Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a not too bad of a day today despite a minor negative thing that hapened to me today.A very inconsiderate guy answered the phone over at the social club and would not give me his name as I asked for it.I then asked if I could talk to a staff member and he refused to let me do that.He got really nasty and hung up.I called nearly a minute later and the same guy answered the phone.I got really insistant in talking to a staff member and he finally did.After talking to the staffer,I told the staffer how the guy who answered the phone was very rude,cocky and nasty with me over the phone.When I arrived there to get my lunch,that guy avoided me and did not speak to me.I guess that the staffer advised him to stay away with me and that he was not allowed to use the phone for the rest of the day,with the latter being a rule there if you use innappropriate language and/or conduct when answering the phone.
The work shift went by pretty well.There was not really an awful lot to do.The shift went by pretty fast.As a result,I simply bagged the little bit that I did and dropped off the clean laundry at the rehab center.Afterwards,I stopped at a supermarket to pick up a few things for dinner.Tonight's dinner was pretty light.I did not eat too much.I did a little bit more personal PC work and relaxed.
I even managed to visit with a friend and his live in girlfriend and they are doing great.I was happy.While I was out,I did a virus scan on my computer and my database was clean.It is great to have a nice clean computer that is virus and spyware free.
Tomorrow night starts the weekend.I am eagerly awaiting tomorrow night because I will be singing up a storm tomorrow night.I am hoping that the night goes by well.Of course,I will be singing amidst depression of losing a friend so suddenly.But I am going to try and move on and hope to be over this soon.
That was my day today and my hoped for day tomorrow.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a day that was not too exciting.I did not do too much except my usual going to work this morning and going home.The work shift went by smoothly but I was still feeling the ill effects of losing a friend all so suddenly.I still find it hard to believe that he is gone.One minute he was there.The next minute he is gone.I don't know why that had to happen to him so suddenly and so young.He was still a very young man.I even shared how I felt with someone over at the social club.It was a shocker to have found out that he was dead.It is going to be tough to try and get along without him for quite some time.Again,I am still feeling the effects of this loss.It is pretty HUGE.I do not know how long it will take for me to get over this but I am going to have to do that.I can not dwell on this loss forever.I know that if I don't want to do that,I am going to need some advice on how to do that.This is the fourth consecutive death to happen where someone I knew died too fast.Again,he was at the meeting last Wednesday and now he is no longer here on earth.
When I did get home,I did some of my personal computer work and saved some for later.I only finished it because my grand nieces and grand nephew were here for much of the late afternoon.I simply went upstairs and laid down for much of the late afternoon because I did not want to be bothered by all the noise that they were making.I know that kids will make noise but I needed some quiet time for myself.So,I stayed upstairs in my room and laid down.They did leave soon when the evening was starting and I had a nice quiet dinner.I am now relaxing and getting ready for the next day,which is another work day.I am hoping that the shift goes by smoothly.I am still going to need some moral support in hopes to recover from this all too soon and sudden loss.I am still going to go to the meetings every Wednesday and I am still going to continue and try to get a lot out of them.I hope that this will be the best possible way to help me get over this sudden tragedy.
That was my day today and my hoped for day tomorrow.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling mixed emotions.The reason why I am feeling this way is because of what I had just found out tonight while at the meeting.
First off,the laundry pick-up went great.There was no mess to clean up anywhere and I dropped it off and sorted it out at the work site.Afterwards,I picked up something for dinner for myself and relaxed for much of the afternoon.I did do my personal PC work today and even that was great.The day,though it was a little HAZY & HUMID,it was actually not as that as it had been the past several days.It was great to have even minimal relief from all of that.
My appointment with my sexual abuse support counselor went great as well.We talked for almost an hour.This was my last meeting with her prior to her leaving for maternity reasons.She will be assigning me a temporary replacement counselor until she returns in January.I am going to miss her and I did wish her well on her pregnancy and that her conception goes well.
Tonight,while the meeting was wonderful.There was a certain sadness within the group tonight.Apparently,one of the members of the support group had passed away.He was killed in an auto accident.A car hit his motorcycle and he was thrown pretty severely off of his cycle and he hit the ground really hard.According to reports,he died on the way to the hospital.I had heard this on Sunday evening when watching the news.I did not know that it was one of the support group members until I got to the meeting tonight.I arrived there with joy and a lot of enthusiasm over the past few days only to be hit really hard by this tragedy.What was surprising about this was that he was at the meeting last Wednesday evening and he was full of life but now,he's gone.It is hard to believe that he is gone.One minute he was there.The next minute,he's gone.I am now wondering WHY HIM?!He was still a very young man.He was working on a reconciliation with his family when this tragedy happened.Why did it have to heappen?I am going to miss him.He wil be missed by everybody in the group and with the people that he worshipped with.
That is why I am feeling mixed emotions tonight.I was feeling joy and enthusiastic about being at the meeting because I wanted to share what went on with me over the last few days.I am also feeling sadness because a member of my support group at the church is now dead.This death was the most shocking thing to happen this week.It is also the fourth consecutive death where someone very close to me died so suddenly.One minute the people are there.The next minute they are gone.
Tomorrow is another work day.I am hoping that the shift goes by smoothly.I am hoping that the next two days go by smoothly.After the shocking and sad news that I received tonight,the next couple of days I am hoping for to go better.
That was my day today and my hopes for the next two days.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty smooth work day today.There was no mess to clean but I did not pick up too much as far as dirty laundry.Apparently,some of the client's have not bothered to change their stuff as of yet.But I am hoping that in the next few days,there will be some to pick up.While the day went by smoothly,the day was nothing to smile about.It was HAZY,HOT,MUGGY & HUMID.The heat and humidity wore me out as I was driving home.Plus,I had to do a detour due to road reapairs on an expressway that I was driving on to make up for lost time.Fortunately,I managed to get everything that I had to do done.I also managed to finally pay my bank for a line of credit account that I have with them.Afterwards,I took it easy for much of the day and had a light dinner.
I did have minor computer issues today.I tried to connect to the internet twice but had to restart my computer both times before I finally managed to log on.I got my personal PC work done and that was it.
I also ran a personal errand for myself to get a couple of things that I personally needed.When I got home,I bathed and watched a little bit of TV.It was great to clean up and get rid of all that sweat and odor of the day.I I hear that tomorrow is supposed to be a repeat of today.We did have a little bit of rain but it did little to cool the atmosphere.Oh Well!
Tomorrow is simply a pick up day.I also have an appointment with my sexual abuse support counselor tomorrow afternoon and I also have my usual Wednesday night support group meeting at the church.I just that all goes well for me tomorrow.
That was my day today and my hoped for day tomorrow.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a very good day today.I had my first session with the counselor and the session went great.We talked for a little over two hours today in her office and it was great to finally get a lot of what I had to get off of my chest regarding what led me to having SSA and how I can go about resolving the issues.Though I did have to pay some money for the session,it was worth the money that I had paid.She also informed me that she is going to get ahold of some other group in another area to see when their next meeting will be.She said that it would be great for me to get involved with this group and share some of the same stuff that I had shared with her.Again,it was a wonderful session.I am looking forward to another session with her next month when I have some money within the next month.I had a great time talking with her.I am looking forward to talking with her again.She also informed me that she will have another lady call me who also was once in the lifestyle herself and I will be talking with her until she finds a man for me to talk to about the same issues.I am hoping that my first conversation with that lady goes over well.Again,I will talk with her until a man has been found who can talk with me about this.
After the meeting,I stopped at a Salvation Army Thrift Shop in the area and I found a couple more hard to find records there.I also found a few old tapes.It took me over an hour to get back home but the drive was well worth it.It will be great to get involved with another group.I am hoping that the other group also works out well when I meet with them.
Last night,I did go out and have a quick drink at the cafe with a few of the patrons.It was wonderful to be there and talk with them.I am looking forward to Saturday night so I can entertain them yet again.
Tomorrow is a work day I am hoping that the day goes by smoothly.After the great weekend,a smooth work day would be the right way to start.
That was my day today and my hoped for day tomorrow.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had another not too exciting of a day today.I simply ran another errand for my mom today.It was to get a few things for the home today.It was nothing really too special.It was just to get some coffee and some donuts over at Dunkin Donuts.Before that,I paid a visit with a friend of mine to see if they had gotten the stuff that I had left them.They said that they did.But while there,I got a rude awakening.They asked me to loan them $5.00 because he was in need of his diabetic medication.I loaned them the money though I really did not want to.But I know that they will pay me the money back when they can.They also know of my policy regarding money being loaned out.They know that I will not loan them any more money until they pay me what they owe me back.I have to simply withdraw some money out of my account for lunch tomorrow.Don't get me wrong,I have no problem with them borrowing money from me and they have no problem with my policy regarding when I do this.But when I am asked to do that with money that I was holding for another reason,this really makes me feel very angry and even uncomfortable.But again,I know that I will get the money back from them when they have it.They simply told me to come back in a few days to get it back.
Last night,my night of entertaining the crowd went great.It was yet another successful night for me.I was well received as always and the crowd liked my song selections.There was a little criticism from a female patron over a couple of selections that I had made,she did like my final song,which was The Gambler by Kenny Rogers.Still,despite that criticism,it was a successful night.I had a blast and it made me feel good to entertain them as much as they enjoyed me doing it for them.That is my sole motivator.I look forward to next Saturday night even more now and every Saturday night even more.
Tomorrow is my day off.I will be seeing a counselor tomorrow afternoon that I had learned about via Exodus International.I am hoping that the first session goes over well.I am looking forward to telling the counselor my story as to what led me to have SSA and other stuff that had happened over my life.Again,I am hoping that the session goes well.
For the rest of the night,I have really no plans.But I just might stay home and take it easy or maybe go out for a quick drink before turning in.
That was my day today and my hoped for day tomorrow.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling pretty good,hopeful and optimistic.I had a not too exciting of a day today.I simply ran a couple of errands for my mom and I dropped something off at a friend's house.I also managed to have a light sandwich at a restaurant to tie me over until dinner.The best thing about today is that the sun was shining but the heat and humidity of the past several days was not happening.It was pretty cool.The sun also was not that hot either.It was a nice day.The errands were only small things that I had to do because we needed a few things for the home.Again,it was not too bad of a day and I got a lot accomplished.
Right now,I am at home relaxing.I just had a light dinner and I am feeling good.I am getting ready for tonight.I am going to be singing up a storm tonight.I do not know what I will do but I know that it will be special.I am hoping that the night goes well for me.Though I rarely,if ever,have an off night,I still always hope for everything to go well.You never know what might happen.I am thinking of trying something a little different with my singing tonight.I don't know what that something will be.But I hope that it works out for the better and the night is a success.
Tomorrow is Sunday.I have not made any plans but I hope that whatever I do,I hope that it is something that will benefit me.On Monday,I will be seeing a new counselor.I am hoping that the initial counseling session goes good.
That was my day today and my hoped for night tonight.Also,my hopes for tomorrow and the day after that.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling a little bit better than yesterday.Today,I managed to get much of my computer work done with no problems.That was great.I did manage to get a lot done this morning before going to work this afternoon.I still have to do a little bit more before calling it a day.
Earlier tonight,I had a talk with an old friend that I had not talked to in a long time.It was great to talk to him.I talked with him for almost a whole 90 minutes.It was a great conversation that I had with him.We even made plans to get together in the near future.It would be truly neat to get together with him.We did talk about a lot of things.It would be neat to talk with face to face once again.
The work shift today went by smoothly.There was not a mess at the pick up site.The day went by well.For most of the day,the weather was HAZY,HOT & HUMID but it got stormy in the late afternoon.The sky started getting dark as I was driving home.I had to stop at the post office to mail out a couple of important checks to a couple of creditors.On the way home,it started out with light rain then it hailed when I was in the area where I live.I had to stop at Blockbuster to pick up another movie and I went to cash my paycheck.When I was at the bank,it was a torrential downpour that turned back into hail and back to torrential rain and thunder.I managed to make it home but I had to go back out to withdrawl some more money at the bank.When I arrived back home,I stayed home for a while to wait for the storm to end.When it did,I went out to get something to eat.
I am now at home relaxing.It is now a pretty cool evening.The storm did manage to help cool things down.I hope that this continues for a while.
Tomorrow night is my night to sing for the crowd.I am hoping the night goes well.It always makes me better appreciate when the weekend arrives.I always look forward to entertaining the crowd and it is the best thing about the weekend for me.
That was my day today and my hoped for night tomorrow night.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling mixed emotions.The main contributor why I am feeling this way because I had computer issues for most of the day.I was trying to do my personal e-mail work but had some problems.While I was trying to advance into the next message in my inbox,I,every few seconds,got a "That Page Can Not Be Displayed" message and even after refreshing and getting it back,I got the same thing a few seconds later.Not only that,I also was replying to an Ebay message and when I signed out,I got 34 windows popping up.I do not know how that happened nor why it happened.But I managed to get rid of them all and I restarted my computer.To be on the safe side,I did a complete virus scan to see if there was anything in my computer data base that was not supposed to be there.Fortunately,my computer was clean of any threats such as viruses and spyware but I also restarted it again after not being able to connect to the internet.The best thing was that I managed to finish my personal e-mail work without any more problems.
The work shift today went by smoothly.But I was still tired due to the heat and humidity.It was even more HAZY,HOT & HUMID that it was yesterday.The temps went up to 93 degrees.The heat and humidity on the drive home made me tired.I also had to stop and pick something up on the way home.As a result of my tiredness when I got home,I layed down for much of the afternoon.It was kind of boring but it was HOT outside.I did not want to go anywhere nor did I feel like going anywhere.
I even managed to turn in some bottles and cans that had accumiliated in my trunk over the past several days.I was glad to get them out because there was a lot in there and I wanted to have more room for important things.It was a pretty good sum of money.
Tomorrow is another work day.I am hoping that the shift goes well.After that,it's the weekend.I will be doing my usual singing for the crowd on Saturday night.I am hoping that the night goes well.
That was my day today and my hoped for day tomorrow.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a very smooth pick-up day today.There was no big messes to clean,which made me feel better.I was afraid that there would be a big mess.But there was none.I am glad.For the rest of the afternoon,I stayed home and relaxed.There was nothing to do anyway.I relaxed and watched a little bit more of the DVD's that I bought.
It was a HAZY,HOT & HUMID day today.I was really sweating up pretty much as I was driving home after dropping off the laundry.Before I went home,I picked up something for the home and I relaxed for most of the afternoon.It was also very quiet today.I rarely ever have a quiet afternoon anymore.So,I savored this for a while.I enjoyed it pretty much.
Tonight,the group meeting at the church went great.We had a new guy join us for tonight's meeting.It was once again great to hear all the men tell their stories and have the opportunity to share mine.It was wonderful.It was great to relieve myself of a lot more excess emotional baggage.I am looking forward to the next meeting.
I had just gotten a phone call from a counselor in Williamsville.I have an appointment with her on Monday at 3:00p.m.I am looking forward to meeting with her.I hope that the meeting goes well.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the shift goes by well.
That was my day today and my hoped for day tomorrow.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty smooth work day.The only thing was that it was unexpectedly cut in half today due to some of the work staff going to a special meeting this afternoon.I simply bagged what I had done and I dropped it off at the rehabilitation center and headed for home.
I was still a little tired.The shift went by smoothly but the heat and humidity on the way home was what tired me out.I simply laid down and watched some of the new DVD's that I bought yesterday.It was great to relax a bit after the day's work even though it was cut short.But still,I am still going to be paid a full work day because nobody told me that this was.
After I relaxed for a while,I went out to run an errand for mom.I had to withdrawl some money from her account on her behalf.After I got home,I ate and waited for the weather to cool down before finishing the day's errand.After that,I came home and bathed.I now feel a bit better.
Tomorrow is simply a pick-up day.I hope that there is no mess to clean.I have the rest of the afternoon off.Tomorrow night is another support group meeting at the church.I hope that the meeting goes well.
That was my day today and my hoped for day tomorrow.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a not too eventful of a day today.I simply went out for some air earlier today around the town.I did manage to stop in a Dollar General store in the downtown area of the city that I live in and I picked up a three DVD set of Davey & Goliath cartoons that were in a bargain box.They were simply 2 for $6.00.There were three in there so I bought all three of them.I remember Davey & Goliath from when I was a little boy.I used to watch this on TV almost every morning before I went to school.In my area,this came on every other day in two parts and they would show it in it's entirety on Sunday.I was thrilled to add another piece of my childhood back into my life once again.I am also happy to have these in my ever growing DVD library.I can share them one day with my eldest grand niec when it is only her and not the other two.Again,it's great to have another piece of my childhood back into my life.
My grand nieces and my grand nephew were here for most of the afternoon.They were here for only a few hours.I simply did my computer work and stayed upstairs for much of the time until they left.I have nothing personal against them.I just needed some peace and quiet to myself.I was hoping for that this afternoon until this spur of the moment things came up.After my niece picked them up,my mom and I ate.While I was upstairs and later while I was eating,I did a scan on my computer to see if there was something in my data base but there was nothing.Thanks goodness that it was all clean.I only did this because there was an issue with my computer today.The screen simply froze and I had to unplug the computer and turn it back on again.I also had to restart it a few times to get it going right because I had a hard time connecting to the internet for a short time afterwards.Right now,my computer is working good and I am glad and relieved.
Tomorrow is a work day for me.I hope that the day goes by smoothly.
That was my day today and my hoped for day tomorrow.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.I really did not do anything too special.I simply ran an errand for my mom today.I picked up a little something that we needed for dinner tonight.It was a light dinner that we had and it wasn't too special.But it was pretty good and the time was very quiet.
I also had a talk with a friend of mine that lives out of town and he is doing good.I am glad to hear that.I did talk about my two relapses this week and I explained that it was my emotional state of feeling at edge that led to the relapses.He felt that I was going to be okay and I should not worry too much about it.It did make me feel better.It was great to talk to him.
I am now at home relaxing.It is quiet at the moment.The weather has cooled down and I am feeling a bit more at ease.I guess that it is just anticipating the new week and wondering what is in store for the week.I know that I will be working and stuff but I still need to prepare and anticipate what will be and what won't be.Again,I am just getting ready for it to start.
Last night,my night of entertaining the crowd went over well.There was not too many people out but I still had some to entertain.I sang up a storm last night and it was great.The crowd loved it and one lady even thanked me for doing a certain song for her.It made me feel good.I am looking forward to next week.I don't know how it will be.But I am hoping that it goes over well.
Tomorrow is a day off.I have nothing special planned.I really do not know what I will be doing.But I hope that whatever I do,it helps me in a positive way.
That was my day today and my night last night as well as my hopes for the next day.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling a little bit better.I had a pretty good day today.I did not do too much because there was not really an awful lot to do.I simply ran an errand for my mom today.I also paid a visit with a friend for a few minutes.He and his live in girlfriend are doing okay.I only spent a few minutes with them because when I got there,they were on their way out to go somewhere.I left to finish the errand and I went home.
I have had dinner and I am now relaxing.Before I ate,I bathed and shaved because I am going out later tonight.I want to make sure that I am clean and neat.It pays to be neat anyway,especially if you're going to do what I am going to do tonight.I am going to be singing up a storm tonight and I am hoping that the night goes by well.Though I rarely,if ever,have an off night,I always still hope for things to go well.You never know what might happen.But again,I am hoping that the night goes well for me.
As stated above,I am feeling better tonight.After that awful relapse last night,I can now put it behind me.I am still taking life one day at a time and if I can get through one day without a relapse or losing it,Great.There is still tomorrow and the day after that and so on.Again,I am going to take life one day at a time.
Tomorrow is Sunday.I have not made plans for tomorrow.I think that I will just take it easy.I do have to prepare for the coming week ahead.
That was my day today and my hoped for night tonight.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty busy day today.I worked another full Friday today.I did some cleaning around the place this morning and in the afternoon,I did my normal laundry job.While the day went by smoothly,I did have to contend with the scorching heat of summer while I was driving home today.It rained for much of the morning but it was HAZY,HOT & HUMID for the rest of the day.I was glad to get home after cashing my paycheck.
After I rested for a few minutes,I ran an errand for my mom.I had to pick up only a few small things at a local supermarket.When I got home,we ate a light dinner.After that,I concentrated on my personal computer work and did a virus scan.The scan came back positive.There were no viruses or spyware.I feel good now that I know my computer is clean,for now.
The only really bad thing to happen is that I relapsed for the second consecutive time this week.This time,I looked at some disgusting,degrading and disturbing pornographic written stories and I masturbated while reading them.I did feel bad for a while afterwards but after askingthe creator to forgive me for what I did,I felt better.I now have to work extra hard in resisting the temptation to look at something like that again.
I am glad that the weekend is finally here.I will be singing up a storm tomorrow when I go out to entertain.I am hoping that the night goes well.
That was my day today and my hoped for day tomorrow.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty hard day today.The work shift went by smoothly but the heat and humidity on the way home made it feel harder.I drove home after picking up a couple of things at the supermarket for dinner tonight.
When I got home,I was hoping for a nice quiet afternoon.But instead,I came home to an unexpected happening.My grand nieces and grand nephew were over.I really was not in the mood for that.I was tired and a little edgy and technically,I was not in the mood.I stayed in my room upstairs at home while they were there.I tried to take a nap but the noise from them made it difficult if not impossible for me to do that.I was lucky to finish my personal computer work today despite all of that.When I finished,the noise became unbearable that I decided to get out of the house for a while to help relieve me of some of the stress of all that.It did help.I managed to buy a few more record albums at a Salvation Army thrift shopp in my area and it made me forget about what was at home.After paying for them,I headed for home.It did rain while I was driving home but it was not that bad.It was a light rain shower but again,I did forget about what was going on at home and it did make me feel a little bit better.
When I got home,I had a nice quiet dinner with no noise and I took it easy for the rest of the day after that.It was great to finally have at least a little bit of quiet.After the hard work day and coming home to the menagerie there,it was great to finally have it quiet for a little bit.
Tomorrow is my first full work day in quite a while.I will be taking over for a cleaner who will not be working tomorrow morning due to illness.I will be doing my usual laundry in the afternoon afterwards.After that,it will be back to normal for me,schedule wise.I am hoping that the day goes by well.
That was my day today and my hoped for day tomorrow.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a mixed bag of a day today.This morning,while trying to stay awake so I could do my Wednesday pick-up,I relapsed.The old sexual images of men crept back into my mind because of my emotional state at that moment,which was on the verge of anger,I masturbated.Yes I did.I gave into temptation by doing just that.I did feel miserable for a awhile afterwards even after I asked the creator in Heaven to forgive me.I was seroiusly depressed afterwards even though I truly believed that I was forgiven for falling.The only really good things to happen was that the pick up went smoothly and my appointment with my sexual abuse support counselor also went great.Still,despite these good things,I still felt depressed over relapsing and it really was a crushing weight on me for most of the day.Before I left the house for my support group meeting at the church,I did take two St.John's Wort capsules to help ease my depression and they gradually worked.I drove to the meeting afterwards.
The meeting actually went great.I shared my relapse with them and they did not judge me nor labeled me with any names or negative labels.It is like that they understood what I was going through and that it was okay.Just arriving there and being there as an active participant sharing what went on today,including my relapse really made me feel better.I feel great now knowing that I am forgiven and I can simply leave that at the side of the road(so to speak)and move on.Again,I am feeling better and that is good.
Tomorrow is another work day.I am hoping that the shift goes by smoothly.
That was my day today and my hoped for day tomorrow.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty smooth work day today.The best thing about it is that I did not have to pick up after anybody.It was all bagged and ready.I simply packed them into my car and away I went to the worksite.
When I arrived there,I sorted everything out and started two loads immediately.Afterwards,I went over to the social club next door to socialize a little.They were showing a move entitled Pearl,which was based on the attack on Pearl Harbor by the Japanese in 1941 during WWII.I did not watch the whole movie but parts of it.I still had to concentrate on my job,which I did.After lunch,I went back down into the basement to finish my job.After that,I bagged some clean laundry and dropped it off at the center.I also had to do a couple of things for my mom before coming home.
When I got home,I simply relaxed a bit and I also got a couple of packages that I was expecting to come.The first was a 6 record album of Frank Sinatra songs and a book called the Big Blue Marble atlas,which was inspired by the TV show of the same name that I used to watch when I was a kid.Overall,a pretty good day.
I even had a talk with a friend of mine today and he and his wife are doing great with the exception of a tragedy that had happened in his family.He lost a close nephew of his at a very young age.He was not in an upbeat mood because of this and he really did not want to talk too much.Aside from that,they are both in good health and they are doing good.I am glad about that but at the same time,I was sad that he lost his nephew.I hate ity when people die too young.
Tomorrow is simply a pick-up day.I also have an appointment with my sexual abuse support counselor and I have my weekly support group meeting at the church.I am hoping that both go well.
That was my day today and my hoped for day tomorrow.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a not too eventful day today.After I woke up and ate,I relaxed and took it easy for a while.After the mail came,I went to the laundromat to was some T-shirts of mine that needed to be washed.These were not my undershirts but casual shirts that I wear all the time.I had a pretty good day there.The time went by fast.The only negative thing to happen was that a couple of Black ladies took over the table that I was sitting at.I simply found another table to sit at and simply let the ladies be.There was no need to argue with them.Plus,I wasn't in the mood to argue,anyway.Before arriving at the laundromat,I stopped at a thrift shop and found some more great records and tapes to add to my ever growing collection of each of these.Overall,not to eventful of a day.
The weather today was a mixed bag.It started out with some sun and then got cloudy.There was also a small dripple of rain.Fortunately,I was heading for home when that little bit of rain was falling.I only went straight home just in case that it would storm because it looked like that it might.That so-called storm did not happen but the day is not over yet.It could still happen.
I am at home at the moment.I am relaxing and I am getting ready for the work day tomorrow.I am hoping that the day goes by smoothly.
Last night,I did stop at the place where I sing at and had a nice friendly drink with a couple of guys.I had a good time talking with them.It was also great to simply relax and just be one of the guys with them.I am looking forward to this the next time.
That was my day today,my night last night and my hoped for day tomorrow.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I have a pretty good day today.The weather was nice and sunny.The best of that is there was no humidity.It was a mild sunny day.I took a little drive to another area of New York state today and it was great.I got to talk to a few people and that was a pretty good thing.I even stopped by a park today and took a walk around the place to loosen up some energy.It was great to get out and enjoy the nice weather today.I felt pretty good and the air was right.
Last night,my night of entertaining the crowd went great.I had a blast.There were quite a few people there last night and I even had a couple of guys at a table singing with me the song Heartbreak Hotel by Elvis Presley.It was fun.The audience really enjoyed my selections and that was great.I had a blast entertaining them and that made me feel good.I can hardly wait to do it again next Saturday night and I am hoping that it is as super as it was last night.
I even had a talk with a friend from New Jersey and that was a great conversation.He said that he was doing good and that was great.It makes me feel good to know that a friend is doing good.I am looking forward to talking with him again.
Tomorrow is a day off.I have not made any plans for tomorrow but I do know that whatever I do.I know that it will be something good.
That was my day today and my night last night as well as my hoped for day tomorrow.FJ