Tuesday, November 11, 2008

Tonight,I am feeling a little bit better.I had a pretty good day today.
The work day went smoothly.I simply did what I had to do.I had help in doing the pick-ups and drop-offs from the job coaches and that really made it.I also did some of the loads that I picked up.The whole day worked well and that was pretty good.
I still did my usual after work stuff.The only difference is that I had to walk.I was tired when I was through.I am not used to all the walking.But I managed to get what I had to do done.I dropped off a couple of newspapers at a couple of houses and I went straight home after that.
When I got home,I relaxed and watched a few cartoons on a DVD that I bought yesterday.It was great.I was really exhausted.But it was worthwhile.I had a good day and that was something.
After eating a light dinner,I finished off my personal PC work.It took a bit of doing and several server issues but I managed to get it done despite that.
I am now at home relaxing.I am simply awaiting the start of the new day.I am hoping that tomorrow will work out as well as today.I did check with my mechanic and he is looking for a brand new alternator for my compact 4X4 so I can get it on the road.He also had informed me yesterday that he has to check it thoroughly to see if it will pass inspection in order for my 4X4 to be safe to drive during the bitterly cold winter.I am glad to have such a great mechanic.
Tomorrow is simply a pick-up day.I am hoping that the pick-up goes smoothly.I will also be checking with my mechanic tomorrow to see if he has found a new alternator.
That was my day today and my hopes for the start of the new day ahead.FJ

Monday, November 10, 2008

Tonight,I am feeling a little bit better.Though I am still feeling some negative emotions over what happened to me late Saturday/early Sunday morning.But the day turned out to be pretty fair.
Today,I had to have my compact 4X4 towed to my mechanic's garage so it can be fixed and I can put it on the road.I am just hoping that the cost is not going to be too much.But if it is,I will just have to work out something with my mechanic and I am hoping that he will agree with it.
On the way home from his garage,with his step-daughter giving me a ride home,I stopped at a small store to pick up a few things.I picked up two boxes of instant oatmeal and a box of generic Cheerios.I also managed to pick up a 3 DVD set of cartoons for only $6.00.When I got out and got back into the car,we went straight home.
When I got home,we had a light dinner and my sister and her husband came over to hang out.It is my mom's birthday today and they came over with cake.It was pretty good and my sister and her husband tried the cake my mom made,which they enjoyed.It was pretty good having them around.They left after they received a phone call.
After they left,I finished my personal PC work and I watched the latest episode of Terminator:The Sarah Connor Chronicles.Afterwards,the conclusion of the Two & A Half Men two parter.Overall,a pretty fair day.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the day goes smoothly.I will have to take the bus to work tomorrow as per the fact that I don't have a vehicle for now.But I am hoping to have my compact 4X4 off and running before the week is through.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Sunday, November 09, 2008

Tonight,I am feeling really awful,angry and depressed.This has not been a very good day.
Last night,on the way home after dropping my friend off,I had an accident.While on the expressway,I suddenly lost control of my car and I crashed into the concrete wall on the expressway.I was feeling really shaken up by this and when I got out of the car,I saw that there was a lot of traffic backed up.As I turned my motor off,I stood by my car to watch all the other cars drive by and even a few of the drivers stopped to see if I was okay.I was physically okay but emotionally I was not very well at all.I felt a nagging pain in my stomach and I was also feeling a little shocked and disorganized.I even phoned 911 to report this and I saw that there was help there in the form of New York state Park Police and there was also an ambulance at the scene.Not only that,one SUV full of people was also there and they stayed until the whole thing was over.For most of the time,I was questioned by the park police & the paramedics.The paramedics took vital signs and even had me sign a statement as to them advising me to go to the hospital,but I refused.I just wanted to go home and put this anguish behind.One of the park policemen took me home.I had to show him how to get there because the area outside the nearby state park was foreign to him.Before I did get home,I phoned my mom to tell her what went wrong and what had happened.I also assured her that I was physically okay but I was really shaken and really over the hill when it came to my emotional state.I also had to do the usual stuff like the breathalizer test,the 9 step walk and the eyes moving with the pen.I passed 2 out of three,which is fairly decent.
When I got home,I phoned my friend and told him what happened and he said that he was sorry for what happened to me and that he hoped that I would be okay.He even phoned me earlier this afternoon.Before I heard from him,I did call the Christian counselor that I talk to every 2 weeks and I told him everything that happened and my state of emotional health.After a 5 minute conversation,he said a prayer over the phone and hoped that everything will work out for the better in the end for me.
Despite having a wonderful night of singing,my entire weekend was a wash-out.This accident really ruined for me.I am now at home feeling the same way that I felt last night.I am just distressed because I can't go out tonight as a result of what had happened.I will have to call the place tonight to inform them that I won't be coming in tonight.I am just hoping that I can get out of this rut fast and that everything will work out for me.
Right now,my car is at my regular mechanics garage.I will be calling him tomorrow morning to explain the whole story to him as to what happened to the car.I know that he will tell me that there is nothing that he can do to fix or even save the car.Fortunately,I still have a vehicle that has been off the road for a little over a year.I am hoping to get some use out of this vehicle until I can get another 4 door car.I am hoping that this can be on the road soon.It is a compact 4X4,but I assume that it's better than nothing.The only drawback is that I will have hardly any room to put laundry bags in it when I get this back on the road if ever.But again,I am hoping that this can work out either way.
I had a light dinner tonight.I really didn't feel too hungry but I ate so not to hurt my mom's feelings.I had to show appreciation for all the hard work that she did.
Overall,this wasn't a very good week.I lost some of my money.I lost a personal bag of mine and now this crash.The only fortunate thing is that I didn't ram into anyone elses cars on the expressway and that I wasn't seriously hurt.
Tomorrow is my day off as usual.I am hoping that everything will work out for me so I will have a vehicle to use.Again,I am hoping that everything will go well.
That was my disastrous weekend and my hopes for the start of the new week ahead.FJ

Saturday, November 08, 2008

Tonight,I am feeling a little bit better.But I am still feeling at edge over what has happened in the past week.I had a pretty decent day today.
After I had a talk with the phone counselor,I had to go to the local optical for an eye exam to get a new pair of glasses.The doctor at the optical assured me that I would get the new glasses in about 1-2 weeks.I told him okay and went about my day.
I didn't have too much to do.I simply ran an errand for my mom where I had to get a few things at a local supermarket for dinner.I also had to go out later tonight to get a couple more things that she needed.While doingthat,I went to get a bottle of anti-freeze at the local Target store.I headed straight home after that.
When I got home,I returned a phone call to a friend of mine who told me that he wanted to go out and have some fun tonight.I said okay and I hung up.After talking with him,I bathed for a bit and shaved.
After eating dinner,I decided to do some much needed catching up on my personal PC work.I am now caught up and I am ready for the rest of the evening.
I am going to be singing up a storm tonight.I have been looking forward to thsi all week.I will have my friemd along and that will be great.I am hoping that the evening goes well for me tonight.Though I rarely have an off night,I still hope for things to go well.You never know what might happen.I am still feeling optimistic.I have a feeling that things will go well for me tonight.Still,I hope.
As for tomorrow,I haven't made any plans.But whatever I do,I hope that it gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for teh day ahead.FJ

Friday, November 07, 2008

Tonight,I am feeling really depressed and angry.I didn't have a very good day today.
I was the victim of a theft today.Somebody stole my bag that had some of my personal medicine items that I use every day.I left the bag alone for only one second and when I got back to the main room in the social club,it was gone.I was really angry and very emotional.I looked frantically for that bag and it was nowhere to be found.The social club staff filed a missing items theft report and I called the police to file a report of theft.This really threw me off guard and I was also on a tirade for much of the day.Though nothing went wrong job wise,the loss of that bag of mine was very distressing.Fortunately,my real personal stuff like my ID,credit cards and money were still with me.I carry those in a separate fanny pack and they are with me at all times.Still,it was pretty disheartening to lose something that had stuff that I really needed and used everyday.As a result of that,I had to go back out and get some more medicine stuff and a new bag to carry it in just in case the previous bag that was stolen from me does not turn up.I did that all after I had a light dinner and I registered some more bills at the Where's George site.It cost me some money but I had to do it.I am hoping that this bag does not get taken from me like the previous one did.
I had just gotten over losing money to a con man earlier this week when he sold me DVDs that he rented from a local Family Video and tried to pass them off as previously viewed DVDs that he just bought.Fortunately,as stated,I did return them to the store and they are now back in stock at the location where they were rented.I am hoping that the person pays a hefty price for that.This has been a pretty bad start for me.A lot of unfortunate things have happened to me all in one week.Still,I am greatful to be alive and that I still have my Id's and credit cards.I had to pay some money to replace the stuff that was taken from me.But I am just glad that I still have my life.This is going to take me a long time to get over.I am just hoping that the upcoming weekend and the new week will be a lot better,alongside the rest of the month.
I do have a lot to tell my counselor tomorrow afternoon when he calls.I have to tell him what happened to me this week and what happened to me last week with the death of my friend.The best thing out of the latter is that the guy responsible is behind bars.May my friend Rest In Peace.
I am glad that the weekend is finally here.I am hoping that the weekend will be better than the rest of the week.I am going to be entertaining the crowd tomorrow and I am hoping that the night goes well for me.
As for Sunday,I have made no plans as of yet.But whatever I do,I hope that it benefits me in a positive way.
That was my day today and my hopes for the weekend ahead.FJ

Thursday, November 06, 2008

Tonight,I am feeling pretty good but also exhausted.I had a very eventful day today.
The work shift went by smoothly.There were hardly any problems.I simply did what I had to get done and I managed to get quite a bit done in the period of time that I had.After finishing,I dropped everything off at the rehab center before heading for home.
When I got home,I got all the money ready that I had withdrawn for my mom yesterday for the taxes and the bills that have to be paid.I left to pay the property taxes.
After I paid the city property tax bill for the year,I headed for home to drop off the payment receipts and I had to head back out again to get some money orders made for the bills that my mom has to pay.I will be sending those out tomorrow.I also had to go to a couple of supermarkets to buy some stuff that my mom needed.In between these,I stopped at a gas station to get some gas in my tank.I had only one more stop to make,which was at a local drug store to pick up a few prescriptions for my mom and myself.I headed straight home after that.
When I got home,I laid down for a little over 45 minutes.I couldn't get to sleep but I did relax for a bit and I did feel better.
After eating,I finished my personal PC work and I registered a few more bills at the Where's George site.Overall,a very eventful day.I am feeling exhausted from all the stuff that I had to do today.I will sleep well tonight,that is for sure.
Tomorrow is another work day.I am hoping that the shift goes well.After that,it's the weekend.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Wednesday, November 05, 2008

Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty good day today.At least,it was better than yesterday.
The laundry pick-up went smoothly.There were no messes to clean up.I simply picked up the bags and dropped them off at the work site.Before I sorted out the laundry,I had a light lunch and when I was done,I left to run a few errands for my mom.
I had to withdraw some money for my mom at the bank so we could pay the property taxes and the bills.I will be paying the tax bill tomorrow when I get home from work.I am hoping that everything works out well.
After I dropped off the money,I went out to do a few personal things.I had to take some empty bottles and cans back to the store.I wanted to free up some space in my car and my trunk.I had so much and I felt that it was high time to turn them in so there is some space in the car and the trunk.I did get a decent amount of money for them and I headed for home.
On the way home,I stopped at a Salvation Army thrift store in another part of Western New York.I bought some more stuff.After paying for them,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I registered all the money at the Where's George site.It took quite a long time for me to get them on the site but I did get them on there.After stamping them,I put them in a secret place.
After eating a light dinner,I registered a few more bills at the Where's George site and I finished my personal PC work.These later bills were from change that I got when I bought 4 burgers and 2 boxes of fries at a local Wendy's for dinner.It was a pretty good day.I was glad and overjoyed that nothing hectic happened and that I escaped everything that did happen unscathed.I am hoping that this never happens again.I can't afford to lose any more money.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the shift goes well.After that,I am going to pay the tax bill and do a little grocery shopping.Again,I am hoping that everything goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tuesday, November 04, 2008

Tonight,I am feeling mixed emotions.I had a very hectic day today.
The only thing that went well was the work day.I did what I had to do and I got it done.But I was caught off guard by a con man today who sold me DVD's that he had rented at a Family Video store in my area.He took me to the cleaners when he sold me these and when I was hoping that I would get some more great stuff,I got an empty white box that had a piece of cinder rock in it.Fortunately,I did get some compensation in the form of several VHS tapes.But this whole thing was hectic because I had long talks with a local private salesman and that guy who took advantage of me also took advantage of him.He sells used videos,CD's and DVD's from his apartment and that guy was supposed to sell for him and bring him his money.But he never did.That salesman had it out with that guy over this matter and sent out people to look for him.I heard from someone else that the results were not pretty when they did.I am not going to report on here what happened to that guy,but I will say that it was ugly and violent.Later on in the evening after I ate dinner,I chose to take the DVD's back to a Family Video store location that was within the area that I lived and I am glad that I did.I learned tonight that these were rented from another location in town and that they will be returned to stock at the location.I was relieved because I realized that I did the right thing and trusted my gut instinct.I do feel a little bit better that I did this.At least,it saves me from getting arrested for being an accessory to stolen property.I didn't get the money that I spent back but I feel good that I did the right thing.I lost some money but I still have my life and for that,I am greatful.I am glad to be alive still and to be able to enjoy it until the day I do depart for a better world.Yes I am still glad to be alive.
Earlier this afternoon when I finally got home,I tried to take a nap but I wound up falling.All the emotional turmoil that had happened to me and the stress that went with it made me fall.I wound up manipulating my sexuality and I masturbated when I was at the point of ejaculation.After washing myself after that fall,I asked the creator to forgive me for that.But tonight,I also have to say a prayer because I do have a lot to tell the creator about what happened to me today.I do have a lot to say.I am also asking the good creator to forgive that guy for conning me and taking advantage of me.It is the least that I can do.I am hoping that the creator will forgive him.I am also hoping to feel a lot better in doing so.I am also going to say to the creator that I want to forgive him in my prayers tonight.Again,I am hoping to feel better after doing so.
Tomorrow is simply a pick-up day.I am hoping that the pick up goes smoothly with no messes to clean up.I also have several errands to run for my mom tomorrow after that and I am hoping that they all go well.
That was my hectic day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Monday, November 03, 2008

Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.
Today was my day off.I went out and made the most of it.But before I did,I was waiting on my direct deposit to come in.It was my monthly disability check coming in.While waiting for that,I decided to do my personal PC work and it was not too much.After that,I checked again and it came through.After that,I went about my day.
First,I had to buy a few things that my mom needed and I also went and did something for myself.I decided to go out and buy a brand new Buffalo Sabres jacket for this winter.I wanted to buy one with a hood.I went to a coat store in another part of Western New York and I bought it there for only $40.00.It was wonderful.I also bought an original Sabres hat there as well.After paying for them,I started to head for home.
On the way home,I stopped at a Goodwill store in the area and I bought a whole bunch of stuff.I bought several records and several cassette's.I paid for those and I headed straight home.
On the way,I ran into a traffic jam on the highway.I had to wait at least 20 minutes for the traffic to ease up.After all that aginy,I finally found an open way and it was smooth sailing after that.
On the way home,I stopped at a gas station to get some gas.After all that driving,I needed to fill the tank back up again.After filling up,I headed straight home.
After getting home,I ate a light dinner.It was a pretty good day.I had fun and I enjoyed myself.It was wonderful to get out of the city for a while and enjoy the scenery.I also bought several nice things,including something that I can use when winter comes.Overall,a pretty good day.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the day goes well.Tomorrow is Election Day.I have to set aside a little time to get out and vote before the day is through.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Sunday, November 02, 2008

Tonight,I am feeling mixed emotions.I had a pretty good day today but right now,I am feeling depressed.
Last night,my night of entertaining the crowd went pretty well,even though there weren't too many people there.There was just a few people and I was doing most of the singing.I didn't mind.I still got a positive response from the crowd and that made me feel good.
When I got home,I was originally going to go to bed the minute that I got in.But instead,I procrastinated and watched a movie instead.I did get really tired and I do go to sleep.
Earlier this morning,I fell.I once again masturbated.This was the third time this week that I had fallen.I have been on an emotionally roller coaster ride this week since I heard about the death of my friend in that hit and run that didn't have to happen.I am glad that they apprehended the driver that was responsible but I am still feeling sad over my fallings and feeling the absence of my friend who is now gone who I will never see again.It's hard to believe.I talked with him two weeks ago and it was wonderful.He also came to see me sing a couple of times and that was really neat.Now,he is dead and I am still feeling the effects.I miss him already and I wish that this hit and run didn't happen.I wish that he were still here right now.Of course,I know that I shouldn't dwell on this.I am going to move on teh best way that I know how and I am hoping that the pain passes in time.
Regarding last night,I still regret that procrastination.I was hoping to get up early this morning to start going back to church but I was too tired to get up.So,I listened to a radio sermon and that was great.When I finally had the strength to get up,I ate and I got on with the day.
I ran a few errands for my mom and I also had a light lunch at a local Taco Bell.I also stopped at a local dairy to have some frozen yogurt.This was the dairy's last day open.Tomorrow,they will be closed for the season.I was just glad to get something before this happens.Because after tonight,I would have to wait until next year.But it is well worth the wait.
After eating,I decided to catch up on some last minute personal PC work.I also watched a college production of Carrie:The Musical on YouTube.It was great to see this.It is not as bad as the critics said that it was.It was pretty good.I also managed to register a few more bills at the Where's George site and that is great.Overall,a pretty good day.
The depression that I am feeling right now is just a sudden spell.I know that I will feel better after a good nights sleep.This does happen once in a while.Again,this will pass and I will feel better after a good night's sleep.
Before I retire for the night,I am hoping to go out and have a drink or two with the guys at the place where I entertain and I am hoping that I will get some great tlaks with them.
I did have a talk with an out of town friend tonight.He is doing good and we are going to talk again next Sunday.
Tomorrow is my day off.I am hoping that the day goes well.I am hoping to go to a coat store in another part of Western New York and get a new coat.They are having a sale and I would like to take advantage of the sale before it is over.
That was my weekend and my hopes for the start of the new week ahead.FJ

Saturday, November 01, 2008

To all devout Roman Catholics,I wish all of you a very Happy All Saints Day.
Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.
Yesterday,they apprehended the guy who killed my friend in that hit and run that happened nearly a week ago.They have him currently in custody and he is being held without bail.I hope that they never let him out.He deserves to be in the jail that they are holding him in.That way,he will not cause any trouble.I am just glad that he is behind bars and he will not bring any more harm to anyone.I am relieved that he is off the streets.
Last night,the Halloween party went okay.There wasn't an awful lot of people there like there was last year.But I did get to sing for a bit and that is better than nothing.I had a pretty decent time and again,I did get to sing and entertain.That went well and I am glad.
Tonight,I am going to go out and sing tonight again.I am looking forward to that.I am hoping that the evening goes well.Though I rarely have an off night,I still hope for things to go well.You never know what could happen.I am feeling hopeful and optimistic.I have a feeling that things will go well.Still,I hope.
As for tomorrow,I haven't decided.But whatever I do,I hope that it gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the rest of the weekend ahead.FJ

Friday, October 31, 2008

Happy Halloween,Everybody!
Tonight,I am feeling a little bit better.I had a pretty good day today.
The work shift went smoothly.There wasn't an awful lot to do.I simply did what I had to do and I bagged everything when I was done and dropped it off at the rehab center.I headed for home after that.
On the way home,I went to my regular bank to cash my paycheck and I headed straight home afterwards.
When I got home,I registered the bills at the Where's George site and I did some more personal PC work.I went out and picked up a fresh sandwich at a Subway at the local Wal-Mart.While there,I also bought a few more horror film DVD's before buying the footlong sandwich.
After eating the sandwich,which my mom and I shared by having it cut in half,I registered the change at Where's George and I also typed up a few e-mails to a few friends of mine.Overall,a pretty good day.
Tonight,I am going to a Halloween party at the place where I entertain.I will also be singing up a storm tonight and I will also be singing again tomorrow night.I am hoping that both nights go well.
As for Sunday,I have no plans but whatever I do,I hope that it gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the weekend ahead.FJ

Thursday, October 30, 2008

Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty good day today.
The work shift went smoothly.I simply did what I had to do in the short period of time that I had and after I ate lunch,I simply bagged everything and dropped it off at the rehab center.I headed straight home after that.
When I got home,I relaxed for a bit before laying down to try and take a nap.But the old images of having sexual relations with men began to take over and I found myself manipulating my sexuality while this was happening.I stopped when I was at the moment of ejaculating.This has been a crushing weight on me.This has been happening to me for quite some time since the death of my friend at the hands of a hit and run driver.They still haven't found the driver responsible as of yet and personally,I am getting impatient.I want justice for my friend who is dead and didn't deserve to die.He was also too young to die.Again,they haven't found the person responsible and I am getting ansy.There will also be no funeral for him.They are just going to bury him and I am hoping to find out where they are going to do that so I can pay my respects to him.This has been an incredible bearing on me and I am hoping that this passes soon.I really miss him and I still find it hard to believe that he is gone.I still have a lot of sadness in me and I am always going to have that due to his absence.I am hoping that justice is served soon and that the person responsible gets the full maximum punishment for what they did.
Again,I am still being plagued by images of men and having sexual relations with them.If anyone out there who is also in the healing process from unwanted Homosexual/SSA desires or has been in the process for a long time,I really need some advice on how to handle this and how I can replace these images with wholesome and pure images of men and even thoughts of them in the same manner.I want to see men as brothers and not as future possibilities as sexual partners.I have to also keepp remembering that it's men and women and not men and men as the so-called Gay culture wants to keep alive and well,which they have no right in doing because the sexual activity is sinful,gross,immoral and inappropriate.I want wholesome and healthy relationships with other men and NOT sex.Again,any advice would be appreciated.
After eating a light dinner,I registered a few more bills at the Where's George site and earlier tonight,I bought a few movies at Blockbuster video.I still have one more thing to do before turning in for the night.After that,I am staying home.
Tomorrow is another work day and I am hoping that the shift goes well.I am also attending a Halloween party tomorrow night at the place where I entertain each and every week and I am going to do that tomorrow night and even Saturday night.I am hoping that both nights go well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day and weekend ahead.FJ

Wednesday, October 29, 2008

Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty good day today.
The laundry pick-up went a bit rocky.No,there were no messes to clean up but I got some orders from the boss at the rehab center that they needed some blankets and comforters.I informed them that I would talk to the job coach and see what she had to say.I left the rehab center after this.
When I arrived at the work site,I ate lunch and I sorted out the laundry.It was quite a bit to sort out.After that,I started a couple of loads of blankets alongside the laundry bags after taking a couple of comforters out of the dryers.I talked to the job coach and informed her of the rehab center's request and she said that she would get right on it.I also dropped off a few things at the rehab center before heading for home.
On the way home,I stopped at the local Salvation Army thrift store and I bought some things.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I decided to lay down for a bit and I slept for over an hour.I ate dinner after that and I registered a few more bills at the Where's George site.
After that,I went out again and I bought a few more things at the local Salvation Army thrift store.I also filled my gas tank while out before heading for home,where I am here to stay until tomorrow morning.
I am now relaxing and enjoying the night.The night is going to be pretty cold.But I have no place to go until tomorrow morning.
As for the case involving the death of my friend to that hit and run driver,no changes yet.But I am still remaining hopeful.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the shift goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tuesday, October 28, 2008

Tonight,I am feeling mixed emotions.I had a smooth work day but I am feeling mighty depressed over the fact that there is nothing new in the hit and run death of a friend that happened early Sunday morning.
At the moment,there have been no arrests made in this case.The police are still investigating the details and they haven't gotten any information as of yet as to who was driving the car that was involved in that deadly hit and run.I know that there will be something soon.But I hate that this is taking quite a while.True,I can't expect results in one day but still,it is aggravating and nerve-wracking waiting for anything new in a case like this especially when it involves the death of a friend.I am remaining hopeful that something will come out of this and that the person involved will be brought to justice real soon.I hope that this person gets the full maximum punishment for what he did.That friend of mine didn't deserve to die.He was a great guy who deserved to live the rest of his days until it was the right time.Again,I hope that justice is served very soon.
As stated,the work day went smoothly with really no problems.I managed to get a lot done.I also had a wonderful lunch and after finishing,I bagged everything clean and dropped it off at the rehab center before heading for home.
When I got home,I decided to take a nap because I was feeling tired.I lost sleep last night over what happened on early Sunday.I am still feeling the shock over the loss of my friend.But I am trying to move on and do the best I can to adjust to life without ever seeing him again.It is going to be strange not having him around.I am still feeling the void of not having him here.I guess that I will be feeling the void of this for quite some time.
After eating,I finished my personal PC work and I also ran an errand before the TV specials that I was going to watch were going to come on.I had to move fast because it was going to start right away.Fortunately,it was close to home.
I watched the TV specials of It's The Great Pumpkin,Charlie Brown and You're Not Elected,Charlie Brown tonight on ABC.Though they do bring these on each year,I look forward to them and I still enjoy them each and every year.I did feel a little bit better after watching them.But still,I am feeling the void left behind by the loss.But I did get some laughs tonight and that is good.
I am now relaxing and getting ready to retire for the evening.I am going to try to get a good night's sleep.
Tomorrow is simply a pick-up day.I am hoping that the pick-up goes smoothly with no messes to clean up.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Monday, October 27, 2008

Tonight,I am feeling alright.But I am still feeling sadness over what has happened.I did manage to have a pretty fair day today.
I woke up around the lunch hour and had a bowl of cold cereal.I also did my personal PC work and after I was finished,I left the house to run a few errands.
Before I did the stuff for my mom,I went to a local restaurant to eat a late lunch.It was a pasta lunch and after eating,I paid for my meal and left the restaurant to finish my errands.
I stoppd at the local bank to withdraw some money for my mom and after dropping the money off,I registered a bill that I was going to use at the Where's George site and went to a local supermarket to buy a few things.
While on the way,I stopped at a gas station to get some gas and I also bought a couple of candy items.I went to the local supermarket to buy the things that my mom needed and I also went to a local drug store to get one more thing.I headed for home after that.
After eating a light dinner,I decided to do some last minute personal PC work and I also registered all the money that I had withdrawn from the bank at the Where's George site and I now feel that my day is completed.
I am now at home relaxing.The weather at the moment is COLD,WINDY & RAINY.I have no place to go,so I am just going to stay home for the evening and relax.
What happened yesterday to my good friend is the talk of the town at the moment.Each and every one in my hometown is talking about it.I did reveal to them that the guy that was killed was a friend of mine and they all gave me their condolences,which made me feel a little bit better,though I am still feeling the sadness.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the day will go smoothly.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Sunday, October 26, 2008

Tonight,I am feeling mixed emotions.I received some shocking news today on the TV news in my area today around dinner time.This is affecting my mood tonight.I had a pretty good day today until I heard the news.At the moment,I am feeling really depressed.
This evening,when I got home from running another errand,I was watching the 6:00 pm news and I received some shocking tragic news.An old schoolmate of mine who used to come to the place where I entertain at once in a while was struck and killed by a car early this morning around 1:00 am.He and a friend were leaving a convenience store when a speeding car stuck and killed him and injured the other guy,but didn't stop.It just kept right on going.My friend and schoolmate was pronounced dead at the scene when the paramedics showed up while the guy that was with him is listed in critical but stabile condition at the local hospital.They later found the car that was involved at a local Indian reservation burned out by the owner.But the car's front end showed only minimal damage on the driver's side.The license plates were also missing but they did get the VIN number and they are going to investigate and hope that they catch the person that was involved really soon.I want to see justice brought for that friend of mine and see that guy who hit him get his just desserts for this.That driver could have stopped and see if those guys were alright but they didn't.I hope that they catch that person soon.
The day started out promising.I woke up and ate a light breakfast and I also watched another episode of my copy of the first season of Friday The 13th:The Series.I also did my personal PC work.While doing that,I registered a few more bills at the Where's George site.After finishing,I washed my hair and made my bed.I left to run the errand and I had a small bowl of chili over at a local Wendy's.I was feeling pretty good and I had a feeling of accomplishment that I got everything done.I headed straight home after that.
That was when my mood considerably changed.Upon hearing about the death of that friend of mine,my mood went from gladness to sadness.I ate dinner and I decided to catch up on some much needed last minute personal PC work.Before doing that,I called another friend of mine and I learned that his live in girlfriend was related to that schoolmate of mine and they are hoping to hear when the funeral will be.I am hoping to hear about that soon because I am going to go to it.I rarely attend funerals.I don't like them.But this time,I am going to have to make an exception.I am going to pay my respects and bid hime a sad but fond farewell.
On another note,my night of entertaining the crowd went great.It was yet another great night.I had a blast and there were quite a bit of people there.I had a great time and I was really exhausted when I came home.I did have a pretty decent night's sleep.But after what happened tonight,I am not feeling as good as I was when the day began.I am going to miss him.He used to occasionally come into the place where I entertain and it was always great to see him.Now he's gone and I am feeling mighty down.
Despite that,I am thinking of going out and having a drink anyway and I am hoping to have some great conversations with the guys there tonight.
Right now,I am relaxing.The weather currently is windy and wet.It is also pretty cold outside.We're supposed to get more rain tomorrow and for the first two days of the week.
Tomorrow is my day off.I am hoping that whatever I choose to do will benefit me in a positive way.
That was my weekend and my hopes for the start of the new week ahead.

Saturday, October 25, 2008

Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.
This morning,I woke up and ate.I also got a phone call from the out of town Christian counselor that I have been talking with for the past few months.It was a great talk and I got a lot out of it.
After that,I did and finished my personal PC work.It was pretty short this time around.Despite some server issues,I got it done pretty fast and it was great.
After getting that done,I went out to run an errand for my mom.I went to a local supermarket to pick up some things that my mom needed for the home.I had to go to two different places to get everything that she needed.I headed for home afterwards.
When I got home,I bathed and I ate a light dinner after that.I also decided to catch up on some much needed personal PC work.
While I was out,I stopped at a local Wal-Mart and I bought George A.Romero's Diary of the Dead.It is the latest in the series that Romero helped launch in the USA that became a world phenomenon later on.Though Romero didn't create the zombie(i.e.undead)genre,he did introduce it to American audiences and it is now a phenomenon that has inspired numerous copycat movies,which persist to this very day.I can hardly wait to watch this film pretty soon.
Tonight is my night to entertain the crowd.I am hoping for a wonderful evening.I am also hoping that the evening goes well for me.Though I rarely have an off night,I still hope for things to go well for me as you never know what might happen.At the same time,I feel that everything is going to work out for me.Still,I hope.
As for the rest of the weekend,I haven't made any plans but whatever I choose to do,I hope that it gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the night and the rest of the weekend.FJ

Friday, October 24, 2008

Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty good day today.
The work shift went smoothly and I also managed to get quite a bit done despite the short period of time that I had.After finishing,I bagged everything and dropped it off at the rehab center.
On the way home,I bought a movie at a local Big Lots called Castle Keep,which is a war movie.This also is a movie that Ronald J.Defeo Jr. watched before he murdered his family in the infamous Amityville Horror house.It is not clear whether this movie inspired and/or influenced him but the film itself seems interesting.I also cashed my paycheck at a nearby bank.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got there,I decided to lay down and read while listening to a little bit of slow music.I just wanted something to keep me occupied until dinner.I also waited for my computer to warm up so I could register all of my currency at the Where's George site.
After eating,I registered all my bills at the Where's George site and I also did some last minute personal PC work.I also managed to have a talk with a friend for only a couple of minutes.He let me go because he was entertaining a relative that had just come into town.I said that it was good and we hung up.
I can't believe that the weekend is finally here.I have been waiting on this for the whole week.Tomorrow night is my night to entertain the crowd and I am looking forward to that.I am hoping that tomorrow night goes well for me.
As for the rest of the weekend,I haven't really decided what I am going to do but whatever it is,I hope that it benefits me in a positive way.
Last night,before going to bed,I gave into temptation and I masturbated.Once again,I was manipulating my sexuality and when I was near erect,I felt myself on the verge of a climax and I ejaculated.I felt really lousy after that and believe me,I had to ask the creator real hard to forgive me for what I did.Though I felt better,I still felt pretty guilty over this and why.I am hoping that this doesn't happen again.If anyone has any advice on how I can combat this habit,please share.Thanks.I don't want to be enslaved to my own sexuality.I want it to be my slave rather than I be it's slave.
That was my day today and my hopes for the weekend ahead.FJ

Thursday, October 23, 2008

Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.
The work shift went by smoothly.It was problem free.I simply did what I had to do in the period of time that I had.There was also an early lunch because the social club was going on a field trip.So,I had to divide the time from the early lunch and the resuming of work.After I was finished,I simply bagged everything,dropped it off at the rehab center and headed for home.
On the way home,I mailed out an important post card for my mom and I withdrew some money for her.The money was used to get a fresh made sandwich at Subway and a few things that my mom needed.I registered the bill a little later in the day.After I completed the withdrawl,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I changed into my sweatsuit and I relaxed for a bit while watching a movie.I watched the 1986 film Blue City.The film stars Judd Nelson,Ally Sheedy,David Caruso,Scott Wilson,Anita Morris,Julie Carmen & Paul Winfield.The film,which is based on the Ross MacDonald novel of the same name,is about a young man coming home in hopes of reconciling with his father but is disappointed when he learns that his father was murdered.He sets out on a mission of revenge as he tries to uncover the truth and bring justice to his father so that his father can rest in peace.He does meet opposition along the way but he doesn't let it stop him.A good friend also joins him on his crusade because his friend also has a bone to pick with the town.This is a very good movie.I went to see it back in 1986 when it was released in theaters and I enjoyed it immensely.I still enjoyed it watching this on DVD for the first time in quite a while.I have this on VHS but waited for the DVD so I could preserve my VHS copy.I am glad to have this on DVD and I still think that this is a very good movie.A nice thing from my youth and one of the good things that I remember from it.
After that,I finished my personal PC work and I also registered the bill that I withdrew from my mom at Where's George before leaving to get the sandwich and the few things that my mom needed.
After eating,I registered the change at the Where's George site.I also got a bill from Buffalo NY in the change and now,I will be sending it on it's way on Saturday night when I go out to entertain the crowd.This Where's George hobby sure is fun.
I am now relaxing and just getting ready for tomorrow.I am hoping that the final day of the week goes well enough for me.I will be paying my car insurance renewal tomorrow morning and that will be great to get done.
Tomorrow is another work day.I am hoping that the shift goes well.After that,it's the weekend.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Wednesday, October 22, 2008

Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty good day today.
The laundry pick-up went smoothly.There were no messes to clean up and that was great.After I did that,I went to the work site.
Before I sorted out the laundry,I had lunch and after eating,I sorted out the laundry before heading for home.
On the way home,I went to a local supermarket to pick up a few things that my mom needed and I also got her a bottle of pain pills that she needed.After paying for those,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I laid down for about 45 minutes.I was feeling slightly tired and I felt that a nap would do me some good.After I woke up,I ate dinner.
I also decided to do some last minute personal PC work,which included registering another bill at the Where's George site.Before the night is over,I have to go to the store and pick up a few more things that my mom needs.
While laying down,my cravings started coming back.I was once again talking to myself while manipulating my sexuality until the point where I was on the verge of ejaculation,which is where I stopped.It was over the fantasies of having sexual relations with other men.I was also tempted to go over to some guys house that I used to have sexual sessions with,but chose not to.My cravings are coming back strong and I am being tempted once again to go and act out on my desires.I don't want to do that because acting out my desires is not going to give me the fulfillment that I need to get by.I will only feel good for a while but when the feeling wears off,I would act out again just to get that same feeeling of fulfillment,which is false fulfillment.I need true fulfillment and I am not going to get it from having sex with other men.Plus,men were not meant to have sexual relations with men.Men were made to have relationships of that kind with women because we all biologically hard wired for masculine-feminine compatability.I also have to keep remembering that the Homosexual condition is an emotional condition and not a sexual one.I need to get my needs met and fulfilled in a positive way and not negative.Sexual relations with other men will NOT help me get my needs fulfilled.It will only lead to more sex until it comes to the point where it's an obsession and it becomes addictive.I am hoping that I can meet other guys where I can have real friendships where it doesn't lead to anything sexual.I don't want sex.I want friendships with Heterosexual/Straight guys where I can learn from them and feel like A MAN.I don't want any friendships with Homosexual/Gay men where sex is all that matters and not real healthy friendships.That is all I want and ask for.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the shift goes smoothly.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tuesday, October 21, 2008

Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty good day today.
The work day went smoothly.I got quite a bit done.After I finished,I dropped everything off that was clean at the rehab center and I headed for home.
On the way home,I had to stop at a gas station and then a local supermarket to pick up a few things that my mom needed.I headed straight home after that.
When I got home,I saw that I received the two DVD's that I ordered on Amazon on Friday.I also managed to receive a couple of cassette's that I bought off of an Ebay seller.After checking through my mail today,I went to bed to take a nap.I was tired from the work day that I had.
After my nap,I ate dinner and I finished my personal PC work.I also managed to register a few more bills at the Where's George site.These were bills that I got in change from the gas station and from the few groceries that my mom had me buy.
I am now relaxing.There is really no place for me to go.It is raining and windy outside and it is also very COLD.I was hoping to start going back to the Tuesday night support group meetings but I chose to stay home due to the weather.I am hoping that the weather will be better next week.Not only the weather,the fuel prices have also been a factor.At the moment,they are gradually going down but it is still expensive.I am hoping that gas prices continue to go down until they reach a more affordable level.
Tomorrow is simply a laundry pick-up day.I am hoping that the pick-up goes smoothly with no messes to clean up.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Monday, October 20, 2008

Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty fair day today.
Today was my day off.I had only a few things that I needed to do.Before I did them,I ate a light breakfast and I watched a little TV.I also did my personal PC work.It was a lot but I managed to get it done.
After doing that,I went to our regular bank to withdraw some money and to also pay a bill that I had there for the month.I only have one more payment to make on this before I can close it.After that,I did a little shopping and I headed for home.
After getting home,I dropped off the groceries and I ran to pick up a few things that I needed for myself.I headed straight home afterwards.
After eating dinner,I registered a few more bills at the Where's George site.I also decided to do some more personal PC work.
I am now at home relaxing.I am also anticipating the next day,which will be another work day.I am looking forward to that.
As stated,tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the day goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Sunday, October 19, 2008

Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty good day today.
I went out to a local restaurant to have a pasta lunch.It was a little late but I was in the mood.I hadn't had a nice pasta lunch in a long time.After that,I went and got some gas at a gas station and dropped a card off at my sister's house for one of my nephew's who was celebrating a birthday today.After that,I decided to take a drive out to the place where I entertain the crowd and see when their annual Halloween party was going to be held.They told me that it will be right on Halloween,which falls on a Friday this year.After that,I headed for home.
Before I went out to do these things,I watched an episode of Friday The 13th:The Series on the DVD set that I have and I did my personal PC work.It was a lot but I got it done and that was great.The weather was sunny but it was also a little chilly.
After eating a light dinner,I decided to do some much needed last minute persoanl PC work.It is now completed and I can take it easy for now.
Last night,my night of entertaining the crowd went great.It was yet another grand night.I did a couple of Four Tops songs in tribute to Levi Stubbs,who died on Friday.May he rest in peace.Again,my night of singing went great.
I also managed to walk around a local shopping mall for a while during my afternoon out.It was wonderful to walk around the mall for a while.Overall,a pretty good day.
As for the rest of the night,I might go out and have a drink with the gang over at the place where I entertain.I am hoping for some nice conversations with the gang there.
Tomorrow is my day off.I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my weekend and my hopes for the start of the new week ahead.FJ

Saturday, October 18, 2008

Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty fair day today.
I didn't have too much to do today.I simply woke up and ate a bowl of cereal and I watched an episode of Friday The 13th:The Series after that.While doing that,I waited for my computer to warm up.When it did,I did my personal PC work and I also heard from someone that I know from California.He tole me that he will be in touch with next Saturday by calling me.He also gave me his phone number just in case I needed to call him before then.Not only that,I also received a letter that I was expecting from him when the mail finally came in the late afternoon when I left to run an errand for my mom.
When I finished my persoanl PC work,I made my bed and I listened to a little bit of music while laying down reading.After that,I left to do the errand.
I went to a local supermarket to pick up a couple of things that my mom needed.There was no problem at all getting these things.After paying for them,I headed for home.
On the way home,I had a slice of pizza as a late lunch.I just wanted to have something tie me over until dinner.I headed straight home afterwards.
When I got home,I bathed and I ate a light dinner,which was also pizza,and I decided to catch up on some much needed personal PC work.
Tomorrow night is my night to entertain the crowd.I look forward to this each and every Saturday night.I am hoping that the evening goes well for me.Though I rarely have an off night,I still hope for things to go well.I do have the feeling that everything will work out but I still hope for things to go well.You never know what might happen.
As for the rest of the weekend,I haven't decided what I will do.But whatever I do,I hope that it gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the rest of the weekend ahead.FJ

Friday, October 17, 2008

Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty good day today.
The work shift went smoothly.I simply did what I had to do in the short period of time that was allotted and when I was done,I dropped everything off at the rehab center,I headed for home.
On the way home,I did a little shopping for my mom at a local supermarket and I also went and cashed my paycheck at my regular bank.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got there,I sat down and relaxed for a bit while waiting for dinner to get ready and I also managed to watch a little bit of the news while doing so.I was feeling a little bit tired from all my hard work.
After eating a light dinner,I decided to do some catching up on personal PC work and I also managed to register all the bills that I got when I cashed my paycheck at the Where's George site.I also ordered a couple more DVD's over at Amazon.com.Overall,a pretty good day.
I am glad that the weekend is finally here.I am looking forward to tomorrow night.I will be singing up a storm tomorrow night and I am hoping that the evening goes well.I am also hoping that the weekend also goes well for me.I haven't made any plans for the remainder of the weekend but whatever I do,I hope that it gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the weekend ahead.FJ

Thursday, October 16, 2008

Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty good day today.
The work shift went by smoothly.I simply did what I had to do in the short period of time that I had and when I was done,I dropped everything off and I headed for the eye doctor's office.
When I got there,I was called in within a few minutes and I headed for the office.The eye check-up went well.The doctor told me that there was nothing wrong with my vision and that I have another check-up in six months.I left and I headed for a local supermarket to pick up a few things that my mom needed and I headed straight home because my eyes were feeling glassy as a result of the drops that the doctor put into my eyes.
When I got home,I decided to lay down for a while because I wanted to sleep off the drops in my eyes because the doctor's office advised me to avoid going too far for a while as a result of the drops.I did sleep for a little over an hour but I am still feeling glassy as a result of the drops.I guess that I will feel better after a good nights sleep.
After I ate,I decided to finish up my personal PC work.I started that at work during break and I finished it after dinner at home.I am hoping I am feeling better tomorrow morning after I sleep.My eyeballs are still really big as a result of the eye tests and the lights that were being shined into my eye as a result of being at the eye doctor's office.Again,I am hoping that I am feeling better tomorrow morning.
Tomorrow is another work day.I am hoping that the shift goes smoothly.After that,it's the weekend.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Wednesday, October 15, 2008

Tonight,I am feeling a little bit better.I had a pretty easy going day today.
The laundry pick-up went smoothly with no messes to clean up.After I ate a light lunch,I sorted out the laundry at the work site and I headed for home.
On the way home,I stopped at our regular bank to withdraw some money for my mom and also to make a deposit.After that,I headed for home.
When I got there,I relaxed for a bit while waiting for the mail to come.My mom had left to go to the doctor,with my sister who lives locally,and I decided to register the bills that I withdrew at the Where's George site and I also did some more personal PC work.
My mom came home and told me that her check-up went so-so and I decided to lay down for a spell before I went back out to run a couple more errands for my mom.
I had to pick something up for my mom at a friend of her's house and I also withdrew some more money at the bank.That money will be used to pay the water bill tomorrow afternoon.It has been due for quite some time and I am hoping that this will help keep our water on.
I am now relaxing at home and it is also raining.I am also anticipating the next day,which I hope will go well.After work,I have to go to my eye doctor for an eye check-up.I am hoping that the check-up goes well.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the shift goes well.After that,as stated,is my appointment with the eye doctor.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tuesday, October 14, 2008

Tonight,I am feeling mixed emotions.I had a pretty shaky day today.
The work day went smoothly.I did what I had to do and after I dropped everything off,I headed for home after I made a few stops along the way.
When I got home,I decided to take a nap for about an hour and after that,I got up out of bed to go downstairs.
That is when the mixed emotions started setting in.
Not too long ago,my mom called my sister to help her out with something personal but instead,my niece came over and did what my mom asked my sister to do.Apparently,my niece started getting on me for "not helping mom out enough".She said that I should do a lot more to help her and that what I was doing was not enough.I tried to tell her that I do but my niece started wailing on me and it became a shouting match.This is the stuff that I get really sick of.I do my hardest to help my mom out the best way that I know how.But the few ladies,being my sister who lives locally and my niece,seem to think that I am not doing everything.I do help with the bill paying,all the errand running and all the other important things that are necessary.But it is never enough to satisfy these vultures(i.e.my sister and my niece)or to have them keep their mouths shut.I feel that this is meddling and I think that they should mind your own business.They have their own affairs to tend to and they should let me worry about what goes on in the house and not waste their energy on this thing.I am still living at home with my mom and I do help her out around the house as well as out of the house.All this negative criticism is something that I really don't need.
I am still feeling at edge after that.I am hoping that a good night's sleep will help make me feel better.I am going to need it.
I did manage to get a few more personal things done.I bought a new mouse pad in hopes that my mouse issues would be over.But they were not.I had to go back to the office supply store and buy a new mouse.I am now using a laser mouse and it has been working terrifically.I amnot having any issues at the moment.I am feeling really better.I was having a hard time with the standard mouse with cord hassles and it not going to where I wanted it.Now,my problems are solved as far as the mouse goes.
After what happened today,I am hoping that the next day will be better.I do have a lot to do and I am hoping that what I do will make me feel better.
Tomorrow is simply a pick-up day.I am hoping that the pick-up goes well.After that,I have a lot of errands to run.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Monday, October 13, 2008

Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,though being a holiday,was my day off.I really didn't have too much today.I simply ran several errands for my mom and I also went and did something for myself.I had to get a few important things for my mom and I also had to get something for dinner tonight.After getting those done,I headed for home.
Whne I got home,I decided to lay donw for a few minutes.I stayed on my bed and when I heard that dinner was done,I went and ate.It was a pretty light meal.
After eating,I registered a few more bills at the Where's George site and I did my personal PC work.It was a lot and I am glad to have gotten it done.
Last night,I went to see the movie The Dark Night and it was an awesome movie.I really enjoyed this film.Heath Ledger,may he rest in peace,gave the performance of his career as the Joker.Plus,Christian Bale portrayed Batman almost to perfection.This movie was well worth the wait to come to the bargain theater.I had a great time and I am awaiting this to come to DVD.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the day goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Sunday, October 12, 2008

Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty fair day today.
I didn't do too much.I simply ran a couple of errands and I also went to a gas station to get some gas.I also went to see if there was anything doing at a local hangout,which there wasn't and I headed straight home.
After coming home,I bathed and I shaved and I ate.I also decided to catch up on some much needed persoanl PC work.
My night of entertaining the crowd went great.I did a tribute to John Lennon and the crowd was very positive in their response.It all worked out great.I had a blast and that was great.
Tonight,I am going to see a movie at a local bargain theatre.It is the latest Batman movie called The Dark Knight.I have been hearing some really great things about this film.A lot of people that I know who went to see this actually recommended me to see this.I am going to do that tonight.I have been waiting for this film to come to the local bargain theatre for a long time.It is now going to be really something.I hope that this movie is as good as the people I know say it is.After that,I am going to go and have a drink or two with some of the guys over at the place where I entertain.I am hoping for some great conversations.
Though tomorrow is a holiday,it is still a day off for me as usual on Monday.I am hoping that whatever I do benefits me positively.
That was my weekend and my hopes for the start of the new week ahead.FJ

Saturday, October 11, 2008

Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.
After waking up,I had breakfast and I had a talk with the Christian counselor on the telephone after eating.The conversation went pretty good and I had a light lunch after talking with him.
I also finished my personal PC work after watching a couple of things on my DVD player.It wasn't an awful lot but I am glad to have gotten it done.After that,I made my bed and I went to run errands for my mom.
I went to a local supermarket to pick up a few things for my mom.I also had to go to a local Dollar General store to get one more thing that my mom needed.I also bought a few things at the local Salvation Army thrift store while on the way home.I also went to another supermarket in the area to their change macine to get some cash in exchange for some excess change in my change piece because I was getting sick of carrying it.I headed straight home afterwards.
When I got home,I bathed and I had a light dinner.I also registered a few more bills at the Where's George site,which I had gotten in change from the groceries and from getting rid of the excess change.I also did some last minute personal PC work.Overall,a pretty good day.
Tonight is my night to entertain the crowd.I am going to be doing a tribute to John Lennon when I go out to sing.I am hoping that the evening goes well for me.Though I rarely have an off night,I still hope for things to go well.You never know what might happen.At the same time,I feel optimistic.I have a feeling that everything will go well.Still,I hope.
As for Sunday,I haven't made any plans.But whatever I do,I am hoping that it benefits me in a positive manner.I am thinking of going to see a movie,though.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Friday, October 10, 2008

Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty fair day today.
The work shift went well.There weren't any real problems.It was just a typical day.After it was over,I simply dropped everything off and I headed for home.
On the way home,I stopped at a gas station to get some gas and I also cashed my paycheck at the bank.After these things,I went to a supermarket to get a bag of tater tots to have with our dinner.After buying this,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I decided to lay down for a while.I took a nap for a little over 1/2 hour and I ate when I got out of bed.
After eating,I registered quite a few bills at the Where's George site.These were bills that I received when I cashed my paycheck.I now have them all on there and now,I feel that my day is complete.I also did some last minute personal PC work.I still have some more to do before the night is through.
I am now relaxing.It was simply a typical work day for me but there were no negatives.The only really tragic thing to happen was that a colleague of mine had a seizure and had to be taken to the local hospital.I am hoping that she is feeling better.
Tomorrow night is my night to entertain the crowd.Since this is the week of John Lennon's birthday,I will be doing a John Lennon tribute tomorrow night.I will be doing nothing but John Lennon songs the whole night and I am hoping that the evening goes well.
That was ny day today and my hopes for the start of the weekend ahead.FJ

Thursday, October 09, 2008

Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty good day today.
The work shift went smoothly.I managed to get quite a bit done.After doing that,I simply dropped off everything and I headed for home.
On the way home,I stopped at the bank to withdraw some money for my mom because she wanted to go grocery shopping.After doing that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I finished my personal PC work and I also watched a little bit of the Smurfs DVD that I bought.The DVD is pretty good,so far.It is just as fresh as the day that the cartoons were initially shown.It was wonderful to actually see these cartoons after all these years.
While my mom was shopping,I decided to go pay a friend a visit for a while.I also had a few things for him.After I talked with him for a while,I left to check up on my mom to see if she was done shopping,which she was.
After coming home,we had a light dinner and I decided to catch up on some much needed personal PC work.I also placed a few personal ads on a couple of websites in hopes that I will find a rare record that I am looking for.Overall,a pretty good day.
I am now relaxing at home.I am also anticipating the next day.I am hoping that the day wil be good.
Tomorrow is another work day.I am hoping that the shift goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Wednesday, October 08, 2008

Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty good day today.
The laundry pick-up went smoothly.There were no messes to clean up and that made it a little easier.After I sorted out the laundry,I headed for home.
On the way home,I went to the post office to mail out an important thing for my mom.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I decided to put my pajamas back on and take a nap.I had a tough time getting to sleep last night so I figured that I would take a nap for a while.I slept for a little over 3 hours.
When I got out of bed,I decided to finsih my personal PC work and I ate a light dinner.I also decided to do some catching up on the computer before the day is through.I still have a lot to do before the day is over with.
Right now,it is raining pretty lightly though it feels like it is hard.The rain started out pretty late in the afternoon.My feet are actually hurting.This always happens when there is bad weather in the air.I really don't like that.But it's life.
I am now relaxing at home.I am also anticipating the day ahead.As stated,I still have someplace that I have to go and some things to do before the day is through.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the shift goes smoothly.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tuesday, October 07, 2008

Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty good day today.
The work day went smoothly.I did everything that I had to do and when I was done,I simply dropped off everything and I headed for home.
When I did get home,I simply relaxed and took it easy.I took a nap for about an hour and I ate a light dinner upon waking up.I also finished my personal PC work after I ate.It was only a small amount of stuff that I had to do.But I was glad to get it done.I started this at work while on break and I finished it when I got home.
After doing all of that,I watched the news and I also went out for a spell.While out,I went to a Kwik-Fill gas station to get some gas in my tank and I also went to a local Wal-Mart to buy the new Smurfs DVD release.It is the 2nd Volume of the first season.I can hardly wait to check it out.I am glad to get this.It was just released today.I bought the first volume many months ago and that was a great set.Now I have the 2nd volume.I am hoping to watch this before the week is out.I am hoping that this set is just as grand as the first.
When I got home,I decided to catch up on some last minute personal PC work.Right now,I am listening to the presidential debate at the moment as I am typing this.It is pretty intense.I am hoping that Obama will come out on top like he did at the first presidential debate.
I am now relaxing.I am also anticipating the next day.I am hoping that the next day will be very beneficial.
Tomorrow is simply a pick-up day.I am hoping that the pick-up goes smoothly.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Monday, October 06, 2008

Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty good day today.
Today was my day off.I stayed home and took it easy for most of the day.I watched another episode of Terminator:The Sarah Connor Chronicles on the 1st season DVD set.After that,I decided to do get my personal PC work done.
After that,I went out to run a couple of errands for my mom.I also had to withdraw some money from the bank for my mom and I also had to do the same for me.After these things,I went home to drop off the money.
After getting home,I registered the bills at the Where's George website did some more personal PC work.I went back out to do the rest of the errands that my mom needed for me to do.
I had to go to a local supermarket to pick up a few things.I had no problems getting the things that my mom needed for me to get.I also managed to to buy something for myself that I can share here at home with my mom.I went straight home afterwards.
After I ate a light dinner,I registered a couple more bills at the Where's George site and I also managed to get some more personal PC work done.Overall,a pretty good day.
I am now at home relaxing.I am awaiting the start of the new Terminator episode that will be coming on in over 45 minutes.For now,I am just going to take it easy until then.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the day goes smoothly.
That was my day and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Sunday, October 05, 2008

Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.
Today wasn't too eventful.I simply ran a few errands for my mom and I went and got some gas.Before I did these things,I had a late but light lunch.I went and had some onion rings at a local specialty restaurant.I wanted to make sure I didn't eat too much because dinner time wasn't too far away.After that,I finished my errands.
I went to a local supermarket to get a couple jars of German made sauerkraut and German made mustard.I also had to get a couple packs of batteries and Scotch tape at a local dollar store.After that,I went to get the gas in my tank and I hurried home.
When I got home,I laid down and listened to one of the new records that I bought on Friday.It was a record of bloopers from radio and television.After that,I had dinner and when I was done,I registered a few more bills at the Where's George site.I also did some last minute personal computer work.Overall,not a bad day,though it wasn't too eventful.
Last night,my night of entertaining the crowd went great.The birthday party that was supposed to go on was cancelled because one of the invited relatives was sick.That was a disappointment but my night of singing went great and I had a blast.It was awesome and I had a good time.
Before the night is through,I am going to go out and have a drink or two with the gang over at the place where I entertain.I am hoping for some great talks with them.
Tomorrow is my day off.I am hoping that whatever I do tomorrow will benefit me in a positive way.
That was my weekend and my hopes for the start of the new week ahead.FJ

Saturday, October 04, 2008

Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty eventful day today.
For starters,after I ate a light breakfast,I went to a charitable church rummage sale and the only things that I bought were a few fresh baked goods,which were great.After that,I went back home to relax as I was still feeling a little tired.
When I did get back,I watched a couple of Terminator episodes on the new DVD set that I bought last night.It was wonderful to watch these on DVD with NO commercial interruptions.After watching these,I did my personal PC work and I also washed my hair and got ready to help my mom with her shopping.She wanted to get a new vacuum cleaner and she had me pick up a few food items at a nearby grocery store.
After the shopping was done,we bought anoother submarine sandwich at Subway and I also went to a Blockbuster video in another area and bought a couple of previously viewed DVD's.We headed straight home afterwards.
When we got home,I bathed to get ready for the evening and we both ate the sandwich.It was great and after eating,I registered several more bills at the Where's George site.I also did some last minute personal work.Overall,a pretty eventful day.
Tonight,I am going to go out and entertain the crowd.I am hoping for a wonderful evening.Though I rarely have a night to complain about,I still hope for things to work out.You never know what might happen.Tonight is also a night that a friend of mine is celebrating a birthday.I am hoping that the party goes great and that my evening of entertaining goes well.I am feeling optimistic.I have a feeling that things will work out for me.Still,I hope.
As for the rest of the weekend,I haven't decided what I am going to do.But whatever I do,I hope that it benefits me in a positive manner.
That was my day today and my hopes for tonight and the rest of the weekend ahead.FJ

Friday, October 03, 2008

Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.
The work shift went smoothly.I simply did what I had to do in the period of time that I had and when I was done,I simply dropped it off and I headed for home.
On the way home,I made a stop at a Salvation Army thrift shop and bought a few things.I headed straight home after that.
When I got home,I dropped off my stuff and I headed back out because I had to withdraw some money for my mom and I also had to pay on my line of credit account over at my bank.While doing that,I bought a few more things at another Salvation Army thrift shop in the area and after getting the money,I headed for home.
When I got home,I registered some of the bills at the Where's George site and I had to go back out again because I had to pick up dinner for me and my mom.
While out,I felt that I should do some things for myself while getting the dinner.I went to the local Wal-Mart to pick up a few things that I needed for myself and I also went and got the dinner over at the Subway that was located in the Wal-Mart.I figured that I would do everything at the Wal-Mart store so I could get the things that I needed and what I needed to get for us to eat.That way,everything is done and I don't have anything to worry about.I managed to get almost everything that I needed to get done accomplished.
After eating the footlong sub that my mom had me buy for us to eat,I finished registering the bills that I had at the Where's George site and after that,I went back out again to get my copy of the first season of Terminator:The Sarah Connor Chronicles at the local Wal-Mart.I wanted to buy it earlier tonight but when my total bill came to almost $61,I decided to purchase this later on with cash because I felt that this was too much.I have two other bills to pay before the month is out.One is my auto insurance and the other is another line of credit account that I have where I took the loan out to pay for the roof repair.Later on,after I was done registering the rest of the bills,I went back to the local Wal-Mart and purchased it.On the way home,I stopped at a local convenience store and picked up a bag of Zesty Salsa Tortilla Combos.After doing that,I headed for home,which is where I am right now.
Tomorrow night is my night to entertain the crowd.I am hoping that that evening goes well for me.I always have a blast entertaining the crowd and I love to entertain people.I am looking forward to that.
As for the rest of the weekend,I haven't made any plans but whatever I choose to do,I hope that it gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the upcoming weekend ahead.FJ

Thursday, October 02, 2008

Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty good day today.
The work shift went smoothly.I managed to get quite a bit done.After I ate lunch,I bagged everything and dropped it off before heading for home.
While on the way home,I went to a local drug store to pick up some antacid.They had a special on a certain type of Maalox and I thought that I would give it a try.They had a Buy One Get One Free sale on it and so I saved some bucks here.After buying that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I put my pajamas on and took a nap for about 90 minutes.I was feeling tired and I felt that a nap would do me some good.Before my nap,I saw that I had finally received a package that I was expecting for a little over a week.They were the record albums that I had won on Ebay.Now that they in my collection,I am glad.I was getting a little worried because up until 2 days ago,I saw that there was nothing new from the USPS track and confirm section of their website.But now,they are here and I feel better.
After my nap,I got out of my bed and changed into a sweatsuit.I also finished my personal PC work that I had started while at work on break.I also managed to read some articles on the upcoming vice presedential debate today and one of them was a commentary by a CNN political commentator and it was very interesting.I also managed to play a little online word game for a bit and that was fun.Overall,a pretty good day.
After eating dinner,I decided to catch up on some much needed personal PC work.I can now relax and take it easy for the rest of the evening and get ready for tomorrow.
Tomorrow is another work day.I am hoping that the shift goes well.After that,it's the weekend.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Wednesday, October 01, 2008

Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.
The laundry pick-up went smoothly as there were NO messes to clean up.After I ate lunch,I sorted out all the laundry and left.I still had a lot to do before going home.
I had a doctor's appointment today to have a physical done.I still had plenty of time before that appointment.Though I did have a homemade submarine sandwich at lunch at work,I still felt hungry.I went to a chinese restaurant and had a bowl of hot chicken noodle soup and it was delicious.The best thing about the soup was that it wasn't too salty.I actually tasted chicken flavor in the broth and not any salt.After eating that,I left the restaurant and finished what I had to do before my appointment.
I went to my regular bank to cash a check for my mom and I headed for my appointment.I arrived there just in time and after signing in,I waited.
Though the wait was pretty long and I was feeling a little edgy by the long wait,I decided to take some deep breathing exercises while waiting to keep myself calm while waiting.There was quite a bit of distractions,such as a little boy who didn't want to keep quiet and he was also throwing things and plus,the time that I was being made to wait was also a distraction in itself.I continued to take deep breathing exercises until I was called in by the doctor.
When I was called in,I was surprised to see that my blood pressure was unusually low.It was at the lowest that I had from last time.I guess that the deep breathing exercises that I took really helped.Not only that,I got a good report on my physical and that really made my day.After all of that was over,I left the office and I headed for home.
On the way home,I stopped at a couple of stores to get some things that my mom needed.I was also rushing because I didn't like the look of the sky.The sky had really dark clouds and it was drippling(i.e.light rain)so I wanted to act fast and get home.When I finally got the shopping done,I headed straight home and didn't stop for anything.I was hoping that I would beat the rain but I failed.It was actually starting the minute that I was pulling in.
After running into the house,I put the groceries that I had gotten for my mom on the kitchen counter and I put my pajamas on to take a nap.I was feeling tired from my long day and I felt that a nap would do me a world of good.I woke up just in time for dinner.
After eating,I decided to do some last minute personal PC work before the day was through.I am now ready to settle down and take it easy for the rest of the evening.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the shift goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tuesday, September 30, 2008

Tonight,I am feeling okay but tired and exhausted.I had a pretty fair day today.
The work day went as well as planned.After I was done for the day,I headed for home.I only made one stop on the way home but that was uneventful.
When I got home,I simply put my pajamas on and I took a nap for about 90 minutes.I was feeling tired and I felt that I needed to sleep for a while.
After getting out of bed,I put a comfortable sweat suit on and I ate a light dinner.I also finished my personal PC work and I also managed to fulfill my responsibilities in one of my online groups by posting a message.After that,I was experiencing computer/internet issues.My computer was constantly freezing and restarting what I was checking out on the web.This was getting monotonous and it was giving me stress trying to see what I could do to stop it.I wound up restarting my computer and since my mom needed me to run an errand for her,I decided to let it be while I went out to run the errand.
I went out to pick up a couple of things for my mom and that was it.There wasn't a problem finding what I was looking for and after paying for the stuff,I went home,which is where I am.
Right now,I am feeling depressed.I have been feeling this way since I got home.I was also feeling tired for much of the day even while working.But I managed to stay awake the whole time.I even drank a cup of coffee while I was waiting for a load of laundry to get done.It did help a little bit but I still felt tired.I have been having a hard time getting to sleep as of late.I don't know what has been making me lose sleep lately.I feel that I am worried about something or whatever.I am hoping that whatever it is,it will be over soon.
Tomorow is simply a pick-up day.I am hoping that the pick up goes well enough.I do have an appointment with a doctor tomorrow and I am hoping that this also goes well with me.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Monday, September 29, 2008

Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty fair day today.
Today was my day off.I really did not have too much to do.I simply started the day with my typical breakfast and I also watched another episode of Friday The 13th:The Series this morning.I simply took it easy for much of the day and I wasn't expecting to do much.But this morning,my niece called and said that there was a birthday party for her boyfriend and that me and mom were all invited to the party.This was totally unexpected.I was hoping to simply take it easy for the day and prepare for tomorrow.But we went and though it wasn't that great,it was good to get out for a while.
Before that,I went to a local Taco Bell and had a Nachos Supreme lunch.I just had to have some lunch and I wasn't in the mood for a sandwich.So I went and had that.It was pretty good.
After that party,my mom and I went home and I listened to a little bit of music for a while in my room and awaited the start of Terminator:The Sarah Connor Chronicles,which I watched.I also watched Two and a Half Men after that.
Last night,I did sing up a storm and it was wonderful.There wasn't too many people but I didn't care.I still had a blast singing and I enjoyed myself immensely.After having a disappointing Saturday night,last night made up for it.It was great and I enjoyed myself.I am looking forward to this weekend and I am hoping for a wonderful night.
Right now,I am feeling tired.Though the day wasn't too exciting,I am feeling some exhaustion.I am just going to turn in after I bathe and brush my teeth.I am hoping for a good night's sleep.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the day goes smoothly.
That was my day today and my hopes fo rthe day ahead.FJ

Sunday, September 28, 2008

Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.
The day started out as usual.After I listened to a radio sermon,I got up out of bed and had something to eat.I also watched another episode of Friday The 13th:The Series afterwards.I watched an episode last night after I got home,because I needed some cheering up after last night.There were dart tournaments going on last night and I didn't get a chance to entertain the crowd as a result because the tournaments were running overtime.I simply had a 7up and I headed for home.It was a disappointment but hopefully tonight,it can be made up because if a semi-regular DJ shows up,I can sing a few tunes and maybe a few more.So,I will be going out tonight and I am hoping that I can sing and get my entertaining the crowd in tonight.I am hoping for a good crowd and some positive responses.
I did go out for a bit after I did my personal PC work.It was quite a bit but I managed to get it done despite an issue with Hotmail.I had to restart my computer as a result of that.But again,I got it done.
I went out to get something to eat for lunch,though it was a little late.I had chili cheese fries at a local restaurant.They were delicious.At this particular restaurant,these were the best chili cheese fries that I had.I just might be going back to eat there again in the near future.
I was running an errand while out.I had to go to a local K-Mart to get a bottle of shampoo because I was running out and I also got a bottle of dish detergent at a local Dollar General store.After getting some gas in my tank,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I watched another episode of Friday The 13th:The Series on the new DVD set that I bought yesterday.It is awesome that this great classic TV show is finally on DVD.I still enjoy watching this show and it is awesome.I will be watching a lot more of this in the near future.
After eating a light dinner,I decided to catch up on some much needed and last minute personal PC work.I also watched a few classic Popeye shorts on YouTube.Overall,a pretty good day.
As stated,I am going to go out tonight and I am hoping for that sometime karaoke DJ comes in so I can sing tonight.It was a big disappointment that I didn't get to do so last night due to the dart tournaments.But again,hopefully,there is tonight.
Tomorrow is my day off.I am hoping that whatever I choose to do will benefit me in a positive manner.
That was my weekend and my hopes for the start of the new week ahead.FJ

Saturday, September 27, 2008

Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I had a talk with the out of town counselor on the phone and it was wonderful.I told him everything that went on in my life over the past several weeks.It was great that I had a chance to talk with him.We talked for about a half an hour and I hung up.
After that,I finished my personal PC work and I ran an errand for my mom and for myself.I went to the nearest Best Buy to pick up a copy of the first season of Friday The 13th: The Series. It is wonderful that this series is finally on DVD.I am also glad to have it and it is now in my collection.
When I got home,I bathed and I ate a light dinner.After eating,I decided to take a short drive around the town to see if there was anything doing.Since there wasn't,I headed for home.
Tonight is my night to entertain the crowd.I am hoping that the evening goes well for me.Though I rarely have an off night,I still hope for things to go well.You never know what might happen.I do have a feeling that everything will work out but I always hope.
As for the rest of the weekend,I haven't made any plans.But whatever I do,I hope that it gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the rest of the weekend ahead.FJ

Friday, September 26, 2008

Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty good day today.
The work shift went by smoothly.I simply did what I had to do and I finished.After that,I headed for home.
On the way home,I cashed my paycheck and I dropped the money and my personal stuff at home before heading over to a local supermarket to get a sidedish for dinner.
On the way to the store,I stopped at a garage sale that was not too far away from the supermarket that I was heading for.I bought a few VHS films and I headed for the market.
I simply picked up a bag of onion rings and I headed for home to eat dinner.When I got home,I saw that I finally received a 45 r.p.m. record that I bought on Ebay from a Canadian seller.It is a Canadian vinyl single pressing of the song Take My Breath Away from the band Berlin.I am glad to have this record in my collection.
After eating,I registered several bills at the Where's George site and I decided to catch up on some much needed personal PC work.I am glad that these bills are now on the site.I will be spending some of these tomorrow night when I go out tomorrow night.I am hoping that the evening goes well.I will be doing my usual entertaining the crowd tomorrow night.For the rest of the weekend,I haven't made any plans but whatever I do,I hope that it gives me positive benefits.
As for the rest of the evening,I am going to take it easy and relax.
That was my day today and my hopes for the weekend ahead.FJ

Thursday, September 25, 2008

Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty good day today.
The work shift went by smoothly.It went better than I thought that it would.I simply did the amount of work that I had to do and when after it was finished,I simpky bagged the laundry and dropped it off at the rehab center.I headed for home after that.
On the way home,I stopped over at a local restaurant to have a light snack because I still felt hungry even after eating lunch.After that,I headed straight home after that.
When I got home,I went upstairs to take a nap and this time,I succeeded.I had a wonderful nap.Though it was longer than I wanted to sleep,I still felt better.
After eating a light dinner,I finished my personal PC work.I started this on break while at work and I finished it after eating.I feel that my day is now complete and I can move on.
Right now,I am relaxing at home.I have no place to go and I have no plans for the evening.I am thinking of just staying home and taking it easy while getting prepared for tomorrow.The day today went by pretty good and I feel that I have accomplished something.Tomorrow is another day and I am hoping that everything goes good.
Tomorrow is another work day.I am hoping that the shift goes well.After that,it's the weekend.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Wednesday, September 24, 2008

Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty fair day today.
The laundry pick-up went well.There were no messes to clean up and I sorted them out the minute that I got to the work site.After I had lunch,I went right to my mechanic's garage to see what could be done about my car's problem with stalling constantly.
My mechanic adjusted my idleness in my car and it did sound a little bit better and I headed for home afterwards.
When I got home,I tried to take a nap but couldn't get to sleep.I wound up playing with my genitals until I was almost at the point of ejaculation.I felt lousy after this and I got back up and got dressed and went to the local public library to find a certain movie guide to look up a certain film title.
When I got there,I turned down my cell phone so nobody would hear it ring whiel I was there and I was disappointed to find that they didn't have the book that I was looking for despite the title being in their catalog.But I did manage to find another book of this nature and was partly satisfied.I left for home after that.
When I got home,I ate dinner and decided to do some last minute personal PC work.It was nothing much really but I am glad to get it done.I am now set for the rets of the night.
I am feeling really down at the moment.I don't know why I am feeling this way.I was feeling pretty good throughout the day but at the moment,I am feeling depressed.I am hoping that a good night's sleep will make me feel better.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the shift goes smoothly.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tuesday, September 23, 2008

Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.
The work day went smoothly.I simply did what I had to do in the period of time that I had and when finished,I simply dropped everything off and I headed for home.
When I got home,I took it easy for a while and finished my personal PC work.I also heard from the out of town counselor that I have phone sessions with every two weeks.I e-mailed him today while on break from work and he apologized for forgetting to call this past Saturday and promised to call this coming Saturday.I will be looking forward to that call.
After I ate,I had to sign a release form for my niece so she could renew her auto registration on her minvan.She just had it pass inspection and she needed to get the new registration on this so she could start driving the van again.Apparently,she has been using her boyfriends car to get around and she felt that it was high time to get her own vehicle on the road again.After I signed the form,she left.
I am now relaxing and anticipating the next day.I have to go see my mechanic about why my car has been stalling frequently when I am in traffic.Yesterday,it stalled while I was waiting to make a left turn on a busy intersection.I need to get this corrected before a police officer issues me a ticket for blocking traffic.I am hoping that this can be corrected soon and fast.
Tomorrow is a pick-up day.I am hoping that the pick-up goes well.After I eat lunch,I will be heading over to my mechanics garage to help solve the mystery of why my car keeps stalling frequently.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Monday, September 22, 2008

Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty fair day today.
Today was my day off and I went to the post office to mail out a payment on another credit card of mine.It was due next week but I wanted to get it out as soon as possible so it would get to where it had to go.
After that,I had a light lunch over at a local Taco Bell that would tie me over until dinner.I really didn't have too much to do.It was just a typical day off for me.
I did wake up late today.I woke up after 12:00 pm because I went to bed quite late last night.I was still feeling quite tired but I managed to wake up fully and started to do my personal PC work after I ate a bowl of cereal for breakfast and a couple cups of coffee.
I didn't have an awful lot to do personal PC wise.There wasn't too much in my e-mail boxes so I got it done in no time at all.Last night,I spent cleaaning out one of my personal e-mail boxes and I might spend some more time cleaning out the other two.I am hoping that it doesn't take too long.
After I had a light dinner,I registered a few more bills at the Where's George site and I also did some last minute personal PC work.It was pretty short.
At the moment,I have a very bad headache.I am going to brew a strong cup of herbal breathe easy tea when I am done here and I am going to relax until 8:00pm.I hope that the headache goes away while I do so.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the day goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the the day ahead.FJ

Sunday, September 21, 2008

Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.
I ate a bowl of cereal when I woke up and I also started my personal PC work.Surprisingly,there wsn't an awful lot of it and I finished in hardly no time at all.I even registered a few more bills at the Where's George site,which I got as change last night.
I also went to my record store friend's place to pick up a few albums that he was holding for me.I also left him another cassette tape for his stock.I headed straight home afterwrads.Earlier before going there,I had lunch at Taco Bell eating a Nacho Bell Grande platter and it was delicious.
When I got home,I decided to give one of my new records a whirl.It was the extremely rare Three Dog Night mini-album It's A Jungle.I have been looking for this record for a long time and I am glad to finally have it in my ever growing vinyl collection.I even played the first side of a record album that I bought recently at the local Salvation Army thrift shop.While listening to the music,I waited for dinner to get ready.
After eating,I registered another bill at the Where's George site and I also did some last minute personal PC work,including cleaning out my e-mail boxes.I haven't finished yet but I am going to finish that by the end of the day.
Last night,my night of entertaining the crowd went terrific.I even tried out a few new songs that I had been dying to try out for a long time.It went great and I got quite a lot of positive responses from the crowd.It was awesome and I am looking forward to next Saturday night.I am also going to go out and have a drink or two at the place where I entertain before the night is through.I am hoping for some wonderful talks with anyone that comes there.After that,I am going to go home and watch a movie.
Tomorrow is my day off.I am hoping that the day goes great.
That was my weekend and my hopes for the start of the new week ahead.FJ