Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I showered quickly and when I was finished showering,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I quickly did my personal PC work and when that was finished,I got dressed and I proceeded with what I had to do today.
I only had a couple of things on my agenda for today.I first went to a local supermarket to continue getting more food for the month and after that,I paid a bill that needed to be paid.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I put the stuff that I bought away and I started to prepare my evening meal.
After eating,I decided to fill out a job application and I left a message with my job placement counselor/coach to give me a call so I can make an appointment to meet with her so she can check it out and I can turn it in.After that,I popped a DVD into the DVD player and I relaxed while watching it.I also did some more personal PC work.Later on,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
My rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.Though it is,I am still in my daily struggles against BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA,which is the most difficult of the two for me.Today,though it is,I wasn't tempted in any way,shape or form today.I guess that by staying busy and keeping my mind on important things,it took my mind off of the sexual aspects of the SSA struggle.There are still some obstacles that I need to overcome and conquer,but I have to take it one day at a time.Though I did escape today unscathed,there is still tomorrow and the days after tomorrow.I still need to stay on guard and be watchful as Satan and his minions can strike at any time with temptations of all sorts.I still have to show these terrible unnatural sexual desires that I have that I own them and not the other way around.I am still working on this.I am also still a work in progress and I have to take this process one day at a time.Fellow blog followers and readers,please continue to keep me in your prayers and also,please don't be afraid to leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.I still need both your prayerful and positive verbal support daily and often.It helps keep me going.It also helps reaffirm and reassure me that I am not alone in this particular struggle.I feel alone when people visit,but leave nothing in the comments section.I still need the support from all of you.Please continue to keep me in your prayers and also,please don't forget to leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to all of you for your continued prayerful and positive verbal support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do and provide.
As for tomorrow,I have nothing planned.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I showered quickly and when I was finished,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I did my personal PC work and when that was finished,I decided to pop a DVD into the DVD player and watch it.After that was over,I got dressed and proceeded to get on with my day.
I had only a couple of things on my agenda for today.I first went to the post office to mail out an important payment and when that was finished,I headed for a couple of local stores to pick up a couple of things for a light evening meal.After paying for those things,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I started to prepare my evening meal.
After eating,I decided to listen to a little music and I did some more personal PC work.I also had a phone conversation with someone that I hadn't spoken to in a long time.After that was done,I did a little bit more personal PC work.Later on,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
My rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I am still in my daily struggles against BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA,which is the most difficult struggle that I have.Today,I can say that I wasn't tempted to act out in any way,shape or form.I wasn't tempted to act out by fantasies and lusting as no sexual images of men clouded my mind.Though I escaped today unscathed,there is still tomorrow and the days after tomorrow.I have to continue to stay on guard and be watchful as Satan and his minions can strike at any time with temptations galore.Fellow blog followers and readers,please continue to keep me in your prayers and also,please don't hesitate to leave me some positive verbal encouragement in the comments section.I still need both your prayerful and positive verbal support daily and often.Your support really matters and is very important to me.Please continue to keep me in your prayers and also,please leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to all of you for your continued prayerful and positive verbal support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do and provide.
As for tomorrow,I have nothing planned.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty fair day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I showered quickly and when I was finished,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I quickly did my personal PC work and when I was finished,I laid down to read for a while and after that,I headed out.
I only had two things on my agenda for today.I first went to a local restaurant to pick up a job application and after that,I went to a local supermarket to pick up a couple of things for my evening meal tonight.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I put the stuff that I bought away and I did some more personal PC work.After that was done,I prepared a light evening meal.
After eating,I relaxed and enjoyed some music.I also had a conversation with a friend over the phone.After that,I did a little bit more reading.Later on,I started to get ready for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty fair day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
My rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I am still in my daily struggles against BPD/Schizophrenia and my most difficult struggle of the two,SSA.The SSA struggle can be a very difficult struggle.It can get even more tougher as the days go on and on.What makes the struggle get even more difficult is when you hear in the news about same-sex marriages,same-sex couplings and unions and also,children who want to change their gender identity,such as boys wanting to be girls and girls wanting to be boys.I sometimes wonder why can't they leave what our sovereign Lord and creator,our Heavenly Father,made and created just the way it is.I feel that the creator plays a role in who is born male or female and that these children should learn to be satisfied with what their gender identity is and embrace their gender identity.Why can't they do that?The thing is if they were meant to be male,they should accept their male identity and embrace it and not try to change it.The same thing is also applied to one born a female.Not only that,it is also the way our culture is trying to redefine marriage and family arrangements.They're trying to redefine it so two members of the same gender can marry and also,have a family where there are two fathers and two mothers.The thing is that no child,either male or female,should be without both a father and a mother as that is not what the family and marital arrangements were intended for nor made for by our creator,our Heavenly Father who created humans and also,the marital and family arrangements in the beginning when he did create it all.It does make the SSA struggle difficult as when I see and hear these things in the news,it disillusions me.I am struggling and trying to do what is right in the eyes of my Heavenly Father,but things like this make doing the right thing very difficult.I am also trying to learn to accept and embrace my gender identity and I am also trying to go through the process to heal from the wounds that are the root cause of my SSA struggles and also,I am trying to overcome SSA successfully like many others I have heard about have done successfully.Today,I was overwhelmed by temptations to fantasize and lust after other men,but fought not to give into these terrible temptations.With what I said above,I see that our culture is getting warped by the day and it's getting worse and worse with no sign of it ever getting better.I want to do the right thing,but my sinful fleshly nature wants me to do the opposite of the right thing.I can't let these unnatural sexual desires own me.I want to own them and not the other way around.Fellow blog followers and readers,I am still in need of your prayerful and positive verbal support daily and often.Please continue to keep me in your prayers and also,I would appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.I need your prayers and encouraging comments.Please continue praying for me.Please also leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to y'all for your prayers and continued positive verbal support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do and provide.
As for tomorrow,I have made no plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a wonderful and eventful day today.
Today,I woke up in the early morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I showered quickly and when I was finished showering,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I got dressed up in a suit and I headed for church for both the morning's Holy Bible study class and the worship service afterwards.
Both the class and the worship service were wonderful.There were a lot of people this morning in church.It was actually more than usual.After some wonderful fellowship and a charity lunch at a fire hall across the street from the church,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I got out of my suit and into a sweatsuit.I did my personal PC work and while doing so,I had some music on.After it was done,I laid down and read for a while.
I was invited out to dinner at a friend's place.I got dressed in casual clothes and I headed over to their place.
The dinner was wonderful.We talked for a few hours and when it was late in the evening,I left and I headed straight home.
When I got home,I got ready to go to sleep.Overall,a wonderful and eventful day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
For tonight,since I am tired and a little exhausted,I will report on my struggles again starting tomorrow.I only ask that all of you please continue to keep me in your prayers.I also ask that you leave some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to all of you and Thanks to my heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for tomorrow,I have nothing planned.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a very good day today.
Today,I woke up in the early morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After that,I showered quickly and when I was finished showering,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I got dressed and I headed out to the monthly Men's Network meeting.
The meeting was wonderful.After it was over,I headed for home.
On the way home,I stopped at a Salvation Army thrift store in the area where the meeting was and I bought a few things.After that,I headed to the public library in the area to print a couple of online articles to read.After that,I headed for the local Super Wal-Mart when I got back into my area and picked up a couple more things.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I changed into a sweatsuit and I did my personal PC work.After that was done,I laid down to read for a while.After this,I started to prepare my evening meal.
After eating,I watched a little TV and after that,I did some more personal PC work.I also laid down again and read a little bit more.Later on,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a very good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
My rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I am still struggling daily with BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA,which is my most difficult struggle of the two.Yes,it is.At times,the SSA struggles gets so difficult that I don't know whether I am coming or going.Today,I was overwhelmed again with temptation and they can get very strong at times.Today,I was tempted left and right to act out by fantasies and lusting.I was also tempted to manipulate my private parts at the same time.I wish that I didn't have to struggle with this.I hate that I have these unnatural sexual desires.I also hate it that I find members of my own gender sexually attractive.I know for those out in the world who have these same attractions,it is a cause for living it up and celebrating,but for me,I am a believer in the sovereign Lord and creator,my Heavenly Father and his son,the Lord and savior Jesus Christ,as my Heavenly Father condemns the sexual practices that are connected with this condition.His sacred word,the Holy Bible,condemns these sexual practices and calls them sinful.I believe and know that the sexual activity associated with Homosexuality is sinful,unnatural and above all,wrong.I am in a constant war with these unnatural sexual desires that I have and the war can be very difficult to fight every day.I am always working on not letting these unnatural sexual desires own me because I want to own them.I am still hoping that one day,I can really feel healing from these desires and also,I want to accomplish the goal of fully overcoming this terrible SSA.Fellow blog followers and readers,please continue to keep me in your prayers and also,please leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.I still need your support,both prayerful and positive verbal,daily and often.It both reaffirms and reassures me that I am not alone.Please keep your support coming.I so desperately need it as I am going through a very rough and difficult emotional time in my life at the moment.Please continue praying for me and also,please don't forget to leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to all of you for your continued prayerful and positive verbal support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do and provide.
As for tomorrow,with the exception of church as usual,I have nothing else planned.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After that,I showered quickly and when I was finished,I had my usual quick breakfast.After that,I got dressed and I proceeded to get on with the rest of the day.
I first went to have lunch at a local kitchen.After that,I headed for the bank to withdraw some money and pay a bill.I then went to a local hair place to have my hair cut.After that,I went grocery shopping at the local Super Wal-Mart.After paying for those things,I headed to a local Dollar tree store to pick up some snacking food.I also went to a local supermarket to pick up a few more things.After paying for those,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I put the groceries away and I did my personal PC work.After that was done,I had a light evening meal and when I was finished with that,I decided to listen to some music and do some more personal PC work.There was a torrential downpour of rain and there was thunder and lightning alongside High winds.I chose to keep the TV off to be on the safe side.After a while,I laid down and read for a while.Later on,I did a little bit more personal PC work and I then prepared for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
My rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I am still struggling daily with BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA,with the latter being the most difficult of the two for me.Today,I gave into temptation by manipulating my genitals to sexual images of men clouding my mind and that led to fantasizing and lusting after these images and I ejaculated while doing so.I really felt miserable and ashamed of myself after I did that and after washing my hands,I immediately went to my Heavenly Father and asked for forgiveness in the name of his son Jesus Christ.I prayed real hard and left nothing out.I admitted everything to my Heavenly Father and asked him to forgive me for my sins while also accepting full and total responsibility for my fall.When I was finished,I felt better as I knew and truly believed that I was forgiven.I still need to work on getting tough with myself.I am sick and tired of falling constantly.I can't keep falling into sin.I need to work on resistance and getting tough.I need to show these unnatural sexual desires that I have that I own them and that they don't own me.I can't let Satan and his minions bring out the worst in me as a result of these unnatural sexual desires that I have.I need to kick Satan and his minions to the curb every time I get the temptation to act out by fantasizing and lusting after other men.Fellow blog followers and readers,please continue to keep me in your prayers and also,please leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.I still need both your prayerful and positive verbal support daily and often.Please leave me some verbal encouragement in the comments section.I really need it as I feel alone when nobody leaves anything encouraging in the comments section.Please continue to keep me in your prayers.I also ask that you please leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to all of you for your continued prayerful and positive verbal support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do and provide.
As for the upcoming weekend,with the exception of a Men's Network group tomorrow and church as usual on Sunday,I have made no plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the upcoming weekend ahead.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the early to mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I showered quickly and when I was finished,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I got dressed up in dress clothes real quickly and I headed for the agency so my job placement counselor/coach and I could fill out a job application.After we filled it out,I left the agency to drop it off and after that was done,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I changed into casual clothes and I headed back out to have lunch at a local kitchen.After that was done,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I did my personal PC work and after that was done,I headed back out to see how a friend of mine was doing.After spending several minutes with him,I headed for home.
On the way home,I stopped at a local Wendy's to buy a side salad for dinner.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I started to prepare my evening meal and while that was heating up,I did some more personal PC work.
After eating,I watched a little TV and after that,I did some more personal PC work.Later on,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
My rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.Though it does,I am still struggling daily with BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA,with the latter being my most difficult of the two.Today,I actually gave into the temptation to manipulate my genitals and yes,sexual images of men clouded my mind and I also gave into the temptation to fantasize and lust after these images.I managed to stop myself and I immediately asked my Heavenly Father to forgive me for my sins in the name of his son Jesus Christ.I prayed and while I did,I left nothing out.I admitted everything.When I was finished praying,I felt better as I knew and truly believed that I was forgiven.I still need to work on getting tough with myself.I need to find out why I keep giving into these terrible temptations.I can't let Satan and his minions get what they want.I want to heal from and overcome this terrible SSA.Again,I need to find out why I keep giving in.Fellow blog followers and readers,please continue to keep me in your prayers.I also ask that you please leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.I am still in need of both your prayerful and positive verbal support daily and often.I feel alone when nobody leaves me any positive verbal support in the comments section.Please leave me some encouraging words in the comments section.I need it very much.I also ask that you continue to keep me in your prayers.Thanks in advance to all of you for your continued prayerful and positive verbal support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do and provide.
As for tomorrow,I have made no plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I showered quickly and when I was finished,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I got dressed and I headed out to a local kitchen for lunch and after that,I headed for a gas station to get some gas.After that,I headed for home.
On the way home,I stopped at a local supermarket to pick up a few needed things.After paying for them,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I put what I had bought away and I did my personal PC work.After that was done,I relaxed and enjoyed some music and a little TV.I also prepared my evening meal.
After eating,I watched a little more TV and did some more personal PC work.Later on,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
My rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.Though it does so,I am still struggling daily against BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA,which is the most difficult struggle that I have.Today,though it is,I wasn't tempted today to act out.I wasn't tempted to fantasize nor lust nor to manipulate my genitals.It was a relief that no temptations came around today.Though I did escape today unscathed,there is still tomorrow and the days after tomorrow.I still need to stay on guard and be watchful as Satan and his minions can strike at any time.They can try to tempt me to act out in any way,shape or form.I need to show them that I own these unnatural sexual desires that I have and that they don't own me.Though I did escape today unscathed,I am still asking that you please keep me in your prayers as I still need them.I also ask that you leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.I still need your verbal encouragement as much as I need your prayers.Please continue praying for me and also,please leave me some positive verbal support.Thanks in advance to y'all for your continued prayers and positive verbal support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do and provide.
As for tomorrow,with the exception of an appointment that I have with my job coach to help get an application for work filled out,I have no plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I showered quickly and when I was finished showering,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I got dressed and headed out.I headed for a local kitchen to have lunch and after I was finished,I headed for home.
On the way home,I stopped at a local bakery to have a loaf of bread,that I picked up at the local kitchen,sliced.After that,I headed for the local Salvation Army thrift store to look around and drop some stuff off.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I relaxed and did my personal PC work.After that was done,I laid down and read for a while.When I was finished with that,I started to prepare my evening meal.
After eating,I watched a little TV and I also did some more personal PC work.Later on,I started preparing for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
My rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I am still struggling daily with BPD/Schizophrenia and my most difficult struggle of the two,SSA.Today,I again gave into the temptation to fantasize and lust after other men.Yes,I also gave into the temptation to manipulate my genitals to sexual images of men.Fortunately,I managed to stop myself and I immediately asked my Heavenly Father to forgive my sins in the name of his son Jesus Christ.I also accepted full and total responsibility for my fall into sin.I prayed hard and left nothing out as I prayed.I admitted everything and when I was finished,I felt better and I truly believed that I was forgiven.I know that I have said this quite a few times,but I feel that I need to,as I really need to start getting really tough with myself,because I keep getting tempted to fantasize and lust after other men and I keep giving into that terrible temptation.I don't know why.I want to find out why,but I don't know how to find out why.Maybe if I find out why,I can stop giving into it and maybe get a resolution to this terrible problem and start seriously healing from this terrible SSA and start overcoming it and start really progressing.I need prayers real badly right now.I also need some serious positive verbal support right now.Please continue to keep me in your prayers.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.I badly need both types of support right now as I really need to get to the bottom of this problem that I have.I want to stop giving into the terrible temptation to fantasize and lust after other men.Please continue praying for me.I also ask that you please leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to all of you for your continued and much needed prayerful and positive verbal support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do and provide.
As for tomorrow,I haven't made any plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the early morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I got a phone call from my job placement counselor/coach and she told me that I had an interview for a job today and after hanging up,I showered quickly and after showering,I had my usual quick breakfast and after that,while getting dressed in dress clothes,I got another phone call from her and she told me to meet her at the agency and after that,follow her to where the interview was,which I did.
The interview went by quickly and my job placement counselor/coach let me know that she would get back to me by the end of the day and after that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I changed into casual clothes and after that,I headed out to have lunch at a local kitchen.After that,I headed to a gas station to get gas and after that,I went to the public library to register the bills that I got in change after getting gas.After that,I stopped at a used book store and I bought four record albums.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I did my personal PC work while awaiting my job placement counselor/coach to call me,but I didn't hear from her.I called the agency and left a message on her voice-mail and after that,I cleaned the kitchen sink and when that was done,I started to prepare my evening meal.
After eating,I watched a little TV and I also did some more personal PC work.I also enjoyed a little music and later on,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
While my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward,I am still in my daily struggles against BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA,which is the most difficult of the two struggles for me.Today,I gave into temptation by masturbating to sexual images of men clouding my mind.Yes,I fantasized and lusted after other men and I was really ashamed of myself and felt sorrowful.After cleaning my hands,I immediately went my Heavenly Father in prayer and I prayed for forgiveness and mercy in the name of his son Jesus Christ.I prayed hard and I left nothing out.I unloaded everything and accepted full and total responsibility for my fall into sin.When I was finished,I felt better as I knew and truly believed that I was forgiven.I still need to work on getting tough on myself.I want to heal from and overcome this terrible SSA,but I am not doing a very good job at it.I want to do a good job,but my sinful nature prevents me.I need to get back on track and work on my goals to overcome and heal from SSA.Fellow blog followers and readers,please continue to keep me in your prayers.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.I still need both types of your support,prayerful and positive verbal,daily and often.Your support is very important to me.I get a lot of visitors,but the visitors rarely post anything.Positive verbal support both reaffirms and reassures me that I am not alone in this particular struggle.Your support also helps keep me going.Please continue to pray for me and also,please don't forget to leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to y'all for your prayers and verbal encouragement.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do and provide.
As for tomorrow,I have made no plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a wonderful and eventful day today.
Today,I woke up in the early morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I showered quickly and when I was finished showering,I had my usual quick breakfast.After my breakfast,I got dressed up in a suit and I headed for church for both the morning's Holy Bible study class and the worship service afterwards.
Both the class and the worship service were wonderful.After some wonderful fellowship with my fellow worshipers,I headed for home.
On the way home,I stopped at a local Dollar Tree store to pick up a couple of things.After paying for these,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I got out of my suit and into casual clothes.I had to go back out again to go to the drug store to pick up my refilled prescription.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I relaxed and did my personal PC work.After that,I popped a DVD into the DVD player and I relaxed.Later on,I prepared a light evening meal.
After eating,I watched a DVD that I popped into the DVD player and relaxed while watching it.I also did some more personal PC work.Later on,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a wonderful and eventful day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
While my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I am still struggling day after day with BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA,which is the most difficult of the two for me.Today,I can report that I wasn't tempted today.It was great that I had a rest from temptations today.Though I escaped today unscathed,there is still tomorrow and the days after tomorrow.Satan and his minions can strike when least expected with temptation after temptation.I have to continue to stay on guard and be watchful as temptations can hit at any time because,as stated,Satan and his minions can strike when least expected.Fellow blog followers and readers,please continue to keep me in your prayers and also,I would appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.I get a lot of visitors,but comments of any kind are rarely left.I need both your prayerful and positive verbal support.I feel alone when nobody leaves me a comment in the comments section.I need positive verbal support as much as I need prayerful support.Please leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Please continue to pray for me also.Thanks in advance to all of you for your continued prayerful and positive verbal support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do and provide.
As for tomorrow,I have made no plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the early morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.While having my coffee,I watched a little TV and after that,I showered.When I was finished,I had my usual quick breakfast and after that,I did my personal PC work.When I was finished with my PC work,I popped a DVD into the DVD player and I watched it.After that,I headed out to do a little bit of shopping and after that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I started to prepare my evening meal and I also did a little bit more personal PC work.
After eating,I popped a DVD into the DVD player and watched it.After that,I did a little bit more personal PC work.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
While my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward,I am still going through my daily struggles against BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA,which is my most difficult struggle.That gets too apparent day in and day out every day.Today,likewise with today,I was overwhelmed by temptations.I was tempted to act out with fantasies and lusting after other men and to also manipulate my genitals.It was tough fighting and resisting these terrible unnatural urges that were overwhelming me.These urges really get stronger every time resistance is put up.I went to my Heavenly Father and asked him to give me the strength to help me fight and resist these terrible urges in the name of his son Jesus Christ.I prayed and didn't cease until the urges were completely gone.When I was finished praying,I felt better and much stronger.Now,I need ti work on asking for strength daily from my Heavenly Father whenever these urges come around.I need and have to show my Heavenly Father that I am very and totally serious about wanting to heal from and overcome this terrible SSA.I hate finding members of my own gender sexually attractive and I also hate that I struggle with this terrible condition.I want to heal from and overcome this terrible SSA.Fellow blog followers and readers,please continue to keep me in your prayers and also,please don't forget to leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.I still need both your prayerful and positive verbal support daily and often.When I don't get any positive verbal support in the comments section,I feel alone and lonely in this particular struggle.I need your positive verbal support to help keep me going and hanging in there.Your positive verbal support helps reaffirm and reassure me that I am not alone in this particular struggle.I also need your prayerful support as well.Please continue to keep me in your prayers and also,please don't forget to leave me some positive verbal support.Thanks in advance to all of you for your continued prayerful and positive verbal support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do and provide.
As for tomorrow,with the exception of church as usual,I have nothing else planned.But I Hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues to move forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I showered and when I was finished,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I quickly did my personal PC work and after that,I got dressed and I proceeded to get on with the rest of the day.
I only had two things on my agenda for today.I first went to the bank to withdraw some much needed money.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I registered a couple of the bills on Where's George.After that,I did some more personal PC work and after that,I headed out to get some dinner at a local take-out place.I headed for home after that.
When I got home,I ate my take-out dinner and after that,I headed for my weekly Celebrate Recovery group,which was wonderful.After it was over,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I changed into sleep clothes and I did a little bit more personal PC work.After that,I prepared for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
While my rocky road to recovery continues to move forward,I am still struggling with BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA,which is the most difficult of the two for me.Today,I was overwhelmed by temptation.It started as I was about to get out of bed this morning.Satan and his minions really try to get anyone who wants to do the right thing to do what is wrong.I had to really fight today to stay strong and resist these overwhelming urges.The SSA struggle gets more difficult every day.Fellow blog followers and readers,please continue to keep me in your prayers and I also would really appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.I still need both your prayerful and positive verbal support daily and often.Please continue to pray for me.I also need some positive verbal support in the comments section.Your support,both prayerful and positive verbal,helps keep me going.It also helps reaffirm and reassure me that I am not alone in this particular struggle.Please continue to pray for me and also,I again ask that you leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to y'all for your continued prayerful and positive verbal support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do and provide.
As for the weekend,with the exception of church as usual,I have nothing else planned.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the weekend ahead.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the early morning and had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I showered quickly and when I was finished,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I got dressed up in dress clothes and I headed out to the job placement agency to sign a job application that my job placement counselor/coach filled out on my behalf and also said that she would turn it in for me on my behalf.After that,I headed straight home to change into casual clothes and I headed over to a local kitchen to have lunch and after I was finished,I headed for home.
On the way home,I stopped to see how a friend of mine was doing and after a few minutes with him,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I did my personal PC work and relaxed for much of the day.I also watched a DVD that I popped into the DVD player.
I decided to eat out tonight.A local church in the area near my house was having a free dinner night and I headed over there.The food was great and the people I met there were wonderful.After I was finished,I stopped at a local 7-11 to pick up some cookies.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I relaxed and watched a little TV.I also did some more PC work.I later prepared for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
My rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I am still going through my daily struggles against BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA,which is the most difficult of my struggles.Today,though it is painful and shameful for me to admit this,I did give into temptation by looking up online porn and also,I manipulated my genitals to what I was watching.I stopped myself and I immediately went to my Heavenly Father in prayer and asked him to forgive me in the name of his son Jesus Christ.I prayed real hard and I left nothing out.I admitted everything to my Heavenly Father and when I was finished,I felt much better as I knew and truly believed that I was forgiven.That slip was one slip too many.I need to start buckling down and stop these things.I am really serious about wanting to heal and overcome SSA.I can't keep giving into these things.I still need to work on getting tough with myself and showing this terrible SSA that I own it and not the other way around.Fellow blog followers and readers,please continue to pray for me as I am still going through a very difficult emotional time.I also ask that you leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.I still need your positive verbal support as much as I need your prayerful support.Your support helps keep me going.It also reaffirms and reassures me that I am not alone in this particular struggle.Please continue to keep me in your prayers and also,please don't forget to leave me some positive verbal support.Thanks in advance to all of you for your continued prayerful and positive verbal support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do and provide.
As for tomorrow,with the exception of my usual Celebrate Recovery group meeting tomorrow evening,I have nothing else planned.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty fair day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I showered quickly and when I was finished showering,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I did my personal PC work and after that was done,I popped a DVD into the DVD player and I watched it.After that,I did a little bit more personal PC work and I also cleaned up a little bit around the house.Later on,I started to prepare my evening meal.
After eating,I watched a little bit of TV and after that,I did some more personal PC work.I then started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty fair day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
I stayed home for much of the day as I had nothing to do nor anyplace to go.
My rocky road to recovery continues moving forward and I am feeling better from last week.However,I am still in my daily struggles against BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA,which is the most difficult of them.Today,though it is,I can say that I wasn't tempted to fantasize nor lust after other men nor was I tempted to manipulate my genitals and for the first time in a quite a while,no sexual images of men clouded my mind.I was glad that for the first time in a while,I wasn't overwhelmed by temptations.However,though I did escape today,there is still tomorrow and the day after tomorrow.I still need to stay on guard and be watchful.Satan and his minions can strike at any time.I need to show these unnatural sexual desires that I have that I own them and not the other way around.I have to make the resolve to fully rely on my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for this particular struggle as I know that I can never go this struggle alone.I also need the support of those who continually visit my blog and read my posts.Fellow blog followers and readers,please continue to keep me in your prayers and also,please don't forget to leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.I still need both your prayerful and positive verbal support daily and often.Your support,both prayerful and positive verbal,really matters to me and also,it's very important to me.Your support not only helps keep me going,but also both reaffirms and reassures me that I am not alone in this particular struggle.Please continue to pray for me.I also ask that you leave some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to all of you for your continued prayerful and positive verbal support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do an provide.
As for tomorrow,with the exception of an appointment with my job placement counselor/coach to sign a job application that I will be turning in tomorrow,I have nothing else planned.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery is still moving onward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I showered quickly and when I was finished,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I did my personal PC work and I got dressed to proceed with the rest of the day.
I went out to check up on my schedule at work and I am still not getting any hours in since the start of this month.After that,I headed for home.
On the way home,I stopped somewhere to pick up an empty cardboard box that I needed to put some stuff in.After picking it up,I purchased something at a local close-out store and after that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I put what I had bought away and I did some more personal PC work.Later on,I prepared my evening meal.
After eating,I watched some TV and I did some more personal PC work.As it was approaching later evening,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
While my rocky road to recovery is still moving onward,especially after last week when I was in a state of depression over the approaching 2nd anniversary of my mom's passing away,I am still in my daily struggles against BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA.Emotionally and mood wise,I am feeling much better as I have gotten through last week and the day that the anniversary came.In regards to my SSA struggles,I need prayers please.I have been overwhelmed by temptation much of the day.I need prayers by every one of you.Please pray for me.When I am overwhelmed by temptation,I,at times,never know whether I am coming or going.I feel stuck in the middle between Homosexuality and Heterosexuality most of the time.It always happens when I am being overwhelmed by temptation.I also ask that y'all leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.I need your positive verbal support as much I need your prayerful support.Your positive verbal support both reaffirms and reassures me that I am not alone in this particular struggle.Your support in both of these areas also helps keep me going.Please continue to keep me in your prayers and also,please don't forget to leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to y'all for your continued prayerful and positive verbal support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do and provide.
As for tomorrow,I haven't made any plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty fair day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I showered quickly and when I was finished,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I quickly did my personal PC work and after that was done,I did some much needed cleaning up around the house and after that,I relaxed and did a little bit more personal PC work.
I stayed home for the day as there was rain for much of the day.I relaxed and took it easy and later on,I started to prepare my evening meal.
After eating,I watched some TV and I did some more personal PC work.I also enjoyed a little bit of music.Later on,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty fair day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
Tonight,I am now feeling much better.I am no longer in the dark depression that I was for much of last week.Yesterday,the anniversary of my mother's passing came and went.I was depressed and didn't feel much like myself,but I stayed the course and now,I am feeling much better as far as my emotions go.I kept on it and hung in there and now,I am feeling a lot better.
However,though I am feeling better as far as my emotional make-up goes,I did fall into sin today.I gave into the temptation to manipulate my genitals and yes,sexual images of men clouded my mind as I did this,which led to fantasizing and lusting after those images.I wound up masturbating the rest of the way.After it was over,I washed my hands and I asked my Heavenly Father to forgive me for my sins in the name of his son Jesus Christ.I poured everything out and I left out nothing.I really felt miserable for falling into sin.I prayed real hard and I left nothing out.I told my Heavenly Father everything and when I was finished praying,I felt better as I knew and truly believed that I was forgiven for my sins today.I still need to work on getting tough with myself.I need to show these unnatural sexual desires that I have that I own them and not the other way around.I can't let these unnatural sexual desires continue to have a hold of me.I have to show them that I am stronger than they are,even in my inherent imperfection and weakness.I can't keep on giving into these terrible desires and repenting each time.Fellow blog followers and readers,please continue to keep me in your prayers and also,please don't forget to leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.I still need both your prayerful and positive verbal support daily and often.Your support,both prayerful and positive verbal,really matters and is also very important to me.I need to be shown that I am not alone in any of my struggles.Please continue to keep me in your prayers and also,please don't forget to leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to y'all for your continued prayerful and positive verbal support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do and provide.
As for tomorrow,I haven't made any plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a wonderful and eventful day today today.
Today,I woke up in the early morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I showered quickly and when I was finished,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I got dressed up in a suit and I headed for church for both the morning's Holy Bible study class and the worship service afterwards.
Both the class and the worship service were wonderful.After some wonderful fellowship,I headed for home.
On the way home,I stopped at a local supermarket to pick up something for lunch.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I got out of my suit and into a sweatsuit.I quickly did my personal PC work and after that was done,I laid down for a while as I was still feeling a little tired.After that,I relaxed and watched a movie that I popped into the DVD player.After that,I prepared my evening meal.
After eating,I cleaned up a little bit around the house and after that was done,I did a little bit more personal PC work.I also watched a little TV and did some more work on my PC.Later on,I prepared for my evening retirement.Overall,a wonderful and eventful day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
Today,it is the 2nd anniversary of my mom's passing and I am not feeling up to snuff yet.I am still in a very dark place emotionally and I really still can't talk about my struggles.I am hoping that by tomorrow,I will feel much better and I can start talking again.In the meantime,please continue to keep me in your prayers and please leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.I still need your support.Thanks in advance to all of you for your support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do and provide.
As for tomorrow,I have nothing planned.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I showered quickly and when I was finished,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I did my personal PC work and when I was finished,I got dressed to proceed with the rest of the day.
I first went to Best Buy to pay something and after that,I headed over to the local Super Wal-Mart to buy a few things.After paying for those things,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I prepared my evening meal.
After eating,I watched some TV and I did some more personal PC work.I also prepared for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
In regards to my struggles,I will start to talk about them when I am feeling better.I am still in a very dark place emotionally and I haven't fully recovered yet.I am hoping that I will feel better after tomorrow,which is the anniversary of my mother's passing away.Fellow blog followers and readers,please continue to keep me in your prayers and also,please don't forget to leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.I still need both your prayerful and positive verbal support daily and often.Your support not only matters,but is also very important to me.Please continue to keep me in your prayers and also,please don't forget to leave me some positive verbal support.Thanks in advance to all of you for your continued prayerful and positive verbal support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do and provide.
As for tomorrow,with the exception of church as usual,I haven't made any plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty fair day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I showered quickly and when I was finished showering,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I quickly did my personal PC work and after my caseworker came over,I got dressed and proceeded with the rest of the day.
I first went to a local supermarket to pick up something to eat and after that,I headed over to a local restaurant to pick up something to have along with my light dinner.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I sat down to eat and after I was finished,I wet to my usual Celebrate Recovery group,which went wonderfully well.After it was over,I headed for home.
On the way home,I stopped at a nearby convenience store to pick up a light snack.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I changed into night clothes and I did a little bit more personal PC work.I then started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty fair day.I did manage to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
In regards to my struggles,I will start reporting about them when I am feeling better.I am still in a very dark place emotionally and I haven't fully gotten out of it yet.Please continue to pray for me and also,please leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.I really need both your prayerful and positive verbal support daily and often.Thanks in advance to all of you for your support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do and provide.
As for the weekend,with the exception of church as usual on Sunday,I have made any plans.But I do hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the weekend ahead.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty fairly decent day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After that,I showered quickly and when I was finished,I had my usual quick breakfast.After that,I did half of my personal PC work.I got dressed to proceed with the rest of the day.
I had only one thing on my agenda for today.I had an appointment with my therapist today at the local hospital and I had to make sure that I was on time for it.
The session with my therapist went well.After it was over,I headed for home.
On the way home,I stopped at a nearby gas station to get some much needed gas.After that,I had a light lunch at a local pizzeria.After that,I picked up my prescription refill at the drug store and when that was done,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I put my prescription refill away and I finished my personal PC work.After that,I prepared my evening meal.
After eating,I watched some TV and I did some more personal PC work.I also started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty fairly decent day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
Tonight,though I am feeling a little bit better,I am still in a very dark place emotionally and I don't know when it will lift.I am still feeling some very negative emotions,such as depression and sadness.I am hoping to feel better after the 2nd anniversary of my mom's death passes.Today,upon arising,I gave into the temptation to manipulate my genitals as sexual images of men clouded my mind,which led to fantasizing and lusting after the images that were clouding my mind.I managed to stop myself before it went too far and I immediately asked my Heavenly Father to forgive me for sinning against him and his perfect law in the name of his son Jesus Christ.I pleaded for my Heavenly Father's mercy and when I was finished,I felt better as I knew and truly believed that I was forgiven.I am hoping to be back on track emotionally by the start of next week.Fellow blog followers and readers,please continue to pray for me as I am still going through a very dark period emotionally.Please also leave some positive verbal support in the comments section.I still need both your prayerful and positive verbal support daily and often,especially since I am going through a very dark depression right now.Please continue praying for me and also,please don't forget to leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to all of you for your continued prayerful and positive verbal support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do and provide.
As for tomorrow,I haven't made any plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I showered quickly and when I was finished showering,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I did my personal PC work and I relaxed for much of the day.I watched a movie that I popped into the DVD player and after that,I decided to change from my sweatsuit into casual clothes to do some shopping.
I first went to the local Super Wal-Mart to pick up a gallon of milk and after that,I headed over to a local Wendy's to pick up something for dinner tonight.After paying for that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I put the milk in the fridge and I sat down to enjoy my meal.
After eating,I watched a little bit of TV and I did some more personal PC work.Later on,I decided to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
Tonight,I am pleased to report that I am feeling much better.Yes,I am.I am feeling a little bit happier now.I have been not forgetting to take my medication the last few nights and it has been contributing to my feeling much better.Though I have been feeling better,I am still putting up with some dark emotional feelings.4 days away,the anniversary of my mom's passing will be here.I guess that I won't be back on track emotionally until after the 2nd anniversary of my mom's death,which will be this Sunday.I am hoping to be back on track emotionally after that day,but I really don't know if I will.Fellow blog followers and readers,please continue to keep me in your prayers and also,please leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.I still all of your support,both prayerful and positive verbal,daily and often.In my current emotional time,I need all of the support that I can get from all of you.I also would appreciate your support right now.I need it desperately and some positive verbal support in the comments section would be great.I also still need your prayers as well.Thanks in advance to all of you for your support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do and provide.
As for tomorrow,with the exception of my appointment with my therapist,I have nothing else planned.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty fairly decent day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I showered quickly and after that,I had my usual quick breakfast.When I was finished,I got dressed and I headed out to my job placement/counselor's/coach's office to make a copy of a sales receipt to be sent to an local organization so I can get reimbursed for a shoes purchase that I made.After that,I headed over to a local kitchen for a light lunch and after that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I did my personal PC work and when that was done,I was still feeling the dark emotions of depression and I laid down.After listening to an inspirational record,I decided to go to my Heavenly Father in prayer.I confessed some sins of acting out by fantasies and lusting.I also asked for forgiveness for those sins in the name of his son Jesus Christ.I also talked about the dark depression that I was in and that I wanted to feel better.I even talked about the forgetfulness of taking my medication on Saturday night and that the 2nd anniversary of my mother's death was approaching.I prayed for a while and after I was finished,I knew that I was forgiven for my sins.I am still in that dark place,but I know that I will feel better soon and I am hoping that the relief comes soon.After doing a little bit more personal PC work,I started prepare my evening meal.
After eating,I watched a little bit of TV and I did some more personal PC work.Later on,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty fairly decent day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
Fellow blog followers and readers,though I am feeling a little bit better,I am still in a very dark place emotionally and I really can't talk anymore about this.I am still hoping that I will start to feel better soon.I am already tired of being in this dark emotional place where I am feeling sadness and downcast feelings.I am hoping for the best and I am hoping that the dark depression lifts soon.Fellow blog followers and readers,please continue to keep me in your prayers and please leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.I am still in need of both your prayerful and positive verbal support daily and often.I really need it now as I am going some very dark feeling emotions and not feeling much like myself.Please continue to pray for me.Please also leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to all of you for your continued prayers and continued positive verbal support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do and provide.
As for tomorrow,I have made no plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good,but not too eventful,day today.
Today,I woke up in the early afternoon and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I showered quickly and when I was finished,I had my usual quick breakfast.After my breakfast,I got a phone call from my niece asking me to babysit for her and I agreed to do so.After that,I quickly did my personal PC work and after that,I got dressed and I headed over to my niece's house to babysit for her and when she got home,I headed for home myself.
When I got home,I registered a bill at the Where's George site and I went back out to get some fresh chili and a Hot Pocket for dinner.I headed straight home.
When I got home,I ate my dinner and I watched a little TV after that.I also did some more personal PC work.I then started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good,but not too eventful,day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
Tonight,I am still in a very dark place emotionally.I am still not up to snuff yet in regards to sharing on here where I am at in regards to my struggles.I don't know when I will be feeling better enough to share my struggles.I am hoping that I will be feeling better by tomorrow.I didn't feel as much darker as I did yesterday when I woke up in the early afternoon,but I am still not feeling up to par yet emotionally to share where I am at in regards to my struggles.The only thing that I ask is that y'all continue to keep me in your prayers and also,please leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.I still need both your prayerful and positive verbal support daily and often.I need your support to help get me out of this dark emotional place that I am at right now.Please continue to keep me in your prayers.I also ask that you please leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to all of you for your continued support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do and provide.
As for tomorrow,with the exception of a couple of important appointments,I have nothing else planned.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me not only positive benefits,but helps get me out of this dark emotional place that I am in right now.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a wonderful and eventful day today.
Today,I woke up in the early morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I showered quickly and when I was finished,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I got dressed up in a suit and I headed for church for both the morning's Holy Bible study class and the worship service afterwards.
Both the class and the worship service were wonderful.After some wonderful fellowship,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I got out of my suit and into some casual clothes.I did my personal PC work and later on,I headed out to a local Dollar Tree store to pick up a couple of things.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I had a light evening meal and I watched some TV.I also did a little reading and some more personal PC work.I then started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a wonderful and eventful day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
Tonight,I am in a very dark place emotionally and I don't know why.I have been feeling down since the evening began.I have a hunch or two as to why I am feeling this way.The 2nd anniversary of my mom's passing is approaching.My mom has been dead for two years and I am still missing her.I still find it hard to believe that she's gone and I miss having her around.Plus,I forgot to take my medication last night as usual.I took another sleep aid to help me sleep when I realized that I forgot to take my medication when I tried to get some sleep.Fellow blog followers and readers,please continue to keep me in your prayers and please leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.I will start reporting regularly when I am feeling better.Please keep me in your prayers and also,please don't forget to leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Your support does mean a lot to me and I appreciate that.Thanks very much.
I haven;t really got anything planned for tomorrow as of yet.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty fair day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I showered quickly and when I was finished,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I did my personal PC work,but stayed home for the day as it was raining for much of the day.I simply stayed home and I relaxed.I listened to some music and watched some TV.I also stayed online for much of the day as well.I was communicating with many of my online friends.After that,I started to prepare my evening meal.
After eating,I watched a little bit more TV and I also did some more personal PC work.I also started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty fair day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
In regards to my struggles with BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA,I will keep you all updated on them tomorrow as I am feeling very sleepy.Please continue in prayer for me and also,please leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.I still need both your prayerful and positive verbal support daily and often to help keep me going.Thanks to y'all for your continued support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that that do and provide.
As for tomorrow,with the exception of church as usual,I have nothing planned.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I decided to do my personal PC work first and after that was done,I showered quickly and when I was finished,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I decided to do a little bit more personal PC work and I got dressed to proceed with the rest of the day.
I first went to a local supermarket to pick up a couple of things.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I put the stuff that I bought away and I relaxed while watching a movie that I popped into the DVD player.After that,I did a little bit more personal PC work.
After eating,I headed out to my usual Celebrate Recovery group,which went as wonderfully as expected and after that was over,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I prepared for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
While my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward,I am still in my daily struggles against BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA,which is the most difficult of the two for me.Today,I have some things that I need to say in this regard to my struggles with SSA and it isn't pretty.This week has been an up and down roller coaster weekend.I have been struggling a lot this week and as a result,I have given into temptations a few times this week.I have given into the temptations to manipulate my genitals to sexual images of men clouding my mind,which led to me fantasizing and lusting after other men and on a couple of occasions,it led to ejaculation.On these occasions,I felt really miserable after doing these things as I know that my Heavenly Father condemns such activity and I really felt sorry for myself as a result of me giving into these terrible,meaningless and worthless temptations.On all of these occurrences,I immediately went to my Heavenly Father and I confessed all of my sins to him and I also accepted full and total responsibility for my falls into sin.I also begged and pleaded,in the name of his son Jesus Christ,for both his forgiveness and his mercy.I begged for him to be merciful towards me and to forgive my sins.I was really sorry for doing that and again,these activities are things that my Heavenly Father not only condemns,but also,abhors.When I was finished,I felt better and knew and truly and totally believed that I was forgiven.I really need to start getting tough with myself.The emotional factor was that I was angry this week.The reason for my anger was because my sister had the gall to call me three nights ago when I was about to go to sleep and say that she needed to pick up a couple of things.This really made me angry because I was tired,very sleepy and wanted to go to bed.The worst part of her coming over was her meddling into my life and my business,which I didn't appreciate at all.That led to all the stuff and falling that few times this week.I am not saying that it excuses it,but it was the motivator and the way that I was feeling.I also need to work on not letting my anger get the better of me when things that I don't want happening happen.Again,I need to get tough with myself and start showing these unnatural sexual desires that I have that I own them and not the other way around.I really want to heal from and overcome this terrible SSA.I hate that I have sexual feelings for men and I hate this struggle.I want to do what is right,but my sinful nature wants me to do the opposite.I have to show my sinful nature that I am no longer interested in any of those things that are connected to the so called "Pro-Gay" agenda.I want to be what my Heavenly Father wants me and intends me to be.I happen to be a man and a male and that is what I am identity wise.All other identities,such as "Homosexual/Gay" are false identities.Fellow blog followers and readers,please continue to keep me in your prayers.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.I am still in desperate need of your prayerful and positive verbal support daily and often.Please continue to keep me in your prayers and also,please leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.I would really appreciate both of these things.Thanks in advance to all of you for your continued prayerful and positive verbal support.Thanks also to both my heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do and provide.
As for the weekend,I have nothing planned.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the upcoming weekend ahead.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I showered quickly and when I was finished with that,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I did my personal PC work and after that,I got dressed to proceed with the rest of the day.
I had only a couple of errands to run.I went to a local supermarket to pick up a few things and after that,I went to a local Dollar Tree store to pick up a few more things.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I put the stuff away and I had a light evening meal tonight.After I was finished eating,I watched some TV and I did a little bit more personal PC work.I then prepared for my evening retirement as evening came.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
In regards to my struggles with BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA,I an putting off talking about them until tomorrow.Please continue to keep me in your prayers and please leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.I am still in dire need of both your prayerful and positive verbal support.Thanks in advance for your continued support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do and provide.
As for tomorrow,I have made no plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I showered quickly and when I was finished,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I did my personal PC work and did some much needed cleaning up around the house.I had to get rid of a whole bunch of paper piles that had accumulated over a span of time.I put all of them into trash bags and I headed for my church because they had dumpsters where you can dump recyclable papers to help raise funds for the church and it's accompanying school.After that,I headed for a local supermarket to dump a whole bunch of plastic shopping bags into their recycling can.After that,I purchased a few needed things and I headed straight home.
When I got home,I put all the stuff that I bought away and I did a little bit more personal PC work.Later on,I started to prepare my evening meal.
After eating,I watched a little TV and I also did a little bit more personal PC work.Later on,as it was getting late,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
In regards to my struggles with BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA,I will start talking about them again tomorrow as I am really tired.Please continue praying for me and please leave me some positive verbal support.I really need and appreciate all the support that I can get.Thanks to all of you and Thanks also to my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for tomorrow,I have n plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I showered quickly and when I was finished,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I did my personal PC work and I got dressed to proceed with the rest of the day.
I had only one thing on my agenda for today.I went to a local Dollar Tree store to pick up a couple of things that I needed.After paying for those things,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I put the stuff that I bought away and I prepared my evening meal.
After eating,I relaxed and I watched a little TV.Later on,I did some more personal PC work.Later on,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
While my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward,I am still in my daily struggles against BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA,which is the most difficult of the two for me.Today,I wasn't tempted in any way to act out on my desires.I simply went through the day without any problems nor anything to get me to compromise.It was good that I had no problems today,but I still need to stay on guard and be watchful.Why?Satan and his minions can strike at ant time when least expected and try to tempt me to break my Heavenly Father's perfect law in regards to sexuality.I can't let the unnatural desires that I have own me.I have to show these desires that I have that I own them.I am going to try and make it my resolve to start setting aside a time for prayer.Lately,I have been only going to my Heavenly Father when I am in need of strength to help me fight and resist the urges when they come around and I feel that this is why that the temptations keep coming at me.I can't let Satan and his minions have their way.I have to show them that I worship the only true God,our sovereign Lord and creator,our Heavenly Father and that I have his son Jesus Christ as my Lord and Savior.I am going to make it my effort and resolve to make prayer a regular part of my day.Fellow blog followers and readers,please continue to keep me in your prayers.I really need your prayers right now as well as daily and often.I also need your positive verbal support in the comments section right now as well as daily and often.Please continue to keep me in your prayers and also,please don't forget to leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to all of you for your continued prayerful and positive verbal support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do and provide.
As for tomorrow,I have made no plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

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Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a wonderful and eventful day today.
Today,I woke up in the early morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After that,I showered quickly and when I was finished,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I got dressed up in a suit real quickly and I headed for church for both the morning's Holy Bible study group and the worship service afterwards.
Both the class and the worship service were wonderful.After some wonderful fellowship with my fellow worshipers,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I got out of my suit and into casual clothes.I left the house to see about work this week,but I have the week off again.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I did my personal PC work and after that,I relaxed for a while.After the relaxation,I headed back out to get a few things at a couple of local supermarkets.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I put the stuff that I bought away and I prepared my evening meal.
After eating,I watched some TV and I did some more personal PC work.I also started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a wonderful and eventful day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
While my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward,I am still in my daily struggles against BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA,which is the most difficult of the two for me.Today,though it is,I wasn't tempted in any way shape or form.I went through the day unscathed.It was great that I wasn't tempted to do anything in a sexual way that is connected with SSA.Though I did escape today unscathed,there is still tomorrow and the day after tomorrow.I still have to stay on guard and be watchful as Satan and his minions can strike at any time with temptations of all sorts.Fellow blog followers and readers,please continue praying for me and also,please leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.I need both your prayerful and positive verbal support daily and often.I need to be reaffirmed and reassured that I am not alone in this particular struggle.Please continue praying for me also,please don't forget to leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to all of you for your continued prayers and continued positive verbal support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do and provide.
As for tomorrow,I have no plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I showered quickly and when I was finished,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I did my personal PC work and after that,I got dressed to proceed with the rest of the day as I had a few things planned.
I first went to a local supermarket to pick up a few things and after that,I picked up a few more things at the local Super Wal-Mart.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I put everything away and I prepared my evening meal.
After eating,I watched something on DVD and after that,I did some more personal PC work.Later on,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
While my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward,I am still in my daily struggles against BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA,which is the most difficult of the two for me.Today,I was tempted yet again to indulge in fantasies and lusting after other upon arising as sexual images of men clouded my mind.I was also tempted to manipulate my genitals to these images as well.I immediately went to my Heavenly Father and asked in the name of his son Jesus Christ for strength to help me fight and resist.I prayed hard and when I was finished,I felt stronger as I truly knew and believed that I received what I asked for.I wen through the rest of the day unscathed.I still have to keep in mind that Satan and his minions can strike at any time.I still need to stay on guard and be watchful because of that.Fellow blog followers,please continue to keep me in your prayers and also,please don't forget to leave some positive verbal support in the comments section.I still need your prayerful and positive verbal support daily and often.Please continue praying for me.Please leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to all of you for your continued prayerful and positive verbal support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do and provide.
As for tomorrow,with the exception of church as usual,I have made no plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I showered quickly and when I was finished,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast and since I had the day off I did my personal PC work and I got dressed to proceed with the rest of the day.
I only had a few things to do today.I cashed my paycheck and after that,I headed straight home to register the bills at the Where's George site.After that,I went to the post office to send out an important bill payment and after that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I did a little bit more personal PC work and I had a light meal.
After eating,I headed out to the Friday night Celebrate Recovery group and I had a wonderful time discussing with them my week and after that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I relaxed and started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
While my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward,I am still in my daily struggles against BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA,which is the most difficult of the two for me.Today,upon arising out of bed,I was tempted to act out by fantasizing and lusting after other men as sexual images of men were clouding my mind.I was also tempted to manipulate my genitals to these images.I immediately went to my Heavenly Father in prayer and I asked him in the name of his son Jesus Christ to give me the strength to help me fight and resist these urges.I prayed real hard and I didn't cease praying until the urges were nil.When I was finished praying,I felt better and stronger as I knew and truly believed that I received from my Heavenly Father what I asked for.I went through the rest of the day unscathed,but there is still tomorrow and the days after tomorrow.I still have to stay on guard and be watchful as Satan and his minions can strike at any time.They can strike with temptations when least expected and I need to be ready when they do.Fellow blog followers ad readers,please continue to keep me in your prayers and also,please don't forget to leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.I still need your prayerful and positive verbal support daily and often.I don't want to feel alone in this particular struggle.Please leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.I also ask that you continue praying for me as well as I am getting pelted with temptations left and right.Thanks in advance to all of you for your continued prayerful and positive verbal support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do and provide.
As for tomorrow,I haven't got anything planned.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the early morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I reduced the amount of my e-mail and after that,I showered quickly and when I was finished,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I quickly did my personal PC work and after that,I watched a DVD that I popped into the DVD player.After that,I did a little bit more personal PC work.I then got dressed and I decided to turn in a little bit of bottles that I had in the back seat of my car.After that,I went to a local used music store to pick up a CD that was being held for me.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I dropped the CD off and after relaxing a while.I gave a friend a call to see if they were home so I could visit for a while,but they told me that they still weren't feeling well and after that,I headed back out to do some shopping.I went to the local Super Wal-Mart to pick up a few more things and after that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I put the stuff that I bought away and I started to prepare my evening meal.
After eating,I watched a DVD that I popped into the DVD player.When that was over,I did some more personal PC work and after that,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.My usual Thursday night study was canceled tonight and so,I relaxed and enjoyed watching a DVD.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
While my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward,I am still in my daily struggles against BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA,which is the most difficult of the two for me.Today,I was tempted to indulge in fantasizing and lusting after other men and yes,sexual images of men did cloud my mind.Fortunately,I went to my Heavenly Father and asked for strength to help me fight and resist in the name of his son Jesus Christ.It was overwhelming,but not as overwhelming as the last two days.Still,I prayed for strength to help me fight and resist the urges and when I was finished,I felt better and know that my Heavenly Father gave me what I asked for.I went through the rest of the day unscathed,but despite that,I still have to keep in mind that there is still tomorrow and the days after tomorrow.Satan and his minions can strike at any time with many ways to try and tempt me to go against my Heavenly Father's perfect law.I still need to stay on guard and be watchful.Fellow blog followers and readers,please continue to pray for me and also,please don't forget to leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.I need both your prayerful and positive verbal support daily and often.I don't want to feel alone in this particular struggle.Please continue to pray for me and also,please don't forget to leave me some positive verbal support.Thanks in advance to all of you for your continued prayerful and positive verbal support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do and provide.
As for tomorrow,since I have the day off from work,I have nothing planned.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a fairly decent day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I showered quickly and when I was finished,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I did my personal PC work and later on,I got dressed to proceed with the rest of the day.
I only had a couple of errands to run.I first withdrew some money from the bank and after that,I paid a bill.After that,I stopped to see how a friend was doing and after that,I did my grocery shopping.After that was done,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I put the stuff away and I ate my evening meal.After that,I watched a DVD and I did some more personal PC work.Later on,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a fairly decent day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
While my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward,I am still in my daily struggles against BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA,which is the most difficult of the two for me.Today,I was overwhelmed again by temptation.It was in the morning after I got out of bed and I was sitting down in a chair.Fortunately,I went immediately to my Heavenly Father and I prayed for strength to help me fight and resist the temptations.I prayed and I prayed until the temptations were nil.When I was finished,I felt better and much stronger.I went through the rest of the day unscathed.Though I did,there is still tomorrow and the days after tomorrow.I still need to stay on guard and be watchful.Satan and his minions can strike at any time.I need to go to my Heavenly Father in prayer habitually and pray for strength to help me fight and resist all sorts of temptations.Fellow blog followers and readers,please continue to keep me in your prayers.I also ask that you leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.I still need both your prayerful and positive verbal support daily and often.Please continue praying for me.Please leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to all of you for your continued prayerful and positive verbal support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do and provide.
As for tomorrow,I have made no plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ