Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a very good day today and a very good day yesterday.
Yesterday,the work day went as well as hoped and I also had a very good lunch period.Despite the day starting out rocky,I managed to have a very good day.The rockyness was when I had to pick up a mess of laundry off the floor in the rehab center's laundry room.Fortunately,it only took me a little less than a minute to get it cleaned up but still,it was a pretty rocky start.After I got to the work site,I had my lunch and I sorted the laundry out when I got it to the basement at the worksite.I started a few loads and that was it.I simply relaxed and waited for the loads to get done.
I also managed to do a few more personal PC work at the social club.But much of the time,I stayed in the basement.After I finished my work,I simply bagged all of the clean and dropped it off at the rehab center and headed for home.
While on the way home,I stopped at a bank to cash my paycheck and I headed for home.I dropped off a few things and I headed for another bank after I did so.I cashed another check for myself and I also cashed a check for my mom.It was money that she needed for the week for some minor things that she needed.After that,I couldn't get online for much of the time because I was having computer issues.I didn't get online until today.But the issues are out of the way and everything is going good.I am hoping that I do not have any issues for a long time to come.
Today,I received a call from the Christian counselor that I arranged to talk to over the phone every other week.It was a wonderful conversation and I got a little bit of consolation for it.It was wonderful to talk with him and I am looking forward to talking with him again in two weeks.
I also ran a few errands for my mom today.I had to pick up a few more minor things that she needed and that was it.I also managed to turn in some bottles that had accumulated in the trunk over the period of several weeks.It was wonderful to finally be rid of them and I also have some extra money.It is also good to have a clean trunk.
When I got home,I bathed and shaved and I ate a light dinner.It was nothing much and it was filling.I also registered a whole bunch of bills at Where's George today,including some that I had gotten in change and from the bottles that I turned in today.I also did some last minute e-mail work and now,I feel that I have fully caught up.
Tonight is also the night that I entertain the crowd.I am going to be singing up a storm tonight and I am hoping that night goes well for me.Though I rarely have an off night,I still hope for things to go well.You never know what might happen.I do have a feeling that everything will work out but still,I hope.
As for tomorrow,I haven't decided what I am going to do.But whatever I do,I hope that it benefits me in a positive way.
That was the past two days for me and my hopes for the rest of the weekend.FJ
Saturday, June 07, 2008
Thursday, June 05, 2008
Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.
The work shift and the accompanying lunch period went smoothly and I managed to get a lot done in the short period of time that I had.While I was waiting for loads that I started to finish in the washers,I started reading a book called Five Steps to Forgiveness by Everett Worthington PH.D.I read the prologue and the first chapter.It seems to be a very interesting read.I think that I am going to get an awful lot out of reading this.The book was loaned to me by the leader of the SSA Recovery support group,which is now winding down.I am looking forward to the final meeting next week.But again,I am going to continue reading the book and as stated,I am hoping to get an awful lot out of this book.
On the way home,I went to the post office to buy a money order to be immediately mailed out because I bought a couple of copies of the classic Disney film Song of the South from an internet retail site from one of the sellers.I bought one for myself and one as a late birthday present for a friend.It will be several days before I receive it but I know that he will be surprised when I present him with the DVD as a surprise birthday present.I mailed out the money order immediately and I also bought a few stamps so my mom's bills could be mailed out.
I also stopped at a supermarket to pick up a pack of boneless pork chops and sour cream.After purchasing the items,I headed for home to take it easy for a while.
While at home,I watched a couple of movies in my DVD player part of my VCR/DVD combo and after I ate dinner,I registered a 5 dollar bill at Where's George that I received in change from the post office and finished off my personal PC work that I had started while on break from work.I now feel that my day is almost complete.I just have a few more personal things that I have to do.
Tomorrow is another work day.I am hoping that the shift goes over well.After that,it's the weekend.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
The work shift and the accompanying lunch period went smoothly and I managed to get a lot done in the short period of time that I had.While I was waiting for loads that I started to finish in the washers,I started reading a book called Five Steps to Forgiveness by Everett Worthington PH.D.I read the prologue and the first chapter.It seems to be a very interesting read.I think that I am going to get an awful lot out of reading this.The book was loaned to me by the leader of the SSA Recovery support group,which is now winding down.I am looking forward to the final meeting next week.But again,I am going to continue reading the book and as stated,I am hoping to get an awful lot out of this book.
On the way home,I went to the post office to buy a money order to be immediately mailed out because I bought a couple of copies of the classic Disney film Song of the South from an internet retail site from one of the sellers.I bought one for myself and one as a late birthday present for a friend.It will be several days before I receive it but I know that he will be surprised when I present him with the DVD as a surprise birthday present.I mailed out the money order immediately and I also bought a few stamps so my mom's bills could be mailed out.
I also stopped at a supermarket to pick up a pack of boneless pork chops and sour cream.After purchasing the items,I headed for home to take it easy for a while.
While at home,I watched a couple of movies in my DVD player part of my VCR/DVD combo and after I ate dinner,I registered a 5 dollar bill at Where's George that I received in change from the post office and finished off my personal PC work that I had started while on break from work.I now feel that my day is almost complete.I just have a few more personal things that I have to do.
Tomorrow is another work day.I am hoping that the shift goes over well.After that,it's the weekend.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
Wednesday, June 04, 2008
Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.
The laundry pick-up went by pretty well.There was no mess to clean up at the rehab center and I simply dropped off the loads that I had and after having lunch,I headed for home.
On the way home,I stopped at a supermarket to pick up a couple of things.It was nothing much.It was simply things that we needed at home and I headed there after that.
When I got home,I simply went upstairs to sort out some piles of record albums in my record room.It was a very big mess and I had to straighten out the piles so they would be neater.I still have some more work that I need to do in there and I will be doing that tomorrow when I get home from work.After that,I simply relaxed and watched a movie in my VCR/DVD combo for a bit and afterwards,I caught up on some much needed last minute personal PC work.
I also went out for a drive earlier.I went out to a small village in the area of New York state that I live in and had an ice cream cone.I was in the mood for one and I wanted to go someplace different for a change then the usual place that I go to in the city that I live.It was great.It was also nice to go elsewhere rather than somewhere in my hometown.It was a great day and I had fun.
I am now relaxing at home.I am also anticipating the next day.Today is almost over.I am just getting prepared for tomorrow and I am hoping that the day goes well.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the shift goes well.I also have an errand to run tomorrow before I go home.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
The laundry pick-up went by pretty well.There was no mess to clean up at the rehab center and I simply dropped off the loads that I had and after having lunch,I headed for home.
On the way home,I stopped at a supermarket to pick up a couple of things.It was nothing much.It was simply things that we needed at home and I headed there after that.
When I got home,I simply went upstairs to sort out some piles of record albums in my record room.It was a very big mess and I had to straighten out the piles so they would be neater.I still have some more work that I need to do in there and I will be doing that tomorrow when I get home from work.After that,I simply relaxed and watched a movie in my VCR/DVD combo for a bit and afterwards,I caught up on some much needed last minute personal PC work.
I also went out for a drive earlier.I went out to a small village in the area of New York state that I live in and had an ice cream cone.I was in the mood for one and I wanted to go someplace different for a change then the usual place that I go to in the city that I live.It was great.It was also nice to go elsewhere rather than somewhere in my hometown.It was a great day and I had fun.
I am now relaxing at home.I am also anticipating the next day.Today is almost over.I am just getting prepared for tomorrow and I am hoping that the day goes well.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the shift goes well.I also have an errand to run tomorrow before I go home.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
Tuesday, June 03, 2008
Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.
The work day went by smoothly.I simply did what I had to do during the time that I needed to do it and the rest took care of itself.After I was done,I simply bagged the clean laundry and dropped it off at the rehab center.
On the way home,I had to make a stop at the bank to withdraw some money for my mom so she can settle a bill with someone she hired to regularly cut our grass.After dropping off a couple of local newspapers at a couple of area resident's houses,I went home.
When I got home,I registered all the bills at Where's George and finished my personal computer work that I had started while I was on break at work.I then had a light dinner after doing so and I left to go to my meeting.
The SSA Recovery meeting went great.It was yet another wonderful meeting.I got a lot out of it as usual and according to the men in the group,I made a huge step.The step that I made was regarding the stuff that my father did to me and the family and what I need to do in order to get this monkey(so to speak)off of me and start moving on.The group leader loaned me a book on how I can accomplish this with the theme of forgiveness.I am going to start reading this book soon because I really need to see how I can effectively do this and try to get on with my life.Again,the meeting went great and I am looking forward to the final meeting next week where we'll be going our separate ways and making future plans in how we're going to continue our paths to SSA Recovery.I am looking forward to that.
The leader did give me a phone number to call regarding a Christian themed sexual addiction group that is ongoing and I am going to call that number tomorrow for some information on how to get there.I am hoping that this is the new beginning of a renewal of my healing journey out of SSA.Again,I am going to call that number tomorrow before I do anything else.
Tomorrow is simply a pick-up day.I am hoping that the pick up goes well.I also have a few errands that I have to run for my mom and I also have to pick up something for the local hospital's mental health unit.For the rest of the day,I haven't decided what I am going to do but whatever it is,I hope that it benefits me is a positive way.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day tomorrow.FJ
The work day went by smoothly.I simply did what I had to do during the time that I needed to do it and the rest took care of itself.After I was done,I simply bagged the clean laundry and dropped it off at the rehab center.
On the way home,I had to make a stop at the bank to withdraw some money for my mom so she can settle a bill with someone she hired to regularly cut our grass.After dropping off a couple of local newspapers at a couple of area resident's houses,I went home.
When I got home,I registered all the bills at Where's George and finished my personal computer work that I had started while I was on break at work.I then had a light dinner after doing so and I left to go to my meeting.
The SSA Recovery meeting went great.It was yet another wonderful meeting.I got a lot out of it as usual and according to the men in the group,I made a huge step.The step that I made was regarding the stuff that my father did to me and the family and what I need to do in order to get this monkey(so to speak)off of me and start moving on.The group leader loaned me a book on how I can accomplish this with the theme of forgiveness.I am going to start reading this book soon because I really need to see how I can effectively do this and try to get on with my life.Again,the meeting went great and I am looking forward to the final meeting next week where we'll be going our separate ways and making future plans in how we're going to continue our paths to SSA Recovery.I am looking forward to that.
The leader did give me a phone number to call regarding a Christian themed sexual addiction group that is ongoing and I am going to call that number tomorrow for some information on how to get there.I am hoping that this is the new beginning of a renewal of my healing journey out of SSA.Again,I am going to call that number tomorrow before I do anything else.
Tomorrow is simply a pick-up day.I am hoping that the pick up goes well.I also have a few errands that I have to run for my mom and I also have to pick up something for the local hospital's mental health unit.For the rest of the day,I haven't decided what I am going to do but whatever it is,I hope that it benefits me is a positive way.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day tomorrow.FJ
Monday, June 02, 2008
Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a very good day today.
Since this was my day off,I only ran a couple of errands for my mom.It was to get a few things.But I could only get only three of one item.The supermarket that I went to was out of a few things.But still,it was better than nothing.
I did make a couple of stops on the way home.But the stores that I stopped at didn't have what I was looking for and I headed for home.
After having a light dinner,I went to register a few more bills at the Where's George website.These were the bills that I had gotten in change after buying the things that my mom needed and the money that she owed me for paying for the groceries.After doing that,I finsihed up some last minute e-mail work and I also did some checking on a site that I posted on to see if my comment was approved,which it was.It was about the Universal Studios fire that had happened yesterday.Fortunately,I just found out that the place,which was the house from the movie Psycho,was spared.I am relieved.That would have been a terrible tragedy if that iconic house would have met an end like that and would have to be rebuilt.But again,it was spared and I am relieved.The unfortunate things is the iconic courthouse clock from the movie Back to the Future and some of the other mock sets,including the King Kong exhibit were destroyed.It will take some time and a lot of money to rebuild these sets to their original luster.But still,it will be well worth it if they did that.
Last night,I went out to have a beer with the guys and we talked about the Universal Studios fire last night while I was there.It seems to be a very much talked about story.I guess that there are a lot of people,such as myself,that was affected by this.Universal Studios happens to be a very important part of American pop culture.Plus,a lot of my favorite movies were released by Universal Studios.I hope that Universal Studios can fully recover from this fire.
When I got home,I watched Psycho last night as a way of showing some appreciation for the hard work and dedication in making this film and also for fearing that the iconic house in the film was destroyed as it was reported by various news sources.But again,I am relieved that the house was spared from the fire.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the day goes smoothly.I also have my SSA Recovery support group tomorrow night.I am hoping that the meeting goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
Since this was my day off,I only ran a couple of errands for my mom.It was to get a few things.But I could only get only three of one item.The supermarket that I went to was out of a few things.But still,it was better than nothing.
I did make a couple of stops on the way home.But the stores that I stopped at didn't have what I was looking for and I headed for home.
After having a light dinner,I went to register a few more bills at the Where's George website.These were the bills that I had gotten in change after buying the things that my mom needed and the money that she owed me for paying for the groceries.After doing that,I finsihed up some last minute e-mail work and I also did some checking on a site that I posted on to see if my comment was approved,which it was.It was about the Universal Studios fire that had happened yesterday.Fortunately,I just found out that the place,which was the house from the movie Psycho,was spared.I am relieved.That would have been a terrible tragedy if that iconic house would have met an end like that and would have to be rebuilt.But again,it was spared and I am relieved.The unfortunate things is the iconic courthouse clock from the movie Back to the Future and some of the other mock sets,including the King Kong exhibit were destroyed.It will take some time and a lot of money to rebuild these sets to their original luster.But still,it will be well worth it if they did that.
Last night,I went out to have a beer with the guys and we talked about the Universal Studios fire last night while I was there.It seems to be a very much talked about story.I guess that there are a lot of people,such as myself,that was affected by this.Universal Studios happens to be a very important part of American pop culture.Plus,a lot of my favorite movies were released by Universal Studios.I hope that Universal Studios can fully recover from this fire.
When I got home,I watched Psycho last night as a way of showing some appreciation for the hard work and dedication in making this film and also for fearing that the iconic house in the film was destroyed as it was reported by various news sources.But again,I am relieved that the house was spared from the fire.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the day goes smoothly.I also have my SSA Recovery support group tomorrow night.I am hoping that the meeting goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
Sunday, June 01, 2008
Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.
I only ran a few errands today.Most of them were for my mom.I had to buy a few things for her and after that,I went and did a couple things for myself.I went to a local Wal-mart to pick up a bottle of Rolaids and I also got a couple(2)jars of salsa.I also bought a couple bags of Sun Chips.I headed for home after that.I knew that my mom was preparing dinner and I wanted to get home and eat so she wouldn't think that I had forgotten her.
When I got home,I unpacked everything and I laid down for a while.I listened to one of my vinyl records while doing so and I also read a book until dinner was ready.
After having dinner,I decided to catch up on some much needed e-mail work.It was nothing much.It was simply some last minute e-mails that I had received while I was out for the day.Still,I had a pretty good day and I managed to get everything I needed to get done.
Last night,my entertaining the crowd went wonderfully great.It was super having a birthday party for my friend that was with me and also having an even bigger audience when a bunch of guys from a bachelor party that was held downstairs decided to come up and watch the karakoers.It was awesome.We sang the Beatles song Birthday from their album known as The White Album and everybody applauded and wished my friend a Happy Birthday.Plus,I got a lot of loud applause from the crowd,mostly from the men who had the bachelor party and even my birthday celebrating friend also got a lot of applause.It was a wonderful night.After doing all of that,I was exhausted.When I dropped off my friend and his live-in girlfriend at their house,I headed for home and went straight to bed.I was really tired and exhausted.
This morning,I overslept.I was hoping to get up to go back to church but I couldn't.I was so exhausted from last night and I was still feeling tired.There is always next Sunday.Next week,I am determined to start getting back to worship and hoping to make some new friends and finally have the healthy relationships that I so desperately need to grow and finally start to really heal from SSA.I have fallen short too many times and I want to start finally feeling something positive.
As for the rest of the evening,I might go out and have a drink with the guys at the place where I entertain.I am hoping to have some really great conversations with the guys there.
Tomorrow is my day off.I have really nothing planned but whatever I do,I hope that it benefits me in a positive manner.
That was my weekend and my hopes for the start of the new week ahead.FJ
I only ran a few errands today.Most of them were for my mom.I had to buy a few things for her and after that,I went and did a couple things for myself.I went to a local Wal-mart to pick up a bottle of Rolaids and I also got a couple(2)jars of salsa.I also bought a couple bags of Sun Chips.I headed for home after that.I knew that my mom was preparing dinner and I wanted to get home and eat so she wouldn't think that I had forgotten her.
When I got home,I unpacked everything and I laid down for a while.I listened to one of my vinyl records while doing so and I also read a book until dinner was ready.
After having dinner,I decided to catch up on some much needed e-mail work.It was nothing much.It was simply some last minute e-mails that I had received while I was out for the day.Still,I had a pretty good day and I managed to get everything I needed to get done.
Last night,my entertaining the crowd went wonderfully great.It was super having a birthday party for my friend that was with me and also having an even bigger audience when a bunch of guys from a bachelor party that was held downstairs decided to come up and watch the karakoers.It was awesome.We sang the Beatles song Birthday from their album known as The White Album and everybody applauded and wished my friend a Happy Birthday.Plus,I got a lot of loud applause from the crowd,mostly from the men who had the bachelor party and even my birthday celebrating friend also got a lot of applause.It was a wonderful night.After doing all of that,I was exhausted.When I dropped off my friend and his live-in girlfriend at their house,I headed for home and went straight to bed.I was really tired and exhausted.
This morning,I overslept.I was hoping to get up to go back to church but I couldn't.I was so exhausted from last night and I was still feeling tired.There is always next Sunday.Next week,I am determined to start getting back to worship and hoping to make some new friends and finally have the healthy relationships that I so desperately need to grow and finally start to really heal from SSA.I have fallen short too many times and I want to start finally feeling something positive.
As for the rest of the evening,I might go out and have a drink with the guys at the place where I entertain.I am hoping to have some really great conversations with the guys there.
Tomorrow is my day off.I have really nothing planned but whatever I do,I hope that it benefits me in a positive manner.
That was my weekend and my hopes for the start of the new week ahead.FJ
Saturday, May 31, 2008
Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.
Today was mostly a lot of rain and thunderstorms.I had to shut down my computer early and as a result of the storms,I couldn't do much of anything.It was a pretty boring and not too eventful of a day for most of the day.But I tried to keep myself entertained the best was that I knew how and it did make me feel better.
Later on,when the storms ceased,I managed to get out of the house to run an errand or two for my mom.It was after I bathed to clean up.I went out to get a few Wendy's sandwiches for dinner because my mom and I felt that this was something different for a change.Plus,I was in the mood for a burger or two.After eating,I heard an ice cream truck coming and I went out to get an ice cream cone because I was in the mood for one.
Tonight's the night that I am going to be entertaining the crowd.I will be singing up a storm tonight and tonight is even more special.I will be helping a friend celebrate his birthday alongisde his girlfriend and an old friend that will be accompanying us tonight.I am hoping that the night will be a blast and that everything works out for the better.It's not everyday I get to celebrate a friend's birthday and again,I am hoping that the night is a blast.
I am now relazing at home and getting ready for the night.I am anticipating the nights activities with a lot of optimism.I am hoping that everything goes right.
As for tomorrow,I haven't decided what I am going to do.But whatever I do,I hope that it benefits me in a positive manner.
That was my day today and my hopes for the rest of the weekend.FJ
Today was mostly a lot of rain and thunderstorms.I had to shut down my computer early and as a result of the storms,I couldn't do much of anything.It was a pretty boring and not too eventful of a day for most of the day.But I tried to keep myself entertained the best was that I knew how and it did make me feel better.
Later on,when the storms ceased,I managed to get out of the house to run an errand or two for my mom.It was after I bathed to clean up.I went out to get a few Wendy's sandwiches for dinner because my mom and I felt that this was something different for a change.Plus,I was in the mood for a burger or two.After eating,I heard an ice cream truck coming and I went out to get an ice cream cone because I was in the mood for one.
Tonight's the night that I am going to be entertaining the crowd.I will be singing up a storm tonight and tonight is even more special.I will be helping a friend celebrate his birthday alongisde his girlfriend and an old friend that will be accompanying us tonight.I am hoping that the night will be a blast and that everything works out for the better.It's not everyday I get to celebrate a friend's birthday and again,I am hoping that the night is a blast.
I am now relazing at home and getting ready for the night.I am anticipating the nights activities with a lot of optimism.I am hoping that everything goes right.
As for tomorrow,I haven't decided what I am going to do.But whatever I do,I hope that it benefits me in a positive manner.
That was my day today and my hopes for the rest of the weekend.FJ
Friday, May 30, 2008
Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty good day today.
The work shift went by smoothly.I just did everything that I needed to do and it all took care of itself.I also had a nice lunch period and that was grand.After my job was done,I dropped all the clean laundry at the rehab center and headed for home.
On the way home,I cashed my paycheck and I also withdrew some money for my mom.After I got home,I registered all the bills at Where's George and I went out to get a couple of homemade sandwiches from Subway for dinner.I also had to pick up a few things for my mom that she needed and that was my day.Overall,a pretty good day.
I am glad that the weekend is finally here.After the hard week that I had,I am glad to finally take a breather and forget about it.I am going to be singing tomorrow night and I will also be helping a friend to celebrate his birthday at the same time.I am hoping that the evening goes well for me and for him.I have a feeling that the evening will be a fun one to remember for a long time.
I am now at home relaxing.I am eagerly awaiting the weekend to start.I will have a lot to do and I am hoping that everything goes great.It is wonderful to sing and have some great times while doing so.
As for Sunday,I haven't made any plans but whatever I choose to do.I hope that it benefits me in a positive way.
That was my day today and my hopes for the upcoming weekend.FJ
The work shift went by smoothly.I just did everything that I needed to do and it all took care of itself.I also had a nice lunch period and that was grand.After my job was done,I dropped all the clean laundry at the rehab center and headed for home.
On the way home,I cashed my paycheck and I also withdrew some money for my mom.After I got home,I registered all the bills at Where's George and I went out to get a couple of homemade sandwiches from Subway for dinner.I also had to pick up a few things for my mom that she needed and that was my day.Overall,a pretty good day.
I am glad that the weekend is finally here.After the hard week that I had,I am glad to finally take a breather and forget about it.I am going to be singing tomorrow night and I will also be helping a friend to celebrate his birthday at the same time.I am hoping that the evening goes well for me and for him.I have a feeling that the evening will be a fun one to remember for a long time.
I am now at home relaxing.I am eagerly awaiting the weekend to start.I will have a lot to do and I am hoping that everything goes great.It is wonderful to sing and have some great times while doing so.
As for Sunday,I haven't made any plans but whatever I choose to do.I hope that it benefits me in a positive way.
That was my day today and my hopes for the upcoming weekend.FJ
Thursday, May 29, 2008
Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty fair day today.
The work shift went by as well as it should.But again,I got into another disagreement with someone over at the social club.Apparently,the downstairs toilet overflowed and there was water all over the floor.Somebody got too careless with the toilet tissue and that is why it overflowed.The person who was helping me had the nerve to disagree with me about the problem.The toilet did overflow but he told me that it didn't.I told him that it did but he yelled at me saying that it didn't.This person had no right to disagree because I was in the bathroom when it happened and he wasn't.I tried to plunge it all down with a plunger but that only made even more water come out.After this stuff,the social club coordinator declared the bathroom out of order and closed the door.For the rest of the day,the members had to use the bathroom upstairs until the downstairs one was fixed.Fortunately for me,my work shift was winding down and I really didn't have to stay there any longer.After my work was done,I bagged the clean laundry and dropped it off at the rehab center.
I stopped at a supermarket to pick up some half and half because we were out and I went home.In the midst of this,I forgot all about a doctor's appointment that I had today.I was supposed to go to the local hospital's mental health center to get a renewed prescription on the medication that I'm currently taking.But as a result of the negative circumstance that had happened today,I wound up forgetting it.Fortunately,I realized this when my mother asked me about a meeting that I had and that is when I called the mental health center.Fortunately,they renewed my appointment and informed me that when my medicine runs out,just let them new and they would write out a prescription to give me enough to hold me until the next appointmnet,which will be in late August.I am hoping that I will not forget this appointment when it comes and that I will not forget another one.I felt bad but I know that I will get over it.
I am now at home relaxing.I am also anticipating the next day.I am hoping that the day will go better than today.After what happened at the social club today,I am hoping that the next day at the club will go a lot smoother.
Tomorrow is another work day.I am hoping that the shift goes by smoothly.After that,it's the weekend.I am going to have another talk with the out of state Christian counselor Saturday afternoon and I will be singing on Saturday night.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day and weekend ahead.FJ
The work shift went by as well as it should.But again,I got into another disagreement with someone over at the social club.Apparently,the downstairs toilet overflowed and there was water all over the floor.Somebody got too careless with the toilet tissue and that is why it overflowed.The person who was helping me had the nerve to disagree with me about the problem.The toilet did overflow but he told me that it didn't.I told him that it did but he yelled at me saying that it didn't.This person had no right to disagree because I was in the bathroom when it happened and he wasn't.I tried to plunge it all down with a plunger but that only made even more water come out.After this stuff,the social club coordinator declared the bathroom out of order and closed the door.For the rest of the day,the members had to use the bathroom upstairs until the downstairs one was fixed.Fortunately for me,my work shift was winding down and I really didn't have to stay there any longer.After my work was done,I bagged the clean laundry and dropped it off at the rehab center.
I stopped at a supermarket to pick up some half and half because we were out and I went home.In the midst of this,I forgot all about a doctor's appointment that I had today.I was supposed to go to the local hospital's mental health center to get a renewed prescription on the medication that I'm currently taking.But as a result of the negative circumstance that had happened today,I wound up forgetting it.Fortunately,I realized this when my mother asked me about a meeting that I had and that is when I called the mental health center.Fortunately,they renewed my appointment and informed me that when my medicine runs out,just let them new and they would write out a prescription to give me enough to hold me until the next appointmnet,which will be in late August.I am hoping that I will not forget this appointment when it comes and that I will not forget another one.I felt bad but I know that I will get over it.
I am now at home relaxing.I am also anticipating the next day.I am hoping that the day will go better than today.After what happened at the social club today,I am hoping that the next day at the club will go a lot smoother.
Tomorrow is another work day.I am hoping that the shift goes by smoothly.After that,it's the weekend.I am going to have another talk with the out of state Christian counselor Saturday afternoon and I will be singing on Saturday night.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day and weekend ahead.FJ
Wednesday, May 28, 2008
Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.
The laundry pick-up went smoothly.There wasn't really much to pick-up.It was simply a small load.But I dropped it off at the work site and I had a light lunch.I went home later on.
When I got home,I relaxed for a bit and watched a little bit of a movie while awaiting the time for me to leave to see my sexual abuse support counselor.
The session went great.I managed to get in everything that I needed to talk about.I shared with her what happened on Friday and also what happened last night.It was great to finally get off what I needed to get off of my mind and it was wonderful to hear her compliment me on how I held my own against that selfish person who tried to give me orders when he wasn't even my boss.Of course,I told her that I couldn't take all the credit for that and I also shared with her that I thanked the female social club staffer who intervened when necessary.I was on the verge of losing my temper with that guy because he wouldn't take NO for an answer.But still,I gave credit where credit was due.I hope that this type of thing doesn't happen again for a long time.
After a light dinner,I registered a few more bills at Where's George and I also had a little dessert afterwards.The day is almost over and I am anticipating the new day tomorrow.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the shift goes well.As for the rest of the day,I haven't decided what I am going to do but whatever I do,I hope that it benefits me in a positive way.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
The laundry pick-up went smoothly.There wasn't really much to pick-up.It was simply a small load.But I dropped it off at the work site and I had a light lunch.I went home later on.
When I got home,I relaxed for a bit and watched a little bit of a movie while awaiting the time for me to leave to see my sexual abuse support counselor.
The session went great.I managed to get in everything that I needed to talk about.I shared with her what happened on Friday and also what happened last night.It was great to finally get off what I needed to get off of my mind and it was wonderful to hear her compliment me on how I held my own against that selfish person who tried to give me orders when he wasn't even my boss.Of course,I told her that I couldn't take all the credit for that and I also shared with her that I thanked the female social club staffer who intervened when necessary.I was on the verge of losing my temper with that guy because he wouldn't take NO for an answer.But still,I gave credit where credit was due.I hope that this type of thing doesn't happen again for a long time.
After a light dinner,I registered a few more bills at Where's George and I also had a little dessert afterwards.The day is almost over and I am anticipating the new day tomorrow.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the shift goes well.As for the rest of the day,I haven't decided what I am going to do but whatever I do,I hope that it benefits me in a positive way.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
Tuesday, May 27, 2008
Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.
The work day went by smoothly.There were no messes to clean up when I did the laundry pick-up and since yesterday was a holiday,there was no laundry left behind in the washers.I simply did what I had to do and when I was finished,I simply bagged everything and dropped it off at the drug/alcohol rehab center.
When I got home,I had some issues with my computer.I wanted to get my personal PC work done but couldn't get connected.After several restarts,I finally managed to get online and do my personal work.As a result of this,I was almost late for my SSA Recovery meeting tonight but I managed to make it there after I shut down my computer before I left for the meeting.
The meeting went by great.I had gotten a little bit more out of it than I had in previous meetings.We all shared our feelings and our thoughts with each other and it was very uplifting and rewarding.I also shared some of what I wrote for the homework with the men there and it was wonderful to hear some affirming words and compliments.I am looking forward to the next meeting next week.We have two more meetings and I am looking forward to both of them.
On the way home,I turned onto a street where a supermarket was because I had to use their bathroom before heading back home.When I turned onto there,I was almost in an accident.A silver 4-door Pontiac streaked across the street as I was coming straight and I had to slam on the breaks to avoid crashing into that car.I was angry when that happened but mostly,I was very shook up.I drove into the supermarket very slowly but was careful not to collide with another car.I went in to use their restroom because I needed to go really bad because I knew that I wouldn't have been able to hold onto the load that I had to let go.After going,I drove home and made sure that I was obeying the speed limits as I was driving.I was still nervous after that almost accident but I made it home safe abd sound but still,a little shaken.I am hoping that a good night's sleep will help me recover.
Tomorrow is simply a pick-up day.I hope that the pick-up goes smoothly.I also have an appointment with my sexual abuse support counselor in the afternoon and I am hoping that the session with her goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
The work day went by smoothly.There were no messes to clean up when I did the laundry pick-up and since yesterday was a holiday,there was no laundry left behind in the washers.I simply did what I had to do and when I was finished,I simply bagged everything and dropped it off at the drug/alcohol rehab center.
When I got home,I had some issues with my computer.I wanted to get my personal PC work done but couldn't get connected.After several restarts,I finally managed to get online and do my personal work.As a result of this,I was almost late for my SSA Recovery meeting tonight but I managed to make it there after I shut down my computer before I left for the meeting.
The meeting went by great.I had gotten a little bit more out of it than I had in previous meetings.We all shared our feelings and our thoughts with each other and it was very uplifting and rewarding.I also shared some of what I wrote for the homework with the men there and it was wonderful to hear some affirming words and compliments.I am looking forward to the next meeting next week.We have two more meetings and I am looking forward to both of them.
On the way home,I turned onto a street where a supermarket was because I had to use their bathroom before heading back home.When I turned onto there,I was almost in an accident.A silver 4-door Pontiac streaked across the street as I was coming straight and I had to slam on the breaks to avoid crashing into that car.I was angry when that happened but mostly,I was very shook up.I drove into the supermarket very slowly but was careful not to collide with another car.I went in to use their restroom because I needed to go really bad because I knew that I wouldn't have been able to hold onto the load that I had to let go.After going,I drove home and made sure that I was obeying the speed limits as I was driving.I was still nervous after that almost accident but I made it home safe abd sound but still,a little shaken.I am hoping that a good night's sleep will help me recover.
Tomorrow is simply a pick-up day.I hope that the pick-up goes smoothly.I also have an appointment with my sexual abuse support counselor in the afternoon and I am hoping that the session with her goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
Monday, May 26, 2008
Happy Memorial Day,Everybody.
Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a very good day today.
Today,since I had nothing to do,I decided to simply relax and get ready for tomorrow.I did manage to get out of the house today to pick up a couple of things for myself.It was nothing much.But they were personal things that I needed.After that,I went home to wait for the light dinner that we had get done.
Earlier this afternoon,as I was out,there was an accident.A big pick-up truck crashed into a Family Dollar store in the area where I went.I was waiting at a traffic light when I saw all the police cars around the area.I was wonderfing what was going on and I saw that a big pick-up truck crashed into the store.A tow truck had just arrived on the scene when I drove past and that is when I saw it.It was unbelievable.
After I did my shopping and running into a couple of old schoolmates,I decided to take a drive there and see what was damaged.The front store windows were totally destroyed.One of the cashier stations was totally destroyed and it looked like it was a total loss.After checking that out,I went home.
After a light dinner,I chose to do my personal PC work and it took me a while to do.I had so many e-mails and it was just dragging.But I managed to get it done and I feel that my day is now complete.I can now take it easy.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the day goes well.I also have my SSA Recovery support group tomorrow and I am hoping that the meeting goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a very good day today.
Today,since I had nothing to do,I decided to simply relax and get ready for tomorrow.I did manage to get out of the house today to pick up a couple of things for myself.It was nothing much.But they were personal things that I needed.After that,I went home to wait for the light dinner that we had get done.
Earlier this afternoon,as I was out,there was an accident.A big pick-up truck crashed into a Family Dollar store in the area where I went.I was waiting at a traffic light when I saw all the police cars around the area.I was wonderfing what was going on and I saw that a big pick-up truck crashed into the store.A tow truck had just arrived on the scene when I drove past and that is when I saw it.It was unbelievable.
After I did my shopping and running into a couple of old schoolmates,I decided to take a drive there and see what was damaged.The front store windows were totally destroyed.One of the cashier stations was totally destroyed and it looked like it was a total loss.After checking that out,I went home.
After a light dinner,I chose to do my personal PC work and it took me a while to do.I had so many e-mails and it was just dragging.But I managed to get it done and I feel that my day is now complete.I can now take it easy.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the day goes well.I also have my SSA Recovery support group tomorrow and I am hoping that the meeting goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
Sunday, May 25, 2008
Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,to start out the day,I registered a few more bills at Where's George and I had a light breakfast.I also relaxed a bit and took it easy while watching a few scenes from one of my favorite movies.After that,I did my personal computer work and I also wished my e-mail pals a very happy Memorial Day.After shutting down,I went to run a few errands for my mom and myself.
I had to buy a few things for my mom for dinner tomorrow and some fabric softener so she can do the laundry on Tuesday afternoon.I also managed to get a few things for myself.While doing all of that,I stopped at a local pizzeria and bought a couple slices of pizza as a late lunch.After doing all of that,I headed for home.
Whne I got home,I laid down on my bed and took it easy while listening to one of my record albums.I did feel a little bit tired from running al day due to it being very warm and sunny outside and not being used to it.But I hung in there and finished everything that I needed to do.Overall,not too bad of a day.
Last night,my entertaining the crowd went great.It was yet another awesome night.I had a blast.I also had a good friend with me along for the ride who came in and actually surprised me.I didn't think that he was going to come out last night,but he did.Still,it was wonderful to have him with me to share in the fun and I was glad to have had a wonderful night.I am looking forward to next Saturday night.
I am now relaxing and anticipating the upcoming Memorial Day holiday.I have the day off tomorrow and I also have no meetings.I am simply going to take it easy and just enjoy the day as it goes by.
As for tonight,I am thinking of going out and having a drink or two with the guys at the place where I entertain.I am hoping for some great conversations.Afterwards,I might watch a movie when I get home.
That was my weekend and my hopes for the upcoming holiday.FJ
Today,to start out the day,I registered a few more bills at Where's George and I had a light breakfast.I also relaxed a bit and took it easy while watching a few scenes from one of my favorite movies.After that,I did my personal computer work and I also wished my e-mail pals a very happy Memorial Day.After shutting down,I went to run a few errands for my mom and myself.
I had to buy a few things for my mom for dinner tomorrow and some fabric softener so she can do the laundry on Tuesday afternoon.I also managed to get a few things for myself.While doing all of that,I stopped at a local pizzeria and bought a couple slices of pizza as a late lunch.After doing all of that,I headed for home.
Whne I got home,I laid down on my bed and took it easy while listening to one of my record albums.I did feel a little bit tired from running al day due to it being very warm and sunny outside and not being used to it.But I hung in there and finished everything that I needed to do.Overall,not too bad of a day.
Last night,my entertaining the crowd went great.It was yet another awesome night.I had a blast.I also had a good friend with me along for the ride who came in and actually surprised me.I didn't think that he was going to come out last night,but he did.Still,it was wonderful to have him with me to share in the fun and I was glad to have had a wonderful night.I am looking forward to next Saturday night.
I am now relaxing and anticipating the upcoming Memorial Day holiday.I have the day off tomorrow and I also have no meetings.I am simply going to take it easy and just enjoy the day as it goes by.
As for tonight,I am thinking of going out and having a drink or two with the guys at the place where I entertain.I am hoping for some great conversations.Afterwards,I might watch a movie when I get home.
That was my weekend and my hopes for the upcoming holiday.FJ
Saturday, May 24, 2008
Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,when I woke up,I decided to work on getting my computer work done.It wasn't really too much and I managed to get it done in under 2 hours.After doing that,I chose to make my bed and get ready to do a few errands for my mom.She wanted me to pick up a few things for dinner tomorrow night and she needed these things tonight so she would have them by tomorrow.I left to get the stuff that she needed.
While doing that,I chose to also do a few things for myself because there were a few things that I needed.First,I went to a local pizzeria to have a couple slices of pizza as a late lunch.I also went to a local Wal-Mart to get a bottle of Rolaids for myself and I also got a couple bars of soap at a local Dollar Tree store.After doing those things,I finished the errand that I needed to do for my mom.While I was on my way home,I saw an ice cream truck and had me a freshly made ice cream sandwich.It was really awesome.I normally had a chocolate sprinkle cone or a chocolate dipped cone(chocolate ice cream dipped in chocolate)but I figured that today,I would like something different.
When I got home,I plugged my cell phone into the wall to get charged up and I bathed for a while before eating because I needed to get cleaned up for going out tonight.
After eating,I registered a couple more bills at Where's George and decided to do some more last minute e-mail checking and reading.It wasn't anything much but it was wonderful to see some great notes from my e-mail pals.
I am going to be doing my usual entertaining the crowd tonight.I am going to be singing up a storm tonight and I am hoping that the evening goes well for me.Though I rarely have an off night,I always hope for things to go well for me.You never know.But I have a feeling that everything will work out well for me tonight.
As for tomorrow,I haven't made any plans but whatever I do,I hope that it benefits me in a positive way.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day tomorrow.FJ
Today,when I woke up,I decided to work on getting my computer work done.It wasn't really too much and I managed to get it done in under 2 hours.After doing that,I chose to make my bed and get ready to do a few errands for my mom.She wanted me to pick up a few things for dinner tomorrow night and she needed these things tonight so she would have them by tomorrow.I left to get the stuff that she needed.
While doing that,I chose to also do a few things for myself because there were a few things that I needed.First,I went to a local pizzeria to have a couple slices of pizza as a late lunch.I also went to a local Wal-Mart to get a bottle of Rolaids for myself and I also got a couple bars of soap at a local Dollar Tree store.After doing those things,I finished the errand that I needed to do for my mom.While I was on my way home,I saw an ice cream truck and had me a freshly made ice cream sandwich.It was really awesome.I normally had a chocolate sprinkle cone or a chocolate dipped cone(chocolate ice cream dipped in chocolate)but I figured that today,I would like something different.
When I got home,I plugged my cell phone into the wall to get charged up and I bathed for a while before eating because I needed to get cleaned up for going out tonight.
After eating,I registered a couple more bills at Where's George and decided to do some more last minute e-mail checking and reading.It wasn't anything much but it was wonderful to see some great notes from my e-mail pals.
I am going to be doing my usual entertaining the crowd tonight.I am going to be singing up a storm tonight and I am hoping that the evening goes well for me.Though I rarely have an off night,I always hope for things to go well for me.You never know.But I have a feeling that everything will work out well for me tonight.
As for tomorrow,I haven't made any plans but whatever I do,I hope that it benefits me in a positive way.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day tomorrow.FJ
Friday, May 23, 2008
Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.
The work shift went by pretty well.I only had a minor negative verbal dispute with one of the social club members during the work time.This certain member wanted me to give him a ride somewhere to pick up his motorcycle but because of my work commitments,I told him that I couldn't help him as a result of that.He agressively tried to get me to do it and no matter how much I told him that I couldn't do it,he angrily insisted.Fortunately,a female social club staffer got involved and it ended with him walking away angrily.I simply darted back into the basement and relaxed a bit to calm down because I was still feeling at edge over what happened.Not only that,this actually happened after I had a wonderful talk about the Science Fiction & Horror film genres with one of the job coaches.After that dispute happened,my SSA skyrocketed and I was thinking about guys with erections and actually doing sexaul activities with certain body parts such as the penis and the anus.But I stopped myself by saying to myself "What Am I Thinking About?!"Fortunately,the rest of the day went great.I even thanked the female staffer who got involved for saving my sanity because as stated above,I was on the verge of losing my temper with this guy as a result of his aggressive behavior and his selfish demeanor.
I am now at home relaxing.I am anticipating the weekend ahead.I am going to go out and sing for the crowd tomorrow night.I am hoping that the evening goes well.I am thinking of going out for a short while after I am done here while my computer is being scanned for viruses and spyware.
That was my day today and my hopes for the weekend ahead.FJ
The work shift went by pretty well.I only had a minor negative verbal dispute with one of the social club members during the work time.This certain member wanted me to give him a ride somewhere to pick up his motorcycle but because of my work commitments,I told him that I couldn't help him as a result of that.He agressively tried to get me to do it and no matter how much I told him that I couldn't do it,he angrily insisted.Fortunately,a female social club staffer got involved and it ended with him walking away angrily.I simply darted back into the basement and relaxed a bit to calm down because I was still feeling at edge over what happened.Not only that,this actually happened after I had a wonderful talk about the Science Fiction & Horror film genres with one of the job coaches.After that dispute happened,my SSA skyrocketed and I was thinking about guys with erections and actually doing sexaul activities with certain body parts such as the penis and the anus.But I stopped myself by saying to myself "What Am I Thinking About?!"Fortunately,the rest of the day went great.I even thanked the female staffer who got involved for saving my sanity because as stated above,I was on the verge of losing my temper with this guy as a result of his aggressive behavior and his selfish demeanor.
I am now at home relaxing.I am anticipating the weekend ahead.I am going to go out and sing for the crowd tomorrow night.I am hoping that the evening goes well.I am thinking of going out for a short while after I am done here while my computer is being scanned for viruses and spyware.
That was my day today and my hopes for the weekend ahead.FJ
Thursday, May 22, 2008
Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.
The work shift went smoothly.I simply did what I had to do and it worked out.I got quite a bit done.I also had a very good lunch period.After I ate,I simply bagged everything clean and dropped it off at the rehab center.
On the way home,I stopped at a couple of stores.I bought a few boxes of oatmeal at a Dollar General store and I also stopped at a Salvation Army thrift shop not too far away from the Dollar General store.After that,I stopped at a nearby Dairy Queen and had a dipped ice cream cone because there were no desserts at work during the lunch hour.Still,I was in the mood for one.
When I got home,I decided to take a nap for about an hour because I did feel tired.Though the work shift went great,I was tired due to a lack of sleep from the previous night.I don't know what is causing this sleepiness that I have been enduring.I guess that it has been because of the ever changing weather patterns that have been happening as of late.We have been having a roller coaster ride as far as the weather goes in my area.One minute it is nice,sunny and warm and the next it is cold,rainy and windy.I have been feeling a lack of energy as a result of this.I really don't know what to expect because of this.But I hear that it is going to be warmer this weekend just in time for the upcoming Memorial Day this year.I am glad that it will be.I am beginning to get sick of these weather change patterns.Again,I am hoping that these patterns will be ending soon and that they don't happen for quite a while.
After a light dinner,I finished my personal computer work and I am now relaxing.The day isn't over as of yet but I really don't know what I will do before it's through.I just might stay home.
Tomorrow is another work day.I am hoping that the shift goes well.After that,it's the weekend.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
The work shift went smoothly.I simply did what I had to do and it worked out.I got quite a bit done.I also had a very good lunch period.After I ate,I simply bagged everything clean and dropped it off at the rehab center.
On the way home,I stopped at a couple of stores.I bought a few boxes of oatmeal at a Dollar General store and I also stopped at a Salvation Army thrift shop not too far away from the Dollar General store.After that,I stopped at a nearby Dairy Queen and had a dipped ice cream cone because there were no desserts at work during the lunch hour.Still,I was in the mood for one.
When I got home,I decided to take a nap for about an hour because I did feel tired.Though the work shift went great,I was tired due to a lack of sleep from the previous night.I don't know what is causing this sleepiness that I have been enduring.I guess that it has been because of the ever changing weather patterns that have been happening as of late.We have been having a roller coaster ride as far as the weather goes in my area.One minute it is nice,sunny and warm and the next it is cold,rainy and windy.I have been feeling a lack of energy as a result of this.I really don't know what to expect because of this.But I hear that it is going to be warmer this weekend just in time for the upcoming Memorial Day this year.I am glad that it will be.I am beginning to get sick of these weather change patterns.Again,I am hoping that these patterns will be ending soon and that they don't happen for quite a while.
After a light dinner,I finished my personal computer work and I am now relaxing.The day isn't over as of yet but I really don't know what I will do before it's through.I just might stay home.
Tomorrow is another work day.I am hoping that the shift goes well.After that,it's the weekend.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
Wednesday, May 21, 2008
Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.
The laundry pick-up went as well as expected.There was no mess to clean up.Before I sorted everything out,I had my lunch and after I finished,I sorted everything in the basement of the work place before going over to a friends house to pick him up so he could look at a vehicle that I was selling at my house.
On the way there,I stopped at a nearby supermarket to turn in some bottles that were in the back seat.I felt that I had to because his girlfriend was looking to accompany us to look at the vehicle.But I got a call from him on my cell phone that his girlfriend wasn't coming along because she chose to babysit his brother's dog.
When we got to my house,we went to the back yard where the vehicle was.Originally,we had a tough time starting the vehicle but we managed to turn it over and let it run for about 5-10 minutes.Apparently,before I can sell it to him,I have to buy an alternator because the alternator needs to be replaced.It has been sitting there in the back for almost a year and that is why it needs to be replaced.I have to do some searching for this and I know that I have to take the old one off before I can get the replacement one.But he has said that he is still going to buy it regardless of this and I told him that I should have the new alternator on before the sale is final.We have an agreement that he will pay me in payments and the vehicle will remain at my place while he is doing so.After that,I dropped him off at his home.
I also had to do some grocery shopping for dinner tonight.It was only a few items and I managed to find everything that I needed.After paying for the items,I went to my mechanic's garage to pay him a small installment in what I owe him for the recent repairs that he made on my car's exhaust system when it broke down earlier this year.I still owe him a small amount and that will be it for that.I still owe him for a couple of brand new tires that he put on late last year when my car was experiencing vibrations when I drove at speeds of 45-55 miles per hour.But I am hoping to have that paid very soon when I get this last thing paid for.
After a light dinner,I finished my personal PC work and I am now relaxing.I am anticipating the new day tomorrow.I am not sure what will become of it but I hope that it will be a very good one.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the shift goes well.After that,I am unsure what I will do but whatever I do,I hope that it will benefit me in a positive way.But I am thinking that I might stay home because there is a high possibility of lots of rain tomorrow and I just might stay home if it does.There is really nothing to do in my hometown when it rains.But I might watch a movie and relax for a while.Right now,it is only light rain but it supposed to get stormy later on tonight.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
The laundry pick-up went as well as expected.There was no mess to clean up.Before I sorted everything out,I had my lunch and after I finished,I sorted everything in the basement of the work place before going over to a friends house to pick him up so he could look at a vehicle that I was selling at my house.
On the way there,I stopped at a nearby supermarket to turn in some bottles that were in the back seat.I felt that I had to because his girlfriend was looking to accompany us to look at the vehicle.But I got a call from him on my cell phone that his girlfriend wasn't coming along because she chose to babysit his brother's dog.
When we got to my house,we went to the back yard where the vehicle was.Originally,we had a tough time starting the vehicle but we managed to turn it over and let it run for about 5-10 minutes.Apparently,before I can sell it to him,I have to buy an alternator because the alternator needs to be replaced.It has been sitting there in the back for almost a year and that is why it needs to be replaced.I have to do some searching for this and I know that I have to take the old one off before I can get the replacement one.But he has said that he is still going to buy it regardless of this and I told him that I should have the new alternator on before the sale is final.We have an agreement that he will pay me in payments and the vehicle will remain at my place while he is doing so.After that,I dropped him off at his home.
I also had to do some grocery shopping for dinner tonight.It was only a few items and I managed to find everything that I needed.After paying for the items,I went to my mechanic's garage to pay him a small installment in what I owe him for the recent repairs that he made on my car's exhaust system when it broke down earlier this year.I still owe him a small amount and that will be it for that.I still owe him for a couple of brand new tires that he put on late last year when my car was experiencing vibrations when I drove at speeds of 45-55 miles per hour.But I am hoping to have that paid very soon when I get this last thing paid for.
After a light dinner,I finished my personal PC work and I am now relaxing.I am anticipating the new day tomorrow.I am not sure what will become of it but I hope that it will be a very good one.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the shift goes well.After that,I am unsure what I will do but whatever I do,I hope that it will benefit me in a positive way.But I am thinking that I might stay home because there is a high possibility of lots of rain tomorrow and I just might stay home if it does.There is really nothing to do in my hometown when it rains.But I might watch a movie and relax for a while.Right now,it is only light rain but it supposed to get stormy later on tonight.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
Tuesday, May 20, 2008
Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.
The work day went great.There wasn't an awful lot to do and there was no mess to clean up when I did the pick-up nor was there any work left behind by the person who worked the previous day.That was great.I simply did what I had to do and bagged all the clean laundry so I could drop it off at the rehab center.Even the lunch period in between was nice.
One of the negative things to happen was that one of the social club members was really sick.She is an epileptic who had four seizures overnight and overdosed on her epilepsy medicine to stop the seizures.She got really sick and had to be taken to a local hospital for treatment.I am just hoping that she made it out okay.I will ask a friend of hers how she is if and/or when I see them.Again,I hope that she is feeling better.
When I got home,I finished my personal PC work before having dinner.I had a light dinner of canned Chef Boyardee pasta because I had a meeting to go to tonight.After finishing,I shut down and I had my dinner.After eating,I left to go to my SSA Recovery meeting.
The meeting tonight was another wonderful one indeed.There were lots of words shared.A lot of feelings bared and tears shed,but tears of joy.There were also prayers said on behalf of all the other men in the group including myself.It was wonderful.I felt better and I also got some more out of it.I am eagerly awaiting the next meeting and I am hoping that it is as wonderful as tonight's was.
I also had a talk with a friend tonight.We were supposed to get together but since there is the possibility of rain tomorrow,we postponed it.But if the weather changes,it will go on as scheduled.
On the way home tonight,I stopped to see if there were any empty bottles at the house of someone I knew.There were and I also got a bag full of them.I also stopped elsewhere not too far away from there and a guy gave me lots more.I felt like that I struck it rich.But before I do the laundry pick up tomorrow,I do have to turn some of them in so there will be room for the laundry bags.
As stated,tomorrow is simply a pick up day.I am hoping that the pick-up goes smoothly.As for the rest of the day,I haven't made any plans but I am thinking that I just might take it easy tomorrow.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
The work day went great.There wasn't an awful lot to do and there was no mess to clean up when I did the pick-up nor was there any work left behind by the person who worked the previous day.That was great.I simply did what I had to do and bagged all the clean laundry so I could drop it off at the rehab center.Even the lunch period in between was nice.
One of the negative things to happen was that one of the social club members was really sick.She is an epileptic who had four seizures overnight and overdosed on her epilepsy medicine to stop the seizures.She got really sick and had to be taken to a local hospital for treatment.I am just hoping that she made it out okay.I will ask a friend of hers how she is if and/or when I see them.Again,I hope that she is feeling better.
When I got home,I finished my personal PC work before having dinner.I had a light dinner of canned Chef Boyardee pasta because I had a meeting to go to tonight.After finishing,I shut down and I had my dinner.After eating,I left to go to my SSA Recovery meeting.
The meeting tonight was another wonderful one indeed.There were lots of words shared.A lot of feelings bared and tears shed,but tears of joy.There were also prayers said on behalf of all the other men in the group including myself.It was wonderful.I felt better and I also got some more out of it.I am eagerly awaiting the next meeting and I am hoping that it is as wonderful as tonight's was.
I also had a talk with a friend tonight.We were supposed to get together but since there is the possibility of rain tomorrow,we postponed it.But if the weather changes,it will go on as scheduled.
On the way home tonight,I stopped to see if there were any empty bottles at the house of someone I knew.There were and I also got a bag full of them.I also stopped elsewhere not too far away from there and a guy gave me lots more.I felt like that I struck it rich.But before I do the laundry pick up tomorrow,I do have to turn some of them in so there will be room for the laundry bags.
As stated,tomorrow is simply a pick up day.I am hoping that the pick-up goes smoothly.As for the rest of the day,I haven't made any plans but I am thinking that I just might take it easy tomorrow.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
Monday, May 19, 2008
Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.
I started my day registering a few more bills at Where's George,which I received as change from a gas station last night after prepaying for gas when I left the place where I entertain last night while on the way home.After doing some more work for starters,I went to my afternoon appointment.
My session with the med manager went great.I simply shared with her what had been going on with me for the past few months.It was wonderful that she is going to be handing in a positive report about me and that everything is good with me.I also learned about the replacement for the current doctor when he retires and moves away.I had only learned her first name but at the moment,her last name is unknown.I will learn it probably when I have to see the doctor next week.That will be my last session with him.I have already wished him lots of the best of success for him in his retirement and that I hope that it works out positively.
On the way home,I stopped in to see a friend but he wasn't home.After that,I went to the post office to mail out a money order for an item that I won on Ebay.I also let the seller know about it and I hope that he receives it soon.
Before the night is through,I am planning to go out and have an ice cream.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the day goes smoothly.After that,I have my SSA Recovery support group tomorrow night and I am hoping that the meeting goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
I started my day registering a few more bills at Where's George,which I received as change from a gas station last night after prepaying for gas when I left the place where I entertain last night while on the way home.After doing some more work for starters,I went to my afternoon appointment.
My session with the med manager went great.I simply shared with her what had been going on with me for the past few months.It was wonderful that she is going to be handing in a positive report about me and that everything is good with me.I also learned about the replacement for the current doctor when he retires and moves away.I had only learned her first name but at the moment,her last name is unknown.I will learn it probably when I have to see the doctor next week.That will be my last session with him.I have already wished him lots of the best of success for him in his retirement and that I hope that it works out positively.
On the way home,I stopped in to see a friend but he wasn't home.After that,I went to the post office to mail out a money order for an item that I won on Ebay.I also let the seller know about it and I hope that he receives it soon.
Before the night is through,I am planning to go out and have an ice cream.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the day goes smoothly.After that,I have my SSA Recovery support group tomorrow night and I am hoping that the meeting goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
Sunday, May 18, 2008
Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,the weather started out rainy and I stayed home for most of the day as a result.When the rain subsided,I went out and ran a few errands for my mom and I even managed to do something for myself.Overall,a pretty good day.
Despite that,the day didn't start out too good.I had a stomach ache when I woke up.I also had to rush to the bathroom downstairs because I had to really go when I woke up this morning.Fortunately,it wasn't a diarrhea attack,but it felt like it.Not only that,as a result of me not feeling well and also what happened on Thursday,I wound up masturbating.I did feel lousy afterwards but after asking the creator for forgiveness,I felt better emotionally but I still didn't feel good physically due to the upset stomach that I had.
After I ate a light breakfast,which included a bowl of cereal,a couple cups of coffee and a glass of orange juice,I watched a movie for a while and I done my personal PC work.I even managed to register several more bills at Where's George that I had received in change yesterday,including last night,alongside the other personal stuff that I had to do online.
When I did go out,I was glad to get some air because my stomach was also feeling better as I was inhaling the air around me.While I was out,I had a burger at Wendy's to tie me over until dinner.I also felt a lot better after eating that.
My night of entertaining the crowd went great.It was yet another awesone night.I also had a friend along who came there on his bicycle and we both had a blast together.Though the place was pretty dead,I still had a great time entertaining the crowd and I am looking forward to next week.I hope that next Saturday night is even better.
As for tonight,I am thinking of going out and having a drink with the guys at the place where I entertain.I am hoping to have some really nice conversations with any guys that are there.
Tomorrow is my day off.But I do have an appointment with the med manager at the local hospital tomorrow afternoon and I am hoping that the meeting with her goes well.
That was my weekend and my hopes for the start of the new week.FJ
Today,the weather started out rainy and I stayed home for most of the day as a result.When the rain subsided,I went out and ran a few errands for my mom and I even managed to do something for myself.Overall,a pretty good day.
Despite that,the day didn't start out too good.I had a stomach ache when I woke up.I also had to rush to the bathroom downstairs because I had to really go when I woke up this morning.Fortunately,it wasn't a diarrhea attack,but it felt like it.Not only that,as a result of me not feeling well and also what happened on Thursday,I wound up masturbating.I did feel lousy afterwards but after asking the creator for forgiveness,I felt better emotionally but I still didn't feel good physically due to the upset stomach that I had.
After I ate a light breakfast,which included a bowl of cereal,a couple cups of coffee and a glass of orange juice,I watched a movie for a while and I done my personal PC work.I even managed to register several more bills at Where's George that I had received in change yesterday,including last night,alongside the other personal stuff that I had to do online.
When I did go out,I was glad to get some air because my stomach was also feeling better as I was inhaling the air around me.While I was out,I had a burger at Wendy's to tie me over until dinner.I also felt a lot better after eating that.
My night of entertaining the crowd went great.It was yet another awesone night.I also had a friend along who came there on his bicycle and we both had a blast together.Though the place was pretty dead,I still had a great time entertaining the crowd and I am looking forward to next week.I hope that next Saturday night is even better.
As for tonight,I am thinking of going out and having a drink with the guys at the place where I entertain.I am hoping to have some really nice conversations with any guys that are there.
Tomorrow is my day off.But I do have an appointment with the med manager at the local hospital tomorrow afternoon and I am hoping that the meeting with her goes well.
That was my weekend and my hopes for the start of the new week.FJ
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