Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty fair day today.
The laundry pick-up went smoothly.There was no mess to clean up.I simply sorted out the laundry after I ate lunch.It wasn't really anything much nor a very big load.It only took me a minute.
When I did go to get my lunch first,I had a hard time.There was a guy trying to get an electronic wheelchair with his girlfriend sitting in it into the social club but the battery fell off.The guy was tatally clueless as to how to get the battery connected properly.Not only that,it started to rain and this was really making me ansy.I almost lost my temper with these two because I was waiting in the rain and I was also hungry.After nearly 10 minutes,they were finally in and I ate.After eating,as stated,I sorted out the laundry and headed for home.I didn't go back to the social club because I still felt angered by the whole nonsense thing that happened earlier and I really didn't want to be around anyone in the place because I was afraid that if they said the wrong thing to me,I would really explode.I didn't want that to happen so I went straight home.
On the way home,I stopped at a Salvation Army thrift store in my hometown and picked up a few things.It was simply a cassette tape case and a few recordable cassettes and a few record albums.I also waited within the store because of the weather outside,which was a torrential downpour of rain accompanied by thunder and lightning.I also forgot to bring my umbrella with me into the store but I left it in the car because I didn't want to forget it in the store.After the rain calmed down,I went home.
After I got home,I called my brother in law on his phone and told him about a problem that I was having with my window in one of the upstairs rooms.He checked it out while I was at my appointment with my sexual abuse support counselor.
Since I did bring that up,my session with my sexual abuse support counselor went great.I simply shared with her the day and what had happened.I also shared with her what had happened within the past two weeks regarding my mother's health and my emotional state and my relapses.It was great to talk with her and share with her what had been going on.I left and stopped at a store on the way home to pick up something for dinner tonight.
When I got home,my brother in law informed me of the problem with the window.He informed me that he had to air nail it so it wouldn't go broke,which he did when he came back later in the evening after dinner.It is now fixed.I have nothing to worry about for a while.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the shift goes smoothly.I also have a sexual addicts support group tomorrow evening.I really haven't decided if I am going to go or not.But if I do,I hope that the meeting goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty good day today.
The work day went by smoothly.I simply did what little I had to do in the short time allowed.But by the end,I got a lot done.After finishing,I bagged everything and dropped it off at the rehab center.I headed for home afterwards.
On the way home,I had to make a couple of personal stops along the way.It was nothing much.It was just dropping off a newspaper at a couple of houses.I headed straight home afterwards.
When I got home,I laid down for a while.I was feeling tired and I felt that a nap would do me a world of good.I really did not go to sleep like I had hoped.I simply relaxed for a while before deciding to finish my personal PC work.It wasn't an awful lot to do.I started it during break time at work and I managed to finish it at home in a short period of time.
While on my lunch hour,I dropped off some important papers at a government office downtown.After that,I headed back to work to finish my job.
After a light dinner,I decided to do some more much needed catching up on some more personal PC work.I am glad to have done so.
I have been feeling okay but I have also had some emotional stress and strain.I wound up masturbating today while trying to take a nap.I was feeling tired and I was also feeling at edge for some of the stuff that has been happening within my family.I did ask the creator to forgive me for giving in to the habit,I still felt guilty for a while after that but as the rest of the day progressed,I began to feel better.I really need to learn better techniques on how to STOP masturbating.I feel that I am doing something wrong and that is causing me to give in to the temptation to do so.I have been also simply manipulating my sexuality in order to masturbate.Plus,images from the past of nude men and men having their erect genitals out have been popping back up.I really don't know what has been going on.Why have they been coming back?I'm sick of these things coming back and I am sick of having these negative sexual feelings towards members of my own gender.I will NEVER believe that "born that way" crap because I have never believed it and one of the contributing factors of my struggles with SSA has been the sexual abuse that I had endured when I was younger when I was used for other guys pleasures by being manipulated into performing oral sex on them constantly when they displayed their erect genitals and me giving in when they did.I still remember the rape that I endured when I was 16 years old.Again,I want to overcome these feelings and the immoral urge to manipulate my sexuality and then progressing to masturbation.If anyone out there has any ideas,PLEASE HELP ME.Thanks.
Tomorrow is simply a pick-up day.I am hoping that the pick-up goes smoothly.I also have a meeting with my sexual abuse support counselor tomorrow afternoon and I am hoping that the session goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.
Today was my day off.But I still had quite a bit to do.First,I had to take my mom to the local medical facility to have her blood work done and while she was doing that,I went to a supermarket in the area to get some groceries for her.It wasn't very much.It was simply a few things that she felt that we needed.After I did the shopping,I went back to the facility to pich her up.She was done when I got there.
After coming home,I did my personal PC work and it was quite a bit.After finishing,I left to finish everything I needed to finish.
First of,I had to go to the post office to mail out a money order that is a past due payment for services provided by the Christian counselor that I have been having telephone sessions with.I am hoping that the money order gets to him soon.I also had to mail out an important letter for my mom.I headed for home afterwards.
On the way home,I stopped at Blockbuster to purchase some previously viewed DVD's.They had tons of them for $3.99 and I picked up some really scary gems.I am hoping that they are really good.
After a light dinner,which we had late due to a visit by my brother in-law,I decided to catch up on some much needed PC work.I am glad that I did.My days is now complete.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the day goes by smoothly.
That was my day today and my hopes for teh day tomorrow.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty good day today.
The day started out rainy and it was really coming down.It really wasn't a big storm but it felt like it.I also had a icky feeling in my stomach but that passed when I turned on all the fans in the house and the feeling went away when I sat in front of one in the family room.
I still had something that I needed to do.I ran an errand for the house and I also did a couple of things for myself.It was nothing much.It was just a few small things that we needed.I went home after I was finished.
While it was raining,I managed to finish my personal PC work before heading out.There really wasn't much happening around the town so I stayed home for much of the day with the only exception being the errands.There is really nothing much to do in the city that I live in when it rains.They were having a charity chicken barbecue at the local Salvation Army but because I didn't want to dilute my appetite before eating dinner,I simply bought a bottled water for only $1.00 to help them out and left.I was feeling thirsty and I felt that I was getting what I wanted while helping out an organization.
After a light dinner,I decided to catch up on some much needed late personal PC work.I also had a talk with a friend of mine from out of town and that was a wonderful talk.Overall,a pretty good day.
Last night,my night of entertaining the crowd went great.I even ran into an old friend from the previous lounge where I used to entertain and that even made it even more special for me.It was a wonderful night.I had a blast and I am looking forward to next week.
Before the night is through,I am thinking of going out and having a drink or two at the place where I entertain and I am also hoping to have a nice talk or two with anyone that is there.
Tomorrow is my day off.I will be taking my mom back to have some tests done at the local mediacl facility and I am hoping that everything goes alright.
That was my weekend and my hopes for the start of the new week ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling a little bit better.I had a pretty decent day today.
I was home for most of the time.The day was pretty HAZY,HOT & HUMID to start with but later turned rainy.It was raining pretty hard when I went out to run an errand for myself.It was nothing much but I am glad to have accomplished this.Plus,my brother in law came over because he said that there was a call from my mom on his cell phone even though the call was made less than a week ago.He also took a look in my record room to check out a leak and he said that it wasn't a very terrible leak and that it probably could use some patching up.He said that he doesn't know when he'll be able to do it but he would when he had some time.He left after about 15 minutes.
After a light dinner,I decided to catch up on some more much needed personal PC work.I am now glad that this is accomplished and I can go on with the rest of the day.
Tonight is my night to entertain the crowd.I am hoping that the night goes well for me.Though I rarely have an off night,I still hope for things to go well.I am feeling hopeful and optimistic.I have a feeling that the night will go well.Still,I hope.
As for tomorrow,I haven't made any plans but whatever I do,I hope that it gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the rest of the weekend.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling mixed emotions.I had a pretty fairly decent day today.
After I did the laundry pick-up,I went to the company picnic.It was a nice gathering and I enjoyed it.But after a while,I was feeling a thumping headache alongside a minor stomach ache and I felt that I should go home and get some rest in hopes that I would feel better.I bid everyone a farewell and headed for home.
On the way home,I stopped at a bank to cash my paycheck and I headed straight home afterwards.I still wasn't feeling very good and I felt that a little rest would do me a world of good.
When I got home,I laid down for a while and slept off my headache and my stomach was also feeling better.I also watched soem bits and pieces of one of my movies to pass the time.Still,it was a pretty fairly decent day and I had a pretty good time.
After my nap,I finished my personal PC work.It was quite a bit of stuff and I got it all done.I also had a light dinner because of all the food that I ate at the picnic and I didn't want to eat too much.
I am glad that the weekend is finally here.I am looking forward to singing tomorrow night at the place where I normally do that.I am hoping that the evening goes well for me.
As for the rest of the weekend,I haven't made any plans but whatever I do,I hope that it gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the upcoming weekend.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling okay.I am not as depressed as I have been in the last few days.I had a pretty good day today.
The work shift went by smoothly and I managed to get a lot done despite the negative circumstances.I also had a wonderful lunch and after everything was done,I simply bagged everything that was cleand and dropped it off at the rehab center before heading home.
On the way home,I dropped an important letter in the mail and I withdrew some money for my mom out of her checking account.I went straight home afterwards.
I relaxed for much of the day when I got home.I didn't go to the sex addicts group meeting tonight because I didn't feel like going and I was feeling a little too depressed over my masturbatory failings that had happened on Sunday and Wednesday.All of the emotional stress and strain regarding my mother's health and worrying about it was what led to my falls.But I do feel better about it now with my mom feeling better and I am hoping that she will start feeling better in the next few days.I will be calling the leader of the group to explain why I didn't come tonight and I am hoping that he will understand.
I will be getting a break from work tomorrow.I will be going to a company picnic tomorrow afternoon and I am hoping that it will all go well.I will also be visiting the pool and having a little swim or two.Again,I am hoping that the picnic goes well.After that,it's the weekend and I will be singing up a storm on Saturday night.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling a little bit better though I am still feeling depressed and I really don't know why.I had a pretty fair day today.
The laundry pick-up went smoothly.I managed to pick up a lot of it.I picked up six bags full.This really gives us a lot to do.I also had a very good lunch.After eating,I sorted out the laundry and dropped the empty bags off at the druc/alcohol rehab center so they could use them to put more dirty laundry in.I headed for home afterwards.
When I got home,I went to pick up some money that I had so I could go out to find some more collectable stuff.I did manage to find a few more good cassette tapes.After paying for them at the thrift store,I went home.
I relaxed for the whole time waiting for my mom to come home from the doctor's office.He gave her a few prescriptions and told her to rest and be careful.She told him that she would try and when she got home,I was glad to hear the news.
Before I ate,I left to pick up the medications that the doctor prescribed for her.I wanted her to have them in the house so she could start taking them right away.When I got home,I ate and ran just one more errand for my mom.
I went to a local supermarket to buy a 1/2 gallon of ice cream and a roll of paper towels.I also went to a local gas station to get some gas.I have a long drive ahead of me tomorrow and I wanted to make sure that I had a full tank.The way that gas prices are going,I really don't know what I am going to do.The fuel prices are what's contributing to my depression.I am hoping that the fuel prices start going down soon.I don't know how much more I am going to take.
I am now at home relaxing.I am anticipating the coming day.I am thinking of turning in early tonight.I have been losing sleep lately and I really can't afford to lose any more.I am hoping for a good night's rest.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the shift goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling mixed emotions.I had a pretty so-so day today.
The work day went by smoothly and I did get a lot done.But when the day was over,I had to leave one job unfinished.One of the dryers was not performing up to snuff as I was waiting for some blankets that I had put into the dryer once they were done in the washer.It's bad enough that one of the dryers is out of order at the moment but when one is not drying like it should and it takes nearly half an hour to switch from wet to damp,you often wonder what's going wrong.But I couldn't stay for too long.I simply bagged what was clean and prepared to drop it off.But before I left,I managed to leave a note for the job coach explaining the reasons why I had to leave what I had to leave the way it was.I will be calling tomorrow to see if everything is cool.I would hate it that there is anything negative about this situation with the job coach.So,I am hoping and praying that everything will work out fine when I do indeed talk to her.
I also have not been feeling good.My mom being sick during the weekend and my sister and her husband having problems with two of her children turning against her.This has not been a very happy month for me.The financial crisis that my mom and I are currently in and the problems that are apparent between my sister and her family.It just hasn't been very happy.In fact,it has been rocky(though that's putting it mildly)and pretty stressful.My mom and I had to pay over half of a big water bill and we still have to set aside money for the property taxes.I am hoping that this crisis is over soon and that my sister can resolve the issues are going on in her life.This all has not been very good in trying to hold my anger because issues like this really get me hot.I am having a difficult time trying to hold my own because old issues are actually renewing themselves and making me mad and saying terrible things in anger to myself pretending that there are people there.Again,it hasn't been a very good month moneywise or emotionalwise.I am hoping that this month ends soon so I can forget this stuff.
Tonight,as a result of my mom's illness and me feeling way too down,I chose to stay home.I didn't go to any meeting tonight.I am just too way down to do anything.Tomorrow,my mom is going to see a doctor and I am hoping that she can get her tests done soon so she can get her medication prescriptions and finally get back to where she was before.I think that I might not be able to take much more of this.I am hoping that it's all over soon.
This afternoon,after I got home,I left again to go to K-Mart to get five quarts of motor oil because my engine was low on oil.You never know what might happen when your engine's oil level gets too low.After doing that,I had my mechanic checked out the level on the dipstick and he said that I was fine.I left for home after that.
After a light dinner,I finished my personal PC work.It was a lot of e-mails and I managed to get it all done in a short period of time.I feel like I have accomplished something.
Tomorrow is simply a pick-up day.I am hoping that the pick-up goes well and that there is isn't a big mess to clean.I am also hoping to check out a new thrift shop within the area that I live and see if there is anything collectable.I am also going to be hoping for the best for my mom when she goes to the doctor tomorrow.I am hoping for a good day today.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a satisfactory day today.
Today was my day off.I really did not do too much.I simply did my personal PC work and took it easy.I woke up very late today and I figured that I would get some personal stuff done before anything else.
Later this afternoon,my mom and I did the grocery shopping.While she was shopping,I went to visit with a friend for a bit because I had to let him know that he didn't have to do what I had asked to do.He simply said okay and I looked around the stuff that he had for sale in his store before going back to the store to pick my mom up.On the way,I stopped at an area Wendy's for a small chicken nuggets with ranch dressing and went to the store.
When I got there,my mom was just finishing up but when we went to check out,my mom forgot the grocery money that she needed so I had to go back home to get it so she could pay for the groceries.I also had to rush because the sky looked like that it was going to storm any minute.
When I got back to the store,my mom paid for the stuff and we bagged it all abd headed for home.
After a light dinner,I decided to catch up on some much needed personal PC work.I am now done.I am now relaxing and anticipating the day ahead.One of the best things is that my mom is starting to feel better right now.But she does have a doctor's appointment on Wednesday and I am hoping that everything works out.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the day goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.
I ran mostly errands for my mom today and I also tried to get out and do something for myself.But when I got to where I had to go,the place was closed.I headed for home to complete what I had to complete and headed home for dinner.
After I ate,I decided to catch up and finish some last minute computer work.It was nothing much.It was just some last minute e-mails.I even visited Wikipedia and checked out some pages on there about some movies that I had seen when I was a teenager.It was a pretty good day today and I managed to get some stuff done.
Last night before I left to entertain the crowd,I called my sister who lives locally and I told her about our mom's condition and that she wasn't feeling very well.I told her about her headache's and the dizzy spells that she was ghoing through.I was just concerned that something might happen and I didn't want to feel guilty about anything like that.She did call later while I was out and said that she was going to stay overnight to check up on our mom and try to help in any way she could.She stayed over the whole night and left very early this morning.
My night of entertaining the crowd last night went great and I had a great time.But at the some time,I was concerned about my mom.She was feeling sick all week with headaches and dizzy spells.At first,the spells were mild but they had progressed to moderate yesterday,which is why I called my sister.I felt that it would be in the best interests of my mom for her to be here to help and keep an eye on her.My mom did feel better today and that was good.But still,I was worried about her and I wanted her to be feeling like herself again.Last night,before I went to sleep,I asked the creator to help my mom get well and feel better.That is all I asked last night before going to sleep and I didn't ask for anything else.I felt that my mom feeling better was more important than anything else.After asking that,I turned out the light and went to sleep.
Apparently,all the emotional stress and strain that I went through over my mom sick and all the money problems led me to fall.I wound up masturbating this morning but after asking the creator for forgiveness,I felt better and now,I am not feeling bad over it.
Tomorrow is my day off.I am hoping that the day goes well.I do have to help my mom with the groceries tomorrow because we do need to get food in the house before we ran out.
That was my weekend and my hopes for the start of the new week ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty good day today.
Today was a very humid day to start but later,it started to rain very hard.While it was raining,I had to run a few errands for my mom and myself.I had to pick up a few personal things for myself at K-Mart and Wal-Mart.I also had to get a submarine sandwich at a local Subway for dinner.It was a rainy and dull day but I didn't let it damper my determination to get all of this stuff done.After I got it done,I bathed before we ate because I wanted to be clean for tonight when I went out.
After eating,I registered a bill that I received in change for the sandwiches at Where's George and I did some last minute computer work.It was nothing much really.It was just several e-mail messages and it was from several of the online forums that I am a member of.
I am going to be entertaining the crowd tonight.I am going to be singing up a storm.I am hoping that the night goes well for me.Though I rarely have an off night,I always hopes for things to go well.You never know what might happen.I am actually feeling hopeful and optimistic and I feel that everything will work out fine.But still,I always hope.
As for tomorrow,I haven't decided what I am going to do.But whatever I do,I hope that it gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the rest of the weekend.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty good day today.
The work shift went smoothly and I managed to get a lot done.I also had a wonderful lunch and after my work was finished,I dropped off the clean laundry at the rehab center and headed for home.
While on the way home,I mailed out another important letter for my mom.I also cashed my paycheck.
When I got home,I registered all the bills at Where's George and I ran a small errand for my mom before I ate dinner.It was a very light dinner.I went to a supermarket to get a jar of pickle chips for our dinner.
After eating,I did some more personal computer work and I headed to the store to turn in some cans and bottles that had accumulated in my car over the past several weeks.It was a lot of them and I got a lot of money out of them.I also went to a gas station to get some gas in my tank before heading for home.Overall,it was a wonderful day.
I am glad that the weekend is here.I will be doing my usual entertaining the crowd tomorrow night.I am hoping that the night goes well for me.I always look forward to singing up a storm for my friends.Again,I am hoping that the night goes well.
I am now at home relaxing.I am also anticipating the new day tomorrow.The weather,according to the weather website that I frequently check out,it's going to be a very HAZY,HOT & HUMID day.I might stay home for most of the day as a result of this.I am still going out tomorrow night and again,I am hoping that the night works out.
As for the rest of the weekend,I have no plans but whatever I do,I hope that it benefits me in a positive way.
That was my day today and my hopes for the weekend.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.
The work shift went smoothly and I managed to get a lot done despite the circumstances,which was one of the dryers not working.After I had a good lunch,I bagged the clean laundry and dropped it off at the rehab center.I headed for home afterwards.
On the way home,I mailed out an important letter for my mom and I also went to the bank to withdraw some money for my mom.I also went to a small store in the area to see if I could buy my mom a new phone cord but there was no phone cords to be bought.While I was leaving the area,I ran into my niece,who gave me her half of this month's insurance money and I went home.
When I got home,I registered all the bills that I had at Where's George and I also paid the auto insurance for the month.After doing that,I picked up a 12 inch sub at Subway for my mom and I to eat for dinner.We had it sliced in half and that was our dinner.After I ate,I went to my sex addicts support meeting.
The meeting went well.For tonight,I chose to simply listen and hear what others had to share.They pretty much shared what I was going through in my life so I felt that I really didn't have to say much.I headed for home the minute the meeting ended.
On the way home,I made a few stops.I first stopped at a convenience store and bought a light snack.After that,I stopped at a supermarket to pick up a half gallon of ice cream.I headed straight home afterwards.Overall,a pretty good day.
I am now relaxing.I am also anticipating the coming day.I really don't know what to expect.But whatever happens,I hope that it's good.
Tomorrow is another work day.I am hoping that the shift goes well.After that,it's the weekend.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.
The laundry pick-up went by smoothly.There was no mess to clean up.After I did my usual dropping off and sorting out,I went home because I had a lot to do today.
The first thing that I had to do was to take my mom to a doctor's office so she could get some blood work done.While she was doing that,I went to a supermarket in the area of the doctor's office and picked up a couple cans of beef mini-ravioli and went to get some gas.I also got a bite to eat for lunch.After doing all of these things,I went and picked up my mom at the doctor's office and immediately took her home because she wasn't feeling well.She didn't get anything done because the doctor's slip of paper asking for it had expired and because she didn't eat or drink anything as a result of this,she was feeling sick.I felt that getting her home was a lot more important than anything else was.I got her home and after I relaxed a bit and made sure that she was feeling better,I went out.
The first thing that I did was pay a little bit more money on the water bill so the city would not shut our water off.This is a vital resource that we need and I felt that paying this was very important.After doing that,I went to see my sexual abuse support counselor.
The session with the sexual abuse support counselor went well.We talked for about 20 minutes and I shared with her a lot of the things that have been happening in my life.I told her everything.We also set up a few more appointments for the near future and I left for home.
After eating,I went and finished my personal PC work.It was quite a lot but I got it done.I am now relaxing at home and anticipating the next day.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the shift goes well.I also have my sex addicts group meeting tomorrow and I am hoping that this meeting goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.
Despite a minor setback with one of the dryers,I had a pretty smooth work day.One of the dryers kept turning off each and every time after about a couple of minutes with E2 on the screen.Of course,this made the day go slower but I managed to get through it.It wasn't easy but the day did take care of itself.The only difference was that I had to use only one washer and again,it made the day go a little slower.
But I managed to get a lot done despite the setback.After that,I dropped off what was clean and I went home.
When I got home,I relaxed for a bit before I went back out again to run a couple of errands for my mom.I also ran a couple for myself.It was just a few things that we needed for dinner tonight.I even bought myself a couple more movies at Big Lots.I also went to a local Salvation Army thrift shop in my area and I bought out the store(so to speak).I found a whole bunch of rare 8-Track tapes,a few cassettes and several 45's.It was awesome finding all of these things.I paid about $15.00 for all of this stuff and that was wonderful for me to find even more collectable stuff.I Just love hopping thrift shops and collecting stuff.Overall,it was a wonderful day.
I am now at home relaxing.The day is almost over.The weather was very HAZY,HOT & HUMID with temperatures in the upper 80's.I was sweating and I also was trying to stay cool.Tonight,it is gonna rain and I am hoping that it will cool everything down.
Tomorrow is a pick-up day.I am hoping that the pick-up goes well.I also have to take my mom to a doctor's office so my mom can get some blood work done so she can get the medication that she needs to feel better because she hasn't been feeling good lately with the heat and humidity and also with some negative things happening within the family at the moment.I am hoping that she will be feeling better soon.I also have an appointment with my sexual abuse support counselor tomorrow afternoon and I am hoping that the session with her goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.
Since it was my day off,I thought that I would mail out a couple of important letters for my mom and I also ran a couple of errands for my mom and one for myself.I had to buy a few things for my mom and I also bought a few things for myself.I went into another area of Western New York to do all of these things because I was getting fed up with just driving around the city that I was living in.Before I did all of these things,I went to the local city hall to pay the water bill but I have to pay a little bit more on Wednesday because we are in danger of getting our water shut off if it is not half paid for.So,my mom and I are going to do just that on Wednesday afternoon and I also have to see my sexual abuse support counselor on the same day.
So far,this has not been a good month for my mom and I money-wise.But we are going to keep holding on and we are both hoping to get through the month unscathed.But we both know that it will not be easy.But again,we are going to hold on and hope for the best.
I also went to visit with an old friend this evening to see how he was.Apparently,he was feeling sick due to contracting heat stroke on Saturday afternoon when he went to a free outdoor concert in the city.He also informed me that his live-in girlfriend was also not feeling well due to contracting heat exhaustion.I wished for both of them to get well soon and I left.
On the way home,I stopped at a local convenience store to get an ice cream sandwich,which I did,and I found this really neat T-Shirt there.It was a black shirt with Chucky the Killer Doll on it where several look alikes are holding up ice cream cones and in the middle,he's holding up some money.I thought that this shirt looked really cool and I bought it.After that,I headed for home.
I am now at home relaxing.I am also getting ready for the next day.I am hoping that the work week will go well for me after this long holiday weekend.I could use a good week at the moment.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the day goes well for me.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.
I ran an errand or two today and I got everything that I needed to get done accomplished.I had to go to a local Wal-Mart to get a few personal things that I needed.I also went back to Big Lots to buy a few more movies.I have been buying movies since they started having these great films and it has been a blast buying them.I have now tripled my DVD library and it has been great.I also bought the classic action thriller Speed over at Wal-Mart and I can now preserve my VHS copy of the film.It has been an awesome holiday weekend.This is actually the best holiday weekend that I have had in a long time.I just hate for it to end.Though I do have the day off tomorrow,I still would hate for it to end.But I know and I have accepted that all good things must come to an end.After doing all of that shopping,I simply had a late lunch,which was a slice of pepperoni and mushroom pizza with a little bit of milk to wash it down.
Last night,my night of entertaining the crowd went well and I had a pretty good time.But the night did not start out too well.Earlier in the evening,as I was walking back to my seat,an young lady inconsiderately rushed past me and when I expressed how I felt about her inconsiderate behavior,a young man who claimed to be her brother came at me and threatened me but the owner of the place broke it up and asked the guy to leave claiming that he was done for the night,which he cooperated with.Fortunately,the rest of the night went great and I had a pretty good time.
Earlier this afternoon,while out running my errands,I worked it out with the bar owner and everything is cool.I just didn't want to have any negative stuff from the owner and I wanted to settle this so we could both move on.It went well and I went on with my day.
After a light dinner,I decided to do some last minute e-mail work and register a few more bills at the Where's George site and I feel that my day is now complete.
I am now relaxing.It was a pretty good day and I got a lot done.This actually gives me a sense of accomplishment and that makes me feel pretty good.Before the night is through,I might go out and have a drink or two with the gang at the place where I entertain and I am hoping to get an awful lot out of them.
Tomorrow is my day off.I have not made any plans but whatever I do,I hope that it benefits me in a positive manner.
That was my weekend and my hopes for the start of the new week ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.
I had another talk with the Christian counselore that calls me every two weeks and the talk was a very pleasant one.Him and I talked about a lot of things.It was pleasant to talk with him and share with him what I needed to share.It was also wondeful to hear some of the positive afformations that I had received from him.I will be talking with him again in 2 weeks.
After that,I watched a mini-documentary on Nightmares and Dreams on one of my new DVD's.It was well informative and I learned some stuff.I always like to watch anything where I can learn something from.
I also had to run and errand or two for my mom.Before that,I had to visit with a friend about a record album that I had bought off fo him and I exchanged it for a couple more.It was great that he understood and was willing to help me here.I left to finish what I had to do.
I went to a hair place to have my hair cut and I went and bought the things that my mom needed.It was a great day out and I got quite a bit out of it.
I bathed the minute that I got home and after I ate,I decided to do some last minute computer work.I also registered a few more bills at Where's George and finished some personal e-mail work.It wasn't much but I felt that it neded to be done before anything else.
Tonight,I will be going out to entertain the crowd.I am looking forward to singing tonight for my friends and I am hoping that the evening will work out for me.Though I rarely have an off night,I still hope for things to go well.You never know what might happen.I do have a positive optimistic feeling that everything is going to work out fine.Still,I hope.
As for the rest of the weekend,I have not made any plans as of yet.But whatever I do,I am hoping that it will give me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the rest of the weekend.FJ

Happy Independance Day,Everybody!
Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.
I stayed home for much of the day and took it easy.I didn't have too much to do.I never really have too much to do on these holidays except to stay home and relax.
But I made the best out of it.I simply spent most of the day looking over the new Nightmare On Elm Street boxed set that I had purchased and checking out the DVD's.There are a lot of neat things that this set has,such as interviews with the cast and crew of the people who were involved behind and in front of the camera.Again,there are lots of FUN stuff on this DVD set and I am enjoying it.
I only ran one errand today,It was to get a couple of things that my mom needed for the house.I also had to get a box of cereal for myself.There was not a lot of places open today as a result of it being a holiday.
When I got home,I finished my personal PC work and had a pretty good dinner.It was simply a couple of homemade burgers with beans and salad.After that,I watched the news and did some online searching for a while before going out for a bit.
I went out to watch a fireworks display in another part of the Western New York area.It was pretty awesome to watch and there was a lot of people there.The only thing that was a hassle was leaving the area because I had to wait for a lot of other people who were leaving in their cars and trucks to get out of the park after the whole thing was over with.But still,it was a pretty good watch and I had fun.
Tomorrow night,I will be doing my usual entertaining the crowd.I am hoping for a great night and I am also hoping that everything works out for me.Though nothing really goes wrong usually,I still hope.You never know what might happen.
As for the rest of the weekend,I haven't made any plans.But whatever I do,I hope that it benefits me positively.
That was my day today and my hopes for the rest of the holiday weekend.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.
The work shift went by smoothly and I manged to get a lot done in the period of time that I had.I also had a pretty good lunch period and when I finished eating,I simply bagged what was dirty and I dropped it off at the rehab center.I headed for home afterwards.
On teh way home,I had to mail out a couple of bills that I had to pay.I also mailed out a very important letter for my mom that had to be mailed.
When I got home,I dropped off some of my personal stuff before heading to the bank to cash my paycheck and also withdraw some money for my mom.After that,I went home.
When I got home,I registered a lot more bills at Where's George.I had lots to register and I was busy online for quite a while.After that,I went shopping for my mom.I went to a local supermarket to pick up a few things that my mom needed and fortunately,they had everything that my mom needed.I also went to another store to pick up a few personal things for myself before going back home.
After I had a light dinner,I finished my personal PC work that I had started at work during a break.I also had to go to a meeting tonight so I wanted to get everything done that I had to do so I could go to the meeting.
Tonight's meeting with the sexual addiction support group went great.It was yet another awesome meeting and it was a pleasure to meet a few more new men there.I had a awsome time getting to know a few more guys and feel like that I am appreciated.I am looking forward to next Thursday night's meeting.I am hoping that it's as wonderful as tonight's.
Tomorrow is the 4th of July.It is Independance Day.I am just going to stay home and take it easy for the day and simply relax throughout the weekend and try to take advantage of this break that I have.
That was my day today and my hopes for the start of the holiday weekend.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty good day today.
The laundry pick-up went by smoothly as there was no mess for me to clean up.After that,I went to the work sight and had my lunch.After I ate,I sorted out all the laundry and left the sight to head for home.
Whiel I was on the way home,I dropped off a DVD at a friends house that I had bought for him at Big Lots and I dropped some more stuff at home before doing some grocery shopping.
I went to an area supermarket to pick up a few things for my mom for dinner tonight.I could only find a few things that she needed.I had to go to another supermarket to get the rest of the stuff but at least I got it all.I also went back to Big Lots to pick up a few more DVD's there while they still had them there for $3.00.I have been buying these like crazy.I enjoy movies very much and I am glad to add some more favorites to my ever growing DVD library,which include several classic western movies.Of course,I am not going to spen all my money on DVD's.I still have other bills that I need to pay and I am going to get these out of the way first before I buy any more.There are still a few more films there that I would like to get.But before I do,I will pay my bills first.
The holiday weekend is almost here.I can't believe that I have a big weekend coming up.I am looking forward to taking it easy throughout the weekend.I might simply watch a movie or two and just relax.After that,it will be back to work starting Tuesday.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the shift goes well.After that,the holiday weekend.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.
The work day went by smoothly.I simply did my job and the rest took care of itself.I also had a very good lunch period and that helped make the day a little bit better.After my work day was over,I simply bagged everything that was clean and headed for home.
When I got home,I simply took it easy for a while and I also finished my personal PC work.It was nothing much.After that,I went out to get some chicken sandwiches at a local Wendy's for my mom and I to eat for dinner tonight.I had a meeting that I had to attend and this was my first meeting of the spiritually themed sexual addiction group and I wanted to make sure that I would get there on time and get the full benefits of it.After eating,I left home to go to the meeting.
The first meeting went by great.It was wonderful to share my feelings and also to hear others share their feelings.It was simply hearing and being heard that made me feel like a part of the group.It was wonderful and I am looking forward to the next meeting in a couple of weeks.I am hoping that the next meeting will be as wonderful as this one.
I am now at home relaxing.I just bathed a few minutes ago and I am feeling pretty good.The only thing now is that I am dealing with a headache.Though it is not a painful one,I still would like to get rid of it and I am hoping that a good nights sleep will do me good.
Tomorrow is simply a pick-up day.I am hoping that the pick-up goes well without any messes to clean up.As for the rest of the day,I haven't made any plans as of yet.But whatever I do,I hope that it benefits me positively.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.
Since it was my day off,I woke up late in the day due to me going to bed late after watching a movie.I ate a light breakfast and a light lunch a couple of hours later.I also started to do some of my personal PC work and decided to finish a little later.I had several errands to run and I wanted to get them done first before I finished.
The first thing that I did was cash my economic stimulas refund check and even deposited some of the money from it into my checking account as a result of my account being a little overdrawn so it will save the line of credit that I have for a more extreme emergency.After that,I went shopping to get a gallon of milk and even went back to Big Lots to pick up a few more movies for $3.00 each.I now have enough for now until I get my disability check directly deposited into my checking account.I also have a few bills that I would like to pay before the 4th of July holiday weekend comes.That way,I can take it easy not just for the holiday but the rest of the month.I just want to get the important stuff out of the way before the FUN stuff.That way,I keep it balanced and responsible.I want to enjoy myself but I have to realize that there are limits.
After a light dinner,I ran a few more errands and when they were finished,I finished my personal PC work.I also registered a few more bills at Where's George.I am now relaxing at home anticipating the next day.This is going to be a short week due to the upcoming holiday weekend and it will go by pretty fast.I am hoping that short week goes smoothly.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that day goes by smoothly.I also have a meeting tomorrow night with the spiritually themed sexual addiction group and I am hoping that it goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling very good.I had a very good day today.
Today,when I woke up,I had a light breakfast and had a couple cups of coffee.I also managed to get my entire personal PC work done before noon.Despite not feeling well during the morning,I started to feel better later on when I started eating and having coffee.
I also managed to register a few more bills at Where's George today as I was doing my personal PC work.After doing that,I shut the computer down and I headed out to run a few errands for myself.
After I took a drive throughout the town for much of the day,I decided to stop at a Big Lots store in my area and I scored when I saw the DVD's that they had.I found several classics and even a few hard to find ones.Some of what I found were The Brood,Invasion of the Body Snatchers(1979 version),Rollerball(original 1975 film),Rock and Roll High School,Supernova(R rated version),The Bride(w/Sting and Jennifer Beals),Close Your Eyes,The Ghoul,Dangerous Game(w/Madonna and Harvey Keitel)"X":The Man With X-Ray Eyes and The Holy Girl.These films are very hard to find in any format and now,I have them.It was awesome finding these,buying them and adding them to my personal DVD library.When I left the store,I had a smile on my face that wouldn't leave and I am still feeling the happy feelings that I had earlier when I bought these films.
I also bought a can of frozen orange juice for my mom and I also bought a few slices of pizza for lunch while I was out.Before doing any of these things,I put $12.00 worth of gas in my tank and I started my day afterwards.It was a great day and I had lots of fun.
After eating a light dinner,I registered a few more bills at Where's George and caught up on some last minute PC work.I am still feeling good due to the great day that I had.Overall,an awesome day.
My night of entertaining the crowd went great.I had another wonderful night and it was awesome for all the positive accolades that I received from the people.I decided to do an early tribute to the birth of our nation by singing a couple of very patriotic songs.I am also looking forward to the upcoming holiday so I can take it easy and renew myself when the new week comes around.I will be having a 4 day weekend coming up and I am eagerly awaiting it.
Overall,my weekend was super duper and I am hoping that next weekend will be just as super.Of course,I have to wait a whole week but it will be well worth the wait.
As for the rest of the day into tonight,I am going to go have a drink or two with some of the guys at the place where I entertain and I am hoping for some wonderful conversations from the gang that will be there.
Tomorrow is my day off.I am hoping that the day will be very good.I haven't made any plans but whatever I do,I hope that it benefits me in a positive manner.
That was my weekend and my hopes for the start of the new week ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling okay.I am also feeling hopeful and optimistic.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,when I checked my mail,my income tax economic stimulus check came in.This replaces all the money that I had to spend on the windshield that I had to replace almost 2 weeks ago due to the terrible hail storm that we had.Now,the money has been fully replaced and I feel better as a result of that.I can still save up all my money each and every week but now,I am just feeling glad that all the money that I had to spend is now all replaced.
I didn't do too much today.When I woke up,I just ate breakfast and took it easy for much of the day.I also did my personal PC work and there wasn't to much to do.After that,I simply shut her down and took it easy for the rest of the day.
I also received a record album that I had been waiting on for quite a while.It was a Rick Springfield album that was released in 1986.I am glad to have this.It is a promotional record album but it is still great that it's in my collection.
Tonight is my night to entertain the crowd.I do this each and every Saturday night and I always look forward to doing that.I am hoping that the evening goes over well.Though I rarely have an off night,I still hope for things to go good.You never know what might happen.But I have a feeling that everything will work out right.Still,I hope.
I also ran a short errand for my mom before I ate dinner.It was nothing earth shaking.It was simply a small thing that she needed to have.After that,I bathed and I ate dinner.
After eating,I decided to finish up some last minute personal PC work before I went out tonight.It was simply a few e-mails and posting on here sharing the day I had today.The day isn't over yet but I am hoping that the rest of the day will work out nicely.
I am now at home relaxing.I am anticipating the evening ahead.As stated,I am hoping that the evening goes well for me.But again,I feel that everything will work out for the better tonight.
As for the rest of the weekend,I haven't made any plans but whatever I do,I hope that it benefits me in a positive manner.
That was my day today and my hopes for the rest of the rest of the weekend.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.
The work shift went by smoothly with nothing negative happening.I had a lot better day.Everything just took care of itself.I simply did my job and everything fell into place.I bagged everything and I dropped it off at the rehab center and headed for home.
On the way home,I stopped at a bank to cash my paycheck.It didn't take too long.I was in and out of the bank in a hurry.After that,I headed for home and I didn't stop for anything.
When I got home,I checked my e-mail and I had to correct a little misunderstanding regarding a purchase that I made on Ebay.I bought the Infinifilm edition of A Nightmare On Elm Street but the seller didn't receive word of the payment that I made due to an error on the PayPal site.Fortunately,the seller and I worked it out where I cancelled my initial payment and rebought the DVD again and this time,the payment was successful.I was relieved that this whole thing was worked out in a positive way and we both got what we wanted.I know that it will be over a week,with the upcoming 4th of July weekend coming up slowing the delivery down but I will be awaiting patiently for this and I am glad to have this original film on DVD.I am still eagerly awaiting the boxed set that I ordered through Amazon to come and I am hoping that they send that out soon once I hear that the money order that I sent was received.I also registered several more bills at Where's George while I was online.It was all the money that I got when I cashed my paycheck.I also registered a few more when I got home from returning the bottles and cans to the store.
I am glad that the weekend is finally here.I will be singing up a storm tomorrow and I am hoping that everything goes well.I always look forward to singing each and every Saturday night and I am always happy to entertain people when I get the opportunity.Again,I am hoping that the night goes well for me.
I also had to run an errand or two for my mom tonight.While doing that,I turned in some cans and bottles that had accumulated in the trunk over the past several weeks.I still have some that I have to take back to a certain grocery store because the other stores in the area can't.I am hoping to turn those in by the end of the week.
As for the rest of the weekend,I haven't decided what I am going to do.But whatever I do,I hope that it gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the weekend ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.But for much of the day,I was feeling really at edge.
The work shift went just a tad rocky.It started out smoothly but it turned a little rough.
It all started while I was on the social club computer reducing my e-mail load so I wouldn't have much work to do later when I got home.I volunteered to help someone out by looking up and trying to find a map of an area when I was finished.But he was standing by me looking at the monitor screen while I was trying to do my personal work and this was making me nervous as what I was looking at was my personal business.I asked him nicely to please step away from the area that he was because the messages in my e-mail box were personal and I really didn't appreciate him looking over me.He copped an attitude with me and it almost led to a loud confrontation with me on the verge of losing my temper until the social club coordinator and another staffer got involved,which,in a way,saved my sanity.After the coordinator met with me and worked out the situation,he also worked it out with the other guy and the other staffer as we were both advised to stay away from each other the rest of the day,which we did.I managed to finish what I started and that was it.
Fortunately,the rest of the day went smoothly but I was still at edge over what had happened and I was still feeling the anger that was present in me when it happened.After eating my lunch,I finished my job and dropped off the clean laundry when the shift was over.I went straight home afterwards.
When I got home,I finished my personal PC work.It was done pretty quick as I didn't have very much to do.But I felt better and after that,I headed for the meeting tonight and I had some high hopes for this new group as I was new but I was also feeling somewhat nervous and anxious.But I went anyway and I am glad that I did.
The meeting went great.This is a great group and I am glad that I found out about it.It was awesome to be around these people and not have to worry about being judged.I simply shared what I felt that I needed to share and it felt rewarding.I really felt welcomed and accepted.It was awesome.I am looking forward to next Thursday's group and I am hoping that it goes as well as tonight's.
Tomorrow is another work day.I am hoping that the shift goes better than today's.After that,it's the weekend.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling okay but a little bit at edge.
The laundry pick-up went by smoothly and I even had a pretty good lunch period.But somehow my emotional stance changed midday.
When I got home,I was feeling cranky with me feeling angry over something.For most of the day,everything went terrifically well until the lunch period.
After I ate my lunch,I was waiting to use the social club computer.There was another person on it but they were taking too long.The social club has a 1/2 hour time limit when someone uses the computer.I was waiting to register some bills at Where's George but the person using the computer went nearly 12 minutes over their time and I was feeling angry as a result.Instead of losing my temper,which I was on the verge of,I went to the social club coordinator and told him about it.He took care of it by pointing out to the person that they had gone over their time and that there was someone else waiting to use the computer.The person did get off but in anger.Apparently,she didn't like being corrected when she was wrong but in a way,that is how people remember to do the right thing the next time.Take it from me,admittedly,I don't like it either.But it is the best way that we improve ourselves so we at least can try to avoid making that same mistake again.The only good thing out of it is that I got the bills registered at Where's George and after I was finished,I left for home.
When I got home,I felt tired because I didn't get an awful lot of sleep last night.Coupled with that incident at the social club and the way I felt due to a lack of sleep,I tried to take a nap and while I slept well for over an hour,I wound up masturbating to fantasies of having sexual activity with another man.I felt lousy afterwards and after I asked for forgiveness,I did feel better but the guilt is still looming over me.I want to feel good but the guilt at times can be overwhelming.If anyone here can help me deal with these feelings of guilt,I would appreciate any answers.Thanks.
Before I had dinner,I went out to pick up a pack of light bulbs for my mom.One of her light bulbs blew and she needed a new one pretty fast.I went out and get them and I ate afterwards.
After eating,I decided to catch up on some much needed computer work.I also went to check on a couple of money orders that I sent out on Monday and they arrived safely.I feel good that they did.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the shift goes well.I am also starting a new group tomorrow night and it is a sex addicts group.I am hoping that the first meting goes well and that I can continue going if it does.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.
The work day went smoothly.There was really nothing to complain about.I simply did my job and the rest took care of itself.After I was done,I dropped off the clean laundry and headed for home.
When I got home,I decided to stay home and take it easy.I was feeling really tired from the day that I had and I felt that it would be better if I stayed home and rested.I am feeling better now.As stated,the work day was a smooth one but what tired me out was the sunny weather.I also ate too much at lunch,which was pepperoni pizza and barbecue chicken wings.I ate a little too much and I had a full feeling for much of the day afterwards.Plus,I had a hard time getting to sleep last night when I went to bed.I laid down much of the time and I also managed to finish my personal PC work.I also watched a little bit of a documentary on the evolution of the Alien film series for about 1/2 an hour.
I was planning to go to back to the recovery meeting that I was previously with tonight,but the sick and full feeling that I had kept me at home.I am starting a sex addicts group this week on Thursday night and I am anticipating that.I am hoping that this first meeting goes well so I can go every Thursday evening and get some support.Again,I am hoping that this goes well.
I am still relaxing at home.I am also anticipating the next day.I really have nothing to do tomorrow afternoon.I am just going to stay home and take it easy for a while.If I do go out to do something,I hope that it gives me positive benefits.
Tomorrow is simply a pick-up day.I am hoping that the pick-up goes well.As stated,I have really no plans for the afternoon.But if I do decide to go anywhere,I hope that it affects me in a positive manner.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.
When I got up,I ate something and I made sure that coffee was made.I also started to do my personal computer work but didn't finish it until tonight.I had a lot to do today and I wanted to get all of that done before finishing.
I also had to make a couple of important phone calls.The first was to a online seller who sold calcium supplements to help people with bone spurs and the other was regarding a sexual addiction group.I have made an appointment with the people to meet them on Thursday and I am hoping that the meeting goes well.I can hardly wait to give this group a try.I hope that it works out.
I ran several errands for my mom today.But first,I had to mail out a couple of money orders as payment for things that I ordered and I just wanted to get the payments out before the time limit expired.I mailed them out via 3-Day Priority Mail.I am hoping that they get there on Wednesday the latest.
The errands that I had to run were simply to get a few groceries for her,which a little bit of it was for dinner tonight.Fortunately,they had everything that I was looking for and I headed for home after finishing that.
After a light dinner,I finished my personal PC work and I feel that my day is now complete.Though it isn't over yet,I feel that everything is now finished and I have a feeling of accomplishment.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the day goes smoothly.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.
When I woke up this morning,I decided to drive around and look out for any garage sales.There were a few.I stopped at one that was selling a bunch of stuff for an animal charity.I bought a few records and a video.It was a VHS tape of the movie The Sailor Who Fell From Grace With The Sea.This is a very hard to find movie in any format and I was fortunate to have found it.I am not sure if this film is available on DVD as of eyt.But I am going to see if it is.Still,I was fortunate to have found this.Among the records,I found a German 45 for my mom and she was happy to have received this.
When I got home,I decided to relax for a bit and later on,I washed my hair.After waiting for it to dry,I went back out again to do a few personal things.
I bought a couple slices of pizza and a bottle of water because I felt thirsty.I also bought myself a candy bar and I headed for home.
When I got home,I relaxed again for a bit while waiting for dinner to be ready.It was only a small meal of pork chops,pasta salad and green salad.But it was very filling.After eating that,I watched the news for a while and decided to catch up on some last minute personal PC work.
Last night,my night of entertaining the crowd went great.There were quite a few people at the place where I sang up a storm and I had a blast.I also got some very positive responses from some of the crowd members that were there.It made me feel good.I am looking forward to next week.I am hoping that next Saturday night will be as wonderful as last night.
I am now at home relaxing.The weekend is not over yet.It was just wonderful to get out today and checking out them garage sales and finding the things that I found.It was a great day and I also had fun.
As for the rest of the night,I am thinking of going out and having a drink or two with the gang at the place.I am hoping for some great talks withme when I get there.
Tomorrow is my day off.I haven't made any plans for tomorrow.But whatever I do,I hope that it benefits me positively.
That was my weekend and my hopes for the beginning of the week ahead.FJ

Today,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.
The day started out pretty well.I woke up and had something to eat.I also relaxed and waited for a phone call from the Christian counselor that I have telephone sessions with every two weeks.While waiting,I did breakfast dishes and simply watched part of a movie that I had in a DVD library.
When the counselor called,we talked for about 1/2 an hour and we did a little bit of relaxation in order to help relieve stress and strain.Apparently,the counselor felt that I was overwhelmed with things this week as a result of the emotional roller coaster ride that I went on.I knew that he was right.But it was wonderful.After it was all over,I felt better and more relaxed and simply felt that all the stress and strain was now in the wind.I hung up and decided to finish my computer work.
While doing that,I received another phone call.It was from another guy who also had a sex addicts group in another area of Western New York.We had a pretty good conversation for about 5 minutes and he also assured me that he would e-mail me about where we can meet and where the group meetings will be held at.I am hoping that this group will also work out.I am still looking forward to attending the other spiritually themed group and I am hoping that this other group will also work out when I can attend it.It won't be until one week from next Tuesday.But I am hoping that it will be well worth the wait.
Tonight is my night to entertain the crowd.I am hoping for a wonderful night tonight.Though I rarely have an off night,I still hope for things to go well.You never know what might happen.But I also feel optimistic.I feel that the night will go well for me.Still, I hope for it.The only sad thing about it is that a friend of mine who was hoping to come out tonight had to change his plans because his live-in girlfriend was sick and he felt that he should stay home to look after her.I said that it was okay and I hope that his live in girlfriend is feeling better soon.
As for the rest of the weekend,I haven't made any plans but whatever I do,I hope that it gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the rest of the weekend.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.
The work shift went by pretty well.There were no messes to clean and no jobs left for me to finish.That really made me feel good.After I finished my job,I simply bagged everything and dropped it off at the rehab center.I headed for home after that.
On the way home,I went to the bank to cash my paycheck.I also went to a local supermarket to pick up a few things that my mom needed.After I finished that,I went home.
When I got home,my mom was already preparing dinner and I relaxed while waiting for it to get done.I sat down and watched another episode of The Hudson Brothers Razzle Dazzle Show on the DVD set that I recently received in the mail.Again,it was wonderful to watch another episode of this classic Saturday morning TV show.After that was over,I turned it back to the local news so my mom could watch it.
After dinner,I registered quite a few more bills at Where's George.These were bills that I received after I cashed my paycheck at the bank and from some change that I got at Wal-Mart earlier when I bought something there.I had a lot of bills to register and so it took me over 1/2 an hour to do that.But I had fun doing that.Tomorrow,I start spending those bills and I'll be waiting for the hits to come in my e-mail.
I can't believe that the weekend is finally here.I have been looking forward to this.I will be singing tomorrow night for my friends and I am hoping that the evening goes well.After the up and down week that I had,I am hoping that the weekend will make me feel better.
My week was pretty up and down.On Monday,we had a terrible hail storm and my windshield got damaged as a result of the storm.It was only a small star crack in the beginning but it grew into something that resulted in the windshield being replaced after a couple of days.Not only that,it was also the anxiety of my car possibly failing inspection this year.With the windshield being damaged and subsequently replaced,I was almost afraid that my car wouldn't be able to pass.Not only that,my mechanic also had to fix one of my tires due to it having a nail in it that caused a slow leak in the tire.I didn't realize that I ran over a nail in the road.But with all the road repair that has been going on in my hometown,I could have picked it up anywhere.The windshield being damaged,the anxieties of the auto inspection due for my car this month and the tire having to get fixed all lead up to my emotional roller coaster this week and I wound up masturbating as a result of all these negative things happening.I am feeling better at the moment after today and with my vehicle passing inspection this week.But all of this negativity that had happened this week really put me in an emotional rut this week.I am hoping that the weekend goes well and that everything works out for me tomorrow night.A great night of singing will really make me feel better.
I am now relaxing.I am feeling a little bit better tonight.I had a wonderful talk with a lady that I knew from a few of the online forums that I am a member of that help people struggling with SSA.She is a very sweet gal and it was great that I had a chance to talk with her.I am hoping to have another talk with her in the near future.
As for the rest of the weekend,I haven't made any plans but whatever I do,I hope that it gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the upcoming weekend.

Tonight,I am feeling a bit better.I had a pretty good day today.
The work shift went by smoothly and I also had a very good lunch period.After I was finished,I bagged the clean laundry and dropped it off at the rehab center.After that,I headed for home.
On the way home,I stopped at a local supermarket and picked up a few things for my mom for dinner tonight.After dropping the groceries off at home,I drove over to my mechanic's garage to drop the car off there so the new windshield could be installed.I knew that it was going to be a while for the work to get done and I was taken home so I could wait there.
Whiel waiting,I watched a couple of episodes from my DVD of The Hudson Brothers Razzle Dazzle Show.It was wonderful to see these after 34 years.I haven't seen a single episode of this Saturday morning variety show since it's cancellation.It was a treat seeing at least two of the episodes.I will be watching more in the near future.I received this DVD in the mail and I enjoyed seeing this after 34 years.
Around a quarter to 5:00 p.m.,I called my mechanic to see if everything was ready and it was.I was picked up by my mechanic's stepdaughter's husband so I could pick up my car and pay for the repairs that were done.They also did some patching up on a tire that had a nail in it and that added onto the bill.Not only that,my car passed inspection and that relieved me.I was feeling anxious about the whole thing because auto inspection time really stresses me out.I usually have a fear that my vehicle won't pass and that I have to have some work done to do it.Fortunately,there was no work needed and my car is good to go for another year.
After having a light dinner,I finally got around to doing my personal PC work.I am glad that this is now done.After putting it off the whole day,I got it finished and now,I have a feeling of accomplishment.I am just glad that things did work out.
Tomorrow is another work day.I am hoping that the shift goes well.After that,it's the weekend.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.
The laundry pick-up actually went pretty well despite a minor setback.After I had lunch,I sorted out everything and I left.
On the way home,I had to pick up some hot dog buns at a local supermarket.They were for dinner.After that,I went home.
When I got home,I still felt tired due to a lack of sleep the night before due to my anxieties of my auto inspection scheduled tomorrow.I know that the windshield neds to be replaced in order for it to qualify for passing but there is still the matter of all the other things that my car has and that is where my anxieties are coming into play.I am worried that I have to have other work on my car in order for it to pass.I am hoping that my vehicle will pass inspection and that I have nothing to worry about.Still,my anxieties will be until it is all over.I always fear that the vehicle will not pass and my feelings will stay until it's official.Again,I am hoping that nothing else is wrong.
I took a nap for over an hour when I got home.I felt better when I woke up and I ate a light dinner afterwards.
After dinner,I registered all the bills that I had at Where's George and I also caught up on some last minute e-mails before I shut down for the night.I am also hoping to get some gas before the evening is through.I am hoping that tomorow will work out for me.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the shift goes well.After that,I have to go to my mechanic to have my new windshield installed and I am hoping that this is all I need to pass inspection and that I need nothing else futher.Until then,I am still going to feel anxious about this whole thing.Again,I am hoping that everything will be okay.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty good day today.
The work day went by smoothly.I didn't have any problems.I simply did the usual and I when I was done,I simply bagged everything that was clean and dropped it off at the rehab center.I went home afterwards.
During the lunch hour,I paid a visit to my mechanic so he could take a brief look at my windshield to determine if this was passable.But when he looked at it,he gave me an unhappy look and said that it was "pretty bad" and that it had to be replaced.Of course,I was expecting the worst when I went there and it didn't disappoint me.But I know that I have to shell out nearly $300.00 for the repairs to the windshield.But I would like my car to pass inspection so I have nothing to worry about for a long time.So,I have no choice but to get it done.I will have it done on Thursday afternoon and I am hoping that this is all I need to pass inspection.
I didn't go to the meeting that I was hoping to go to tonight.The reason why I didn't go is because of what happened to my windshield and the rainty weather that we were having.According to the Western New York chapter of the National Weather Service,it was going to rain for most of the day and I felt that due to these circumstances,it would be best if I stayed home.I even called the group leader and told him my situation and he understood.He also advised me to come when I can.I simply said "Okay & Thanks."
I am at home relaxing.I am feeling a little tired after the long day that I had and also hearing the crushing news about my windshield having to be replaced in order for my car to pass inspection and again,I am hoping that this is all I need.I am hoping for the best and expecting the worst.
Tomorrow is simply a pick-up day.I am hoping that the pick-up goes well.After that,I am just going to stay home and take it easy.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty boring & uneventful day today.
I was home for most of the day due to a terrible storm that we were having.It started last night by raining heavily with thunder and lightning all around.This morning,it was still raining but it would stop for about 1/2 an hour.But after 12:00p.m.,we started having thunder and lightning all around but instead of rain coming down,we had nickel sized hail and it was a very heavy hail storm.I was working on my PC when this started and was also trying to watch a movie while this was happening.The thunder was the loudest that we had ever experienced in a long time and this was also the first hail storm that we had in a few years.In my hometown,there isn't a whole lot to do when you have a storm of epic proportions happening.The hail storm lasted for a little over 20 minutes.It just came down like crazy and there was really nothing to do except stay home and relax.
After the hail storm was over,a heavy torrential downpour happened and that lasted for most of the day going into the late afternoon.At least,I got to watch the rest of the movie because the thunder and lightning stopped.This was the only thing that I could do with a storm like that.
After the movie,I turned off the TV and went upstairs to my room to take a nap because I was a little tired.I laid down for about 1/2 an hour and when I got back up,I made my bed.While I was laying down,my mom prepared dinner in the kitchen and I patiently waited for dinner to be done.
After eating,I decided to do a couple of things for myself.First,I went to a supermarket to pick up a jar of hamburger sliced style pickles.I bought these to replace a jar that is almost empty because my mom and I ate quite a few sandwiches over the last few days and I bought the jar to replace it so we will still have some when the jar is empty.I also stopped at a local Dairy Queen to have a dipped ice cream cone.It was wonderful and I enjoyed it.I went home afterwards.
When I got home,it started to rain again and at the moment,it is raining and it is really coming down.We have been having some crazy weather today with non-stop rain with only a few small breaks in between rain showers.Fortunately for me,I don't have to go anywhere for the night.I am just hoping that this rain stops soon because I am just tired of constant rain showers.Not only that,when I got outside to my car,my windshield got hit by the hail.It isn't a very big crack but it could affect my inspection status when I take it to get inspected on Wednesday.I was going to go today but the storm today kept me home and I felt that it was best if I cancelled my appointment due to the storm.Before I go to work tomorrow,I am going to call my mechanic to ask him if this will affect my inspection status.I am hoping that it won't but I have a feeling that I might have to replace the windshield before my car can pass inspection.
Last night,the movie that I went to see,the reimagining of Prom Night,was pretty good.It wasn't a great picture but it was a pretty good film.I actually liked what they did here to this.Instead of a straight-forward remake of the classic 1980 film that starred Jamie Lee Curtis and Leslie Neilson,the makers of the film tried a different approac where a young girl is terrorized by visions of a former teacher of hers who was obsessed with her that he killed her family in order to have her all to himself.3 years later,he escapes to finish what he started even if it means killing again.I will not give too much away but I do recommend this film who would like something different for a change other than the standard horror/scary flick.I will be eagerly awaiting that DVD release of this film,which will be August 18th of this year.
Right now,the only DVD that I am waiting on is the complete series of The Hudson Brothers Razzle Dazzle Show.It is supposed to come before the end of this week.I can hardly wait for that to come in.
Tomorrow is a work day,I am hoping that the work day goes smoothly.I am also looking forward to the group but if it rains really bad tomorrow,I might just stay home and go to the next meeting in just two weeks.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.When I woke up this morning,I had breakfast and waited for the coffee to get done.I also waited for the computer to warm up so I could do my personal PC work.While waiting,I watched a little bit of a movie to prevent me from getting bored.After that,I started my personal PC work.
After finishing that,I shut the computer down and I decided to take a drive out to the area where the men's sexual addiction group that I am hoping to attend so I could get a full familiarity with the area and to know what the area looked like.Of course,I had to call the moderator a few times for directions on how to get to the place where the meetings are going to be.I am hoping to attend this Tuesday and I am also hoping to get a lot out of it.I feel that I need this because I am addicted to certain forms of sexual activity,namely performing oral sex on other men and masturbating and I feel that I could use some help and support in this area from other men who understand because there aren't a lot of groups of that nature in my hometown.Again,I am hoping to attend and I am also looking forward to the first group meeting Tuesday night.I am also hoping to get a lot out of it.
After I found the area and the place,I headed for home.It was a long drive but it was wonderful.On the way home,I had to stop and get some gas in my tank and to get a couple bags of ground coffee because we were almost out.After those things,I headed for home.
After a light dinner,I registered a couple of bills at Where's George and to do some last minute work on my PC.As for the rest of the evening,I am going to see a movie tonight.I am going to see the 2008 reimagining of the 1980 classic horror flick Prom Night.I am hoping that the film will be worth the money that I spend.I watched the original 1980 film on Friday night to reaquaint myself with the classic before seeing this new version.Again,I am hoping that this new version will be worth it.
Last night,my night of entertaining the crowd went great.I even tried out a new song and I even reaquainted myself with a song that I had done during the days at the old lounge where I used to sing at before they closed down.It was another awesome night and I am looking forward to next Saturday night night.I am hoping that next Saturday night will be as wonderful as last night.
After seeing the movie,I am thinking of going to the place where I entertain to have a drink or two with the guys.I am hoping that I get some great talks with the guys there.
Tomorrow is my day off.I do have an appointment with my mechanic to have my car inspected.I am hoping that my car passes inspection.
That was my weekend and my hopes for the beginning of the week ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty good day today.
The day started out pretty good.I woke up and I had something to eat.I also watched a little bit of a movie that I had in my DVD library.After doing these things,I decided to go out and check out a rummage sale that a local church was having.I looked around for a while and the only thing that I bought was a Disney mug with pictures of Mickey Mouse,Donald Duck and Minnie Mouse riding on a carousel.It was only a dime and it is a pretty neat mug.I washed it when I got home a little later after I finished what I had to do and my mom put it away somewhere.
After I left there,I went to a card store to pick up a few Father's Day cards and to buy a bottle of dish detergent.After that,I went home to relax for a bit.
A little later,I called a friend to let him know that I had received his birthday present and I asked when I could drop it off.He actually came and picked it up and he said Thanks.He told me that he and his brother were running a little late and he couldn't stay very long.He left.
After that,I went out to pick up a couple more things for my mom and I also turned in some cans that I had in a trash bag.These were ones that I found a few night ago when I was coming home from my last SSA Recovery meeting on Tuesday.I just wanted to get them in the store so the trunk would be more roomy for anything else.
When I got home,I bathed to get ready for tonight and I had a light dinner.I also registered a couple more bills at Where's George and decided to do some last minute computer work.Despite a setback earlier,which consisted of a traffic jam in another area of New York state,I had a pretty good day.I managed to get a lot done and that gave me a feeling of accomplishment.
Tonight,I am going to be singing up a storm.I can hardly wait for tonight.I am awaiting the evening with a lot of optimism and enthusiasm.I hope that things go well for me.Though I rarely,if ever,have an off night,I still hope for things to go well.You never know what might happen.But I have a feeling that everything will work out tonight.Still,I hope.
As for the rest of the weekend,I haven't made any plans but whatever I do,I hope that it gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the rest of the weekend.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.
The work shift went as smoothly as expected.I managed to get quite a bit done in the short period of time that I had and I also had a very pleasant lunch.
I only did very little in way of work.But it was still a lot.After I bagged everything,I dropped it off at the rehab center and headed for home.
On the way home,I cashed my paycheck and I made a stop along the way after that.I went to a supermarket to buy a couple jars of German sauerkraut and I remembered that my auto insurance was due today so I went home first before I headed to the next store to get a few more things for my mom.I dropped the sauerkraut off at home and left to pay my auto insurance bill at my agent's office.After paying that,I went to get those last few things that my mom needed.
After I got home,I went through my mail and I received the Song of the South DVD's that I was waiting for.That really made my day.I ordered one for myself and another for a friend.At first,when I saw PAL and Region 2 on the back,I was a little concerned but after I contacted the seller,she assured me that the DVD will play if I tried it out immediately.I did and it did play.I was not only concerened about myself.I was mainly concerned about my friend when I would be giving him his when I can do so.But after I tried it,I know that he will be surprised.
I am glad that the weekend is here.I am looking forward to tomorrow night,when I will be singing up a storm for the crowd tomorrow night.I am hoping that the night goes well for me.
I am now relaxing.I am anticipating the upcoming weekend.I am hoping that the weekend goes well but as for Sunday,I haven't made any plans but whatever I do,I am hoping that it gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the upcoming weekend.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.
The work shift went by smoothly with nothing negative happening.There was also no messes to clean up at the rehab center when I went to pick up the laundry this morning.Even the lunch period was really swell.After my job was finished,I bagged all the clean laundry and dropped it off at the center.I headed for home afterwards.
On the way home,I stopped at a post office to mail out something important for my mom.It was something that just needed to get out and after that was done,I headed for home and didn't stop for anything except when I had to.
When I got home,I decided to relax for a while and take it easy.I also watched The Gong Show Movie and it was wonderful to see this film after 24 years.The last time I saw this was on the Late Late Show on WPIX when I was 14 years old.It was as good as I remembered it.I used to watch The Gong Show a lot when I was younger and it was a crazy show.The acts they had were totally off the wall.This was one of my favorite TV shows and it was hilarious.I also recently saw clips from the show on YouTube recently and it was awesome seeing all those classic clips after all these years.I loved watching this movie again after so many years and it was wonderful to rediscover this film after 24 years.The film is sort of a pseudodocumentary on the day to day life of Chuck Barris and what he went through regarding getting acts on the show and how he dealt with the people behind the scenes.It also chronicled his personal life and how he almsot suffered a nervous breakdown as a result of his lack of rest and always surrounding himself with the show and anything else having to do with it.Overall,a pretty good movie and a nice rediscovery.
After watching the movie,I finished my personal PC work and dropped my mom at the supermarket so she could do her shopping.
Whie she was shopping,I decided to go to a local Salvation Army thrift shop to look around.I managed to find some 45 r.p.m.records there and I dropped them off at home before going to pick my mom up from the supermarket after her shopping was done.
After dropping her off at home,I watched a little bit of news and I ran an errand for her as she prepared dinner.It was simply to pick up a few more things that she had forgotten to but at the supermarket.
After a light dinner,which were homemade submarine sandwiches,I decided to do some last minute personal PC work before calling it a day.The day was actually pretty good and I had some pretty nice moments to myself and I felt better.Overall,a very good day.
Tomorrow is another work day.I am hoping that the shift goes well.After that,it's the weekend.
That was my day today and my hopes for teh day ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.
The laundry pick-up went a little rocky because I had to pick up a mess in the laundry room today.It was a huge mess at that.It took me five minutes to clean it up.
When I got to the worksite,I had lunch before I sorted out all the laundry.It was simply a light salad and after I sorted out the laundry,I left.
When I got home,I chose to take it easy for a bit before going to my appointment with the sexual abuse support counselor.I simply sat in a chair and watched a little bit of a movie before going to the session.I also wanted to make sure that everything was in good working order on my computer before going.
My session with the sexual abuse support counselor went great.It was yet another great talk.I shared with her what has been going on in my life and preparing a treatment report.My next appointment with her will be in almost a month.I am just going to have to hang in there until then.But I am holding onto the hope that nothing really negative will happen for that length of time.I am just going to go with the flow until that next time.
I am now at home relaxing.I am also anticipating the next day.It is now pretty cool weatherwise.We had a pretty wonderful day weatherwise with the weather not being as humid as it has been.We are supposed to get rain by the end of the week.I can feel it in my right foot.But we are supposed to clear up by mid Saturday.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the shift goes well.After work,I am just going to go home and take it easy for a while.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.

Tonight,I am feeling great.I had a pretty good day today.
The work day,despite a rocky end,was a smooth one.But I had to rush through to get the job done by the end of the day and to also remember to get my personal stuff out of the cellar so they could lock up for the day.Apparently,a minor misunderstanding happened where the division coordinator smelled bleach coming from the basement but I don't know how that could be because I didn't put any bleach in the laundry loads.I did share with the job coach the whole story and she told me that the coordinator didn't say anything to her and that she would at least try to talk with him and see if something can be reached.I will be checking with her tomorrow to see if anything did come about.After I hurriedly bagged the clean laundry and got my personal stuff together,I dropped everything off at the rehab center and after making a stop along the way at a store for a bottle of water,I headed for home.
The day weatherwise was very humid.Despite having some rain,the day was still HAZY & HUMID and the rain did little to cool everything down.But I tried to keep a positive attitude about this and when I arrived home,I had to get ready for the last meeting of the SSA Recovery group that has now ended.
I did finish my personal PC work and I also had a light dinner because tonight's final meeting with the SSA Recovery group was going to be special.I wanted to make sure that my appetite was saved for the food that they were going to serve.
The final meeting was the coup de grace.We ended this group with many prayers and many sharings of what we got out of this.We also had lots of party type food and that was really neato.It was a wonderful finale and I was overjoyed to meet a great group of wonderful people.Not only that,I am hoping to be getting together with the next phase of SSA recovery.Starting next Tuesday,there will be a spiritually themed sexual addiction group meeting at another church somewhere else.I am hoping to get an awful lot out of this group once it starts.I am hoping that this next group really benefits me in a positive way.Again,I am looking forward to that first group meeting next week.
Tomorrow is simply a pick-up day.I am hoping that the pick-up really goes smoothly.I also have an appointment with my sexual abuse support counselor in the afternoon.I am hoping that the session with her also goes well.
When I did get home earlier today,I checked my mail and one of the movies that I ordered via IOFFER had arrived.It is The Gong Show Movie.I did watch a little bit of it and hopefully on Thursday afternoon,I want to watch the whole film.The other movie that I am waiting on is Song Of The South,which is a WalT Disney classic.I ordered two of those.One for me and one for that friend whose birthday just passed and that his live-in girlfriend and I celebrated.I am hoping that he will appreciate getting this film.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling pretty good but also exausted.I had a not too exciting day.
Today,I was home for much of the day due to the weather being as HAZY,HOT & HUMID as it has been for the past several days.The sun was really beating down on the earth like you wouldn't believe.So,I stayed home and took it easy for much of the day after I woke up.I did my personal PC work and I also watched a movie or two on my DVD player.On a day like today,with the weather being the way it was,there really isn't much to do so I figured that I would take it easy.
I only went out once today.It was simply to run an errand for my mom and I also managed to fit in something for myself.While out,I put some more gas in the gas tank and I headed for home to have dinner.
After a light dinner,I watched ABC News and I also did some last minute personal PC work so it can be done before the night is through.It was just checking some last minute e-mail and to post what happened today with me on here.Still,it was a pretty good day today even if it wasn't too eventful.
I am now relaxing.I am also anticipating the next day.We are supposed to have a cool down starting tomorrow.It will be a welcome relief after feeling all the haziness of the heat and humidity over the past several days.It will be a welcome relief.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the day goes smoothly.I also have my final meeting with the SSA Recovery group.It was a wonderful 12 weeks and after that,I will be moving on to the new group,which will be a spiritually themed sex addicts group.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.
I did wake up this morning feeling sick.My stomach was hurting and I was getting up to constantly go to the bathroom.Mostly,it was to get rid of waste but there was also much urinating.I was hoping to get up and go back to church but my sickness kept me in bed.This uneasy mood was not very good for me and I wound up masturbating all because of the uneasy and queasy mood that I was in.While in the bathroom,I did ask the creator to forgive me for the fall and I did feel better.To help alleviate my boredom,I decided to watch Jason Goes To Hell:The Final Friday when I got out of bad.It was great to reacquaint myself with this film after a long time.Of course,this really wasn't the final film in the Friday The 13th film series.They did make the film Jason X in 2002 to whet the appetite of the fans who were waiting for Freddy VS Jason,which came out a year later.My boredom was alleviated and I did my personal PC work.I am hoping to start going back to church next week and I am also hoping that I do not get sick next week.
After I was done,I had lunch and I also went out to do a few personal things for myself.While out,I bought a bottle of water so I could keep hydrated.It was a very HAZY,HOT & HUMID day today with the sun really beating down.But later,it did start clouding up and I decided to head for home.
When I got home,my mom was getting dinner ready to be served.I simply took off my clothes and I sat most of the time in my underpants because of the really HUMID conditions that we were having.I was just glad to be home so I could take it easy and relax a bit.
After I ate dinner,I watched ABC News and when that was over,I decided to do some last minute personal PC work before the night is through.Right now,the weather outside is thundering and lightning and only light rain but it could turn heavy before we know it around where I am living.If the weather does let up,I might go out and have a drink or two with the guys over at the place where I entertain and have some really good conversations with the guys.
Last night,my night of entertaining the crowd went great.It was another awesome night.I had a blast singing up a storm and I received a lot of positive responses from the gang that were there.It was wonderful and I am looking forward to next Saturday night.
Tomorrow is my day off.I haven't made any plans for tomorrow but whatever I do,I hope that it benefits me positively.
That was my weekend and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ