Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a wonderful and eventful day today.
Today,I woke up in the early morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I showered quickly and when I was finished,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I got dressed up in a suit and I headed for church for both the morning's Holy Bible study class and the worship service afterwards.
Both the class and worship service were wonderful.After some wonderful fellowship with my fellow worshipers,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I got out of my suit and changed into a sweatsuit.I quickly did my personal PC work and when I was finished,I got dressed in casual clothes and I headed out to see a movie at a local bargain movie theater.
I enjoyed the movie that I saw.After it was over,I headed for home.
On the way home,I stopped at a nearby Dollar Tree to pick up a can of soup.After that,I bought some cookies at a local supermarket.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I changed back into my sweatsuit and I did some more personal PC work.After that was done,I heated up the can of soup and I also made a sandwich to go along with it.After eating,I watched a classic TV episode from a DVD set that I have.I also did a little bit more personal PC work.Later on,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a wonderful and eventful day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
My rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I am still in my daily struggles against BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA,which is the most difficult of the two for me.Though it is, I can say that I wasn't tempted to act out in any way,shape or form.I stayed busy and that took my mind off of the sexual stuff.Though I escaped today unscathed,there is still tomorrow and the days after tomorrow as Satan and his minions can strike when lease expected.Fellow blog followers and readers,please continue to keep me in your prayers and also,please don't forget to leave some positive verbal support in the comments section.I still need both your prayerful and positive verbal support daily and often.It helps both reaffirm and reassure me that I am not alone in this particular struggle.Please continue to keep me in your prayers and also,please leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to y'all for your continued prayerful and positive verbal support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do and provide.
As for tomorrow,with the exception of a Christmas party that I was invited to,I have no plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a very good day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I showered quickly and when I was finished showering,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I did my personal PC work and I got dressed to proceed with the rest of the day as I had a few things on my agenda for today.
I decided to take a trip to a shopping mall in the next county.I walked around for a while and I made a payment at the Sears store that was there.After that,I went to the food court to have myself an egg roll from a Chinese take out place.After that,I went into an f.y.e store and bought a classic movie on DVD.After that,I headed over to the Best Buy in the area and I paid another bill.After that,I headed for home.
On the way home,I stopped at a local supermarket when I arrived back in my hometown.I bought a can of soup for dinner and after that,I headed over to a local McDonald's for an Egg Nog shake.After paying for it,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I heated up the can of soup and while it was heating up,I made a sandwich.I ate my meal while watching a classic TV episode on a DVD set that I have.After that,I did some more personal PC work.Later on,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a very good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
My rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I am still in my daily struggles against BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA,which is the most difficult of the two for me.Today,though it is,I wasn't tempted in any way,shape or form today.I guess that by staying busy and keeping my mind on the things that I needed to do kept my mind off of anything sexual.No sexual images of men clouded my mind nor did any temptations to fantasize and lust hit me.Though I escaped today,there is still tomorrow and the days after tomorrow.Satan and his minions can strike when least expected and I still need to stay on guard and be watchful.Fellow blog followers and readers,please continue to keep me in your prayers and also,please don't forget to leave me some positive verbal support in the comment section.I am still in need of both your prayerful and positive verbal support daily and often.Your support helps keep me going.It also makes me more determined to continue in my goals to overcome this terrible SSA.I am also still looking forward to meeting with my new therapist this coming Tuesday and I am still need prayers for that as well,in hopes that this big step will work for me in the long run.Please continue to pray for me.I also would still appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to all of you for your continued prayerful and positive verbal support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do and provide.
As for tomorrow,with the exception of church as usual in the morning and a movie in the early afternoon,I have nothing planned.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I showered and when I was finished,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I did my personal PC work and I relaxed for much of the day.I had to make a few phone calls before doing anything else.A little later,I dressed in casual clothes to proceed with the rest of the day.
I first stopped over at a local restaurant and had myself a little light dinner of a bowl of soup and onion rings.After that,I headed over to a local super market to pick up some orange juice and milk.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I put my milk and juice in the fridge and I did some more personal PC work.I also relaxed and watched a DVD that I popped into the DVD player.Later on,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
My rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I am still in my daily struggles against BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA.Today,I can satisfactorily report that I wasn't tempted to indulge in anything sexual today and that includes fantasizing and lusting after other men.I went through the day with no problems as I just did what I had to do and I was feeling pretty good.Though I escaped today unscathed,there is still tomorrow and the days after tomorrow.I am also still looking forward to the therapeutic step that I will be making when I go see my new counselor on Tuesday afternoon.I am hoping that this big step that I am taking will work out for me in the long run.I really need to let go of the unresolved issues and start transcending from them so I can discover real healing,so I can finally start to overcome SSA.I am sick of the rut that I am in and I am hoping that this big step that I am taking will go well and work out for me.Fellow blog followers and readers,please continue to keep me in your prayers and also,please leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.I still need both your prayerful and positive verbal support daily and often.Please pray for me that the new therapeutic step that I am taking will work out for the best for me and that it will benefit me in the long run.Please continue to pray for me and also,please don't forget to leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to y'all for your continued prayerful and positive verbal support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do and provide.
As for the upcoming weekend,with the exception of church as usual on Sunday,I have made no plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the early morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I showered quickly and when I was finished,I had my usual quick breakfast.After that,I quickly did my personal PC work and I got dressed to proceed with the rest of the day.
Today,I was supposed to start my first session with my new therapist,but they called to postpone the appointment until early Tuesday afternoon.After hanging up,I decided to do some much needed bill paying today and I was glad to get that done while I was out for much of the day.After that was done,I did a little bit of shopping at a local supermarket and I headed straight home.
When I got home,I put the stuff that I bought away and I relaxed while watching a little bit of TV.After that,I headed to a local church for a free dinner.After eating,I headed over to a local close-out store to pick up a few things.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I put the stuff that I bought away and I did some more personal PC work.Later on,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
I will start talking where I am at in my struggles hopefully by tomorrow.I was a little disappointed when the postponement of my appointment came,but that's life as it is full of cancellations and postponements.However,I will be going to my Tuesday afternoon session.Please continue to keep me in your prayers and also,I would appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section as I still need both your prayerful and positive verbal support daily and often.Thanks for continuing to pray for me and also,your continued positive verbal support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do and provide.
As for tomorrow,I have made no plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the near mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,since I had no time to shower,I washed my hair and face over the sink,alongside shaving my face.After that was done,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I got dressed and I headed for the two groups that I had today.
Both the groups went well.After they were over,I headed over to a local kitchen for lunch.After that,I headed for home.
On the way home,I stopped at the local Super Wal-Mart to pick up a few things.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I put the stuff that I bought away and I did my personal PC work.After that,I watched some TV and later popped a DVD into the DVD player.After that,I did some more personal PC work.Later on,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
Tonight,I am going to say that I am going to start making that big therapeutic step tomorrow.I have an appointment with the new therapist that they are going to assign me with.I am hoping that it goes well for me.I am also hoping that I will finally be able to finally let go and start transcending from these unresolved issues that I have,which are anger,resentment,trauma and trust issues.I need to finally get these issues behind me,so I can finally discover the real healing that I so desperately need.Please pray for me that this works out for me like I hope that it does.I also would still appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section at the same time.Please keep me in your prayers.Please leave some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks to all of you for your continued support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do and provide.
As for tomorrow,with the exception of the aforementioned therapy session that I will have,I have nothing planned.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After that,I chose to wash my hair and face over the sink,alongside shaving.After that,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I quickly did my personal PC work and I got dressed as I had only one place to go today.
I went to a local Dollar Tree store and bought a can of soup.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I heated the can of soup in the microwave for lunch and I ate it.I also watched a DVD that I popped into the DVD player.After that was over,I did a little bit more personal PC work and I watched a little bit of TV after that.Later on,I started to prepare my evening meal.
After eating,I watched a DVD that I pooped into the DVD player.I also did some more personal PC work.Later on,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
My rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.Though it does,I am still in my daily struggles against BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA,which is the most difficult struggle of the two for me.Today,though it is,I can report that I had no issues with temptations today.I stayed busy with what I had to do and that took my mind off of the sexual stuff.Today,I did return the phone call to the rehab center and I have an appointment at 1:00pm Thursday.I am hoping that my meeting with the new therapist goes well.I am also hoping that I can finally be on my way to discovering the real healing that I desperately need.I am hoping that I can finally let go,transcend and heal.I need to get these unresolved issues out of my life and finally get on the road to real healing and I can finally overcome this terrible SSA.Fellow blog followers and readers,please continue to keep me in your prayers and also,please leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.I still need both your prayerful and positive verbal support daily and often.I also need your prayers to hope that this big step that I am making in my life of therapy will work out for the best.I also could use some verbal support as well for this.Please continue to keep me in your prayers and also,please don't forget to leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to all of you for your continued prayerful and positive verbal support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do and provide.
As for tomorrow,with the exception of a couple of groups in the morning and a midweek Advent church service in the evening,I have no plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I washed my hair and face over the sink,alongside shaving.After that,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I did my personal PC work and after that was done,I got dressed as a friend called me and asked me to help her,which I left the house to do and after that was done,I headed for home.
On the way home,I stopped at a local Family Video and bought a couple of cheap DVDs and after that,I bought a gallon of milk for myself and when I paid for that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I put the milk away and I watched a little TV.After that,I started to prepare my evening meal.
After eating,I headed back out to buy a few more things.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I changed into bed clothes and I relaxed.I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
My rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I am still in my daily struggles against BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA,which is the most difficult struggle of the two for me.Not only that,my struggles with BPD/Schizophrenia make my struggles with SSA even more difficult.Today,while I was out,I got a call from the rehab center and I have to call them tomorrow morning when I wake up.When I got home today,it was too late for me to call them as the center was closed for the rest of the day.I was surprised to hear from them right away.I will return the call tomorrow.I am hoping that this big step will work out for me and I can finally let go of these unresolved issues so I can start transcending and finally,to discover the real healing that I so desperately need so I can not only heal from SSA,but go on to overcoming SSA.Today,I had no problems with being tempted as I was busy for much of the day.Though I didn't have any problems,I still have to stay on guard and be watchful as Satan and his minions can strike at any time when least expected and I have to be wary of them at any given moment.Fellow blog followers and readers,please continue to keep me in your prayers as I am making this much needed big step.I also would like some positive verbal support in the comment section.Please pray for me in hopes that this big step that I will be making works out for me and that it gives me the positive benefits that I am hoping for.I am still in need of both your prayerful and positive verbal support daily and often,especially at this time when I am making a big step that could possibly change my life for the better.Please continue to pray for me and also,please leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to all of you for your continued prayerful and positive verbal support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do and provide.
As fr tomorrow,I have nothing planned.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a wonderful and eventful day today.
Today,I woke up in the early morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I showered quickly and when I was finished,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I got dressed up in a suit and I headed for church for both the Holy Bible study class and the worship service afterwards.
Both the class and the worship service were wonderful.We also had a new family join our church membership.After some wonderful fellowship,I headed for home.
On the way home,I stopped at a local store to look around for something.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I got out of my suit and into my sweatsuit.I did my personal PC work.When that was done,I had a terrible headache and after taking something for it,I laid down for a while and I actually was asleep a little longer than anticipated.When I got back up,I decided to prepare my evening meal.
After eating,I watched a couple of TV episodes that I have on DVD.After that,I did a little bit more personal PC work.Later on,I decided to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a wonderful and eventful day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
My rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.Though it does,I am still in my daily struggles against BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA,which is the most difficult struggle of the two for me.Today,though it is,I can report that I had no problems with any temptations.Yes,I went though the day with no problems.Nothing went through my mind nor did I get the temptation to do anything in a sexual sense.Though I did escape today unscathed,there is still tomorrow and the days after tomorrow.Satan and his minions will still try to tempt me to act out in any way,shape or form.I still need to stay on guard and be watchful as they can strike when least expected.Fellow blog followers and readers,please continue to keep me in your prayers.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.I still need both your prayerful and positive verbal verbal support daily and often.I also still need your support as I am about to take that big step in my life of seeking therapy.I am hoping to hear from the rehab center by next week and I am still looking forward to finally make that much goal of letting go and transcending the unresolved issues and finally discover real healing and to finally overcome this terrible SSA.Please continue to keep me in your prayers and also,please don't forget to leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to y'all for your continued prayerful and positive verbal support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do and provide.
As for tomorrow,I have nothing planned.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty fair day today.
Today,I woke u in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I showered quickly and when I was finished with that,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I quickly did my personal PC work and after that was finished,I relaxed for much of the afternoon as I had nothing to do nor anyplace to go.
In the mid afternoon,I got dressed i casual clothes and I headed out to my workplace to see if I would be working anytime soon,but things are still slow.After leaving there,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I changed back into my sweatsuit and after that,I did some more personal PC work.After that was done,I started to prepare my evening meal.
After eating,I watched a couple of classic TV episodes on DVD and after they were over,I did my personal PC work.Later on,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty fair day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
My rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I am still in my daily struggles against BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA,which is the most difficult struggle of the two.It's also more difficult for me because my BPD/Schizophrenia struggles make the SSA struggle more difficult for me.I am hoping that the big therapeutic step that I am making and taking will help me out and benefit me.I still feel that the unresolved issues that I have with anger,resentment,trauma and trust are hindering my healing from this terrible SSA and I feel that learning to let go and transcending will bring the much needed healing that I so desperately need and I can finally overcome SSA.I know that it won't happen overnight.I know that it will take some time,but I am willing to put some effort into that and I am hoping for positive results.I am also hoping to hear from the rehab center pretty soon as to when my first session will be.I am looking forward to it and I am hoping that this big step that I am taking will work out and deliver the positive results that I am hoping for.Fellow blog followers,please continue to pray for me that the big step that I taking in my therapy will work out for the best for me and I can finally start to heal and overcome.Please pray that it will work out.I also ask that you leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.I still need your support,both prayerful and positive verbal,daily and often.Please continue to keep me in your prayers and also,please leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to all of you for your continued prayerful and positive verbal support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do and provide.
As for tomorrow,with the exception of church as usual in the morning,I have nothing planned.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty fair day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I washed my hair and face over the sink,alongside shaving.After that,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I did my personal PC work and I got dressed to proceed with the rest of the day.
I had only one thing on my agenda for today.I went over to that friend's place to pick up some food that they were saving for me.After that,I headed for home.
On the way home,I stopped at a local hardware store to look around for a few things.After that,I was going to donate some stuff at the local Salvation Army thrift store,but a man that was leaving asked if he could take what I was donating off of my hands rather than me donating them and I said sure.I helped put them into his SUV and after that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I changed into my sweatsuit and I did some more personal PC work.Later on,I watched a little bit of TV and I also heated up the food that my friend gave me to eat.
After eating,I watched a few Thanksgiving specials on DVD and when they were over,I did some more personal PC work.Later on,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty fair day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
In regards to my struggles against BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA,I will start reporting on where I am at in them hopefully tomorrow.Please continue to pray for me and also,please leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.I still need both your prayerful and positive verbal support daily and often.Thanks in advance to all of you and Thanks also to my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for the weekend,with the exception of church as usual on Sunday,I have nothing planned.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the weekend ahead.FJ

Happy Thanksgiving to all my USA blog followers out there.
Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a wonderful and eventful holiday today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I showered quickly and when I was finished showering,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I quickly did my personal PC work and I got dressed to proceed with the rest of the day.
Since it was the holiday and dinner was at my nephew's,I decided to head over to my nephew's house and have some socializing with him and my other nephew. They were still working on dinner and I had some wonderful conversations with them and later on,much of the rest of the family came over and we had our dinner and it was great.After that,I decided to head over to another person's place,but we were in the midst of an intense snowfall and I called them to let them know that I wasn't able to make it,but,weather permitting,I could come over tomorrow instead.They said okay and after getting some gas as a local gas station.I headed straight home.
When I got home,I changed into pajamas and relaxed while doing some more personal PC work.I also enjoyed some music as well.Later on,I decided to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a wonderful and eventful holiday.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
Tonight,I am going to hold off talking about my struggles.I had a wonderful holiday and I had no problems.I will get around to discussing where I am at in my struggles tomorrow night.All I ask is that you please continue to keep me in your prayers and also,please don't forget to leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks to all of you and Thanks to my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for tomorrow,I really have nothing planned.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today.I woke up in the early morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I showered quickly and when I was finished showering,I had my usual quick breakfast.After my breakfast,I got dressed and I headed for another local agency to attend a couple of group meetings.
Both the meetings went well.After they were over,I headed for a local kitchen to have lunch.After that,I headed back to the agency because they were having a party,but when I got back there,I learned that it was canceled.After that,I headed for home.
On the way home,I stopped at couple of local supermarkets to pick up a gallon of milk and a loaf of bread respectively.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I put the stuff that I bought away and I did my personal PC work.It took me a while,but I got it done.After that,I started to prepare my evening meal.
After eating,I watched a couple of DVD's and after that,I did some more personal PC work.I relaxed and started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
My rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.However,though it does so,I am still in my daily struggles.My struggles with BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA never get any easier.They get more difficult by the day.I never know what to expect next from these struggles of mine.Today,while at the local kitchen waiting in line for my meal,I was inexcusably insulted by the man who was in front of me.This shows me that there is ignorance everywhere.It's bad enough that ignorant people out there in the world call me and many other mentally challenged people freaks,outcasts,and many other mean nature styled names and labels,but to inexcusably insult someone and also tell them to stay away from medication has to be the lowest of the low in this area.After this happened,I was tempted to act out in a variety of ways apart from seeking other men to act out physically with them.When things like this happen,I at times don't know whether I am coming or going.I hear things in my head right now that I wish I wasn't hearing and it's making me feel at edge as well as having other varied negative thoughts.Fellow blog followers and readers,I desperately need your prayers right now.I also need your positive verbal support in the comments section.I still need both your prayerful and positive verbal support daily and often.Please continue to keep me in your prayers and also,please don't forget to leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to y'all for your continued prayerful and positive verbal support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do and provide.
As for tomorrow,I will be having Thanksgiving dinner at my nephew's house with my family and I will also be going to a friends place for a little get together later on after that.For the rest of the day,I might just relax and watch a movie or two when I get home.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the upcoming Holiday ahead.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I washed my hair and face over the sink,alongside shaving.After that,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I got dressed in a hurry and I headed for another local agency to see about getting involved with them in regards to attending groups again and to also talk with the supervisor.
The meeting that I had with the supervisor went well.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I hit the shower to clean my body.After that,I got dressed again and I headed out to the rehab center in another area of the county to discuss about getting my therapy there that I feel that I so desperately need.
The meeting with the orientation boss went great.We talked for a while and after the meeting was over,she said that she would call me for my first meeting with the resident counselor there.After that,I headed for home.
On the way home,I stopped at a used record store in the area to look around.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I changed into a sweatsuit and I did my personal PC work.When that was finished,I started to prepare my evening meal.
After eating,I popped a classic TV episode into the DVD player and I watched it.After that,I laid down to read for a while.When I was finished with that,I did some more personal PC work.Later on,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
Tonight,I would like to talk about the big step that I made today.Today,I as I said above,I had an appointment with a rehab center within another area of the county that I live.I had a wonderful talk with the orientation supervisor and they told me that they would call me with my first appointment.I am now eagerly awaiting this.I am hoping that this will be a new beginning for me in regards to my healing.As I said,I have unresolved anger,resentment,trauma and trust issues that I would like to get resolved.I am hoping that this therapy that I am seeking will help me to let go,transcend and finally start to discover the much needed healing that I desperately need so I can finally start overcoming this terrible SSA and finally start becoming the man that I am meant to be in the eyes of my Heavenly Father.I really need to start discovering that and finally discover things that a man is meant to discover.I also want to embrace my gender identity and really start to live like the man that I am meant to be.Fellow blog followers and readers,please continue to pray for me as I am making this big step and hoping to finally discover real healing to overcome SSA.I also ask that you leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.I am still in need of both your prayers and your positive verbal support daily and often.Please continue to pray for me and also,please leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.I am hoping that this big step that I am making will work out for me in the long run.Thanks in advance to y'all for your continued prayerful and positive verbal support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do and provide.
As for tomorrow,with the exception of starting groups at that other local agency,I have nothing else planned.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty fair day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I washed my hair and face over the sink,alongside shaving.After that,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I did my personal PC work.After that,I just relaxed and took it easy for most of the day as it was a very Windy day today.The winds were very high and they are still going strong.My hometown has a High Wind Warning in effect until 4:00am tomorrow morning.I simply stayed home for much of the day.I listened to some music and watched some TV.When evening was starting,I realized that I had to head out to get a few things that I needed.I went to the local Dollar Tree store to buy these things.After paying for them,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I started to prepare a light evening meal.
After eating,I watched a classic TV episode that I popped into the DVD player.After that,I did some more personal PC work.Later on,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty fair day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
My rocky road to recovery continues moving forward,though I am still in my daily struggles against BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA,which is the most difficult struggle that I have and having both BPD/Schizophrenia makes that particular struggle even more difficult for me.Tonight,I am going to ask for some prayers.Tomorrow,I have an appointment in the early afternoon to meet with a counselor in another area of the county at a psychiatric rehab center.I am doing this because I need to finally start to let go and transcend from the unresolved issues that are blocking me from discovering the healing that I truly need to start overcoming this terrible SSA and finally going on to becoming the man that I am meant to be.I still need to work on developing a personal relationship with my Heavenly Father by talking to him regularly rather than just praying at night before going to sleep.Since I will be going to that counselor tomorrow in the early afternoon,I need prayers by every one of you.I also still need positive verbal support.Please pray for me as I am going there.I need the help of my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ to help me say what is right and also answer any questions with the right and appropriate answers.Please pray for me tonight and also,please leave me some positive verbal support as I am making this step.Thanks in advance to all of your for your continued support,both prayerful and positive verbal.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do as I am also going to be praying over this as well.
As for tomorrow,with the exception of meeting with a supervisor at another local agency and the aforementioned meeting with the counselor in the next county,I have nothing else planned.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a wonderful and eventful day today.
Today,I woke up in the early morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I showered quickly and when I was finished,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I got dressed up in a suit and I headed for church for both the morning's Holy Bible study class and the worship service afterwards.
Both the class and the worship service were wonderful.After some wonderful fellowship,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I got out of my suit and into a sweatsuit.I quickly did my personal PC work and after that,I relaxed for much of the day as I had no place to go and nothing much to do.Later on,I started to prepare my evening meal.
After eating,I popped a classic TV episode from a DVD set that I have into the DVD player and watched it.After that,I relaxed and I read for a while.After talking with a friend of mine long distance after he called,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a wonderful and eventful day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
Tonight,I am feeling immensely tired and can barely type anything without misspelling any words that I am typing.I will discuss my struggles with BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA when I am able.Please continue to keep me in your prayers and also,please don't forget to leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.I still need both your prayerful and positive verbal support daily and often.Please continue to pray for me and also,please leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to y'all for your continued prayerful and positive verbal support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do and provide.
As for tomorrow,I have made no plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I showered quickly and when I was finished,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I did my personal PC work.After that was done,I relaxed and I read for a while.Later on,I did a little bit more personal PC work.
Later on,I got dressed and I headed out.I first went to a local supermarket to pick up something that I needed.After that,I went to a local Subway to buy a small sandwich for dinner.After paying for it,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I ate the sandwich and I also watched a classic TV episode from a DVD set that I have.I also did some more personal PC work.Later on,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
My rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I am still in my daily struggles against BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA,which is the most difficult of the two for me.Today,though it is,I had no problems in regards to temptations today.I simply went through the day with nothing to worry about.Though I escaped today unscathed,there is still tomorrow and the days after tomorrow.Fellow blog followers and readers,I am still asking that you please continue to keep me in your prayers and also,please don't forget to leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.I still need both your prayerful and positive verbal support daily and often.I really don't have much here in my hometown and that does make me feel alone.This is why I continually ask all of you who follow my blog and read my posts to please continue to pray for me and to also leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Your support helps keep me going.It also helps reaffirm and reassure me that I am not alone in this particular struggle.Please continue to keep me in your prayers and also,please don't forget to leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to all of you for your continued prayerful and positive verbal support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do and provide.
As for tomorrow,with the exception of church as usual in the morning,I have nothing else planned.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good,but not too eventful,day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I showered quickly and when I was finished showering,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I did my personal PC work and I got dressed to proceed with the rest of the day.
Before I did anything,I made a phone call to the counseling center in another area of the county and I rescheduled my appointment for this coming Tuesday.After that,I headed out to a local Dollar Tree to pick up deodorant.After paying for that,I dropped off a few newspapers at a few houses and after that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I put the deodorant that I bought away and I did some more personal PC work.After that was done,I relaxed for a bit and later on,I started to prepare my evening meal.
After eating,I watched a couple more classic TV episodes on DVDs that I have and after that,I relaxed and did a little bit of reading.As it was getting late,I started to prepare to turn in for the night.Overall,a pretty good,if not too eventful,day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
My rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.Though it does,I am still in my daily struggles against BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA,which is the most difficult of the two for me.Today,I can report that I had no problems in regards to being tempted and I went through the day unscathed.I went through the day and I had no problems.I just kept my mind on what I had to do and that kept my mind off of the negative sexual stuff connected with SSA.Though I did escape today unscathed,there is still tomorrow and the days after tomorrow.Fellow blog followers and readers,please continue to keep me in your prayers and also,please don't forget to leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.I still need both your prayerful and positive verbal support daily and often.I am always in need of support as I really don't have much here in my hometown to help and support me.I am hoping that the therapeutic step that I am going to make will work out for me.Please continue to pray for me and also,please don't forget to leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to all of you for your continued prayerful and positive verbal support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do and provide.
As for the weekend,with the exception of church as usual on Sunday,I have nothing planned.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the upcoming weekend ahead.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good,but not too eventful,day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I washed my hair and face over the kitchen sink,alongside shaving.After that,I had my usual quick breakfast.After my breakfast,I got dressed real quickly as I had to head out to another local agency to see about getting back with them.
The appointment went well and after that,I headed over to a friend's place to spend a little time with them.After spending several minutes with them,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I did my personal PC work and after that was done,I headed back out to get a sandwich at a local Subway for dinner.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I ate my sandwich while watching a couple of classic TV episodes that I had on DVD that I popped into the DVD player.After that,I did some more personal PC work.I also did some e-mail work while I was at it.Later on,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good,but not to eventful day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
My rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I am still in my daily struggles against BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA,which is the most difficult of the two for me.Today,I actually did give into the temptation to masturbate an early wee morning hour erection away.I was miserable after that and after washing my hands,I immediately asked my Heavenly Father to forgive me in the name of his son Jesus Christ for giving into that terrible temptation.I prayed hard and I also begged for my Heavenly Father's mercy.After I was finished,I felt better as I knew and truly believed that I was truly forgiven.I went through the rest of the day without any problems,but I have to really buckle down and get tough.I have to stop falling and repenting.I just don't want to feel and think that I am abusing my Heavenly Father's divine gift of forgiveness.I know that he is all loving,all forgiving and all,but I don't want to feel like I am abusing this.No,I don't.Fellow blog followers and readers,please continue to keep me in your prayers.I also also that you please leave some positive verbal support in the comments section.I still need both your prayerful and positive verbal support daily and often.It shows that I am not alone in this struggle.It also helps keep me going.Please continue to keep me in your prayers and also,please don't forget to leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to y'all for your continued prayerful and positive verbal support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do and provide.
As for tomorrow,I have no plans made.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty fair day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I showered quickly and when I was finished,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I quickly did my personal PC work.When I finished,I did a little cleaning up in the house as I had no place to go due to it being a very snowy day.I also had to postpone an appointment that I had today to meet with a counselor at a rehab center within another area of the county,but due to the snowy Wintry mess,I called to postpone and I will be calling them either tomorrow or Friday to reschedule.After that,I laid down to read for a while and when I was done,I went outside to do a little bit of snow shoveling.After that was done,I relaxed and watched a little TV.After that,I started to prepare my evening meal.
After eating,I watched a classic TV episode that I have on a DVD set that I popped into the DVD player.After that,I did some more personal PC work.Later on,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty fair day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
My rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.Though it does,I am still in my daily struggles against BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA,which is the most difficult of the two for me.For much of the day,I had to put up with the emotional roller coaster ride of BPD.I was feeling good for much of the day,but as the day wound down,I wound up down and feeling not so good.I guess that the negative feelings started happening After I postponed the appointment that I had for today.I only did so because of the weather,but tomorrow,first thing after waking,I am going to call tomorrow and reschedule so I can start letting go of these issues and finally start to transcend from these issues.I want to finally discover real healing and real overcoming.I have struggles with SSA for far too long.I want to stop falling short and finally get the much needed strength and healing that I truly need.Fellow blog followers and readers,please continue to keep me in your prayers and also,please don't forget to leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.I still need both your prayerful and positive verbal support daily and often.Please continue praying for me and also,please don't forget to leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to y'all for your continued prayerful and positive verbal support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do and provide.
As for tomorrow,with the exception of an appointment that I have at another local agency,I have nothing much planned.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I washed my hair and face over the sink,alongside shaving.After that was done,I had my usual quick breakfast.After my breakfast,I reduced some of my personal PC work and after that,I got dressed and headed out as I had an appointment with my urologist.
The urologist appointment went well.After that,I headed for home.
On the way home,I stopped at the local Super Wal-Mart to pick up a couple of things.After paying for those things,I headed straight home as it was a cold and windy day.
When I got home,I put the stuff that I bought away and after that,I did my personal PC work.When I was finished with that,I started to prepare my evening meal.
After eating,I watched a classic TV episode that I popped into the DVD player.After that,I did some more personal PC work.Later on,as it was getting late,I proceeded to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
As for my struggles with BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA,I am feeling really tired and I really can't talk much.I will hopefully start tomorrow again and share where I am at in regards to my struggles.Thanks.
As for tomorrow,I was hoping to get out to the rehab center in the other area of the country,but I may have to postpone due to heavy snows coming tomorrow to the region.I don't want to take any chances driving in a storm and getting into an accident.I will call tomorrow and postpone and reschedule and I am hoping for next week.I have really nothing planned.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.I might simply stay home and take it easy.I might also watch a movie or two.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I showered quickly and when I was finished,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast.I quickly did my personal PC work and I got dressed to proceed with the rest of my day.
I had only a few things on my agenda for today.I first went to the agency to drop off some important paperwork.After that,I took a drive out to another area of the county to see where the place where I will be meeting the counselor on Wednesday.After that,I headed over to a local Dollar Tree to pick up a couple of things that I needed.After that,I headed for a local supermarket to pick up a gallon of milk.After that,I went to a local restaurant to buy something for dinner.After that,I picked my prescription up at the drug store.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I put the stuff that I bought away and I started to prepare my evening meal.
After eating,I watched a classic TV episode that I put into the DVD player.After that,I did some more personal PC work.Later on,as the evening was winding down,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
My rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I am still in my daily struggles against BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA,which is the most difficult of the two for me.Today,in the wee early morning hours,I gave into the temptation to masturbate an erection away.After washing my hands,I immediately asked my Heavenly Father to forgive me for sinning against him by masturbating.Though it was mostly emotional,it was still sinning and I had to repent from that.When I was finished praying,I went right back to sleep.I went through the rest of the day with no problems.I haven't been sticking to my resolve lately to get tough with myself.I am being honest here.I haven't.I need to start sticking that resolve and fight these urges to manipulate myself in my genital area and/or to masturbate.I also have to show these unnatural sexual desires that I have that I own them and that they don't own me.I am hoping that the counselor that I will be seeing can help me.The reason why I have been having a difficult time in my SSA struggle is because I do have some unresolved issues from my childhood that I need to get resolved.I am hoping that the counseling can lead me to let go of these issues,remove the excessive emotional baggage that I have and finally start transcending,so I can finally discover real healing and finally start to fully and successfully overcome this terrible SSA.Fellow blog followers and readers,please continue to keep me in your prayers.I need prayers hoping that this new thing will work out for me as I am hoping.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.I still need both your prayerful and positive verbal support daily and often.I would appreciate both types of support right now.I am hoping that the counselor,who I will be seeing on Wednesday,can help me and I can finally be free and again,discover real healing and overcoming.Please continue to keep me in your prayers and also,please continue to leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to all of you for your continued prayerful and positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to all of you for your continued prayerful and positive verbal support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do and provide.
As for tomorrow,with the exception of seeing my urologist for my yearly check-up,I have nothing planned.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a wonderful and eventful day today.
Today,I woke up in the early morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I showered quickly and when I was finished with showering,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I got dressed up in a suit and I headed for church for both the morning's Holy Bible study class and the worship service afterwards.
Both the class and the worship service were wonderful.After some wonderful fellowship,I headed for home.
On the way home,I stopped at the local Super Wal-Mart to pick up a couple of things.After paying for them,I headed for a local Dollar Tree store to pick up a bottle of men's body wash.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I got out of my suit and into a sweatsuit.I laid down for a little over two hours as I was still feeling drowsy.When I got up out of bed,I did my personal PC work and when that was done,I started to prepare my evening meal.
After eating,I watched a classic TV episode that I popped into the DVD player to watch.After that,I did some more personal PC work.I relaxed for the rest of the evening as I started to prepare to retire for the evening.Overall,a wonderful and eventful day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
My rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I am still in my daily struggles against BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA,which is the most difficult of the two for me.Today,I was tempted to act out by manipulating my genitals,but since I was still feeling drowsy,I decided to sleep it off and it worked.After that,I went through the rest of the day without hassles.Though I did escape today unscathed,there is still tomorrow and the days after tomorrow.I still need to stay on guard and be watchful as Satan and his minions can strike with temptations when least expected.Fellow blog followers and readers,please continue to keep me in your prayers and also,please don't forget to leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.I still need both your prayerful and positive verbal support daily and often.They both help keep me going.They also help both reaffirm and reassure me that I am not alone in this struggle.Please continue to keep me in your prayers and also,please don't forget to leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to all of you for your continued prayerful and positive verbal support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do and provide.
As for tomorrow,with the exception of hoping to get some much needed blood work done,I have made no plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I showered quickly and when I was finished,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I quickly did my personal PC work and after that was done,I got dressed to proceed with he rest of the day.
I had only a couple of things on my agenda for today.The main thing on my agenda was to go to the laundromat and get my laundry done,which I did.It took a few hours,but when it was done,I bagged it and I headed for home.
On the way home,I stopped at the local Super Wal-Mart to convert the rest of my change to cash and when I was done,I headed over to a local Dollar Tree store to buy another box of mac and cheese.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I put my laundry bag in the room where I sleep and I started to prepare my evening meal.
After eating,I decided to do more personal PC work and later on,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
My rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.Though it does,I am still in my daily struggles against BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA,which is the most difficult of the two for me.Today,I gave into the temptation to manipulate my genitals and sexual images of men did cloud my mind as I did that.Fortunately,I managed to stop myself and I immediately asked my Heavenly Father to forgive me for sinning against him in the name of his son Jesus Christ.I also asked that he be merciful towards me.I prayed and I prayed.I left nothing out as I prayed.When I was finished,I felt better as I knew and truly believed that I was forgiven.I am still a work in progress.I am still working on getting tough with myself.I want to stop habitually sinning and going to my Heavenly Father to ask for forgiveness.I want to show my Heavenly Father that I am serious about wanting to heal from and overcome SSA.I don't want to feel that I am abusing that divine gift of forgiveness that my Heavenly Father gives when those who worship him fall short.Fellow blog followers and readers,please continue to keep me in your prayers and also,please don't forget to leave me some positive verbal support.I still need both your prayerful and positive verbal support daily and often.They both help keep me going and also help both reaffirm and reassure me that I am not alone in this particular struggle.Please continue to keep me in your prayers and also,please don't forget to leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to all of you for your continued prayerful and positive verbal support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do and provide.
As for tomorrow,with the exception of church as usual in the morning,I have nothing planned.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I showered quickly and when I was finished,I had my usual quick breakfast.After my breakfast,I did my personal PC work and after that was done,I got dressed to proceed with the rest of the day.
I had only a couple of things on my agenda today.I first went to a local supermarket to turn in a few bottles and cans and after that,I headed for a local Dollar Tree store to pick up a box of mac and cheese.After that,I went to the drug store to pick up a couple of prescriptions.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I started to prepare my evening meal and the mac and cheese was going to be a part of it.
After eating,I watched a classic TV episode on a DVD set that I have.After that,I decided to do some more personal PC work.Later on,I decided to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day today.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
While my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward,I am still in my daily struggles against BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA,which is the most difficult of the two for me.Today,I gave into the temptation to manipulate my genitals when sexual images of men clouded my mind.I fantasized and lusted after them and I masturbated the rest of the way when I was at the point of orgasm.After washing my hands,I immediately went to my Heavenly Father and asked him for forgiveness in the name of his son Jesus Christ.I begged for my Heavenly Father to be merciful towards me because I was really sorry for giving into these terrible temptations.I prayed and I left nothing out.I threw everything on my Heavenly Father and when I was finished,I felt better and also,relieved as I knew and truly believed that I was forgiven.I went on with the rest of the day.I really need to start getting tough on myself.I can't keep giving into these terrible temptations and repenting and going to my Heavenly Father to be forgiven.I really need to show him that I am really serious about wanting to heal from and wanting to overcome this terrible SSA.I have to stop this habit of falling into sin and going to my Heavenly Father to be forgiven.I don't want to feel that I am abusing the divine gift of forgiveness by doing this so much.I am hoping that my session with the psychiatrist or psychologist that I am going to see on Tuesday will be the start of a new beginning for me where I can finally let go and start transcending from the unresolved anger,resentment,trauma and trust issues that I have.I really want to start healing from this terrible SSA and I am hoping that I can finally discover real healing and real overcoming from SSA.Every time I fall short in this repetitive and destructive cycle,I feel like a complete basket case in this regard.Fellow blog followers and readers,please continue to keep me in your prayers and also,please leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.I still need both your prayerful and positive verbal support daily and often.They both help keep me going and also both reaffirm and reassure me that I am not alone in this particular struggle.Please continue to keep me in your prayers and also,please don't forget to leave some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to y'all for your continued prayerful and positive verbal support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do and provide.
As for the weekend,with the exception of going to a local laundromat and getting my laundry done and church as usual on Sunday,I have made no plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the weekend ahead.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I washed my hair and face over the kitchen sink as well as as shaved.After that,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I quickly did my personal PC work and I relaxed for much of the day as I had nothing to do.
Later on,I headed out to withdraw some money from the bank and after that,I went to get a little bit of gas at a local gas station.After that,I headed for home.
On the way home,I stopped at my workplace to see if I was working this week,but I wasn't on.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I registered all the bills at the Where's George site and also did a little bit more personal PC work.After that,I went to a local church for a free dinner and after eating and talking with the wonderful people there,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I changed into pajamas and relaxed for the rest of the evening while doing some more personal PC work.I started to prepare for my evening retirement as it was getting late.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
My rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.However,I am still struggling daily with my struggles with BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA.Today,I wasn't tempted to act out in any way,shape or form.I went through the day without any problems.I simply kept busy with what I had to do and that kept my mind off of the sexual stuff.Though I did escape today unscathed,there is still tomorrow and the days after that.I need to continue to stay on guard and be watchful as Satan and his minions can strike at any time when least expected.Fellow blog followers and readers,please continue to keep me in your prayers.I also ask that you leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.I still need both your prayerful and positive verbal support daily and often.Your support helps keep me going and also both reaffirms and reassures me that I am not alone in this particular struggle.Please continue to pray for me and also,please leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to all of you for your continued prayerful and positive verbal support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do and provide.
As for tomorrow,I have made no plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I showered quickly and when I was finished showering,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I quickly did my personal PC work and after that,I got dressed to proceed with the rest of the day as I had a few things on my agenda for today.
I first paid my car insurance bill to jump start my policy for another year.After that,I headed over to my doctor's office for a follow-up and to get new prescriptions for my medical drugs.After that,I went to a nearby post office to mail out some stuff to a friend in another state.After that,I had a late lunch at a nearby McDonald's.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I changed into a sweatsuit and I did some more personal PC work.After that,I went out to get a take out meal.
After eating,I watched a classic TV episode that I had on a DVD set.I also did some more personal PC work.Later on,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
My rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I am still in my daily struggles against BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA,which is the most difficult of the two for me.Today,though it is,I wasn't tempted in any way,shape of form to act out on the unnatural sexual desires that I have.I guess that staying busy with everything that I had to do kept my mind off of the sexual stuff that is connected with the SSA struggle.Though I escaped today unscathed,there is still tomorrow and the days after tomorrow.I still have to stay on guard and be watchful as Satan and his minions can strike when least expected.Fellow blog followers and readers,please continue to keep me in your prayers and also,please don't forget to leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.I still need both your prayerful and positive verbal support daily and often to help keep me going.Please continue to keep me in your prayers and also,please don't forget to leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to y'all for your continued prayerful and positive verbal support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do and provide.
As for tomorrow,I have made no plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty fair day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I showered quickly and when I was finished,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I quickly did my personal PC work and after that was done,I relaxed for much of the day watching a few classic TV episodes on DVD's that I have.After that,I relaxed for the rest of the day and as the evening was coming,I got dressed and I headed out to a couple of stores to pick up a few things for dinner.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I heated up everything that I had bought and ate it.After that,I did the dishes and watched a couple more classic TV shows on DVD's that I have.I also took my medication and as the early evening started to drift into late,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty fair day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
My rocky road to recovery continues moving forward,though I am still in my daily struggles against BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA.Today,I gave into the temptation to masturbate when I was awakened in the wee early morning hours by a throbbing erection.After that,I washed my hands and I immediately went to my Heavenly Father and asked for forgiveness in the name of his son Jesus Christ.I really felt guilty for giving into this terrible temptation.I prayed hard and I left nothing out and when I was finished,I felt better as I knew and truly believed that I was forgiven.I went through the rest of the day with no problems,but still continued to stay on guard an be watchful.I really need to get tough with myself.I can't keep giving into the temptation to sin and asking for forgiveness.I have to show my Heavenly Father that I am really serious about wanting to heal and overcome SSA and I need to stop this pattern.I need to stop giving into temptation and then asking for forgiveness.Fellow blog followers and readers,please continue to keep me in your prayers and also,please don't forget to leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.I need both your prayerful and positive verbal support daily and often.Please continue to keep me in your prayers.I also ask that you leave some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to all of you for your continued prayerful and positive verbal support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do and provide.
As for tomorrow,with the exception of a doctor's appointment that I had set up today for tomorrow,I have no plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the ahead.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I washed my hair over the sink as well as washed my face.After that,I shaved.When I was finished,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I quickly did my personal PC work and after that was finished,I watched a few classic TV episodes on DVD's that I have.After that,I got dressed and headed out to run a few errands.
I first went to a local nursing facility to see if a friend that is temporary staying there if he was going back home,but they told me that he wasn't and it would depend on what the local mission organization would say when.After talking with a social worker at the nursing facility,I left the facility and I headed for home.
On the way home,I stopped at the post office to pick up a Priority Mail envelope.After that,I stopped a few local restaurants to pick up a few things for lunch.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I ate everything that I bought and when that was finished,I made a couple more phone calls and after that,I did some more personal PC work.Later on,I started to prepare my evening meal.
After eating,I watched a few more classic TV episodes on DVD's that I have.I also did some more personal PC work.I relaxed while preparing for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
My rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.Though lately,I have been struggling in regards to SSA.All the tension that is going on in my family is making the temptations go into overdrive.I have given into the temptations to manipulate my genitals and yes,sexual images of men clouded my mind while doing so,which led to the temptation to fantasize and lust after these images.Last night,I went to my Heavenly Father in prayer and I unloaded everything to him in the name of his son Jesus Christ.I asked him to forgive me for sinning against him by giving into the terrible temptations.I also talked about all the tensions that are going on within my family and that I didn't know whether I was coming or going with all this happening.I prayed and prayed and I left nothing out.When I was finished,I felt better as I knew and truly believed that I was forgiven.I also knew and truly believed that he heard everything that I told him about.I said one final prayer last night before going to bed.Today,I kept myself busy by simply doing what I had to do personal errands wise and I had no thoughts creep up into my mind.On the other hand,in regards to my BPD/Schizophrenia struggles,I have been on an emotional roller coaster ride for a while,but has been made worse as a result of all the tension within my family.One day,I am feeling pretty good,but the next day,down and not so good.I have also had periods where I was in a rut for a while and it would lift,but the depression would return a day or two later.I did make the phone call to the psychiatric center and I am hoping that they will return my call soon.I am hoping to finally find the right therapy to help me let go of the unresolved issues and start to transcend and heal so Can finally heal from and overcome SSA.Fellow blog followers and readers,please continue to keep me in your prayers and also,please don't forget to leave me some positive verbal support.I still need both your prayerful and positive verbal support daily and often.Please continue to pray for me.I also ask that you leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to y'all for your continued prayerful and positive verbal support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do and provide.
As for tomorrow,since it will be Veteran's Day,I have no plans made.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a wonderful and eventful day today.
Today,I woke up in the early morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I showered quickly and when I was finished showering,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I quickly got dressed up in a suit and I headed for church.Today,we had a visiting missionary pastor and his family.They gave a talk in the study class about what being a missionary was about and he also gave a wonderful sermon during the worship service,which was a very affirming sermon.After some wonderful fellowship with him and the rest of my fellow worshipers,I headed for home.
On the way home,I stopped at a local supermarket to pick up a few more things.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I got out of my suit and into a sweatsuit.I started doing my personal PC work,but remembered that I had to do a couple of things.I shut my computer down and got dressed and I headed downtown.
I was supposed to take a friend home today from a local nursing facility,but he was sound asleep when I got there.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I made a phone call to another friend that I was supposed to get together with,but they told that something came up and we couldn't.After hanging up,I did my personal PC work.After that was done,I realized that I needed a couple more important things and I headed back out again.
I first went to another local supermarket to buy another box of cereal.After that,I headed to a nearby Dollar Tree store to buy a tube of toothpaste.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I put the cereal and the toothpaste away.I started to prepare my evening meal.
After eating,I watched a classic TV episode from a DVD set that I have.After that,I did some more personal PC work.Later on,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a wonderful and eventful day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
Tonight,there is so much tension going on in my family that I really can't talk right now in regards to my SSA struggles or my struggles with BPD/Schizophrenia.I am down and also feeling angry and miserable that I really can't talk about anything at the moment.Please continue to keep me in your prayers.Please also leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.I still need both your prayerful and positive verbal support daily and often,especially with all the negative stuff going on in my family at the moment.Please continue to keep me in your prayers and also,please don't forget to leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to all of you for your continued prayerful and positive verbal support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do and provide.
As for tomorrow,I have made no plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I decided to simply wash my hair and face over the sink,including shaving.After that,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I quickly did my personal PC work and I got dressed to proceed with the rest of the day.
I had a few things on my agenda for today.I first went to see how a friend of mine was doing and after spending a few minutes with him,I headed out to a Goodwill store in another area of the county that I live and I bought a few things.After that,I went to a used record store in the area and purchased a record album.After that,I headed for home.
On the way home,I stopped at the local Big Lots when I got back into town to buy a few things.After that,I headed over to the local Super Wal-Mart when I got back into town and I bought some cereal and milk.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I put the stuff that I bought away and prepared my evening meal.
After eating,I watched a classic TV episode on a DVD set that I have.I was going to watch another one,but I realized that I forgot to buy something that I needed at the local Super Wal-Mart.I headed back out again to buy what I had forgotten,which was coffee.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I changed into night clothes and did some more personal PC work.Later on,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
My rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.However,I am still in the process of finding the right therapeutic approach to help me let go of the unresolved anger,resentment and trauma issues so I can finally transcend and heal from this terrible SSA.On Monday,I am going to call a psychiatric rehabilitation center and see if I can make an appointment to talk with someone there.I am hoping that this works out for me in the long run as I really do want to heal from this terrible SSA and I now realize that the unresolved issues are what's holding me back from becoming the man that I am meant to be.Fellow blog followers and readers,please continue to pray for me,especially to help me find the right therapy for needing to let go and transcend from all of these issues.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.I still need both your prayerful and positive verbal support daily and often.Please continue to keep me in your prayers and also,please don't forget to leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to y'all for your continued prayerful and positive verbal support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do and provide.
As for tomorrow,with the exception of church as usual,I have nothing planned.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving onward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I showered quickly and when I was finished,I had my usual quick breakfast.After my breakfast,I made a phone call to a company that was looking for janitorial workers and left a message.After that,I did my personal PC work and I proceeded to get on with the rest of the day.
I had only one thing on my agenda for today.I went to a spaghetti dinner at a local church and after I was finished eating it,I headed for home.
On the way home,I stopped at a local used record store and bought a record.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I relaxed for a while and I did some more personal PC work.Later on,I started to prepare for evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
In regards to my struggles with BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA,I can't really talk tonight as I am getting really tired as my medication is kicking in.All I ask is that you all keep me in your prayers and that you all also leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section,I still need your support,both prayerful and positive verbal,daily and often.It's just that I am very tired and really can't talk about these things.I can barely type this.Please continue to keep me in your prayers and also,please don't forget to leave me some positive verbal support in the section.Thanks to all of you for your continued support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do and provide.
As for tomorrow,I haven't made any plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty fair day today.
Today,I woke up in the early morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I showered quickly and when I was finished,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I quickly did my personal PC work.After that was done,I got dressed and proceeded with the rest of the day.
I had only a couple of things on my agenda for today.I first went to the job placement agency to sign a couple more papers and after that,I went to another local agency to sign some more papers.After having a light lunch that I bought at a convenience store,I headed for home.
On the way home,I stopped at my workplace to see into something and they told me that when things start picking up,they'll let me know.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I registered some bills at the Where's George site and after that,I headed back out to a local church near my house to have a light free dinner and after that,I headed for home.
On the way home,I stopped at the drug store to drop off a prescription that the nurse practitioner gave me recently and after that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I did some more personal PC work and I relaxed for a bit.Later on,I prepared to get ready to turn in for the night.Overall,a pretty fair day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
Fellow blog followers and readers,there is a growing negative rift within my family right now and I really don't know how long it will last.I had a long talk with my sister tonight before going out and she told me about what her daughter did to her.She even played me a message that was left on her voice mail.There were very harsh words said and it really hurt my sister terribly.I was shocked to hear those words.I was also upset,but tried to stay cool.Right now,I am so upset that I am being tempted left and right to act out on the unnatural sexual desires that I have and I don't want that.I don't want to run back like a coward to that sinful way at all.I need prayers right now and also,prayers for my family.Please continue to keep me in your prayers and also,please don't forget to leave some positive verbal support in the comments section.I also ask that you please pray for my family that these negative rifts are healed soon.Please do these things as I so desperately need your prayers and positive verbal support.I also need prayers for my family as well.Thanks in advance for everything.Thanks also to both my heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.I did say a prayer earlier tonight when I came home from everything that I had to do.Thanks again to y'all.
As for tomorrow,I have made no plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I showered quickly and when I was finished,I had my usual quick breakfast.After my breakfast,I got dressed as I had to head over to the job placement agency to sign a few more papers and after that,I headed back out to drop something off at my workplace for my supervisor to sign.After that,I headed out to pay a couple of bills,one to mail out and one to pay in person.After that,I headed over to the local Super Wal-Mart to buy myself a light lunch.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I put some of the stuff that I bought away and I ate my lunch.After that,I did my personal PC work and later on,after I was finished with that,I started to prepare my evening meal.
After eating,I watched a classic TV episode from a DVD set that I have.After that,I did some more personal PC work.Later on,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
My rocky road to recovery continues to move forward.However,I am still in my daily struggles against BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA,which is the most difficult struggle of the two for me.I know that I have not been talking too much about my struggles.Tonight,I need to talk a little.During the week when I was in a very dark place emotionally,I was miserable as a result sinning repeatedly.During the time in the dark place,I didn't pray very much.I was too depressed and sad to talk.I sinned repeatedly by looking up sexual images of men online.I also gave into the temptation to fantasize and lust after them and I sank deeper and deeper into misery,sadness and depression.There were times that tears came out of my eyes and I at times felt that I could not go on.That Saturday night,November 1st,I prayed and laid everything on my Heavenly Father and I did feel better.Last night,I didn't really talk to my Heavenly Father,but dozed off in bed with the light on.I have not been trying to stick to my resolve in drawing closer to my Heavenly Father and I do feel miserable for not doing so.I am hoping to start doing so hopefully tonight before I go to sleep.I know that I need to draw closer to my Heavenly Father in order to start healing and overcoming.Fellow blog followers and readers,please continue to keep me in your prayers and also,please don't forget to leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.I really need both your prayers and positive verbal support daily and often.Please pray for me that I draw closer to my Heavenly Father and if anyone out there can advise me in that area,Thanks.I need advice and I also need both your prayerful and positive verbal support.Please continue to pray for me and also,please don't forget to leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to all of you for your continued prayerful and positive verbal support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do and provide.
Tomorrow or perhaps Friday,I am going to call a psychiatric center to arrange an appointment.I still need to get these issues of anger,resentment and trauma resolved soon so I can finally discover healing and work to overcome SSA and other things.
As for tomorrow,with the exception of meeting with someone at another local agency,I haven't made any plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I showered quickly and when I was finished,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I got dressed and proceeded with the rest of the day.
I had only a few things on my agenda for today.I first went to the job placement agency to sign a few more papers.After that,I headed over to a local kitchen for lunch and after that,I went shopping at the local Super Wal-Mart.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I put the stuff that I bought away and I did my personal PC work.After that,I relaxed for a while and watched a little TV.I also did some rearranging around my living room.Later on,I went out to a local convenience store to buy myself something light for dinner.
After eating,I watched a classic TV episode that I have on a DVD set.I also did a little bit more rearranging around my living room.I also did some more personal PC work.Later on,I prepared for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
In regards to my struggles with BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA,I am still not up to sharing where I am at in them.I have been feeling extremely tired lately as a result of my medication kicking in earlier than expected.Please continue to keep me in your prayers and please leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.I still need both your prayerful and positive verbal support daily and often to help keep me going.Please continue to pray for me and also,please don't forget to leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to all of you for your continued prayerful and positive verbal support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Chris for everything that they do and provide.
As for tomorrow,I have made no plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I showered quickly and when I was finished,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I returned a couple of phone calls and after that,I did my personal PC work.After that was done,I got dressed and proceeded with the rest of the day.
I had only two things on my agenda for today.I first went to the bank to withdraw some money.After that,I got some gas in my gas stank and I headed for the local Super Wal-Mart to pick up a few things.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I put the stuff that I bought away and after that,I laid down for a while,though I made sure that I didn't fall asleep.After getting back up,I prepared my evening meal.
After eating,I watched a classic TV episode from a DVD set that I have.After that,I did some more personal PC work.Later on,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
In regards to my struggles with BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA,I am feeling way too tired to talk about them at this point.Please continue to keep me in your prayers and also,please don't forget to leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.I still need both your prayerful and positive verbal support daily and often.Thanks in advance to y'all for your continued prayerful and positive verbal support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do and provide.
As for tomorrow,with the exception of signing some more papers at the job placement agency,I have nothing else planned.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a wonderful and eventful day today.
Today,I woke up in the early morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I showered quickly and when I was finished,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I got dressed up in a suit real quickly and I headed for church for both morning's Holy Bible study class and the worship service afterwards.
Both the class and the worship service were wonderful.After some wonderful fellowship,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I changed from my suit into casual clothes and I headed out to get myself a light lunch at a local convenience store.After that,I headed back home.
When I got home,I ate my light lunch and when I was finished,I did my personal PC work.After that was done,I decided to lay down for a while as I was feeling tired and drowsy.I didn't get back up until after 2 & a 1/2 hours.After that,I headed back out to get a box of light bulbs as my dining room needed one.When I got home,I prepared a light evening meal.
After eating,I watched a couple of cartoons on DVD and when they were finished,I did more personal PC work.Later on,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a wonderful and eventful day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
My rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.But right now,I ma feeling depressed again.I don't know why I do,but I do.I am also feeling tired and just don't know what to do to help me feel better.I am just hoping that I will feel better tomorrow in the morning when I wake up.Please continue to pray for me.I also ask that you leave some positive verbal support in the comments section.I still need both your prayerful and positive verbal support daily and often.Please continue to keep me in your prayers and also,please don't forget to leave me some positive verbal support.Thanks in advance to all of you for your continued prayerful and positive verbal support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do and provide.
As for tomorrow,I made no plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ