Tonight,I am feeling a little bit better than yesterday.Today,I managed to get much of my computer work done with no problems.That was great.I did manage to get a lot done this morning before going to work this afternoon.I still have to do a little bit more before calling it a day.
Earlier tonight,I had a talk with an old friend that I had not talked to in a long time.It was great to talk to him.I talked with him for almost a whole 90 minutes.It was a great conversation that I had with him.We even made plans to get together in the near future.It would be truly neat to get together with him.We did talk about a lot of things.It would be neat to talk with face to face once again.
The work shift today went by smoothly.There was not a mess at the pick up site.The day went by well.For most of the day,the weather was HAZY,HOT & HUMID but it got stormy in the late afternoon.The sky started getting dark as I was driving home.I had to stop at the post office to mail out a couple of important checks to a couple of creditors.On the way home,it started out with light rain then it hailed when I was in the area where I live.I had to stop at Blockbuster to pick up another movie and I went to cash my paycheck.When I was at the bank,it was a torrential downpour that turned back into hail and back to torrential rain and thunder.I managed to make it home but I had to go back out to withdrawl some more money at the bank.When I arrived back home,I stayed home for a while to wait for the storm to end.When it did,I went out to get something to eat.
I am now at home relaxing.It is now a pretty cool evening.The storm did manage to help cool things down.I hope that this continues for a while.
Tomorrow night is my night to sing for the crowd.I am hoping the night goes well.It always makes me better appreciate when the weekend arrives.I always look forward to entertaining the crowd and it is the best thing about the weekend for me.
That was my day today and my hoped for night tomorrow night.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling mixed emotions.The main contributor why I am feeling this way because I had computer issues for most of the day.I was trying to do my personal e-mail work but had some problems.While I was trying to advance into the next message in my inbox,I,every few seconds,got a "That Page Can Not Be Displayed" message and even after refreshing and getting it back,I got the same thing a few seconds later.Not only that,I also was replying to an Ebay message and when I signed out,I got 34 windows popping up.I do not know how that happened nor why it happened.But I managed to get rid of them all and I restarted my computer.To be on the safe side,I did a complete virus scan to see if there was anything in my computer data base that was not supposed to be there.Fortunately,my computer was clean of any threats such as viruses and spyware but I also restarted it again after not being able to connect to the internet.The best thing was that I managed to finish my personal e-mail work without any more problems.
The work shift today went by smoothly.But I was still tired due to the heat and humidity.It was even more HAZY,HOT & HUMID that it was yesterday.The temps went up to 93 degrees.The heat and humidity on the drive home made me tired.I also had to stop and pick something up on the way home.As a result of my tiredness when I got home,I layed down for much of the afternoon.It was kind of boring but it was HOT outside.I did not want to go anywhere nor did I feel like going anywhere.
I even managed to turn in some bottles and cans that had accumiliated in my trunk over the past several days.I was glad to get them out because there was a lot in there and I wanted to have more room for important things.It was a pretty good sum of money.
Tomorrow is another work day.I am hoping that the shift goes well.After that,it's the weekend.I will be doing my usual singing for the crowd on Saturday night.I am hoping that the night goes well.
That was my day today and my hoped for day tomorrow.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a very smooth pick-up day today.There was no big messes to clean,which made me feel better.I was afraid that there would be a big mess.But there was none.I am glad.For the rest of the afternoon,I stayed home and relaxed.There was nothing to do anyway.I relaxed and watched a little bit more of the DVD's that I bought.
It was a HAZY,HOT & HUMID day today.I was really sweating up pretty much as I was driving home after dropping off the laundry.Before I went home,I picked up something for the home and I relaxed for most of the afternoon.It was also very quiet today.I rarely ever have a quiet afternoon anymore.So,I savored this for a while.I enjoyed it pretty much.
Tonight,the group meeting at the church went great.We had a new guy join us for tonight's meeting.It was once again great to hear all the men tell their stories and have the opportunity to share mine.It was wonderful.It was great to relieve myself of a lot more excess emotional baggage.I am looking forward to the next meeting.
I had just gotten a phone call from a counselor in Williamsville.I have an appointment with her on Monday at 3:00p.m.I am looking forward to meeting with her.I hope that the meeting goes well.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the shift goes by well.
That was my day today and my hoped for day tomorrow.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty smooth work day.The only thing was that it was unexpectedly cut in half today due to some of the work staff going to a special meeting this afternoon.I simply bagged what I had done and I dropped it off at the rehabilitation center and headed for home.
I was still a little tired.The shift went by smoothly but the heat and humidity on the way home was what tired me out.I simply laid down and watched some of the new DVD's that I bought yesterday.It was great to relax a bit after the day's work even though it was cut short.But still,I am still going to be paid a full work day because nobody told me that this was.
After I relaxed for a while,I went out to run an errand for mom.I had to withdrawl some money from her account on her behalf.After I got home,I ate and waited for the weather to cool down before finishing the day's errand.After that,I came home and bathed.I now feel a bit better.
Tomorrow is simply a pick-up day.I hope that there is no mess to clean.I have the rest of the afternoon off.Tomorrow night is another support group meeting at the church.I hope that the meeting goes well.
That was my day today and my hoped for day tomorrow.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a not too eventful of a day today.I simply went out for some air earlier today around the town.I did manage to stop in a Dollar General store in the downtown area of the city that I live in and I picked up a three DVD set of Davey & Goliath cartoons that were in a bargain box.They were simply 2 for $6.00.There were three in there so I bought all three of them.I remember Davey & Goliath from when I was a little boy.I used to watch this on TV almost every morning before I went to school.In my area,this came on every other day in two parts and they would show it in it's entirety on Sunday.I was thrilled to add another piece of my childhood back into my life once again.I am also happy to have these in my ever growing DVD library.I can share them one day with my eldest grand niec when it is only her and not the other two.Again,it's great to have another piece of my childhood back into my life.
My grand nieces and my grand nephew were here for most of the afternoon.They were here for only a few hours.I simply did my computer work and stayed upstairs for much of the time until they left.I have nothing personal against them.I just needed some peace and quiet to myself.I was hoping for that this afternoon until this spur of the moment things came up.After my niece picked them up,my mom and I ate.While I was upstairs and later while I was eating,I did a scan on my computer to see if there was something in my data base but there was nothing.Thanks goodness that it was all clean.I only did this because there was an issue with my computer today.The screen simply froze and I had to unplug the computer and turn it back on again.I also had to restart it a few times to get it going right because I had a hard time connecting to the internet for a short time afterwards.Right now,my computer is working good and I am glad and relieved.
Tomorrow is a work day for me.I hope that the day goes by smoothly.
That was my day today and my hoped for day tomorrow.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.I really did not do anything too special.I simply ran an errand for my mom today.I picked up a little something that we needed for dinner tonight.It was a light dinner that we had and it wasn't too special.But it was pretty good and the time was very quiet.
I also had a talk with a friend of mine that lives out of town and he is doing good.I am glad to hear that.I did talk about my two relapses this week and I explained that it was my emotional state of feeling at edge that led to the relapses.He felt that I was going to be okay and I should not worry too much about it.It did make me feel better.It was great to talk to him.
I am now at home relaxing.It is quiet at the moment.The weather has cooled down and I am feeling a bit more at ease.I guess that it is just anticipating the new week and wondering what is in store for the week.I know that I will be working and stuff but I still need to prepare and anticipate what will be and what won't be.Again,I am just getting ready for it to start.
Last night,my night of entertaining the crowd went over well.There was not too many people out but I still had some to entertain.I sang up a storm last night and it was great.The crowd loved it and one lady even thanked me for doing a certain song for her.It made me feel good.I am looking forward to next week.I don't know how it will be.But I am hoping that it goes over well.
Tomorrow is a day off.I have nothing special planned.I really do not know what I will be doing.But I hope that whatever I do,it helps me in a positive way.
That was my day today and my night last night as well as my hopes for the next day.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling a little bit better.I had a pretty good day today.I did not do too much because there was not really an awful lot to do.I simply ran an errand for my mom today.I also paid a visit with a friend for a few minutes.He and his live in girlfriend are doing okay.I only spent a few minutes with them because when I got there,they were on their way out to go somewhere.I left to finish the errand and I went home.
I have had dinner and I am now relaxing.Before I ate,I bathed and shaved because I am going out later tonight.I want to make sure that I am clean and neat.It pays to be neat anyway,especially if you're going to do what I am going to do tonight.I am going to be singing up a storm tonight and I am hoping that the night goes by well.Though I rarely,if ever,have an off night,I always still hope for things to go well.You never know what might happen.But again,I am hoping that the night goes well for me.
As stated above,I am feeling better tonight.After that awful relapse last night,I can now put it behind me.I am still taking life one day at a time and if I can get through one day without a relapse or losing it,Great.There is still tomorrow and the day after that and so on.Again,I am going to take life one day at a time.
Tomorrow is Sunday.I have not made plans for tomorrow.I think that I will just take it easy.I do have to prepare for the coming week ahead.
That was my day today and my hoped for night tonight.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty busy day today.I worked another full Friday today.I did some cleaning around the place this morning and in the afternoon,I did my normal laundry job.While the day went by smoothly,I did have to contend with the scorching heat of summer while I was driving home today.It rained for much of the morning but it was HAZY,HOT & HUMID for the rest of the day.I was glad to get home after cashing my paycheck.
After I rested for a few minutes,I ran an errand for my mom.I had to pick up only a few small things at a local supermarket.When I got home,we ate a light dinner.After that,I concentrated on my personal computer work and did a virus scan.The scan came back positive.There were no viruses or spyware.I feel good now that I know my computer is clean,for now.
The only really bad thing to happen is that I relapsed for the second consecutive time this week.This time,I looked at some disgusting,degrading and disturbing pornographic written stories and I masturbated while reading them.I did feel bad for a while afterwards but after askingthe creator to forgive me for what I did,I felt better.I now have to work extra hard in resisting the temptation to look at something like that again.
I am glad that the weekend is finally here.I will be singing up a storm tomorrow when I go out to entertain.I am hoping that the night goes well.
That was my day today and my hoped for day tomorrow.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty hard day today.The work shift went by smoothly but the heat and humidity on the way home made it feel harder.I drove home after picking up a couple of things at the supermarket for dinner tonight.
When I got home,I was hoping for a nice quiet afternoon.But instead,I came home to an unexpected happening.My grand nieces and grand nephew were over.I really was not in the mood for that.I was tired and a little edgy and technically,I was not in the mood.I stayed in my room upstairs at home while they were there.I tried to take a nap but the noise from them made it difficult if not impossible for me to do that.I was lucky to finish my personal computer work today despite all of that.When I finished,the noise became unbearable that I decided to get out of the house for a while to help relieve me of some of the stress of all that.It did help.I managed to buy a few more record albums at a Salvation Army thrift shopp in my area and it made me forget about what was at home.After paying for them,I headed for home.It did rain while I was driving home but it was not that bad.It was a light rain shower but again,I did forget about what was going on at home and it did make me feel a little bit better.
When I got home,I had a nice quiet dinner with no noise and I took it easy for the rest of the day after that.It was great to finally have at least a little bit of quiet.After the hard work day and coming home to the menagerie there,it was great to finally have it quiet for a little bit.
Tomorrow is my first full work day in quite a while.I will be taking over for a cleaner who will not be working tomorrow morning due to illness.I will be doing my usual laundry in the afternoon afterwards.After that,it will be back to normal for me,schedule wise.I am hoping that the day goes by well.
That was my day today and my hoped for day tomorrow.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a mixed bag of a day today.This morning,while trying to stay awake so I could do my Wednesday pick-up,I relapsed.The old sexual images of men crept back into my mind because of my emotional state at that moment,which was on the verge of anger,I masturbated.Yes I did.I gave into temptation by doing just that.I did feel miserable for a awhile afterwards even after I asked the creator in Heaven to forgive me.I was seroiusly depressed afterwards even though I truly believed that I was forgiven for falling.The only really good things to happen was that the pick up went smoothly and my appointment with my sexual abuse support counselor also went great.Still,despite these good things,I still felt depressed over relapsing and it really was a crushing weight on me for most of the day.Before I left the house for my support group meeting at the church,I did take two St.John's Wort capsules to help ease my depression and they gradually worked.I drove to the meeting afterwards.
The meeting actually went great.I shared my relapse with them and they did not judge me nor labeled me with any names or negative labels.It is like that they understood what I was going through and that it was okay.Just arriving there and being there as an active participant sharing what went on today,including my relapse really made me feel better.I feel great now knowing that I am forgiven and I can simply leave that at the side of the road(so to speak)and move on.Again,I am feeling better and that is good.
Tomorrow is another work day.I am hoping that the shift goes by smoothly.
That was my day today and my hoped for day tomorrow.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty smooth work day today.The best thing about it is that I did not have to pick up after anybody.It was all bagged and ready.I simply packed them into my car and away I went to the worksite.
When I arrived there,I sorted everything out and started two loads immediately.Afterwards,I went over to the social club next door to socialize a little.They were showing a move entitled Pearl,which was based on the attack on Pearl Harbor by the Japanese in 1941 during WWII.I did not watch the whole movie but parts of it.I still had to concentrate on my job,which I did.After lunch,I went back down into the basement to finish my job.After that,I bagged some clean laundry and dropped it off at the center.I also had to do a couple of things for my mom before coming home.
When I got home,I simply relaxed a bit and I also got a couple of packages that I was expecting to come.The first was a 6 record album of Frank Sinatra songs and a book called the Big Blue Marble atlas,which was inspired by the TV show of the same name that I used to watch when I was a kid.Overall,a pretty good day.
I even had a talk with a friend of mine today and he and his wife are doing great with the exception of a tragedy that had happened in his family.He lost a close nephew of his at a very young age.He was not in an upbeat mood because of this and he really did not want to talk too much.Aside from that,they are both in good health and they are doing good.I am glad about that but at the same time,I was sad that he lost his nephew.I hate ity when people die too young.
Tomorrow is simply a pick-up day.I also have an appointment with my sexual abuse support counselor and I have my weekly support group meeting at the church.I am hoping that both go well.
That was my day today and my hoped for day tomorrow.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a not too eventful day today.After I woke up and ate,I relaxed and took it easy for a while.After the mail came,I went to the laundromat to was some T-shirts of mine that needed to be washed.These were not my undershirts but casual shirts that I wear all the time.I had a pretty good day there.The time went by fast.The only negative thing to happen was that a couple of Black ladies took over the table that I was sitting at.I simply found another table to sit at and simply let the ladies be.There was no need to argue with them.Plus,I wasn't in the mood to argue,anyway.Before arriving at the laundromat,I stopped at a thrift shop and found some more great records and tapes to add to my ever growing collection of each of these.Overall,not to eventful of a day.
The weather today was a mixed bag.It started out with some sun and then got cloudy.There was also a small dripple of rain.Fortunately,I was heading for home when that little bit of rain was falling.I only went straight home just in case that it would storm because it looked like that it might.That so-called storm did not happen but the day is not over yet.It could still happen.
I am at home at the moment.I am relaxing and I am getting ready for the work day tomorrow.I am hoping that the day goes by smoothly.
Last night,I did stop at the place where I sing at and had a nice friendly drink with a couple of guys.I had a good time talking with them.It was also great to simply relax and just be one of the guys with them.I am looking forward to this the next time.
That was my day today,my night last night and my hoped for day tomorrow.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I have a pretty good day today.The weather was nice and sunny.The best of that is there was no humidity.It was a mild sunny day.I took a little drive to another area of New York state today and it was great.I got to talk to a few people and that was a pretty good thing.I even stopped by a park today and took a walk around the place to loosen up some energy.It was great to get out and enjoy the nice weather today.I felt pretty good and the air was right.
Last night,my night of entertaining the crowd went great.I had a blast.There were quite a few people there last night and I even had a couple of guys at a table singing with me the song Heartbreak Hotel by Elvis Presley.It was fun.The audience really enjoyed my selections and that was great.I had a blast entertaining them and that made me feel good.I can hardly wait to do it again next Saturday night and I am hoping that it is as super as it was last night.
I even had a talk with a friend from New Jersey and that was a great conversation.He said that he was doing good and that was great.It makes me feel good to know that a friend is doing good.I am looking forward to talking with him again.
Tomorrow is a day off.I have not made any plans for tomorrow but I do know that whatever I do.I know that it will be something good.
That was my day today and my night last night as well as my hoped for day tomorrow.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling prettyy good.I had a not too eventful day today.I simply ran a few errands for my mom today because I had to pick up a few things for dinner.Before I ran the errands,I stopped in on a friend and his live-in girlfriend to see how they were both doing.They were both doing pretty good.I sat and talked with them for a few minutes and they also had to do some stuff.I left and finished what I had to do.I picked up everything my mom needed and I went home.I had a bath and we ate dinner.
The weather today was mild.The sun was shining but there was no humidity.This was very easy to deal with.It was also a nice break after all the humidity that we have had to deal with for a while.Again,nice weather today and that was great.A nice break from all the humidity.
I am going to be doing my usual entertaining the crowd tonight.I am looking forward to singing up a storm for my friends tonight and that is great.I am hoping that the night goes well.Though I rarely,if ever,have an off night,I still hope for things to go well.You never know what might happen.But I am keeping an upbeat mood and I have a feeling that it will be a great night.
Tomorrow is Sunday.I do not know what I will do tomorrow but I know that whatever I do,I hope that it is something special and fun.
That was my day today and my hoped for night tonight.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling a little bit better.I had a pretty smooth work day today.I was called into work by my supervisor today because the normal morning cleaner person called in sick and they called me to fill in.I agreed and I went into work to do some cleaning around the work place.It wasn't too hard.I actually held down a cleaning job once before and this was pretty much a snap.I did it in about 2 hours.After that,I did my afternoon job,which is the usual laundry.After I dropped off the clean,I went to a Blockbuster in the area and bought a new movie and I also bought three more at a Dollar Tree store that was next door.I also stopped at the bank and cashed my paycheck.Overall,a pretty smooth work day.
I am just glad that the weekend is finally here.It was a pretty mixed bag of emotions for me this week and I am glad that it's over finally.I am looking forward to singing up a storm tomorrow night.I am hoping to try at least one new song tomorrow night.If not,there is always next week.But I am looking forward to tomorrow night as much as I do every Saturday night.I am hoping that the night goes well.
I did a virus scan on my computer and there was a virus on it.It was a Trojan Horse type virus called Trojan.ByteVerify and I had to do the normal routine to remove it from the system.I am hoping that I have succeeded.I have to do another scan tonight to make sure that I have.I am hoping that it's gone.
Other than that,it was a pretty good day today.I am hoping that the weekend goes well enough.
That was my day today and my hoped for day tomorrow.FJ

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Tonight,I am actually feeling better than I was yesterday.I had a pretty good day today.I went to do the laundry pick-up today and it was easy.There was no big mess to clean up and that was wonderful.When i got home,I went back to bed because I still felt tired due to a lack of sleep the night before.When I woke up,I felt refreshed and I went to run an errand for my mom today afterwards.I took it easy for much of the afternoon.
Later this afternoon,my niece called and said that she needed somebody to babysit her children because she had just got called into work to fill in for somebody who had called in sick.It was one of those spur of the moment things.But I did not stay home for too long when they were dropped off.I had a meeting tonight and after I ate a light dinner,I left.
The meeting was wonderful.We had a lot more men in the group tonight.Last week,we did not have too many but tonight,there was quite a bit of men there to get whatever they had to get off of their chests.It was great for me to hear some of what the men had to say and it was also great for me to get relieve myself of some more emotional baggage that had piled up over the past few day,including my relapse.Again,the meeting was wonderful and I got quite a bit out of it tonight.I am definitely looking forward to the next meeting.
Tomorrow is another work day.I am hoping that the shift goes smoothly for me.
That was my day today and my hoped for day tomorrow.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling mixed emotions.I had a pretty smooth work day today.But something happened within me mentally that I do not know.All of a sudden,I started saying angry things to myself this afternoon as I was driving home.I do not know what sparked it and I guess that I will never know.I am hoping that this does not happen for a long time because I do not want to scare anybody away from me nor do I want to make anybody afraid of approaching me.That would really made me feel down if this would happen.I would also feel all alone if it were to happen.I don't want that to happen.I want people to approach me and even want to talk to me.I have not done that in quite a while.All of a sudden,I am starting all over again and I don't know what sparked this again.Again,I don't want people to be afraid of me nor do I want to make people afraid of approaching me.I am not going to dwell on this but I am going to continue to work on this until I can get to the root of the problem.I don't want to do this forever and I want to keep an even balance of my emotions.
What also added to this dilemma is that I masturbated.I felt miserable at first when I gave into this temptation.Not only that,my emotional state also contributed to why I gave in to this.Since I was in a negative emotional state,I was starting to have mental images of men with or without clothes on or even without their pants on and their genitals at full erection.I also had an image of me romancing with another man and performing sexual favors for them,mostly oral sex,which was my addiction before I started abandoning the Gay lifestyle.I have only had frequent occasional flashbacks but this was the first time in a long time that I was inundated with so much that I did not know whether I was coming or going.After giving in,I asked the creator to forgive me and then I forgave myself afterwards.I felt better after doing that and I am feeling a little bit better.But I am going to talk with the creator again tonight before I go to sleep.I still have an awful lot to talk with him tonight.I am just hoping that the rest of the week goes well enough.I don't need any more of what happened to me today emotionally.
Tomorrow is simply a pick up day.It won't be that long.After doing that,I can go home and rest up.I also have a meeting with my support group at the church and I am hoping that the meeting goes well,too.The weather is supposed to be wet tomorrow and there is really not a lot to do when it rains.
That was my day today and my hoped for day tomorrow.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.The day was pretty nice and not as humid.It did rain this morning and early this afternoon for starters but the weather was nice throughout the day and that was good.
I did not do too much today.I ran an errand for my mother to get a few things for her today.I also helped a friend clean out his garage and he gave me a whole bunch of empty bottles and cans as a way of saying Thanks for all my help.I turned them in while I was running the errand for my mom and it was quite a bit of money.That was great.I also had to turn them in because I needed to have room to put the laundry bags tomorrow morning when I do the pick-up to start my work day.Not only that,some of the people around my work place would also be bugging me about me having them in my car because of some of the client's past problems with drugs and alcohol.I can sympathize with that.But also,a person working to overcome drugs and alcohol will usually give in because they wanted to give in to their old habit and simply use the empty bottles as a crutch(i.e.excuse)to give into their old habits that they are trying to give up.But again,I do sympathize with their policies and their concerns and I turned them in to avoid any confrontations.
I also managed to stop in a Salvation Army thrift shop in my area and I bought a bunch of 45 r.p.m.records,a few old tapes and some more dress pants and shorts.Again,not too eventful of a day but it was great to get out in the community and just be around other people for a while.I had some fun and I did help someone I knew out.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the work day goes by smoothly.
That was my day today and my hoped for day tomorow.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling great.I had a very good day today.It was very eventful.The day was also sunny out and I had a feeling that I was going to have a wonderful day.
Today,me and my mom went to my uncle's 50th anniversary party and it was a great party.My uncle and his wife were glad to see us.I was also glad to see all of my cousins and we talked about lots of things.The main event of this was that my uncle and my aunt renewed their wedding vows with a priest there to make it happen.It was a wonderful experience.After the renewed vows,the priest sat down with some of his relatives and I had some talks with them.The priest was a swell guy with a great sense of humor.His relatives were swell people,too.They also had a slide show reflecting on the 50 years that they were married and even that was something.Each and everybody there marveled at this on how everybody in the family had changed and matured through the course of their lives and how my uncle and his wife's marriage had gotten stronger through those years.There was also a lot of food to go around.I did eat alot,I admit.But I had fun and I did not have to eat anything else throughout the day and that was good.I actually had lunch and dinner at the same place at the same time.It saved my mom from cooking something at home.Again,a wonderful day and lots of stuff to talk about for many years to come.
Last night,my night of singing was also wonderful.There was also quite a few people there like last week.Of course,it was not as much but it was still a great big crowd and that was terrific.I was well received for all the songs that I did and that made me feel even better about what I did.It also motivates me to do it again next Saturday night and the Saturday night after that.There were some guys and their girlfriends there who actually sang alongside me as I sang the Toby Keith song I Love This Bar because I dedicated the song to them.They also like all the other songs that I sang as well and again,that made me feel good.As stated,it motivates me to do it again and again.I love and enjoy what I do and I can hardly wait for next Saturday night.I am hoping that next Saturday night will be great.
Last night did not start off too positively.One of the female bartenders suffered really bad chest pains and could not hardly breathe or even talk.Many of the people who were outside with her were waiting for an ambulance to take her to the local hospital because they were afraid that she was having a heart attack or something.The ambulance arrived to take her to the hospital to have her analyzed to see what was going wrong.Fortunately,it was just the stress of working too much that made her suffer the chest pains and that her heart was okay and nothing else was wrong.The doctor advised her to stay off her feet for a while and rest.He also assured that she would be fine in just several weeks.
Tomorrow is my day off.I don't know what I am going to do but I know it will be fun or vice versa.
That was my day today,my night last night and my hoped for day tomorrow.