Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty smooth work shift today.The work shift went by pretty fast.I simply did what I had to do and the rest took care of itself.After I was done,I simply dropped off the clean laundry and headed for a bank to cash my paycheck.
After that,I went to a supermarket in my area to pick up a couple of things for dinner tonight.It didn't take very long.I went home afterwards.
After I ate dinner,I registered all the currency that I had at Where's George from when I cashed my paycheck and the change that I got from shopping.It was a pretty good day.
When I got home earlire,my brother in-law came over and had a small talk with my mom and I laid down for a while.I was tired and I thought that if I laid down,I would feel better.But I wound up masturbating.It did bring me down when I did that but after a prayer to ask the creator for forgiveness,I felt better.I also forgave myself.Still,it did bring me down and I felt pretty guilty for a short while after doing that.But I feel better now and I am hoping that I can still beat that.
I am now relaxing.I am also anticipating the weekend.Tomorrow night is my night to entertain the crowd.I am hoping that the night goes well for me.I am also hoping that I have a wonderful time doing that.I enjoy what I do and I always have a blast.But still,I hope for things to go well.As for the rest of the weekend,I haven't made any plans but whatever I do,I hope that it benefits me in a positive way.
I am awaiting a phone call from a friend of mine who lives out of town.I am looking forward to talking with him.
That was my day today and my hopes for the weekend ahead.

Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a very smooth work shift today.The work shift went by as planned and I got pretty much done.After I had a nice lunch,I bagged everything and went home.
After I got home,I relaxed a bit in a chair and I also layed down for a bit.I was feeling sleepy and I felt that this was a good time to take a nap.I didn't get to sleep until late so I needed to catch up on some lost sleep.After a couple of hours,I woke up and got dressed to run an errand for my mom.I had to pick up a few things at an area supermarket.
After the errand was done,I had a light dinner.After I ate,I finished my personal computer work.It was a lot of e-mail but I managed to get it done.It wasn't too much trouble.But I got it done.I was also asked to join a new support group for people who were abused when they were younger.It was great to find another group like that one.The more I join.The better it will be for me to try and overcome some of the negative effects that the abuse I endured at the hands of a lot of people in my past,including my father.I am now a part of that online support group and it is great.
I am now relaxing.The day is almost over.I had a pretty good day and even though not a lot happened,it was still a good day.
Tomorrow is another work day.I am hoping that the shift goes well.After that,it's the weekend.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty roller coaster day today.The day started out pretty good.The laundry pick-up went pretty well.I had a pretty good lunch today with the social club after I did the pick-up.After that,I went to a post office in the area to buy a money order to send out for a record that I bought off of Ebay.I sent it out Priority Mail w/delivery confirmation.It should get there by Friday.
I also had to go to the bank to withdraw some money for my mom and I also put some gas in my tank.After that,I went home.
I also heard from a guy who lives in my hometown via e-mail.He told me that he had some records that he got from somewhere and he asked me to come over and look through them,which I did as I was getting some dinner for me and my mom.I bought some of them and went to a local Arby's to get a couple of sandwiches for dinner.
When I got home,I heard some hissing coming from my driver's side rear tire.I saw what looked like a nail sticking out of my tire and it was going flat.I had to call my mechanic to tell him and fortunately when I called him a second time,he answered.I told him what was wrong and he told me to bring in the car so he could repair the tire ASAP.After I ate,I waited for the AAA tow truck to come outside and when he arrived,I went with them so I could drive the car back home when he was finished.I was fortunate to catch him at the garage.I would have been lost if he wasn't.I also would have been late for work tomorrow if I had to go to the garage first before going to work.But again,I am fortunate as well as thankful that I caught my mechanic at the garage so the tire could be fixed and I could go on to work tomorrow without any problems.Thank goodness for that.
I am now relaxing.I am hoping that the rest of the evening goes smoothly.After this,I am going to bathe and get ready for bed.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the shift goes smoothly.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a very smooth work day today.Despite a minor mishap at the social club,I managed to have a pretty smooth day.There wasn't really much for me to do today.I simply did what I had to do and I dropped off the clean laundry.After that,I went home to prepare for my meeting tonight.
When I came home,my brother in law came over to fix the basement window.It is now fixed and hopefully,there will be no problems for quite a while.It is just a relief that it is now fixed and my mom and I can rest easily.
I also managed to finish my computer work before dinner tonight.I started it at work and I finished it at home.I wanted to get it done before I went to my meeting tonight and I figured that this was the perfect time to do it.After finishing it,I shut down and had dinner.
After I ate,I got dressed and ready for my meeting tonight.The meeting went great.It was wonderful to learn a lot more on overcoming SSA.It was wonderful to learn more.We got some more homework and some reading material to read at our own pace and convienience.I am eagerly awaiting next week's meeting and I am hoping that it's as wonderful as tonights.
Tomorrow is a pick-up day.I am hoping that the pick-up works out well and that there are no messes for me to clean.After that,I have the rest of the day off.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty good day today.After doing my computer work earlier in the day,I went out for a bit.I went to a Salvation Army thrift shop in another area and I found several different vinyl records there.After two months of going over there and disappointed because I didn't find anything,I finally found some great ones and I also found a few 45's as well.It was wonderful.After paying for them,I left.
When I got home,my brother in law was talking with my mom about getting one of the basement windows fixed.During the really big blizzard that we had before Spring finally arrived,the glass broke and a few stray cats clawed the old screen to invade the basement.Before my brother in law boarded up the glass part that was missing,he checked to see if there were any cats down there.There weren't and he boarded it up from the outside.He said that he had to get some glass cut somewhere before he could fix it and see who he can to get the screen fixed.He left and we had a light dinner,which was homemade soup.After that,I went to my anger management/conflict resolution group meeting.
The meeting went wonderfully.The room was chock full of people.There were more people than there were on previous Monday nights.But it was great to hear from them and to be heard.I am looking forward to the next meeting,which will be next Monday.
I am now relaxing and I am anticipating the next day.I am hoping that the day works out for me tomorrow.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the day goes smoothly.I also have my SSA support group meeting tomorrow night and I am hoping that this meeting goes well,too.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling okay.I didn't have too eventful of a day today.I simply ran an errand today for my mom and I also went and did a little something for myself.I bought a foam mattress pad for my bed's mattress because the mattress is starting to show the springs from it.I needed to make it softer so I could have a more comfortable sleep at night when I do go to bed.Not only that,my shirts will not have any holes in them anymore.I need to get some new undershirts because some of them have holes in t he back from those mattress springs sticking out.After putting it on,I put the sheets back on the bad and tried it out.It was a lot more comfortable and it will take a little getting used to.But I know that I will be used to it pretty soon.I did lay down for a while before eating dinner.
After eating a light dinner,I registered a few more bills at Where's George and I also checked on some last minute e-mails before I decide that I am done for the day and night.I am now relaxing posting all of what happened during my day.Though not too eventful,I did enjoy being out because it was a nice sunny day outside with no clouds in the sky.But tonight,it is going to be cold.We are also supposed to get more rain before the end of the week.OH WELL!This is all an indication that Spring is finally here and the weather is showing it in more ways than one.
As for the rest of the evening,I might go out and have a drink or two with the gang over at the place where I entertain.I hope to get a lot out of it when I am talking with the gang.
Tomorrow is my day off.I do have my anger management/conflict resolution group tomorrow night.I am hoping that the meeting goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the night and day ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty good day today.I didn't do too much.I went out to run an errand for my mom this afternoon and I also did a few things for myself.I had to get a few things for my mom for the home and it was also a nice day.I also took a spin around town and I even bought a few records at a Salvation Army thrift shop in my area.After that,I went home.
After a light dinner,I went and finished my personal PC work.It was really a whole bunch of e-mail's that I had to get out of the way.But I am just glad to get it done.
Last night,my night of entertaining the crowd went great.I got to do my usual allotment and it was wonderful.I got a very enthusiatic round of applause for my performance and that made me feel good all over.I had a blast and it was wonderful.For a Friday night,it was great.Tonight,I am not really going to go anywhere but I am just going to stay home and take it easy.I might just go and take a cruise around the town for a bit before calling it a night.I might just relax the rest of the night and just anticipate tomorrow and the week ahead.
I did have a short talk with a friend of mine who I have not heard from in over a week.He's doing fine and he also informed me that his cell number is going to change.He also assured me that he would let me know when he finally has it so I can call and talk with him for a while in the near future.But it was just great to talk with him.
As for tomorrow,I have not made any definite plans but whatever I do,I hope that it benefits me positively.
That was my day today,including my night last night and my hopes for the rest of the weekend.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.The work shift went by smoothly and I didn't have a lot to do.After the shift was done,I dropped everything off and headed for the bank to cash a check for my mom.
After doing that,I went to a Dollar Tree store in the area and picked up a pack of Q-Tips.This was the only errand that I had to run today.I went home afterwards.
After a light dinner,I registered some more bills at Where's George,which were the bills that I had withdrawn for my mom amd some for myself.I also had to make a payment on Ebay for a rare collectable that I had just won.I also had to leave feedback for several other items that I won and bought on Ebay beforehand.That is now out of the way.
I am now relaxing.I am also anticipating the upcoming evening.I will be going out to sing tonight for the crowd because,as I stated yesterday,there will be LIVE entertainment at the place tomorrow night and I chose to go out tonight instead.I am looking forward to doing that tonight.I hope that the night goes well for me.Though I rarely have an off night,I still hope for things to go well.But I do have a feeling that things will go well.Hopefully,it will return to the normal schedule next week.Overall,it was a pretty good day.
As for tomorrow,I have not made any plans but whatever I do,I hope that it affects me in a positive way.As for the rest of the weekend,the same.
That was my day today and my hopes for tonight and the weekend ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty good day today.The work shift went by smoothly and the day at the social club was also better.There was no animosity and that loud,overbearing,arrogant and agressive guy was nowhere to be found.I even had lunch at the social club and it was a great pasta lunch.Overall,a pretty good day.
On the way home from work,I stopped at a post office in the area and I mailed out a couple of creditor payments.They are due by next week and I had to get them out right away.I am hoping that they do indeed get there on time.I sent them out Priority Mail and they should arrive at their respectable locations.After that,I went home and didn't stop for anything.
When I got home,I had to run a couple of errands for my mom.I had to get a few birthday cards any try to find the hair coloring that my mother wanted me to get for her but the store that I went to didn't have what she was looking for.
Later on,I dropped my mom at my sister's house where one of my nephews was celebrating his 22nd birthday.I opted not to go because I didn't feel like it.After I dropped her off,I went home to complete my personal computer work.
With that done,I shut down the computer and went out to get dinner for myself.I had a Jr.Bacon Cheeseburger w/ Fries from Wendy's and it was super.It was also pretty filling.After eating,I watched a few scenes from one of my favorite movies until my mom came home when my niece dropped her off.
I am now relaxing.I had a pretty good but a little bit exaustive day.I got quite a bit accomplished.Overall,a pretty good day.
Tomorrow is another work day.I am hoping that the shift goes well.Tomorrow night,I will be singing for the crowd rather than Saturday night.On Saturday night,they are going to be having LIVE entertainment by a local band.As a result of this,I will be going out to sing Friday night rather than Saturday night.After that,it will be back,hopefully,to the regular schedule.
As for what I will do on Saturday night,I haven't made any plans.But whatever I chooes to do,I hope that it affects me in a positive way.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day and night ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty mixed day today.The laundry pick-up went by smoothly.But when I arrived at the work place to drop off the laundry,I decided to have lunch at the social club first.But when I got there,a very rude,agressive,overbearing arrogant guy was there.He has relatives who work and run certain parts of the organization that I work for and at times he thinks that this gives him special priveledges.The main thing that he did was that he changed the radio station without asking anybody if he could do so.He put it on a radio station that played nothing but Rap and since the vast majority of Rap has a lot of bad language and overtly sexual slang content and other obscenities,that type of music is not allowed to be played in any way shape or form.When I complained about it,he jumped on the apprehensive and started screaming,swearing,and talking to people,including myself,in a threatening tone.Apparently,he got disgusted and ran upstairs to possibly talk about this with the social club coordinator.If he did tell the coordinator,then I'll probably be called to have a private talk with him tomorrow morning when I walk into the social club.I am preparing myself mentally for this and when I am called,I will comply.If it doesn't happen,then I can breathe a sigh of relief.But still,I am preparing myself for this possible eventuality.
I went to my session with the sexual abuse support counselor and the session went well.I told her everything that has been going with me for the past several days and I even shared with her what happened today.She also had the same impression that I had of this guy who instigated this ignorant and idiotic tirade that he inexcusably let loose all because someone complained about him breaking the rules of the social club.The session went well and I have another appointment with her in two weeks.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the shift goes well.After that,I have the rest of the day off.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.The work day went by smoothly and I got a lot done.I also managed to have some very nice conversations with some of the social club members as well.It was a pretty good day.I got a lot of work done and I also managed to brighten the day of a few others.Plus,I got some pretty good words from one of the young men who was also at the social club,which made feel appreciated.Overall,a pretty good work day.
One the way home fromwork,I bought a couple cans of soup for dinner when my mother reached me on my cell phone number and asked me to purchase the soup,which I did.
When I got home,I finished my personal e-mail work and I also managed to browse some other websites while I was online.After that,I shut down the computer and ate dinner.I went to my SSA support group meeting after that.
My SSA support group meeting went terrifically well.I got a lot more out of this as I have gotten from the last few weeks.Over the past four weeks,I have never felt so accepted and appreciated by a group of people like this.It gave me a warm feeling of joy all over my body,especially my heart.I have never felt this way since I went on an all men's healing weekend retreat in 2004.This is a super group.I hav enever gotten anything out of a group until this one came along.I know that there will be eight more weeks to go but I am taking advantage of all of this until it's over.Again,another wonderful meeting.
Tomorrow is simply a pick up day.I hope that the pick-up goes well.I also have my appointment with my sexual abuse support counselor and I hope that the session also goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty fair day today.I didn't go out too much today.After I woke up,I simply had a light beakfast and I took it easy for much of the afternoon.I woke up around 12:40 pm and after eating,I chose not to go out because I really did not have too much to do.But I managed to get something accomplished.I paid one of my monthly creditor bills.When I get my money in my account next month,I can pay off my other creditor bills.I have only have two others and my car insurance and when those are paid,I am set.I also have to pay Columbia House for a couple of DVD's that I purchased a few months ago.I am hoping to get that paid soon.After that,I am set for the month.
After a light dinner,I went to my anger management/conflict resolution group meeting tonight and it went well.It also ended ten minutes early.When I left,I felt better.Though I did have a problem with that troublesome safety belt again on the way home,I finally got it to work when I stopped at a traffic light not too far away from the meeting place.On the way home,I stopped somewhere to pick up some empty bottles that a friend left for me outside of his house.I wnet home and I am now relaxing at home and taking it easy getting ready for tomorrow.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the day goes smoothly.I also have my SSA recovery support group at the church tomorrow night.I am hoping that the meeting goes well.
Last night,after I got home from the bar,I watched a movie before going to sleep.
That was my day today,my night last night and my hopes for the day and evening ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a very good day today.When I woke up,I watched a little bit of TV and I also had a bowl of cereal for breakfast.I also drank 3 cups of coffee to try and wake up.I was still feeling sleepy.But I managed to fully wake up.
I did not do too much today.I simply went out and bought a couple slices of pizza as a quick lunch to tie me over until dinner.I also stopped at the place where I entertain for a few minutes.Last night,I got a bill in change that was a Where's George bill that came from Wattsburg PA.I showed it to the owner and he informed me that it probably came from tourist who were visiting from PA.After I left,I went to a Wal-Mart in my area to pick up a bottle of Rolaids.I went home afterwards.
After a light dinner,which was spaghetti,I registered a couple more bills at Where's George that I received from Wal-Mart in change after paying for my Rolaids.I also finished some more e-mail work that I needed to do.I even watched a few more online videos.I have been trying to find a replacement for online Gay porn and I have found some amateur wrestling videos from Europe on an online video site.It is simply guys wrestling for fun and not for profit.They are fun to watch and are better than Gay porn.I will also find other alternatives in the near future and hope for the best.
My night of entertaining the crowd went well.There was a birthday party going on over there and I only managed to do 3 songs as a result.Still,it was better than singing no songs and I still had fun.I left and went home around a little bit before 2 am.Again,it was a pretty good night and I had fun.
I am going to go out and have a couple of drinks with the guys at the place tonight.I am hoping for some fun talk and a few laughs.
Tomorrow is my day off.I have my anger management/conflict resolution support group tomorrow night and I hope that the meeting goes well.
That was my day today,my night last night and my hopes for the rest of the night and the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.I really did not do too much.I simply took it easy for most of the day before going out for a bit before dinner.While I was out,I dropped off a box of chocolate cake mix at my niece's house.I took a drive for a while and I stopped at a store to get a couple bucks worth of quarters.I needed some quarters so I can pay for my drinks tonight.After that,I went home.
After a light dinner,which was homemade bean soup,I decided to catch up on some much needed computer work.I checked my e-mail and there was several new e-mail's.After reading them all,I watched some online videos on a website for a while.I even added some to my favorite's list while I was there.After that,I signed out.
I am now relaxing.I am also anticipating the evening ahead.I am going to be entertaining the crowd tonight as usual and I am hoping that the evening goes well for me.Though I rarely have an off night,I still hope for things to go well.You never know what might happen.But I have a feeling that the evening will go well for me.But still,I always hope for everything to go well.
As for the rest of the weekend,I have not made any plans but whatever I do,I hope that it affects me in a positive way.
That was my day today and my hopes for the night and the rest of the weekend.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.Today was my day off and I spent the whole day taking it easy.I really did not do too much.After I picked up my paycheck and had lunch,I went and cashed my paycheck before heading for home.
When I got home,I simply put my PJ's back on and relaxed in the living room.I simply checked out one of my DVD's extras and the extras were really interesting.They were simply fun and games stuff and that was really neat.After that,I took a nap for about an hour.I didn't get an awful lot of sleep last night so I figured that I would get some rest in hopes to feel better,which I did.
I did give in to masturbation today.I was playing with my genitals and I wound up masturbating.I did ask the creator to forgive me for giving into that temptation and I felt better.It was after this that I took a nap and I did feel better after having a few winks.
After finishing my earlier computer work,I did a scan on my computer to check for viruses and spyware while I ate dinner and went out for a drive around the town.I also stopped at a gas station to get some gas in my tank and after that,I went home.It was a nice time out and I liked seeing some wonders that I haven't seen in a while.
When I got home,I checked my computer and the good news is that my computer is clean w/NO viruses of spyware.After that,I did some more personal PC work.
I am now relaxing.I am also anticipating the weekend.I am looking forward to the weekend.Tomorrow night,I will be singing for the crowd at the place where I go.Regarding Sunday,I have not made any plans but whatever I do,I hope that it will benefit me in a positive way.Overall,a pretty good day.
That was my day today and my hopes for the weekend ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty smooth work shift today.There wasn't really much foro me to do but I did manage to get some work done.After that,I had a light lunch and I dropped the laundry off at the rehab center and headed for home.
Once I got home,I took it easy for a while and also took a nap for about an hour and half.I finally received a DVD that I purchased from an Ebay seller and I checked it out when I did.The DVD is the 2-Disc Platinum DVD edition of Bambi.It is a very awesome set.I am eagerly awaiting another one that I hope to receive very soon.
After my nap,I had a light dinner and I also went out for a while after watching the news.I had to run an errand for my mom and I also went and did something that I had to do.I went back to the Roman Catholic shrine and prayed because I needed help in my resolve to stop masturbation.I am hoping that the prayers that I made will be answered.Masturbation is a tough habit to break and due to the SSA that I am struggling from,I simply feel that I can't.But again,I am hoping that the prayers give me strength to resist this unclean habit and I can finally have a clean concience and not have to worry about being not being heard by the creator.But I feel that he heard me and I am hoping to be back on track spiritually in the near future.
I am now at home relaxing.I am also anticipating the day ahead.I am going to have the day off for the second consecutive Friday while the staff goes to a special meeting to discuss some issues within the organization.I am going to simply pick up my paycheck tomorrow and just relax the rest of the day and enjoy my day off.After tomorrow,it's the weekend.I am hoping that the weekend goes well for me.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day and weekend ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a very good day today.The laundry pick-up went as smoothly as I hoped and I even managed to enjoy a brief conversation with some of the social club members during lunch.After eating,I left to run an errand for my mom.
On the way to the bank,I stopped at a hot dog stand to have a hot dog w/ sauerkraut on top.When I had lunch at the social club,they were having polska kielbasa w/sauerkraut but they ran out of sauerkraut.So,when I saw the hot dog stand,I stopped and had a hot dog covered w/sauerkraut.After eating that,I went to the bank and made a withdrawl for my mom.
When I got home,I heard from a friend of mine whom I loaned my copies of KISSOlogy Volumes 1 & 2 and he told me that I could pick them up anytime.I picked them up a few minutes later and when I got home,I registered the money that I withdrew for my mom at Where's George.
After that,I relaxed a bit for a while and I also laid down for a bit before eating dinner.
After I ate,I went and did a little shopping for my mom.I had to pick up a roll of paper towels for her.After that,I went to a Salvation Army thrift shop in my area and bought a few record albums.I was also fortunate to find another suit there that fit.After paying for all of them,I went home.After getting home,I registered the change from earlier when I went shopping at Where's George as well.
I am now at home relaxing.I had a pretty eventful day full of errands.But I managed to get everything done and I had a pretty good day out of it.I am hoping that the next couple of days go just as smoothly as today did.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the shift goes smoothly.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I am also feeling better than I have been the past several days.I had a pretty good day today.The work day went by very smoothly.It was simple and very quiet.I picked up several heaping loads of laundry and when I got to the work site,I only had to unload one washer.I simply seperated the loads and put them in the dryer and started a couple of new loads.I even managed to drop in on the social club and talk a while with a few of the people that were there.This time,there was not too many people there and it was also pretty quiet there as well.This actually helped in my day going by pretty smoothly.Aftre the day was over,I bagged all the clean laundry and dropped it off at the rehab center.Overall,a very smooth work day.
On the way home,I had to stop at a supermarket and pick up a few things that my mom wanted me to get for her.This went well.I managed to find everything that my mom wanted at supermarket.After paying for the items,I headed for home.
When I got there,I ate a bowl of soup for dinner.I had a meeting with my SSA recovery group and I wanted to eat light because I had to leave right away after eating.The only thing that I managed to do was register a dollar bill at Where's George before going to my meeting tonight.
The SSA recovery meeting went great.We watched another video and we talked about the importance of forgiveness and how it helps in our healing from unwanted SSA.It was another wonderful meeting.I got quite a bit out of the meeting tonight and I am looking forward to next week's meeting.I am hoping that it is as wonderful as tonights.When I got home,I finally finished my computer work.
Tomorrow is simply a pick-up day.I am hoping that the pick-up goes smoothly.After that,I am free to do what I want.I have not made any plans but whatever I do,I hope that it benefits me in a positive way.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling a little bit better and I am not as drepressed as I was the last few days.I had a pretty good day today.I spent most of the day in the house.I didn't really go anywhere.There really wasn't anywhere for me to go.Plus,I really did not feel like going anywhere today anyway.So,I stayed home and took it easy.
The only place that I really went to today was my anger management/conflict resolution group meeting.The meeting went well.There was a full house tonight and there was a lot of talking and sharing.It felt great to hear what the others had to say and also to be heard.I am looking forward to next week's meeting and I hope that it goes as well as tonights did.
On the way home from the meeting,I stopped over at a local Wal-Mart and I picked up and purchased an updated copy of the Disney animated classic The Aristocats.It is really nice to have this newly updated version on DVD.It is supposed to have a few more features than the previous DVD issue.I will be checking it out Wednesday when I get back from doing the laundry pick-up.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the work day goes smoothly.I also have my SSA support group meeting tomorrow night and I am hoping that the meting goes well tomorrow night.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Happy Easter(i.e.Resurrection Day)Everybody.
Tonight,I am feeling mixed emotions.I have been feeling mighty depressed for most of the day and I really don't know why.My only theory about this is that I was sick about three weeks ago and I am still feeling the psychological effects of it.Today,when I had dinner,I didn't eat very much.Don't get me wrong,I enjoyed the meal that my mom prepared and it was delicious but I didn't eat too much.Again,I have been feeling mighty depressed.I am hoping that this spell of the blues is only temporary and that it doesn't get chronic and I wind up taking a prescription anti-depressant.I did take a couple of St.John's Wart capsules and I do feel a little bit better but the blues are still there and again,I am hoping that the disappear pretty soon.
After I ate,I laid down for a while and my mind started to wander.I wound up daydreaming and before I knew it,I was daydreaming about having sex with another man.I haven't had these daydreams in a long time and I started getting really horny as a result.My penis was hard and my anus was also starting to itch.These feelings lasted about 10 minutes before they started to disappear.Not only that,I almost gave into the temptation to masturbate because I was really hard.I wanted to simply stroke the feeling away,but didn't.I did ask the creator to forgive me for me letting my mind wander like that and for almost giving into the temptation as well as to help me find out why I was feeling so miserable.I did feel better but I still felt depressed at the same time.
Before I did eat,I went and visited with a colleague of mine for a few minutes to simply wish him a Happy Easter(i.e.Resurrection Day)and to hang out for a few minutes.He had some dinner guests over since my mom was cooking dinner,I only stayed a few minutes.After that,I went home to eat.
I am now relaxing.I am also anticipating the week ahead.I am hoping that this week goes pretty good.I am also hoping to feel better during this week.After the depression that I have been feeling lately,a good week would be the right thing to make me feel better.I do have to get a new bottle of St.John's Wart capsules tomorrow or whenever I can.Before the night is through,I am thinking of going out and having a drink or two with the gang over at the place where I entertain.I am hoping that a nice talk or two will help make me feel better.That would be great.
Tomorrow is my day off.I do have my anger management/conflict resolution group,which I will be attending tomorrow night.I am hoping that the meeting goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the night and day ahead.FJ