Tonight,I am feeling mixed emotions.I had a pretty uneventful day today.
Today,I only ran a few errands that I needed to get out of the way.It was nothing really special.It was just some things that I needed to get for the home.I also had to go later and get a few other things.I had to get some soap for myself and a couple boxes of cookies.I also had to withdraw some money for my mom and myself.I had to take a taxi cab home due to all the money that I had on me.
I also got a phone call from my mechanic.It is going to take over $300.00 to replace the fuel tank.I am hoping that by the end of the week,I can get all of it together.I just have to make some sacrifices and take whatever I can get.I need my 4X4 back on the road soon.I am hoping for a reimbursement to come in from work so I can at least give my mechanic something.But I am hoping to have that money by the end of the week.
Aside from that,I have nothing else new to report.It is just the same old things on a different day.I hope that things will get better for me.
Tomorrow is a work day and I am hoping that the day goes smoothly.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling mixed emotions once again.Today was a very uneventful day.
Since I have no vehicle,I am staying home tonight.I will not be doing my usual singing tonight.It is depressing but what can you do when you have no vehicle and hardly any money.I had a blast last week singing but I have no meny for cab fare back and forth this week.The money that I got when I cashed my paycheck had to be used to buy some food.But I am hoping that I will have my vehicle back soon so I can start going out again.
The only thing that I did get done tonight was that I had to drop off some keys at my mechanic's garage today.He was doing some last minute repair work for a friend of his on his truck.Apparently,this friend needed to get his truck fixed up so he could go away to spend he holiday with his family in another state.But I managed to get the key there and I am glad.This coming Monday,I have to make a withdrawl from my mom's and my account so my mom will have some money to pay the county tax bill and so I can pay my half of the insurance when it is due.All I will need is my niece's half and I am set.I still have one more bill to pay and after that,I have some extra money for myself.The only other thing that I have done is that I stopped at a local drug store to pick up some more snacking food.
I am hoping to have my 4X4 back soon so I can start doing what I need to do this season.Thank goodness that this holiday only comes once a year.I am going to miss driving for a while but it is reality.
As for tomorrow,I will just have to take it easy once again.I will just watch a movie or two and then,I don't know.
That was my day today and my plans for the rest of the weekend.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling mixed emotions.I had a pretty shaky and hard day today.
After a promising start,I was caught off guard by a fuel leak on my 4x4.After filling up my tank,I saw that some fuel leaked out near my passenger side rear wheel.I drove to work immediately after that.But when I got there,I saw that I was still leaking and that there was a puddle of fuel underneath the vehicle.After sorting out the laundry pretty fast,I had to move my vehicle onto the street and the maintenance crew had to come over to clean up all the fuel on the driveway.Fortunately,my laundry work shift was not compromised and I managed to get a little bit done in the short time that I had to do it.After getting my 4x4 back on the road and having to have a minor ball joint repair done on Monday,I find that I need a new fuel tank and fuel line to get this back into the best running condition.It is running good but now,I have to have this get more repairs.That is life,I know.But it is still pretty sad and depressing.I was hoping to go out tomorrow and entertain the crowd but now,I have to stay home.Hopefully,by next week,I can have these repairs done and my vehicle back on the road.
To be on the safe side,I had my vehicle towed to my mechanic's garage so he can check it out on Monday.The only thing that is looking up is that someone is interested in buying my smashed up 1994 Toyota Corolla.If that guys pays well enough,I will have to say yes.This will make it a little bit easier for me.I am hoping that the guy is till interested when my mechanic calls him when the keys are there.I will also have to get the title ready so it can be sold to that guy.I am hoping that something can come of this.
After eating a light dinner,I decided to do some last minute personal PC work.I will be taking it easy for the rest of the night.I will just have to get used to being home for a while until I start driving again.
That was my day today and my plans for the weekend ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.
The work shift went smoothly.I simply did what I had to do in the short period of time that I had and I did quite a bit.After eating lunch,I bagged all the clean while my 4X4 was warming up and when I got to the vehicle,I saw that my coolant gage was right in the middle.I drove for a while and while it did go back to just before the middle,I felt that I needed a bottle of anti-freeze just in case.After dropping off the laundry,I went right to a local drug store on the way home and bought a bottle.I filled my coolant reservoir clear to the top and I headed for home.Before topping off my radiator to be on the safe side,I waited for my vehicle to cool down for a few hours.Before eating,I topped off my radiator and visited with a neighbor of mine for just a few minutes.
After eating a light dinner,I finished my personal PC work.It was quite a bit to do and I am glad to have gotten it done.I can now take it easy for the rest of the day.
Earlier this afternoon,when I first got in,I wound up giving into temptation by masturbating.I was playing with myself and wound up masturbating later until ejaculation.I felt miserable after that but after asking for forgiveness,I felt better.But I need to work on not touching myself in my genital area so I can avoid the trapfalls.I have been overwhelmed lately by images of men and also of having sexual relations with them in visions.I've even been talking to myself pretending that there are there in the room with me,agreeing to perform sexual favors for them,such as fellatio.I need to get my mind off of sex and having sex with men.If anyone can help me get these things off of my mind and how I can go about ridding myself of these things,please let me know.
Tomorrow is another work day.I am hoping that the shift goes well.After that,it's the weekend.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling okay.But I am also feeling tired and exhausted.I had a pretty good day today.
Today was simply a pick-up day.The pick-up went smoothly.There were no messes to clean and that was great.I headed over to the work site after that.
Before I sorted out the laundry,I hung out at the social club for a while and after I ate lunch,I did my duties.I sorted out the laundry and after that,I left for home.
On the way home,I stopped at a nearby post office.I had to mail out a credit card payment and I also mailed out a payment for some record albums that I ordered.The people that I ordered from found these for me and I am glad to have them.I will have to wait for a little over a week to get them,but I don't care.It will be well worth the wait.
After that,I had to withdraw some money from my account for some further repair work to be done on my 4X4.A ball joint has to be replaced.Each and every time that I steer it,I hear a squeak.My mechanic already said that this was a ball joint and on Monday,I am going to have it replaced.I also need an oil change done as well and that will be done on the same day.It will be great to have this in good working and driving condition.
I ran several errands today for my mom and myself.I simply bought some more holiday DVD's for myself and I bought some groceries for my mom.I was out for much of the day.I also managed to go to a local Salvation Army thrift shop and bought some more stuff there as well.Overall,a pretty good day.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the shift goes well.After that,I have to pick up something for my mom on the way home.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling a little bit better.I had a pretty fair work day today and I'm also driving again.
I started driving my compact 4X4 today after I got home from work and I am happy to be driving again.After not having a vehicle for over 3 weeks,I am driving again and I am feeling a little bit better.
The work day went fairly well.I simply did my job and it was easy.I had to do a lot more than I was used to because the rehab center really needed some clean stuff so I did double the amount but I kept it clean and neat.It was great.After dropping off the clean,with the help of a job coach,I was let out at a nearby bus stop to get on a bus and go home.
After getting off,I dropped off a couple of newspapers at a house and I walked home.When I got home,I waited until 4:00p.m.before calling my mechanic.
When I did,I received the greatest news.My 4x4 was ready to be driven.After paying for the repairs,I drove off to get some gas and after that,I headed for home.
Wnen I got home,I had a light dinner of homemade chicken soup and it was delicious.I also finished my personal PC work and I can take it easy for now.I have no place to go tonight so I am going to take it easy for a while.Though I do have wheels now,I am still going to stay home.The weather is windy,snowy,wet and COLD!
Tomorrow is simply a pick-up day.I am hoping that the pick-up goes smoothly with no messes to clean up.
That was my day today and my hopes for teh day ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty fair day today.
I talked with my mechanic today.He told me to get back to him in over 1/2 hour.After I ran an errand,I called and got his stepdaughter and she advised me to cal tomorrow afternoon around 2:00p.m.I said okay and I hung up.
I ran a small errand for my mom today.I had to buy a few things that were needed in the house and I went to a nearby drug store to get the items.After purchasing them,I headed straight home to make the aforementioned phone call and I sat down to eat dinner,which was mostly leftovers but it was great.
After eating,I decided to do some last minute catching up on personal PC work.I am just glad that I got that errand done because it is now windy and rainy outside.The winds are very high and blowing pretty fast.It is also raining outside.On top of all that,it is COLD!I am glad to be in the house right now.I am also gald that I don't have to go out anymore tonight.But I still have to brave the elements tomorrow morning when I have to go to work.I am just hoping that it will not be that bad as it is right now.
I am hoping that tomorrow will finally be the day that I can start driving again.I have been waiting for a little over 3 weeks.Again,I hope that I can start driving again tomorrow.
As stated,tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the day goes smoothly.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a non-eventful day today.
Most of the day,I stayed home and did my personal PC work.There was no place to go and nothing to do,which is basically what this hometown of mine is known for.There is never anything to do.I am simply bored and I have really nothing to do.The only thing that I really did was lay down and listen to a little bit of music.I also tried to locate a few U2 45's that I own.I haven't found them yet but I know that I will if I keep trying.I did manage to locate a U2 CD that I own but the 45's are still missing in action.After I am done here,I am going to go back to my room upstairs and look for them.
For dinner tonight,we had a small turkey dinner.It was all the food that you would expect and it was great.I also received a phone call from a friend of mine out of town and that was good.After that phone call,I went back to my computer and finished up some stuff that I started.
Last night,I went out to sing for the first time in 2 weeks.It was wonderful.I did a tribute to George Harrison,which is what I usually do every year when the anniversary of his death rolls around.I did a George solo hit and I followed it with a Beatles song that he sang lead on.It was great to be out with the gang again.I am hoping to go back out next week as well as to be getting my 4X4 back on the road tomorrow.I will leave a message on my mechanic's answering machine tonight to remind him to make sure that I get a NYS inspection sticker so I can drive it.
Tomorrow is my day off.I am hoping that the day goes well.I am still hoping to get my 4X4 back on the road again this week.
That was my weekend and my hopes for the start of the new week ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty good day today.
I did not do too much today.I simply woke up this morning and ate breakfast.After that,I decided to do my personal PC work.It was nothing much to do.I got several e-mails and one from a friend of mine who sent me his new e-mail address.After I was finished,I shut down my computer and I took it easy for a while.I smply watched a few previews on a few of the DVD's that I have and then shut off the TV.
The only errand that I ran today was to pick up a couple of things that I needed for the house.I had to go and buy a box of cold cereal and a candy bar for my mom.The walk there was pretty good and the weather was pretty mild.It wasn't too cold.Plus,it wasn't snowing either.I walked to a nearby drug store to buy those things.
While I was on my way home,I found a 50 dollar bill that some had lost.I put it in my pocket and I headed straight home after that.I didn't stop anywhere.I simply went home.
When I got home,I took a bath and cleaned up a bit.I washed my hair and I really cleaned myself up.I now feel clean and refreshed.
After eating dinner,I registered the 50 dollar bill at the Where's George site and I did some last minute personal PC work.
Tonight,I am going out to sing.I will be taking a cab down and back.It will be a little over 20 dollars but I want to go out and have fun.I am bored just staying home doing nothing but watch movies and just sitting around.I am hoping to have a good time tonight.
I will just stay home and take it easy for the day tomorrow.On Monday,I will call my mechanic to see if he got the sticker that I need for my compact 4X4.
That was my day today and my hopes for tonight and the days ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty good day today.
Today was my day off.A little unusual for me but I went out and tried to enjoy it.First,I went to my regular bank to cash my paycheck and I went to a nearby Blockbuster and bought a few DVD's.I was just in a buying mood because it was Friday and I felt like building up my collection.I bought a few horror films and I also bought a couple of comedies.After paying for them,I went to a Radio Shack and bought a cable so I can be ready for the switch to digital TV when the change comes in February.I did connect the converter box to the set and it did work.The only problem was that a couple of other local channels haven't gotten their digital signals as of yet.I even called the toll free number on the back of the remote control and they said that not having their signals was a big possibility.I simply disconnected the box and put it back in the box that it came in.At least,I will be ready when the switch comes when I do hook it up for good the next time.Not only that,I now know that the box does work.The only other drawback was that I got a weak signal on a couple of stations.But hopefully,that will be resolved when the time does indeed truly come.
After that,I went to a nearby supermarket to buy a few hoagy rolls and a big tomato for dinner tomorrow night.My mom is hoping to make sausage hoagies tomorrow night and I am hoping that they turn out well.When I was done with the shopping,I took a taxi cab home.I had so much stuff and money on me that I didn't want to take any chances.
When I got home,I had a light dinner and I watched a few features on the new DVD's that I bought.I also watched a few holiday special DVD's because there was nothing but reruns on the TV tonight.Later on,I finished my personal PC work and that is great.I can now relax and take it easy for the rest of the night.
As for tomorrow night,I am thinking of going out to sing.If I do,I am going to take a taxi cab to and from the place where I sing.I am just bored sitting here at home on Saturday nights.I want to go out and have some fun.On Monday,I am hoping that I can finally start driving again.I will call my mechanic and I am hoping that there will be a new inspection sticker on it.Again,I am hoping that I can start driving again.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Happy Thanksgiving,Everybody!
Tonight,I am feeling okay.I am feeling better because I am getting a welcome relief from all the hassles and the attitudes of the people around the social club,After what happened on Wednesday,I really needed this break.It was a pretty good day today.I really didn't eat too much but I felt stuffed after the one plate load that I had.
After I started my personal PC work,I shut down and I got ready to go to my sister's house for dinner.My nephew picked us up in his truck and we went over to her house.It was pretty good.We watched some football while waiting for dinner to get ready.I also managed to use my sister's computer to check up on my e-mail and I browsed Wikipedia for a while.
When dinner was ready,we ate.I ate quite a bit and though it really wasn't much compared to what the other family members,such as my mom,my nephews and my brother in law,I still felt stuffed after I was finished.
After that,I waited until I had digested a little before eating some dessert.The dessert was a variety of pies.I had a piece of pumpkin pie and a piece of cheesecake.I felt really stuffed after that and when we were ready to go home,my niece and her current boyfriend dropped us off at home.
When I got home,I laid down for a while because I really felt tired from the stuffed feeling that I had.I slept for over an hour and when I awoke,I had to use the bathroom and I went back upstairs to listen to a little bit of music.I also watched a rerun of A Charlie Brown Thanksgiving and the Peanuts historical episode of The Mayflower Voyagers of It's America Charlie Brown.It was really wonderful.
After that,I finished my personal PC work and I am getting ready for tomorrow.I haven't made any plans but whatever I do,I hope that it benefits me in a positive way.The only thing on my agenda is that I want to cash my paycheck.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling rather relieved for this being the extended holiday weekend.After having a pretty rotten day today,I am glad for that.
First off,my mechanic went on an early vacation from all the work that he had from the garage.He told me that yesterday that he has had it for now and has decided to start his holiday weekend early rather than wait for Thursday.I called the garage and they informed me to check back on Monday to see if he will continue to get me the sticker needed so I can start driving again.I have been really restless since this whole thing has been going on.I will have to do another weekend without wheels.But I am hoping that this will be resolved on Monday and that I will start driving soon.I can hardly wait for that.
The other thing happened when I went to work.There was nobody available to do the laundry pick-up and I had a run in with a social club member that had to be a meddlesome person in a converstaion that I was having with someone else.After I repeatedly told him to "Never Mind" to the point where I was screaming really loud at him,the staff got involved and broke it up.But the guy who instigated this lied to the staff that he was trying to talk to me and I got all hissy at him when it was the other way around.I almost really lost it with this whole thing.But the staff advised the instigator to avoid me for the rest of the day and I was also advised to avoid him as well.We both followed the advice and everything was cool for the rest of the time that I was there.
After I ate lunch,I went home courtesy of the organization.When I got home,I put my pajamas back on and decided to relax a bit for a while.My mom and my sister went out to do some last minute grocery shopping before the holiday tomorrow.I stayed up until my mom got home so I could help unload the groceries from my sister's car and help my mom out of the car.
After helping my mom put the groceries away,I laid down for a bit becuase I really needed to rest up after all the stress of today.I feel a little bit better because of that and I am glad for the holiday weekend.I am going to need it after what happened today.
Tomorrow is the Thanksgiving holiday and it is also a day off for me as is Friday.I am greatful for the holiday weekend and I am hoping to feel refreshed after the whole thing is over.
That was my day today and my hopes for the upcoming holiday weekend ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling okay but a little at edge because my mechanic informed me that my 4X4 was ready but had no NYS inspection sticker on it as of yet.This really threw me off because I was hoping to be driving it today.Aside from that,I had a pretty fair day today.
The work day went smoothly.I simply did what I had to do in the short period of time that I had.It was only five hours.But I got a lot done.After bagging everything,with the aid of a job coach,I simply dropped everything off and I was dropped off at a local bus station so I could take a bus home.
After I got home,I relaxed and took it easy before dinner.I also managed to finish my personal PC work and I left a message on my mechanic's garage answering machine.I will be calling him back tomorrow morning and I am hoping that I can finally get my 4X4 on the road with a NYS inspection sticker.According to him,everything is great on it but the sticker is all that is needed so it can be driven.I am hoping that I will have it before the end of the week.I am getting sick and tired of being at home,especially on the weekends.Again,I am hoping that my 4X4 will be on the road soon.
After eating a light dinner,I did some more personal PC work and I have a feeling of accomplishment.I am glad to get this done.My next accomplishment will be to get my 4X4 back on the road.I will have to call my mechanic tomorrow morning.
Tomorow is simply a pick-up day.I am hoping that the pick-up goes smoothly.As stated,I am hoping to have my 4X4 back on the road again tomorrow or hopefully,before the end of the week.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling a little bit better.But the day was a little disappointing.
Today was supposed to be the day that I was to see the medication manager over at the hospital.But she called this morning to cancel and said that something had come up.I was still sleeping in bed but my mom told me that I was not home.I will have to call her tomorrow afternoon to arrange another appointment.This really sucked.I was hoping to meet with her and talk with her about what had been happening to me.But it wasn't meant to be.OH WELL!!!!
I did get one thing accomplished.I managed to get my vehicle registered.That is right.My compact 4X4 is now fully legal.I did talk with my mechanic earlier this evening and he said that it was okay.But he is going to check it out anyway to see if it is indeed safe.I would hate it if it were not safe to drive.With the winter driving season coming up,I want to make DOUBLE sure that the 4X4 is safe and road worthy.You never know.I am hoping that it will be ready before the week is out.I would like to start driving again.My niece gave me a ride to my mechanic's garage so I could drop off the registration sticker.
After I dropped off the registration sticker off at my mechanic's garage so he could test drive it,I only ran one errand for my mom.The errand was to get a small box of vanilla pudding so my mom could prepare her minty cake.Though the weather was wet,cold and rainy,I managed to get the errand done and I was glad to get it accomplished.It was really neat to get it done.I got some air and some exercise.But my right foot is still hurting from all the walking and mostly,from the bitterly cold weather.I am just hoping that the weather will improve a little bit.I am also hoping that my 4X4 will be ready for the upcoming winter driving season.
I am now relaxing.I am just glad that everything is now falling into place.I am also hoping that the outcome is positive in the end.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the day goes smoothly for me.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty fair day today.
Today,I spent most of my time cleaning up around my record room.Overnight,stacks of record albums that I have toppled over and it was an incredible mess that I had to clean up.There were record albums all over the place.I spent over an hour picking everything up and straightening everything out so it won't,at least I hope that it won't,topple over again.It was tough because 2 more piles toppled over while I was straightening out another.But I managed to get it done.It was tough but I got it accomplished.I was really exhausted when I was finished but I had to do it.I am hoping that I don't have to do this again for quite a while.
After that was done,I relaxed and I waited for dinner to get done.We were eating light again and I was waiting for it to get done.I was panting very heavily while relaxing in a chair but I had to get this finished.I couldn't let that mess be.It didn't look good.
After eating a light dinner,I decided to catch up on some much needed personal PC work.It was only a small bit but I am glad to have done it.I am staying home again tonight.But I am hoping that next week,I will have my compact 4X4 on the road again.I can then put my life back on track again.
Tomorrow is my day off.I am hoping that the day goes well.I do have an appointment with the med manager over at the local hospital.While I am heading there,I have to go to my insurance agent to have my insurance transferred over to my 4X4 so I can have it registered finally.The minute that I get it registered is the minute that any more repairs,if needed,can be done.I am just hoping that it doesn't need anymore but if the worst should happen like I am expecting,I will have to deal with it when that comes.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I went out for a walk to a couple of nearby stores to pick up some snacking foods.At a drug store,I picked up another bag of zesty salsa totilla Combos and a box of extreme butter microwave popcorn.I went to a nearby convienience store and picked up a couple of flavored pretzel pieces bags.I headed straight home after that.
When I got home,though I am not going out tonight,I bathed and cleaned myself up.I ate a light supper after that and I decided to finish my personal PC work.
I am still feeling depressed because I still don't have a car running.I am still feeling bad due to what happened.Though my mechanic informed me that he did put the alternator on my 4X4,he still insists on test driving the vehicle to see if it needs anything else other than the alternator.But despite the way I am feeling,I am trying to make the best of this.I am going to be watching a movie later tonight and I am hoping that it will make me feel better.I watched several movies last week over the weekend and it was fun.But I do miss entertaining the crowd over at the place where I sing.I am hoping that I can get back into the spirit of things next week.I miss singing and having fun.Again,I am hoping that I will be driving next week.
I will also be staying home tomorrow in the daytime and the nighttime.It is really sad,depressing and boring not having a car.But as stated,I am trying to make the best of it.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty good day today.
The work shift went smoothly.I did what I had to do in the short period of time that I had and when I was done,I had the laundry dropped off with the help of a job coach.After that,the job coach dropped me off at a nearby bus station and I hopped on a bus to go to my regular bank to cash my check.
After that,I called a cab to take me home and when I got home,I settled down for a bit doing my a little bit of my personal PC work.I ate a light dinner of homemade soup after that.
After eating,I waited for my brother in law to come and help me out.I asked him if he could give me a ride to pick up a new pair of glasses that I had made when I lost my other ones two weeks ago when my bag was stolen.But I am glad to have a new pair and at the moment,my life is almost caught up.The only thing that I have to do is get my 4X4 registered so my mechanic can test drive to see if it needs any more work other than the alternator.I am hoping that it doesn't but I am expecting the worst.If the worst does indeed come to be,I will have to deal with it in the appropriate time.
On the way home from getting my glasses,we stopped at a nearby drug store to pick up my prescription refill and a box of sleep tea that I needed.I also bought some Salsa tortilla Combos and we went straight home after that.
When I got home,my brother in law had some of my mom's homemade soup and he enjoyed it.He said that it ws awesome.He left after talking with her for only a few minutes while I finished my personal PC work.I even managed to get an e-mail reply from a ministry that I e-mailed recently and it was a great way of advice that they gave,.They advised me to read a certain book about how to overcome struggles with SSA and also another book that can help me.I will be looking forward to ordering those books in the near future.
I am now relaxing.I had a pretty fair week.I will have to stay home again tomorrow night due to the fact that I don't have a car.But I am going to keep myself entertained watching a movie or two so I don't get too depressed.I will be going to sing again next week when my 4X4 is back on the road.I can hardly wait for that.
I will not be doing much on Sunday because of the situation regarding my car.But I am looking forward to getting back to driving real soon.
That was my day today and my stay at home plans for the weekend.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty fair day today.
The work shift went smoothly.I simply did what I had to do in the short period of time that I had.After I ate lunch,I went home.
When I got home,I relaxed for a while before my mom and I went to do our grocery shopping.We had to go to the supermarket closest to our home and though we spent a lot more for less that we should have,we are relieved to get that done.It was a chore trying to figure out how we could get our shopping done but we got it done and we are glad for that.We also had to get by with cab rides to the store and home.Again,we got our shopping done and that was great.
After we got home,we put the groceries away and I decided to register some bills over at the Where's George site.These were bills that I got as change at the store and from the cab ride home.
After having a light dinner,I finished my personal PC work.I am now all set for the evening and I am looking forward to tomorrow.
I am now at home relaxing and I am also anticipating the next day.I am just hoping that the new day will go good.
Tomorrow is another work day.I am hoping that the shift goes over well.I will also be staying home again this weekend due to the fact that I don't have a car.But my compact 4X4 is still over at my mechanic's garage with a new alternator but my mechanic wants me to get it registered so he can test drive it and see if it does indeed need more work to get it working properly for the winter.I will be doing that on Monday.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling okay but still on edge.I had a pretty not too good day today.
The laundry pick-up was called off today due to the job coaches going to an in-service meeting at the main offices.I was disappointed that I didn't get to do the job that I had my heart set on doing.But it does happen.When I did get to work,I simply had my lunch and when it came time for me to leave,I did.
An organization employee dropped me off at the post office so I could mail out a payment to the finance company that holds another one of my line of credit accounts.I haven't had a chance to pay off the one that I would like to pay off.There is always next month.But I will mail out a payment for this month on Monday afternoon when I go to see the med manager over at the hopsital.I am just hoping that my compact 4X4 will be ready by then.I just can't stand not having any wheels.This was a pretty terrible time for an accident to happen to me.We now have to go to the nearest supermarket to buy our groceries and that place is pretty expensive.But I am still holding onto the hope that my 4X4 will be ready soon.If I can get it back on the road by next week,that will be great.The only thing that I managed to accomplish was that I mailed out my payment this month to the finance company who loaned us money to get our roof fixed and that is better than nothing.
When I did get home,I took a nap for about a couple of hours and after waking up,I finished my personal PC work.I also ate a light dinner and I had to run a small errand for my mom.I went to a local drug store to get a big can of coffee that they had on sale.The weather is really snowy and it is COLD!I am just hoping to get wheels back on the road soon so I can get my life back on track.Again,I hate not having a vehicle.
I did manage to talk with the garage and the alternator is now on the engine and it is running.Tomorrow,they will get around to checking to see if it needs anything else other than that.The 4X4 has been sitting for over a year so I am expecting the worst.It that happens,I'll take care of that when it comes around.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the shift goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty good work day today.
The work day went great.I did quite a bit in the required time that I had.After I was finished,with the help of one of the job coaches,I dropped off the clean laundry and I was dropped off at a bus depot to take a bus home.
Before I got home,I had to make a couple of stops along the way.I had to drop a couple of newspapers off at a house and I went to a local convienience store to pick up a box of hot chocolate.I headed straight home after that.I stayed here for the rest of the day.
When I got home,I called my mechanic and the alternator that I needed finally came in.He informed me that he was going to do it tomorrow morning and to call him around the times of 1:30-2:30 to see if the job has been done.
After talking to him,I decided to watch a few DVD's and I even watched another episode of Terminator:The Sarah Connor Chronicles First Season on the DVD set that I have.I just wanted to be cheered up.I had a pretty good work day but I am still feeling sad and depressed over what happened over a week ago to my car.I am hoping that the repairs of my compact 4X4 will not be an awful lot.But the vehicle has been sitting for a little over a year and I am expecting the worst.If the worst does indeed come to that,then I will have to deal with it when that comes around.By the way,I did manage to finish my personal PC work when I got home.
After eating a light dinner, I decided to do some more personal PC work and I am now all finished.I am just going to take it easy for now until tomorrow.
Tomorrow is simply a pick-up day.I am hoping that the pick-up goes well without any messes to clean up.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty faid day today.
Today was my day off.I didn't have too much to do today.The only really important thing that I had to do was go see a practitioner at the local hospital,which I fulfilled.
I had a light breakfast and I did a little bit of my personal PC work.I only did a small fraction because I didn't have an awful lot of time on my hands.After shutting down,I washed my hair for the first time in three days and I got ready to go to my appointment.
I left to go to the bus stop and while on the way there,I stopped at a local Wendy's and bought a Jr.Cheeseburger Deluxe to eat while I was waiting for the bus to take me to the hospital.
When I arrived there,I had my meeting with the practitioner and the meeting went well.I have another appointment with her in a couple of months.After leaving,I went to a couple of stores to pick up a few things that were needed.
I bought a can of diced tomatoes and a can of tomato sauce at a Dollar Tree store and a gallon of milk over at a nearby supermarket.I went right to a center when I was finsihed to wait for a bus to go home.
When I got home,I ate dinner and I finished my personal PC work.I am now ready to retire for the evening.
Tomorrow is a work day and I am hoping that the day goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty fair day today.
I did not do too much today.I simply took it easy for much of the day and I did my personal PC work after I had a light breakfast.
After that was done,I spent some time on the internet for a while and I had some fun watching some cartoons on YouTube and jsut browsing.I really did not do too much.It was just a very boring day with really nothing to do.But I did make the best of it.
After doing all of that,I decided to run an errand for my mom.I went out to get her a small bottle of dish detergent and I also picked up a few other things for myself and for her.Though the weather was cold and wet for much of the day,I still managed to get out and do some stuff.I also had to get out for a short spell because I just couldn't stand being in the house.I was feeling like a potted plant.I just has to stretch my legs and get some exercise.I am just trying to adjust to life not having a vehicle.I am just trying to to get on with my life and get things done that need to get done.I am suceeding in doing that.But I still miss having a vehicle.I am still holding onto the hope that I will have a vehicle very soon.I will feel much better when I do.
After having a light dinner,I decided to catch up on some much needed personal PC work.I am now aiting on a phone call from a friend of mine in New Jersey.He should be calling me any minute now.I'll be looking forward to that call.
Tomorrow is my day off.I am hoping that the day goes well.I do have an appointment with a practitioner over at the local hospital and I am hoping that the meeting goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the start of the new week ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty fair day today.
Today is the start of a not very good weekend.I am going to be staying home tonight as a result of what happened to me last week on an expressway.But I am feeling better emotionally and I am hoping that things start working out for me in the end.I am still hoping that my compact 4X4 will be on the road very soon and I am still awaiting what my mechanic has to say regarding what other repairs that it might need aside from the alternator.I know that I will have to wait an entire weekend to get the answers but I have no choice.But I am hoping to have some wheels by next week.I just can't stand not having a vehicle.
I only did a little bit today.I went to a local small restaurant that is near where I live and had a light lunch of nachos with cheese to dip them in.It was really great.I even saw somebody that I had not seen in quite a while.We talked for a while while I ate my nachos and we talked about a lot of things.It was great.After I ate,I paid for my food and left.
On the way home,I stopped over at my niece's place to let her know that her grandmother has been trying to reach her and she told me that she will try to call her when she can.I left and went straight home.
After having some homemade soup,I laid down for a while and I decided to do some last minute computer work and I am glad.It has been pretty sad and bogus not having a car,but I am still hanging onto the hope that my compact 4X4 will be road worthy pretty soon.
For tomorrow,I might take another walk and get a bite if I am in the mood.Then again,I also have to run an errand for my mom tomorrow.I will have to walk it but at least,it will get done.
As stated,I will be staying home tonight.I will be taking it easy.I might watch a movie tonight.
That was my day today and my plans for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty fair day today.
The work shift went smoothly.I simply did what I had to do in the short period of time that I had.After doing that,I simply bagged everything that was clean and with the help of a job coach,I dropped everything off at the rehab center.I went to a public transportation center to catch a bus home.
While waiting for the bus,I decided to turn in some cans at a nearby store and I went to a store where everything sold there was only a dollar and I bought some elbow macaroni.I reached the public transportation center just in time to catch the bus to go to the bank and cash my paycheck.
After cashing my paycheck,I took a taxi cab home because of all the money that I had.I didn't want to take a chance of getting followed home by someone I hardly know.Plus,after getting taken advantage of two weeks ago,I also didn't want to take any chances.I made it home safe and sound.
After I ate a light dinner,I registered all the bills that I had at the Where's George site and I also decided to do some last minute personal PC work.I still have a lot to do before I can call it a night.
I am going to be staying home this weekend.I have no car at the moment and the garage hasn't gotten around to fixing up my compact 4x4 yet.But they assured me that they will get around to it on Monday and I am hoping that it will not be as bad as I fear.I know that it needs an alternator and a belt.But if it needs everything else,I will have to cross that bridge when I come to it and take it one day at a time.
I am now at home relaxing.I am just going to sit down and get comfortable.I am not going out anywhere tonight or this weekend.So,I am just going to get comfortable.Again,since I have no car,I will just have to stay home this weekend.I know that it's sad.But what can you do when you don't have anything to drive to go out.
That was my day today and my plans for the weekend ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty good day today.
The work shift went well.I simpky did what I had to do and I got everything that I needed to do done.After that,I went home.
When I got home,I had a tough time trying to relax.I tried taking a nap on the sofa but my mom constantly talking made it difficult.I did go to my room upstairs and again,I had a tough time trying to do that.While trying to do so,I wound up masturbating again and after asking the creator for forgiveness,I finally dozed off and I slept for about 90 minutes.
After getting back up,I decided to start finishing my personal PC work.But I was cut short due to a pizza that we ordered getting delivered and I ate.
After eating,I finished my personal PC work and I can get on with the rest of the evening.
Before laying down,my mechanic's step-daughter came to pick up a cash deposit for an alternator that needs to be put on my compact 4X4's engine to get it running and I am hoping that I can get the vehicle running very soon.I hate not having a vehicle.I now have a resolution to be a lot more careful in driving so I will not get into an accident again.I know that it's easire said than done but I am going to try and work hard at it.I am still feeling the effects of this past late Saturday/early Sunday morning.I know that I will be feeling these effects for a long time to come until I am fully back in the spirit of driving again.I am just hoping that this Winter will not be treacherous.But it might be.Still,I will hope.
Tomorrow is another work day.I am hoping that the shift goes well.After that,it's the weekend.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty good day today.
The laundry pick-up went smoothly and after lunch,I got a ride home from work.
When I got home,I took a nap for a little over two hours.I was feeling tired and I felt that I needed this nap because I lost a little bit of sleep overnight.I felt better after that.
But I did have a hard time trying to for a short time.I wound up masturbating and after asking for forgiveness,I finally fell asleep.
After I woke up,my niece helped me out by taking me to a friend of my mom's house to pick up a bag and drop off some money.I also had to stop at a couple of stores to pick up a few personal items and to pick up my mom's prescriptions at the local drug store.
After eating a light dinner,I finished my personal PC work,which I started while I was out at the social club after the laundry pick-up and sorting out.Overall,a pretty good day.
I am now relaxing.I am also anticipating the next day.I am just hoping that everything will work out for me in teh long run regarding the car situation.My compact 4X4 is still at my mechanic's garage waiting to be fixed.But I am hoping that everything will turn out good in the end.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the shift goes smoothly.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling a little bit better.I had a pretty good day today.
The work day went smoothly.I simply did what I had to do.I had help in doing the pick-ups and drop-offs from the job coaches and that really made it.I also did some of the loads that I picked up.The whole day worked well and that was pretty good.
I still did my usual after work stuff.The only difference is that I had to walk.I was tired when I was through.I am not used to all the walking.But I managed to get what I had to do done.I dropped off a couple of newspapers at a couple of houses and I went straight home after that.
When I got home,I relaxed and watched a few cartoons on a DVD that I bought yesterday.It was great.I was really exhausted.But it was worthwhile.I had a good day and that was something.
After eating a light dinner,I finished off my personal PC work.It took a bit of doing and several server issues but I managed to get it done despite that.
I am now at home relaxing.I am simply awaiting the start of the new day.I am hoping that tomorrow will work out as well as today.I did check with my mechanic and he is looking for a brand new alternator for my compact 4X4 so I can get it on the road.He also had informed me yesterday that he has to check it thoroughly to see if it will pass inspection in order for my 4X4 to be safe to drive during the bitterly cold winter.I am glad to have such a great mechanic.
Tomorrow is simply a pick-up day.I am hoping that the pick-up goes smoothly.I will also be checking with my mechanic tomorrow to see if he has found a new alternator.
That was my day today and my hopes for the start of the new day ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling a little bit better.Though I am still feeling some negative emotions over what happened to me late Saturday/early Sunday morning.But the day turned out to be pretty fair.
Today,I had to have my compact 4X4 towed to my mechanic's garage so it can be fixed and I can put it on the road.I am just hoping that the cost is not going to be too much.But if it is,I will just have to work out something with my mechanic and I am hoping that he will agree with it.
On the way home from his garage,with his step-daughter giving me a ride home,I stopped at a small store to pick up a few things.I picked up two boxes of instant oatmeal and a box of generic Cheerios.I also managed to pick up a 3 DVD set of cartoons for only $6.00.When I got out and got back into the car,we went straight home.
When I got home,we had a light dinner and my sister and her husband came over to hang out.It is my mom's birthday today and they came over with cake.It was pretty good and my sister and her husband tried the cake my mom made,which they enjoyed.It was pretty good having them around.They left after they received a phone call.
After they left,I finished my personal PC work and I watched the latest episode of Terminator:The Sarah Connor Chronicles.Afterwards,the conclusion of the Two & A Half Men two parter.Overall,a pretty fair day.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the day goes smoothly.I will have to take the bus to work tomorrow as per the fact that I don't have a vehicle for now.But I am hoping to have my compact 4X4 off and running before the week is through.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling really awful,angry and depressed.This has not been a very good day.
Last night,on the way home after dropping my friend off,I had an accident.While on the expressway,I suddenly lost control of my car and I crashed into the concrete wall on the expressway.I was feeling really shaken up by this and when I got out of the car,I saw that there was a lot of traffic backed up.As I turned my motor off,I stood by my car to watch all the other cars drive by and even a few of the drivers stopped to see if I was okay.I was physically okay but emotionally I was not very well at all.I felt a nagging pain in my stomach and I was also feeling a little shocked and disorganized.I even phoned 911 to report this and I saw that there was help there in the form of New York state Park Police and there was also an ambulance at the scene.Not only that,one SUV full of people was also there and they stayed until the whole thing was over.For most of the time,I was questioned by the park police & the paramedics.The paramedics took vital signs and even had me sign a statement as to them advising me to go to the hospital,but I refused.I just wanted to go home and put this anguish behind.One of the park policemen took me home.I had to show him how to get there because the area outside the nearby state park was foreign to him.Before I did get home,I phoned my mom to tell her what went wrong and what had happened.I also assured her that I was physically okay but I was really shaken and really over the hill when it came to my emotional state.I also had to do the usual stuff like the breathalizer test,the 9 step walk and the eyes moving with the pen.I passed 2 out of three,which is fairly decent.
When I got home,I phoned my friend and told him what happened and he said that he was sorry for what happened to me and that he hoped that I would be okay.He even phoned me earlier this afternoon.Before I heard from him,I did call the Christian counselor that I talk to every 2 weeks and I told him everything that happened and my state of emotional health.After a 5 minute conversation,he said a prayer over the phone and hoped that everything will work out for the better in the end for me.
Despite having a wonderful night of singing,my entire weekend was a wash-out.This accident really ruined for me.I am now at home feeling the same way that I felt last night.I am just distressed because I can't go out tonight as a result of what had happened.I will have to call the place tonight to inform them that I won't be coming in tonight.I am just hoping that I can get out of this rut fast and that everything will work out for me.
Right now,my car is at my regular mechanics garage.I will be calling him tomorrow morning to explain the whole story to him as to what happened to the car.I know that he will tell me that there is nothing that he can do to fix or even save the car.Fortunately,I still have a vehicle that has been off the road for a little over a year.I am hoping to get some use out of this vehicle until I can get another 4 door car.I am hoping that this can be on the road soon.It is a compact 4X4,but I assume that it's better than nothing.The only drawback is that I will have hardly any room to put laundry bags in it when I get this back on the road if ever.But again,I am hoping that this can work out either way.
I had a light dinner tonight.I really didn't feel too hungry but I ate so not to hurt my mom's feelings.I had to show appreciation for all the hard work that she did.
Overall,this wasn't a very good week.I lost some of my money.I lost a personal bag of mine and now this crash.The only fortunate thing is that I didn't ram into anyone elses cars on the expressway and that I wasn't seriously hurt.
Tomorrow is my day off as usual.I am hoping that everything will work out for me so I will have a vehicle to use.Again,I am hoping that everything will go well.
That was my disastrous weekend and my hopes for the start of the new week ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling a little bit better.But I am still feeling at edge over what has happened in the past week.I had a pretty decent day today.
After I had a talk with the phone counselor,I had to go to the local optical for an eye exam to get a new pair of glasses.The doctor at the optical assured me that I would get the new glasses in about 1-2 weeks.I told him okay and went about my day.
I didn't have too much to do.I simply ran an errand for my mom where I had to get a few things at a local supermarket for dinner.I also had to go out later tonight to get a couple more things that she needed.While doingthat,I went to get a bottle of anti-freeze at the local Target store.I headed straight home after that.
When I got home,I returned a phone call to a friend of mine who told me that he wanted to go out and have some fun tonight.I said okay and I hung up.After talking with him,I bathed for a bit and shaved.
After eating dinner,I decided to do some much needed catching up on my personal PC work.I am now caught up and I am ready for the rest of the evening.
I am going to be singing up a storm tonight.I have been looking forward to thsi all week.I will have my friemd along and that will be great.I am hoping that the evening goes well for me tonight.Though I rarely have an off night,I still hope for things to go well.You never know what might happen.I am still feeling optimistic.I have a feeling that things will go well for me tonight.Still,I hope.
As for tomorrow,I haven't made any plans.But whatever I do,I hope that it gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for teh day ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling really depressed and angry.I didn't have a very good day today.
I was the victim of a theft today.Somebody stole my bag that had some of my personal medicine items that I use every day.I left the bag alone for only one second and when I got back to the main room in the social club,it was gone.I was really angry and very emotional.I looked frantically for that bag and it was nowhere to be found.The social club staff filed a missing items theft report and I called the police to file a report of theft.This really threw me off guard and I was also on a tirade for much of the day.Though nothing went wrong job wise,the loss of that bag of mine was very distressing.Fortunately,my real personal stuff like my ID,credit cards and money were still with me.I carry those in a separate fanny pack and they are with me at all times.Still,it was pretty disheartening to lose something that had stuff that I really needed and used everyday.As a result of that,I had to go back out and get some more medicine stuff and a new bag to carry it in just in case the previous bag that was stolen from me does not turn up.I did that all after I had a light dinner and I registered some more bills at the Where's George site.It cost me some money but I had to do it.I am hoping that this bag does not get taken from me like the previous one did.
I had just gotten over losing money to a con man earlier this week when he sold me DVDs that he rented from a local Family Video and tried to pass them off as previously viewed DVDs that he just bought.Fortunately,as stated,I did return them to the store and they are now back in stock at the location where they were rented.I am hoping that the person pays a hefty price for that.This has been a pretty bad start for me.A lot of unfortunate things have happened to me all in one week.Still,I am greatful to be alive and that I still have my Id's and credit cards.I had to pay some money to replace the stuff that was taken from me.But I am just glad that I still have my life.This is going to take me a long time to get over.I am just hoping that the upcoming weekend and the new week will be a lot better,alongside the rest of the month.
I do have a lot to tell my counselor tomorrow afternoon when he calls.I have to tell him what happened to me this week and what happened to me last week with the death of my friend.The best thing out of the latter is that the guy responsible is behind bars.May my friend Rest In Peace.
I am glad that the weekend is finally here.I am hoping that the weekend will be better than the rest of the week.I am going to be entertaining the crowd tomorrow and I am hoping that the night goes well for me.
As for Sunday,I have made no plans as of yet.But whatever I do,I hope that it benefits me in a positive way.
That was my day today and my hopes for the weekend ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling pretty good but also exhausted.I had a very eventful day today.
The work shift went by smoothly.There were hardly any problems.I simply did what I had to get done and I managed to get quite a bit done in the period of time that I had.After finishing,I dropped everything off at the rehab center before heading for home.
When I got home,I got all the money ready that I had withdrawn for my mom yesterday for the taxes and the bills that have to be paid.I left to pay the property taxes.
After I paid the city property tax bill for the year,I headed for home to drop off the payment receipts and I had to head back out again to get some money orders made for the bills that my mom has to pay.I will be sending those out tomorrow.I also had to go to a couple of supermarkets to buy some stuff that my mom needed.In between these,I stopped at a gas station to get some gas in my tank.I had only one more stop to make,which was at a local drug store to pick up a few prescriptions for my mom and myself.I headed straight home after that.
When I got home,I laid down for a little over 45 minutes.I couldn't get to sleep but I did relax for a bit and I did feel better.
After eating,I finished my personal PC work and I registered a few more bills at the Where's George site.Overall,a very eventful day.I am feeling exhausted from all the stuff that I had to do today.I will sleep well tonight,that is for sure.
Tomorrow is another work day.I am hoping that the shift goes well.After that,it's the weekend.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty good day today.At least,it was better than yesterday.
The laundry pick-up went smoothly.There were no messes to clean up.I simply picked up the bags and dropped them off at the work site.Before I sorted out the laundry,I had a light lunch and when I was done,I left to run a few errands for my mom.
I had to withdraw some money for my mom at the bank so we could pay the property taxes and the bills.I will be paying the tax bill tomorrow when I get home from work.I am hoping that everything works out well.
After I dropped off the money,I went out to do a few personal things.I had to take some empty bottles and cans back to the store.I wanted to free up some space in my car and my trunk.I had so much and I felt that it was high time to turn them in so there is some space in the car and the trunk.I did get a decent amount of money for them and I headed for home.
On the way home,I stopped at a Salvation Army thrift store in another part of Western New York.I bought some more stuff.After paying for them,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I registered all the money at the Where's George site.It took quite a long time for me to get them on the site but I did get them on there.After stamping them,I put them in a secret place.
After eating a light dinner,I registered a few more bills at the Where's George site and I finished my personal PC work.These later bills were from change that I got when I bought 4 burgers and 2 boxes of fries at a local Wendy's for dinner.It was a pretty good day.I was glad and overjoyed that nothing hectic happened and that I escaped everything that did happen unscathed.I am hoping that this never happens again.I can't afford to lose any more money.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the shift goes well.After that,I am going to pay the tax bill and do a little grocery shopping.Again,I am hoping that everything goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling mixed emotions.I had a very hectic day today.
The only thing that went well was the work day.I did what I had to do and I got it done.But I was caught off guard by a con man today who sold me DVD's that he had rented at a Family Video store in my area.He took me to the cleaners when he sold me these and when I was hoping that I would get some more great stuff,I got an empty white box that had a piece of cinder rock in it.Fortunately,I did get some compensation in the form of several VHS tapes.But this whole thing was hectic because I had long talks with a local private salesman and that guy who took advantage of me also took advantage of him.He sells used videos,CD's and DVD's from his apartment and that guy was supposed to sell for him and bring him his money.But he never did.That salesman had it out with that guy over this matter and sent out people to look for him.I heard from someone else that the results were not pretty when they did.I am not going to report on here what happened to that guy,but I will say that it was ugly and violent.Later on in the evening after I ate dinner,I chose to take the DVD's back to a Family Video store location that was within the area that I lived and I am glad that I did.I learned tonight that these were rented from another location in town and that they will be returned to stock at the location.I was relieved because I realized that I did the right thing and trusted my gut instinct.I do feel a little bit better that I did this.At least,it saves me from getting arrested for being an accessory to stolen property.I didn't get the money that I spent back but I feel good that I did the right thing.I lost some money but I still have my life and for that,I am greatful.I am glad to be alive still and to be able to enjoy it until the day I do depart for a better world.Yes I am still glad to be alive.
Earlier this afternoon when I finally got home,I tried to take a nap but I wound up falling.All the emotional turmoil that had happened to me and the stress that went with it made me fall.I wound up manipulating my sexuality and I masturbated when I was at the point of ejaculation.After washing myself after that fall,I asked the creator to forgive me for that.But tonight,I also have to say a prayer because I do have a lot to tell the creator about what happened to me today.I do have a lot to say.I am also asking the good creator to forgive that guy for conning me and taking advantage of me.It is the least that I can do.I am hoping that the creator will forgive him.I am also hoping to feel a lot better in doing so.I am also going to say to the creator that I want to forgive him in my prayers tonight.Again,I am hoping to feel better after doing so.
Tomorrow is simply a pick-up day.I am hoping that the pick up goes smoothly with no messes to clean up.I also have several errands to run for my mom tomorrow after that and I am hoping that they all go well.
That was my hectic day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.
Today was my day off.I went out and made the most of it.But before I did,I was waiting on my direct deposit to come in.It was my monthly disability check coming in.While waiting for that,I decided to do my personal PC work and it was not too much.After that,I checked again and it came through.After that,I went about my day.
First,I had to buy a few things that my mom needed and I also went and did something for myself.I decided to go out and buy a brand new Buffalo Sabres jacket for this winter.I wanted to buy one with a hood.I went to a coat store in another part of Western New York and I bought it there for only $40.00.It was wonderful.I also bought an original Sabres hat there as well.After paying for them,I started to head for home.
On the way home,I stopped at a Goodwill store in the area and I bought a whole bunch of stuff.I bought several records and several cassette's.I paid for those and I headed straight home.
On the way,I ran into a traffic jam on the highway.I had to wait at least 20 minutes for the traffic to ease up.After all that aginy,I finally found an open way and it was smooth sailing after that.
On the way home,I stopped at a gas station to get some gas.After all that driving,I needed to fill the tank back up again.After filling up,I headed straight home.
After getting home,I ate a light dinner.It was a pretty good day.I had fun and I enjoyed myself.It was wonderful to get out of the city for a while and enjoy the scenery.I also bought several nice things,including something that I can use when winter comes.Overall,a pretty good day.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the day goes well.Tomorrow is Election Day.I have to set aside a little time to get out and vote before the day is through.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling mixed emotions.I had a pretty good day today but right now,I am feeling depressed.
Last night,my night of entertaining the crowd went pretty well,even though there weren't too many people there.There was just a few people and I was doing most of the singing.I didn't mind.I still got a positive response from the crowd and that made me feel good.
When I got home,I was originally going to go to bed the minute that I got in.But instead,I procrastinated and watched a movie instead.I did get really tired and I do go to sleep.
Earlier this morning,I fell.I once again masturbated.This was the third time this week that I had fallen.I have been on an emotionally roller coaster ride this week since I heard about the death of my friend in that hit and run that didn't have to happen.I am glad that they apprehended the driver that was responsible but I am still feeling sad over my fallings and feeling the absence of my friend who is now gone who I will never see again.It's hard to believe.I talked with him two weeks ago and it was wonderful.He also came to see me sing a couple of times and that was really neat.Now,he is dead and I am still feeling the effects.I miss him already and I wish that this hit and run didn't happen.I wish that he were still here right now.Of course,I know that I shouldn't dwell on this.I am going to move on teh best way that I know how and I am hoping that the pain passes in time.
Regarding last night,I still regret that procrastination.I was hoping to get up early this morning to start going back to church but I was too tired to get up.So,I listened to a radio sermon and that was great.When I finally had the strength to get up,I ate and I got on with the day.
I ran a few errands for my mom and I also had a light lunch at a local Taco Bell.I also stopped at a local dairy to have some frozen yogurt.This was the dairy's last day open.Tomorrow,they will be closed for the season.I was just glad to get something before this happens.Because after tonight,I would have to wait until next year.But it is well worth the wait.
After eating,I decided to catch up on some last minute personal PC work.I also watched a college production of Carrie:The Musical on YouTube.It was great to see this.It is not as bad as the critics said that it was.It was pretty good.I also managed to register a few more bills at the Where's George site and that is great.Overall,a pretty good day.
The depression that I am feeling right now is just a sudden spell.I know that I will feel better after a good nights sleep.This does happen once in a while.Again,this will pass and I will feel better after a good night's sleep.
Before I retire for the night,I am hoping to go out and have a drink or two with the guys at the place where I entertain and I am hoping that I will get some great tlaks with them.
I did have a talk with an out of town friend tonight.He is doing good and we are going to talk again next Sunday.
Tomorrow is my day off.I am hoping that the day goes well.I am hoping to go to a coat store in another part of Western New York and get a new coat.They are having a sale and I would like to take advantage of the sale before it is over.
That was my weekend and my hopes for the start of the new week ahead.FJ

To all devout Roman Catholics,I wish all of you a very Happy All Saints Day.
Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.
Yesterday,they apprehended the guy who killed my friend in that hit and run that happened nearly a week ago.They have him currently in custody and he is being held without bail.I hope that they never let him out.He deserves to be in the jail that they are holding him in.That way,he will not cause any trouble.I am just glad that he is behind bars and he will not bring any more harm to anyone.I am relieved that he is off the streets.
Last night,the Halloween party went okay.There wasn't an awful lot of people there like there was last year.But I did get to sing for a bit and that is better than nothing.I had a pretty decent time and again,I did get to sing and entertain.That went well and I am glad.
Tonight,I am going to go out and sing tonight again.I am looking forward to that.I am hoping that the evening goes well.Though I rarely have an off night,I still hope for things to go well.You never know what could happen.I am feeling hopeful and optimistic.I have a feeling that things will go well.Still,I hope.
As for tomorrow,I haven't decided.But whatever I do,I hope that it gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the rest of the weekend ahead.FJ

Happy Halloween,Everybody!
Tonight,I am feeling a little bit better.I had a pretty good day today.
The work shift went smoothly.There wasn't an awful lot to do.I simply did what I had to do and I bagged everything when I was done and dropped it off at the rehab center.I headed for home after that.
On the way home,I went to my regular bank to cash my paycheck and I headed straight home afterwards.
When I got home,I registered the bills at the Where's George site and I did some more personal PC work.I went out and picked up a fresh sandwich at a Subway at the local Wal-Mart.While there,I also bought a few more horror film DVD's before buying the footlong sandwich.
After eating the sandwich,which my mom and I shared by having it cut in half,I registered the change at Where's George and I also typed up a few e-mails to a few friends of mine.Overall,a pretty good day.
Tonight,I am going to a Halloween party at the place where I entertain.I will also be singing up a storm tonight and I will also be singing again tomorrow night.I am hoping that both nights go well.
As for Sunday,I have no plans but whatever I do,I hope that it gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the weekend ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty good day today.
The work shift went smoothly.I simply did what I had to do in the short period of time that I had and after I ate lunch,I simply bagged everything and dropped it off at the rehab center.I headed straight home after that.
When I got home,I relaxed for a bit before laying down to try and take a nap.But the old images of having sexual relations with men began to take over and I found myself manipulating my sexuality while this was happening.I stopped when I was at the moment of ejaculating.This has been a crushing weight on me.This has been happening to me for quite some time since the death of my friend at the hands of a hit and run driver.They still haven't found the driver responsible as of yet and personally,I am getting impatient.I want justice for my friend who is dead and didn't deserve to die.He was also too young to die.Again,they haven't found the person responsible and I am getting ansy.There will also be no funeral for him.They are just going to bury him and I am hoping to find out where they are going to do that so I can pay my respects to him.This has been an incredible bearing on me and I am hoping that this passes soon.I really miss him and I still find it hard to believe that he is gone.I still have a lot of sadness in me and I am always going to have that due to his absence.I am hoping that justice is served soon and that the person responsible gets the full maximum punishment for what they did.
Again,I am still being plagued by images of men and having sexual relations with them.If anyone out there who is also in the healing process from unwanted Homosexual/SSA desires or has been in the process for a long time,I really need some advice on how to handle this and how I can replace these images with wholesome and pure images of men and even thoughts of them in the same manner.I want to see men as brothers and not as future possibilities as sexual partners.I have to also keepp remembering that it's men and women and not men and men as the so-called Gay culture wants to keep alive and well,which they have no right in doing because the sexual activity is sinful,gross,immoral and inappropriate.I want wholesome and healthy relationships with other men and NOT sex.Again,any advice would be appreciated.
After eating a light dinner,I registered a few more bills at the Where's George site and earlier tonight,I bought a few movies at Blockbuster video.I still have one more thing to do before turning in for the night.After that,I am staying home.
Tomorrow is another work day and I am hoping that the shift goes well.I am also attending a Halloween party tomorrow night at the place where I entertain each and every week and I am going to do that tomorrow night and even Saturday night.I am hoping that both nights go well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day and weekend ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty good day today.
The laundry pick-up went a bit rocky.No,there were no messes to clean up but I got some orders from the boss at the rehab center that they needed some blankets and comforters.I informed them that I would talk to the job coach and see what she had to say.I left the rehab center after this.
When I arrived at the work site,I ate lunch and I sorted out the laundry.It was quite a bit to sort out.After that,I started a couple of loads of blankets alongside the laundry bags after taking a couple of comforters out of the dryers.I talked to the job coach and informed her of the rehab center's request and she said that she would get right on it.I also dropped off a few things at the rehab center before heading for home.
On the way home,I stopped at the local Salvation Army thrift store and I bought some things.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I decided to lay down for a bit and I slept for over an hour.I ate dinner after that and I registered a few more bills at the Where's George site.
After that,I went out again and I bought a few more things at the local Salvation Army thrift store.I also filled my gas tank while out before heading for home,where I am here to stay until tomorrow morning.
I am now relaxing and enjoying the night.The night is going to be pretty cold.But I have no place to go until tomorrow morning.
As for the case involving the death of my friend to that hit and run driver,no changes yet.But I am still remaining hopeful.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the shift goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling mixed emotions.I had a smooth work day but I am feeling mighty depressed over the fact that there is nothing new in the hit and run death of a friend that happened early Sunday morning.
At the moment,there have been no arrests made in this case.The police are still investigating the details and they haven't gotten any information as of yet as to who was driving the car that was involved in that deadly hit and run.I know that there will be something soon.But I hate that this is taking quite a while.True,I can't expect results in one day but still,it is aggravating and nerve-wracking waiting for anything new in a case like this especially when it involves the death of a friend.I am remaining hopeful that something will come out of this and that the person involved will be brought to justice real soon.I hope that this person gets the full maximum punishment for what he did.That friend of mine didn't deserve to die.He was a great guy who deserved to live the rest of his days until it was the right time.Again,I hope that justice is served very soon.
As stated,the work day went smoothly with really no problems.I managed to get a lot done.I also had a wonderful lunch and after finishing,I bagged everything clean and dropped it off at the rehab center before heading for home.
When I got home,I decided to take a nap because I was feeling tired.I lost sleep last night over what happened on early Sunday.I am still feeling the shock over the loss of my friend.But I am trying to move on and do the best I can to adjust to life without ever seeing him again.It is going to be strange not having him around.I am still feeling the void of not having him here.I guess that I will be feeling the void of this for quite some time.
After eating,I finished my personal PC work and I also ran an errand before the TV specials that I was going to watch were going to come on.I had to move fast because it was going to start right away.Fortunately,it was close to home.
I watched the TV specials of It's The Great Pumpkin,Charlie Brown and You're Not Elected,Charlie Brown tonight on ABC.Though they do bring these on each year,I look forward to them and I still enjoy them each and every year.I did feel a little bit better after watching them.But still,I am feeling the void left behind by the loss.But I did get some laughs tonight and that is good.
I am now relaxing and getting ready to retire for the evening.I am going to try to get a good night's sleep.
Tomorrow is simply a pick-up day.I am hoping that the pick-up goes smoothly with no messes to clean up.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling alright.But I am still feeling sadness over what has happened.I did manage to have a pretty fair day today.
I woke up around the lunch hour and had a bowl of cold cereal.I also did my personal PC work and after I was finished,I left the house to run a few errands.
Before I did the stuff for my mom,I went to a local restaurant to eat a late lunch.It was a pasta lunch and after eating,I paid for my meal and left the restaurant to finish my errands.
I stoppd at the local bank to withdraw some money for my mom and after dropping the money off,I registered a bill that I was going to use at the Where's George site and went to a local supermarket to buy a few things.
While on the way,I stopped at a gas station to get some gas and I also bought a couple of candy items.I went to the local supermarket to buy the things that my mom needed and I also went to a local drug store to get one more thing.I headed for home after that.
After eating a light dinner,I decided to do some last minute personal PC work and I also registered all the money that I had withdrawn from the bank at the Where's George site and I now feel that my day is completed.
I am now at home relaxing.The weather at the moment is COLD,WINDY & RAINY.I have no place to go,so I am just going to stay home for the evening and relax.
What happened yesterday to my good friend is the talk of the town at the moment.Each and every one in my hometown is talking about it.I did reveal to them that the guy that was killed was a friend of mine and they all gave me their condolences,which made me feel a little bit better,though I am still feeling the sadness.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the day will go smoothly.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling mixed emotions.I received some shocking news today on the TV news in my area today around dinner time.This is affecting my mood tonight.I had a pretty good day today until I heard the news.At the moment,I am feeling really depressed.
This evening,when I got home from running another errand,I was watching the 6:00 pm news and I received some shocking tragic news.An old schoolmate of mine who used to come to the place where I entertain at once in a while was struck and killed by a car early this morning around 1:00 am.He and a friend were leaving a convenience store when a speeding car stuck and killed him and injured the other guy,but didn't stop.It just kept right on going.My friend and schoolmate was pronounced dead at the scene when the paramedics showed up while the guy that was with him is listed in critical but stabile condition at the local hospital.They later found the car that was involved at a local Indian reservation burned out by the owner.But the car's front end showed only minimal damage on the driver's side.The license plates were also missing but they did get the VIN number and they are going to investigate and hope that they catch the person that was involved really soon.I want to see justice brought for that friend of mine and see that guy who hit him get his just desserts for this.That driver could have stopped and see if those guys were alright but they didn't.I hope that they catch that person soon.
The day started out promising.I woke up and ate a light breakfast and I also watched another episode of my copy of the first season of Friday The 13th:The Series.I also did my personal PC work.While doing that,I registered a few more bills at the Where's George site.After finishing,I washed my hair and made my bed.I left to run the errand and I had a small bowl of chili over at a local Wendy's.I was feeling pretty good and I had a feeling of accomplishment that I got everything done.I headed straight home after that.
That was when my mood considerably changed.Upon hearing about the death of that friend of mine,my mood went from gladness to sadness.I ate dinner and I decided to catch up on some much needed last minute personal PC work.Before doing that,I called another friend of mine and I learned that his live in girlfriend was related to that schoolmate of mine and they are hoping to hear when the funeral will be.I am hoping to hear about that soon because I am going to go to it.I rarely attend funerals.I don't like them.But this time,I am going to have to make an exception.I am going to pay my respects and bid hime a sad but fond farewell.
On another note,my night of entertaining the crowd went great.It was yet another great night.I had a blast and there were quite a bit of people there.I had a great time and I was really exhausted when I came home.I did have a pretty decent night's sleep.But after what happened tonight,I am not feeling as good as I was when the day began.I am going to miss him.He used to occasionally come into the place where I entertain and it was always great to see him.Now he's gone and I am feeling mighty down.
Despite that,I am thinking of going out and having a drink anyway and I am hoping to have some great conversations with the guys there tonight.
Right now,I am relaxing.The weather currently is windy and wet.It is also pretty cold outside.We're supposed to get more rain tomorrow and for the first two days of the week.
Tomorrow is my day off.I am hoping that whatever I choose to do will benefit me in a positive way.
That was my weekend and my hopes for the start of the new week ahead.

Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.
This morning,I woke up and ate.I also got a phone call from the out of town Christian counselor that I have been talking with for the past few months.It was a great talk and I got a lot out of it.
After that,I did and finished my personal PC work.It was pretty short this time around.Despite some server issues,I got it done pretty fast and it was great.
After getting that done,I went out to run an errand for my mom.I went to a local supermarket to pick up some things that my mom needed for the home.I had to go to two different places to get everything that she needed.I headed for home afterwards.
When I got home,I bathed and I ate a light dinner after that.I also decided to catch up on some much needed personal PC work.
While I was out,I stopped at a local Wal-Mart and I bought George A.Romero's Diary of the Dead.It is the latest in the series that Romero helped launch in the USA that became a world phenomenon later on.Though Romero didn't create the zombie(i.e.undead)genre,he did introduce it to American audiences and it is now a phenomenon that has inspired numerous copycat movies,which persist to this very day.I can hardly wait to watch this film pretty soon.
Tonight is my night to entertain the crowd.I am hoping for a wonderful evening.I am also hoping that the evening goes well for me.Though I rarely have an off night,I still hope for things to go well for me as you never know what might happen.At the same time,I feel that everything is going to work out for me.Still,I hope.
As for the rest of the weekend,I haven't made any plans but whatever I choose to do,I hope that it gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the night and the rest of the weekend.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty good day today.
The work shift went smoothly and I also managed to get quite a bit done despite the short period of time that I had.After finishing,I bagged everything and dropped it off at the rehab center.
On the way home,I bought a movie at a local Big Lots called Castle Keep,which is a war movie.This also is a movie that Ronald J.Defeo Jr. watched before he murdered his family in the infamous Amityville Horror house.It is not clear whether this movie inspired and/or influenced him but the film itself seems interesting.I also cashed my paycheck at a nearby bank.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got there,I decided to lay down and read while listening to a little bit of slow music.I just wanted something to keep me occupied until dinner.I also waited for my computer to warm up so I could register all of my currency at the Where's George site.
After eating,I registered all my bills at the Where's George site and I also did some last minute personal PC work.I also managed to have a talk with a friend for only a couple of minutes.He let me go because he was entertaining a relative that had just come into town.I said that it was good and we hung up.
I can't believe that the weekend is finally here.I have been waiting on this for the whole week.Tomorrow night is my night to entertain the crowd and I am looking forward to that.I am hoping that tomorrow night goes well for me.
As for the rest of the weekend,I haven't really decided what I am going to do but whatever it is,I hope that it benefits me in a positive way.
Last night,before going to bed,I gave into temptation and I masturbated.Once again,I was manipulating my sexuality and when I was near erect,I felt myself on the verge of a climax and I ejaculated.I felt really lousy after that and believe me,I had to ask the creator real hard to forgive me for what I did.Though I felt better,I still felt pretty guilty over this and why.I am hoping that this doesn't happen again.If anyone has any advice on how I can combat this habit,please share.Thanks.I don't want to be enslaved to my own sexuality.I want it to be my slave rather than I be it's slave.
That was my day today and my hopes for the weekend ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.
The work shift went by smoothly.It was problem free.I simply did what I had to do in the period of time that I had.There was also an early lunch because the social club was going on a field trip.So,I had to divide the time from the early lunch and the resuming of work.After I was finished,I simply bagged everything,dropped it off at the rehab center and headed for home.
On the way home,I mailed out an important post card for my mom and I withdrew some money for her.The money was used to get a fresh made sandwich at Subway and a few things that my mom needed.I registered the bill a little later in the day.After I completed the withdrawl,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I changed into my sweatsuit and I relaxed for a bit while watching a movie.I watched the 1986 film Blue City.The film stars Judd Nelson,Ally Sheedy,David Caruso,Scott Wilson,Anita Morris,Julie Carmen & Paul Winfield.The film,which is based on the Ross MacDonald novel of the same name,is about a young man coming home in hopes of reconciling with his father but is disappointed when he learns that his father was murdered.He sets out on a mission of revenge as he tries to uncover the truth and bring justice to his father so that his father can rest in peace.He does meet opposition along the way but he doesn't let it stop him.A good friend also joins him on his crusade because his friend also has a bone to pick with the town.This is a very good movie.I went to see it back in 1986 when it was released in theaters and I enjoyed it immensely.I still enjoyed it watching this on DVD for the first time in quite a while.I have this on VHS but waited for the DVD so I could preserve my VHS copy.I am glad to have this on DVD and I still think that this is a very good movie.A nice thing from my youth and one of the good things that I remember from it.
After that,I finished my personal PC work and I also registered the bill that I withdrew from my mom at Where's George before leaving to get the sandwich and the few things that my mom needed.
After eating,I registered the change at the Where's George site.I also got a bill from Buffalo NY in the change and now,I will be sending it on it's way on Saturday night when I go out to entertain the crowd.This Where's George hobby sure is fun.
I am now relaxing and just getting ready for tomorrow.I am hoping that the final day of the week goes well enough for me.I will be paying my car insurance renewal tomorrow morning and that will be great to get done.
Tomorrow is another work day.I am hoping that the shift goes well.After that,it's the weekend.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty good day today.
The laundry pick-up went smoothly.There were no messes to clean up and that was great.After I did that,I went to the work site.
Before I sorted out the laundry,I had lunch and after eating,I sorted out the laundry before heading for home.
On the way home,I went to a local supermarket to pick up a few things that my mom needed and I also got her a bottle of pain pills that she needed.After paying for those,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I laid down for about 45 minutes.I was feeling slightly tired and I felt that a nap would do me some good.After I woke up,I ate dinner.
I also decided to do some last minute personal PC work,which included registering another bill at the Where's George site.Before the night is over,I have to go to the store and pick up a few more things that my mom needs.
While laying down,my cravings started coming back.I was once again talking to myself while manipulating my sexuality until the point where I was on the verge of ejaculation,which is where I stopped.It was over the fantasies of having sexual relations with other men.I was also tempted to go over to some guys house that I used to have sexual sessions with,but chose not to.My cravings are coming back strong and I am being tempted once again to go and act out on my desires.I don't want to do that because acting out my desires is not going to give me the fulfillment that I need to get by.I will only feel good for a while but when the feeling wears off,I would act out again just to get that same feeeling of fulfillment,which is false fulfillment.I need true fulfillment and I am not going to get it from having sex with other men.Plus,men were not meant to have sexual relations with men.Men were made to have relationships of that kind with women because we all biologically hard wired for masculine-feminine compatability.I also have to keep remembering that the Homosexual condition is an emotional condition and not a sexual one.I need to get my needs met and fulfilled in a positive way and not negative.Sexual relations with other men will NOT help me get my needs fulfilled.It will only lead to more sex until it comes to the point where it's an obsession and it becomes addictive.I am hoping that I can meet other guys where I can have real friendships where it doesn't lead to anything sexual.I don't want sex.I want friendships with Heterosexual/Straight guys where I can learn from them and feel like A MAN.I don't want any friendships with Homosexual/Gay men where sex is all that matters and not real healthy friendships.That is all I want and ask for.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the shift goes smoothly.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty good day today.
The work day went smoothly.I got quite a bit done.After I finished,I dropped everything off that was clean at the rehab center and I headed for home.
On the way home,I had to stop at a gas station and then a local supermarket to pick up a few things that my mom needed.I headed straight home after that.
When I got home,I saw that I received the two DVD's that I ordered on Amazon on Friday.I also managed to receive a couple of cassette's that I bought off of an Ebay seller.After checking through my mail today,I went to bed to take a nap.I was tired from the work day that I had.
After my nap,I ate dinner and I finished my personal PC work.I also managed to register a few more bills at the Where's George site.These were bills that I got in change from the gas station and from the few groceries that my mom had me buy.
I am now relaxing.There is really no place for me to go.It is raining and windy outside and it is also very COLD.I was hoping to start going back to the Tuesday night support group meetings but I chose to stay home due to the weather.I am hoping that the weather will be better next week.Not only the weather,the fuel prices have also been a factor.At the moment,they are gradually going down but it is still expensive.I am hoping that gas prices continue to go down until they reach a more affordable level.
Tomorrow is simply a laundry pick-up day.I am hoping that the pick-up goes smoothly with no messes to clean up.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty fair day today.
Today was my day off.I had only a few things that I needed to do.Before I did them,I ate a light breakfast and I watched a little TV.I also did my personal PC work.It was a lot but I managed to get it done.
After doing that,I went to our regular bank to withdraw some money and to also pay a bill that I had there for the month.I only have one more payment to make on this before I can close it.After that,I did a little shopping and I headed for home.
After getting home,I dropped off the groceries and I ran to pick up a few things that I needed for myself.I headed straight home afterwards.
After eating dinner,I registered a few more bills at the Where's George site.I also decided to do some more personal PC work.
I am now at home relaxing.I am also anticipating the next day,which will be another work day.I am looking forward to that.
As stated,tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the day goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty good day today.
I went out to a local restaurant to have a pasta lunch.It was a little late but I was in the mood.I hadn't had a nice pasta lunch in a long time.After that,I went and got some gas at a gas station and dropped a card off at my sister's house for one of my nephew's who was celebrating a birthday today.After that,I decided to take a drive out to the place where I entertain the crowd and see when their annual Halloween party was going to be held.They told me that it will be right on Halloween,which falls on a Friday this year.After that,I headed for home.
Before I went out to do these things,I watched an episode of Friday The 13th:The Series on the DVD set that I have and I did my personal PC work.It was a lot but I got it done and that was great.The weather was sunny but it was also a little chilly.
After eating a light dinner,I decided to do some much needed last minute persoanl PC work.It is now completed and I can take it easy for now.
Last night,my night of entertaining the crowd went great.It was yet another grand night.I did a couple of Four Tops songs in tribute to Levi Stubbs,who died on Friday.May he rest in peace.Again,my night of singing went great.
I also managed to walk around a local shopping mall for a while during my afternoon out.It was wonderful to walk around the mall for a while.Overall,a pretty good day.
As for the rest of the night,I might go out and have a drink with the gang over at the place where I entertain.I am hoping for some nice conversations with the gang there.
Tomorrow is my day off.I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my weekend and my hopes for the start of the new week ahead.FJ