Friday, April 18, 2008

Tonight,I am feeling retty good.I had a pretty good day today.The work shift went by smoothly and I also managed to have a nice lunch before starting my shift.
I really did not have too much to do.I simply did a couple of small loads and bagged all of what was clean.After I dropped them off,I headed for the bank to cash my paycheck.
After cashing that,I headed for my regular bank to withdraw some money for my mom.After that I went home to drop some stuff off that I had taken with me to work.
When I got home,I registered all of the money at Where's George and went shopping to pick up some stuff for dinner at a local supermarket.While I was eating,I did a scan on my computer to check for viruses and spyware on my computer.I also made my bed and went out to run an errand for my mom afterwards.It was a small run.I had to pick up a box of Peanut Butter wafers at another local supermarket and I also went and had a dipped ice cream cone at a local Dairy Queen and even managing to do a little extra for myself.After that,I headed home and I am staying home for the evening.
I am now at home relaxing.I am getting ready for the weekend,which I am glad is here.I can hardly wait for tomorrow night when I am going to be singing for the crowd and I am hoping that the evening goes well.As for Sunday,I have not made any plans but whatever I do,I hope that it affects me in a positive way.
That was my day today and my hopes for the upcoming weekend ahead.FJ

Thursday, April 17, 2008

Tonight,I am feeling okay but exausted.I had a pretty smooth work shift today,which included a pretty nice lunch after I did my shift.After lunch,I did the usual dropping off the clean laundry and went home to drop something off.After that,I went to to the auto scrap yard to pick up my replacement driver side safety belt.I went home again for only a few minutes.I had a drink of water because I felt thirsty before I left home again.
I went to my mechanic's garage to have the belt installed.Afterwards,it worked great.It is now moving with me when I have to look to see if there is anyone coming when I stop at one of those STOP signs that is not all way.After that was done,I went into another area of Western New York and went to a Salvation Army thrift shop there.I found a bunch of old records,a few old 8-Tracks and another suit that fits great.After doing that,I called my mom on my cell phone to remind her that I was okay and that I was on my way home.I told her where I was and that after I got home,I would go to Wendy's to pick up a few burgers for dinner.She told me okay and I started for home.
When I got home,I dropped off the stuff and went out again to pick up the burgers at Wendy's.After we ate them,I went to my computer to finish my personal PC work.I also managed to call the old guy that I knew in the area who e-mailed me earlier about records that he found out about that a guy he knoew had.He told me that he would get back to me regarding this when he hears from that other guy he knows.
I am now relaxing.I am also feeling tired and exausted.I am hoping to sleep good tonight.I need to after losing sleep the previous night.I hope to sleep good tonight.
Tomorrow is another work day.I am hoping that the shift goes well.After that,it's the weekend.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Wednesday, April 16, 2008

Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty good day today.The laundry pick-up went smoothly and I also had a nice lunch.After lunch,I went to an auto scrap yard in my area and bought a slightly used driver side safety belt for my car.Though the safety belt has been working since Tuesday night,my mechanic still thinks I should get it replaced before it gives out again.Not only that,he also wants to make sure that I do not get a ticket from not wearing my belt because it is against the law not to.Hopefully,I can get it replaced tomorrow after work.
My session with my sexual abuse support counselor went great.We had our usual 1/2 hour talk and it was great.She is still impressed with my ability to hold my own while at the social club and on the job.I also have been saying to her that my support groups are still going well enough and that I have been attending them,which she said was good.
After that,I went shopping for my mom and bought a few things.I also bought myself an ice cream sandwich from Dairy Queen and waited a few minutes to soften up before eating it because it was frozen hard as a rock.I also managed to pop in a Salvation Army thrift shop just to look around.I didn't buy anything but I did enjoy browsing through the store and seeing if they had anything new.After that,I picked something up for my mom at one of her girlfriends before heading home.
After eating a light dinner,I managed to get a few things done.I made my bed and I also registered some bills at Where's George and despite some issues with my computer regarding the internet,I managed to get some more work done and I hope that I have reduced my work load for tomorrow regarding e-mails.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the shift goes by smoothly.After that,I am hoping to finally get my safety belt repaired.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tuesday, April 15, 2008

Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.The work day went by pretty smoothly and I managed to get a lot done.I also had a pretty good lunch and after dropping the bags of clean laundry off,I headed for home.
After I got home,I did some more personal PC work.I finished off my personal e-mail work that I started while on break at work.I even called around to find a safety belt to replace the current one that I have that really doesn't want to work properly when it should.While it did work tonight while I was leaving and on my home from the meeting,I still feel that it should be replaced because I really can't take it when something doesn't really want to work when it should.I did find one and I will be getting it tomorrow after I am done with the laundry pick up.
The SSA support group meeting went great.It was wonderful to lift off some more emotional baggage and to hear what the other men in the group had to say.It was also wonderful to be heard and not be judged according to my past experiences with religion,including those negative experiences with my father.I did share a little bit of positive tonight about when I used to go to church when I was younger and help out in the nursery while my mom was in the upstairs chapel.That happens to be my only positive experience with religion.Right now,I am in the middle of the road and I am still deliberating as to what I am going to do churchwise.But whatever I do,I hope that I will finally start to have healthy relationships that will make me want to go to church every Sunday.As of now,I haven't made any decisions.
I wore my Walk-Fit arch supports today and I hardly felt any pain while walking in them.It was wonderful.I am going to be wearing these every day and I will get a couple more for my dress shoes.
Tomorrow is simply a pick-up day.I hope that the pick-up goes smoothly.I also have an appointment with my sexual abuse support counselor tomorrow afternoon and I hope that the session with her goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Monday, April 14, 2008

Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.Today was my day off and I spent the day looking around the town at places that I had not been in a long time but nothing really caught my eye.I also went to the local Salvation Army thrift shop and bought a few things even though I wasn't planning on it.After I left there,I went home to get ready for dinner and prepare to go to my anger management/conflict resolution support group meeting tonight.
After I ate,I did some more last minute e-mail checking and checked out a few Wikipedia pages before shutting down and going to my meeting.
The meeting actually went great tonight.The group has doubled in size since I started coming.But again,it was wonderful and I got a lot out of the meeting tonight.After it was over,I left for home.
Earlier this afternoon,I received some things that I was waiting on for a while.I received a couple of 45 r.p.m records that I had been waiting on and I also finally got my Walk-Fit arch supports that I ordered a week ago.I even tried them out and they are working.I know that it will take me several weeks to get used to them.But already,I am feeling nearly pain free and they are comfortable and after a while,I won't have to worry about foot pain.Again,they will take a little getting used to and when I do finally get used to them,I hopefully won't have to worry about pain anymore and I can start walking for exercise again.
The only real problem that I am having is that I am having issues with my car's driver side safety belt again.It has been jamming on me constantly since yesterday and I am really at my wits end at the moment.I did visit with my mechanic and talked to him about it and he said that he will see what he can do.But he also advised me to call around the auto scrap yards and ask if they have a drivers side safety belt for the car that I drive.I am hoping that at least one of them will have one.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the day goes smoothly.I also have my SSA support group tomorrow night and I am hoping that this meeting goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for teh day ahead.FJ

Sunday, April 13, 2008

Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.I finally manged to get a few important things done today.I went to an area Wal-Mart to get a few personal things that I needed for myself.With that done,I can now say that my month is finally complte.I only have to mail out one more payment to a creditor and I can relax.Before going to Wal-Mart,I managed to buy a couple slices of pizza for lunch to tie me over until dinner.I went home after leaving Wal-Mart.
When I got home,I had dinner and it was leftover ham with mashed potatoes.I am not complaining about it.It was good and I did have to eat.After that,I went upstairs to relax and listened to some music for a while.
Before typing this,I did hear from a friend of mine who I haven't heard from in a while.The reason why he hadn't called was because they shifted his work hours to night time and his fiancee had a baby boy,which is his first child.I congratulated him and we talked for a while until he had to leave for work.Still,it was wonderful to talk with him and also wonderful to know that he is okay.I am now relieved.
Last night,my night of entertaining the crowd went great.I had an awesome night.I even tried out a new song and it was well received by the people.I felt good,Plus,as a surprise,another friend of mine,who once in a whiel comes to the place to hang out with me,also showed up and that even made the night more fun.I left there last night feeling pretty good.
As for the rest of the night,I might go out and have a beer or two with the guys.After that,I am going to go home and watch a movie.
Tomorrow is my day off from work.I do have my anger management/conflict resolution support group meeting tomorrow night.I am hoping that the meeting goes well.
That was my weekend and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Saturday, April 12, 2008

Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty good day today.I really did not do too much.After I woke up,I had breakfast and I also went to do my personal PC work.It was quite a bit to be done.But due to some unforeseen circumstances such as the program not willing to cooperate before I was finished with my work,I had to shut down and finish later on.
After shutting down,I washed my hair and went to run an errand for my mom.It was nothing much to do.It was simply to pick up a few things that my mom needed for the home.After that,I went to a local Mighty Taco to have a late but light lunch.It was simply Nachos Deluxe and I needed to get some food in my system to tie me over until dinner.After that,I went home.
When I got home,I took a bath and cleaned myself up because I am going out tonight and I wanted to make sure that I was cleaned up for the occasion.After my bath,I ate dinner.
After eating,I finished my personal PC work.It was a lot easier this time around and I also managed to put back the Yahoo toolbar that was somehow taken away from the top of my internet page whiel I was having problems.But now,everything is working properly and I am now happy that I manged to finish everything.
I will be entertaining the crowd tonight.I am hoping that the night goes smoothly.After last Saturday night where they were having live entertainment,it has now returned to normal.I am looking forward to singing for the people tonight.I hope that verything goes well for me.Though I rarely have an off night,I still hope for things to go well.You never know.Still,I have the feeling that everything will go according to plan.
As for tomorrow,I haven't made any plans.But whatever I do,I hope that it benefits me in a positive way.
That was my day today and my hopes for the rest of the weekend,including tonight.FJ

Friday, April 11, 2008

Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty smooth work shift today.The work shift went by pretty fast.I simply did what I had to do and the rest took care of itself.After I was done,I simply dropped off the clean laundry and headed for a bank to cash my paycheck.
After that,I went to a supermarket in my area to pick up a couple of things for dinner tonight.It didn't take very long.I went home afterwards.
After I ate dinner,I registered all the currency that I had at Where's George from when I cashed my paycheck and the change that I got from shopping.It was a pretty good day.
When I got home earlire,my brother in-law came over and had a small talk with my mom and I laid down for a while.I was tired and I thought that if I laid down,I would feel better.But I wound up masturbating.It did bring me down when I did that but after a prayer to ask the creator for forgiveness,I felt better.I also forgave myself.Still,it did bring me down and I felt pretty guilty for a short while after doing that.But I feel better now and I am hoping that I can still beat that.
I am now relaxing.I am also anticipating the weekend.Tomorrow night is my night to entertain the crowd.I am hoping that the night goes well for me.I am also hoping that I have a wonderful time doing that.I enjoy what I do and I always have a blast.But still,I hope for things to go well.As for the rest of the weekend,I haven't made any plans but whatever I do,I hope that it benefits me in a positive way.
I am awaiting a phone call from a friend of mine who lives out of town.I am looking forward to talking with him.
That was my day today and my hopes for the weekend ahead.

Thursday, April 10, 2008

Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a very smooth work shift today.The work shift went by as planned and I got pretty much done.After I had a nice lunch,I bagged everything and went home.
After I got home,I relaxed a bit in a chair and I also layed down for a bit.I was feeling sleepy and I felt that this was a good time to take a nap.I didn't get to sleep until late so I needed to catch up on some lost sleep.After a couple of hours,I woke up and got dressed to run an errand for my mom.I had to pick up a few things at an area supermarket.
After the errand was done,I had a light dinner.After I ate,I finished my personal computer work.It was a lot of e-mail but I managed to get it done.It wasn't too much trouble.But I got it done.I was also asked to join a new support group for people who were abused when they were younger.It was great to find another group like that one.The more I join.The better it will be for me to try and overcome some of the negative effects that the abuse I endured at the hands of a lot of people in my past,including my father.I am now a part of that online support group and it is great.
I am now relaxing.The day is almost over.I had a pretty good day and even though not a lot happened,it was still a good day.
Tomorrow is another work day.I am hoping that the shift goes well.After that,it's the weekend.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Wednesday, April 09, 2008

Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty roller coaster day today.The day started out pretty good.The laundry pick-up went pretty well.I had a pretty good lunch today with the social club after I did the pick-up.After that,I went to a post office in the area to buy a money order to send out for a record that I bought off of Ebay.I sent it out Priority Mail w/delivery confirmation.It should get there by Friday.
I also had to go to the bank to withdraw some money for my mom and I also put some gas in my tank.After that,I went home.
I also heard from a guy who lives in my hometown via e-mail.He told me that he had some records that he got from somewhere and he asked me to come over and look through them,which I did as I was getting some dinner for me and my mom.I bought some of them and went to a local Arby's to get a couple of sandwiches for dinner.
When I got home,I heard some hissing coming from my driver's side rear tire.I saw what looked like a nail sticking out of my tire and it was going flat.I had to call my mechanic to tell him and fortunately when I called him a second time,he answered.I told him what was wrong and he told me to bring in the car so he could repair the tire ASAP.After I ate,I waited for the AAA tow truck to come outside and when he arrived,I went with them so I could drive the car back home when he was finished.I was fortunate to catch him at the garage.I would have been lost if he wasn't.I also would have been late for work tomorrow if I had to go to the garage first before going to work.But again,I am fortunate as well as thankful that I caught my mechanic at the garage so the tire could be fixed and I could go on to work tomorrow without any problems.Thank goodness for that.
I am now relaxing.I am hoping that the rest of the evening goes smoothly.After this,I am going to bathe and get ready for bed.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the shift goes smoothly.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tuesday, April 08, 2008

Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a very smooth work day today.Despite a minor mishap at the social club,I managed to have a pretty smooth day.There wasn't really much for me to do today.I simply did what I had to do and I dropped off the clean laundry.After that,I went home to prepare for my meeting tonight.
When I came home,my brother in law came over to fix the basement window.It is now fixed and hopefully,there will be no problems for quite a while.It is just a relief that it is now fixed and my mom and I can rest easily.
I also managed to finish my computer work before dinner tonight.I started it at work and I finished it at home.I wanted to get it done before I went to my meeting tonight and I figured that this was the perfect time to do it.After finishing it,I shut down and had dinner.
After I ate,I got dressed and ready for my meeting tonight.The meeting went great.It was wonderful to learn a lot more on overcoming SSA.It was wonderful to learn more.We got some more homework and some reading material to read at our own pace and convienience.I am eagerly awaiting next week's meeting and I am hoping that it's as wonderful as tonights.
Tomorrow is a pick-up day.I am hoping that the pick-up works out well and that there are no messes for me to clean.After that,I have the rest of the day off.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Monday, April 07, 2008

Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty good day today.After doing my computer work earlier in the day,I went out for a bit.I went to a Salvation Army thrift shop in another area and I found several different vinyl records there.After two months of going over there and disappointed because I didn't find anything,I finally found some great ones and I also found a few 45's as well.It was wonderful.After paying for them,I left.
When I got home,my brother in law was talking with my mom about getting one of the basement windows fixed.During the really big blizzard that we had before Spring finally arrived,the glass broke and a few stray cats clawed the old screen to invade the basement.Before my brother in law boarded up the glass part that was missing,he checked to see if there were any cats down there.There weren't and he boarded it up from the outside.He said that he had to get some glass cut somewhere before he could fix it and see who he can to get the screen fixed.He left and we had a light dinner,which was homemade soup.After that,I went to my anger management/conflict resolution group meeting.
The meeting went wonderfully.The room was chock full of people.There were more people than there were on previous Monday nights.But it was great to hear from them and to be heard.I am looking forward to the next meeting,which will be next Monday.
I am now relaxing and I am anticipating the next day.I am hoping that the day works out for me tomorrow.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the day goes smoothly.I also have my SSA support group meeting tomorrow night and I am hoping that this meeting goes well,too.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Sunday, April 06, 2008

Tonight,I am feeling okay.I didn't have too eventful of a day today.I simply ran an errand today for my mom and I also went and did a little something for myself.I bought a foam mattress pad for my bed's mattress because the mattress is starting to show the springs from it.I needed to make it softer so I could have a more comfortable sleep at night when I do go to bed.Not only that,my shirts will not have any holes in them anymore.I need to get some new undershirts because some of them have holes in t he back from those mattress springs sticking out.After putting it on,I put the sheets back on the bad and tried it out.It was a lot more comfortable and it will take a little getting used to.But I know that I will be used to it pretty soon.I did lay down for a while before eating dinner.
After eating a light dinner,I registered a few more bills at Where's George and I also checked on some last minute e-mails before I decide that I am done for the day and night.I am now relaxing posting all of what happened during my day.Though not too eventful,I did enjoy being out because it was a nice sunny day outside with no clouds in the sky.But tonight,it is going to be cold.We are also supposed to get more rain before the end of the week.OH WELL!This is all an indication that Spring is finally here and the weather is showing it in more ways than one.
As for the rest of the evening,I might go out and have a drink or two with the gang over at the place where I entertain.I hope to get a lot out of it when I am talking with the gang.
Tomorrow is my day off.I do have my anger management/conflict resolution group tomorrow night.I am hoping that the meeting goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the night and day ahead.FJ

Saturday, April 05, 2008

Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty good day today.I didn't do too much.I went out to run an errand for my mom this afternoon and I also did a few things for myself.I had to get a few things for my mom for the home and it was also a nice day.I also took a spin around town and I even bought a few records at a Salvation Army thrift shop in my area.After that,I went home.
After a light dinner,I went and finished my personal PC work.It was really a whole bunch of e-mail's that I had to get out of the way.But I am just glad to get it done.
Last night,my night of entertaining the crowd went great.I got to do my usual allotment and it was wonderful.I got a very enthusiatic round of applause for my performance and that made me feel good all over.I had a blast and it was wonderful.For a Friday night,it was great.Tonight,I am not really going to go anywhere but I am just going to stay home and take it easy.I might just go and take a cruise around the town for a bit before calling it a night.I might just relax the rest of the night and just anticipate tomorrow and the week ahead.
I did have a short talk with a friend of mine who I have not heard from in over a week.He's doing fine and he also informed me that his cell number is going to change.He also assured me that he would let me know when he finally has it so I can call and talk with him for a while in the near future.But it was just great to talk with him.
As for tomorrow,I have not made any definite plans but whatever I do,I hope that it benefits me positively.
That was my day today,including my night last night and my hopes for the rest of the weekend.FJ

Friday, April 04, 2008

Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.The work shift went by smoothly and I didn't have a lot to do.After the shift was done,I dropped everything off and headed for the bank to cash a check for my mom.
After doing that,I went to a Dollar Tree store in the area and picked up a pack of Q-Tips.This was the only errand that I had to run today.I went home afterwards.
After a light dinner,I registered some more bills at Where's George,which were the bills that I had withdrawn for my mom amd some for myself.I also had to make a payment on Ebay for a rare collectable that I had just won.I also had to leave feedback for several other items that I won and bought on Ebay beforehand.That is now out of the way.
I am now relaxing.I am also anticipating the upcoming evening.I will be going out to sing tonight for the crowd because,as I stated yesterday,there will be LIVE entertainment at the place tomorrow night and I chose to go out tonight instead.I am looking forward to doing that tonight.I hope that the night goes well for me.Though I rarely have an off night,I still hope for things to go well.But I do have a feeling that things will go well.Hopefully,it will return to the normal schedule next week.Overall,it was a pretty good day.
As for tomorrow,I have not made any plans but whatever I do,I hope that it affects me in a positive way.As for the rest of the weekend,the same.
That was my day today and my hopes for tonight and the weekend ahead.FJ

Thursday, April 03, 2008

Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty good day today.The work shift went by smoothly and the day at the social club was also better.There was no animosity and that loud,overbearing,arrogant and agressive guy was nowhere to be found.I even had lunch at the social club and it was a great pasta lunch.Overall,a pretty good day.
On the way home from work,I stopped at a post office in the area and I mailed out a couple of creditor payments.They are due by next week and I had to get them out right away.I am hoping that they do indeed get there on time.I sent them out Priority Mail and they should arrive at their respectable locations.After that,I went home and didn't stop for anything.
When I got home,I had to run a couple of errands for my mom.I had to get a few birthday cards any try to find the hair coloring that my mother wanted me to get for her but the store that I went to didn't have what she was looking for.
Later on,I dropped my mom at my sister's house where one of my nephews was celebrating his 22nd birthday.I opted not to go because I didn't feel like it.After I dropped her off,I went home to complete my personal computer work.
With that done,I shut down the computer and went out to get dinner for myself.I had a Jr.Bacon Cheeseburger w/ Fries from Wendy's and it was super.It was also pretty filling.After eating,I watched a few scenes from one of my favorite movies until my mom came home when my niece dropped her off.
I am now relaxing.I had a pretty good but a little bit exaustive day.I got quite a bit accomplished.Overall,a pretty good day.
Tomorrow is another work day.I am hoping that the shift goes well.Tomorrow night,I will be singing for the crowd rather than Saturday night.On Saturday night,they are going to be having LIVE entertainment by a local band.As a result of this,I will be going out to sing Friday night rather than Saturday night.After that,it will be back,hopefully,to the regular schedule.
As for what I will do on Saturday night,I haven't made any plans.But whatever I chooes to do,I hope that it affects me in a positive way.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day and night ahead.FJ

Wednesday, April 02, 2008

Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty mixed day today.The laundry pick-up went by smoothly.But when I arrived at the work place to drop off the laundry,I decided to have lunch at the social club first.But when I got there,a very rude,agressive,overbearing arrogant guy was there.He has relatives who work and run certain parts of the organization that I work for and at times he thinks that this gives him special priveledges.The main thing that he did was that he changed the radio station without asking anybody if he could do so.He put it on a radio station that played nothing but Rap and since the vast majority of Rap has a lot of bad language and overtly sexual slang content and other obscenities,that type of music is not allowed to be played in any way shape or form.When I complained about it,he jumped on the apprehensive and started screaming,swearing,and talking to people,including myself,in a threatening tone.Apparently,he got disgusted and ran upstairs to possibly talk about this with the social club coordinator.If he did tell the coordinator,then I'll probably be called to have a private talk with him tomorrow morning when I walk into the social club.I am preparing myself mentally for this and when I am called,I will comply.If it doesn't happen,then I can breathe a sigh of relief.But still,I am preparing myself for this possible eventuality.
I went to my session with the sexual abuse support counselor and the session went well.I told her everything that has been going with me for the past several days and I even shared with her what happened today.She also had the same impression that I had of this guy who instigated this ignorant and idiotic tirade that he inexcusably let loose all because someone complained about him breaking the rules of the social club.The session went well and I have another appointment with her in two weeks.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the shift goes well.After that,I have the rest of the day off.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tuesday, April 01, 2008

Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.The work day went by smoothly and I got a lot done.I also managed to have some very nice conversations with some of the social club members as well.It was a pretty good day.I got a lot of work done and I also managed to brighten the day of a few others.Plus,I got some pretty good words from one of the young men who was also at the social club,which made feel appreciated.Overall,a pretty good work day.
One the way home fromwork,I bought a couple cans of soup for dinner when my mother reached me on my cell phone number and asked me to purchase the soup,which I did.
When I got home,I finished my personal e-mail work and I also managed to browse some other websites while I was online.After that,I shut down the computer and ate dinner.I went to my SSA support group meeting after that.
My SSA support group meeting went terrifically well.I got a lot more out of this as I have gotten from the last few weeks.Over the past four weeks,I have never felt so accepted and appreciated by a group of people like this.It gave me a warm feeling of joy all over my body,especially my heart.I have never felt this way since I went on an all men's healing weekend retreat in 2004.This is a super group.I hav enever gotten anything out of a group until this one came along.I know that there will be eight more weeks to go but I am taking advantage of all of this until it's over.Again,another wonderful meeting.
Tomorrow is simply a pick up day.I hope that the pick-up goes well.I also have my appointment with my sexual abuse support counselor and I hope that the session also goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Monday, March 31, 2008

Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty fair day today.I didn't go out too much today.After I woke up,I simply had a light beakfast and I took it easy for much of the afternoon.I woke up around 12:40 pm and after eating,I chose not to go out because I really did not have too much to do.But I managed to get something accomplished.I paid one of my monthly creditor bills.When I get my money in my account next month,I can pay off my other creditor bills.I have only have two others and my car insurance and when those are paid,I am set.I also have to pay Columbia House for a couple of DVD's that I purchased a few months ago.I am hoping to get that paid soon.After that,I am set for the month.
After a light dinner,I went to my anger management/conflict resolution group meeting tonight and it went well.It also ended ten minutes early.When I left,I felt better.Though I did have a problem with that troublesome safety belt again on the way home,I finally got it to work when I stopped at a traffic light not too far away from the meeting place.On the way home,I stopped somewhere to pick up some empty bottles that a friend left for me outside of his house.I wnet home and I am now relaxing at home and taking it easy getting ready for tomorrow.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the day goes smoothly.I also have my SSA recovery support group at the church tomorrow night.I am hoping that the meeting goes well.
Last night,after I got home from the bar,I watched a movie before going to sleep.
That was my day today,my night last night and my hopes for the day and evening ahead.FJ

Sunday, March 30, 2008

Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a very good day today.When I woke up,I watched a little bit of TV and I also had a bowl of cereal for breakfast.I also drank 3 cups of coffee to try and wake up.I was still feeling sleepy.But I managed to fully wake up.
I did not do too much today.I simply went out and bought a couple slices of pizza as a quick lunch to tie me over until dinner.I also stopped at the place where I entertain for a few minutes.Last night,I got a bill in change that was a Where's George bill that came from Wattsburg PA.I showed it to the owner and he informed me that it probably came from tourist who were visiting from PA.After I left,I went to a Wal-Mart in my area to pick up a bottle of Rolaids.I went home afterwards.
After a light dinner,which was spaghetti,I registered a couple more bills at Where's George that I received from Wal-Mart in change after paying for my Rolaids.I also finished some more e-mail work that I needed to do.I even watched a few more online videos.I have been trying to find a replacement for online Gay porn and I have found some amateur wrestling videos from Europe on an online video site.It is simply guys wrestling for fun and not for profit.They are fun to watch and are better than Gay porn.I will also find other alternatives in the near future and hope for the best.
My night of entertaining the crowd went well.There was a birthday party going on over there and I only managed to do 3 songs as a result.Still,it was better than singing no songs and I still had fun.I left and went home around a little bit before 2 am.Again,it was a pretty good night and I had fun.
I am going to go out and have a couple of drinks with the guys at the place tonight.I am hoping for some fun talk and a few laughs.
Tomorrow is my day off.I have my anger management/conflict resolution support group tomorrow night and I hope that the meeting goes well.
That was my day today,my night last night and my hopes for the rest of the night and the day ahead.FJ