hope that it benefits me is a positive way.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day tomorrow.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a very good day today.
Since this was my day off,I only ran a couple of errands for my mom.It was to get a few things.But I could only get only three of one item.The supermarket that I went to was out of a few things.But still,it was better than nothing.
I did make a couple of stops on the way home.But the stores that I stopped at didn't have what I was looking for and I headed for home.
After having a light dinner,I went to register a few more bills at the Where's George website.These were the bills that I had gotten in change after buying the things that my mom needed and the money that she owed me for paying for the groceries.After doing that,I finsihed up some last minute e-mail work and I also did some checking on a site that I posted on to see if my comment was approved,which it was.It was about the Universal Studios fire that had happened yesterday.Fortunately,I just found out that the place,which was the house from the movie Psycho,was spared.I am relieved.That would have been a terrible tragedy if that iconic house would have met an end like that and would have to be rebuilt.But again,it was spared and I am relieved.The unfortunate things is the iconic courthouse clock from the movie Back to the Future and some of the other mock sets,including the King Kong exhibit were destroyed.It will take some time and a lot of money to rebuild these sets to their original luster.But still,it will be well worth it if they did that.
Last night,I went out to have a beer with the guys and we talked about the Universal Studios fire last night while I was there.It seems to be a very much talked about story.I guess that there are a lot of people,such as myself,that was affected by this.Universal Studios happens to be a very important part of American pop culture.Plus,a lot of my favorite movies were released by Universal Studios.I hope that Universal Studios can fully recover from this fire.
When I got home,I watched Psycho last night as a way of showing some appreciation for the hard work and dedication in making this film and also for fearing that the iconic house in the film was destroyed as it was reported by various news sources.But again,I am relieved that the house was spared from the fire.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the day goes smoothly.I also have my SSA Recovery support group tomorrow night.I am hoping that the meeting goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.
I only ran a few errands today.Most of them were for my mom.I had to buy a few things for her and after that,I went and did a couple things for myself.I went to a local Wal-mart to pick up a bottle of Rolaids and I also got a couple(2)jars of salsa.I also bought a couple bags of Sun Chips.I headed for home after that.I knew that my mom was preparing dinner and I wanted to get home and eat so she wouldn't think that I had forgotten her.
When I got home,I unpacked everything and I laid down for a while.I listened to one of my vinyl records while doing so and I also read a book until dinner was ready.
After having dinner,I decided to catch up on some much needed e-mail work.It was nothing much.It was simply some last minute e-mails that I had received while I was out for the day.Still,I had a pretty good day and I managed to get everything I needed to get done.
Last night,my entertaining the crowd went wonderfully great.It was super having a birthday party for my friend that was with me and also having an even bigger audience when a bunch of guys from a bachelor party that was held downstairs decided to come up and watch the karakoers.It was awesome.We sang the Beatles song Birthday from their album known as The White Album and everybody applauded and wished my friend a Happy Birthday.Plus,I got a lot of loud applause from the crowd,mostly from the men who had the bachelor party and even my birthday celebrating friend also got a lot of applause.It was a wonderful night.After doing all of that,I was exhausted.When I dropped off my friend and his live-in girlfriend at their house,I headed for home and went straight to bed.I was really tired and exhausted.
This morning,I overslept.I was hoping to get up to go back to church but I couldn't.I was so exhausted from last night and I was still feeling tired.There is always next Sunday.Next week,I am determined to start getting back to worship and hoping to make some new friends and finally have the healthy relationships that I so desperately need to grow and finally start to really heal from SSA.I have fallen short too many times and I want to start finally feeling something positive.
As for the rest of the evening,I might go out and have a drink with the guys at the place where I entertain.I am hoping to have some really great conversations with the guys there.
Tomorrow is my day off.I have really nothing planned but whatever I do,I hope that it benefits me in a positive manner.
That was my weekend and my hopes for the start of the new week ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.
Today was mostly a lot of rain and thunderstorms.I had to shut down my computer early and as a result of the storms,I couldn't do much of anything.It was a pretty boring and not too eventful of a day for most of the day.But I tried to keep myself entertained the best was that I knew how and it did make me feel better.
Later on,when the storms ceased,I managed to get out of the house to run an errand or two for my mom.It was after I bathed to clean up.I went out to get a few Wendy's sandwiches for dinner because my mom and I felt that this was something different for a change.Plus,I was in the mood for a burger or two.After eating,I heard an ice cream truck coming and I went out to get an ice cream cone because I was in the mood for one.
Tonight's the night that I am going to be entertaining the crowd.I will be singing up a storm tonight and tonight is even more special.I will be helping a friend celebrate his birthday alongisde his girlfriend and an old friend that will be accompanying us tonight.I am hoping that the night will be a blast and that everything works out for the better.It's not everyday I get to celebrate a friend's birthday and again,I am hoping that the night is a blast.
I am now relazing at home and getting ready for the night.I am anticipating the nights activities with a lot of optimism.I am hoping that everything goes right.
As for tomorrow,I haven't decided what I am going to do.But whatever I do,I hope that it benefits me in a positive manner.
That was my day today and my hopes for the rest of the weekend.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty good day today.
The work shift went by smoothly.I just did everything that I needed to do and it all took care of itself.I also had a nice lunch period and that was grand.After my job was done,I dropped all the clean laundry at the rehab center and headed for home.
On the way home,I cashed my paycheck and I also withdrew some money for my mom.After I got home,I registered all the bills at Where's George and I went out to get a couple of homemade sandwiches from Subway for dinner.I also had to pick up a few things for my mom that she needed and that was my day.Overall,a pretty good day.
I am glad that the weekend is finally here.After the hard week that I had,I am glad to finally take a breather and forget about it.I am going to be singing tomorrow night and I will also be helping a friend to celebrate his birthday at the same time.I am hoping that the evening goes well for me and for him.I have a feeling that the evening will be a fun one to remember for a long time.
I am now at home relaxing.I am eagerly awaiting the weekend to start.I will have a lot to do and I am hoping that everything goes great.It is wonderful to sing and have some great times while doing so.
As for Sunday,I haven't made any plans but whatever I choose to do.I hope that it benefits me in a positive way.
That was my day today and my hopes for the upcoming weekend.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty fair day today.
The work shift went by as well as it should.But again,I got into another disagreement with someone over at the social club.Apparently,the downstairs toilet overflowed and there was water all over the floor.Somebody got too careless with the toilet tissue and that is why it overflowed.The person who was helping me had the nerve to disagree with me about the problem.The toilet did overflow but he told me that it didn't.I told him that it did but he yelled at me saying that it didn't.This person had no right to disagree because I was in the bathroom when it happened and he wasn't.I tried to plunge it all down with a plunger but that only made even more water come out.After this stuff,the social club coordinator declared the bathroom out of order and closed the door.For the rest of the day,the members had to use the bathroom upstairs until the downstairs one was fixed.Fortunately for me,my work shift was winding down and I really didn't have to stay there any longer.After my work was done,I bagged the clean laundry and dropped it off at the rehab center.
I stopped at a supermarket to pick up some half and half because we were out and I went home.In the midst of this,I forgot all about a doctor's appointment that I had today.I was supposed to go to the local hospital's mental health center to get a renewed prescription on the medication that I'm currently taking.But as a result of the negative circumstance that had happened today,I wound up forgetting it.Fortunately,I realized this when my mother asked me about a meeting that I had and that is when I called the mental health center.Fortunately,they renewed my appointment and informed me that when my medicine runs out,just let them new and they would write out a prescription to give me enough to hold me until the next appointmnet,which will be in late August.I am hoping that I will not forget this appointment when it comes and that I will not forget another one.I felt bad but I know that I will get over it.
I am now at home relaxing.I am also anticipating the next day.I am hoping that the day will go better than today.After what happened at the social club today,I am hoping that the next day at the club will go a lot smoother.
Tomorrow is another work day.I am hoping that the shift goes by smoothly.After that,it's the weekend.I am going to have another talk with the out of state Christian counselor Saturday afternoon and I will be singing on Saturday night.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day and weekend ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.
The laundry pick-up went smoothly.There wasn't really much to pick-up.It was simply a small load.But I dropped it off at the work site and I had a light lunch.I went home later on.
When I got home,I relaxed for a bit and watched a little bit of a movie while awaiting the time for me to leave to see my sexual abuse support counselor.
The session went great.I managed to get in everything that I needed to talk about.I shared with her what happened on Friday and also what happened last night.It was great to finally get off what I needed to get off of my mind and it was wonderful to hear her compliment me on how I held my own against that selfish person who tried to give me orders when he wasn't even my boss.Of course,I told her that I couldn't take all the credit for that and I also shared with her that I thanked the female social club staffer who intervened when necessary.I was on the verge of losing my temper with that guy because he wouldn't take NO for an answer.But still,I gave credit where credit was due.I hope that this type of thing doesn't happen again for a long time.
After a light dinner,I registered a few more bills at Where's George and I also had a little dessert afterwards.The day is almost over and I am anticipating the new day tomorrow.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the shift goes well.As for the rest of the day,I haven't decided what I am going to do but whatever I do,I hope that it benefits me in a positive way.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.
The work day went by smoothly.There were no messes to clean up when I did the laundry pick-up and since yesterday was a holiday,there was no laundry left behind in the washers.I simply did what I had to do and when I was finished,I simply bagged everything and dropped it off at the drug/alcohol rehab center.
When I got home,I had some issues with my computer.I wanted to get my personal PC work done but couldn't get connected.After several restarts,I finally managed to get online and do my personal work.As a result of this,I was almost late for my SSA Recovery meeting tonight but I managed to make it there after I shut down my computer before I left for the meeting.
The meeting went by great.I had gotten a little bit more out of it than I had in previous meetings.We all shared our feelings and our thoughts with each other and it was very uplifting and rewarding.I also shared some of what I wrote for the homework with the men there and it was wonderful to hear some affirming words and compliments.I am looking forward to the next meeting next week.We have two more meetings and I am looking forward to both of them.
On the way home,I turned onto a street where a supermarket was because I had to use their bathroom before heading back home.When I turned onto there,I was almost in an accident.A silver 4-door Pontiac streaked across the street as I was coming straight and I had to slam on the breaks to avoid crashing into that car.I was angry when that happened but mostly,I was very shook up.I drove into the supermarket very slowly but was careful not to collide with another car.I went in to use their restroom because I needed to go really bad because I knew that I wouldn't have been able to hold onto the load that I had to let go.After going,I drove home and made sure that I was obeying the speed limits as I was driving.I was still nervous after that almost accident but I made it home safe abd sound but still,a little shaken.I am hoping that a good night's sleep will help me recover.
Tomorrow is simply a pick-up day.I hope that the pick-up goes smoothly.I also have an appointment with my sexual abuse support counselor in the afternoon and I am hoping that the session with her goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Happy Memorial Day,Everybody.
Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a very good day today.
Today,since I had nothing to do,I decided to simply relax and get ready for tomorrow.I did manage to get out of the house today to pick up a couple of things for myself.It was nothing much.But they were personal things that I needed.After that,I went home to wait for the light dinner that we had get done.
Earlier this afternoon,as I was out,there was an accident.A big pick-up truck crashed into a Family Dollar store in the area where I went.I was waiting at a traffic light when I saw all the police cars around the area.I was wonderfing what was going on and I saw that a big pick-up truck crashed into the store.A tow truck had just arrived on the scene when I drove past and that is when I saw it.It was unbelievable.
After I did my shopping and running into a couple of old schoolmates,I decided to take a drive there and see what was damaged.The front store windows were totally destroyed.One of the cashier stations was totally destroyed and it looked like it was a total loss.After checking that out,I went home.
After a light dinner,I chose to do my personal PC work and it took me a while to do.I had so many e-mails and it was just dragging.But I managed to get it done and I feel that my day is now complete.I can now take it easy.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the day goes well.I also have my SSA Recovery support group tomorrow and I am hoping that the meeting goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,to start out the day,I registered a few more bills at Where's George and I had a light breakfast.I also relaxed a bit and took it easy while watching a few scenes from one of my favorite movies.After that,I did my personal computer work and I also wished my e-mail pals a very happy Memorial Day.After shutting down,I went to run a few errands for my mom and myself.
I had to buy a few things for my mom for dinner tomorrow and some fabric softener so she can do the laundry on Tuesday afternoon.I also managed to get a few things for myself.While doing all of that,I stopped at a local pizzeria and bought a couple slices of pizza as a late lunch.After doing all of that,I headed for home.
Whne I got home,I laid down on my bed and took it easy while listening to one of my record albums.I did feel a little bit tired from running al day due to it being very warm and sunny outside and not being used to it.But I hung in there and finished everything that I needed to do.Overall,not too bad of a day.
Last night,my entertaining the crowd went great.It was yet another awesome night.I had a blast.I also had a good friend with me along for the ride who came in and actually surprised me.I didn't think that he was going to come out last night,but he did.Still,it was wonderful to have him with me to share in the fun and I was glad to have had a wonderful night.I am looking forward to next Saturday night.
I am now relaxing and anticipating the upcoming Memorial Day holiday.I have the day off tomorrow and I also have no meetings.I am simply going to take it easy and just enjoy the day as it goes by.
As for tonight,I am thinking of going out and having a drink or two with the guys at the place where I entertain.I am hoping for some great conversations.Afterwards,I might watch a movie when I get home.
That was my weekend and my hopes for the upcoming holiday.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,when I woke up,I decided to work on getting my computer work done.It wasn't really too much and I managed to get it done in under 2 hours.After doing that,I chose to make my bed and get ready to do a few errands for my mom.She wanted me to pick up a few things for dinner tomorrow night and she needed these things tonight so she would have them by tomorrow.I left to get the stuff that she needed.
While doing that,I chose to also do a few things for myself because there were a few things that I needed.First,I went to a local pizzeria to have a couple slices of pizza as a late lunch.I also went to a local Wal-Mart to get a bottle of Rolaids for myself and I also got a couple bars of soap at a local Dollar Tree store.After doing those things,I finished the errand that I needed to do for my mom.While I was on my way home,I saw an ice cream truck and had me a freshly made ice cream sandwich.It was really awesome.I normally had a chocolate sprinkle cone or a chocolate dipped cone(chocolate ice cream dipped in chocolate)but I figured that today,I would like something different.
When I got home,I plugged my cell phone into the wall to get charged up and I bathed for a while before eating because I needed to get cleaned up for going out tonight.
After eating,I registered a couple more bills at Where's George and decided to do some more last minute e-mail checking and reading.It wasn't anything much but it was wonderful to see some great notes from my e-mail pals.
I am going to be doing my usual entertaining the crowd tonight.I am going to be singing up a storm tonight and I am hoping that the evening goes well for me.Though I rarely have an off night,I always hope for things to go well for me.You never know.But I have a feeling that everything will work out well for me tonight.
As for tomorrow,I haven't made any plans but whatever I do,I hope that it benefits me in a positive way.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day tomorrow.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.
The work shift went by pretty well.I only had a minor negative verbal dispute with one of the social club members during the work time.This certain member wanted me to give him a ride somewhere to pick up his motorcycle but because of my work commitments,I told him that I couldn't help him as a result of that.He agressively tried to get me to do it and no matter how much I told him that I couldn't do it,he angrily insisted.Fortunately,a female social club staffer got involved and it ended with him walking away angrily.I simply darted back into the basement and relaxed a bit to calm down because I was still feeling at edge over what happened.Not only that,this actually happened after I had a wonderful talk about the Science Fiction & Horror film genres with one of the job coaches.After that dispute happened,my SSA skyrocketed and I was thinking about guys with erections and actually doing sexaul activities with certain body parts such as the penis and the anus.But I stopped myself by saying to myself "What Am I Thinking About?!"Fortunately,the rest of the day went great.I even thanked the female staffer who got involved for saving my sanity because as stated above,I was on the verge of losing my temper with this guy as a result of his aggressive behavior and his selfish demeanor.
I am now at home relaxing.I am anticipating the weekend ahead.I am going to go out and sing for the crowd tomorrow night.I am hoping that the evening goes well.I am thinking of going out for a short while after I am done here while my computer is being scanned for viruses and spyware.
That was my day today and my hopes for the weekend ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.
The work shift went smoothly.I simply did what I had to do and it worked out.I got quite a bit done.I also had a very good lunch period.After I ate,I simply bagged everything clean and dropped it off at the rehab center.
On the way home,I stopped at a couple of stores.I bought a few boxes of oatmeal at a Dollar General store and I also stopped at a Salvation Army thrift shop not too far away from the Dollar General store.After that,I stopped at a nearby Dairy Queen and had a dipped ice cream cone because there were no desserts at work during the lunch hour.Still,I was in the mood for one.
When I got home,I decided to take a nap for about an hour because I did feel tired.Though the work shift went great,I was tired due to a lack of sleep from the previous night.I don't know what is causing this sleepiness that I have been enduring.I guess that it has been because of the ever changing weather patterns that have been happening as of late.We have been having a roller coaster ride as far as the weather goes in my area.One minute it is nice,sunny and warm and the next it is cold,rainy and windy.I have been feeling a lack of energy as a result of this.I really don't know what to expect because of this.But I hear that it is going to be warmer this weekend just in time for the upcoming Memorial Day this year.I am glad that it will be.I am beginning to get sick of these weather change patterns.Again,I am hoping that these patterns will be ending soon and that they don't happen for quite a while.
After a light dinner,I finished my personal computer work and I am now relaxing.The day isn't over as of yet but I really don't know what I will do before it's through.I just might stay home.
Tomorrow is another work day.I am hoping that the shift goes well.After that,it's the weekend.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.
The laundry pick-up went as well as expected.There was no mess to clean up.Before I sorted everything out,I had my lunch and after I finished,I sorted everything in the basement of the work place before going over to a friends house to pick him up so he could look at a vehicle that I was selling at my house.
On the way there,I stopped at a nearby supermarket to turn in some bottles that were in the back seat.I felt that I had to because his girlfriend was looking to accompany us to look at the vehicle.But I got a call from him on my cell phone that his girlfriend wasn't coming along because she chose to babysit his brother's dog.
When we got to my house,we went to the back yard where the vehicle was.Originally,we had a tough time starting the vehicle but we managed to turn it over and let it run for about 5-10 minutes.Apparently,before I can sell it to him,I have to buy an alternator because the alternator needs to be replaced.It has been sitting there in the back for almost a year and that is why it needs to be replaced.I have to do some searching for this and I know that I have to take the old one off before I can get the replacement one.But he has said that he is still going to buy it regardless of this and I told him that I should have the new alternator on before the sale is final.We have an agreement that he will pay me in payments and the vehicle will remain at my place while he is doing so.After that,I dropped him off at his home.
I also had to do some grocery shopping for dinner tonight.It was only a few items and I managed to find everything that I needed.After paying for the items,I went to my mechanic's garage to pay him a small installment in what I owe him for the recent repairs that he made on my car's exhaust system when it broke down earlier this year.I still owe him a small amount and that will be it for that.I still owe him for a couple of brand new tires that he put on late last year when my car was experiencing vibrations when I drove at speeds of 45-55 miles per hour.But I am hoping to have that paid very soon when I get this last thing paid for.
After a light dinner,I finished my personal PC work and I am now relaxing.I am anticipating the new day tomorrow.I am not sure what will become of it but I hope that it will be a very good one.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the shift goes well.After that,I am unsure what I will do but whatever I do,I hope that it will benefit me in a positive way.But I am thinking that I might stay home because there is a high possibility of lots of rain tomorrow and I just might stay home if it does.There is really nothing to do in my hometown when it rains.But I might watch a movie and relax for a while.Right now,it is only light rain but it supposed to get stormy later on tonight.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.
The work day went great.There wasn't an awful lot to do and there was no mess to clean up when I did the pick-up nor was there any work left behind by the person who worked the previous day.That was great.I simply did what I had to do and bagged all the clean laundry so I could drop it off at the rehab center.Even the lunch period in between was nice.
One of the negative things to happen was that one of the social club members was really sick.She is an epileptic who had four seizures overnight and overdosed on her epilepsy medicine to stop the seizures.She got really sick and had to be taken to a local hospital for treatment.I am just hoping that she made it out okay.I will ask a friend of hers how she is if and/or when I see them.Again,I hope that she is feeling better.
When I got home,I finished my personal PC work before having dinner.I had a light dinner of canned Chef Boyardee pasta because I had a meeting to go to tonight.After finishing,I shut down and I had my dinner.After eating,I left to go to my SSA Recovery meeting.
The meeting tonight was another wonderful one indeed.There were lots of words shared.A lot of feelings bared and tears shed,but tears of joy.There were also prayers said on behalf of all the other men in the group including myself.It was wonderful.I felt better and I also got some more out of it.I am eagerly awaiting the next meeting and I am hoping that it is as wonderful as tonight's was.
I also had a talk with a friend tonight.We were supposed to get together but since there is the possibility of rain tomorrow,we postponed it.But if the weather changes,it will go on as scheduled.
On the way home tonight,I stopped to see if there were any empty bottles at the house of someone I knew.There were and I also got a bag full of them.I also stopped elsewhere not too far away from there and a guy gave me lots more.I felt like that I struck it rich.But before I do the laundry pick up tomorrow,I do have to turn some of them in so there will be room for the laundry bags.
As stated,tomorrow is simply a pick up day.I am hoping that the pick-up goes smoothly.As for the rest of the day,I haven't made any plans but I am thinking that I just might take it easy tomorrow.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.
I started my day registering a few more bills at Where's George,which I received as change from a gas station last night after prepaying for gas when I left the place where I entertain last night while on the way home.After doing some more work for starters,I went to my afternoon appointment.
My session with the med manager went great.I simply shared with her what had been going on with me for the past few months.It was wonderful that she is going to be handing in a positive report about me and that everything is good with me.I also learned about the replacement for the current doctor when he retires and moves away.I had only learned her first name but at the moment,her last name is unknown.I will learn it probably when I have to see the doctor next week.That will be my last session with him.I have already wished him lots of the best of success for him in his retirement and that I hope that it works out positively.
On the way home,I stopped in to see a friend but he wasn't home.After that,I went to the post office to mail out a money order for an item that I won on Ebay.I also let the seller know about it and I hope that he receives it soon.
Before the night is through,I am planning to go out and have an ice cream.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the day goes smoothly.After that,I have my SSA Recovery support group tomorrow night and I am hoping that the meeting goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,the weather started out rainy and I stayed home for most of the day as a result.When the rain subsided,I went out and ran a few errands for my mom and I even managed to do something for myself.Overall,a pretty good day.
Despite that,the day didn't start out too good.I had a stomach ache when I woke up.I also had to rush to the bathroom downstairs because I had to really go when I woke up this morning.Fortunately,it wasn't a diarrhea attack,but it felt like it.Not only that,as a result of me not feeling well and also what happened on Thursday,I wound up masturbating.I did feel lousy afterwards but after asking the creator for forgiveness,I felt better emotionally but I still didn't feel good physically due to the upset stomach that I had.
After I ate a light breakfast,which included a bowl of cereal,a couple cups of coffee and a glass of orange juice,I watched a movie for a while and I done my personal PC work.I even managed to register several more bills at Where's George that I had received in change yesterday,including last night,alongside the other personal stuff that I had to do online.
When I did go out,I was glad to get some air because my stomach was also feeling better as I was inhaling the air around me.While I was out,I had a burger at Wendy's to tie me over until dinner.I also felt a lot better after eating that.
My night of entertaining the crowd went great.It was yet another awesone night.I also had a friend along who came there on his bicycle and we both had a blast together.Though the place was pretty dead,I still had a great time entertaining the crowd and I am looking forward to next week.I hope that next Saturday night is even better.
As for tonight,I am thinking of going out and having a drink with the guys at the place where I entertain.I am hoping to have some really nice conversations with any guys that are there.
Tomorrow is my day off.But I do have an appointment with the med manager at the local hospital tomorrow afternoon and I am hoping that the meeting with her goes well.
That was my weekend and my hopes for the start of the new week.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.
This afternoon,I got a call from the Christian counselor that I talked with last Saturday and this past Monday.The first real telephone session went great.It was simply formalities where he asked me a few questions and wanted to know more of my background.I shared that with him and after the time was up,we ended.It was great to talk with him and I think that this will work out very well for me.It was great.
For the rest of the afternoon,I did my personal PC work and I also relaxed and watched a movie foir much of the time.During the rest of the afternoon,I made my bed and I also went and ran an errand for my mom.It was nothing much.It was just for a small item.But I had to get out and get some air anyway and I also managed to do something for myself.It was a nice day and I got to do a lot.
Before I ate dinner,I bathed for a while because I needed to.I am going to go out tonight and I wanted to make sure that I was nice and clean.
After a light dinner,I decided to e-mail a friend of mine after she e-mailed me this morning and share my day on here.Overall,a lovely and terrific day.
I will be going out to sing tonight for my friends.I look forward to singing each and every night and I also enjoy what I do.I am also overjoyed that the people enjoy what I do.I hope that things go well for me tonight.Though I rarely have an off night,I always hope for things to go well for me because you never know what might happen.But I have the feeling that things will work out for me.But still,I hope.
As for tomorrow,I have not made any plans but whatever I do,I hope that it benefits me in a positive way.
That was my day today and my hopes for the rest of the weekend.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.
The work shift went by as well as it did.There wasn't an awful lot for me to do.I simply did a few loads and bagged everything that was clean and I simply dropped it off at the rehab center.After that,I went to cash my paycheck.
I also managed to go over to a friends house but he wasn't home.I gave the message to his live in girlfriend and she informed me that she would let him know.
After I got home,I dropped off all my stuff and I left to do some shopping while my mom prepared dinner.I had to pick up a few things that she needed.It was only a small load to buy.But I managed to get everything that she needed and I also got something for myself.I bought myself a new dress shirt at Sears that was on sale for 1/2 off the regular retail price.It was really a wonderful day and I had a blast while I was out.
After a light dinner,I finished my personal PC work and I also registered a few more bills at Where's George.I registered a whole bunch of bills that I got when I cashed my paycheck.After that,I did a scan on my computer to check for viruses and spyware and I am glad to report that my computer database is clean.
I am just glad that the weekend is finally here.I am looking forward to entertaining the crowd and I am also hoping that the evening goes well for me,too.I always look forward to entertaining the crowd because I love to entertain people.
As for Sunday,I have not made any plans but whatever I do,I hope that it benefits me in a positive way.
That was my day today and my hopes for the weekend ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty good day today.
The work day went by pretty smoothly despite a minor negative word exchange with someone during the lunch break.But fortunately,it was the end of my shift and I was just glad that I was going home.After I finished my work,I dropped everything off at the work site and headed for home.
When I got home,I tried to do my personal computer work but couldn't due to some computer issues.The only thing that I did was that I registered a few bills at Where's George before taking my mom to a local supermarket to do her shopping.After I dropped her off,I went to my mechanic's garage to get an oil change done.I felt that it needed to get done and I had been holding off on it.But today,I got it done.I was glad that I got it accomplished.After that,I went and had a burger at Wendy's and I also had to return to my mechanic's garage to pick up something that I forgot when I left there after the oil change was done.I went and picked up my mom afterwards.
After a light dinner,I finished my personal computer work and I also had to visit with a friend for a while and to give him something.After talking with him for a few minutes,I went home and I am now relaxing there as I am typing this.
The weekend is almost here.I am eagerly awaiting this.I will be doing my usual entertaining the crowd and I am hoping that it goes well.Though it is only two days away,I feel that it's never too early to hope.
Tomorrow is another work day.I am hoping that the shift goes well.After that,it's the weekend.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty good day today.
The laundry pick-up went well as I didn't have too much to pick up.After that,I had my lunch and I finished my day.I had to mail out a couple of things at the post office and I had to pick up a couple of groceries at the supermarket.What I had to get was for dinner tonight.
When I got home,I registered a dollar bill that I got in change from the post office at Where's George.It was a brand new looking 2006 dollar bill.Before leaving my appointment,I waited for the mail to come.When it did,a movie that I was expecting finally came in.The movie is The Spirit Of '76.It is about these three time travellers from the year 2176,where the USA is now a desolate wasteland,embark on a time travel to 1776 in hopes of bringing back the US Constitution and save the American way.But they wind up in 1976 by mistake due to a computer glitch and right in the middle of the disco era.They run away from cops and a nerd named Snodgrass who is determined to get what he wants and will do anything to get it.The time travellers are hoping to get back to their time and two guys who discover them are helping them and are not going to let nothing stand in their way.I had this movie on VHS first but now that I have the DVD,I can now preserve the VHS tape of this.The movie has '70's icons galore,such as Leif Garrett,Tommy Chong,Rob Reiner.Devo,and David Cassidy.I am happy to have this on DVD.I only paid $1.00 for this on Ebay.What a Deal.
My session with my sexual abuse support counselor went great.I shared with her what went on since my last appointment.I told her everything that went on.My next appointment with her is in two weeks.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the shift goes well.I also have an appointment to have an oil change done tomorrow with my mechanic while my mom is shopping at a local grocery store.After that,I will taking it easy for the rest of the day.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling good.I had a pretty good day today.
The work day went by as smoothly as expected.There wasn't any messes to clean up and I did everything that I had to do in the period of time that I had to do it.Plus,there was no laundry left behind in the washers.That actually made the day worthwhile.
I simply did everything that I needed to do and when I was done,I bagged the clean laundry and dropped it off at the rehab center.After that,I headed home.
After finishing off my computer work,I had a nice dinner and I watched the news for a while.There was not anything new.It was simply dedicated to a recap of the tense standoff that happened on the I-190 yesterday evening.Fortunately,it ended with the gunman in custody and his lady friend undergoing some psychiatric evaluation.Nobody got seriously hurt and that was good.
After watching the news,I headed for tonight's SSA Recovery support group meeting.I had a lot that I needed to share tonight.
The meeting tonight went great.I actually got a lot more out of it.We talked about a lot of things and our accountability and everything else that we needed to get off of our chests.It was wonderful to hear and be heard.I am looking forward to next Tuesday's meeting and I am hoping that the meeting next Tuesday is as wonderful as tonights.
Tomorrow is simply a pick-up day.I am hoping that the pick-up goes smoothly with no messes to clean up.I also have my appointment with my sexual abuse support counselor tomorrow afternoon and I am hoping that the session goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.
Today was my day off.It was a nice sunny day outside today and I had a few things that I had to do.Most of what I had to do was mostly errands for my mom.But before I could do that,I had to mail out a money order for payment on an order that I had made last month via a website that sells nothing but vinyl.I mailed out the money order after a long delay and when I got home later in the day,I phoned the people to let them know that the money order was on the way.They said okay and we hung up.
The first errand that I had to do was to pick up a few things for my mom at a local supermarket.These were things that my mother needed for dinner tomorrow.After I returned from the post office,I went and got the stuff.
When I got home,my mom and I decided to order a few things from a Mexican restaurant that just opened up not too long ago.I have also been wanting to give it a try since I read a positive review in one of the local newspapers.When I got there,I phoned my mom from the restaurant on my cell phone and explained some of the combo meals that they had.She simply told me to order what I wanted for the both of us and that was it.I ordered two combos of a taco,a burritto with rice and refried beans on the side.We also got some complimentary tortilla chips and salsa.After paying for the food,I bought a jar of mild salsa at the local supermarket just in case if the salsa they supplied was hot and spicy,which it was.Overall,the food was excellent and we are thinking of ordering more from them again.
After eating,I decided to go out and get an dipped ice cream cone at a local Dairy Queen.The TV was providing continuous coverage of a standoff on the I-190 for a while and I figured that it was high time to step out for a while with this getting all the notice.When I got home,I heard that the standoff was over and they would be giving info on how it ended at 11:00p.m.I just hope that it did work out very well and that the guy involved who started it didn't get too badly hurt.
The Christian counselor that I e-mailed and talked to on Friday night called me tonight.The call was to simply set up appropriate times to talk to me and what the telephone sessions would entail.It was only a two minute conversation but I am eagerly awaiting the phone call.I know that it will be a long wait but I am hoping to get an awful lot out of this.
As stated,I am taking a breather from the anger management/conflict resolution group for a while.It has been becoming pretty crowded and I feel that I need to take some time off and think things over.I feel that this will be a much needed break.
Tomorrow is a work day and I am hoping that the day goes smoothly.I also have my SSA recovery support group tomorrow night and I am hoping that the meeting goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Happy Mother's Day to all the mother's out there.
Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.After I dropped my mom off at my sister's house for Mother's day,I went and did a few things.First,I went and had a couple of slices of pizza and I went to a supermarket to get a bottle of Half & Half for my mom.I also went and got a bag of Combo's Zesty Salsa Tortilla snacks at a convienience store.On the way home,I saw an ice cream truck and had myself a chocolate ice cream cone with chocolate sprinkles when it finally pulled over onto a side on another street in my area.
On the way home after finishing my ice cream,it started to rain.I managed to make it home before the huge storm set in and when I went into the house,I finished my personal computer work.It was nothing much really.It was simply to finish some last minute e-mail work that I had to do.Now that it's finished,I can now say that my day is complete,although I still need to do a couple more things online before the day is through.It is just a small thing and I will get it done a little later after I pick my mother up from my sister's house in a few minutes.
Overall,this was a pretty good day.
My night of entertaining the crowd went over great.I even managed to try out a new song by The Beatles off the Let It Be album.The crowd responded very enthusiastically.It was a wonderful night and I had a blast.
Tomorrow is my day off.I am hoping that the day goes well.As stated last week,I am taking a breather from the anger management/conflict resolution support groups for a while.I need to think things over while I am taking a break.I am also preparing to talk with a Christian counselor tomorrow night when he calls me.I e-mailed him Friday and he informed me by phone that he will not be able to read my e-mail to him until Monday.I am hoping that my first telephone counseling session with him goes well and I am hoping that the whole experience in the long run affects me in a positive way and that I get some real benefits out of this.
During the day tomorrow,my mom and I have made plans to go grocery shopping if the weather allows it.
As for the rest of the day,I might go out and have a drink or two with the guys before turning in.I am hoping to have some great conversations with any guys that will be there.
That was my weekend and my hopes for the start of the new week.FJ