Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.I went to a church bazaar in my hometown this morning.I simply looked around but did not find too much of anything.So,I bought a homemade cream puff and I left.I went home afterwards.
The only other things that I did were that I ran a couple of errands for my mom today.I had to pick up a few things at a couple of stores in the area for dinner.My mom and I decided to eat light again.We simply had homemade tomato soup with garlic bread on the side.It was filling and I enjoyed it.
I am now at home relaxing.It was a pretty good day today.Despite the weather being chilly,it was sunny and it made the day look goood despite the bitter cold that we were having.Plus,the light dinner that we had was really good.Not to exciting of a day,but pretty good.
I am looking forward to singing up a storm tonight.I look forward to entertaining the crowd every Saturday night.I am hoping that the night goes well for me tonight.Though I rarely,if ever,have an off night.I still hope for things to go well for me regardless.You never know what might happen.Again,I hope that the night goes well for me.
Regarding tomorrow,I might go see a movie.I would like to see the new version of the movie Halloween by rock star turned film maker Rob Zombie.I have heard mixed views about it from critics and from some of the people that I know.But last night,I watched the original 1978 movie by John Carpenter and starring Jamie Lee Curtis.Now,I would like to see the new updated version.I am hoping that the movie is a good one.
That was my day today.My hoped for night tonight and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a smooth work day today but when I came home,I had a really bad stomach ache.It was awful.I did take Alka-Seltzer to get rid of it and I also laid down for a little over an hour when I did.As a result of this,I ate a light dinner and relaxed.I am feeling better now but it was really painful feeling my stomach aching for much of the time that I came home.Again,I am feeling better and that is good.
The work day went by pretty well.The shift was a breeze.There were no loads left in the washers like on Thursday and there was no mess where I had to pick-up the dirty loads.I simply did my job and I dropped it off.Afterwards,I went to a supermarket to pick up a few things.I also cashed my paycheck and I went home to rest due to my stomach ache.But again,I am feeling better.I now have to be careful when I eat.I had two meatball submarines at work for lunch before my shift started and I think that this was what contibuted to my stomach ache.I guess that I now have to stick to one helping rather than have two.I will try that for a while and see what the results will be.
I am glad that the weekend is finally here.I am looking forward to singing for my friends tomorrow night.I am hoping that the night goes over well for me.I rarely have an off night but I still hope for things to go well each and every Saturday night.You never know.Regarding Sunday,I have not made any plans but whatever I do,I hope that it will be a very positive experience.
That was my day today and my hopes for the weekend ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling okay.The work day started out promising but soon turned frustrating.After I picked up three filled bags of dirty laundry at the drug/alcohol rehab center,I arrived at the work site and found that one of the washers was overfilled.It was filled with 5 blankest.Not only that,the blankets were extremely soaked with water from being left in the washer the entire night.I simply removed the wet blankets and placed them in both the dryers after seperating them.I started a few loads to begin my shift.But for most of the shift,I had to keep putting back a certain blanket that still came out damp each and every time I put it back in the dryer.This was frustrating.Before I put the last loads that I did in each dryer,I put the blanket in the opposite dryer and it finally came out dry.I was relieved because if it did not come out as dry,I felt like that I was going to scream.Not only that,I had to work overtime because I was waiting for the last loads that I did to dry so I could bag them and drop them off at the drug/alcohol rehab center.I was not about to leave it for the afternoon guy to finish.The worst part of it was that I am not going to be paid for overtime because my supervisor will only pay me for the shift that I am assigned.But again,I was glad that I got everything done and I dropped it off at the center.After paying the water bill to the city,I went home afterwards.
I am at home relaxing as I am typing this.I am just getting ready for the day ahead and I am hoping that the shift that I am working tomorrow in the afternoon goes by a lot more smoothly than this morning.I can not stand people who start jobs and do not finish them.I mean,I would get into trouble if I do something like that and believe me,I would get some serious criticism and discipline for doing something like that.I might go to sleep early tonight to prepare for the day ahead.
Tomorrow is simply another work day.As stated,I am hoping that the shift goes better than today.After that,it's the weekend.I am looking forward to that after what happened today.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead and the weekend.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.After I dropped off the laundry at the work site,I went straight to the eye doctor to get a follow-up evaluation on my eye.The doctor gave me a good report on my eyes,including the one that I accidently injured a little over two weeks ago.He told me that my right eye healed up really good and that he wants me to come back in a year.That made me feel pretty good.When I got home,I had a light lunch and I rested for about a couple of hours on my bed.
I went to my support group meeting at the church tonight and it went great.It was wonderful to let loose some more emotional baggage and even to listen to the other men let loose some of theirs as well.It was aweosme.I shared the good news that I got from the eye doctor and that got a positive response from the moderator.That also made me feel pretty good.Before I went home,I stopped at a Rite Aid in the area where the group was and I bought another DVD from there.They are currently selling classic horror movie DVD's at a bargain price over there and that is great.I did buy the original Hallowen recently from a location in my area and even that was also great.I am going to add more to my ever growing DVD library soon.October is a great month to buy horror films,especially classic stuff.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the shuft goes well.After work,I am going to pay the water bill on my mom's behalf.I am hoping that the day goes over well.
That was my day today and my hoped for day tomorrow.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty good work day today.It did start out messy because I had to pick up a mess in the laundry room over at the drug/alcohol rehab center and bag it.The worst thing about it was that nobody even bothered to lift a finger to help me while I was picking it up.I picked it up by myself.But when I got to the work site,I sorted out the laundry and started doing it.The rest would go by very well and it made up for the frustrations of the early morning.
While I was waiting for the laundry to get done,I brought a movie with me to share with the social club.It was The Beatles first feature film A Hard Day's Night.I did this to commemorate the occasion of John Lennon's birthday,which was today.John Lennon would have been 67 years of age today if he were alive.But he isn't.He is dead thanks to a man who was obsessed because Lennon was famous and he found himself to be a nothing.While it is a shame that John Lennon is dead,I still remember him year after year when his birthday and his anniversary of his murder roll around.I also remember him every day whenever I play any of my Beatle records or even Lennon's solo records.I miss him.
My session with the substitute sexual abuse support counselor went great.I let loose some steam and some more emotional baggage.It was a great meeting and I goyt a lot out of it.My next appointment with her will be in November.I can hardly wait for that.
Tomorrow is a pick-up day.I hope that it goes well.I also have an appointment with an eye doctor to examine my eye that goy hurt a little over two weeks ago.I also have a meting with my support group at the church tomorrow night.I am hoping that all goes well.
That was my day todaya nd my hoped for day tomorrow.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a not too bad of a day today.It was a sunny day.Not too hot not cold.Just right in the middle.But there was a tad bit of humidity.I dd not do too much.I did go to a Salvation Army thrift shop in my area and I bought some more collectable records over there.It was neat.Not only that,I also managed to look around there to see if they had anything else but it was the same old same old.
I then went home after leaving there and I finished my personal PC work.I also had dinner and I even posted a few e-mails to a few friends who lived in other parts of the United States.Overall,not too bad of a day.
Last night,I had a friendly drink with a few friends over at the place where I sing and it was wonderful.I also had a talk with a regular guy who also stopped in and it was wonderful.We talked about the effects of Christopher Columbus discovering America and why it happened.The reason why is because he wanted to show that the world was round and not flat like many sailors and explorers believed.Well,he did prove it in more ways than one and it was a history making event.Whether Columbus discovering America was a good or bad thing is up to debate but he did bring some stuff with him that had a negative effect on the world late such as STD's.Not only that,he also imposed the foreign religion on the Native Americans(i.e.Indians) and many of the crew members also raped the women of the Indians.This is from what I have read and from many other documents shared over the years.Sometimes,I felt that Columbus should have left well enough alone.
Last night,after I went to bed,I tried to go to sleep but couldn't.I tossed and turned but to no avail.All of a sudden,images from the past started coming back to haunt me again.I also had a vision of me wearing a princess costume at a masquerade party rather than a Prince Charming costume.I wound up masturbating until ejeculating.I did go to the bathroom to wash and I asked God in Heaven to forgive me.Afterwards,I forgave myself and I finally went to sleep.I woke up today around 1:15p.m.I had a horrible dream last night that I was bound in a tower and it was dark everywhere around.I called out but nobody heard me.All of a sudden,I lost my voice in teh dream and what ended it was hearing the alarm.I turned off the alarm and I proceeded to get on with my day.
I do not care what these recurring images and/or bad dreams try to amount to.I am not abandonning my healing process.I know the right thing and I know what is wrong.I am going to continue on in my healing and I am determined to overcome Homosexuality/SSA no matter what.I may be weak and imperfect but I am going to stand my ground and stay strong.I will not act out with another man.No way.No How.
Tomorrow is simply a work day.I am hoping that the day goes smoothly.I also have an appointment with my substitute sexaul abuse support counselor and I am hoping that the session with her goes well.
That was my night last night and my day today alongside my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty good day today.I went out for a bit today.I went to a shopping mall where there was a used record and music store.I bought a used colored vinyl album and it is a beauty.I am glad to have this.It is a rare album called Tuxedo Junction(not to be confused with the formal wear store of the same name)and it was pressed on GOLD vinyl.It is in awesome shape and I am glad to have it.
Afterwards,I went to a store to pick up some dish detergent for my mom and I went home.The minute that I arrived home,I got ready for dinner and it was a very good dinner that was made.
After that,I finished my personal PC work.It was not too much.I simply had to finish up my e-mail work and I also had to type up some posts in a Yahoo forum that I am a member of.It was a pretty good day.I kept myself busy and that was neat.I had a very good day out and getting some stuff done was great.
My night of entertaining the crowd went great.My tribute to the great John Lennon went over well.Each and every one liked my Lennon tribute and that made me feel really good.It was a wonderful night and it was wonderful that it all worked out for the better.The next time that I will pay a tribute to John Lennon will be the week of his asassination this coming December.I will also be doing a George Harrison tribute the week before because George dies a week before Lennon's murder anniversary.Next week,it will back to normal.Regarding the rest of the night,I have not made any plans but I just might go out and have a nice,friendly drink with a few of teh guys tonight.If I do,then cool.
Tomorrow is Columbus Day.It is a holiday and I will not be going to a meeting tomorrow night for anger management/conflict resolution due to it being a holiday.There will be one next Monday night.I will just take it easy for the day.
The only things that are happening this week is that I have an appointment with my substitute sexual abuse support counselor on Tuesday afternoon and I have an appointment with an eyte doctor for a check-up after I injured my eye two weeks ago.I also have my support group meeting at the church on Wednesday night.I hope that each of these go well.
That was my day today,my night last night and my hopes for tonight and the week ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling okay,but I am also feeling hopeful and optimistic.I had a pretty fair day today.
I went to do some last minute grocery shopping for my mom today before dinner but I had a pretty stressful time at the supermarket.I was seraching all over to get certain things and was having a hard time.Even worse,I asked certain employees for help and they left me hanging.Fortunately,a manger helped me out and I got at least the vast majority of what I was looking for.After I left,I went home.
When I got home,I bathed and ate dinner.It was great.It was also a nice way to end a pretty stressful day out at the supermarket.But at least,I got the shopping done and that was great.
I am now relaxing.I am anticipating this evening.I am going out to entertain my friends tonight.I will be doing my yearly tribute to John Lennon.His birthday is this coming Tuesday and I am doing the tribute tonight.I am hoping that the evening goes well for me.Though I rarely,if ever,have an off night,I always hope for the evening to go well.You never know what might happen.Again,I am hoping that the evening goes well.If John Lennon were alive today,he would be 67 years old.
Tomorrow is Sunday.I have not decided what I am going to do tomorow.But whatever I do,I am hoping that it will be a very positive experience.
That was my day today and my hopes for tonight and for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty good work day today.The shift went by as smoothly as usual.Nothing negative to report.After the shift was done,I bagged the laundry and dropped it off at the drug/alcohol rehab center and I went home.
I had to mail out an important check today to pay a finance company with whom I have a line of credit account with.I also had to call them because I was mailing this out late and it was going to be there two days after the due date.They said that it was okay and it was marked that it was on the way.Afterwards,I headed over to the post office to mail it out.I also had to buy for my mom,a bunch of stamps so a few of her important bills could be mailed out.I also had to pick up a few things for the home and for myself and when I got home,I had dinner.
After dinner,I finished my personal PC work.While I was catching up on some last minute e-mails,I talked with a lady who I was waiting for to call me after I left her a message on her voice-mail.We talked for over half an hour and while I was talking to her,I did a virus scan on my computer to check for viruses,spyware or any threats.After I talked with her,I went out to pick up a DVD that I specially ordered at a music store and I can hardly wait to watch it when I can.I also went to do some personal shopping for myself and I picked up something for my mom along the way.
When I got home,I checked my computer and there were no viruses or spyware on it and that was great.I also managed to finish my catching up and now I am all caught up.I also registered some more bills at Where's George.Overall,a pretty good day.
The only disappointment was that the Buffalo Sabres lost to the New York Islanders in the opening game by a score of 6-4.But it is only the very first game and the season has just started.
Tomorrow night,I am going to doing my usual singing and entertaining the crowd over at the place where I sing it every Saturday night.I am always glad for the weekend and when it arrives.I look forward to doing that every week.It is awesome to look forward to doing something you enjoy doing.I will be doing my usual tribute to John Lenon because it will be his birthday on October 9th,which will be this coming Tuesday.I miss John Lennon.It still saddens me when the anniversary of his death roll around.It makes me feel like crying.But again,it will be his birthday this coming Tuesday and again,I will be doing a tribute to him tomorrow night.I hope that it goes well.
That was my day today and my hoped for day tomorrow.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty good day today.My work day went by smoothly and I also had a pretty good rest of the afternoon off.On the way home,I had to make a couple of stops at a post office in the area where I worked and I also had to pick up a couple of things at a couple of supermarkets in the area.I also had to stop at the bank to withdrawl some money for my mom and I went home.
I relaxed most of the afternoon and I also had to run again for my mom before dinner was ready.It was simply to make another money withdrawl from the bank.
After dinner,I finished the rest of my personal PC work.I also had to e-mail that friend of mine in North Carolina to inform him that the money order for the book that he sent me was on the way to him.I had to send that in because he was kind enough to send me the book before I paid him for it and I also did not want to invalidate or even violate his trust in me.I hope that he receives it soon and I am eagerly awaiting his next book.This is a book that I contributed to and I have been looking through since I received it.I am hoping to start reading it soon.At the moment,I am only looking through it.
I am at home right now relaxing.It is a pretty cool evening and I am eagerly awaiting the new day.I am hoping that the day is a very good one.I did get through the day without getting angry or losing my temper and that is good.But there is always tomorrow and the day after that and so on.Each and every day is a new day and a new challenge in my quest to control my anger and/or my temper.According to the people around me,I am doing good but I stil need to take this as a One Day at a Time thing.If I can stay cool one day.There is always the next day and the day after that and so on.
Tomorrow is yet another work day.I am hoping that the shift goes well.After that,it's the weekend.
That was my day today and my hoped for day tomorrow.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.The pick-up went by smoothly with no mess to clean up.I simply picked the bags up and dropped them off at the work site and went over to the social club to print up some stuff before going home for the day.While on the way home,I stopped at a couple of stores to pick up some things for my mother that she needed.
After I went home,I finished off my personal PC work and took it easy for the day.I did manage to go to a local music store to place a special order for a DVD that was released yesterday.It is of an old Halloween special that I watched when I was a kid that featured the rock band KISS in their first prime time TV appearance.It will be great to see that special again after all these years.I have not seen it since I was 6 years and it will be terrific to see that special after all these years rather than just snippets of it on YouTube.
Tonight support group meeting at the church went great.It was wonderful to be around the guys again after missing the meeting last week due to my injuring my eye.Once again,it was wonderful to unload some more emotional baggage that I have been carrying the past two weeks.Again,it was wonderful and I am looking forward to the next meeting.It was wonderful to hear and to also be heard without fear of being judged.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the shift goes by well.
That was my day today and my hoped for day tomorrow.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty smooth work day today and that was good.The day went by pretty fast and when I got through,I felt pretty good.I bagged all the laundry and dropped it off at the drug/alcohol rehab center then went home.
When I was finished,I was really tired.I was glad to get home.I also have been feeling a little down today.I guess that it is because I really did not get an awful lot of sleep last night.I went to bed late.Tonight,when I go to sleep,I am going to try to get enough hours of sleep so I will feel better.I do not want to feel down too often and I am hoping that this does not become a problem.Again,I am going to resolve to get a lot of sleep and I am hoping to wake up refreshed and recharged rather than always tired and feeling down.
When I got home,I did take a little nap before dinner.I did feel a little bit better from doing that.I may also feel a little down because I did have home made turkey burgers made from ground turkey.I guess that is probably why I am feeling a little down because turkey is known to make people tired and sleepy.But still,I hope that I feel better tomorrow by trying to get some sleep and I mean enough sleep.
Tomorrow is simply a pick-up day.I am hoping that the pick-up goes well.Tomorrow night is my support group at the church meeting.I am hoping that the meeting goes well tomorrow night,too.
That was my day today and my hoped for day tomorrow.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.I heard from a friend today to let me know that he now had a phone.I only talked with him for a few minutes and that was it.I also heard from the company that manufactured the Nostalgic looking compact stereo that I recently purchased.I told them the problem of the Cd player not working up the snuff and they advised me to send it back to the people that I ordered it from,which I will be doing in a few days.I have to repack it and ship it out.I am hoping that the new one I get in exchange will work this time.If not,then they will simply have to credit my account.Again,tomorrow,when I get home from work,I am going to pack it back and send it back.I also have to let the people that I bought it off from know when I am shipping it out.
Tonight,my anger management/conflict resolution went well.It was awesome.There was a lot more people there then there was two weeks ago.It was great to share some more stuff with the guys and a few ladies.It went good and I am looking forward to the next meeting,which will be in 2 weeks.There is no meeting next week due to it being Columbus Day.I will just have to hang in there until then.I do have an appointment with my substitute sexual abuse support counselor next Tuesday.This week,the only thing that I have is my weekly Wednesday night support group meeting at the church.Aside from that,I do not have anything else this week.I am free the rest of the week.Again,the group meeting went well and I did get a lot out of it.
Last night,my night of entertaining the crowd went well.There was not an awful lot of people there due it last night being darts tounaments night.Then again,Sunday night is always low.Still,the night went by well and I had a good time.Also,when I got home,my scan came back positive.There were no viruses or spyware on my computer.That was great.Plus today,there were hardly any computer problems for me and that was great.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the day goes over well.
That was my day today and my hoped for day tomorrow.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a not too eventful day today.But there was some stress today regharding my computer when I was on the internet using Yahoo.There were a few instances where I was on Yahoo and the screen froze all of a sudden.This happened frequently throughout the day and I had to keep restarting the computer to try to stop this but it continued.It actually happened a few minutes ago while I was catching up on some last minute messages in my Yahoo e-mail box.I did restart the computer again and I am hoping that it does not happen again.But to be on the safe side,I am going to do another scan tonight while I am out and I am hoping that there is nothing wrong with the sysytem on my PC.Again,I am hoping that there is nothing wrong.
Last night,I had a very disappointing night.When I got to the place where I sing every Saturday night,there were dart tournaments last night.Plus,the KJ there was not getting an awful lot of singers either.I left around half past midnight and went home.This was very disappointing but I am going to go out tonight and I am hoping that the night goes well for me.There will not be too many people there but it's better than no people.I am looking forward to this and again,I am hoping that it goes over well.
Tomorrow is my day off.I am hoping that the day goes well.I do have an anger management/conflict resolution group meeting last night.I do have a lot to tell them.I am hoping that the meeting goes well.
The best thing to happen today was that I had a talk with a friend in New Jersey and he is doing good.It was great to talk with him.I look forward to talking to him next week.
That was my day today and my hoped for day tomorrow.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.Today was not too eventful of a day.The only thing that I really did today was that I had to run a small errand for my mom.I also managed to drop in on a friend during the errand run.He showed me a TV set that he found and that he felt that it needed to be worked on.I simply said it was cool and that I was only stopping by to check up on him.I left and he also went to go where his live in girlfriend was to meet up with her.I simply finished my errand and I went home.
After a bath that I took when I came home,I ate a small pizza with a lot of stuff on it.It was pretty good and it was also filling.
I am now relaxing.It is a pretty cool evening.I am also getting ready for the evening because I am going out tonight to entertain the crowd.I always look forward to singing and entertaining every week.It is always a pleasure for me to entertain the people.I always anticipate a great time and a satisfactory response.I am hoping that the evening works out and that it goes well.As I have often stated,I rarely,if ever,have an off night,I always hope for things to go well.You never know what might happen.Despite that,I am still feeling hopeful and very optimistic about tonight and I have a good feeling that it will work out fine.But again,I still hope for the night to go well for me.
Regarding Sunday,I have not made any plans nor do I know if I am going to do anything or even go anywhere in particular.But whatever I do,I am hoping that it will have a positive effect on me.
That was my day today,my hoped for night tonight and my hopes for the rest of the weekend.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.The work shift went by smoothly.There was no mess to clean when I went to do the pick up and there was no wet laundry left in the washers by the Friday morning person.Before I did my job,I had lunch with a few people at the social club.The lunch hour went by great.I had talks with a few people and the conversations were great.
When lunch was over,I went to work and as stated,the shift went by smoothly.After I was finished,I packed up the clean laundry and after dropping it off at the drug/alcohol rehab center,I went home.On the way home,I picked up a couple of things at a nearby supermarket and at a discount store.I also stopped to cash my paycheck at the bank that I do business with.
While I was eating dinner tonight,I did a virus scan on my computer and there were no viruses or spyware on my computer.It was great to see that my database was clean and had nothing in it that could jeopardize my computer as a whole.After I ate,I relaxed a bit a nd patiently awaited my virus scan to be completed.After it was done,I restarted my computer to keep the database working correctly so there are no problems when I try to log onto the internet as well as when I am on it.It is just great that there was nothing in my computer and that it was clean.I will be doing these weekly to ensure that my computer stays clean from any viruses or even spyware.
I am glad that the weekend is finally here.I can hardly wait to entertain the crowd tomorrow night.I am looking forward to doing that and I always do.I love what I do and I really enjoy it.Again,I can hardly wait for tomorrow night.I am also hoping,as always,that the evening will go well for me.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.The work shift went by well and when I picked up a load of laundry,there was no mess to clean up.I simply picked up the filled bag and drove directly to the worksite.I had a pretty good feeling all over myself.
When I got to the worksite,I saw that the washers were still full with wet laundry.The person that worked the previous afternoon did not finish the job that he had started.One of the washers was over filled with blankets and I had to put my work on hold to finish off what the previous person did not even finish.This really wasn't what I was expecting or even hoping.I simply seperated this wet stuff and put it in the dryers and waited for them to dry.I also left a note for one of the job coaches describing the subject in full detail.It took a bit of doing,but I managed to at least get a little bit of what I had brought from the drug and alcohol rehab center done.Afterwards,when the shift was over,I ate lunch and used the remaining part of the lunch hour to finish my job and go home.
When I got home,I simply took it easy for a while and did my personal PC work.It took a while but it was relaxing and soothing.I was accomplishing something and that made me feel pretty good.My eldest grand-niece was over for a while and while she was here,I showed her an Inside/Out episode on a Break-Up between a man and his about to be ex-wife and how it was affecting not only the adults involved but also most importantly,the children and how they felt regarding it,including all the mixed emotions,feelings and the like.My mom felt that this was too extreme for her at her age but my eldest grand-neice realized why I was showing her this.I wanted to also let her know how I understood how she felt and that her great grandmother and her great grandfather went through the same thing and so did I and her aunt and grandmother.She also admitted that a tear fell down her face while watching it but again,she understood why I showed it and she did get the full gist of what it was portraying.That made me feel pretty good.I also had to assure my mom that I did it for a reason.My mom also understood.
I am now relaxing at home.I am getting ready for the next work shift tomorrow.I am hoping that the shift goes well.After that,it's the weekend.I am hoping that the weekend goes better than last weekend.I will be singing as usual on Saturday night and I am hoping that the night goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day tomorrow and the weekend ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty good day today.The pick-up went well.There was no mess to clean up and I simply took the laundry to the work site and went home shortly afterwards.
When I got home,I did all of my personal PC work and I took my mom grocery shopping afterwards.While she was doing that,I simply went to the post office to drop off a couple of packages that my mother was returning and I also purchased and sent out a money order for a rare collectable that I am purchasing.When I got back to the supermarket,my mom was almost finished with her shopping and after helping her bag it,I took her home and helped bring in the bags full of groceries.I did take a short drive afterwards around the town and I went home shortly afterwards.
We had a light dinner tonight.It was nothing much.It was simply a frozen TV dinner for each of us.After dinner,I did some more personal PC work and took it easy for a while.
I am at home at the moment.The evening is cool.I am just relaxing and taking it easy.As I stated yesterday,I stayed home tonight from the meeting due to my eye injury.I am going to be attending next Wednesday night.I do have a lot to tell them next week.I am hoping that the meeting goes well next week.I am also going to be attending another anger management/conflict resolution group next Monday evening.I also have a lot to tell them.I am hoping that next week starts off better than this week.I am also hoping that what happened to me on late Saturday night/early Sunday morning doesn't happen again,either.
Tomorrow is simply a work day.I am hoping that the shift goes over well.
That was my day today and my hoped for day tomorow.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling a little bit better.My eye has been healing up really good.I am not feeling as much pain anymore.There is still a little bit of redness but I know that this will go away in time.The work day went by pretty smoothly and I felt pretty good about that.I also ran a few errands today for my mom.I went to pick something to eat for dinner tonight and I also had to pick up a couple of things at the supermarket.Again,I am feeling better and I it gives me a pretty good feeling.
Tomorrow,on the advice of my mom and my doctor,I am going to stay home tomorrow night.I did phone the group at the church's moderator to inform him that I would not be at the meeting tomorrow night due to my eye injury.His wife.who answered,told me that she hopes that I am feeling better and that I was going to be missed.I am just going to stay home and take it easy and work on getting my eye healed more.Though it has healed some where I am not feeling pain anymore,I still feel that I do need a little bit more rest and relaxation and again,I would like some of the redness to heal.It has healed somewhat but I want to see even more healed up.I am hoping that in the next few days it will be.
Tomorrow is simply the usual pick-up day.I am hoping that the pick-up goes well.
That was my day and my hoped for day tomorrow.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling mixed emotions.My weekend ended on a very disappointing note.I ended up injuring my right eye after I hit it accidently with a rabbit ears TV antenna.It really hurt.When I went too sleep on late Saturday night/early Sunday morning,I thought that my eye would heal overnite.But it did not.My nephew took me to the emergency ward at the local hospital so I could checked out and get some medicine for my right eye.I waited at the hospital for a long time.While waiting,I rested my eye by keeping it closed.It was very painful for much of the day.I could not go online for the whole day as a result because I had a difficult time trying to keep my eyes open because each time I tried,my right eye got watery and the pain was even more extreme.Today,I am feeling better but I still have some problems.My right eye's vision is a little blurry.But I am still hanging in there.I know that my vision will improve.It is just going to take probably another good night's sleep for it to heal a little bit more.I am just going to keep taking the prescibed medicine until I am feeling better.I am feeling a bit more relieved now.But I know that it will take a little bit more time to heal.I guess that I am going to have to wing it for now.
Other than that,Saturday night went well.I had a blast entertaining the crowd and it was great.I even tried out a new song on Saturday night and it got a great round of applause.I had a ball as always.I am looking forward to entertaining them again this coming Saturday night.I am hoping to finally have some more new stuff rehearsed for this coming Saturday night because I have been stuck in the same old same old for quite a long time while singing at least one new song.Though there is no demand for me to learn anything new,I want to strive to learn to sing new songs and build up my repertoire and keep it branched out.I also want to let loose my vocal abilities in quite a few areas.I just want to build up my singing repertoire while keeping my vocal versatility the way it always has been.The only disappointment was that I could not go out and have a friendly drink with the guys last night.But I will be able to have it with them next week because I will be feeling better next week.
Today,I had a couple of great conversations.I received a phone call from a friend of mine that I have been trying to get ahold of.His phone call really made my day and it did also cheer me up.Him and I talked for about 1/2 hour about music.We talked about KISS,Jimi Hendrix and other sorts.He told me that he learns a lot of new things courtesy of me and that he always enjoys talking to me.I even thanked him for calling and that he cheered me up with this phone call and he simply told me "You Did It For Me,Dude & Now I Did It For You."because I did call him up to cheer him up on one day when he was really in a funk himself.I told him about my eye injury and that I accidently scratched my cornea and he said that he was sorry to hear that and that he hopes that I am feeling better soon.I again thanked him and that was it.
Another thing today was that I was having computer issues.I had a tough time trying to get my personal PC work done because the program was not responding too well to what I was trying to get done.After several restarts and a unplugging,I am finally getting some things accomplished.I am hoping that I do not have these issues for a while.
Another disappointment,I could not attend the anger management/conflict resolution group meeting today due to my eye injury and from the sedating pain pill that I am taking that was prescribed to me.But I wil be attending next week and I do have a story to tell them when I get there.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the day goes by smoothly.
That was what it has been for me over the past few days.I am just glad to have finally posted it.I am hoping that the rest of the week goes by smoothly and that I have no more accidents.FJ