Sunday, June 24, 2018

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,I woke up in the early morning and had my usual coffee.After my coffee,I washed up real quickly and got dressed up in dress clothes.I headed for church.

Usually,we have outdoor worship services on the last day of the month during the Summer,but today,since there was the inherent possibility of a rain and thunderstorm,we moved the service inside the church building.It was still a wonderful worship service.We also had a wonderful breakfast brunch after the service and had some wonderful fellowship after that.After it was over.I headed straight home.

When I got home,I got out of my dress clothes and quickly did my personal PC work.After that was done,I ran a few errands,bought a light take-out lunch and headed for home.

When I got home,I ate my light lunch and did some rearranging work in the house.After that,I wiped down the entire bathroom and after that,I relaxed and did a little bit more personal PC work.After that was done,I relaxed and enjoyed a movie and heated up a light evening meal.

After eating,I watched a little TV and did some more personal PC work.I later prepared for my evening retirement.A wonderful and eventful day overall.

I need to get something out of my mind.I have been hiding things about my struggles with anger mostly.I am still struggling with the problem of mumbling/uttering angry,hateful and hurtful things under my breath.I really want to stop,but don't know how.I also have to be careful with the way I answer people,especially when they ask me personal stuff.I actually answered someone back angrily when they asked me a few days ago about where I got my take-out lunch at my work place.This got me into trouble and now,I have to be careful.I need to start learning how to answer people more calmly and respectively.I don't want to lose my job nor lose any important relationships that I have.This has become a real major problem and if I don't get this resolved soon,it could become worse for me.I want to stop.I want to control my emotions,especially anger.I am again asking for help.I need some helpful advice on how I can control this.If anyone out there can help,please do so.Please leave me some helpful advice within the comments section.I also would appreciate some prayerful support as well.Please continue praying for me.I also would appreciate some positive verbal and helpful support within the comments section.I really want to stop this terrible problem of mumbling/uttering and get better control of my anger.Thanks to all of you for your support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow is a work day.I hope that the day goes well.FJ

Saturday, June 23, 2018

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,I woke up in the mid morning and had my usual coffee.After my coffee,I washed up real quickly and did my personal PC work.After that was done,I did some looking around to find certain things that I wanted to find and listen to.After that,I got dressed and headed out to do some stuff.

I went to a Salvation Army thrift store in another area of the county that I lived in,but didn't find anything.After that,I headed straight home.

When I got home,I shaved and after that,I showered quickly.After that,I went out to get something to eat.I headed straight home.

When I got home,I ate my take-out meal and I did some more personal PC work.I later prepared to retire for the evening.A very good and eventful day overall.

Please continue praying for me.Please leave me some helpful advice within the comments section.Thanks for your support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow is church as usual.I hope that the day goes well for me.FJ

Friday, June 22, 2018

Tonight,I'm feeling extremely tired and my head is hurting me real bad.Please continue praying for me and please leave me some helpful advice within the comments section.Thanks.FJ

Thursday, June 21, 2018

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,I woke up in the early morning and had my usual coffee.After my coffee,I washed up real quickly and got dressed.I headed for work.

The work day went well.After it was over,I headed straight home.

When I got home,I relaxed and took it easy while doing my personal PC work.I also had a light evening meal.

I then went out to get a few things that I needed.After that,I headed straight home.

When I got home,I relaxed and did some more personal PC work.I then later prepared for my evening retirement.A very good day overall.

Please continue praying for me.I also would appreciate some helpful advice within the comments section.Thanks for your continued support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow is a work day.I hope that everything goes well for me tomorrow.After that,it's the weekend.FJ

Wednesday, June 20, 2018

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,I woke up in the early morning and had my usual coffee.After my coffee,I washed up real quickly and got dressed.I headed for work.

The work day went well.After it was over,I headed straight home.

When I got home,I relaxed and did my personal PC work.

After having a light evening meal,I did some more personal PC work.I later prepared to retire for the evening.A very good day overall.

Please continue praying for me.I need prayerful support right now.I also need some helpful advice within the comments section.Thanks for your support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow is a work day.I hope that it goes well for me.FJ

Tuesday, June 19, 2018

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,I woke up in the early morning and had my usual coffee.After my coffee,I washed up real quickly and got dressed.I headed for work.

The work day went well.After it was over,I headed straight home.

When I got home,I relaxed for a while and did my personal PC work.I then put on some different clothes and I headed back out to pick up prescription refills at the drug store and headed straight home.

When I got home,I had a light evening meal and I did some more personal PC work.I then later prepared for my evening retirement.A very good day overall.

Please continue praying for me.Please leave me some helpful advice and positive verbal support within the comment section.Thanks to all of you for your support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow is another work day.I hope that the day goes well for me.FJ

Monday, June 18, 2018

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,I woke up in the early morning and had my usual coffee.After that,I washed up real quickly and got dressed.I headed for work.

T^he work day went well.After it was over,I headed straight home.

When I got home,I relaxed for a while and watched a little TV.After that.I went and got a take-out meal at the local KFC.After eating it there,I headed straight home.

When I got home,I watched a little more TV and I did my personal PC work.I later prepared to retire for the evening.A very good day overall.

Please continue praying for me.Please continue to leave me some positive helpful advice within the comments section.Thanks for your support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow is a work day.I hope that the day goes well for me.FJ

Sunday, June 17, 2018

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,I woke up in the early morning and had my usual coffee.After my coffee,I washed up real quickly and got dressed in dress clothes.I headed for church for both the morning's Holy Bible study class and the worship service afterwards.

Both the class and the worship service were wonderful.After some wonderful fellowship,I headed to a local bargain supermarket to pick up a few things.I headed straight home after that.

When I got home,I got out of my dress clothes and I relaxed.I did my personal PC work.After that,I watched a little TV and did a little bit of cleaning by vacuuming and wiping down the bathroom.I then did more personal PC work.I then headed back out to get something to eat.

When I got back home,I immediately heated up my dinner and ate it.I also did some more personal PC work.I then later prepared for my evening retirement.A wonderful and eventful day overall.

Please continue praying for me.I'm still struggling the terrible problem of mumbling/uttering angry,hateful and hurtful things to myself under my breath,alongside the SSA struggles that I have.I also would appreciate some helpful advice within the comments section.Thanks for your support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow is the start of the new work week.I hope that the day goes well.FJ

Saturday, June 16, 2018

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,I woke up in the early morning and had my usual coffee.After my coffee,I quickly did my personal PC work.After that was done,I did some cleaning and rearranging around the house while looking for some important things that I needed.It also gave me a sweat.

After watching a video or ttw online,I showered quickly and got dressed.I headed out to get my hair cut and after that,I did some shopping at a local supermarket.After that,I headed straight home.

After I got home,I heated up my evening meal while doing some more personal PC work.After eating,I watched some classic TV show episodes on a DVD set that I have.After that,I did some more personal PC work.Later on,as it was getting late,I prepared to retire for the evening.A very good day overall.

Please continue to pray for me as I'm still struggling with the terrible problems of mumbling/uttering angry,hateful and hurtful things under my breath and the SSA struggle that I have.I need all the prayerful support that I can get.I also need some helpful advice on how I can overcome and contain both of these terrible problems and live my life free of the grip that both of these problems have me in.Please help me as I need help desperately.I need to know how I can stop these things.I need some helpful advice.I keep asking for it,but nobody wants to help me as nobody ever leaves anything within the comments section.Please continue to pray for me that I break free from both of these things.Please leave me some helpful advice within the comments section.Thanks to all of you for your support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow is church as usual.I also hope that the rest of the day goes well for me.FJ

Friday, June 15, 2018

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,I woke up in the early morning and had my usual coffee.After my coffee,I washed up real quickly and got dressed.I headed for work.

The work day went well.After it was over,I headed straight home.

When I got home,I relaxed and did my personal PC work.I then showered and after putting on some different clothes,I headed to do a little shopping at the local Super Wal-Mart.I headed straight home after that.

When I got home,I heated up something to eat and after eating,I did some more personal PC work.I later retired for the evening.A very good day overall.

Please continue praying for me and please leave me some helpful advice within the comments section.Thanks for your continued support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow is the start of the weekend and I hope that all goes well.FJ

Thursday, June 14, 2018

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,I woke up in the early morning and I had my usual coffee.After my coffee,I washed up real quickly and got dressed.I headed for work.

The work day went well.After it was over,I headed straight home.

When I got home,I relaxed and did a little bit of my personal PC work.After that,I washed my face and shaved.I then put on a change of clothes and headed for a local church for a free dinner,which was wonderful.After picking up something at a local 7-11,I headed straight home.

When I got home,I finished my personal PC work and after that,I showered.I did some more personal PC work after that.I then prepared for my evening retirement.A very good day overall.

Though I'm feeling better than yesterday physically,I'm still dealing with the same terrible emotional issues that I'm still working to overcome and contain.I'm still battling the terrible problem that I have with mumbling/uttering angry,hateful and hurtful things under my breath,alongside the terrible SSA that I struggle with.I don't know why I'm having this terrible mumbling/uttering problem.I have been appealing to everyone out there in the world to offer me any helpful advice on how I can overcome and contain this problem for good.I also have a feeling this is why the SSA struggle that I have has gotten worse.It's hell battling two different types of emotional problems and struggling with them at the same time.I don't know whether I'm coming or going.As I have been saying,I want to overcome and contain these terrible emotional problems,but have no idea on how I can.I keep asking for helpful advice on how I can do this,but nobody ever leaves anything within the comments section.I am desperate here.I want to stop these things.I want to overcome and contain these terrible emotional issues/problems for good.If anyone has any helpful advice,please share within the comments section as I'm desperate to stop these terrible problems.I don't want nothing terrible to happen.I don't want to lose any important relationships that I have.I also don't want to lose my job.Please help me.I need help desperately.I would appreciate any helpful advice.I also would appreciate some prayerful support,alongside the helpful verbal advice within the comments section.Thanks for your support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow is a work day.I hope that the day goes well for me.FJ

Wednesday, June 13, 2018

Tonight,I am again extremely tired and my head is hurting me terribly.Please continue praying for me and please leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks.FJ

Tuesday, June 12, 2018

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,I woke up in the early morning and I had my usual coffee.After that,I washed up real quickly and got dressed.I headed for work.

The work day went well.After it was over,I headed straight home.

When I got home,I did my personal PC work and showered.After my shower,I got dressed and headed for a local Arby's to buy a sandwich,fries and shake.I headed straight home.

When I got home,I ate my take-out dinner and did some more personal PC work before preparing to retire for the evening.A very good day overall.

Please continue praying for me and please leave me some helpful advice within the comments section.Thanks to y'all for your continued support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow is another work day.I hope that the day goes well for me.FJ

Monday, June 11, 2018

Tonight,I'm feeling extremely tired.I can barely type this.I will post tomorrow.The only thing that I ask is that you continue praying for me and leave me some helpful advice within the comments section.Thanks again for your support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.FJ

Sunday, June 10, 2018

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,I woke up in the early morning and had my usual coffee.After my coffee,I washed up real quickly and got dressed up in dress clothes.I headed for church for both the morning's Holy Bible study class and the worship service afterwards.

Both the class and the worship service were wonderful.After some wonderful fellowship with my fellow worshipers,I headed out to pay for my storage facility bill and I headed straight home after that.

When I got home,I got out of my dress clothes and I quickly did my personal PC work.After that,I headed out to get a few slices of pizza and something to drink.After I ate them at a local park,I did some shopping at the local Super Wal-Mart.I then headed straight home.

When I got home,I showered quickly and after that,I put a load of laundry in the washing machine and headed out to get a bite to eat at a local Wendy's.I then headed straight home.

When I got home,I ate my take-out dinner while watching a video online.I also did more personal PC work.Later on,I prepared for my evening retirement.A wonderful and eventful day overall.

Please continue praying for me as I'm still struggling with the same emotional issues.I also would appreciate some positive helpful advice within the comments section.Thanks to all of you for your support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow is a work day.I hope that all goes well for me.FJ

Saturday, June 09, 2018

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,I woke up in the mid morning and had my usual coffee.After my coffee,I did my personal PC work.After that was done,I washed up real quickly and shaved.I did some more personal PC work after that.Later on,I showered quickly and got dressed as I had to meet with a friend so we could go to an amusement park together.

We both had a blast at the park.After it was about to close,we both left and I dropped him off at home.I then stopped to get a milkshake and after that,I headed straight home.

When I got home,I relaxed and did some more personal PC work.I later prepared for my evening retirement.

Please continue praying for me as I'm still struggling with the problems of mumbling/uttering angry,hateful and hurtful things under my breath and also,pray for me that I stop giving in to the terrible temptations to fantasize and lust after other men due to the unnatural SSA desires that I have.I want to stop both of these problems that I have and I need prayerful support.I also need some helpful advice within the comments section.Thanks to all of for your support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow is church as usual and I hope that the whole day goes well for me.FJ

Friday, June 08, 2018

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,I woke up in the early morning and had my usual coffee.After my coffee,I washed up real quickly and got dressed.I headed for work.

The work day was pretty stressful,especially when a client loses it when his insurance is stalled.He was yelling and cussing.I stayed in my office while this was going on and resumed when it was quiet.It makes me better appreciate that I have weekends off.After it was over,I headed straight home.

When I got home,I relaxed for a while and did some of my personal PC work as I was a little tired after a long work day.After my relaxation,I changed into different clothes and ran a few errands.I got some gas,mailed an important letter out and bought a sandwich for dinner.I headed straight home after all of that was finished.

When I got home,I showered quickly and finished my personal PC work.I heated up my sandwich in the microwave and ate it.After that,I did some more personal PC work.I also did some dishes and vacuumed a little.Later on,I prepared to retire for the evening.A pretty stressful day overall.I am hoping that the new work week will be better.

Please continue praying for me as I'm still struggling with mumbling/uttering angry,hateful and hurtful things under my breath.I want to stop,but don't know how.Please share any helpful advice within the comments section.If anyone out there also struggled with this particular problem,please share what you did to overcome and contain this problem.If it worked for you,maybe it can work for me too.I also would appreciate prayers for my struggles with SSA as I have been giving into temptations to fantasize and lust after other men and I also want to stop this as well.Please continue praying for me and please share some helpful advice within the comments section.Thanks to all of you for your support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow is the start of the weekend.I hope that it goes well for me as I really need it after what had happened today.FJ

Thursday, June 07, 2018

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,I woke up in the early morning and had my usual coffee.After my coffee,I washed up real quickly and got dressed.I headed for work.

The work day went well.After it was over,I headed straight home.

When I got home,I relaxed and did some or my personal PC work.I then washed my face and shaved real quickly.I then changed my clothes and headed for a local church for a free dinner.After that,I went to a local supermarket to pick up a couple of needed things.I then headed straight home.

When I got home,I relaxed for a while and then,I showered quickly.I finished my personal PC work and later on,as it was getting late,I prepared to retire for the evening.A very good day overall.

Please continue to pray for me as I'm still struggling with the same emotional issues,such as mumbling/uttering angry,hateful and hurtful things under my breath and also,my struggles with SSA,especially in the areas of fantasies and lusting after other men.I need prayerful support that I overcome and contain these emotional issues.I also would appreciate some positive helpful advice within the comments section.Thanks to all of you for your support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow is another work day.I hope that goes well.After that,it's the weekend.FJ

Wednesday, June 06, 2018

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,I woke up in the early morning and had my usual coffee.After my coffee,I washed up real quickly and got dressed.I headed for work.

The work day went well.After it was over,I headed straight home.

When I got home,I showered quickly and after that,I got dressed and headed for my meeting with the pastor of my church.

The meeting with my church pastor went well.After it was done,I headed for home.

On the way home,I stopped at a local 7-11 to buy a small sandwich and a small bottle of V8 Juice.After that,I headed straight home.

When I got home,I relaxed and ate my sandwich,but had another one later on.I then did my personal PC work.After that and a little later on,I prepared for my evening retirement.A very good day overall.


Please continue praying for me.I also would still appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section,especially with the terrible problem that I've been having,which is mumbling/uttering angry,hateful and hurtful things under my breath,alongside giving into terrible SSA temptations.Both your prayers and your positive verbal support are not only helpful,but also appreciated.Thanks for your support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow is a work day.I hope that the day goes well.FJ

Tuesday, June 05, 2018

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,I woke up in the early morning and had my usual coffee.After my coffee,I washed up real quickly and got dressed.I headed for work.

The work day went by pretty well.After it was over,I headed straight home.

When I got home,I relaxed and did some of my personal PC work.After that,I had a light meal and did some more personal PC work.

I later showered quickly and finished my personal PC work.I relaxed for a while until it time for me to retire for the evening.A very good day overall.

Please continue praying for me as I'm still struggling with this terrible problem of mumbling/uttering angry,hateful and hurtful things under my breath.It is also making my struggles with SSA even worse.I want to stop this terrible habit of mumbling/uttering these things under my breath,but I don't know how.I have been seeking advice on how to stop,but nobody wants to help as nobody who visits my blog will leave anything in the comments section.I'm desperate here.I want to stop,but as I said,I don't know how and I feel all alone because nobody leaves any form of advice on how I can within the comments section.I really could use some helpful advice and suggestions on how I can stop,overcome and contain this terrible problem.I also still need some advice on how I can avoid temptations to act out on the unnatural SSA desires that I have by fantasies and lusting.Please help me.I want to overcome and contain both of these problems.Please share some helpful advice within the comments section,alongside the prayerful support that I also need.Thanks for your support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow is a work day.I hope that the work day goes well.After work,I will be meeting with the current pastor of my church to talk with him about these terrible problems that I have and hopefully,he can lead me in the right direction.FJ

Monday, June 04, 2018

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,I woke up in the early morning and had my usual coffee.After that,I washed up real quickly and got dressed.I headed for work.

The work day went well.After it was over,I headed straight home.

When I got home,I relaxed for a while and did my personal PC work.After that,I relaxed and had a light evening meal.

I then did some more personal PC work.Later on,I prepared to retire for the evening.A very good day overall.

Tonight,I'm again asking for prayers.I'm still struggling with this terrible problem that I have,which is uttering/mumbling angry,hateful and hurtful things under my breath.I have been having this terrible problem for a long time.I want to stop this,but again,I don't know how.I hate myself as a result of this problem.I even say "I hate myself" to myself every day as a result of this problem.If that's not bad enough,my SSA struggles have also worsened and I also want to contain and overcome this problem as much as I want to contain and overcome the terrible problem of the mumbling and uttering negative things under my breath.I have been giving into the terrible temptations associated with SSA and I also want to stop this as well.I hate myself for having these terrible and unnatural SSA desires.I also hate myself for having this terrible problem of mumbling/uttering angry,hateful and hurtful things under my breath.The latter problem is one that I want to stop,contain and overcome because I could hurt others,including myself,with this if I were to one day accidentally blurt them out at the wrong time and around the wrong person.I have been uttering/mumbling these things at my own relatives and their annual get together's every year around the Summer.I have no reason to be this way towards them as many of these are directed towards my still living father and my deceased paternal grandmother.I have to understand that it isn't their faults at all for what happened to me at the hands of my father,and also,the way that my paternal grandmother,treated me and my older siblings as she refused to acknowledge me of my older siblings after the death of my paternal grandfather,who I was really close with.I'm afraid if I don't stop,overcome and contain this problem of uttering/mumbling these things,I could get disowned by my own relatives and that they would want nothing to do with me nor ever acknowledge me or even want to reconcile with me if I don't stop this.I really don't mean those things.It's just that I'm feeling this intense anger and rage burning through myself and I want to contain this anger and rage that I have before the worst possible scenario happens.I also want to stop giving into the terrible temptations associated with the SSA struggle that I have.

Please continue praying for me that I succeed at what I want to do.Please pray that I find the right spiritual counseling to help me as well.I also would appreciate any helpful advice within the comments section.If anyone out there has also had this particular problem of mumbling/uttering angry,hateful and hurtful things under their breaths,please share what you did and what worked for you.I'm hoping that if it worked for any of you,maybe it could work for me.Any advice is helpful as I'm desperate to stop this before it's too late and it could cost me important relationships that I have with my family/relatives,my friends and also,it could cost me my current job,which I like and I'm also appreciated by the people that I work for and those who stay there temporarily.I don't want to lose everything that's important to me and that I've worked so hard for to get.I would appreciate prayerful and positive helpful verbal advice and support within the comments section.Thanks to all of you for your support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow is another work day.I hope that the day goes well for me.FJ

Sunday, June 03, 2018

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,I woke up in the early to mid morning and had my usual coffee.After my coffee,I washed up real quickly and got dressed up in dress clothes.I headed for church for both the morning's Holy Bible study class and the worship service afterwards.

Both the class and the worship service were wonderful.After some wonderful fellowship,I headed straight home.

When I got home,I got out of my dress clothes and quickly did my personal PC work.After w while,I went out for a drive around town and to check up on a couple of people that I know,who weren't home.I then headed back home.

When I got back home,I did some more personal PC work,ate a light evening meal and showered quickly.After that,I did some more personal PC work.Later on,as it was getting late,I prepared to retire for the evening.A wonderful and eventful day overall.

Tonight,I'm again asking that all of you continue praying for me.I'm still struggling with this terrible problem of mumbling/uttering angry,hateful and hurtful things under my breath.I want to stop this,but as I said,I don't know how.I keep asking all of you for any helpful advice on how I can stop this,but I've not yet received a reply.It's like I'm talking to dead air.I am also struggling with SSA issues still.I need helpful advice and prayerful support.I really need these things.Please help me.I want to stop this terrible problem before I hurt anyone,including myself.Please continue to offer up prayers for me.Please leave me helpful advice within the comments section.I would greatly appreciate these things from all of you.Thanks to all of you for your support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow is a work day.I hope that the day goes well for me.FJ

Saturday, June 02, 2018

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,I woke up in the mid morning and had my usual coffee.After my coffee,I washed up and shaved real quickly.I then did my personal PC work.

After that was done,I got dressed and ran a few errands.I dropped off a few free newspapers at a few people's houses.I also had a light lunch at a local Wendy's.After that,I stopped at a few garage sales,but didn't find anything I was looking for.I then headed straight home.

When I got home,I did some more personal PC work.I then wiped down portions of the bathroom and even vacuumed here and there.I did some more personal PC work.I then went back out to get some dinner and headed back home.

When I got home,I ate my take-out dinner and watched a video online.After this,I did some more personal PC work and later on,I prepared to retire for the evening.A very good day overall.

Tonight,I'm again asking for prayers and helpful advice.I'm still struggling with the terrible problem that I have with uttering angry,hateful and hurtful things under my breath.I am tired of this particular problem and I want to stop doing this terrible thing.I don't know how to stop and I'm again asking for any helpful advice on how I can.If anyone else had had this problem and succeeded in overcoming and containing this problem,please share any helpful advice on how I can do the same thing,which is overcome and contain this terrible problem for good.I know that anger is a natural emotion,but I want to stop this before it goes too far and I wind up doing or saying something that I know I'll regret later as it may/perhaps will cost me some very important and valuable relationships that I have and I don't want that to happen.Please share any helpful advice that I hope can work for me as it has for anyone else who might have had this terrible problem.I also would appreciate continued prayerful support as well.Thanks to all of you for your support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow is church as usual.I also hope that the rest of the day goes well.FJ

Friday, June 01, 2018

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,I woke up in the early morning and I had my usual coffee.After my coffee,I washed up real quickly and got dressed.I headed for work.

The work day,despite some setbacks,went well.After it was all over,I headed straight home.

When I got home,I relaxed and did some personal PC work.After this was finished,I headed back out to pick up something to eat.I headed straight home.

When I got home,I ate my take-out meal and I did some more personal PC work.I then showered quickly and did some more personal PC work.Later on,I prepared for my evening retirement.A very good day overall.

Please continue praying for me as I'm still struggling with this terrible habit of uttering angry,hateful and hurtful things under my breath.I want to stop this,but don't know how.I also would appreciate some helpful verbal advice within the comments section,alongside the prayerful support.Thanks to all of you for your support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow is the start of the weekend.I hope that it all goes well for me.FJ

Thursday, May 31, 2018

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,I woke up in the early to mid morning and had my usual coffee.After my coffee,I quickly did my personal PC work.I then washed my face and shaved.I then showered quickly and got dressed.I headed for my therapists office.

The visit with my therapist went well.After it was over,I got some gas and headed straight home.

When I got home,I relaxed for a bit and later on,I went back out to eat a free dinner at a local church,which was great.After that,I went over to the local Super Wal-Mart to pick up a couple of things.I then headed straight home.

When I got home,I got out of my clothes as it was very hot and humid.I did some more personal PC work.Later on,as it was getting late,I prepared to retire for the evening.A very good and eventful day overall.

Please continue praying for me.I would also appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks to all of you for your support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow is back to work.I hope that the day goes well for me.FJ

Wednesday, May 30, 2018

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,I woke up in the early morning and had my usual coffee.After my coffee,I washed up real quickly and got dressed.I headed for work.

The work day went well.After it was over,I headed for home.

On the way home,I stopped at a local supermarket to pick up a sandwich for dinner.I then headed straight home.

When I got home,I relaxed and did my personal PC work.After that was done,I had my light evening meal and I watched a video online.I also did some more personal PC work.Later on,as it was getting late,I prepared to retire for the evening.A very good day overall.

Please continue praying for me as I'm still struggling with this terrible habit of uttering angry,hateful and hurtful things under my breath.I really want to stop,but don't know how.If anyone has any helpful advice,please share it within the comments section,alongside the prayerful support.Thanks for your support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow,I am taking a sick day off as I have to see my therapist tomorrow afternoon.I hope that the session goes well.FJ

Tuesday, May 29, 2018

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,I woke up in the early morning and had my usual coffee.After my coffee,I washed up real quickly and got dressed.I headed for work.

The work day,after the holiday weekend,went a little better than Friday.After it was over,I headed for home.

When I got home,I showered quickly and after that,I did a little bit of my personal PC work before getting some clothes on to head out to the local public library for a bible study.

On the way,I had a light meal at a local McDonald's.I headed out to the library and waited for the conductor to come,but he never showed up.I called him and left a few messages with him,but he didn't return my calls.After waiting for about 45 minutes,I headed for home.

On the way home,I stopped at the local Super Wal-Mart to pick up a couple of things.After that,I headed straight home.

When I got home,I put the stuff that I bought away and finished my personal PC work.Later on,I prepared to retire for the evening.A very good day overall.

Tonight,I'm feeling extremely down as a result of my struggles with SSA and also,with uttering angry,hateful and hurtful things under my breath.It's sad to have a wonderful holiday weekend,but then wind up being down in the dumps when the holiday ends.I don't want to feel this way.I also want to stop uttering angry,hateful and hurtful things under my breath.As I have been saying and will say again,I need help to stop this terrible thing that I've been doing.I have also been giving into numerous temptations in my SSA struggles as well.I need help.I need helpful advice on how I can stop these terrible and immoral things.Please share any helpful advice within the comments section.I also would appreciate it if you all would also continue to pray for me that I contain and overcome these terrible and immoral things as well.Thanks for your support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow is another work day.I hope that the day goes well for me.FJ

Monday, May 28, 2018

Happy Memorial Day to all of you in the USA.

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,I woke up in the early to mid morning and had my usual coffee.After my coffee,I did my personal PC work and did a little bit of cleaning here and there around the house.In between doing more personal PC work,I showered quickly and did a little bit of shopping.When I got home,I put the stuff that I bought away and headed back out to pick up a friend to go back to the park.

We both had some fun like we did on Saturday.After that.I dropped him off at his place and after that,I got a medium G2 drink at the local Taco Bell.I headed straight home.

When I got home,I relaxed and did some more personal PC work before preparing to retire for the evening.A very good and wonderful day overall.

Please continue praying for me as I'm still struggling with the terrible problem of uttering angry,hateful and hurtful things under my breath.I want to stop,but again,I don't know how.If anyone out there has had this same problem,please share some helpful advice on what worked for you and how you contained the problem.I would appreciate some helpful advice and also,continues prayerful support.Thanks to all of you for your support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow is back to work day after the long holiday weekend.I hope that this week goes better than last week after what happened on Friday.FJ

Sunday, May 27, 2018

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,I woke up in the early morning and had my usual coffee.After my coffee,I washed up real quickly and got dressed in a suit and headed for church for both the morning's Holy Bible study class and the worship service afterwards.

Both the class and the worship service were wonderful.After some wonderful fellowship,I headed straight home.

When I got home,I got out of my suit and relaxed.I also did my personal PC work.After that,I relaxed and watched a few videos online.

I decided to take a drive and get some air.After that,I headed back home.

When I got back home,I did a little bit more personal PC work and cleaned the bathroom.After that,I headed out to the local Taco Bell and picked up dinner.After that,I headed straight home.

When I got home,I relaxed and ate my take-out dinner.I also watched a video online while eating.I then did some more personal PC work.I also showered later on and after that,I prepared to retire for the evening.A wonderful and eventful day overall.

Please continue praying for me as I'm still struggling terribly with this terrible problem of uttering angry,hateful and hurtful things under my breath.I need all the prayerful support that I can get.I want to stop this terrible problem that I have.I also would appreciate some helpful advice within the comments section as I desperately need some advice on how I can stop this terrible problem.Thanks for your continued support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow is the Memorial Day holiday and I have the day off.I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.FJ

Saturday, May 26, 2018

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,I woke up in the early morning and had my usual coffee.After that,I quickly did my personal PC work.After that was done,I did some more cleaning up around the house and even vacuumed.After that,I had to shower as I did get dirty.After showering,I got dressed and did a few things.

I mailed out an important letter.After that,I had alight lunch.After that,I did some more personal PC work.

For much of the rest of the afternoon,a friend and I went to a local amusement park.We both had fun and we stayed there until it's closing.After dropping him off,I went to a local Dairy Queen to have a Blizzard treat.I headed straight home.

I have to admit that the day out at the park took my mind off of what had happened yesterday.

When I got home,I relaxed and did some more personal PC work before preparing to retire for the evening.A very good and eventful day overall.

Please continue praying for me.I also would appreciate some helpful advice in the comments section.Thanks for your support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow is church as usual.I hope that the rest of the day goes well for me.FJ

Friday, May 25, 2018

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,I woke up in the early morning and had my usual coffee.After my coffee,I washed up real quickly and got dressed.I headed for work.

Today,the work day went terribly.It started out good,but went downhill after one of the clients made some inappropriate remarks about my job and even badmouthed me in many other ways.I was also the target of a cruel joke by another client.I was glad when the day was finally over.I left and did some shopping and paid a few bills before heading for home.

When I got home,I got out of my clothes and relaxed for a bit.I also did my laundry showered quickly.After my shower,I put some clothes on and went to the local Taco Bell to get something to eat.After that,I headed straight home.

When I got home,I ate what I had bought and I watched a video online while doing so.After that,I did my personal PC work and as it was getting late,I prepared to retire for the evening.A terrible day overall.

Please continue praying for me.I'm still struggling with the problem of uttering angry,hateful and hurtful things under my breath.I want to stop,but don't know how.If anyone has any helpful ideas on how I can,please share within the comments section.I need some helpful advice on how to stop this before I hurt anyone,including myself.I also want to stop this because I don't want to lose my job.Please share any helpful advice on how I can stop this terrible problem.I also still appreciate that you continue praying for me.Thanks for your support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow starts the Memorial Day holiday weekend.I'm glad to have this weekend off because I need the rest this weekend after what has happened today.Thank goodness.FJ

Thursday, May 24, 2018

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,I woke up in the early morning and had my usual coffee.After my coffee,I washed up real quickly and got dressed.I headed for work.

The work day went well.After it was over,I headed straight home.

When I got home,I changed clothes and had a free dinner at a local church.After that,I went to get some gas and buy a few a things at the local Salvation Army thrift store.After that,I headed straight home.

When I got home,I relaxed for a while and showered.After that,I did my personal PC work.Later on,I prepared to retire for the evening.A very good day overall.

Please continue praying for me as I'm still struggling with this terrible problem of uttering angry,hateful and hurtful things under my breath.As I have said many times,I want to stop this terrible problem that I have.I want to stop before I hurt anyone,including myself.I also would appreciate some helpful advice within the comments section,especially by anyone who also struggled with this particular problem.I need some helpful advice.For those who also struggled with this terrible problem,please share what has helped you.I would appreciate anything.Please continue praying for me and please leave some helpful advice within the comments section.Thanks to all of you for your support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow is another work day.I hope that the day goes well.After that,it's the weekend.FJ

Wednesday, May 23, 2018

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,I woke up in the early morning and had my usual coffee.After my coffee,I washed up real quickly and got dressed.I headed for work.

The work day went well.After it was over,I headed straight home.

When I got home,I relaxed for a while as I was tired.I did my personal PC work and after that,I showered quickly and had a light evening meal.

I did some more personal PC work and later on,as it was getting late,I prepared to retire for the evening.A very good day overall.

Please continue praying for me.I'm still struggling with this terrible problem of uttering angry,hateful and hurtful things under my breath.Today,while at work,I uttered more,and I actually swore under my breath and one of the staffers asked if I was okay after they heard it.I said that I was okay.I really need help in stopping this problem before it gets worse.I need to stop it as I don't want to lose my job nor do I want to hurt anyone,including myself.If anyone has any helpful advice that can help,please share within the comments section.I would greatly appreciate that,alongside the prayerful support.I need and want to stop this problem once and for all.Thanks for your support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow is a work day.I hope that the day goes well.FJ

Tuesday, May 22, 2018

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,I woke up in the early morning and I had my usual coffee.After my coffee,I washed up real quickly and got dressed.I headed for work.

The work day went well.After it was over,I headed straight home.

When I got home,I relaxed and did some of my personal PC work.After that,I went out to get something to eat and I ate it at the restaurant.After that,I headed straight home.

When I got home,I changed into pajamas and finished my personal PC work.After that,I relaxed and watched a couple of videos online.Later on,as it was getting late,I prepared for my evening retirement.A very good day overall.

Please continue praying for me as I'm still struggling with the terrible problem that I have of uttering angry,hateful and hurtful things under my breath,which I want to stop.I also would appreciate some helpful advice on how I can stop this problem.Thanks to all of you for your support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow is a work day.I hope that it goes well for me.FJ

Monday, May 21, 2018

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,I woke up in the early morning and had my usual coffee.After my coffee,I washed up real quickly and got dressed.I headed for work.

The work day went well.After it was over,I headed straight home.

When I got home,I relaxed for a while and did 4/5 of my personal PC work.After that,I headed back out to pick up a few things for dinner.After that,I headed straight home.

When I got home,I showered quickly and when I was done,I heated up my dinner and finished my personal PC work.

After eating,I did some more personal PC work and when it got late,I prepared to retire for the evening.A very good day overall.

Please continue to pray for me that I overcome this terrible problem of uttering angry,hateful and hurtful things under my breath.I also would appreciate some helpful advice within the comments section,alongside your prayerful support.Thanks to all of you for your support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow is a work day.I hope that the day goes well for me.FJ

Sunday, May 20, 2018

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,I woke up in the early morning and had my usual coffee.After my coffee,I washed up real quickly and got dressed up in a suit.I headed for church for both the morning's Holy Bible study class and the worship service afterwards.

Both the class and the worship service were wonderful.After some wonderful fellowship,I headed straight home.

When I got home,I got out of my suit and into casual clothes.I quickly did my personal PC work and after that was finished,I headed out to run a few errands.I bought a sandwich for lunch and something to drink to have with it.After I ate and drank,I headed for a local supermarket to buy some coffee.After that,I headed straight home.

When I got home,I changed into pajama pants and did some more personal PC work.I changed back into casual clothes to go to a local 7-11 to pick up a few things.I headed straight home after that.

When I got home,I changed back into pajama pants and did some more personal PC work.I also watched a few videos online.Later on,as it was getting late,I prepared to retire for the evening.A wonderful and eventful day overall.

Please continue praying for me as I'm still struggling with the terrible problem of uttering angry,hateful and hurtful things under my breath.I also would appreciate some helpful advice within the comments section that I hope can help me stop this terrible problem.Thanks to all of you for your support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow is a work day.I hope that all goes well.FJ

Saturday, May 19, 2018

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual coffee.After my coffee,I washed up and shaved real quickly.I quickly did my personal PC work and after that was done,I did some vacuuming and cleaned the bathroom.After that was done,I did some more personal PC work.

Later on,I put some clothes on and I headed out to run some errands that I had to run.I bought a few slices of pizza and something to drink.I then went to a local park to eat the slices and wash them down with my drink.After picking up a few things for dinner at a local supermarket,I headed straight home.

When I got home,I showered quickly and I heated up my evening meal and did a little bit more personal PC work.I then ate my evening meal and I did some more personal PC work.later on,as it was getting late,I prepared to retire for the evening.A very good day overall.

I'm still struggling with the terrible problem that I have,which is uttering angry,hateful and hurtful things under my breath.I want to stop doing this.I simply don't know how to stop this.I want to stop this because I don't want to hurt anyone,including myself.I also don't want to lose anything that's important to me,such as my family relations,which are very important to me,and my job,which is also very important to me.I want to stop,contain and overcome this terrible problem.I keep asking for some helpful advice on how to stop this problem,but nobody has left anything in the comments section that can help me.If there is anyone out there who also struggled with this same terrible problem,please share what helped you overcome this within the comments section because it might help me.Please share what has helped you.I also would appreciate that all of you continue praying for me.Please pray that I overcome this problem because I do want to.I don't want this owning me.Please pray for me and please leave me some helpful advice within the comments section.Thanks for your help and support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow is church as usual.I hope that the whole day goes well for me.FJ

Friday, May 18, 2018

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,I woke up in the early morning and had my usual coffee.After my coffee,I washed up quickly and got dressed.I headed for work.

The work day went well.After it was over,I headed straight home.

When I got home,I relaxed for a while and I headed for a local doctor's office to get checked out for a minor problem.After that,I picked up a prescription and I headed straight home.

When I got home,I showered quickly and had a light evening meal.I also did my personal PC work.Later on,as it was getting late and I was getting sleepy,I prepared for my evening retirement.A very good day overall.

Please continue praying for me as I'm still struggling with this terrible problem of saying angry,hateful and hurtful things under my breath.I would appreciate any helpful advice on how I can contain and overcome this terrible problem,alongside the prayerful support.Thanks for your support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow is the start of the weekend.I hope that it goes well.FJ

Thursday, May 17, 2018

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,I woke up in the early morning and had my usual coffee.After my coffee,I washed up real quickly and got dressed.I headed for work.

The work day went well.After it was over,I did a little bit of shopping and after that,Ipicked up a prescription refill.I then headed straight home.

When I got home,I relaxed for a bit,but later realized that I forgot my cell phone at work.I went back to pick it up and headed back home.

When I got home,I relaxed for a while and did my personal PC work.After that,I showered quickly and did some more personal PC work.I later prepared for my evening retirement.A very good day overall.

Please continue praying for me.Please leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks for your continued support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow is another work day.I hope that the day goes well.After that,it's the weekend.FJ

Wednesday, May 16, 2018

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,I woke up in the morning and had my usual coffee.After my coffee,I washed up real quickly and got dressed.I headed for work.

The work day went well.After it was over,I headed straight home.

When I got home,I relaxed for a bit and did my personal PC work.After that,I showered quickly as I really needed to clean up.After that,I did some more personal PC work.

I relaxed for much longer as I was really tired from the hard work day.I watched a video online and later on,I did some more personal PC work.Later on,I prepared to retire for the evening.A very good day overall.

I am still struggling with the terrible problem that I have with uttering angry,hateful and hurtful things under my breath to myself.I want to stop,but don't know how.I have been asking for helpful advice on how I can stop this,but nobody has left any helpful advice within the comments section.I want to stop this terrible problem before I hurt anyone,including myself.I also don't want to ruin nor lose any important and wonderful relationships that I have with my family and my friends.If anyone out there has struggled with this problem,please share what helped you contain and overcome this problem.I am willing to try anything.I'm desperate.I want to stop.Please share what has helped any of you if you also struggled with this problem.I would greatly appreciate that.I also would appreciate that all of you continue praying for me.Your prayerful support is also very important to me.Also,please leave any helpful advice within the comments section.Thanks to all of you for your support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow is a work day.I hope that the day goes well.FJ

Tuesday, May 15, 2018

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,I woke up early and I had my usual coffee.After my coffee,I washed up real quickly and got dressed.I headed for work.

The work day today went better than yesterday.After it was over,I headed straight home.

When I got home,I showered quickly and did a little bit of personal PC work.After that,I put some clothes on and I headed for a local library to have a Holy Bible study,but the person conducting the study canceled the study and after leaving,I stopped at a local Wendy's to buy a light evening meal.After that,I headed straight home.

When I got home,I ate what I bought and watched a video online.After that,I finished my personal PC work.After that was done,I relaxed and prepared to retire for the evening.A very good day overall.

Please continue praying for me as I'm still struggling with saying terrible things under my breath and I want to stop it.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support.I need some helpful advice on how I can stop this terrible problem.I also need prayerful support.Please pray that I contain and overcome this terrible problem.Thanks to all of you for your support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow is a work day.I hope that the day goes well.FJ

Monday, May 14, 2018

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving onward.

Today,I woke up in the early morning and had my usual coffee.After my coffee,I washed up real quickly and got dressed.I headed for work.

The work day went terribly.It started out promising,but later on in the early afternoon,I was the victim of a cruel prank.A few of the male clients lied that I walked into the client ladies restroom without knocking and without asking if anyone was in there,which wasn't true.This really threw me and although I was confronted and I told the confronting staff that I did indeed knock on the door and did ask politely if anyone was in there.This really disillusioned me and made me sad as well as angry.Fortunately,I went through the rest of the day,but I still felt the negative emotions all the way through.I was glad when the day was over and I signed out at quitting time.I headed straight home.

When I got home,I relaxed and took it easy for the rest of the day and I also did my personal PC work.I also listened to some music and did some more personal PC work.Later on,I prepared for my evening retirement.A very terrible day overall.

Tonight,please continue praying for me as I'm going through some terribly negative emotions as a result of what happened today.I am also still hoping to overcome this terrible problem that I have of saying angry,hateful,hurtful and nasty things under my breath.I still need helpful advice on how I can stop this.Please continue praying for me.I also would appreciate some helpful advice on how I can contain this terrible problem that I have within the comments section.Thanks to all of you for your support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow is another work day.I hope that it goes better than the terrible day that I had today.FJ

Sunday, May 13, 2018

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,I woke up in the early morning and had my usual coffee.After my coffee,I washed up real quickly and got dressed up in a suit.I headed for church for both the morning's Holy Bible study class and the worship service afterwards.

Both the class and the worship service were wonderful.After some wonderful fellowship,I headed straight home.

When I got home,I changed from my suit into casual clothes.I also quickly did my personal PC work.After that,I went out to a local pizzeria and bought a few slices of pizza.After that,I got gas and headed out to a park for some air and I ate my pizza slices.After staying there for a while,I headed straight home.

When I got home,I relaxed and did some more personal PC work.I relaxed and had a light evening meal and did a little bit more personal PC work.I then later prepared to retire for the evening.A wonderful and eventful day overall.

I'm still struggling with this terrible problem of saying angry,hateful and hurtful things under my breath.As I've been saying,I need some helpful advice on how I can stop this terrible problem.I want to stop this because as I've also said,I don't want to hurt anyone,including myself.I also don't want to ruin any positive relationships that I have.such as with my relatives and friends.I also don't want to lose my job as a result of this terrible problem.I work at a drug/alcohol rehab facility and that is why I want to permanently can this problem.I don't want the clients staying there to think that I'm uttering these terrible things under my breath about them.They could tell my supervisor at my job and that could lead to me getting terminated.I don't want to lose my job as I enjoy my job and the clients there appreciate the work that I do there for them.If anyone has any helpful advice that they can share,please do so.If anyone out there has had this same problem and succeeded in stopping and overcoming it,please share what worked for you.It could work for me.I'm desperate and willing to try anything to stop this problem permanently.Please share what has helped for you if anyone out there has had this problem.I'm not a hateful person really.I just have this terrible problem of saying these terrible hateful and hurtful things under my breath.I'm also supposed to be a Christian as I do regularly attend church and also have a share in things within the church,which I enjoy doing.Please share what has helped you.I also would appreciate that all of you continue praying for me.I also need prayerful support as much as I need positive verbal support.Please share anything helpful within the comments section.Please continue offering prayers on my behalf that I overcome this problem and contain it for good.Thanks to all of you for your continued support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow is a work day.I hope that the day goes well.FJ

Saturday, May 12, 2018

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,I woke up in the mid morning and had my usual coffee.After that,I quickly did my personal PC work.After that was done,I washed up and shaved real quickly.After that,I did a little bit of cleaning work around the house.I then got dressed as I had to leave the house to do a few things.

I first dropped off some free newspapers at a few people's houses.I then had a light meal at a local restaurant.After that,I headed straight home.

When I got home,I resumed doing some cleaning work and after that was finished,I showered quickly and did some more personal PC work.I then had a light evening meal and relaxed while doing some more personal PC work.I then later prepared to retire for the evening.A pretty good day overall.

Please continue praying for me.I'm still struggling with this problem of saying angry,hateful and hurtful things under my breath.I hate myself as a result of this terrible habit and problem.I don't want to hurt anyone,including myself.I need any form of helpful advice that I can get.I keep asking for this,but nobody leaves anything in the comments section that can hopefully help me.As I said and I will say again,if anyone has had this problem that I have,I would like for you to share what worked for you in combating and overcoming this particular problem.I'm open to anything suggested by all of you.Please help me.I want to stop this particular problem and again,please share what has helped any of you who has also had this particular problem.I'm seeking any helpful advice as well as prayerful support that I also combat and overcome this problem.Please continue praying for me and also,please share any helpful advice in the comments section.Thanks to all of you for your support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow is church as usual and I hope that the rest of the day goes well for me.FJ

Friday, May 11, 2018

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,I woke up in the early morning and had my usual coffee.After my coffee,I washed up real quickly and got dressed.I headed for work.

The work day went well.After it was over,I picked up a few things from the storage facility and paid the rent on the facility.After that,I headed straight home.

When I got home,I relaxed for a bit and took it easy.I was feeling tired and needed the rest.

After a while,I went out to the local Super Wal-Mart to pick up a few things.After that,I picked up a few more things at a local Dollar Tree and then,I bought some food for dinner at a local Wendy's and a couple of things at a local 7-11.I headed straight home after that.

When I got home,I relaxed and ate what I had bought at Wendy's and even watched a video online.I then did my personal PC work.After that,I prepared to retire for the evening.A very good day overall.

Please continue praying for me and please leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.I need some helpful advice on how I can stop this terrible problem that I have uttering angry,hateful and hurtful things under my breath.I want to stop and I need some helpful advice on how I can.Please leave me anything helpful in the comments section.Thanks for your support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow is the start of the weekend.I hope that it goes well.FJ

Thursday, May 10, 2018

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,I woke up in the early morning and had my usual coffee.After my coffee,I washed up real quickly and got dressed.I headed for work.

The work day went well.After it was over,I headed straight home.

When I got home,I relaxed for a while.It was great to relax and take it easy for a while.

Later on,my sister left and I did my personal PC work.I then showered and after showering,I ate a light evening meal and did some more personal PC work.I later prepared for my evening retirement.A very good day overall.

I am still asking for prayerful support and positive verbal support within the comments section.I'm still struggling with this terrible problem that I have of saying angry,hateful and hurtful things under my breath.I want to stop this before I hurt others,including myself.If anyone can offer some helpful advice on how I can stop this,please share within the comments section.I'm desperate for anything that can help me stop this terrible habit.I don't want nothing to happen that could cost me very important people in my life,in particular,my family and friends and also most importantly,my job.Please continue praying for me that I stop this problem.I also would still appreciate some positive verbal support within the comments section.Thanks for your support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow is another work day.I hope that the day goes well.FJ

Wednesday, May 09, 2018

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,I woke up in the early morning and had my usual coffee.After my coffee,I washed up real quick and got dressed.I headed for work.

The work day went better than yesterday,though it was still a tough day.After it was over,I headed straight home.

When I got home,I relaxed for a while and took it easy as I was really beat from a hard day working.I simply sat down and relaxed.It was also a nice day and very hot.

After that,I did my personal PC work.I also showered and did some more personal PC work.After that,I prepared to retire for the evening.A very good,though a little tough,day,overall.

I'm still struggling with this terrible problem of saying angry,hateful and hurtful things under my breath.Please continue praying for me that I stop and overcome this terrible problem soon.I really do want to stop,but don't know how.I am desperate for some helpful advice on how I can stop and overcome this terrible problem.I want to stop this before I wind up hurting anyone,including myself.I also could lose very important relationships that I have with my family and my friends,but most importantly,I also could lose my job.Please continue praying for me and also,I would appreciate some helpful advice within the comments section.Thanks to all of you for your support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow is a work day.I hope that the day goes well for me.FJ

Tuesday, May 08, 2018

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,I woke up in the early morning and had coffee.After my coffee,I washed up real quick and got dressed.I headed for work.

The work day was very tough and difficult today.After it was over,I went and did some shopping,paid a bill and even dropped off a few things and picked up something from the storage unit.I then headed straight home.

When I got home,I helped get some stuff to the curb for garbage day and even helped with a few other things.I then had a light evening meal and I did my personal PC work.I then prepared to retire for the evening.A very stressful and difficult day overall.

Please continue praying for me as I'm still struggling with this terrible habit of saying angry,hateful and hurtful things under my breath.I want to stop,but don't know how.I also need some helpful advice,which can be shared within the comments section.Thanks to all of you and Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow is a work day and I hope that the day goes better than today.FJ

Monday, May 07, 2018

Tonight.I'm feeling extremely tired.I can barely type this.Please continue praying for me.Please leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.I still need all the support that I can get as I'm still struggling with the terrible problem that I've been sharing for a while.Thanks for your support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.FJ

Sunday, May 06, 2018

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,I woke up in the early morning and had coffee.After my coffee,I washed up and shaved real quickly.I then got dressed in a suit and headed for church for both the morning's Holy Bible study class and the worship service afterwards.

Both the class and the worship service were wonderful.After some wonderful fellowship,I headed over to a local Burger King for a quick lunch.After that,I headed straight home.

When I got home,I changed from my suit into casual clothes and did my personal PC work.After that,I finished some cleaning up in the house and also took some construction waste somewhere to have it dumped.I also took some stuff to the storage facility that I'm renting.After that,I had a light evening meal that I had on the way home and then headed straight home.

When I got home,I let the dog out and vacuumed the whole downstairs and after letting the dog back in,I wiped down the bathroom.After that,I did more personal PC work.After that,I showered quickly as I did sweat a lot doing all of that hard work today.I then relaxed and did some more personal PC work.I later prepared for my evening retirement.A wonderful and eventful day overall.

I'm still struggling with this terrible problem of saying angry,hateful and hurtful things under my breath.I am beginning to hate myself as a result of this terrible problem that I have.I really want to stop this terrible thing that I'm doing.I don't want to hurt anyone as a result of this terrible problem that I have,including myself.I keep asking that if anyone has any helpful advice on how I can stop this terrible problem.So far,nobody has shared anything helpful within the comments section and it's making me sad.Doesn't anyone out there want to help me?Doesn't anyone out there have any helpful advice for me?If anyone else has had this problem and has successfully overcome it,what worked for you?Maybe what worked for you can work for me.Please share any helpful advice within the comments section.I also would appreciate that all of you continue praying for me that I also successfully overcome this terrible problem that I have.I want to stop.I'm also desperate.Please share what has worked for you if anyone out there has also struggled with this particular thing.I'm willing to try anything to stop this terrible problem.Both your helpful advice and your prayerful support are truly appreciated.Thanks for your continued support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow is the start of the new work week.I hope that it goes well for me.FJ

Saturday, May 05, 2018

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,I woke up early and had coffee.After my coffee,I quickly did my personal PC work.After that was done,I quickly went to do some cleaning out of a closet that was upstairs in the house.I bought almost everything to a storage facility that I'm renting.After that was done,I did a little shopping and headed straight home.

When I got home,I changed into pajama pants and did some more personal PC work.After that,I had a light evening meal.I later prepared to retire for the evening.A pretty good day overall.

I am still struggling with this terrible problem that I have.I can't seem to stop saying angry,hateful and hurtful things under my breath.I don't really mean the things I'm saying under my breath.I really don't mean them,but I'm afraid that if I don't stop this terrible thing soon,I might wind up unintentionally hurting other people,including myself.This is a terrible thing that I have.I really want to stop,but don't know how.I have been asking for advice from all of you who view my blog,but nobody has left anything with the comments section that could help me.I am really desperate here.I need help real badly.If anyone out there who has had this same problem,I want to know what worked for any of you.What did you do to combat the problem?I really want to know.I am thinking that maybe what worked for you might work for me.Please share any helpful advice within the comments section.I would really appreciate that.This is a very terrible problem that I have and I want to stop myself before I wind up hurting others,including myself.I also would appreciate that all of you would continue praying for me.I need all the prayerful support that I can get.Please pray for me that I stop and overcome this problem before the worst thing happens.Please pray that I overcome this problem.Thanks for your support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow is church as usual.I also have other things that I need to do.I hope that the day goes well for me.FJ

Friday, May 04, 2018

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,I woke up in the early morning and had coffee.After my coffee,I washed up real quickly and got dressed.I headed for work.

The work day went well.After it was over,I headed straight home.

When I got home,I relaxed for much of the afternoon and later on,I had a light evening meal.I also did my personal PC work.I also went out to buy a few things at a local 7-11.I headed back home and relaxed for a while and did some more personal PC work.I later prepared for my evening retirement.A very good day overall.

Please continue praying for me.I am still struggling with this terrible problem of saying angry,hateful and hurtful things under my breath.I want to stop,but don't know how.I have been asking for helpful advice,but nobody has shared any to me.Please share helpful advice.If anyone else has ever struggled with this same problem,how was it overcome.Please share within the comments section.Please continue to pray for me also.Thanks for your help and support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow is the weekend.I have plans and I'm hoping that everything works out fine.FJ

Thursday, May 03, 2018

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,I woke up in the early morning and had my usual coffee.After my coffee,I washed up real quickly and got dressed.I headed for work.

The work day went well.It was a quiet day for a change.After it was over,I headed straight home.

When I got home,I relaxed for a while and did my personal PC work.

Later on,after a light evening meal,I did some more personal PC work.Later on,I prepared for my evening retirement.A very good day overall.

Tonight,I need prayerful support.Yes,I do.I'm still struggling with this problem that I have with saying angry and hateful things under my breath.I'm still not able to stop this terrible problem that I have.I want to stop this terrible problem,but feel that I can't stop this.I've been asking for helpful advice,but so far,nobody has come to bat and offered anything helpful.I am in desperate need of any helpful advice.I need it so bad.Please provide the helpful advice that I so desperately need within the comments section.I really need some helpful advice very badly.Please provide me with advice.If anyone out there has also struggl3ed with this same problem,please share what helped you overcome this problem.I'm in desperate need of anything that helps.Please continue to pray that I overcome this problem and break free from it.I also would appreciate some helpful advice within the comments section.Thanks to all of you for your advice and support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow is a work day.I hope that the day goes well.After that,it's the weekend.FJ

Wednesday, May 02, 2018

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,i woke up early and had my usual coffee.After my coffee,I washed up real quickly and got dressed.I headed for work.

The work day was quiet for much of the day,but did get hostile in the early afternoon when two clients had an argument when one of them said a prejudicial remark towards the other.I was just glad when the end of the day came and I headed straight home.

When I got home,I relaxed and showered.I then later went back out to get something to eat at a local 7-11 and headed straight home.

When I got home,I ate what I bought and I did my personal PC work.I later prepared to retire for the evening.A pretty fair day overall.

Please continue praying for me and please leave me positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks to all of you for your support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow is a work day,which I hope goes well.FJ

Tuesday, May 01, 2018

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,I woke up early and had coffee.I then washed up real quickly and got dressed.I headed for work.

The work day wasn't very good for me.Someone at the facility exploded and yelled at one of the staffers,including the use of extreme profanity and threats of violence against the staffer.I was almost caught in it when the persona nearly hit me when she waved her arms and hands.I did get through the work,though not with the best of moods.I headed straight home when the work day was over.

When I got home,I did some work in the backyard and relaxed.I later showered and after a light meal,I did my personal PC work.I then later prepared for my evening retirement.A very difficult day overall.

Please continue praying for me and please leave me some helpful comments within the comments section.Thanks for your support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow is another work day.I hope that it will be better than today.FJ

Monday, April 30, 2018

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,I woke up in the early morning and had my usual coffee.After my coffee,I washed up real quickly and got dressed.I headed for work.

The work day was a little complicated,but I managed to get through it.After it was over,I headed straight home.

When I got home,I relaxed for a while and went back out to buy a few things for a light evening meal.I headed back home.

When I got home,I ate my light evening meal while watching a video online.After that,I did my personal PC work.Later on,I prepared to retire for the evening.A complicated,but not too bad of a day,overall.

Please continue praying for me as I'm still struggling with this problem that I have of uttering angry,hateful and nasty things under my breath.I want to stop this problem,but don't know how.Please leave me some helpful advice within the comments section as I really need some right now,alongside prayerful support.Thanks for your support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow is another work day.I hope that the day goes well.FJ

Sunday, April 29, 2018

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,I woke up in the early morning and had my usual coffee.After my coffee,I washed up real quickly and got dressed up in a suit.I headed for church for both the morning's Holy Bible study class and the worship service afterwards.

Both the class and the worship service were wonderful.After some wonderful fellowship,I headed straight home.

When I got home,I got out of my suit and I relaxed for a bit.I did my personal PC work and after that,I cleaned the bathroom and cleaned the coffee maker.After that,I got dressed in casual clothes and headed out for a bit.

I bought a few slices of pizza at a local pizzeria.I then went somewhere to eat them and after that,I dropped off a few free newspapers at a few people's houses.After that,I headed straight home.

When I got home,I relaxed again and did some more personal PC work.I then headed back out to the local Super Wal-Mart to pick up a few things and then,I went to a local Dollar Tree to pick up a few more things.I then headed straight home.

When I got home,I put the stuff that I bought away and had a light evening meal.I did some more personal PC work.Later on,as it was getting late,I prepared for my evening retirement.A wonderful and eventful day overall.

Please continue praying for me as I'm still struggling.I'm also still feeling sad and miserable due to this terrible problem that I have.I'm still saying angry,hateful and nasty things sunder my breath.I feel miserable because I can't stop.I want to stop this terrible thing.If anyone has any advice that can be helpful,please offer it and share within the comments section.I need some helpful advice.I want to stop this problem,but don't know how.Please help me.I'm desperate.I want to stop.I also need to stop before I hurt anyone,including myself.Again,if anyone has any helpful advice that they can offer and share,please do so within the comments section.I also still need prayerful support as well.Thanks to all of you for your support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow is the start of the new work week.I hope that all goes well.FJ

Saturday, April 28, 2018

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,I woke up in the late morning and had my usual coffee.After that,I washed up real quickly and got dressed.

I headed out to pick up the vacuum cleaner after dropping it off last week for repairs.After that,I stopped at the public library to do some quick personal PC work.After that was done,I headed straight home.

When I got home,I vacuumed a little and helped out with the cleaning around the house.After that,I relaxed for a while and did some more personal PC work.

After a light meal,I did the dishes and did some more personal PC work.Later on,as it was getting late,I prepared to retire for the evening.A pretty good day overall.

Please continue praying for me as I'm still struggling.I am still feeling sad and depressed over this terrible problem that I have with uttering angry,nasty and hurtful things under my breath.I want to stop doing this thing,but don't know how.If anyone out there has some helpful advice that can help me,please share within the comments section.If anyone out there has struggled with this problem,please share whatever worked for you.Maybe it can work for me.I am in desperate need of helpful advice to help me stop this terrible problem before it's too late.I don't want to hurt anyone by this,including myself.Please share any helpful advice within the comments section and also,please continue your prayerful support for me as that is also greatly and sincerely appreciated.Thanks to all of you for your support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow is church as usual for me.I also hope that the rest of the day works out well for me,too.FJ

Friday, April 27, 2018

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,I woke up in the early morning and had my usual coffee.After my coffee,I washed up real quickly and got dressed.I headed for work.

The work day went well.I headed straight home after work.

When I got home,I relaxed for a bit and I also shaved.I then headed back out to withdraw some money from the bank and I headed straight home.

When I got home,I relaxed for a bit and I then headed back out to pick up a few things at the local Super Wal-Mart and I then headed straight home.

When I got home,I showered quickly and I then had a light evening meal.After a while,I prepared to retire for the evening.A very good day overall.

Please continue praying for me and Also,I would appreciate some positive verbal support within the comments section.Thanks to all of you for your continued support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow is the start of the weekend.I hope that all goes well for me.FJ





Thursday, April 26, 2018

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,I woke up in the early morning and had my usual coffee.After my coffee,I washed up real quickly and got dressed.I headed for work.

The work day went well,but a little complicated.After it was over,I headed straight home.

When I got home,I relaxed for a while and later on,I had a light evening meal.

After eating,I did my personal PC work.I then later showered and after a while,I prepared to retire for the evening.A very good,though a little complicated,day overall.

Please continue praying for me.I'm still struggling with uttering angry and nasty things under my breath.I have not been able to stop doing this.The things that I have been saying are not only nasty,but very hurtful.I don't want to hurt anyone as a result of this problem,including myself,but that is what I'm heading if I don't stop this.I also risk losing my job if anyone tells my supervisor(s) about this.I keep asking for any helpful advice,but nobody has posted anything that could be helpful in the comments section.I need both prayerful and positive verbal support.I need advice.Please share anything that might be helpful to me.I am desperate and I really want to stop this problem before I wind up hurting people that I don't want to hurt,including myself.Thanks to all of you.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow is a work day.I hope that all goes well.FJ

Wednesday, April 25, 2018

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,I woke up in the early morning and had my usual coffee.After my coffee,I washed up real quickly and got dressed.I headed for work.

The work day was complicated,but I managed to make it to the end of the day.After it was all over,I headed straight home.

When I got home,I relaxed and took it easy for a while.

I had a light evening meal and I did my personal PC work.Later on,I showered quickly and did some more personal PC work.Later on,I prepared to retire for the evening.A complicated,but not too bad,day overall.

Please continue praying for me as I'm still struggling with the terrible habit of saying hurtful and terrible things in anger under my breath,which I do indeed and seriously want to stop.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks to all of you for your support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow is another work day.I hope that the day goes well.FJ

Tuesday, April 24, 2018

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,I woke up in the early morning and had my usual coffee.After my coffee,I washed up real quickly and got dressed.I headed for work.

The work day went well.After it was over,I headed straight home.

When I got home,I relaxed as I had a headache and my stomach also was hurting.I did my personal PC work and after that,I showered quickly and did some more personal PC work.

Later on,I headed to a local McDonald's for a light meal and after that,I headed straight home.

When I got home,I changed into pajamas and did some more personal PC work before preparing to retire for the evening.A very good day overall.

Please continue praying for me as I'm still feeling miserable and sad for this problem that I have,which is saying hateful,inappropriate and nasty things under my breath.Pray that I stop this soon as I don't want to hurt anyone,including myself.I also would still appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks to all of you for your support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow is another work day.I hope that all goes well.FJ

Monday, April 23, 2018

Tonight,my rocky road `to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,I woke up in the early morning and had coffee.After my coffee,I washed up real quickly and got dressed.I headed for work.

The work day went well,though it was tiring and stressful.After it was all over,I dropped off some stuff at the storage facility and headed straight home.

When I got home,I relaxed and did my personal PC work.After that,I showered quickly and put my pajama pants on.I did some more personal PC work.Later on,as it was getting late and I was getting tired,I prepared to retire for the evening.A Very good day overall.

Tonight,I'm still in need of prayerful support from all of you.I'm still feeling miserable and sad from the hateful and unpleasant things that I've been saying under my breath.I want to stop doing this,but don't know how.I am again asking for any helpful advice that could help me,especially if any of you out there have had this problem as well.If you did,I want to know what you did to help resolve this problem.Maybe what worked for you can work for me.I am desperate and I will try anything offered.I also still need prayerful support from all of you.Please continue praying for me and also pray that I stop this disgusting problem that I have.I want to stop before I hurt anyone by this and also,before I hurt myself at the same time.I need prayers and also,please leave me some positive verbal support in the forms of spiritual upbuilding and encouraging words.Please share whatever could be helpful to me if it was helpful to you.I am desperate and need serious help right now.Thanks to all of you for your continued support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow is a work day and I hope that all goes well.FJ

Sunday, April 22, 2018

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,I woke up in the early morning and had my usual coffee.After my coffee,I washed up real quickly and got dressed up in a suit.I headed for church for both the morning's Holy Bible study class and the worship service afterwards.

Both the class and the worship service were wonderful.After some wonderful fellowship,I stopped at a used record store in the vicinity,but couldn't find anything that I was looking for.I headed straight home after that.

When I got home,I relaxed for a while and did my personal PC work.After that,I went out to get a few slices of pizza at a local pizzeria.I then got gas at a local gas station and headed straight home.

When I got home,I did some more personal PC work and had a light evening meal.After a while,I showered and went back out to a local Dollar Tree store to pick up a few things.After that,I headed straight home.

When I got home,I relaxed for a bit and did some more personal PC work.Later on,as it was getting late,I prepared for my evening retirement.A wonderful and eventful day overall.

Please continue to keep me in your prayers.I need prayerful support very much.I'm still feeling miserable and sad as a result of the hateful and hurtful things that I've been saying under my breath.I want and need to stop this thing.I don't want to hurt anyone nor myself as a result of this terrible thing.I am again appealing to all of you out there who regularly read what I post here.Please share some helpful advice that might be of help to me.I really need and want to stop this terrible thing.I want to stop myself because I don't want to hurt anyone nor myself as a result of all of these terrible things that I've been saying under my breath.Please continue praying for me.Please leave me anything helpful within the comments section.I really need positive verbal support to help me stop and contain this terrible problem for good.Thanks to all of you.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow is a work day.I hope that all goes well.FJ

Saturday, April 21, 2018

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,I woke up in the mid morning and had coffee.After my coffee,I washed up real quickly and shaved,I also did some sweeping in the dining room.I then did my personal PC work.After that.I got dressed and headed out to do a few things.

I first went to the post office to drop off some packages to be returned to where they came from.I then dropped out the vacuum cleaner at a vacuum cleaner repair place.After that,I had a couple slices of pizza for a quick lunch.I then headed straight home.

When I got home,I relaxed for a while and cleaned the bathroom.I also did some more personal PC work.

Later on,I had a light evening meal and did some more personal PC work.I later prepared for my evening retirement.A pretty good day overall.

Please continue to keep me in your prayers as I really need prayerful support.Yes,I really need prayerful support right now.I'm still struggling and I'm still feeling miserable from all the terrible hateful things that I've been saying under my breath to myself.I also would still appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks for your support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow is church as usual.I hope that the rest of the day goes well.FJ

Friday, April 20, 2018

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,I woke up in the early morning and had coffee.After my coffee,I washed up real quickly and got dressed.I headed for work.

The work day went well.After it was over,I headed straight home.

When I got home,I relaxed for a while and did my personal PC work.After that,I went out for something to eat and after that,I went to get some gas.I then headed for a local 7-11 and picked up a couple of ice cream cones.I then headed straight home.

When I got home,I showered quickly and after that,I watched a couple of videos online.I then did some more personal PC work.Later on,as it was getting late,I prepared for my evening retirement.A very good day overall.

Tonight,I'm still feeling miserable.I am still saying hateful things under my breath to myself.I also feel sad and depressed.I want to stop saying these hateful and hurtful things.If anyone has any ideas on how I can do so,please share within the comments section.I really need some helpful verbal support,especially any ideas on how I can stop saying these terrible things.I really do want to stop and I need any helpful advice.Please share within the comments section.Thanks.

I also still need prayerful support.I need prayers very much.Please continue praying for me as I need to stop saying these terrible things.Again,please continue praying for me and leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks to all of you.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow is the start of the weekend.With the exception of church as usual on Sunday,I have nothing planned,but I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.FJ

Thursday, April 19, 2018

Tonight,my head is hurting terribly and I'm also tired.Please continue praying for me and please leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks.FJ

Wednesday, April 18, 2018

Tonight,I'm feeling extremely tired.I had a hard day today and I can barely write this.Will post more tomorrow.Please continue to keep me in your prayers and please leave me some positive verbal encouragement.Thanks for your support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.FJ