Tonight,I am feeling a little bit better.I had a pretty good work day today.The shift went by smoothly and I also had a nice lunch.After my shift was done,I simply bagged the laundry and dropped it off at the drug/alcohol rehab center.I went home afterwards.
For most of the afternoon,I had a difficult time trying to get online.My computer was having issues and I had to keep restarting the machine in order to get it to work properly.I also had a tough time trying to get the firewall to open up so I could turn it on and feel more secure when I am online.After several tries,I managed to get the firwall on and I also got online.I registered several bills on Where's George and also managed to catch up on some much needed e-mail work.I also had a light supper tonight.
Right now,I am at home relaxing.The weather is COLD!!!The wind is blowing and for a while this afternoon,it was blowing snow all over.There was no acumulation of the snow.It was just flurries and that was all.The windstorm was so strong that it blew some tree branches off the trees at a nearby park.The road near the park was blocked while the city cleaned up the mess.They wanted to make the streets safer and make sure that no car accidents happened and to prevent people from getting hurt.Before the evening is through,I am going to do a virus scan on my computer.I am hoping that there are no viruses on my computer.
I can't believe that the weekend is finally here.I am hoping that the weekend goes well.I will be singing tomorrow night and I will be doing a tribute to George Harrison tomorrow night while I am singing tomorrow night.I am hoping that night goes well for me.Regarding Sunday,I have not made up my mind what I am going to do but whatever I do,I hope that it affects me in a positive way.
Tomorrow morning,I have to go to the bank to make a much needed and mandatory deposit to remove some overdrawn funds from my checking account.That way,it wil be in the black with only a few cents.
That was my day and my hopes for the upcoming weekend.FJ
Friday, November 30, 2007
Thursday, November 29, 2007
Wednesday, November 28, 2007
Tonight,I am feeling mixed emotions.I had a pretty good work day today.The laundry pick-up went well enough and I also had no problem dropping it off at the work site and sorting it out.I even had a pretty good lunch today as well.The day got off to a good start and I also had a very god afternoon.It was nothing special.I simply stayed home and took it easy.I did not watch much on TV because I really did not feel like it.I simply finished my personal PC work and took care of a personal money matter regarding business that I was doing with a person online.Before I did come home,I had to pick up a few things at a supermarket near me so my mom could have things to prepare dinner tonight.It was really neat.My mom made homemade turkey soup.
While that went well,I am also feeling sadness.Because tonight was my last support group meeting at the church.After tonight,they are no more.During our last meeting,we shared a lot of things and talked about how the meetings had helped them combat the issues that each and every one had that brought them there.I am going to miss going to those meetings.I am also going to miss all the guys that I met there and had fellowship with.It was awesome.But after tonight,the meetings are no more.Apparently,most of the members are now getting really busy with their lives and that is starting to take up a lot of their time.But again,it was wonderful while they lasted.It was also wonderful to have those guys to talk to each and every week whenever we would meet.
Regarding what I am going to do with this happening at the moment.I am going to hang in there and wait anxiously for another group to start.It will be a group helping people who struggle with SSA,including those who struggle with the sexual addictions that come with it.I will wait patiently and when they start,I'll start going to those.I will call up the leader to see if we could meet before that starts.I hope that we can.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the shift goes by smoothly.
That was my day today and my night tonight,including what I am hoping to strive for in the day ahead.FJ
While that went well,I am also feeling sadness.Because tonight was my last support group meeting at the church.After tonight,they are no more.During our last meeting,we shared a lot of things and talked about how the meetings had helped them combat the issues that each and every one had that brought them there.I am going to miss going to those meetings.I am also going to miss all the guys that I met there and had fellowship with.It was awesome.But after tonight,the meetings are no more.Apparently,most of the members are now getting really busy with their lives and that is starting to take up a lot of their time.But again,it was wonderful while they lasted.It was also wonderful to have those guys to talk to each and every week whenever we would meet.
Regarding what I am going to do with this happening at the moment.I am going to hang in there and wait anxiously for another group to start.It will be a group helping people who struggle with SSA,including those who struggle with the sexual addictions that come with it.I will wait patiently and when they start,I'll start going to those.I will call up the leader to see if we could meet before that starts.I hope that we can.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the shift goes by smoothly.
That was my day today and my night tonight,including what I am hoping to strive for in the day ahead.FJ
Tuesday, November 27, 2007
Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty decent day today.Despite a minor mishap that happened when I arrived at the work site,which was the person from the previous day leaving loads of laundry in the washers,I had a pretty smooth work day today.I did report this to the supervisors and they said that they would look into this and hopefully come to a solution.I simply did my job and after it was finished,I dropped the clean laundry at the drug/alcohol rehab center and ran a couple of errands for myself before going home.
I finally received a DVD that I was waiting on for the past several days.It was another episode of the classic education show Big Blue Marble.It was wonderful to watch.It is awesome to be seeing this show again.I know that I have other episodes of the series but each and new episode that I purchase is always exciting and neat to watch.I am going to be ordering more again next month.I watched it this afternoon when I got home.Again,watching that was awesome.Since it was on DVD,it was more colorful and it was great.Again,I am going to be ordering more next month.
I only ran a small errand tonight.I had to get a gallon of milk,a recordable VHS video tape and get some gas in my gas tank.I ran this errand before 8:00 p.m. so I could watch A Charlie Brown Christmas.Even though it was on TV,I watched it on video without commercial interruptions.After that,I watched It's Christmas Time Again,Charlie Brown on video and that was great.
I am now relaxing.I am anticipating the new day.I don't have much to do tomorrow.I only have to do a simple laundry pick up and drop it off at the work site.After that,I can do whatever I like until the evening.Tomorrow night is my last meeting with the support group at the church.It is going to be strange not going to these meetings every Wednesday night.But I am looking into getting involved with another one.If not,I'll just have to hang in there until another one comes around.Again,it will be sad that this will be no more.I am going to be missing those guys.It was wonderful to go there and be heard and also to hear others.As stated,it is going to be sad to see that this will be no more.
As stated,tomorrow is simply a pick-up day.I hope that it goes well.After that,it will be the last support group at the church meeting.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
I finally received a DVD that I was waiting on for the past several days.It was another episode of the classic education show Big Blue Marble.It was wonderful to watch.It is awesome to be seeing this show again.I know that I have other episodes of the series but each and new episode that I purchase is always exciting and neat to watch.I am going to be ordering more again next month.I watched it this afternoon when I got home.Again,watching that was awesome.Since it was on DVD,it was more colorful and it was great.Again,I am going to be ordering more next month.
I only ran a small errand tonight.I had to get a gallon of milk,a recordable VHS video tape and get some gas in my gas tank.I ran this errand before 8:00 p.m. so I could watch A Charlie Brown Christmas.Even though it was on TV,I watched it on video without commercial interruptions.After that,I watched It's Christmas Time Again,Charlie Brown on video and that was great.
I am now relaxing.I am anticipating the new day.I don't have much to do tomorrow.I only have to do a simple laundry pick up and drop it off at the work site.After that,I can do whatever I like until the evening.Tomorrow night is my last meeting with the support group at the church.It is going to be strange not going to these meetings every Wednesday night.But I am looking into getting involved with another one.If not,I'll just have to hang in there until another one comes around.Again,it will be sad that this will be no more.I am going to be missing those guys.It was wonderful to go there and be heard and also to hear others.As stated,it is going to be sad to see that this will be no more.
As stated,tomorrow is simply a pick-up day.I hope that it goes well.After that,it will be the last support group at the church meeting.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
Monday, November 26, 2007
Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had an okay day today.Nothing special really happened today.I simply went about my day and did what I had to get done.
Last night,after I got home from having a drink with the gang at the place where I entertain to go to bed,I couldn't get to sleep.For a while,I had to keep getting out of bed to go to the bathroom.It was not constant urination but defecation.I had to take a dump at least 6 times during the night.I wanted to get some sleep but couldn't for most of the night.Each and every time I got comfortable in my bed and almost asleep,I had to get up and use the bathroom.It was horrible.Not only that,my anal region was starting to hurt due to all this defecating.Each and every time my anal region hurts,it is a vivid reminder of the rape that I endured when I was 16,which was where a man who lived in my neighborhood tried to shove his genitals up my rectum without the use of a condom.I still remember it each time I get that pain.It can be anything from a simple itch to a stabbing pain.The pain was unbearable for the length of time that I had to keep taking a dump.Plus,it was causing me great emotional stress and strain that I wound up masturbating,which made feel even more lousy.But after asking the creator for forgiveness,I felt better but I did not get to sleep until 3:45 a.m. in the morning.As a result of that,I only got five hours of sleep,which was why I felt lousy and a little bit at edge when I got out of bed this morning.I had to drink 3-4 cups of coffee to stay awake.I had to be awake because I had an appointment today at the hospital with the medication manager over at the local hospital.I had to drive there and I did not want to fall asleep behind the wheel while driving there.
My session with the medication manager went great.We talked about a lot of things and how some of the people around the social club react to me when I share my knowledge and how my life has been going.I am the victim at times of some of the social club member's rants and taunts regarding my knowledge and how far I have come within the agency,especially working within the agency.Again,the session went great and I also had to renew an appointment that I accidentally forgot.It was an appointment with the hospital's in-house psychiatrist.I have a new appointment and I am going to mark it down on the calender so I don't forget it this time.
After the session,I went straight home and got back into bed to take a nap.It was a 2 hour one that I took to catch up on some lost sleep from last night.After the nap,I felt better and I also had a light dinner.
My anger management/conflict resolution group went great.I met a few new people and we shared a lot.I did share my experiences from the last few days and it was great to have them listen to me and to listen to what they had to say.I am looking forward to the next group meeting,which is next Monday night.
Overall,I had a wonderful holiday weekend.I feel refreshed and rejuvenated.Not only that,the Buffalo Sabres won again tonight.They defeated the Washington Capitols in Washington by a score of 3-1.The next game is a home game Wednesday night when the St.Louis Blues come to town.I hope that the Sabres can win another one.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the day goes by smoothly.
That was my day today and my night last night,including my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
Last night,after I got home from having a drink with the gang at the place where I entertain to go to bed,I couldn't get to sleep.For a while,I had to keep getting out of bed to go to the bathroom.It was not constant urination but defecation.I had to take a dump at least 6 times during the night.I wanted to get some sleep but couldn't for most of the night.Each and every time I got comfortable in my bed and almost asleep,I had to get up and use the bathroom.It was horrible.Not only that,my anal region was starting to hurt due to all this defecating.Each and every time my anal region hurts,it is a vivid reminder of the rape that I endured when I was 16,which was where a man who lived in my neighborhood tried to shove his genitals up my rectum without the use of a condom.I still remember it each time I get that pain.It can be anything from a simple itch to a stabbing pain.The pain was unbearable for the length of time that I had to keep taking a dump.Plus,it was causing me great emotional stress and strain that I wound up masturbating,which made feel even more lousy.But after asking the creator for forgiveness,I felt better but I did not get to sleep until 3:45 a.m. in the morning.As a result of that,I only got five hours of sleep,which was why I felt lousy and a little bit at edge when I got out of bed this morning.I had to drink 3-4 cups of coffee to stay awake.I had to be awake because I had an appointment today at the hospital with the medication manager over at the local hospital.I had to drive there and I did not want to fall asleep behind the wheel while driving there.
My session with the medication manager went great.We talked about a lot of things and how some of the people around the social club react to me when I share my knowledge and how my life has been going.I am the victim at times of some of the social club member's rants and taunts regarding my knowledge and how far I have come within the agency,especially working within the agency.Again,the session went great and I also had to renew an appointment that I accidentally forgot.It was an appointment with the hospital's in-house psychiatrist.I have a new appointment and I am going to mark it down on the calender so I don't forget it this time.
After the session,I went straight home and got back into bed to take a nap.It was a 2 hour one that I took to catch up on some lost sleep from last night.After the nap,I felt better and I also had a light dinner.
My anger management/conflict resolution group went great.I met a few new people and we shared a lot.I did share my experiences from the last few days and it was great to have them listen to me and to listen to what they had to say.I am looking forward to the next group meeting,which is next Monday night.
Overall,I had a wonderful holiday weekend.I feel refreshed and rejuvenated.Not only that,the Buffalo Sabres won again tonight.They defeated the Washington Capitols in Washington by a score of 3-1.The next game is a home game Wednesday night when the St.Louis Blues come to town.I hope that the Sabres can win another one.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the day goes by smoothly.
That was my day today and my night last night,including my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
Sunday, November 25, 2007
Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a not too exciting of a day today.I simply ran and did something personal for myself.First,I had a couple slices of pizza for lunch and I also went to Wal-Mart to get me a new nose and ear hair trimmer.The other ones that I had were not up to par anymore so I bought this one.I even tried it out when I got home.I used it get rid of some nose hair that was noticeably sticking out.It was a bit unsavory and unattractive but I managed to get rid of it.I now feel a bit better about myself.I also got rid of a little bit of ear hair.Afterwards,I cleaned off the blade and let it dry.I also put the saftey applicator on it when it was fully dry.
When I got home,I finished off my personal computer work and had a nice dinner.My mom and I had our own Thanksgiving dinner without the hassle and hussle of being over at my sister's house.Don't get me wrong,we had a nice time at my sister's but I did like having a little quite time here at home.It was very good.I was pretty filled up after eating.But again,it was great.
My night of entertaining the crowds went over great.The crowd really appreciated the songs that I did.Each and everybody complimented me on the songs that I chose and again,it was wonderful.I am looking forward to next Saturday night for sure.Next week,it will be my yearly tribute to George Harrison because this week will be the anniversary of his death of cancer in 2001.I am looking forward to that.
Tonight,I even talked with a couple of friends.One from my city and another from out of town.They were varied in how they were.The one from my city was doing good and the one from out of town was fight cold symptoms.But it was great to hear from them.I enjoyed the tiem spent talking with them.
The Thanksgiving holiday weekend will be over soon.For me,it was a wonderful weekend and I had some fun.I did some shopping for myself and I also had a nice holiday overall.It was great.But for me,the weekend isn't over yet.I still have my day off tomorrow.I have a couple of appointments tomorrow.The first at the local hospital and the next with my anger management/conflict resolution support group.I am hoping that both go well.
Regarding the rest of the night,I might go out and have a nice drink at the place where I entertain and have some great talks with the guys.
The best thing about the weekend is that the Buffalo Sabres won last night.They shutout the Montreal Canadians in Montreal by a score of 3-0.
As stated,tomorrow is my day off.I am hoping that my appointments work out well enough.I also hope that the day goes by smoothly.
That was ny day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
When I got home,I finished off my personal computer work and had a nice dinner.My mom and I had our own Thanksgiving dinner without the hassle and hussle of being over at my sister's house.Don't get me wrong,we had a nice time at my sister's but I did like having a little quite time here at home.It was very good.I was pretty filled up after eating.But again,it was great.
My night of entertaining the crowds went over great.The crowd really appreciated the songs that I did.Each and everybody complimented me on the songs that I chose and again,it was wonderful.I am looking forward to next Saturday night for sure.Next week,it will be my yearly tribute to George Harrison because this week will be the anniversary of his death of cancer in 2001.I am looking forward to that.
Tonight,I even talked with a couple of friends.One from my city and another from out of town.They were varied in how they were.The one from my city was doing good and the one from out of town was fight cold symptoms.But it was great to hear from them.I enjoyed the tiem spent talking with them.
The Thanksgiving holiday weekend will be over soon.For me,it was a wonderful weekend and I had some fun.I did some shopping for myself and I also had a nice holiday overall.It was great.But for me,the weekend isn't over yet.I still have my day off tomorrow.I have a couple of appointments tomorrow.The first at the local hospital and the next with my anger management/conflict resolution support group.I am hoping that both go well.
Regarding the rest of the night,I might go out and have a nice drink at the place where I entertain and have some great talks with the guys.
The best thing about the weekend is that the Buffalo Sabres won last night.They shutout the Montreal Canadians in Montreal by a score of 3-0.
As stated,tomorrow is my day off.I am hoping that my appointments work out well enough.I also hope that the day goes by smoothly.
That was ny day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
Saturday, November 24, 2007
Tonight,I am feeling okay but also,I am feeling hopeful and optimistic.I really did not do too much today.I simply went to check up on a friend of mine,which is my usual Saturday thing to do.He was okay but his live in girlfriend was not feeling too well.Apparently,she possibly had a case of the flu.I only stayed a few minutes and left.I then went to back to the shopping mall to have a light but quick lunch,which was a couple of vegetable spring rolls with sweet and sour sauce to dip them in.It was pretty good.I went home afterwards.
After I had a quick bath,I ate a light dinner and finished my computer work.It was nothing much,really.It was something that I started when I woke up and I finished this evening.I also did a little searching while I was online.It was nothing much.I was trying to find where I could purchase upcoming DVD sets that are supposed to be coming out in Canada soon and I am hoping to see if I can purchase them myself.They were cartoon series that I used to watch when I was younger.I am hoping that I can purchase them soon from any source that is going to sell them.I would love to have them.
I am getting ready for tonight.I will be doing my usual singing up a storm for the crowd.I am hoping that the night goes well for me.Though I rarely,if ever,have an off night,I still hope for things to go well.You never know what might happen.But I have a feeling that it going to work out fine.
Tomorrow is Sunday.I am hoping that the day goes well.I have not really decided what I am going to do but whatever I do,I hope that it affects me in a positive way.
That was my day today and my hopes for tonight and the day ahead.FJ
After I had a quick bath,I ate a light dinner and finished my computer work.It was nothing much,really.It was something that I started when I woke up and I finished this evening.I also did a little searching while I was online.It was nothing much.I was trying to find where I could purchase upcoming DVD sets that are supposed to be coming out in Canada soon and I am hoping to see if I can purchase them myself.They were cartoon series that I used to watch when I was younger.I am hoping that I can purchase them soon from any source that is going to sell them.I would love to have them.
I am getting ready for tonight.I will be doing my usual singing up a storm for the crowd.I am hoping that the night goes well for me.Though I rarely,if ever,have an off night,I still hope for things to go well.You never know what might happen.But I have a feeling that it going to work out fine.
Tomorrow is Sunday.I am hoping that the day goes well.I have not really decided what I am going to do but whatever I do,I hope that it affects me in a positive way.
That was my day today and my hopes for tonight and the day ahead.FJ
Friday, November 23, 2007
Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a very good day today.The stores were having their after Thanksgiving sales.It was really hustling and bustling.Again,while at a shopping mall,I had a pretty tough time trying to find a parking space in the parking lot.But I managed to find one.After parking my car,I walked right into the mall and headed for an Old Navy store.They were having select clothing on sale.I simply bought a belt and a pair of slippers.After paying for them,I went to a music store and bought a copy of the Deluxe Edition of Paul McCartney's Memory Almost Full with a few bonus tracks and a bonus DVD.I managed to also make it out to that Roman Catholic shrine again to say a prayer for guidance and strength to help me with my anger issues and my sexual addictions,which are Gay pornography and masturbation to name a few.After the prayers,I felt better and felt more optimistic.I also had lunch at a Mighty Taco in my area and last but not least,I went back to the shopping mall to go to the "A Dollar" store to pick up a package of toilet tissue.I headed for home.
After I got home,I did a scan on my computer to check for viruses and spyware and my computer is clean.There was nothing in it that should not be on there.That was great.While this was going on,I had a light dinner.After dinner,I went back to the shopping mall and agaion,went back to the music store.I picked up The McCartney Years,which is a 3 DVD set of music videos and select concert performances.I also watched my DVD copy of Christmas Eve On Sesame Street after dinner because I was in the mood for it due to the weather being the way it is.It has been cold and snowy for the past few days.Though it was a little early and it isn't that close to Christmas,I watched this and it was wonderful.Again,the weather motivated me to watch this classic special and asin,it was wonderful.I am going to be watching this again soon enough.
Tomorrow starts the weekend.I am looking forward to entertaining the crowd tomorrow night.I am also looking forward to a hopeful great night.So far,the Thanksgiving holiday weekend has been going great for me.I bought some new clothes and I also bought a couple things that I really enjoy.It was a nice holiday for me and the rest of the weekend has been really grand,so far.I am hoping that the rest of the weekend goes well for me.There are only two days left,which are tomorrow and Sunday.Tomorrow is my night to entertain the crowd and Sunday is where I have nothing scheduled.But whatever I do,I am hoping that it will help me out in a positive way.
The best thing to happen tonight is that the Buffalo Sabres won tonight.They defeated the Montreal Canadians on home ice by a score of 4-2.They also defeated the Ottawa Senators on Wednesday night on home ice by the same score.
That was my day today and my hopes for the rest of the holiday weekend.FJ
After I got home,I did a scan on my computer to check for viruses and spyware and my computer is clean.There was nothing in it that should not be on there.That was great.While this was going on,I had a light dinner.After dinner,I went back to the shopping mall and agaion,went back to the music store.I picked up The McCartney Years,which is a 3 DVD set of music videos and select concert performances.I also watched my DVD copy of Christmas Eve On Sesame Street after dinner because I was in the mood for it due to the weather being the way it is.It has been cold and snowy for the past few days.Though it was a little early and it isn't that close to Christmas,I watched this and it was wonderful.Again,the weather motivated me to watch this classic special and asin,it was wonderful.I am going to be watching this again soon enough.
Tomorrow starts the weekend.I am looking forward to entertaining the crowd tomorrow night.I am also looking forward to a hopeful great night.So far,the Thanksgiving holiday weekend has been going great for me.I bought some new clothes and I also bought a couple things that I really enjoy.It was a nice holiday for me and the rest of the weekend has been really grand,so far.I am hoping that the rest of the weekend goes well for me.There are only two days left,which are tomorrow and Sunday.Tomorrow is my night to entertain the crowd and Sunday is where I have nothing scheduled.But whatever I do,I am hoping that it will help me out in a positive way.
The best thing to happen tonight is that the Buffalo Sabres won tonight.They defeated the Montreal Canadians on home ice by a score of 4-2.They also defeated the Ottawa Senators on Wednesday night on home ice by the same score.
That was my day today and my hopes for the rest of the holiday weekend.FJ
Thursday, November 22, 2007
Happy Thanksgiving Everybody!
Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a very good day today.As usual,I went over to my sister's house for dinner and it was great.My niece and her kids alongside her new boyfriend were there.My other sister,whose a flight attendant,was also there.I ate so much food and I was stuffed after I ate what was on my plate.I couldn't have any desert if I could.I simply cut a piece of pie and wrapped it up to take home.During the time there,my brother in-law and I talked about Crosby,Stills,Nash & Young because we were listening to a CD of their songs in the DVD Player and we started talking about their music.The CD was simply a mix of songs from CSN and CSN&Y rolled onto one CD.It was neat.My mom wanted to go home and so we left.
After we left my sister's house,my mom and I took a drive around to warm up the engine.I had a tough time trying to unlock the doors on my car due to it being very cold.The locks were frozen.But after that drive,we went home and that is where I am at right now.
I am now relaxing and taking it easy.When we got home,I simply put in my copy of Mr.Magoo's Christmas Carol in the VCR part of my VCR/DVD combo(I haven't gotten the DVD of it as of yet)and watched it because there was not much on TV when we got in.It was wonderful.I am hoping to get the DVD of it soon this year when I have some money.That way,I can preserve the VHS tape of it for collector reasons.Overall,a very good holiday.
Tomorrow is a day off for me.I will be trying to fill the gap in somehow.I am going to need the extended weekend off.I have been on an emotional roller coaster ride as of late and I am going to need it to rest off and hope to get back on an even keel.Again,I am just going to have to fill in the gap.I will also be entertaining the crowd again on Saturday night and I am hoping that this also goes well enough.
That was my day today and my hopes for the rest of the weekend.FJ
Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a very good day today.As usual,I went over to my sister's house for dinner and it was great.My niece and her kids alongside her new boyfriend were there.My other sister,whose a flight attendant,was also there.I ate so much food and I was stuffed after I ate what was on my plate.I couldn't have any desert if I could.I simply cut a piece of pie and wrapped it up to take home.During the time there,my brother in-law and I talked about Crosby,Stills,Nash & Young because we were listening to a CD of their songs in the DVD Player and we started talking about their music.The CD was simply a mix of songs from CSN and CSN&Y rolled onto one CD.It was neat.My mom wanted to go home and so we left.
After we left my sister's house,my mom and I took a drive around to warm up the engine.I had a tough time trying to unlock the doors on my car due to it being very cold.The locks were frozen.But after that drive,we went home and that is where I am at right now.
I am now relaxing and taking it easy.When we got home,I simply put in my copy of Mr.Magoo's Christmas Carol in the VCR part of my VCR/DVD combo(I haven't gotten the DVD of it as of yet)and watched it because there was not much on TV when we got in.It was wonderful.I am hoping to get the DVD of it soon this year when I have some money.That way,I can preserve the VHS tape of it for collector reasons.Overall,a very good holiday.
Tomorrow is a day off for me.I will be trying to fill the gap in somehow.I am going to need the extended weekend off.I have been on an emotional roller coaster ride as of late and I am going to need it to rest off and hope to get back on an even keel.Again,I am just going to have to fill in the gap.I will also be entertaining the crowd again on Saturday night and I am hoping that this also goes well enough.
That was my day today and my hopes for the rest of the weekend.FJ
Wednesday, November 21, 2007
Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty good day today.After I finished the laundry pick-up and had lunch,I went to run a couple of errands for my mom.First,I had to pick up a couple of things at a supermarket and I also had to drop off a tax exemption application at City Hall so my mom could have some certain taxes exempt and have other taxes cut in half.After that was done,I went to a Roman Catholic shrine to pray for help.First,I prayed for myself and asked for help in dealing with my anger problems and sexual addiction and I also prayed for a friend of mine who was having some really serious issues with his ex-wife.After the prayers,I felt better and I felt that everything would be okay.I left the shrine feeling optimistic and hopeful.I will be going back on Friday afternoon to pray again.I really need the guidance and support each and every time I pray and need to feel hopeful and optimistic after doing so.Again,I will be going back again Friday afternoon.
I went to my support group meeting at the church tonight and it was wonderful.Since we are winding down,we shared our feelings about the groups not meeting anymore and how we are going to try to fill in the gaps after we go our separate ways.It is not going to be easy.When I was speaking,I was almost in tears.But the door is being closed and now,we have to move on and seek other groups.But as stated last week,I am feeling hopeful and optimistic.I have a feeling that there will be another group lined up soon enough.When that happens,I will be going to that.Next week,we will be having our final meeting and than after that,we will just have to wait and see,especially me.
Tomorrow is the Thanksgiving holiday.I have the day off from work and I will be spending the day with my family.I have the entire weekend off.It will be a great five day weekend.At least,I am hoping that it will be.
That was my day today and my hopes for the upcoming holiday and accompanying weekend.FJ
I went to my support group meeting at the church tonight and it was wonderful.Since we are winding down,we shared our feelings about the groups not meeting anymore and how we are going to try to fill in the gaps after we go our separate ways.It is not going to be easy.When I was speaking,I was almost in tears.But the door is being closed and now,we have to move on and seek other groups.But as stated last week,I am feeling hopeful and optimistic.I have a feeling that there will be another group lined up soon enough.When that happens,I will be going to that.Next week,we will be having our final meeting and than after that,we will just have to wait and see,especially me.
Tomorrow is the Thanksgiving holiday.I have the day off from work and I will be spending the day with my family.I have the entire weekend off.It will be a great five day weekend.At least,I am hoping that it will be.
That was my day today and my hopes for the upcoming holiday and accompanying weekend.FJ
Tuesday, November 20, 2007
Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty good work day today.Despite a shaky start,which involved me picking up a mess in the laundry room,the rest of the day worked out well.I simply did my job and the rest took care of itself.After I was done,I dropped off what I did after bagging it and went home.
I had to go out and pick up something that I ordered at a local music store.It was a DVD of a horror movie that I plan to watch during the Thanksgiving weekend.It is going to be a long one.It will be four days for me.I am eagerly awaiting this.I can use the four day weekend to rest up and try to overcome some of the stuff that has piled up on me emotionally.The last few weeks have been an emotional roller coaster ride for me.I am hoping that the weekend will do me a lot of good.I feel that I need this weekend to cool off and restart myself.Again,I am hoping that it will help me out a lot.
I am now at home relaxing.I am anticipating the next day.The only thing that I will be doing is a laundry pick up.But I am hoping that there will not be another mess.I can't stand cleaning up messes in the laundry room at the drug/alcohol rehab center.I hate cleaning up after people who can clean up after themselves.It is such a chore.But again,I am hoping that there will be no mess to clean.
Aside from the pick-up,I do have my support group meeting at the church tomorrow night.This will be the next to last meeting tomorrow night.After next Wednesday,there will be no more.But I have heard that there may be another group being started at another church.I will be checking to see if it is a go.I hope that it will be.I look forward to attending that group if it is a go.
As stated above,I am hoping that everything goes well tomorrow.
That was my day today and my hopes for tomorrow and the holiday weekend.FJ
I had to go out and pick up something that I ordered at a local music store.It was a DVD of a horror movie that I plan to watch during the Thanksgiving weekend.It is going to be a long one.It will be four days for me.I am eagerly awaiting this.I can use the four day weekend to rest up and try to overcome some of the stuff that has piled up on me emotionally.The last few weeks have been an emotional roller coaster ride for me.I am hoping that the weekend will do me a lot of good.I feel that I need this weekend to cool off and restart myself.Again,I am hoping that it will help me out a lot.
I am now at home relaxing.I am anticipating the next day.The only thing that I will be doing is a laundry pick up.But I am hoping that there will not be another mess.I can't stand cleaning up messes in the laundry room at the drug/alcohol rehab center.I hate cleaning up after people who can clean up after themselves.It is such a chore.But again,I am hoping that there will be no mess to clean.
Aside from the pick-up,I do have my support group meeting at the church tomorrow night.This will be the next to last meeting tomorrow night.After next Wednesday,there will be no more.But I have heard that there may be another group being started at another church.I will be checking to see if it is a go.I hope that it will be.I look forward to attending that group if it is a go.
As stated above,I am hoping that everything goes well tomorrow.
That was my day today and my hopes for tomorrow and the holiday weekend.FJ
Monday, November 19, 2007
Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty good,if not too exciting,of a day today.I woke up late today around a little bit after 1:00 p.m. today.I went to sleep late last night after coming home.I watched bits and pieces of certain movies in my DVD library until I got tired.Plus,I was also posting messages in an online forum that I am the owner of on Yahoo.It has been bustling on there over the past few days and that is great.I am glad that the forum is now seeing light.The members of the forum are really swell.It was great to communicate with them.
Today was a pretty quite day.I did not do to much.I just did some personal PC work and I also had to make some readjustments on my database,including the desktop screen saver.Somehow,while I was online,my desktop screen saver was switched to something that I did not want.I tried restarting the computer but that did not work,I just fiddled with my computer until I found out how.I simply opened up one of the programs files regarding the desktop and I fixed in in no time at all.My computer is back to the way that it should be and that is great to have it that way.Little by little,I am learning how to work on my own computer regarding programs and all of that.I am learning little by little and that is very grand.
I went to my anger management/conflict resolution group tonight and it was great.It was wonderful to hear other people and also to be heard.It is wonderful also to learn how to better manage my anger and how to react properly when a situation goes awry.One day at a time is how I am learning to manage.It makes me feel good.But still,I need to work on not saying angry things to myself when I am alone and there is nobody in the room with me.I still need to work on that.
I am now at home relaxing.I am anticipating the new day ahead.I am hoping that the day works out for the better and that everything goes as planned.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the day goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
Today was a pretty quite day.I did not do to much.I just did some personal PC work and I also had to make some readjustments on my database,including the desktop screen saver.Somehow,while I was online,my desktop screen saver was switched to something that I did not want.I tried restarting the computer but that did not work,I just fiddled with my computer until I found out how.I simply opened up one of the programs files regarding the desktop and I fixed in in no time at all.My computer is back to the way that it should be and that is great to have it that way.Little by little,I am learning how to work on my own computer regarding programs and all of that.I am learning little by little and that is very grand.
I went to my anger management/conflict resolution group tonight and it was great.It was wonderful to hear other people and also to be heard.It is wonderful also to learn how to better manage my anger and how to react properly when a situation goes awry.One day at a time is how I am learning to manage.It makes me feel good.But still,I need to work on not saying angry things to myself when I am alone and there is nobody in the room with me.I still need to work on that.
I am now at home relaxing.I am anticipating the new day ahead.I am hoping that the day works out for the better and that everything goes as planned.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the day goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
Sunday, November 18, 2007
Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty good day today.The only disappointment that I had was that I was supposed to get together with a friend but I did not hear from him.I left him a few messages on his voice mail but he hasn't returned any phone calls that I had made over the past two days.I will leave another message for him over the next few days.I am hoping to hear from him.
Today,I did a few errands for my mom.It was just some last minute stuff that my mom needed before the holiday.They supermarket that I went to didn't have everything that she needed but I did get most of the stuff.I also had a couple slices of pizza for lunch.It was a late lunch but I needed to eat.Fortunately,we had another light dinner.
I am now at home relaxing.I am anticipating the upcoming holiday weekend.I don't have too many work days this week but whatever money that I make,it's better than nothing.It won't be much but again,it will be better than nothing.
Last night,my night of entertaining the crowd was a huge success.There was also a birthday party going on at the same time and a friend that I have had for a few years also came out.It was a total blast.There was plenty of audience members in the place.The guest of honor left early mainly because he wasn't feeling to well.He had gotten really depressed all of a sudden as the real festivities were getting underway.He left home not feeling well enough to celebrate and the leftover food that was originally strictly for the party guests was then open to the rest of teh people of the place.I ate at least four slices of pepperoni pizza and some penne pasta with meatballs.My friend who was there also had some as well.We were both full.I also talked with the guest of honor's sister and hoped that her brother was feeling better soon.She said simply Thanks and I also said that I hoped to see her and her friends there again one of these days.She said Thanks again and left.What a night it was.I had another blast.
Tomorrow is a day off as usual.I do have my weekly anger management/conflict resolution tomorrow night and I am hoping that the meeting goes well.
As for the rest of the night,I am thinking of going out and having a friendly drink at the place where I entertain for a bit.
That was my day today and how my night went last night and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
Today,I did a few errands for my mom.It was just some last minute stuff that my mom needed before the holiday.They supermarket that I went to didn't have everything that she needed but I did get most of the stuff.I also had a couple slices of pizza for lunch.It was a late lunch but I needed to eat.Fortunately,we had another light dinner.
I am now at home relaxing.I am anticipating the upcoming holiday weekend.I don't have too many work days this week but whatever money that I make,it's better than nothing.It won't be much but again,it will be better than nothing.
Last night,my night of entertaining the crowd was a huge success.There was also a birthday party going on at the same time and a friend that I have had for a few years also came out.It was a total blast.There was plenty of audience members in the place.The guest of honor left early mainly because he wasn't feeling to well.He had gotten really depressed all of a sudden as the real festivities were getting underway.He left home not feeling well enough to celebrate and the leftover food that was originally strictly for the party guests was then open to the rest of teh people of the place.I ate at least four slices of pepperoni pizza and some penne pasta with meatballs.My friend who was there also had some as well.We were both full.I also talked with the guest of honor's sister and hoped that her brother was feeling better soon.She said simply Thanks and I also said that I hoped to see her and her friends there again one of these days.She said Thanks again and left.What a night it was.I had another blast.
Tomorrow is a day off as usual.I do have my weekly anger management/conflict resolution tomorrow night and I am hoping that the meeting goes well.
As for the rest of the night,I am thinking of going out and having a friendly drink at the place where I entertain for a bit.
That was my day today and how my night went last night and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
Saturday, November 17, 2007
Tonight,I am feeling a little bit better.I had a pretty decent day today.I ran a small errand for my mom and I also did something for myself.It wasn't anything much.I simply judt did what I had to do and that was it.The day,weatherwise,was pretty cold but it was not freezing.It was mild but it felt like it was freezing just a tad.A pretty decent day.
I also had myself a late but light lunch.I had a Wendy's burger today.It was pretty good.It was something to tie me over until dinner.After I did all of this,I headed for home.
We had a light dinner.It was baked chicken with scalloped potatoes and beans.It was nice and filling.After dinner,I finished my personal computer work that I started earlier.
I am now at home relaxing.I am just getting ready for the night.I am going to be singing up a storm for the crowd.I am looking forward to this.I always look forward to singing up a storm.I am anticipating a pretty good time and I am hoping that the evening goes well.Though I rarely,if ever,have an off night,I still hope for things to go well.You never know what might happen.Still,I have a feeling that it will be a wonderful evening.But I always continue to hope for everything to go well no matter what.
As for Sunday,I am hoping to get together with a friend who I talked with last week.If it happens,I hope that it is a wonderful time.
That was my day today and my hopes for tonight and the day ahead.FJ
I also had myself a late but light lunch.I had a Wendy's burger today.It was pretty good.It was something to tie me over until dinner.After I did all of this,I headed for home.
We had a light dinner.It was baked chicken with scalloped potatoes and beans.It was nice and filling.After dinner,I finished my personal computer work that I started earlier.
I am now at home relaxing.I am just getting ready for the night.I am going to be singing up a storm for the crowd.I am looking forward to this.I always look forward to singing up a storm.I am anticipating a pretty good time and I am hoping that the evening goes well.Though I rarely,if ever,have an off night,I still hope for things to go well.You never know what might happen.Still,I have a feeling that it will be a wonderful evening.But I always continue to hope for everything to go well no matter what.
As for Sunday,I am hoping to get together with a friend who I talked with last week.If it happens,I hope that it is a wonderful time.
That was my day today and my hopes for tonight and the day ahead.FJ
Friday, November 16, 2007
Tonight,I am feeling a little bit better.I had a pretty good day today.The work day went by a lot smoother than yesterday.Nobody left their work for me to finish.That was great.I simply did the work that I needed to do and that was it.After my shift was over,I simply bagged the clean laundry and dropped it off at the drug/alcohol rehab center and went to cash my paycheck.I also got a few Buffalo Sabres themed DVD's as a freebie at the bank where I cashed it.I got one for myself and a couple more for my nephews.I am going to surprise them this Christmas when I give them as gifts alongside the usual CD's that I give.After doing that,I headed for home.
When I got home,I did some personal computer work for a while before dinner.I had to register some bills at Where's George and I did some e-mail work.
While I was eating my dinner,I did a scan on my computer to check for viruses and spyware and there were two viruses in my database.They were both Trojan.Byte Verify viruses and according to the Symantic website,they were mild but were still a low risk.I had to restart my compute two times with the system recovery turned off to get rid of them.I also deleted my temporary internet files and deleted cookies at the same time.I also checked my Norton program to delete these viruses that were captured in my system and did another scan.The result from the new scan was that the viruses were successfully removed.
While the initial scan was going on,I was upstairs in my room making my mom a CD for Christmas.I was burning her vinyl copy of Christmas With Eddy Arnold onto the CD-R.I tried out by sampling some of the music track by track and it sounded pretty good.I know that my mom will be surprised when she hears this on the CD-R that I burned for her.I will be doing another one for her later on.It will be Mario Lanza singing Christmas carols.It is also on a vinyl record and I know that she will be surprised.
I am now at home relaxing.I am anticipating the weekend,which I am glad is here.I will be doing my usual entertaining the crowd on Saturday night and I am hoping that it goes well.I always look forward to singing for the crowd every Saturday night.I am hoping that the night goes well.
Earlier this evening,I went out to an A.J.Wright store in my area and I picked up a mini keychain digital camera and I can hardly wait to use it.I have to upload the program that was included with the camera when I got it.I can hardly wait to do that.I also picked up a couple of big cans of sweet potatoes so my mom can prepare them for Thanksgiving,which is next Thursday.I also have the entire holiday weekend off and that is great.I can use a break from all of the hustle and bustle from this week.It will be great.
That was my day today and my hopes for the weekend ahead and the upcoming holiday weekend.FJ
When I got home,I did some personal computer work for a while before dinner.I had to register some bills at Where's George and I did some e-mail work.
While I was eating my dinner,I did a scan on my computer to check for viruses and spyware and there were two viruses in my database.They were both Trojan.Byte Verify viruses and according to the Symantic website,they were mild but were still a low risk.I had to restart my compute two times with the system recovery turned off to get rid of them.I also deleted my temporary internet files and deleted cookies at the same time.I also checked my Norton program to delete these viruses that were captured in my system and did another scan.The result from the new scan was that the viruses were successfully removed.
While the initial scan was going on,I was upstairs in my room making my mom a CD for Christmas.I was burning her vinyl copy of Christmas With Eddy Arnold onto the CD-R.I tried out by sampling some of the music track by track and it sounded pretty good.I know that my mom will be surprised when she hears this on the CD-R that I burned for her.I will be doing another one for her later on.It will be Mario Lanza singing Christmas carols.It is also on a vinyl record and I know that she will be surprised.
I am now at home relaxing.I am anticipating the weekend,which I am glad is here.I will be doing my usual entertaining the crowd on Saturday night and I am hoping that it goes well.I always look forward to singing for the crowd every Saturday night.I am hoping that the night goes well.
Earlier this evening,I went out to an A.J.Wright store in my area and I picked up a mini keychain digital camera and I can hardly wait to use it.I have to upload the program that was included with the camera when I got it.I can hardly wait to do that.I also picked up a couple of big cans of sweet potatoes so my mom can prepare them for Thanksgiving,which is next Thursday.I also have the entire holiday weekend off and that is great.I can use a break from all of the hustle and bustle from this week.It will be great.
That was my day today and my hopes for the weekend ahead and the upcoming holiday weekend.FJ
Thursday, November 15, 2007
Tonight,I am feeling okay with a little bit of edginess.I was hoping for a great work day but that all ended when I arrived at the work and found that the person from the previous day did not finish his job.I had to finish it for him.He overloaded one of the washers and one of the dryers.This really put my schedule out of proportion.I had to finish his job before I could do anything.First,I had to separate the load in the dryer.I had to take one of the articles out and put it in the other dryer due to dampness.I had to start with only a small load due to the fact of the other washer being overloaded.When those loads were done,I had to once again separate the loads and put each separate load in the dryer.This really was not too thrilling.I mean,I try to do my job and try my best to finish it.But when somebody does not finish their job,it does put me at edge.Fortunately,I managed to get everything done in the time period that I had to do it and I also informed the supervisor's about this morning.They again said that the would look into it.After I was done,I dropped off the laundry and I also went to the post office to mail out an important letter for my mom before heading home.
After I got home,I rested for a bit and did some personal computer work.I also helped my mom get a few things for a birthday party.One of my grand-nieces and my niece alongside my brother in law were celebrating birthdays tonight so my mom went over there for a while.After I dropped my mom off at my niece's house,I went home because I did not feel too good.I had the runs twice and I had to take medicine for it.I did manage to eat dinner but I still had a gnawing pain in my stomach that lasted for a while.I am hoping to feel better before the night is over.
While my mom was over at my niece's,I spent some time home alone and caught up on some much needed stuff.It was great to have some quiet time in the house.I did not even turn on the TV during this time.I actually felt better emotionally and I am hoping that the day tomorrow is a great one.
Tomorrow is another work day.I am hoping that the shift goes well.After that,it's the weekend.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
After I got home,I rested for a bit and did some personal computer work.I also helped my mom get a few things for a birthday party.One of my grand-nieces and my niece alongside my brother in law were celebrating birthdays tonight so my mom went over there for a while.After I dropped my mom off at my niece's house,I went home because I did not feel too good.I had the runs twice and I had to take medicine for it.I did manage to eat dinner but I still had a gnawing pain in my stomach that lasted for a while.I am hoping to feel better before the night is over.
While my mom was over at my niece's,I spent some time home alone and caught up on some much needed stuff.It was great to have some quiet time in the house.I did not even turn on the TV during this time.I actually felt better emotionally and I am hoping that the day tomorrow is a great one.
Tomorrow is another work day.I am hoping that the shift goes well.After that,it's the weekend.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
Wednesday, November 14, 2007
Tonight,I am feeling mixed emotions.I had a pretty topsy-turvy day today.First of all,the laundry pick up went smoothly.There was no mess to clean up and that was great.I sorted out the laundry at the work site and afterwards,I went shopping for my mom to pick up some last minuet stuff before the holiday.So far,the day was going by pretty good.
But that all changed when I had an experience with an inconsiderate Canadian driver in the parking lot of a Target department store in my area.I was going straight in the parking lot when all of a sudden,he had the nerve to make a left turn while I was going straight.According to law in the area I live alone,people driving straight have the right of way in any situation,including a parking lot.An argument ensued between him and I,with him almost threatening me out loud.If it weren't for the department store security guard getting involved,it would have probably turned uglier than it was already.I simply continued to my original destination,which was the bank and I withdrew some money for my mom.
One thing,I don't mind Canadians coming here to shop.But at least they should be courteous by obeying the laws,including those pertaining to driving.Too many times when Canadians have come here to shop,they have broken driving laws and have caused accidents as a result of breaking them.Not only that,they also throw trash around everywhere when they do shop rather than use the proper receptacles to throw their trash in.I have sen trash left by them when I am driving on certain roads in my area where a shopping mall is at and I have had to swerve past where the trash was so I would not hit it and it would cause me to swerve and hit something causing damage to my vehicle.
Before I did the pick-up,I went to my insurance agent to pay the renewal fee on my auto insurance.I also had to return later in the day to pick up change because my agent's receptionists were not in the office earlier in the day.But I am glad that this has been paid and I await the next bill.
Tonight's support group meeting at the church went great.It was wonderful to let loose some more emotional baggage once again.It was great to be heard and also to hear what the other men had to say.I am also sad to say that in a couple of weeks,the meetings will no longer be there due to a lack of attendance at the meetings as of late.But I did talk with one of the men in the group,they are hoping that another group will be stared at another church and they will let me know when that starts.I am looking forward to hearing when it will start.I will be checking next week to see when it will be a go.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the shift goes well.I also have to help my mom with a few things tomorrow after work.I am hoping that tomorrow goes better than today.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
But that all changed when I had an experience with an inconsiderate Canadian driver in the parking lot of a Target department store in my area.I was going straight in the parking lot when all of a sudden,he had the nerve to make a left turn while I was going straight.According to law in the area I live alone,people driving straight have the right of way in any situation,including a parking lot.An argument ensued between him and I,with him almost threatening me out loud.If it weren't for the department store security guard getting involved,it would have probably turned uglier than it was already.I simply continued to my original destination,which was the bank and I withdrew some money for my mom.
One thing,I don't mind Canadians coming here to shop.But at least they should be courteous by obeying the laws,including those pertaining to driving.Too many times when Canadians have come here to shop,they have broken driving laws and have caused accidents as a result of breaking them.Not only that,they also throw trash around everywhere when they do shop rather than use the proper receptacles to throw their trash in.I have sen trash left by them when I am driving on certain roads in my area where a shopping mall is at and I have had to swerve past where the trash was so I would not hit it and it would cause me to swerve and hit something causing damage to my vehicle.
Before I did the pick-up,I went to my insurance agent to pay the renewal fee on my auto insurance.I also had to return later in the day to pick up change because my agent's receptionists were not in the office earlier in the day.But I am glad that this has been paid and I await the next bill.
Tonight's support group meeting at the church went great.It was wonderful to let loose some more emotional baggage once again.It was great to be heard and also to hear what the other men had to say.I am also sad to say that in a couple of weeks,the meetings will no longer be there due to a lack of attendance at the meetings as of late.But I did talk with one of the men in the group,they are hoping that another group will be stared at another church and they will let me know when that starts.I am looking forward to hearing when it will start.I will be checking next week to see when it will be a go.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the shift goes well.I also have to help my mom with a few things tomorrow after work.I am hoping that tomorrow goes better than today.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
Tuesday, November 13, 2007
Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty good day today.The work day went by smoothly but I was tired when I got in.I had an awful lot of work to do.I picked up four heaping and heavy bags of laundry today.It was a chore getting them to the car.But I managed.When I got to the work site,I sorted everything out,which took me nealy half an hour to do.I started a couple loads the minute that I was finished with that.It was an awful lot of laundry and it was a chore getting it to teh site after the pick-up.But I managed to get everything that I needed to get done accomplished.But I was tired by the end of the day.After I dropped the laundry off,I simply went home to relax.I was tired and I needed to rest.I was planning to go to the laundromat to get some of my laundry done but didn't get to that.Hopefully,I'll get that done on Thursday.
I am now at home relaxing.I am simply getting ready for bed.I am also anticipating the next day.I have to do a pick-up as usual tomorrow morning and I also have to run an errand for my mom after I am done doing that.I also have my weekly Wednesday night support group meeting at the church tomorrow night.I am hoping that all will go well tomorrow.
I have been on an emotional roller coaster ride lately.I am working on rebounding.I am hoping that things will get better as the days progress.I will be paying my car insurance renewal tomorrow.I am also hoping that my niece is careful where she parks the next time.I can not afford any hassles from the police department in any area.That would not sit well with me.I know that for a fact.
Before the evening was through,I managed to stop at a Big Lots store in my area and bought a few more CD-R's and I even went to a supermarket in teh same area and picked up the latest copy of Ebony magazine that features an interview with Michael Jackson.I hope that it is a good read.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day tomorrow.FJ
I am now at home relaxing.I am simply getting ready for bed.I am also anticipating the next day.I have to do a pick-up as usual tomorrow morning and I also have to run an errand for my mom after I am done doing that.I also have my weekly Wednesday night support group meeting at the church tomorrow night.I am hoping that all will go well tomorrow.
I have been on an emotional roller coaster ride lately.I am working on rebounding.I am hoping that things will get better as the days progress.I will be paying my car insurance renewal tomorrow.I am also hoping that my niece is careful where she parks the next time.I can not afford any hassles from the police department in any area.That would not sit well with me.I know that for a fact.
Before the evening was through,I managed to stop at a Big Lots store in my area and bought a few more CD-R's and I even went to a supermarket in teh same area and picked up the latest copy of Ebony magazine that features an interview with Michael Jackson.I hope that it is a good read.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day tomorrow.FJ
Monday, November 12, 2007
Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a not too exciting of a day today.Most of the day,I was at home because my car was in the shop.It needed to have some front break work done.Initially,I dropped it off to get the front break calipers put on and to have an oil change done.But later,I received a phone call from the garage that it also needed pads and rotors and I said okay.I also promised them another $100.00 deposit when they did that.I don't owe very much to them.It is great to have a mechanic who catches something when really needed.I drove for a while and the breaks are working great.They are working better than ever.While waiting for the repairs,I was at home for much of the day.I also went back to bed when I got home.I was still sleepy and I drove the car still half drowsy but I am fortunate that nothing happened nor did I fall asleep.I got the car there and my mechanic's step-daughter drove me home.
A friend of my mom's was here for much of the afternoon.They were having a conversation and as they talked,I was on my computer doing my personal work.When two ladies talk,it's best to let them have their talk.I also spent most of teh time upstairs in my room cleaning up.A little later,some boxes containing my 45 r.p.m.singles collection toppled over and I had to pick them up and stack the back up again.I also tried to put the in a way so at least,they would not fall again.I hope that whatever I am trying to do works.
Today was a holiday.It was Veteran's Day.There was no anger management/conflict resolution meeting today due to it being that.To take it's place,I went to a Salvation Army thrift shop in my area and picked up a few more vinyl records to add to my ever growing collection.I also managed to find a Scooby Doo air popcorn popper.I thought that it looked really neat.I now have it on display on my computer desk.I think that it makes a nice conversation piece and also,I think that it looks right on my desk.The store was having a 1/2 off sale today so I felt that this would be great to have.You never know what you'll find at those thrift shops.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that day goes by well.After work,I am going to be washing some of my clothes at the laundromat.I need to get these things clean.I am hoping that this also goes as well as I hope it will.
It's hard to believe that Thanksgiving is only a week away starting this coming Thursday.I have a four day weekend coming up when that happens.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
A friend of my mom's was here for much of the afternoon.They were having a conversation and as they talked,I was on my computer doing my personal work.When two ladies talk,it's best to let them have their talk.I also spent most of teh time upstairs in my room cleaning up.A little later,some boxes containing my 45 r.p.m.singles collection toppled over and I had to pick them up and stack the back up again.I also tried to put the in a way so at least,they would not fall again.I hope that whatever I am trying to do works.
Today was a holiday.It was Veteran's Day.There was no anger management/conflict resolution meeting today due to it being that.To take it's place,I went to a Salvation Army thrift shop in my area and picked up a few more vinyl records to add to my ever growing collection.I also managed to find a Scooby Doo air popcorn popper.I thought that it looked really neat.I now have it on display on my computer desk.I think that it makes a nice conversation piece and also,I think that it looks right on my desk.The store was having a 1/2 off sale today so I felt that this would be great to have.You never know what you'll find at those thrift shops.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that day goes by well.After work,I am going to be washing some of my clothes at the laundromat.I need to get these things clean.I am hoping that this also goes as well as I hope it will.
It's hard to believe that Thanksgiving is only a week away starting this coming Thursday.I have a four day weekend coming up when that happens.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
Sunday, November 11, 2007
Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.I visited a friend of mine that I had not seen in quite a while.I had talked with him over the phone many times and it was always great to talk with him.But seeing him face to face was really neato.I had not seen him in quite a while and he was in a very happy mood.It was great to see him and it was also great to meet his new girlfriend.His girlfriend is a very sweet doen to earth gal.Him and I talked about a lot of things.We talked about music and we both shared some music trivia.We talked for about twenty minutes.I also showed him the DVD that I have of The Paul Lynde Halloween Special with KISS on the special.After we talked and I helped him out with something,I left.He and her had some stuff that they needed to do.
Afterwards,I went to get a few slices of pizza to help tie me over until dinner.While eating them in the parking lot of a city park,I saw a 1973 Winnebago motor home in the same lot.It was in very good condition body wise and it was hard to believe that I was seeing one.I thought that most of these disappeared after a while because I hardly ever see one.But it was neat to see one after all these years.
When I got home,I relaxed and took it easy for a bit vefore having dinner.We had a light supper and it was filling.I even talked with a friend of mine who lived in New Jersey.He is doing good.I talked with him about the emotional roller coaster that I was on this week.He assured me that I will be okay.I hope that I will be.
Tonight,I did mange to go to the place where I entertain at to have a friendly drink.When I got there,I was the only one there because there was a dart tournament going on somewhere else.It was great to talk with the bartender there and have a nice drink while talking to her.While I was talking with her,another person came in while they were on their way home from work.He stopped to also have a drink and we talked for a bit.After I finished,I bid them a fond farewell and left.I stopped for gas at a convienience store on the way home and I also stopped at an all night supermarket to pick up a few things.Overall,a pretty good day and night.
Tomorrow is a holiday.There will be no anger management/conflict resolution group meeting tomorrow due to it being a holiday.But I still have my Wednesday night support group meeting at the church to look forward to.
That was my day today and my night tonight.FJ
Afterwards,I went to get a few slices of pizza to help tie me over until dinner.While eating them in the parking lot of a city park,I saw a 1973 Winnebago motor home in the same lot.It was in very good condition body wise and it was hard to believe that I was seeing one.I thought that most of these disappeared after a while because I hardly ever see one.But it was neat to see one after all these years.
When I got home,I relaxed and took it easy for a bit vefore having dinner.We had a light supper and it was filling.I even talked with a friend of mine who lived in New Jersey.He is doing good.I talked with him about the emotional roller coaster that I was on this week.He assured me that I will be okay.I hope that I will be.
Tonight,I did mange to go to the place where I entertain at to have a friendly drink.When I got there,I was the only one there because there was a dart tournament going on somewhere else.It was great to talk with the bartender there and have a nice drink while talking to her.While I was talking with her,another person came in while they were on their way home from work.He stopped to also have a drink and we talked for a bit.After I finished,I bid them a fond farewell and left.I stopped for gas at a convienience store on the way home and I also stopped at an all night supermarket to pick up a few things.Overall,a pretty good day and night.
Tomorrow is a holiday.There will be no anger management/conflict resolution group meeting tomorrow due to it being a holiday.But I still have my Wednesday night support group meeting at the church to look forward to.
That was my day today and my night tonight.FJ
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