Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty good work day today.The shift went by smoothly and I also had a nice lunch.After I did my job,I did my usual dropping off the clean laundry and went home.
On the way,I did go to the bank to cash my paycheck and I also ran an errand for my mom.Not too bad of a day.
After a light dinner,I registered some bills on the Where's George site and I also managed to finish my personal PC work.After that,I did a scan on my computer for viruses and spyware and there was one in my database.It was a Trojan Horse type virus called Trojan.Jakposh and I had to remove it.Fortunately,my anti-virus software contained it so I could easily delete it and then restart my computer with the system recovery off.I will be doing another scan in a minute after I finish this post to see if it got rid of it successfully.While that is going,I will bathe and watch a movie.
I am glad that the weekend is finally here.I am looking forward to tomorrow night because I will be singing up a storm.I have not decided what songs that I am going to do but whatever I do,I hope that the night goes well for me.As for the rest of the weekend,I have no plans but I hope that whatever I do,I hope that it will benefit me in a positive way.
I am now relaxing and anticipating the weekend.I am hoping that the weekend goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the weekend.FJ
Friday, February 08, 2008
Thursday, February 07, 2008
Tonight,I am feeling okay but a little drained and tired.I had a pretty fair day today.I learned that one of the dryers at work was not working right.It wasn't drying like it should.I learned this today when I was trying to get a load of linens dry.I simply had to switch the dryers.I had to get the linens dry.Now,we are down to only one dryer and using only one washer until the other dryer can be repaired,which I hope will be soon.I hate it that we have only one dryer to work with.For most of the past two weeks,I thought that it was just because the normal Monday and Wednesday afternoon worker wasn't doing his job right.Now,I see that I was wrong to judge the man and I am hoping that I will be forgiven for what I did.It was wrong for me to judge the man.Again,I am hoping for forgiveness and I am hoping that the dryer gets fixed soon.Again,I hate it that only one dryer is working.
I also relapsed again.I masturbated while trying to take a nap this afternoon.I did ask for forgiveness and the roots of that relapse was that I judged another man and I was wrong in my judgement.Again,I am hoping that I can be forgiven and that I can feel better.
As for the rest of the night,I am hoping that I can get some sleep.I did manage to get an almost full night but I did lack a couple of hours.I am hoping to get a full night of sleep.I have been drained and feeling tired as of late due to all the stress of my job and feeling frustrated because of the dryer complications and all the loads that were not getting dry due to the problems and the other co-workers lack of not fulfilling their responsibilities in informing the job coaches and other staff about the dryer not working the way it should.I am hoping that this dryer situation can be resolved soon and we can have two working dryers again.
Tomorrow is simply a work day.I am hoping that the shift goes smoothly.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
I also relapsed again.I masturbated while trying to take a nap this afternoon.I did ask for forgiveness and the roots of that relapse was that I judged another man and I was wrong in my judgement.Again,I am hoping that I can be forgiven and that I can feel better.
As for the rest of the night,I am hoping that I can get some sleep.I did manage to get an almost full night but I did lack a couple of hours.I am hoping to get a full night of sleep.I have been drained and feeling tired as of late due to all the stress of my job and feeling frustrated because of the dryer complications and all the loads that were not getting dry due to the problems and the other co-workers lack of not fulfilling their responsibilities in informing the job coaches and other staff about the dryer not working the way it should.I am hoping that this dryer situation can be resolved soon and we can have two working dryers again.
Tomorrow is simply a work day.I am hoping that the shift goes smoothly.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
Wednesday, February 06, 2008
Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty good day today.The laundry pick up went as smoothly as planned.There was no mess to clean up and that made me feel pretty good.After I dropped the laundry off and sorted it out,I had lunch at the social club with the rest of the members and I left to run a couple of errands for my mom.
I had to stop at a supermarket in the area to pick up a box of frozen chopped spinach and I also mailed out an important letter for my mom.But on the way home,I realized that I forgot to mail out a post card for my mom.Fortunately,I saw a mail carrier close to home and I asked if she could take it for me.She did and I thanked her.
When I got home,I had to get ready for my appointment with my sexual abuse support counselor.I was hoping to get my personal e-mail work finished before going there but my PC was giving me issues during that time.So,I went to my session and it went wonderfully well.My counselor and I talked for a while and it was a wonderful talk.I did get a few compliments on my progress in controlling my anger and keeping my temper in check.
I think that going to those anger management/conflict resolution support group meetings are helping me out a lot.I am feeling more confident that I can better manage and control my anger rather than it controlling me.But still,I have to take this as a One Day At A Time thing.If I can get by without losing my temper or getting angry,Great.But there is always the next day and the day after that and so on.I still need to work on this day to day and hope for the best.I think that finally I am being listned to and being heard by a group.It is wonderful.Still,I need to continue working on this One Day At A Time.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the shift goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
I had to stop at a supermarket in the area to pick up a box of frozen chopped spinach and I also mailed out an important letter for my mom.But on the way home,I realized that I forgot to mail out a post card for my mom.Fortunately,I saw a mail carrier close to home and I asked if she could take it for me.She did and I thanked her.
When I got home,I had to get ready for my appointment with my sexual abuse support counselor.I was hoping to get my personal e-mail work finished before going there but my PC was giving me issues during that time.So,I went to my session and it went wonderfully well.My counselor and I talked for a while and it was a wonderful talk.I did get a few compliments on my progress in controlling my anger and keeping my temper in check.
I think that going to those anger management/conflict resolution support group meetings are helping me out a lot.I am feeling more confident that I can better manage and control my anger rather than it controlling me.But still,I have to take this as a One Day At A Time thing.If I can get by without losing my temper or getting angry,Great.But there is always the next day and the day after that and so on.I still need to work on this day to day and hope for the best.I think that finally I am being listned to and being heard by a group.It is wonderful.Still,I need to continue working on this One Day At A Time.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the shift goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
Tuesday, February 05, 2008
Tonight,I am feeling pretty good but again,a little exausted.I had a pretty bad day today.When I got to the work site,I found that there were still loads of laundry in the dryers.That really was no big deal until I felt them.Apparently,the guy who did them the previous day forgot to turn on the dryers because they were still pretty wet.I had to run them through the dryers again while doing a couple of laundry loads in the washers.But I had to run them again because they still were not drying the laundry.I had to continue drying them until they got dry.It took three tries but I finally got them dry.This really offset my schedule.I was hoping to do my usual but I wound up finishing someone else's job once again.I can't believe that this guy still continues to work while slacking.I know that if I did something like that,I would get a schalacking like I wouldn't believe.I try to do a good job but I wind up finishing off what another guy didn't finish.But I just went with it and I managed to get only a little bit done.After that,I bagged the clean laundry and dropped it off at the drug/alcohol rehab center before heading for home.
When I got home,I had to leave again to run an errand for my mom.It was something personal that I had to complete and I also had to do something for myself.I picked up the new DVD release of the classic TV show Perfect Strangers at a local Target.My mom and I watched the pilot episode and it was wonderful to see that.For dinner,when we watched the pilot,we each had two Whopper Juniors and two French Fries from Burger King.It was pretty good.
My support group meeting at the church tonight went wonderfully well.It was awesome to share some more stuff at the meeting tonight.I learned that I had a few more things in common with the men in the group.It was great to learn that and it was also wonderful to hear and be heard.I am looking forward to next Tuesday's meeting and I am hoping that it will be as wonderful as tonight's.
Tomorrow is simply a pick-up day.I am hoping that the pick-up goes well tomorrow.After that,in the afternoon,I have an appointment with my sexual abuse support counselor.I am hoping that the session goes well for me.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day tomorrow.FJ
When I got home,I had to leave again to run an errand for my mom.It was something personal that I had to complete and I also had to do something for myself.I picked up the new DVD release of the classic TV show Perfect Strangers at a local Target.My mom and I watched the pilot episode and it was wonderful to see that.For dinner,when we watched the pilot,we each had two Whopper Juniors and two French Fries from Burger King.It was pretty good.
My support group meeting at the church tonight went wonderfully well.It was awesome to share some more stuff at the meeting tonight.I learned that I had a few more things in common with the men in the group.It was great to learn that and it was also wonderful to hear and be heard.I am looking forward to next Tuesday's meeting and I am hoping that it will be as wonderful as tonight's.
Tomorrow is simply a pick-up day.I am hoping that the pick-up goes well tomorrow.After that,in the afternoon,I have an appointment with my sexual abuse support counselor.I am hoping that the session goes well for me.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day tomorrow.FJ
Monday, February 04, 2008
Tonight,I am feeling pretty good but a little exausted.I had a pretty hectic day today.I had to rush some stuff out today at the post office.Most of what I had to rush out was my mom's.But I also had a few things of my own to rush out.They were simply a couple of bills that I had to pay.Plus,I had to rush out a money order for some stuff that I had bought off of Ebay when I won an auction early Friday morning.After I had finally gotten them out,I had to rush to the bank to withdraw some money.Fortunately,I managed to get to the bank on time to withdraw the money.After that,I went to a supermarket to pick up a few things there for my mom.I had done it all within one hour.After that,I had a light dinner before I went to my anger management/conflict resolution support group.
The meeting tonight went well.It was wonderful that I had a chance to share what I had to share tonight.I did share what went on during my day today and all the rushing that I had to do to get everything done.That was wonderful.The meeting went well and I feel pretty good that it did.I am looking forward to next Monday's meeting.
I also managed to receive a movie that I had been waiting on since I ordered it on Friday.I had the people that I ordered it from ship it via Priority Mail.I received it today.The movie is called Champions Forever:The Formula One Drivers(a.k.a.One By One & The Quick and the Dead) ,which is a documentary film about the 1973 American Grand Prix race.It is narrated by Stacy Keach.I did try it out when I got it and it works beautifully.I can hardly wait to watch the movie during the week.It will be the first time that I have watched this film in nearly 20 years.I am hoping that it is as good as I remembered it when I did initially watch it back in 1979 on HBO.Again,I am hoping to watch it this week.
I am now relaxing.I am hoping to sleep well tonight because I had a pretty hectic day.But at least I got it all done.That gives me a feeling of accomplishment.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the day goes by well.I also have ny support group at the church meeting tomorrow night.I am hoping that the meeting goes wonderfully.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
The meeting tonight went well.It was wonderful that I had a chance to share what I had to share tonight.I did share what went on during my day today and all the rushing that I had to do to get everything done.That was wonderful.The meeting went well and I feel pretty good that it did.I am looking forward to next Monday's meeting.
I also managed to receive a movie that I had been waiting on since I ordered it on Friday.I had the people that I ordered it from ship it via Priority Mail.I received it today.The movie is called Champions Forever:The Formula One Drivers(a.k.a.One By One & The Quick and the Dead) ,which is a documentary film about the 1973 American Grand Prix race.It is narrated by Stacy Keach.I did try it out when I got it and it works beautifully.I can hardly wait to watch the movie during the week.It will be the first time that I have watched this film in nearly 20 years.I am hoping that it is as good as I remembered it when I did initially watch it back in 1979 on HBO.Again,I am hoping to watch it this week.
I am now relaxing.I am hoping to sleep well tonight because I had a pretty hectic day.But at least I got it all done.That gives me a feeling of accomplishment.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the day goes by well.I also have ny support group at the church meeting tomorrow night.I am hoping that the meeting goes wonderfully.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
Sunday, February 03, 2008
Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.I ran mostly errands for my mom today and I also had to do something for myself.It was nothing too special.The stuff that I had to get for my mom were a few things that she needed.I also had to buy some important personal things for myself.I also managed to get a few slices of pepperoni pizza for myself,which I will heat up for lunch tomorrow afternoon.
When I got home,I had a light dinner and relaxed for a bit.While I was relaxing,my mom and I watched The Beatles movie HELP! during most of the Superbowl.We also watched an episode of the classic animated show Mission:Magic.My mom,at the moment,is watching one of her favorite shows.I am just relaxing and sharing what went on during my day.It wasn't too eventful of a day but I did get what I needed to get done accomplished.
Last night,I only managed to sing only a couple of songs.The night at the place was very busy and there were quite a few singers there last night that put their slips up.But I did manage to share in a couple of other songs last night.I did back-up on one song and a friend and I sang on another as a duet.But still,I was a little disappointed.I am hoping to maybe do a couple more tonight when I go out.If not,OH WELL!I'll be content with having a drink or two.
Tomorrow is my day off.I do have my anger management/conflict resolution support group meeting tomorrow night and I am hoping that the meeting goes well.I am hoping that the day goes by well.
That was my day today,my night last night and my hopes for the rest of the night.FJ
When I got home,I had a light dinner and relaxed for a bit.While I was relaxing,my mom and I watched The Beatles movie HELP! during most of the Superbowl.We also watched an episode of the classic animated show Mission:Magic.My mom,at the moment,is watching one of her favorite shows.I am just relaxing and sharing what went on during my day.It wasn't too eventful of a day but I did get what I needed to get done accomplished.
Last night,I only managed to sing only a couple of songs.The night at the place was very busy and there were quite a few singers there last night that put their slips up.But I did manage to share in a couple of other songs last night.I did back-up on one song and a friend and I sang on another as a duet.But still,I was a little disappointed.I am hoping to maybe do a couple more tonight when I go out.If not,OH WELL!I'll be content with having a drink or two.
Tomorrow is my day off.I do have my anger management/conflict resolution support group meeting tomorrow night and I am hoping that the meeting goes well.I am hoping that the day goes by well.
That was my day today,my night last night and my hopes for the rest of the night.FJ
Saturday, February 02, 2008
Tonight,I am feeling okay.But I am also feeling hopeful and optimistic.I am only feeling this way because the weekend is here.Tonight is the night that I will be singing as I do every Saturday night.
For most of the day,I stayed home.I did not have too much to do.After I awoke this morning,I had a bowl of cereal for breakfast and I started to do my personal PC work.But I couldn't finish it all at once.After doing at least 2/3's of it,I shut the computer down and started to get cleaned up.
I only went to one place earlier this evening.I went to a newly opened Wendy's that was in the area that I am living.It just opened up not too long ago and I felt like having a Jr.Bacon Cheeseburger.I was also feeling a little hungry and I wanted to have something to tie me over until dinner.After having that,I headed back for home.
Before I ate dinner,I took a bath to finish cleaning myself up.I washed my hair earlier and I wanted to be clean before going out tonight.After my bath,I ate a light dinner and I finished my personal PC work.
I am now relaxing.I am anticipating the night tonight.I am hoping that the night goes well for me.Though I rarely have an off night,I still hope for things to go well.But I have a feeling that everything is going to go great for me.But I always still hope.You never know.I will also be having a friend along with me on the ride there tonight.I am hoping that the night goes well and that it makes me look forward to the next week.
As for tomorrow,I have not made any plans but whatever I do,I am hoping that it will benefit me in a positive manner.
That was my day today and my hopes for tonight and the rest of the weekend.FJ
For most of the day,I stayed home.I did not have too much to do.After I awoke this morning,I had a bowl of cereal for breakfast and I started to do my personal PC work.But I couldn't finish it all at once.After doing at least 2/3's of it,I shut the computer down and started to get cleaned up.
I only went to one place earlier this evening.I went to a newly opened Wendy's that was in the area that I am living.It just opened up not too long ago and I felt like having a Jr.Bacon Cheeseburger.I was also feeling a little hungry and I wanted to have something to tie me over until dinner.After having that,I headed back for home.
Before I ate dinner,I took a bath to finish cleaning myself up.I washed my hair earlier and I wanted to be clean before going out tonight.After my bath,I ate a light dinner and I finished my personal PC work.
I am now relaxing.I am anticipating the night tonight.I am hoping that the night goes well for me.Though I rarely have an off night,I still hope for things to go well.But I have a feeling that everything is going to go great for me.But I always still hope.You never know.I will also be having a friend along with me on the ride there tonight.I am hoping that the night goes well and that it makes me look forward to the next week.
As for tomorrow,I have not made any plans but whatever I do,I am hoping that it will benefit me in a positive manner.
That was my day today and my hopes for tonight and the rest of the weekend.FJ
Friday, February 01, 2008
Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty smooth work shift today.But it was cut short due to the current weather situation that we are having at the moment.
The weather has been a mixed bag today.We started off with freezing rain and it changed to all rain before becoming snow.When they let me go early,I was a little disappointed but I understood that it was for the workers personal safety and they didn't want to take any chances.After I did what I had to do,I simply bagged everything and dropped it off at the drug/alcohol rehab center and headed for home.While on the way,I picked up a box of frozen fish at a nearby supermarket for dinner.
When I got home,I stayed home due to the weather.I had no place to go anyway and I decided to take it easy.After I had a light dinner,I registered some more bills at Where's George and I also finished my personal PC work.I also did a scan for viruses and spyware and my computer was clean.There were no security risks at all.That made me feel good.I am glad to have the anti virus software working for me and that it is doing a great job in keeping unwelcome threats out of my database.
I am now relaxing.I am hoping that this winter weather situation is over soon.I can't stand this constant weather pattern where it is all topsy-turvy and seemingly,the atmosphere can't seem to make up it's mind.But again,I am hoping that it's over soon.
The weekend is finally here.I am looking forward to entertaing the crowd tomorrow night and i am hoping that it goes well.As for the rest of the time,I have not made any plans but whatever I do,I am hoping that it will help me in a positive manner.
That was my day today and my hopes for the weekend.FJ
The weather has been a mixed bag today.We started off with freezing rain and it changed to all rain before becoming snow.When they let me go early,I was a little disappointed but I understood that it was for the workers personal safety and they didn't want to take any chances.After I did what I had to do,I simply bagged everything and dropped it off at the drug/alcohol rehab center and headed for home.While on the way,I picked up a box of frozen fish at a nearby supermarket for dinner.
When I got home,I stayed home due to the weather.I had no place to go anyway and I decided to take it easy.After I had a light dinner,I registered some more bills at Where's George and I also finished my personal PC work.I also did a scan for viruses and spyware and my computer was clean.There were no security risks at all.That made me feel good.I am glad to have the anti virus software working for me and that it is doing a great job in keeping unwelcome threats out of my database.
I am now relaxing.I am hoping that this winter weather situation is over soon.I can't stand this constant weather pattern where it is all topsy-turvy and seemingly,the atmosphere can't seem to make up it's mind.But again,I am hoping that it's over soon.
The weekend is finally here.I am looking forward to entertaing the crowd tomorrow night and i am hoping that it goes well.As for the rest of the time,I have not made any plans but whatever I do,I am hoping that it will help me in a positive manner.
That was my day today and my hopes for the weekend.FJ
Thursday, January 31, 2008
Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty smooth work shift today.I picked up some more laundry and went to the work site to do the work.It went by pretty well as planned.After I did my work,I simply bagged what was clean and I dropped it off at the rehab center and went home.On the way,I picked up a prescription for my mom at a local drug store and took it home.
When I got home,I simply went to bed to take a little nap because I was feeling a little tired.It was wonderful to sleep for about an hour and a half.
After a light dinner,I finished my personal PC work.It wasn't easy due to my computer having some issues.My computer,while I was on the internet,kept giving me a "Not Responding" type of problem.Fortunately,I will be shutting down after I am finished here and I can finish what I have to get finished.I have to run an errand for my mom after I am done here and I would like to get it dione before she brings it up again.I have more than enough stress in my life already and I really don't need anymore.Again,I am going to get it done after I am finished here so I can take it easy for the rest of the night.
Tomorrow is another work day.I am hoping that the shift goes by smoothly.After that,it's the weekend.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
When I got home,I simply went to bed to take a little nap because I was feeling a little tired.It was wonderful to sleep for about an hour and a half.
After a light dinner,I finished my personal PC work.It wasn't easy due to my computer having some issues.My computer,while I was on the internet,kept giving me a "Not Responding" type of problem.Fortunately,I will be shutting down after I am finished here and I can finish what I have to get finished.I have to run an errand for my mom after I am done here and I would like to get it dione before she brings it up again.I have more than enough stress in my life already and I really don't need anymore.Again,I am going to get it done after I am finished here so I can take it easy for the rest of the night.
Tomorrow is another work day.I am hoping that the shift goes by smoothly.After that,it's the weekend.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
Wednesday, January 30, 2008
Tonight,I am feeling pretty good despite the weather situation outside.I had a very stressful day today mainly due to the weather.The weather was very windy with winds gusting over 60 miles an hour.When I arrived at the drug/alcohol rehab center to do the pick-up,my sunglasses blew off my face and I ran to get them but the wind made me slip on an icy patch where my car was blocked.I was hurt only a little but I did manage to pick my sunglasses up and put them in my car so I wouldn't lose them again.After that,I went inside to get the laundry bags.
When I got out with the first two bags,my hat was blown off my head by the high winds and I had to jump over a frozen grassy hill to get it back.Fortunately,I didn't slip this time and I managed to get my hat back without the property owner catching me in the act of coming onto his property.I then put my hat in the car so I wouldn't lose it again.After that,I went and got two more filled bags.Everything was almost going as well as planned until I tried to close my passenger side rear door.It wouldn't close.The cold weather overnight must've made the door freeze and that is why I couldn't close it.It was giving me a hard time to say the least.But I managed to fix the problem myself by holding the door closed for about 5 minutes with the door locked.When I managed to get that fixed,I drove to the work site to drop the dirth laundry off.
The drop-off went well without a hitch.I simply dropped the bags into the cellar and walked down the stairs to sort it all out.That also went well without a hitch.I also had a light lunch with a few of the people at the social club.I also helped out someone I knew by dropping them off at a bank before resuming what I had to do.I simply went to pick up some important papers for my mom regarding the house we live in and headed for the post office.I had to send out a money order to someone in Buffalo.
When I got to the post office,I got out of my car and the wind blew my hat off my head again.I chased after it while trying to avoid the oncoming cars behind me.I succeeded in retrieving it again and I put it in my car so it wouldn't blow away again.After I purchased the money order and sent it out,I got back into my car and headed for home.On the way,I stopped at a Dollar General store to pick up a small tube of toothpaste because I was running out of toothpaste.That small tube will do nicely until I get a really big tube next month.
When I got home,I decided that I wasn't going to go anywhere today due to the wickedly windy weather.I stayed home for the rest of the day and I decided to relax and take it easy.The day,though stressful and exciting,was actually not too bad.I managed to get a lot done and I had a feeling of accomplishment as a result.
I even managed to finish my personal PC work as well.I also watched one of the videos that I received on Monday.It was The Great Space Coaster Supershow video and it was awesome.I used to watch this show when I was younger.It was an awesome show.It was knee slapping fall down hilarious.This show brought back some pleasant memories.The best thing about it is that it took my mind off the windy weather that was outside,which was a treat.Overall,it was a nice way to end a pretty hectic day.
I am now relaxing.I am anticipating the new day,which will be a work day.I am hoping that the shift goes by smoothly.After the hectic day that I had today,I am going to need another smooth work day to make me feel better.I actually feel pretty good because I did enjoy watching that Great Space Coaster video but I will still need a smooth work day to get me back into a better mood for working again.
As stated,tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the shift goes by pretty well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
When I got out with the first two bags,my hat was blown off my head by the high winds and I had to jump over a frozen grassy hill to get it back.Fortunately,I didn't slip this time and I managed to get my hat back without the property owner catching me in the act of coming onto his property.I then put my hat in the car so I wouldn't lose it again.After that,I went and got two more filled bags.Everything was almost going as well as planned until I tried to close my passenger side rear door.It wouldn't close.The cold weather overnight must've made the door freeze and that is why I couldn't close it.It was giving me a hard time to say the least.But I managed to fix the problem myself by holding the door closed for about 5 minutes with the door locked.When I managed to get that fixed,I drove to the work site to drop the dirth laundry off.
The drop-off went well without a hitch.I simply dropped the bags into the cellar and walked down the stairs to sort it all out.That also went well without a hitch.I also had a light lunch with a few of the people at the social club.I also helped out someone I knew by dropping them off at a bank before resuming what I had to do.I simply went to pick up some important papers for my mom regarding the house we live in and headed for the post office.I had to send out a money order to someone in Buffalo.
When I got to the post office,I got out of my car and the wind blew my hat off my head again.I chased after it while trying to avoid the oncoming cars behind me.I succeeded in retrieving it again and I put it in my car so it wouldn't blow away again.After I purchased the money order and sent it out,I got back into my car and headed for home.On the way,I stopped at a Dollar General store to pick up a small tube of toothpaste because I was running out of toothpaste.That small tube will do nicely until I get a really big tube next month.
When I got home,I decided that I wasn't going to go anywhere today due to the wickedly windy weather.I stayed home for the rest of the day and I decided to relax and take it easy.The day,though stressful and exciting,was actually not too bad.I managed to get a lot done and I had a feeling of accomplishment as a result.
I even managed to finish my personal PC work as well.I also watched one of the videos that I received on Monday.It was The Great Space Coaster Supershow video and it was awesome.I used to watch this show when I was younger.It was an awesome show.It was knee slapping fall down hilarious.This show brought back some pleasant memories.The best thing about it is that it took my mind off the windy weather that was outside,which was a treat.Overall,it was a nice way to end a pretty hectic day.
I am now relaxing.I am anticipating the new day,which will be a work day.I am hoping that the shift goes by smoothly.After the hectic day that I had today,I am going to need another smooth work day to make me feel better.I actually feel pretty good because I did enjoy watching that Great Space Coaster video but I will still need a smooth work day to get me back into a better mood for working again.
As stated,tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the shift goes by pretty well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
Tuesday, January 29, 2008
Monday, January 28, 2008
Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I did not have a very eventful day today.I did manage to get a couple of important things done.I had to go to a drug store to pick up a prescription refill and I also went to get some gas in my tank.After that,I went back home.
When I checked my mail today,I was thrilled to finally receive the videos that I have been waiting on.I bought these off an Ebay seller about a couple weeks ago.I finally received them today.I was glad to do so.One of them was The Great Space Show Supershow on VHS.I used to watch this show when I was younger and I am now glad to finally have this rare hard to find video of the show.This was an awesome show.I miss it and now,I have the supershow video tape in my video library.I am happy to finally have this.
After I had a late dinner,I finished my computer work.I also had to rush because I was in a hurry.I had my anger management/conflict resolution group meeting and I wanted to attend.So,after rushing through my work,I shut down my computer and went to the meeting.
The meeting was wonderful.There were only 4 people that and we called it a night after 1/2 an hour.On the way home,I stopped at a Family Dollar store in the area where the meeting was and picked up a few things that my mom needed.I went home afterwards.
I am now at home relaxing.I am getting ready for the work day today.I am hoping that the work day goes by smoothly.I am hoping that the whole day goes by smoothly.I wouldhate it if something went wrong.But I am hoping that everything goes great.
As stated,tomorrow is work day.I am hoping that the day goes smmothly.Tomorrow night is also my weekly support group meeting at the church,which I also hope goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
When I checked my mail today,I was thrilled to finally receive the videos that I have been waiting on.I bought these off an Ebay seller about a couple weeks ago.I finally received them today.I was glad to do so.One of them was The Great Space Show Supershow on VHS.I used to watch this show when I was younger and I am now glad to finally have this rare hard to find video of the show.This was an awesome show.I miss it and now,I have the supershow video tape in my video library.I am happy to finally have this.
After I had a late dinner,I finished my computer work.I also had to rush because I was in a hurry.I had my anger management/conflict resolution group meeting and I wanted to attend.So,after rushing through my work,I shut down my computer and went to the meeting.
The meeting was wonderful.There were only 4 people that and we called it a night after 1/2 an hour.On the way home,I stopped at a Family Dollar store in the area where the meeting was and picked up a few things that my mom needed.I went home afterwards.
I am now at home relaxing.I am getting ready for the work day today.I am hoping that the work day goes by smoothly.I am hoping that the whole day goes by smoothly.I wouldhate it if something went wrong.But I am hoping that everything goes great.
As stated,tomorrow is work day.I am hoping that the day goes smmothly.Tomorrow night is also my weekly support group meeting at the church,which I also hope goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
Sunday, January 27, 2008
Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a not too eventful of a day today.I simply did a few things for myself.I had a couple slices of pizza for lunch.I also went and did a little shopping.It was nothing special.I simply bought another DVDE.The Dvd was Tom and Jerry's Greatest Chases.I loved Tom and Jerry when I was a kid and I still do.They had this DVD at Target for only $5.50.I bought it and went home.
When I got home,I tried the DVD out in my DVD player and it works great.It is very colorful.Plus,there was closed captioning for the hearing impaired.It is really neat.
I also had a light dinner.It was simply cheese and spinach rolled into lasagna with breaded chicken breast covered in tomato sauce.It was really great.After dinner,I registered a few more bills at Where's George,which was the change that I got when I bought the DVD.I have a few more dollars at the moment and it is wonderful.
I also had a talk with a lady who is hoping to start a group for people who are struggling with SSA.I told her about an experience that I had last week regarding a woman who claimed to be a lesbian and even the bartender,who was also a female,claimed to be bisexual.This really surprised me.This happened at the place where I entertain and I was there to enjoy a drink or two when this was happening.I could not believe this.These women were making a hullabaloo over lesbianism and making it look so cool.This didn't rub me the right way.After I finished my drink,I simply left to go home and just tried to get it out of my system.After talking with that lady hoping to start the group,I felt better.It was a relief to talk with someone who understands what you're trying to accomplish and what you're trying to escape from and overcome.It was wonderful to talk with that lady over the phone.
I am now relaxing.The day wasn't too eventful but it was nice to get out.The weather warmed up pretty much and there was no more snow falling.It was a nice afternoon.
As for the rest of the night.I might go out and have a couple of drinks at teh place again.I am just hoping that the experience that happened last week does not happen tonight.
Tomorrow is my anger management/conflict resolution group meeting.I am hoping that the meeting goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the rest of the night and the day ahead.FJ
When I got home,I tried the DVD out in my DVD player and it works great.It is very colorful.Plus,there was closed captioning for the hearing impaired.It is really neat.
I also had a light dinner.It was simply cheese and spinach rolled into lasagna with breaded chicken breast covered in tomato sauce.It was really great.After dinner,I registered a few more bills at Where's George,which was the change that I got when I bought the DVD.I have a few more dollars at the moment and it is wonderful.
I also had a talk with a lady who is hoping to start a group for people who are struggling with SSA.I told her about an experience that I had last week regarding a woman who claimed to be a lesbian and even the bartender,who was also a female,claimed to be bisexual.This really surprised me.This happened at the place where I entertain and I was there to enjoy a drink or two when this was happening.I could not believe this.These women were making a hullabaloo over lesbianism and making it look so cool.This didn't rub me the right way.After I finished my drink,I simply left to go home and just tried to get it out of my system.After talking with that lady hoping to start the group,I felt better.It was a relief to talk with someone who understands what you're trying to accomplish and what you're trying to escape from and overcome.It was wonderful to talk with that lady over the phone.
I am now relaxing.The day wasn't too eventful but it was nice to get out.The weather warmed up pretty much and there was no more snow falling.It was a nice afternoon.
As for the rest of the night.I might go out and have a couple of drinks at teh place again.I am just hoping that the experience that happened last week does not happen tonight.
Tomorrow is my anger management/conflict resolution group meeting.I am hoping that the meeting goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the rest of the night and the day ahead.FJ
Saturday, January 26, 2008
Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.For the first part of the day,I ran an errand for my mom and I went to the store to turn in some bottles that had accumulated in my trunk and in my car.It came out to $17.00.Afterwards,I went home to drop off the stuff that my mom had me buy her and I bathed.I had to get cleaned up because I am going out to entertain the crowd tonight.I am hoping that the night goes well.
After my bath,I went to a KFC in my area to pick up dinner for me and my mom.It was just a few pieces of fried chicken and a couple of side dishes.It was pretty good and it was very filling.
I have just gotten done registering some more money at Where's George.Most of it was from the bottles and cans that I had in my car.I now have some additional money for tonight and I also have some money for a money order that I need to get for a diskette with a picture of me on it.It is a picture of me meeting Butch Patrick from The Munsters.That I am going to remember forever.
I am now at home relaxing.I am just glad that I am going to be entertaining the crowd tonight.I am hoping that the evening goes well for me.Though I rarely have an off night singing up a storm,I still hope for things to go well.You never know what might happen.But I am feeling hopeful and optimistic.I have a feeling that everything is going to work out fine.But I still hope,which I feel there is nothing wrong with.
As for tomorrow,I have not made any plans.But whatever I do,I hope that it affects me in a positive manner.
That was my day today and my hopes for tonight and the rest of the weekend.FJ
After my bath,I went to a KFC in my area to pick up dinner for me and my mom.It was just a few pieces of fried chicken and a couple of side dishes.It was pretty good and it was very filling.
I have just gotten done registering some more money at Where's George.Most of it was from the bottles and cans that I had in my car.I now have some additional money for tonight and I also have some money for a money order that I need to get for a diskette with a picture of me on it.It is a picture of me meeting Butch Patrick from The Munsters.That I am going to remember forever.
I am now at home relaxing.I am just glad that I am going to be entertaining the crowd tonight.I am hoping that the evening goes well for me.Though I rarely have an off night singing up a storm,I still hope for things to go well.You never know what might happen.But I am feeling hopeful and optimistic.I have a feeling that everything is going to work out fine.But I still hope,which I feel there is nothing wrong with.
As for tomorrow,I have not made any plans.But whatever I do,I hope that it affects me in a positive manner.
That was my day today and my hopes for tonight and the rest of the weekend.FJ
Friday, January 25, 2008
Tonight,I am feeling okay but a little tired.I had a pretty smooth work day today.After I had a great lunch period,I started to do my job.It wasn't an awful lot.It was just a couple bags full.I simply did a little and I saved some for the Monday people.After I finished,I simply dropped off the clean laundry and headed for home.
When I got home,I dropped off some personal stuff and I went back out.I had to put some gas in my tank and cash a couple of checks.One for my mom and my paycheck.After that,I went home and had a light dinner.After that,I went online after a few hassles with the computer to register the bills at Where's George.After I had done that,I did some e-mail checking and did a virus scan on my computer to check for viruses,spyware or other risks.While that was going on,I laid down on my bed to listen to some music.I popped in a few of my old 8-Tracks and relaxed.I also read a book while relaxing.I also managed to have a talk with a friend of mine over the phone and I periodically checked on my computer to see if the scan was completed.When it was completed,I was relieved that there was no viruses or spyware on my computer.I simply clicked finish and started to catch up on some more computer work.
I am now relaxing.I am glad that the weekend is finally here.I can hardly wait to go out tomorrow night to entertain the crowd.It is something that I always look forward to.I am hoping that the night goes well for me.I rarely have an off night,but I still hope for things to go well.But I am feeling optimistic.I have a feeling that the night will work out well.
As for the entire weekend,I know that I will be entertaining the crowd tomorrow but as for Sunday,I have not really made any plans.But whatever I do,I hope that it will affect me in a positive manner.
That was my day today and my hopes for the upcoming weekend.FJ
When I got home,I dropped off some personal stuff and I went back out.I had to put some gas in my tank and cash a couple of checks.One for my mom and my paycheck.After that,I went home and had a light dinner.After that,I went online after a few hassles with the computer to register the bills at Where's George.After I had done that,I did some e-mail checking and did a virus scan on my computer to check for viruses,spyware or other risks.While that was going on,I laid down on my bed to listen to some music.I popped in a few of my old 8-Tracks and relaxed.I also read a book while relaxing.I also managed to have a talk with a friend of mine over the phone and I periodically checked on my computer to see if the scan was completed.When it was completed,I was relieved that there was no viruses or spyware on my computer.I simply clicked finish and started to catch up on some more computer work.
I am now relaxing.I am glad that the weekend is finally here.I can hardly wait to go out tomorrow night to entertain the crowd.It is something that I always look forward to.I am hoping that the night goes well for me.I rarely have an off night,but I still hope for things to go well.But I am feeling optimistic.I have a feeling that the night will work out well.
As for the entire weekend,I know that I will be entertaining the crowd tomorrow but as for Sunday,I have not really made any plans.But whatever I do,I hope that it will affect me in a positive manner.
That was my day today and my hopes for the upcoming weekend.FJ
Thursday, January 24, 2008
Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty smooth work shift today.Plus,lunch time was fun.I had some pretty good talks with a few of the people at the social club today while eating my lunch.When I finished,I simply went back to the basement to finish what I started.I simply bagged the clean laundry and dropped it off at the drug/alcohol rehab center and headed for home.
While on the way home,I stopped at a nearby supermarket to pick up a few more things.It was nothing much.It was simply a couple of food items that my mom needed.
When I did get home,I took it easy for a while by lying down on my bed.I was a little tired and I thought that if I laid down,I'd feel better.I didn't sleep but I did lay down to read and listen to a little bit of music.While I was laying down,I almost gave into temptation.My mind was all of a suddenly clouded by the old images and thought patterns from my past.I was playing with myself but I did stop it.Fortunately,it did not lead to masturbation.But I had to stop myself before it did.I do not want to masturbate.I want to stop this.I am hoping that I can.
I am now relaxing.I am also anticipating the next day.I am hoping that the day goes by well.
Regarding this afternoon,the package from Canada that I was expecting did not come as of yet.If I do not get it by tomorrow.I am going to have to e-mail the guy and see what the problem could be.But I am hoping that I receive it tomorrow.
Tomorrow is another work day.I am hoping that the shift goes by well.After that,it is the weekend.I am hoping that the weekend will go well.
That was my day today and my hopes for tomorrow and the weekend.FJ
While on the way home,I stopped at a nearby supermarket to pick up a few more things.It was nothing much.It was simply a couple of food items that my mom needed.
When I did get home,I took it easy for a while by lying down on my bed.I was a little tired and I thought that if I laid down,I'd feel better.I didn't sleep but I did lay down to read and listen to a little bit of music.While I was laying down,I almost gave into temptation.My mind was all of a suddenly clouded by the old images and thought patterns from my past.I was playing with myself but I did stop it.Fortunately,it did not lead to masturbation.But I had to stop myself before it did.I do not want to masturbate.I want to stop this.I am hoping that I can.
I am now relaxing.I am also anticipating the next day.I am hoping that the day goes by well.
Regarding this afternoon,the package from Canada that I was expecting did not come as of yet.If I do not get it by tomorrow.I am going to have to e-mail the guy and see what the problem could be.But I am hoping that I receive it tomorrow.
Tomorrow is another work day.I am hoping that the shift goes by well.After that,it is the weekend.I am hoping that the weekend will go well.
That was my day today and my hopes for tomorrow and the weekend.FJ
Wednesday, January 23, 2008
Tonight,I am feeling okay.The pick-up today went by pretty weel as there was no mess to clean up.That made me feel pretty good.After I had lunch,I sorted out everything and went home.'
On the way home,I went to a nearby supermarket to pick up something for my mom and I also wanted to get prepared for my appointment with my sexual abuse support counselor this afternoon.
After I got home,I finished the vast majority of my computer work and I also waited for the mail to come.I am still eagerly awaiting a package that I am getting from Canada.It still has not shown up yet.But the Buffalo Sabres calendar that I was eagerly awaiting on came in.I checked it out before taking it upstairs to my room and it is a very wonderful and colorful calendar.I can hardly wait to hang this up on my wall in my room.I am hoping that the package from Canada comes soon.It has been a little over a week.I know that Monday was a holiday and that probably played a role in why it hasn't arrived yet.But I am still being patient and I am hoping that it gets here soon.
My session with my sexual abuse support counselor went great.We talked about a lot of things,especially what I am trying to work on and where I'm improving and where I need improvement.My next appointment is in 2 weeks and I am hoping that this goes well,too.On the way home from that,I also stopped at a couple of stores to pick up a couple of things.
I am now relaxing.I am anticipating tomorrow.I will be working tomorrow and I am hoping that the shift goes smoothly.It is the morning shift and I am hoping that everything goes as well as I hope it will.
As stated,tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the shift goes by smoothly.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
On the way home,I went to a nearby supermarket to pick up something for my mom and I also wanted to get prepared for my appointment with my sexual abuse support counselor this afternoon.
After I got home,I finished the vast majority of my computer work and I also waited for the mail to come.I am still eagerly awaiting a package that I am getting from Canada.It still has not shown up yet.But the Buffalo Sabres calendar that I was eagerly awaiting on came in.I checked it out before taking it upstairs to my room and it is a very wonderful and colorful calendar.I can hardly wait to hang this up on my wall in my room.I am hoping that the package from Canada comes soon.It has been a little over a week.I know that Monday was a holiday and that probably played a role in why it hasn't arrived yet.But I am still being patient and I am hoping that it gets here soon.
My session with my sexual abuse support counselor went great.We talked about a lot of things,especially what I am trying to work on and where I'm improving and where I need improvement.My next appointment is in 2 weeks and I am hoping that this goes well,too.On the way home from that,I also stopped at a couple of stores to pick up a couple of things.
I am now relaxing.I am anticipating tomorrow.I will be working tomorrow and I am hoping that the shift goes smoothly.It is the morning shift and I am hoping that everything goes as well as I hope it will.
As stated,tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the shift goes by smoothly.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
Tuesday, January 22, 2008
Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty good day today.The work went by smoothly and I also mangaged to get a few things done.During my lunch hour,I went to a supermarket not too far away from my work place and picked up a couple of things for my mom and after I got done with my job,I simply dropped off the laundry and went home.
When I got home,my day was not done yet.I still had to run another errand for my mom.I had to drop off something at one of my mom's friends.It wasn't easy driving today due to there being a snow storm.It was blowing and drifting snow everywhere.I also had to be extra careful while I was driving because the roads were pretty treacherous even with a little bit of snow on them,mainly because I had to be careful for any slick spots that might've been on the road underneath the snow.As a result of the weather,I chose not to go to my weekly support group meeting at the church as a safety precaution because there was a winter weather advisory in effect for the area of Western New York that I am living in.But I will go next Tuesday night when the weather will,hopefully,be better.
When I got home from completing the second errand,I brought the garbage out for the garbage collectors and I had a light dinner.After that,I finished my personal computer work and now,I feel that my day is complete.
I am now relaxing and getting ready for tomorrow.Tomorrow is simply a pick up day and I am hoping that the pick up goes well without having any mess to clean up.As far as the rest of the day tomorrow,I have not made any plans but whatever I do,I am hoping that it will affect me in a positive manner.
I also relapsed again.I masturbated later this afternoon.It made me feel miserable but after asking the creator for forgiveness,I felt better.This just means that I have to start over from square one.
As stated,tomorrow is simply a pick up day.I am hoping that the day goes over well enough.I also have an appointment with my sexual abuse support counselor tomorrow afternoon.I hope that the session goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
When I got home,my day was not done yet.I still had to run another errand for my mom.I had to drop off something at one of my mom's friends.It wasn't easy driving today due to there being a snow storm.It was blowing and drifting snow everywhere.I also had to be extra careful while I was driving because the roads were pretty treacherous even with a little bit of snow on them,mainly because I had to be careful for any slick spots that might've been on the road underneath the snow.As a result of the weather,I chose not to go to my weekly support group meeting at the church as a safety precaution because there was a winter weather advisory in effect for the area of Western New York that I am living in.But I will go next Tuesday night when the weather will,hopefully,be better.
When I got home from completing the second errand,I brought the garbage out for the garbage collectors and I had a light dinner.After that,I finished my personal computer work and now,I feel that my day is complete.
I am now relaxing and getting ready for tomorrow.Tomorrow is simply a pick up day and I am hoping that the pick up goes well without having any mess to clean up.As far as the rest of the day tomorrow,I have not made any plans but whatever I do,I am hoping that it will affect me in a positive manner.
I also relapsed again.I masturbated later this afternoon.It made me feel miserable but after asking the creator for forgiveness,I felt better.This just means that I have to start over from square one.
As stated,tomorrow is simply a pick up day.I am hoping that the day goes over well enough.I also have an appointment with my sexual abuse support counselor tomorrow afternoon.I hope that the session goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
Monday, January 21, 2008
Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a not too eventful of a day today.I simply ran a couple of errands today.One for my mom and one for myself.I had to buy a couple of things for my mom and something for myself.Afterwards,I went to Burger King to have a Whopper Jr.to tie me over until dinner,which was a light dinner of pea soup and garlic toast covered with melted cheese.It was really neat.
After dinner,I finished my personal PC work and I am now relaxing.I am anticipating the day tomorrow.Tomorrow will be a work day for me and I am getting ready for it.I am hoping that there will be a lot for me to pick up in order to keep me busy for a while and hopefully,have some for the rest of the crew for the remainder of the week.I would hate it if there was nothing for me or the rest to do.
At the moment,I am getting ready and looking forward to watching Terminator:The Sarah Connor Chronicles tonight at 9:00pm.I am hoping that tonights episode will be as thrilling as last week's 2 part premiere.So far,it's pretty good.I like this and I am hoping that there will be more if and/or when this stupid writer's strike ends.I am already getting sick of hearing so much about it and I am hoping that this stupid strike is over soon.But again,I am still looking forward to tonight's episode of that Terminator show.As stated,I am hoping that it is as thrilling as the 2 part premeire.
As stated,tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that there is a lot for me to pick up and I am hoping that the day goes by smoothly.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day tomorrow.FJ
After dinner,I finished my personal PC work and I am now relaxing.I am anticipating the day tomorrow.Tomorrow will be a work day for me and I am getting ready for it.I am hoping that there will be a lot for me to pick up in order to keep me busy for a while and hopefully,have some for the rest of the crew for the remainder of the week.I would hate it if there was nothing for me or the rest to do.
At the moment,I am getting ready and looking forward to watching Terminator:The Sarah Connor Chronicles tonight at 9:00pm.I am hoping that tonights episode will be as thrilling as last week's 2 part premiere.So far,it's pretty good.I like this and I am hoping that there will be more if and/or when this stupid writer's strike ends.I am already getting sick of hearing so much about it and I am hoping that this stupid strike is over soon.But again,I am still looking forward to tonight's episode of that Terminator show.As stated,I am hoping that it is as thrilling as the 2 part premeire.
As stated,tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that there is a lot for me to pick up and I am hoping that the day goes by smoothly.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day tomorrow.FJ
Sunday, January 20, 2008
Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a very good day today.I was out and about the town today.I had some places that I had to go.First,I went to a gas station to get some gas and I went to a local supermarket to pick up a couple packs of shredded pizza cheese.After those things,I bought a couple slices of pizza for lunch and I went to K-Mart to exchange a bottle of Melatonin that I biought yesterday.I bought the wrong bottle and I went to return it to get another kind.I also managed to buy myself a new calendar while at K-Mart.Though the weather was cold and really windy,I didn't let it get me down.Not only that,I also failed in getting what I really wanted to get,which was a Buffalo Sabres calendar.But when I got home and went online,I found that a seller on Ebay that had a brand new Buffalo Sabres calendar was up for sale.I bought it right away.It was a seller out of Buffalo.I know that it won't be mailed out until Tuesday due to Monday being a holiday,I will be eagerly awaiting it.Overal,a very good day.
When I did get home,I had pizza for dinner.It was simply a frozen pizza with all the trimmings added on before heating it up,which were mushrooms,black olives and extra cheese and pepperoni.It was great.It also tasted very good.After dinner,I finished my personal computer work and as stated above,I bought the calendar.Again,I am eagerly awaiting this and I am hoping to have it on my wall soon.
My night of entertaining the crowd went great.It was a wonderful night and the crowd actually enjoyed the songs that I selected and it really made me feel great.I am looking forward to next Saturday night.I am hoping that it will be as wonderful as last night.
I am now relaxing.The weather is now calm.The winds have died down and it looks like that it will not be windy tonight.Regarding what I might do before the night is through,I might go out and have a drink or two with a few of the guys at the place where I entertain and I am hoping to have some pretty good conversations with the guys who I hope will be there when I get there.
Tomorrow is a holiday,There will be no anger management/conflict resolution group tomorrow night as a result of the holiday.But I will still have my support group meeting at the church on Tuesday night.
Earlier this morning,I relapsed by masturbating.Yes I did.Though I felt miserable,I did ask the creator for forgiveness and I felt better.The day that I had today actually made me forget all about the relapse.I am hoping that I can truly beat this habit and successfully overcome it.
That was my day today,my night last night and my hopes for the rest of the night and the day ahead.FJ
When I did get home,I had pizza for dinner.It was simply a frozen pizza with all the trimmings added on before heating it up,which were mushrooms,black olives and extra cheese and pepperoni.It was great.It also tasted very good.After dinner,I finished my personal computer work and as stated above,I bought the calendar.Again,I am eagerly awaiting this and I am hoping to have it on my wall soon.
My night of entertaining the crowd went great.It was a wonderful night and the crowd actually enjoyed the songs that I selected and it really made me feel great.I am looking forward to next Saturday night.I am hoping that it will be as wonderful as last night.
I am now relaxing.The weather is now calm.The winds have died down and it looks like that it will not be windy tonight.Regarding what I might do before the night is through,I might go out and have a drink or two with a few of the guys at the place where I entertain and I am hoping to have some pretty good conversations with the guys who I hope will be there when I get there.
Tomorrow is a holiday,There will be no anger management/conflict resolution group tomorrow night as a result of the holiday.But I will still have my support group meeting at the church on Tuesday night.
Earlier this morning,I relapsed by masturbating.Yes I did.Though I felt miserable,I did ask the creator for forgiveness and I felt better.The day that I had today actually made me forget all about the relapse.I am hoping that I can truly beat this habit and successfully overcome it.
That was my day today,my night last night and my hopes for the rest of the night and the day ahead.FJ
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