Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I showered quickly and when I was finished,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I quickly did my personal PC work and when I was finished with that,I got dressed to proceed with the rest of the day.
I only went out once today.I went to a local supermarket to turn in some more bottles that I had picked up.After that,I went shopping to pick up something small that I needed.After that,I headed for home.
On the way home,I stopped at a local Dollar Tree store to pick up something for dinner.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I put the stuff away and I prepared my evening meal.
After eating,I watched a little bit of TV and I did some more personal PC work.Later on,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
Tonight,I am feeling better as the stress of the previous week is finally wearing off.I am hoping to continue feeling better in the days ahead.I still need the help and support of all of you who continue to follow my blog and read my posts.I still need to be continuously reaffirmed and reassured that I am not alone in my struggles with BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA.Please continue to keep me in your prayers.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.Please continue to pray for me.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks to all of you for your continued support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for the weekend,with the exception of church as usual,I have nothing planned.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the upcoming weekend ahead.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving onward.I had a pretty good,but a little bit scary,day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I washed my hair and face over the sink,alongside shaving.After that,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I received a phone call from my neighbor who asked me to pick up her screen for her.I said that I would and I hung up.While getting dressed,I checked my fanny pack,but my wallet was missing.This was the scary part of the day for me.I looked everywhere all over the house,but couldn't find it anywhere within the house.I then remembered that I went to the local Super Wal-Mart last night and I gave them a call.Much to my relief,my wallet was there and it was locked up in the customer service manager's office.Before heading to pick up my neighbor's screen,I headed over there and after showing the female customer service clerk my driver's license,I left and picked up my neighbor's screen.After that,I headed for home.
On the way home,I stopped at another local bargain supermarket to pick up a jar of pasta sauce.After that,I stopped at the local Big Lots for a small can of mushrooms.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I dropped off my neighbor's screen and I went into the house.I quickly did my personal PC work and after that was done,I headed out to a local church for a free dinner.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I relaxed and took it easy.I also did some more personal PC work.Later on,as it was getting late,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good,but a little bit scary day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
Tonight,I am again feeling really tired and stressed out.After the big scare today,I am hoping that I will feel better tomorrow.I can't really talk right now.Please continue to pray for me.Please continue to leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks for your continued support.Thanks also go to my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for tomorrow,I have made no plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the late morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I was getting ready to wash my hair,but my next door neighbor called letting me know that she needed help.I spent over half an hour helping her and when I got home,I quickly washed my hair and face over the sink,alongside shaving.After that,I had my usual quick breakfast late.When I was finished,I hurried with my personal PC work and after that,since it was later afternoon,I prepared my evening meal.
After eating,I went out to pick up a couple of things and after that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I put the stuff that I bought away and I did some more personal PC work.Later on,I started to get ready to turn in for the evening.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
Tonight,I can't really report on anything in regards to my struggles.I am feeling extremely tired and I can barely type.Please continue to pray for me.Please continue to also leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks for your continued support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for tomorrow,I haven't made any plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the early morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I showered quickly and when I was finished,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I got dressed and headed for a bank to cash a check.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I registered the bills at the Where's George site.I did my personal PC work and when that was done,I headed back out to Best Buy to pay a bill.After that,I headed for home.
On the way home,I stopped at a nearby supermarket to turn in some bottles that I collected this afternoon.After that,I headed over to a nearby Dollar Tree store to pick up a can of soup for dinner and a couple of other needed things.After that,when I was back in town,I stopped at the local Salvation Army thrift store and I picked up a rare VHS video and record album.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I heated up the can of soup in the microwave oven and that was my light dinner.After that,I did some more personal PC work.Later on,as it was getting late,I made my plans to turn in for the evening.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
Today,I kept busy with what I had to do and I wasn't tempted in any way,shape or form.My mind was focused on what needed to be done and I had a pretty good day without any hassles nor problems in the realm of my struggles.Though it was good today,I still need to be on guard and be watchful.I need to keep in mind that Satan and his minions are out there waiting to get me to go against my Heavenly Father's perfect law.I can't let that happen.I have to show them that I own myself and the unnatural desires that I have and not the other way around.Fellow blog followers and readers,please continue to keep me in your prayers.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.I still need the support of all of you daily and often.Please continue to pray for me.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to all of you for your continued support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do and provide.
As for tomorrow,I have made no plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the late morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I washed my hair and face over the sink,alongside shaving.After that,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I quickly did my personal PC work and when I was finished with that,I got dressed to proceed with the rest of the day.
I had only one thing on my agenda for today.I went to a local supermarket to turn in some empty bottles and cans and when I was finished with that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I started to prepare my evening meal.
After eating,I watched a little bit of TV and I did some more personal PC work.Later on,as it was getting late,I started getting ready to turn in for the evening.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
Today,as my recovery continues unabated,I must say that I was feeling a little better today.The last few days were horrendous and pretty stressful,but today,I managed to get out and turn in some bottles and cans for a little bit of much needed money.After that,I simply relaxed and enjoyed a little entertainment.I wasn't tempted in any way,shape or form today and that was pretty good.However,I am still going to continue to stay on guard and be watchful as Satan and his minions can strike when least expected.I have to show Satan and his evil minions that I own the unnatural sexual desires that I have and not the other way around.I also have to show them,with the help of my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ,that I am stronger than they are and that they don't own me.I still need the support of all of you.Fellow blog followers and readers,please continue to keep me in your prayers.I also still need some positive verbal support in the comments section.I still need your support daily,often and continuously.I still need to be both reaffirmed and reassured that I am not alone in the SSA struggle.I also need to be both reaffirmed and reassured that I am not alone in the BPD/Schizophrenia struggle.Please continue to pray for me.I also would still appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to y'all for your continued support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for tomorrow,I have made no plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a wonderful and eventful day today.
Today,I woke up in the early to mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I washed my hair and face over the sink,alongside shaving.After that,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I quickly got dressed and I headed over to church for both the morning's Holy Bible study class and the worship service afterwards.
Both the class and the worship service were wonderful.I also read from the Holy Bible in front of the congregation today.After some wonderful fellowship with my fellow worshipers,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I got out of my suit and into my sweatsuit.I quickly did my personal PC work and when that was done,I laid down to read,but wound up dozing off instead.When I got up off of the bed,I started to prepare my evening meal.
After eating,I went out for a while to see if I could muster any more empty bottles and cans for myself.I only found a few and after that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I changed into pajamas and I watched some TV.Later on,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a wonderful and eventful day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
Tonight,I can say that I had no problems with temptations today.I went through the day with no interference from anything negative.I simply kept my mind focused on other things and that kept my mind off of the negative sexual aspects of the SSA struggle.However,I was somewhat down in the dumps for a while as a result of the stress of the week.I was still feeling the negative aspects of the stresses of the week from the long wait at the doctor's office to the trouble that my neighbor's insurance company gave me when I wasn't home that same day.I am still not at 100% from those negative stresses of the week and I still need the support of all of you.Fellow blog followers and readers,please continue to keep me in your prayers.I also still need some positive verbal support in the comments section.I really need the support of all of you right now.I am going up the walls.I also don't know whether I'm coming or going.I just want what had happened Thursday after the long doctor's office wait to just disappear from my mind.I don't want to think about it.I just want to stay on guard and be watchful against any demonic influences coming at me in regards to my struggles.Please continue to pray for me.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to all of you for your continued prayerful and positive verbal support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for the Memorial Day Holiday tomorrow,I have nothing planned.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty fair,but not bad,day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I washed my hair and face over the sink,alongside shaving.After that,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I quickly did my personal PC work and after that was done,I relaxed and watched a little TV.I got dressed and I headed out to the local Big Lots to pick up something that I needed for dinner.After paying for it,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I started to fix my light dinner and after I ate it,I watched a little bit more TV before doing more personal PC work.After a while,as it was getting late,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty fair,but not bad,day.I still managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
Tonight,I am still feeling and reeling from the stress of what happened this week.I really can't talk about anything right now in regards to my struggles.I can't even think of any words to use and where they would belong.At this moment,I don't know whether I am coming or going as a result of all this baloney and stress that I am feeling right now.Right now,the only thing that I ask is that you all continue to pray for me.Pray that I get out of this stress and baloney really soon.I also would still appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.I really could use the support right now and the more that I get,the much better I will hopefully feel.Please continue to pray for me.Please continue to leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks for all of your support.Thanks also goes to my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for tomorrow,with the exception of church as usual,I have no plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,since I woke up later than I was hoping to,I hurriedly washed my hair and face over the sink,alongside shaving.After that,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I hurriedly got dressed and I headed out to my therapist's office fro my session with them.Before going to the office,I dropped off a stereo receiver to get checked out to see what is wrong and what it needs.I also dropped a record album off to be cleaned up as it was a little dirty.
The session went well.I simply shared my day from yesterday and what happened and everything.It was great that I unloaded everything with them.After that,I met with the job placement counselor to show the job applications that I filled out and we printed a few copies of my resume.After that,I left the office to pick up my record album after they finished cleaning it and after that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I changed into a sweatsuit and I quickly did my persona; PC work.When that was finished,I started to prepare my evening meal.
After eating,I watched a little TV and after that,I quickly did some more personal PC work.Later on,as it was getting late,I started to get ready to retire for the evening.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
Tonight,I can say that all the events of the day kept me busy.The busy day took my mind off of the sexual aspects of SSA and also,from my BPD/Schizophrenia struggles.This does not mean that I'm out of the woods.There will be days when temptations will overwhelm me.I still need to stay on guard and be watchful.Satan and his minions can strike at any time and I need be weary of them.I can't let them own me nor let the unnatural sexual desires that I have own me.I have to show that I own them and not the other way around.I can only do that with my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ at the helm.Please continue to keep me in your prayers.I also still need some positive verbal support in the comments section.I still need the support of all of you daily,often and continuously.Please continue to pray for me.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to y'all for your continued support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for being there.
As for the weekend,with the exception of church as usual,I have nothing planned.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the upcoming weekend ahead.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good,but stressful,day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I washed my hair and face over the sink,alongside shaving.After that,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I helped a friend out by getting his over the counter pain medication like he asked me to.After dropping it off,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I breezed through my personal PC work as I was in a hurry to get to my doctor's appointment.When I was finished,I headed for the doctor's office and that was when the stress of my day began.
I waited in the doctor's office for a long time past my appointment.I was reeling and about to get upset as I waited there long past my appointment.They later explained that an emergency happened with a patient and the doctor had to take care of it first.While I calmed down after that,I still felt that they should have let me know of this ahead of time so I could anticipate the wait.When the doctor finally came in,after some physical tests that he had to do,he told me that my lab work was fine with nothing to be concerned about,but advised me to start taking Vitamin D supplements to build my Vitamin D need.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I took a couple of Charco Caps and headed back out.While leaving,my neighbor told me about her home insurance company telling her about the tree in my back yard and was telling me that I could be sued if the tree falls on her house during a terrible storm.This added more stress to me today as I was really reeling from this.It's bad enough that I have to take baloney from people on a daily basis,but this particular meddling took the cake.I live by myself in the house and I am disabled.I have hardly any money to my name at the moment as I am searching for work right now and I am diligently searching now as I really and desperately needed the money.After talking with her,I headed over to a local church for a free dinner.After I was finished eating,I headed for the drug store to pick up a prescription refill.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I changed into pajamas and I relaxed and watched a little TV.After that,I did some more personal PC work.Later on,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good,but stressful day.I still managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
Fellow blog followers and readers,please continue to pray for me and I would really appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.After the stress of the day today,I need prayers and positive verbal encouragement very much.Please continue to pray for me.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to y'all for your continued support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for tomorrow,with the exception of my appointment with my therapists and my job placement counselor,I have nothing planned.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good and busy day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I hurriedly washed my hair and face over the sink,alongside shaving.After that,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I got dressed in a hurry and headed for my Wednesday morning group.
The group meeting was wonderful.After it was over,I headed over to a local kitchen for lunch.After finishing my lunch,I went to five places and asked for applications for employment.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I filled all five of the applications that I picked up.After that was done,I did my personal PC work.After that was done,I started to prepare my evening meal.
After eating,I did some more personal PC work.Later on,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good and busy day.I also still managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
Tonight,as a result of my busy day,I am feeling extremely tired.I can barely type this entry in as I am getting sleepy by the minute.In regards to my struggles,I have been doing okay and right now,nothing major to report.I will try to get in more information tomorrow.Fellow blog followers and readers,please continue to keep me in your prayers.i also would appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.I still need the support of all of you daily and often.I still don't have very much in my hometown as far as support for SSA goes.Please continue to pray for me.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to all of you for your continued support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for all that do.
As for tomorrow,with the exception of a doctor's appointment,I have nothing planned.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I showered quickly and when I was finished,I had my usual quick breakfast.After my breakfast,I quickly did my personal PC work.When I was finished with that,I got dressed and headed for a local gas station to get some gas in my tank.After that,I headed for a local Dollar Tree store to get some toothpaste.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I put the toothpaste away and I did some more personal PC work.Later on,I started to prepare my evening meal.
After eating,I decided to do a little bit more personal PC work.As it was getting late,I decided to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
Today,I can say that I had no problems with temptations.I went through the whole day and nothing in the sexual way came into my mind.I went through the day keeping busy online doing the work that I had to do and just keeping my mind focused of the upcoming things over the next few days.I have my usual morning group tomorrow.I also have a doctor's appointment to find out about the results of my blood work.I have an appointment with my therapist on Friday.I am anticipating these very much.I am hoping that all will go well.Fellow blog followers and readers,please continue to keep me in your prayers.Please leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Please pray that all will go well with me over the next few days.I am really going to need all the support that I can get.Please continue to pray for me.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks to all of you for your continued support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for tomorrow,with the exception of my usual morning group,I have nothing planned.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I washed my hair and face over the sink,alongside shaving.After that,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I quickly did my personal PC work and I got dressed as I had a few things to do today.
I first went over to my niece's house to drop off my laundry and she gave me a whole bunch of bottles and cans to turn in at a local supermarket.Before heading for the local supermarket,I stopped at the drug store to pick up a prescription refill for my psychiatric medication.After that,I dropped my medication at home and after putting my watch on,which I forgot when I initially left the house,I headed for the local supermarket to turn in the cans and bottles.It took me almost and hour,but I got them all turned in and I will be using the money for gas and for a few essentials.After that,I bought a couple of things that I needed and I headed straight home.
When I got home,I had some plumbing work done by a neighbor to fix a leak in my bathroom faucet.After that,I heated up a can of canned pasta and that was my dinner for tonight.I also did some more personal PC work.Later on,as it was getting late,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
For the second consecutive night,I am feeling extremely tired.My medication is kicking in and I can barely keep awake as well as type.I will try to get any word in about my struggles tomorrow.Please continue to pray for me.Please leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks to all you for your continued support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for tomorrow,I have made no plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a wonderful and eventful day today.
Today,I woke up in the early morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I showered quickly and after I was finished,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I quickly got dressed up in a suit and I headed for church for both the morning's Holy Bible study class and the worship service afterwards.
Both the class and the worship service were wonderful.After some wonderful fellowship when the service was over,we all went to have a barbecue chicken lunch at the nearby fire hall,which was being done for charity.After I had my lunch,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I got out of my suit and I quickly did my personal PC work.After that was done,I relaxed and took it easy for a while.I also did a little bit more personal PC work.Later on,I started to prepare my evening meal.
After eating,I watched a little TV and I did some more personal PC work.Later on,as it was getting late,I decided to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a wonderful and eventful day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
Tonight,I am again feeling extremely tired as my medication is kicking really fast.I am going to leave it at here as I will talk about my struggles tomorrow when I am more able.Please continue to pray for me.Please continue to leave some positive verbal encouragement in the comments section.Thanks in advance to all of you for your continued support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for tomorrow,I have nothing planned.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the early morning and had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I washed my hair and face over the sink,alongside shaving.After that,I had my usual quick breakfast and when I was finished,I went and quickly did my personal PC work.When it was all finished,I relaxed for much of the afternoon as I had nothing to do.When the mid afternoon hit,I got dressed and headed for a local bargain supermarket to pick up something that I needed for dinner.After paying for it,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I started to prepare my evening meal and while it was heating it up,I did some more personal PC work that needed to get done.
After eating,I watched a little TV.I also did some more personal PC work.I also did some other personal stuff that needed to get done.Later on,as it was getting late,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
My rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.However,that does not mean that I still don't struggle with mental illness and SSA.My mental illness struggles do make my SSA very difficult at times as I have to deal with voices telling me to do things that are not acceptable in the eyes of my Heavenly Father.At times,I can wind up on an emotional roller coaster ride in regards to my struggles with BPD as I can feel good one minute/day,but down and not so good the next minute/day.I even go through periods when I am in a rut of depression that seems never ending until I finally snap out of it somehow.Yes,mental illness is a struggle in and of itself.But with that particular struggle,it makes my SSA struggles even more difficult.At times,I go through a lot of periods where I am so overwhelmed by voices and temptations that it makes me want to scream.This overwhelming thing can get really tough to deal with.At times,when the struggles get really difficult,I don't know whether I am coming or going.Still,I know that I have my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ whenever that happens.I can simply pour it out to my Heavenly Father in prayer,in the name of his son Jesus Christ, and I feel better after that.Still,I need to continue to stay on guard and be watchful as Satan and his minions can strike at any time with temptations galore to try to get me to go against my Heavenly Father's perfect law and I can't let that happen.I need to show them that I own the unnatural sexual desires that I have and that they don't own me.Easier said than done,I agree,but it can be done with the help of my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.Fellow blog followers and readers,please continue to keep me in your prayers as I am still going through a very difficult emotional time.At the same time,I would appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.I still need the support of all you constantly.I need it day in and day out.Your support really matters to me.It is very important that all of you support me through this very difficult time.Please continue to pray for me.Please leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to y'all for your continued prayerful and positive verbal support.Thanks also goes to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for tomorrow,with the exception of church as usual,I don't have any plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I quickly washed my hair and face over the sink,alongside shaving.After that,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I quickly did my personal PC work.After that was done,I simply relaxed for much of the day after I had to do that much needed and prescribed lab work that had to get done.I am just hoping that everything works out for me with this current lab work.I have to see my general doctor next week to see the results of the current lab work that I had to get done.
I listened to some music as I relaxed.I also did some more personal PC work online and it kept me busy for a while.I visited Christian websites and got a lot out of them.After the early evening came,I started to prepare my evening meal.
After eating,I watched a little TV and I did some more personal PC work.Later on,as it was getting late,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
My rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.Though it does,my daily struggles with mental illness and SSA are still a factor in my daily life.At times,these struggles that I have can get pretty overwhelming.The most difficult of the two for me is the SSA struggle,which I have said several times before is made even more difficult by my mental illness struggles.Yes,the struggles that I have can get pretty overwhelming while still being difficult.I made a few more comments in the online forums that I am a member of that are themed to the mental illness struggles and the responses to my comments were very positive and the people actually appreciated them.I even made a comment in one of the forums themed to those who struggle with SSA and so far,no response,but I feel that I will get one soon.I still need the help and support of my fellow strugglers and those who read and follow my blog regularly.Please continue to keep me in your prayers.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.I still need the support of all of you continuously and day in and day out.Please continue to pray for me.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks to all of you for your continued support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for the weekend,with the exception of church as usual,I have no plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the weekend ahead.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I took my morning medications.After that,I got dressed immediately and I headed for the local hospital to get that much needed lab work done.I was glad to finally get it done after postponing it a few times.After that was done,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I changed into a sweatsuit and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I washed my hair and face over the sink,alongside shaving.After that,I had my usual quick breakfast,though it was a little late in the day.After breakfast,I quickly did my personal PC work and when that was finished,I relaxed for much of the day.While relaxing,I read a little.After that,I did a little bit more personal PC work and when that was done,I changed from my sweatsuit back into casual clothes and headed for a local church for a free dinner.
On the way,I stopped at the drug store to pick up my new prescription fill for my blood pressure medication.After that,I headed straight for the church.
The meal at the church was wonderful.After I was finished eating,I dropped off a few free newspapers for people that I knew and after that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I relaxed and did some more personal PC work.Later on,as it was getting late,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
My rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.Though it still does,I am still struggling daily with both my mental illness and SSA.Though I am still struggling,I must say that today,I had no problems with temptations.I simply relaxed and read some wholesome reading material.It took my mind off of the negative sexual aspects connected with SSA.While that was good,I am still staying on guard and continuing to be watchful.I can't let Satan and his minions think that they own me.I have to show them,with the help of my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ,that I own the unnatural sexual desires that I have and that they don't own me.I have to show that I am totally serious about wanting not only to heal from the damage that are the root of my struggles with SSA,but that I am also totally serious about wanting to change as well.I still need the support of all of you.Please continue to keep me in your prayers.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.I am always in need of constant and continuous support from all of you.I need to constantly reaffirmed and reassured that I am not alone in this struggle.Please continue to pray for me.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support in the comment section.Thanks in advance to all of you for your continued support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do.
As for tomorrow,I have made no plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty fair day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I showered quickly and when I was finished showering,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I got dressed real quickly and headed for my morning group.
The group was wonderful.After the group was finished,I headed for a local kitchen to have lunch and after eating,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I did my personal PC work and since I was feeling tired,I decided to lay down for a while.After getting back up,I did a little bit more personal PC work.I relaxed for much of the day and also had a little talk with my neighbor out on her porch.Later on,I prepared a light evening meal.
After eating,I watched a little TV and also did some more personal PC work.Later on,as it was getting late,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty fair day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
Tonight,I am again feeling extremely tired as my medication is really kicking in.I can barely type this entry without making mistakes and going back to correct them.I will share anything in regards to my struggles tomorrow where I am hoping to feel more able.The only thing that I ask of all of you is to please continue to keep me in your prayers.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.I still need the support of all of you daily and often.Your continued support really matters to me as I am going through a lot of complex emotions right now.I am still at the start of my therapy and I still need the help and support of all of you.Please continue to pray for me.I also would appreciate your continued positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to all of you for your continued support.Thanks also goes to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for tomorrow,with the exception of getting that much needed blood work done at the local hospital,I have nothing planned.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty fair day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I washed my hair and face over the sink,alongside shaving.After that,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I did my personal PC work and after that was finished,I was going to call my neighbor to help her in regards to her getting a new tire for her car,but she told me that the tire was already replaced and said that it was no longer unnecessary.She did thank me for offering to help and we hung up.
I spent most of the day taking it easy.I had really nothing to do.I decided to have my blood work done on Thursday instead,so I just relaxed and listened to music.I also did some more personal PC work while listening to some music.Later on,I started to prepare my evening meal.
After eating,I watched a little TV and after that,I did some more personal PC work.Later on,as it was getting late,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty fair day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
My rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.Today,I can say that for the third consecutive day,I had no problems nor issues with temptation.I simply occupied my mind with listening to some good music and reading some articles online that were biblical themed.I am looking for a lot of ways to keep my mind off of the negative sexual aspects of the SSA struggle.I am learning each and every day that this isn't an easy thing to do.In fact,it's a very difficult thing to do,but it can be practiced and accomplished.I also shared a few comments in a few forums themed to those who suffer and struggle with BPD/Schizophrenia and it was great that my comments were appreciated by the group.It really gave me a good feeling.It was like that I helped them see another part of this particular struggle that they hadn't seen before until I shared my feelings in those comments.It was wonderful that they got a lot out of what I said,especially the gratitude that I received.Still,in regards to my SSA struggles,I need to continue to stay on guard and be watchful as Satan and his minions are always out there and I need to continually show them that I own the unnatural desires that I have and that they don't own me.I still need the support of my fellow blog followers and readers.Please continue to keep me in your prayers.I also would still appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.I still need the support of all of you daily,often and constantly.It reaffirms and reassures me that I'm not alone in this particular struggle.Please continue to pray for me.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support on the comments section.Thanks in advance to all of you for your continued support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for tomorrow,with the exception of my morning group,I have nothing planned.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I showered quickly and when I was finished,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I did my personal PC work and for most of the day,I relaxed and took it easy.After the busy events of yesterday,I decided that I needed a little rest.I simply did some stuff around the house that I knew needed to be done.After that,I did some more personal work on my PC.I also enjoyed watching a couple of movies earlier in the afternoon.Later on,I started to prepare my evening meal.
After eating,I watched a little TV and I did some more personal PC work.Later on,as it was getting late,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
Tonight,I can say that in my recovery,I felt pretty good today as a result of helping someone that I knew get the proper medical help that they needed.He also appreciated what I did for him and that was great.I had no problems with temptations nor was I tempted to do anything wrong.Still,I need to stay on guard and be watchful and I will continue to do just that in my recovery.Fellow blog followers and readers,please continue to keep me in your prayers.I also would still appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks for your continued support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for tomorrow,with the exception of getting that much needed blood work done and helping my neighbor get a new tire for their car,I have nothing planned.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight.my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a wonderful,eventful and busy day today.
Today,I woke up in the early morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I showered quickly and when I was finished showering,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I quickly got dressed up in a suit and I headed for church for both the morning's Holy Bible study class and the worship service afterwards.
Both the class and the worship were wonderful.After some wonderful fellowship with my fellow worshipers and a wonderful talk with the pastor about his sermon,I headed for home.
On the way home,I stopped at a local bargain supermarket to pick up a few things.After paying for them,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I got out of my suit and into a pair of sweatpants.I quickly did my personal PC work and after that was finished,I checked my phone to see if I had any messages and I did.It was a friend of mine who needed my help.He got hurt two days ago and when he went to the local hospital,they simply sent home home without anything.I agreed to take him to another hospital in the area so he could get checked out by the doctor's there and see what he could get.
After half an hour,he was ready to go home,but on the way to his place,we stopped at a drug store nearby to get his prescription filled and after that,we went over to a nearby Dollar Tree store so he could pick up a few things.After that,I dropped him off and helped bring his grocery bags in.I also put them away for him.After that,I headed for home.
On the way home,I stopped at the local Super Wal-Mart to pick up a few things for myself.After paying for them,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I put the stuff away and I prepared a light evening meal.
After eating,I did some more personal PC work and after that was finished,I watched some TV.Later on,as it was getting late,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a wonderful,eventful and busy day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
Tonight,as a result of the busy day that I had,I am feeling really tired.I will discuss things in regards to my struggles tomorrow.Please continue to pray for me and please leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance for your continued support.Thanks also goes to my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for tomorrow,I have made no plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the early morning and I had my usual 2 cusp of coffee.After my coffee,I washed my hair and face over the sink,alongside shaving.After that,I had my usual quick breakfast.After my breakfast,I quickly did my personal PC work and when that was done,I decided to relax and enjoy the afternoon.I watched a few YouTube videos while I was online in the afternoon.After that,I got dressed and headed out to do a little shopping.
Before I went shopping,I stopped to see how a friend of mine who lived in the city was.After spending a few minutes with him,I headed to a local supermarket to pick up a few needed things.After paying for those things,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I put the stuff that I bought away and started to prepare my evening meal.I also did some more personal PC work while I was waiting for it to get done.
After eating,I watched a classic TV episode from a DVD player that I have.After that was done,I did some more personal PC work.Later on,as it was getting late,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
My rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.Though it does,I still have my daily struggles.At times,they can get pretty overwhelming and believe me,they can add more stress to life when that happens.Today,I can safely report that I wasn't tempted at all today.I simply kept myself busy doing what I had to do and it was very good.I even did some personal writing and it took my mind off of the negative sexual aspects of the SSA struggle.Though I escaped today,I still have to stay on guard and be watchful as Satan and his minions are out there and they can strike at any time when least expected.Satan and his minions are the ones who tempt people into breaking the perfect law of our Heavenly Father,including,but not limited to,his laws regarding sexuality.I still have to keep in mind that Satan can strike and since he knows that I myself struggle with SSA,alongside BPD/Schizophrenia,which makes the struggle even more difficult for me,he can try to tempt me to act out through various means,such as fantasies,lusting,watching pornography and the biggest one,tempt me to go out and seek out other men for the purpose of acting out physically with them.I can't let them own me.I have to show Satan and his terrible and evil minions that I own the unnatural sexual desires that I have and not the other way around.Fellow blog followers and readers,please continue to keep me in your prayers.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.I still need the support of all of you constantly.I need to be constantly reaffirmed and reassured that I am not alone in this struggle.I need prayers and positive verbal support day in and day out continuously.Please continue to pray for me.Please leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to y'all for your continued prayers and positive verbal support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for tomorrow,with the exception of church as usual,I have nothing planned.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I showered quickly and when I was finished,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I quickly did my personal PC work and when that was finished,I got dressed as I had some stuff that I had to do today.
I was going to to go to the local hospital to get the much needed and prescribed blood work done,but decided to postpone that until Monday and I even rescheduled the appointment for another day.
I first went to my usual hair place to get my hair cut as I really needed one.After that,I did some shopping at the local Super Wal-Mart to pick up a few needed things.After that,I stopped at a local gas station to get some gas.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I put the stuff that I bought away and I started to prepare my evening meal.While it was heating up,I did some more personal PC work.
After eating,I watched a classic TV episode on a DVD set that I have.After that,I did some more personal PC work and did some other personal things.Later on,as it was getting late,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
My rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.Though it does,I must say that I do have a lot to deal with in my daily struggles.It was a pretty good day as I was out and about in the community and when I am,I usually don't have any problems with temptations and today was no exception.I guess that being out in the community does help to a degree.It kept my mind off of the negative sexual stuff regarding SSA.Still,I need the help and support of everyone who continually follow my blog and read my posts.I need all the help and support I can get.I will still continue to do my part,which is to continue to stay on guard and be watchful as Satan and his minions can strike when least expected.Please continue to pray for me.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.I still need to be continuously reaffirmed and reassured that I am not alone in this particular struggle and not just with SSA,it is also for my struggles with BPD/Schizophrenia as well.I continuously need to know that there are people out there who care and understand when I am going through in regards to my mental health struggles of mood changes and hallucinatory stuff that plague me.Please continue to pray for me.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to all of your continued support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for the weekend,with the exception of church as usual on Sunday,I have made no plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the upcoming weekend ahead.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I washed my hair and face over the sink,alongside shaving.After that,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I got dressed and I headed out to do some necessary stuff that needed to get done.
I first dropped off free newspapers to people that I know and after that,I paid a bill over at the local Sears.After that,I went shopping at a local bargain supermarket.After that,I stopped in to see how a friend was doing.After talking with him for a few minutes,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I put the stuff that I bought away and I relaxed while doing my personal PC work.After that was done,I relaxed again for a while before heading over to a local church for a free meal.
The meal was wonderful.After leaving the church,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I relaxed and did some more personal PC work.Later on,as it was getting late,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
Tonight,I am feeling extremely tired.I have to get up early so I can get some doctor ordered blood work done.I am too tired to talk about my struggles tonight and I will start again tomorrow.The only things that I ask is that for all of you to continue praying for me and to continue leaving some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks to all of you for your continued support.Thanks also goes to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for tomorrow,with the exception of the aforementioned blood work that needs to be done,I have made no plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the early morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I showered quickly and when I was finished,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I got dressed in casual clothes and I headed for my morning group.
The group went as well as expected.After it was over,I headed over to a local kitchen for lunch.After eating lunch,I headed back for my usual afternoon,but discovered that it was no longer being held.After that,I went over to a local book store and bought a couple of used tapes.After that,I headed over to a local 7-11 to pick up some snack foods.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I put the stuff that I bought away.I also did my personal PC work after that.When that was finished,I started to prepare my evening meal.
After eating,I watched another classic TV episode on a DVD set that I have.After that,I did some more personal PC work.As it was getting late,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
Tonight,I can say that as a result of all that I did today,I had no problems with temptations.I was out and about all day and it was great.I simply kept my mind on what I was doing and that took my mind off of the sexual aspects of SSA.I must get out more often and find things to do.I guess that being out and about in the community does help.I also have to find other ways to get my mind on good things so that way,I don't fall into temptation.If anyone out there can share anything with me on how I can do that,please share.I would really appreciate that.Thanks so much in advance.I will still continue to stay on guard and be watchful as Satan and his minions can still strike at any time.Fellow blog followers and readers,please continue to keep me in your prayers.Please leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.I still need the support of my fellow blog followers and readers,especially if they too struggle with SSA.I really need it constantly day in and day out.Please continue to pray for me.I also would really appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to y'all for your continued support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for tomorrow,I haven't made any plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I washed my hair and face over the sink,alongside shaving.After that,I had my usual quick breakfast.After my breakfast,I quickly did my personal PC work and I got dressed to proceed with the rest of the day.
I had a lot on my agenda for today.I decided to take a drive to another area of the county and I shopped a couple of thrift stores.I also went to a friend's place of business and bought something from him.After that,I headed for home.
On the way home,I stopped at a local bargain supermarket when I came back into town.After that,I headed over to another local supermarket to pick up a few other things that I needed.After that,I stopped at a local 7-11 to buy something light for dinner.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I put everything that I bought away and I started to prepare my light evening meal.
After eating,I watched another classic TV episode from a DVD set that I have.After that,I did some more personal PC work.As it was getting late,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
My rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.Though it does,I am still in my daily struggles against BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA,which is the most difficult of the two for me.Yes it is the most difficult.Today,though it is,since I kept busy with what I did today,I had no problems with temptation.It was being out and about in the community that helped keep my mind off of anything sexual and I had no problems with those evil voices at all today.Still,though I did escape today,there is still tomorrow and the days after tomorrow.I still need to stay on guard and be watchful as Satan and his minions,including those evil voices that at times try to get me to act out by fantasies and lusting,can strike at any time when least expected.I also still need the help and support of my fellow blog followers and readers on a constant basis.Fellow blog followers and readers,please continue to keep me in your prayers.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.As I said,I still need the help and support of everyone out there who also struggles and also continue to follow my blog on a daily basis.Please continue to pray for me.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to all of you for your continued support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for tomorrow,with the exception of my usual two groups on Wednesday,I have nothing planned.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I showered quickly and when I was finished showering,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I finally received a phone call back from the mechanic who put my tires on and we set yup to have my brake pads put on today.After I hung up,I got dressed and I headed over to his garage.After the pads were on and I paid him,I headed for the bank to withdraw a little bit of money.After that,I went over to a friend's place to see how he was as I hadn't heard from him in a while.After spending a few minutes with him,I headed for home.
On the way home,I stopped at a local 7-11 to pick up a couple of things.After paying for them,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I put the stuff that I bought away and I quickly did my personal PC work.After that was finished,I started to prepare my evening meal.
After eating,I watched another classic TV episode from a DVD set that I have.I also did some more personal PC work.Later on,as it was getting late,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
Tonight,I am going to share something that I have learned all too well in the SSA struggle.The struggle gets more difficult by the day.Satan and his minions try to get those who worship the true God,the sovereign Lord and creator of all things,to go against the sovereign Lord and creator's perfect laws,especially the laws regarding,but not limited to,sexuality.Those of us who struggle with SSA have many obstacles in front of us.The most difficult obstacle is the fight and struggle to remain sexually sober.I know this to be true because I am always struggling to remain sexually sober.I am learning that the struggle to remain sexually sober,especially where SSA is concerned,is a very difficult one in and of itself.Temptations galore are always hitting those of us who struggle.The temptations very from being tempted to fantasize and lust after other members of our own gender,to being tempted to go out to seek out other members of our own gender to act out on the unnatural sexual desires that we have with,or another really big temptation,which is to watch porn themed to that sort of thing.Yes,we who struggle with SSA have a lot on our plates and it gets even more difficult by the day.Today,I must report that I was tempted after getting out of bed to act out by fantasies and lusting after other men.I immediately went to my Heavenly Father in prayer and asked for strength in the name of his son Jesus Christ.I also asked that my Heavenly Father silence the evil voices telling me to manipulate my genitals to images of men.I prayed real hard and didn't cease praying until these things died down.When I was finished praying,I felt better and also,that my Heavenly Father gave me what I asked for.Still,despite this,I still need the prayers of those who check my blog regularly and I also still need the positive verbal support of all of you.I need your support day in and day out.Please continue to pray for me.Please continue to leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to all of you for your continued support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for tomorrow,I have made no plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a wonderful and eventful day today.
Today,I woke up in the early morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I washed my hair and face over the sink,alongside shaving.After that,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I quickly dressed up in a suit and I headed for church for both the morning's Holy Bible study class and the worship service afterwards.
Both the class and the worship service were wonderful.After some wonderful fellowship,I headed for home.
On the way home,I stopped at a local bargain supermarket to pick up a few things.After that,I headed over to another local supermarket to pick up a few more things.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I changed from my suit into my sweatsuit and quickly did my personal PC work.After that was done,I got dressed up in dress clothes and I headed for a funeral home as a friend and schoolmate of mine had passed away a few days ago.I went there to give my condolences to the family and to pay him a final goodbye.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I changed back into my sweatsuit and I did some more personal PC work.I also prepared my evening meal.
After eating,I watched a classic TV episode from a DVD set that I have.After that,I did some more personal PC work.As it was getting late,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a wonderful and eventful day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
Today,I went through a couple of instances where the evil demonic voices were trying to get me to act out on the unnatural sexual desires that I have.It was really overwhelming in both of these instances.I really had to show that I was stronger than they were.On both of these instances,I went to my Heavenly Father in prayer and asked him in the name of his son Jesus Christ to silence those evil voices and I also asked for strength to help me fight and resist these terrible and overwhelming urges.I didn't want to sin and I also wanted to show that I was serious about wanting to heal from this terrible SSA and that I really want to change.I don't want to be a sinning Homosexual/Gay person,but a person who wants to be the man that I was meant to be and the man that my Heavenly Father meant me to be.When I was finished praying,I felt stronger and I felt no more temptations nor hear any more evil voices.Fellow blog followers and readers,please continue to keep me in your prayers and also,please leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.I still need the support of all of you constantly and the more that I get,the better that I feel.I still need the affirmations of my fellow man to help keep me going.Please continue to pray for me.Please also leave some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to all of you for your continued support.Thanks also goes to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for tomorrow,I have made no plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee.I showered quickly and when I was finished,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I quickly did my personal PC work and relaxed for much of the afternoon as I had nothing to do nor anyplace to go in particular.Though as the late afternoon was approaching,I decided to take a drive to a local small store to pick up something.After paying for that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I put what I had bought away and did a little bit more personal PC work.When that was done,I decided to prepare my evening meal.
After eating,I decided to watch a little TV and I did some more personal PC work.Later on,as it was getting late,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
Today,I must report that I was tempted to act out on the unnatural sexual desires that I have by fantasies and lusting and also,to manipulate my genitals.The evil voices in my head were telling me to do that,but instead,I turned to my Heavenly Father in prayer and asked him to silence those evil voices and to give me strength to help me fight and resist the temptations in the name of his son Jesus Christ.I prayed and I prayed and I didn't cease praying until the temptations had died down and the evil voices were silenced.When I was finished,I felt better and went along with the rest of the day.Fellow blog followers and readers,I still need both your prayerful and positive verbal support.Please continue to keep me in your prayers.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.I still need the support of all of you day in and day out.I am still all alone where I am at as there aren't many groups in my area that help men like me.I still need the support of everyone who struggles like myself and constantly need affirmation from my fellow men as I was never affirmed by my father when I was a boy nor did I ever receive his love,which is why I feel the way I do.I need all the positive support,both prayerful and verbal,that I can get.Please continue to pray for me.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to y'all for your continued supports.Thanks also goes to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for tomorrow,with the exception of church as usual,I have nothing planned.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I washed my hair and face over the sink,alongside shaving.After that,I had my usual quick breakfast.After my breakfast,I went to the bank withdraw some money and to pay a bill there.After that,I went home to register all the bills and when I was finished doing that,I went to a local Auto Zone to buy some brake pads.After that,I tried to get a hold of the mechanic that put my front tires on to put the pads on,but all I got was his voice-mail.I left a note at his garage and after that,I had a couple of slices of pizza at a nearby pizzeria.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I did my personal PC work and after that,I ordered a small pan pizza at another local pizzeria and that was my dinner.After picking it up,I ate the pizza at home while watching a little bit of TV.I also did some more personal PC work after that.Later on,as it was getting late,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
Today,in the mid afternoon,I prayed to my Heavenly Father in the name of his son Jesus Christ.I was having problems again with temptation and I needed to talk to him about it.I was also hearing the voices telling me to fantasize and lust,but I took it to my Heavenly Father and asked him to get me through.I also asked that he silenced the evil voices that were telling me to act out by fantasies and lusting and also,I rebuked them in the name of his son Jesus Christ and told them to take a hike.I didn't cease praying until everything had totally died down.I felt much better and that a huge weight had been lifted off of my shoulders.I am now going to work on making this a daily habit.I need to go to my Heavenly Father in prayer everyday.Though I will be working on this,I still need the support of all of you.Please continue to keep me in your prayers.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.I still need the support of all of you daily and often.I really do.Please continue to pray for me.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks to all of you for your support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do and provide.
As for the weekend,with the exception of church as usual,I have made no plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the weekend ahead.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty fairly decent day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I washed my hair and face over the sink,alongside shaving.After that,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I quickly did my personal PC work and after that was finished,I relaxed and watched a classic TV episode from a DVD set that I have.
Today,I had no place to go and nothing much to do.I decided to take it easy and rest my mind.After the stresses of struggling with the conjunctivitis that I battled for over a week,it was great to rest my mind and relax.While relaxing,I caught up on some much needed work on my computer.As the afternoon was winding down,I started to prepare my evening meal.
After eating,I watched another classic TV episode from a DVD set that I have.After that,I did some more personal PC work.Later on,as it was getting late,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty fairly decent day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading as well.
Tonight,I am going to talk about my BPD/Schizophrenia struggles.I rarely shed light on these as I have been talking more about my SSA struggles while ignoring these.Lately,I have been going through an up and down period and it has also been affecting my symptoms with Schizophrenia.I have been hearing voices telling me to act out on the unnatural sexual desires that I have.They try to get me to manipulate my genitals and also,to fantasize and lust alongside this.I hear these voices repeatedly most of the time and it scares me.It's like that though I live alone,the feeling is that I don't with all of these voices bugging me and at times,it's like I am being tortured by them to act out or else.The thing is that my struggles with BPD/Schizophrenia actually make my SSA struggles even more difficult as a result of the up and down emotional roller coaster ride of BPD combined with the hearing of voices and other hallucinatory sounds of Schizophrenia.It really makes the struggle really rough for me.The struggle with SSA is difficult in itself alone,but when having a double whammy of BPD/Schizophrenia,it makes the struggle even more difficult.Fellow blog followers and readers,please continue to keep me in your prayers.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.I am still in need of the support of all of you daily and often.I am still all alone and I need affirmation daily and constantly.Please continue to pray for me.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks to all of you for your continued support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for tomorrow,I have made no plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the early morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I showered quickly and when I was finished,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I got dressed in casual clothes and I headed for the place where my groups are held each week.
The morning group went well.After that group,I headed for a local kitchen for lunch and when I was finished eating,I headed back for the afternoon group.
The afternoon group also went well.After that was over,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I changed into my sweatsuit and I did my personal PC work.I relaxed for much of the day and visited a few websites looking for brake pads for my car and settling for the best price.After that,I prepared my evening meal.
After eating,I watched a classic TV episode from a DVD set that I have.After that,I did some more personal PC work.Later on,as it was getting late,I decided to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
Tonight,I can report that I wasn't tempted to act out in any way,shape or form.I stayed busy with what I had to do and it was great.Nothing sexual crept up into my mind and overall,a pretty trouble free day.Still,I need all of you to continue to keep me in your prayers and also,please leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.I still need the support of all of you daily and often.I am still all alone where I am at as there are not any local groups where I can get involved with in regards to SSA struggles.Please continue to pray for me.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to all of you for your continued prayerful and positive verbal support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for tomorrow,I have made no plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty fair day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I washed my hair and the face over the sink,alongside shaving.After that,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I quickly did my personal PC work and since I had no place to go nor anything to do,I stayed home and I took it easy.I watched a movie that I popped into the DVD player and after that was over,I did some more personal PC work.After that,I listened to some music while relaxing and after that,I started to prepare my evening meal.
After eating,I watched a couple of classic episodes that are on a DVD set that I have.After that,I did some more personal PC work.Later on,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty fair day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
I have really nothing new to report in regards to my SSA struggles and also,I am feeling extremely tired as a result of my medication kicking in earlier than expected.I will start reporting on my SSA and BPD/Schizophrenia struggles tomorrow when I am more able.The only things that I ask is that you continue to pray for me and to please leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to all of you for your continued support.Thanks also goes to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for tomorrow,with the exception of a couple of groups that I usually go to,I have nothing planned.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I quickly washed my hair and face over the sink alongside shaving.After that,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I quickly did my personal PC work and after that was finished,I got dressed in casual clothes as I had a doctor's appointment on my agenda for today.
I headed over to the doctor's office to get new prescriptions for what I am currently taking.I also wanted to get a follow-up on things as well.
The session with the doctor went well and after getting prescriptions and advised to get blood work done,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I changed back into my sweatsuit and I did some more personal PC work.After that,I started to prepare my evening meal.
After eating,I watched a classic TV episode on a DVD set that I have.After that,I did some more personal PC work.Later on,as it was getting late,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
Tonight,I can now report that my eye is now feeling much better.I haven't had any pain all day and that is good.However,I am still getting watery eye on the left and according to the doctor,I needed a stronger allergy pill,so they prescribed me it and I am hoping that this will solve the problem.The only good thing is that I am feeling better as far as my left eye goes and again,I am hoping that the new allergy pill that I am prescribed will work better for me.Fellow blog followers and readers,please continue to keep me in your prayers and also,please leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.I still need the valuable support of all of you day in and day out.Please continue to pray for me and also,please leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks to all of you for your continued support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for tomorrow,I have made no plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a wonderful and eventful day today.
Today,I woke up in the early morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I showered quickly and when I was finished showering,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I got dressed up in a suit and I headed for church for both the Holy Bible study class and the worship service afterwards.
Both the class and the worship service were wonderful.After some wonderful fellowship,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I got out of my suit and into my sweatsuit.I quickly did my personal PC work.After that,I got dressed in casual clothes to go out and do a little shopping.
I first went to a local supermarket to pick up a gallon of milk.After that,I went to the local Super Wal-Mart to pick up a couple of things.After that,I went to a local Dollar Tree to pick up some soup.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I heated up the soup and I ate it for dinner.I also did some more personal PC work.Later on,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a wonderful and eventful day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
Tonight,my eye problem has improved,but I am still not at 100% yet.I have to see my general doctor tomorrow to get it checked out.I am hoping that it will be better by tomorrow,Please continue to keep me in your prayers.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.I still need the support of all of you daily and often.Please continue to pray for me.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks to all of you and Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for tomorrow,with the exception of the aforementioned doctor's appointment,I have nothing planned.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the early afternoon as I had a hard time getting to sleep last night.I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After that,I washed my hair and face over the sink,alongside shaving.After that,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I quickly did my personal PC work and after that,I got dressed and proceeded to get on with the rest of the day.
I only went out once today.I went to the local Dollar Tree store to pick up a box of garbage bags.After paying for them,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I put the garbage bags away and I started to prepare my evening meal.
After eating,I did some more personal PC work and as it was getting late,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
Tonight,my eye is now doing much better.However,I am still not fully at 100% yet.I am still treating my left eye and hopefully after I see my general doctor on Monday afternoon,I won't have to continue this anymore.Please continue to keep me in your prayers.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.I still need the support of all of you daily and often.Please continue to pray for me.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to all of you and Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for tomorrow,with the exception of church as usual,I have nothing planned.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty fair day today.
Today,I woke up in the late morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I washed my hair over the sink.After that,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I did my personal PC work and after that was done,I watched a movie that I popped into the DVD player.
I stayed home all day since I had nothing to do nor anyplace to go.I simply relaxed and took it easy.I listened to some music and did some work around the house that I had been putting off.I also did some more personal PC work.Later on,I started to prepare a light evening meal.
After eating,I watched a couple of classic TV episodes from a DVD set that I have.After that,I did some more personal PC work.As it was getting late,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty fair day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
Tonight,though I am now feeling a lot better in regards to my left eye,I am still not at 100% yet.The pain has been slowly going away and I am continuing to treat it,but I am still not where I should be yet.I am hoping that by the end of the weekend,I will be where I should be.I am getting sick of my eye being watery.I am hoping that I can get prescribed a stronger allergy pill that won't make me drowsy.On Monday afternoon,I will be seeing my general doctor and I am hoping that they can help me out in that regard.I really need to find relief soon.Fellow blog followers and readers,please continue to keep me in your prayers.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.I still need your support,both prayerful and positive verbal,daily and often.Please continue to pray for me.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to all of you for your continued support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do and provide.
As for the weekend,with the exception of church as usual,I have made no plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the weekend ahead.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the late morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I showered quickly and when I was finished,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I quickly did my personal PC work and after that was finished,I watched a movie that I popped into the DVD player and I relaxed while watching it.After it was over,I changed from my sweatsuit into casual clothes and I headed for a local church for a free dinner.
The dinner was wonderful.After I was finished eating,I headed for a local Dollar Tree to pick up a couple of things.After paying for them,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I put the stuff that I bought away and I changed into pajamas.I also did some more personal PC work.After that,I watched a couple of classic TV episodes from a DVD set that I have.As it was getting late,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
I am still not at 100% yet in regards to my current physical struggle with Conjunctivitis.I am still getting pain on the left when I blow my nose.Plus, the pain,though minor,has been coming and going.This coming Monday,I have to see my general doctor and I am hoping that they can tell me how I can be fully healed from this.Fellow blog followers and readers,please continue to pray for me as I am going through this.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.I still need your support daily and often while I am still going through the issues with my left eye.Please continue to keep me in your prayers and please leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to all of you for your continued support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for tomorrow,I have made no plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving onward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the late morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I washed my hair over the sink.After that,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I quickly did my personal PC work and I got dressed as I had attending a friend's birthday party in my plans for today.I headed there after I was done with my personal PC work at home.
The party was wonderful.After it was all over,I dropped a guest off at his place and I headed for home.
On the way home,I stopped at the drug store to pick up a couple of prescription refills.After that,I headed straight home as it was storming and I wanted to be home before it got worse.
When I got home,I hurried into the house and changed from my casual clothes into my sweatsuit and did some more personal PC work.
Later on,when it was mealtime,I heated up some leftovers from last night and I ate them.After that,I watched a classic TV episode from a DVD set that I have.After that,I did some more personal PC work and as it was getting late,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading as well.
My left eye is still in the healing process at this time.I have been putting drops in all day per requirement,but I am still not at 100%.When I got up out of bed,I had a wee bit of pain and I put the drops in when I got to the bathroom.I also put in more before I left the house.My nose still hurts a little when I blow it,but I know that will still take time to pass.I am hoping that by the end of the week,I will be at 100% and if not,I will have to see my general medical doctor Monday afternoon and I will let them know.For now,please continue to pray for me while I am still going through this thing with my left eye and also,leave some verbal encouragement in the comments section.Thanks to all of you for your continued support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for tomorrow,I have made no plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I showered quickly and when I was finished,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I quickly did my personal PC work and I relaxed for much of the day as I had nothing to do nor anyplace to go.I watched a few classic TV episodes from a DVD set that I have.
Later on,as the early evening was coming,I got dressed and I headed out to a local supermarket to pick up a few things for dinner.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I started to prepare my evening meal.
After eating,I watched another classic TV episode from a DVD set that I have.After that,I did some more personal PC work.Later on,as it was getting late,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
Tonight,though I am feeling better in regards to the conjunctivitis in my left eye,I am still not at 100% yet.I still get pain on the left of my nose when I blow it.I am hoping that after tomorrow or a few more day from now,I will be at 100%.Fellow blog followers and readers,please continue to pray for me.I also would still appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.Please pray that I fully recover from this condition.Your positive verbal support in the comments section would also help me as well.Thanks to all of you for your support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for tomorrow,with the exception of a birthday party that I was invited to,I have made no plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I showered quickly as I needed to clean myself up after not showering the last two days because I was taking care of my left eye and rested for the whole time.It was great to shower and finally feel clean again.After my shower,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I quickly did my personal PC work and after that was finished,I got dressed in casual clothes and I headed out to the post office to mail out an important bill payment.After that was done,I stopped at a gas station to get a little bit of gas and when that was done,I headed straight home.The birthday party that I was supposed to go to has been postponed until Wednesday.I got a phone call from the person that is throwing the party and they told me that.
When I got home,I changed into a pair of sweatpants and did some more personal PC work.I also watched a couple of classic TV episodes on a DVD set that I have.
After having a light evening meal,I did some more personal PC work.Later on,as it was getting late,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
Tonight,I am still not out of the woods as of yet.I am still treating my left eye.While most of the pain around my eye has disappeared,I am still feeling pain on the left side of my nose when I blow it.I am still treating the problem and I am hoping that it heals soon.Please continue to keep me in your prayers.Please continue to leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.I still need the support of all of you.I need it daily and often.Please continue to keep me in your prayers.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support.Thanks to all of you for your continued support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for tomorrow,I haven't made any plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty fair day today.
Today,I woke up in the late morning as I chose to sleep in as a result of eye condition,and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I continued to put drops in my eyes and after that,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I quickly did my personal PC work.After that was done,I continued to take care of my left eye throughout the day while also staying busy with other things.I also watched some TV and did some personal PC work throughout the day.
After having another light evening meal,I chose to watch a movie that I popped into the DVD player.Later on,while continuing to take care of my left eye,I prepared for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty fair day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
As I have been reporting,I have been taking care of my left eye as a result of the Conjunctivitis that I was diagnosed with on Friday.I am feeling much better,but I am still not out of the woods yet.Until I am feeling 100%,I will continue to talk about this.Please continue praying for me and please leave me some positive verbal encouragement.Thanks in advance for your continued support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for tomorrow,with the exception of going to a birthday party,I have nothing planned.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ