Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,I woke up in the early morning and had my usual coffee.After my coffee,I washed up real quickly and got dressed.I headed for work.

The work day was a little hectic and crazy.After it was all over,which made me happy,I headed straight home.

When I got home,I relaxed and took it easy for a while.I was tired not just from working,but also from a lack of sleep the previous night.I was glad to finally be home and rest up.

Later on in the evening,I had a light evening meal and I did my personal PC work.After that,I relaxed until it was time for me to prepare to retire for the evening.A very hectic,crazy and stressful day overall.

I am feeling a little tired from the lack of sleep the previous night and I need prayers.Please continue praying for me.Please leave me some spiritual upbuilding posts and encouraging words in the comments section.I need both of these things because I am feeling really low right now.I need all the prayerful and spiritually upbuilding and encouraging posts in the comments section.I really need to know if y'all still support me and that none of you have given up on me.Please continue praying for me.Please leave me spiritually upbuilding and encouraging words in the comments section.Thanks to all of you.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow is a work day and I hope that all goes well.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,I woke up in the early to mid morning and had coffee.After that,I did my personal PC work quickly and after that was done,I showered quickly and shaved.I then got dressed to get ready for my therapist's appointment.When it was close to the time for me to go,I headed for my therapist's office.

The meeting with my therapist went well.After it was over,I headed straight home.

When I got home,I relaxed for a while and did some more personal PC work.After that,I went to a local 7-11 to buy a small sandwich for dinner as I really wasn't too hungry.I headed straight home.

When I got home,I ate my sandwich meal and did some more personal PC work.As it was getting late,I prepared for my evening retirement.A very good day overall.

While sleeping last night and into the morning,I had a really strange,but scary,dream.I dreamed that I was all alone in my house and the phone was ringing.I answered and these voices came at me through the phone saying things so fast and what they said didn't sound too nice,but nasty and negative.I kept shouting into the phone for them to leave me alone and I even pushed the hang-up button,but the voices wouldn't let me disconnect.I then started hearing loud voices around me shouting and saying things,which I couldn't understand.I was starting to go crazy and messed-up emotionally that I shouted for them to "STOP!!!" and that woke me up out of a deep sleep at almost 9:00am in the morning.I then got up and said to myself "Wow! What a strange and scary dream." I then got off the bed and started the day.I am hoping that I never have a dream like this ever again.Plus,it also made the SSA that I have skyrocket and I gave into those terrible temptations again.I felt really terrible after this.

I need all the prayerful support that I can get.Please continue praying for me.I need prayers as I'm still struggling terribly right now.Yes,I need everybody out there who are Christians to pray for me.Please pray that I overcome these terrible struggles and temptations,which are coming at me on all sides.I also would appreciate some spiritual upbuilding by being shared Holy Bible scriptures and also encouraging words in the comments section.Thanks to y'all and Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow is back to work for me.I hope that all goes well for me tomorrow.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving onward.

Today,I woke up in the morning and had coffee.After that,I washed up and shaved real quickly.I got dressed up in a suit and headed for church for both the morning's Holy Bible study class and the worship service afterwards.

Both the class and the worship service were wonderful.After some wonderful fellowship with my fellow congregants,I went to McDonald's for a quick lunch and headed straight home after that.

When I got home,I got out of my suit and into casual clothes.I quickly did my personal PC work.After that,I went out for a few slices of pizza.After getting some gas at a local gas station,I headed straight home.

When I got home,I relaxed and did a little bit more personal PC work.I then jumped into the shower to clean up while my meal was heating up in the oven.After I finished showering,I ate my light evening meal and did some more personal PC work.I later prepared for my evening retirement.A wonderful and eventful day overall.

To all my fellow blog followers and readers,please continue praying for me.I'm still struggling terribly with SSA and I need all the prayerful support that I can get.Yes,I really need prayerful support.I am struggling terribly with SSA and I don't know where ti turn nor who to talk to.I am appealing to any of my followers and readers who are Christians.Please continue praying for me.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support,in the forms of spiritual upbuilding from the Holy Bible and encouraging words,in the comments section.I also really need that type of support as well.Thanks for your continued support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow is a paid sick day from work for me as I have an appointment with my therapist.I am hoping that my session with my therapist goes well.FJ

Tonight,I'm feeling extremely tired and can barely type.Please continue praying for me and please leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.I still need all the prayerful and positive verbal support that I can get.Thanks to all of you and thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,I woke up in the early morning and had my coffee.I washed up and got dressed real quickly.I headed for work.

The work day went well.After it was over,I headed straight home.

When I got home,I showered quickly and got dressed as I headed for my church for a little charitable dinner that they were having in the fellowship hall.

The dinner was wonderful.I ate a lot and it filled me up.After that,I headed straight home.

When I got home,I changed into pajamas and I did my personal PC work.I then relaxed for a while as I also prepared for my evening retirement.A very good day overall.

Please continue praying for me as I am still struggling terribly with SSA.I need all the prayerful support that I can get.I also need to know that those who are praying for me haven't given up on me,although I do feel like a basket case for the constant falling and relapsing that I have been going through.I also would still appreciate some positive verbal support,in the forms of spiritual upbuilding with the Holy Bible and some truly encouraging words,in the comments section.Thanks to y'all for your continued support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow is the start of the weekend.With the exception of church as usual on Sunday,I have nothing else planned.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.FJ

Possible Triggers

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,I woke up early and had coffee.After that,I washed up quickly,got dressed and headed for work.

The work day went better than the last two days.It was stressful and draining the last two days.Today,it was a little bit easier and I managed to get everything done on schedule.After the work day was over,I headed straight home.

When I got home,I relaxed a bit and after that,I showered.I then headed back out for a free dinner at a local church,which was wonderful.After that,I bought a few things at a local supermarket and after getting some gas,I headed straight home.

When I got home,I relaxed and did my personal PC work.Later on,I prepared for my evening retirement.A pretty fair to good day overall.

In regards to my SSA struggles,I am still struggling terribly.I have had relapses over the last 2-3 days and I'm feeling miserable.I have relapsed by masturbating to numerous sexual images of men and many other things.I feel very terrible after these terrible relapses.I am also getting sick and tired of falling into these terrible sins.I have been really overwhelmed by fantasizing and lusting after these images.Each and every time I fall,I feel miserable and terrible.I feel like I have failed my Heavenly Father and even myself.I always hate myself after a relapse as this SSA struggle that I have is terrible.SSA is a terrible thing.SSA doesn't do anything to enhance lives.It only makes misery,regret,sadness,depression and confusion because the struggle is very difficult.In my case,since I have both Bipolar Disorder and Schizophrenia,my personal struggle is even more difficult because of my mental health issues and such.I know that I'm a person and not a diagnosis,but these mental health issues coupled with the intense emotional issues that I struggle with alongside SSA make my personal struggles with SSA more difficult.I feel that I hear voices in my head telling me to manipulate my genitals to these images and I also feel that Satan and his minions are the ones overwhelming me with these terrible images.I am also sick of hearing so much "La-Di-Da" talk about the sinful sexual lifestyle that is connected with the terrible "Same-Sex Agenda".To that agenda,their advice is to simply accept your desires and accept the identity that you have and go out and live that identity.

There's just one problem with that.The so called "Homosexual/Gay" identity is a false identity.It is not a true identity at all.The only really true identity is "Heterosexual/Straight". Even the identity of "Bisexual" is as false as "Homosexual/Gay". I don't want this identity.I want to be what I am,which is a man,and not any other identity.

I understand that the sovereign Lord and creator,our Heavenly Father,doesn't condemn anyone for having SSA or the unnatural sexual desires that go with it,but he does condemn the sexual activity associated with the SSA condition.I simply want to stop giving into these terrible and unnatural urges that I have.I also want to stop giving into the perversions that I have,which are just as terrible as the unnatural sexual desires that I have.

What am I doing wrong?

How can I stop giving into these urges?

How can I stop being enslaved by these unnatural sexual desires and perversions that I have?

How can I stop relapsing?

How can I think pure thoughts about my fellow men and not impure ones?

I need helpful answers and advice.Anything helpful that can and will help me is appreciated.You can share them in the comments section.Your helpful advice can be both encouraging words and spiritually upbuilding posts with Holy Bible scripture and many true and positive affirmations.

Please continue to say prayers for me that I can overcome these relapses and get back on the path to true healing and connecting with my true identity,which is male/man.Please continue to pray for me.I also still want to read that those who are still supporting me haven't given up on me.That would really make me feel better.It will also not make me feel so alone in my struggles as I do feel alone right now as nobody really leaves me anything in the comments section.I need some positive verbal support to help keep me going and show me that I am not facing this terrible SSA struggle alone.I need encouragement.I need reassurance.I also need affirmations and spiritually themed posts.Thanks in advance to y'all for your continued support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow is a work day and I hope that all goes well.FJ

Tonight,I'm feeling extremely tired.Please continue praying for me and please keep up your positive verbal support in the comments section.Will post some stuff tomorrow.Thanks.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,I woke up in the early morning and had coffee.After washing up real quick,I got dressed and headed for work.

The work day was stressful.For most of the afternoon,I and a client had to mop the floor with stripper and water as someone poured an oil based thing on the floor.It was a tough job,but it was done,though it took the rest of the afternoon to get it done.After the work day was over,I stopped at a local supermarket for some ground coffee and I headed straight home after that.

When I got home,I took out the garbage and did a little bit of work in the house.Later on,I did my personal PC work and had a light evening meal.I also did some more personal PC work.I later prepared for my evening retirement.A pretty stressful day overall.

Please continue praying for me as I am still struggling with the terrible SSA.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support,in the forms of spiritual upbuilding and encouraging words,within the comments section.Thanks in advance for your support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow is another work day and I hope that it goes well.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.

Since I had the day off,I woke up late and had coffee and quickly did my personal PC work.After that,I got dressed and headed out.

I took a drive for a while.I got some gas,a bottle of water to drink and stopped at a small store in another area of the county and picked up a few things.After that,I dropped some recyclable papers in the church dumpster and I headed straight home.

When I got home,I relaxed and did some more personal PC work.I later heated up a few things in the oven and that was my evening meal.It was light as I wasn't very hungry.After that,I changed into pajamas and I did some more personal PC work.I also did some dishes that needed to get done.I also did a little bit more personal PC work and even watched some videos on YouTube.Later on,I prepared for my evening retirement.A very good day overall.

Please continue to pray for me as I am still struggling terribly with SSA.It has really been taking a toll on me emotionally and I need all the prayerful support that I can get.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support,in the forms of spiritual upbuilding and encouraging words,in the comments section.Thanks to y'all.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow is a work day after the holiday off.I hope that all goes well.FJ

Again, Possible Triggers

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,I woke up in the morning and had coffee.After that,I hurriedly got dressed up in a suit and headed for church for both the morning's Holy Bible study class and the worship service after that.

Both the class and the worship service were wonderful.After some wonderful fellowship,I headed straight home.

When I got home,I changed from my suit into casual clothes and finished taking the last few boxes of my record albums to the storage facility.Of course I still have more to box and take down there,but I can do that another day.After that was finished,I had a light lunch and after that,I cleaned the bathroom and wiped down a few places here and there.I then went back out to drop off some free newspapers at a few houses and even turned in some bottles at a local supermarket.I headed straight home after that.

When I got home,I did my personal PC work and even watched a few videos online.I did go back out again for a little drive and went back home.

When I got back home,I changed into pajamas and I did some more personal PC work.I relaxed for a while until it was time for me to retire.A wonderful and eventful day overall.

Last night,I wrote in detail about my SSA struggles being difficult and the desires skyrocketing on me all due to the stresses of the last few weeks.I also want to share that my mental health struggles with Bipolar Disorder and Schizophrenia actually make my SSA struggles even more difficult.Yes,I do have both of these mental illnesses,which is a double whammy for me mentally,as I struggle not only with emotional roller coaster rides associated with Bipolar Disorder,but also with hallucinations associated with Schizophrenia.I hear things that nobody else hears,such as voices,footsteps and something calling my name causing me to turn around,only to see nothing or nobody there.This really gets to me negatively.I often wonder what's going on and even ask myself things such as:

What's wrong with me?

Is there really something wrong or is it just me?

What problem do I really have?

At times,these voices and hallucinations,I feel,are what's causing me to give into these terrible temptations that keep coming at me at both sides.My mental health and emotional issues contribute to the difficulty that I have with my struggles with SSA.I simply don't know whether I'm coming or going.I also feel trapped in the middle between where I'm stuck and where I really want to be.I want to get unstuck.I want to break free.I want to discover real and true healing,but don't know where to start.If anyone can help me,please leave me something in the comments section.I need advice.I need spiritual help and upbuilding and some encouraging words.I feel like a complete basket case.I know that I shouldn't feel that way,but I do.I also feel that I have no place or nobody else to turn to or to run run to.Again,if anyone reading can help,please do so.I also need to know that there are people out there who still support me and haven't given up on me,although I still feel that I am stuck somewhere in the middle not knowing which road to go or follow.

I remember when I first started this process,I was feeling good.This process made me discover that I don't have to live a sinful sexual lifestyle that others who are "Homosexual/Gay" are living and that I acting out was a choice and not an inevitability as many claim that it is.Now,I'm back where I was before and I am feeling terribly and extremely miserable.Depression has really sunk in and I feel sad and lonely.I need to get back to that joy that I felt when I first discovered this process and I need all the helpful support that I can get.

Please continue praying for me.I really need all the prayerful support that I can get.I am always in need of prayerful support.Please continue praying for me.I also need some verbal encouragement and spiritual upbuilding and encouragement.The more that I can get the better.I need to get unstuck and on the right path.Please pray for me and encourage me with your verbal support in the comments section.Thanks to y'all and Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow is a holiday and I have the day off.I haven't made any plans,but I hope that whatever I do gives me positive benefits.FJ

Possible Triggers

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,I woke up in the mid morning and had my usual coffee.After my coffee,I quickly did my personal PC work.After that was done,I managed to move some more boxes containing another portion of my record collection to the rented storage unit.I still have a few more to bring there,which will be done tomorrow after I get home from church.

After all of that,I managed to get some shopping done at a local supermarket.I headed straight home after that.

When I got home,I had a light evening meal and I changed into pajamas.I also did some more personal PC work.I relaxed for the rest of the evening until it was time for me to prepare for my evening retirement.A pretty good day overall.

My SSA struggles have been tough as of late.The stress of the past week and also the previous week have made the SSA that I have skyrocket.I have had to put with the baloney from the clients at the facility.I also faced persecution from one of them after I let one of the staffers know that I smelled tobacco in one of the restrooms at the facility.They called me vile names and continued to persecute me.They even followed me around when I was walking to find something that I needed to get a certain job done.All of this really made SSA skyrocket for me.I was being tempted to act out on all the perversions that I have.The temptations were attacking me at both sides.I was tempted not only to fantasize and lust,but also to watch "Homosexual/Gay" themed pornography.I feel like I'm going up a steep hill with no end in sight.I have even had some bizarre dreams where I'm stuck in the middle of a deserted road trying to find which way to go.I have also had dreams where I meet wild animals that talk to me and say all sorts of things and gibberish.With the temptations,I have also been tempted to touch myself inappropriately to sexual images of men clouding my mind.Coupled with all of the abuse,physical,emotional and sexual,that I have endured and suffered,the bullying that I endured during much of my school years and also,outside of school and being used and abused by others for their own pleasure,I feel like I'm being worn out and messed up emotionally and mentally.I still don't know whether I'm coming or going.I also feel trapped in a shell with all of my negative emotions and the unnatural sexual desires that I have.I would love to break free from this shell and feel like I'm finally free.As I have said before and I will say again,this terrible SSA struggle that I have made me realize that I have perversions that I never thought I had nor ever knew that I had,but again,I'm not going to go into them as I don't want to trigger anything in anyone nor scare anyone away from me.I am still seeking to break free from these terrible and sinful perversions that I have.I just need some helpful advice.I also need some spiritual upbuilding and encouraging words.I also still need to fix and repair my own relations with my Heavenly Father as I haven't been talking to him regularly like I should.Any advice on how I can do that is appreciated.

Please continue to pray for me.I really and desperately need all the prayerful support that I can get from all of you who are Christian and follow my blog.Yes,I still need your prayers as I really need to know that there are people out there who haven't given up on me.This helps keep me going.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support,in the forms of spiritual upbuiling (i.e. Holy Bible scriptures to help me out and see what I can do to keep fighting and seek the healing that I so desperately need) and encouraging words.Thanks to all of you for your continued support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow is church as usual and I hope that it goes well and that the rest of the day goes well also.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,I woke up in the early morning and had coffee.I then washed up and got dressed.I headed for work.

The work day was stressful,but not like yesterday.I still managed to get a lot done both on and off the schedule.After it was over,I headed for the bank to withdraw some money.After that,I headed straight home.

When I got home,I relaxed and did my personal PC work.I also showered after that and had a light evening meal.After that,I did more personal PC work.I later prepared to retire for the evening.A pretty stressful day overall.

I still need prayerful support as I am still struggling terribly with SSA.These struggles are really becoming difficult.I need all the prayerful support that I can get.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support,in the forms of spiritual upbuilding and encouraging words,in the comments section.Thanks to all of you.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow starts the weekend.I hope that all goes well for me as I will have a three day weekend coming up.FJ

Possible Triggers in this post

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,I woke up in the early morning and had coffee.After that,I washed up and got dressed.I headed for work.

The work day was chaotic and stressful.We had to work non-stop and quickly to get the facility clean and up to snuff as we were having an inspection coming today.We were all given tasks to do and we managed to get things done within the time span that we needed to do.After that,it was back to the normal schedule as I had to do a couple of things today to catch up from yesterday.I was forced to go off my usual schedule many times today,but was glad when the work day was over.After that,I headed straight home.

When I got home,I loaded some boxes of record albums into my car and after that,showered quickly and did some of my personal PC work.After that,I went to a local church for a free dinner and after that,I dropped off those boxes of records at a local storage facility.After that,I headed straight home.

When I got home,I changed into pajamas and finished my personal PC work.I relaxed for a while until it was time for me to retire.I am really tired from that stressful work day I had today and will be glad when the weekend comes so I can relax and relieve some stress.This makes me better appreciate the weekends as I technically have off on them.Thank goodness.

My struggles with SSA have been terrible.All the stress of the past week and the chaos and stress of the day today really made SSA skyrocket.I have given into temptation to fantasize and lust many times over the last several days and each time I would fall,it made me miserable.Yes,I felt really and extremely miserable for giving into these terrible temptations.I want to be strong in order to fight and resist these terrible temptations,but I'm weak.I know that there's no such thing as a perfect human,be they male or female,but I feel like the worst sinner in the world as a result of my struggles with this terrible SSA that I have.I feel like the Apostle Paul as a result of the way that I feel.He said that he was the worst sinner of all,which is the way that I feel.I need some guidance.I need some reassurance.I need someone to help me with spiritual upbuilding from the Holy Bible and encouraging words in the comments section.I also still need prayerful support.Please continue praying for me.I need all the prayerful support that I can get.I also need to repair my relationship with my Heavenly Father as I haven't been going to him regularly and talking with him through prayer.Please continue praying for me.I would really appreciate prayerful support.I so desperately need it right now.Thanks to all of you for your continued support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow is another work day.I'm hoping that it goes smoothly.After that,it's the weekend.FJ

Tonight,I'm feeling extremely tired.I can barely type this.I will share only that I did go to church tonight for Ash Wednesday,which was a wonderful worship service.I am tired and I will post either tomorrow or when I can.Please continue to keep me in your prayers as I am really struggling terribly with this terrible SSA at the moment and I don't know whether I'm coming or going.I also would still appreciate some positive verbal support,in the forms of spiritual upbuilding and encouraging words,in the comments section.Thanks to y'all for your continued support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.FJ

I am not feeling well tonight.My head is hurting and I'm in pain. I can barely type this.Please continue to pray for me.I also would appreciate spiritual upbuilding and encouraging words.Thanks to all of you.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,I woke up in the early morning and had coffee.After that,I washed up quickly and got dressed.I headed for work.

The work day went well.After it was over,I headed for home.

On the way home,I stopped at the local U-Haul store to buy some storage boxes.I also got some gas at a local gas station and headed straight home.

When I got home,I went to work and filled the boxes with more of my record albums.After they were all filled,I showered quickly and had a light evening meal.I also did my personal PC work.Later on,I prepared to retire for the evening.A very good day overall.

I am still struggling terribly with this terrible SSA that I have.Please continue praying for me.Please leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.I really need both spiritual upbuilding and encouraging words by all of you.Thanks for your continued support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow is another work day.I hope that all goes well.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,I woke up in the early morning and had coffee.After that,I showered quickly,alongside shaving and got dressed up in a suit to head for church for both the morning's Holy Bible study class and the worship service afterwards.

Both the class and the worship service were wonderful.After some wonderful fellowship,I headed for home.

On the way home,I stopped and had a light lunch at McDonald's.I headed straight home after that.

When I got home,I changed from my suit into casual clothes and quickly did my personal PC work.I later went back out again to a local U-Haul store to buy some boxes to pack some record albums of mine in.I headed straight home.

When I got home,I packed some record albums in the boxes that I bought.It was a work-out and I did sweat.I also moved some of my cassettes that were in storage things into the garage.After that,I showered again as I had to clean myself from all of the sweat.I then had a light meal and I did some more personal PC work.I later prepared to retire for the evening.A wonderful and eventful day overall.

After the terrible week that I had,I am hoping that this week goes better.I also still need all the prayerful support that I can get.Please continue to pray for me that things will start getting better soon.I also would still appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.I really need some spiritual upbuilding and encouraging words right now.Thanks for your continued support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow is a work day and I hope that all goes well.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,I woke up in the late morning and had coffee.However,early in the morning while I was still in bed,I got an attack of painful leg cramps in both of my legs.They really terribly hurtful.I had to immediately stand up and wait for the pain to be reduced,but it did affect my ability to walk.I wasn't walking very good for much of the morning.After some more coffee and relaxation,I got dressed to head for the local Super Wal-Mart.

While there,I picked up leg cramp pain supplements,a tube of itch cream,a carton of half and half and a gallon of milk.After paying for these things,I headed over to a local McDonald's and had a light lunch.I headed straight home after that.

When I got home,I took a few leg cramp supplements and decided to do some snow shoveling outside as we did get hit with snow overnight.It was a work-out,but I managed to get what I had to get done accomplished.After that was done,I relaxed for a while and did my personal PC work.After that was done,I went back out to get a take-out Chinese meal and when I got home,I ate it.I also did some more personal PC work.After that,I relaxed until it was time for me to retire.A good,but not too eventful,day overall.

Please continue praying for me as I am still struggling terribly with SSA after the events of this terrible 5 day week.I also would still appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.I really need some spiritual upbuilding and also some encouraging words.Thanks to y'all.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow is church as usual and I hope that this and the rest of the day goes well.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,I woke up in the early morning.I had coffee and brushed my hair.I got dressed and headed for work.

The work day went fair.After that,I headed for an office to get my taxes filed and after that was done,I got gas and headed straight home.

When I got home,I ate quickly and did my personal PC work.I also relaxed and took it easy.Later on,I prepared to retire for the evening.A fair day overall.

This week,I didn't post too much as I was not feeling well emotionally.I was the victim of a break-in on Monday.It was a member of my family that did this.They broke in through the cellar and stole some clothes that belonged to my sister.They also took what was their's as well.They ruined the plumbing and we're hoping to get it fixed tomorrow.This is the reason why I haven't been feeling too well emotionally.It's one thing when a total stranger breaks in.But when it's a member of your own,especially one that you helped by letting them live with you,it's even more devastating.This also made me feel violated and affected my sense of security.It also made me angry and also,sad.This is why my emotions have not been good or even stable as of late.I just want to heal from these negative emotions and also,help heal from the affects of the break-in by one of my own relatives.My family relations have been going down the tubes as this is the third relative that has caused trouble.I am hoping to get over this soon.Please continue praying for me.Please pray that I get over this soon and that I heal from these terrible emotions.I also would still appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section,which can be both spiritually upbuilding and encouraging words.Thanks to y'all and Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

This has been a terrible week for me.I hope that the weekend will good for me to get over this things.FJ

I'm still not feeling well emotionally.Please continue to pray for me.Please continue to leave me positive verbal support,such as spiritual upbuilding and encouraging words.Thanks very much.FJ

I am still not feeling well emotionally.I will post when I do.There has been a lot going on in my life,with most of it being negative.Please continue to keep me in your prayers.Please continue to leave me some positive verbal support,which can be spiritual upbuilding and encouraging words,in the comments section.Thanks to y'all and Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.FJ

I'm still not feeling well tonight.No,I'm not physically ill,but emotionally ill.Please continue praying for me that I get better emotionally and that I get through the rest of the week.I also would still appreciate some positive verbal support in the forms of spiritual upbuilding and encouraging words.I am hoping that I feel emotionally better soon.Please continue to keep me in your prayers.Thanks to all of you.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.FJ

Tonight,I'm not feeling very good.I won't be posting anything tonight as a result of that.Please continue praying for me and don't forget to leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section in the forms of spiritual upbuilding and encouraging words.Thanks to all ofyou and Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,I woke up in the early morning and I washed up real quickly.After that,I got dressed up in a suit and headed for church for both the morning's Holy Bible study class and the worship service afterwards.

Both the class and the worship service were wonderful.After some wonderful fellowship,I headed for home.

On the way home,I stopped at a local McDonald's for a light lunch and after that,I headed straight home.

When I got home,I changed out of my suit into a pair of pajama pants and did some cleaning around the house,including the bathroom.After that was done,I relaxed and did some of my personal PC work.After that,I got dressed in casual clothes and did some shopping at a local bargain supermarket,a local Dollar Tree and a local Auto Zone.After that,I headed straight home.

When I got home,I put the stuff away and I finished my personal PC work.After that,I relaxed and watched some videos on YouTube.I also had a light evening meal and later on,I showered and after that,I prepared to retire for the evening.A wonderful and eventful day overall.

Please continue praying for me as I am still struggling terribly right now with this terrible SSA that I have.I also would still appreciate some positive verbal support,in the form of spiritual upbuilding and encouraging words,in the comments section.Thanks to y'all and Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow is a work day and I hope that all goes well.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving onward.

Today,I woke up in the mid morning and had coffee.After that,I did some of my personal PC work.After that,I showered quickly and after that,washed my face and shaved.I then finished my personal PC work before getting dressed and headed out to an AMVETS store in the next county.Before that,I had lunch at a Chinese restaurant that was located in another area of the next county.

I did manage to buy a few things at the store.It was wonderful.After that,I bought something to drink at a nearby Dollar General store and after that,I headed for home.

When I arrived back in my home area,I stopped at a gas station to get some gas.I headed straight home after that.

When I got home,I relaxed and did some more personal PC work.I also had a light evening meal and did a little bit more personal PC work.Later on,I prepared to retire for the evening.A very good day overall.

I am still struggling terribly with SSA at the moment.I need some prayerful support,so please continue to keep me in your prayers.I need prayers from all of you.I also could use some spiritual upbuilding and encouraging words in the comments section.I also desperately need some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks to y'all for your continued support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow is a church as usual and after that,I have really nothing planned,but I hope to get positive benefits from anything I choose to do.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,I woke up in the early morning and had coffee.After that,I washed up real quickly,got dressed and headed for work.

The work day went well.After it was over,I headed straight home.

When I got home,I relaxed and did some of my personal PC work.After that,I went back out to a local supermarket to pick up a few things for dinner and I headed straight home after that.

When I got home,I heated up what I bought for dinner and ate it.After that,I finished my personal PC work.I started getting ready for my evening retirement when I got tired.A very good day overall.

Please continue to keep me in your prayers.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support,which can be in the forms of spiritual upbuilding and encouraging words.I need both of these things desperately.Thanks to all of you and Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

I hope that my weekend goes well.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,I woke up early and had my usual coffee.After that,I washed up real quickly and got dressed.I headed for work.

The work day,though again a little stressful,went well.After it was over,I headed straight home.

When I got home,I relaxed and did some of my personal PC work.I also went back out to a local church for a free dinner.After that,I headed over to a local supermarket to pick up a few things I needed.After that,I headed straight home.

When I got home,I showered quickly and changed into pajamas.I finished my personal PC work and when it was time,I prepared for my evening retirement.A very good,but a little stressful,day overall.

I'm still struggling terribly with SSA and related stuff.Please continue praying for me.Please leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.I desperately need both types of support.I need both spiritual upbuilding and encouraging words,alongside prayers.Thanks to all of you.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow is a work day and after that,it's the weekend.I hope that the work day goes well.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,I woke up early and had coffee.After that,I washed up,got dressed quickly and headed for work.

The work day,though a little stressful,went well.After that,I headed straight home.

When I got home,I had a light evening meal and did my personal PC work.

After relaxing for a while,I showered quickly and after that,I did some more personal PC work.I later prepared for my evening retirement.A very good,but a little stressful,day overall.

Please continue praying for me as I really need prayers right now.I'm still struggling terribly with this terrible SSA that I have.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support,which can be both spiritual upbuilding and encouraging words.Thanks to all of you.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow is another work day,which I hope goes well.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,I woke up in the early morning and I had my usual coffee and washed up real quickly.I then got dressed real quickly and headed for work.

The work day went well,though it was a little stressful.After that,I headed straight home.

When I got home,I relaxed and did some of my personal PC work,but couldn't really finish it because my sister took me out to dinner for my birthday.

The dinner was wonderful.My sister dropped me off at home and when I got in,I changed into pajamas and finished my personal PC work.After that,as I was getting tired.I prepared to retire for the evening.A very good day,though a little stressful during work,overall.

Please continue praying for me and please leave me some positive verbal encouragement,which can be both spiritual upbuilding and encouraging words.Thanks to y'all and Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow is a work day and I hope that all goes well.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,I woke up early and had my coffee and washed up.I got dressed quickly and headed for work.

The work day went well.After it was over,I headed straight home.

When I got home,I relaxed and did my personal PC work.After that,I showered quickly and had a light evening meal.

I did some more personal PC work before preparing to retire for the evening.A very good day overall.

Please continue praying for me as I am still struggling terribly right now.I also would appreciate some spiritual upbuilding and encouraging words in the comments section.Thanks to y'all and Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow is a work day and I hope that all goes well.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,I woke up in the early morning and had coffee.I also showered and shaved quickly.I got dressed up in a suit and headed for church.

The Holy Bible study class and the worship service were wonderful.After it was over,I headed straight home.

When I got home,I changed into casual clothes and did some cleaning up around the house,including cleaning the bathroom.After that,I went out to get a few slices of pizza for lunch and ate them.After that,I stopped at a few stores and delivered a few free newspapers at a few people's houses.I headed straight home after that.

When I got home,I did my personal PC work.After that was done,I relaxed for a while and I headed out to get a light meal at a local Arby's.After that,I headed straight home.

When I got home,I changed into pajamas and I did a little bit more personal PC work and later on,prepared to retire for the evening.A wonderful and eventful day overall.

Please continue to keep me in your prayers.I also would still appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section,which can be spiritually upbuilding and encouraging words.Thanks for your support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow is a work day,which I hope goes well.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,I woke up in the mid morning and had my usual coffee,but before I could do anything,I washed up real quickly and got dressed as I had to take my live-in grand-niece to work and after that,I bought a few slices of pizza from a local pizzeria.After eating them,I stopped at the local K-Mart to pick up a few things.I also went to a local supermarket to pick up a few things for my dinner tonight.After that,I headed straight home.

When I got home,I put the stuff away and relaxed while doing my personal PC work.After that was done,I vacuumed the rugs in the house and also vacuumed the floors.After that was done,I showered and cleaned my body and after that,I heated up my evening meal.

After eating,I did some more personal PC work.Later on,as the evening was winding down,I prepared for my evening retirement.A pretty good day overall.

The stress of the past week has really made my SSA struggles difficult.I have been tempted to act out on these unnatural desires that I have.Today,I did give into these terrible temptations again,but felt so terrible about doing so that I immediately asked my Heavenly Father to forgive me for doing so and even pleaded with him to be merciful towards me.Tears even started coming from my eyes as I prayed and prayed.I hate myself when I give into these terrible temptations of the flesh as when someone,such as myself,gives into them,they are only gratifying their own flesh and feeding their sinful nature rather than fighting and resisting them and also,neglecting to ask the sovereign Lord and creator of all things,our Heavenly Father,to give them the strength to fight and resist these terrible temptations.The thing is that in Homosexuality and other types of unacceptable behaviors,the only things that get gratification are the flesh,the sinful nature that we all have and also,when they do these things,they reap corruption rather than reaping the positive spiritual things that come when someone works to fight and resist and ask for the strength to help them in their fighting and resisting.It also shows a lack of self-control on their part as self-control is necessary in fighting and resisting the sinful patterns and longings of the imperfect fleshly and sinful nature.Nobody said that the SSA struggle was going to be easy.I'm learning that day in and day out every day.

I still need advice.I would like for y'all to share what has worked for you.Maybe what worked for you can work for me.Please share as I would greatly appreciate that,which is why the comments section is there.Thanks very much in advance.

Please continue praying for me as I really need all the prayerful support that I can get.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section,which can be both spiritually upbuilding posts and positive encouragement.Thanks to y'all in advance for your support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow is church as usual and I hope that I get a lot out of it.I also hope that the rest of the day goes well for me,too.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,I woke up early,had coffee,washed up and got dressed.I headed for work.

The work day,like yesterday,went well,but a little stressful.After it was over,I headed straight home.

When I got home,I relaxed for a bit and did my personal PC work.After that,I showered quickly and got dressed to head out again to a local Burger King for a light evening meal.After I was finished with that,I headed straight home.

When I got home,I changed into pajamas and I did more personal PC work.Later on,as it was getting late,I prepared for my evening retirement.A very good,but a little stressful,day overall.

Lately,I have been on a roller coaster ride regarding my SSA struggles.The stress that I've been having,mostly from my job,has really been getting to me.I have been getting tempted to act out by fantasizing and lusting.The desires have really been giving me a hard time.Sexual thoughts and feelings have been really clouding my mind,including images of men dancing within my mind.It's really been difficult.This struggle that I have gets more difficult when stressful situations become a factor.It all tempts me to fantasize and lust after other men and imagining myself in sinful and degrading sexual activity with them.The thing that I have to continually keep in mind is that acting out on these unnatural desires that I have will never get me the true fulfillment that I need.It will only make me feel fulfilled temporarily.What I need is to have healthy and authentic relationships with members of my own gender.That is what I need.The only real benefits of these is friendship,bonding,relating,identifying and connecting with other men in a healthy and authentic way,which is non-sexual.Sexual activity will never give me the real and true fulfillment that I need,but only friendships and relating,alongside identifying and healthy authentic connections is what I truly need.I don't need nor want sex,just friendships with other guys.That is all that I need as I really and seriously want to heal from these unnatural desires that I have.

Please continue to pray for me.Pray that I find and get these types of relationships with other men.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section,which can be both spiritually upbuilding posts and encouraging words.Please leave me positive verbal support.I really need that alongside the prayers.Thanks to y'all for your continued support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow is the start of the weekend,which I'm glad for after the stress of the last few days on the job,where Sunday will be church as usual.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,I woke up in the early morning and had my usual coffee.After washing up real quickly,I got dressed and headed for work.

The work day went pretty well,though it was a little stressful.After it was over,I headed straight home.

When I got home,I showered real quickly and after that,I got dressed again and headed for a local church for a free dinner.After that,I went shopping at the local Super Wal-Mart to pick up a few things that were needed.After that,I headed straight home.

When I got home,I put the stuff that I bought away,did the dishes and changed into pajamas.I quickly did my personal PC work and after that was finished,I prepared to retire for the evening.A very good,but a little stressful,day overall.

Please continue to keep me in your prayers.I also would appreciate some positive encouragement and spiritual upbuilding in the comments section.Thanks to all of you and Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow is another work day,which I hope goes well.After that,it's the weekend.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,I woke up in the early morning,had coffee and got dressed real quickly.I headed for work.

The work day went well,but it was a little stressful.After it was over,I headed straight home.

When I got home,I relaxed a little and after that,showered quickly.After showering,I quickly did my personal PC work.After that,I had a light evening meal and did some more personal PC work.

Later on,as it was getting late,I prepared for my evening retirement.A very good,but a little stressful,day overall.

Please continue praying for me as I am still struggling terribly right now.Yes,I'm still struggling terribly as I feel like I'm stuck in the middle.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support by way of spiritual upbuilding and encouraging words.Thanks to y'all for your support.Thanks also to both my heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow is another work day,which I hope goes well.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,I woke up in the early morning,had coffee and got dressed real quickly.I headed for work.

The work day went well.After it was over,I headed straight home.

When I got home,I relaxed and did my personal PC work.After that,I had a light evening meal and did some more personal PC work.I later prepared for my evening retirement.A very good day overall.

I am very tired right now and can barely type.I will share more when I'm able.Please continue praying for me and please leave me some spiritually upbuilding and encouraging comments in the comments section.Thanks to all of you and Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow is another work day,which I hope goes well.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,I woke up in the early morning,had my coffee and got dressed real quickly.I headed for work.

The work day went well.After it was over,I headed straight home.

When I got home,I relaxed for a bit as I was really tired.Later on,I did my personal PC work.

I had a light evening meal in the early evening and I also did some more personal PC work.I later prepared to retire for the evening.A very good day overall.

Last night,I turned to my Heavenly Father in prayer.I unloaded everything from my fantasies and lusting to my acting out to these things.I bared my soul and was almost at the point of tears while I was confessing all to my Heavenly Father.I also said a prayer for a friend of mine after that.I felt better and I slept well.However,I still need prayers from all of you.Please continue praying for me.I also would appreciate some spiritual upbuilding and encouraging words in the comments section.I still need all the support that I can get.Thanks to all of you.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow is a work day.I hope that all goes well.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving onward.

Today,I woke up in the early morning,had coffee,showered and got dressed up in a suit real quickly.I headed for church as we had a special service today honoring church run schools this week.

The service was wonderful.After some wonderful fellowship,I stopped at a local Tim Horton's for a light and late breakfast and after that,I headed straight home.

When I got home,I changed from my suit into pajama pants and did my personal PC work.After that was done,I did some vacuuming in the house and cleaned the bathroom.I also did some dishes.After that,I got dressed in casual clothes and headed back out.

I shopped at the local Super Wal-Mart to pick up a few needed things.After that,I had a light evening meal at McDonald's.I headed straight home after that.

When I got home,I changed into pajamas and I did some more personal PC work.I relaxed for a while and after that and later on,I prepared for my evening retirement.A wonderful and eventful day overall.

I need some helpful and spiritual advice.I have been again falling into sin.I have been giving into the terrible temptations to fantasize and lust.Each and every time that I've fallen,I feel terribly miserable.I've fallen into a terribly vicious and evil cycle of falling into sin habitually.I want to stop doing this.I want to stop this vicious and evil cycle that I've fallen into.Yes,I have given into the terribly unclean habit of masturbation as well,which contributes to the fantasizing and lusting that I've fallen back into.I am still feeling miserable.I want to stop and break free.If anyone who reads my blog can provide any helpful advice,please do so.I really need some encouraging words and spiritual upbuilding right now.Please pray for me.Please leave me some spiritual upbuilding and encouraging words in the comments section.Please help me.Please point me in the right direction.I need all the help and support that I can get.Please help me.Please offer some helpful and spiritual advice.Thanks in advance to y'all for all of your help and support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

I also would appreciate prayers that I repair my relationship with my Heavenly Father as I have been failing to go to him in prayer as of late.I need some spiritual upbuilding and encouraging words on how I can do that.Thanks.

Tomorrow is a work day and I hope that all goes well.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,I woke up in the mid morning and had a couple cups of coffee.I also would make a little more coffee for myself later on.After that,I did some of my personal PC work and when I was finished,I got dressed and headed out to do a little bit of shopping at the local Super Wal-Mart.After that,I went and bought a few slices of pizza at a local pizzeria and ate them.I also went to the local Taco Bell and had a couple of things there.I headed straight home after that.

When I got home,I relaxed and finished my personal PC work.I later went back out to a local taco place and had a light evening meal.After that,I had a Blizzard at a local Dairy Queen and after that,I headed straight home.

When I got home,I changed into pajamas and I did some more personal PC work and after that,I prepared to retire for the evening.A pretty good day overall.

Please continue praying for me and also,I would appreciate some positive encouraging words and spiritual upbuilding in the comments section.Thanks to y'all and Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow is church as usual and I'm hoping to get some positive benefits out of it.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,I woke up early and after having my usual coffee,I got dressed and headed for work.

The work day was a little hectic,but okay.After it was over,I headed straight home.

When I got home,I relaxed for a while and did 3/4 of my personal PC work.After that,I went back out to get something to eat.I headed for the drug store,but didn't find anything that I was looking for.I then headed for a nearby 7-11 and bought a couple of things.I headed straight home after that.

When I got home,I relaxed and finished my personal PC work.I then prepared to retire for the evening.A very good,but a little hectic,day overall.

Please continue to keep me in your prayers and please leave some verbal encouragement in the comments section.Thanks to all of you.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow starts the weekend and I hope that it will be wonderful.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,I got up early and after my coffee,I got dressed and hurried to work.

The work day went well.After it was over,I went to the drug store to pick up a pain reliever.I headed straight home after that.

When I got home,I relaxed and did some of my personal PC work.After I had a light evening meal at home,I finished my personal PC work and later on,I prepared to retire for the evening.A very good day overall.

Please continue praying for me.Please leave me some encouraging and spiritually upbuilding posts.Thanks to y'all and Thanks to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow is a work day and I hope that the day goes well.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving onward.

Today,I woke up in the early morning and had coffee.After getting washed up and dressed,I headed for work.

The work day went well.After it was over,I headed straight home.

When I got home,I relaxed for a while and after that,I headed to a local 7-11 to buy a sandwich and after that,I headed straight home.

When I got home,I heated up a can of soup and had that with my sandwich as my evening meal.I also did some more personal PC work.Later on,I prepared to retire for the evening.A very good day overall.

Please continue praying for me and please continue leaving me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks to y'all and Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow is a work day and I hope that all goes well.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,I woke up in the early morning and had coffee and after washing up quickly,I got dressed and headed for work.

The work day went well.After it was over,I stopped at a local store to turn in some empty bottles and headed straight home afterwards.

When I got home,I relaxed for a while and did my personal PC work.

I also ate a light meal and did some more personal PC work.I later prepared for my evening retirement.A very good day overall.

Please continue praying for me.Though I am feeling better,I am still battling this cold and I am still coughing and sneezing with a runny nose.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.I so desperately need some support in the forms of spiritual upbuilding and encouraging words.Thanks to y'all and Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow is another work day and I hope that it goes well.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,I woke up in the early to mid morning and had my usual coffee.I then showered quickly and got dressed.

Since it was holiday and I had the day off,I decided to spend some time with a friend and we spent a few hours together.I headed for home after that.

On the way home,I had a light lunch at a local small restaurant.I then headed straight home after that.

When I got home,I relaxed and did my personal PC work.I later went out for a bite to eat.After that,I headed straight home.

When I got home,I changed into pajamas and did some more personal PC work.I later retired for the evening.A pretty good day overall.

Please continue praying for me.Please leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks to y'all and Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow is back to work and I hope that the day goes well.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,I woke up in the early morning and I washed up and shaved real quickly.After getting dressed up in a suit,I headed for church for both the morning's Holy Bible study class and the worship service afterwards.

Both the class and the worship service were wonderful.After some wonderful fellowship,I had a light lunch at a local Arby's and headed straight home after that.

When I got home,I changed into casual clothes and did my personal PC work.I then headed back out and had a few slices of pizza and after getting something to drink at a local 7-11 and dropping off some free newspapers at a few people's houses,I headed straight home.

When I got home,I vacuumed a little in the house and cleaned the bathroom.After that,I had a light evening meal and I quickly did more personal PC work.I later retired for the evening.A wonderful and eventful day overall.

I am still battling a terrible cold,but I am feeling better,though I'm still not out of the woods yet.Please continue praying for me that I get over this cold and please continue leaving some encouragement in the comments section.Thanks to all of you for your continued support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow is a day off from work and I am going to spend a few hours with a friend tomorrow.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,I woke up in the late morning and had a few cups of coffee.After that,I showered quickly and got dressed to get a couple of money orders at the bank.After a light lunch at Burger King,I headed straight home.

When I got home,I relaxed and did my personal PC work.After that was done,I relaxed again for a while.

After a light evening meal,I did some more personal PC work and later on,I prepared to retire for the evening.A pretty good day overall.

I am still battling cold symptoms,though not as badly than the last few days.Please continue praying that I get over this cold very soon.I also would really appreciate some positive verbal support in the forms of spiritual upbuilding and encouraging words.Thanks to y'all and Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow is church as usual,which I'm looking forward to.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,I woke up in the early morning and I had my usual coffee and I washed up.I got dressed and headed for work.

The work day went well.After it was over,I filled my gas tank at a local gas station and headed straight home after that.

When I got home,I relaxed and took it easy for a while and I also did my personal PC work.I later prepared to retire for the evening.A very good day overall.

After my work day was finished,I had to really scrape ice off of my car as we had freezing rain and it was a chore getting all of the ice off my windshield and my passenger side windows.However,I managed to get it all off,but right now,it is snowing and it's a little windy.But I'm in the house and enjoying the peace and quiet.I have a three day weekend coming up and I'm glad for that.

Please continue praying for me.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks and Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow is the start of a three day weekend.I'm glad for that.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,I woke up in the early morning and had coffee.I also washed up real quickly and got dressed.I headed for work.

The work day went well.After it was over,I headed for the drug store to pick up a few prescriptions.I headed straight home.

When I got home,I relaxed for a bit and after that,I headed for a local church for a free dinner and after that,I went to a local supermarket to pick up a few needed things.I then headed straight home.

When I got home,I quickly did my personal PC work.After that was done,I relaxed and prepared to retire for the evening.A very good day overall.

I am still battling cold symptoms,but not as badly as I was a few days ago,but still not out of the woods yet.Please continue praying for me that I get over this cold soon and please leave me some positive spiritual upbuilding and encouraging words.Thanks for that from all of you.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow is another work day and I hope that all goes well.After that,it's a three day MLKJR Holiday weekend.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,I got up,had coffee,washed up and got dressed.I headed for work.

The work day went well.After it was over,I headed for home.

I stopped at a local 7-11 on the way home and a local Dollar Tree.I bought a few things there and I headed straight home.

When I got home,I relaxed for a bit and had a light evening meal.After that,I did my personal PC work and when that was finished,I prepared for my evening retirement.A very good day overall.

Please continue to keep me in your prayers.I am still battling cold symptoms and I need prayers in hopes of getting well.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support,which can be both spiritual upbuilding and words of encouragement.Thanks for that and Thanks also to my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow is a work day and I hope that all goes well.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,I woke up in the early morning,had coffee and washed up quickly.I got dressed and headed for work.

The work day went well.After it was over,I headed straight home.

When I got home,I did a little snow shoveling and went back out to pick up a few things at a local Dollar General store.After that,I headed straight home.

When I got home,I put the stuff that I bought away and I did my personal PC work.Later on,I showered quickly and did some more personal PC work.I later prepared to retire for the evening.A very good day overall.

I am still battling terrible cold symptoms.Please continue praying for me that I get over this cold soon.I also would still appreciate some positive verbal support in the forms of spiritual upbuilding and encouraging words.Thanks to y'all and Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow is a work day and I hope that all goes well.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,I woke up in the early morning and washed up real quickly.I also had coffee and got dressed.I headed for work.

The work day went well.After it was over,I headed over to the bank to withdraw money and I headed straight home.

When I got home,I did a little vacuuming and I did my personal PC work.I later went out to a Chinese restaurant to pick up a couple pints of soup as I still have a cold.I headed straight home.

When I got home,I ate the soups that I bought and I did more personal PC work.I later retired for the evening.A very good day overall.

Please continue praying for me as I am still battling a terrible cold.I also would appreciate some verbal encouragement and spiritual upbuilding in the comments section.Thanks to all of you and Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow is a work day and I hope that all goes well.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,I got up in the early morning and washed up real quickly.After that.I got dressed up in a suit and headed for church for both the morning's Holy Bible study class and the worship service afterwards.

Both the class and the worship service were wonderful.After some wonderful fellowship,I headed for a local drug store to buy Vitamin C supplements and after that,I headed straight home.

When I got home,I changed from my suit into casual clothes and did my personal PC work.I have been battling cold symptoms for a while and as a result of this,I headed for the local hospital's emergency room.

I waited there for a while and after getting a couple of prescriptions,I got them filled at a nearby drug store and headed straight home.

When I got home,I took a little bit of the medicine and then,I headed back out to get a hot bowl of chicken noodle soup from a local Chinese restaurant.I also picked up a sandwich and a couple small bottles of orange juice at a local 7-11 and headed straight home.

When I got home,I ate my soup and sandwich and did some more personal PC work.I later retired for the evening.A wonderful and eventful day overall.

Please pray that I get over this cold soon and please don't forget to leave me some positive verbal encouragement.Thanks and Thanks also top both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow is a work day and I hope that all goes well.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,I got up and took my grand-niece to her job and after getting home,I washed myself and did my personal PC work.After having some coffee and doing a little vacuuming in the house,I headed out to do some shopping at the local K-Mart and the local Super Wal-Mart.I had to get some ice melt and a I bought myself a robe.I headed straight home after that.

When I got home,I cleaned the bathtub and the bathroom sink.I showered and shaved after that.I also did some more personal PC work.

Later on,I headed over to church for an Epiphany service and dinner,which was wonderful.After it was over,I headed straight home.

When I got home,I changed into pajamas and I did some more personal PC work and later on,I prepared to retire for the evening.A very good day and a very good start to the weekend overall.

Please continue praying for me.Please continue to offer some positive verbal support in the comments section,which can be spiritually upbuilding and encouraging words.Thanks and Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow is church in the morning as usual and after that,I have really nothing planned for the rest of the afternoon,but I'll simply play it by ear and hope for the best.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,I woke up in the early morning,had coffee and got dressed quickly.I headed for work.

The work day was very hectic.Nothing was going right at the facility.Every time I turned around,the clients were complaining about something not working right or that it was too cold in one of the rooms.Not only that,the sign-in and sign-out computer went down all of a sudden.This really made the day very hectic.I also had to postpone doing a few jobs to accommodate other things that I had to do,but fortunately,I managed to get everything done,but the day was still hectic and stressful.After it was finally over,I headed for home.

On the way home,I stopped at a local Dollar Tree store to pick up a few needed things and headed straight home once I got them.

When I got home,I relaxed and took it easy and did my personal PC work.Later on,I had a light evening meal and did some more personal PC work.I later prepared for my evening retirement.A very hectic and stressful day overall.

Please continue to keep me in your prayers as I'm really struggling right now as a result of the hectic day that I had.I really need all the prayerful support that I can get.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support in the forms of spiritual upbuilding and encouraging words in the comments section.Thanks for your continued support and Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

The weekend starts tomorrow and I have nothing planned,except going to church on Sunday as usual.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,I got up and had my usual coffee and after getting dressed,I headed for work.

The work day went well.After it was over,I headed straight home.

When I got home,I did a little relaxing and headed back out to a local church for a free dinner.

The dinner was wonderful.After getting some gas at a local gas station,I headed straight home.

When I got home,I changed into pajamas and I did my personal PC work.I later retired for the evening.A very good day overall.

Please continue to keep me in your prayers.I really need prayerful support right now.I also would appreciate some needed positive verbal support right now.Thanks to y'all for your support.Thanks also to both your Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow is a work day,which I hope goes well.After that,it's the weekend.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,I got up and had coffee.I got dressed real quick and headed for work.

The work day went well.After it was over,I headed straight home.

When I got home,I relaxed and did my personal PC work.After that,I had a light evening meal and I did some more personal PC work before preparing to retire for the evening.A very good day overall.

Please continue to keep me in your prayers.I have a headache and I can barely type.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support in the forms of spiritual upbuilding and encouraging words.Thanks to all of you and Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow is a work day and I hope that the day goes well.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,I woke up and washed up.I also had some coffee.I got dressed and headed for work.

The work day went well.After it was over,I headed straight home.

When I got home,I relaxed and took it easy for a while.

I had a light evening meal and I did my personal PC work.I later retired for the evening.A very good day overall.

Please continue to keep me in your prayers and please leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks to y'all and Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow is another work day and I hope that all goes well.FJ

Tonight,my road to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,I woke up in the early morning and had coffee.I also washed up and got dressed up in a suit.I headed for church for the New Year's Day service.

The service was wonderful.After it was over,I headed straight home.

When I got home,I got out of my suit and into casual clothes.I also helped take down the Christmas tree and after that,I did my personal PC work.After that was done,I watched a few videos on YouTube.

Later on in the early evening,I went over to one of my nephew's house for dinner and after eating,I headed straight home.

When I got home,I changed into pajamas and I did some more personal PC work before retiring for the evening.A wonderful and eventful day overall.

Please continue praying for me and please leave me some spiritual upbuilding and encouraging words in the comments section.Thanks to y'all and Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow is back to work day and I hope that all goes well.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,I got up in the morning and had coffee and after that,I got dressed up in a suit and headed for church.

The church service was wonderful.After some wonderful fellowship,I headed straight home.

When I got home,I changed from my suit into casual clothes and I did my personal PC work.After that,I headed out to a local supermarket to pick up a few grocery items as I had a gift card to do so.After that,I got some gas and headed straight home.

When I got home,I did some work around the house by vacuuming a few rugs and cleaning the bathroom.After that,I had a light lunch and did some more personal PC work.

later on,in the evening,I showered and changed into dress clothes to head for the New Year's Eve church service.It was another wonderful worship service and after picking up a few slices of pizza at a local pizzeria,I headed straight home.

When I got home,I changed into pajamas and ate my pizza slices.I did a little bit more personal PC work before preparing for my evening retirement.A wonderful and eventful day overall.

I am feeling extremely tired.Please continue praying for me and please leave me some positive support in the forms of spiritual upbuilding and encouraging words.Thanks y'all and Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow is the New Year's Day church service and after that,I have no plans.I'll simply play by ear and see what happens.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,I woke up in the mid morning and had a few cups of coffee.After my coffee,I washed up real quickly and relaxed for much of the morning.I did my personal PC work and after finishing that,I headed out to a friend's place to visit with him for a while.

The visit was wonderful.We also had dinner and after dropping his girlfriend off,I headed for a gas station to get some windshield washer fluid and after that,I headed straight home.

When I got home,I did a little vacuuming in the house and I washed my face and shaved.After that,I showered quickly and I did some more personal PC work before preparing to retire for the evening.A very good day overall.

I am feeling really tired tonight.Please continue praying for me and please leave me some spiritual upbuilding and encouraging words in the comments section.Thanks to y'all and Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow is church in the morning and also,in the evening.I am also hoping to get around to doing a little more cleaning before the day is through.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,I got up and had coffee and hurriedly got dressed.I headed for work.

The work day went well.After it was over,I headed straight home.

When I got home,I relaxed for a while.I also did personal PC work.I later had an evening meal and I did more personal PC work before retiring for the evening.A very good day overall.

Please continue to keep me in your prayers.Please continue to leave me some spiritually upbuilding and encouraging words in the comments section.I am tired and I can barely type.I will try to share more tomorrow or when I can.Thanks.

This coming weekend,I am hoping to get together with a friend that I haven't spoken with in a while and church as usual on Sunday.I hope that the weekend,which will be three days,goes well.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,I got up out of bed and had my usual coffee.I then got dressed real quick and headed for work.

The work day went well.After it was over,I headed straight home.

When I got home,I relaxed for a short time and headed back out again.

I went to a local church for a free dinner and it was wonderful.After I was finished eating,I headed straight home.

When I got home,I relaxed and did my personal PC work.After that,I planned to retire for the evening.A very good day overall.

Tonight,I'm feeling extremely tired as my medication is kicking in and I can barely type.Please continue praying for me.Please continue to leave me some spiritually upbuilding and encouraging words posts in the comments section.Thanks to all of you.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow is a work day.I hope that the day goes well for me.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,I woke up in the early morning and had coffee.I was running late as I had to get my vehicle to the garage to get fixed as the muffler and exhaust system needed replacing and fixing.After dropping it off at the garage,I was given a ride to work.

The work day went well.After it was over,I called the garage and they picked me up from work.After paying for the repairs,I shopped at the local K-Mart and after that,I headed straight home.

When I got home,I relaxed for a while and did my personal PC work.I also had a light evening meal.After that,I did some more personal PC work before preparing for my evening retirement.A very good day overall.

My head is hurting me real bad.The pain is hurting me and I can barely think.I will try to post anything on my struggles hopefully by tomorrow or when I am feeling better.Please continue to keep me in your prayers and please leave me some upbuilding and encouraging words in the comments section.Thanks to y'all and Thanks to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow is a work day.I hope that the day goes well.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,since I had the day off from work,I decided to catch up on some much needed cleaning in the house.After that,I went out shopping at the local K-Mart and after that,I had a light lunch at a local pizzeria and also shopped a little at the local Super Wal-Mart before heading straight home.

When I got home,I relaxed for the rest of the day and quickly did my personal PC work.

After a light evening meal,I did some more personal PC work and after that was finished,I prepared to retire for the evening.A very good day overall.

My emotional state right now is varied.While I'm feeling at peace at the moment,I still feel anger and rage burning inside of me.I would like to let go of this unresolved anger and rage,but again,I don't know how to go about it.I am still asking for advice on how this can be done.I have been trying to let go of these things,but have failed.If anyone can help me,please do so.I need help and advice and also,as much prayerful support that I can get,alongside the spiritual upbuilding and encouraging words that I seek.Please pray for me and show me your verbal support in the comments section.Thanks to all of you.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow is a back to work day and I hope that all goes well.FJ

Merry Christmas to you all.

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,I woke up in the early morning and had coffee.I then cleaned up and got dressed up in a suit.I headed for church for the Christmas Day worship service.

The service was wonderful.After some wonderful fellowship,I had a light lunch at the local Denny's.After that,I headed straight home.

When I got home,I got out of my suit and into my pajama pants and did my personal PC work.I also shoveled snow and showered quickly.I then got dressed in casual clothes and headed over to my nephew's house for Christmas dinner,which was wonderful.After that,I headed straight home.

When I got home,I changed into pajamas and did some more personal PC work before preparing for my evening retirement.A wonderful and eventful day overall.

My head is hurting me and I am going to hold off sharing more about my struggles when I'm feeling better.Please continue praying for me and please leave some spiritual upbuilding and encouraging words in the comments section.Thanks for your continued support and Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,I got up and washed up quickly.I then got dressed up in a suit and headed for church for both the morning's Holy Bible study class and the worship service afterwards.

Both the class and the worship service were wonderful.After some wonderful fellowship,I had a light late breakfast at a local McDonald's before heading straight home.

When I got home,I relaxed and did some personal PC work.After that,I had a light lunch at the local Taco Bell.After getting some gas and shopping at a local Dollar Tree,I headed straight home.

When I got home,I relaxed for a while and did some vacuuming up in the house.I also did some more personal PC work.I then relaxed again for a while until early this evening,when I attended the Christmas Eve candlelight service,which was another wonderful service.After some more wonderful fellowship,I headed straight home.

When I got home,I changed into pajamas and did some more personal PC work.I later retired for the evening.A wonderful and eventful day overall.

Please continue to keep me in your prayers and also,I would appreciate some spiritual upbuilding and encouraging words in the comments section.Thanks for your support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow is the Christmas Day church service and dinner at my nephew's house.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward,though today,it was a little on shaky ground.

Today,I woke up and had a couple cups of coffee.After my coffee,I decided to do some of my personal PC work,but had to stop so I could take my live-in grandniece to work.

After dropping her off,I decided to do a little holiday shopping.I bought gift cards for some of my family members,but the day almost took a turn for the worse when I was going to get the last gift certificate when I discovered that my wallet was missing.I went back into the last store that I went into,but they said that nobody turned anything in.I also asked another store,but I got the same answer.Throughout my looking for it,I prayed to my Heavenly Father to help me find it as I was really sad and desperate to find it.I kept on praying and praying that the Lord would help me find it and I did.I was overjoyed to find it and I let the stores know that it was found and after that,bought the last gift certificate that I needed and then,I got my hair cut.I headed over to a local supermarket to buy a few things and after that,I headed straight home.

When I got home,I relaxed and finished my personal PC work.After that,I headed back out again to drop off a few free newspapers at a few people's houses with a Christmas card in each of them.After that,I also picked up a couple packs of Winter socks at the local Target.I headed straight home after that.

When I got home,I shoveled a little snow and I cleaned the bathroom.After that,I heated up my evening meal and ate it while watching a video online.After that,I simply did some more personal PC work.When the time came,I planned to retire for the evening.A pretty good day,though stressful when my wallet was missing for a while,overall.

Tonight,I am feeling thankful to my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for helping me to find my wallet.I had to find it and relied on my faith,though I also needed help where I needed faith,in my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ to help me and that faith paid off.This shows that he is a very loving father and his son is a very loving savior.They helped me where and when I needed help.I am going to let this be a lesson to me.It is a very hard lesson.I needed to find it to make sure that my wallet didn't fall into the wrong hands with identity theft running rampant nowadays.Thanks to my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything they've done.I truly appreciate what they did for me not only today,but every day.Thanks to them.

Please continue to keep me in your prayers.I also would still appreciate some spiritual upbuilding and encouraging words of support in the comments section.Thanks to y'all in advance for your help and support.

Tomorrow,it will be church as usual in the morning and for the evening's Christmas Eve candlelight service.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,I got up and washed up real quickly.I then got dressed and headed for work.

The work day went well.After it was over,I stopped at the local Target to pick up something that I really needed.After that,I went over to a local supermarket to pick up something for dinner.After that,I headed straight home.

When I got home,I relaxed and checked my e-mail and after that,I vacuumed the rugs in the house and showered quickly afterwards.I then started to heat up my evening meal and relaxed while waiting for it to get done.I also checked out some videos online while doing so.

After my meal was finessed heating,I ate it and watched a few more videos online.I also did my personal PC work and after that was done,I did some online browsing for a while until I decided to retire for the evening.A very good day overall.

Tonight,I am still feeling sad by the state that I'm in.I have still been saying angry things to myself under my breath and there is nobody there in front of me.I don't know why I keep doing this.I feel so terribly depressed and down as a result of this thing that I have,or should I say problem that I have.I'm afraid that if this keeps up,people will be afraid to come up to me to talk to me.I want people to come near me and not be afraid of me.I want to stop doing this,but don't know how to go about doing it.I have been asking for helpful advice from y'all,but nobody has stepped up.I need help and I need some helpful advice on how I can stop this.This anger and rage burning within me is making me miserable.The angry things I've been saying under my breath are making me miserable.Again,if anyone can help,please help me.I'm crying out for help and reaching out for support,but so far,nothing.Please help me.Please pray that I find help and that I break free from this terrible thing that is depressing me and making me sad so much.Please pray for me.Please leave any helpful advice in the forms or spiritual upbuilding and encouraging words.I really need both of things real badly and seriously.Thanks to y'all and Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

The holiday weekend starts tomorrow and I will have a four day weekend coming to me.I am planning to shop tomorrow and attend both church services on Sunday and the Christmas morning service on Christmas.I hope that this holiday weekend goes wonderfully for me.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,I woke up and washed up quickly.After that,I drank some coffee to try and wake up and after getting dressed,I headed for work.

The work day went as well as expected.After it was over,I headed straight home.

When I got home,I relaxed for a bit and after that,I headed out to a local church for a free dinner,which was wonderful.After that,I went to a local supermarket to pick up a few things and got some gas at a local gas station.After that,I headed straight home.

When I got home,I put the groceries away and shaved.I also showered after that and when I was finished,I relaxed and did my personal PC work.After that,I did some video watching on a few sites and did a little bit more personal PC work.I later retired for the evening as I was getting tired.A very good day overall.

Tonight,I am still feeling down and depressed over the issues that I have.My anger and rage issues have made me sad.I have been again saying terrible things in anger to myself under my breath and I don't know why.I have been saying really terrible things under my breath about my relatives and such.I don't know why I have been doing this,but I have been doing this for a long time.It always makes me feel miserable as these particular people have never done anything to me at all.I also really don't know any of these people in my family.I always feel miserable and ashamed of myself after I do this.I want to stop doing this.I want to stop saying angry things to myself under my breath.I am seeking answers/advice on how I can stop doing this.It's making me feel so miserable,sad,depressed and above all,I feel like the lowest on Earth as a result of this.I don't want to do this anymore as I am getting tired of saying these things in anger under my breath.If anyone can give me any answers or advice on how I can stop doing this,please share in the comments section.I need some positive support in the comments,such as encouraging words and/or spiritual upbuilding as I need both of these things real bad.I would greatly appreciate anything.Thanks for your continued support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow is another work day and I hope that it all goes well.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,I woke up and had coffee and also cleaned myself up.After that,I got dressed real quickly and headed for work.

The work day went well.There was also a small Christmas party in the staff break room,which was wonderful.After the day was over,I headed for a nearby post office to mail out some late Christmas cards and to get a money order.After that,I headed straight home.

When I got home,I relaxed for a while and did my personal PC work.Since I had ate a lot of food today at work,I was still feeling full from what I ate there that I didn't eat anything at home.I simply settled into my routine at home and relaxed.I did personal PC work for a while until it was time for me to retire for the evening.A very good day overall.

I am feeling extremely tired tonight and I can barely type.I will share more about my struggles when I am feeling more able.In the meantime,please keep up praying for me and leaving me both encouraging words and spiritually upbuilding comments in the comments section.Thanks to all of you and Thanks to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow is another work day and I am hoping that it all goes well.FJ