Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty fair day today.
It rained for most of the day.The morning was basically rain free but when the early afternoon came,it rained and it did so for the rest of the afternoon.My feelings of sadness and depression are still here as a result of that.I am hoping that this dismal weather pattern ceases soon.We are supposed to get nicer weather starting Tuesday.I am hoping that it does happen so the roof can get fixed and we have no problems for quite a while.
Despite the rain,I did run a couple of errands.I had to pick up a few things for mom and I also had to get some gas in my tank.I also had to pick up a few prescriptions for my mom at the local drug store.After that,I headed straight home and I have not left the house since then.
When I got home,I bathed and I ate dinner.I also registered a few more bills at Where's George and I am now ready for the rest of the evening.
Tonight,I am going to be singing up a storm.I look forward to singing each and every Saturday night.I am hoping that the night works out for me.Though I rarely,if ever,have an off night,I always hope for things to go well.You never know what might happen.I still have the feeling that everything will work out right.Still,I hope.
As for the rest of the weekend,I haven't made any plans.But whatever I do,I hope that it benefits me in a positive manner.
That was my dat today and my hops for the rest of the weekend.FJ
Saturday, September 13, 2008
Friday, September 12, 2008
Tonight,I am feeling okay.I am feeling a little bit depressed and tired.I had a pretty fair day today.
The work shift went smoothly and I also had a good lunch before starting my shift.It was a pretty good work shift and I got a lot done in the period of time that I had.
The weather was what really affected my mood.It rained almost the entire day.The reason why I am feeling depressed all because of rain is because I am still hoping that the roof can get fixed soon.I am getting sick of pouring water out of the bucket that is under the leaky spot.I am hoping that this rain stops soon.Most of the rain that we are getting are the remains of Hurricane Ike as it weakens into a depression.I am hoping most of this dies down soon so the roof can get fixed because I am sick of that leak and I am tired of pouring out the water that leaks into the bucket.Not only that,we have been getting a lot of rain since this Summer.The song "Rain,Rain Go Away" is buzzing in my head constantly and I am getting rather sad as the rain is coming down.Again,I am hoping that the rain stops soon and that the roof can get fixed soon as well.
I only ran 2 errands.I went to the post office to mail out a bil that needed to be paid and I also had to buy a couple of things that my mom needed.While doing these things,I cashed my paycheck at my employers bank.When I got home,I decided to stay home for the rest of the day because there was really no place to go when the day is rainy.
After eating,I registered all the bills at the Where's George site and I also did some much needed catching up on personal PC work,which included sharing my day and how I feel on this blog here.
I am also feeling depressed because I did take a peek at some Gay porn online.I feel miserable because I am not supposed to be looking at that stuff.I am supposed to be on the path to obtaining my true gender identity and I know that looking at porn of that nature only reinforces the Homosexual/Gay identity.I am hoping that whoever reads this blog prays for me because I do need the strength to resist the temptation to look at Gay porn.I also DO NOT want to start over having sexual relations with men in any way shape or form,even though I have been having cravings to do that lately and I don't want to give up and surrender over to those unnatural desires because that isn't going to give me any positive fulfillment.Again,any prayers would be appreciated.I would also appreciate any advice on how to resist the temptation to look at Gay porn.Thanks.
I am glad that the weekend is finally here.I am looking forward to entertaining the crowd over at the place where I entertain tomorrow night and I am hoping that the evening goes well for me.As for the rest of the weekend,I have not made any plans but whatever I do,I hope that it gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the upcoming weekend.FJ
The work shift went smoothly and I also had a good lunch before starting my shift.It was a pretty good work shift and I got a lot done in the period of time that I had.
The weather was what really affected my mood.It rained almost the entire day.The reason why I am feeling depressed all because of rain is because I am still hoping that the roof can get fixed soon.I am getting sick of pouring water out of the bucket that is under the leaky spot.I am hoping that this rain stops soon.Most of the rain that we are getting are the remains of Hurricane Ike as it weakens into a depression.I am hoping most of this dies down soon so the roof can get fixed because I am sick of that leak and I am tired of pouring out the water that leaks into the bucket.Not only that,we have been getting a lot of rain since this Summer.The song "Rain,Rain Go Away" is buzzing in my head constantly and I am getting rather sad as the rain is coming down.Again,I am hoping that the rain stops soon and that the roof can get fixed soon as well.
I only ran 2 errands.I went to the post office to mail out a bil that needed to be paid and I also had to buy a couple of things that my mom needed.While doing these things,I cashed my paycheck at my employers bank.When I got home,I decided to stay home for the rest of the day because there was really no place to go when the day is rainy.
After eating,I registered all the bills at the Where's George site and I also did some much needed catching up on personal PC work,which included sharing my day and how I feel on this blog here.
I am also feeling depressed because I did take a peek at some Gay porn online.I feel miserable because I am not supposed to be looking at that stuff.I am supposed to be on the path to obtaining my true gender identity and I know that looking at porn of that nature only reinforces the Homosexual/Gay identity.I am hoping that whoever reads this blog prays for me because I do need the strength to resist the temptation to look at Gay porn.I also DO NOT want to start over having sexual relations with men in any way shape or form,even though I have been having cravings to do that lately and I don't want to give up and surrender over to those unnatural desires because that isn't going to give me any positive fulfillment.Again,any prayers would be appreciated.I would also appreciate any advice on how to resist the temptation to look at Gay porn.Thanks.
I am glad that the weekend is finally here.I am looking forward to entertaining the crowd over at the place where I entertain tomorrow night and I am hoping that the evening goes well for me.As for the rest of the weekend,I have not made any plans but whatever I do,I hope that it gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the upcoming weekend.FJ
Thursday, September 11, 2008
Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.
The work shift went by smoothly.I simply did what I had to do in the short period of time that I had.After my work was done,I had lunch and I bagged evereything that was clean and I dropped it off at the rehab center.After that,I went home.
When I got there,I had to go to the bank to withdraw some money for my mom and I also did a little bit of shopping for her.After that was done,I headed straight home and I stayed there for the rest of the day.I was thinking of going to the sexual addiction support group meeting but I changed my mind.I had an attack of diarrhea tonight and even after I had taken medicine for it,I had two more attacks.But after the third attack,I did not take any more medicine because I didn't want to wind up with constipation.
When I got home from shopping,I chose to take a nap,which was for only 1/2 an hour.After that,I decided to finish my personal PC work and I had dinner afterwards.
After eating,I registered some money at the Where's George site and I also visited the IMDB for a while.I was looking up some info on the 1986 Sci-Fi/Action film The Wraith,which starred Charlie Sheen in the title role.I do have this on VHS.I also did some catching up on my personal PC work.Overall,a pretty good day.
Despite having some pretty good day over this period,I am under a lot of stress.The roofers have not started yet on the roof and my mind has been drifting back and forth into my past.I have been getting tempted to act out on my desires for quite a while and I have been talking to myself pretending that there are people asking me to perform a sexual act on them and me agreeing to perform it.Last night,I did say a long but heartfelt prayer to the creator asking him for help and guidance for removing these things from my head and to help me keep my mind clear.Don't worry anyone out there,I have not acted out nor so I plan to act out.I just need some prayers to help me keep my strength to resist temptation and to avoid sinning seriously.I also have to keep in mind that acting out sexually is NOT going to fulfill the basic needs that I need to have fulfilled.I will only get the feeling that I am fulfilled but once that feeling is gone,I will still feel as empty as I was before the acting out.I have to keep track of my mind and when the temptation comes,pray about it until it goes away and then change my frame of mind and do something else.
Admittedly,I have also watched some Gay themed pornography as well.I have not watched any tonight but I have watched it and I am hoping not to fall again.Likewise,Gay porn will also NOT fulfill my basic needs,either.I also have to keep that in mind.Please pray that I will remain strong and that the creator will help keep me strong to resist temptations.
I am now relaxing and taking it easy.I am hoping that the next few days will go smoothly.
Tomorrow is another work day and I am hoping that the shift goes well.After that,it's the weekend.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
The work shift went by smoothly.I simply did what I had to do in the short period of time that I had.After my work was done,I had lunch and I bagged evereything that was clean and I dropped it off at the rehab center.After that,I went home.
When I got there,I had to go to the bank to withdraw some money for my mom and I also did a little bit of shopping for her.After that was done,I headed straight home and I stayed there for the rest of the day.I was thinking of going to the sexual addiction support group meeting but I changed my mind.I had an attack of diarrhea tonight and even after I had taken medicine for it,I had two more attacks.But after the third attack,I did not take any more medicine because I didn't want to wind up with constipation.
When I got home from shopping,I chose to take a nap,which was for only 1/2 an hour.After that,I decided to finish my personal PC work and I had dinner afterwards.
After eating,I registered some money at the Where's George site and I also visited the IMDB for a while.I was looking up some info on the 1986 Sci-Fi/Action film The Wraith,which starred Charlie Sheen in the title role.I do have this on VHS.I also did some catching up on my personal PC work.Overall,a pretty good day.
Despite having some pretty good day over this period,I am under a lot of stress.The roofers have not started yet on the roof and my mind has been drifting back and forth into my past.I have been getting tempted to act out on my desires for quite a while and I have been talking to myself pretending that there are people asking me to perform a sexual act on them and me agreeing to perform it.Last night,I did say a long but heartfelt prayer to the creator asking him for help and guidance for removing these things from my head and to help me keep my mind clear.Don't worry anyone out there,I have not acted out nor so I plan to act out.I just need some prayers to help me keep my strength to resist temptation and to avoid sinning seriously.I also have to keep in mind that acting out sexually is NOT going to fulfill the basic needs that I need to have fulfilled.I will only get the feeling that I am fulfilled but once that feeling is gone,I will still feel as empty as I was before the acting out.I have to keep track of my mind and when the temptation comes,pray about it until it goes away and then change my frame of mind and do something else.
Admittedly,I have also watched some Gay themed pornography as well.I have not watched any tonight but I have watched it and I am hoping not to fall again.Likewise,Gay porn will also NOT fulfill my basic needs,either.I also have to keep that in mind.Please pray that I will remain strong and that the creator will help keep me strong to resist temptations.
I am now relaxing and taking it easy.I am hoping that the next few days will go smoothly.
Tomorrow is another work day and I am hoping that the shift goes well.After that,it's the weekend.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
Wednesday, September 10, 2008
Tuesday, September 09, 2008
Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.
The work day went by smoothly.I simply did what I had to do in the period of time that I had and when that was done,I simply did what I had to do afterwards and headed for home.
On the way home,I had to visit with a friend because he needed to discuss a personal matter with me.The matter was over transferring his gas bill in my name but I decided against because I felt that this was too complicated of a matter for me to take on and plus,I am already having more than enough stress in my life as it is already.They understood and I went straight home,where I have been since coming home.
The early morning hours started with a little rain whiel I was still sound asleep.I didn't know it until I saw the dampness outside when I left for work today.Plus,my right leg was hurting me a little bit this morning.It is now feeling better but I don't know for how long.There is still the possibility of more rain during the week.There have been too many rainy days in my area this year and the roofers have not been able to start as a result.They were almost caught up until it started raining again.This has been a real drag and we have been waiting since mid-August for the weather to get better and for the rain to stop so the roof can be fixed.I am hoping and praying that the weather will be decent next week so they can start the work as hoped.I would like the roof to be fixed before the winter sets in.I need prayers.Thanks.
I am now relaxing and taking it easy.I have been home since coming home today.There is really no place to go on a day like this when there is no place open.But I am trying to make the best out of it.
Tomorrow is simply a pick-up day.I am hoping that the pick-up goes smoothly.After that,I have the afternoon off.
That was my day today and my hopes for teh day ahead.FJ
The work day went by smoothly.I simply did what I had to do in the period of time that I had and when that was done,I simply did what I had to do afterwards and headed for home.
On the way home,I had to visit with a friend because he needed to discuss a personal matter with me.The matter was over transferring his gas bill in my name but I decided against because I felt that this was too complicated of a matter for me to take on and plus,I am already having more than enough stress in my life as it is already.They understood and I went straight home,where I have been since coming home.
The early morning hours started with a little rain whiel I was still sound asleep.I didn't know it until I saw the dampness outside when I left for work today.Plus,my right leg was hurting me a little bit this morning.It is now feeling better but I don't know for how long.There is still the possibility of more rain during the week.There have been too many rainy days in my area this year and the roofers have not been able to start as a result.They were almost caught up until it started raining again.This has been a real drag and we have been waiting since mid-August for the weather to get better and for the rain to stop so the roof can be fixed.I am hoping and praying that the weather will be decent next week so they can start the work as hoped.I would like the roof to be fixed before the winter sets in.I need prayers.Thanks.
I am now relaxing and taking it easy.I have been home since coming home today.There is really no place to go on a day like this when there is no place open.But I am trying to make the best out of it.
Tomorrow is simply a pick-up day.I am hoping that the pick-up goes smoothly.After that,I have the afternoon off.
That was my day today and my hopes for teh day ahead.FJ
Monday, September 08, 2008
Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.
Today was my day off.I simply used the time to run a few errands for my mom.I just completed the last two errands for my mom.I am now at home relaxing.
For most of the day,I simply took it easy and relaxed.I really didn't have too much to do.I simply rested up.I also did my personal PC work while doing so.While out,I had lunch at a coffee shop and I started my run of errands.It was just a few things that my mom needed.
When I got home,I decided to lay down for a while.I also put a record on my stereo to listen to while laying down.I really wasn't tired but I felt like laying down for a bit before dinner.
After I ate,I decided to go and do the aforementioned errands for my mom.I also ran into a couple of people visiting from Boston Massachusetts.I talked with them for a while I was at the supermarket getting the last minute things that my mom needed before heading off to the local Wal-Mart to get a couple of things for myself.Overall,a pretty good day.
I am now relaxing.I am also awaiting the premiere of the second season of Terminator:The Sarah Connor Chronicles.I have been awaiting this premiere since the first run ended early this year.I am hoping that the first episode is a great one.The last run was terrific.I am hoping for another terrific run this time out.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the day goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
Today was my day off.I simply used the time to run a few errands for my mom.I just completed the last two errands for my mom.I am now at home relaxing.
For most of the day,I simply took it easy and relaxed.I really didn't have too much to do.I simply rested up.I also did my personal PC work while doing so.While out,I had lunch at a coffee shop and I started my run of errands.It was just a few things that my mom needed.
When I got home,I decided to lay down for a while.I also put a record on my stereo to listen to while laying down.I really wasn't tired but I felt like laying down for a bit before dinner.
After I ate,I decided to go and do the aforementioned errands for my mom.I also ran into a couple of people visiting from Boston Massachusetts.I talked with them for a while I was at the supermarket getting the last minute things that my mom needed before heading off to the local Wal-Mart to get a couple of things for myself.Overall,a pretty good day.
I am now relaxing.I am also awaiting the premiere of the second season of Terminator:The Sarah Connor Chronicles.I have been awaiting this premiere since the first run ended early this year.I am hoping that the first episode is a great one.The last run was terrific.I am hoping for another terrific run this time out.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the day goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
Sunday, September 07, 2008
Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty fair day today.
First off,when I woke up,I had another painful feeling in my stomach.Though I did get up to eat a bowl of cereal,I had to use the bathroom three times during the morning and it was pretty painful.
In the afternoon,I did feel a little bit better.But part of the reason why I was feeling sick was that it was raining for most of the morning.Dampness at times makes me feel sick.But as the weather improved little by little,I started feeling better.I even managed to make it out to run an errand for my mom.
While I was out,I stopped at a local shopping mall and had a light lunch.After that,I finished what I had set out to do.I had to pick up a few things for my mom at a local supermarket but I had to complete the trip at another local supermarket because the one that I went to didn't have everything that my mom wanted me to get.After that,I headed for home.
When I got home,I simply relaxed on my bed and listened to a little bit of music on my stereo.I have been spinning my vinyl records for quite a while now and that is something in this day and age.In this day and age,most people are downloading music and other things onto their IPOD'S and personal computers.The only thing is that it isn't the same.Vinyl has a much warmer and richer sound than any digital download.But with vinyl making a serious comeback in our day and age,it is amazing that these days,authentic sound is now being taken seriously again.Because with vinyl records,you are getting authentic sound.With digital downloads and compressed digital formats like CD's,it just isn't the same.
After eating dinner,I registered a few more bills at Where's George and did some catching up on last minute personal PC work.I also watched some music videos and clips from Press Your Luck on YouTube.Despite the rocky start,it was a pretty fair day today overall.
My night of entertaining the crowd went wonderfully well.It was yet another awesome night.I had a blast entertaining the crowd and they were very appreciative.I am looking forward to next Saturday night so I can do it again.For the rest of the night,I am thinking of going out and having a drink or two with the gang at the place where I entertain and I am hoping for some great talks with the guys.
Tomorrow is my day off.I am hoping that the day will be a great one.
That was my weekend and my hopes for the start of the new week ahead.FJ
First off,when I woke up,I had another painful feeling in my stomach.Though I did get up to eat a bowl of cereal,I had to use the bathroom three times during the morning and it was pretty painful.
In the afternoon,I did feel a little bit better.But part of the reason why I was feeling sick was that it was raining for most of the morning.Dampness at times makes me feel sick.But as the weather improved little by little,I started feeling better.I even managed to make it out to run an errand for my mom.
While I was out,I stopped at a local shopping mall and had a light lunch.After that,I finished what I had set out to do.I had to pick up a few things for my mom at a local supermarket but I had to complete the trip at another local supermarket because the one that I went to didn't have everything that my mom wanted me to get.After that,I headed for home.
When I got home,I simply relaxed on my bed and listened to a little bit of music on my stereo.I have been spinning my vinyl records for quite a while now and that is something in this day and age.In this day and age,most people are downloading music and other things onto their IPOD'S and personal computers.The only thing is that it isn't the same.Vinyl has a much warmer and richer sound than any digital download.But with vinyl making a serious comeback in our day and age,it is amazing that these days,authentic sound is now being taken seriously again.Because with vinyl records,you are getting authentic sound.With digital downloads and compressed digital formats like CD's,it just isn't the same.
After eating dinner,I registered a few more bills at Where's George and did some catching up on last minute personal PC work.I also watched some music videos and clips from Press Your Luck on YouTube.Despite the rocky start,it was a pretty fair day today overall.
My night of entertaining the crowd went wonderfully well.It was yet another awesome night.I had a blast entertaining the crowd and they were very appreciative.I am looking forward to next Saturday night so I can do it again.For the rest of the night,I am thinking of going out and having a drink or two with the gang at the place where I entertain and I am hoping for some great talks with the guys.
Tomorrow is my day off.I am hoping that the day will be a great one.
That was my weekend and my hopes for the start of the new week ahead.FJ
Saturday, September 06, 2008
Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I simply took it easy for much of the day.There really wasn't an awful lot to do.Plus,with the possibility of rain,I didn't want to venture too far.So,I simply stayed home and relaxed for a bit while also doing my personal PC work.
Before I ate dinner,I ran a few errands.They were really pretty short.I simply had to pick up a few things and I also had to turn in a can so I could have an extra quarter for tonight when I go out.I have been looking forward to this night since the week began.I always look forward to entertaining the crowd each and every Saturday night.When I got home,I ate dinner.
After eating,I decided to register a couple more bills at the Where's George site.They were bills that I forgot to register yesterday so I felt that I should get them on there so I can track them after spending them.Overall,a pretty good day.
Tonight,as usual,I am going to be entertaining the crowd.I am looking forward to suinging up a storm for the public.I am hoping that the evening goes well.Though I rarely have an off night,I still hope for things to go well.You never know what might happen.I am also feeling hopeful and optimistic.I have a feeling that the night will go well.Still,I hope and there is nothing wrong with that.
As for the rest of the weekend,I haven't made any plans but whatever I do,I hope that it gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the rest of the weekend.FJ
Today,I simply took it easy for much of the day.There really wasn't an awful lot to do.Plus,with the possibility of rain,I didn't want to venture too far.So,I simply stayed home and relaxed for a bit while also doing my personal PC work.
Before I ate dinner,I ran a few errands.They were really pretty short.I simply had to pick up a few things and I also had to turn in a can so I could have an extra quarter for tonight when I go out.I have been looking forward to this night since the week began.I always look forward to entertaining the crowd each and every Saturday night.When I got home,I ate dinner.
After eating,I decided to register a couple more bills at the Where's George site.They were bills that I forgot to register yesterday so I felt that I should get them on there so I can track them after spending them.Overall,a pretty good day.
Tonight,as usual,I am going to be entertaining the crowd.I am looking forward to suinging up a storm for the public.I am hoping that the evening goes well.Though I rarely have an off night,I still hope for things to go well.You never know what might happen.I am also feeling hopeful and optimistic.I have a feeling that the night will go well.Still,I hope and there is nothing wrong with that.
As for the rest of the weekend,I haven't made any plans but whatever I do,I hope that it gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the rest of the weekend.FJ
Friday, September 05, 2008
Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.
The work shift went smoothly and I did get a lot done in the short period of time that it took for me to do it.After I finished,I simply bagged it all and dropped it off at the rehab center.I headed for home afterwards.
When I got home,I picked up a check that my mom wanted me to cash and I also went and cashed my paycheck at the same time.After that,I ran a few errands for my mom.
I picked up a few things at a local supermarket.I also had to purchase a few important things that I needed as well.I headed for home the minute that I was done.
On the way home,I stopped to see how another friend of mine was doing.He told me that he was doing okay.He also told me that he has been trying to sell his house for a while but so far,there hasn't really been a reasonable offer.But he is still feeling hopeful and he feels that the right offer will come soon.When I saw the sky,I let it go at that and left.
When I got home,I realized that I didn't have my umbrella in the car.After bringing the stuff in,I told my mom that I possibly left my umbrella at the Salvation Army thrift store and I was going to go and see if I did indeed leave it there.
When I got there,it wasn't at the thrift store and I checked the supermarket where I picked up the groceries and it too wasn't there either.The final place I checked was Wal-Mart and they had it at the front counter.When they gave it to me,I left and headed straight home.
After eating,I decided to catch up on some much needed personal PC work.I also registered a whole bunch of bills at Where's George and I also visited Ebay for a while.Overall,it was a pretty good day.I am also staying home for the night due to the weather being the way it is,which is raining pretty hard.
I am glad that the weekend is finally here.I will be singing up a storm tomorrow night and I hope that all goes well.As for the rest of the weekend,I haven't made any plans but whatever I do,I hope that it gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the weekend ahead.FJ
The work shift went smoothly and I did get a lot done in the short period of time that it took for me to do it.After I finished,I simply bagged it all and dropped it off at the rehab center.I headed for home afterwards.
When I got home,I picked up a check that my mom wanted me to cash and I also went and cashed my paycheck at the same time.After that,I ran a few errands for my mom.
I picked up a few things at a local supermarket.I also had to purchase a few important things that I needed as well.I headed for home the minute that I was done.
On the way home,I stopped to see how another friend of mine was doing.He told me that he was doing okay.He also told me that he has been trying to sell his house for a while but so far,there hasn't really been a reasonable offer.But he is still feeling hopeful and he feels that the right offer will come soon.When I saw the sky,I let it go at that and left.
When I got home,I realized that I didn't have my umbrella in the car.After bringing the stuff in,I told my mom that I possibly left my umbrella at the Salvation Army thrift store and I was going to go and see if I did indeed leave it there.
When I got there,it wasn't at the thrift store and I checked the supermarket where I picked up the groceries and it too wasn't there either.The final place I checked was Wal-Mart and they had it at the front counter.When they gave it to me,I left and headed straight home.
After eating,I decided to catch up on some much needed personal PC work.I also registered a whole bunch of bills at Where's George and I also visited Ebay for a while.Overall,it was a pretty good day.I am also staying home for the night due to the weather being the way it is,which is raining pretty hard.
I am glad that the weekend is finally here.I will be singing up a storm tomorrow night and I hope that all goes well.As for the rest of the weekend,I haven't made any plans but whatever I do,I hope that it gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the weekend ahead.FJ
Thursday, September 04, 2008
Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty good day today.
The work shift went as smoothly as it was expected.I simply got a lot done in the short period of time that I had.After it was done,I bagged the clean laundry and dropped it off at the rehab center.I headed for home afterwards.
On the way home,I stopped at my regular drug store to pick up my high blood pressure medication.While there,I saw an old schoolmate of mine from my graduating class,whom I saw last when I went grocery shopping for my mom several months ago.It was a pleasure to see her and talk with her.I also saw another schoolmate of mine who was with her,whom I have not seen in almost 20 years.It was a treat seeing them both at the same time.After they left the store,I headed straight home after that.
When I got home,I dropped off my stuff and I headed out again.I had to go and pay the water bill at the local city hall and I also had to mail out some important bills that my mom needed mailed out.I also had to do a little bit of shopping for my mom for dinner tonight.After that,I headed straight home and didn't stop for nothing.I just wanted to get home and relax for the rest of the day.
Today's weather was very HOT,HAZY,HUMID & MUGGY.This is why I was anxious to get all the stuff home and take it easy for the rest of the day.I even did some personal work at home while my mom laid down for a while.It was nothing really special.It was just something that I needed to do.
After I ate,I decided to catch up on some last minute computer work.I also managed to register a couple of more bills at Where's George and I have now caught up on things for today.I can now relax and take it easy until it's time for me to go to bed.
Tomorrow is another work day.I am hoping that the shift works out well.After that,it's the weekend.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
The work shift went as smoothly as it was expected.I simply got a lot done in the short period of time that I had.After it was done,I bagged the clean laundry and dropped it off at the rehab center.I headed for home afterwards.
On the way home,I stopped at my regular drug store to pick up my high blood pressure medication.While there,I saw an old schoolmate of mine from my graduating class,whom I saw last when I went grocery shopping for my mom several months ago.It was a pleasure to see her and talk with her.I also saw another schoolmate of mine who was with her,whom I have not seen in almost 20 years.It was a treat seeing them both at the same time.After they left the store,I headed straight home after that.
When I got home,I dropped off my stuff and I headed out again.I had to go and pay the water bill at the local city hall and I also had to mail out some important bills that my mom needed mailed out.I also had to do a little bit of shopping for my mom for dinner tonight.After that,I headed straight home and didn't stop for nothing.I just wanted to get home and relax for the rest of the day.
Today's weather was very HOT,HAZY,HUMID & MUGGY.This is why I was anxious to get all the stuff home and take it easy for the rest of the day.I even did some personal work at home while my mom laid down for a while.It was nothing really special.It was just something that I needed to do.
After I ate,I decided to catch up on some last minute computer work.I also managed to register a couple of more bills at Where's George and I have now caught up on things for today.I can now relax and take it easy until it's time for me to go to bed.
Tomorrow is another work day.I am hoping that the shift works out well.After that,it's the weekend.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
Wednesday, September 03, 2008
Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had an okay day today.
The laundry pick-up went smoothly.There was no mess to clean up and after I sorted out the laundry when I dropped it off at the work site,I had a light lunch.After finishing,I left and headed for home.
On the way home,I stopped at that Salvation Army thrift shop again and I bought a whole bunch of stuff again.I only meant to buy a few things but I wound up buying more than I had planned.After I paid for them,I headed for home.
When I got home,I dropped off the stuff and I went back out to withdraw some money for my mom and myself.I also had to make a payment on my line of credit account at the bank.I headed for home after that because I didn't want to carry all of that money with me because of the high crime in my area.
When I dropped off the money,I went back out to get a few things for my mom.She needed a bottle of laundry detergent and a bottle of bleach.After getting those,I went back home.
I registered all of the money at Where's George and it was a lot.After doing that,I decided to catch up on some much needed computer work.After doing that,I went to get something to eat at Wendy's.
After eating,I finished off my personal PC work.It was a short lot and I managed to get it done.
I am now relaxing.It is a lovely evening at the moment.I am also anticipating the next day.So far,this has been a pretty good week.I had fun on the holiday and I got back into the spirit of things when I went back to work.Today was also another okay day.I am hoping that the next two days are pretty well.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the shift goes well.After that,I have the rest of the day off.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
The laundry pick-up went smoothly.There was no mess to clean up and after I sorted out the laundry when I dropped it off at the work site,I had a light lunch.After finishing,I left and headed for home.
On the way home,I stopped at that Salvation Army thrift shop again and I bought a whole bunch of stuff again.I only meant to buy a few things but I wound up buying more than I had planned.After I paid for them,I headed for home.
When I got home,I dropped off the stuff and I went back out to withdraw some money for my mom and myself.I also had to make a payment on my line of credit account at the bank.I headed for home after that because I didn't want to carry all of that money with me because of the high crime in my area.
When I dropped off the money,I went back out to get a few things for my mom.She needed a bottle of laundry detergent and a bottle of bleach.After getting those,I went back home.
I registered all of the money at Where's George and it was a lot.After doing that,I decided to catch up on some much needed computer work.After doing that,I went to get something to eat at Wendy's.
After eating,I finished off my personal PC work.It was a short lot and I managed to get it done.
I am now relaxing.It is a lovely evening at the moment.I am also anticipating the next day.So far,this has been a pretty good week.I had fun on the holiday and I got back into the spirit of things when I went back to work.Today was also another okay day.I am hoping that the next two days are pretty well.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the shift goes well.After that,I have the rest of the day off.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
Tuesday, September 02, 2008
Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.
The work day went smoothly and I managed to get a lot done.It wasn't very hard.I also had a very nice lunch and when I was done,I simply dropped off the clean laundry at the rehab center before heading straight home.
When I got home,I laid down for about a couple of hours.After I woke up,I ate a light dinner before finishing off my personal PC work.It was quite a bit but I got it done.
For the rest of the evening,I ran a couple of errands for my mom.I had to pick up a few things for my mom that she needed.The weather was also pretty decent.I actually enjoyed the short time that I was out.
I am now at home relaxing and enjoying the rest of the evening.
Today was a very good day.After having a wonderful Labor Day,where me and a friend actually went thrift shop hopping and had a nice chinese styles lunch afterwards,today was a nice way to start the work week.I had a wonderful weekend and a marvelous start of the work week.I still haven't been able to get the vinyl albums that I had purchased into the rest of my ever growing collection as of yet,but I am plaaning on it.I did add another record yesterday.It was a copy of the Cheap Trick single Mighty Wings that is on the soundtrack of the movie Top Gun.I can hardly wait to play it when it comes in the mail.I don't know what I will be adding to my collection in the near future,but whatever I add,I hope that they are as collectable as anything.
Tomorrow is a pick-up day.I hope that the pick-up goes smoothly.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
The work day went smoothly and I managed to get a lot done.It wasn't very hard.I also had a very nice lunch and when I was done,I simply dropped off the clean laundry at the rehab center before heading straight home.
When I got home,I laid down for about a couple of hours.After I woke up,I ate a light dinner before finishing off my personal PC work.It was quite a bit but I got it done.
For the rest of the evening,I ran a couple of errands for my mom.I had to pick up a few things for my mom that she needed.The weather was also pretty decent.I actually enjoyed the short time that I was out.
I am now at home relaxing and enjoying the rest of the evening.
Today was a very good day.After having a wonderful Labor Day,where me and a friend actually went thrift shop hopping and had a nice chinese styles lunch afterwards,today was a nice way to start the work week.I had a wonderful weekend and a marvelous start of the work week.I still haven't been able to get the vinyl albums that I had purchased into the rest of my ever growing collection as of yet,but I am plaaning on it.I did add another record yesterday.It was a copy of the Cheap Trick single Mighty Wings that is on the soundtrack of the movie Top Gun.I can hardly wait to play it when it comes in the mail.I don't know what I will be adding to my collection in the near future,but whatever I add,I hope that they are as collectable as anything.
Tomorrow is a pick-up day.I hope that the pick-up goes smoothly.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
Monday, September 01, 2008
Happy Labor Day,Everybody!
Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I went out with a friend to an AMVETS thrift store and we both lucked out.I found over 50 fifty vinyl albums,several 45's and a few cassettes.The cassettes were buy 1 get 1 free.We both went to a Goodwill not too far away from the AMVETS store and we also found some more stuff.We both shopped 'til we dropped and after that,we went to have lunch at a chinese restaurant,which was awesome.
After I dropped him off,I started for home.I was feeling full and I just wanted to get home to take it easy.On the way,I stopped somewhere to use the bathroom because I had to go really bad.After all the food I ate at the restaurant,I had a load that I had been holding for quite some time.I resumed heading for home but I had to make a stop at a supermarket to get something for dinner.When that was completed,I headed straight home afterwards.
When I got home,I laid down and took a nap.I was feeling rather tired after that very eventful day.I also wanted to hold off having dinner because I was still feeling full from all the food that I ate at the chinese restaurant.But after the nap,I felt better.I also had dinner when I was finally able to eat more.
After eating,I did my personal PC work,which is now finished until tomorrow.Again,a wonderful and eventful day.
Tomorrow is back to work.I am hoping that the day goes smoothly.After the terrific day that I had today,a great work day tomorrow will be just the thing to make me feel even better.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I went out with a friend to an AMVETS thrift store and we both lucked out.I found over 50 fifty vinyl albums,several 45's and a few cassettes.The cassettes were buy 1 get 1 free.We both went to a Goodwill not too far away from the AMVETS store and we also found some more stuff.We both shopped 'til we dropped and after that,we went to have lunch at a chinese restaurant,which was awesome.
After I dropped him off,I started for home.I was feeling full and I just wanted to get home to take it easy.On the way,I stopped somewhere to use the bathroom because I had to go really bad.After all the food I ate at the restaurant,I had a load that I had been holding for quite some time.I resumed heading for home but I had to make a stop at a supermarket to get something for dinner.When that was completed,I headed straight home afterwards.
When I got home,I laid down and took a nap.I was feeling rather tired after that very eventful day.I also wanted to hold off having dinner because I was still feeling full from all the food that I ate at the chinese restaurant.But after the nap,I felt better.I also had dinner when I was finally able to eat more.
After eating,I did my personal PC work,which is now finished until tomorrow.Again,a wonderful and eventful day.
Tomorrow is back to work.I am hoping that the day goes smoothly.After the terrific day that I had today,a great work day tomorrow will be just the thing to make me feel even better.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
Sunday, August 31, 2008
Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I ran a few errands.I had to buy a few things that I really needed.I also had to get out today because it was nice and I really didn't stand staying home.So,I went out and ran the errands and I had a fun time doing that.
I also finally got around to calling the group moderator and I explained my situation to him as to why I wasn't coming to the meetings.We talked for about 10 minutes and he understood my reasons and he even asked me as to how I am doing regarding the addictions and I said that it has been simply one day at a time,but it has been pretyy well.After we hung up,I told my mom that she could make her phone call because I was finished and she said okay.
After I ate dinner,I decided to do some last minute personal PC work and I also got an answer to a question that I asked regarding online issues with e-mail.That really made my night.
Last night,my night of entertaining the crowd went great.Some of the people from last week came out again and that made the night worthwhile.They all did some songs as well and we also had a few birthdays to celebrate,so we sang the song Birthday by The Beatles.It was yet another awesome night.I had a blast and that was really wonderful.
Tonight,before the night is through,I might go out and have a drink or two at the place where I entertain and I hope to have a nice talk or two with anyone who is there.
Tomorow is Labor Day,even though Monday,whether it's a holiday or not,is always a day off for me.But tomorrow,I have been invited out to lunch with a friend of mine who owns a record store.I am also hoping to get out to an Amvets store somewhere to take advantage of the 1/2 off sale that they are going to have.I am hoping that the day will be wonderful.
That was my weekend and my hopes for the start of the new weekend ahead.FJ
Today,I ran a few errands.I had to buy a few things that I really needed.I also had to get out today because it was nice and I really didn't stand staying home.So,I went out and ran the errands and I had a fun time doing that.
I also finally got around to calling the group moderator and I explained my situation to him as to why I wasn't coming to the meetings.We talked for about 10 minutes and he understood my reasons and he even asked me as to how I am doing regarding the addictions and I said that it has been simply one day at a time,but it has been pretyy well.After we hung up,I told my mom that she could make her phone call because I was finished and she said okay.
After I ate dinner,I decided to do some last minute personal PC work and I also got an answer to a question that I asked regarding online issues with e-mail.That really made my night.
Last night,my night of entertaining the crowd went great.Some of the people from last week came out again and that made the night worthwhile.They all did some songs as well and we also had a few birthdays to celebrate,so we sang the song Birthday by The Beatles.It was yet another awesome night.I had a blast and that was really wonderful.
Tonight,before the night is through,I might go out and have a drink or two at the place where I entertain and I hope to have a nice talk or two with anyone who is there.
Tomorow is Labor Day,even though Monday,whether it's a holiday or not,is always a day off for me.But tomorrow,I have been invited out to lunch with a friend of mine who owns a record store.I am also hoping to get out to an Amvets store somewhere to take advantage of the 1/2 off sale that they are going to have.I am hoping that the day will be wonderful.
That was my weekend and my hopes for the start of the new weekend ahead.FJ
Saturday, August 30, 2008
Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.
I had quite a bit to do today.I was running an errand for my mom and I also had some fun doing some stuff that I wanted to do.I went back to that small flea market and purchased a few more things for myself.I also went to back to that Salvation Army thrift shop in my hometown and purchased a few more things there as well.Before finishing up,I stopped over to see a friend to see how he was doing.He is doing okay and we have plans to go to lunch on Monday.I left to finish what I had started.
I went to a local supermarket and I picked up some things that my mom needed for dinner tonight.I managed to get them all in one trip and I headed for home afterwards.
When I got home,I bathed while mom prepared dinner and after that,I ate.
I also registered a few more bills on Where's George.The bills were change from the purchases that I made and now everything is complete.
I am looking forward to tonight.I will be singing up a storm tonight as usual.I am hoping for a wonderful night.Though I rarely have an off night,I still hope for things to go well.You never know what might happen.I have a feeling that everything will work out for me.Still,I hope.
As for the rest of the weekend,I haven't made any plans but whatever I do,I hope that it benefits me positively.
That was my day today and my hopes for the rest of the weekend.FJ
I had quite a bit to do today.I was running an errand for my mom and I also had some fun doing some stuff that I wanted to do.I went back to that small flea market and purchased a few more things for myself.I also went to back to that Salvation Army thrift shop in my hometown and purchased a few more things there as well.Before finishing up,I stopped over to see a friend to see how he was doing.He is doing okay and we have plans to go to lunch on Monday.I left to finish what I had started.
I went to a local supermarket and I picked up some things that my mom needed for dinner tonight.I managed to get them all in one trip and I headed for home afterwards.
When I got home,I bathed while mom prepared dinner and after that,I ate.
I also registered a few more bills on Where's George.The bills were change from the purchases that I made and now everything is complete.
I am looking forward to tonight.I will be singing up a storm tonight as usual.I am hoping for a wonderful night.Though I rarely have an off night,I still hope for things to go well.You never know what might happen.I have a feeling that everything will work out for me.Still,I hope.
As for the rest of the weekend,I haven't made any plans but whatever I do,I hope that it benefits me positively.
That was my day today and my hopes for the rest of the weekend.FJ
Friday, August 29, 2008
Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.
The work shift went smoothly.I simply did what I had to do in a reasonable period of time and dropped off everything when I was finished.I headed home afterwards.
On the way home,I went to the bank to cash a couple of checks.One for my mom and the other my paycheck.It didn't take me very long to get the money necessary and when I got it all,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I registered all the bills at Where's George and I also did some more personal PC work before running another errand for my mom.I had to pick up a couple of things for dinner tonight and I also got some gas in my tank.
After eating,I did some more personal PC work and I ran another errand for my mom.While out on the errand,I stopped at the local Salvation Army thrift shop intending to get a replacement case for one of the cassettes that I bought but I wound up buying many more tapes.Fortunately,the lady let me have them for only a couple of bucks.But I did feel some regret.I wasn't intending to buy a whole bunch more tapes but only one case.But again,I bought more than what I intended.I am reverting back to the wild spending ways of my youth when I spent money like it was going out of style.I am really going to need to hit my knees tonight when I go to bed.I don't want to spend myself into bankruptcy.I am hoping that the creator in Heaven can help me.I don't want to force myself into the poor house(so to speak).I am supposed to be a mature adult but I am acting like a child moneywise.Again,I am hoping that the creator can help me with this problem.
Since I was out running an errand,I decided to get rid of a bunch of empty bottles that had accumulated in my car for quite a while.I did it all at the store where I had to buy the things that my mom wanted me to buy.After turning in all the bottles and getting the money,I bought the stuff that my mom wanted me to buy.I headed home but stopped at a local Blockbuster to buy a classic western flick called The Good,The Bad and The Ugly,which stars Clint Eastwood.It was only $3.00.This is going to be the very last impulse purchase that I am making.I have to start controlling my spending and I am going to start controlling it tomorrow.I am now making a resolution to use money more maturely.Any prayers would be appreciated.
I am glad that the weekend is finally here.I will be going out tomorrow night to sing up a storm.I am hoping that the evening goes well for me.
That was my day today and my hopes for the start of the weekend ahead.FJ
The work shift went smoothly.I simply did what I had to do in a reasonable period of time and dropped off everything when I was finished.I headed home afterwards.
On the way home,I went to the bank to cash a couple of checks.One for my mom and the other my paycheck.It didn't take me very long to get the money necessary and when I got it all,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I registered all the bills at Where's George and I also did some more personal PC work before running another errand for my mom.I had to pick up a couple of things for dinner tonight and I also got some gas in my tank.
After eating,I did some more personal PC work and I ran another errand for my mom.While out on the errand,I stopped at the local Salvation Army thrift shop intending to get a replacement case for one of the cassettes that I bought but I wound up buying many more tapes.Fortunately,the lady let me have them for only a couple of bucks.But I did feel some regret.I wasn't intending to buy a whole bunch more tapes but only one case.But again,I bought more than what I intended.I am reverting back to the wild spending ways of my youth when I spent money like it was going out of style.I am really going to need to hit my knees tonight when I go to bed.I don't want to spend myself into bankruptcy.I am hoping that the creator in Heaven can help me.I don't want to force myself into the poor house(so to speak).I am supposed to be a mature adult but I am acting like a child moneywise.Again,I am hoping that the creator can help me with this problem.
Since I was out running an errand,I decided to get rid of a bunch of empty bottles that had accumulated in my car for quite a while.I did it all at the store where I had to buy the things that my mom wanted me to buy.After turning in all the bottles and getting the money,I bought the stuff that my mom wanted me to buy.I headed home but stopped at a local Blockbuster to buy a classic western flick called The Good,The Bad and The Ugly,which stars Clint Eastwood.It was only $3.00.This is going to be the very last impulse purchase that I am making.I have to start controlling my spending and I am going to start controlling it tomorrow.I am now making a resolution to use money more maturely.Any prayers would be appreciated.
I am glad that the weekend is finally here.I will be going out tomorrow night to sing up a storm.I am hoping that the evening goes well for me.
That was my day today and my hopes for the start of the weekend ahead.FJ
Thursday, August 28, 2008
Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty good day today.
The work shift went as smoothly as expected.As usual,I simply did what I had to do in the time allowed and I got a lot done.After eating lunch,I dropped the clean laundry off and I headed straight home.
After coming home,I laid down for about 2 hours and it was a nice nap.I woke up and I ran an errand for my mom before I ate dinner.It was to get a couple of small things that she needed.
When I got home,I continued relaxing for a while until dinner was ready.
After eating,I finished my personal PC work.It was quite a lot.It was a pretty light load when I started during my break time at work but later on,it was a lot.Much of it was spam but in only a minute,I got rid of it all.I continued to do my work.Despite a few internet issues,I got it done and when the issues became too extreme,I restarted the computer while running another errand for my mom.She wanted me to get something to munch on at a local supermarket and I picked up another half gallan of ice cream.Overall,a pretty good day.
While I was out running the earlier errand,I stopped at the Salvation Army thrift store in my hometown and I bought some more great stuff.Starting right now,I am going to have to put my spending on hold for a whiel and only buy when I really have the money.I have been slowly returning to the spendaholic days of my youth and I really don't want to wind up being broke with bills to pay.Again,I am going to have to start cutting down on needless spending.I bought some more cassette tapes and several more record albums.As of now,I have to put that on hold.I will only spend if I really do have the extra money.
I am now relaxing and anticipating the next day.I am hoping that the next day will work out pretty well.The month of August is almost over and September will be starting soon.I am hoping that the roof of our house will be fixed soon.The rest of the money will be used to partially pay off a line of credit account that I have with the bank that I have my accounts with.After that,I can pay it off in a lump sum of cash.I will than have only one bill to worry about.
Tomorrow is another work day.I am hoping that the shift goes well.After that,it's the weekend.
That was myd ay today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
The work shift went as smoothly as expected.As usual,I simply did what I had to do in the time allowed and I got a lot done.After eating lunch,I dropped the clean laundry off and I headed straight home.
After coming home,I laid down for about 2 hours and it was a nice nap.I woke up and I ran an errand for my mom before I ate dinner.It was to get a couple of small things that she needed.
When I got home,I continued relaxing for a while until dinner was ready.
After eating,I finished my personal PC work.It was quite a lot.It was a pretty light load when I started during my break time at work but later on,it was a lot.Much of it was spam but in only a minute,I got rid of it all.I continued to do my work.Despite a few internet issues,I got it done and when the issues became too extreme,I restarted the computer while running another errand for my mom.She wanted me to get something to munch on at a local supermarket and I picked up another half gallan of ice cream.Overall,a pretty good day.
While I was out running the earlier errand,I stopped at the Salvation Army thrift store in my hometown and I bought some more great stuff.Starting right now,I am going to have to put my spending on hold for a whiel and only buy when I really have the money.I have been slowly returning to the spendaholic days of my youth and I really don't want to wind up being broke with bills to pay.Again,I am going to have to start cutting down on needless spending.I bought some more cassette tapes and several more record albums.As of now,I have to put that on hold.I will only spend if I really do have the extra money.
I am now relaxing and anticipating the next day.I am hoping that the next day will work out pretty well.The month of August is almost over and September will be starting soon.I am hoping that the roof of our house will be fixed soon.The rest of the money will be used to partially pay off a line of credit account that I have with the bank that I have my accounts with.After that,I can pay it off in a lump sum of cash.I will than have only one bill to worry about.
Tomorrow is another work day.I am hoping that the shift goes well.After that,it's the weekend.
That was myd ay today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
Wednesday, August 27, 2008
Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.
The laundry pick-up went by smoothly.There was no mess to clean up and that was great.After dropping off and sorting out the laundry,I headed over to the local hospital for my appointment.
When I got to the hospital,I had lunch in the cafeteria and I headed up to the waiting room.While waiting,I watched some old TV reruns on the lobby TV and they were wonderful.
When I was in the doctor's office,we had a great talk.She asked me a few questions and I answered them honestly to the best of my knowledge regarding myself.It was aweome to meet the new person and I am looking forward to my next meeting with her in a few months.After I got my script,I left.
When I left the hospital,I headed over to the Wetern New York city of North Tonawanda.I stopped at that small flea market again and I picked up a couple of videos and a CD for my mom's birthday.I also went back to the Salvation Army thrift store in the area and I bought several more records and tapes.I also went to a library and registered a couple of bills at the Where's George site before spending them on a few food items that my mom needed for dinner.I still had some money left over,though not much,but I also registered that bill at Where's George.
When I got home,I laid down for a bit before eating.I also read a book while I laid down but I wound up falling asleep.But it was good to get a few winks.
After I ate dinner,I did some more last minute personal PC work.I also went out when I heard an ice cream truck in my area and I bought a frozen yogurt bar.It was wonderful to have one and I also managed to add a few more empty bottles and cans in my trunk that I found.I also went to get some gas in my tank before heading home.
When I got home,I registered my change at the Where's George site and I am getting ready to spend those bills on Saturday night when I go out.I am also getting paid on Friday and even those bills will go on Where's George as well.
I am now relaxing and getting ready for tomorrow.Tomorrow is another work day and I am hoping that the shift goes well for me.After that,I have the rest of the day off.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
The laundry pick-up went by smoothly.There was no mess to clean up and that was great.After dropping off and sorting out the laundry,I headed over to the local hospital for my appointment.
When I got to the hospital,I had lunch in the cafeteria and I headed up to the waiting room.While waiting,I watched some old TV reruns on the lobby TV and they were wonderful.
When I was in the doctor's office,we had a great talk.She asked me a few questions and I answered them honestly to the best of my knowledge regarding myself.It was aweome to meet the new person and I am looking forward to my next meeting with her in a few months.After I got my script,I left.
When I left the hospital,I headed over to the Wetern New York city of North Tonawanda.I stopped at that small flea market again and I picked up a couple of videos and a CD for my mom's birthday.I also went back to the Salvation Army thrift store in the area and I bought several more records and tapes.I also went to a library and registered a couple of bills at the Where's George site before spending them on a few food items that my mom needed for dinner.I still had some money left over,though not much,but I also registered that bill at Where's George.
When I got home,I laid down for a bit before eating.I also read a book while I laid down but I wound up falling asleep.But it was good to get a few winks.
After I ate dinner,I did some more last minute personal PC work.I also went out when I heard an ice cream truck in my area and I bought a frozen yogurt bar.It was wonderful to have one and I also managed to add a few more empty bottles and cans in my trunk that I found.I also went to get some gas in my tank before heading home.
When I got home,I registered my change at the Where's George site and I am getting ready to spend those bills on Saturday night when I go out.I am also getting paid on Friday and even those bills will go on Where's George as well.
I am now relaxing and getting ready for tomorrow.Tomorrow is another work day and I am hoping that the shift goes well for me.After that,I have the rest of the day off.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
Tuesday, August 26, 2008
Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.
The work day went by smoothly.I simply did what I had to do in the period of time that it took.After finishing,I simply dropped off the clean laundry at the rehab center and called it a day.I went straight home afterwards.
When I got home,I simply dropped off some stuff before heading back out to run an errand for my mom.It was to pick up something for dinner tonight.I got that done in a reasonable period of time.I laid down the minute that I got home.
After eating,I decided to finish my personal PC work.It was quite a lot to get through.But I am glad to have gotten it done.I also managed to watch a couple of videos online that were sent to me via e-mail.There were actually very entertaining to watch.No,there were not pornographic.They were simply videos of the start of the Democratic National Convention.They wre very entertaining to watch,especially the speech of Michelle Obama.This is going to be a very interesting year politically.This is also going to be a real challenge where the first Black presidential nominee goes up against an experienced career Republican politician.Again,it's going to be pretty interesting political year with this much anticipated and much watched presidential race.
Tomorrow is simply a pick-up day.I am hoping that the pick-up goes smoothly.I also have an appointment with the psychiatrist at the local hospital the minute that I am done with the pick-up.I am hoping that the session also goes smoothly.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
The work day went by smoothly.I simply did what I had to do in the period of time that it took.After finishing,I simply dropped off the clean laundry at the rehab center and called it a day.I went straight home afterwards.
When I got home,I simply dropped off some stuff before heading back out to run an errand for my mom.It was to pick up something for dinner tonight.I got that done in a reasonable period of time.I laid down the minute that I got home.
After eating,I decided to finish my personal PC work.It was quite a lot to get through.But I am glad to have gotten it done.I also managed to watch a couple of videos online that were sent to me via e-mail.There were actually very entertaining to watch.No,there were not pornographic.They were simply videos of the start of the Democratic National Convention.They wre very entertaining to watch,especially the speech of Michelle Obama.This is going to be a very interesting year politically.This is also going to be a real challenge where the first Black presidential nominee goes up against an experienced career Republican politician.Again,it's going to be pretty interesting political year with this much anticipated and much watched presidential race.
Tomorrow is simply a pick-up day.I am hoping that the pick-up goes smoothly.I also have an appointment with the psychiatrist at the local hospital the minute that I am done with the pick-up.I am hoping that the session also goes smoothly.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
Monday, August 25, 2008
Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty good day today.
Today was my day off.I really didn't have too much to do today.I simply got up out of bed and ate a light breakfast.After that,I decided to do my personal PC work before I set out to go to my appointment with the medication manager at the local hospital.It was actually a very small amount of e-mail and I got it done within a reasonable period of time.After finishing,I simply shut down and went to my appointment.
When I got to the hospital,I had a light lunch before going to the waiting room.
When I got to the waiting room,I waited and the wait wasn't very long.It was only 5 minutes and when we met,the session went well.It was the same old same old stuff but it was wonderful to talk with the med manager and we talked about the usual things.After I left,I had to run an errand for my mom before going home.
When I got home,I had to leave again.A friend of mine called while I was out and I had to drive there.I was hoping to relax and take it easy for the rest of the afternoon but I couldn't even get that done.I was feeling a little tired and I felt that a little nap would do me some good.But as stated,I had to go out again.I was feeling angry and disillusioned.
When I got there,he simply told me that he won't be able to pay me money that he owes me.This really disappointed me.But he has a heavy bill that he had to pay or else he will lose a service that he really needs,especially when the winter comes.While I was disappointed,I did understand his dilemma and I told him to simply take his time paying me.This was a disappointment because I was counting on him to pay me because I really needed that money.But again,I understand what he is going through and again,I simply told him to take his time in paying me.
After I got home,I laid down for about 1/2 an hour.It really wasn't enough but I felt tired.I hope to get some nap time in before the week is over.I have been feeling tired as of late and I really need to take naps when I feel this way.
After eating a light dinner,I decided to do some last minute computer work and I also registered some more dollar bills at Where's George.It was change from when I an the errand for my mom and picked up a few more things on the way home from my friend's house.Overall,an okay day.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the day goes smoothly.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
Today was my day off.I really didn't have too much to do today.I simply got up out of bed and ate a light breakfast.After that,I decided to do my personal PC work before I set out to go to my appointment with the medication manager at the local hospital.It was actually a very small amount of e-mail and I got it done within a reasonable period of time.After finishing,I simply shut down and went to my appointment.
When I got to the hospital,I had a light lunch before going to the waiting room.
When I got to the waiting room,I waited and the wait wasn't very long.It was only 5 minutes and when we met,the session went well.It was the same old same old stuff but it was wonderful to talk with the med manager and we talked about the usual things.After I left,I had to run an errand for my mom before going home.
When I got home,I had to leave again.A friend of mine called while I was out and I had to drive there.I was hoping to relax and take it easy for the rest of the afternoon but I couldn't even get that done.I was feeling a little tired and I felt that a little nap would do me some good.But as stated,I had to go out again.I was feeling angry and disillusioned.
When I got there,he simply told me that he won't be able to pay me money that he owes me.This really disappointed me.But he has a heavy bill that he had to pay or else he will lose a service that he really needs,especially when the winter comes.While I was disappointed,I did understand his dilemma and I told him to simply take his time paying me.This was a disappointment because I was counting on him to pay me because I really needed that money.But again,I understand what he is going through and again,I simply told him to take his time in paying me.
After I got home,I laid down for about 1/2 an hour.It really wasn't enough but I felt tired.I hope to get some nap time in before the week is over.I have been feeling tired as of late and I really need to take naps when I feel this way.
After eating a light dinner,I decided to do some last minute computer work and I also registered some more dollar bills at Where's George.It was change from when I an the errand for my mom and picked up a few more things on the way home from my friend's house.Overall,an okay day.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the day goes smoothly.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
Sunday, August 24, 2008
Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.
I only went out once during the day.It was to get some lunch out since there was nothing to eat at home for lunch.I didn't stay out too long.It actually rained for much of the afternoon and I was caught out in it when I was on my home.Fortunately,I made it home before it got worse.My mom opened the door for me so I wouldn't have to fumble for my keys.
When I got in,I decided to go upstairs and take it easy.I listened to one of the record albums that I bought yesterday and it was a very good album.It was the last Kenny Rogers and the First Edition album The Ballad of Calico.As stated,it is a pretty good album.I am glad to have it in my ever growing vinyl collection.I will try to get around to listening to the rest of the ones that I bought within the next few days.I am hoping that I will enjoy them as much as I enjoyed this one.I also listened yesterday to another album by them called Ruby,Don't Take Your Love To Town.It too is also a good album.
For most of the day,I was having computer issues.While I was on Yahoo e-mail,I opened files and links and when I closed them off after checking them out,the window froze up and the internet closed off automatically after about a few minutes. I am wondering what the problem might be.I haven't done a scan on my computer in a long time but I am going to do one hopefully tomorrow or possibly Wednesday.I am hoping that there are no viruses or spyware in my system.
Last night,my night of entertaining the crowd was a smash.There were about 30 people there and even they sang alot as well.By the time I finished my last song,I was exhausted.It was a little after 3AM when I left the bar and got some gas on the way home.I also ran into a nephew of a friend of mine there and we talked for a few minutes.We parted so we could both go home due to us being very tired.I went to bed after getting home and I went to sleep shortly afterwards.When I woke up this morning,I chose to stay in bed and as usual,I listened to a radio sermon before sleeping for about another hour.I was still feeling tired for the awesome night that I had.But there is always next Sunday.I would like to start going back to church again if I can get up out of bed to do so.But today,due to my still feeling tired from last night,I stayed home to rest extra.
Before the night is through,I am thinking of going out and having a drink or two with the guys before turning in for the night.I am hoping for at least one good talk with anyone when I get there.
Tomorrow is my day off.I am hoping that the day goes well for me.I do have an appointment with the medication manager over at the local hospital and I am hoping that the session goes well.
That was my weekend and my hopes for the start of the new week ahead.FJ
I only went out once during the day.It was to get some lunch out since there was nothing to eat at home for lunch.I didn't stay out too long.It actually rained for much of the afternoon and I was caught out in it when I was on my home.Fortunately,I made it home before it got worse.My mom opened the door for me so I wouldn't have to fumble for my keys.
When I got in,I decided to go upstairs and take it easy.I listened to one of the record albums that I bought yesterday and it was a very good album.It was the last Kenny Rogers and the First Edition album The Ballad of Calico.As stated,it is a pretty good album.I am glad to have it in my ever growing vinyl collection.I will try to get around to listening to the rest of the ones that I bought within the next few days.I am hoping that I will enjoy them as much as I enjoyed this one.I also listened yesterday to another album by them called Ruby,Don't Take Your Love To Town.It too is also a good album.
For most of the day,I was having computer issues.While I was on Yahoo e-mail,I opened files and links and when I closed them off after checking them out,the window froze up and the internet closed off automatically after about a few minutes. I am wondering what the problem might be.I haven't done a scan on my computer in a long time but I am going to do one hopefully tomorrow or possibly Wednesday.I am hoping that there are no viruses or spyware in my system.
Last night,my night of entertaining the crowd was a smash.There were about 30 people there and even they sang alot as well.By the time I finished my last song,I was exhausted.It was a little after 3AM when I left the bar and got some gas on the way home.I also ran into a nephew of a friend of mine there and we talked for a few minutes.We parted so we could both go home due to us being very tired.I went to bed after getting home and I went to sleep shortly afterwards.When I woke up this morning,I chose to stay in bed and as usual,I listened to a radio sermon before sleeping for about another hour.I was still feeling tired for the awesome night that I had.But there is always next Sunday.I would like to start going back to church again if I can get up out of bed to do so.But today,due to my still feeling tired from last night,I stayed home to rest extra.
Before the night is through,I am thinking of going out and having a drink or two with the guys before turning in for the night.I am hoping for at least one good talk with anyone when I get there.
Tomorrow is my day off.I am hoping that the day goes well for me.I do have an appointment with the medication manager over at the local hospital and I am hoping that the session goes well.
That was my weekend and my hopes for the start of the new week ahead.FJ
Saturday, August 23, 2008
Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.
Today's weather was HAZY,HOT & HUMID as it was yesterday.But I didn't stay out too long.I simply went to a small flea market in the town where I went on Monday and I found a few more goodies.A few more vinyl records.It was awesome to find these and they are now a part of my ever growing vinyl collection.It was a pretty good day and I had a blast.
Before I began my day,I had some breakfast and a light lunch.I set out and after shopping,I decided to have a little frozen yogurt for a snack before heading for home.
But before I headed for home,I was out running an errand for my mom.I had to pick up a few things for her and I figured that I would make this a fun trip out of this and have a few things to take home.After getting those things,I headed home.
Tonight,I will be entertaining the crowd as always.I will be singing up a storm and I am hoping for a wonderful evening.Though I rarely have an off night,I still hope for the evening to go well.You never know what might happen.But as usual,I am feeling very hopeful and optimistic.I have a feeling that things are going to go great.Still,I always hope.
As for the rest of the weekend,I haven't made any plans but whatever I do,I hope that it gives me positive benefits.Since there is a good chance of a heavy rain storm,I just might stay home and take it easy and go out only if I need to.
That was my day today and my hopes for the rest of the weekend.FJ
Today's weather was HAZY,HOT & HUMID as it was yesterday.But I didn't stay out too long.I simply went to a small flea market in the town where I went on Monday and I found a few more goodies.A few more vinyl records.It was awesome to find these and they are now a part of my ever growing vinyl collection.It was a pretty good day and I had a blast.
Before I began my day,I had some breakfast and a light lunch.I set out and after shopping,I decided to have a little frozen yogurt for a snack before heading for home.
But before I headed for home,I was out running an errand for my mom.I had to pick up a few things for her and I figured that I would make this a fun trip out of this and have a few things to take home.After getting those things,I headed home.
Tonight,I will be entertaining the crowd as always.I will be singing up a storm and I am hoping for a wonderful evening.Though I rarely have an off night,I still hope for the evening to go well.You never know what might happen.But as usual,I am feeling very hopeful and optimistic.I have a feeling that things are going to go great.Still,I always hope.
As for the rest of the weekend,I haven't made any plans but whatever I do,I hope that it gives me positive benefits.Since there is a good chance of a heavy rain storm,I just might stay home and take it easy and go out only if I need to.
That was my day today and my hopes for the rest of the weekend.FJ
Friday, August 22, 2008
Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.
The work shift went by smoothly.I managed to get a lot done and when I was,I dropped it off at the rehab center and headed for home.
On the way home,I stopped at a bank to cash my paycheck and I also went to my regular bank to withdraw some money for my mom.I headed straight home after that.
When I got there,I saw that I received a check for a small amount of money from the finance company who loaned us some money to get our roof fixed and I cashed that after resting a few minutes.While I was out to do that,I left something at the house of one of my mom's friends because I forgot to do that on the way to work this morning.After that,I headed back home.
When I got home,I decided to take it easy by lying down on my bed.I laid down for about an hour until I ate dinner.I was a little tired from the hard day that I had.It was very HOT,HAZY & HUMID today and that contributed to why I was feeling tired.It is a nice break from all the rain and dampness that we have been experiencing as of late.But on Sunday afternoon,we are going to get rained on again in my hometown.After that,we are supposed to get nicer weather through the rest of next week.My mom also called the roofer today and they got the contract that we signed to agree to the work that needs to be done.The roofer is hoping to get at it the first week of September barring any weather hazards.I am hoping that it can get done soon before the winter hits.
After eating dinner,I registered some more bills at Where's George and I also managed to get some more personal PC work done.I had a pretty good day and I am hoping that the weekend will be something grand as well.
I am just glad that the wekend is finally here.I always look forward to the weekends when I entertain the crowd and having a good time when doing so.I am hoping that the weekend goes smoothly.
That was my day today and my hopes for the weekend ahead.FJ
The work shift went by smoothly.I managed to get a lot done and when I was,I dropped it off at the rehab center and headed for home.
On the way home,I stopped at a bank to cash my paycheck and I also went to my regular bank to withdraw some money for my mom.I headed straight home after that.
When I got there,I saw that I received a check for a small amount of money from the finance company who loaned us some money to get our roof fixed and I cashed that after resting a few minutes.While I was out to do that,I left something at the house of one of my mom's friends because I forgot to do that on the way to work this morning.After that,I headed back home.
When I got home,I decided to take it easy by lying down on my bed.I laid down for about an hour until I ate dinner.I was a little tired from the hard day that I had.It was very HOT,HAZY & HUMID today and that contributed to why I was feeling tired.It is a nice break from all the rain and dampness that we have been experiencing as of late.But on Sunday afternoon,we are going to get rained on again in my hometown.After that,we are supposed to get nicer weather through the rest of next week.My mom also called the roofer today and they got the contract that we signed to agree to the work that needs to be done.The roofer is hoping to get at it the first week of September barring any weather hazards.I am hoping that it can get done soon before the winter hits.
After eating dinner,I registered some more bills at Where's George and I also managed to get some more personal PC work done.I had a pretty good day and I am hoping that the weekend will be something grand as well.
I am just glad that the wekend is finally here.I always look forward to the weekends when I entertain the crowd and having a good time when doing so.I am hoping that the weekend goes smoothly.
That was my day today and my hopes for the weekend ahead.FJ
Thursday, August 21, 2008
Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty good day today.
The work shift went smoothly and I got a lot done.Not only that,the laundry pick-up went well,too.I simply did what I had to do and got it done in the amount of time that it took.After a nice lunch,I bagged everything clean and I dropped it off at the rehab center and headed for home.
On the way home,I had to stop to buy a few things for my mom and I also got some gas in my tank.I had to buy a few things for dinner tonight and after doing that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I decided to relax and take it easy for a while.I also received a record album that I had been waiting on for a while.It is a UK vinyl pressing of the original soundtrack for the original 1988 film that inspired the Broadway musical,which is Hairspray!I was overjoyed to receive this album.It is also better that I had received this on vinyl.This is an extreme rarity on vinyl and I am glad to have it.I bought if off a guy who lives in the UK,who is an Ebay seller.It is wonderful to have this rare relic in my ever growing vinyl collection.I am always interested in rare vinyl relics and this is no exception.Again,I am overjoyed to to have this album and I am going to be on the lookout for more rare vinyl relics in the near future.
After a light dinner,I decided to catch up on some much needed personal PC work.I am glad to have finally done so.I posted several messages on the IMDB and it's wonderful to post viewpoints on certain movies and share what I personally think of them.I have been feeling pretty good as of late and that is wonderful.
I also had a talk with a friend who I finally got a hold of.When I reached him,he told me that he was sorry that he hadn't been in touch and even explained that he was busy and that he was also not feeling well.We talked for a few minutes and we hung up.It was wonderful to talk with him.I am hoping to talk with him in the near future.
I am now at home relaxing.Though I really wanted to go tonight to the meeting,I chose to stay home.I was still feeling a little bit of pain in my legs but that is lessening.I am still taking the calcium supplements and they are helping quite a bit.But still,I was feeling pain and I am hoping that next Thursday,I can start going back to the meetings.I am going to call the group leader tomorrow night and I am hoping that he will understand when I explain my situation to him.
Tomorrow is another work day.I am hoping that the shift goes well.After that,it's the weekend.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
The work shift went smoothly and I got a lot done.Not only that,the laundry pick-up went well,too.I simply did what I had to do and got it done in the amount of time that it took.After a nice lunch,I bagged everything clean and I dropped it off at the rehab center and headed for home.
On the way home,I had to stop to buy a few things for my mom and I also got some gas in my tank.I had to buy a few things for dinner tonight and after doing that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I decided to relax and take it easy for a while.I also received a record album that I had been waiting on for a while.It is a UK vinyl pressing of the original soundtrack for the original 1988 film that inspired the Broadway musical,which is Hairspray!I was overjoyed to receive this album.It is also better that I had received this on vinyl.This is an extreme rarity on vinyl and I am glad to have it.I bought if off a guy who lives in the UK,who is an Ebay seller.It is wonderful to have this rare relic in my ever growing vinyl collection.I am always interested in rare vinyl relics and this is no exception.Again,I am overjoyed to to have this album and I am going to be on the lookout for more rare vinyl relics in the near future.
After a light dinner,I decided to catch up on some much needed personal PC work.I am glad to have finally done so.I posted several messages on the IMDB and it's wonderful to post viewpoints on certain movies and share what I personally think of them.I have been feeling pretty good as of late and that is wonderful.
I also had a talk with a friend who I finally got a hold of.When I reached him,he told me that he was sorry that he hadn't been in touch and even explained that he was busy and that he was also not feeling well.We talked for a few minutes and we hung up.It was wonderful to talk with him.I am hoping to talk with him in the near future.
I am now at home relaxing.Though I really wanted to go tonight to the meeting,I chose to stay home.I was still feeling a little bit of pain in my legs but that is lessening.I am still taking the calcium supplements and they are helping quite a bit.But still,I was feeling pain and I am hoping that next Thursday,I can start going back to the meetings.I am going to call the group leader tomorrow night and I am hoping that he will understand when I explain my situation to him.
Tomorrow is another work day.I am hoping that the shift goes well.After that,it's the weekend.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
Wednesday, August 20, 2008
Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty good day today.
The laundry pick-up went well.There were no messes to clean up and everything was bagged neatly.After I ate lunch,I simply took the bags to the basement and sorted everything out.After that,I headed straight home and when I got there,I laid down for a while before getting ready for my afternoon appointment with my sexual abuse support counselor.
My afternoon session with my sexual abuse support counselor went well.It was great to talk with her and tell her what has been going on in my life.She also informed me that she was leaving the agency to pursue other things and she doesn't know what she is going to do between now and the future.She also informed that she will be transferring my case to another counselor but at the moment,she's unsure on what the scheduling will now be.I guess that I will have to wait for the new counselor to call me and arrange on how we are going to meet when she finally takes over.
I also ran a small errand for my mom after I ate a light dinner.It was to pick up a half gallon of ice cream for dessert tonight.While getting the ice cream,I found a box load of records that someone just put out today and I also found a box load of covers as well.I was delighted to find these and there was quite a bit of good stuff among them,especially some stuff that I was looking for.I considered this to be my lucky night and that was really great.I am going to sort them out and whatever I don't keep,I will give some to that friend of mine who owns a record store and a few to a friend who I know will appreciate them.It was a pretty good day and I had gotten a lot done.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the shift goes smoothly.After that,I do have a meeting with my sex addicts support group and I haven't really decided whether I am going or not.If my legs feel better,I might go.If not,I think that I will stay home and wait until next week.I will call the group leader and explain my situation to him when I can if I don't go.If I do go,I'll explain everything to him when I am there.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
The laundry pick-up went well.There were no messes to clean up and everything was bagged neatly.After I ate lunch,I simply took the bags to the basement and sorted everything out.After that,I headed straight home and when I got there,I laid down for a while before getting ready for my afternoon appointment with my sexual abuse support counselor.
My afternoon session with my sexual abuse support counselor went well.It was great to talk with her and tell her what has been going on in my life.She also informed me that she was leaving the agency to pursue other things and she doesn't know what she is going to do between now and the future.She also informed that she will be transferring my case to another counselor but at the moment,she's unsure on what the scheduling will now be.I guess that I will have to wait for the new counselor to call me and arrange on how we are going to meet when she finally takes over.
I also ran a small errand for my mom after I ate a light dinner.It was to pick up a half gallon of ice cream for dessert tonight.While getting the ice cream,I found a box load of records that someone just put out today and I also found a box load of covers as well.I was delighted to find these and there was quite a bit of good stuff among them,especially some stuff that I was looking for.I considered this to be my lucky night and that was really great.I am going to sort them out and whatever I don't keep,I will give some to that friend of mine who owns a record store and a few to a friend who I know will appreciate them.It was a pretty good day and I had gotten a lot done.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the shift goes smoothly.After that,I do have a meeting with my sex addicts support group and I haven't really decided whether I am going or not.If my legs feel better,I might go.If not,I think that I will stay home and wait until next week.I will call the group leader and explain my situation to him when I can if I don't go.If I do go,I'll explain everything to him when I am there.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
Tuesday, August 19, 2008
Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had an okay day today.
The work day went by pretty smoothly.I managed to get a lot of work done today and I had quite a bit to bag when done.After I was finished,I simply bagged the laundry and dropped it off at the rehab center before calling it a day.I headed straight home after that.
When I got home,I saw that I received the DVD that I had been waiting on since I ordered it in June.It was the Unrated version of the 2008 reimagining of Prom Night.I did check it out and there is quite a bit of stuff on here.The DVD has deleted scenes,behind the scenes stuff,a theatrical trailer,TV spot and an alternate ending,including feature commentary.It is really great to have this DVD in my ever growing DVD library.I saw this movie back in June and I enjoyed it.Now,I have it on DVD and that is wonderful.I might just watch it on Friday night and I would like to see the differences between the PG-13 theatrical version that I saw and this just released Unrated version.
I relaxed for much of the day.I was hoping to go to a meeting tonight but since I am still feeling some leg pain.Though the pain has lessened since I started taking the calcium supplements that I ordered,I am still feeling the pain.Hopefully,I will start feeling a lot less pain so I can start going back to these meetings.I am actually missing the guys at those meetings and I am hoping to start going back in a couple of weeks.
I am now at home relaxing.I also did a little bit of shopping earlier tonight and I also ran an errand for my mom.It was only a small one but it was something that my mom needed and I went to get it for her on her behalf.Overall,an okay day.
Tomorrow is simply a pick-up day.I am hoping that the pick-up goes well.After that,I also have an appointment with my sexual abuse support counselor and I am hoping that the session goes well for me.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
The work day went by pretty smoothly.I managed to get a lot of work done today and I had quite a bit to bag when done.After I was finished,I simply bagged the laundry and dropped it off at the rehab center before calling it a day.I headed straight home after that.
When I got home,I saw that I received the DVD that I had been waiting on since I ordered it in June.It was the Unrated version of the 2008 reimagining of Prom Night.I did check it out and there is quite a bit of stuff on here.The DVD has deleted scenes,behind the scenes stuff,a theatrical trailer,TV spot and an alternate ending,including feature commentary.It is really great to have this DVD in my ever growing DVD library.I saw this movie back in June and I enjoyed it.Now,I have it on DVD and that is wonderful.I might just watch it on Friday night and I would like to see the differences between the PG-13 theatrical version that I saw and this just released Unrated version.
I relaxed for much of the day.I was hoping to go to a meeting tonight but since I am still feeling some leg pain.Though the pain has lessened since I started taking the calcium supplements that I ordered,I am still feeling the pain.Hopefully,I will start feeling a lot less pain so I can start going back to these meetings.I am actually missing the guys at those meetings and I am hoping to start going back in a couple of weeks.
I am now at home relaxing.I also did a little bit of shopping earlier tonight and I also ran an errand for my mom.It was only a small one but it was something that my mom needed and I went to get it for her on her behalf.Overall,an okay day.
Tomorrow is simply a pick-up day.I am hoping that the pick-up goes well.After that,I also have an appointment with my sexual abuse support counselor and I am hoping that the session goes well for me.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
Monday, August 18, 2008
Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty okay day today.
I woke up late today and I had breakfast and I did my personal PC work.Afterwards,I watched a movie that I had received on Saturday,which is a western called Hannie Caulder and it was a pretty good movie to watch.This was the first time that I had seen this film in over 30 years.It was wonderful to see this film after over 30 years.Again,a pretty good movie.
After that,I went out for a while to North Tonawanda to go to the Salvation Army thrift shop in the area to check out and see what they had.On the way there,while I was in the area,I saw an ice cream truck that in a park and chose to turn into the park and buy something from it.But what I got there,something happened that I didn't like and felt was innappropriate and disrespectful.A few of the children that were there around the ice cream truck actually had the nerve to ask me for money and when I informed them how wrong it was for them to do,they persisted.Even when the ice cream truck driver told them the same thing,they still persisted.Instead of losing my temper,I bought what I wanted and I left.After that,I simply finished what I intended to do.
When I got to the thrift shop,I bought several things.I bought several cassettes,8-Tracks and a few record albums.I headed home after paying for the purchases because I didn't like the look of the sky,which was getting really cloudy and there were high winds blowing.I wanted to get there before any severe weather happened and I managed to make it home before anything happened.Fortunately,the weather is still the same as it was earlier but I just wanted to be on the safe side.Overall,an okay day.
After a light dinner,I decided to do some last minute personal PC work.I am now relaxing and anticipating the next day and the rest of the week.
Tomorrow is a work day.I hope that the day goes smoothly.I also have a meeting that I am hoping to go to and I hope that it does go well for me if I choose to do so.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
I woke up late today and I had breakfast and I did my personal PC work.Afterwards,I watched a movie that I had received on Saturday,which is a western called Hannie Caulder and it was a pretty good movie to watch.This was the first time that I had seen this film in over 30 years.It was wonderful to see this film after over 30 years.Again,a pretty good movie.
After that,I went out for a while to North Tonawanda to go to the Salvation Army thrift shop in the area to check out and see what they had.On the way there,while I was in the area,I saw an ice cream truck that in a park and chose to turn into the park and buy something from it.But what I got there,something happened that I didn't like and felt was innappropriate and disrespectful.A few of the children that were there around the ice cream truck actually had the nerve to ask me for money and when I informed them how wrong it was for them to do,they persisted.Even when the ice cream truck driver told them the same thing,they still persisted.Instead of losing my temper,I bought what I wanted and I left.After that,I simply finished what I intended to do.
When I got to the thrift shop,I bought several things.I bought several cassettes,8-Tracks and a few record albums.I headed home after paying for the purchases because I didn't like the look of the sky,which was getting really cloudy and there were high winds blowing.I wanted to get there before any severe weather happened and I managed to make it home before anything happened.Fortunately,the weather is still the same as it was earlier but I just wanted to be on the safe side.Overall,an okay day.
After a light dinner,I decided to do some last minute personal PC work.I am now relaxing and anticipating the next day and the rest of the week.
Tomorrow is a work day.I hope that the day goes smoothly.I also have a meeting that I am hoping to go to and I hope that it does go well for me if I choose to do so.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
Sunday, August 17, 2008
Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.
I woke up today and after listening to a sermon on the radio,I had breakfast and I did my personal PC work.It was quite a lot to do and I managed to get it done in the time that I had hoped.After that,I decided to take a drive somewhere to a flea market in another area of Western New York,but when I got there,the place hours had changed because they were now closed Sunday's.But the day wasn't a total loss.I did manage to find some cool stuff at another flea market type store in the area after I had a light lunch at a restaurant that was also in the area.
I found a few record albums and a few more cassettes.I also bought today's copy of The Buffalo News because there was a story about vinyl records in the paper.It was really neat to read.I am glad seeing that vinyl records are making a serious comeback in the United States.It seems like only yesterday that record labels in the USA stopped making vinyl records back in the late 1980's when CD's flooded the market.The problem was that it was because of this that the music industry is suffering the major downfall of music file sharing and downloading,which is killing the sales of CD's.But vinyl is starting to become the "IN" thing again when it comes to music.Vinyl has a much warmer sound and has more depth than that compressed digital format called a compact disc.It was because of that format that the music industry is suffering at the moment.But it was their mistake and they actually dug their own grave.But now,it has been rebounding thanks to the return of the vinyl format in the USA and the serious resurgence that it has been making.While in the USA it was abandoned,it never really left.They were still pressing records overseas in Germany,Japan and the UK.But now,the vinyl LP is hip once again.I remember someone I knew told me one day when I bought some records at a now defunct Salvation Army thrift shop somewhere else in the area that vinyl records were obsolete and that they weren't "IN" anymore because CD's offer the ultimate in sound reproduction.I remember telling them that vinyl records will be making a comeback one of these days and you'll be kicking yourself for what you said just now.Of course,he told me that this would never happen.But it is happening.Vinyl records are coming back strong and it looks like that they will be here for a long time to come.Well......
After I ate a light dinner,I did some more personal PC work and I am now all set.I had a wonderful day today and I am glad to have gotten out to enjoy myself elsewhere and buy a few things that I really enjoy so much.
Last night,my night of entertaining the crowd was wonderful.It was yet another awesome night.As planned,I did a couple of John Lennon songs to celebrate Lennon's murderer getting denied parole once again.It was wonderful to hear on the radio during this week that he'll remain behind bars for murdering Lennon.I hope that he NEVER gets out.Again,another wonderful night of entertaining the crowd.
Tomorrow is my day off.I am hoping that the day goes well and that whatever choice I make to do something,I hope that it give me positive benefits.
That was my weekend and my hopes for the start of the new week ahead.FJ
I woke up today and after listening to a sermon on the radio,I had breakfast and I did my personal PC work.It was quite a lot to do and I managed to get it done in the time that I had hoped.After that,I decided to take a drive somewhere to a flea market in another area of Western New York,but when I got there,the place hours had changed because they were now closed Sunday's.But the day wasn't a total loss.I did manage to find some cool stuff at another flea market type store in the area after I had a light lunch at a restaurant that was also in the area.
I found a few record albums and a few more cassettes.I also bought today's copy of The Buffalo News because there was a story about vinyl records in the paper.It was really neat to read.I am glad seeing that vinyl records are making a serious comeback in the United States.It seems like only yesterday that record labels in the USA stopped making vinyl records back in the late 1980's when CD's flooded the market.The problem was that it was because of this that the music industry is suffering the major downfall of music file sharing and downloading,which is killing the sales of CD's.But vinyl is starting to become the "IN" thing again when it comes to music.Vinyl has a much warmer sound and has more depth than that compressed digital format called a compact disc.It was because of that format that the music industry is suffering at the moment.But it was their mistake and they actually dug their own grave.But now,it has been rebounding thanks to the return of the vinyl format in the USA and the serious resurgence that it has been making.While in the USA it was abandoned,it never really left.They were still pressing records overseas in Germany,Japan and the UK.But now,the vinyl LP is hip once again.I remember someone I knew told me one day when I bought some records at a now defunct Salvation Army thrift shop somewhere else in the area that vinyl records were obsolete and that they weren't "IN" anymore because CD's offer the ultimate in sound reproduction.I remember telling them that vinyl records will be making a comeback one of these days and you'll be kicking yourself for what you said just now.Of course,he told me that this would never happen.But it is happening.Vinyl records are coming back strong and it looks like that they will be here for a long time to come.Well......
After I ate a light dinner,I did some more personal PC work and I am now all set.I had a wonderful day today and I am glad to have gotten out to enjoy myself elsewhere and buy a few things that I really enjoy so much.
Last night,my night of entertaining the crowd was wonderful.It was yet another awesome night.As planned,I did a couple of John Lennon songs to celebrate Lennon's murderer getting denied parole once again.It was wonderful to hear on the radio during this week that he'll remain behind bars for murdering Lennon.I hope that he NEVER gets out.Again,another wonderful night of entertaining the crowd.
Tomorrow is my day off.I am hoping that the day goes well and that whatever choice I make to do something,I hope that it give me positive benefits.
That was my weekend and my hopes for the start of the new week ahead.FJ
Saturday, August 16, 2008
Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.
I ran an errand or two for my mom today and while I was out,I managed to stop by that local Salvation Army thrift store again and I picked up a few more 45's.I also bought an ice cream sandwich at a convenience store and a bottle of flavored water.I also managed to get the errands done and I went home afterwards.It was also a nice sunny day outside and that even made me enjoy the day even more.It was a nice break from all that incessant rainy weather that we have been having as of late.I am hoping that it continues to be like this for a long time.
When I got home,I bathed while mom prepared dinner.I wanted to get cleaned up for tonight when I go out to entertain the people tonight.I am hoping for a wonderful night.
After eating,I decided to catch up on some more personal PC work.It wasn't a whole lot but I got it done.I am now relaxing and saving my energy for tonight.Again,I am hoping for a wonderful evening.
I also had a talk with that Christian counselor today.It was a nice pleasant conversation and I got a lot out of it.It was great to talk with him and get some good out of the talk.We have another appointment to talk with each other again in two weeks.
I am glad that the weekend is finally here.I am looking forward to tonight where,as stated,I am going to be singing up a storm tonight.I am also thinking of doing a couple of John Lennon songs tonight to celebrate the denial of his murderer's parole application this week.I am hoping that the evening goes well.Though I rarely have an off night,I still hope for the night to go well.You never know what might happen.I do have a feeling that the night will go well for me.Still,I hope.
As for the rest of the weekend,I haven't made any plans but whatever I do,I hope that it gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the rest of the weekend.FJ
I ran an errand or two for my mom today and while I was out,I managed to stop by that local Salvation Army thrift store again and I picked up a few more 45's.I also bought an ice cream sandwich at a convenience store and a bottle of flavored water.I also managed to get the errands done and I went home afterwards.It was also a nice sunny day outside and that even made me enjoy the day even more.It was a nice break from all that incessant rainy weather that we have been having as of late.I am hoping that it continues to be like this for a long time.
When I got home,I bathed while mom prepared dinner.I wanted to get cleaned up for tonight when I go out to entertain the people tonight.I am hoping for a wonderful night.
After eating,I decided to catch up on some more personal PC work.It wasn't a whole lot but I got it done.I am now relaxing and saving my energy for tonight.Again,I am hoping for a wonderful evening.
I also had a talk with that Christian counselor today.It was a nice pleasant conversation and I got a lot out of it.It was great to talk with him and get some good out of the talk.We have another appointment to talk with each other again in two weeks.
I am glad that the weekend is finally here.I am looking forward to tonight where,as stated,I am going to be singing up a storm tonight.I am also thinking of doing a couple of John Lennon songs tonight to celebrate the denial of his murderer's parole application this week.I am hoping that the evening goes well.Though I rarely have an off night,I still hope for the night to go well.You never know what might happen.I do have a feeling that the night will go well for me.Still,I hope.
As for the rest of the weekend,I haven't made any plans but whatever I do,I hope that it gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the rest of the weekend.FJ
Friday, August 15, 2008
Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.
Today was a day off for me.But I still had to do a laundry pick-up.After doing that,I dropped everything off,sorted it out and picked up my paycheck.I also dropped the empty bags off at the rehab center before heading straight home.
When I got home,I simply did a little bit of personal PC work and I laid down to go back to sleep.I took a nap for over an hour before getting back up to run a few errands for my mom.
While running the errands,I cashed my paycheck and I did the errands.It was just to pick up a few things my mom needed for dinner tonight and also for tomorrow night.Before doing all of this,I managed to finish my personal PC work and when I got home,I ate dinner.
After a light dinner,I decided to do some more work on the computer.I was also checking up on an order that I am waiing on to come from Amazon.com.It is for a new DVD that I pre-ordered a few months ago.It's the 2008 reimagining of Prom Night.I pre-ordered this after I saw the movie at the theater and it will be the Unrated version,which is only one minute longer than the theatrical PG-13 rated version.I am eagerly awaiting this and when I get it,I will check it out.Today,I received a rare cassette tape that I ordered from an Amazon.com marketplace seller.I was glad to have gotten this.
I also paid a visit to a friend of mine who I haven't heard from in a long time.I just wanted to see how he was doing and he informed me that he was doing well.He also told me that he was going to call me when I came to his place.After spending a few minutes with him,I left to finish what I had started.It was another small errand that I made for my mom.I don't mind.I am the only person still living at home with her and I do have to help her out when possible.
Tomorrow night is my night to sing for the crowd.I am hoping that the night goes well for me.As for the rest of the weekend,I haven't decided what I'm going to do but whatever plans I make,I hope that it gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the weekend ahead.FJ
Today was a day off for me.But I still had to do a laundry pick-up.After doing that,I dropped everything off,sorted it out and picked up my paycheck.I also dropped the empty bags off at the rehab center before heading straight home.
When I got home,I simply did a little bit of personal PC work and I laid down to go back to sleep.I took a nap for over an hour before getting back up to run a few errands for my mom.
While running the errands,I cashed my paycheck and I did the errands.It was just to pick up a few things my mom needed for dinner tonight and also for tomorrow night.Before doing all of this,I managed to finish my personal PC work and when I got home,I ate dinner.
After a light dinner,I decided to do some more work on the computer.I was also checking up on an order that I am waiing on to come from Amazon.com.It is for a new DVD that I pre-ordered a few months ago.It's the 2008 reimagining of Prom Night.I pre-ordered this after I saw the movie at the theater and it will be the Unrated version,which is only one minute longer than the theatrical PG-13 rated version.I am eagerly awaiting this and when I get it,I will check it out.Today,I received a rare cassette tape that I ordered from an Amazon.com marketplace seller.I was glad to have gotten this.
I also paid a visit to a friend of mine who I haven't heard from in a long time.I just wanted to see how he was doing and he informed me that he was doing well.He also told me that he was going to call me when I came to his place.After spending a few minutes with him,I left to finish what I had started.It was another small errand that I made for my mom.I don't mind.I am the only person still living at home with her and I do have to help her out when possible.
Tomorrow night is my night to sing for the crowd.I am hoping that the night goes well for me.As for the rest of the weekend,I haven't decided what I'm going to do but whatever plans I make,I hope that it gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the weekend ahead.FJ
Thursday, August 14, 2008
Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.
The work shift went smoothly.It actually made up for the laundry pick-up mishap.When I got to the rehab center,the laundry room had a pile of laundry that wasn't bagged.I had to bag it before I left and I was feeling a little frustrated as a result.But after I got to the work site to sort out the laundry and start a load,the rest of the day went well.I got a lot done and after the shift was over,I dropped off the clean laundry at the rehab center and headed straight home.
When I got home,I finished my personal computer work and ran a few errands for my mom.But first,I paid my auto insurance bill.With that out of the way,I went to finish what I started by picking up some things for my mom that were important to her and a few odds and ends food wise.I also managed to register several dollar bills at Where's George while trying to get everything in order.
After a light dinner,I did some more personal PC work and decided to go out for a while.I stopped at a local Salvation Army thrift shop and bought a few things.I even managed to go to a shopping mall to walk around for a bit.I ran into a lady who I have not seen in quite a while there and we talked a while before I moved on.I just looked at the some of the empty outlets and I remembered when this particular shopping mall was a very busy place with a lot of people there shopping and hanging out.That was a long time ago though it seemed like only yesterday.Now,the mall is deserted and there is hardly any activity anymore.There was karaoke going on but I chose not to join the people because I wanted to just walk around before going home.When the mall was almost to closing time,I started to leave and I even managed to talk with another person I knew who was working in one of two still open big stores there.There were other small stores but not very much.It seemed like only yesterday when I was in that particular mall buying new records at a record store that was in there.Boy,I miss those good old days.Still,I did enjoy the walk and it was great to get out.
I am now at home relaxing.Tomorrow is a day off for me.I still have to do a laundry pick-up tomorrow but the rest of the day for me is free.I can go home and enjoy myself.My weekend starts pretty early this week.When Saturday night comes,I will be singing up a storm and I am thinking of doing a couple of John Lennon songs to celebrate the latest parole application rejection of the man who murdered John Lennon on December 8th,1980.
As stated,tomorrow is a day off,but I will still be doing a laundy pick-up.I am hoping that the pick-up goes well with no messes to clean.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
The work shift went smoothly.It actually made up for the laundry pick-up mishap.When I got to the rehab center,the laundry room had a pile of laundry that wasn't bagged.I had to bag it before I left and I was feeling a little frustrated as a result.But after I got to the work site to sort out the laundry and start a load,the rest of the day went well.I got a lot done and after the shift was over,I dropped off the clean laundry at the rehab center and headed straight home.
When I got home,I finished my personal computer work and ran a few errands for my mom.But first,I paid my auto insurance bill.With that out of the way,I went to finish what I started by picking up some things for my mom that were important to her and a few odds and ends food wise.I also managed to register several dollar bills at Where's George while trying to get everything in order.
After a light dinner,I did some more personal PC work and decided to go out for a while.I stopped at a local Salvation Army thrift shop and bought a few things.I even managed to go to a shopping mall to walk around for a bit.I ran into a lady who I have not seen in quite a while there and we talked a while before I moved on.I just looked at the some of the empty outlets and I remembered when this particular shopping mall was a very busy place with a lot of people there shopping and hanging out.That was a long time ago though it seemed like only yesterday.Now,the mall is deserted and there is hardly any activity anymore.There was karaoke going on but I chose not to join the people because I wanted to just walk around before going home.When the mall was almost to closing time,I started to leave and I even managed to talk with another person I knew who was working in one of two still open big stores there.There were other small stores but not very much.It seemed like only yesterday when I was in that particular mall buying new records at a record store that was in there.Boy,I miss those good old days.Still,I did enjoy the walk and it was great to get out.
I am now at home relaxing.Tomorrow is a day off for me.I still have to do a laundry pick-up tomorrow but the rest of the day for me is free.I can go home and enjoy myself.My weekend starts pretty early this week.When Saturday night comes,I will be singing up a storm and I am thinking of doing a couple of John Lennon songs to celebrate the latest parole application rejection of the man who murdered John Lennon on December 8th,1980.
As stated,tomorrow is a day off,but I will still be doing a laundy pick-up.I am hoping that the pick-up goes well with no messes to clean.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
Wednesday, August 13, 2008
Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.
The laundry pick-up went by smoothly.There wasn't a mess to clean up and that was terrific.After that,I simply dropped the bags off and sorted the laundry out and had lunch.After that,I went home.
On the way home,I stopped at my regular bank and withdrew some money for my mom.My mom needed this to do her grocery shopping for the rest of the month.After I dropped her off at the supermarket,I went to my mechanic's garage to get my oil changed.It was due for one and it was also slightly overdue.I was glad to get that accomplished.After that was done,I drove over to the supermarket to see if my mom was done shopping,which she was.
When we got home,my mom and I sorted out the groceries and I relaxed while catching up on some much needed computer work.While doing that,my mom was also preparing a light supper and I ate it.It was a hot sandwich with tossed salad to go with it.It was really good.After that,I decided to finish off the work that I started.
I am now relaxing.It was a wonderful day that I had.My oil was changed.My mom got her grocery shopping done and there was no mess to clean up at the rehab center when I did the pick-up.Overall,a wonderful day.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the shift goes well.I also have a meeting that I am thinking of going to.If I do,I hope that it goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
The laundry pick-up went by smoothly.There wasn't a mess to clean up and that was terrific.After that,I simply dropped the bags off and sorted the laundry out and had lunch.After that,I went home.
On the way home,I stopped at my regular bank and withdrew some money for my mom.My mom needed this to do her grocery shopping for the rest of the month.After I dropped her off at the supermarket,I went to my mechanic's garage to get my oil changed.It was due for one and it was also slightly overdue.I was glad to get that accomplished.After that was done,I drove over to the supermarket to see if my mom was done shopping,which she was.
When we got home,my mom and I sorted out the groceries and I relaxed while catching up on some much needed computer work.While doing that,my mom was also preparing a light supper and I ate it.It was a hot sandwich with tossed salad to go with it.It was really good.After that,I decided to finish off the work that I started.
I am now relaxing.It was a wonderful day that I had.My oil was changed.My mom got her grocery shopping done and there was no mess to clean up at the rehab center when I did the pick-up.Overall,a wonderful day.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the shift goes well.I also have a meeting that I am thinking of going to.If I do,I hope that it goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
Tuesday, August 12, 2008
Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty good day today.
The work day went by smoothly.I simply did my job.It was quite a lot that I did as well.After that,I did my usual dropping off the clean laundry at the rehab center before heading for home.
When I got home,I headed for my bedroom to take a nap.But I had a hard time trying to sleep.I wound up relapsing while in bed.I masturbated myself until ejaculation.I felt lousy afterwards but after I asked for forgiveness from the creator,I felt a little bit better but I still felt the misery for a while.
After I ate dinner,I finsihed my e-mail work.It really was quite a bit but I managed to get it done.
I am still feeling pain in my right leg caused by the bone spur in my right foot.Accoring to the tracking from the delivery site,I should be getting those calcium supplements on Friday.I hope so because I am already at the edge where I can't take the pain anymore.It has been really excruciating for me to bear.I can barely walk and I have to stop and take a few deep breaths because of the pain and I am also breathing heavily at times when I am taking that breather.I am hoping to get those calcium supplements really soon so I can say goodbye to this unbearable pain.After these are gone,I am going to order more.
As a result of my pain,I chose to stay home and relax.I didn't go anywhere.The only exception is that I did run an errand for my mom tonight and that was all.I was hoping to start going back to the recovery meetings again but the pain in my right leg caused by my right foot kept me at home.I am hoping to start going back to the meetings real soon.
Tomorrow is simply a pick-up day.I am hoping that the pick-up goes well.I also have an appointment to get my oil changed tomorrow after I drop my mom off at the supermarket to buy some groceries for the rest of the month.I am hoping that everything goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
The work day went by smoothly.I simply did my job.It was quite a lot that I did as well.After that,I did my usual dropping off the clean laundry at the rehab center before heading for home.
When I got home,I headed for my bedroom to take a nap.But I had a hard time trying to sleep.I wound up relapsing while in bed.I masturbated myself until ejaculation.I felt lousy afterwards but after I asked for forgiveness from the creator,I felt a little bit better but I still felt the misery for a while.
After I ate dinner,I finsihed my e-mail work.It really was quite a bit but I managed to get it done.
I am still feeling pain in my right leg caused by the bone spur in my right foot.Accoring to the tracking from the delivery site,I should be getting those calcium supplements on Friday.I hope so because I am already at the edge where I can't take the pain anymore.It has been really excruciating for me to bear.I can barely walk and I have to stop and take a few deep breaths because of the pain and I am also breathing heavily at times when I am taking that breather.I am hoping to get those calcium supplements really soon so I can say goodbye to this unbearable pain.After these are gone,I am going to order more.
As a result of my pain,I chose to stay home and relax.I didn't go anywhere.The only exception is that I did run an errand for my mom tonight and that was all.I was hoping to start going back to the recovery meetings again but the pain in my right leg caused by my right foot kept me at home.I am hoping to start going back to the meetings real soon.
Tomorrow is simply a pick-up day.I am hoping that the pick-up goes well.I also have an appointment to get my oil changed tomorrow after I drop my mom off at the supermarket to buy some groceries for the rest of the month.I am hoping that everything goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
Monday, August 11, 2008
Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.
Since it was my day off today,I had a lot to do.I went to a finance company to get a loan to have our roof fixed soon.The minute that the check was cut,I headed over to a branch of the bank that holds my checking account to open up a temporary savings account to hold the money in a safe place.Afterwards,I went to a Salvation Army thrift shop in the area and I found quite a lot of stuff.It was a whole bunch of 45's,a few albums and several cassettes.It was great to find all of these things.I also picked up some macaroni and cheese for tomorrow's dinner.I headed home afterwards.
When I got home,I sorted out everything that I bought and I ate dinner.After that,I decided to do some last minute computer work.
While doing so,I heard from a man who I have done business with in the past wanting me to come over and check out some stuff that he was selling before he started his upcoming yard sale.I bought several more things to help him out a little and went home.While heading for home,it started to lightly rain so I headed straight home before it could become a storm.Luckily,it didn't but it doesn't hurt to be safe.Overall,a pretty good day today.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the day goes well.I am thinking of returning to that other recovery meeting that I went to before I started that temporary SSA strugglers support group.If I do,I hope that it goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
Since it was my day off today,I had a lot to do.I went to a finance company to get a loan to have our roof fixed soon.The minute that the check was cut,I headed over to a branch of the bank that holds my checking account to open up a temporary savings account to hold the money in a safe place.Afterwards,I went to a Salvation Army thrift shop in the area and I found quite a lot of stuff.It was a whole bunch of 45's,a few albums and several cassettes.It was great to find all of these things.I also picked up some macaroni and cheese for tomorrow's dinner.I headed home afterwards.
When I got home,I sorted out everything that I bought and I ate dinner.After that,I decided to do some last minute computer work.
While doing so,I heard from a man who I have done business with in the past wanting me to come over and check out some stuff that he was selling before he started his upcoming yard sale.I bought several more things to help him out a little and went home.While heading for home,it started to lightly rain so I headed straight home before it could become a storm.Luckily,it didn't but it doesn't hurt to be safe.Overall,a pretty good day today.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the day goes well.I am thinking of returning to that other recovery meeting that I went to before I started that temporary SSA strugglers support group.If I do,I hope that it goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
Sunday, August 10, 2008
Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty good day today.
This morning,I woke up but didn't get up right away.I stayed in bed because I was feeling really tired.To pass the time,I listened to a radio sermon.I wasn't feeling up to getting up so I stayed in bed and listened to the sermon on the radio.Not only that,it was raining and it continued to rain for much of the day.My right leg continues to hurt and it has been affecting my ability to walk pretty much.With this constant rain happening,my heel spur in my right foot has been hurting excruciatingly.I can hardly wait for those calcium supplements to come in so I can start talking them and say farewell to this pain.The supplements will help repair some lost bone cartilage in my right foot and the pain will start to gradually disappear.I can then start exercising a little bit more once that happens.I have been sick of this excruciating pain in my right foot and it's affects in my ability to walk properly.
Despite the weather conditions,I had to get out and run errands.I went to a couple of local supermarkets to pick up several things for my mom and myself.I just can't stay couped up in the house and do nothing even though it's raining.Right now,the rain has been tapering off and it's starting to gradually die down.I just hope that this ever changing weather pattern ends soon.I am getting tired of this excruciating pain in my right leg caused by the hell spur that I have and that is why I am hoping that the constant ever changing weather pattern stops as a result of the way I am feeling about the excruciating pain in my leg.
On a positive note,my night of entertaining the crowd went great.There was a good amount of people out last night and that was great.I got a lot of positive responses from the crowd and that made me feel good.I can hardly wait for next Saturday night,which I hope is just as awesome as last night.
I am thinking of going out and having a drink with the guys tonight at the place where I entertain and I am hoping to get a lot of positive conversations with them.
Tomorrow is my day off.I am hoping that the day goes well for me.I do have an appointment with a finance company where I have a line of credit so it can be restructured and I can get some money to fix the roof of our house so it can stop leaking.I am hoping that everything works out.
That was my weekend and my hopes for the start of the new week ahead.FJ
This morning,I woke up but didn't get up right away.I stayed in bed because I was feeling really tired.To pass the time,I listened to a radio sermon.I wasn't feeling up to getting up so I stayed in bed and listened to the sermon on the radio.Not only that,it was raining and it continued to rain for much of the day.My right leg continues to hurt and it has been affecting my ability to walk pretty much.With this constant rain happening,my heel spur in my right foot has been hurting excruciatingly.I can hardly wait for those calcium supplements to come in so I can start talking them and say farewell to this pain.The supplements will help repair some lost bone cartilage in my right foot and the pain will start to gradually disappear.I can then start exercising a little bit more once that happens.I have been sick of this excruciating pain in my right foot and it's affects in my ability to walk properly.
Despite the weather conditions,I had to get out and run errands.I went to a couple of local supermarkets to pick up several things for my mom and myself.I just can't stay couped up in the house and do nothing even though it's raining.Right now,the rain has been tapering off and it's starting to gradually die down.I just hope that this ever changing weather pattern ends soon.I am getting tired of this excruciating pain in my right leg caused by the hell spur that I have and that is why I am hoping that the constant ever changing weather pattern stops as a result of the way I am feeling about the excruciating pain in my leg.
On a positive note,my night of entertaining the crowd went great.There was a good amount of people out last night and that was great.I got a lot of positive responses from the crowd and that made me feel good.I can hardly wait for next Saturday night,which I hope is just as awesome as last night.
I am thinking of going out and having a drink with the guys tonight at the place where I entertain and I am hoping to get a lot of positive conversations with them.
Tomorrow is my day off.I am hoping that the day goes well for me.I do have an appointment with a finance company where I have a line of credit so it can be restructured and I can get some money to fix the roof of our house so it can stop leaking.I am hoping that everything works out.
That was my weekend and my hopes for the start of the new week ahead.FJ
Saturday, August 09, 2008
Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.
The day started out well for me.I had a light breakfast and I watched a movie this morning.It was a movie that I bought about two weeks ago called 28 Days Later.It is about an outbreak of a disease virus that turns people into zombies and they don't have to bite anyone to make them zombies either.The blood is tainted with the virus and even a drop it in the mouth or the eyes can have an effect on anyone.A small group of survivors fight to not be infected with the virus as they travel across their homeland.The movie takes place in London England as well as in several other places around the country and it was one of the best horror films that I have seen in quite a while.I might be watching the sequel 28 Weeks Later soon.I am hoping that it's as great as this one is.
I also ran an errand for my mom.I had to pick up a few things for dinner tonight and a couple of things for tomorrow night.I also registered some more bills at Where's George today after I ate and I got a bill that was from Daytona Beach Florida.I am going to spend it tonight when I go out.I hope that I get an e-mail soonafter I spend it.
I am going to be singing up a storm tonight.I am hoping that the night goes well for me.I always look forward to singing each and every Saturday night.Though I rarely have an off night,I always hope for thinsg to go well.You never know what could happen.I am feeling hopeful and optimistic.I have a feeling that everything will go well for me tonight.Still,I always hope.
As for the rest of the weekend,I haven't made any plans but whatever I do,I hope that it gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today,including my hopes for the evening tonight and for the rest of the weekend ahead.FJ
The day started out well for me.I had a light breakfast and I watched a movie this morning.It was a movie that I bought about two weeks ago called 28 Days Later.It is about an outbreak of a disease virus that turns people into zombies and they don't have to bite anyone to make them zombies either.The blood is tainted with the virus and even a drop it in the mouth or the eyes can have an effect on anyone.A small group of survivors fight to not be infected with the virus as they travel across their homeland.The movie takes place in London England as well as in several other places around the country and it was one of the best horror films that I have seen in quite a while.I might be watching the sequel 28 Weeks Later soon.I am hoping that it's as great as this one is.
I also ran an errand for my mom.I had to pick up a few things for dinner tonight and a couple of things for tomorrow night.I also registered some more bills at Where's George today after I ate and I got a bill that was from Daytona Beach Florida.I am going to spend it tonight when I go out.I hope that I get an e-mail soonafter I spend it.
I am going to be singing up a storm tonight.I am hoping that the night goes well for me.I always look forward to singing each and every Saturday night.Though I rarely have an off night,I always hope for thinsg to go well.You never know what could happen.I am feeling hopeful and optimistic.I have a feeling that everything will go well for me tonight.Still,I always hope.
As for the rest of the weekend,I haven't made any plans but whatever I do,I hope that it gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today,including my hopes for the evening tonight and for the rest of the weekend ahead.FJ
Friday, August 08, 2008
Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.
The work shift went smoothly.I just did what I had to do in the usual allotment of time and it was a lot.After that,I simply bagged everything that was clean and dropped it off at the rehab center.I headed for home after that.
On the way home,I went to a bank and cashed my paycheack and I also stopped at a couple of stores on the way.I had to pick up a few things for my mom and I headed staright home afterwards.
When I got home,I rested before dinner and listened to a little bit of music while doing so.After eating,I registered some more bills at Where's George and even one of the bills was previously registered at the site from Illinois.After doing that,I did some last minute personal PC work.
I am glad that the weekend is finaly here.I am going to be singing up a storm tomorrow night and I am hoping for a grand time.I am also hoping for the night to go well for me. I haven't decided what I am going to sing but whatever I choose,I hope that I do well and that the public enjoys what I do.I have a feeling that everything will go well but I still hope.
As for the rest of the weekend,I haven't decided what I am going to do.But whatever I do,I hope that it benefits me in a positive way.
As for the rest of the night,I am going to go and turn in some bottles that have accumulated in my trunk for some extra money for the weekend.
That was my day today and my hopes for the weekend ahead.FJ
The work shift went smoothly.I just did what I had to do in the usual allotment of time and it was a lot.After that,I simply bagged everything that was clean and dropped it off at the rehab center.I headed for home after that.
On the way home,I went to a bank and cashed my paycheack and I also stopped at a couple of stores on the way.I had to pick up a few things for my mom and I headed staright home afterwards.
When I got home,I rested before dinner and listened to a little bit of music while doing so.After eating,I registered some more bills at Where's George and even one of the bills was previously registered at the site from Illinois.After doing that,I did some last minute personal PC work.
I am glad that the weekend is finaly here.I am going to be singing up a storm tomorrow night and I am hoping for a grand time.I am also hoping for the night to go well for me. I haven't decided what I am going to sing but whatever I choose,I hope that I do well and that the public enjoys what I do.I have a feeling that everything will go well but I still hope.
As for the rest of the weekend,I haven't decided what I am going to do.But whatever I do,I hope that it benefits me in a positive way.
As for the rest of the night,I am going to go and turn in some bottles that have accumulated in my trunk for some extra money for the weekend.
That was my day today and my hopes for the weekend ahead.FJ
Thursday, August 07, 2008
Tonight,I am feeling okay but I am also feeling down and tired.I had a pretty fair day today.
The work shift went by smoothly.I simply did what I had to do in the short period of time that I had and I managed to get an awful lot done.After finishing,I bagged everything that was clean and dropped it off.I headed straight home afterwards.
When I got home,I finished my personal PC work and tried to relax.I tried to take a nap this afternoon but I wound up masturbating.I was manipulating my private parts until I was erect and I ejaculated when I masturbated to finish.I did feel lousy afterwards but after asking for forgiveness,I felt better.Still,even after I felt forgiven,I felt lousy but I am feeling much better now.I can now forget that it even happened.
I did manage to run an errand today for my mom.It was simply a last minute thing for dinner.We ate light tonight and after eating,I decided to do some last minute PC work before calling it a night.
Physically,I am still feeling an excruciating pain in my right leg.I have been feeling it for quite a while.I was feeling it for most of the day when it rained.It also looked like it was going to rain when I was on my way home from the store that I hurried home before the rain would start.I didn't feel or hear any rain so I guess that it bypassed.But I have a feeling that it might rain later this evening because I am still feeling it in my right leg.I am hoping that this crazy weather pattern ends soon.I can hardly bear the pain in my leg.
I was going to go to the sex addicts group tonight but since I was feeling pain,I stayed home.I am going to call the leader and explain my situation to him when I get a chance.I am hoping that he understands.
I am now relaxing.I am also anticipating the next day.This morning,while on break,I was relieved when I checked the check and confirm on the USPS site and a check that I sent out on Monday actually reached it's destination.Again,I am relieved.
Tomorrow is another work day.I am hoping that the shift goes well.After that,it's the weekend.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
The work shift went by smoothly.I simply did what I had to do in the short period of time that I had and I managed to get an awful lot done.After finishing,I bagged everything that was clean and dropped it off.I headed straight home afterwards.
When I got home,I finished my personal PC work and tried to relax.I tried to take a nap this afternoon but I wound up masturbating.I was manipulating my private parts until I was erect and I ejaculated when I masturbated to finish.I did feel lousy afterwards but after asking for forgiveness,I felt better.Still,even after I felt forgiven,I felt lousy but I am feeling much better now.I can now forget that it even happened.
I did manage to run an errand today for my mom.It was simply a last minute thing for dinner.We ate light tonight and after eating,I decided to do some last minute PC work before calling it a night.
Physically,I am still feeling an excruciating pain in my right leg.I have been feeling it for quite a while.I was feeling it for most of the day when it rained.It also looked like it was going to rain when I was on my way home from the store that I hurried home before the rain would start.I didn't feel or hear any rain so I guess that it bypassed.But I have a feeling that it might rain later this evening because I am still feeling it in my right leg.I am hoping that this crazy weather pattern ends soon.I can hardly bear the pain in my leg.
I was going to go to the sex addicts group tonight but since I was feeling pain,I stayed home.I am going to call the leader and explain my situation to him when I get a chance.I am hoping that he understands.
I am now relaxing.I am also anticipating the next day.This morning,while on break,I was relieved when I checked the check and confirm on the USPS site and a check that I sent out on Monday actually reached it's destination.Again,I am relieved.
Tomorrow is another work day.I am hoping that the shift goes well.After that,it's the weekend.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
Wednesday, August 06, 2008
Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty good day today.
The laundry pick-up went smoothly with no messes to clean up.The bags were ready for me to pick up and all the dirty laundry was all bagged.
When I got to the work site,I had lunch first before sorting out the laundry in the cellar.After everything was done,I left for home.
On the way home,I mailed out an important letter for my mom and picked something up from the store for her.When I got home,I caught the mailperson on my street and I got what I was waiting on.It was a new fanny pack because the one that I was using was going broke.I now have a new one and I also put all of what I had into it.When I got into the house,I registered a few more bills at Where's George and I went to my appointment to see my sexual abuse support counselor.
The session went well.As usual,I shared with her what's been going on in my life and how it has been.After the session,I left for home.
On the way home,I also stopped at another store to pick up a few things for my mom and I even picked something up for myself.I headed straight home afterwards because I wanted to get the stuff home.One of the things that I bought was ice cream and I didn't want it to melt.
When I got home,I relaxed for a bit and I did some more last minute computer work.
I am now relaxing yet again and I am anticipating the next working day.I am hoping that the day goes well.
I am still feeling pain at the moment from the bone spur that I have in my right foot.Fortunately,my payment for those calcium pills has reached it's destination and I am eagerly awaiting the pills to come in.I will start taking them the minute that I receive them.I am just sick of feeling this excruciating pain.
As stated,tomorrow is a work day.I am hoiping that the shift goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
The laundry pick-up went smoothly with no messes to clean up.The bags were ready for me to pick up and all the dirty laundry was all bagged.
When I got to the work site,I had lunch first before sorting out the laundry in the cellar.After everything was done,I left for home.
On the way home,I mailed out an important letter for my mom and picked something up from the store for her.When I got home,I caught the mailperson on my street and I got what I was waiting on.It was a new fanny pack because the one that I was using was going broke.I now have a new one and I also put all of what I had into it.When I got into the house,I registered a few more bills at Where's George and I went to my appointment to see my sexual abuse support counselor.
The session went well.As usual,I shared with her what's been going on in my life and how it has been.After the session,I left for home.
On the way home,I also stopped at another store to pick up a few things for my mom and I even picked something up for myself.I headed straight home afterwards because I wanted to get the stuff home.One of the things that I bought was ice cream and I didn't want it to melt.
When I got home,I relaxed for a bit and I did some more last minute computer work.
I am now relaxing yet again and I am anticipating the next working day.I am hoping that the day goes well.
I am still feeling pain at the moment from the bone spur that I have in my right foot.Fortunately,my payment for those calcium pills has reached it's destination and I am eagerly awaiting the pills to come in.I will start taking them the minute that I receive them.I am just sick of feeling this excruciating pain.
As stated,tomorrow is a work day.I am hoiping that the shift goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
Tuesday, August 05, 2008
Tonight,I am feeling okay teetering on the edge of down.I had a pretty good day today.
The work day went by smoothly and I managed to get a lot done.But for most of the day,I had really bad pains in my right leg caused by the dreaded bone spur that is in my right foot.I could hardly walk on my leg today going back and forth up and down the stairs.It was tough and as stated,I was feeling pains.I was breathing heavily and I had to rest a few times during the day as a result.As stated yesterday,I ordered some very specially formulated calcium supplements whose payment that I mailed out yesterday and I am eagerly awaiting them to come in.The minute that they do,I am going to start taking them.I took them months ago and the pain actually went away.For a long time,I wasn't feeling any pain and that was good.But ever since the winter and with the ever changing weather patterns that we have been having since this summer began,I have been feeling excruciating pain.I have been using arch supports to try and keep me properly alligned and while they did help me out,they are not helpful when bad weather rolls around and as stated,since this past winter and with it carrying over into the summer of this year,the pain has been pretty unbearable.I am hoping that those supplements come soon so I can say goodbye to this excruciating bone spur pain.
As a result of the pain and the bad weather,I have chosen to stay home tonight.I did call the group and explained my situation with him by leaving a message on his machine.I am hoping that he understands.I will start going back in a couple of weeks and I am hoping to start doing so in that time.I am missing the meetings because I have been getting an awful lot out of them.But when my health starts taking a turn for the worse,I do have to think about that.Again,I am hoping to start going back in a couple of weeks.
I am now relaxing.I am still feeling pain in my right leg and believe me,it is still really hurting me really bad because it is excruciatingly sore.I can hardly wait to get those specially designed calcium supplements so I can start feeling better again and start using some of the energy that I have.It's going to waste as a result of this pain that I have been feeling for too long.
Tomorrow is a pick-up day.I am hoping that the pick-up goes smoothly with no messes to clean up.I also have an appointment with my sexual abuse support counselor tomorrow afternoon and I am hoping that the session with her goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
The work day went by smoothly and I managed to get a lot done.But for most of the day,I had really bad pains in my right leg caused by the dreaded bone spur that is in my right foot.I could hardly walk on my leg today going back and forth up and down the stairs.It was tough and as stated,I was feeling pains.I was breathing heavily and I had to rest a few times during the day as a result.As stated yesterday,I ordered some very specially formulated calcium supplements whose payment that I mailed out yesterday and I am eagerly awaiting them to come in.The minute that they do,I am going to start taking them.I took them months ago and the pain actually went away.For a long time,I wasn't feeling any pain and that was good.But ever since the winter and with the ever changing weather patterns that we have been having since this summer began,I have been feeling excruciating pain.I have been using arch supports to try and keep me properly alligned and while they did help me out,they are not helpful when bad weather rolls around and as stated,since this past winter and with it carrying over into the summer of this year,the pain has been pretty unbearable.I am hoping that those supplements come soon so I can say goodbye to this excruciating bone spur pain.
As a result of the pain and the bad weather,I have chosen to stay home tonight.I did call the group and explained my situation with him by leaving a message on his machine.I am hoping that he understands.I will start going back in a couple of weeks and I am hoping to start doing so in that time.I am missing the meetings because I have been getting an awful lot out of them.But when my health starts taking a turn for the worse,I do have to think about that.Again,I am hoping to start going back in a couple of weeks.
I am now relaxing.I am still feeling pain in my right leg and believe me,it is still really hurting me really bad because it is excruciatingly sore.I can hardly wait to get those specially designed calcium supplements so I can start feeling better again and start using some of the energy that I have.It's going to waste as a result of this pain that I have been feeling for too long.
Tomorrow is a pick-up day.I am hoping that the pick-up goes smoothly with no messes to clean up.I also have an appointment with my sexual abuse support counselor tomorrow afternoon and I am hoping that the session with her goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
Monday, August 04, 2008
Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty good day today.
Since today was my day off,I simply ran a few errands that needed to be run.I had to mail out payments for the bills that I had to pay since it was the beginning of the month.They are now sent out and I also placed an order for a couple of bottles of calcium supplements that I need for the bad bone spur that I have in my right foot.I am hoping that they will get there in the time it takes since I used Priority Mail.I will be checking starting tomorrow and I hope that they will be there in the 3 days or less that the service says that it will/should.
I have been having some more talks with the guy who owns that certain online forum and we are still trying to get onto it to try to get it back up on it's feet.I am hoping that this can be worked out in time.
I was out of the house for much of the day.I ran the errands and I also managed to get some personal stuff done that needed to get done.Still,there is a lot more that needs to get done concerning that online group and I am hoping that this can be worked out well for the both of us.It has been getting me down but I am hoping that everything will go well.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the day goes by smoothly.I am also thinking of going to that spiritual sex addiction support group tomorrow night and if I do,I hope that the group meeting goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
Since today was my day off,I simply ran a few errands that needed to be run.I had to mail out payments for the bills that I had to pay since it was the beginning of the month.They are now sent out and I also placed an order for a couple of bottles of calcium supplements that I need for the bad bone spur that I have in my right foot.I am hoping that they will get there in the time it takes since I used Priority Mail.I will be checking starting tomorrow and I hope that they will be there in the 3 days or less that the service says that it will/should.
I have been having some more talks with the guy who owns that certain online forum and we are still trying to get onto it to try to get it back up on it's feet.I am hoping that this can be worked out in time.
I was out of the house for much of the day.I ran the errands and I also managed to get some personal stuff done that needed to get done.Still,there is a lot more that needs to get done concerning that online group and I am hoping that this can be worked out well for the both of us.It has been getting me down but I am hoping that everything will go well.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the day goes by smoothly.I am also thinking of going to that spiritual sex addiction support group tomorrow night and if I do,I hope that the group meeting goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
Sunday, August 03, 2008
Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.
I really didn't have much to do.I ran a personal errand for myself and I did my personal PC work throughout the early afternoon.I also had a talk with the owner of that online group that I moderate and he's hoping to get to a computer tomorrow.I wished him the best of success with doing so and that I hope that everything can be worked out soon.He thanked me and we hung up.After that,I shut down the computer and did the errands.
I went to a grocery store to pick up a couple of things that were needed.After that,I went home to eat.
The day didn't start out too good.For most of the day,I was going to the bathroom constantly.It was not constantly urinating but it was defecating.Every few minutes,I had to take a dump.This whole thing was murder on my hemorrhoids.They were really hurting from all the movements.After my last one,which was diarrhea,I took diarrhea medicine and that stopped it.
Much of this has been caused by the constant weather changes that we have been having,such as it being hot and humid one day and rainy the next.Plus,the woories over my mom's health and how she would make it out were also a concern and not only that,all the stress and strain that all of that was causing.Plus,my stomach was also feeling queasy and bloated.I was hoping to start going back to church this morning but all of this made me stay right at home in bed.I am hoping that this does not become a factor next Sunday.I need to have some more positive and healthy relationships and these health woes that I have been having are not helping the matter.Not only that,my right leg has been hurting due to that terrible heel spur that I have in my left foot because of all the dampness in the air and all because of rain coming constantly without a much needed break.I am hoping that the break come real soon.
Last night,my night of entertaining the crowd went great.It was a pretty long night for me but it was awesome.There was a bachelor party going on in the cellar of the place and some of the guys from that party came upstairs to join the crowd.Plus,some people who had not been there in a while actually came out and even that made it wonderful.Before the night was through for me,I took a person home because they had too much to drink and I decided to do so.On Friday night,a drunk driver was stopped in my neighborhood and that motivated me to take the guy home.He did drive there but he didn't want to get himself hurt nor hurt anyone else.I made sure he got home safely and I went back to the place to finsih the night.I was really tired and exhausted when I was finished but again,it was a wonderful night.I am looking forward to next Saturday night where I am hoping that it will be as wonderful as last night.
I am now relaxing at home.I am waiting for a phone call to come and after that,I am thinking of going out to have a drink with the guys at the place where I entertain later on tonight.I am hoping for some wonderful talks with the guys there when I go.
Tomorrow is my day off.I am hoping that the day goes by smoothly.
That was my weekend and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
I really didn't have much to do.I ran a personal errand for myself and I did my personal PC work throughout the early afternoon.I also had a talk with the owner of that online group that I moderate and he's hoping to get to a computer tomorrow.I wished him the best of success with doing so and that I hope that everything can be worked out soon.He thanked me and we hung up.After that,I shut down the computer and did the errands.
I went to a grocery store to pick up a couple of things that were needed.After that,I went home to eat.
The day didn't start out too good.For most of the day,I was going to the bathroom constantly.It was not constantly urinating but it was defecating.Every few minutes,I had to take a dump.This whole thing was murder on my hemorrhoids.They were really hurting from all the movements.After my last one,which was diarrhea,I took diarrhea medicine and that stopped it.
Much of this has been caused by the constant weather changes that we have been having,such as it being hot and humid one day and rainy the next.Plus,the woories over my mom's health and how she would make it out were also a concern and not only that,all the stress and strain that all of that was causing.Plus,my stomach was also feeling queasy and bloated.I was hoping to start going back to church this morning but all of this made me stay right at home in bed.I am hoping that this does not become a factor next Sunday.I need to have some more positive and healthy relationships and these health woes that I have been having are not helping the matter.Not only that,my right leg has been hurting due to that terrible heel spur that I have in my left foot because of all the dampness in the air and all because of rain coming constantly without a much needed break.I am hoping that the break come real soon.
Last night,my night of entertaining the crowd went great.It was a pretty long night for me but it was awesome.There was a bachelor party going on in the cellar of the place and some of the guys from that party came upstairs to join the crowd.Plus,some people who had not been there in a while actually came out and even that made it wonderful.Before the night was through for me,I took a person home because they had too much to drink and I decided to do so.On Friday night,a drunk driver was stopped in my neighborhood and that motivated me to take the guy home.He did drive there but he didn't want to get himself hurt nor hurt anyone else.I made sure he got home safely and I went back to the place to finsih the night.I was really tired and exhausted when I was finished but again,it was a wonderful night.I am looking forward to next Saturday night where I am hoping that it will be as wonderful as last night.
I am now relaxing at home.I am waiting for a phone call to come and after that,I am thinking of going out to have a drink with the guys at the place where I entertain later on tonight.I am hoping for some wonderful talks with the guys there when I go.
Tomorrow is my day off.I am hoping that the day goes by smoothly.
That was my weekend and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
Saturday, August 02, 2008
Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.
I woke up very late this morning.I had my usual breakfast and I waited for the Christian counselor that I have telephone sessions with to call.He called an hour late but I didn't care and I didn't mention that he was late in calling.We talked for about a 1/2 hour about a lot of things.After I hung up,I finished up my personal PC work for the afternoon before shutting down.
After that,I relaxed for a bit and I ran an errand for my mom.It was to pick up something for dinner tonight and a couple of other things.We had a pretty nice day today and it was wonderful to be out even if it was for an errand.I had a wonderful day out for a bit and when I got home,I bathed before eating because I needed to clean myself up for the night.I am going to go out and entertain the crowd tonight and I want to be clean for the occasion.
After eating,I decided to catch up on some much needed personal PC work.It was only a few e-mails and I also managed to check up on the online forum that I am a moderator of.So far,so good.I guess that the group owner will not be able to do anything for now due to it being the weekend.But I am hoping that he will be back on Monday ready to do some correction work on what that ex-girlfriends kid did when he invaded his privacy.I am also hoping that he will be able to solve the problems of his privacy being invaded.He will probably call me on Monday.I will be looking forward to that call.
I am glad that the weekend is here.As stated,I will be doing my usual entertaining the crowd by singing.I look forward to that every Saturday night.I am hoping that the evening goes great for me.Though I rarely have an off night,I still hope for things to go well.You never know what could happen.But as usual,I am feeling hopeful and optimistic.I have a feeling that things will go well for me tonight.Still,I hope.
As for tomorrow,I haven't really made any plans but whatever I do,I hope that it gives me positive benefits.
That was day today and my hopes for the rest of the weekend.FJ
I woke up very late this morning.I had my usual breakfast and I waited for the Christian counselor that I have telephone sessions with to call.He called an hour late but I didn't care and I didn't mention that he was late in calling.We talked for about a 1/2 hour about a lot of things.After I hung up,I finished up my personal PC work for the afternoon before shutting down.
After that,I relaxed for a bit and I ran an errand for my mom.It was to pick up something for dinner tonight and a couple of other things.We had a pretty nice day today and it was wonderful to be out even if it was for an errand.I had a wonderful day out for a bit and when I got home,I bathed before eating because I needed to clean myself up for the night.I am going to go out and entertain the crowd tonight and I want to be clean for the occasion.
After eating,I decided to catch up on some much needed personal PC work.It was only a few e-mails and I also managed to check up on the online forum that I am a moderator of.So far,so good.I guess that the group owner will not be able to do anything for now due to it being the weekend.But I am hoping that he will be back on Monday ready to do some correction work on what that ex-girlfriends kid did when he invaded his privacy.I am also hoping that he will be able to solve the problems of his privacy being invaded.He will probably call me on Monday.I will be looking forward to that call.
I am glad that the weekend is here.As stated,I will be doing my usual entertaining the crowd by singing.I look forward to that every Saturday night.I am hoping that the evening goes great for me.Though I rarely have an off night,I still hope for things to go well.You never know what could happen.But as usual,I am feeling hopeful and optimistic.I have a feeling that things will go well for me tonight.Still,I hope.
As for tomorrow,I haven't really made any plans but whatever I do,I hope that it gives me positive benefits.
That was day today and my hopes for the rest of the weekend.FJ
Friday, August 01, 2008
Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.
The work shift went as smoothly as it could.There wasn't an awful lot to do.I simply did what I had to do and dropped everything off when I had to.I also managed to get a couple of small things for my mom done as well.
On the way home,I cashed me paycheck and I headed for home.I also had to go to my regular bank and withdraw some money for my mom and pay on a bill that was past due.I also went to Subway and got a footlong sub for me and my mom for dinner.
After eating,I registered many bills at the Where's George website.It was an awful lot for me to register and I am glad that they are all on there.I also got a few hits on some dollar bills that I had registered some time ago and even that was terrific.
I also had another talk with the group owner today and he gave me some additional information regarding what he has been trying to do to get his personal stuff back in order.He told me that he failed in getting that son of his ex-girlfriend to reveal the stuff that he had changed but he informed that he was going to keep on trying.I wished him the best of success and I am hoping for the best.
The weekend is finally here.I am glad for that.I will be singing tomorrow night and I am hoping that the night goes well.I really enjoy singing and I really enjoy the compliments from the crowd.It is really a blast entertaining people and I enjoy it each and every week.
As for the rest of the weekend,I haven't made any plans but whatever I do,I hope that it gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the upcoming weekend.FJ
The work shift went as smoothly as it could.There wasn't an awful lot to do.I simply did what I had to do and dropped everything off when I had to.I also managed to get a couple of small things for my mom done as well.
On the way home,I cashed me paycheck and I headed for home.I also had to go to my regular bank and withdraw some money for my mom and pay on a bill that was past due.I also went to Subway and got a footlong sub for me and my mom for dinner.
After eating,I registered many bills at the Where's George website.It was an awful lot for me to register and I am glad that they are all on there.I also got a few hits on some dollar bills that I had registered some time ago and even that was terrific.
I also had another talk with the group owner today and he gave me some additional information regarding what he has been trying to do to get his personal stuff back in order.He told me that he failed in getting that son of his ex-girlfriend to reveal the stuff that he had changed but he informed that he was going to keep on trying.I wished him the best of success and I am hoping for the best.
The weekend is finally here.I am glad for that.I will be singing tomorrow night and I am hoping that the night goes well.I really enjoy singing and I really enjoy the compliments from the crowd.It is really a blast entertaining people and I enjoy it each and every week.
As for the rest of the weekend,I haven't made any plans but whatever I do,I hope that it gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the upcoming weekend.FJ
Thursday, July 31, 2008
Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.
The work shift went smoothly.There was also NO mess to clean up when I went to to do the initial pick-up and that was great.When I got to the work site,I simply sorted out everything and started a couple of loads.I also made sure that there was laundry detergent for the afternoon worker because I ran out when I started the second load.After eating,I simply bagged the clean laundry and dropped it off at the rehab center before heading for home.
When I got home,I decided to go to my bedroom and take a nap.I had to catch up on some lost sleep from the night before.I got over an hour and I felt better.During the time that I laid down,it rained pretty hard for about 10 minutes.I saw it in the clouds today and the dismal looks the sky had that it was going to rain.
I also got a rude awakening in my e-mail.One of the online Yahoo groups that I help moderate was sabotaged by someone who had a close relationship with the group owner.He also put a false message in the group home page.He and I will be talking later tonight as to what we can do to remedy the situation.I am hoping that this can be remedied to both of our satisfactions.
As a result of the group owner's phone call,I had to once again put the support group regarding sexual addiction on hold.I will be calling the support group leader tomorrow afternoon when I get home to explain my situation and I am hoping and praying that he understands.I really hate missing meetings but when a sudden emergency comes up,what can you do except help to remedy the situation that aroused the emergency.Again,I am hoping thet the situation regarding the online group can be remedied satisfactorily and that the support group leader understands my situation.
After eating,I finished my personal PC work and also went out to run an errand.It was simply a small errand that I had to run for my mom and I also got something done for myself.
I am now relaxing and anticipating the call from the online group owner.As stated,I am hoping that this situation regarding the group can be worked out.
Tomorrow is another work day.I am hoping that the shift goes smoothly.After that,it's the weekend.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
The work shift went smoothly.There was also NO mess to clean up when I went to to do the initial pick-up and that was great.When I got to the work site,I simply sorted out everything and started a couple of loads.I also made sure that there was laundry detergent for the afternoon worker because I ran out when I started the second load.After eating,I simply bagged the clean laundry and dropped it off at the rehab center before heading for home.
When I got home,I decided to go to my bedroom and take a nap.I had to catch up on some lost sleep from the night before.I got over an hour and I felt better.During the time that I laid down,it rained pretty hard for about 10 minutes.I saw it in the clouds today and the dismal looks the sky had that it was going to rain.
I also got a rude awakening in my e-mail.One of the online Yahoo groups that I help moderate was sabotaged by someone who had a close relationship with the group owner.He also put a false message in the group home page.He and I will be talking later tonight as to what we can do to remedy the situation.I am hoping that this can be remedied to both of our satisfactions.
As a result of the group owner's phone call,I had to once again put the support group regarding sexual addiction on hold.I will be calling the support group leader tomorrow afternoon when I get home to explain my situation and I am hoping and praying that he understands.I really hate missing meetings but when a sudden emergency comes up,what can you do except help to remedy the situation that aroused the emergency.Again,I am hoping thet the situation regarding the online group can be remedied satisfactorily and that the support group leader understands my situation.
After eating,I finished my personal PC work and also went out to run an errand.It was simply a small errand that I had to run for my mom and I also got something done for myself.
I am now relaxing and anticipating the call from the online group owner.As stated,I am hoping that this situation regarding the group can be worked out.
Tomorrow is another work day.I am hoping that the shift goes smoothly.After that,it's the weekend.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
Wednesday, July 30, 2008
Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty good day today.
Today was simply a laundry pick-up day for me.There were no problems such as being no mess to clean up.After I ate my lunch,I simply sorted out all the bagged laundry and left for home.
I had to make another trip out today because I had forgotten to buy a few things that my mom needed.I did buy them and when I got back home,I decided to take a nap for about an hour and it was wonderful.
When I woke up,I decided to watch a little TV and do some more personal PC work.This was mandatory because I had to post a message in an online forum that I am a member of in order to keep my membership in the group.I am glad that this is done and my membership will remain intact for another month.It is a requirement that each member posts one message a month that is an answer to the group's topic of the month.It was about shame and the sex drive.I posted my message and now,I am glad that I did.
After eating,I did some more last minute personal PC work.
For much of the day,I stayed home due to it being a very rainy day.It was really raining hard today so I chose to stay home because there is really nothing to do in my hometown when it rains.I chose to take it easy and catch up on sime much needed lots sleep the night before.I didn't get to sleep all too quickly last night and I felt tired.Instead of drinking another cup of coffee,I decided to go back to bed and take a nap.I felt better afterwards.Though I did drink a cup of coffee later on,I made sure that I put lots of half and half in my cup so it will be really light and that the caffeine levels were really down.It worked and I don't feel much edgy nor have I said any more angry things to myself pretending that there are people there when there isn't nobody even there.I feel pretty good as a result.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the shift goes well.After that,I will relax and get ready for my meeting later in the evening.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
Today was simply a laundry pick-up day for me.There were no problems such as being no mess to clean up.After I ate my lunch,I simply sorted out all the bagged laundry and left for home.
I had to make another trip out today because I had forgotten to buy a few things that my mom needed.I did buy them and when I got back home,I decided to take a nap for about an hour and it was wonderful.
When I woke up,I decided to watch a little TV and do some more personal PC work.This was mandatory because I had to post a message in an online forum that I am a member of in order to keep my membership in the group.I am glad that this is done and my membership will remain intact for another month.It is a requirement that each member posts one message a month that is an answer to the group's topic of the month.It was about shame and the sex drive.I posted my message and now,I am glad that I did.
After eating,I did some more last minute personal PC work.
For much of the day,I stayed home due to it being a very rainy day.It was really raining hard today so I chose to stay home because there is really nothing to do in my hometown when it rains.I chose to take it easy and catch up on sime much needed lots sleep the night before.I didn't get to sleep all too quickly last night and I felt tired.Instead of drinking another cup of coffee,I decided to go back to bed and take a nap.I felt better afterwards.Though I did drink a cup of coffee later on,I made sure that I put lots of half and half in my cup so it will be really light and that the caffeine levels were really down.It worked and I don't feel much edgy nor have I said any more angry things to myself pretending that there are people there when there isn't nobody even there.I feel pretty good as a result.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the shift goes well.After that,I will relax and get ready for my meeting later in the evening.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
Tuesday, July 29, 2008
Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.
The work day went by smoothly.I got quite a bit done in the amount of time that I had.Not only that,with both dryers working right now,I have been doing a lot more.It is really wonderful to get one obstacle out of the way so the job can get done.After I was done,I dropped off the clean laundry at the rehab center.I headed for home afterwards.
When I got home,my grandniece's and grandnephew were over.They were watching PBS and I went upstairs to lay down the minute that I walked in the house.I laid down for a little over an hour.I felt tired and my right foot was hurting.According to the weather reports that I have been checking all day,we are going to have rainy weather tomorrow and that is why my right foot is hurting.We have been having crazy weather since July has begun.One day it is sunny and the next day it rains.I am hoping that this crazy weather ends very soon because I can't take much more of this.My foot is hurting and I always get an uneasy feeling in my stomach when the weather patterns keep changing.Plus,my emotional state also gets affected.I have been feeling depressed ever since this ever-changing weather pattern has been happening.I am just hoping that this pattern ends soon so I can get back on track.
As a result of my foot pain,I stayed home tonight and didn't go anywhere.I was hoping to start going back to the sex addicts support group at the chapel but I didn't due to the pain I have been feeling.I am hoping that this stuff ends soon.
After eating,I finished my personal PC work.It was quite a bit but I got it done pretty quickly.I am now relaxing and sharing what happened during my day on this site.Despite the negatives,I have been feeling okay.
Tomorrow is simply a pick-up day.I am hoping that the pick-up goes smoothly without any messes to clean up.After that,since it will rain,I will be staying home tomorrow and simply take it easy.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
The work day went by smoothly.I got quite a bit done in the amount of time that I had.Not only that,with both dryers working right now,I have been doing a lot more.It is really wonderful to get one obstacle out of the way so the job can get done.After I was done,I dropped off the clean laundry at the rehab center.I headed for home afterwards.
When I got home,my grandniece's and grandnephew were over.They were watching PBS and I went upstairs to lay down the minute that I walked in the house.I laid down for a little over an hour.I felt tired and my right foot was hurting.According to the weather reports that I have been checking all day,we are going to have rainy weather tomorrow and that is why my right foot is hurting.We have been having crazy weather since July has begun.One day it is sunny and the next day it rains.I am hoping that this crazy weather ends very soon because I can't take much more of this.My foot is hurting and I always get an uneasy feeling in my stomach when the weather patterns keep changing.Plus,my emotional state also gets affected.I have been feeling depressed ever since this ever-changing weather pattern has been happening.I am just hoping that this pattern ends soon so I can get back on track.
As a result of my foot pain,I stayed home tonight and didn't go anywhere.I was hoping to start going back to the sex addicts support group at the chapel but I didn't due to the pain I have been feeling.I am hoping that this stuff ends soon.
After eating,I finished my personal PC work.It was quite a bit but I got it done pretty quickly.I am now relaxing and sharing what happened during my day on this site.Despite the negatives,I have been feeling okay.
Tomorrow is simply a pick-up day.I am hoping that the pick-up goes smoothly without any messes to clean up.After that,since it will rain,I will be staying home tomorrow and simply take it easy.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
Monday, July 28, 2008
Sunday, July 27, 2008
Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty good day today.
I went out for a while today and ran some errands.I bought a few things at a few stores and even helped out a charity today by buying a hot dog combo for lunch in front of a local Wal-Mart.I even bought some personal stuff there.I also went out for a country drive after doing that.The day was really sunny and bright.There wasn't a cloud in the sky.I had a very nice day out.It was really nice and I had some fun.
Before I did go out,I managed to get my personal computer work done.It was not a lot but I had to get it done.After that,I began my day out.
When I got home,I took it easy while waiting for dinner to get done.I simply watched a few special features on a DVD that I have and relaxed.
After I ate,I decided to catch up on some much needed computer work before the day is through.It's hard to believe that the day is almost over.The day went by pretty fast,but at least nothing negative happened.I had a blast.
Last night,my night of entertaining the crowd went great.It was yet another awesome night.I had fun and I got a lot of positive responses from the crowd.I am looking forward to next Saturday night.
I am thinking of going out tonight and having a drink or two with a few of the guys at the place where I do entertain.I am hoping for some wonderful and interesting talks.
Tomorrow is my day off.I have no plans but whatever I do,I hope that it gives me posiytive benefits.
That was my weekend and my hopes for the start of the new week ahead.FJ
I went out for a while today and ran some errands.I bought a few things at a few stores and even helped out a charity today by buying a hot dog combo for lunch in front of a local Wal-Mart.I even bought some personal stuff there.I also went out for a country drive after doing that.The day was really sunny and bright.There wasn't a cloud in the sky.I had a very nice day out.It was really nice and I had some fun.
Before I did go out,I managed to get my personal computer work done.It was not a lot but I had to get it done.After that,I began my day out.
When I got home,I took it easy while waiting for dinner to get done.I simply watched a few special features on a DVD that I have and relaxed.
After I ate,I decided to catch up on some much needed computer work before the day is through.It's hard to believe that the day is almost over.The day went by pretty fast,but at least nothing negative happened.I had a blast.
Last night,my night of entertaining the crowd went great.It was yet another awesome night.I had fun and I got a lot of positive responses from the crowd.I am looking forward to next Saturday night.
I am thinking of going out tonight and having a drink or two with a few of the guys at the place where I do entertain.I am hoping for some wonderful and interesting talks.
Tomorrow is my day off.I have no plans but whatever I do,I hope that it gives me posiytive benefits.
That was my weekend and my hopes for the start of the new week ahead.FJ
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