Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,I woke up in the early morning and had my usual coffee.After my coffee,I washed up real quickly and got dressed.I headed for work.

The work day,after the holiday weekend,went a little better than Friday.After it was over,I headed for home.

When I got home,I showered quickly and after that,I did a little bit of my personal PC work before getting some clothes on to head out to the local public library for a bible study.

On the way,I had a light meal at a local McDonald's.I headed out to the library and waited for the conductor to come,but he never showed up.I called him and left a few messages with him,but he didn't return my calls.After waiting for about 45 minutes,I headed for home.

On the way home,I stopped at the local Super Wal-Mart to pick up a couple of things.After that,I headed straight home.

When I got home,I put the stuff that I bought away and finished my personal PC work.Later on,I prepared to retire for the evening.A very good day overall.

Tonight,I'm feeling extremely down as a result of my struggles with SSA and also,with uttering angry,hateful and hurtful things under my breath.It's sad to have a wonderful holiday weekend,but then wind up being down in the dumps when the holiday ends.I don't want to feel this way.I also want to stop uttering angry,hateful and hurtful things under my breath.As I have been saying and will say again,I need help to stop this terrible thing that I've been doing.I have also been giving into numerous temptations in my SSA struggles as well.I need help.I need helpful advice on how I can stop these terrible and immoral things.Please share any helpful advice within the comments section.I also would appreciate it if you all would also continue to pray for me that I contain and overcome these terrible and immoral things as well.Thanks for your support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow is another work day.I hope that the day goes well for me.FJ

Happy Memorial Day to all of you in the USA.

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,I woke up in the early to mid morning and had my usual coffee.After my coffee,I did my personal PC work and did a little bit of cleaning here and there around the house.In between doing more personal PC work,I showered quickly and did a little bit of shopping.When I got home,I put the stuff that I bought away and headed back out to pick up a friend to go back to the park.

We both had some fun like we did on Saturday.After that.I dropped him off at his place and after that,I got a medium G2 drink at the local Taco Bell.I headed straight home.

When I got home,I relaxed and did some more personal PC work before preparing to retire for the evening.A very good and wonderful day overall.

Please continue praying for me as I'm still struggling with the terrible problem of uttering angry,hateful and hurtful things under my breath.I want to stop,but again,I don't know how.If anyone out there has had this same problem,please share some helpful advice on what worked for you and how you contained the problem.I would appreciate some helpful advice and also,continues prayerful support.Thanks to all of you for your support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow is back to work day after the long holiday weekend.I hope that this week goes better than last week after what happened on Friday.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,I woke up in the early morning and had my usual coffee.After my coffee,I washed up real quickly and got dressed in a suit and headed for church for both the morning's Holy Bible study class and the worship service afterwards.

Both the class and the worship service were wonderful.After some wonderful fellowship,I headed straight home.

When I got home,I got out of my suit and relaxed.I also did my personal PC work.After that,I relaxed and watched a few videos online.

I decided to take a drive and get some air.After that,I headed back home.

When I got back home,I did a little bit more personal PC work and cleaned the bathroom.After that,I headed out to the local Taco Bell and picked up dinner.After that,I headed straight home.

When I got home,I relaxed and ate my take-out dinner.I also watched a video online while eating.I then did some more personal PC work.I also showered later on and after that,I prepared to retire for the evening.A wonderful and eventful day overall.

Please continue praying for me as I'm still struggling terribly with this terrible problem of uttering angry,hateful and hurtful things under my breath.I need all the prayerful support that I can get.I want to stop this terrible problem that I have.I also would appreciate some helpful advice within the comments section as I desperately need some advice on how I can stop this terrible problem.Thanks for your continued support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow is the Memorial Day holiday and I have the day off.I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,I woke up in the early morning and had my usual coffee.After that,I quickly did my personal PC work.After that was done,I did some more cleaning up around the house and even vacuumed.After that,I had to shower as I did get dirty.After showering,I got dressed and did a few things.

I mailed out an important letter.After that,I had alight lunch.After that,I did some more personal PC work.

For much of the rest of the afternoon,a friend and I went to a local amusement park.We both had fun and we stayed there until it's closing.After dropping him off,I went to a local Dairy Queen to have a Blizzard treat.I headed straight home.

I have to admit that the day out at the park took my mind off of what had happened yesterday.

When I got home,I relaxed and did some more personal PC work before preparing to retire for the evening.A very good and eventful day overall.

Please continue praying for me.I also would appreciate some helpful advice in the comments section.Thanks for your support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow is church as usual.I hope that the rest of the day goes well for me.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,I woke up in the early morning and had my usual coffee.After my coffee,I washed up real quickly and got dressed.I headed for work.

Today,the work day went terribly.It started out good,but went downhill after one of the clients made some inappropriate remarks about my job and even badmouthed me in many other ways.I was also the target of a cruel joke by another client.I was glad when the day was finally over.I left and did some shopping and paid a few bills before heading for home.

When I got home,I got out of my clothes and relaxed for a bit.I also did my laundry showered quickly.After my shower,I put some clothes on and went to the local Taco Bell to get something to eat.After that,I headed straight home.

When I got home,I ate what I had bought and I watched a video online while doing so.After that,I did my personal PC work and as it was getting late,I prepared to retire for the evening.A terrible day overall.

Please continue praying for me.I'm still struggling with the problem of uttering angry,hateful and hurtful things under my breath.I want to stop,but don't know how.If anyone has any helpful ideas on how I can,please share within the comments section.I need some helpful advice on how to stop this before I hurt anyone,including myself.I also want to stop this because I don't want to lose my job.Please share any helpful advice on how I can stop this terrible problem.I also still appreciate that you continue praying for me.Thanks for your support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow starts the Memorial Day holiday weekend.I'm glad to have this weekend off because I need the rest this weekend after what has happened today.Thank goodness.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,I woke up in the early morning and had my usual coffee.After my coffee,I washed up real quickly and got dressed.I headed for work.

The work day went well.After it was over,I headed straight home.

When I got home,I changed clothes and had a free dinner at a local church.After that,I went to get some gas and buy a few a things at the local Salvation Army thrift store.After that,I headed straight home.

When I got home,I relaxed for a while and showered.After that,I did my personal PC work.Later on,I prepared to retire for the evening.A very good day overall.

Please continue praying for me as I'm still struggling with this terrible problem of uttering angry,hateful and hurtful things under my breath.As I have said many times,I want to stop this terrible problem that I have.I want to stop before I hurt anyone,including myself.I also would appreciate some helpful advice within the comments section,especially by anyone who also struggled with this particular problem.I need some helpful advice.For those who also struggled with this terrible problem,please share what has helped you.I would appreciate anything.Please continue praying for me and please leave some helpful advice within the comments section.Thanks to all of you for your support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow is another work day.I hope that the day goes well.After that,it's the weekend.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,I woke up in the early morning and had my usual coffee.After my coffee,I washed up real quickly and got dressed.I headed for work.

The work day went well.After it was over,I headed straight home.

When I got home,I relaxed for a while as I was tired.I did my personal PC work and after that,I showered quickly and had a light evening meal.

I did some more personal PC work and later on,as it was getting late,I prepared to retire for the evening.A very good day overall.

Please continue praying for me.I'm still struggling with this terrible problem of uttering angry,hateful and hurtful things under my breath.Today,while at work,I uttered more,and I actually swore under my breath and one of the staffers asked if I was okay after they heard it.I said that I was okay.I really need help in stopping this problem before it gets worse.I need to stop it as I don't want to lose my job nor do I want to hurt anyone,including myself.If anyone has any helpful advice that can help,please share within the comments section.I would greatly appreciate that,alongside the prayerful support.I need and want to stop this problem once and for all.Thanks for your support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow is a work day.I hope that the day goes well.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,I woke up in the early morning and I had my usual coffee.After my coffee,I washed up real quickly and got dressed.I headed for work.

The work day went well.After it was over,I headed straight home.

When I got home,I relaxed and did some of my personal PC work.After that,I went out to get something to eat and I ate it at the restaurant.After that,I headed straight home.

When I got home,I changed into pajamas and finished my personal PC work.After that,I relaxed and watched a couple of videos online.Later on,as it was getting late,I prepared for my evening retirement.A very good day overall.

Please continue praying for me as I'm still struggling with the terrible problem that I have of uttering angry,hateful and hurtful things under my breath,which I want to stop.I also would appreciate some helpful advice on how I can stop this problem.Thanks to all of you for your support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow is a work day.I hope that it goes well for me.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,I woke up in the early morning and had my usual coffee.After my coffee,I washed up real quickly and got dressed.I headed for work.

The work day went well.After it was over,I headed straight home.

When I got home,I relaxed for a while and did 4/5 of my personal PC work.After that,I headed back out to pick up a few things for dinner.After that,I headed straight home.

When I got home,I showered quickly and when I was done,I heated up my dinner and finished my personal PC work.

After eating,I did some more personal PC work and when it got late,I prepared to retire for the evening.A very good day overall.

Please continue to pray for me that I overcome this terrible problem of uttering angry,hateful and hurtful things under my breath.I also would appreciate some helpful advice within the comments section,alongside your prayerful support.Thanks to all of you for your support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow is a work day.I hope that the day goes well for me.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,I woke up in the early morning and had my usual coffee.After my coffee,I washed up real quickly and got dressed up in a suit.I headed for church for both the morning's Holy Bible study class and the worship service afterwards.

Both the class and the worship service were wonderful.After some wonderful fellowship,I headed straight home.

When I got home,I got out of my suit and into casual clothes.I quickly did my personal PC work and after that was finished,I headed out to run a few errands.I bought a sandwich for lunch and something to drink to have with it.After I ate and drank,I headed for a local supermarket to buy some coffee.After that,I headed straight home.

When I got home,I changed into pajama pants and did some more personal PC work.I changed back into casual clothes to go to a local 7-11 to pick up a few things.I headed straight home after that.

When I got home,I changed back into pajama pants and did some more personal PC work.I also watched a few videos online.Later on,as it was getting late,I prepared to retire for the evening.A wonderful and eventful day overall.

Please continue praying for me as I'm still struggling with the terrible problem of uttering angry,hateful and hurtful things under my breath.I also would appreciate some helpful advice within the comments section that I hope can help me stop this terrible problem.Thanks to all of you for your support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow is a work day.I hope that all goes well.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual coffee.After my coffee,I washed up and shaved real quickly.I quickly did my personal PC work and after that was done,I did some vacuuming and cleaned the bathroom.After that was done,I did some more personal PC work.

Later on,I put some clothes on and I headed out to run some errands that I had to run.I bought a few slices of pizza and something to drink.I then went to a local park to eat the slices and wash them down with my drink.After picking up a few things for dinner at a local supermarket,I headed straight home.

When I got home,I showered quickly and I heated up my evening meal and did a little bit more personal PC work.I then ate my evening meal and I did some more personal PC work.later on,as it was getting late,I prepared to retire for the evening.A very good day overall.

I'm still struggling with the terrible problem that I have,which is uttering angry,hateful and hurtful things under my breath.I want to stop doing this.I simply don't know how to stop this.I want to stop this because I don't want to hurt anyone,including myself.I also don't want to lose anything that's important to me,such as my family relations,which are very important to me,and my job,which is also very important to me.I want to stop,contain and overcome this terrible problem.I keep asking for some helpful advice on how to stop this problem,but nobody has left anything in the comments section that can help me.If there is anyone out there who also struggled with this same terrible problem,please share what helped you overcome this within the comments section because it might help me.Please share what has helped you.I also would appreciate that all of you continue praying for me.Please pray that I overcome this problem because I do want to.I don't want this owning me.Please pray for me and please leave me some helpful advice within the comments section.Thanks for your help and support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow is church as usual.I hope that the whole day goes well for me.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,I woke up in the early morning and had my usual coffee.After my coffee,I washed up quickly and got dressed.I headed for work.

The work day went well.After it was over,I headed straight home.

When I got home,I relaxed for a while and I headed for a local doctor's office to get checked out for a minor problem.After that,I picked up a prescription and I headed straight home.

When I got home,I showered quickly and had a light evening meal.I also did my personal PC work.Later on,as it was getting late and I was getting sleepy,I prepared for my evening retirement.A very good day overall.

Please continue praying for me as I'm still struggling with this terrible problem of saying angry,hateful and hurtful things under my breath.I would appreciate any helpful advice on how I can contain and overcome this terrible problem,alongside the prayerful support.Thanks for your support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow is the start of the weekend.I hope that it goes well.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,I woke up in the early morning and had my usual coffee.After my coffee,I washed up real quickly and got dressed.I headed for work.

The work day went well.After it was over,I did a little bit of shopping and after that,Ipicked up a prescription refill.I then headed straight home.

When I got home,I relaxed for a bit,but later realized that I forgot my cell phone at work.I went back to pick it up and headed back home.

When I got home,I relaxed for a while and did my personal PC work.After that,I showered quickly and did some more personal PC work.I later prepared for my evening retirement.A very good day overall.

Please continue praying for me.Please leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks for your continued support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow is another work day.I hope that the day goes well.After that,it's the weekend.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,I woke up in the morning and had my usual coffee.After my coffee,I washed up real quickly and got dressed.I headed for work.

The work day went well.After it was over,I headed straight home.

When I got home,I relaxed for a bit and did my personal PC work.After that,I showered quickly as I really needed to clean up.After that,I did some more personal PC work.

I relaxed for much longer as I was really tired from the hard work day.I watched a video online and later on,I did some more personal PC work.Later on,I prepared to retire for the evening.A very good day overall.

I am still struggling with the terrible problem that I have with uttering angry,hateful and hurtful things under my breath to myself.I want to stop,but don't know how.I have been asking for helpful advice on how I can stop this,but nobody has left any helpful advice within the comments section.I want to stop this terrible problem before I hurt anyone,including myself.I also don't want to ruin nor lose any important and wonderful relationships that I have with my family and my friends.If anyone out there has struggled with this problem,please share what helped you contain and overcome this problem.I am willing to try anything.I'm desperate.I want to stop.Please share what has helped any of you if you also struggled with this problem.I would greatly appreciate that.I also would appreciate that all of you continue praying for me.Your prayerful support is also very important to me.Also,please leave any helpful advice within the comments section.Thanks to all of you for your support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow is a work day.I hope that the day goes well.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,I woke up early and I had my usual coffee.After my coffee,I washed up real quickly and got dressed.I headed for work.

The work day today went better than yesterday.After it was over,I headed straight home.

When I got home,I showered quickly and did a little bit of personal PC work.After that,I put some clothes on and I headed for a local library to have a Holy Bible study,but the person conducting the study canceled the study and after leaving,I stopped at a local Wendy's to buy a light evening meal.After that,I headed straight home.

When I got home,I ate what I bought and watched a video online.After that,I finished my personal PC work.After that was done,I relaxed and prepared to retire for the evening.A very good day overall.

Please continue praying for me as I'm still struggling with saying terrible things under my breath and I want to stop it.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support.I need some helpful advice on how I can stop this terrible problem.I also need prayerful support.Please pray that I contain and overcome this terrible problem.Thanks to all of you for your support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow is a work day.I hope that the day goes well.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving onward.

Today,I woke up in the early morning and had my usual coffee.After my coffee,I washed up real quickly and got dressed.I headed for work.

The work day went terribly.It started out promising,but later on in the early afternoon,I was the victim of a cruel prank.A few of the male clients lied that I walked into the client ladies restroom without knocking and without asking if anyone was in there,which wasn't true.This really threw me and although I was confronted and I told the confronting staff that I did indeed knock on the door and did ask politely if anyone was in there.This really disillusioned me and made me sad as well as angry.Fortunately,I went through the rest of the day,but I still felt the negative emotions all the way through.I was glad when the day was over and I signed out at quitting time.I headed straight home.

When I got home,I relaxed and took it easy for the rest of the day and I also did my personal PC work.I also listened to some music and did some more personal PC work.Later on,I prepared for my evening retirement.A very terrible day overall.

Tonight,please continue praying for me as I'm going through some terribly negative emotions as a result of what happened today.I am also still hoping to overcome this terrible problem that I have of saying angry,hateful,hurtful and nasty things under my breath.I still need helpful advice on how I can stop this.Please continue praying for me.I also would appreciate some helpful advice on how I can contain this terrible problem that I have within the comments section.Thanks to all of you for your support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow is another work day.I hope that it goes better than the terrible day that I had today.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,I woke up in the early morning and had my usual coffee.After my coffee,I washed up real quickly and got dressed up in a suit.I headed for church for both the morning's Holy Bible study class and the worship service afterwards.

Both the class and the worship service were wonderful.After some wonderful fellowship,I headed straight home.

When I got home,I changed from my suit into casual clothes.I also quickly did my personal PC work.After that,I went out to a local pizzeria and bought a few slices of pizza.After that,I got gas and headed out to a park for some air and I ate my pizza slices.After staying there for a while,I headed straight home.

When I got home,I relaxed and did some more personal PC work.I relaxed and had a light evening meal and did a little bit more personal PC work.I then later prepared to retire for the evening.A wonderful and eventful day overall.

I'm still struggling with this terrible problem of saying angry,hateful and hurtful things under my breath.As I've been saying,I need some helpful advice on how I can stop this terrible problem.I want to stop this because as I've also said,I don't want to hurt anyone,including myself.I also don't want to ruin any positive relationships that I have.such as with my relatives and friends.I also don't want to lose my job as a result of this terrible problem.I work at a drug/alcohol rehab facility and that is why I want to permanently can this problem.I don't want the clients staying there to think that I'm uttering these terrible things under my breath about them.They could tell my supervisor at my job and that could lead to me getting terminated.I don't want to lose my job as I enjoy my job and the clients there appreciate the work that I do there for them.If anyone has any helpful advice that they can share,please do so.If anyone out there has had this same problem and succeeded in stopping and overcoming it,please share what worked for you.It could work for me.I'm desperate and willing to try anything to stop this problem permanently.Please share what has helped for you if anyone out there has had this problem.I'm not a hateful person really.I just have this terrible problem of saying these terrible hateful and hurtful things under my breath.I'm also supposed to be a Christian as I do regularly attend church and also have a share in things within the church,which I enjoy doing.Please share what has helped you.I also would appreciate that all of you continue praying for me.I also need prayerful support as much as I need positive verbal support.Please share anything helpful within the comments section.Please continue offering prayers on my behalf that I overcome this problem and contain it for good.Thanks to all of you for your continued support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow is a work day.I hope that the day goes well.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,I woke up in the mid morning and had my usual coffee.After that,I quickly did my personal PC work.After that was done,I washed up and shaved real quickly.After that,I did a little bit of cleaning work around the house.I then got dressed as I had to leave the house to do a few things.

I first dropped off some free newspapers at a few people's houses.I then had a light meal at a local restaurant.After that,I headed straight home.

When I got home,I resumed doing some cleaning work and after that was finished,I showered quickly and did some more personal PC work.I then had a light evening meal and relaxed while doing some more personal PC work.I then later prepared to retire for the evening.A pretty good day overall.

Please continue praying for me.I'm still struggling with this problem of saying angry,hateful and hurtful things under my breath.I hate myself as a result of this terrible habit and problem.I don't want to hurt anyone,including myself.I need any form of helpful advice that I can get.I keep asking for this,but nobody leaves anything in the comments section that can hopefully help me.As I said and I will say again,if anyone has had this problem that I have,I would like for you to share what worked for you in combating and overcoming this particular problem.I'm open to anything suggested by all of you.Please help me.I want to stop this particular problem and again,please share what has helped any of you who has also had this particular problem.I'm seeking any helpful advice as well as prayerful support that I also combat and overcome this problem.Please continue praying for me and also,please share any helpful advice in the comments section.Thanks to all of you for your support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow is church as usual and I hope that the rest of the day goes well for me.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,I woke up in the early morning and had my usual coffee.After my coffee,I washed up real quickly and got dressed.I headed for work.

The work day went well.After it was over,I picked up a few things from the storage facility and paid the rent on the facility.After that,I headed straight home.

When I got home,I relaxed for a bit and took it easy.I was feeling tired and needed the rest.

After a while,I went out to the local Super Wal-Mart to pick up a few things.After that,I picked up a few more things at a local Dollar Tree and then,I bought some food for dinner at a local Wendy's and a couple of things at a local 7-11.I headed straight home after that.

When I got home,I relaxed and ate what I had bought at Wendy's and even watched a video online.I then did my personal PC work.After that,I prepared to retire for the evening.A very good day overall.

Please continue praying for me and please leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.I need some helpful advice on how I can stop this terrible problem that I have uttering angry,hateful and hurtful things under my breath.I want to stop and I need some helpful advice on how I can.Please leave me anything helpful in the comments section.Thanks for your support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow is the start of the weekend.I hope that it goes well.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,I woke up in the early morning and had my usual coffee.After my coffee,I washed up real quickly and got dressed.I headed for work.

The work day went well.After it was over,I headed straight home.

When I got home,I relaxed for a while.It was great to relax and take it easy for a while.

Later on,my sister left and I did my personal PC work.I then showered and after showering,I ate a light evening meal and did some more personal PC work.I later prepared for my evening retirement.A very good day overall.

I am still asking for prayerful support and positive verbal support within the comments section.I'm still struggling with this terrible problem that I have of saying angry,hateful and hurtful things under my breath.I want to stop this before I hurt others,including myself.If anyone can offer some helpful advice on how I can stop this,please share within the comments section.I'm desperate for anything that can help me stop this terrible habit.I don't want nothing to happen that could cost me very important people in my life,in particular,my family and friends and also most importantly,my job.Please continue praying for me that I stop this problem.I also would still appreciate some positive verbal support within the comments section.Thanks for your support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow is another work day.I hope that the day goes well.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,I woke up in the early morning and had my usual coffee.After my coffee,I washed up real quick and got dressed.I headed for work.

The work day went better than yesterday,though it was still a tough day.After it was over,I headed straight home.

When I got home,I relaxed for a while and took it easy as I was really beat from a hard day working.I simply sat down and relaxed.It was also a nice day and very hot.

After that,I did my personal PC work.I also showered and did some more personal PC work.After that,I prepared to retire for the evening.A very good,though a little tough,day,overall.

I'm still struggling with this terrible problem of saying angry,hateful and hurtful things under my breath.Please continue praying for me that I stop and overcome this terrible problem soon.I really do want to stop,but don't know how.I am desperate for some helpful advice on how I can stop and overcome this terrible problem.I want to stop this before I wind up hurting anyone,including myself.I also could lose very important relationships that I have with my family and my friends,but most importantly,I also could lose my job.Please continue praying for me and also,I would appreciate some helpful advice within the comments section.Thanks to all of you for your support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow is a work day.I hope that the day goes well for me.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,I woke up in the early morning and had coffee.After my coffee,I washed up real quick and got dressed.I headed for work.

The work day was very tough and difficult today.After it was over,I went and did some shopping,paid a bill and even dropped off a few things and picked up something from the storage unit.I then headed straight home.

When I got home,I helped get some stuff to the curb for garbage day and even helped with a few other things.I then had a light evening meal and I did my personal PC work.I then prepared to retire for the evening.A very stressful and difficult day overall.

Please continue praying for me as I'm still struggling with this terrible habit of saying angry,hateful and hurtful things under my breath.I want to stop,but don't know how.I also need some helpful advice,which can be shared within the comments section.Thanks to all of you and Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow is a work day and I hope that the day goes better than today.FJ

Tonight.I'm feeling extremely tired.I can barely type this.Please continue praying for me.Please leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.I still need all the support that I can get as I'm still struggling with the terrible problem that I've been sharing for a while.Thanks for your support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,I woke up in the early morning and had coffee.After my coffee,I washed up and shaved real quickly.I then got dressed in a suit and headed for church for both the morning's Holy Bible study class and the worship service afterwards.

Both the class and the worship service were wonderful.After some wonderful fellowship,I headed over to a local Burger King for a quick lunch.After that,I headed straight home.

When I got home,I changed from my suit into casual clothes and did my personal PC work.After that,I finished some cleaning up in the house and also took some construction waste somewhere to have it dumped.I also took some stuff to the storage facility that I'm renting.After that,I had a light evening meal that I had on the way home and then headed straight home.

When I got home,I let the dog out and vacuumed the whole downstairs and after letting the dog back in,I wiped down the bathroom.After that,I did more personal PC work.After that,I showered quickly as I did sweat a lot doing all of that hard work today.I then relaxed and did some more personal PC work.I later prepared for my evening retirement.A wonderful and eventful day overall.

I'm still struggling with this terrible problem of saying angry,hateful and hurtful things under my breath.I am beginning to hate myself as a result of this terrible problem that I have.I really want to stop this terrible thing that I'm doing.I don't want to hurt anyone as a result of this terrible problem that I have,including myself.I keep asking that if anyone has any helpful advice on how I can stop this terrible problem.So far,nobody has shared anything helpful within the comments section and it's making me sad.Doesn't anyone out there want to help me?Doesn't anyone out there have any helpful advice for me?If anyone else has had this problem and has successfully overcome it,what worked for you?Maybe what worked for you can work for me.Please share any helpful advice within the comments section.I also would appreciate that all of you continue praying for me that I also successfully overcome this terrible problem that I have.I want to stop.I'm also desperate.Please share what has worked for you if anyone out there has also struggled with this particular thing.I'm willing to try anything to stop this terrible problem.Both your helpful advice and your prayerful support are truly appreciated.Thanks for your continued support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow is the start of the new work week.I hope that it goes well for me.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,I woke up early and had coffee.After my coffee,I quickly did my personal PC work.After that was done,I quickly went to do some cleaning out of a closet that was upstairs in the house.I bought almost everything to a storage facility that I'm renting.After that was done,I did a little shopping and headed straight home.

When I got home,I changed into pajama pants and did some more personal PC work.After that,I had a light evening meal.I later prepared to retire for the evening.A pretty good day overall.

I am still struggling with this terrible problem that I have.I can't seem to stop saying angry,hateful and hurtful things under my breath.I don't really mean the things I'm saying under my breath.I really don't mean them,but I'm afraid that if I don't stop this terrible thing soon,I might wind up unintentionally hurting other people,including myself.This is a terrible thing that I have.I really want to stop,but don't know how.I have been asking for advice from all of you who view my blog,but nobody has left anything with the comments section that could help me.I am really desperate here.I need help real badly.If anyone out there who has had this same problem,I want to know what worked for any of you.What did you do to combat the problem?I really want to know.I am thinking that maybe what worked for you might work for me.Please share any helpful advice within the comments section.I would really appreciate that.This is a very terrible problem that I have and I want to stop myself before I wind up hurting others,including myself.I also would appreciate that all of you would continue praying for me.I need all the prayerful support that I can get.Please pray for me that I stop and overcome this problem before the worst thing happens.Please pray that I overcome this problem.Thanks for your support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow is church as usual.I also have other things that I need to do.I hope that the day goes well for me.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,I woke up in the early morning and had coffee.After my coffee,I washed up real quickly and got dressed.I headed for work.

The work day went well.After it was over,I headed straight home.

When I got home,I relaxed for much of the afternoon and later on,I had a light evening meal.I also did my personal PC work.I also went out to buy a few things at a local 7-11.I headed back home and relaxed for a while and did some more personal PC work.I later prepared for my evening retirement.A very good day overall.

Please continue praying for me.I am still struggling with this terrible problem of saying angry,hateful and hurtful things under my breath.I want to stop,but don't know how.I have been asking for helpful advice,but nobody has shared any to me.Please share helpful advice.If anyone else has ever struggled with this same problem,how was it overcome.Please share within the comments section.Please continue to pray for me also.Thanks for your help and support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow is the weekend.I have plans and I'm hoping that everything works out fine.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,I woke up in the early morning and had my usual coffee.After my coffee,I washed up real quickly and got dressed.I headed for work.

The work day went well.It was a quiet day for a change.After it was over,I headed straight home.

When I got home,I relaxed for a while and did my personal PC work.

Later on,after a light evening meal,I did some more personal PC work.Later on,I prepared for my evening retirement.A very good day overall.

Tonight,I need prayerful support.Yes,I do.I'm still struggling with this problem that I have with saying angry and hateful things under my breath.I'm still not able to stop this terrible problem that I have.I want to stop this terrible problem,but feel that I can't stop this.I've been asking for helpful advice,but so far,nobody has come to bat and offered anything helpful.I am in desperate need of any helpful advice.I need it so bad.Please provide the helpful advice that I so desperately need within the comments section.I really need some helpful advice very badly.Please provide me with advice.If anyone out there has also struggl3ed with this same problem,please share what helped you overcome this problem.I'm in desperate need of anything that helps.Please continue to pray that I overcome this problem and break free from it.I also would appreciate some helpful advice within the comments section.Thanks to all of you for your advice and support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow is a work day.I hope that the day goes well.After that,it's the weekend.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,i woke up early and had my usual coffee.After my coffee,I washed up real quickly and got dressed.I headed for work.

The work day was quiet for much of the day,but did get hostile in the early afternoon when two clients had an argument when one of them said a prejudicial remark towards the other.I was just glad when the end of the day came and I headed straight home.

When I got home,I relaxed and showered.I then later went back out to get something to eat at a local 7-11 and headed straight home.

When I got home,I ate what I bought and I did my personal PC work.I later prepared to retire for the evening.A pretty fair day overall.

Please continue praying for me and please leave me positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks to all of you for your support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow is a work day,which I hope goes well.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,I woke up early and had coffee.I then washed up real quickly and got dressed.I headed for work.

The work day wasn't very good for me.Someone at the facility exploded and yelled at one of the staffers,including the use of extreme profanity and threats of violence against the staffer.I was almost caught in it when the persona nearly hit me when she waved her arms and hands.I did get through the work,though not with the best of moods.I headed straight home when the work day was over.

When I got home,I did some work in the backyard and relaxed.I later showered and after a light meal,I did my personal PC work.I then later prepared for my evening retirement.A very difficult day overall.

Please continue praying for me and please leave me some helpful comments within the comments section.Thanks for your support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow is another work day.I hope that it will be better than today.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,I woke up in the early morning and had my usual coffee.After my coffee,I washed up real quickly and got dressed.I headed for work.

The work day was a little complicated,but I managed to get through it.After it was over,I headed straight home.

When I got home,I relaxed for a while and went back out to buy a few things for a light evening meal.I headed back home.

When I got home,I ate my light evening meal while watching a video online.After that,I did my personal PC work.Later on,I prepared to retire for the evening.A complicated,but not too bad of a day,overall.

Please continue praying for me as I'm still struggling with this problem that I have of uttering angry,hateful and nasty things under my breath.I want to stop this problem,but don't know how.Please leave me some helpful advice within the comments section as I really need some right now,alongside prayerful support.Thanks for your support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow is another work day.I hope that the day goes well.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,I woke up in the early morning and had my usual coffee.After my coffee,I washed up real quickly and got dressed up in a suit.I headed for church for both the morning's Holy Bible study class and the worship service afterwards.

Both the class and the worship service were wonderful.After some wonderful fellowship,I headed straight home.

When I got home,I got out of my suit and I relaxed for a bit.I did my personal PC work and after that,I cleaned the bathroom and cleaned the coffee maker.After that,I got dressed in casual clothes and headed out for a bit.

I bought a few slices of pizza at a local pizzeria.I then went somewhere to eat them and after that,I dropped off a few free newspapers at a few people's houses.After that,I headed straight home.

When I got home,I relaxed again and did some more personal PC work.I then headed back out to the local Super Wal-Mart to pick up a few things and then,I went to a local Dollar Tree to pick up a few more things.I then headed straight home.

When I got home,I put the stuff that I bought away and had a light evening meal.I did some more personal PC work.Later on,as it was getting late,I prepared for my evening retirement.A wonderful and eventful day overall.

Please continue praying for me as I'm still struggling.I'm also still feeling sad and miserable due to this terrible problem that I have.I'm still saying angry,hateful and nasty things sunder my breath.I feel miserable because I can't stop.I want to stop this terrible thing.If anyone has any advice that can be helpful,please offer it and share within the comments section.I need some helpful advice.I want to stop this problem,but don't know how.Please help me.I'm desperate.I want to stop.I also need to stop before I hurt anyone,including myself.Again,if anyone has any helpful advice that they can offer and share,please do so within the comments section.I also still need prayerful support as well.Thanks to all of you for your support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow is the start of the new work week.I hope that all goes well.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,I woke up in the late morning and had my usual coffee.After that,I washed up real quickly and got dressed.

I headed out to pick up the vacuum cleaner after dropping it off last week for repairs.After that,I stopped at the public library to do some quick personal PC work.After that was done,I headed straight home.

When I got home,I vacuumed a little and helped out with the cleaning around the house.After that,I relaxed for a while and did some more personal PC work.

After a light meal,I did the dishes and did some more personal PC work.Later on,as it was getting late,I prepared to retire for the evening.A pretty good day overall.

Please continue praying for me as I'm still struggling.I am still feeling sad and depressed over this terrible problem that I have with uttering angry,nasty and hurtful things under my breath.I want to stop doing this thing,but don't know how.If anyone out there has some helpful advice that can help me,please share within the comments section.If anyone out there has struggled with this problem,please share whatever worked for you.Maybe it can work for me.I am in desperate need of helpful advice to help me stop this terrible problem before it's too late.I don't want to hurt anyone by this,including myself.Please share any helpful advice within the comments section and also,please continue your prayerful support for me as that is also greatly and sincerely appreciated.Thanks to all of you for your support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow is church as usual for me.I also hope that the rest of the day works out well for me,too.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,I woke up in the early morning and had my usual coffee.After my coffee,I washed up real quickly and got dressed.I headed for work.

The work day went well.I headed straight home after work.

When I got home,I relaxed for a bit and I also shaved.I then headed back out to withdraw some money from the bank and I headed straight home.

When I got home,I relaxed for a bit and I then headed back out to pick up a few things at the local Super Wal-Mart and I then headed straight home.

When I got home,I showered quickly and I then had a light evening meal.After a while,I prepared to retire for the evening.A very good day overall.

Please continue praying for me and Also,I would appreciate some positive verbal support within the comments section.Thanks to all of you for your continued support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow is the start of the weekend.I hope that all goes well for me.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,I woke up in the early morning and had my usual coffee.After my coffee,I washed up real quickly and got dressed.I headed for work.

The work day went well,but a little complicated.After it was over,I headed straight home.

When I got home,I relaxed for a while and later on,I had a light evening meal.

After eating,I did my personal PC work.I then later showered and after a while,I prepared to retire for the evening.A very good,though a little complicated,day overall.

Please continue praying for me.I'm still struggling with uttering angry and nasty things under my breath.I have not been able to stop doing this.The things that I have been saying are not only nasty,but very hurtful.I don't want to hurt anyone as a result of this problem,including myself,but that is what I'm heading if I don't stop this.I also risk losing my job if anyone tells my supervisor(s) about this.I keep asking for any helpful advice,but nobody has posted anything that could be helpful in the comments section.I need both prayerful and positive verbal support.I need advice.Please share anything that might be helpful to me.I am desperate and I really want to stop this problem before I wind up hurting people that I don't want to hurt,including myself.Thanks to all of you.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow is a work day.I hope that all goes well.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,I woke up in the early morning and had my usual coffee.After my coffee,I washed up real quickly and got dressed.I headed for work.

The work day was complicated,but I managed to make it to the end of the day.After it was all over,I headed straight home.

When I got home,I relaxed and took it easy for a while.

I had a light evening meal and I did my personal PC work.Later on,I showered quickly and did some more personal PC work.Later on,I prepared to retire for the evening.A complicated,but not too bad,day overall.

Please continue praying for me as I'm still struggling with the terrible habit of saying hurtful and terrible things in anger under my breath,which I do indeed and seriously want to stop.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks to all of you for your support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow is another work day.I hope that the day goes well.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,I woke up in the early morning and had my usual coffee.After my coffee,I washed up real quickly and got dressed.I headed for work.

The work day went well.After it was over,I headed straight home.

When I got home,I relaxed as I had a headache and my stomach also was hurting.I did my personal PC work and after that,I showered quickly and did some more personal PC work.

Later on,I headed to a local McDonald's for a light meal and after that,I headed straight home.

When I got home,I changed into pajamas and did some more personal PC work before preparing to retire for the evening.A very good day overall.

Please continue praying for me as I'm still feeling miserable and sad for this problem that I have,which is saying hateful,inappropriate and nasty things under my breath.Pray that I stop this soon as I don't want to hurt anyone,including myself.I also would still appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks to all of you for your support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow is another work day.I hope that all goes well.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road `to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,I woke up in the early morning and had coffee.After my coffee,I washed up real quickly and got dressed.I headed for work.

The work day went well,though it was tiring and stressful.After it was all over,I dropped off some stuff at the storage facility and headed straight home.

When I got home,I relaxed and did my personal PC work.After that,I showered quickly and put my pajama pants on.I did some more personal PC work.Later on,as it was getting late and I was getting tired,I prepared to retire for the evening.A Very good day overall.

Tonight,I'm still in need of prayerful support from all of you.I'm still feeling miserable and sad from the hateful and unpleasant things that I've been saying under my breath.I want to stop doing this,but don't know how.I am again asking for any helpful advice that could help me,especially if any of you out there have had this problem as well.If you did,I want to know what you did to help resolve this problem.Maybe what worked for you can work for me.I am desperate and I will try anything offered.I also still need prayerful support from all of you.Please continue praying for me and also pray that I stop this disgusting problem that I have.I want to stop before I hurt anyone by this and also,before I hurt myself at the same time.I need prayers and also,please leave me some positive verbal support in the forms of spiritual upbuilding and encouraging words.Please share whatever could be helpful to me if it was helpful to you.I am desperate and need serious help right now.Thanks to all of you for your continued support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow is a work day and I hope that all goes well.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,I woke up in the early morning and had my usual coffee.After my coffee,I washed up real quickly and got dressed up in a suit.I headed for church for both the morning's Holy Bible study class and the worship service afterwards.

Both the class and the worship service were wonderful.After some wonderful fellowship,I stopped at a used record store in the vicinity,but couldn't find anything that I was looking for.I headed straight home after that.

When I got home,I relaxed for a while and did my personal PC work.After that,I went out to get a few slices of pizza at a local pizzeria.I then got gas at a local gas station and headed straight home.

When I got home,I did some more personal PC work and had a light evening meal.After a while,I showered and went back out to a local Dollar Tree store to pick up a few things.After that,I headed straight home.

When I got home,I relaxed for a bit and did some more personal PC work.Later on,as it was getting late,I prepared for my evening retirement.A wonderful and eventful day overall.

Please continue to keep me in your prayers.I need prayerful support very much.I'm still feeling miserable and sad as a result of the hateful and hurtful things that I've been saying under my breath.I want and need to stop this thing.I don't want to hurt anyone nor myself as a result of this terrible thing.I am again appealing to all of you out there who regularly read what I post here.Please share some helpful advice that might be of help to me.I really need and want to stop this terrible thing.I want to stop myself because I don't want to hurt anyone nor myself as a result of all of these terrible things that I've been saying under my breath.Please continue praying for me.Please leave me anything helpful within the comments section.I really need positive verbal support to help me stop and contain this terrible problem for good.Thanks to all of you.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow is a work day.I hope that all goes well.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,I woke up in the mid morning and had coffee.After my coffee,I washed up real quickly and shaved,I also did some sweeping in the dining room.I then did my personal PC work.After that.I got dressed and headed out to do a few things.

I first went to the post office to drop off some packages to be returned to where they came from.I then dropped out the vacuum cleaner at a vacuum cleaner repair place.After that,I had a couple slices of pizza for a quick lunch.I then headed straight home.

When I got home,I relaxed for a while and cleaned the bathroom.I also did some more personal PC work.

Later on,I had a light evening meal and did some more personal PC work.I later prepared for my evening retirement.A pretty good day overall.

Please continue to keep me in your prayers as I really need prayerful support.Yes,I really need prayerful support right now.I'm still struggling and I'm still feeling miserable from all the terrible hateful things that I've been saying under my breath to myself.I also would still appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks for your support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow is church as usual.I hope that the rest of the day goes well.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,I woke up in the early morning and had coffee.After my coffee,I washed up real quickly and got dressed.I headed for work.

The work day went well.After it was over,I headed straight home.

When I got home,I relaxed for a while and did my personal PC work.After that,I went out for something to eat and after that,I went to get some gas.I then headed for a local 7-11 and picked up a couple of ice cream cones.I then headed straight home.

When I got home,I showered quickly and after that,I watched a couple of videos online.I then did some more personal PC work.Later on,as it was getting late,I prepared for my evening retirement.A very good day overall.

Tonight,I'm still feeling miserable.I am still saying hateful things under my breath to myself.I also feel sad and depressed.I want to stop saying these hateful and hurtful things.If anyone has any ideas on how I can do so,please share within the comments section.I really need some helpful verbal support,especially any ideas on how I can stop saying these terrible things.I really do want to stop and I need any helpful advice.Please share within the comments section.Thanks.

I also still need prayerful support.I need prayers very much.Please continue praying for me as I need to stop saying these terrible things.Again,please continue praying for me and leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks to all of you.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow is the start of the weekend.With the exception of church as usual on Sunday,I have nothing planned,but I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.FJ

Tonight,my head is hurting terribly and I'm also tired.Please continue praying for me and please leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks.FJ

Tonight,I'm feeling extremely tired.I had a hard day today and I can barely write this.Will post more tomorrow.Please continue to keep me in your prayers and please leave me some positive verbal encouragement.Thanks for your support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,I woke up early and had coffee.After my coffee,I washed up real quickly and got dressed.I headed for work.

The work day went well.After it was over,I headed straight home.

When I got home,I relaxed for a bit and later on,I had a light evening meal.

After eating,I did my personal PC work and also went out to get a few things at a local 7-11.I then did some more personal PC work when I came home.I also watched a video online.Later on,as it was getting late,I prepared to retire for the evening.A very good day overall.

Please continue to pray for me as I'm still feeling sad and miserable as a result of the hateful and nasty things that I've been saying under my breath.I also would appreciate some positive spiritual upbuilding and encouraging words within the comments section.I need both types of support right now.Thanks for your continued support.Thanks also to booth my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow is another work day and I hope that all goes well.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,I woke up in the early morning and had coffee.After my coffee,I got dressed and headed for work.

The work day went well.After picking up a prescription refill,I headed straight home.

When I got home,I relaxed for a while and did my personal PC work.After that.I headed back out to pick up something for dinner.After that,I headed straight home.

When I got home,I ate my take-out meal and watched a video online.I also did some more personal PC work before preparing for my evening retirement.A very good day overall.

I am still not feeling well emotionally as a result of the hateful and nasty things I've said under my breath.Please continue to pray that I feel better soon and that I heal from these damaged emotions.I also would still appreciate some positive verbal support within the comments section.Thanks for your support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow is another work day.I hope that all goes well.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,I woke up in the early morning and I showered quickly.After my shower,I got dressed up in a suit and I headed for church for both the morning's Holy Bible study class and the worship service afterwards.

Both the class and the worship service were wonderful.After some wonderful fellowship with my fellow worshipers,I headed for a local Wendy's for a light lunch and headed straight home.

When I got home,I changed from my suit and into pajama pants.I quickly did my personal PC work.After that,I cleaned 3/4 of the bathroom and after that,I went to another church in another area of the county for a charity spaghetti dinner,which was wonderful.After that,I headed straight home.

When I got home,I relaxed for a while and finished cleaning the bathroom.I also did some more personal PC work.Later on,as it was getting late,I prepared to retire for the evening.A wonderful and eventful day overall.

Though it was a wonderful and eventful day,I am still not feeling well emotionally.It has been because of all the hateful and nasty things that I've been saying under my breath to myself.These things have been directed at members of my own family and a few others that I have anger for.I really want to stop this terrible thing.I don't know how.I need all the helpful advice that I can get.I really do want to stop this terrible thing that I'm doing.I want to stop before I end up hurting other people's feelings and also,save myself from getting hurt by all of this.If anyone has anything helpful advice to offer and share,please do so.I am really seeking and in need of any helpful advice or ideas on how I can stop this.Please leave any helpful advice or ideas within the comments section.I would greatly appreciate that.I would be very grateful if anyone out there reading can share what has been helpful for them if they had this very same problem as well.Please share any helpful advice that can be a big help to me.If what you did to stop this problem has worked for you,please share and maybe it'll work for me as well.Thanks.

I also still need prayerful support from all of you as well.Yes,your prayerful support is also still very important to me as well.The more prayers that I get,the better.Thanks in advance and Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow is a work day.I hope that all goes well for me.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,I woke up in the mid morning and had my usual coffee.After my coffee,I washed up real quickly and got dressed in casual clothes.I did my personal PC work and after that,I had a piece of cake with my nephew and my sister in the house.After he left,I did a little bit more personal PC work.I then headed out to drop off some free newspapers at a few people's houses.I also bought a few things at the local Super Wal-Mart and got some gas in my tank and headed straight home.

When I got home,I relaxed for a bit and had a light evening meal.After eating,I did some more personal PC work.I relaxed for a while until it was tome for me to retire for the evening.A pretty good day overall.

Tonight,I'm still not feeling good emotionally.It's from all the hateful and nasty things that I have said under my breath during this week.I don't know how I'm going to feel better.As I've said,I'm not a hateful person,but some of the things that I've said under my breath have been very hateful and also hurtful.I want to stop this terrible habit of saying hateful and nasty things under my breath.I don't know how to stop doing this.I have been asking for advice on how,but nobody has replied.I'm desperate here.I want to stop,but I need helpful advice on how I can.I want to stop before I unintentionally hurt other people's feelings or lose important relationships that I have with my relatives or even worse,before I lose my job at the facility that I work at,which I don't want to have happen.Please anyone out there reading this.I really need some helpful advice.I feel like I'm talking to dead air as nobody leaves anything within the comments section.Please leave me some helpful advice within the comments section.How am I supposed to know what to do if nobody leaves me anything within the comments section?Please do so.I'm serious about wanting to know how to stop this terrible thing that I'm doing.Please leave me some helpful advice within the comments section.Thanks.

I also continue to ask all of you to please continue praying for me.I need prayerful support as much as I need some positive verbal support.Thanks in advance for your prayerful support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow is church as usual.I hope that the rest of the day is beneficial to me as well.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,I woke up in the early morning and had my usual coffee.After my coffee,I washed up quickly and got dressed.I headed for work.

The work day went well.After it was all over,I headed for the local U-Haul to pay on the storage facility.I then went to the local Super Wal-Mart To pick up a few things.I headed straight home after that.

When I got home,I put the stuff that I bought away and relaxed.I later had a light evening meal and I did my personal PC work.Later on,I prepared for my evening retirement.A very good day overall.

Please continue praying for me and please leave me some positive verbal support within the comments section.Thanks for your support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow is the start of the weekend.With the exception of church on Sunday,I have nothing planned,but I hope that what I choose to do gives me positive benefits.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving onward.

Today,I woke up in the early morning and had my usual coffee.After my coffee,I washed up real quickly and got dressed.I headed for work.

The work day went well.After it was all over,I stopped at a local 7-11 for a small slurpee and headed straight home.

When I got home,I showered quickly and shaved.I then put my clothes back on and headed for a local church for a free dinner,which went well.After it was over,I headed for a gas station to get some gas and drove around for a bit.After that,I headed straight home.

When I got home,I realized that I forgot to do a couple of things,which I did once I got home and after they were done,I headed back home to change into pajamas and did my personal PC work.I also watched a few videos on YouTube and when it was time,I prepared to retire for the evening.A very good day overall.

Right now,as a result of all the hateful things that I have been saying under my breath to myself,I am actually at the point where I hate myself.I know that I shouldn't say this,but I can't help feeling the way that I feel.There has been so much negative family drama within my life and it's been getting worse.I'm feeling worse and worse by the day.It has been a crushing bind on me that I still don't know whether I'm coming or going.I feel like I'm stuck in the middle of the road.I don't know which way to go or what to do.I am still saying hateful things under my breath and I feel that I don't know how to stop.I do want to stop.I'm very serious about me wanting to stop this.I simply don't know how.All of the things in my life,such as the negative family drama,the clients at my work place always getting on my case and at times,getting very argumentative when it comes to the rules of the facility,feeling angry at a few family members who are a part of this family drama and even the anger that I still feel at my own father for his physical and emotional abuse of me and even the non-acknowledgement of my paternal grandmother.I have so much emotional baggage on my shoulders.It's really bringing me down and negatively overwhelming me.Not only has it been a crushing bind on me,but it has also been a crushing and heavy weight upon me,especially on my mind.I just want this terrible family drams to stop.I also want these hateful and nasty things that have been flooding my mind to go away and stay away.I want to stop saying these things.I want them to simply go away and never come back.

If anyone out there has any advice to offer,please share it within the comments section.I'm open to anything offered.I want to stop this and I also want these hateful and terrible things to stop flooding my mentality.

Please continue praying for me.I really need all the prayerful support that I can get.Please continue praying for me.As stated,I also need some positive verbal support that might/will help me stop saying these terrible things.Thanks for your support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow is a work day.I hope that all goes well.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,I woke up in the early morning and had my usual coffee.After my coffee,I washed up quickly and got dressed.I headed for work.

The work day went well.After it was over,I headed straight home.

When I got home,I did a little bit of work in the house.I even ran an errand by going to a local supermarket to pick up a few needed things for dinner.

When I got home,I relaxed and did 4/5 of my personal PC work.I then had a light evening meal and did some more personal PC work.I then prepared for my evening retirement.A very good day overall.

Please continue praying for me.Please leave me some encouraging words and spiritual upbuiling in the comments section.Thanks to all of you.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow is a work day.I hope that all goes well.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,I woke up in the early morning and had my usual coffee.After my coffee,I washed up and got dressed.I headed for work.

The work day went well.After it was over,I headed straight home.

When I got home,I helped my sister with some work of getting rid of drywall.After that was done,I relaxed and waited a while to shower after that.I did my personal PC work work while waiting and showered later on.After showering,I had a light evening meal and I did some more personal PC work.I later prepared to retire for the evening.A very good day overall.

Today,I said a few more hateful nasty things under my breath.Please continue praying for me as I really need to stop doing this.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks for your continued support.Thanks also to both my heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow is a work day.I hope that all goes well.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,I woke up in the early morning and had my usual coffee.After my coffee,I washed up quickly and got dressed.I headed for work.

The work day went well.After it was over,I headed for the bank to withdraw cash and after that,I headed straight home.

When I got home,I changed a little bit of clothing and headed out again.I got some gas and took a drive for a while.I then picked up a take-out meal from a local Wendy's and headed straight home.

When I got home,I ate my meal and watched a video on the web while doing so.After that,I did my personal PC work.After that was done,I showered quickly and did some more personal PC work.I later planned to retire for the evening as I was getting tired.A very good day overall.

I shared yesterday about saying hateful things under my breath in an angry sort of way.Today,I said some of the same hateful things again.It was towards my own relatives.I felt terribly miserable after that.I also felt sad and depressed.I still don't know what's wrong with me.I still don't know whether I'm coming or going.I want to stop saying these things.I'm not a hateful person,but the things have said under my breath make me look like the opposite of myself.It's driving me crazy.It's also making me feel miserable.I do want to stop,but don't know how.

Can somebody out there help me?

I really need some help.I'm open to anything that's useful and has worked for other people.

I also still need all the support that I can get.Please continue praying for me.I also would still appreciate some positive verbal support,in the forms of spiritual upbuilding with Holy Bible scripture and Christian styled consultation and encouraging affirming words,within the comments section.Thanks to y'all for your support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow is a work day.I hope that all goes well.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,I woke up in the early morning and had my usual coffee.After my coffee,I washed up quickly and got dressed in a suit.I headed for church for both the morning's Holy Bible study class and the worship service afterwards.

Both the class and the worship service were wonderful.After some wonderful fellowship with my fellow worshipers,I headed for a local Arby's for a quick lunch and headed straight home after that.

When I got home,I changed from my suit into casual clothes and after that,called someone who's been helping out with the remodeling and said he needed a ride,so I picked him up and dropped him off and after that,went to get a can of paint and some sanding screens and headed straight home.

When I got home,I took the paint and the sanding screens to him and went right away to do my personal PC work.After that was done,I relaxed and later,took the guy who's helping us home.

When I returned,I had a light evening meal and I did more personal PC work.I continued online watching a few videos and sending important e-mail's and then,prepared for my evening retirement.A wonderful and eventful day overall.

Tonight,I need to get something off of my mind.I have been in a rut for a while.No,it has nothing to do with my SSA struggles,but it may have little to do with them,I feel at the same time.Lately,I have been saying very hateful things under my breath.Yes,I have.I don't know why I've been doing so,but I have been.These hateful things are directed towards my own relatives and even to some of the clients at the drug/alcohol rehab facility that I work at.Fellow readers,friends and followers,I'm not a totally hateful person.But lately,I have been saying these terrible things under my breath.Again,I don't know why.I have also been saying other mean things connected with my relatives.I have been saying negative things about their annual get together's every year.I have also been saying very judgmental things about certain relatives and every time I do,I feel miserable and also,angry at myself for saying them.I also continue to say angry things to myself aiming these things at people who aren't there.This has been really shaking me up and making me hate myself and also,angry at myself at the same time.I also still get depressed whenever these things happen.It saddens me that things have been flooding my mind and that I've been saying them.I am hoping that I don't get into trouble for these things at work and most importantly,my own relatives as if they hear that I have been saying these terrible hateful things under my breath and that I yell these things to someone else in my family,I am afraid that my own family will disown me and want nothing to do with me.I can't have that happen.I also could lose my job over this and also,I can't have that happen either.Again,I'm really not a hateful person,but these hateful things that I've been saying under my breath are making me sad,miserable and angry at myself for having them.

Could it be that I still have some unresolved anger and trauma issues?

Could it also be that I hate myself for having these unnatural SSA desires that I struggle with daily?

Could it also be that I hate myself for having this terrible SSA struggle in the first place?

Could it also be that I hate myself overall for even having these terrible unnatural desires and struggle with them?

I don't know whether I'm coming or going.

I don't know what I'm going to do to stop this terrible hateful and angry tirade that I have.

The thing is that I'm supposed to be a Christian.I go to church each Sunday morning.I also go to church during the holy days of Christmas and Easter.I worship with very loving,friendly and wonderful people.I also do Holy Bible readings when I can and even share in Holy Communion with my fellow worshipers.I also volunteer by ushering by helping out with collections and Holy Communion.Christians are supposed to be loving people as much as Jesus Christ,the founder of the Christian faith,was/still is loving.Christians are also supposed to be compassionate as Jesus Christ was/still is compassionate.

The problem is that lately,as a result of this terrible tirade that I have and my SSA struggles,I have not been acting like a Christian.No,I haven't.I humbly admit it.I have been acting more like a worldly person who has distanced himself from the Christian faith and chooses to do what they want to do regardless of whether it hurts others or not.I hate that about myself.I really do hate that.

I want to stop,but don't know how.If anyone can help,please do so.I need prayerful support.I need all of you to continue praying for me.I also need all of you to continue believing in me and not give up on me.I do want to change.I do want to be a loving person.I also want to get rid of these hateful things that I have been saying.I also want to stop this angry and hateful tirade that I have.I feel miserable and angry at myself as a result of these things.

I also need some spiritual upbuiliding in the forms of Holy Bible scriptures and spiritual counseling to go with it.I also need a lot of encouraging words to go along with the spiritual upbuilding and counseling.Please leave these things within the comments section on my blog.Thanks to all of you for your support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow is the start of the new work week.I hope that all goes well with me tomorrow and onward.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,I woke up in the mid morning and had coffee.After my coffee,I washed up and shaved real quickly and got dressed.I headed out to the public library.

At the public library,I printed some pictures from my e-mail as I need to file a claim with the postal service for damaged property.I sent out some of my tapes and a portable player unit to fix and tune-up for me, but the player arrived damaged.After printing the pictures,I also did some personal stuff online,such as bill paying and all that.I also did my personal PC work while there as well.After that was done,I had a light lunch at a local pizzeria.I then headed straight home after that.

When I got home,I relaxed and helped out with some cleaning around the house and later on,I did some more personal PC work.

I later had a light evening meal and did some more personal PC work.I later prepared to retire for the evening.A pretty good day overall.

Please continue praying for me as I'm still struggling right now.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support,in the forms of spiritual upbuilding(i.e. Bible scriptures sharing and how they apply)and encouraging words.Thanks to all of you.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow is church as usual and I'm hoping to get a lot out of that.I also hope that the rest of the day goes well for me,too.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,I woke up in the early morning and had my usual coffee.After my coffee,I washed up real quickly and got dressed.I headed for work.

The work day went well.After it was over,I headed straight home.

When I got home,I relaxed and took it easy for a while.I also did my personal PC work.After that,I had a light evening meal and did some more personal PC work.I later prepared for my evening retirement.A very good day overall.

Please continue praying for me.I need all the prayerful support that I can get.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks for your support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow is the start of the weekend.With the exception of church as usual on Sunday,I have nothing else planned.I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,I woke up in the early morning and had my usual coffee.After my coffee,I washed up quickly and got dressed.I headed for work.

The work day went well,though a little stressful.After it was over,I donated some stuff at the local Salvation Army thrift store.I headed straight home after that.

When I got home,I showered quickly and put my clothes back on.I went to a local church for a free dinner and after that,I headed straight home.

When I got home,I changed into pajamas and did my personal PC work.Later on,I prepared for my evening retirement.A very good day overall.

Please continue praying for me.I need all the prayerful support that I can get from all of you.I'm still struggling and I need some loving and affirming support from all of you,both prayerful and positive verbal.Thanks to all of you for your support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow is another work day and after that,it's the weekend.I hope that the work day goes well.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,I woke up in the morning and had coffee.After my coffee,I got dressed and headed for work.

The work day went well.After it was over,I mailed out an important letter and got a money order from the bank.After that,I headed straight home.

When I got home,I relaxed for a bit and also did some moving around here and there.I also ran a small errand that needed to be run.

After a light evening meal,I quickly did my personal PC work.I then relaxed for the rest of the evening while preparing to retire for the evening.A very good day overall.

Please continue praying for me as I'm still struggling.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks for your support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow is a work day.I hope that all goes well.FJ

Tonight,I'm feeling really tired.I can barely type and can barely keep my eyes open.Please continue praying for me.Please also leave me some positive verbal support.Will write tomorrow if I'm able.Thanks.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,I woke up in the early morning and had coffee.After my coffee,I washed up quickly and got dressed.I headed for work as it was my return to work day after taking off for three paid personal days.

The work day went well.After it was over,I got gas in my gas tank and also picked up a prescription refill at the drug store.After that,I headed straight home.

When I got home,I relaxed for a while and quickly did my personal PC work.After that,I did a little bit of cleaning up and vacuumed.I then had a light evening meal and I did some more personal PC work.I then later prepared for my evening retirement.A very good day overall.

Please continue praying for me.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support,both spiritually upbuilding and encouraging words posts,within the comments section.Thanks for your continued support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow is another work day,which I hopes goes well.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,I woke up in the early morning and had coffee.After my coffee,I showered and shaved quickly.I then got dressed up in a suit and headed for church.They were having an Easter morning breakfast and Holy Communion worship service afterwards.

Both the breakfast and the worship service were wonderful.After some wonderful fellowship,I headed straight home.

When I got home,I did my personal PC work and did some cleaning up around the house.After that,I relaxed for a while and just chilled.

After a light evening meal,I did some sorting out in the kitchen and did some more personal PC work while relaxing.Later on,I prepared to retire for the evening.A wonderful and eventful day overall.

Please continue praying for me as I'm still struggling and I need all the helpful and prayerful support that I can get.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.You can spiritually upbuild me with appropriate Holy Bible scriptures and also with encouraging words.Thanks for your support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow is back to work day.I am hoping that the day goes well.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,I woke up in the early morning and had my usual coffee.After my coffee,I washed up real quickly and got dressed.I headed over to the garage to get my car fixed.

After the repairs were done,I sent out a whole bunch of my tapes to get fixed and tuned-up.After that,I headed over to a local supermarket to pick up a few needed things.I headed straight home after that.

When I got home,I cleaned out a corner cupboard in the kitchen and I also cleaned the cupboard .I then sorted out some plastic stuff and had them put back neatly.After that,I relaxed for a while and after that,I had a light evening meal.I then did my personal PC work.Later on,I prepared for my evening retirement.A very good day overall.

Please continue to pray for me.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.I need both types of support as I'm still struggling.Thanks for your support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow is Easter.I will be going to church tomorrow morning as there will be an Easter breakfast and then,the worship service.I'm hoping for an eventful day tomorrow.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving onward.

Today,I woke up in the mid morning and had my usual coffee.After my coffee,I washed up real quickly and did some of my personal PC work.After that,I got dressed and headed over to the local Home Depot to pick up a can of paint and a paint brush.I headed straight home after that.

When I got home,I relaxed and finished my personal PC work.After that,I went through some tapes that I had to see which ones that I wanted to send out to be fixed and tuned up.

Later on in the afternoon,I did some cleaning up in the house and did some more personal PC work.I also showered quickly.I later had a light evening meal.After eating,I got dressed up in dress clothes and headed out to church for the Good Friday worship service.

The service was wonderful.After it was over,I stopped at a local Dairy Queen to have a small blizzard.After that,I headed straight home.

When I got home,I changed into pajamas and did some more personal PC work.Later on,I prepared for my evening retirement.A very good day overall.

Please continue praying for me and please leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks for your continued support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

The only things that I have planned for tomorrow is that I am going to get my car fixed and sending out the tapes that I want to get fixed and tuned up.As for the rest of the day,I'll simply play it by ear and hope that what I choose to do gives me positive benefits.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,.I woke up in the mid morning and had my usual coffee.After my coffee,I washed up real quickly and quickly did my personal PC work.After that,I headed out to the local Social Services offices to let them know that I'm back to work.After that,I headed straight home.

When I got home,I relaxed and did some more personal PC work.After that was done and when it was time,I headed over to a local garage to get my oil changed and checked out for other things.I have to return Saturday morning so they can replace two of my tires and the Axle boot on the passenger side front wheel.I then headed for the local Super Wal-Mart to pick up a few things.I then headed straight home.

When I got home,I relaxed for a while and did some more personal PC work.After showering,I got dressed up in dress clothes and headed for the Maundy Thursday church service.

The service was wonderful.I then headed to a local Wendy's to get a couple of things to eat.After that,I headed straight home.

When I got home,I changed into pajamas and I did some more personal PC work before retiring for the evening.A very good day overall.

Please continue praying for me.I am still struggling and I need all the prayerful support that I can get.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support,in the forms of spiritual upbuilding and encouraging words in the comments section.Thanks for your support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow is a continuation of my mini-vacation,where I really don't have much planned,except the Good Friday service at church.I hope that whatever else I do gives me positive benefits.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,I woke up in the early morning and had coffee.After that,I washed up real quickly and got dressed.I had an appointment to meet with someone at 9:30am and headed over there.

The meeting went well.After that,I went to a local McDonald's and had a light lunch.After that,I dropped off some free newspapers with Easter cards included.After that,I headed straight home.

When I got home,I relaxed and I did my personal PC work.After that,I went through a few of my personal things and helped clean up around here and there.

Later on,as it was getting late,I had my evening meal and I did some more personal PC work.I later prepared to retire for the evening.A pretty good day overall.

I really enjoyed having a personal day today from work.I still have two more.It was great to take a breather and be away from my work place for a day.

Please continue praying for me.Please leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.I really need some support right now as I'm still struggling.Thanks for your support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow is another day off.I still have a lot to do and I'm going to continue it tomorrow.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,I woke up in the early morning and had my usual coffee.After my coffee,I washed up real quickly and got dressed.I headed for work.

The work day went well.After it was over,I headed straight home.

When I got home,I relaxed and changed my clothes.After that,I relaxed for a bit and then,I went out to withdraw some money from the bank.I also bought a few Easter cards and got gas.I then headed straight home.

When I got home,I did my personal PC work and went out again,I went to a local Wendy's to pick up a few things for me to eat for dinner.I headed straight home.

When I got home,I ate what I had bought from Wendy's and I also watched a video online.I did a little bit more personal PC work and then prepared for my evening retirement.A very good day overall.

Please continue praying for me.Please leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks for your support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

I will be off of work for the next three days as I am taking personal days as a break from my work place,but I will be going back on Monday.I hope that this little mini vacation will be what I need.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,I woke up in the early morning and had coffee.After that,I washed up quickly and got dressed.I headed for work.

The work day went well.After that,I headed straight home.

When I got home,I relaxed for a while and did my personal PC work.After that,I headed back out and picked up a couple of things at a local Burger King.After that,I headed straight home.

When I got home,I relaxed and ate what I had bought at Burger King and did some more personal PC work.I later prepared for my evening retirement.A very good day overall.

Please continue praying for me.Please also leave some positive verbal support,in the forms of spiritual upbuilding and encouraging words,within the comments section.I really need your support as it does help keep me going.Thanks for your support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow is another work day.I hope that all goes well.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,I woke up and had coffee.After that,I washed up real quickly and got dressed up in a suit.I headed for church for both the morning's Holy Bible study class and the worship service afterwards.

Both the class and the worship service were wonderful.After some wonderful fellowship,I headed straight home.

When I got home,I got out of my suit and into casual clothes.I also did my personal PC work.After that was done,I went out to do some shopping at the local Super Wal-Mart to pick up a few needed things.I then headed straight home.

When I got home,I relaxed for a little bit and I also showered quickly.After my shower,I had a light evening meal and I did some more personal PC work.I later prepared for my evening retirement.A wonderful and eventful day overall.

Please continue praying for me and please leave me some verbal encouragement and spiritually upbuilding posts within the comments section.Thanks to all of you for your support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow is a work day.I hope that all goes well.FJ