Tonight,I am still feeling down.I had a pretty so-so day today.
The laundry pick-up went smoothly.I simply picked up a bag of laundry and there were no messes to clean up.After arriving at the work place,I sorted out the laundry and had a light lunch,which I had seconds of.It was pretty good.After eating lunch,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I relaxed in a chair and dozed off for a while.I didn't sleep for too long.I had an eye doctors appointment today and I needed to be alert.My appointment was for late in the afternoon and so I had plenty of time to relax.After relaxing a bit,I headed for the eye doctors office.
On the way,I stopped at my regular drug store to pick up a prescription that I had filled so it would be in the house when I need it.After paying the co-pay for it,I headed straight to the eye doctors office.
When I got there,they started the usual thing of having me read some lines of letters and putting drops in my eyes.The doctor examined me and said that my vision is pretty good and that I have to see him again in 6 months.I headed straight home because I felt woozy after the examination.
When I got home,I laid down because I wanted to rest off the wooziness that I was feeling.The last thing that I managed to do was to drop off some money at my niece's house.
After eating,I watched the evening news for a while and I also talked on the phone with the Drop-In Center.The conversation went very well.Overall,a pretty so-so day.
I am still feeling depression.I have been feeling this way for quite some time.I have been doing everything in my power to alleviate the symptoms but it seems that the depression doesn't want to leave.I have been taking my medication,been working and socializing at the social club,but still,the depression is still there.I am hoping to be out of this funk real soon.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the shift goes well.I also have to pay the water bill tomorrow before anything else.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am still feeling down.I had a pretty fair day today.
The work day went smoothly.There was only a slight problem with some maintenance men working in the cellar installing a new furnace.But I managed to get my work done.After I was finished,I bagged everything that was clean and I dropped it off at the rehab center.I headed straight home after that.
When I got home,I put a sweatsuit on and I laid down.I was feeling tired and I felt that a short nap would do me a world of good.I was feeling the side effects of the medication that I take during the day.
After getting back up,I got up and got dressed to go to a local Wendy's to pick up a couple of things to eat alongside the frozen dinner that I would heat up for myself.
After eating,I watched the evening news for a while and I even managed to talk with my mom a couple of times today.I also did some additional personal PC work.Overall,a pretty fair day.
I am still feeling depression.I have been feeling this way for quite some time.I don't understand why I can't seem to snap out of this.I have been taking my medication,been working and socializing when I can but I can't seem to shake it loose.If anyone out there can help,please do so.Thanks.I would appreciate any advice or prayers.
Tomorrow is simply a pick-up day.I am hoping that the pick-up goes well.I also have an appointment with an eye doctor tomorrow and I am hoping that the meeting with him goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am still feeling down.I had a pretty fair day today.
Today was my day off.When I got up out of bed,I took my morning medications and I ate a quick breakfast.I also did my personal PC work.After doing that,I got my dirty underwear ready to do at the local laundromat.
When I got to the local laundromat,I immediately found a washer to use.There were also quite a bit of people there as a result of it being a holiday today.But I managed to get my laundry done.While waiting for my load to get done washing,I ate a quick lunch of a pepperoni pizza Hot Pocket.After eating that,I saw that my laundry was done and I put it in the dryer.After it was dry,I bagged it and I went straight home to fold it.
After folding the laundry,I checked to see if there were any messages on the answering machine,which there were.It was a message from my mom asking me if I had gotten ahold of my sister as of yet and I told her that I hadn't because I was out much of the day doing my laundry.I did go up to the rehab center to visit with her for a few minutes and to drop off some clean laundry for her.After talking with her,I headed for home.
On the way home,I stopped at a nearby Family Dollar store to pick up a box of Cheerios and I headed straight home after that.
After eating,I watched the evening news for a while and I did some more personal PC work.Overall,a pretty fair day.
I am still feeling depression.I have been feeling this way for a long time.I don't know why I am feeling this way nor do I know how it started.I have been doing everything in my power to help alleviate the symptoms of this.I have been taking my medication,going to work and socializing when I can,but still,I can't seem to snap out of this.I am hoping that I am out of this depression real soon.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the day goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am still feeling down.Despite that,I had a pretty good day today.
Firstly,I woke up around noon and I got out of bed.I had a quick breakfast and I washed the dishes.After that,I waited a little over and hour and had a light lunch.I just wanted to make sure that I had some food in my system before the afternoon was done.After that,I went out for a bit.
The only place that I went to this afternoon was to my regular drug store.I had to pick up a roll of toliet paper.After paying for the roll,I headed straight home.
After comung home,I put the roll of toilet paper on the toilet paper roller and I laid down for a bit.I didn't go to sleep because I wasn't feeling sleepy.But I laid down and relaxed because I felt that I needed to.
After getting back up,I decided to do some more personal PC work,which included some internet browsing.After that,I watched some TV.
After eating,I watched some of the evening news for a while and I went out to get a couple of chicken sandwiches and a small onion rings at the local Buurger King because I was still feeling hungry.After getting back home,I ate them and felt full.
I am still feeling depression.I have been feeling this depression for quite some time.I have been doing everything in my power to help alleviate the symptoms.I have been taking my medication and I have been working and socializing at the social club,but still,I am feeling down and depressed.I am hoping that pretty soon,I will start feeling better.
Tomorrow is Columbus Day.I am hoping that I can get around to getting my laundry done.I really need to do that.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am still feeling down.I had a pretty fair day today.
Firstly,when I got up out of bed,I had a quick breakfast.I also got a phone call from my father,which woke me up out of a deep sleep.After talking with him for a few minutes,I had my breakfast and I started to get prepared for my day.
The other thing that I needed to do was to go and visit with my mom at the rehab center.I had to do a few things for her.I had to pick up a few dirty clothes of hers so my sister could wash them for her.I spent some time with her talking and after that,I headed for home.
On the way home,I stopped at a couple of stores to simply look around but didn't buy anything.I really didn't have too much money with me so I chose not to buy anything.After doing the looking around,I dropped the dirty clothes off at my sister's house and I headed straight home.
When I got home,I simply put my pajamas back on and I laid down for about an hour.
After eating,I watched the evening news for a while and I did some internet browsing.Overall,a pretty fair day.
I am still feeling depression.I have been feeling this way for quite some time.I don't know why I feel this way nor do I know why it started.I have been doing everything in my power to help alleviate the symptoms.I have been taking my medication,been continuing to go to work and socializing at the social club,but it seems that the depression doesn't want to leave.I am hoping to be out of this funk real soon.
As for the rest of the weekend,I have made no plans but whatever I do,I hope that it gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am still feeling down.I had a pretty fair day today.
The work shift went smoothly.I simply did what I had to do in the allotted time and when I was finished,I simply dropped clean laundry off at the rehab center and headed for home.
On the way home,I stopped at my regular bank to cash my paycheck and after that was done,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I put my pajamas back on and I laid down.I dozed off and slept for over an hour.I was awakened by a phone call from a friend of my mom's who wanted to know our address.I shared that with her and we hung up.
After I got up,I registered all the bills from my paycheck at the Where's George site and I watched the evening news.
After eating,I watched a little bit of TV and I also did some internet browsing.Overall,a pretty fair day.
I am still feeling depression.I don't know why I am feeling this way.I have been doing everything in my power to help alleviate the symptoms but nothing has been working.I have been working,socializing at the social club and taking my medication but I am still feeling depression.I am hoping to be out of this funk real soon.
As for the weekend,I have made no plans.But whatever I do,I hope that it gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am still feeling down.I had a pretty fair day today.
The work shift went well.I simply did what I had to do in the allotted time and when I was finished,I simply bagged everything that was clean and I dropped it off at the rehab center.I headed straight home after that.
When I got home,I put my pajamas back on laid down.I napped for about 2 hours and after that,I took it easy for the rest of the day.
I did manage to get a few phone calls.I got one from the eye doctor and I also talked with my mom a couple of times today.I stayed home because there wasn't much to do and the weather wasn't really nice out.Then again,with winter heading this way,there aren't too many nice days to look forward to.
I watched the evening news for a while and I also prepared a frozen dinner for myself because I needed to eat.
After eating,I watched some more of the evening news and I did some more personal PC work.Overall,a pretty fair day.
I am still feeling depression.I have been doing everything that I can to alleviate the symptoms.I have been goung to work,been socializing at the social club and taking my medication.So far,I am still feeling funky.I am hoping to be out of this funk real soon.
Tomorrow is another work day,I am hoping that the shift goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am still feeling down.I had a pretty fair day today.
The laundry pick-up went smoothly.I simply picked up a filled bag of laundry without having to pick up any messes.After I arrived at the work site,I sorted out the laundry and I had lunch at the social club.
After eating,I headed for home.On the way,I dropped some letters in the mailbox that needed to be mailed out.I headed straight home after that.
When I got home,I put my pajamas back on and I laid down.I did manage to talk with my mom a few times today and I also managed to get a couple of other things that needed to get done accomplished.Despite the setbacks,I did manage to doze off for about a couple of hours.I was glad to feel refreshed and more awake.
I simply took it easy for most of the day.I really didn't have too much to do.
After eating,I watched the evening news for a while and I also dropped a few things off at the rehab center that my mom needed.Overall,a pretty fair day.
I am still feeling depression.I have been feeling this way for a long time and I see no sign of this letting up.I have been taking my medication and doing everything in my power to help alleviate the symptoms,but I am still feeling funky.If anyone has any ideas,please share.Thanks.
Tomorrow is another work day.I am hoping that the shift goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am still feeling down.I had a pretty fair day today.
The work day went smoothly.I simply did what I had to do in the time that I had and when I was finished,I simply bagged what was clean and I dropped it off at the rehab center.I headed straight home after that.
When I got home,I put my pajamas back on and I laid down for a while.I did get a few phone calls with 2 of them from my mom.I also got a call from my therapist and I now have a new appointment day with her.I also got a call from a old friend of my mom's who wanted to know how to contact her.After that call,I continued to lay down and I did manage to doze off for only 20 minutes.
When I got up,I turned the TV on to watch the evening news and to choose what frozen dinner that I wanted to eat.After making my choice,I returned to watching TV.
After eating,I watched the rest of the news and I did the dishes.I also managed to to put a few more things in the recycling bin for next week.Overall,a pretty fair day.
I am still feeling depression.I have been feeling this way for quite some time.I am doing everything in my power to help alleviate the symptoms but so far,I am still feeling the funk.I am hoping that I am over this soon.
Tomorrow is simply a pick-up day.I am hoping that the pick-up ges smoothly.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am still feeling down.I had a pretty fair day today.
I was hoping to meet with my therapist today but she cancelled the appointment by calling me this morning.We made a new date and appointment but the date that we made is a day that I have my appointment with the nurse practitioner.I did call her this afternoon and left a message and I am hoping to hear from her soon.I may have to call her from work tomorrow morning to see if she has returned my call.
After receiving the phone call,I went back to sleep and two hours later,I received a phone call from my mom to let me know that she was feeling okay.She also wanted to remind me to go to the bank and withdraw the money,which I said that I would.After hanging up,I ate a quick breakfast and proceeded to get on with the day.
Firstly,I had a light lunch at Wendy's and I went to Wal-Mart to stock up on some more frozen dinners.I am going to need plenty of them to last me for quite a while.I will be stocking up on more in the coming weeks when I am starting to run low.
After coming home,I laid down for a while and wound up dozing off for about an hour.
After eating,I watched the evening news for a while and I did some more personal PC work.Overall,a pretty fair day.
I am still feeling depression.I have been feeling this way for quite some time.I have been doing everything in power to overcome this but it doesn't seem to want to leave me.I have been going out to work and socializing at the social club.I have also been taking my medication.But so far,the funky feeling remains.I am hoping to be out of this funk real soon.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the day goes smoothly.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am still feeling down.Despite that,I had a pretty busy day today.
The first thing that I did was that I went to visit with my mom to drop off some things that she needed.After doing that,I did a little bit of shopping at a nearby Family Dollar store.I picked up a box of cereal and a big can of coffee.I also went to a local supermarket to pick up another box of cereal.I headed over to a friends house to have dinner over there.
When I got there,I shared with him how I was feeling and he advised me to get a check-up as soon as possible.I told him that I would think about it and after having dinner and dessert,I left his house to go straight home.
When I got home,I called my mom to let her know that I had gotten home from my friend's house and we talked for about a few minutes.After we hung up,I watched the evening news for a while.I also decided to put my pajamas on and relax because I am not going out anywhere tonight.
I am still feeling depression.I have been feeling this way for quite some time.I don't know why I am feeling this way.I have been doing everything in my power to help alleviate my symptoms.I have been going to work.I have been socializing with the people at the social club and I have also been taking my medication.Still,I am not where I feel that I should be.I am hoping to be out of this funk real soon.
Tomorrow is my day off.I do have an appointment with my therapist tomorrow and I am hoping that the session goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am still feeling down.I had a pretty fair day today.
I went to visit with my mom over at the rehab facility where she is staying in.I stayed for about 45 minutes and I headed for home after that.
I also ate out at a local restaurant today.I had a nice pasta lunch and it was great.I ate it at a small place where I go to once in a while to eat when I am tired of the usual.After paying for my meal,I headed over to a friends house to see where he lived.
When I got there,I stopped for about a few minutes to check his place out and to see where he lived.He invited me over to dinner tomorrow and i just wanted to see what the place looked like.After spending nearly a few minutes over there,I left and headed for home.
When I got home,I put my pajamas back on and I laid down.I actually wound up dozing off without realizing it.It happens to be the side effect of the medication that I am taking in the morning for this depression that I am currently going through.I have been going through this for quite some time and I see no sign of it letting up.I am hoping to be out of this funk real soon.
After having dinner at my sister's house,I went to a local gas station to get some gas and I headed straight home.I am staying here for the rest of the night.
As stated,I am still feeling depression.I have been feeling this way for a long time.I am doing everything in my power to try and alleviate the symptoms but I am still feeling funky.Again,I am hoping to be out of this funk real soon.
As for tomorrow,I am going over a friend's house for dinner.I am hoping that everything works out.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am still feeling down.I had a pretty fair day today.
The work shift went smoothly.I simply didi what I had to do in the allotted time and when I was finished,I simply dropped off everything at the rehab center.I headed for home after that.
On the way home,I stopped at my regular bank to cash my paycheck and after that was done,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I turned on my computer to warm it up and I called my mom to see how she was doing.She told me that she was okay and after a few minutes,I hung up.I did call her back after I had eaten dinner.
While online,I registered all the bills that I had received from cashing my paycheck at the Where's George site and they are all on the site.I also managed to do some online browsing and watched a little TV.
After eating,I watched the evening news for a while and as stated,I called my mom back.I also had a talk with the Drop-In Center and I will be calling them back in a few minutes after I am done posting on here.
I am still feeling depression.There hasn't been any improvement in my mood.I want to feel better but at the moment,I am feeling funky.I am hoping that the funkiness that I am feeling disappears soon.I am already at the point where I can't take it anymore.If anyone out there can help,please do so.Thanks.
Tomorrow is the start of the weekend.I am planning to visit with my mom tomorrow.I am hoping that the day goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am still feeling down.I had a pretty fair day today.
The work shift went smoothly.I simply did what I had to do in the allotted time and after I was finished,I simply bagged everything that was clean and I dropped it off at the rehab center.I headed straight home.
When I got home,I got the stuff that I needed ready to do my underwear.I really needed to get them done because I was running low.I left the house to go to the laundromat.
I got my laundry done in under an hour.After it was finished,I bagged it all and I drove straight home to fold it and put it away.
After doing that,I called my mom to check up on her and she told me to call her later after I had eaten,which I did.After hanging up,I laid down and fell asleep.
After getting up,I did my personal PC work and watched a little bit of TV.It was nothing special.I am still feeling the effects of not having my mom here at home while she is recouperating from what happened to her.
After eating,I watched the evening news for a while and I talked with my mom again.It was wonderful to talk to her.I am planning to visit with her on Saturday.
I am still feeling depression.I have been feeling this way for quite some time.I am hoping that I am over this depression real soon.I have been taking my medication and I have been doing everything in my power to alleviate the symptoms but I am still not where I feel that I should be.Again,I am hoping to be over this soon.
Tomorrow is another work day.I am hoping that the shift goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am still feeling down.I had a pretty fair day today.
The laundry pick-up didn't go too smoothly today.I had to pick up a mess in the laundry room at the rehab center before taking the loads to the work site.After that was finally accomplished,I had lunch and I headed straight home.
When I got home,I simply put my pajamas back on and took a nap.I was feeling tired for taking my morning medication and I felt that a nap would do me a world of good.I slept for about 2 hours and just relaxed for the rest of the afternoon.
I did make one trip out of the house.I was called out by a friend of mine to come to his place to listen to a turntable that he had just aquired and hooked up.It was really good.I stayed with him for a few minutes before heading back home.
When I got back home,I called my mom at the rehab place where she is staying and I talked with her for a few minutes.She wanted me to bring some stuff with me when I come for a visit on Saturday afternoon.I told her that I would bring the stuff and I would make sure not to forget them.After hanging up,I watched a little bit of TV and had dinner.
After eating,I watched the evening news for a while and I popped a movie in my DVD player to watch.The only problem is that watching a movie didn't make me feel any better.
I am still feeling depression.I have been feeling this way for quite some time.It has nothing to do with what happened to my mom.I have been feeling this way even before that.I have been taking my medication and I have been doing everything in my power to try and feel better but I am still not where I feel I should be.I am hoping to be out of this depression soon.I am already at the point where I can't take it anymore.
The only thing good is that I have had no SSA feelings with this depression.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the shift goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am still feeling down.I had a pretty fair day today.
The work day went smoothly.I simply did what I had to do in the time that I had and I managed to get everything that needed to get done accomplished.After I was finished,I bagged everything that was clean and I dropped it off at the rehab center.I headed for home afterwards.
On the way home,I had to stop at my regular drug store to pick up a prescription that I had filled and after doing that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I put my pajama's on and relaxed a bit.I was feeling tired and I felt that some rest would do me a world of good.I laid down and napped for nearly an hour.Before my nap,I called my mom to see how she was doing and she said that was feeling okay.
After my nap,I watched a little bit of TV and I also looked into the freezer to see what frozen TV dinner I wanted to have for tonight.After making my choice,I went back to watching TV.
After eating,I watched the evening news for a while and I also did some personal PC work.Overall,a pretty fair day.
I am still feeling depression.I have been feeling this way for a long tome and I see no sign of it ending.I would like to start feeling better and I am hoping that I start feeling better soon.I have been taking my medication and I have been doing everything in my power to alleviate the way that I have been feeling,but I am still not where I want to be.I am hoping to be out of this funk real soon.I am already at the point where I can't take it anymore.
So far,the depression has had no affect on my struggles with SSA.
Tomorrow is simply a pick-up day.I am hoping that the pick-up goes smoothly.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am still feeling down.I had a pretty fair day today.
Today was my day off.I ate a quick breakfast and I relaxed for a bit.I also heard that my mom was moved today to a rehab facility and I talked with her over the phone.I am planning to call her tomorrow and visit with her over the weekend.I will have to pay the toll to get across but I do want to see her this weekend so I am not complaining.
Today,I went and did some personal shopping.I bought some frozen TV dinners that I will be having for dinner over the course of time that my mom will be in rehab.I will be buying more next week because these are not going to last very long.I am going to be alone for quite some time and I need to be prepared.
After the shopping was done,I headed for home and I had a talk with my sister to let her know that I heard about mom and that I will be calling her everyday.After hanging up,I watched a little bit of TV and I put all the frozen stuff away in the freezer.
After eating a light dinner,I watched the evening news for a while and I also did some more online browsing.Overall,a pretty fair day.
I am still feeling depression.I have been feeling this way for a long time.I see no end in sight to this.I have been feeling funky for much of the day and I am seeing that this depression doesn't seem to want to leave.I have been taking my medication and doing everything in my power to overcome but it hasn't been doing me any good.I am hoping that I am out of this funk real soon.
The only real positive thing is that the depression has had no affect on my struggles with SSA.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the day goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am still feeling down.I had a pretty fair day today.
I woke up late today and I had a quick breakfast of a bowl of cold cereal.I also heated up a couple cups of leftover coffee.After doing that,I proceeded to go on with my day.
On the way to the hospital,I stopped at the local Wendy's to have a double stack burger as my lunch and I headed over to the hospital.
I visited with my mom at the hospital for about 90 minutes and I left because I was feeling tired and she advised me to go home and get some rest.I have been having a hard time getting to sleep since my mom got hurt.I have also been feeling alone and miserable.I am hoping that my mom gets better soon.It has only been a few days but I do miss her being here at home.
I also heard from my dad earlier this evening.This is the third time that I have heard from him since the last time that I talked with him.But it was great to have talked with hime for a while.I also had a small talk with my niece for a few minutes and she is feeling okay.
After eating,I watched a little bit of TV and I finally got around to doing my personal PC work.I have been putting it off all day today and I finally did it.It was quite a lot but I managed to get it done.
I am still feeling depression.I have been feeling this way for quite some time.I have been taking my medication and doing everything told to me by the nurse practitioner but I am still feeling funky.I am hoping to be out of this funk soon.
The only positive thing is that the depression has had no affect on my SSA struggles.
Tomorrow is my day off.I am hoping that the day goes smoothly.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am still feeling down.I had a pretty fair day today.
First off,when I woke up,I had a quick breakfast and watched a movie for a while.I also had a light lunch,which was a chicken sandwich and I got dressed to pay my mom a visit at the hospital.
I spent a few minutes with her and she told me that she was feeling miserable but hanging in there.After talking with her for the length of time that I had spent with her,I headed for home.
On the way home,I stopped at a local supermarket to pick up a few things that I wanted to buy and I also stopped at a local Dollar Tree store to buy a few more things that I needed.While at the Dollar Tree,I got a phone call from my brother in law that he was having dinner and he invited me over.I went over to his house after dropping off the stuff that I bought.
After eating with my brother in law,we watched a little bit of TV and talked for a bit.After we had the time together,I headed for home,but first,I stopped at my regular drug store to pick up a bottle of Rolaids.
When I got home,I simply turned on the computer to warm it up and while waiting for that,I watched a movie.I have now posted this and I am ready for the night.
I am still feeling depression.I have been feeling this way for quite some time.I have been doing everything in my power to overcome this but it hasn't been working.I have been taking my medication and following orders,but it always seems that I have to do more.I am hoping to be out of this funk really soon.
As for tomorrow,I have made no plans but whatever I do,I hope that it gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am still feeling down.I had a pretty fair day today.
The work shift went smoothly.I simply did what I had to do in the alloted time and when I was finished,I simply bagged everything that was clean and dropped it off at the rehab center.I headed for the hospital to pay my mom a visit.
On the way to the hospital,I stopped at my regular bank to cash my paycheck.After doing that,I headed straight for the hospital.
When I got to hospital,I spent nearly 90 minutes with her and I talked with her while she watched a little bit of TV.When my niece came up,I left for home and as I was leaving,I ran into my brother in-law who was also heading for her room.
On the way home,I stopped at Wendy's to have a bowl of chili because I was feeling hungry and I needed some food in my system before calling it a day.After I finished eating,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I watched some of the evening news and after my computer had fully warmed up,I registered all the bills at the Where's George site and I also did some online browsing.I also had a talk with the Drop-In Center tonight and that conversation went well.Overall,a pretty fair day.
I am still feeling depression.I have been feeling this for quite a long time.I was feeling funky for much of the day.It has leveled off a little but I am still feeling depressed.I am just hoping that this passes very soon.I am already at the point where I can't take it anymore.
The only positive thing is that it has had no affect on my struggles with SSA.
Tomorrow is the start of the weekend.I am hoping that it all works out.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am still feeling down.I had a pretty so-so day today.
The work shift went smoothly.I simply did what I had to do in the allotted time and when I was finished,I simply bagged everything that was clean and I dropped it off at the rehab center.I headed straight home after eating lunch.
Things didn't go too well when I got home.My mother got hurt today when she tripped over a fan that was in the living room.She was in agonizing pain when she did and I had to call my sister who lives in the area to help.We called an ambulance to take her to a hospital so she could get the treatment that she needed.I went to the hospital to check up on her and my sister and niece were there keeping her company. I am hoping that she can get into a room really soon because I do want to go and visit with her.After spending some time at the hospital,I headed straight home.I feel that I need to be here at hoem just in case something happens.
For most of the day,I was waiting for a phone call from my sister on our mom's condition and I did get some answers earlier.She has a clean break in her left shoulder and it will take 6-8 weeks for it to heal.The best part is that it doesn't require surgery.Our mom will be staying in the hospital for a few days and she will also be staying with my sister for 2-3 weeks to be cared for.I am relieved that she doesn't have to go under the knife for this.I am hoping that she will get well.
I also had dinner at my sister's house.My brother in law and I had three hot dogs each for dinner.I didn't do too much personal PC work.I didn't have the time to do that.But I did manage to get a little bit of it done.
I am still feeling depressed.I have been feeling this way for quite some time.I am hoping that this depression passes soon.I have been feeling funky for much of the day.I always feel funky for much of the day and usually,it levels off in the early evening.Again,I am hoping that this depression passes soon.I am already at the point where I am getting sick of this funk.I am also tired of feeling funky during the day.I am taking my medication and I am following the orders of the nurse practitioner but I am still not where I feel that I should be.I am hoping that I am out of this funk real soon.I can't take it anymore.
The only positive thing is that it has had no affect on my struggles with SSA.
Tomorrow is another work day.I am hoping that the shift goes smoothly.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am still feeling down.I had a pretty fair day today.
The laundry pick-up went smoothly.I simply picked up a load of laundry at the rehab center and there were no messes to clean up.After dropping off and sorting out the laundry at the work site,I had lunch at work and I headed for home.
On the way home,I stopped at my regular drug store to pick up a prescription that I had filled and I headed straight home after that.
When I got home,I laid down and took a nap for a while because I was feeling tired.I guess that it was the new medication that I take during the day.I have been feeling really drowsy through the day as of late but I am hanging in there.I am hoping that my body gets used to the new medication really soon.It may take a while but I know that it will.I am just hoping that I also get over this funk really soon.I also watched a little bit of TV for a while after my nap.
After eating,I watched the evening news for a while and I also did some more personal PC work.Overall,a pretty fair day.
I am still feeling depression.I have been feeling this way for a long time.I feel funky for much of the day and at this moment,the funk is not going away.It used to be where it would level off in the evening but now,I am still feeling funky.I don't want to feel funky anymore.I want to start feeling good again and also,I yearn to feel like myself again.I want to feel like myself again.I have been taking my medication and I have been doing everything in my power to overcome this depression but I am still feeling funky.If anyone out there can help,including those who also struggles with depression,I want to hear from you.Any help or advice would be appreciated.Thanks.
The only positive thing is that it has had no affect on my SSA struggles.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the shift goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am still feeling down.Despite that,I had an okay day today.
The work day went smoothly.I simply did what I had to do in the allotted time and I got everything that I needed to get done.I also hung out at the social club for much of the day while waiting for laundry loads to get done.After I was finished,I bagged everything that was clean and I dropped it off at the rehab center.I headed for home afterwards.
On the way home,I stopped at a gas station to get some gas in my tank.I also dropped off a couple of prescriptions at a local drug store.After doing both of these things,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I watched a little bit of TV and I laid down on the sofa because I was feeling tired but not really sleepy.I was feeling down and funky for much of the day even though I did something that I really enjoyed doing.I just didn't feel the joy that I wanted to feel.I helped in making homemade salsa today at the scial club and while I enjoyed doing that,I didn't feel the joy in me.All I felt was the depression.I waa still feeling the depression when I went home today.I don't know what is causing this depression that I am currently feeling and I want to stop feeling this way.
After eating,I watched the evening news for a while and I also did some personal PC work.Overall,a pretty okay day.
As stated,I am still feeling depression.I have been feeling this funk for quite some time.I felt it this morning and this afternoon.I am still feeling funky.I want to feel better and I want to start feeling better soon.I am hoping that I am out of this funk really soon.I don't want to feel this way anymore and I am hoping that the medication that I am currently taking starts to kick in really soon.I am getting sick of waiting for it to kick in.If anoyone out there can help me with any advice,please do so.If there is anyone out there who also struggles with depression can help,I would appreciate that.Thanks.
SO far,the depression that I am struggling with has had no affect on my SSA struggles.
Tomorrow is simply a pick-up day.I am hoping that the pick-up goes well with no messses to clean.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am still feeling down.Despite that,I had a pretty okay but busy day today.
Firstly,when I got up out of bed,I had a quick breakfast and I did some of my personal PC work.I couldn't finish it all because I had an appointment with the nurse practitioner over at the hospital and I also had to take my mom to get some tests done,which was in the same area as the local hospital.But I managed to finish everything when I got home later on.
The session with the nurse practitioner went well.I simply told her how I was feeling and I told her everything that I felt that I had to tell her.She prescribed me with another medication to take during the day and I left.I also heard from my mom that she was finished with everything that she needed to do.Fortunately,where she was in the same area that the hospital was so I didn't have that far to drive.After picking her up,we went to a local supermarket to do some last minute shopping before the month was out.After that,we headed straight home.
When we got home,I helped my mom with the groceries and waited for dinner to get ready.My mom and I were going to eat light tonight.
After eating,I finished my personal PC work and I registered some bills at the Where's George site.I also managed to get a little bit of the evening news in before my mom got a telephone call from our next door neighbor.I also managed to do some video watching while online and that was great.Overall,a pretty okay day.
I am still feeling depression.I have been feeling this way for quite some time.I have been feeling this funk for as long as I can remember.I am hoping that I can get over this funk pretty soon.I am already at the point where I am getting sick of being in it.If anyone can offer any prayers on my behalf,I would greatly appreciate that.Thanks.
The only positive thing is that it has had no affect on my struggles with SSA.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the day goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am still feeling down.Despite that,I had a pretty okay day today.
When I finally got out of bed,I had a quick breakfast and a couple cups of coffee.I also did my personal PC work after eating.
I also managed to get a couple of things accomplished.I managed to get my laundry done and I alao ran a last minute errand for my mom.I had to get her a bottle of pain pills that also help her sleep.She really needed these things and I was glad to have gotten them for her.Though I really didn't feel any gladness due to the depression that I am currently enduring,I was still glad to do her that little favor.After I did these things,I stayed home for the rest of the day.
When I did get home,I relaxed for the rest of the day and I also watched a little bit of TV.It was simply a cartoon show but it was the only thing that was on.After watching the cartoon,I did soem more personal PC work.
After eating,I watched the evening news for a while and I also did some more personal PC work,which was mostly internet browsing and a little bit of e-mail work.Overall,a pretty okay day.
I am still feeling depression.I don't know when I will feel some relief from this.Last night,I tried to watch a comedy flick and it didn't make me laugh.This was also one of my favorite movies and it used to make me laugh before,but this time,it didn't.I am already feeling hopeless.I want to start feeling hopeful again.If anyone can offer up a prayer on my behalf,I would appreciate that.Thanks.
The only thing positive is that it has had no affect on my struggles with SSA.
Tomorrow is my day off.I do have an appointment with the nurse practitioner over at the local hospital and I am hoping that the session goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am still feeling down.I had a pretty fair day today.
Today was the start of the weekend.I really did not do too much today.I mostly stayed home and relaxed.I had really nothing else to do.The only thing that I did was that I movced my vehicle to another spot on the street to coincide with the street parking laws.Again,I had nothing else to do,so I stayed home.
I did watch a little bit of TV.But there was really nothing on to be watched.I turned off the TV and did my personal PC work.
After doing that,I fixed a sandwich for lunch and I ate it while relaxing in a chair.The only thing that I did do was that I had a prescription refilled at the local drug store by calling it in on the phone.I also got a reminder from the hospital about my appointment for Monday afternoon with the nurse practitioner.I am eagerly awaiting the meeting with her as I have a lot to tell her.I have to tell her about the way that I have been feeling lately,which is depression of the worst kind.At least,that is the way that it feels to me.
While eating dinner,I watched the evening news and after I was finished,I watched a little bit more and did some more personal PC work,which was mostly internet browsing and checking out a couple of online videos on YouTube.
I am still feeling depression.I have been feeling this depression for far too long.I am taking my medication and I am doing everything in my power to try and overcome it but I am still in the state where I was when it first started.I have not been feeling like myself lately and I want to start feeling like myself.I am hoping to be out of this depression soon.I am also hoping that the medication starts kicking in really soon.I am alreday getting sick of feeling this way.
The only positive thing is that the depression has had no affect on my struggles with SSA.
As for tomorrow,I have made no plans but whatever I do,I hope that it gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the rest of the weekend.FJ

Tonight,I am still feeling down.Despite that,I had an okay day today.
The work shift went well.I simply did what I had to do in the alloted time and when I was finished,I bagged everything that was clean and I dropped it off at the rehab center.I headed for home afterwards.
On the way home,I stopped at my regular bank to cash my paycheck.After doing that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I turned on my computer to warm it up.I had a whole bunch of bills that I had to register at the Where's George site and I wanted to make sure that my computer was up and running.
I couldn't get online right away.I had to do a quick scan on my computer to see if there was any spyware or viruses in my database.Fortunately,there was none of that in my database.I had this done while I was eating and I just waited patiently as the scan was going.
After eating,I checked to see if the scan was done and it was.After closing off the software,I went online and I registered all the bills that I had at the Where's George site.It only took me a few minutes to do and after I was done,I did some more personal PC work.I also watched a little bit of TV for a while.I also had another talk with the Drop-In Center and that conversation went well.Overall,a pretty okay day.
I am still feeling depression.I have been feeling this way for quite some time.I have been trying everything in my power to get out of this funk for so long but it seems that I am still not out of it.I am still taking my taking my medication and so far,it hasn't really kicked in.I hope that it starts kicking in real soon.I am already at my wit's end.Again,I am hoping to be out of this funk very soon.
The only really good thing out of this is that the depression has had no affect on my struggles with SSA.
As for the weekend,I have made no plans but whatever I do,I hope that it gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the weekend ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am still feeling down.Despite that,I had an okay day today.
The work shift went smoothly.I simply did the required work that I needed to do.I also hung out at the social club while waiting for laundry loads to get done.After I ate lunch,I bagged everything that was clean and I dropped it off at the rehab center.I headed for home after that.
On the way home,I stopped at our regular drug store to pick up a prescription that my mom had refilled a few days ago.I also bought something that was needed.After paying for everything,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I gave my mom her presription and I put away the other thing that I bought.I laid down and took a nap for about 45 minutes because I was feeling tired.I also had to get ready for an appointment that I had to go to today.It was an appointment with a sexual abuse support counselor at the regular place where I meet with my normal one.I headed for the appointment when I was ready to go.
The session with the counselor went pretty well.I shared with her how I have been feeling as of late and she simply encouraged me to talk with the nurse practitioner about it at my next appointment with her,which will be on Monday.I headed straight home after the session.
I relaxed for a bit after I had gotten home.
After eating,I watched the evening news for a while and I did some more personal PC work.Overall,a pretty okay day.
I am still feeling depressed.I have been feeling this way since the last week in June.I have never felt anything like this before.I have been taking my medication and I have been doing everything in my power to overcome this funk.But I am still feeling funky.I am hoping to be out of this funk soon as I am already getting sick of this.
The only positive thing is that it has had no affect on my struggles with SSA.
Tomorrow is another work day.I am hoping that the shift goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am still feeling down.Despite that,I had a pretty okay day today.
The laundry pick-up went smoothly.I simply picked up a couple of heaping bags at the rehab center and dropped them off at the work site.I sorted the laundry out and simply waited for lunch to be served.After eating lunch,I dropped off some clean linens at the rehab center before heading straight home to take my mom to the medical facility to have her tests done.
My mom didn't get everything that she needed to get done accomplished.She only managed to get her blood work done.I simply waited for a few minutes until she was ready to go home.After everything was done,we went straight home and that is where I stayed for the rest of the day.
When we got home,we both relaxed because we were both still tired from the long day.I laid down on the sofa and took a 1/2 hour's nap.I got up a little bit after 2:00 in the afternoon and I felt relaxed and refreshed.
After my nap,I did some more personal PC work and did some internet browsing.I even managed to watch some videos online and that was great even though it still didn't make me feel any better.
After eating,I watched the evening news for a while and I also did some more internet browsing.Overall,a pretty okay day.
I am still feeling depression.I have been feeling funky for much of the day.I have been appealing for some support from anyone out there.So far,with the exception of one person,I have not received any.Is there anyone out there who also struggles with depression?If so,I want to hear from you on how you handle it.I am still taking my medication and doing everything in my power hoping to get over this funk.Any new ideas would be greatly appreciated.Thanks.
The only thing positive is that it has had no impact on my struggles with SSA.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the shift goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am still feeling down.Despite that,I had a pretty okay day today.
The work day went well.I also took advantage of a meeting today where they were talking anout what stresses us and while I was waiting for laundry loads to get done,I decided to be a part of it.I did pay close attention to my job and it was wonderful to be a part of it.After the work day was through,I bagged everything that was clean and I dropped it off at the rehab center.I headed for home.
On the way home,I stopped at a couple of local supermarkets to pick up a couple of things that were needed for dinner.It was not too hard as I located them right away.After I paid for these articles,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I relaxed for a bit and took it easy.I watched a little bit of TV and turned on my computer to warm it up so I would be ready to use it later on when I did some more personal PC work.
After eating,I watched the evening news for a while and I did some more personal PC work.I also did a little bit on online browsing.I even managed to talk with the Drop-In Center for several minutes and the conversation went well.Overall,a pretty okay day.
I am still feeling depression.I have been taking my medication and doing everything in my power to help alleviate my symptoms but I am still not where I should be.I am still feeling down and funky and I am hoping that this won't last very long.I am already at the point where I am tired of being depressed.Still,I am going to keep up what I am doing and I am hoping that things do indeed get better.
The only really positive thing is that it has had no affect on my SSA struggles.
Tomorrow is simply a pick-up day.I am hoping that the pick up goes well.I also have to take my mom to a medical facility to have some tests done the minute that I get home from doing all of that.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am still feeling down.Despite this,I had a pretty good day today.
Today was my day off.I ate a quick breakfast and I relaxed for much of the morning before getting ready for my appointment with my therapist.I had plenty of time to get ready as it was still pretty early in the morning.After the relaxation,I got dressed and headed for my appointment.
The session went well.I explained to her how I was feeling and how I have been feeling.She seems to think that the medication is not working well enough and that I should try something else.I told her that I really don't want to start trying any new different medication until the one that I am currently taking has started to really kick in.After the session,we ended and I have an appointment with her in a few weeks.I am hoping to feel better by then.I am hoping that I can find out the root cause of this depression so I can try to find the right medication for myself.I have been trying to find which one is right since I started taking newer medication after stopping to take one that I have been taking for almost 10 years.Again,I am hoping to feel better in a few weeks.
After leaving the hospital,I went to a local supermarket to pick up some things that my mom wanted me to get.I was fortunate to find everything that my mom wnated me to get for her.After paying for these items,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I unloaded the shopping bags and my mom and I put everything away.I decided to relax and watch a little bit of TV for a while.I didn't watch anything much but it was better than being bored.
After eating,I watched the evening for a while and I also did some more personal PC work.I am planning to call the Drop-In Center tonight before the evening is through.I have been calling them since the depression that I am going through started and the talks that I have been having with them have been helping me a little but I am still feeling depressed.
This depression that I have been going through has really been dragging me down.I was feeling funky for much of the day and I am still feeling funky.It hasn't leveled off like it usually does in the evening.This has really been getting the better of me and I am already at the point where I can't take it anymore.I have been in this funk for far too long and I am hoping to be out of it very soon.If anyone out there can say a prayer on my behalf,please do so.Thanks.
The only thing that this depression has not affected is my struggles with SSA.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the day goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am still feeling down.I had a pretty fair day today.
Today,when I got up out of bed,I had a quick breakfast and I also did my personal PC work.I also laid down on the sofa because I was still feeling a little tired.Ever since this depression started,I have been feeling excessively tired and feeling funky.I am already getting sick of this funky feeling that I have been having and I just want it to be gone.
Despite that,I did manage to get everything that I needed to get done accomplished.I only ran one small errand today.I went to a local Dollar Tree store to buy a couple things that I needed and I also bought a hot dog for charity at a local supermarket.After doing all of that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I relaxed and took it easy and I also did some more personal PC work.I also watched a little bit of cartoons on TV for a while when I was finished.
After eating,I watched the evening news for a while and I also watched the 60 Minutes interview with President Barack Obama.It was a great interview to watch and I was satisfied with everything that he gave in that interview.I also had a talk with an old friend of mine on the telephone.
As stated,I am still feeling depresssed.I have been feeling funky for quite some time and I really would like to get out.I am already getting sick of this funkyness that has been plaguing me for far too long.I would like to get out of this funk.I am hoping to be out of this funk soon as I am already getting to the point where I can't take it anymore.If anyone has any advice,please share.Thanks.
SO far,this depression has had no impact on my struggles with SSA.
Tomorrow is my day off.I am hoping that the day goes smoothly.I have an appointment with my therapist tomorrow at the local hospital.I am hoping that the session goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the start of the new week ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am still feeling down.I had a pretty fair day today.
Today was the start of the weekend.I had a quick breakfast to start the day when I got up out of bed and I also did my personal PC work.After doing all of that,I decided to get ready to do my laundry over at a local laundromat.
When I got to the laundromat,I saw that there wasn't an awful lot of people there.This was hard to believe because the laundromat is usually full on a weekend day.But I savored the peace and quiet and just did my laundry.It only took a little over an hour to do.After I was finished,I folded the laundry and bagged it.I headed for home.
On the way home,I had to stop at a local supermarket to pick up a couple of things that were needed for dinner tonight.After paying for these items,I headed straight home and that is where I am staying.
When I got in the jouse,I started bath water to bathe because I wanted to clean up.After cleaning up,I ate a light dinner and watched the evening news for a while.
I also got around to registering some bills at the Where's George site.It was change that I received when I bought the items at the local supermarket.I also watched a little bit of TV.Overall,a pretty fair day.
I am still feeling depression.I have been feeling this way for quite some time.I am still unable to shake it loose.I just want to feel better and I am still not feeling any better.I have been feeling funky for much of the day and I feel that it is not letting up.I need help.If anyone has any advice on how I can overcome this funk,please share.Thanks.I have been doing everything that I can do.I am taking my medication and I have been trying to keep busy,but it hasn't done me any good.I am still feeling funky.Any advice would be appreciated.Thanks.
The only really good thing is that it has had no effect on my SSA issues.
As for tomorrow,I have made no plans but whatever I do,I hope that it gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the rest of the weekend ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am still feeling down.I had a pretty fair day today.
The work shift went smoothly.I simply did what I had to do in the allotted time and when I was finished,I simply bagged everything that was clean and dropped it off at the rehab center.I headed for home after that.
On the way home,I stopped at a local supermarket to pick up a couple of things that my mom needed and I also went and cashed my paycheck at my regular bank.After doing that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I simply took it easy and relaxed for the rest of the afternoon.I also managed to register a whole bunch of bills at the Where's George site.These were bills that I got when I cashed my paycheck and some money that I got from my niece for this month's insurance.I will be spending these bills soon and eagerly awaiting the e-mails when they get hit.
After eating,I watched the evening news for a while and I also did some more personal PC work.I also had a talk with the Drop-In Center for a while and that conversation went well.I will be calling them again tomorrow evening.
I am still feeling some depression.I was feeling funky for most of the day and I am still feeling funky.Normally,it levels off a little bit in the evening but tonight,I am still feeling the sadness.I don't know why I am feeling this way nor do I know how I got to feeling this way.I have been taking my medication and I have been trying to keep myself busy but I just can't seem to shake these feelings.I am hoping that I will be able to shake this loose soon because I don't want to be in this funk anymore.I am just hoping that I will be feeling better soon.
The only really good thing is that this is having no impact or effect on my SSA struggles.
This weekend,I am hoping to get my laundry done.As for the rest of the weekend,I have made no plans but whatever I do,I hope that it gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the weekend ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am still feeling down.Despite that,I had a pretty good day today.
The work shift went smoothly.I simply did what I had to do in the allotted time and I managed to get a lot done.When I was done,I bagged everything that was clean and I dropped it off at the rehab center.I headed straight home after that.
When I got home,I headed back out again because I had to go and pay the water bill at the local city hall.After doing that,I headed back home.
When I got there,my mom and I went to do the grocery shopping for the month.We worked fast to get everything that we needed for the month.We got it done in under 20minutes.After paying and bagging the groceries,we headed for home.
When we got home,we put all the groceries away and we both relaxed and took it easy.I watched TV while my mom read.I evem turned on my computer to warm it up so I could use it later in the day.I watched some cartoons as they were the only things that were on.After doing that,I did some more personal PC work.
After eating,I watched the evening news and I decided to do some more personal PC work by simply browsing the internet and checking out some video sources.I even called the Drop-In Center and had a talk with the people there and the conversation went well.I will be calling them tomorrow.
I am still feeling depression.I have been feeling this way for quite some time.I have been doing everything in my power to help alleviate and I am still not where I should be with my symptoms.I have been working,going to the socail club,taking my mediaction and just trying to keep busy.But I am still feeling depression.I want to get out of this funk and I am hoping to be out of it soon.I don't want to feel this way forever.Again,I am hoping to be out of it soon.
The only really good thing is that it is having no impact or effect on my SSA struggles.
Tomorrow is another work day.I am hoping that the shift goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am still feeling down.I had a pretty fair day today.
The laundry pick-up went smoothly.There were no messes to clean up and I also had a helping hand today.The person helping me actually carried the bag to my vehicle.I thanked him afterwards and I went straight to the work site.I sorted out the laundry when I got to the work site and I had lunch after that.I headed straight home after that.
When I got home,I headed back out again to run an errand for my mom.I had to pick up a few things that my mom needed.After paying for the items,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I decided to relax and watch a little TV.I watched a couple of kids shows because they were the only things that were on.After watching a little bit of TV,I decided to take a nap for about 1/2 an hour.
After my nap,I went out one more time.I had to buy a couple of things at a local Dollar Tree store.After paying for those,I headed straight home for dinner.
After wating,I watched the evening news for a while and I also did some more personal PC work.I also had another talk with the Drop-In Center for a while and that conversation went well.I will be calling them again tomorrow.
I am still feeling depression.It has leveled off but I am still feeling a little funky as I have been for most of the day.I have been feeling this way for quite some time.I have tried almost everything to relieve myself of this but it hasn't been working.I am hoping that I will not be feeling funky in the near future.I am already getting sick and tired of being in this funk.Again,I am hoping that I am out of this funk very soon.
The only good thing is that this depression has had no effect on my struggles with SSA.
Tomorro is a work day.I am hoping that the shift goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am still feeling down.Despite that,I had a pretty good day today.
The work day went smoothly.I simply did what I had to do in the time allotted and when I was finished,I simply bagged everything clean and I dropped it off at the rehab center.I headed for home after that.
On the way home,I dropped off a newspaper at a couple of houses and I went to a local supermarket to pick up a few things.After paying for those,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I unpacked everything and I put them in their appropriate places.I also relaxed a bit and took it easy.I didn't watch and TV because there was really nothing on that I wanted to watch.It was good to have it quiet for a while.
I did manage to do one more thing.I went to a local Burger King to pick up a couple medium packs of onion rings to have as a side dish for dinner.
After eating,I watched the evening news for a while and I also did some more personal PC work.I also did soem internet browsing and I played a little game online.Overall,a pretty good day.
I am still feeling some depression.I was feeling funky for much of the day.I did manage to get my job done and all the other things that I needed to get done.This has been the pattern with me.I feel funky for much of the day but when the evening comes,it levels off a little and I am not feeling as funky as I have.I have been taking my medication and I have been following all the things that the nurse practitioner and my therapist have been telling me to do.But I am still not where I should be with my depression.I am still feeling funky for much of the day and I am wondering if there is something else that I need to do to help alleviate this depression that I am feeling.I am hoping to be out of this funk very soon because I want to feel better and be better.I am hoping that I won't be feeling funky for very long.
The only really good thing is that it hasn't had any impact or effect on my struggles with SSA.
Tomorrow is simply a pick-up day.I am hoping that the pick-up goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Happy Labor Day,Everybody.
Tonight,I am still feeling down.I had a pretty fair day today.
Today was a holiday but for me,it wasn't too special because every Monday is a day off for me.But I still managed to get something accomplished.
When I got up out of bed,I ate a quick breakfast and I drank a couple cups of coffee.I also did my personal PC work as usual.
The only thing that I got accomplished today was that I did some of my laundry.I had to do some of my T-shirts because they needed to be cleaned.They were really piling up.I was glad to get them done today and I will start wearing them next week.After I was finished,I bagged them and I hung them up when I got home.
After hanging them up,I watched a little bit of TV and I relaxed on the sofa while doing so.It was nothing really special.It was basically a cartoon show on public television,which was the only thing on.It was better than watching those corny and boring daytime soap operas.It was wonderful and I did some more personal PC work after doing that.
After eating,I watched the evening news for a while and I also did some internet browsing,including watching some videos on YouTube.Overall,a pretty fair day.
I am still feeling depression.I have been feeling this way for a little over two months.I don't know why I am feeling this way and I would like to know how I can snap out of this.I have been taking my medication and I have been doing all the right things to try and lift myself out.But I am still feeling down.If anyone out there can give me some advice,I would greatly appreciate it.Thanks.
The only good thing is that the depression that I am feeling has had no impact on my SSA struggles.
Tomorrow is a working day.I am hoping that the day goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am still feeling down.I had a pretty fair day today.
When I got out of bed this morning,I ate a quick breakfast and I had a couple cups of coffee.I also did my perosnal PC work.It only took me 1/2 an hour to get it done.After that,I proceeded to get on with my day.
I went out this afternoon to run a few errands.I went back to the new store that had just opened up and I bought a movie there just to give them some business.I also went to a local supermarket to buy something that my mom needed.Last nut not least,I went to the local Wal-Mart to buy myself some toothbrushes.I had to buy another one because I accidently dropped the one that I was using in dirty dish water and I needed to replace it.Now,I have and I am going to use it tonight to brush my teeth when I am ready to do so.After doing all of these things,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I registered a couple more bills at the Where's George site.This was the change that I received from the new store after I bought the movie.I also did some online browsing for a while and that lasted about 20 minutes.After I closes the internet off,I relaxed and waited for dinner to get ready.
After eating,I watched the evening news for a while and I also did some more personal PC work.
I am still feeling some depression and it hasn't really lessened.I don't know what the problem can be.I have been feeling this funk for quite some time and I haven't been able to snap out of it.I am hoping that I am out of this funk really soon as I am getting sick and tired of being in this funk.Anything such as prayers and words of encouragement would be a big help.Thanks.
The onbly good thing is that it has had no impact on my SSA struggles.
Tomorrow is my day off.I am hoping that the day goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the start of the new week ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am still feeling down.I had a pretty fair day today.
Today was the start of the weekend.I slept in for much of the morning because I really didn't have to get up.I also had really nothing to do.When I did get out of bed,I ate a quick breakfast and I had a couple cups of coffee.I also relaxed and fell asleep in a chair because I was still feeling tired.
I did my personal PC work when the afternoon came.It wasn't an awful lot and I got it done in nearly 1/2 an hour.I also managed to register several more bills at the Where's George site.These were the bills that I withdrew for my mom yesterday from the bank and I wanted to make sure that they were on the site.They are on the site right now and and I am glad.
I ran a couple of errands for my mom.I had to pick up a few things for her.I also checked out a new store that had just opened up in teh area where I had to go.The store is very nice and I am hoping to one day purchase some stuff in that store.Today,I just wanted to check that store and see how it is.After doing all of these things,I headed straight home and that is where I am going to stay.
When I got home,I bathed for a while before I sat down to eat.I just wanted to make sure that I was cleaned up.
After eating,I registered a few more bills at the Where's George site and I also checked and read some e-mail.Overall,a pretty fair day.
I am still feeling some depression.I have been feeling funky for most of the day.Though I try to keep myself busy and fill my time in as much as I can,I just can't seem to shake this depressive funk loose.I have also been taking my medication and it hasn't really kicked in yet.I am hoping to be out of this funk soon.I need some support in hopes that I get out.Any prayers or advice would be greatly appreciated.Thanks.
The only good thing is that the depression has had no impact on my SSA struggles.
As for tomorrow,I have made no plans but whatever I do,I hope that it gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the rest of the weekend ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am still feeling down.I had a pretty fair day today.
The work shift went smoothly.I simply did what I had to do in the allotted time and when I was finished,I dropped off the clean laundry at the rehab center.During the time that I did my job,I hung out at the social club for a while to just be around people.I headed straight home after I dropped off the clean laundry.
When I got home,I dropped off some stuff before heading back out again.I headed back out to cash my paycheck and to withdraw some money for my mom.I also went to a local supermarket to buy something for myself.I headed straight home after that.
When I got back home,I watched some TV for a while and I also turned on my computer to warm it up so I could use it after I ate.I simply watched the early portion of the evening news for a bit while waiting for dinner to get done.
After eating,I watched a little bit more of the evening news and I also registered some of the bills at the Where's George site.I also managed to hit a couple of bills that were already registered on the site.I also did some more personal PC work while I was online and I did some internet browsing.I also ran an errand for my mom by going to a local drug store.When I was done doing that,I called the Drop-In Center and I had a talk with the lady that was there and that conversation went great.I will be calling them again tomorrow.
I am still feeling depression.I was in a depressive funk for most of the day.I have been having this funk for quite some time.I feel funky for the vast majority of the day but when the evening comes,it levels off a little.This is weird.I am hoping that the medication starts kicking in soon so I will feel better and I don't feel funky anymore.I am already getting sick of being in this funk.I am hoping to start feeling better soon.
Regarding my SSA struggles,I can safely say that this depression has had no impact on my struggles with SSA.
Tomorrow is the start of the weekend.I am hoping that the weekend will go well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the weekend ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling a little down.I had a pretty fair day today.
The work shift went smoothly.I simply did what I had to do in the allotted time and when I was finished,I bagged everything that was clean and I dropped it off at the rehab center.I headed for home.
On the way home,I stopped at a local Dollar General store to buy something that my mom needed.After paying for the item,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I simply laid down to try to take a nap because I was feeling a little sleepy.I slept for a little over 1/2 an hour.When I woke up,I watched a little bit of TV and I did some more personal PC work.I did some during the work day when I was on break and I decided to do some more at home after my day.I also watched the early portion of the evening news.
After eating,I watched the rest of the evening news for a while and I also did some more internet browsing.I also had another talk with the Drop-In Center and that conversation went well.I will be calling tomorrow.
The depression that I felt today was the main reason why the day was fair.Though the day went well,the depression that I felt made it harder.I was feeling funky for much of the day and though I have been taking my medication as directed and trying to get on with my life as usual,I am still feeling depressed throughout the day.Normally,it levels off in teh evening,but tonight,I am still feeling down.I want to feel better and I want to put an end to these funks that I have been feeling.I am hoping that I am out of this funk soon.
I am not having any issues regarding my SSA struggles.So far,the depression has had no impact on them.
Tomorrow is another work day.I am hoping that the shift goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling okay,although I am still feeling depression.I had a pretty fair day today.
The laundry pick-up went smoothly with no messes to clean up.I simply picked up the laundry and I dropped it off at the work site.When I arrived there,I sorted the laundry out and I had my lunch.After eating my lunch,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I watched a little bit of TV and I had a 1/2 hour nap on the sofa.I also watched a little bit more TV and I also ran an errand for my mom.I had to pick up something from a friend of my mom's house and after I was finished doing that,I went to a local supermarket to turn in some bottles and cans that had accumulated in the back seat of my vehicle over a period of time.I also wanted to make sure that there was room in the back seat so when grocery shopping happens,there is enough room in the back seat to put the groceries in there.I also went to a gas station to get a little bit of gas in my tank.I headed straight home after that.
When I got home,I watched a little bit of the evening news for a while and I also ate a light dinner while watching a little bit more of the evening news.After dinner,I did some more personal PC work and even had the opportunity to try out a new online game.
I am still feeling some depression.I was in a funk for much of the day.I don't know how I am going to go about getting out of this.I have been taking my medication and I have been trying to surround myself with others,including going to work.But it is not working.I want to get out of this funk and I am sick of feeling the way that I am feeling.I am hoping to get out of this funk soon.
As usual,my SSA struggles are not impacted by this depression that I am feeling.I am having no temptations to watch any pornography.I am hoping to get through tomorrow unscathed.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the shift goes smoothly.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling okay,but I am still feeling some depression.I had a pretty good day today.
The work day went smoothly.I also had a lot of laundry today to pick up.The pick-up also went smoothly with no messes to clean up.After I arrived at the work site to sort out the laundry and start a load,I hung out at the social club for a while.
After lunch,I decided to concentrate more on my job and hopefully,to get a lot more done.After I was finished,I bagged everything that was clean and dropped it off at the rehab center.I headed for home.
On The way home,I dropped off a couple of newspapers at a couple of houses and I headed straight home after that.
When I got home,I tried to relax and take a nap.All I got was a 1/2 hour lay down.I also read from a newspaper that I bought home.I also watched the early portion of the evening news.I also watched the later portion whiel eating a late dinner.
After eating,I decided to do some last minute personal PC work,which included some internet browsing.I also had a few small talks with the Drop-In Center throughout the evening.I had to make a few separate call intervals because they were really busy tonight and I couldn't get an awful lot in tonight while talking to them.But I managed to get a combined total of 15-20 minutes in and that was better than nothing.
The depression that I continue to feel is still with me.I felt funky for much of the day and I was really feeling sleepy as a result.I almost fell asleep on the job today.I was also feeling really downcasted.The people around me have said that I have made some progress but I am still feeling funky.I don't know why I am feeling this way.I want to feel better and I want to get over the funky feeling that I am currently feeling.I am hoping that the medications that I am currently taking will kick in real soon so I will start feeling better.I am getting sick of feeling the way that I am feeling.
Regarding my SSA struggles,the depression that I am feeling has had no impact on my struggles with SSA.I am also not having any temptations to act out,which includes watching pornography.I am hoping to get through tomorrrow unscathed.
Tomorrow is simply a pick-up day.I am hoping that the pick-up goes smoothly.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling a little bit better,though I am still feeling some depression.I had a pretty fair day today.
Today was my day off.I still had something that I had to do.I ate breakfast when I first woke up and I got ready for my appointment with the nurse practitioner over at the local hospital.I had plenty of time so I ran a few errands that I needed to run before I headed over to the hospital.I had to buy a few things that my mom needed at a local Dollar General store and I also went to a local pharmacy to pick up a prescription that I had refilled a few days ago.I just wanted to get these things done beforehand so they would be in the house and I could get on with my day.
After dropping all of these things off,I headed over to the hospital for my appointment with the nurse practitioner.
On the way,I stopped over at work to drop off something that I forgot to give back when I used it.It was a key that I put in my pants pocket and forgot was in there until yesterday.I dropped it off and I headed over to the local hospital.
The session with the nurse practitioner went well.She increased the dosage of my medication and I even got a new prescrition for another.After the session,I headed for home.
On the way home,I stopped at a local restaurant to have a light lunch and I also paid a visit to a "Buy Here Pay Here" car dealership.I didn't go there to buy a car.I haven't got any good money at the moment to even contemplate that.I just went there to look around and they did have some good stuff on the lot.After talking with some of the men that were there,I got back in my vehicle and I headed straight home.
When I got home,I relaxed and watched some TV and I did my personal PC work.It was quite a lot and I got it done within an hour.
After eating,I watched the evening news for a while and I also did some more personal PC work.I also dropped off some new prescriptions over at the local pharmacy,which I will have filled when I need them.I also had a talk with the Drop-In Center and the conversation went well.I will be calling them tomorrow.Overall,a pretty fair day.
I am still feeling depressed.I have been feeling funky throughout the day for quite some time but when the evening comes,it levels off.I am hoping to start feeling like myself again very soon because I am getting sick of this depressive stuff that I have been going through.Again,I am hoping that I am out of this funk very soon.
Regarding my SSA struggles,I am having no problems with that.I am also not having the temptation to watch any pornography at the moment.I am hoping to get through tomorrow unscathed.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the day goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling okay but a little down.I had a pretty fair day today.
I woke up out of a deep sleep by something that I can't remember.I don't know if it was a bad dream or by something that only I heard.But I got up out of bed and I watched a little bit of TV to help me get a little sleepy,which worked.I turned the TV off and I went right back to bed and slept for a little over 2 hours.
When I got out of bed for the day,I ate a quick breakfast and had a couple cups of coffee.I also remembered to take my morning medication and I did feel a little bit better.I also did my personal PC work and that only took me 1/2 an hour.I also did some browsing whiile I was online and that helped kill some time.After that,I proceeded to get on with my day.
In the early afternoon,I decided to finally get around to doing my laundry.I have been wanting to get around to doing that for the past few days and I finally got it done.The best thing about that was that the laundromat wasn't too crowded.There were only a few people there.It was also an unexpected surprise.I also had a light lunch while I was out.After the laundry was done,including me folding everything,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I put the laundry away and I relaxed a bit while watching TV.There really wasn't too much on but I did manage to watch a cartoon show.After that,I shut the TV off and just took it easy.
After eating,I watched the evening news for a while and I also did some more personal PC work.I even managed to have a talk with the Drop-In Center tonight and conversation went well.I will be calling again tomorrow night.
Throughout the day,I was still feeling down.The depression that I am currently going through is really taking a toll.I feel depressed and funky for most of the day but by the evening,it levels off.I know that I have been talking about this for quite some time.But the reason why I do is because I feel the more that I talk about it,the better I will feel.But it hasn't been working.I am still feeling down and funky and I really want to start feeling better.I have been taking my medication and while that has been helping me as far as sleep goes,it hasn't really started kicking in to help ease the depressive mood.I am hoping that I can get out of this funk very soon and I am also hoping that the medication starts kicking in soon enough.Because I am at the point where I am sick of being of being in this funk.I am hoping that there is something out there that will help me get over this.
Regarding my SSA struggles,I am not experiencing any issues nor problems.I am also not having the temptation to watch any pornography at the moment.I am hoping to get through tomorrow unscathed.
Tomorrow is my day off.I do have an appointment with the nurse practitioner tomorrow morning and I am hoping that the session goes well.I am alsp hoping to get a lot of positive advice out of this.I really need to get out of this funk.
That was my day today and my hopes for the start of the new week ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty fair day today.
Today,when I got up out of bed,I ate a quick breakfast and I did my personal PC work.It wasn't an awful lot and I got it done in under 1/2 an hour.After that,I proceeded to get on with my day.
After watching a little bit of TV,I went out to run a couple of errands.The first one was for myself and the next was for my mom.I had to get a couple of small things that were needed.The first thing that I had to get was for my vehicle and the next was something that my mom needed from a local supermarket.After getting all of these things,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I decided to take it easy for a bit and before eating,I bathed to get cleaned up.The bath was very refreshing and I was glad to take it.
After eating,I watched the evening news for a while and I did some more personal PC work.I even registered a few more bills at the Where's George site.I like to track my bills using that service and it is always fun to do.I did spend a little bit of money today and I am eagerly awaiting the e-mails to come to see where they will be next.
Though I am feeling okay,I was feeling depression yet again.I was in a funk for much of the day.This has been with me for the past several weeks and so far,the medication that I am taking hasn't really started to kick in.It has been helping me sleep and I am getting the sleep that I need but the depression that I have hasn't leveled up as far as the daytime goes.I mean,it levels up a little in the evening but I feel it mostly during the day.I am hoping to start feeling better soon.I am also hoping for a lot of support to come.I want to feel better and I want to start feeling better very soon.Again,I am hoping that I will feel better and that the medication I am taking starts to kick in very soon.
Regarding my SSA struggles,I am not having any problems.I am also not having the temptation to watch any pornography.I know that I have been saying this for a long time but the depression has had no affect on my struggles with SSA.I am now just struggling with depression and I am hoping that I don't have to struggle with this depressive funk for very long.I am already getting sick of it.Again,I am hoping to start feeling better soon where I can feel like myself again.
As for the rest of the weekend,I am planning on going to the laundromat to do my laundry.I really need to get that done.I am going to do that whether it rains or not.
That was my day today and my hopes for the rest of the weekend.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty good day today.
The work shift went smoothly.I simply did what I had to do in the alloted time and after it was finished,I bagged everything that was clean and I dropped it off at the rehab center.I headed for home after that.
On the way home,I stopped at the bank to cash my paycheck.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I dropped off everything that I needed to drop off and my mom and I headed back out to do some grocery shopping.
The grocery shopping took only 1/2 an hour.After we paid for and bagged the groceries,we headed straight home.
After unloading my vehicle,my mom put everything away and I parked my vehicle on the street before heading back into the house to stay home for the rest of the day.I had nothing else to do.
Right after that,my mom and I had a light dinner and I watched the evening news while eating.After that,I registered all the bills that I had at the Where's George site and they are now all on there.
Though I had a good day,I was still in a depressive funk.This has been with me for quite some time.I was in the funk for most of the day but in the evening,it leveled off.This is weird.I haven't felt this way before.I have been depressed before but these spells were temporary.They simply went away after a period of time.But this time,I have been in a depresive funk for quite some time.I have been taking my medication regularly but so far,it hasn't really started to work.I am just hoping to start feeling better really soon.If anyone out there can help,please do so.I could use some emotional support right now as I am feeling really down and I would like some people out there to help any way that they can.If anyone out there can help,please do so.Thanks.
Regarding my SSA struggles,I have no problems nor issues and I am not having the temptation to watch any pornography.I am hoping to get through the weekend unscathed.
Tomorrow is the start of the weekend and I have no plans.I am probably just going to take it easy and rest up.
That was my day today and my hopes for the start of the weekend ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling really down.I did have a pretty fair day today.
The work shift went smoothly.I simply did what I had to do in the alloted time and when I was finished,I simply bagged everything and I dropped it off at the rehab center.I headed for home.
On the way home,I went to the local hospital to pick up a few medictaion samples that I needed because I ran out of the previous ones that I had.I had to wait for about 20 minutes but I got them and I headed straight home after that.
When I got home,I got an unexpected surprise.My mom and I were planning to do some grocery shopping but my mom informed me that she changed her mind because she didn't feel like it.This really surprised me.I was hoping to get the shopping done but this unexpected turnaround really threw me.But I just brushed it off and I sat down to watch a little bit of TV.
I did some personal work on the computer for a while.It was just some e-mail work and a little bit of browsing.It did help kill some extra time that I had and after I was finished,I closed the internet off.
After eating a light dinner,I watched the evening news for a while and I did some more personal PC work.I really didn't have too much to do anyway so I browsed the internet for a while.
I have been feeling really down as of late.I felt the funk of depression for much of the day.Usually,it levels up in the early evening but tonight,I am still feeling funky.I don't know why I am feeling this way.I also don't want to feel this way anymore.I have been taking my medication for the past several weeks but so far,I haven't really felt it kick in.I am wondering how long will it take for this goldern medication to kick in.I am sick and tored of feeling this way.I want to start feeling better.If anyone out there has any advice on how I can get out,please share.Thanks.
Regarding my SSA struggles,I can say that the depression has not affected this.I am not having any problems nor issues.I am also not having the temptation to watch any pornography at the moment.I am hoping that I can get through tomorrow unscathed.
Tomorrow is another work day.I am hoping that the shift goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,I ma feeling okay.I had a pretty fair day today.
The laundry pick-up went smoothly.There were no messes to clean up.After dropping off the laundry and sorting it out at the work site,I had lunch and I proceeded to get on with my day.Before I left the house to do the pick-up,I did my personal PC work.
The only thing that I did do was that I did something for myself.I went to the local Wal-Mart to pick up a few things that I needed for myself.I also didn't have a problem picking them up as they were on the shelves as I needed them.After paying for them,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I sorted out the stuff that I bought.I also relaxed and watched a little bit of TV.It was the same old kids shows but it was better than nothing.I also laid down on my bed for a while because I was feeling tired and I did get a short nap in.I had really nothing else to do.
Toady,I was shocked at hearing about the death of Senator Ed Kennedy.His death,though inevitable,still came as a surprise.It is hard to believe that he is no longer with us.
After eating a light dinner,I watched the evening news for a while and I did some more personal PC work.I also had a talk with the Drop-In Center and that conversation went well.Overall,a pretty fair day.
I am still feeling some depression.I have been feeling this for quite some time.Though it has leveled off,I am still feeling the funk that I have been feeling for several weeks.I am hoping that I can get out of this.I am sick of feeling this way and I will do whatever it takes to get out.If anyone out there can give me any helpful advice,I would appreciate that.Thanks.
Regarding my SSA struggles,I am having no problems.I am also having no temptation to watch any pornography at the moment.I am hoping to get through tomorrow without any problems.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the shift goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty good day today.
The work day went smoothly.I did what I had to do in the allotted time and I also got some hang out time at the social club.After the work day was done,I bagged the clean laundry and I dropped it off at the rehab center.I headed straight home after that.
When I got home,I dropped off some of my personal stuff and I headed back out again.I went out to run an errand for my mom.She wanted me to pick up a few things at a local supermarket.
On the way there,I stopped to get some gas and I headed straight there.
When I got there,I managed to find everything that I was looking for with no problems and not having to ask any of the store associates.After paying for the items,I headed back home.
When I got home,I helped my mom unlaod and I relaxed for a bit.But I had to head back out again to pick up a couple more things.I headed over to another local supermarket to pick up those things and when I was done,I headed back home.
When I got home,I ate a light dinner and I watched the evening news for a while.I also had a talk with the Drop-In Center again but the conversation was cut short due to an urgent call that had come in while we were talking.I will be calling back a little later to finish what I have to say.
I am still feeling some depression.I was in a funk for much of the day.I also had a spell where tears were coming from my eyes while I was watching a music video online.This is the second occurance that I had.The forst was yesterday in the therapists office when I was talking about how I was feeling and tears were coming down from my eyes.This is the worst depressive spell that I have been in and I want to get out.I have been taking my medication and while it has been helping me sleep,it really hasn't kicked in yet to help the depression.I am hoping that it kicks in soon and that I am out of this funk really soon.I really hate the way that I am feeling and I just want to be out and feel the way that I used to feel.If anyone out there has any advice on how I can handle this depression and how I can get out,please share.Any advice would be appreciated.Thanks.
Regarding my SSA struggles,I am having no problems.I am also not having the temptation to watch any pornography and that is good.I am hoping to get through tomorrow unscathed.
Tomorrow is simply a pick-up day.I am hoping that the pick-up goes smoothly.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty fair day today.
Today was my day off.I still had something that I needed to do.Firstly,when I got up out of bed,I ate a quick breakfast and I had a couple cups of coffee.I also did my personal PC work.I did that in under 1/2 an hour.After that,I shut the computer down and I got ready for my appointment with the medication manager over at the local hospital.
The session went as well as expected.I told the medication manager exactly how I was feeling.I told her everything.Apparenntly,she told me that if my mood does not improve soon,I may have to spend a few days in the hospital's mental health ward.I told her that I hoped that it wouldn't come to that because of all my worries.But she assured me that if it should come to that,I'd have nothing to worry about.After the session,I left the hospital and I headed straight home.
When I got home,I took it easy for a while and I did some more personal work on my computer.I also registered a couple more bills at the Where's George site.I also played a few more games online and that helped ease me a little.
After eating,I watched the evening news for a while and I also did some more work on the computer.Overall,a pretty fair day.
I am still feeling depression.I have been in this funk for several weeks.I am hoping that I am out of this funk very soon.I am already sick of being in it.This is the worst that I have ever been in.As I have stated before,it is also weird in one way.I feel funky for much of the day but when the evening comes,it levels off.Again,I am hoping to be out of thsi funk very soon.
Regarding my SSA struggles,I am having no images nor cravings to engage in any sexual activity.I am also not having the tempatation to watch any pornography and that is good.I am hoping to get through tomorrow unscathed.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the day goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ