Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.
The work shift went by pretty well.I only had a minor negative verbal dispute with one of the social club members during the work time.This certain member wanted me to give him a ride somewhere to pick up his motorcycle but because of my work commitments,I told him that I couldn't help him as a result of that.He agressively tried to get me to do it and no matter how much I told him that I couldn't do it,he angrily insisted.Fortunately,a female social club staffer got involved and it ended with him walking away angrily.I simply darted back into the basement and relaxed a bit to calm down because I was still feeling at edge over what happened.Not only that,this actually happened after I had a wonderful talk about the Science Fiction & Horror film genres with one of the job coaches.After that dispute happened,my SSA skyrocketed and I was thinking about guys with erections and actually doing sexaul activities with certain body parts such as the penis and the anus.But I stopped myself by saying to myself "What Am I Thinking About?!"Fortunately,the rest of the day went great.I even thanked the female staffer who got involved for saving my sanity because as stated above,I was on the verge of losing my temper with this guy as a result of his aggressive behavior and his selfish demeanor.
I am now at home relaxing.I am anticipating the weekend ahead.I am going to go out and sing for the crowd tomorrow night.I am hoping that the evening goes well.I am thinking of going out for a short while after I am done here while my computer is being scanned for viruses and spyware.
That was my day today and my hopes for the weekend ahead.FJ
Friday, May 23, 2008
Thursday, May 22, 2008
Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.
The work shift went smoothly.I simply did what I had to do and it worked out.I got quite a bit done.I also had a very good lunch period.After I ate,I simply bagged everything clean and dropped it off at the rehab center.
On the way home,I stopped at a couple of stores.I bought a few boxes of oatmeal at a Dollar General store and I also stopped at a Salvation Army thrift shop not too far away from the Dollar General store.After that,I stopped at a nearby Dairy Queen and had a dipped ice cream cone because there were no desserts at work during the lunch hour.Still,I was in the mood for one.
When I got home,I decided to take a nap for about an hour because I did feel tired.Though the work shift went great,I was tired due to a lack of sleep from the previous night.I don't know what is causing this sleepiness that I have been enduring.I guess that it has been because of the ever changing weather patterns that have been happening as of late.We have been having a roller coaster ride as far as the weather goes in my area.One minute it is nice,sunny and warm and the next it is cold,rainy and windy.I have been feeling a lack of energy as a result of this.I really don't know what to expect because of this.But I hear that it is going to be warmer this weekend just in time for the upcoming Memorial Day this year.I am glad that it will be.I am beginning to get sick of these weather change patterns.Again,I am hoping that these patterns will be ending soon and that they don't happen for quite a while.
After a light dinner,I finished my personal computer work and I am now relaxing.The day isn't over as of yet but I really don't know what I will do before it's through.I just might stay home.
Tomorrow is another work day.I am hoping that the shift goes well.After that,it's the weekend.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
The work shift went smoothly.I simply did what I had to do and it worked out.I got quite a bit done.I also had a very good lunch period.After I ate,I simply bagged everything clean and dropped it off at the rehab center.
On the way home,I stopped at a couple of stores.I bought a few boxes of oatmeal at a Dollar General store and I also stopped at a Salvation Army thrift shop not too far away from the Dollar General store.After that,I stopped at a nearby Dairy Queen and had a dipped ice cream cone because there were no desserts at work during the lunch hour.Still,I was in the mood for one.
When I got home,I decided to take a nap for about an hour because I did feel tired.Though the work shift went great,I was tired due to a lack of sleep from the previous night.I don't know what is causing this sleepiness that I have been enduring.I guess that it has been because of the ever changing weather patterns that have been happening as of late.We have been having a roller coaster ride as far as the weather goes in my area.One minute it is nice,sunny and warm and the next it is cold,rainy and windy.I have been feeling a lack of energy as a result of this.I really don't know what to expect because of this.But I hear that it is going to be warmer this weekend just in time for the upcoming Memorial Day this year.I am glad that it will be.I am beginning to get sick of these weather change patterns.Again,I am hoping that these patterns will be ending soon and that they don't happen for quite a while.
After a light dinner,I finished my personal computer work and I am now relaxing.The day isn't over as of yet but I really don't know what I will do before it's through.I just might stay home.
Tomorrow is another work day.I am hoping that the shift goes well.After that,it's the weekend.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
Wednesday, May 21, 2008
Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.
The laundry pick-up went as well as expected.There was no mess to clean up.Before I sorted everything out,I had my lunch and after I finished,I sorted everything in the basement of the work place before going over to a friends house to pick him up so he could look at a vehicle that I was selling at my house.
On the way there,I stopped at a nearby supermarket to turn in some bottles that were in the back seat.I felt that I had to because his girlfriend was looking to accompany us to look at the vehicle.But I got a call from him on my cell phone that his girlfriend wasn't coming along because she chose to babysit his brother's dog.
When we got to my house,we went to the back yard where the vehicle was.Originally,we had a tough time starting the vehicle but we managed to turn it over and let it run for about 5-10 minutes.Apparently,before I can sell it to him,I have to buy an alternator because the alternator needs to be replaced.It has been sitting there in the back for almost a year and that is why it needs to be replaced.I have to do some searching for this and I know that I have to take the old one off before I can get the replacement one.But he has said that he is still going to buy it regardless of this and I told him that I should have the new alternator on before the sale is final.We have an agreement that he will pay me in payments and the vehicle will remain at my place while he is doing so.After that,I dropped him off at his home.
I also had to do some grocery shopping for dinner tonight.It was only a few items and I managed to find everything that I needed.After paying for the items,I went to my mechanic's garage to pay him a small installment in what I owe him for the recent repairs that he made on my car's exhaust system when it broke down earlier this year.I still owe him a small amount and that will be it for that.I still owe him for a couple of brand new tires that he put on late last year when my car was experiencing vibrations when I drove at speeds of 45-55 miles per hour.But I am hoping to have that paid very soon when I get this last thing paid for.
After a light dinner,I finished my personal PC work and I am now relaxing.I am anticipating the new day tomorrow.I am not sure what will become of it but I hope that it will be a very good one.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the shift goes well.After that,I am unsure what I will do but whatever I do,I hope that it will benefit me in a positive way.But I am thinking that I might stay home because there is a high possibility of lots of rain tomorrow and I just might stay home if it does.There is really nothing to do in my hometown when it rains.But I might watch a movie and relax for a while.Right now,it is only light rain but it supposed to get stormy later on tonight.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
The laundry pick-up went as well as expected.There was no mess to clean up.Before I sorted everything out,I had my lunch and after I finished,I sorted everything in the basement of the work place before going over to a friends house to pick him up so he could look at a vehicle that I was selling at my house.
On the way there,I stopped at a nearby supermarket to turn in some bottles that were in the back seat.I felt that I had to because his girlfriend was looking to accompany us to look at the vehicle.But I got a call from him on my cell phone that his girlfriend wasn't coming along because she chose to babysit his brother's dog.
When we got to my house,we went to the back yard where the vehicle was.Originally,we had a tough time starting the vehicle but we managed to turn it over and let it run for about 5-10 minutes.Apparently,before I can sell it to him,I have to buy an alternator because the alternator needs to be replaced.It has been sitting there in the back for almost a year and that is why it needs to be replaced.I have to do some searching for this and I know that I have to take the old one off before I can get the replacement one.But he has said that he is still going to buy it regardless of this and I told him that I should have the new alternator on before the sale is final.We have an agreement that he will pay me in payments and the vehicle will remain at my place while he is doing so.After that,I dropped him off at his home.
I also had to do some grocery shopping for dinner tonight.It was only a few items and I managed to find everything that I needed.After paying for the items,I went to my mechanic's garage to pay him a small installment in what I owe him for the recent repairs that he made on my car's exhaust system when it broke down earlier this year.I still owe him a small amount and that will be it for that.I still owe him for a couple of brand new tires that he put on late last year when my car was experiencing vibrations when I drove at speeds of 45-55 miles per hour.But I am hoping to have that paid very soon when I get this last thing paid for.
After a light dinner,I finished my personal PC work and I am now relaxing.I am anticipating the new day tomorrow.I am not sure what will become of it but I hope that it will be a very good one.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the shift goes well.After that,I am unsure what I will do but whatever I do,I hope that it will benefit me in a positive way.But I am thinking that I might stay home because there is a high possibility of lots of rain tomorrow and I just might stay home if it does.There is really nothing to do in my hometown when it rains.But I might watch a movie and relax for a while.Right now,it is only light rain but it supposed to get stormy later on tonight.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
Tuesday, May 20, 2008
Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.
The work day went great.There wasn't an awful lot to do and there was no mess to clean up when I did the pick-up nor was there any work left behind by the person who worked the previous day.That was great.I simply did what I had to do and bagged all the clean laundry so I could drop it off at the rehab center.Even the lunch period in between was nice.
One of the negative things to happen was that one of the social club members was really sick.She is an epileptic who had four seizures overnight and overdosed on her epilepsy medicine to stop the seizures.She got really sick and had to be taken to a local hospital for treatment.I am just hoping that she made it out okay.I will ask a friend of hers how she is if and/or when I see them.Again,I hope that she is feeling better.
When I got home,I finished my personal PC work before having dinner.I had a light dinner of canned Chef Boyardee pasta because I had a meeting to go to tonight.After finishing,I shut down and I had my dinner.After eating,I left to go to my SSA Recovery meeting.
The meeting tonight was another wonderful one indeed.There were lots of words shared.A lot of feelings bared and tears shed,but tears of joy.There were also prayers said on behalf of all the other men in the group including myself.It was wonderful.I felt better and I also got some more out of it.I am eagerly awaiting the next meeting and I am hoping that it is as wonderful as tonight's was.
I also had a talk with a friend tonight.We were supposed to get together but since there is the possibility of rain tomorrow,we postponed it.But if the weather changes,it will go on as scheduled.
On the way home tonight,I stopped to see if there were any empty bottles at the house of someone I knew.There were and I also got a bag full of them.I also stopped elsewhere not too far away from there and a guy gave me lots more.I felt like that I struck it rich.But before I do the laundry pick up tomorrow,I do have to turn some of them in so there will be room for the laundry bags.
As stated,tomorrow is simply a pick up day.I am hoping that the pick-up goes smoothly.As for the rest of the day,I haven't made any plans but I am thinking that I just might take it easy tomorrow.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
The work day went great.There wasn't an awful lot to do and there was no mess to clean up when I did the pick-up nor was there any work left behind by the person who worked the previous day.That was great.I simply did what I had to do and bagged all the clean laundry so I could drop it off at the rehab center.Even the lunch period in between was nice.
One of the negative things to happen was that one of the social club members was really sick.She is an epileptic who had four seizures overnight and overdosed on her epilepsy medicine to stop the seizures.She got really sick and had to be taken to a local hospital for treatment.I am just hoping that she made it out okay.I will ask a friend of hers how she is if and/or when I see them.Again,I hope that she is feeling better.
When I got home,I finished my personal PC work before having dinner.I had a light dinner of canned Chef Boyardee pasta because I had a meeting to go to tonight.After finishing,I shut down and I had my dinner.After eating,I left to go to my SSA Recovery meeting.
The meeting tonight was another wonderful one indeed.There were lots of words shared.A lot of feelings bared and tears shed,but tears of joy.There were also prayers said on behalf of all the other men in the group including myself.It was wonderful.I felt better and I also got some more out of it.I am eagerly awaiting the next meeting and I am hoping that it is as wonderful as tonight's was.
I also had a talk with a friend tonight.We were supposed to get together but since there is the possibility of rain tomorrow,we postponed it.But if the weather changes,it will go on as scheduled.
On the way home tonight,I stopped to see if there were any empty bottles at the house of someone I knew.There were and I also got a bag full of them.I also stopped elsewhere not too far away from there and a guy gave me lots more.I felt like that I struck it rich.But before I do the laundry pick up tomorrow,I do have to turn some of them in so there will be room for the laundry bags.
As stated,tomorrow is simply a pick up day.I am hoping that the pick-up goes smoothly.As for the rest of the day,I haven't made any plans but I am thinking that I just might take it easy tomorrow.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
Monday, May 19, 2008
Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.
I started my day registering a few more bills at Where's George,which I received as change from a gas station last night after prepaying for gas when I left the place where I entertain last night while on the way home.After doing some more work for starters,I went to my afternoon appointment.
My session with the med manager went great.I simply shared with her what had been going on with me for the past few months.It was wonderful that she is going to be handing in a positive report about me and that everything is good with me.I also learned about the replacement for the current doctor when he retires and moves away.I had only learned her first name but at the moment,her last name is unknown.I will learn it probably when I have to see the doctor next week.That will be my last session with him.I have already wished him lots of the best of success for him in his retirement and that I hope that it works out positively.
On the way home,I stopped in to see a friend but he wasn't home.After that,I went to the post office to mail out a money order for an item that I won on Ebay.I also let the seller know about it and I hope that he receives it soon.
Before the night is through,I am planning to go out and have an ice cream.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the day goes smoothly.After that,I have my SSA Recovery support group tomorrow night and I am hoping that the meeting goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
I started my day registering a few more bills at Where's George,which I received as change from a gas station last night after prepaying for gas when I left the place where I entertain last night while on the way home.After doing some more work for starters,I went to my afternoon appointment.
My session with the med manager went great.I simply shared with her what had been going on with me for the past few months.It was wonderful that she is going to be handing in a positive report about me and that everything is good with me.I also learned about the replacement for the current doctor when he retires and moves away.I had only learned her first name but at the moment,her last name is unknown.I will learn it probably when I have to see the doctor next week.That will be my last session with him.I have already wished him lots of the best of success for him in his retirement and that I hope that it works out positively.
On the way home,I stopped in to see a friend but he wasn't home.After that,I went to the post office to mail out a money order for an item that I won on Ebay.I also let the seller know about it and I hope that he receives it soon.
Before the night is through,I am planning to go out and have an ice cream.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the day goes smoothly.After that,I have my SSA Recovery support group tomorrow night and I am hoping that the meeting goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
Sunday, May 18, 2008
Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,the weather started out rainy and I stayed home for most of the day as a result.When the rain subsided,I went out and ran a few errands for my mom and I even managed to do something for myself.Overall,a pretty good day.
Despite that,the day didn't start out too good.I had a stomach ache when I woke up.I also had to rush to the bathroom downstairs because I had to really go when I woke up this morning.Fortunately,it wasn't a diarrhea attack,but it felt like it.Not only that,as a result of me not feeling well and also what happened on Thursday,I wound up masturbating.I did feel lousy afterwards but after asking the creator for forgiveness,I felt better emotionally but I still didn't feel good physically due to the upset stomach that I had.
After I ate a light breakfast,which included a bowl of cereal,a couple cups of coffee and a glass of orange juice,I watched a movie for a while and I done my personal PC work.I even managed to register several more bills at Where's George that I had received in change yesterday,including last night,alongside the other personal stuff that I had to do online.
When I did go out,I was glad to get some air because my stomach was also feeling better as I was inhaling the air around me.While I was out,I had a burger at Wendy's to tie me over until dinner.I also felt a lot better after eating that.
My night of entertaining the crowd went great.It was yet another awesone night.I also had a friend along who came there on his bicycle and we both had a blast together.Though the place was pretty dead,I still had a great time entertaining the crowd and I am looking forward to next week.I hope that next Saturday night is even better.
As for tonight,I am thinking of going out and having a drink with the guys at the place where I entertain.I am hoping to have some really nice conversations with any guys that are there.
Tomorrow is my day off.But I do have an appointment with the med manager at the local hospital tomorrow afternoon and I am hoping that the meeting with her goes well.
That was my weekend and my hopes for the start of the new week.FJ
Today,the weather started out rainy and I stayed home for most of the day as a result.When the rain subsided,I went out and ran a few errands for my mom and I even managed to do something for myself.Overall,a pretty good day.
Despite that,the day didn't start out too good.I had a stomach ache when I woke up.I also had to rush to the bathroom downstairs because I had to really go when I woke up this morning.Fortunately,it wasn't a diarrhea attack,but it felt like it.Not only that,as a result of me not feeling well and also what happened on Thursday,I wound up masturbating.I did feel lousy afterwards but after asking the creator for forgiveness,I felt better emotionally but I still didn't feel good physically due to the upset stomach that I had.
After I ate a light breakfast,which included a bowl of cereal,a couple cups of coffee and a glass of orange juice,I watched a movie for a while and I done my personal PC work.I even managed to register several more bills at Where's George that I had received in change yesterday,including last night,alongside the other personal stuff that I had to do online.
When I did go out,I was glad to get some air because my stomach was also feeling better as I was inhaling the air around me.While I was out,I had a burger at Wendy's to tie me over until dinner.I also felt a lot better after eating that.
My night of entertaining the crowd went great.It was yet another awesone night.I also had a friend along who came there on his bicycle and we both had a blast together.Though the place was pretty dead,I still had a great time entertaining the crowd and I am looking forward to next week.I hope that next Saturday night is even better.
As for tonight,I am thinking of going out and having a drink with the guys at the place where I entertain.I am hoping to have some really nice conversations with any guys that are there.
Tomorrow is my day off.But I do have an appointment with the med manager at the local hospital tomorrow afternoon and I am hoping that the meeting with her goes well.
That was my weekend and my hopes for the start of the new week.FJ
Saturday, May 17, 2008
Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.
This afternoon,I got a call from the Christian counselor that I talked with last Saturday and this past Monday.The first real telephone session went great.It was simply formalities where he asked me a few questions and wanted to know more of my background.I shared that with him and after the time was up,we ended.It was great to talk with him and I think that this will work out very well for me.It was great.
For the rest of the afternoon,I did my personal PC work and I also relaxed and watched a movie foir much of the time.During the rest of the afternoon,I made my bed and I also went and ran an errand for my mom.It was nothing much.It was just for a small item.But I had to get out and get some air anyway and I also managed to do something for myself.It was a nice day and I got to do a lot.
Before I ate dinner,I bathed for a while because I needed to.I am going to go out tonight and I wanted to make sure that I was nice and clean.
After a light dinner,I decided to e-mail a friend of mine after she e-mailed me this morning and share my day on here.Overall,a lovely and terrific day.
I will be going out to sing tonight for my friends.I look forward to singing each and every night and I also enjoy what I do.I am also overjoyed that the people enjoy what I do.I hope that things go well for me tonight.Though I rarely have an off night,I always hope for things to go well for me because you never know what might happen.But I have the feeling that things will work out for me.But still,I hope.
As for tomorrow,I have not made any plans but whatever I do,I hope that it benefits me in a positive way.
That was my day today and my hopes for the rest of the weekend.FJ
This afternoon,I got a call from the Christian counselor that I talked with last Saturday and this past Monday.The first real telephone session went great.It was simply formalities where he asked me a few questions and wanted to know more of my background.I shared that with him and after the time was up,we ended.It was great to talk with him and I think that this will work out very well for me.It was great.
For the rest of the afternoon,I did my personal PC work and I also relaxed and watched a movie foir much of the time.During the rest of the afternoon,I made my bed and I also went and ran an errand for my mom.It was nothing much.It was just for a small item.But I had to get out and get some air anyway and I also managed to do something for myself.It was a nice day and I got to do a lot.
Before I ate dinner,I bathed for a while because I needed to.I am going to go out tonight and I wanted to make sure that I was nice and clean.
After a light dinner,I decided to e-mail a friend of mine after she e-mailed me this morning and share my day on here.Overall,a lovely and terrific day.
I will be going out to sing tonight for my friends.I look forward to singing each and every night and I also enjoy what I do.I am also overjoyed that the people enjoy what I do.I hope that things go well for me tonight.Though I rarely have an off night,I always hope for things to go well for me because you never know what might happen.But I have the feeling that things will work out for me.But still,I hope.
As for tomorrow,I have not made any plans but whatever I do,I hope that it benefits me in a positive way.
That was my day today and my hopes for the rest of the weekend.FJ
Friday, May 16, 2008
Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.
The work shift went by as well as it did.There wasn't an awful lot for me to do.I simply did a few loads and bagged everything that was clean and I simply dropped it off at the rehab center.After that,I went to cash my paycheck.
I also managed to go over to a friends house but he wasn't home.I gave the message to his live in girlfriend and she informed me that she would let him know.
After I got home,I dropped off all my stuff and I left to do some shopping while my mom prepared dinner.I had to pick up a few things that she needed.It was only a small load to buy.But I managed to get everything that she needed and I also got something for myself.I bought myself a new dress shirt at Sears that was on sale for 1/2 off the regular retail price.It was really a wonderful day and I had a blast while I was out.
After a light dinner,I finished my personal PC work and I also registered a few more bills at Where's George.I registered a whole bunch of bills that I got when I cashed my paycheck.After that,I did a scan on my computer to check for viruses and spyware and I am glad to report that my computer database is clean.
I am just glad that the weekend is finally here.I am looking forward to entertaining the crowd and I am also hoping that the evening goes well for me,too.I always look forward to entertaining the crowd because I love to entertain people.
As for Sunday,I have not made any plans but whatever I do,I hope that it benefits me in a positive way.
That was my day today and my hopes for the weekend ahead.FJ
The work shift went by as well as it did.There wasn't an awful lot for me to do.I simply did a few loads and bagged everything that was clean and I simply dropped it off at the rehab center.After that,I went to cash my paycheck.
I also managed to go over to a friends house but he wasn't home.I gave the message to his live in girlfriend and she informed me that she would let him know.
After I got home,I dropped off all my stuff and I left to do some shopping while my mom prepared dinner.I had to pick up a few things that she needed.It was only a small load to buy.But I managed to get everything that she needed and I also got something for myself.I bought myself a new dress shirt at Sears that was on sale for 1/2 off the regular retail price.It was really a wonderful day and I had a blast while I was out.
After a light dinner,I finished my personal PC work and I also registered a few more bills at Where's George.I registered a whole bunch of bills that I got when I cashed my paycheck.After that,I did a scan on my computer to check for viruses and spyware and I am glad to report that my computer database is clean.
I am just glad that the weekend is finally here.I am looking forward to entertaining the crowd and I am also hoping that the evening goes well for me,too.I always look forward to entertaining the crowd because I love to entertain people.
As for Sunday,I have not made any plans but whatever I do,I hope that it benefits me in a positive way.
That was my day today and my hopes for the weekend ahead.FJ
Thursday, May 15, 2008
Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty good day today.
The work day went by pretty smoothly despite a minor negative word exchange with someone during the lunch break.But fortunately,it was the end of my shift and I was just glad that I was going home.After I finished my work,I dropped everything off at the work site and headed for home.
When I got home,I tried to do my personal computer work but couldn't due to some computer issues.The only thing that I did was that I registered a few bills at Where's George before taking my mom to a local supermarket to do her shopping.After I dropped her off,I went to my mechanic's garage to get an oil change done.I felt that it needed to get done and I had been holding off on it.But today,I got it done.I was glad that I got it accomplished.After that,I went and had a burger at Wendy's and I also had to return to my mechanic's garage to pick up something that I forgot when I left there after the oil change was done.I went and picked up my mom afterwards.
After a light dinner,I finished my personal computer work and I also had to visit with a friend for a while and to give him something.After talking with him for a few minutes,I went home and I am now relaxing there as I am typing this.
The weekend is almost here.I am eagerly awaiting this.I will be doing my usual entertaining the crowd and I am hoping that it goes well.Though it is only two days away,I feel that it's never too early to hope.
Tomorrow is another work day.I am hoping that the shift goes well.After that,it's the weekend.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
The work day went by pretty smoothly despite a minor negative word exchange with someone during the lunch break.But fortunately,it was the end of my shift and I was just glad that I was going home.After I finished my work,I dropped everything off at the work site and headed for home.
When I got home,I tried to do my personal computer work but couldn't due to some computer issues.The only thing that I did was that I registered a few bills at Where's George before taking my mom to a local supermarket to do her shopping.After I dropped her off,I went to my mechanic's garage to get an oil change done.I felt that it needed to get done and I had been holding off on it.But today,I got it done.I was glad that I got it accomplished.After that,I went and had a burger at Wendy's and I also had to return to my mechanic's garage to pick up something that I forgot when I left there after the oil change was done.I went and picked up my mom afterwards.
After a light dinner,I finished my personal computer work and I also had to visit with a friend for a while and to give him something.After talking with him for a few minutes,I went home and I am now relaxing there as I am typing this.
The weekend is almost here.I am eagerly awaiting this.I will be doing my usual entertaining the crowd and I am hoping that it goes well.Though it is only two days away,I feel that it's never too early to hope.
Tomorrow is another work day.I am hoping that the shift goes well.After that,it's the weekend.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
Wednesday, May 14, 2008
Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty good day today.
The laundry pick-up went well as I didn't have too much to pick up.After that,I had my lunch and I finished my day.I had to mail out a couple of things at the post office and I had to pick up a couple of groceries at the supermarket.What I had to get was for dinner tonight.
When I got home,I registered a dollar bill that I got in change from the post office at Where's George.It was a brand new looking 2006 dollar bill.Before leaving my appointment,I waited for the mail to come.When it did,a movie that I was expecting finally came in.The movie is The Spirit Of '76.It is about these three time travellers from the year 2176,where the USA is now a desolate wasteland,embark on a time travel to 1776 in hopes of bringing back the US Constitution and save the American way.But they wind up in 1976 by mistake due to a computer glitch and right in the middle of the disco era.They run away from cops and a nerd named Snodgrass who is determined to get what he wants and will do anything to get it.The time travellers are hoping to get back to their time and two guys who discover them are helping them and are not going to let nothing stand in their way.I had this movie on VHS first but now that I have the DVD,I can now preserve the VHS tape of this.The movie has '70's icons galore,such as Leif Garrett,Tommy Chong,Rob Reiner.Devo,and David Cassidy.I am happy to have this on DVD.I only paid $1.00 for this on Ebay.What a Deal.
My session with my sexual abuse support counselor went great.I shared with her what went on since my last appointment.I told her everything that went on.My next appointment with her is in two weeks.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the shift goes well.I also have an appointment to have an oil change done tomorrow with my mechanic while my mom is shopping at a local grocery store.After that,I will taking it easy for the rest of the day.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
The laundry pick-up went well as I didn't have too much to pick up.After that,I had my lunch and I finished my day.I had to mail out a couple of things at the post office and I had to pick up a couple of groceries at the supermarket.What I had to get was for dinner tonight.
When I got home,I registered a dollar bill that I got in change from the post office at Where's George.It was a brand new looking 2006 dollar bill.Before leaving my appointment,I waited for the mail to come.When it did,a movie that I was expecting finally came in.The movie is The Spirit Of '76.It is about these three time travellers from the year 2176,where the USA is now a desolate wasteland,embark on a time travel to 1776 in hopes of bringing back the US Constitution and save the American way.But they wind up in 1976 by mistake due to a computer glitch and right in the middle of the disco era.They run away from cops and a nerd named Snodgrass who is determined to get what he wants and will do anything to get it.The time travellers are hoping to get back to their time and two guys who discover them are helping them and are not going to let nothing stand in their way.I had this movie on VHS first but now that I have the DVD,I can now preserve the VHS tape of this.The movie has '70's icons galore,such as Leif Garrett,Tommy Chong,Rob Reiner.Devo,and David Cassidy.I am happy to have this on DVD.I only paid $1.00 for this on Ebay.What a Deal.
My session with my sexual abuse support counselor went great.I shared with her what went on since my last appointment.I told her everything that went on.My next appointment with her is in two weeks.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the shift goes well.I also have an appointment to have an oil change done tomorrow with my mechanic while my mom is shopping at a local grocery store.After that,I will taking it easy for the rest of the day.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
Tuesday, May 13, 2008
Tonight,I am feeling good.I had a pretty good day today.
The work day went by as smoothly as expected.There wasn't any messes to clean up and I did everything that I had to do in the period of time that I had to do it.Plus,there was no laundry left behind in the washers.That actually made the day worthwhile.
I simply did everything that I needed to do and when I was done,I bagged the clean laundry and dropped it off at the rehab center.After that,I headed home.
After finishing off my computer work,I had a nice dinner and I watched the news for a while.There was not anything new.It was simply dedicated to a recap of the tense standoff that happened on the I-190 yesterday evening.Fortunately,it ended with the gunman in custody and his lady friend undergoing some psychiatric evaluation.Nobody got seriously hurt and that was good.
After watching the news,I headed for tonight's SSA Recovery support group meeting.I had a lot that I needed to share tonight.
The meeting tonight went great.I actually got a lot more out of it.We talked about a lot of things and our accountability and everything else that we needed to get off of our chests.It was wonderful to hear and be heard.I am looking forward to next Tuesday's meeting and I am hoping that the meeting next Tuesday is as wonderful as tonights.
Tomorrow is simply a pick-up day.I am hoping that the pick-up goes smoothly with no messes to clean up.I also have my appointment with my sexual abuse support counselor tomorrow afternoon and I am hoping that the session goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
The work day went by as smoothly as expected.There wasn't any messes to clean up and I did everything that I had to do in the period of time that I had to do it.Plus,there was no laundry left behind in the washers.That actually made the day worthwhile.
I simply did everything that I needed to do and when I was done,I bagged the clean laundry and dropped it off at the rehab center.After that,I headed home.
After finishing off my computer work,I had a nice dinner and I watched the news for a while.There was not anything new.It was simply dedicated to a recap of the tense standoff that happened on the I-190 yesterday evening.Fortunately,it ended with the gunman in custody and his lady friend undergoing some psychiatric evaluation.Nobody got seriously hurt and that was good.
After watching the news,I headed for tonight's SSA Recovery support group meeting.I had a lot that I needed to share tonight.
The meeting tonight went great.I actually got a lot more out of it.We talked about a lot of things and our accountability and everything else that we needed to get off of our chests.It was wonderful to hear and be heard.I am looking forward to next Tuesday's meeting and I am hoping that the meeting next Tuesday is as wonderful as tonights.
Tomorrow is simply a pick-up day.I am hoping that the pick-up goes smoothly with no messes to clean up.I also have my appointment with my sexual abuse support counselor tomorrow afternoon and I am hoping that the session goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
Monday, May 12, 2008
Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.
Today was my day off.It was a nice sunny day outside today and I had a few things that I had to do.Most of what I had to do was mostly errands for my mom.But before I could do that,I had to mail out a money order for payment on an order that I had made last month via a website that sells nothing but vinyl.I mailed out the money order after a long delay and when I got home later in the day,I phoned the people to let them know that the money order was on the way.They said okay and we hung up.
The first errand that I had to do was to pick up a few things for my mom at a local supermarket.These were things that my mother needed for dinner tomorrow.After I returned from the post office,I went and got the stuff.
When I got home,my mom and I decided to order a few things from a Mexican restaurant that just opened up not too long ago.I have also been wanting to give it a try since I read a positive review in one of the local newspapers.When I got there,I phoned my mom from the restaurant on my cell phone and explained some of the combo meals that they had.She simply told me to order what I wanted for the both of us and that was it.I ordered two combos of a taco,a burritto with rice and refried beans on the side.We also got some complimentary tortilla chips and salsa.After paying for the food,I bought a jar of mild salsa at the local supermarket just in case if the salsa they supplied was hot and spicy,which it was.Overall,the food was excellent and we are thinking of ordering more from them again.
After eating,I decided to go out and get an dipped ice cream cone at a local Dairy Queen.The TV was providing continuous coverage of a standoff on the I-190 for a while and I figured that it was high time to step out for a while with this getting all the notice.When I got home,I heard that the standoff was over and they would be giving info on how it ended at 11:00p.m.I just hope that it did work out very well and that the guy involved who started it didn't get too badly hurt.
The Christian counselor that I e-mailed and talked to on Friday night called me tonight.The call was to simply set up appropriate times to talk to me and what the telephone sessions would entail.It was only a two minute conversation but I am eagerly awaiting the phone call.I know that it will be a long wait but I am hoping to get an awful lot out of this.
As stated,I am taking a breather from the anger management/conflict resolution group for a while.It has been becoming pretty crowded and I feel that I need to take some time off and think things over.I feel that this will be a much needed break.
Tomorrow is a work day and I am hoping that the day goes smoothly.I also have my SSA recovery support group tomorrow night and I am hoping that the meeting goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
Today was my day off.It was a nice sunny day outside today and I had a few things that I had to do.Most of what I had to do was mostly errands for my mom.But before I could do that,I had to mail out a money order for payment on an order that I had made last month via a website that sells nothing but vinyl.I mailed out the money order after a long delay and when I got home later in the day,I phoned the people to let them know that the money order was on the way.They said okay and we hung up.
The first errand that I had to do was to pick up a few things for my mom at a local supermarket.These were things that my mother needed for dinner tomorrow.After I returned from the post office,I went and got the stuff.
When I got home,my mom and I decided to order a few things from a Mexican restaurant that just opened up not too long ago.I have also been wanting to give it a try since I read a positive review in one of the local newspapers.When I got there,I phoned my mom from the restaurant on my cell phone and explained some of the combo meals that they had.She simply told me to order what I wanted for the both of us and that was it.I ordered two combos of a taco,a burritto with rice and refried beans on the side.We also got some complimentary tortilla chips and salsa.After paying for the food,I bought a jar of mild salsa at the local supermarket just in case if the salsa they supplied was hot and spicy,which it was.Overall,the food was excellent and we are thinking of ordering more from them again.
After eating,I decided to go out and get an dipped ice cream cone at a local Dairy Queen.The TV was providing continuous coverage of a standoff on the I-190 for a while and I figured that it was high time to step out for a while with this getting all the notice.When I got home,I heard that the standoff was over and they would be giving info on how it ended at 11:00p.m.I just hope that it did work out very well and that the guy involved who started it didn't get too badly hurt.
The Christian counselor that I e-mailed and talked to on Friday night called me tonight.The call was to simply set up appropriate times to talk to me and what the telephone sessions would entail.It was only a two minute conversation but I am eagerly awaiting the phone call.I know that it will be a long wait but I am hoping to get an awful lot out of this.
As stated,I am taking a breather from the anger management/conflict resolution group for a while.It has been becoming pretty crowded and I feel that I need to take some time off and think things over.I feel that this will be a much needed break.
Tomorrow is a work day and I am hoping that the day goes smoothly.I also have my SSA recovery support group tomorrow night and I am hoping that the meeting goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
Sunday, May 11, 2008
Happy Mother's Day to all the mother's out there.
Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.After I dropped my mom off at my sister's house for Mother's day,I went and did a few things.First,I went and had a couple of slices of pizza and I went to a supermarket to get a bottle of Half & Half for my mom.I also went and got a bag of Combo's Zesty Salsa Tortilla snacks at a convienience store.On the way home,I saw an ice cream truck and had myself a chocolate ice cream cone with chocolate sprinkles when it finally pulled over onto a side on another street in my area.
On the way home after finishing my ice cream,it started to rain.I managed to make it home before the huge storm set in and when I went into the house,I finished my personal computer work.It was nothing much really.It was simply to finish some last minute e-mail work that I had to do.Now that it's finished,I can now say that my day is complete,although I still need to do a couple more things online before the day is through.It is just a small thing and I will get it done a little later after I pick my mother up from my sister's house in a few minutes.
Overall,this was a pretty good day.
My night of entertaining the crowd went over great.I even managed to try out a new song by The Beatles off the Let It Be album.The crowd responded very enthusiastically.It was a wonderful night and I had a blast.
Tomorrow is my day off.I am hoping that the day goes well.As stated last week,I am taking a breather from the anger management/conflict resolution support groups for a while.I need to think things over while I am taking a break.I am also preparing to talk with a Christian counselor tomorrow night when he calls me.I e-mailed him Friday and he informed me by phone that he will not be able to read my e-mail to him until Monday.I am hoping that my first telephone counseling session with him goes well and I am hoping that the whole experience in the long run affects me in a positive way and that I get some real benefits out of this.
During the day tomorrow,my mom and I have made plans to go grocery shopping if the weather allows it.
As for the rest of the day,I might go out and have a drink or two with the guys before turning in.I am hoping to have some great conversations with any guys that will be there.
That was my weekend and my hopes for the start of the new week.FJ
Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.After I dropped my mom off at my sister's house for Mother's day,I went and did a few things.First,I went and had a couple of slices of pizza and I went to a supermarket to get a bottle of Half & Half for my mom.I also went and got a bag of Combo's Zesty Salsa Tortilla snacks at a convienience store.On the way home,I saw an ice cream truck and had myself a chocolate ice cream cone with chocolate sprinkles when it finally pulled over onto a side on another street in my area.
On the way home after finishing my ice cream,it started to rain.I managed to make it home before the huge storm set in and when I went into the house,I finished my personal computer work.It was nothing much really.It was simply to finish some last minute e-mail work that I had to do.Now that it's finished,I can now say that my day is complete,although I still need to do a couple more things online before the day is through.It is just a small thing and I will get it done a little later after I pick my mother up from my sister's house in a few minutes.
Overall,this was a pretty good day.
My night of entertaining the crowd went over great.I even managed to try out a new song by The Beatles off the Let It Be album.The crowd responded very enthusiastically.It was a wonderful night and I had a blast.
Tomorrow is my day off.I am hoping that the day goes well.As stated last week,I am taking a breather from the anger management/conflict resolution support groups for a while.I need to think things over while I am taking a break.I am also preparing to talk with a Christian counselor tomorrow night when he calls me.I e-mailed him Friday and he informed me by phone that he will not be able to read my e-mail to him until Monday.I am hoping that my first telephone counseling session with him goes well and I am hoping that the whole experience in the long run affects me in a positive way and that I get some real benefits out of this.
During the day tomorrow,my mom and I have made plans to go grocery shopping if the weather allows it.
As for the rest of the day,I might go out and have a drink or two with the guys before turning in.I am hoping to have some great conversations with any guys that will be there.
That was my weekend and my hopes for the start of the new week.FJ
Saturday, May 10, 2008
Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.
I was busy running errands and I managed to get a few things done for myself.First,I went to a library in another area of Western New York to print a very important e-mail that was sent to me over a month ago.It was simply a file and I needed to print it to read during my spare time because I don't have my printer hooked up as of yet.I also printed a recipe off Yahoo food and that was great.
I also had a light lunch of a slice of pizza and a bottled water.After that,I drove back to the city to finish my errands.
While on the way back,I wound up in a huge traffic jam.It was bumper to bumper and really hard to try to get anywhere due to all the cars there.Though I was a little disgusted,I went at the pace as every other driver on the expressway.It took about 10 minutes but everything was running smoothly when the New York State Police arrived at the scene.Originally,I thought it was an accident but it turned out to be a car stalled.Again,things started running smoothly and I managed to finish everything that I needed to finish.
I had to get a bottle of pain reliever for my mom and I had to get a few things for myself.The main thing that I had to get was a phone card to extend my service date and get extra minutes.Now,my cell phone has over 130 minutes on it and I am okay until August.The other things that I got were a few personal things.
After a light dinner,I registered a few more bills at Where's George.I also finished off some last minute personal PC work.I still have a lot more to do before I can shut the computer down for the night.
Tonight,I will be singing for the crowd.I am looking forward to that.I always look forward to entertaining the crowd.I hope that the evening goes well for me.Though I rarely have an off night,I still hope for things to go well.You never know what might happen.But I have the feeling that everything is going to work out fine.Still,I hope.
Last night,while watching a movie,I did a scan for viruses and spyware on my computer and my computer is clean.There were no threats of any kind in my database.
As for tomorrow,I haven't decided what I am going to do.But whatever I do,I hope that it benefits me in a positive way.
That was my day today and my hopes for the rest of the weekend.FJ
I was busy running errands and I managed to get a few things done for myself.First,I went to a library in another area of Western New York to print a very important e-mail that was sent to me over a month ago.It was simply a file and I needed to print it to read during my spare time because I don't have my printer hooked up as of yet.I also printed a recipe off Yahoo food and that was great.
I also had a light lunch of a slice of pizza and a bottled water.After that,I drove back to the city to finish my errands.
While on the way back,I wound up in a huge traffic jam.It was bumper to bumper and really hard to try to get anywhere due to all the cars there.Though I was a little disgusted,I went at the pace as every other driver on the expressway.It took about 10 minutes but everything was running smoothly when the New York State Police arrived at the scene.Originally,I thought it was an accident but it turned out to be a car stalled.Again,things started running smoothly and I managed to finish everything that I needed to finish.
I had to get a bottle of pain reliever for my mom and I had to get a few things for myself.The main thing that I had to get was a phone card to extend my service date and get extra minutes.Now,my cell phone has over 130 minutes on it and I am okay until August.The other things that I got were a few personal things.
After a light dinner,I registered a few more bills at Where's George.I also finished off some last minute personal PC work.I still have a lot more to do before I can shut the computer down for the night.
Tonight,I will be singing for the crowd.I am looking forward to that.I always look forward to entertaining the crowd.I hope that the evening goes well for me.Though I rarely have an off night,I still hope for things to go well.You never know what might happen.But I have the feeling that everything is going to work out fine.Still,I hope.
Last night,while watching a movie,I did a scan for viruses and spyware on my computer and my computer is clean.There were no threats of any kind in my database.
As for tomorrow,I haven't decided what I am going to do.But whatever I do,I hope that it benefits me in a positive way.
That was my day today and my hopes for the rest of the weekend.FJ
Friday, May 09, 2008
Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.
The work shift went by smoothly.But I almost didn't have anything to eat when I got to work.Apparently,there wasn't enough food and most of the people there got it all.But the staff person who served let me have the rest of some Chinese take out that she didn't finish.I accepted this because I felt that it was better than going hungry and she was polite enough to offer this to me as a way of making up for what happened.At least,I got something to eat anyway.
After work,I had to mail out a few more letter for my mom before heading for home.When I goty home,I took it easy and did some last minute computer work before going out again to get a few Mother's Day cards for my mom to give to my niece,my sister and an adopted sister that we had for a long time.Overall,a pretty good day.
After having a light dinner,I registered some more bills at Where's George,including what I got when I cashed my paycheck at the bank earlier.I also e-mailed a counselor that I hope to hear from soon and I also e-mailed a couple of friends.I still have a lot to do before settling down for the night.
I am now relaxing.I am awaiting tomorrow night when I will be entertaining the crowd again by singing.I look forward to doing that every week and I always have a blast doing it.I am looking forward to that and I hope that all goes well.As for Sunday,I haven't made any plans but whatever I do,I hope that it affects me in a positive manner.
That was my day today and my hopes for the weekend ahead.FJ
The work shift went by smoothly.But I almost didn't have anything to eat when I got to work.Apparently,there wasn't enough food and most of the people there got it all.But the staff person who served let me have the rest of some Chinese take out that she didn't finish.I accepted this because I felt that it was better than going hungry and she was polite enough to offer this to me as a way of making up for what happened.At least,I got something to eat anyway.
After work,I had to mail out a few more letter for my mom before heading for home.When I goty home,I took it easy and did some last minute computer work before going out again to get a few Mother's Day cards for my mom to give to my niece,my sister and an adopted sister that we had for a long time.Overall,a pretty good day.
After having a light dinner,I registered some more bills at Where's George,including what I got when I cashed my paycheck at the bank earlier.I also e-mailed a counselor that I hope to hear from soon and I also e-mailed a couple of friends.I still have a lot to do before settling down for the night.
I am now relaxing.I am awaiting tomorrow night when I will be entertaining the crowd again by singing.I look forward to doing that every week and I always have a blast doing it.I am looking forward to that and I hope that all goes well.As for Sunday,I haven't made any plans but whatever I do,I hope that it affects me in a positive manner.
That was my day today and my hopes for the weekend ahead.FJ
Thursday, May 08, 2008
Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty good day today.
The work shift went by smoothly and I also had a wonderful lunch period.This time,there was no laundry left behind in the washers and I also managed to get a lot done.After I finished,I dropped off everything that was clean and headed for home.On the way,I stopped at a local Dollar General store to pick up a box of hot cereal.
When I got home,I finished some personal computer work that I had started earlier on my break from work and also took it easy for a while.For most of the afternoon,I was alone in the house because my mom went with my niece to get her hair done.I simply watched some favorite scenes from some of the DVD's that I have and had fun.
When my mom got back home,I left the house to get some stuff for dinner tonight.It was nothing much.We were going to have a light dinner of hot dogs,baked beans and some potatoes and I needed to get these things so we could eat.
After I got home,we ate and I went upstairs to finally make my bed,which I had been meaning to do all day but held off until after I ate.
I am now relaxing.It was a pretty decent day and it was just typical.It's hard to believe that the weekend is almost here and I am looking forward to that.
Tomorrow is another work day.I am hoping that the shift goes by smoothly.After that,as stated,it's the weekend.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day tomorrow.FJ
The work shift went by smoothly and I also had a wonderful lunch period.This time,there was no laundry left behind in the washers and I also managed to get a lot done.After I finished,I dropped off everything that was clean and headed for home.On the way,I stopped at a local Dollar General store to pick up a box of hot cereal.
When I got home,I finished some personal computer work that I had started earlier on my break from work and also took it easy for a while.For most of the afternoon,I was alone in the house because my mom went with my niece to get her hair done.I simply watched some favorite scenes from some of the DVD's that I have and had fun.
When my mom got back home,I left the house to get some stuff for dinner tonight.It was nothing much.We were going to have a light dinner of hot dogs,baked beans and some potatoes and I needed to get these things so we could eat.
After I got home,we ate and I went upstairs to finally make my bed,which I had been meaning to do all day but held off until after I ate.
I am now relaxing.It was a pretty decent day and it was just typical.It's hard to believe that the weekend is almost here and I am looking forward to that.
Tomorrow is another work day.I am hoping that the shift goes by smoothly.After that,as stated,it's the weekend.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day tomorrow.FJ
Wednesday, May 07, 2008
Tonight,I am feeling okay.The laundry pick up went smoothly without any messes to clean up.I also had a very smooth lunch period after I picked up everything and I sorted everything out after I ate.
Afterwards,I had to mail out a few important letters for my mom and I also had to go to the bank to withdraw some money for her.I went home afterwards.
When I got home,I laid down but somehow there was some unresolved emotional issue that I had because I wound up masturbating as I was laying down.I did feel bad afterwards but after asking God to forgive me,I felt better and I also had to forgive myself so I could feel much better about myself.
After registering the bills that I withdrew for my mom at Where's George,I went to do some grocery shopping for my because for Saturday's dinner,my mom wants to try something different.She saw this different sort of pizza in a recipe magazine and she would like to try it.I went out to the supermarket to purchase the items that she needed.
Whiel I was at the checkout,I ran into an old schoolmate of mine.It was a young lady who I graduated with.At first,she didn't recognize me but when I revealed my name to her,she automatically recognized me by my name and asked me how I was doing.I did the same and we talked for a while while we were there because she had forgoten her wallet at home and she had to call her live in girlfriend whose been helping her out since she was diagnosed with a medical condition that rendered her right eye blind.While we were waiting,I chose to stay with her because I didn't want anything to happen to her.During that time,we talked about school and how it had been so long since our 2000 class reunion,including people that we knew through school.After that,we parted and I headed for home because I didn't want to be caught in a rainstorm that was coming.It was great to have seen her after all of this time and even though she felt that I was doing better than she,I assured her that "nobody's better or worse.It's just that sometimes things happen that go beyond our strength and we just have to deal with them when they come about."Again,it was wonderful to see her.
After a light dinner,I decided to finish up some last minute computer work before retiring for the evening.I have to get up tomorrow so I felt that it should be best to finish off some last minute work and I can relax.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the shift goes well.After that,I have the rest of the day free.I haven't decided what I am going to do.But whatever I do,I hope that it will benefit me in a positive way.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
Afterwards,I had to mail out a few important letters for my mom and I also had to go to the bank to withdraw some money for her.I went home afterwards.
When I got home,I laid down but somehow there was some unresolved emotional issue that I had because I wound up masturbating as I was laying down.I did feel bad afterwards but after asking God to forgive me,I felt better and I also had to forgive myself so I could feel much better about myself.
After registering the bills that I withdrew for my mom at Where's George,I went to do some grocery shopping for my because for Saturday's dinner,my mom wants to try something different.She saw this different sort of pizza in a recipe magazine and she would like to try it.I went out to the supermarket to purchase the items that she needed.
Whiel I was at the checkout,I ran into an old schoolmate of mine.It was a young lady who I graduated with.At first,she didn't recognize me but when I revealed my name to her,she automatically recognized me by my name and asked me how I was doing.I did the same and we talked for a while while we were there because she had forgoten her wallet at home and she had to call her live in girlfriend whose been helping her out since she was diagnosed with a medical condition that rendered her right eye blind.While we were waiting,I chose to stay with her because I didn't want anything to happen to her.During that time,we talked about school and how it had been so long since our 2000 class reunion,including people that we knew through school.After that,we parted and I headed for home because I didn't want to be caught in a rainstorm that was coming.It was great to have seen her after all of this time and even though she felt that I was doing better than she,I assured her that "nobody's better or worse.It's just that sometimes things happen that go beyond our strength and we just have to deal with them when they come about."Again,it was wonderful to see her.
After a light dinner,I decided to finish up some last minute computer work before retiring for the evening.I have to get up tomorrow so I felt that it should be best to finish off some last minute work and I can relax.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the shift goes well.After that,I have the rest of the day free.I haven't decided what I am going to do.But whatever I do,I hope that it will benefit me in a positive way.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
Tuesday, May 06, 2008
Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty smooth work day today.There wasn't much to do.Not only that,there were NO laundry loads left behind by the previous days person,which made me feel good.I simply did what I had to do and after I was finished,I bagged everything and headed for home.
When I got home,I finished my personal computer work and despite some minor issues with the internet,I managed to get everything done.I was glad to get it done.I even checked out a few websites to see if there was anything that I was looking for.I couldn't find anything but it was fun to simply browse and check the sites out.
After a light diiner,I decided to do some more last minute computer work before going to my SSA recovery support group.I figured that now would be a good time to do that because I won't have the time to do that once I got home.Plus,I do need to get to some more sleep.Aside from that meeting,I had to pick up a few things for my mom on the way home.
The meeting actually went great.It was wonderful to hear and to be heard.I feel better now that I have been going to that group.I am looking forward to next week's meeting.After tonight,there are only three more meeting left.
Tomorrow is simply a pick-up day.I am hoping that the pick-up goes smoothly.As for what I will do the rest of the day,I haven't made any plans.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
When I got home,I finished my personal computer work and despite some minor issues with the internet,I managed to get everything done.I was glad to get it done.I even checked out a few websites to see if there was anything that I was looking for.I couldn't find anything but it was fun to simply browse and check the sites out.
After a light diiner,I decided to do some more last minute computer work before going to my SSA recovery support group.I figured that now would be a good time to do that because I won't have the time to do that once I got home.Plus,I do need to get to some more sleep.Aside from that meeting,I had to pick up a few things for my mom on the way home.
The meeting actually went great.It was wonderful to hear and to be heard.I feel better now that I have been going to that group.I am looking forward to next week's meeting.After tonight,there are only three more meeting left.
Tomorrow is simply a pick-up day.I am hoping that the pick-up goes smoothly.As for what I will do the rest of the day,I haven't made any plans.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
Monday, May 05, 2008
Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a not too eventful day today.I only did a few things.Two things for myself and the other things for myself.I mailed out a couple of payments for bills that I had to pay and I also went to Wal-Mart to get a few personal things.I went to a few local supermarkets to get some stuff for my mom and for dinner tonight.I actually manged to find everything ane get everything done in a short time and I felt like I had accomplished a lot.
I also had to do half of my personal PC work after I ate a light dinner.I couldn't finish it all because I had my anger management/conflict resolution support group tonight.So,I put it off.
The meeting went great.It was wonderful to hear and be heard.But starting next week,I am going to be putting these meetings on hold.I am going to have to think things over for a while because this started out pretty small but now it has grown.I have been feeling claustrophobic as of late with all the people and since that it really isn't a requirement to be at the meetings,I am going to take it easy and only go if I really need to go.According to my supervisors and colleagues,I have been doing great in holding my own and that is making me feel good.Again,I am going to put these meetings on hold and think things over for a while.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the day goes smoothly.I also have my SSA recovery support group tomorrow night and I am hoping that the meeting goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for teh day ahead.FJ
I also had to do half of my personal PC work after I ate a light dinner.I couldn't finish it all because I had my anger management/conflict resolution support group tonight.So,I put it off.
The meeting went great.It was wonderful to hear and be heard.But starting next week,I am going to be putting these meetings on hold.I am going to have to think things over for a while because this started out pretty small but now it has grown.I have been feeling claustrophobic as of late with all the people and since that it really isn't a requirement to be at the meetings,I am going to take it easy and only go if I really need to go.According to my supervisors and colleagues,I have been doing great in holding my own and that is making me feel good.Again,I am going to put these meetings on hold and think things over for a while.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the day goes smoothly.I also have my SSA recovery support group tomorrow night and I am hoping that the meeting goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for teh day ahead.FJ
Sunday, May 04, 2008
Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a very exciting day today.
Though I did,the day didn't start out too good for me.I gave into temptation and I wound up masturbating.The reason why this happened was because of the emotional roller coaster that I went through this week with the accident that I was involved in and what had happened on Thursday with the Wednesday worker leaving a huge load in the washer and it was sopping wet due to it being in the machine all night Wednesday and early Thursday morning.It was just an up and down week and I am glad that it is almost over.
I didn't let the relapse get me down.I did go out for a while.After having a few slices of pizza for lunch,I went to an AMVETS thrift store in Depew NY and I found some more rare vinyl.Most of the stuff was promotional and I even found a rare test disc from the late 1980's.I also found several 8-Tracks and a few 45 r.p.m. singles.This turned out to be a pretty exciting day and I was no longer sad about my relapse.I actually forgot all about it and that made me feel good.I also talked with a friend of mine from out of town for a while on the phone and it was wonderful.After talking with him,I decided to finish off some last minute computer work.I am now caught up.
Last night,my night of entertaining the crowd went great.It was a wonderful night.I had a blast and my performance was well received.I had fun and I am looking forward to next Saturday night.
I am thinking of going out and having a drink or two with the guys at the place where I entertain.It will be great to get out and have some nice conversation.
Tomorrow is my day off.I do have a meeting with my anger management/conflict resolution support group.I haven't really decided if I am going to go or not.But if I do,I hope that the meeting goes well.
That was my weeekend and my hopes for the start of the new week.FJ
Though I did,the day didn't start out too good for me.I gave into temptation and I wound up masturbating.The reason why this happened was because of the emotional roller coaster that I went through this week with the accident that I was involved in and what had happened on Thursday with the Wednesday worker leaving a huge load in the washer and it was sopping wet due to it being in the machine all night Wednesday and early Thursday morning.It was just an up and down week and I am glad that it is almost over.
I didn't let the relapse get me down.I did go out for a while.After having a few slices of pizza for lunch,I went to an AMVETS thrift store in Depew NY and I found some more rare vinyl.Most of the stuff was promotional and I even found a rare test disc from the late 1980's.I also found several 8-Tracks and a few 45 r.p.m. singles.This turned out to be a pretty exciting day and I was no longer sad about my relapse.I actually forgot all about it and that made me feel good.I also talked with a friend of mine from out of town for a while on the phone and it was wonderful.After talking with him,I decided to finish off some last minute computer work.I am now caught up.
Last night,my night of entertaining the crowd went great.It was a wonderful night.I had a blast and my performance was well received.I had fun and I am looking forward to next Saturday night.
I am thinking of going out and having a drink or two with the guys at the place where I entertain.It will be great to get out and have some nice conversation.
Tomorrow is my day off.I do have a meeting with my anger management/conflict resolution support group.I haven't really decided if I am going to go or not.But if I do,I hope that the meeting goes well.
That was my weeekend and my hopes for the start of the new week.FJ
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