Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the early morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.I also watched a little early morning TV and after that,I went back to bed and laid down.I read for a bit and after that,I got back up to wash my hair and face over the sink,alongside shaving.After that,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I quickly did my personal PC work and after that was done,I watched a couple of movies that I popped into the DVD player.After they were over,I started to prepare my evening meal.
After eating,I did some more personal PC work and after that was done,I decided to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
Tonight,I can report that I had no problems with temptations today.I went through the day just doing what I had to do and it was pretty good.Though I managed to escape today unscathed,there is still tomorrow and the days after tomorrow.Satan and his minions are out there.I have to continue to stay on guard and be watchful.I also have to make it a habit to pray for strength whenever these temptations start to come around.I also still need the support of all of you.Please continue to pray for me.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.I still need the support of all of you daily,often and continuously.Your support really matters to me and it also helps.Please continue to pray for me.Please leave some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to y'all for your continued prayerful and positive verbal support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do.
As for tomorrow,with the exception of church as usual,I have made no plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I washed my hair and face over the sink,alongside shaving.After that,I had my usual quick breakfast.After my breakfast,I quickly did my personal PC work and after that was done,I received a phone call from my current job placement counselor about a job opening in my hometown.I immediately dressed up in dress clothes and I headed over to a copy store to make copies of my resume and after that was done,I headed over to the place where the job opening was and handed in my resume.We also took a tour of the place to get a familiar feel for it.After it was over,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I got out of my dress clothes and I did some more personal PC work.I also waited much of the day at home for a package to come in via UPS and it took a long time to get to my house.Admittedly,I was getting antsy waiting for the package to come in,but it finally did and I was relieved.After that,I started to prepare my evening meal.
After eating,I watched a classic TV show episode on a DVD set that I have.After that,I did some more personal PC work.Later on,as it was getting late,I decided to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
Tonight,I am again feeling extremely tired from the day I went through.My medication is starting to kick in and I can barely type.Fellow blog followers and readers,please continue to pray for me.Please continue to leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks to all of you for your continued support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for the weekend,with the exception of church as usual on Sunday,I have nothing planned.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the upcoming weekend ahead.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I washed my hair and face over the sink alongside shaving.After that,I had my usual quick breakfast.After that,I quickly did my personal PC work and after that was done,I got dressed to proceed with the rest of the day as I had an appointment with my general eye doctor for a check-up.
The check-up went well.I was a little woozy and dizzy from the drops that they put into my eyes and all the lights shining into them to check the out.After the check-up,I stopped at a local bargain supermarket for a gallon of milk.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I put the milk in the fridge and did a little bit more personal PC work.I also called the priest who was leading the Courage/Encourage group tonight to tell him that I couldn't come due to me not feeling well because of my visit to the eye doctor today.After that,I headed over to a local church for a free dinner,which was great.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I did some more personal PC work.Later on,as it was getting late,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
Tonight,I want to share that today,I wasn't tempted to act out by fantasies and lusting after men nor did any sexual images of men cloud my mind today.Though I didn't have an awful lot to do today,I wasn't troubled by anything in connection to SSA.Though I did escape today unscathed,I still have to stay on guard and be watchful.There is still tomorrow and the days after tomorrow.Satan and his minions can strike at any time with temptations galore to get me to go against my Heavenly Father's perfect laws.I now have to make a resolution to go to my Heavenly Father in prayer each time that temptations rear their ugly head at me.I need to really seek him in the name of his son Jesus Christ to help me stay strong in the face of all sorts of temptations.I also still need the help of all of you.Please continue to keep me in your prayers.I also still need your positive verbal support in the comments section.As stated,I still need the support of all of you daily,often and continuously.Yes,your support really means a lot to me and is also very important.Please continue to pray for me.Please leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to all of you for your continued support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for tomorrow,I have made no plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I hurriedly washed my hair over the sink.After that,I quickly ate my usual quick breakfast and after that,I hurriedly got dressed and headed for my Wednesday morning group.
The group meeting was wonderful.After that,I headed over to a local kitchen for a quick lunch.After eating,I dropped something off at a friend's house.After that,I picked up a few more job applications.After that was done,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I got out of my casual clothes and into a pair of sweatpants.I quickly did my personal PC work.After that was done,I started to prepare my evening meal.
After eating,I watched a little TV.I also did some more personal PC work.Later on,as it was getting late,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
Tonight,I have to share something that needs to be shared.Earlier this afternoon,I went to my Heavenly Father in prayer and talked to him about being overwhelmed with terrible temptations yesterday and also,the terrible obsession that I have.I prayed and I prayed and I left nothing out.I told my Heavenly Father everything.I pleaded with him to help me and also,to help me break free and overcome this terrible obsession that I have.I unloaded a lot on my Heavenly Father and asked,in the name of his son Jesus Christ,to help me.I told him that I really wanted to heal from this terrible SSA and that I really wanted to change.I also asked him to point me in the right direction as to how I can accomplish all of this with his help and guidance.I also asked him to help me look at my fellow men in a pure,wholesome,holy and Christian way as brothers.After I was finished,I felt better and truly believed that I was heard.I went on with the rest of the day.Though I did all of that this afternoon,I still need the help and support of all of you.Please continue to keep me in your prayers.Please leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.I still need the support of all of you daily,often and continuously.Until I find a support outlet locally to help me in my struggles with SSA,I still need all of you.Please continue to pray for me.Please leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to all of you for your continued prayerful and positive verbal support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for tomorrow,with the exception of hoping to join a Courage/Encourage group of men,I have nothing planned.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I washed my hair and face over the silk,alongside shaving.After that,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I quickly did my personal PC work and when that was finished,I got dressed to proceed with the rest of the day.
I first went to with draw some money at the bank.After that,I went home to register the money at the Where's George site.After that,I headed back out to the recovery center where I am seeking therapy to pick up my flash drive.After that,I stopped in at a nearby used record store to check up on something and after that,I got some gas at a gas station and when that was done,I headed for home.
On the way home,I stopped at the local Salvation Army thrift store when I got back into tow,After that,I headed over to the local Super Wal-Mart to pick up a can of chili for dinner.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I quickly did some more personal PC work.When that was done,I heated up the chili and I ate it.After that,I watched a little TV and did some more personal PC work.Later on,as it was getting late,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
Tonight,there is something that I need to get off of my chest.I was overwhelmed by temptations today.Sexual images of men clouded my mind today.I also heard the evil voices in my head telling me to act out on these images by fantasizing and lusting after these images.I almost gave into these terrible temptations today.This is what's been really bringing me down.I don't know whether I am coming or going.Why can't I shake this?what is wrong with me?Why can't I break free from this terrible obsession that I have?I have been trying for the past several years to break free.I was doing well during the first few years that I entered the healing process from SSA,but now,these things have been coming back with a vengeance.I want to break free.I need all the help and support that I can get.Any advice would also be appreciated.Plus,the main thing that I need are your constant and continuous prayers.Please continue to keep me in your prayers.Please leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.I need all the helpful advice and support that I can get.I am all alone here and until I can find a proper support outlet for SSA,I need all the prayerful and positive verbal support that I can get from all of you fellow blog followers and readers.Please continue to pray for me.Please continue to leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to all of you for your continued support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for tomorrow,with the exception of my usual Wednesday morning group,I have made no plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I washed my hair and face over the sink,alongside shaving.After that,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I quickly did my personal PC work and when that was done,I relaxed for much of the day.
In the middle of the day,I got dressed and headed out to the drug store to pick up my prescription.After that,I got a little bit of gas in my car's gas tank.I also went to a local bargain supermarket to pick something up.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I put the stuff that I bought away and I started to prepare my evening meal.
After eating,I watched a little TV and I did some more personal PC work.Later on,as it was getting late,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
Tonight,I am feeling extremely down.I get these spells of depression at times.They usually hit without warning and this particular time is no exception.I can barely type nor even think straight.Please continue to pray for me.Please continue to leave some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks for your support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for tomorrow,I have made no plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.The only thing that I am hoping for is that I am feeling better by tomorrow.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a wonderful and eventful day today.
Today,I woke up in the early morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I showered quickly and when I was finished,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I got dressed up in a suit and I headed over to church for both the morning's Holy Bible study class and the worship service afterwards.
Both the class and the worship service were wonderful.After some wonderful fellowship,I headed for home.
On the way home,I stopped at a local bargain supermarket to pick up a few things.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I put the stuff that I bought away and I quickly did my personal PC work.I also decided to spend some time with a couple of friends that I haven't talked to in quite a while.After spending a few hours with them,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I started to prepare my evening meal and did some more personal PC work while it was heating up.
After eating,I watched a little TV and I also did some more personal PC work.Later on,as it was getting late,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a wonderful and eventful day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
Today,with what I had done today,I wasn't tempted in anything in regards to my SSA struggles.I guess that spending time with those friends that I haven't seen in quite a while really helped.I also kept my mind on spiritual things.Though I escaped today,there is always tomorrow and the days after tomorrow.I have to continue to stay on guard and be watchful as Satan and his minions are out there.They will do anything to get me to go against my Heavenly Father's perfect laws.I have to continually show them that I own the unnatural sexual desires that I have and not the other way around.Everyone who continually follows and reads my blog,please continue to keep me in your prayers.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.I still need the support of all of you daily and often.I am all alone where I am at and until I find a support group that can help in regards to SSA,I need the help and support of all of you out there who continually read and follow my blog.Please continue to pray for me.Please continue to leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to all of you for your continued support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for tomorrow,I have no plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning by two phone calls from a friend.I let the voice-mail take them both because I really didn't feel like answering them.When he said on the second call that he desperately needed my help,I got up out of bed and decided to return his calls.He told me that he needed some pain medication right away and after hanging up,I immediately had my usual 2 cups of coffee and I washed my hair after that.I then got dressed in casual clothes and headed over to his house.
When I got there,he gave me the money and I headed out to a nearby Dollar Tree store and I picked up the type of medication that he wanted.After paying for it,I dropped it off and I headed straight home.
When I got home,I had my usual quick breakfast.After that,I quickly did my personal PC work.After that was done,I relaxed and I watched a movie that I popped into the DVD player.After it was over,I decided to take a drive to see how a couple of people that I know were doing.After spending some time with them,I headed for home.
On the way home,I stopped to get a few slices of pepperoni pizza and after that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I ate my pizza slices and after that,I quickly did some more personal PC work.Later on,as it was getting late,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
Tonight,I am again feeling extremely tired from all the activity of the day.My medication is really kicking in.I can barely type as a result of that.Please continue to keep me in your prayers.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.I still need the support of all of you daily,often and continuously.Please continue to pray for me.Please continue to leave some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks for your support and Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for tomorrow,with the exception of church as usual,I have no plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I washed my hair and face over the sink alongside shaving.After that,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I quickly did my personal PC work and after that was finished,I got dressed to proceed with the rest of the day.
I first paid a visit to a locally living friend's apartment and after spending some time with him,I headed back out to get a little gas and headed out to a village within the county that I live to check out some garage and yard sales in the area.
I managed to purchase a couple of good record albums.I also managed to score a working receiver that I going to use until my regular receiver is fixed.After that,I headed for home.
On the way home,I stopped to withdraw a little bit more money and after that,when I got back into my hometown,I grabbed a bite to eat.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I ate what I had purchased and watched a movie while eating.After that,I did some more personal PC work.Later on,as it was getting late,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading as well.
Today,I can say that I had no problems with temptations.I stayed busy with what I had to do and it was great.I went to garage and yard sales to look around and that took my mind off of the negative sexual aspects of the SSA struggle.Though I did escape today unscathed,there is still tomorrow and the days after tomorrow.Satan and his minions can strike at any time with temptations galore.I have to continue to stay on guard and be watchful.I also still need the support of all of you daily,often and constantly.Fellow blog followers and readers,please continue to keep me in your prayers.I also would still appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.As I said,I still need your support daily,often and continuously.It shows that I am not alone in this struggle.The more support that I get,the better I feel.Please continue to pray for me.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to all of you and Thanks to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for the upcoming weekend,with the exception of church as usual,I have made no plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the upcoming weekend ahead.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I showered quickly and after I was finished showering,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I did 4/5 of my personal PC work and when that was done,I got dressed to proceed with the rest of the day.
I did a little bit more thrift shop hopping today and didn't find much.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I changed into dress clothes and I headed back out to drop off my resume at a local charter school in the area.After that,I stopped somewhere to have a quick lunch and also went somewhere for a little ice cream.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I changed back into casual clothes and headed back out to a local church for a light meal that they were serving,which was very good.After that,I went for a drive for a while and even ran into a couple of guys who I hadn't seen in a long time.I talked with them for a few minutes and after that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I changed into pajama pants and I finished my personal PC work.Later on,as it was getting late,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
Tonight,I can safely report that my rocky road to recovery is still moving forward.I can also safely report that I had no problems with temptations today as I had kept myself busy with what I had to do.Though I escaped today unscathed,there is still tomorrow and the days after tomorrow.I have to continue to stay on guard and be watchful as Satan and his minions are out there.They will try to get me to go against the laws that my Heavenly Father set forth.I can't let that happen.I have to show them that I own the unnatural sexual desires that I have and not the other way around.I can't let myself be enslaved to these unnatural sexual desires that I have again.I want to stay free and I am working on trying to stay free from them.I still need the help and support of all of you who continually follow my blog and read the posts.Please continue to keep me in your prayers.I also would still appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.As I said,I still need the support of all of you daily and often.It really means a whole lot to me.It really does.It shows that I am not alone in this particular struggle.Please continue to pray for me.Please continue to leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to all of you for your continued support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for tomorrow,I haven't made any plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I washed my hair over the sink.After that,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I quickly got dressed and I headed for my Wednesday morning group.
The group went well.After it was over,I headed over to a local kitchen for lunch and after I was finished,I headed for home.
On the way home,I stopped at a local bargain supermarket in the area and picked up something.After paying for it,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I put what I had bought away and I quickly did my personal PC work.After that was done,I headed out to check out some thrift stores and while I didn't find what I was looking for,I did manage to buy a few things.After my last thrift store purchase,I stopped at a local supermarket to pick up something light for dinner.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I quickly did some more personal PC work and prepared my light evening meal.
After eating,I watched a movie that I popped into the DVD player.After that was over,I quickly did some more personal PC work.Later on,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
Tonight,I am again way too tired to talk in regards to my struggles.My medication is kicking in and I can barely type.The only things that I ask is that all of you continue to pray for me and to please continue to leave some positive verbal support in the comments section.I still need the support of all of you daily and often.Please continue to pray for me and also keep supporting me verbally in a positive sense in the comments sections.Thanks to all of you and Thanks to my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for tomorrow,I have made no plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I washed my hair and face over the sink,alongside shaving.After that,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I quickly did my personal PC work and I got dressed to proceed with the rest of the day as I had a few things on my agenda for today.
I first went to get that much needed tune-up that I had to get.After that was done,I decided to take a drive around the town and even go out of the area,but stayed within the county.
I first went to the post office to mail out an important bill payment.After that,I decided to check out the local Salvation Army thrift store and I bought a few things.After that,I decided to go into another area of the county and shop around there as well.I bought a couple more things at another Salvation Army thrift store within that area and I also checked out the nearby Goodwill thrift store,but found nothing of interest.After that,I decided to head for a used record store that also doubles as an electronics repair place to check up on a receiver that I left there a couple of weeks ago,but the man there he doesn't know anything about it and when his repairman comes,he advise him to call me and after that,I headed for home.
On the way home,I decided to stop at a local bargain supermarket in my hometown once I arrived back with my area.After buying a few things,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I put the stuff that I bought away and started to prepare my evening meal.
After eating,I decided to do some more personal PC work and relax for the rest of the evening.Later on,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
Tonight,I can report that I had no problems with temptations to act out today.I kept busy with doing what I had to get done and the fun stuff that I did and that took my mind off of the sexual aspects of the SSA struggle.Though I escaped today unscathed,there is still tomorrow and the days after tomorrow.I have to continue to stay on guard and be watchful as Satan and his minions can strike at any time with temptations of all sorts.I have to show Satan and his minions,with the help of my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ,that I am stronger than they are.I have to also show them that I own the unnatural sexual desires that I have and not the other way around.I also still need the help and support of my fellow blog followers and readers.Please continue to keep me in your prayers.I also still need your positive verbal support in the comments section.I need all the prayerful and positive verbal support that I can get.Please continue to pray for me.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to all of you for your continued support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for tomorrow,with the exception of my usual Wednesday morning group,I have no plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After that,I washed my hair and face over the sink,alongside shaving.After that,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I quickly did my personal PC work and after that was finished,I decided to pop a movie into the DVD player and watch it.I didn't go out today because it was raining and I didn't want to do any damage to my car's motor as it does need a serious tune-up.I just stayed home and took it easy for a while and watched a movie.When the movie was over,I laid down for a bit and when I got back up,I started to prepare my evening meal.
After eating,I did some more personal PC work.Later on,as it was getting late,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
Fellow blog followers and readers,I am not feeling up to snuff tonight.I have been in pain for much of the day as a result of the rainy and damp weather that was have been having in my area today.Please continue to keep me in your prayers and please leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks to all of you for your continued support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for tomorrow,with the exception of getting my car's motor tuned up,I have not made any plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a wonderful and eventful day today.
Today,I woke up in the early morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I showered quickly and when I was finished,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I got dressed up in a suit and I headed for church for both the morning's Holy Bible study class and the worship service afterwards.
Both the class and the worship were wonderful.I actually got a lot out of it.After some wonderful fellowship,I headed for home.
On the way home,I stopped at the local Sears to pay a bill.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I changed from my suit into casual clothes and I headed back out again to do a little bit of shopping.I stopped at the local Super Wal-Mart to pick up a few things that I needed.After that,I stopped at a local Dollar Tree to pick up a couple of boxes of allergy pills.After that,I stopped at a nearby supermarket to pick up one more thing.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I put the stuff that I bought away and I did my personal PC work.After that was done,I watched a movie while relaxing.After that,I started to prepare my evening meal.
After eating,I watched a classic TV episode on a DVD set that I have.After that,I did some more personal PC work.I also watched some TV.After that,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a wonderful and eventful day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
My rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.Though it does,I am still in my daily struggles against BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA,which is the most difficult one of the two.My struggles with BPD/Schizophrenia makes my SSA struggle even more difficult.Though it does,I can safely report that I had no problems today with regards to being tempted and that was great.Though I escaped today unscathed,I still have to stay on guard and be watchful.Satan and his minions are out there and they will try to get me to go against my Heavenly Father's perfect laws,especially those that,but not limited to,regard sexuality.I have to show them that I am stronger,with the help of my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ,than they are.I have to show them that the unnatural sexual desires that I have don't own me and that I own them.I also still need the support of all of you.Please continue to keep me in your prayers.I also still need some positive verbal support in the comments section.I still need the support of all of daily and often.I really do.Please continue to pray for me.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks to all of you for your continued support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for tomorrow,I have made no plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Yesterday,my internet and home phone service was knocked out.I was without internet and home phone for the whole day.I couldn't do any work online as a result of that and filled the gap by watching movies and a few classic TV episodes on DVD.I was bored beyond recognition throughout the day as I had no internet and no home phone.I had to use my cell phone for communication the whole day,but my cell phone is a regular type cell phone with no way of using the internet.I simply went through the day just taking it easy and hoping that my service would eventually return,which it did this morning when I woke up.I did feel marginally better that it was back on and I caught up on two days worth of computer work.It's great that I am now caught up and everything is the way it should be for me.
Today,I woke up in the early morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I did my personal PC work to catch up from yesterday and when that was finished,I washed my hair over the sink,but couldn't shave until the afternoon because my next door neighbor needed my help to fix a few of her windows and after that was done,I headed back to my house.I had my usual quick breakfast after that and when I was finished with that,I washed my face and shaved over the sink and did some more personal PC work.After that was done,I got dressed and I headed over to a friend's house for some dinner and socializing.
The dinner at the socialization was wonderful.After a few hours,I headed for home.
On the way home,I stopped at my bank to make a withdraw of some money through their ATM Machine.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I changed into pajamas and I did some more personal PC work.Later on,as it was getting late,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.I even caught up from yesterday from internet being down.
Fellow blog followers and readers,I am feeling extremely tired from my day today.My medication is kicking in really quick and I can barely type.I will share where I am at in regards to my struggles tomorrow where I am am hoping that I am more able to.Please continue to keep me in your prayers.Please continue to also leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.I still need your support,both prayerful and positive verbal,daily and often.Please continue to pray for me.Please continue to leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks to all of you for your continued support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for tomorrow,with the exception of church as usual,I have nothing planned.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I showered and when I was finished,I had my usual quick breakfast.After that,I quickly did my personal PC work and when that was finished,I got dressed to proceed with the rest of the day.
I had only a few things on my agenda for today.I first went to the post office to get a money order so I could pay my car insurance.After paying for my insurance at my agent's office,I headed over to the local Salvation Army thrift store and I bought a little something.After that,I headed for home.
On the way home,I stopped at a local pizzeria for a few slices of pizza.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I ate the pizza slices that I bought.I also did some more personal PC work.I went back out again for a free dinner at a local church.
The dinner was wonderful.After I was finished,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I changed into my pajamas and I did some more personal PC work.Later on,as it was getting late,I started to prepare to retire for the evening.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
Tonight,I can report that I had no problems with temptations today.I kept my mind on the tasks that I had to do and it kept my mind off of the negative sexual aspects of the SSA struggle.Though I escaped today unscathed,I still need to stay on guard and be watchful.Satan and his minions are out there and they will do whatever it takes for them to get me to go against my Heavenly Father's perfect laws.I can't let that happen.I need to show them,with the help of my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ,that I am stronger than they are and that they don't own me.Fellow blog followers and readers,please continue to keep me in your prayers.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.I still need the help and support of all of you daily and often.Please continue to pray for me.Please leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to all of you for your continued support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for tomorrow,I have made no plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I washed my hair over the sink.After that,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I got dressed really quickly and I headed for my usual Wednesday morning group,only to find that the group was canceled.After that,I left and I went over to see how a friend of mine was.After a few minutes with him,I headed over to a local kitchen for a bite to eat.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I picked up a check from my bank and I left the house again to go to the bank to withdraw some money and also,to pay a bill.After that,I got some gas in my gas tank.After that,I headed over to the local Super Wal-Mart to pick up a few things.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I put the stuff that I bought away and I did my personal PC work.After that was done,I did a few other things around the house.Later on,I headed out to pick up a few pizza slices for dinner.When I got home,I ate them and I watched a little TV.I also did some more personal PC work.Later on,I started to get ready to retire for the evening.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
My recovery has been doing fairly well lately.I haven't had any real problems as of late regarding temptations.I also haven't had any troubles in regards to my struggles with BPD/Schizophrenia.Still,I need to continue to stay on guard and be watchful as Satan and his minions can strike at any time.I need to continue showing them that I own the desires that I have and not the other way around.It's difficult,but I know that it can be done.Fellow blog followers and readers,please continue to keep me in your prayers.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.I still need the support of all of you daily and often.Until I can find something that locally than can help me in regards to my SSA struggles,I still need the help and support of y'all who also struggle.Please continue to pray for me.Please continue to leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks to all of you for your continued support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for tomorrow,I have made no plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the early morning and had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I hurriedly washed my hair and face over the sink,alongside shaving.After that,I had my usual quick breakfast.I spent most of the day turning in some job applications and I am hoping that it will work out for me.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I held off certain things as my niece was over and her son was mowing the lawn.I did managed to complete my personal PC work.In the late afternoon towards early evening,I collected some bottles and cans to buy something light to eat.After turning them in,I went to the local Super Wal-Mart and picked up something.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I heated up what I bought and I ate it.After that,I did some more personal PC work.Later on,I prepared for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
Tonight,I am feeling extremely tired as a result of the busy day.I can barely type right now.Please continue to keep me in your prayers.Please also leave some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks to all of you for your support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for tomorrow,with the exception of my Wednesday morning group,I have no plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I washed my hair and face over the sink,alongside shaving.After that,I had my usual quick breakfast.After my breakfast,I did 4/5 of my personal PC work.Later on,when it was the early afternoon,I drove over to my usual mechanic's garage to get my car's engine checked out.
They told me that I had to get a tune-up.After they fixed one of the spark plug wires,I headed over to my niece's house to see if my laundry was done,but it wasn't.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I relaxed and finished my personal PC work.Later on,I heated up some leftovers and that was my dinner.After that,I did some more personal PC work.Later on,as it was getting late,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
My rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.Though it does,I must say and admit that it isn't a very easy road to be on.I struggle with the double mental whammy of BPD/Schizophrenia and also,with the emotional condition of SSA.It's difficult struggling with these two things.I have to put up with the emotional roller coaster ride of BPD and the hallucinatory effects of Schizophrenia at the same time.My SSA struggle is difficult in and of itself,but my mental illness struggles make this particular struggle even more difficult.I have to put up with hearing evil voices trying to get me to act out on the unnatural sexual desires that I have on a constant and daily basis.They try to get me to do anything with a sexual connection in regards to SSA.I have to put up with them and try to stay strong,with the help of my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ,to show these unnatural sexual desires that I own them and not the other way around.The temptations to act out can be very overwhelming.I still need all the help and support that I can get as I feel all alone here as there are hardly any groups here in my hometown that can help me out.Fellow blog followers and readers,please continue to keep me in your prayers.Please leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Your support means very much to me.It is very important to me.The more support that I can get,the better off I am and can feel.Please continue to pray for me.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to y'all for your continued support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for their help.
As for tomorrow,I have made no plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a wonderful and eventful day today.
Today,I woke up in the early morning and had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I showered quickly and when I was finished showering,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I quickly got dressed up in a suit and I headed for church for both the morning's Holy Bible study class and the worship service afterwards.
Both the class and the worship service were wonderful.After some wonderful fellowship with the people,I headed for home.
On the way home,I stopped at a nearby bargain supermarket to pick up a couple of things.After paying for them,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I changed from my church suit into a sweatsuit as it was chilly and rainy today.I quickly did my personal PC work.After that,I tried to watch TV,but my satellite was having problems.I tried to correct the problems by disconnecting the receiver from the TV,unplugging the receiver and nothing was working.I then put a pair of jeans on and went outside in the rainy and chilly weather and there was some interference caused by some tree branches blocking it.After clearing them away,the problems were corrected and when I got back into the house,I changed back into sweatpants and started to prepare my evening meal.
After eating,I watched a little TV and I did some more personal PC work.Later on,as it was getting late,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a wonderful and eventful day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
Tonight,I am feeling a little bit better than I have been over the last few days.I had no problems with temptations nor was I tempted to do anything.I did lay down for a while and that helped as well.I had a tough time getting to sleep last night as a result of the stresses of the week.Thank goodness that the week ends at midnight tonight while I am sleeping.Fellow blog followers and readers,please continue to pray for me.I also would appreciate some much needed positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks for your continued support.Thanks also goes to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for tomorrow,I have made no plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I washed my hair and face over the sink,alongside shaving.After that,I had my usual quick breakfast.After my breakfast,I quickly did my personal PC work and after that was done,I got dressed to proceed with the rest of the day.
I only had a couple of places to go today.I stopped at another local bargain supermarket in the area to turn in a few bottles.After that,I headed over to the local Big Lots to pick up something that I needed for tomorrow's dinner.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I put what I bought away and started to prepare my evening meal.
After eating,I did some more personal PC work and after that was finished,I relaxed before preparing for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
For the last few nights,I have been getting extraordinarily tired.My medication kicks in when I least expect it to kick in.When that happens,I can barely type nor can I keep myself awake long enough to even do it.I am going to leave it at here tonight and hopefully,I'll be in much better shape tomorrow.Please continue to keep me in your prayers.Please continue to leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.I would really appreciate your continued support.I need it both daily and often.Please continue to pray for me.Please leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to all of you for your continued support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for tomorrow,with the exception of church as usual,I have nothing planned.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I showered quickly and when I was finished,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I quickly did my personal PC work and when I was finished with that,I got dressed to proceed with the rest of the day.
I only went out once today.I went to a local supermarket to turn in some more bottles that I had picked up.After that,I went shopping to pick up something small that I needed.After that,I headed for home.
On the way home,I stopped at a local Dollar Tree store to pick up something for dinner.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I put the stuff away and I prepared my evening meal.
After eating,I watched a little bit of TV and I did some more personal PC work.Later on,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
Tonight,I am feeling better as the stress of the previous week is finally wearing off.I am hoping to continue feeling better in the days ahead.I still need the help and support of all of you who continue to follow my blog and read my posts.I still need to be continuously reaffirmed and reassured that I am not alone in my struggles with BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA.Please continue to keep me in your prayers.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.Please continue to pray for me.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks to all of you for your continued support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for the weekend,with the exception of church as usual,I have nothing planned.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the upcoming weekend ahead.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving onward.I had a pretty good,but a little bit scary,day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I washed my hair and face over the sink,alongside shaving.After that,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I received a phone call from my neighbor who asked me to pick up her screen for her.I said that I would and I hung up.While getting dressed,I checked my fanny pack,but my wallet was missing.This was the scary part of the day for me.I looked everywhere all over the house,but couldn't find it anywhere within the house.I then remembered that I went to the local Super Wal-Mart last night and I gave them a call.Much to my relief,my wallet was there and it was locked up in the customer service manager's office.Before heading to pick up my neighbor's screen,I headed over there and after showing the female customer service clerk my driver's license,I left and picked up my neighbor's screen.After that,I headed for home.
On the way home,I stopped at another local bargain supermarket to pick up a jar of pasta sauce.After that,I stopped at the local Big Lots for a small can of mushrooms.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I dropped off my neighbor's screen and I went into the house.I quickly did my personal PC work and after that was done,I headed out to a local church for a free dinner.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I relaxed and took it easy.I also did some more personal PC work.Later on,as it was getting late,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good,but a little bit scary day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
Tonight,I am again feeling really tired and stressed out.After the big scare today,I am hoping that I will feel better tomorrow.I can't really talk right now.Please continue to pray for me.Please continue to leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks for your continued support.Thanks also go to my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for tomorrow,I have made no plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the late morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I was getting ready to wash my hair,but my next door neighbor called letting me know that she needed help.I spent over half an hour helping her and when I got home,I quickly washed my hair and face over the sink,alongside shaving.After that,I had my usual quick breakfast late.When I was finished,I hurried with my personal PC work and after that,since it was later afternoon,I prepared my evening meal.
After eating,I went out to pick up a couple of things and after that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I put the stuff that I bought away and I did some more personal PC work.Later on,I started to get ready to turn in for the evening.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
Tonight,I can't really report on anything in regards to my struggles.I am feeling extremely tired and I can barely type.Please continue to pray for me.Please continue to also leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks for your continued support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for tomorrow,I haven't made any plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the early morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I showered quickly and when I was finished,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I got dressed and headed for a bank to cash a check.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I registered the bills at the Where's George site.I did my personal PC work and when that was done,I headed back out to Best Buy to pay a bill.After that,I headed for home.
On the way home,I stopped at a nearby supermarket to turn in some bottles that I collected this afternoon.After that,I headed over to a nearby Dollar Tree store to pick up a can of soup for dinner and a couple of other needed things.After that,when I was back in town,I stopped at the local Salvation Army thrift store and I picked up a rare VHS video and record album.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I heated up the can of soup in the microwave oven and that was my light dinner.After that,I did some more personal PC work.Later on,as it was getting late,I made my plans to turn in for the evening.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
Today,I kept busy with what I had to do and I wasn't tempted in any way,shape or form.My mind was focused on what needed to be done and I had a pretty good day without any hassles nor problems in the realm of my struggles.Though it was good today,I still need to be on guard and be watchful.I need to keep in mind that Satan and his minions are out there waiting to get me to go against my Heavenly Father's perfect law.I can't let that happen.I have to show them that I own myself and the unnatural desires that I have and not the other way around.Fellow blog followers and readers,please continue to keep me in your prayers.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.I still need the support of all of you daily and often.Please continue to pray for me.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to all of you for your continued support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do and provide.
As for tomorrow,I have made no plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the late morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I washed my hair and face over the sink,alongside shaving.After that,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I quickly did my personal PC work and when I was finished with that,I got dressed to proceed with the rest of the day.
I had only one thing on my agenda for today.I went to a local supermarket to turn in some empty bottles and cans and when I was finished with that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I started to prepare my evening meal.
After eating,I watched a little bit of TV and I did some more personal PC work.Later on,as it was getting late,I started getting ready to turn in for the evening.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
Today,as my recovery continues unabated,I must say that I was feeling a little better today.The last few days were horrendous and pretty stressful,but today,I managed to get out and turn in some bottles and cans for a little bit of much needed money.After that,I simply relaxed and enjoyed a little entertainment.I wasn't tempted in any way,shape or form today and that was pretty good.However,I am still going to continue to stay on guard and be watchful as Satan and his minions can strike when least expected.I have to show Satan and his evil minions that I own the unnatural sexual desires that I have and not the other way around.I also have to show them,with the help of my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ,that I am stronger than they are and that they don't own me.I still need the support of all of you.Fellow blog followers and readers,please continue to keep me in your prayers.I also still need some positive verbal support in the comments section.I still need your support daily,often and continuously.I still need to be both reaffirmed and reassured that I am not alone in the SSA struggle.I also need to be both reaffirmed and reassured that I am not alone in the BPD/Schizophrenia struggle.Please continue to pray for me.I also would still appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to y'all for your continued support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for tomorrow,I have made no plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a wonderful and eventful day today.
Today,I woke up in the early to mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I washed my hair and face over the sink,alongside shaving.After that,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I quickly got dressed and I headed over to church for both the morning's Holy Bible study class and the worship service afterwards.
Both the class and the worship service were wonderful.I also read from the Holy Bible in front of the congregation today.After some wonderful fellowship with my fellow worshipers,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I got out of my suit and into my sweatsuit.I quickly did my personal PC work and when that was done,I laid down to read,but wound up dozing off instead.When I got up off of the bed,I started to prepare my evening meal.
After eating,I went out for a while to see if I could muster any more empty bottles and cans for myself.I only found a few and after that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I changed into pajamas and I watched some TV.Later on,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a wonderful and eventful day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
Tonight,I can say that I had no problems with temptations today.I went through the day with no interference from anything negative.I simply kept my mind focused on other things and that kept my mind off of the negative sexual aspects of the SSA struggle.However,I was somewhat down in the dumps for a while as a result of the stress of the week.I was still feeling the negative aspects of the stresses of the week from the long wait at the doctor's office to the trouble that my neighbor's insurance company gave me when I wasn't home that same day.I am still not at 100% from those negative stresses of the week and I still need the support of all of you.Fellow blog followers and readers,please continue to keep me in your prayers.I also still need some positive verbal support in the comments section.I really need the support of all of you right now.I am going up the walls.I also don't know whether I'm coming or going.I just want what had happened Thursday after the long doctor's office wait to just disappear from my mind.I don't want to think about it.I just want to stay on guard and be watchful against any demonic influences coming at me in regards to my struggles.Please continue to pray for me.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to all of you for your continued prayerful and positive verbal support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for the Memorial Day Holiday tomorrow,I have nothing planned.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty fair,but not bad,day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I washed my hair and face over the sink,alongside shaving.After that,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I quickly did my personal PC work and after that was done,I relaxed and watched a little TV.I got dressed and I headed out to the local Big Lots to pick up something that I needed for dinner.After paying for it,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I started to fix my light dinner and after I ate it,I watched a little bit more TV before doing more personal PC work.After a while,as it was getting late,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty fair,but not bad,day.I still managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
Tonight,I am still feeling and reeling from the stress of what happened this week.I really can't talk about anything right now in regards to my struggles.I can't even think of any words to use and where they would belong.At this moment,I don't know whether I am coming or going as a result of all this baloney and stress that I am feeling right now.Right now,the only thing that I ask is that you all continue to pray for me.Pray that I get out of this stress and baloney really soon.I also would still appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.I really could use the support right now and the more that I get,the much better I will hopefully feel.Please continue to pray for me.Please continue to leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks for all of your support.Thanks also goes to my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for tomorrow,with the exception of church as usual,I have no plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,since I woke up later than I was hoping to,I hurriedly washed my hair and face over the sink,alongside shaving.After that,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I hurriedly got dressed and I headed out to my therapist's office fro my session with them.Before going to the office,I dropped off a stereo receiver to get checked out to see what is wrong and what it needs.I also dropped a record album off to be cleaned up as it was a little dirty.
The session went well.I simply shared my day from yesterday and what happened and everything.It was great that I unloaded everything with them.After that,I met with the job placement counselor to show the job applications that I filled out and we printed a few copies of my resume.After that,I left the office to pick up my record album after they finished cleaning it and after that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I changed into a sweatsuit and I quickly did my persona; PC work.When that was finished,I started to prepare my evening meal.
After eating,I watched a little TV and after that,I quickly did some more personal PC work.Later on,as it was getting late,I started to get ready to retire for the evening.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
Tonight,I can say that all the events of the day kept me busy.The busy day took my mind off of the sexual aspects of SSA and also,from my BPD/Schizophrenia struggles.This does not mean that I'm out of the woods.There will be days when temptations will overwhelm me.I still need to stay on guard and be watchful.Satan and his minions can strike at any time and I need be weary of them.I can't let them own me nor let the unnatural sexual desires that I have own me.I have to show that I own them and not the other way around.I can only do that with my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ at the helm.Please continue to keep me in your prayers.I also still need some positive verbal support in the comments section.I still need the support of all of you daily,often and continuously.Please continue to pray for me.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to y'all for your continued support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for being there.
As for the weekend,with the exception of church as usual,I have nothing planned.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the upcoming weekend ahead.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good,but stressful,day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I washed my hair and face over the sink,alongside shaving.After that,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I helped a friend out by getting his over the counter pain medication like he asked me to.After dropping it off,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I breezed through my personal PC work as I was in a hurry to get to my doctor's appointment.When I was finished,I headed for the doctor's office and that was when the stress of my day began.
I waited in the doctor's office for a long time past my appointment.I was reeling and about to get upset as I waited there long past my appointment.They later explained that an emergency happened with a patient and the doctor had to take care of it first.While I calmed down after that,I still felt that they should have let me know of this ahead of time so I could anticipate the wait.When the doctor finally came in,after some physical tests that he had to do,he told me that my lab work was fine with nothing to be concerned about,but advised me to start taking Vitamin D supplements to build my Vitamin D need.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I took a couple of Charco Caps and headed back out.While leaving,my neighbor told me about her home insurance company telling her about the tree in my back yard and was telling me that I could be sued if the tree falls on her house during a terrible storm.This added more stress to me today as I was really reeling from this.It's bad enough that I have to take baloney from people on a daily basis,but this particular meddling took the cake.I live by myself in the house and I am disabled.I have hardly any money to my name at the moment as I am searching for work right now and I am diligently searching now as I really and desperately needed the money.After talking with her,I headed over to a local church for a free dinner.After I was finished eating,I headed for the drug store to pick up a prescription refill.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I changed into pajamas and I relaxed and watched a little TV.After that,I did some more personal PC work.Later on,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good,but stressful day.I still managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
Fellow blog followers and readers,please continue to pray for me and I would really appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.After the stress of the day today,I need prayers and positive verbal encouragement very much.Please continue to pray for me.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to y'all for your continued support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for tomorrow,with the exception of my appointment with my therapists and my job placement counselor,I have nothing planned.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good and busy day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I hurriedly washed my hair and face over the sink,alongside shaving.After that,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I got dressed in a hurry and headed for my Wednesday morning group.
The group meeting was wonderful.After it was over,I headed over to a local kitchen for lunch.After finishing my lunch,I went to five places and asked for applications for employment.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I filled all five of the applications that I picked up.After that was done,I did my personal PC work.After that was done,I started to prepare my evening meal.
After eating,I did some more personal PC work.Later on,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good and busy day.I also still managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
Tonight,as a result of my busy day,I am feeling extremely tired.I can barely type this entry in as I am getting sleepy by the minute.In regards to my struggles,I have been doing okay and right now,nothing major to report.I will try to get in more information tomorrow.Fellow blog followers and readers,please continue to keep me in your prayers.i also would appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.I still need the support of all of you daily and often.I still don't have very much in my hometown as far as support for SSA goes.Please continue to pray for me.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to all of you for your continued support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for all that do.
As for tomorrow,with the exception of a doctor's appointment,I have nothing planned.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I showered quickly and when I was finished,I had my usual quick breakfast.After my breakfast,I quickly did my personal PC work.When I was finished with that,I got dressed and headed for a local gas station to get some gas in my tank.After that,I headed for a local Dollar Tree store to get some toothpaste.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I put the toothpaste away and I did some more personal PC work.Later on,I started to prepare my evening meal.
After eating,I decided to do a little bit more personal PC work.As it was getting late,I decided to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
Today,I can say that I had no problems with temptations.I went through the whole day and nothing in the sexual way came into my mind.I went through the day keeping busy online doing the work that I had to do and just keeping my mind focused of the upcoming things over the next few days.I have my usual morning group tomorrow.I also have a doctor's appointment to find out about the results of my blood work.I have an appointment with my therapist on Friday.I am anticipating these very much.I am hoping that all will go well.Fellow blog followers and readers,please continue to keep me in your prayers.Please leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Please pray that all will go well with me over the next few days.I am really going to need all the support that I can get.Please continue to pray for me.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks to all of you for your continued support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for tomorrow,with the exception of my usual morning group,I have nothing planned.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I washed my hair and face over the sink,alongside shaving.After that,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I quickly did my personal PC work and I got dressed as I had a few things to do today.
I first went over to my niece's house to drop off my laundry and she gave me a whole bunch of bottles and cans to turn in at a local supermarket.Before heading for the local supermarket,I stopped at the drug store to pick up a prescription refill for my psychiatric medication.After that,I dropped my medication at home and after putting my watch on,which I forgot when I initially left the house,I headed for the local supermarket to turn in the cans and bottles.It took me almost and hour,but I got them all turned in and I will be using the money for gas and for a few essentials.After that,I bought a couple of things that I needed and I headed straight home.
When I got home,I had some plumbing work done by a neighbor to fix a leak in my bathroom faucet.After that,I heated up a can of canned pasta and that was my dinner for tonight.I also did some more personal PC work.Later on,as it was getting late,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
For the second consecutive night,I am feeling extremely tired.My medication is kicking in and I can barely keep awake as well as type.I will try to get any word in about my struggles tomorrow.Please continue to pray for me.Please leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks to all you for your continued support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for tomorrow,I have made no plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a wonderful and eventful day today.
Today,I woke up in the early morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I showered quickly and after I was finished,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I quickly got dressed up in a suit and I headed for church for both the morning's Holy Bible study class and the worship service afterwards.
Both the class and the worship service were wonderful.After some wonderful fellowship when the service was over,we all went to have a barbecue chicken lunch at the nearby fire hall,which was being done for charity.After I had my lunch,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I got out of my suit and I quickly did my personal PC work.After that was done,I relaxed and took it easy for a while.I also did a little bit more personal PC work.Later on,I started to prepare my evening meal.
After eating,I watched a little TV and I did some more personal PC work.Later on,as it was getting late,I decided to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a wonderful and eventful day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
Tonight,I am again feeling extremely tired as my medication is kicking really fast.I am going to leave it at here as I will talk about my struggles tomorrow when I am more able.Please continue to pray for me.Please continue to leave some positive verbal encouragement in the comments section.Thanks in advance to all of you for your continued support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for tomorrow,I have nothing planned.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the early morning and had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I washed my hair and face over the sink,alongside shaving.After that,I had my usual quick breakfast and when I was finished,I went and quickly did my personal PC work.When it was all finished,I relaxed for much of the afternoon as I had nothing to do.When the mid afternoon hit,I got dressed and headed for a local bargain supermarket to pick up something that I needed for dinner.After paying for it,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I started to prepare my evening meal and while it was heating it up,I did some more personal PC work that needed to get done.
After eating,I watched a little TV.I also did some more personal PC work.I also did some other personal stuff that needed to get done.Later on,as it was getting late,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
My rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.However,that does not mean that I still don't struggle with mental illness and SSA.My mental illness struggles do make my SSA very difficult at times as I have to deal with voices telling me to do things that are not acceptable in the eyes of my Heavenly Father.At times,I can wind up on an emotional roller coaster ride in regards to my struggles with BPD as I can feel good one minute/day,but down and not so good the next minute/day.I even go through periods when I am in a rut of depression that seems never ending until I finally snap out of it somehow.Yes,mental illness is a struggle in and of itself.But with that particular struggle,it makes my SSA struggles even more difficult.At times,I go through a lot of periods where I am so overwhelmed by voices and temptations that it makes me want to scream.This overwhelming thing can get really tough to deal with.At times,when the struggles get really difficult,I don't know whether I am coming or going.Still,I know that I have my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ whenever that happens.I can simply pour it out to my Heavenly Father in prayer,in the name of his son Jesus Christ, and I feel better after that.Still,I need to continue to stay on guard and be watchful as Satan and his minions can strike at any time with temptations galore to try to get me to go against my Heavenly Father's perfect law and I can't let that happen.I need to show them that I own the unnatural sexual desires that I have and that they don't own me.Easier said than done,I agree,but it can be done with the help of my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.Fellow blog followers and readers,please continue to keep me in your prayers as I am still going through a very difficult emotional time.At the same time,I would appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.I still need the support of all you constantly.I need it day in and day out.Your support really matters to me.It is very important that all of you support me through this very difficult time.Please continue to pray for me.Please leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to y'all for your continued prayerful and positive verbal support.Thanks also goes to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for tomorrow,with the exception of church as usual,I don't have any plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I quickly washed my hair and face over the sink,alongside shaving.After that,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I quickly did my personal PC work.After that was done,I simply relaxed for much of the day after I had to do that much needed and prescribed lab work that had to get done.I am just hoping that everything works out for me with this current lab work.I have to see my general doctor next week to see the results of the current lab work that I had to get done.
I listened to some music as I relaxed.I also did some more personal PC work online and it kept me busy for a while.I visited Christian websites and got a lot out of them.After the early evening came,I started to prepare my evening meal.
After eating,I watched a little TV and I did some more personal PC work.Later on,as it was getting late,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
My rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.Though it does,my daily struggles with mental illness and SSA are still a factor in my daily life.At times,these struggles that I have can get pretty overwhelming.The most difficult of the two for me is the SSA struggle,which I have said several times before is made even more difficult by my mental illness struggles.Yes,the struggles that I have can get pretty overwhelming while still being difficult.I made a few more comments in the online forums that I am a member of that are themed to the mental illness struggles and the responses to my comments were very positive and the people actually appreciated them.I even made a comment in one of the forums themed to those who struggle with SSA and so far,no response,but I feel that I will get one soon.I still need the help and support of my fellow strugglers and those who read and follow my blog regularly.Please continue to keep me in your prayers.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.I still need the support of all of you continuously and day in and day out.Please continue to pray for me.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks to all of you for your continued support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for the weekend,with the exception of church as usual,I have no plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the weekend ahead.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I took my morning medications.After that,I got dressed immediately and I headed for the local hospital to get that much needed lab work done.I was glad to finally get it done after postponing it a few times.After that was done,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I changed into a sweatsuit and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I washed my hair and face over the sink,alongside shaving.After that,I had my usual quick breakfast,though it was a little late in the day.After breakfast,I quickly did my personal PC work and when that was finished,I relaxed for much of the day.While relaxing,I read a little.After that,I did a little bit more personal PC work and when that was done,I changed from my sweatsuit back into casual clothes and headed for a local church for a free dinner.
On the way,I stopped at the drug store to pick up my new prescription fill for my blood pressure medication.After that,I headed straight for the church.
The meal at the church was wonderful.After I was finished eating,I dropped off a few free newspapers for people that I knew and after that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I relaxed and did some more personal PC work.Later on,as it was getting late,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
My rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.Though it still does,I am still struggling daily with both my mental illness and SSA.Though I am still struggling,I must say that today,I had no problems with temptations.I simply relaxed and read some wholesome reading material.It took my mind off of the negative sexual aspects connected with SSA.While that was good,I am still staying on guard and continuing to be watchful.I can't let Satan and his minions think that they own me.I have to show them,with the help of my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ,that I own the unnatural sexual desires that I have and that they don't own me.I have to show that I am totally serious about wanting not only to heal from the damage that are the root of my struggles with SSA,but that I am also totally serious about wanting to change as well.I still need the support of all of you.Please continue to keep me in your prayers.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.I am always in need of constant and continuous support from all of you.I need to constantly reaffirmed and reassured that I am not alone in this struggle.Please continue to pray for me.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support in the comment section.Thanks in advance to all of you for your continued support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do.
As for tomorrow,I have made no plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty fair day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I showered quickly and when I was finished showering,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I got dressed real quickly and headed for my morning group.
The group was wonderful.After the group was finished,I headed for a local kitchen to have lunch and after eating,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I did my personal PC work and since I was feeling tired,I decided to lay down for a while.After getting back up,I did a little bit more personal PC work.I relaxed for much of the day and also had a little talk with my neighbor out on her porch.Later on,I prepared a light evening meal.
After eating,I watched a little TV and also did some more personal PC work.Later on,as it was getting late,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty fair day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
Tonight,I am again feeling extremely tired as my medication is really kicking in.I can barely type this entry without making mistakes and going back to correct them.I will share anything in regards to my struggles tomorrow where I am hoping to feel more able.The only thing that I ask of all of you is to please continue to keep me in your prayers.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.I still need the support of all of you daily and often.Your continued support really matters to me as I am going through a lot of complex emotions right now.I am still at the start of my therapy and I still need the help and support of all of you.Please continue to pray for me.I also would appreciate your continued positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to all of you for your continued support.Thanks also goes to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for tomorrow,with the exception of getting that much needed blood work done at the local hospital,I have nothing planned.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty fair day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I washed my hair and face over the sink,alongside shaving.After that,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I did my personal PC work and after that was finished,I was going to call my neighbor to help her in regards to her getting a new tire for her car,but she told me that the tire was already replaced and said that it was no longer unnecessary.She did thank me for offering to help and we hung up.
I spent most of the day taking it easy.I had really nothing to do.I decided to have my blood work done on Thursday instead,so I just relaxed and listened to music.I also did some more personal PC work while listening to some music.Later on,I started to prepare my evening meal.
After eating,I watched a little TV and after that,I did some more personal PC work.Later on,as it was getting late,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty fair day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
My rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.Today,I can say that for the third consecutive day,I had no problems nor issues with temptation.I simply occupied my mind with listening to some good music and reading some articles online that were biblical themed.I am looking for a lot of ways to keep my mind off of the negative sexual aspects of the SSA struggle.I am learning each and every day that this isn't an easy thing to do.In fact,it's a very difficult thing to do,but it can be practiced and accomplished.I also shared a few comments in a few forums themed to those who suffer and struggle with BPD/Schizophrenia and it was great that my comments were appreciated by the group.It really gave me a good feeling.It was like that I helped them see another part of this particular struggle that they hadn't seen before until I shared my feelings in those comments.It was wonderful that they got a lot out of what I said,especially the gratitude that I received.Still,in regards to my SSA struggles,I need to continue to stay on guard and be watchful as Satan and his minions are always out there and I need to continually show them that I own the unnatural desires that I have and that they don't own me.I still need the support of my fellow blog followers and readers.Please continue to keep me in your prayers.I also would still appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.I still need the support of all of you daily,often and constantly.It reaffirms and reassures me that I'm not alone in this particular struggle.Please continue to pray for me.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support on the comments section.Thanks in advance to all of you for your continued support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for tomorrow,with the exception of my morning group,I have nothing planned.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I showered quickly and when I was finished,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I did my personal PC work and for most of the day,I relaxed and took it easy.After the busy events of yesterday,I decided that I needed a little rest.I simply did some stuff around the house that I knew needed to be done.After that,I did some more personal work on my PC.I also enjoyed watching a couple of movies earlier in the afternoon.Later on,I started to prepare my evening meal.
After eating,I watched a little TV and I did some more personal PC work.Later on,as it was getting late,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
Tonight,I can say that in my recovery,I felt pretty good today as a result of helping someone that I knew get the proper medical help that they needed.He also appreciated what I did for him and that was great.I had no problems with temptations nor was I tempted to do anything wrong.Still,I need to stay on guard and be watchful and I will continue to do just that in my recovery.Fellow blog followers and readers,please continue to keep me in your prayers.I also would still appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks for your continued support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for tomorrow,with the exception of getting that much needed blood work done and helping my neighbor get a new tire for their car,I have nothing planned.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight.my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a wonderful,eventful and busy day today.
Today,I woke up in the early morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I showered quickly and when I was finished showering,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I quickly got dressed up in a suit and I headed for church for both the morning's Holy Bible study class and the worship service afterwards.
Both the class and the worship were wonderful.After some wonderful fellowship with my fellow worshipers and a wonderful talk with the pastor about his sermon,I headed for home.
On the way home,I stopped at a local bargain supermarket to pick up a few things.After paying for them,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I got out of my suit and into a pair of sweatpants.I quickly did my personal PC work and after that was finished,I checked my phone to see if I had any messages and I did.It was a friend of mine who needed my help.He got hurt two days ago and when he went to the local hospital,they simply sent home home without anything.I agreed to take him to another hospital in the area so he could get checked out by the doctor's there and see what he could get.
After half an hour,he was ready to go home,but on the way to his place,we stopped at a drug store nearby to get his prescription filled and after that,we went over to a nearby Dollar Tree store so he could pick up a few things.After that,I dropped him off and helped bring his grocery bags in.I also put them away for him.After that,I headed for home.
On the way home,I stopped at the local Super Wal-Mart to pick up a few things for myself.After paying for them,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I put the stuff away and I prepared a light evening meal.
After eating,I did some more personal PC work and after that was finished,I watched some TV.Later on,as it was getting late,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a wonderful,eventful and busy day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
Tonight,as a result of the busy day that I had,I am feeling really tired.I will discuss things in regards to my struggles tomorrow.Please continue to pray for me and please leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance for your continued support.Thanks also goes to my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for tomorrow,I have made no plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ