Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty fair day today.
Today,I woke up in the early morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I reduced some of my e-mail load and after that,I relaxed for much of the morning.I was still feeling tired as mid morning approached and I decided to simply have my usual quick breakfast and after that,I laid down for a little over an hour to rest and get rid of some of the drowsiness.After I got back up,I showered quickly and when I was finished with that,I did my personal PC work and I simply relaxed and watch a portion of a movie that I put into the DVD player,but got bored while watching it and turned it off.I did a little bit more personal PC work and later on,I started to prepare my evening meal.I stayed home today due to it being a rainy day and I had nothing to do and no place to go.
After eating,I watched a classic TV episode on a DVD set that I have.I also did a little bit more personal PC work.Later on,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty fair day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
While my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward,I am still in my daily struggles against BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA,which is the most difficult of the two for me.Today,I was overwhelmed by repeated temptations.I was tempted when I was laying down.I was also tempted when I was trying to relax and watch the movie.I went to my Heavenly Father and I prayed for strength in the name of his son Jesus Christ.I prayed for the strength to help me fight and resist these overwhelming urges.In prayer,I kept telling Satan and his minions to hit the road as James 4:7b says to "Resist the devil and he will flee from you",but I am learning more and more when you fight and resist temptations,even with the help from the sovereign Lord and creator,Heavenly Father,and his son Jesus Christ,the temptations keep coming back stronger and the more resistance is put up,the more stronger the temptations will be.I prayed and I prayed until the temptations were reduced to nil.When I was finished praying,I felt better and much stronger.I knew and believed that my Heavenly Father gave me the strength that I asked for and I did feel it.I am still working on making it a habit to go to my Heavenly Father and ask him for that strength whenever these temptations come around.Fellow blog followers and readers,I am again asking that y'all continue to keep me in your prayers and also,please don't forget to leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.I still need both your prayerful and positive verbal support daily and often.Yes,I do.I need to know that I am not alone in this particular struggle and both your prayerful and especially,your continued positive verbal support both reaffirms and reassures that I am not alone in this particular struggle.Please continue in prayer for me.I also ask that you please leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to all of you for your continued prayerful and positive verbal support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do and provide.
As for tomorrow,I haven't got anything planned.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Happy Labor Day to my fellow USA citizens.
Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a fairly decent day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I showered quickly and when I was finished,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I did my personal PC work and after that,I got dressed to proceed with the rest of the day.
I didn't have too much to do today.I simply ran a few errands.I also paid a visit to a couple of people who I hadn't seen in a while.I also did some shopping at a local Dollar Tree store and picked up a couple of burgers from a local Burger King,which I had for my dinner with some heated up macaroni and cheese.After I ate,I relaxed while watching a DVD and did some more personal PC work.After that was done,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a fairly decent day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
While my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward,I am still in my daily struggles against BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA,which is the most difficult of the two for me.Today,though it is,I didn't have any problems with temptations.But last night,as I was trying to get some sleep,temptations really started to hit me.I was tempted to act out by fantasies and lusting as sexual images of men were clouding my mind.This time,I went to my Heavenly Father in prayer and asked for strength in the name of his son Jesus Christ.I prayed and prayed until the temptations were reduced to nil.When I was finished praying,I went right to sleep and slept soundly for the rest of the night.That temptation last night was a close call.Satan and his minions can strike at any minute at any time.I still need to stay on guard and be watchful as they can strike at any time when least expected.Last night,thanks to my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ,I barely escaped.I now need to work on habitually going to my Heavenly Father in prayer and ask for strength in the name of his son Jesus Christ.I need to show these unnatural sexual desires that I have that I own them and not the other way around.Fellow blog followers and readers,please continue to keep me in your prayers and also,please don't forget to leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.I need both your prayerful and positive verbal support daily and often.Please continue to pray for me.Please leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to all of you for your continued prayerful and positive verbal support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do and provide as they provide power that surpasses all of humanity.
As for tomorrow,I haven't made any plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a wonderful and eventful day today.
Today,I woke up in the early morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I showered quickly and after my shower,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I got dressed up in dress clothes and I headed for church for both the outdoor worship service and the brunch afterwards.
Both the service and the brunch were wonderful.After it was over,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I got out of my dress clothes and since I was feeling a little sleepy,I decided to lay down and take a nap and I slept for a little over 2 hours.After getting back up,I did my personal PC work while listening to some music.After that was done,I relaxed for a while and later on,I started to prepare my evening meal.
After eating,I decided to watch a classic TV episode on a DVD set that I have and after that,I did some more personal PC work.I relaxed again and also,enjoyed some more music.Later on,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a wonderful and eventful day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
Fellow blog followers and readers,I have to vent and get something out of me again.Last night,it was for mental illness,but tonight,it is regarding my struggles with SSA.If any or all of you have felt that I haven't been open and straight with y'all in regards to them,your assumptions are correct.I haven't been totally straight with y'all.I have been hiding things from y'all.Now,I am going to be honest and straightforward with y'all.Fellow blog followers and readers,including those who struggle with SSA and are also supporting me,I have been leaving out a lot.I have been giving into temptations galore.I have been giving into the temptations to watch porn online,including,but not limited to,pictures of men in the nude alongside some pretty extreme and degrading stuff on video.I even masturbated to these pictures and videos.I have also given into the temptations to fantasize and lust after other men and yes,I have manipulated my genitals whenever nude images of men clouded my mind,which motivated the temptation to fantasize and lust after the images,which I did give in to.I have felt nothing but misery and shame as a result of my constant and continuous giving into the temptations to commit these sinful,terrible and immoral practices.I have not been doing a good job in fleeing from these immoral practices nor have I been doing a good job in showing that I am very serious about wanting to heal from SSA and wanting to overcome SSA,which I really am serious about.Last night,before going to bed,I prayed to my Heavenly Father and I told him everything.I left nothing out.I bared all to him in prayer.I told him all the sins and the temptations that I gave in to.I confessed all to him and asked not only for him to forgive me in the name of his son Jesus Christ,but I also begged and pleaded for him to be merciful to me for sinning constantly and habitually giving into temptation and sinning by doing so.I also must admit that tears were also starting to trickle down my face as I was talking to him and admitting all the wrongs and sins that I committed.I felt so unworthy,but continued to beg and plead for his forgiveness and mercy.I didn't cease praying.I even asked me to help me to continually go to him when I need the strength to help me fight and resist.I also asked him to help me where I needed faith.Again,I left nothing out as I prayed and prayed.When I was finished,I felt great as I knew and truly believed that I was forgiven and that my Heavenly Father had forgiven me and showed his mercy upon me.I slept very good last night.Fellow blog followers and readers,please continue praying for me.I also ask that you leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.I still need both your prayerful and positive verbal support daily and often.Please continue to keep me in your prayers and also,please don't forget to leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to all of you for your continued prayerful and positive verbal support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do and provide,especially for the divine gift of forgiveness and mercy that my Heavenly Father provides to me and all of us even though they are both undeserved things.Thanks Heavenly Father and Thanks to his son,our divine Lord and savior Jesus Christ.
As for tomorrow,I have made no plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty fair day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I showered quickly and when I was finished,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I did my personal PC work and I got dressed to proceed with the rest of the day.
Since I had the day off from work today,I had a few errands to run.I first went to have some lunch at a local pizzeria.After that,I dropped off some money to help a charity drive at my church.After that,I turned in some bottles and cans that I had in the back seat and after that,I headed over to a local Dollar Tree and bought a few important things that I needed.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I started to prepare my evening meal.
After eating,I watched a classic TV episode on a DVD set that I have and after that,I did some more personal PC work.Later on,I prepared for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty fair day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
Tonight,I need to get something out of me.I need to vent tonight.Why?Because last night,when I checked my e-mail,I received an anonymous message from somebody that didn't have the audacity to leave their name nor their identity.I felt that this was hopefully an encouraging word,but it was a negative personal attack.This anonymous person said that there was no such thing as Bipolar Depression/Disorder and that mental illness is fake and a lie.Fellow blog followers and readers,this anonymous person is the one who is wrong.Mental illness is real and there are people who are living with mental illness all over the world.No matter where you go,there will be people who are mentally ill.I myself am one of these and I know that it is very real.My moods vary day by day.One minute/day,I can be up and feeling good.The next minute/day,down and feeling not so good.I do get depressed and yes,it is a part of the territory of having Bipolar.Aside from Bipolar,I also have Schizophrenia and that makes this even worse.Aside from the emotional roller coaster ride of Bipolar Depression/Disorder,I also have to put up with the hallucinatory effects of Schizophrenia at the same time.At times,I hear voices calling my name and at other times,I hear other things,such as footsteps and whenever I turn around,I see nobody there.I also hear voices talking to me and at times,I am talking to myself like if I am carrying on a conversation with somebody else.This is why I am therapy and I am taking medication daily.The therapy and the medication helps,but it isn't a cure.The anonymous person even said that psychiatry and psychology are pseudo sciences and that those who practice them are liars.The thing is that psychiatry and psychology don't claim to be exact sciences and that all science,no matter what type of science it is,it isn't perfect as humans created science and their opinions do change from time to time.No science is exact and it changes from day to day.I feel that the anonymous person who left me that negative personal attack,which I rejected and didn't have posted in the comments section,is possibly somebody who is also mentally ill,but is living in denial and refuses to accept the hard reality that they are mentally ill.Me,it was a very difficult thing for me to accept,but I had to learn to accept that hard reality and learn how to live with my mental illness diagnosis and live my life as such.It wasn't an easy thing for me to do,but since I have been in therapy and have been taking medication,I have it under control and managing it very well.I am continuing my therapy and continuing my medication treatment.As for that anonymous person,I do feel sorry for them that they possibly live in denial and can't accept the heard reality of their situation.I am hoping that one day,they stop their possible denial and start getting the help and therapy that they need.Fellow blog followers and readers,mental illness is real.Yes it is.People with mental illness are all over.They live and work around others.I work myself and I try to spend as much time as I can with others.I try to blend in and try to fit in the best way that I can.I look for support and positive upbuilding.I look for encouragement and acceptance,which includes affirmation.Fellow blog followers and readers,please continue to support me by your prayers and your continued positive verbal support in the comments section.I still need both your prayerful and positive verbal support daily and often.Please continue to support me in both of these areas.Thanks in advance to all of you for your continued support.Thanks also to my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do and provide.
As for tomorrow,with the exception of church as usual,I have nothing else planned.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good and busy day today.
Today,I woke up in the early morning and had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After that,I showered quickly and when I was finished,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I got dressed in work clothes and headed for work.
The work day went well.After work,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I relaxed for a while and showered again.After that,I got dressed and headed for the bank to cash my check and when that was done,I bought a sandwich for dinner at a local Subway.
When I got home,I ate my sandwich and after registering some bills at the Where's George site,I headed for the Celebrate Recovery group,which was also wonderful.After it was over,I headed for home.
On the way home,I stopped at the local Denny's to have a sundae and after that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I prepared for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good and busy day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
Regarding my struggles,I will talk about them tomorrow as I am really tired tonight.Please continue praying for me and please leave some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks.
As for tomorrow,I have made no plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I postponed my shower to do some reduction in my e-mail accounts and after that,I had my usual quick breakfast.After some relaxation and doing my personal PC work,I showered quickly and when I was finished,I did some more personal PC work and I got dressed to proceed with the rest of the day.
I only made a couple of trips out today.I first went to get some gas and after that,went to the local Super Wal-Mart to pick up a small thing.After that,I went to a local Dollar Tree store and bought another small thing there.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I prepared my evening meal.
After eating,I headed over to my usual Thursday night Holy Bible study group,which went as wonderful as expected.After it was over,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
While my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward,I am still in my daily struggles against BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA,which is the most difficult of the two for me.Today,after a few days of sobriety,I gave into temptation again.I manipulated my genitals to sexual images of men clouding my mind causing me to fantasize and lust after the images and I wound up ejaculating.After washing my hands,I immediately went to my Heavenly Father and asked him for forgiveness in the name of his son Jesus Christ.I prayed real hard and left nothing out and I did feel better after that as I knew that I was forgiven.I went through the rest of the day with no problems.I have said it before and I will say it again,I need to really get tough with myself.I need to show these unnatural sexual desires that I have that I own them and not the other way around.I need to also show to my Heavenly Father that I am very serious about wanting to heal from and overcome this terrible SSA,but habitually falling into sin is not the way to show him that.I really need to stop this spiral of sinning habitually and going in repentance to my Heavenly Father.Fellow blog followers and readers,please continue praying for me.I also ask that you please leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.I need both your prayerful and positive verbal support right now.I am in a rut in regards to giving into sin habitually and going to my Heavenly Father in repentance and asking to be forgiven,which is something that I really need to stop and nip in the butt permanently.I need your prayers and your positive verbal support in the comments section.Please leave me some encouraging words in the comments section.Thanks in advance to all of you for your continued prayerful and positive verbal support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do and provide.
As for tomorrow,with the exception of going to work and hopefully,the Celebrate Recovery meeting,I have nothing else planned.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I showered quickly and when I was finished,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I quickly did my personal PC work and I got dressed to proceed with the rest of the day.
I had only a few errands to run.I first went to a photography studio to pick up a picture that was processed at my request.After that,I dropped off a few free newspapers and after that,I did a little bit of shopping at the local Salvation Army thrift store.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I relaxed and listened to a little bit of music.Later on,I started to prepare my evening meal.
After eating,I watched a classic TV episode on a DVD set that I have and after that,I did some more personal PC work.I again relaxed while listening to some music and started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
While my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward,I am still in my daily struggles against BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA,which is the most difficult of the two for me.Today,though it is,I had no problems with temptations today.No,I didn't.I simply just stayed busy with what I had to do and that took my mind off of the unwholesome sexual stuff that is connected with SSA.Though I escaped today unscathed,there is still tomorrow and the days after tomorrow.I have to continue to stay on guard and be watchful as Satan and his minions can strike at any time with all sorts of temptations.Fellow blog followers and readers,I continue to ask that y'all continue to keep me in your prayers and also,please don't forget to leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.I still need both your prayerful and positive verbal support daily and often.I am still going through a very difficult emotional time right now and I need all the support,both prayerful and positive verbal,that I can get.Please continue praying for me and also,please don't forget to leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to all of you for your continued prayerful and positive verbal support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do and provide.
As for tomorrow,with the exception of my usual Thursday evening Holy Bible study group,I have no plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty fair day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I showered quickly and when I was finished,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I quickly did my personal PC work and after that was done,I read for a while and after finishing that,I got dressed to run an important errand.
I went to the local Super Wal-Mart to pick up something that I needed.After paying for that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I put what I bought away and I started to prepare my evening meal.
After eating,I watched a classic TV episode that I popped into the DVD player.After that,I did some more personal PC work.I then started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty fair day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
While my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward,I am still in my daily struggles against BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA,which is the most difficult of the two for me.Today,though it is.I had no problems with temptation today.I wasn't tempted to act out in any way,shape or form.I went through the day with no problems and that was great.Though I escaped today unscathed,there is still tomorrow and the days after tomorrow.Fellow blog followers and readers,I am again asking that y'all continue to keep me in your prayers and also,please don't forget to leave some positive verbal support in the comments section.I still need your prayerful and positive verbal support daily and often.I feel alone when none of my fellow man who visits doesn't any verbal encouragement to me.Please leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section and also,please continue to keep me in your prayers.Thanks in advance to all of you for your continued prayerful and positive verbal support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do and provide.
As for tomorrow,I have made no plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I showered quickly and when I was finished,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I got dressed and I headed for my mechanic's garage to get one of my tires fixed.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I did my personal PC work and I had a light lunch.After that,I watched a movie that I popped into the DVD player.When that was over,I headed out to a local supermarket to pick up a couple of things.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I put the stuff that I bought away and I prepared my evening meal.
After eating,I watched a classic TV episode on a DVD set that I have.After that,I did some more personal PC work.I also started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
While my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward,I am still in my daily struggles against BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA,which is the most difficult of the two for me.Today,I gave into temptation for a second consecutive time I gave into temptation by manipulating my genitals to sexual images of men clouding my mind,causing me to fantasize and lust after other men and again,I wound up ejaculating.I really felt miserable after that and after washing my hands,I pleaded to my Heavenly Father for forgiveness and for his mercy upon me.I prayed real hard as I really wanted him to forgive me and be merciful to me.When I was finished,I felt much better and I truly believed and knew that I was forgiven.I really need to work on getting tough with myself.I need to really start making it a habit of going to my Heavenly Father in prayer and ask him for strength to help me fight and resist all of these terrible temptations in the name of his son Jesus Christ.I need to show my Heavenly Father that I am really serious about wanting to heal and wanting to overcome this terrible SSA.I really am.I want to heal and I want to overcome this terrible SSA.I can't keep going on this constant and destructive spiral of falling and asking for forgiveness.Fellow blog followers and readers,please continue to keep me in your prayers and also,please don't forget to leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.I need both your prayerful and positive verbal support daily and often.Please continue praying for me and also,please don't forget to leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.As I said,I need both of these types of support every day and often.Thanks in advance to all of you for your continued prayerful and positive verbal support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do and provide.
As for tomorrow,I have made no plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a wonderful and eventful day today.
Today,I woke up in the early to mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After that,I showered quickly and when I was finished,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I got dressed up in a suit and I headed for church for both the morning's Holy Bible study class and the worship service afterwards.
Both the class and the worship service were wonderful.After some wonderful fellowship with my fellow worshipers,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I got out of my suit and I relaxed for a while.I also did my personal PC work while relaxing.Later on,I popped a DVD into the DVD player and I watched it.
After eating,I popped another DVD into the DVD player and I watched it.After that,I did some more personal PC work.Later on,I prepared for my evening retirement.Overall,a wonderful and eventful day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
While my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward,I am still in my daily struggles against BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA,which is the most difficult of the two for me.Today,after being sober for a while,I gave into the temptation to manipulate my genitals to sexual images of men clouding my mind and I wound up ejaculating.After washing my hands,I immediately asked my Heavenly Father to forgive me in the name of his son Jesus Christ.I prayed and left nothing out.When I was finished,I felt better as I knew and truly believed that I was forgiven for my sins.I still need to work on getting tough with myself.I need to show these unnatural sexual desires that I have that I own them and not the opposite.I need to work on going to my Heavenly Father in prayer and ask for strength to help me fight and resist in the name of his son Jesus Christ.I need to show my Heavenly Father that I am serious about wanting to heal and wanting to overcome this terrible SSA.I don't want to fall into the trap and habitually sinning and asking for forgiveness after doing so.Fellow blog followers and readers,please continue to keep me in your prayers and also,please don't forget to leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.I need both your prayerful and positive verbal support daily and often.I don't want to feel alone in this particular struggle as a result of not getting the positive verbal support that I need alongside the prayerful support.Please continue to keep me in your prayers and also,please don't forget to leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to all of you for your continued prayerful and positive verbal support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do and provide.
As for tomorrow,I have nothing planned.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a very good day today.
Today,I woke up in the early morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After that,I showered quickly and when I was finished,I had my usual quick breakfast.After that,I did my personal PC work as I had the day off from work today.
I relaxed for much of the day as I had the day off.I watched a classic TV episode on a DVD set that I have.After that,I headed over to the scheduled church picnic.
The picnic was wonderful.After it was over,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I had to reduce some of my e-mails as I had no time to review them.I only kept the important stuff and deleted the rest.After I was finished with that,I relaxed and watched a DVD that I popped into the DVD player.Later in,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a very good and busy day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
While my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward,I am still in my daily struggles against BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA,which is the most difficult of the two for me.Today,though it is,I wasn't tempted to act out in any way,shape or form.No,I wasn't.I guess that staying busy with work and having fun at the church picnic took my mind off of the negative sexual stuff that is connected with SSA.Though I escaped today unscathed,there is still tomorrow and the days after tomorrow.I still need to stay on guard and be watchful.Satan and his minions can strike any time when least expected.Fellow blog followers and readers,please continue to keep me in your prayers and also,please don't forget to leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Your support,both prayerful and positive verbal,means a lot to me.I need it daily and often.Yes,it both reaffirms and reassures me that I am not alone in this particular struggle.Your support also helps keep me going.Please continue to keep me in your prayers and also,please don't forget to leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to all of you for your continued prayerful and positive verbal support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that that do and provide.
As for tomorrow,with the exception of church as usual,I have nothing else planned.But Hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a very good and busy day today.
Today,I woke up in the early morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After that,I showered quickly and when I was finished,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I got dressed in work clothes and headed for work.
The work day went well.After it was over,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I relaxed for a few minutes and I showered again to clean up.After that,I went and cashed my paycheck and headed back home.
When I got home,I relaxed for a while again before having a light evening meal.When I was done eating,I headed back out to a Celebrate Recovery group,which went wonderful.I had a talk with a minister a little bit more about my SSA struggles and after sharing with the group,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I started to prepare for my evening retirement as I was tired.Overall,a very good and busy day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
While my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward,I am still in my daily struggles against BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA,which is the most difficult of the two for me.Today,though it is,I can report another day of not having any problems with temptations.I guess that staying busy with work and going to the recovery group helped.Though I escaped today unscathed,there is still tomorrow and the days after tomorrow.Satan and his minions can strike at any time.I still need to stay on guard and be watchful.Fellow blog followers,please continue to keep me in your prayers and also,please don't forget to leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.I still need both types of your support daily and often.Your support helps keep me going.Your support also helps reaffirm and reassure me that I am not alone in this particular struggle.Please continue to keep me in your prayers and also,please don't forget to leave some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to all of you for your continued prayerful and positive verbal support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do and provide.
As for tomorrow,since I have the day off from work,I will relax for much of the day before attending the scheduled church picnic,I will simply relax and take it easy at home when that is over.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I showered quickly and when I was done showering,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I quickly did my personal PC work and it was a lot.After that was done,I got dressed to proceed with the rest of the day.
I stayed at home for much of the day.I did get out in the late afternoon to pick up a few things.After I did that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I had myself a light dinner and I after I was finished,I headed over to my usual Thursday night Holy Bible study group,which went as wonderful as expected.After that was over,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I relaxed and started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
While my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward,I am still in my daily struggles against BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA,which is the most difficult of the two for me.Today,I had no temptations.I went through the day with no problems.Though I did escape today unscathed,there is still tomorrow and the days after tomorrow.I still have to stay on guard and be watchful as Satan and his minions can strike at any time with their terrible temptations.Fellow blog followers and readers,please continue to keep me in your prayers and also,please don't forget to leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.I need both your support,prayerful and positive verbal,daily and often.I need to be reaffirmed and reassured constantly that I am not alone in the SSA struggle.I know that there is my creator,my Heavenly Father,and his son Jesus Christ,but I still need the support of my fellow man daily and often.Your support in both of these areas helps keep me going.Please continue to keep me in your prayers and also,please don't forget to leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to y'all for your continued prayerful and positive verbal support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do and provide.
As for tomorrow,with the exception of work and going to a Celebrate Recovery meeting,I have nothing planned.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I reduced some of my e-mail and when I was finished with that,I showered quickly and when I was finished,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I quickly did my personal PC work and after that was done,I got dressed and proceeded with the rest of the day.
Since we had a high percentage chance for rain,I decided to get out and do some much needed shopping.I first went to a local supermarket to buy something there and when I was finished,I headed over to the local Super Wal-Mart to buy something else.After that,I headed straight home as I wanted to get home before the storm hit.
When I got home,I hurried into the house and put the stuff that I bought away.After that,I did some more personal PC work and also had a visit with my caseworker,which went well.After that,I finished what I started to do online and when that was done,I started to prepare my evening meal.
After eating,I watched a DVD that I popped into the DVD player.After that,I listened to some music while relaxing and doing some more personal PC work.I then started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
By the way,the storm that we were supposed to get bypassed and went elsewhere.Still,it was better to be safe than sorry.
While my rocky road to recovery to recovery continues moving forward,I am still in my daily struggles against BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA,which is the most difficult of the two for me.Today,though it is,I wasn't hit by any temptations of any kind.I went through the day without any serious or not too serious problems.I guess that staying busy throughout the day kept my mind off of the negative sexual stuff connected with SSA.Though i escaped today unscathed,there is still tomorrow and the days after tomorrow.I still have to continue to stay on guard and be watchful as Satan and his minions can strike at any time.Fellow blog followers and readers,please continue to keep me in your prayers.I also ask that you please leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.I need both your prayerful and positive verbal support daily and often.I still struggle immensely and I need all the support that I can get.Please continue to keep me in your prayers and also,please leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to all of you for your continued prayerful and positive verbal support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do and provide.
As for tomorrow,with the exception of my usual Thursday night study group,I have no plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the early to mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I showered quickly and when I was finished with that,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I quickly did my personal PC work and I got dressed to proceed with the rest of the day as I had a few things on my agenda for today.
I first went to a local photography studio to pick up a disc with my senior year pics on them and after that,I headed for home to drop the disc off and I headed back out again and went to a local supermarket to turn in some empty bottles and after that was done,I headed the public library to print something that I had to print.After that,I headed back to that same local supermarket to turn in more bottles that I had collected at a park.After doing that,I headed for home.
On the way home,I stopped at a local Dollar tree store to pick up a little something for dinner and after that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I put the dinner stuff away for the time being and after that,I did some more personal PC work.
After eating,I watched a classic TV episode that I popped into the DVD player and I did a little bit more personal PC work.Later on,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
While my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward,I am still in my daily struggles against BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA,which is the most difficult of the two for me.Today,though it is,I wasn't tempted to act out in any way,shape or form.I guess that staying busy with what I had to do kept my mind off of the negative and unwholesome sexual stuff connected with SSA.Though I escaped today unscathed,there is still tomorrow and the days after tomorrow.I still have to stay on guard and be watchful as Satan and his minions can strike at any time to try and tempt me into breaking my Heavenly Father's perfect law,including,but not limited to,his perfect law in regards to sexuality.Fellow blog followers and readers,please continue to pray for me and also,please don't forget to leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.I still need your support,both prayerful and positive verbal,daily and often.Please continue to keep me in your prayers and also,please don't forget to leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to all of you for your continued prayerful and positive verbal support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do and provide.
As for tomorrow,since it looks like that it might rain,I have made no plans,but I just might stay home and simply take it easy.If the weather changes,I might go out.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I showered quickly and when I was finished,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I did my personal PC work and after having a light lunch,I got dressed to proceed with the rest of the day.
I only did a few things today.I went to the local Super Wal-Mart to buy a couple of things for dinner and after that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I relaxed and did a little bit more personal PC work.
After having a light dinner,I watched a DVD that I popped into the DVD player and watched it.I also did a little bit more personal PC work.I also started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
While my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward,I am still in my daily struggles against BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA,which is the most difficult of the two for me.Today,after several days of not having any problems with temptations,I gave into temptation early this morning upon getting out of bed.I manipulated my genitals to sexual images of men that clouded my mind,causing me to fantasize and lust after them and I wound up ejaculating.After washing my hands,I immediately went to my Heavenly Father in prayer and I asked for forgiveness and I also begged him to be merciful to me as I was sorry for sinning against him.I also accepted full and total responsibility for my fall into sin and I prayed for forgiveness.When I was finished praying,I felt better as I knew and truly believed that I was forgiven.I went through the day feeling a little bit better,but I still need to work on getting tough with myself.I can't let these terrible and unnatural sexual desires that I have own me.I have to show them that I own them and not the other way around.SSA can really wear anyone who struggles with it down.I need to stay focused on what is right and ignore what is wrong.Fellow blog followers and readers,please continue to keep me in your prayers and also,I would appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.I need all the prayerful and positive verbal support that I can get.It is just that when people visit and leave nothing in the comments section,I feel alone in my struggles as far as being on Earth goes.I know that my Heavenly Father is there and he does listen and helps me,but I also still need support from my fellow man as well.This is why I keep asking that you leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.It really makes my day when I read that someone among my fellow man is there for me and still supports me.Please continue praying for me.Please also leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to all of you for your continued prayerful and positive verbal support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do and provide.
As for tomorrow,I haven't made any plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a wonderful and eventful day today.
Today,I woke up in the early morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee.I showered quickly and when I was finished showering,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I got dressed up in a suit and I headed for church for both the morning's Holy Bible and the worship service afterwards.
Both the class and the worship service were wonderful.After some wonderful fellowship with my fellow worshipers,I headed for home.
On the way home,I stopped at the local Big Lots to buy a small thing and after that,I headed over to the local Super Wal-Mart to buy a few more things and after that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I got out of my suit and had a light lunch.After that,I did my personal PC work and after that was finished,I popped a DVD into the DVD player and I watched it.When that was over,I did a little bit more personal PC work.
After eating,I watched another DVD that I popped into the DVD player.I also did some more personal PC work.Later on,I decided to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a wonderful and eventful day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
While my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward,I am still in my daily struggles against BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA,which is the most difficult of the two for me.Today,though it is,I wasn't tempted in any way,shape or form.I wasn't tempted fantasize nor lust after other men and I wasn't tempted to manipulate my genitals nor watch and look at porn.I guess that staying busy by going to church and doing a little bit of shopping kept my mind occupied by keeping my mind off of the negative sexual stuff connected with SSA.Though I escaped today unscathed,there is still tomorrow and the days after tomorrow.I have to continue to stay on guard and be watchful as Satan and his minions can strike at any time.They will try to tempt me to sin and I have to show them that I am strong in my weakness and that I own my desires and not the other way around.Please continue praying for me.I would really appreciate that.I also ask that you leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.I need both types of support,prayerful and positive verbal,daily and often.I really want to heal and overcome this terrible SSA and I need all the support that I can get.Please continue to pray for me and also,please don't forget to leave some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to all of you for your continued prayerful and positive verbal support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do and provide.
As for tomorrow,I have made no plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a very good and busy day today.
Today,I woke up in the early morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I showered quickly and when I was finished,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I got dressed in work clothes and headed for work.
The work day went well.I got a lot done today and when I was finished,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I relaxed for a bot and enjoyed a cold drink while listening to a little bit of music.After that,I showered to clean up and after that,I registered some bills at the Where's George site and after that was done,I headed out to run some errands.
I first stopped at the church to donate some money to the current church charity for children in India where we are raising money so they can get clean water in the fall.After doing that,I stopped at the local Salvation Army thrift store and bought a few CD's.After that,I went to a local Subway for another sandwich.After paying for it,I headed straight home to eat it.
When I got home,I ate my sandwich and I watched a classic TV episode on a DVD set that I have.After that,I did my personal PC work and later on,I prepared for my evening retirement.Overall,a very good and busy day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
Tonight,in regards to my struggles with BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA,I will share again tomorrow as I am feeling tired.I know that I promised the same thing yesterday,but the long day that I had has tired me out and I can barely type.The only things that I ask is that you continue praying for me and also,please do leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.I still need both of these types of support from all of you daily and often.Thanks for your support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do and provide.
As for tomorrow,with the exception of church as usual,I have nothing else planned.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a very good and busy day today.
Today,I woke up in the early morning and had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I showered quickly and when I was finished showering,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I quickly got dressed in work clothes and headed for work.
The work day went well,though I did slip and fall on the floor,but fortunately,didn't hurt myself physically.I was advised to go and get a pair of slip proof shoes so I could walk in the kitchen without slipping.After work was over,I headed straight home first.
When I got home,I relaxed for a while as I was tired and in some pain.After the relaxation,I showered again to clean up and when I was finished,I got dressed and headed out to a local Payless to buy the shoes and after paying for them,I headed for home.
On the way home,I cashed my paycheck and after that,got myself a fresh Subway sandwich and after that,I got some gas.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I ate the sandwich and watched a DVD afterwards.I them quickly did my personal PC work and when that was finished,I prepared for my evening retirement.Overall,a very good and busy day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
In regards to my struggles,I will again share about them tomorrow as I am tired and can barely write.Please continue to pray for me and also,please leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks very much and Thanks also to my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
Tomorrow,I will be working and after that,I really don't know what I will do.But as usual,I hope that what I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After that,I showered quickly and when I was finished showering,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I quickly did my personal PC work and I got dressed as I had a few things to do today.
I went to a local Dollar Tree store to pick up a couple of things for dinner.After that,I dropped off a few free newspapers at a few people's houses that I knew.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I did some more personal PC work and when that was done,I prepared my evening meal as I was eating light tonight.
After eating,I headed over to my usual Thursday evening study group and that went as wonderful as expected.After it was over,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I did a little bit more personal PC work and I then prepared for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
While my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward,I am still in my daily struggles against BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA,which is the most difficult of the two for me.Today,though it is,I wasn't faced with any temptations of any sort.Though I wasn't too busy today,I still wasn't tempted and that was good.Though I escaped today unscathed,there is still tomorrow and the days after tomorrow.I still have to stay on guard and be watchful as Satan and his minions can strike at any time and tempt me to do anything that goes against my Heavenly Father's perfect law,especially in regards to sexuality.Please continue to keep me in your prayers and also,please don't forget to leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.I am still in need of both prayerful and positive verbal support daily and often.I need it as bad as ever.I am still going through a very difficult emotional time and I need both types of support.Please continue to keep me in your prayers and also,please don't forget to leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to all of you for your continued prayerful and positive verbal support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do and provide.
As for tomorrow,with the exception of going to work,I haven't got anything planned.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I decided to reduce the amount of e-mails that I had this morning and after that was done,I showered quickly and when I was done showering,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I quickly did my personal PC work.After that was done,I got dressed to proceed with the rest of the day.
I first went to see how a friend was doing and after that,I did a little bit of shopping at a local supermarket and after that,I bought a few things at the local Salvation Army thrift store.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I put the stuff that I bought away and I did some more personal PC work.After that was done,I started to prepare my evening meal.
After eating,I popped a DVD in the DVD player and I watched it.When that was over,I did some more personal PC work.Later on,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
While my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward,I am still in my daily struggles against BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA,which is the most difficult of the two for me.Today,though it is,I can report that I wasn't tempted to act out in any way,shape of form.I went through the day and managed to stay busy and no problems with temptations today.Though I escaped today unscathed,there is still tomorrow and the days after tomorrow.I still have to stay on guard and be watchful as Satan and his minions can strike at any time.Fellow blog followers and readers,please continue to pray for me and also,please don't forget to leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.I still need your positive verbal and prayerful support daily and often.It is just that when nobody comments in the comments section,I feel alone and I do need all the support,both prayerful and positive verbal,that I can get.Please continue to keep me in your prayers and also,please don't forget to leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to y'all for your continued prayerful and positive verbal support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do and provide.
As for tomorrow,with the exception of my usual Thursday evening study group,I have made no plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After that,I did some checking up on my e-mail and reduced some of it.After that,I dropped my laundry off at my niece's house and after coming home from that,I showered and when I was finished,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I did my personal PC work and I got dressed to proceed with the rest of the day.
I had a few things on my agenda for today.I had to do some much needed grocery shopping and I did it because there was a severe thunderstorm warning and I wanted to get everything done before the storm.I went to a local supermarket to pick up a few things that I needed and after that,I stopped to see how a friend of mine was doing and after that,I went to a local convenience store to buy something for lunch and after that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I put the groceries away and I ate my lunch.I even enjoyed a classic TV episode on a DVD set that I have.After that,I did some more personal PC work and later on,I prepared my evening meal.
After eating,I relaxed and I listened to some music.As a result of the thunderstorm,I kept my TV off for the rest of the day and just kept the music going on my stereo system.Later on,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
While my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward,I am still in my daily struggles against BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA,which is the most difficult of the two for me.Today,though it is,I wasn't tempted in any way,shape or form.I went through the day without any temptations.Though I escaped today unscathed,I still have to stay on guard and be watchful.Satan and his minions can strike at any time.Fellow blog followers and readers,please continue to pray for me and also,please don't forget to leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.I need both these types of support daily and often.Please continue to keep me in your prayers and also,please leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to all of you for your continued prayerful and positive verbal support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do and provide.
As for tomorrow,I have made no plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I had my breakfast first and a 1/2 hour later,I showered and when I was finished showering,I did my personal PC work and after that was finished,I got dressed and I headed out to pay a couple of friends a visit.
The visits were good.After a few minutes with each of them,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I heated up some leftovers and at them for dinner.After that,I watched a couple of classic TV episodes on DVD sets that I have.I also did some more personal PC work.Later on,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
Regarding my struggles with BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA,I will share and talk about these when I am able.I am feeling tired tonight and can barely type.Please continue to keep me in your prayers and please leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.I still need your support,both prayerful and positive verbal,daily and often.Thanks in advance and Thanks also to my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do and provide.
As for tomorrow,I haven't made any plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do give me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a wonderful and eventful day today.
Today,I woke up in the early to mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I showered quickly and when I was finished showering,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I got dressed up in a suit real quickly and I headed for church for both the morning's Holy Bible study class and the worship service afterwards.
Both the class and the worship service were wonderful.After some wonderful fellowship with my fellow worshipers,I headed for home.
On the way home,I stopped at the local Big Lots to pick up a few things.After that,I headed to a nearby Dollar Tree to pick up a couple more things.After that,I headed toward to the local Super Wal-Mart to pick up a few other important things.After paying for those things,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I put the stuff that I bought away and I got out of my suit and did my personal PC work.After that was done,I left the house briefly to mail out a couple of important papers.After that,I got some gas at a local gas station and I headed straight home.
When I got home,I started to prepare my evening meal and while waiting for it to heat up,I did some more personal PC work.
After eating,I popped a DVD into the DVD player and I watched it.I also did a little bit more personal PC work.Later on,I prepared for my evening retirement.Overall,a wonderful and eventful day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
While my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward,I am still in my daily struggles against BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA,which is the most difficult of the two for me.Today,though it is,I had no problems with temptations of any kind.I went through the day with no problems.I guess that being out and about in the community helped me out a lot.I simply stayed busy and that kept my mind off of the unwholesome sexual stuff connected with SSA.Though I escaped today unscathed,there is still tomorrow and the days after tomorrow.I still need to stay on guard and be watchful as Satan and his minions can strike at any time.Fellow blog followers and readers,please continue to keep me in your prayers and also,please leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.I still need both your prayerful and positive verbal support daily and often.It reaffirms and reassures me that I am not alone in this particular struggle and I need that every day and often.Please continue to keep me in your prayers and also,please don't forget to leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to all of you for your continued prayerful and positive verbal support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do and provide.
As for tomorrow,I haven't made any plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a very good and busy day today.
Today,I woke up in the early morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I showered quickly and after showering,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I got dressed in work clothes and I headed for work.
The work day was busy,but very productive and very good.After it was over,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I relaxed for a while before jumping in the shower to clean up.After I was done showering,I got dressed in casual clothes and I did a little bit of shopping and I bought a few things at the local Super Wal-Mart and even stopped at a yard sale and bought a few things there.I headed straight home.
When I got home,I took my medication and prepared a light evening meal for myself.I did my personal PC work after eating.I then prepared for my evening retirement.Overall,a very good and busy day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
While my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward,I am still in my daily struggles against BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA,which is the most difficult of the two for me.Today,though it is,I had no problems with temptations.I wasn't tempted to act out in any way,shape or form.I guess that staying busy with things,such as work and being out and about in the community took my mind off of the unwholesome sexual stuff connected with SSA.Though I escaped today unscathed,there is still tomorrow and the days after tomorrow.I have to continue to stay on guard and be watchful.Fellow blog followers and readers,please continue to keep me in your prayers and also,please don't forget to leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.I still need your prayerful and positive verbal support daily and often.Please continue to pray for me and also,please don't forget to leave me some positive verbal support.Thanks in advance to y'all for your continued prayerful and positive verbal support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do and provide.
As for tomorrow,with the exception of church as usual,I have nothing else planned.But I hope that whatever I chooser to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a very good and busy day today.
Today,I woke up in the early morning and had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I showered quickly and when I was finished showering,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I got dressed in work clothes and headed for work.
The work was good.After I was finished,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I relaxed for a while before jumping in the shower to clean up and after that,I headed for the bank to cash my paycheck and after that,I headed to the local Super Wal-Mart to purchase some important personal stuff and after that,I stopped at the Subway in the store to order a pizza sub for dinner.After paying for it,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I ate my sub and did my personal PC work.After that was done,I decided to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a very good and busy day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
While my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward,I am still in my daily struggles against BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA,which is the most difficult of the two for me.Today,I had no problems with temptations.I stayed busy with work and just doing what I had to do to keep my mind off of the unwholesome sexual stuff.Though I escaped today unscathed,there is still tomorrow and the days after tomorrow.I am asking that y'all who follow my blog and read my posts to please continue to pray for me.I also ask that you leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.I still need both your prayerful and positive verbal support daily and often.I never know when the terrible temptations are gonna come at me.Please continue to pray for me.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to all of you for your continued prayers and positive verbal support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do and provide.
As for tomorrow,with the exception of work and dropping off some money somewhere,I have nothing else planned.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I showered and when I was finished,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I quickly did my personal PC work and when it was finished,I got dressed as I had a few things on my agenda for today.
I first went to my appointment with the nurse practitioner at the local hospital and that session went as well as expected.After that,I headed for home.
On the way home,I stopped at a local supermarket to pick up a few things that I needed.After paying for those things,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I put the stuff that I bought away and I did some more personal PC work.I also prepared my evening meal.
After eating,I headed over to my usual Thursday evening Holy Bible study group,which went as wonderful as expected.After it was over,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I did a little bit more personal PC work and prepared for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
While my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward,I am still in my daily struggles against BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA,which is the most difficult of the two for me.Today,though it is,I can say that I wasn't troubled by temptations today.It was a relief after yesterday when I was really overwhelmed by numerous forms of temptations.I think that being out and about today took my mind off of the unwholesome sexual stuff.Though I escaped today unscathed,there is still tomorrow and the days after tomorrow.I am again that y'all who continually follow my blog and read my posts to please continue to keep me in your prayers.I also ask that y'all leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.I need both your prayerful and positive verbal support daily and often.Please continue praying for me.I also ask that you leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to all of you for your continued prayerful and positive verbal support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do and provide.
As for tomorrow,I have to go to work and after that,cash my paycheck.I have nothing else planned.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the early morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I decided to reduce the amount of e-mail that I had and when that was finished,I showered and after showering,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I quickly did my personal PC work and I got dressed as I had some plans for the day.
I went to a local Dollar Tree store to pick up a few things that I needed.After paying for them,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I put the stuff away and I relaxed and watched a movie that I popped into the DVD player.
After eating,I decided to do some more personal PC work and after that,relaxed and enjoyed some music.Later on,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
While my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward,I am still in my daily struggles against BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA,which is the most difficult of the two for me.Today,after several days without any temptations,I was overwhelmed by temptations throughout the day.I was tempted to act out by fantasies and lusting and they were intense.I was also tempted to look up online pornography and likewise,it was also an intense temptation.This time,I threw all of these temptations on my Heavenly Father and I asked for strength in the name of his son Jesus Christ to help me fight and resist these overwhelming urges.They were coming on me real strong.I prayed and prayed real hard.I asked for strength to help me fight and resist these overwhelming urges.I didn't cease praying until the temptations were reduced to nil.When I was finished praying,I felt a huge weight had been lifted off of me.I felt better and stronger.Fellow blog followers and readers,please continue to pray for me as I am still going through a very difficult emotional time.I also ask that you leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.I need both these types of support daily and often.Please pray for me and also,please leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.I need your support.I need your prayers and your words of encouragement.Please continue praying for me.Please leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to all of you for your continued prayerful and positive verbal support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do and provide.
As for tomorrow,with the exception of an appointment with the nurse practitioner and my usual Thursday evening Holy Bible study group,I have nothing planned.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the early morning and had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After that,I had my usual quick breakfast and after 1/2 an hour,I showered quickly and when I was done showering,I got dressed and proceeded with the rest of the day.
I first went to my job placement counselor/coach's office to discuss some personal things and after that,I headed for a local kitchen to have lunch and after I was finished eating,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I did a little bit more personal PC work before heading out to do some thrift shop hopping and I got some really nice stuff.I went to thrift shops within my county and in the next county and aqain,I bought some nice things.After all of that,I headed for home.
On the way home,I stopped at a local supermarket when I got back into town and I bought some food items that I needed for myself.After paying for those things,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I put some of the stuff away and I started to prepare my evening meal.
After eating,I watched a classic TV episode that I popped into my DVD player.I relaxed and did some more personal PC work.I then started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
While my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward,I am still in my daily struggles against BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA,which is the most difficult of the two for me.Today,though it is,I can report that I wasn't tempted to act out in any way,shape or form.I stayed busy for much of the day being out in the community and stopping at numerous thrift stores.I see that being out in the community took my mind off of the unwholesome sexual stuff connected with SSA.Though I escaped today unscathed,there is still tomorrow and the days after tomorrow.I am again asking that all of my fellow blog followers and readers to please continue to keep me in your prayers.I also ask that you leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.I need both of these types of support daily and often.Please continue to keep me in your prayers and also,please don't forget to leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to all of you for your continued prayerful and positive verbal support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do and provide.
As for tomorrow,I haven't made any plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cusp of coffee.After my coffee,I showered quickly and when I was finished showering,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I quickly did my personal PC work and it was a lot.After it was done,I headed for the bank to withdraw some much needed cash and after that,I paid a few bills and when I was finished with that,I did a little bit more shopping.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I put the stuff that I bought away and I had a light evening meal and when I was finished with it,I did some more personal PC work and relaxed for a while before preparing for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
In regards to my struggles with BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA,I will discuss those tomorrow as I am feeling rather tired and can barely type.All I am asking that you continue to keep me in your prayers and to also please leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.
As for tomorrow,with the exception of meeting with my job placement counselor/coach to discuss something at the agency,I have nothing else planned.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a wonderful and eventful day today.
Today,I woke up in the early morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I showered quickly and when I was finished showering,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I got dressed in a suit real quickly and I headed for church for the morning's Holy Bible study class and the worship service afterwards.
Both the class and the worship service were wonderful.After some wonderful fellowship,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I got out of my suit and into casual clothes.I did my personal PC work and later on,I headed out to do some much needed grocery shopping at the local Super Wal-Mart.Before that,I bought some at a local supermarket.I also stopped at a local McDonald's to have a vanilla ice cream cone in between those two trips.After my shopping for the day was done,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I put all the groceries away and after that,I had a light dinner and I watched s classic TV episode on DVD.Later on,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a wonderful and eventful day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
While my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward,I am still in my daily struggles against BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA,which is the most difficult of the two for me.Today,I must report that I wasn't tempted in any way,shape or form.Today was a very clean day.Though I escaped today unscathed,there is still tomorrow and the days after tomorrow.Fellow blog followers and readers,I ask that you please continue to keep me in your prayers and also,please don't forget to leave me some positive verbal encouragement in the comments section.I need both of these types of support daily and often.Please continue to keep me in your prayers and also,please don't forget to leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to all of you for your continued prayerful and positive verbal support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do and provide.
As for tomorrow,I haven't made any plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a very good and very busy day today.
Today,I woke up in the early morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After that,I showered quickly and when I was finished showering,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I got dressed in work clothes real quickly and I headed for work.
The work day went great.After the work day is over,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I relaxed while having some water and I jumped into the shower to clean up.After that,I got dressed and headed downtown to get myself a BBQ chicken dinner as a local ice pavilion was having a BBQ chicken dinner charity sale to help benefit the county junior hockey team.After buying my dinner,I headed for home.
On the way home,I stopped at a local supermarket to pick up a couple of things.After paying for them,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I ate my BBQ chicken dinner and I watched a classic TV episode while doing so.After I finished eating,I did my personal PC work and I also enjoyed some music while doing so.Later on,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a very good and very busy day today.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
While my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward,I am still in my daily struggles against BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA,which is the most difficult of the two for me.Today,though it is,I wasn't tempted in any way to act out in any way,shape or form.I guess that staying busy at work and going to a charity chicken BBQ help keep my mind off of the unwholesome sexual stuff connected with SSA,which was great.Though I escaped today unscathed,there is still tomorrow and the days after tomorrow.Fellow blog followers and readers,please continue to keep me in your prayers.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.I need both of these types of support each and every day and often.My blog gets many visitors and/or curiosity seekers,but comments are rarely left.Please pray for me and also,please don't forget to leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.I need positive verbal support daily and often as much as I need prayerful support.Thanks in advance to all of you for your continued prayerful and positive verbal support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do and provide.
As for tomorrow,with the exception of church as usual and the hope of getting some grocery shopping done,I have nothing else planned.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a very good and busy day today.
Today,I woke up in the early morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I showered quickly and when I was finished showering,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I quickly got dressed in work clothes and headed for work.
The work day was another wonderful one.After I was finished,I checked out and I headed for the bank to cash my first paycheck in over three years and after that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I relaxed for a bit and after that,I showered quickly to clean up and after I was finished showering,I registered a few of the bills at the Where's George site and headed out.
I first went to get some gas at a local gas station and after that,I headed over to a friends place of business to pick up something that he was holding for me and after buying a few more items,I headed to a local supermarket to pick up a fish dinner and I headed straight home to eat it.
After eating,I did my personal PC work and I relaxed for a while until the time came to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a very good and very busy day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
While my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward,I am still in my daily struggles against BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA,which is the most difficult of the two for me.Today,though it is,I wasn't tempted to act out in any way,shape or form.No,I wasn't tempted in any way.I guess that staying busy with work and being out and about after work did me a lot of good.It took my mind off of impure and unclean sexual stuff.Though I escaped today unscathed,there is still tomorrow and the days after tomorrow.Fellow blog followers and readers,please continue to keep me in your prayers and also,please don't forget to leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.I need your support,both prayerful and positive verbal,daily and often.It would show that I am not alone in this particular struggle.Please continue to keep me in your prayers and also,please don't forget to leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance for the prayerful and positive verbal support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do and provide.
As for tomorrow,with the exception of working and going to a charity chicken BBQ,I have nothing else planned.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke in the early morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I showered quickly and when I was finished showering,I had my usual quick breakfast.After my breakfast,I quickly did my personal PC work and I got dressed as I had an appointment with my therapist today at the local hospital and I wanted to make sure that I wasn't late for that.
The meeting with the therapist went well.After it was over,I headed for home.
On the way home,I stopped at the drug store to pick up my prescription refill and a 1/2 gallon of milk.After paying for the milk,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I quickly did some more personal PC work and when I was finished with that,I prepared my evening meal.
After eating,I was hoping to go to my usual Thursday evening Holy Bible study group,but I got an e-mail that it was cancelled due to a few of the participants feeling under the weather.I simply relaxed ad took it easy for the rest of the evening.Later on,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
While my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward,I am still in my daily struggles against BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA,which is the most difficult of the two for me.Today,I can report that I had no problems with temptations.I had no temptations to act out by fantasies and lusting after other men and that was good.Though I escaped today unscathed,there is still tomorrow and the days after tomorrow.Fellow blog followers and readers,please still continue to keep me in your prayers.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.I need both prayerful and positive verbal support daily and often.I need to be both reaffirmed and reassured that I am not alone in this particular struggle.My blog does get many visitors and/or curiosity seekers,but comments are rarely left in the comments section by anyone when they do visit.Please continue to keep me in your prayers and also,please don't forget to leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to all of you for your continued prayerful and positive verbal support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do and provide.
As for tomorrow,which will be a work day for me and also a day for me to pay a couple of much needed bills,I have really nothing planned.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the early to mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I showered quickly and when I was finished showering,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I quickly did my personal PC work and simply stayed home for the day.I simply relaxed while listening to some music and catching up on some much needed work around the house.For much of the day,we had a terrible thunderstorm that lasted for a few hours and I had my television turned off as a result of that and I listened to some of my music.Later on,I started to prepare my evening meal.
After eating,since the storm was over,I decided to pop a classic TV episode from a DVD set that I have and I relaxed while watching it.I also did some more personal PC work later on and I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
While my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward,I am still in my daily struggles against BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA,which is the most difficult of the two for me.Today,though it is,after being bombarded and overwhelmed with numerous temptations yesterday,I had no problems with temptations at all today.It was great to be relieved of temptations and I was glad that there were no problems.I simply stayed busy doing what I had to do and that kept my mind off of the negative sexual stuff.Though I escaped today unscathed,there is still tomorrow and the day after tomorrow.I am again appealing to all of my fellow blog followers and readers to continue to keep me in your prayers and also,I would appreciate that y'all leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.I need both your prayerful and positive verbal support daily and often.Please continue to keep me in your prayers.Please don't forget to leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.I would appreciate some encouraging words very much in the comments section.Thanks in advance to all of you for your continued prayerful and positive verbal support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do and provide.
As for tomorrow,with the exception of a meeting with my therapist in the early afternoon,I have nothing planned.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I showered quickly and when I was finished,I had my usual quick breakfast.After my breakfast,I quickly did my personal PC work and for much of the day,I was home,until the late afternoon.
In the late afternoon,I went to a local supermarket to turn in a few bottles and after that,I did a little shopping and bought a couple of small frozen burritos and after paying for them,I headed over to the local Super Wal-Mart to buy a can of chili and after paying for that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I started to prepare my evening meal and when I was finished eating it,I watched a couple of classic TV episodes on DVD and when that was finished,I listened to a little music while doing some more personal PC work.I also started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
Fellow blog followers and readers,please continue to keep me in your prayers.I am being overwhelmed by temptations of all sorts coming at me.It is also becoming very stressful for me as I am dealing with these temptations.Please leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section as well.Again,I am being overwhelmed by temptations right now and I need all the support,both prayerful and positive verbal,that I can get.Please continue to keep me in your prayers and also,please don't forget to leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to all of you for your continued support and also,a big Thanks to my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do and provide.
As for tomorrow,I have nothing planned.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty fair day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I showered and when I was finished showering,I had my usual quick breakfast.After my breakfast,I did my personal PC work and since it was raining for much of the day,I stayed home and relaxed.I simply laid down and listened to a sermon on CD that I received as a gift from a ministry that I asked some spiritual questions at one time.After that sermon was over,I decided to prepare my evening meal.
After eating,I watched another classic TV episode on DVD and I did some more personal PC work.I also started to prepare for my evening retirement later on as evening was approaching.Overall,a pretty fair day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
While my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward,I am still in my daily struggles against BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA,which is the most difficult of the two for me.Today,though I am a little scared to share this and feel embarrassed at the some time and also,feel ashamed that I did,I did give in again to temptation and I was really miserable after that.I gave in by genital manipulation to sexual images of men clouding my mind and I wound up ejaculating.After washing my hands,I prayed to my Heavenly Father and I asked that he forgive me and show me his mercy in the name of his son Jesus Christ.I prayed real hard and I left nothing out.I also accepted full and total responsibility for my fall and when I was finished,I felt better and I knew and truly believed that I was forgiven.I need to really work on myself.I have to stop this constant pattern of falling into sin and asking for forgiveness.I have to really go to my Heavenly Father and ask for strength to help me fight and resist these terrible temptations in the name of his son Jesus Christ.I really need to show my Heavenly Father that I am serious about wanting to heal from and overcome SSA.Fellow blog followers and readers,please continue to keep me in your prayers and also,please don't forget to leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.I need both of these types of support daily and often.I am still going through a very difficult emotional time and I need all the support that I can get.Please continue to keep me in your prayers and also,please don't forget to leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to all of you for your continued prayers and continued positive verbal support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do and provide.
As for tomorrow,I have no plans made.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good and busy day today.
Today,I woke up in the early morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I showered quickly and when I was done showering,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I got dressed in dress clothes and I headed for church for the outdoor service and the brunch afterwards.
Both the service and the brunch were wonderful.After it was over,I headed for home.
On the way home,I stopped at a local supermarket to pick up something that I needed.After paying for the item,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I relaxed and did some personal PC work since I had some time before work to kill.When I was finished and I saw that it was time to head for work,I got dressed in my work clothes and headed for work.
The work day was busy,but was glad to do so.After my work time was up,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I relaxed for a while as I was tired and after relaxing for a while,I showered quickly and after I was finished,I ate a light dinner and watched a classic TV episode on DVD.I then did some more personal PC work and when I was finished with that,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good and busy day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
I am feeling extremely tired tonight,so I will report on my struggles with BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA tomorrow when I am more awake.
As for tomorrow,since I have the day off,I have nothing planned,but I hope that whatever I do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ