Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the early morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I showered quickly and after showering,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I quickly did my personal PC work and I got dressed to proceed with the rest of the day.
I had a few things to do today.I first had lunch at a restaurant near the place where my therapist is.After lunch,I went to a nearby used record store to pick up a record.After that,I headed over to my session with the therapist.
The session went well.After it was over,I went and paid a bill at Best Buy.After that,I headed for home.
On the way home,I stopped at another local church to find out how much their fish fry was and after that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I did a little bit more personal PC work and after that,went back to the local church to get a fish fry,which I took home.
After I got home,I ate the fish fry dinner and did some more personal PC work.Later on,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
Fellow blog followers and readers,I am too tired tonight to talk about my struggles,but hopefully,I can start tomorrow when I am more able.Please continue to keep me in your prayers and please leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to all of you for your continued support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for tomorrow,I have nothing planned.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the early to mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I washed my hair and face over the sink,alongside shaving.After that,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I got dressed and I headed over to my mechanic's garage to get an oil change and a check out to see if I had a coolant leak and to look at the tires.
My mechanic informed me that there was no coolant leaks and my tires have to be replaced sometime in the near future.After paying for the oil change,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I had a light lunch and I quickly did my personal PC work.After that,I headed out to the bank to withdraw a little bit of money.After that,I headed back home to register all the withdrawn bills and I relaxed for much of the afternoon.Later on,I headed back out to go to a free dinner at a local church.
The dinner was wonderful.After some wonderful time with the people there,I headed for home.
On the way home,I stopped at a local supermarket to get something that I needed.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I put the stuff that I bought away and I did some more personal PC work.Later on,as it was getting late,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
My rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.Though it does,I am still in my daily struggles against BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA,which is the most difficult of the two for me.Today,though it is,I wasn't tempted to act out in any way,shape or form.I went through the day and I wasn't tempted.It was great that I had no problems with temptations today.Though I did escape today unscathed,there is still tomorrow and the days after tomorrow.Satan and his minions are out there and they can try to get me to go against my Heavenly Father's perfect laws.I can't let that happen.I have to show Satan and his minions,with the help of my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ,that I am stronger than they are and I refuse to let the unnatural sexual desires that I have dictate nor define who I am nor how I will be or act.Fellow blog followers and readers,please continue to keep me in your prayers.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.I still need both your prayerful and positive verbal support daily and often.I am still going through a very difficult emotional time and I need all the support that I can get from all of you,both prayerful and positive verbal.Please continue to pray for me.Please leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to y'all for your continued support.Thanks also goes to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for tomorrow,with the exception of an appointment with my therapist,I have nothing planned.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the early morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I showered quickly and when I was finished,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I got dressed and i headed for my morning group.
The morning group went as well as expected.After it was over,I headed for a local kitchen for lunch and after finishing,I headed back for my afternoon group.
The afternoon group also went as well as expected.After it was over,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I quickly did my personal PC work.After that,I relaxed for a while until it was time for me to go to my church's fellowship hall Lenten dinner.I got dressed and I headed over there.
The dinner was wonderful.It was great to be around my fellow church people after missing last week due to complications.After it was over,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I changed into pajamas and I prepared for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
Tonight,since I am feeling rather sleepy from my busy day,I will start to talk about my struggles again hopefully by tomorrow.Please continue to pray for me and please continue to leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks to all of you for your continued support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for tomorrow,with the exception of taking my car to my mechanic's garage to get it checked out,I have nothing planned.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the early morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee.I washed my hair and face over the sink,alongside shaving.After that,I had my usual quick breakfast.After that,I quickly did my personal PC work and got dressed to proceed with the rest of the day.
I had only a couple of things on my agenda for today.
I first went back to the rehab center to sign up for their job placement services.This process took a while,but I am and I have a few leads to consider.After that was over,I headed over to a nearby restaurant for lunch and after that,I headed over to a used record store and bought myself a record that I have been searching for and I am glad to have it.After that,I headed for home.
On the way home,I stopped at a friend's place of business and got a few CD cases to replace some broken ones.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I changed into a sweatsuit and did some more personal PC work,which I did so while listening to my new record.After that,I started to prepare my evening meal.
After eating,I watched a classic TV episode from a DVD set that I have and after that,I did some more personal PC work.Later on,as it was getting late,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
Tonight,my rocky road to recovery still continues moving forward.I am still in my daily struggles against BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA,which is the most difficult of the two for me.Today was a busy day for me and I wasn't tempted to act out today in any way,shape or form.I guess that staying busy and keeping myself occupied with important stuff took my mind off of the negative sexual aspects of SSA.Though I escaped today unscathed,there is still tomorrow and the days after tomorrow.Satan and his minions will try to get me to break my Heavenly Father's perfect laws,especially those,but not limited to,regarding human sexuality.Fellow blog followers and readers,please continue to keep me in your prayers.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.I still need your support daily and often.I am still going through a very difficult emotional time and I need all of the positive support,both prayerful and positive verbal,that I can get.Please continue to keep me in your prayers and also,please leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to all of you for your continued support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for tomorrow,with the exception of my usual Wednesday groups and a Lenten get together at my church's fellowship hall,I have no plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I showered quickly and when I was finished,I had my usual quick breakfast.After my breakfast,I had stuff to do,so I got dressed in casual clothes to proceed with the rest of the day.
After a phone call from an out of town friend,I headed out to do some things that I needed to do.I first went and had my hair cut at a local hair place.After that,I had a frozen yogurt snack at a frozen yogurt shop near the hair place.After that,I headed over to a local supermarket to pick up some important essentials that I needed.After that,I headed over to the local Popeye's top pick up some take-out food for dinner.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I put the stuff that I bought away and I ate my dinner.After I was finished with my meal,I quickly did my personal PC work.I also watched a classic TV episode that I popped into the DVD player.After that,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
Tonight,I am feeling really tired,so I am going to put anything in regards to talking about where I am in my struggles against BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA.Please continue to pray for me and please leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.I still need your support daily and often.Please continue to keep me in your prayers and please leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks to all of you for your support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for tomorrow,with the exception of meeting with an employment counselor and having my car get checked out,I have nothing planned.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a wonderful and eventful day today.
Today,I woke up in the near mid morning as I overslept and I hurried to get ready for church.I washed my hair and face over the sink,alongside shaving and I hurriedly got dressed up in a suit as I only had time to drink my usual 2 cups of coffee.After I was finished dressing up,I headed for church for both the morning's Holy Bible study class and the worship service afterwards.
Both the class and the worship service were wonderful.After some wonderful fellowship,I headed for home.
On the way home,I stopped at the local Sears to pay a bill and after that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I changed from my church suit into my sweatsuit.I quickly did my personal PC work and I relaxed for much of the afternoon.Later on,I changed into casual clothes and I went to a local bargain supermarket to pick up a few needed things.After that,I headed over to the local Super Wal-Mart to pick up a few more things.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I put the stuff that I bought away and I started to prepare my evening meal.
After eating,I did some more personal PC work and as it was getting late,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a wonderful and eventful day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
My rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.Though it does,I am still in my daily struggles against BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA,which is the most difficult of the two for me.Today,I must confess that I gave into temptation today.I gave into the temptations to fantasize and lust after other men and also,the temptation to manipulate my genitals to the sexual images of men that clouded my mind,which led to the other temptations to fantasize and lust.After I washed my hands,I immediately went to my Heavenly Father and asked him for his forgiveness and for his mercy in the name of his son Jesus Christ.I felt truly miserable after this and I was also saddened by this fall.While praying for my Heavenly Father's forgiveness,I accepted full and total responsibility for my fall into sin and I pleaded repeatedly for my Heavenly Father's forgiveness and mercy.After I was finished,I felt better as I knew and truly believed that I was forgiven.I went on with the rest of the day.I really need to start getting tough with myself.I have to stop myself from falling back into the pattern/trap of falling and repenting.I need to stop myself whenever these terrible temptations come around.I want to think pure and holy thoughts of my fellow man,not lustful and sensuous thoughts of them as thinking of men in that way is selfish and only gratifies not only the sin of the sexual activity between two members of the same gender but also the wrongful things associated with this terrible SSA.I need to really get serious with myself about wanting to overcome this terrible SSA and wanting to heal and become the man that I am meant to be.Fellow blog followers and readers,please continue to keep me in your prayers.I really need your prayers right now.I would appreciate some also much needed positive verbal support in the comments section.I still need both your prayerful and positive verbal support daily and often.I want to be the whole man that my Heavenly Father wants and intends me to be,but I need to work on getting tough with myself in this regard.I can't keep falling into sin and repenting as that will never get me out of this SSA trap,but will only keep me in it.Please continue to pray for me and also,please leave me some much needed positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to y'all for your continued prayerful and positive verbal support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for tomorrow,with the exception of getting a much needed oil change and to have a possible coolant leak checked out with my car,I have no plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the early morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I showered quickly and when I was finished,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I got dressed and I headed for the Men's Network meeting.
The meeting was wonderful.After the meeting was over,I headed for the public library in the area to register some bills at the Where's George site.After that,I stopped by to see a friend in the area to see how he was doing.After that,I headed for home.
On the way home,when I arrived in my home area,I stopped at the local Super Wal-Mart to pick up a couple things.After that,I stopped at a local supermarket to pick up some other needed necessity.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I put the stuff away and I did my personal PC work.After that was done,I started to prepare my evening meal.
After eating,I relaxed and listened to a little bit of music.After that,I did some more personal PC work.Later on,as it was getting late,I started to prepare for my evening retirement and also remembered the set the clock ahead before going to sleep.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
My rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I am still in my daily struggles against BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA,which is the most difficult of the two for me.Today,though it is,I wasn't tempted in any way,shape or form.I wasn't tempted to act out by fantasies and lusting after other men and that was great.I guess that staying busy and being out and about in the community took my mind off of the negative sexual stuff connected with the SSA struggle.Though I escaped today unscathed,there is still tomorrow and the days after tomorrow.Satan and his minions are out there.They can try to tempt and get anyone into breaking the sovereign Lord and creator's,our Heavenly Father,perfect laws,especially the laws in regards to sexuality.Our Heavenly Father set rules forth in his sacred word,the Holy Bible,on how sexuality is to be used.It was never intended to be used and abused by the way the modern world today is using and abusing it.I have to show Satan and his minion,with my Heavenly Father's and his son's Jesus Christ's help,that I am stronger than they are.I can't let the unnatural sexual desires that I have own me nor enslave me again.I have to be strong.I am serious about wanting to overcome this terrible SSA and I can't let the unnatural sexual desires that are associated with the SSA struggle dictate to me how I will act or be.Fellow blog followers and readers,please continue to keep me in your prayers and also,please don't forget to leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.I still need both your prayerful and positive verbal support daily and often.I am still going through a very rough and difficult emotional period and I need all the support that I can get from all of you.Please continue to pray for me.Please leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to all of you for your continued support.Thanks also goes to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for tomorrow,with the exception of church as usual,I have nothing planned.But I hope that whatever I choose to gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I washed my hair over the sink and after I was finished doing that,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I quickly did my personal PC work and when I was finished with that,I got dressed to head out to run some errands.
I first dropped off some free newspapers at a few people's houses and after that,I got some gas at a local gas station and when I was finished with that,I headed to the post office to get a money order to pay my car insurance bill at my insurance agents office.After dropping off my car insurance payment,I went to the local Super Wal-Mart to pick up a few things.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I put the stuff that I bought away and after that,I relaxed while watching a classic TV episode from a DVD set that I have.After that,I did some more personal PC work and while I was doing that,I was preparing my evening meal.
After eating,I did some more personal PC work and as it was getting late,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
My rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.Though it does,I am still in my daily struggles against BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA.Today,though I am,I can again report that I wasn't tempted to act out on the unnatural sexual desires that I have.I had no problems with temptations today.I simply stayed busy with what I had to do and that kept my mind off of the negative aspects of the SSA struggle.Though I did escape today unscathed,there is still tomorrow and the days after tomorrow.Satan and his minions are out there and they love to tempt those who worship the sovereign Lord and creator of all things into breaking his perfect laws,including,but not limited to,his perfect laws regarding sexuality.I have to show them,with the help of my Heavenly Father,that I am stronger than they are and that I am not going to give them what they want.I also need some help and support from all of you.Fellow blog followers and readers,please continue to prat for me as I still need all the prayers that I can get.I also still need your positive verbal support in the comments section.I still need both of your supports daily and often.I am still going through a very difficult emotional time right and I still need all the support,both prayerful and positive verbal,that I can receive.Please continue to keep me in your prayers and also,please leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to y'all for your continued prayerful and positive verbal support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for the weekend,with the exception of a Men's Network group tomorrow morning and church as usual on Sunday,I haven't made any plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the upcoming weekend ahead.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After that,I showered quickly and when I was finished,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I did my personal PC work and after that was finished,I made a few phone calls to people to reschedule appointments that I had canceled previously.After that,I got dressed and I headed over to the post office to send back something that I didn't need.After that,I headed for a local hardware store to pick up some ice melting stuff and after that,I headed over to a local church for a free dinner.After that,I headed over to a local supermarket to pick up a few things.After paying for them,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I put the stuff that I bought away and I changed into pajamas.I did some more personal PC work and when it was getting late,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
Tonight,I am feeling extremely tired.I am holding off talking about my struggles tonight and I am hoping to start talking about them tomorrow when I am more able.Please continue to keep me in your prayers and also,please leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to all of you for your continued support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for tomorrow,I have made no plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty fairly decent today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I went out to do some snow shoveling and when I was done with that,I showered quickly and I got dressed in casual clothes.After that,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I quickly did my personal PC work and relaxed for much of the day.
Throughout the day,I was conversing with my niece via e-mail and phone to see about getting my car unstuck from the driveway.The last snowfall we had really did a number and I couldn't get my car out to do the things that I wanted and had to do.She informed me that my nephew would be over to help me out a little later in the day and I relaxed and took it easy as I awaited my nephew to come and help me out.
When he came,we got my car out of the driveway and he advised me to park on the street until all of the snow mess was gone,though it might take several weeks for it to be gone.After that,he left and I was hoping to go to my church's Lenten dinner get together,but I couldn't go because it was too late for me to go.I left and headed for a local supermarket to pick up a few things and I picked up some take-out from the local Popeye's restaurant.I headed straight home afterwards.
When I got home,I changed into pajamas and I ate my take-out food,which was pretty good.Later on,I prepared for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty fairly decent day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
Tonight,I am feeling rather tired from my day and I ask that you continue to keep me in your prayers and please leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.I still need both types of your support daily and often.Please continue to pray for me and also,please don't forget to leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks to all of you for your continued support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for tomorrow,I have made no plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had another pretty fair day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I washed my hair over the sink.After that,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I went and did my personal PC work and since I was stuck at home again,I relaxed and just watched some TV and I also listened to music.
I also ate light again as I couldn't get out to get something else for myself.I am hoping that when it rains tonight,I am hoping that much of the snow in the driveway will melt so I can get out and do the things that I need to do and also,to go to places that I want to go.If not,I may have to call AAA to help me out.Right now,I am just stuck in the house until something happens.Overall,a pretty fair day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
Please continue to keep me in your prayers and also,please leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.I am still in need of both your prayerful and positive verbal support daily and often.Please continue to pray for me and also,please leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks to all of you for your continued support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for tomorrow,I am hoping to get out and do some stuff that I need to do and go to places that I need and want to go.I am hoping that I can get a few things accomplished.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty fair day today.Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I washed my hair and face over the sink,alongside shaving.After that,I had my usual quick breakfast.After my breakfast,I did my personal PC work and since I had no place to go,I simply stayed home and took it easy.I am hoping to get out tomorrow to get some necessary stuff done.I was trapped in the house today,so I made the best of it.
Later on,I watched a few classic TV episodes on DVD.I also had a light dinner tonight and after that,I did some more personal PC work and later on,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty fair day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
Fellow blog followers and readers,please continue to keep me in your prayers and also,please leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.I am in a very down mood tonight and I really can't talk about where I am at in my struggles.I am hoping that you all will understand.Please continue to keep me in your prayers and please leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks to all of you for your continued support.Thanks also goes to my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for tomorrow,I have made no plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.I am also hoping that I feel much better mood-wise tomorrow.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a wonderful and very eventful day today.
Today,I woke up in the early morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I showered quickly and when I was finished,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I quickly dressed up in a suit and headed for church for both the morning's Holy Bible study class and the worship service afterwards.This was also a big day at church because we had a visiting choir from an out of state university affiliated with the church as a whole.
Both the class and the worship service were wonderful.There was a lot of fellowship today with the members of the choir and with my fellow worshipers.We also had refreshments and after it was over,I headed for home.
On the way home,I stopped at a local Dollar Tree store to pick up a few things.After paying for them,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I Got out of my suit and into my sweatsuit.I did my personal PC work and relaxed for much of the afternoon listening to some music.
Later on,I had a light meal for dinner and after that,I did some more personal PC work.Later on,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a wonderful and very eventful day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
My rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I am still in my daily struggles against BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA,which is the most difficult of the two for me.Today,though it is,I was once again not troubled by any temptations.There were no problems again today.I had a very eventful day in regards to my spiritual growth and that kept my mind off of anything in regards to sexuality.Though I did escape today unscathed,there is still tomorrow and the days after tomorrow.I still have to stay on guard and be watchful as Satan and his minions are out there.They will try anything to get people like me to break the sovereign Lord and creator's laws in regards to sexuality.I have to,with the help of my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ,that I am stronger than the desires that I have and that I own them and not the other way around.Fellow blog followers and readers,please continue to keep me in your prayers and also,please leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.I still need both your prayerful and positive verbal support daily and often.Please continue to pray for me.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to y'all for your continued support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do and give.
As for tomorrow,I haven't made any plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty fair day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I washed and face over the sink,alongside shaving.After that,I had my usual quick breakfast.After my breakfast,I went right to work on my personal PC work and I relaxed for much of the rest of the day as I didn't go anywhere for much of the day.
Later on,as evening was approaching,I got dressed and I picked up a personal pizza that I ordered from a local pizzeria and I headed home to eat it.After eating,I watched a little bit of TV and I did some more personal PC work.Later on,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty fair day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
I am feeling extremely tired tonight,so I am unable to talk about my struggles with BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA.I can barely type in the words tonight as a result of this drowsiness that I am feeling.I will start again tomorrow.Please continue to pray for me and please leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.I still need your support daily and often.Please continue to keep me in your prayers and also,please don't forget to leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to y'all for your continued support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for tomorrow,with the exception of church as usual,I have nothing planned.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a very good day today.
Today,I woke up in the early to mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I showered quickly and when I was finished,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I quickly and hurriedly did my personal PC work and after that was done,I got dressed and proceeded with the rest of the day.
I had a pretty busy day.I had an appointment with the manager at the rehab center in another area of the county.When I arrived in the area,I dropped off a couple of record albums to be cleaned.After that,I went and had lunch at a nearby Chinese restaurant and after I was finished,I went to my appointment with the manager at the rehab center.
The meeting with him went well.After it was over,I left and I picked up my records after they were cleaned and I also purchased a few records from the place as well.After that,I went to a Salvation Army thrift store in the area and I picked up a few things.After that,I went to another used record store that a friend owns and bought a couple of used vinyl albums from him.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I quickly did some more personal PC work and after that,I went out and got a bite to eat from a local supermarket.I headed home and I ate what I purchased and after I was finished,I did some more personal PC work.Later on,as it was getting late,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a very good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
My rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I am still in my daily struggles against BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA,which is the most difficult of the two for me.Today,though it is,I wasn't tempted to act out today.I wasn't tempted to act out by fantasies and lusting after other men.I guess that staying busy and keeping myself occupied today did the trick.Though I escaped today unscathed,there is still tomorrow and the days after tomorrow.I still have to stay on guard and be watchful as Satan and his minions can strike at any time when least expected.Satan and his minions use temptations of all sorts to get those who worship the true God,who is the sovereign Lord and creator of all things,to break his perfect laws,especially those in regards to sexuality.I have to show Satan and his minions that with the sovereign Lord and creator,my Heavenly Father,at my side,I am stronger than the unnatural sexual desires that I have and that I own these desires and they don't own me.Fellow blog followers and readers,please continue to keep me in your prayers and also,please don't forget to leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.I still need both your prayers and your verbal support daily and often.Please continue to pray for me and also,please don't forget to leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to you for your continued support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for the weekend,with the exception of church as usual,I have nothing planned.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the upcoming weekend ahead.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving onward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I washed my hair and face over the sink,alongside shaving.After that,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I got dressed in casual clothes and I headed for the bank to withdraw some money.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I did 4/5 of my personal PC work.After that,I headed back out again to a local church near my house and I had dinner there as it was a free dinner.
The dinner was wonder and so were some of the people that I talked to.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I changed into pajamas and I finished my personal PC work.Later on,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
My rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I am still in my daily struggles against BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA,which is the most difficult of the two for me.Today,I can safely report no troubles with temptations today.I also had nothing cloud my mind.I simply kept busy with what I had to do and that kept my mind off of the negative aspects of SSA.Though I escaped today unscathed,there is still tomorrow and the days after tomorrow.I still have to stay on guard and be watchful.Satan and his minions can strike at any time when least expected.I have to be careful.I can't let Satan and his minions get me to break my Heavenly Father's perfect law.I have to show them that I am stronger than they are as a result of my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ being more powerful.I have to continue fighting to resist them.Fellow blog followers and readers,please continue to keep me in your prayers and also,please don't forget to leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.I still need your support daily and often.I need to be both reaffirmed and reassured that I am not alone in this particular struggle.Please continue to pray for me and also,please don't forget to leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to y'all for your continued support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for tomorrow,with the exception of a meeting with a manager at the rehab center in another area of the county,I have nothing planned.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and y hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a very good day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I didn't have time to shower,so I washed my hair and my face over the sink,alongside shaving.After that was done,I had my usual quick breakfast.After my breakfast,I got dressed real quickly and headed for a place where a couple of groups I attend weekly is.
The first group went well.After that,I went to a local kitchen to have myself some lunch.After I was finished with lunch,I headed back for my afternoon group.
The afternoon group went well.After it was over,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I had to shovel some snow that was at the bottom of my driveway as a result of the city snow plows coming through.After I was finished,I drove into my driveway and I went into my house to relax for a while.I also showered quickly to clean up and after showering,I put a sweatsuit on and did my personal PC work.After that was done,I got dressed in casual clothes and I headed for my church's fellowship hall for a Lenten dinner.
The dinner was wonderful and fun,with some wonderful fellowship,great homemade food and informative Holy Bible lessons.After it was over,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I changed into pajamas started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a very good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
My rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I am still in my daily struggles against BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA,which is the most difficult of the two for me.Today,I can again report no problems with temptations today.I kept busy throughout the day and that kept my mind off of anything sexual regarding men.Though I escaped today unscathed,there is still tomorrow and the days after tomorrow.I still have to stay on guard and be watchful as Satan and his minions can strike at any time with numerous ways to tempt me to break my Heavenly Father's perfect laws,especially those that deal with sexuality.I have to show them that I am stronger than the unnatural sexual desires that I have and that I want to stay free from SSA and anything sinful connected with it.Fellow blog followers and readers,please continue to pray for me and I also would appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.I still need both your prayerful and positive verbal support daily and often.Please continue to keep me in your prayers.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to all of you for your continued support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for tomorrow,I have made no plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty fair day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I washed my hair and face over the sink,alongside shaving.After that,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I did my personal PC work,but had to stop when my caseworker came over to discuss some things with me.
The meting with her went well and when it was over,I finished my personal PC work and when it was finished,I relaxed and popped a movie into the DVD player and watched it.I also had a light lunch while doing so.After that,I went to prepare my evening meal.
After eating,I did some more personal PC work.I stayed home much of the day due to the bitterly cold temperatures that we were having in my hometown and we are supposed to get an inch of snow overnight.I hope that it is only an inch as I do have places to go tomorrow in the morning and tomorrow evening.I want to be able to get out of my driveway tomorrow.Later on,as it was getting late,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty fair day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
My rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I am still in my daily struggles against BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA,which is the most difficult of the two for me.Today,though it is,I wasn't tempted in any way,shape or form.Though I did stay home due to the cold weather,I wasn't tempted to act out by fantasies or lusting.It was very good that I had no problems today.Though I escaped today unscathed,there is still tomorrow and the days after tomorrow.Satan and his minions can strike when least expected with temptation after temptation.I need to stay strong and show that I own my desires and that they don't own me.I can't break my Heavenly Father's perfect law in regards to sexuality as that is what Satan and his minions want.I can't let them get what they want.Fellow blog followers and readers,please continue to pray for me.I also ask that you leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.I still need both your prayerful and positive verbal support daily and often.I am still going through a very difficult emotional period and I need all the support that I can get.Please continue to keep me in your prayers and also,please don't forget to leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to all of you for your continued support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for tomorrow,with the exception of my Wednesday groups and a Lenten dinner at my church's fellowship hall,I have nothing else planned.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the early to mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I washed my hair and face over the sink,alongside shaving.After that,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I did my personal PC work and when that was finished,I relaxed and took it easy while listening to some music.
Later on,I headed out to a local supermarket to pick up something that I needed.After that,I went to the local Big Lots to pick up a few more things.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I put the stuff that I bought away and I prepared a light evening meal.
After eating,I watched a classic TV episode on a DVD set that I have.I also did some more personal PC work.Later on,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
My rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I am still in my daily struggles against BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA,which is the most difficult of the two for me.Today,though it is,I had no problems with temptations.I wasn't tempted to act out in any way,shape or form.I went through the day and it was good.Though I escaped today unscathed,there is still tomorrow and the days after tomorrow.Satan and his minions are out there and they will try to get me to go against my Heavenly Father's perfect law and I can't let that happen.Fellow blog followers and readers,please continue to keep me in your prayers and also,please don't forget to leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.I still need both your prayerful and positive verbal support daily and often.Please continue to pray for me.Please leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section as well.Thanks in advance to all of you for your continued prayerful and positive verbal support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for tomorrow,I have made no plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a wonderful and eventful day today.
Today,I woke up in the early morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee and before showering,I went outside to shovel the end of my driveway as the city snow plows dumped a big pile of snow on it and it took me a little over twenty minutes to shovel.After I was finished,I went back into my house and showered quickly.After my shower,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I got dressed up in a suit and I headed for church for both the morning's Holy Bible study class and the worship service afterwards.
Both the class and the worship service were wonderful.After some wonderful fellowship with my fellow worshipers,I headed for home.
On the way home,I stopped at the local Laundry Lounge to drop off a blue dress shirt that needs to get cleaned.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I got out of my suit and into a sweatsuit.I quickly did my personal PC work and when that was finished,I put a whole bunch of recyclables into my recycling tote and after that was done,I started to prepare my evening meal.
After eating,I watched a classic TV episode on a DVD set that I have.After that,I did some more personal PC work.Later on,as it was getting late,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a wonderful and eventful day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
My rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.Though it does,I am still in my daily struggles against BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA,which is the most difficult of the two for me.Today,though it is,I wasn't tempted in any way,shape or form.I guess that staying busy with my spiritual pursuits and enjoying the blessings of them was what kept my mind off of my struggles and also,why I wasn't tempted to act out in any way,shape or form.It was great that I had no problems with temptations.Though I escaped today unscathed,there is still tomorrow and the days after tomorrow.I still have to stay on guard and be watchful as Satan and his minions can strike at any time.They will try to tempt me to break my Heavenly Father's perfect law in regards to sexuality.They will also try to get me to think that there is no way out for me in regards to SSA.They will also try to get me to think that I should accept myself as I am,alongside that it's okay to indulge in sinful sexual activity with other men.I have to show them that they are wrong and that there is a way out and that there is hope.I can't let them make me think that it's okay to indulge in sinful sexual activity with other men.Our Heavenly Father doesn't approve of that and I have to continually keep that in mind.Our Heavenly Father made man and woman and he only approves of sexual relations between the two within the marital framework.Fellow blog followers and readers,please continue to keep me in your prayers.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.I still need both your prayerful and positive verbal support daily,often and constantly.Your support,both prayerful and positive verbal helps keep me going.It also helps reaffirm and reassure me that I am not alone in this particular struggle.Please continue to keep me in your prayers and also,please don't forget to leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to y'all for your continued prayerful and positive verbal support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for tomorrow,with a Wind Chill Warning for my home area,I have nothing planned.With the warning in place,I just might stay home and watch a movie or two.The only thing I will do is shovel snow tomorrow for the mail people.I am just hoping that this Winter season ends soon.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I held off showering and cleaning myself because a friend of the family was at my house checking out the plumbing to see what the problem was due to my sink being clogged.It turned out to be that a big piece of ice was stopping it as a result of the bitterly COLD temps that we were having.After he left,I washed my hair and face over the sink,alongside shaving.After that,I had my usual quick breakfast.After my breakfast,I quickly did my personal PC work and when I was finished,I got dressed in casual clothes and I headed out to pick up a few things.
I first went to the local Laundry Lounge to pick up a jacket that I had a new zipper put on.After that,I went to a local supermarket to pick up a few needed things.After that,I went to the local Super Wal-Mart to pick up a few more needed things.After that,I got a little bit of gas and headed straight home when I was finished pumping.
When I got home,I put the stuff that I bought away and I prepared my evening meal.
After eating,I did some more personal PC work and as it was getting late,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
Tonight,I am again feeling extremely tired.I will share where I am at in regards to my struggles with BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA tomorrow.Please continue to pray for me and please leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.I still need your support,both prayerful and positive verbal,daily and often.Your support also helps keep me going.Please continue to keep me in your prayers.I also would appreciate that you would also give me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to all of you for your continued support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for tomorrow,with the exception of church as usual,I have nothing planned.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I showered quickly and when I was finished,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I did my personal PC work while listening to some music.Today was another extremely COLD day with the Wind Chill temps at -20.Despite the cold,I had to head out to a local supermarket to pick up a few things.After that,I headed to the local Super Wal-Mart to pick up one other thing.After that,I headed for home.
On the way home,I stopped at the local Laundry Lounge to see if a jacket that I left there to get fixed was done and it was.I told the lady that I would pick it up tomorrow.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I started to prepare my evening meal and after I ate it,I did some more personal PC work.Later on,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
Tonight,I must share something in regards to my struggles with SSA.A few days ago,I realized why I have been habitually falling short and repenting.I read a devotion that a friend sent me a few days ago and in that devotion,I discovered that although I keep saying that I want to overcome SSA successfully and do what is right in the eyes of my Heavenly Father,I realized that I hadn't asked my Heavenly Father to help me change my heart,including asking him to make it pure and clean.This devotion talked about people who repeatedly sin the same sins and repent each time habitually.I saw that I never asked my Heavenly Father to create in me a clean and pure heart.My heart was still full of lustful intentions and craving to fantasize about other men.To me,this particular devotion was a much needed slap in the face.This morning upon arising and before I did anything else,I immediately went to my Heavenly Father in prayer and asked him to create in me a clean and pure heart.I asked him to clean out all the lustful evil things that were in my heart and replace them with pure and healthy things,such as looking at my fellow man in a healthy and authentic way and rejecting selfish intentions towards them.I also confessed a few sins at the same time and asked him to forgive me for those sins.I prayed real hard and left nothing out.I asked all of these things in the name of his son Jesus Christ and after I was finished praying,I felt better and I went on with the rest of the day with no problems.I just wanted to share that with all of you.Fellow blog followers and readers,please continue to pray for me.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.Though I unloaded an awful lot today in prayer,I still need all of you to pray for me.I also still need your positive verbal support in the comments section.Please continue to support with both prayers and positive verbal support.I would really appreciate that.Thanks in advance to all of you for your continued support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for the weekend,with the exception of church as usual,I have made no plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the upcoming weekend ahead.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty fair day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I decided to have my usual quick breakfast first before showering.After breakfast,I went out to do some snow shoveling.I shoveled my driveway and I also shoveled the walk for the mail people.I also let my car warm up for a while as I cleaned off the snow and the ice off of the windows.It was a bitterly cold day today,with a Wind Chill Warning for my area.After I was done shoveling and cleaning off my car,I shut off my engine and I went into the house to relax and warm-up before jumping into the shower.After I was fully warmed up,I showered quickly and after that,I quickly did my personal PC work.I relaxed for much of the day as I had no place to go due to the bitterly cold temperatures that we were having today.I relaxed and watched a movie.Later on,I had myself a light dinner and as it was getting late,I listened to music and simply took it easy.Later on,I made plans for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty fair day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
In regards to where I am at in my struggles with BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA,I will start sharing where I am at in them starting tomorrow hopefully.I know that I have been putting it off,but lately,I have been too tired to even express where I am at in them.My medication has lately been kicking in earlier than expected and I can't predict when it does.Please be patient with me.Please continue to keep me in your prayers and also,please continue to leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.I still need both your prayerful and positive verbal support daily and often.Please continue to pray for me.Also,please leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to y'all for your continued prayerful and positive verbal support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do,give and provide.
As for tomorrow,I haven't got anything planned.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving onward.I had a very good day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I washed my hair over the shower in the bathroom,alongside washing my face and shaving.After that,I had usual quick breakfast.After my breakfast,I got dressed quickly and I headed for my groups for today.
The morning group went wonderful.After it was over,I headed for a local kitchen for lunch and after that,I headed back for my afternoon group.
The afternoon group went as well as expected.After it was over,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I relaxed for a while and I did my personal PC work.After that,I went out to get something to eat and after eating what I bought.I headed for church for the Ash Wednesday Holy Communion Service.On the way there,I stopped at a local bargain supermarket to pick up a small thing that I needed.
The service was wonderful.After some wonderful fellowship,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I changed from my dress clothes into my pajamas and I did some more personal PC work.After that was finished,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a very good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
I am feeling extremely tired after my very good day.I will share my struggles,including where I am at in them tomorrow when I am more able.Again,I am feeling extremely tired and I can barely type.Please continue to keep me in your prayers and also,I would appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.I still need both your prayerful and positive verbal support daily and often.Please continue to pray for me.Plus,please continue with your positive verbal support.Thanks in advance to y'all for your continued prayerful and positive verbal support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for tomorrow,with a Wind Chill Warning for my area starting at Midnight tonight and will last until 10:00am Friday,alongside a Lake Effect Snow Advisory that will end at 7 o'clock tomorrow morning,I got nothing planned.I just might stay home and take it easy.I might watch a movie or two or watch some old TV reruns.If I do choose to go out,I will keep it as close to home as possible.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ

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Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty fair day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I showered quickly and when I was finished,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I quickly did my personal PC work and later on,I got dressed as I had somewhere I needed to go.
I went to the local Super Wal-Mart to pick up a plunger and I also picked up a gallon of milk.After that,I headed over to a local gas station to get some gas.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I put the stuff that I bought away and fixed a light evening meal.After eating that,I watched a classic TV episode on a DVD set that I have.I also did some more personal PC work.Later on,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty fair day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
I am again feeling extremely tired.I will start talking about my struggles with BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA again tomorrow.I know that I said that last night,but I am again feeling extremely tired.Please continue to keep me in your prayers.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.Your support really matters to me.It is also very important to me.Please continue to keep me in your prayers.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to all of you for your continued prayerful and positive verbal support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for tomorrow,with the exception of meeting with a tax return preparer to get my income tax return filed,I have nothing planned.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a wonderful and eventful day today.
Today,I woke up in the early morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I showered quickly and when I was finished,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I got dressed up in a suit and I headed for church for both the Holy Bible study class and the worship service afterwards.
Both the class and the worship service were wonderful.After some wonderful fellowship,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I got out of my suit and into casual clothes.After that,I headed over to church friend's house for dinner,which was wonderful.After eating,we had some wonderful conversation and when church friend had to leave,I thanked them,left and headed for home.
On the way home,I stopped at a local bargain supermarket to pick up a couple of things.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I put the stuff that I bought away and I did my personal PC work.I relaxed for much of the rest of the evening.I also started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a wonderful and eventful day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
Tonight,as a result of all the activity of today,I am really tired and I really can't talk about my struggles with BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA.I am really tired and again,I can barely type.I have to hold off until tomorrow.All I ask is that you continue to keep me in your prayers and also,please leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks to all of you for your continued support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for tomorrow,I have made no plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I decided to go out and do some snow shoveling.It was quite a lot as my home area is under a Winter Storm Warning until 6:00pm tomorrow night.Later on,I decided to get my car out of the driveway so my nephew could plow the driveway and after he was finished,I parked my car back into the driveway.I also did ome more snow shoveling for the mail people.After that,I went back in the house to wash my hair and after that,I had my usual quick breakfast.After that,I quickly did my personal PC work and also had a light lunch.After my lunch,I decided to pop a movie into the DVD player and watch it.I had no place to go today as a result of the storm,so I just stayed home and took it easy.I also did some more personal PC work and later on,I started to prepare my evening meal.
After eating,I watched another DVD that I popped into the DVD player and I did some more personal PC work.Later on,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
Tonight,I am feeling extremely tired as a result of the cold weather and my medication kicking in.I can barely type what I want to say here.I will again discuss where I am at in regards to my struggles with BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA when I am more able.This tiredness that I am feeling right now.Please continue to pray for me.Please continue to leave me some positive verbal support.I still need both your prayerful and positive verbal support daily and often.I really need it badly.Please continue to keep me in your prayers.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to all of you for your continued support.Thanks also to my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for tomorrow,with the exception of church as usual and later on,a nice dinner at the house of someone that I worship with,I have nothing planned.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I washed my hair and face over the sink,alongside shaving.After that,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I quickly did my personal PC work and I got dressed to proceed with the rest of the day.
I had a few things on my agenda for today.I first went to to pick up a turntable that was being held for me and I paid off the rest of the amount.After that,I went to my appointment at the rehab center,which went well.After that,I had lunch at a nearby restaurant and paid a bill at Best Buy.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I brought the turntable in the house and sensed that I had a headache.I took something for my headache and laid down for a while.I later had a light meal and after that,I did some more personal PC work.Later on,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
Tonight,I am extremely tired.I will discuss where I am at in my struggles tomorrow when I am much wider awake.I can barely type.Please continue to keep me in your prayers.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.I still need your support,both prayerful and positive verbal,daily and often.Please continue to pray for me and also,please don't forget to leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to all of you for your continued support.Thanks also to both my heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for the weekend,with the exception of church as usual,I have nothing planned.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the early to mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I went out to shovel the sidewalk for the mail people.After that was done,I showered quickly and when I was finished,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I quickly did my personal PC work and I relaxed for much of the day while enjoying some music.
Today,I didn't do too much,but simply relax and take it easy.My area was under a Wind Chill Warning that will end at 12:00pm tomorrow.When the weekend comes,we will under a Wind Chill that will start early Sunday morning and will end at 9:00am the following Monday.It was really a cold day today and I also went outside to do a little bit more shoveling around the house and later on,as it was getting dark,I decided to head over to a local church for a free dinner and after I had my fill of food there,I went to get some gas at a local gas station to make sure that my car's gas tank had enough gas in it overnight so my car won't stall tomorrow morning when I have to start it tomorrow to head for the Recovery place that I now go to for my therapeutic needs.I am hoping that I can get there tomorrow without any driving complications caused by the Winter weather patterns that we have been having.After getting the gas,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I changed from my casual clothes into pajamas and I did some more personal PC work while listening to some more music.After that was done,I relaxed for the rest of the evening as I prepared for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
My rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I am still in my daily struggles against BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA,which is the most difficult of the two for me.Today,though it is,I went through the whole day without any temptations of any kind.I wasn't tempted today to do anything in a sexual way in regards to SSA.Though I escaped today,there is still tomorrow and the days after tomorrow.Satan and his minions are still out there.They will try to get a person,such as myself,into acting out on the unnatural sexual desires that are connected with the SSA struggle.I can't let them have what they want.I have to show them that the unnatural sexual desires that I have don't own me,but I own them.Fellow blog followers and readers,please continue to keep me in your prayers.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.I still need both your prayerful and positive verbal support daily and often.I need to be constantly reaffirmed and reassured that I am not all alone in this particular struggle.Please continue to pray for me.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to all of you for your continued support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for tomorrow,with the exception of my appointment at the Recovery place,I have nothing else planned.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the early morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I washed my hair over the sink and after that,I had my usual quick breakfast.After that,I got dressed in casual clothes and I headed for a place where a few groups that I am attending are.
The first group was wonderful.After that,I signed some papers and I headed for a local kitchen for lunch.After lunch,I headed back to the group place for an afternoon group.
That group was also wonderful.After that was over,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I had a terrible headache,so I took something for it and I laid down for a while until my headache was gone,which took a while.When I was feeling better,I did my personal PC work.After that was done,I prepared a light evening meal and after eating,I did some personal PC work.Later on,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
My rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I am still in my daily struggles against BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA,which is the most difficult of the two for me.Today,though it is,I had no troubles today with temptations.I stayed busy with my groups and being around others and that did me a lot of good.Though I escaped today unscathed,there is still tomorrow and the days after tomorrow.I still have to stay on guard and be watchful as Satan and his minions can strike at any time.They can bring temptations galore of all kinds.They will try to get those who worship the only one true God,our Heavenly Father,to go against our Father's perfect law in regards to sexuality.I have to show them that I am strong and that I own the unnatural sexual desires that I have.Fellow blog followers and readers,please continue to keep me in your prayers.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.I still need both your prayerful and positive verbal support daily and often.Please continue to keep me in your prayers.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to y'all for your continued prayerful and positive verbal support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for tomorrow,since we'll have a Wind Chill Watch for my home area,I have made no plans.I think that I will just stay home and take it easy.I might even watch a movie or two.I also would have to shovel the walk for the mail people as it is also going to snow a lot during the period.I just hope that the benefits will be positive.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty fair day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After that I got dressed.I had to go out and drop something off at my niece's house.After doing that,I picked up something from work.When I was finished with that,I drove for a little while around town and when I got back home,I had to shovel some snow in the driveway and the sidewalk.When I got into the house,I showered quickly and when I was finished,I had my usual quick breakfast.After that,I quickly did my personal PC work and after that was done,I had a headache,so I took something for it and I laid down for a while.
When my headache was gone,I prepared my evening meal.
After eating,I did some more personal PC work and I relaxed for a while after that.I also started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty fair day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
Tonight,I am feeling extremely tired as my medication is kicking in.I can barely type.I will share where I am at in my struggles tomorrow when I am able.Please continue to keep me in your prayers and please leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks to all you for your continued support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for tomorrow,I have no plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty fair and not too eventful day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I went out to shovel the sidewalk for the mail people.After coming back in,I washed my hair and face over the sink,alongside shaving.After that,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I quickly did my personal PC work and when I was finished with that,I went back outside to shovel the snow out of the driveway.After that was done,I went back inside the house to relax and take it easy.I did watch a movie today that I popped into the DVD player.I relaxed for a while and after that,I prepared a light meal for the evening.
After eating,I did some more personal PC work and later on,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty fair and not too eventful day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
My rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I am still in my daily struggles against BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA,which is the most difficult of the two for me.Today,I gave into temptation to fantasize and lust after other men as sexual images of men clouded my mind at three separate intervals of the day.After the third occurrence,I immediately went to my Heavenly Father and asked him for forgiveness in the name of his son Jesus Christ.I prayed real hard and I left nothing out.I let everything go to my Heavenly Father in prayer and I also begged for his mercy as I asked him to forgive me.When I was finished,I felt better as I knew and truly believed that I was forgiven.I need to really start getting tough with myself.I have to stop fantasizing and lusting after men.Since I was home all day due to the Wintry weather that my area is having,it made me vulnerable to temptation and I gave into it.I was repentant of it and I know that my Heavenly Father has forgiven me.I just have to stop this cycle of sinning and repenting.I can't let these unnatural sexual desires that I have own me.I have to work on owning them and not the other way around.Fellow blog followers and readers,please continue to keep me in your prayers as I am going through a very rough time.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.Your support really matters to me.It is also very important.I am always in need of prayer and positive verbal support.Please continue to keep me in your prayers and also,please don't forget to leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to y'all for your continued prayerful and positive verbal support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for tomorrow,I have made no plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a wonderful and eventful day today.
Today,I woke up in the early morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I showered quickly and when I was finished,I had my usual quick breakfast.After that,I got dressed up in a suit and I headed for church for both the morning's Holy Bible study class and the worship service afterwards.
Both the class and the worship service were wonderful.After some wonderful fellowship,I headed for home.
On the way home,I stopped at a local bargain supermarket to pick up something that I needed.I also went to a local Dollar General store to pick up a few more things that I needed.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I changed into a sweatsuit and I quickly did my personal PC work.I later relaxed for a while and practically fell asleep while relaxing.
After eating a light dinner,I did some more personal PC work and later on,as it was getting late,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a wonderful and eventful day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
My rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I am still in my daily struggles against BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA,which is the most difficult of the two for me.Today,though it is,I wasn't tempted in any way,shape or form.It was great that I didn't have any problems with temptations.Though I escaped today,there is still tomorrow and the days after tomorrow.Satan and his minions can strike at any time with temptations galore.I still have to stay on guard and be watchful.Fellow blog followers and readers,please continue to keep me in your prayers.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.I still need both your prayerful and positive verbal support daily and often.Please continue to pray for me.Also,please leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to y'all for your continued prayerful and positive verbal support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for tomorrow,I have not made any plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the early morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I washed my hair and face over the kitchen sink,alongside shaving.After that,I had my usual quick breakfast,After breakfast,I quickly did my personal PC work and I relaxed for much of the afternoon.Later on,I got dressed in casual clothes and headed out to a local supermarket to pick up a few things.After that,I headed for home.
On the way home,I stopped at a gas station to get some gas and after that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I put the stuff that I bought away and I had another light dinner tonight as when I got home,it was too late to cook something.After eating,I did some more personal PC work.After that,I relaxed for a while until I started to prepare for going to bed.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
My rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I am still in my daily struggles against BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA,which is the most difficult of the two for me.Today,I can report that no temptations came around.I went through the whole day without any problems and that is pretty good.Though I escaped today unscathed,there is still tomorrow and the days after tomorrow.Satan and his minions can strike at any time.They'll do whatever it takes to get me to break my Heavenly Father's perfect laws in regards to sexuality.I can't let them get what they want.I have to show them that I belong to my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ,who are more powerful than they are.Fellow blog followers and readers,please continue to keep me in your prayers.I also ask that all of you leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.I still need both your prayerful and positive verbal support daily and often.Your support really matters and is also very important to me.It really is.Please continue to keep me in your prayers.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to all of you for your continued prayerful and positive verbal support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do and provide.
As for tomorrow,with the exception of church as usual,I have nothing planned.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I showered quickly and when I was finished,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I quickly did my personal PC work and Later on in the afternoon,I got dressed to proceed with the rest of the day.
I had a few errands to run and wanted to get them done before Sunday afternoon because starting Sunday afternoon,my hometown will be under a Winter Storm Watch until early Tuesday morning.I went to the local Sears to pay a bill and after that,I went to do some shopping at a local bargain supermarket and the local Super Wal-Mart,alongside a local Dollar Tree store.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I put the stuff that I bought away and I ate a light late dinner.After I was finished eating,I did some more personal PC work.Later on,as I was getting tired and drowsy,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
As for m,y struggles,I am way too tired at the moment to talk about them.I can barely type this day entry as a result of the tiredness.I will start again tomorrow.Please continue to keep me in your prayers and please also leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks to all of you for your continued support and Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for the weekend,with the exception of church as usual on Sunday,I have nothing planned.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the upcoming weekend ahead.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the early morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After that,I showered quickly and when I was finished,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I quickly did my personal PC work and I got dressed to proceed with the rest of the day.
I first went to an appointment that I had and after the session,I headed over to a local kitchen for lunch.After that,I took a drive for a while and after doing a little bit of shopping at the local Super Wal-Mart,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I put the stuff that I bought away and I did some more personal PC work.Later on,I went out to a local church for a free dinner and after that,I did some more shopping at a local bargain supermarket.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I put the stuff that I bought away and changed into pajamas.I listened to some music while relaxing before doing some more personal PC work.Later on,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
My rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I am still in my daily struggles against BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA,which is the most difficult of the two for me.Today,though it is,I wasn't tempted in any way,shape of form today.I went through the day and nothing of the sort came on me.It was good that I had no problems with temptations today.Though I did escape today unscathed,there is still tomorrow and the days after tomorrow.I still have to keep in mind that Satan and his minions can strike when least expected.I still have to stay on guard and be watchful.Fellow blog followers and readers,please continue to keep me in your prayers and also,please don't forget to leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.I still need both your prayerful and positive verbal support daily and often.Please continue to keep me in your prayers.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to y'all for your continued support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus for everything that they do and provide.
As for tomorrow,I have made no plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the early afternoon as a result of me taking my medication late and going to bed late waiting for the medication to kick in.When I got up,I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After coffee,I held off showering and decided to get dressed and head for the post office to get a money order and after getting that,I went to my insurance agents office to pay my car insurance with the money order.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I showered quickly and when I was finished,I ate my usual quick breakfast.After that,I went right to work on my personal PC work and after that was done,I relaxed for a while and later on,I started to prepare my evening meal.
After eating,I did some more personal PC work and later on after that,I went to a local supermarket to pick up a few things.After that was done,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I put the stuff away and I changed from my clothes into pajamas and I some more personal PC work.Later on,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also manged to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
Fellow blog followers and readers,please continue to keep me in your prayers and please leave some positive verbal support in the comments section.I am again feeling really tired and really can't talk much.Please continue to pray for me and please leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks to all of you for your support and Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for tomorrow,with the exception of meeting with someone to sign paperwork,I have nothing planned.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and again,decided to bypass showering and washing my hair.I simply had my usual 2 cups of coffee and my usual quick breakfast.After that,I had a lot of stuff that I needed to do.I got dressed and wore a baseball cap for much of the time that I was out.
I went to the bank to withdraw some money and after that,got some gas.I went to a local bargain supermarket for some food.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I put the stuff that I bought away and I did my personal PC work.I also watched a little TV and relaxed.
Later on,I heated up some more leftovers and when I was finished eating,I did some more personal PC work.Later on,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
As for my struggles with BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA,I am a little tired and drowsy from all of my running and I can't really type anymore as I am getting really sleepy.Please continue to keep me in your prayers and please express some verbal support by posting some in the comments section.Thanks to y'all for your continued support and Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for tomorrow,I have made no plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty fair to good day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I decided not to shower nor wash my hair as I wasn't going to go anywhere as a result of the snow storm that we had overnight as my driveway was snowed in.I simply had my usual quick breakfast and I decided to do my personal PC work after that.When that was done,I relaxed for a while and I listened to some music as I relaxed.
Later on,my nephew came over to plow out my driveway and he also got my car out of the driveway and while he plowed,I went for a spin around my neighborhood and to get the engine oil flowing as my car had been standing in the bitter cold temps overnight and for much of the day.After that was all done,my nephew left and I went back in the house to heat up some leftovers and I ate them for dinner.After that,I popped a DVD into the DVD player and I watched it.I also did some more personal PC work and later on,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a fair to good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
In regards to my struggles,I will share where I am at with them tomorrow as I am really tired tonight.The cold weather has been really making me drowsy and sleepy.Please continue to keep me in your prayers.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks to all of you for your continued support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for tomorrow,I have made no plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a wonderful and eventful day today.
Today,I woke up in the early morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I showered quickly and when I was finished,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I got dressed up in a suit quickly and I headed for church for both the morning's Holy Bible study class and the worship service afterwards.
Both the class and the worship service were wonderful.After some wonderful fellowship,I headed for home.
On the way home,I stopped at a local Dollar Tree store to pick up a few things.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I put the stuff that I bought away and I got out of my suit and into my sweatsuit.I quickly did my personal PC work and after that,I watched a little TV and also,I popped a movie into the DVD player and I watched it.
After eating,I watched a little bit more TV and I did some more personal PC work.Later on,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a wonderful and eventful day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
My rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I am still in my daily struggles against BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA,which is the most difficult of the two for me.Today,I was tempted to act out on my desires by fantasizing and lusting after other men and the temptation was very overwhelming.I immediately went to my Heavenly Father and asked him to give me strength to fight and resist in the name of his son Jesus Christ.I prayed real hard and I didn't cease praying until the temptations were reduced to zero.I didn't want to give Satan and his minions what they wanted me to give them,so I prayed and I prayed until the temptation was dead.After I was finished praying,I felt better and also,much stronger.I went through the rest of the day with no problems.Though I escaped today unscathed,there is still tomorrow and the days after tomorrow.Satan and his minions can strike at any time with temptations galore and I still need to stay on guard and be watchful.I need to keep on praying whenever temptations hit and I have to show these unnatural sexual desires that I have that I am much stronger than they are.I also have to show them that I own them and that they don't own me.Fellow blog followers and readers,please continue to keep me in your prayers and also,I would appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.I am still in need of both your prayerful and positive verbal support daily and often.I really don't have much of a support outlet and I am in need of support because I struggle heavily with SSA.I need all the support that I can get as I still feel all alone where I am living.Please continue to keep me in your prayers and also,please leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks to all of you for your continued support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for all their help and guidance.
As for tomorrow,since we will be under a Winter Storm Warning for my hometown until the early evening,I am simply going to stay home and I will only go out to shovel the walk for the mail people and also,the driveway.I may also watch some TV and maybe some movies.I am also hoping that it won't be as bad as the weather service says it will be,but I am also expecting the worst will happen.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ