Thursday, December 01, 2011

Tonight,my road to recovery continues positively.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I bathed as usual when I woke up this morning.After my bath,I had my usual quick breakfast and my usual 2 cups of coffee.After that,I did my personal PC work and managed to finish it despite issues with Yahoo mail.After that,I got dressed and proceeded to get on with the rest of the day.
I had a spirituality group that I needed to attend and I was looking forward to it with a lot of enthusiasm.After the holiday last week,I was looking forward to it this week.
The group meeting was wonderful.After the meeting was over,I headed over to a local community kitchen for lunch and after that was over,I headed for home.
On the way home,I stopped at the local Big Lots to look around,but didn't really buy anything.After that,I headed over to the drug store to pick up my prescriptions.After paying for those,I headed straight home and that is where I stayed for the rest of the day as I had nothing else to do nor any place else to go.
When I got home,I relaxed and watched some TV for a while.
After eating,I watched the evening news for a while and I also did some more personal PC work.Overall,a pretty good day.
Though my recovery continues to go well,I am still dealing and struggling with the symptoms of depression.I am dealing with them on a one day at a time basis.I am still attending my therapy sessions.I am also taking my medication as directed.I am hoping to continue feeling better in the days and months ahead.
Regarding my SSA struggles,temptation still comes around.Each and every day,I am tempted to act out on my desires.I had a close call this morning when I was manipulating my genitals to achieve hardness or near hardness while visions of naked med danced in front of my eyes without even watching any pornography.I really need some support and encouragement here during this really rough period.If anyone out there can offer some words of encouragement and advice,please do so.Thanks.
Tomorrow,I have to take my car into the shop to get my emissions hose on my engine replaced.In the afternoon,I have an appointment with a sexual abuse support counselor.After that,I have no other plans.But whatever I do,I hope that it gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my plans and hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Wednesday, November 30, 2011

Tonight,my road to recovery continues positively.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the early morning and bathed.After my bath,I had my usual quick breakfast and my usual 2 cups of coffee.After breakfast,I did my personal PC work and afterwards,I got dressed to proceed with the rest of my day.
I first had lunch at a community kitchen and after that,I headed over to the organizational building to type up something that I needed to type up.After doing that,I headed for home.
On the way home,I stopped over at a local convenience store to pick up a few small things.After paying for those items,I headed straight home and that is where I stayed for the rest of the day as I had nothing else to do nor any place else to go.
When I got home,I relaxed and watched some TV for a while.
After eating,I watched the evening news for a while and I also did some more personal PC work.Overall,a pretty good day.
Though my recovery continues to go well,I am still dealing and struggling with the symptoms of depression.I am dealing with them on a one day at a time basis.I am still attending my therapy sessions.I am also taking my medication as directed.I am hoping to continue feeling better in the days and months ahead.
Regarding my SSA struggles,I am still being tempted to act out on a daily basis.I had a couple of close calls.One was last night while the other was this morning.The temptation to act out is really getting strong and I really don't know how long that I will be able to hold on or be strong in my resistance to the temptation.I could use some support and encouragement right now.If anyone can help,please do so the best way that you know how.I would really appreciate that.Thanks.
Tomorrow,I have a spirituality group that I will be attending.As for the rest of the day,I have no other plans.But whatever I do,I hope that it gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tuesday, November 29, 2011

Tonight,my road to recovery continues on a positive note.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,as usual,I woke up in the early morning and bathed.After my bath,I had my usual quick breakfast and my usual 2 cups of coffee.I also did my personal PC work and after that was finished,I got dressed and proceeded to get on with the rest of the day.
I did have quite a bit to do.I first went to a local garage for an emergency repair.My driver side headlight was out and I needed to replace the bulb.After that was done,which took a few minutes,I headed out to a local restaurant to have lunch.After my lunch,I dropped some newspapers off at certain peoples houses and after that was done,I headed straight home and that is where I stayed for the most of the day as I had nothing else to do nor any place else to go until the early evening.
When I got home,I simply helped my mom out with some small things and I relaxed and took it easy for a while.
After eating,I watched the evening news for a while and after running one more errand,I did some more personal PC work.Overall,a pretty good day.
Though my recovery continues to progress,I am still dealing and struggling with the symptoms of depression.I am dealing with them on a one day at a time basis.I am still attending my therapy sessions.I am also taking my medication as directed.I am hoping to continue feeling better in the days and months ahead.
Regarding my SSA struggles,so far,I am not being tempted to do anything.But last night,I did give into temptation by masturbating to more images of naked men with erect penises.I was at edge as a result of a couple of things that happened yesterday.While having lunch at a local community kitchen,a man all of a sudden started angrily wailing at another man there and it was scaring the daylights out of everybody,including me.After that,while on my way to groups,I was driving down a one way street to get there in the left lane,when all of a sudden,a driver in the right lane had the nerve to make a left turn from the right lane and I had to slam on my brakes to avoid crashing into him.Luckily,there was no crash and I continued on,but it was scary and I was really angry at this whole thing happening to me.I was still feeling at edge and that is what contributed to me giving in.This is the third consecutive relapse that I have had.I am just hoping that I don't give into the urge again as I do want to overcome this dreaded SSA and heal from it.I also want the desires to diminish as I continue in my healing as I know that acting out with another man won't give me the affirmation of my gender identity nor the feelings of authenticity that go with the affirmation of my gender identity.I am not giving up on this and I am going to continue marching forward.I just have to be careful in the long run.Again,any advice or ideas on how I can overcome this would be appreciated.Thanks.
As for tomorrow,I have made no plans.But whatever I do,I hope that it gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Monday, November 28, 2011

Tonight,my road to recovery continues to go well.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the early morning and bathed.I had a lot planned for today.I had to attend 2 groups in the early afternoon and I also had some small stuff that needed to get done.
But before I attended the groups,I had my usual quick breakfast and my usual 2 cups of coffee.I also did my personal PC work and after that was done,I got dressed to proceed with the rest of the day.
I did attend both groups.The first was a recovery group and the next was a work skills group.Both of the groups went as well as expected.I did get a lot out of the groups and I also got a lot out of positive output from them.After they were over,I headed for home.
On the way home,I stopped at a local supermarket to pick up some stuff that was needed for the home.After paying for those things,I headed straight home and that is where I stayed for the rest of the day as I had nothing else to do nor any place else to go.
When I got home,I relaxed and watched some TV for a while.
After eating,I watched the evening news for a while and I also did some more personal PC work.Overall,a pretty good day.
Though my recovery continues to go well,I am still having to deal with depression and it's symptoms.I am dealing with them on a one day at a time basis.I am still attending my therapy sessions.I am also taking my medication as directed.I am hoping to continue feeling better in the days and months ahead.
Regarding my SSA struggles,I am still being tempted to act out on my unnatural desires on a day to day basis.Late last night,I actually gave into temptation and I masturbated to images of naked men and them yearning for me to perform a sexual act of my fancy on them.It really made me feel miserable.I felt that there was 20,000 ton weight on me as a result of my giving in and acting out by masturbating to those images.The only thing that I can do is simply pick myself up and start all over again.I just have to be on guard the next time when that temptation rolls around.I am still open to ideas and suggestions on how I can resist the temptation and to completely blot out these images of naked men that keep creeping up in my mentality constantly.Anything is appreciated.Thanks.
As for tomorrow,I have made no plans.But whatever I do,I hope that it gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Sunday, November 27, 2011

Tonight,my road to recovery continues positively.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the early morning and bathed.After my bath,I had my usual quick breakfast and my usual 2 cups of coffee.After that,I did some or my personal PC work and I got dressed up in a suit to go to this morning's church service.I had a lot of anticipation this morning as I was looking forward to this morning's service with a lot of enthusiasm.
The service was wonderful.This service marked the beginning of advent,in which we celebrate the first coming of Jesus Christ,God's own son,and looking forward to his second coming.It was a really wonderful service and I really got quite a bit out of that.After having some wonderful fellowship with some of the people there,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I got out of my suit and into my usual casual clothes.Before I ate lunch,I had a couple of things that needed to get done.I first went to a local Dollar General store to pick up a bottle of dish detergent and after paying for that,I headed over to the local K-Mart to pick up a couple of things for myself.After paying for those items,I headed straight home and that is where I stayed for the rest of the day as I had nothing else to do nor any place else to go.
When I got home,I ate lunch and when my mom laid down,I watched a DVD while relaxing.
After eating,I watched the evening news for a while and I also did some more personal PC work.Overall,a pretty good day.
Though my recovery continues to be positive,I am still dealing and struggling with depression and it's symptoms.I am dealing with them on a one day at a time basis.I am still attending my therapy sessions.I am also taking my medication as directed.I am still hoping to continue feeling better in the days and months ahead.
Regarding my struggles with SSA,I am still being tempted to act out on my desires.Earlier this morning,I was in the midst of manipulating my genitals for the purpose of masturbation.But fortunately,I stopped myself before it could really develop.I took my bath and that was it.Still,I am once again being tempted to act out in other ways other than finding a male partner to act out with.I just have to keep strong and keep seeking the strength that I desperately need to resist all this temptation and hopefully,come out winning over this demon called SSA.It isn't an easy fight,but I know that I can win it if I continue trying hard enough.I am determined to be victorious over this demon and gain control of not only my emotions,which motivate me to continue masturbating,alongside the images of naked men that keep clouding my mind and to nip it in the bud.I can still use some advice.If anyone can share what worked for them,please do so.Thanks.
Tomorrow,I have 2 group meetings that I need to attend.After that,I have no other plans.But whatever I do,I hope that it gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Saturday, November 26, 2011

Tonight,my road to recovery continues positively.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the early morning and bathed.I was really hurrying with my bath as I was planning to go to my nieces and babysit for her while she went to work this morning.While drying up,my niece called and told me that I didn't have to come over and babysit because her live-in boyfriend was going to babysit for her rather than go hunting.Admittedly,I was a little disappointed as I was hoping to babysit her kids today.But after the phone call,I settled into my normal routine.
I had my usual quick breakfast and my usual 2 cups of coffee.After breakfast,I did my personal PC work and I also watched a little bit of TV for a while.
When the afternoon approached,I got dressed and proceeded to get on with the rest of the day.
I had only a little bit to do today.It wasn't very much.I simply had to go to a local supermarket to pick up one small thing that was needed and after paying for that,I headed straight home as I had nothing else to do nor any place else to go.
When I got home,I relaxed and took it easy for a while and also watched a DVD while doing so.
After eating,I watched the evening news for a while and I also did some more personal PC work.Overall,a pretty good day.
Though my recovery continues on a positive trek,I am still dealing and struggling with depression and it's symptoms.I have been dealing with them on a one day at a time basis.I am still attending my therapy sessions.I am also taking my medication as directed.I am hoping to continue feeling better in the days and months ahead.
Regarding my struggles with SSA,the temptation to give in was indeed as strong as ever.I did give in to the temptation to look at porn,but it wasn't videos of two or more men having sexual activity with each other.It was simply looking at pictures of naked men.I actually really gazed at the pictures and I was also trying to manipulate my genitals for the purpose of masturbation.But somehow,I managed to stop myself before it could go too far and got off the computer for a while.This was all in the late afternoon after I had gotten home from my shopping at the AMVETS thrift store in another county.I need to be on guard as to when the temptation to act out really comes around.It has been really strong and resisting the temptation to do that is extremely difficult to do.I am still looking for ways to resist temptation to act out on my desires and I am always open to suggestions.I want to be the man that God wants me to be and not what the world wants me to be,which is to stay trapped in the so called "Gay lifestyle" and act out on my desires when I get the opportunity as well as temptation to act out on them.I don't want to act out as acting out won't really get me what I need and want,which is affirmation of my male gender identity and the feeling of authenticity that goes along with the affirmation of my male gender identity.
Tomorrow,I will be attending the morning's church service and I am hoping to get a positive lot out of it.As for the rest of the day,I have nothing else planned.But whatever I do,I hope that it gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my plans and hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Friday, November 25, 2011

Tonight,my road to recovery remains positive.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the early morning and bathed.After my bath,I had my usual quick breakfast and my usual 2 cups of coffee.After breakfast,I did my personal PC work and I got dressed.I proceeded to get on with the rest of the day as I had something planned.
After having a quick lunch,I headed out to an AMVETS thrift store as they were having a 1/2 off everything you buy Black Friday sale and I wanted to see if I could find anything that I am looking for.
When I got there,I really looked around and I did find a few more vinyl albums and also,a few nice clothes to wear.After paying for the items,I headed for home.
On the way home,when I got back into my hometown,I stopped at a local supermarket to pick up a small thing that was needed for the home.After paying for that item,I headed straight home and that is where I stayed for the rest of the day as i had nothing else to do nor any place else to go.
When I got home,I relaxed and watched some TV while doing so.
After eating,I watched the evening news for a while and I also did some more personal PC work.Overall,a pretty good day.
Though my recovery from depression and it's symptoms is still going strong and positive,I am still dealing and struggling with that each and every day.I simply deal with them one day a time.I am still attending my therapy sessions.I am also taking my medication as directed.I am hoping to continue feeling better in this department in the near and distant future ahead.
Regarding my SSA struggles,I gave into temptation last night.Images of nude men with erect penises flooded my mind and I wound up manipulating my genitals to them and when my genitals were near hardness,I masturbated until I climaxed.I felt so miserable afterwards and also felt that I failed God and his son Jesus Christ.I also felt that I failed myself.I just sat in a chair wallowing in my failure and really feeling sorry for myself.I really want to get out of this SSA trap and I no longer want to feel sexual feelings towards other men.I want to change into the man that not only I want to be.But,most importantly,the man that God wants me to be.I am still determined to be that and really defeat this demon known as SSA.I am reminded day in and day out that this struggle and the work to overcome this struggle is an extremely difficult one indeed.I am reminded by each failing and relapsing and each misery that I feel when I do fail and relapse.I am still determined to beat this and I am going to keep at it.In no way am I going to seek out a male sexual partner for the purposes of acting out on my desires with him.I already know that acting out won't give me what I really want and need,which is affirmation of my male gender identity and the authenticity that I want to feel when I get that affirmation of my gender identity.That is all that I really want and ask for.Again,my goal is to simply reach the plateau that I need and also want to reach.I am not quitting until I reach it.
As for the rest of the holiday weekend,I have made no plans.But whatever I choose to do,I hope that it does give me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the rest of the holiday weekend ahead.I am still in the fight against the dreaded demon known as SSA,but I am still going to fight that demon at all times.I am never giving up.That is right.I am never giving up until I reach that plateau that I want to reach.FJ

Thursday, November 24, 2011

Happy Thanksgiving,Everybody who reads.
Tonight,my road to recovery continues positively,but I had a roller coaster ride of a day today as things started out promising,but hit a ditch.
Today,as usual,I woke up in the early morning and bathed.After my bath,I had my usual quick breakfast and my usual 2 cups of coffee.I did my usual personal daily PC work and after that,I got dressed.I proceeded to get on with the rest of the day,but as stated,the day was really a rocky roller coaster ride.
There was a change of plans regarding having dinner today.At first,we were going to have it at our house with my locally living sister and her son,my nephew,coming over.But things changed because my sister bought a huge turkey and she invited my mom and I to come over to her house.We said okay and thanked her.
But things did hit a snag as the morning was winding down.My mom wound up with a terrible headache and also felt very hot.She talked to my sister and said that she wasn't feeling well and all and that she felt that I should only go and have dinner and that she should stay home and rest.My sister agreed and after I did a few more important personal stuff at home,I headed over there.
I didn't stay too long.After eating,I had some small talk with my sister for a while and after that,I headed straight home as there wasn't really anything that I could do as a result of it being a holiday and all.
I simply stayed home when I got there and relaxed while watching a movie on the DVD player.I also kept looking after my mom the rest of the day and I hoped that she would be feeling better before the day was over with.
After a while of resting and with my mom starting to feel a little bit better before the end of the day,I actually did some more personal PC work and made a few phone calls to friends to see how they were doing.Overall,a pretty rough roller coaster ride of a day and I am hoping that tomorrow will be a much better day.
Though my recovery continues to be positive despite some obstacles that I am still working to overcome,I am still dealing and struggling with the symptoms of depression.I am dealing with them on a one day at a time basis.I am still attending my therapy sessions.I am also taking my medication as directed.I am hoping to continue feeling better in the days and months ahead.
Regarding my struggles with SSA,I did give into temptation last night.I simply masturbated after manipulating my genitals with my own hands and when they were near hardness,I masturbated.The trigger for that was images of nude men with erections wanting me to satisfy them sexually with my mouth.There was also a little bit of pornography involved with that as well as I also viewed some Gay themed pornography alongside that.I really felt miserable after giving into temptation and I felt like that I had failed God and myself by giving into that temptation.The sexual feelings that I feel for members of my own gender are really tearing me apart and today's negative happenings also made the struggle as little bit more worse as I was also distracted many times while trying to get personal things done online and otherwise.Fortunately,I managed to get the things that needed to get done accomplished and I did feel marginally better.I am just hoping that the rest of the day and the last several days of this month go by without anything to make my struggles even worse.I am hoping that my mom won't start getting terribly sick on any day as this current month is winding down.I am just hoping that my SSA struggles will start easing up so I can go on with the process of healing and really arrive at the point that I want to be,which is the man that not only I want to be,but the man that God wants me to be,which is a happy,well adjusted Heterosexual man,which is what God intended all humans,both male and female,to be.I am hoping to reach that much needed plateau soon.
Tomorrow,I have plans to go to an AMVETS thrift store in the next county and take advantage of their 1/2 off everything you buy Black Friday sale.I am hoping to find some really great things there.For the rest of the day,when I get home,I will simply relax and take it easy and enjoy the rest of the holiday weekend.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead,as I am still fighting the good fight to overcome SSA and to finally reach that plateau that I want and yearn to reach.Hopefully,one day,I will finally reach it.FJ

Wednesday, November 23, 2011

Tonight,my road to recovery continues positively.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the early morning and bathed.After my bath,I had my usual quick breakfast and my usual 2 cups of coffee.After breakfast,I did my personal PC work and I got dressed to proceed with the rest of the day.
I really didn't have too much to do.Since it is the day before the holiday,I simply spent the day just doing some last minute stuff.I had to make sure that things were ready for when the holiday truly approaches.I had to go to a local supermarket to pick up a few more things that were needed for the holiday.After paying for them,I stopped at a gas station to get some gas and after that was done,I headed for home.
On the way home,I stopped at a friends house to see how he was doing.After spending a few minutes with him,I headed straight home and that is where I stayed for the rest of the day as I had nothing else to do nor any place else to go.
When I got home,I simply relaxed and watched a DVD while doing so.
After eating,I watched the evening news for a while and I also did some more personal PC work.Overall,a pretty good day.
Though my recovery continues to go positively,I am still having to deal and struggle with depression and it's symptoms.I am dealing with them one day at a time.I am still attending my therapy sessions.I am taking my medication as directed.I am hoping to continue feeling better in the days and months ahead.
I am fully aware that I haven't discussed anything regarding my struggles with Homosexuality/Same Sex Attachment Disorder(SSA).But lately,I have been really having a very difficult uphill battle regarding my struggles.I have given into temptation on many occasions.I have watched online pornography and I have also masturbated to that online porn as well.I have also masturbated without watching porn.In those instances,I have been talking to myself pretending that there is another man in the room with me and we talk about sex and of me performing oral sex on him.Also,I have been manipulating my genitals to almost hardness as a result of erectile dysfunction that I am also struggling with alongside the unwanted SSA that I am trying to overcome.When my genitals are at near hardness,I simply masturbate until I climax.Afterwards,I feel miserable as a result of that falling short of what I want to accomplish and strive for,which is overcoming this dreaded demon known as SSA and to be the man that not only that I want to be.But the man that God through his son Jesus Christ wants me to be,which is a healthy and happy Heterosexual,as humans, both male and female are meant and supposed to be.As a result of my constant falling short,I am feeling down,miserable and dirty.I so desperately want to overcome this dreaded SSA and I would really like someone,preferably a male who I can trust,confide and connect with in a healthy authentic manner,to really help me out and show me how I can overcome these nasty habits that I have that only reaffirm the sexual identity that I am seeking to change,which is Homosexuality,and keeps me far away from what I want to accomplish.If anyone out there can help,please do so.I am open to any suggestions and ideas.I would like to know for any man like me,what did you do to resist the temptations to give into those feelings without seeking another male partner for the sake of having sexual activity with him.The reason why most men struggling with SSA like myself masturbate is to try and connect to their lost maleness,but in reality,it doesn't do that.It is simply acting out on the unnatural and sinful desires that are emotional in origin and need to be corrected authentically by positive interaction with other man in a healthy and authentic setting.Again,any help,especially by Christian men who have successfully overcame SSA and anything having to do with it,would be appreciated.Thanks.
Tomorrow is the holiday.I will simply be staying home and taking it easy.My sister who lives locally will also be having dinner with us as she will be all alone this year and has nobody else to spend it with.That is all that I have planned for tomorrow.
That was my day today and my plans for the day ahead,including the state of my current struggles with SSA and how I can be advised to help me resist the temptation to act out on the desires associated with SSA in other forms other than seeking male partners for sexual activity.Again,any help or advice,especially by those who are Christian who have successfully overcome SSA and anything to do with it,is appreciated.Thanks in advance for anything.FJ

Tuesday, November 22, 2011

Tonight,my road to recovery continues positively.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the early morning and bathed.After my bath,I had my usual quick breakfast and my usual 2 cups of coffee.After breakfast,I did my personal PC work and got dressed to proceed with the rest of the day.
After getting dressed,I headed over to a local supermarket to pick up a couple of things.After paying for those items,I headed over to another one to exchange something that I picked up by mistake to get something else that I meant to pick up.After doing that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I put the groceries away in their proper places and I relaxed for a bit.I had to make an important phone call in the early afternoon before I set out to do anything else.
After the phone call,I headed over to Best Buy to pay a bill that was due on Friday,but I wanted to pay it now so it would be paid on time,though it was a few days early as I wanted to do it before the holiday came around.After that,I headed straight home and that is where I stayed for the rest of the day as I had nothing else to do nor any place else to go.
When I got home,I relaxed and watched some TV for a while.
After eating,I watched the evening news for a while and I also did some more personal PC work.Overall,a pretty good day.
Though my recovery continues on a positive road,I am still dealing and struggling with the symptoms of depression.I am dealing with them on a one day at a time basis.I am still attending my therapy sessions.I am also taking my medication as directed.I am hoping to continue feeling better in the days and months ahead.
As for tomorrow,I have made no plans.But whatever I do,I hope that it gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Monday, November 21, 2011

Tonight,my road to recovery continues to be positive.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the early morning and bathed.After my bath,I had my usual quick breakfast and my usual 2 cups of coffee.After breakfast,I did my personal PC work and I proceeded to get on with the rest of my day as I had quite a few things planned.
I had a couple of groups that I had to attend today.The first was a recovery group and that went pretty good.The second was a work skills group where I needed to learn some skills necessary in order to stay working and how to improve my relationships with my colleagues around work.The latter group was also another success and after that,I headed for home.
On the way home,I stopped at a local supermarket to pick up one small thing and after paying for that,I headed straight home and that is where I stayed for the rest of the day as I had nothing else to do nor any place else to go.
When I got home,I relaxed and took it easy for a while.
After eating,I watched the evening news for a while and I also did some more personal PC work.Overall,a pretty good day.
Though my recovery continues to progress on a positive level,I am still dealing with the symptoms of depression.I am dealing with them on a one day at a time basis.I am still attending my therapy sessions.I am also taking my medication as directed.I am hoping to continue feeling better in the near and distant future.
As for tomorrow,I have no other plans.But whatever I do,I hope that it gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Sunday, November 20, 2011

Tonight,my road to recovery continues positively.I had a pretty good and eventful day today.
Today,I woke up in the early morning and bathed.I was really hurrying through it and when I was finished,I had my usual quick breakfast and my usual 2 cups of coffee.After that,I got dressed up and headed over to the church for this morning's service.I had a lot of anticipation for this and was also looking forward to the service with gusto.I had already done my personal PC work before leaving and I was glad that it was done.
The service was wonderful.I really enjoyed the sermon and I did get a lot out of the fellowship with all the other people.After that was over,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I got out of my suit and into casual clothes to proceed with the rest of the day as I had only a few things to do.
I first had a quick lunch and after that,I headed out to do what I needed to do.
I first headed over to a gas station to get some gas and after that,I headed over to the local Super Wal-Mart to pick up something that we needed for Friday's dinner.After doing that,I headed straight home and I was staying home for the rest of the day as I had nothing else to do nor anyplace else to go.
When I got home,I put away what I had bought and I relaxed and took it easy for a while.
After eating,I watched the evening news for a while and I also did some more personal PC work.Overall,a pretty good and eventful day.
Though my recovery continues to be positive,I am still struggling and dealing with the symptoms of depression.I am dealing with them on a one day at a time basis.I am still attending my therapy sessions.I am also taking my medication as directed.I am hoping to continue feeling better in the days and months ahead.
Tomorrow,I have a couple of groups that I need to attend.Apart from that,I have nothing else planned.But whatever I do,I hope that it gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Saturday, November 19, 2011

Tonight,my road to recovery continues to be positive.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the early morning and bathed.After my bath,I had my usual quick breakfast and my usual 2 cups of coffee.I did my personal PC work and after that,I got dressed to proceed with the rest of the day.
I didn't really have too much to do.I simply had only a few errands that needed to be run around the city.Since I am still living with my mom at home,I have to really get out there and really do everything that needs to be done in order for the individual day to be complete.
I went to a local supermarket to pick up several things that the home needed and after that,I proceeded to go to the local Super Wal-Mart to pick some stuff that was also needed for the home.After paying for those things,I headed for home.
On the way home,I stopped in to see a friend to see how he was doing and after a few minutes with him,I headed straight home and I stayed there for the rest of the day as I had nothing else to do nor any place else to go.
When I got home,I relaxed and popped a DVD in the DVD player and watched it.
After eating,I watched the evening news for a while and I also did some more personal PC work.Overall,a pretty good day today.
Though my recovery continues to be positive,I am still dealing and struggling with the symptoms of depression.I am dealing with them on a one day at a time basis.I am still attending my therapy sessions.I am also taking my medication as directed.I am hoping to continue feeling better in the days and months ahead.
Tomorrow,I am planning to attend the morning's church service and after that,I have nothing planned as of yet.But whatever I do,I hope that it gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my plans and hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Friday, November 18, 2011

Tonight,my road to recovery continues positively.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the early morning and bathed.After my bath,I had my usual quick breakfast and my usual 2 cups of coffee.After breakfast,I did my personal PC work and proceeded to get on with the rest of my day.
After fixing my mom's breakfast,I went out to the bank to withdraw some money.After that,I headed over to a local supermarket to pick up a couple of things.After doing that,I headed straight home and that is where I stayed for the rest of the day as I had nothing else to do nor anyplace else to go.
When I got home,I relaxed and watched A DVD while doing so.
After eating,I watched the evening news for a while and I also did some more personal PC work.Overall,a pretty good day.
Though my recovery continues to go positively,I am still dealing and struggling with the symptoms of depression.I am dealing with them on a one day at a time basis.I am still attending my therapy sessions.I am also taking my medication as directed.I am hoping to continue feeling better in the days and months ahead.
As for tomorrow,I have made no plans.But whatever I do,I hope that it gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Thursday, November 17, 2011

Tonight,my road to recovery continues positively.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the early morning and bathed.After my bath,I had my usual quick breakfast and my usual 2 cups of coffee.After breakfast,I did my personal PC work and I got dressed to proceed with the rest of the day.
I had a spirituality group that I needed to attend today.I was having high hopes for the group today as I was fully prepared for the group.Before heading for the group location,I had to pick up a new pair of glasses from the eye doctor in town and after that,I headed over to the group location.
The group went better than expected.I did get a lot out of it and after it was over,I headed over to a local kitchen to have lunch.After I was done eating,I headed straight home and that is where I stayed for the rest of the day as I had nothing else to do nor anyplace else to go.
When I got home,I relaxed and popped a DVD in the DVD player.
After eating,I watched the evening news for a while and I did some more personal PC work.Overall,a pretty good day.
Though my recovery continues positively,I am still dealing and struggling with depression and it's symptoms.I am dealing with them on a one day at a time basis.I am still attending my therapy sessions.I am also taking my medication as directed.I am hoping to continue feeling better in the days and months ahead.
As for tomorrow,I have made no plans.But whatever I do,I hope that it gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Wednesday, November 16, 2011

Tonight,my road to recovery continues positively.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the early morning and bathed.After my bath,I had my usual quick breakfast and my usual 2 cups of coffee.After breakfast,I did my personal PC work and after that was done,I proceeded to get on with the rest of my day.
I had only one thing planned for today.I headed over to the post office to mail out and important letter and after that was done,I headed over to a local supermarket to pick up a few more things that were needed for the home.After that was done,I headed straight home and that is where I stayed for the rest of the day as I had nothing else to do nor anyplace else to go.
When I got home,I relaxed and watched some TV for a while.
After eating,I watched the evening news for a while and I also did some more personal PC work.Overall,a pretty good day.
Though my recovery continues positively,I still have to deal and struggle with depression and it's symptoms.I am dealing with them on a one day at a time basis.I am still attending my therapy sessions.I am also still taking my medication as directed.I am hoping to continue feeling better in the days and months ahead.
Tomorrow,I have a spirituality group that I will be attending and I am hoping that this goes well.As for the rest of the day,I have made no other plans.But whatever I do,I hope that it gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ

Tuesday, November 15, 2011

Tonight,my road to recovery continues positively.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the early morning and bathed.After my bath,I had my usual quick breakfast and my usual 2 cups of coffee.After that,I did my personal PC work and I proceeded to get on with the rest of the day.
I had only one small errand to run and that was to go to a local supermarket to pick up a few small things.After paying for them,I headed for home.
On the way home,I stopped at a few friends houses to see how they were doing.After spending a few minutes with them,I headed straight home and that is where I stayed for the rest of day as I had nothing else to do nor any place else to go.
When I got home,I relaxed and watched some TV for a while.
After eating,I watched the evening news for a while and I also did some more personal PC work.Overall,a pretty good day.
Though my recovery continues positively,I am still dealing and struggling with the symptoms of depression.I am dealing with them on a one day at a time basis.I am still attending my therapy sessions.I am also taking my medication as directed.I am hoping to continue feeling better in the days and months ahead.
As for tomorrow,I have made no plans.But whatever I do,I hope that it gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Monday, November 14, 2011

Tonight,my road to recovery continues positively.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the early morning and bathed to clean up.After my bath,I had my usual quick breakfast and my usual 2 cups of coffee.I also did my personal PC work and I got ready to proceed with the rest of the day as I had plenty on my agenda today.
I had tow groups that I needed to attend today.The first was a local recovery group and that went great.I also attended a group to further enhance my work skills and that also went as well as expected.After the latter group was over,I headed for home.
On the way home,I stopped at a local supermarket to pick up a couple of things that were needed for the home and after that,I headed over to see how a friend was doing and after a few minutes with him,I headed straight home and that is where I stayed for the rest of the day as I had nothing else to do nor anyplace else to go.
When I got home,I relaxed and took it easy for a while.I also watched a DVD while doing so.
After eating,I watched the evening news for a while and I also did some more personal PC work.Overall,a pretty good day.
Though my recovery continues to be positive,I am still dealing and struggling with the symptoms of depression.I am doing so on a one day at a time basis.I am still attending my therapy sessions.I am also taking my medication as directed.I am hoping to continue feeling better in the days and months ahead.
As for tomorrow,I have made no plans.But whatever I choose to do,I hope that it give me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Sunday, November 13, 2011

Tonight,my road to recovery continues on a positive note.I had a very good and eventful day today.
This morning,I woke up in the early morning morning hours and bathed.After bathing,I had my usual quick breakfast and my usual 2 cups of coffee.After that,I swiftly did my personal PC work and got dressed up to attend the morning's church service.I am always eagerly awaiting the following Sunday ever since I started going back to church at the start of September and it has always been wonderful.
This morning was no exception.It was yet another wonderful service with quite a few more people in attendance.We also had a children's choir entertain us yet again and that was terrific.I again had some wonderful fellowship with the people before and after the service and the people,including the pastor,have been very loving and accepting towards me.I am eagerly awaiting next Sunday's worship service as I left there this morning with a smile on my face.I headed straight home.
When I got home,I got out of my suit and into my casual clothes.I was preparing to go to the laundromat to do my laundry as I had a tremendous lot.After getting it ready,I headed for there.
On the way there,I stopped at a local pizzeria to pick up a few pizza slices.I also went into a nearby convenience store to get a small bottle of milk for drinking.After that,I headed for the laundromat.
When I arrived there,I immediately found a machine ready to be used and I started my laundry.I had two big loads and it was going to take some time.After the wash,it was to the dryer that they went.After it was all done,I folded and bagged everything and I headed straight home and that is where I stayed for the rest of the day as I had nothing else to do nor any place else to go.
When I got home,I put all of my laundry away and I relaxed and watched a DVD while doing so.
After eating,I watched the evening news for a while and I also did some more personal PC work.Overall,a very good and eventful day.
Though my recovery continues positively,I am still dealing and struggling with the symptoms of depression.I am dealing with them on a one day at a time basis.I am still attending my therapy sessions.I am also taking my medication as directed.I am hoping to continue feeling better in the days and months ahead.
Tomorrow,I have a couple of groups that I will be attending.I might even attend an anger management support group tomorrow evening if time permits.After that,I have no other plans.But whatever I do,I hope that it gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Saturday, November 12, 2011

Tonight,my road to recovery continues to be on a positive track.I had a pretty good today.
Today,I woke up in the early morning and bathed to clean up.After my bath,I had my usual quick breakfast and my usual 2 cups of coffee.After that,I did my personal PC work and got dressed.I had some important stuff that I needed to do.
I first headed over to the bank to withdraw some money for my mom and myself.After that,I headed straight home with the money as I was going to register them on Where's George before using them for anything.
When I got home,I immediately went to my computer and I registered all the money on the site and after stamping them,I proceeded to get on with the rest of the day.
After having a quick lunch at home,I headed over to a local fabric store to pick up some embroidery yarn for my mom and after paying for that,I headed for home.
On the way home,I stopped to see a friend of mine and after a few minutes with him,I headed straight home and I stayed there for the rest of the day.
When I got home,I relaxed and took it easy for a while and I watched a little bit of TV while doing so.
After eating,I watched the evening news for a while and I also did some more personal PC work.Overall,a pretty good day.
Though my recovery continues positively and I have not been in any ruts for a long time,I am still dealing and struggling with the symptoms of depression.I am dealing with them on a one day at a time basis.I am still attending my therapy sessions.I am also taking my medication as directed.I am hoping to continue feeling better in the days and months ahead.
Tomorrow,I will be attending church as usual and in the afternoon,I will be doing my laundry.I hope that everything works out well for me tomorrow.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Friday, November 11, 2011

Happy Veteran's Day to all the veterans past and present in the USA and Canada,which they call Remembrance Day.
Tonight,my road to recovery continues positively.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the early morning hours,though I did have a hard time trying to wake up and stay awake,and I bathed.After my bath,I had my usual quick breakfast and my usual 2 cups of coffee.After that,I did my personal PC work and I got ready to proceed with the rest of the day.I really didn't have too much planned since today is a legal holiday as there was no mail delivery and the banks were all closed.After finishing on my PC,I got dressed and left the house for a while.
I had only one thing planned this early afternoon.I simply went to a local community kitchen to have lunch and after I was done eating,I headed straight home as I had really nothing else planned until my mom asked me to get her some pills to help relieve her pain,which I went to purchase after relaxing at home for a while and took it easy.While I was out,I received a much awaited phone call regarding a job prospect and I called back and left a message and I was hoping that I would hear from them again before the end of the day.
After coming home with the pain medication,I relaxed again for a while.
After eating,I watched the evening news for a while and I also did some more personal PC work.Overall,a pretty good day.
Though my recovery continues positively,I am still dealing and struggling with the symptoms of depression.I am dealing with them on a one day at a time basis.I am still attending my therapy sessions.I am also taking my medication as directed.I am hoping to continue feeling better in the days and months ahead.
Tomorrow,I will be going to the bank to hopefully withdraw some money.After that,I have no other plans.But whatever I do,I hope that it gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Thursday, November 10, 2011

Tonight,my road to recovery continues positively.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the early morning and bathed.After my bath,I had my usual quick breakfast and my usual 2 cups of coffee.After breakfast,I did my personal PC work and I got dressed.I had a busy day planned and I wanted to get everything done.
I first attended a spiritual group in the late morning and that went wonderfully well.After that,I had some places that I needed to go.
I first stopped at a local kitchen to have lunch and after I was done eating,I stopped at a book store to buy a book and some more used vinyl.After paying for them,I headed over to the local K-Mart to pick up a few things that I needed.After paying for those items,I headed over to the local Super Wal-Mart to pick up a gallon of milk.After paying for that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I put the milk away and I put everything else that I needed to put away in their proper places.I relaxed and I watched some TV while relaxing.I just needed to unwind for a while after being on my feet all day up to that point.
After eating,I watched the evening news for a while and I also did some more personal PC work.But my day wasn't over yet.I still had one more thing on my agenda before I could call it a night.
I was supposed to babysit for my niece,but things changed.My niece called tonight 20 minutes before I was supposed to go over there and informed us that she wasn't feeling very good.She said that she was feeling sick and wasn't going to go into work as a result of that.I was a little disappointed,but things do happen.After this change,I got out of my clothes and changed into my pajamas to get ready for turning in for the night.Overall,a pretty good day.
Though my recovery continues to go positively,I am still dealing and struggling with the symptoms of depression.I am dealing with them on a one day at a time basis.I am still attending my therapy sessions.I am also taking my medication as directed.I am hoping to continue feeling better in the days and months ahead.
As for tomorrow,it will be Veteran's Day,I have no plans.But whatever I do,I hope that it gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Wednesday, November 09, 2011

Tonight,my road to recovery continues positively.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the early morning later than usual and bathed.After my bath,I had my usual quick breakfast and my usual 2 cups of coffee.I also did my personal PC work and after that,I got ready to proceed with the rest of my day.
I had quite a lot to do and I wanted to get them done as quickly as possible.I first headed over to the bank to withdraw some money for my mom and I headed over to the nearby Target to get a gift card for one of my grand nieces.I also had a little bit of shopping to do at one of the local bargain outlet stores and after I was finished there,I headed over to the local Super Wal-Mart to pick up one last thing.After paying for that,I headed straight home and that is where I stayed for the rest of the day as I had nothing else to do nor anyplace else to go.
When I got home.I relaxed and watched a little TV.
After eating,I watched the evening news for a while and I also did some more personal PC work.Overall,a pretty good day.
Though my road to recovery continues positively,I am still dealing and struggling with the symptoms of depression.I am dealing with them on a one day at a time basis.I am still attending my therapy sessions.I am also taking my medication as directed.I am hoping to continue feeling better in the days and months ahead.
Tomorrow,I have a spirituality group that I will be attending.As for the rest of the day,I have made no other plans.But whatever I do,I hope that it gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tuesday, November 08, 2011

Tonight,my road to recovery continues positively.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the early morning and bathed.After my bath,I had my usual quick breakfast and my usual 2 cups of coffee.I had a busy day planned and I just wanted to be ready,willing and able for the day as it progressed.
Today is Election Day and I went to vote at the polling place that was assigned to me by the county board of elections and after that,I went to pay my car insurance,which needed to be paid for.After that,I headed straight home to do what my mom needed me to get done.I went to the post office to have money orders made to pay the bills and after that was done,I headed over to a friends house to see how he was doing.After spending a few minutes with him,I headed straight home and that is where I stayed for the rest of the day as I had nothing else really planned nor any place else to go.
When I got home,I relaxed and watched some TV for a while.
After eating,I watched the evening news for a while and I also did some more personal PC work.Overall,a pretty good day.
Though my recovery continues positively,I still have to struggle and deal with the symptoms of depression.I have been dealing with them on a one day at a time basis.I am still attending my therapy sessions.I am also taking my medication as directed.I am hoping to continue feeling better in the days and months ahead.
As for tomorrow,I have made no plans.But whatever I do,I hope that it gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Monday, November 07, 2011

Tonight,my road to recovery continues positively.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the early morning and bathed to clean up.After my bath,I had my usual breakfast and my usual 2 cups of coffee.After breakfast,I did my personal PC work and I proceeded to get on with the rest of the day as it was going to be very eventful.
I had an appointment with the nurse practitioner over at the local hospital.I had a lot to talk with her about what had been going with me since our last session,including all the changes that I made in my life and how the changes could be affecting me personally.I also had to tell her about what the doctor at the local health center said about the headaches that I have been getting each and every time that I wake up in the morning.
The session went better than expected.After the session,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I relaxed and watched a little TV.
After eating,I watched the evening news for a while and I also did some more personal PC work.But my day wasn't finished.I still had one more thing on my agenda for tonight.
The last thing that I had was that I had to babysit for my niece again.She had to go into work and I agreed to babysit for her while she did.Like last night,her kids were already upstairs sleeping and it was very quiet.After my niece got home,I headed straight home and when I got there,I put my pajamas on and got ready to go to sleep.Overall,a pretty good day.
Though my recovery continues positively,I am still dealing and struggling with the symptoms of depression.I am dealing with them on a one day at a time basis.I am still attending my therapy sessions.I am also taking my medication as directed.I am hoping to continue feeling better in the days and months ahead.
As for tomorrow,I have made no plans as of yet.But whatever I do,I hope that it gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Sunday, November 06, 2011

Tonight,my road to recovery continues positively.I had a very good and eventful day today.
Today,I woke up in the early morning and bathed quickly.I wanted to get ready for the morning's activities.After bathing,I ate my usual quick breakfast and my usual 2 cups of coffee.After doing my personal PC work,I got dressed up and headed for church for the morning's service.
The service was really wonderful.The sermon was terrific and the fellowship before and after the service was wonderful.After everything was over,I headed straight home and had a smile on my face that wouldn't leave.
When I got home,I got out of my suit and into my casual clothes.I had a light lunch and after that,I headed out to do some shopping at the local Super Wal-Mart.
When I got there,I had no problem locating everything that I was looking for.After paying for everything,I headed for home.
On the way home,I stopped in to see a friend to see how they were doing.After spending a few minutes with him,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I relaxed and watched an old TV show episode that I had on DVD.After that,I put on one of the record albums that I bought yesterday and did some more personal PC work.
After eating,I watched the evening news for a while and I did some more personal PC work.The day wasn't over for me as of yet.I still had one more thing on my agenda before calling it a night.I had to babysit for my niece while she went to work.
It was very quiet over at my niece's house.Her kids,my grand nieces and grand nephew,were already in bed while I babysat and when my niece came home from her job after a little over and hour,I headed straight home and after that,I called it a night.
When I got home,I changed into my pajamas and got ready to go to sleep.Overall,a pretty good and eventful day.
Though my recovery continues positively,I am still dealing and struggling with the symptoms of depression.I am dealing with them on a one day at time basis.I am still attending my therapy sessions.I am also taking my medication as directed.I am hoping to continue feeling better in the days and months ahead.
Tomorrow,I have an appointment with the nurse practitioner at the local hospital.After that,I have no other plans.But whatever I do,I hope that it gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Saturday, November 05, 2011

Tonight,my road to recovery continues positively.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the early morning and bathed quickly.I wanted to make sure that I was ready and able to go the meeting that I planned to attend today.After my bath,I had my usual quick breakfast and my usual 2 cups of coffee.After that,I got dressed and headed over to the meeting.
The meeting was excellent.We finished watching a video on Fatherhood and it's many challenges and after some discussion,we all left for home.
On the way home myself,I had to stop at a local garage here in the city to have my left rear turn signal bulb replaced because the left turn signal kept blinking fast and since I already knew that the left signal bulb needed replacing and I had to have it done legally because I didn't want to take a chance of any police in any are pulling me over for that as the fine is pretty stiff.It only took 20 minutes to get fixed.After it was fixed,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I fixed my mom some breakfast,did my personal PC work and also,I swept the back porch of all the dried leaves that were on there to prevent them from mixing with the snow and causing really severe ice patches on it when Winter does indeed get here.It only took me 10 minutes to do and after it was finished,I headed over to see a friend to see how he was doing.
After spending a few minutes with him,I headed over to a local supermarket to pick up a few things that my mom wanted me to get.After paying for those articles,I headed straight home and that is where I stayed for the rest of the day as I had nothing else to do nor any place else to go.
When I got home,I relaxed and took it easy for a while and I also watched some TV while doing so.
After eating,I watched the evening news for a while and I also did some more personal PC work.Overall,a pretty good day.
Though my recovery continues on a positive road,I am still dealing and struggling with the symptoms of depression.I am dealing with them on a one day at a time basis.I am still attending my therapy sessions.I am also taking my medication as directed.I am hoping to continue feeling better in the days and months ahead.
Tomorrow,I am going to attend church in the morning and as for the rest of the day,I have no other plans.But whatever I do,I hope that it gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my plans and hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Friday, November 04, 2011

Tonight,my road to recovery continues on a positive note.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the early morning and bathed.I had a lot planned and I wanted to get everything done.After my bath,I had my usual quick breakfast and my usual 2 cups of coffee.After breakfast,I did my personal PC work and got dressed.I proceeded to get on with the rest of my day.
I had a lot planned.I first went to the bank to pay a bill and after that,I headed over to the local Sears to pay another bill.After that,I headed over to a hair place to get my hair cut and after that was done,I headed over to a local used record store to pick up a few albums that were being held for me.After paying for them,I headed straight home and that is where I stayed for the rest of the day as I had nothing else to do nor anyplace else to go.
When I got home,I relaxed and took it easy for a while.I also watched some TV while doing so.
After eating,I watched the evening news for a while and I also did some more personal PC work.Overall,a pretty good day.
Though my recovery continues positively,I am still dealing and struggling with the symptoms of depression.I am dealing with them on a one day at a time basis.I am still attending my therapy sessions.I am also taking my medication as directed.I am hoping to continue feeling better in the days and months ahead.
Tomorrow,I have a Men's Network group that I will be attending in teh morning.As for the rest of the day,I have no other plans.But whatever I do,I hope that it gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Thursday, November 03, 2011

Tonight,my road to recovery remains positive.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the early morning and bathed.After my bath,I had my usual quick breakfast and my usual 2 cups of coffee.After eating breakfast,I did my personal PC work and I got dressed to proceed with the rest of my day.
I first went to a spiritual group that I now attend every Thursday.I was having high hopes and anticipation leading up to that group and I was hoping for a wonderful session.
The meeting went as wonderful as expected.I got a lot out of it and I left for home after the meeting let out.
On the way home,I stopped at the local K-Mart to pick up a cell phone minutes card to add more minutes and to extend my phone service so it won't expire.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I added the minutes to my cell phone and extended the service and after that,I headed back out again to do some more much needed grocery shopping and after that was done,I headed straight home and that is where I stayed for the rest of the day.
When I got home,I put the groceries in their proper places and I relaxed and took it easy for a while.
After eating,I watched the evening news for a while and I also did some more personal PC work.Overall,a pretty good day.
Though my recovery continues positively,I am still dealing and struggling with the symptoms of depression.I am dealing with them on a one day at a time basis.I am still attending my therapy sessions.I am also taking my medication as directed.I am hoping to continue feeling better in the days and months ahead.
As for tomorrow,I have made no plans.But whatever I do,I hope that it gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Wednesday, November 02, 2011

Tonight,my road to recovery continues positively.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the early morning and I bathed.After my bath,I had my usual quick breakfast and my usual 2 cups of coffee.After breakfast,I did my personal PC work and I got dressed.I proceeded to get on with the rest of my day.
I only had a few small errands to run.I went to a local supermarket to pick up several things that my mom wanted to get for the home and after paying for those things,I went to the local Super Wal-Mart to check out some watches.After that,I headed for home.
On the way home,I stopped to check up on a friend to see how he was doing.After a few minutes with him,I headed straight home and that is where I stayed for the rest of the day as I had nothing else to do nor any place else to go.
When I got home,I put all the groceries away and I relaxed and took it easy as I watched a little bit of TV.
After eating,I watched the evening news for a while and I also did some more personal PC work.Overall,a pretty good day.
Though my recovery continues positively,I am still dealing and struggling with the symptoms of depression.I am dealing with them on a one day at a time basis.I am still attending my therapy sessions.I am also taking my medication as directed.I am hoping to continue feeling better in the days and months ahead.
Tomorrow,I have a spiritual group that I will be attending.After that,I have made no plans.But whatever I do,I hope that it gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tuesday, November 01, 2011

Tonight,my road to recovery continues positively.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the early morning and bathed to clean myself up.After my bath,I had my usual quick breakfast and my usual 2 cups of coffee.After that,I did my personal PC work and got dressed to proceed with the rest of the day.
I didn't have too much to do.I simply had only a few errands that I needed to run.I first went to a local supermarket to pick up a few things that were needed for the home and after that,I went to the local Super Wal-Mart to pick up a few more things.After paying for those items,I headed straight home and that is where I stayed for the rest of the day as I had nothing else better to do.
When I got home,I relaxed and took it easy while watching a little TV.
After eating,I watched the evening news for a while and I also did some more personal PC work.Overall,a pretty good day.
Though my road to recovery continues on a positive note,I am still dealing and struggling with the symptoms of depression.I am dealing with them on a one day at a time basis.I am still attending my therapy sessions.I am also taking my medication as directed.I am hoping to continue feeling better in the days and months ahead.
As for tomorrow,I have made no plans.But whatever I do,I hope that it give me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Monday, October 31, 2011

Tonight,my road to recovery continues positively.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the early morning and I bathed.After my bath,I had my usual quick breakfast and my usual 2 cups of coffee.After breakfast,I did my personal PC work and I got dressed.I proceeded to get on with the rest of my day as I had a very busy day planned for today.
Today,I first went to my recovery group in town,which went well,and after that,I had to head over to my general medical doctor's office to see what has been causing my headaches each and every time that I wake up in the morning.
The session went great.The doctor gave me a prescription for a high blood pressure medication that I have to take at night before going to sleep and I also have to have blood work done,see a local neurologist and also,to have a cat scan done on my head.I have to do all of this before making a new appointment with them.I headed for home afterwards.
On the way home,I stopped at the drug store to drop off the prescription to get filled.I headed straight home after that.
When I got home,I relaxed and took it easy for a while.
After eating,I watched the evening news for a while and I also went out to pick up my prescription after it was filled.I headed straight home and I stayed home for the rest of the night.I also did some more personal PC work.Overall,a pretty good day.
Though my recovery continues positively,I am still dealing and struggling with the symptoms of depression.I am dealing with them on a one day at a time basis.I am still attending my therapy sessions.I am also taking my medication as directed.I am hoping to continue feeling better in the days and months ahead.
As for tomorrow,I have made no plans.But whatever I do,I hope that it gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Sunday, October 30, 2011

Tonight,my road to recovery continues positively.I had a pretty good and eventful day today.
Today,I woke up in the early morning and bathed.I had a big day planned.I was going to church this morning and I was really looking forward to it with a lot of enthusiasm.After my bath,I had my usual quick breakfast and my usual 2 cups of coffee.After that,I did some personal PC work before getting dressed up to attend the morning's church service,which again,I was looking forward to with a lot of enthusiasm.
The service this morning was wonderful.It also lasted nearly half an hour longer than usual as we had a visiting presenter and a children's choir to entertain us with a song.But overall,it was really wonderful and I a, looking forward to next weeks service.I went straight home with a smile on my face and a good feeling within me.
When I got home,I helped my mom out around the house for a bit and I did a little bit more personal PC work.After that,I had to head out to a couple of stores to pick up a couple of things that were needed.After paying for those items in each of those stores,I headed straight home and that is where I stayed for the rest of the day as I had nothing else to do nor anyplace else to go.
When I got home,I relaxed and watched a movie in my DVD player.
After eating,I watched the evening news for a while and I also did some more personal PC work.Overall,a pretty good and eventful day.
Though my road to recovery continues positively,I am still dealing and struggling with the symptoms of depression.I am dealing with them on a one day at a time basis.I am still attending my therapy sessions.I am also taking my medication as directed.I am hoping to continue feeling better in the days and months ahead.
Tomorrow,I have to attend a recovery group meeting in the early afternoon.I also have a doctor's appointment shortly after that.As for the rest of the day,I have no other plans.But whatever I do,I hope that it gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my plans and hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Saturday, October 29, 2011

Tonight,my road to recovery continues positively.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the early morning and took my bath.After bating,I had my usual quick breakfast and my usual 2 cups of coffee.After eating breakfast,I did my personal PC work and after getting dressed,I proceeded to get on with the rest of my day.
I first went out to have lunch and after that,I headed over to a local store to pick up a few things that were needed for the home.After paying for those items,I headed straight home and that is where I stayed for the rest of the day as I had nothing else to do nor anyplace else to go.
When I got home,I simply relaxed and watched TV for a while.
After eating,I watched the evening news for a while and I also did some more personal PC work.Overall,a pretty fair day.
Though my recovery continues on a positive route,I am still dealing and struggling with the symptoms of depression.I am dealing with them on a one day at a time basis.I am still attending my therapy sessions.I am also taking my medication as directed.I am hoping to continue feeling better in the days and months ahead.
Tomorrow,I will be attending church as usual and after that,I have no other plans.But whatever I choose to do,I hope that it gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Friday, October 28, 2011

Tonight,my road to recovery continues positively.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the early morning and I bathed.After my bath,I had my usual quick breakfast and my usual 2 cups of coffee.After eating,I did my personal PC work and I got dressed.I proceeded to get on with the rest of my day.
I really didn't have too much to do.It was yet another cold and dreary day here in my hometown.I first headed over to a local restaurant to have myself a light lunch.After that,I headed over to an ice cream place to have a small bowl of ice cream.After I was done with that,I headed over to a local supermarket to pick up some stuff that was needed for the home.After I was done shopping,I headed straight home and that is where I stayed for the rest of the day as I had nothing else to do nor any place else to go.
When I got home,I relaxed and watched some TV for a while.
After eating,I watched the evening news for a while and I also did some more personal PC work.Overall,a pretty good day.
Though my recovery continues to go positively,I am still dealing and struggling with the symptoms of depression.I am dealing with them on a one day at a time basis.I am still attending my therapy sessions.I am also taking my medication as directed.I am hoping to continue feeling better in the days and months ahead.
As for tomorrow,I have made no plans.But whatever I do,I hope that it gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Thursday, October 27, 2011

Tonight,my road to recovery continues positively.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the early morning and bathed.After my bath,I had my usual quick breakfast and m,y usual 2 cups of coffee.After breakfast,I got dressed,did my personal PC work and proceeded to get on with the rest of my day.
I had a spirituality group to attend today and I was looking forward to that with a lot of positive anticipation.Apparently,I heard that this was one popular group and I felt that I should give it a try.I felt that since I am now going back to church,I felt that this would be a welcome addition to church going as well.
The meeting was nice.I got quite a bit out of it and after it was finished,I headed straight home because I knew that my mom needed some help and I wanted to be there to help her.
When I got home,I helped prepare my mom's breakfast.After that,I simply relaxed and prepared for my eye doctor's appointment.This appointment was for me to get a new pair of glasses and I also was positively anticipating this.
The appointment went as well as expected.After I was finished with the doctor,I headed for home.
On the way home,I stopped at a few stores to pick up a few things that were needed for the home.After I was done with that,I headed straight home and that is where I stayed for the rest of the day as I had nothing else to do nor any place else to go.
When I got home,I relaxed and watched some TV for a while.
After eating,I watched the evening news for a while and I also did some more personal PC work.Overall,a pretty good day.
Though my recovery continues positively,I am still dealing and struggling with the symptoms of depression.I am dealing with them on a one day at a time basis.I am still attending my therapy sessions.I am also taking my medication as directed.I am hoping to continue feeling better in the days and months ahead.
As for tomorrow,I have made no plans.But whatever I do,I hope that it gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Wednesday, October 26, 2011

Tonight,my road to recovery continues positively.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,II woke up in the early morning and bathed.After my bath and shave,I had my usual quick breakfast and my usual 2 cups of coffee.After breakfast,I did my personal PC work and got dressed.I proceeded to get on with the rest of the day as I had very little to do.
After getting my appointment information for tomorrow from the eye doctor,I headed out to the local Super Wal-Mart to pick up a fitted sheet that my mom wanted me to get for her bed and after paying for that,I headed over to a friend's place to see how he was doing.After spending a few minutes with him,I headed straight home and that is where I stayed for the rest of the day as I had nothing else to do nor any place else to go.
When I got home,I helped my mom put her new fitted sheet on and after that,I relaxed and watched a movie that I popped into my DVD player.
After eating,I watched the evening news for a while and I also did some more personal PC work.Overall,a pretty good day.
Though my recovery continues positively,I am still having to deal and struggle with the symptoms of depression.I am dealing with them on a one day at a time basis.I am still attending my therapy sessions.I am also taking my medication as directed.I am hoping to continue feeling better in my recovery in the days and months ahead.
Tomorrow,I will be attending a spiritual group at the organization.I also have an appointment with the eye doctor and I am hoping that both go well.After that,I have no other plans.But whatever I do,I hope that it gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tuesday, October 25, 2011

Tonight,my road to recovery continues positively.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the early morning and bathed.After my bath,I had my usual quick breakfast and my usual 2 cups of coffee.After that,I got dressed and headed over to the bank to get a money order to pay the water bill so the city wouldn't shut off our water.After that was paid,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I immediately started my personal PC work.After that was done,I got dressed yet again and proceeded to get on with the rest of my day.
I didn't really have too much to do.I simply ran yet another important errand today as I had really nothing else better to do.I went to a local supermarket to pick up some stuff that was needed for the home.After paying for those things,I headed straight home and that is where I stayed for the rest of the day as I had nothing else to do nor anyplace else to go.
When I got home,I relaxed and took it easy for a while.I also watched some TV while doing so.
After eating,I watched the evening news for a while and I did some more personal PC work.Overall,a pretty good day.
Though my recovery continues positively,I am still having to deal and struggle with the symptoms of depression.I am dealing with them on a one day at a time basis.I am still attending my therapy sessions.I am also taking my medication as directed.I am hoping to continue feeling better in the days and months ahead.
As for tomorrow,I have made no plans.But whatever I do,I hope that it gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Monday, October 24, 2011

Tonight,my road to recovery continues positively.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the early morning and had my bath.After that,I had my usual quick breakfast and my usual 2 cups of coffee.After having my morning meal,I did my personal PC work and proceeded to get on with the rest of my day after getting dressed.I had a busy day planned for today and I wanted to get through it with everything working out.
I had only a few things on my agenda.I had a couple of group meetings to attend today and I was approaching these with a high level of positive anticipation and enthusiasm.The groups were for recovery and learning work skills.
The group meetings were wonderful.I got an awful lot out of them and after leaving the area where the groups were,I headed over to a local supermarket to pick up a few things that were needed for the home.After paying for those items,I headed straight home and that is where I stayed for the rest of the day as I had nothing else planned nor any place else to go.
When I got home,I relaxed and took it easy for a while.
After eating,I watched the evening news for a while and I also did some more personal PC work.Overall,a pretty good day.
Though my recovery continues positively,I am still dealing and struggling with the symptoms of depression.I am dealing with them on a one day at a time basis.I am still attending my therapy sessions.I am also taking my medication as directed.I am hoping to continue feeling better in the days and months ahead.
Tomorrow,I will be going out in the early morning to pay the water bill so our water will stay on.After that,I have no other plans.But whatever I do,I hope that it gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Sunday, October 23, 2011

Tonight,my road to recovery continues positively and strong.I had a very good and eventful day today.
Today,I woke up in the early morning and bathed.I had a lot of positive anticipation this morning as I was getting cleaned up and shaved to attend the morning's church service.After my bath,I had my usual quick breakfast and my this time,since I had a hard time trying to stay awake,I had 3 cups of coffee.After my morning meal,I quickly got my personal PC work out of the way and afterwards,I got dressed up quickly and drove to the church to attend the morning's worship and have fellowship with the members afterwards.
As usual,the service was wonderful and had some really great talks with everyone after it was all over.After that,I headed straight home to get ready for the afternoon.
After helping my mom prepare her breakfast,I got all my dirty clothes together to get done at the laundromat.I had quite a load and I needed to get it done because I am low on my personal clothes and today seemed like the right day to do them.
On the way to the laundromat,I stopped at a pizzeria to get a few slices of pizza for lunch and I also went to a small convenience store to pick up a small bottle of milk.After that,I stopped at the local Super Wal-Mart to pick up a small can of pineapple for dinner tonight and a loaf of bread.After that,I headed straight for the laundromat to do my laundry.
When I got there,I immediately found a machine available and started my laundry.After that,I washed my hands and sat down to eat my lunch while waiting for my laundry to get done,which took almost an hour and a half.
After it was done,including drying time,I folded and bagged everything and headed straight home and that is where I stayed for the rest of the day as I had nothing else to nor anyplace else to go.
When I got home,I put my laundry away in it's proper place and I relaxed while watching a movie that I put into the DVD player.
After eating,I watched the evening news and I also did some more personal PC work.Overall,a very good and eventful day.
Though my recovery continues to go well,I am still dealing and struggling with the symptoms of depression.I am dealing with them on a one day at a time basis.I am still attending my therapy sessions.I am also taking my medication as directed.I am hoping to continue feeling better in the days and months ahead.
Tomorrow,I have a couple of groups that I need to attend and I am hoping to get around to paying the water bill as well.After that,I have no other plans.But whatever I do,I hope that it gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Saturday, October 22, 2011

Tonight,my road to recovery continues positively.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the early morning and bathed.After bathing,I got dressed and had my usual quick breakfast.I also had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After doing my personal PC work,I headed off to the bank and deposited some money into the account and after that business was done,I headed straight home for the rest of the morning.
When I got home,I relaxed and took it easy for a while.I also watched some TV while doing so.
When the afternoon came,I headed back out to run some much needed errands.They were only a few small ones that I needed to get out of the way,but they were well worth it.After they were done,I headed straight home and that is where I stayed for the rest of the day as I had nothing else to do nor any place else to go.
When I got home,I relaxed and watched some TV for a while.
After eating,I watched the evening news for a while and I also did some more personal PC work.
Though my recovery continues to be positive,I am still dealing and struggling with the symptoms of depression.I am dealing with them on a one day at a time basis.I am still attending my therapy sessions.I am also taking my medication as directed.I am hoping to continue feeling better in the days and months ahead.
Tomorrow,I will be attending the morning's church service.In the afternoon,I will be doing my laundry at the laundromat.That is all that I have planned for tomorrow.
That was my day today and my plans for the day ahead.FJ

Friday, October 21, 2011

Tonight,my road to recovery continues positively.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the early morning and bathed.After bathing and shaving,I had my usual quick breakfast and my usual 2 cups of coffee.After breakfast,I did my personal PC work and when I was finished,I got dressed and proceeded to get on with the rest of my day.
I had only one small thing on my agenda.I had to go to a local supermarket to pick up something that my mom needed for dinner tonight.I didn't have a problem locating what I had to buy for her.After paying for the item,I headed straight home and that is where I stayed for the rest of the day as I had nothing else to do nor any place else to go.
When I got home,I put the groceries away and I relaxed and watched TV for a while.
After eating,I watched the evening news for a while and I also did some more personal PC work.Overall,a pretty good day.
Though my recovery continues positively,I am still dealing and struggling with the symptoms of depression.I am doing all of that on a one day at a time basis.I am still attending my therapy sessions.I am also taking my medication as directed.I am hoping to continue feeling better in the days and months ahead.
As for tomorrow,I have made no plans.But whatever I do,I hope that it gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Thursday, October 20, 2011

Tonight,my road to recovery continues on a positive route.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the early morning and bathed.After that,I got dressed and had my usual quick breakfast and my usual 2 cups of coffee.After that,I did my personal PC work.I also watched only a tad bit OF TV.After all of these things,I simply decided to carry on with the rest of the day as I had only a few small things that I needed to do.
I first went to a local supermarket to pick up a few things that were needed for the home.After that,I headed over to the public library to type up a couple of important business letters that needed to be typed up.After that was done,I headed straight home and that is where I stayed for the rest of the day as I had nothing else to do.
When I got home,I relaxed and watched TV for a while.
After eating,I watched the evening news for a while and I also did some more personal PC work.Overall,a pretty good day.
Though my recovery continues positively,I still have to deal and struggle with the symptoms of depression.I am dealing with them on a one day a time basis.I am still attending my therapy sessions.I am also taking my medication as directed.I am hoping to continue feeling better in the days and months ahead.
As for tomorrow,I have no other plans.But whatever I do,I hope that it gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Wednesday, October 19, 2011

Tonight,my road to recovery continues positively.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the early morning and bathed.After bathing,I had my usual quick breakfast and my usual 2 cups of coffee.I did my personal PC work,relaxed and watched a little TV and got dressed afterwards.I really didn't have too much planned for the day as the day was cold and rainy.
I had only one thing to do.I simply went to a local supermarket to pick up a few more things that were needed for the home.After that,I headed for home.
On the way home,I stopped to see how a friend was doing.After spending a few minutes with him,I headed straight home and that is where I stayed for the rest of the day as I had nothing else to do nor any place else to go.
When I got home,I simply relaxed and took it easy for a while.
After eating,I watched the evening news for a while and I also did some more personal PC work.Overall,a pretty good day.
Though my recovery continues on a positive note,I am still dealing and struggling with the symptoms of depression.I am dealing with them on a one day at a time basis.I am still attending my therapy sessions.I am also taking my medication as directed.I am hoping to continue feeling better in the days and months ahead.
Tomorrow,I have no plans.But whatever I do,I hope that it gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tuesday, October 18, 2011

Tonight,my road to recovery continues positively.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the early morning and bathed to clean up.After that,I shaved and after getting dressed,I had my usual quick breakfast and my usual 2 cups of coffee.I proceeded to do my personal PC work and relaxed while watching TV.
The only real big thing on my agenda was that I had to take my mom to a local eye doctors office in the city so she could get her new prescription eye glasses made.The only thing that she needed to do was choose a frame and after that,the glasses would be made and they told her that it would take a week to get them done.After that was done,I dropped her off at home and ran a small errand that I needed to run.
I went to a local supermarket to pick up a few small things that were needed.After paying for those items,I headed straight home and that is where I stayed for teh rest of the day as I had nothing else to do nor anyplace else to go.
When I got home,I relaxed and too it easy for a while and I also watched TV while doing so.
After eating,I watched the evening news for a while and I also did some more personal PC work.Overall,a pretty good day.
Though my recovery continues to be positive,I am still dealing and struggling with the symptoms of depression.I am dealing with them on a one day at a time basis.I am still attending my therapy sessions.I am also taking my medication as directed.I am hoping to continue feeling better in the days and months ahead.
As for tomorrow,I have made no plans.But whatever I choose to do,I hope that it gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Monday, October 17, 2011

Tonight,my road to recovery continues positively.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in very early morning and bathed.After my bath and shave,I had my usual quick breakfast and my usual 2 cups of coffee.I also did my personal PC work and after that was done,I relaxed and watched a little TV for a while.
As the morning was winding down,I got dressed and proceeded to get on with the rest of my day.I had a pretty busy day going for me today and I wanted to make sure that I was ready and able to do everything that I set out to do.
After getting gas at a gas station,I headed over to a group meeting that I had to attend as it was my assignment to do so.It was a meeting on stress management and I wanted to get an awful lot out of it.I had high hopes and positive anticipation riding on this one.
The meeting went better than I thought it would.After it was over,I headed over to a local hardware store to look into getting a space heater for the room where my computer is in so the room will stay warm when Winter starts coming.
After buying the heater,I headed straight home and that is where I stayed for the rest of the day as I had nothing else to do nor any place else to go.
When I got home,I set up the heater and I plugged it in to test it.The heater actually works and it feels very warm.I am glad that I got this for my computer room as it is the coldest room in the house.
After the hook-up,I relaxed and watched a little TV.
After eating,I watched the evening news for a while and I also did some more personal PC work.Overall,a pretty good day.
Though my recovery continues to be positive,I still have to deal and struggle with the symptoms of depression.I am dealing with them on a one day at a time basis.I am still attending my therapy sessions.I am also taking my medication as directed.I am hoping to continue feeling better in the days and months ahead.
Tomorrow,I have to take my mom to a local eye doctors office so she can get her new glasses made.After that,I have no other plans.But whatever I do,I hope that it gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Sunday, October 16, 2011

Tonight,my road to recovery continues positively.I had a very good and eventful day today.
Today,I woke up in the early morning and bathed.I bathed for almost 1/2 an hour and after drying up and shaving,I had my usual quick breakfast and my usual 2 cups of coffee.After that,I got dressed up and I drove to church for a class on family relations and to attend the 10:30am service afterwards.
Everything,including the service,was wonderful.I also had talks with the people and they also were wonderful to talk to.I got a lot out of that today with the sermon and the accompanying fellowship,it was truly wonderful.After all the talk,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I got out of my suit and dressed into casual clothes.I had a quick lunch and after that,I fixed my mom's breakfast.I proceeded to get on with the remainder of my day after I was finished with my personal PC work.
On the way to a local hardware store,I stopped over to see how a friend was and after a few minutes with him,I headed to the hardware store to look over some space heaters that they had in stock.After looking them over,I headed over to the local K-Mart to pick up another small thing that I had forgotten yesterday when I was in the store.After paying for that,I headed for a local supermarket to pick up a couple of other small things.After paying for those,I headed straight home and that is where I stayed for the rest of the day as I had nothing else to do nor any place else to go.
When I got home,I relaxed and took it easy for a while.I also watched some TV while doing so.
After eating,I watched the evening news for a while and I also did some more personal PC work.Overall,a very good and eventful day.
Though my recovery continues to be positive,I still have to deal and struggle with the symptoms of depression.I am dealing with them on a one day at a time basis.I am still attending my therapy sessions.I am also taking my medication as directed.I am hoping to continue feeling better in the days and months ahead.
Tomorrow,I have a support group meeting that I will be attending.After that,I have no other plans.But whatever I do,I hope that it gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Saturday, October 15, 2011

Tonight,my road to recovery continues positively.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the early morning bathed.After bathing,I had my usual quick breakfast and my usual 2 cups of coffee.After that was done,I got dressed and proceeded to get on with the rest of my day.
I first headed over to the public library to do some printing from the internet.After that was done,I headed over to a local supermarket to pick up a small thing needed.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I fixed my mom some breakfast and I was hoping to take her to Sears to look at some refridgerators,but due to the extreme weather of high winds and heavy rain,we stayed home.My mom simply laid down again and I relaxed for a while.
I had only two more things to do before calling it a day.I went to the local K-Mart to pick up a few important things and last but not least,I stopped at the local Super Wal-Mart to pick up one small thing.After paying for that,I headed straight home and I stayed there for the rest of the day as I had nothing else to do and no place else to go.
When I got home,I simply relaxed and watched some TV.
After eating,I watched the evening news for a while and I also did some more personal PC work.Overall,a pretty good day.
Though my recovery is progressing and I haven't really felt any sadness as of late,I am still dealing and struggling with the symptoms of depression.I am dealing with them on a one day a time basis.I am still attending my therapy sessions.I am also taking my medication as directed.I am hoping to continue feeling better in the days and months ahead.
Tomorrow,I will be attending church.As for the rest of the day,I have nothing else planned.But whatever I choose to do,I hope that it gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Friday, October 14, 2011

Tonight,my road to recovery continues positively.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the early morning and bathed.After that,I shaved and had my usual quick breakfast.I also had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After that,I watched a little TV,did my personal PC work and got dressed.I proceeded to get on with the rest of my day as I had a few things that I needed to do.
I first stopped at a local gas station to get some gas and after that,I headed over to the local shopping mall to look around in Sears for a new refridgerator.After looking around,I stopped over at a nearby supermarket to pick up a few things that my mom needed.After paying for those items,I headed straight home and that is where I stayed for the rest of the day as I had nothing else to do nor anyplace else to go.
When I got home,I watched a little TV while I relaxed.
After eating,I watched the evening news for a while and I did some more personal PC work.Overall,a pretty good day.
Though my recovery continues positively,I still have to deal and struggle with the symptoms of depression.I am dealing with them on a one day at a time basis.I am still attending my therapy sessions.I am also taking my medication as directed.I am hoping to continue feeling better in the days and months ahead.
As for tomorrow,I have made no plans.But whatever I do,I hope that it gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ