Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.
The work shift went by smoothly.I managed to get a lot done and when I was,I dropped it off at the rehab center and headed for home.
On the way home,I stopped at a bank to cash my paycheck and I also went to my regular bank to withdraw some money for my mom.I headed straight home after that.
When I got there,I saw that I received a check for a small amount of money from the finance company who loaned us some money to get our roof fixed and I cashed that after resting a few minutes.While I was out to do that,I left something at the house of one of my mom's friends because I forgot to do that on the way to work this morning.After that,I headed back home.
When I got home,I decided to take it easy by lying down on my bed.I laid down for about an hour until I ate dinner.I was a little tired from the hard day that I had.It was very HOT,HAZY & HUMID today and that contributed to why I was feeling tired.It is a nice break from all the rain and dampness that we have been experiencing as of late.But on Sunday afternoon,we are going to get rained on again in my hometown.After that,we are supposed to get nicer weather through the rest of next week.My mom also called the roofer today and they got the contract that we signed to agree to the work that needs to be done.The roofer is hoping to get at it the first week of September barring any weather hazards.I am hoping that it can get done soon before the winter hits.
After eating dinner,I registered some more bills at Where's George and I also managed to get some more personal PC work done.I had a pretty good day and I am hoping that the weekend will be something grand as well.
I am just glad that the wekend is finally here.I always look forward to the weekends when I entertain the crowd and having a good time when doing so.I am hoping that the weekend goes smoothly.
That was my day today and my hopes for the weekend ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty good day today.
The work shift went smoothly and I got a lot done.Not only that,the laundry pick-up went well,too.I simply did what I had to do and got it done in the amount of time that it took.After a nice lunch,I bagged everything clean and I dropped it off at the rehab center and headed for home.
On the way home,I had to stop to buy a few things for my mom and I also got some gas in my tank.I had to buy a few things for dinner tonight and after doing that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I decided to relax and take it easy for a while.I also received a record album that I had been waiting on for a while.It is a UK vinyl pressing of the original soundtrack for the original 1988 film that inspired the Broadway musical,which is Hairspray!I was overjoyed to receive this album.It is also better that I had received this on vinyl.This is an extreme rarity on vinyl and I am glad to have it.I bought if off a guy who lives in the UK,who is an Ebay seller.It is wonderful to have this rare relic in my ever growing vinyl collection.I am always interested in rare vinyl relics and this is no exception.Again,I am overjoyed to to have this album and I am going to be on the lookout for more rare vinyl relics in the near future.
After a light dinner,I decided to catch up on some much needed personal PC work.I am glad to have finally done so.I posted several messages on the IMDB and it's wonderful to post viewpoints on certain movies and share what I personally think of them.I have been feeling pretty good as of late and that is wonderful.
I also had a talk with a friend who I finally got a hold of.When I reached him,he told me that he was sorry that he hadn't been in touch and even explained that he was busy and that he was also not feeling well.We talked for a few minutes and we hung up.It was wonderful to talk with him.I am hoping to talk with him in the near future.
I am now at home relaxing.Though I really wanted to go tonight to the meeting,I chose to stay home.I was still feeling a little bit of pain in my legs but that is lessening.I am still taking the calcium supplements and they are helping quite a bit.But still,I was feeling pain and I am hoping that next Thursday,I can start going back to the meetings.I am going to call the group leader tomorrow night and I am hoping that he will understand when I explain my situation to him.
Tomorrow is another work day.I am hoping that the shift goes well.After that,it's the weekend.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty good day today.
The laundry pick-up went well.There were no messes to clean up and everything was bagged neatly.After I ate lunch,I simply took the bags to the basement and sorted everything out.After that,I headed straight home and when I got there,I laid down for a while before getting ready for my afternoon appointment with my sexual abuse support counselor.
My afternoon session with my sexual abuse support counselor went well.It was great to talk with her and tell her what has been going on in my life.She also informed me that she was leaving the agency to pursue other things and she doesn't know what she is going to do between now and the future.She also informed that she will be transferring my case to another counselor but at the moment,she's unsure on what the scheduling will now be.I guess that I will have to wait for the new counselor to call me and arrange on how we are going to meet when she finally takes over.
I also ran a small errand for my mom after I ate a light dinner.It was to pick up a half gallon of ice cream for dessert tonight.While getting the ice cream,I found a box load of records that someone just put out today and I also found a box load of covers as well.I was delighted to find these and there was quite a bit of good stuff among them,especially some stuff that I was looking for.I considered this to be my lucky night and that was really great.I am going to sort them out and whatever I don't keep,I will give some to that friend of mine who owns a record store and a few to a friend who I know will appreciate them.It was a pretty good day and I had gotten a lot done.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the shift goes smoothly.After that,I do have a meeting with my sex addicts support group and I haven't really decided whether I am going or not.If my legs feel better,I might go.If not,I think that I will stay home and wait until next week.I will call the group leader and explain my situation to him when I can if I don't go.If I do go,I'll explain everything to him when I am there.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had an okay day today.
The work day went by pretty smoothly.I managed to get a lot of work done today and I had quite a bit to bag when done.After I was finished,I simply bagged the laundry and dropped it off at the rehab center before calling it a day.I headed straight home after that.
When I got home,I saw that I received the DVD that I had been waiting on since I ordered it in June.It was the Unrated version of the 2008 reimagining of Prom Night.I did check it out and there is quite a bit of stuff on here.The DVD has deleted scenes,behind the scenes stuff,a theatrical trailer,TV spot and an alternate ending,including feature commentary.It is really great to have this DVD in my ever growing DVD library.I saw this movie back in June and I enjoyed it.Now,I have it on DVD and that is wonderful.I might just watch it on Friday night and I would like to see the differences between the PG-13 theatrical version that I saw and this just released Unrated version.
I relaxed for much of the day.I was hoping to go to a meeting tonight but since I am still feeling some leg pain.Though the pain has lessened since I started taking the calcium supplements that I ordered,I am still feeling the pain.Hopefully,I will start feeling a lot less pain so I can start going back to these meetings.I am actually missing the guys at those meetings and I am hoping to start going back in a couple of weeks.
I am now at home relaxing.I also did a little bit of shopping earlier tonight and I also ran an errand for my mom.It was only a small one but it was something that my mom needed and I went to get it for her on her behalf.Overall,an okay day.
Tomorrow is simply a pick-up day.I am hoping that the pick-up goes well.After that,I also have an appointment with my sexual abuse support counselor and I am hoping that the session goes well for me.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty okay day today.
I woke up late today and I had breakfast and I did my personal PC work.Afterwards,I watched a movie that I had received on Saturday,which is a western called Hannie Caulder and it was a pretty good movie to watch.This was the first time that I had seen this film in over 30 years.It was wonderful to see this film after over 30 years.Again,a pretty good movie.
After that,I went out for a while to North Tonawanda to go to the Salvation Army thrift shop in the area to check out and see what they had.On the way there,while I was in the area,I saw an ice cream truck that in a park and chose to turn into the park and buy something from it.But what I got there,something happened that I didn't like and felt was innappropriate and disrespectful.A few of the children that were there around the ice cream truck actually had the nerve to ask me for money and when I informed them how wrong it was for them to do,they persisted.Even when the ice cream truck driver told them the same thing,they still persisted.Instead of losing my temper,I bought what I wanted and I left.After that,I simply finished what I intended to do.
When I got to the thrift shop,I bought several things.I bought several cassettes,8-Tracks and a few record albums.I headed home after paying for the purchases because I didn't like the look of the sky,which was getting really cloudy and there were high winds blowing.I wanted to get there before any severe weather happened and I managed to make it home before anything happened.Fortunately,the weather is still the same as it was earlier but I just wanted to be on the safe side.Overall,an okay day.
After a light dinner,I decided to do some last minute personal PC work.I am now relaxing and anticipating the next day and the rest of the week.
Tomorrow is a work day.I hope that the day goes smoothly.I also have a meeting that I am hoping to go to and I hope that it does go well for me if I choose to do so.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.
I woke up today and after listening to a sermon on the radio,I had breakfast and I did my personal PC work.It was quite a lot to do and I managed to get it done in the time that I had hoped.After that,I decided to take a drive somewhere to a flea market in another area of Western New York,but when I got there,the place hours had changed because they were now closed Sunday's.But the day wasn't a total loss.I did manage to find some cool stuff at another flea market type store in the area after I had a light lunch at a restaurant that was also in the area.
I found a few record albums and a few more cassettes.I also bought today's copy of The Buffalo News because there was a story about vinyl records in the paper.It was really neat to read.I am glad seeing that vinyl records are making a serious comeback in the United States.It seems like only yesterday that record labels in the USA stopped making vinyl records back in the late 1980's when CD's flooded the market.The problem was that it was because of this that the music industry is suffering the major downfall of music file sharing and downloading,which is killing the sales of CD's.But vinyl is starting to become the "IN" thing again when it comes to music.Vinyl has a much warmer sound and has more depth than that compressed digital format called a compact disc.It was because of that format that the music industry is suffering at the moment.But it was their mistake and they actually dug their own grave.But now,it has been rebounding thanks to the return of the vinyl format in the USA and the serious resurgence that it has been making.While in the USA it was abandoned,it never really left.They were still pressing records overseas in Germany,Japan and the UK.But now,the vinyl LP is hip once again.I remember someone I knew told me one day when I bought some records at a now defunct Salvation Army thrift shop somewhere else in the area that vinyl records were obsolete and that they weren't "IN" anymore because CD's offer the ultimate in sound reproduction.I remember telling them that vinyl records will be making a comeback one of these days and you'll be kicking yourself for what you said just now.Of course,he told me that this would never happen.But it is happening.Vinyl records are coming back strong and it looks like that they will be here for a long time to come.Well......
After I ate a light dinner,I did some more personal PC work and I am now all set.I had a wonderful day today and I am glad to have gotten out to enjoy myself elsewhere and buy a few things that I really enjoy so much.
Last night,my night of entertaining the crowd was wonderful.It was yet another awesome night.As planned,I did a couple of John Lennon songs to celebrate Lennon's murderer getting denied parole once again.It was wonderful to hear on the radio during this week that he'll remain behind bars for murdering Lennon.I hope that he NEVER gets out.Again,another wonderful night of entertaining the crowd.
Tomorrow is my day off.I am hoping that the day goes well and that whatever choice I make to do something,I hope that it give me positive benefits.
That was my weekend and my hopes for the start of the new week ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.
I ran an errand or two for my mom today and while I was out,I managed to stop by that local Salvation Army thrift store again and I picked up a few more 45's.I also bought an ice cream sandwich at a convenience store and a bottle of flavored water.I also managed to get the errands done and I went home afterwards.It was also a nice sunny day outside and that even made me enjoy the day even more.It was a nice break from all that incessant rainy weather that we have been having as of late.I am hoping that it continues to be like this for a long time.
When I got home,I bathed while mom prepared dinner.I wanted to get cleaned up for tonight when I go out to entertain the people tonight.I am hoping for a wonderful night.
After eating,I decided to catch up on some more personal PC work.It wasn't a whole lot but I got it done.I am now relaxing and saving my energy for tonight.Again,I am hoping for a wonderful evening.
I also had a talk with that Christian counselor today.It was a nice pleasant conversation and I got a lot out of it.It was great to talk with him and get some good out of the talk.We have another appointment to talk with each other again in two weeks.
I am glad that the weekend is finally here.I am looking forward to tonight where,as stated,I am going to be singing up a storm tonight.I am also thinking of doing a couple of John Lennon songs tonight to celebrate the denial of his murderer's parole application this week.I am hoping that the evening goes well.Though I rarely have an off night,I still hope for the night to go well.You never know what might happen.I do have a feeling that the night will go well for me.Still,I hope.
As for the rest of the weekend,I haven't made any plans but whatever I do,I hope that it gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the rest of the weekend.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.
Today was a day off for me.But I still had to do a laundry pick-up.After doing that,I dropped everything off,sorted it out and picked up my paycheck.I also dropped the empty bags off at the rehab center before heading straight home.
When I got home,I simply did a little bit of personal PC work and I laid down to go back to sleep.I took a nap for over an hour before getting back up to run a few errands for my mom.
While running the errands,I cashed my paycheck and I did the errands.It was just to pick up a few things my mom needed for dinner tonight and also for tomorrow night.Before doing all of this,I managed to finish my personal PC work and when I got home,I ate dinner.
After a light dinner,I decided to do some more work on the computer.I was also checking up on an order that I am waiing on to come from Amazon.com.It is for a new DVD that I pre-ordered a few months ago.It's the 2008 reimagining of Prom Night.I pre-ordered this after I saw the movie at the theater and it will be the Unrated version,which is only one minute longer than the theatrical PG-13 rated version.I am eagerly awaiting this and when I get it,I will check it out.Today,I received a rare cassette tape that I ordered from an Amazon.com marketplace seller.I was glad to have gotten this.
I also paid a visit to a friend of mine who I haven't heard from in a long time.I just wanted to see how he was doing and he informed me that he was doing well.He also told me that he was going to call me when I came to his place.After spending a few minutes with him,I left to finish what I had started.It was another small errand that I made for my mom.I don't mind.I am the only person still living at home with her and I do have to help her out when possible.
Tomorrow night is my night to sing for the crowd.I am hoping that the night goes well for me.As for the rest of the weekend,I haven't decided what I'm going to do but whatever plans I make,I hope that it gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the weekend ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.
The work shift went smoothly.It actually made up for the laundry pick-up mishap.When I got to the rehab center,the laundry room had a pile of laundry that wasn't bagged.I had to bag it before I left and I was feeling a little frustrated as a result.But after I got to the work site to sort out the laundry and start a load,the rest of the day went well.I got a lot done and after the shift was over,I dropped off the clean laundry at the rehab center and headed straight home.
When I got home,I finished my personal computer work and ran a few errands for my mom.But first,I paid my auto insurance bill.With that out of the way,I went to finish what I started by picking up some things for my mom that were important to her and a few odds and ends food wise.I also managed to register several dollar bills at Where's George while trying to get everything in order.
After a light dinner,I did some more personal PC work and decided to go out for a while.I stopped at a local Salvation Army thrift shop and bought a few things.I even managed to go to a shopping mall to walk around for a bit.I ran into a lady who I have not seen in quite a while there and we talked a while before I moved on.I just looked at the some of the empty outlets and I remembered when this particular shopping mall was a very busy place with a lot of people there shopping and hanging out.That was a long time ago though it seemed like only yesterday.Now,the mall is deserted and there is hardly any activity anymore.There was karaoke going on but I chose not to join the people because I wanted to just walk around before going home.When the mall was almost to closing time,I started to leave and I even managed to talk with another person I knew who was working in one of two still open big stores there.There were other small stores but not very much.It seemed like only yesterday when I was in that particular mall buying new records at a record store that was in there.Boy,I miss those good old days.Still,I did enjoy the walk and it was great to get out.
I am now at home relaxing.Tomorrow is a day off for me.I still have to do a laundry pick-up tomorrow but the rest of the day for me is free.I can go home and enjoy myself.My weekend starts pretty early this week.When Saturday night comes,I will be singing up a storm and I am thinking of doing a couple of John Lennon songs to celebrate the latest parole application rejection of the man who murdered John Lennon on December 8th,1980.
As stated,tomorrow is a day off,but I will still be doing a laundy pick-up.I am hoping that the pick-up goes well with no messes to clean.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.
The laundry pick-up went by smoothly.There wasn't a mess to clean up and that was terrific.After that,I simply dropped the bags off and sorted the laundry out and had lunch.After that,I went home.
On the way home,I stopped at my regular bank and withdrew some money for my mom.My mom needed this to do her grocery shopping for the rest of the month.After I dropped her off at the supermarket,I went to my mechanic's garage to get my oil changed.It was due for one and it was also slightly overdue.I was glad to get that accomplished.After that was done,I drove over to the supermarket to see if my mom was done shopping,which she was.
When we got home,my mom and I sorted out the groceries and I relaxed while catching up on some much needed computer work.While doing that,my mom was also preparing a light supper and I ate it.It was a hot sandwich with tossed salad to go with it.It was really good.After that,I decided to finish off the work that I started.
I am now relaxing.It was a wonderful day that I had.My oil was changed.My mom got her grocery shopping done and there was no mess to clean up at the rehab center when I did the pick-up.Overall,a wonderful day.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the shift goes well.I also have a meeting that I am thinking of going to.If I do,I hope that it goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty good day today.
The work day went by smoothly.I simply did my job.It was quite a lot that I did as well.After that,I did my usual dropping off the clean laundry at the rehab center before heading for home.
When I got home,I headed for my bedroom to take a nap.But I had a hard time trying to sleep.I wound up relapsing while in bed.I masturbated myself until ejaculation.I felt lousy afterwards but after I asked for forgiveness from the creator,I felt a little bit better but I still felt the misery for a while.
After I ate dinner,I finsihed my e-mail work.It really was quite a bit but I managed to get it done.
I am still feeling pain in my right leg caused by the bone spur in my right foot.Accoring to the tracking from the delivery site,I should be getting those calcium supplements on Friday.I hope so because I am already at the edge where I can't take the pain anymore.It has been really excruciating for me to bear.I can barely walk and I have to stop and take a few deep breaths because of the pain and I am also breathing heavily at times when I am taking that breather.I am hoping to get those calcium supplements really soon so I can say goodbye to this unbearable pain.After these are gone,I am going to order more.
As a result of my pain,I chose to stay home and relax.I didn't go anywhere.The only exception is that I did run an errand for my mom tonight and that was all.I was hoping to start going back to the recovery meetings again but the pain in my right leg caused by my right foot kept me at home.I am hoping to start going back to the meetings real soon.
Tomorrow is simply a pick-up day.I am hoping that the pick-up goes well.I also have an appointment to get my oil changed tomorrow after I drop my mom off at the supermarket to buy some groceries for the rest of the month.I am hoping that everything goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.
Since it was my day off today,I had a lot to do.I went to a finance company to get a loan to have our roof fixed soon.The minute that the check was cut,I headed over to a branch of the bank that holds my checking account to open up a temporary savings account to hold the money in a safe place.Afterwards,I went to a Salvation Army thrift shop in the area and I found quite a lot of stuff.It was a whole bunch of 45's,a few albums and several cassettes.It was great to find all of these things.I also picked up some macaroni and cheese for tomorrow's dinner.I headed home afterwards.
When I got home,I sorted out everything that I bought and I ate dinner.After that,I decided to do some last minute computer work.
While doing so,I heard from a man who I have done business with in the past wanting me to come over and check out some stuff that he was selling before he started his upcoming yard sale.I bought several more things to help him out a little and went home.While heading for home,it started to lightly rain so I headed straight home before it could become a storm.Luckily,it didn't but it doesn't hurt to be safe.Overall,a pretty good day today.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the day goes well.I am thinking of returning to that other recovery meeting that I went to before I started that temporary SSA strugglers support group.If I do,I hope that it goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty good day today.
This morning,I woke up but didn't get up right away.I stayed in bed because I was feeling really tired.To pass the time,I listened to a radio sermon.I wasn't feeling up to getting up so I stayed in bed and listened to the sermon on the radio.Not only that,it was raining and it continued to rain for much of the day.My right leg continues to hurt and it has been affecting my ability to walk pretty much.With this constant rain happening,my heel spur in my right foot has been hurting excruciatingly.I can hardly wait for those calcium supplements to come in so I can start talking them and say farewell to this pain.The supplements will help repair some lost bone cartilage in my right foot and the pain will start to gradually disappear.I can then start exercising a little bit more once that happens.I have been sick of this excruciating pain in my right foot and it's affects in my ability to walk properly.
Despite the weather conditions,I had to get out and run errands.I went to a couple of local supermarkets to pick up several things for my mom and myself.I just can't stay couped up in the house and do nothing even though it's raining.Right now,the rain has been tapering off and it's starting to gradually die down.I just hope that this ever changing weather pattern ends soon.I am getting tired of this excruciating pain in my right leg caused by the hell spur that I have and that is why I am hoping that the constant ever changing weather pattern stops as a result of the way I am feeling about the excruciating pain in my leg.
On a positive note,my night of entertaining the crowd went great.There was a good amount of people out last night and that was great.I got a lot of positive responses from the crowd and that made me feel good.I can hardly wait for next Saturday night,which I hope is just as awesome as last night.
I am thinking of going out and having a drink with the guys tonight at the place where I entertain and I am hoping to get a lot of positive conversations with them.
Tomorrow is my day off.I am hoping that the day goes well for me.I do have an appointment with a finance company where I have a line of credit so it can be restructured and I can get some money to fix the roof of our house so it can stop leaking.I am hoping that everything works out.
That was my weekend and my hopes for the start of the new week ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.
The day started out well for me.I had a light breakfast and I watched a movie this morning.It was a movie that I bought about two weeks ago called 28 Days Later.It is about an outbreak of a disease virus that turns people into zombies and they don't have to bite anyone to make them zombies either.The blood is tainted with the virus and even a drop it in the mouth or the eyes can have an effect on anyone.A small group of survivors fight to not be infected with the virus as they travel across their homeland.The movie takes place in London England as well as in several other places around the country and it was one of the best horror films that I have seen in quite a while.I might be watching the sequel 28 Weeks Later soon.I am hoping that it's as great as this one is.
I also ran an errand for my mom.I had to pick up a few things for dinner tonight and a couple of things for tomorrow night.I also registered some more bills at Where's George today after I ate and I got a bill that was from Daytona Beach Florida.I am going to spend it tonight when I go out.I hope that I get an e-mail soonafter I spend it.
I am going to be singing up a storm tonight.I am hoping that the night goes well for me.I always look forward to singing each and every Saturday night.Though I rarely have an off night,I always hope for thinsg to go well.You never know what could happen.I am feeling hopeful and optimistic.I have a feeling that everything will go well for me tonight.Still,I always hope.
As for the rest of the weekend,I haven't made any plans but whatever I do,I hope that it gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today,including my hopes for the evening tonight and for the rest of the weekend ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.
The work shift went smoothly.I just did what I had to do in the usual allotment of time and it was a lot.After that,I simply bagged everything that was clean and dropped it off at the rehab center.I headed for home after that.
On the way home,I went to a bank and cashed my paycheack and I also stopped at a couple of stores on the way.I had to pick up a few things for my mom and I headed staright home afterwards.
When I got home,I rested before dinner and listened to a little bit of music while doing so.After eating,I registered some more bills at Where's George and even one of the bills was previously registered at the site from Illinois.After doing that,I did some last minute personal PC work.
I am glad that the weekend is finaly here.I am going to be singing up a storm tomorrow night and I am hoping for a grand time.I am also hoping for the night to go well for me. I haven't decided what I am going to sing but whatever I choose,I hope that I do well and that the public enjoys what I do.I have a feeling that everything will go well but I still hope.
As for the rest of the weekend,I haven't decided what I am going to do.But whatever I do,I hope that it benefits me in a positive way.
As for the rest of the night,I am going to go and turn in some bottles that have accumulated in my trunk for some extra money for the weekend.
That was my day today and my hopes for the weekend ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling okay but I am also feeling down and tired.I had a pretty fair day today.
The work shift went by smoothly.I simply did what I had to do in the short period of time that I had and I managed to get an awful lot done.After finishing,I bagged everything that was clean and dropped it off.I headed straight home afterwards.
When I got home,I finished my personal PC work and tried to relax.I tried to take a nap this afternoon but I wound up masturbating.I was manipulating my private parts until I was erect and I ejaculated when I masturbated to finish.I did feel lousy afterwards but after asking for forgiveness,I felt better.Still,even after I felt forgiven,I felt lousy but I am feeling much better now.I can now forget that it even happened.
I did manage to run an errand today for my mom.It was simply a last minute thing for dinner.We ate light tonight and after eating,I decided to do some last minute PC work before calling it a night.
Physically,I am still feeling an excruciating pain in my right leg.I have been feeling it for quite a while.I was feeling it for most of the day when it rained.It also looked like it was going to rain when I was on my way home from the store that I hurried home before the rain would start.I didn't feel or hear any rain so I guess that it bypassed.But I have a feeling that it might rain later this evening because I am still feeling it in my right leg.I am hoping that this crazy weather pattern ends soon.I can hardly bear the pain in my leg.
I was going to go to the sex addicts group tonight but since I was feeling pain,I stayed home.I am going to call the leader and explain my situation to him when I get a chance.I am hoping that he understands.
I am now relaxing.I am also anticipating the next day.This morning,while on break,I was relieved when I checked the check and confirm on the USPS site and a check that I sent out on Monday actually reached it's destination.Again,I am relieved.
Tomorrow is another work day.I am hoping that the shift goes well.After that,it's the weekend.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty good day today.
The laundry pick-up went smoothly with no messes to clean up.The bags were ready for me to pick up and all the dirty laundry was all bagged.
When I got to the work site,I had lunch first before sorting out the laundry in the cellar.After everything was done,I left for home.
On the way home,I mailed out an important letter for my mom and picked something up from the store for her.When I got home,I caught the mailperson on my street and I got what I was waiting on.It was a new fanny pack because the one that I was using was going broke.I now have a new one and I also put all of what I had into it.When I got into the house,I registered a few more bills at Where's George and I went to my appointment to see my sexual abuse support counselor.
The session went well.As usual,I shared with her what's been going on in my life and how it has been.After the session,I left for home.
On the way home,I also stopped at another store to pick up a few things for my mom and I even picked something up for myself.I headed straight home afterwards because I wanted to get the stuff home.One of the things that I bought was ice cream and I didn't want it to melt.
When I got home,I relaxed for a bit and I did some more last minute computer work.
I am now relaxing yet again and I am anticipating the next working day.I am hoping that the day goes well.
I am still feeling pain at the moment from the bone spur that I have in my right foot.Fortunately,my payment for those calcium pills has reached it's destination and I am eagerly awaiting the pills to come in.I will start taking them the minute that I receive them.I am just sick of feeling this excruciating pain.
As stated,tomorrow is a work day.I am hoiping that the shift goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling okay teetering on the edge of down.I had a pretty good day today.
The work day went by smoothly and I managed to get a lot done.But for most of the day,I had really bad pains in my right leg caused by the dreaded bone spur that is in my right foot.I could hardly walk on my leg today going back and forth up and down the stairs.It was tough and as stated,I was feeling pains.I was breathing heavily and I had to rest a few times during the day as a result.As stated yesterday,I ordered some very specially formulated calcium supplements whose payment that I mailed out yesterday and I am eagerly awaiting them to come in.The minute that they do,I am going to start taking them.I took them months ago and the pain actually went away.For a long time,I wasn't feeling any pain and that was good.But ever since the winter and with the ever changing weather patterns that we have been having since this summer began,I have been feeling excruciating pain.I have been using arch supports to try and keep me properly alligned and while they did help me out,they are not helpful when bad weather rolls around and as stated,since this past winter and with it carrying over into the summer of this year,the pain has been pretty unbearable.I am hoping that those supplements come soon so I can say goodbye to this excruciating bone spur pain.
As a result of the pain and the bad weather,I have chosen to stay home tonight.I did call the group and explained my situation with him by leaving a message on his machine.I am hoping that he understands.I will start going back in a couple of weeks and I am hoping to start doing so in that time.I am missing the meetings because I have been getting an awful lot out of them.But when my health starts taking a turn for the worse,I do have to think about that.Again,I am hoping to start going back in a couple of weeks.
I am now relaxing.I am still feeling pain in my right leg and believe me,it is still really hurting me really bad because it is excruciatingly sore.I can hardly wait to get those specially designed calcium supplements so I can start feeling better again and start using some of the energy that I have.It's going to waste as a result of this pain that I have been feeling for too long.
Tomorrow is a pick-up day.I am hoping that the pick-up goes smoothly with no messes to clean up.I also have an appointment with my sexual abuse support counselor tomorrow afternoon and I am hoping that the session with her goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty good day today.
Since today was my day off,I simply ran a few errands that needed to be run.I had to mail out payments for the bills that I had to pay since it was the beginning of the month.They are now sent out and I also placed an order for a couple of bottles of calcium supplements that I need for the bad bone spur that I have in my right foot.I am hoping that they will get there in the time it takes since I used Priority Mail.I will be checking starting tomorrow and I hope that they will be there in the 3 days or less that the service says that it will/should.
I have been having some more talks with the guy who owns that certain online forum and we are still trying to get onto it to try to get it back up on it's feet.I am hoping that this can be worked out in time.
I was out of the house for much of the day.I ran the errands and I also managed to get some personal stuff done that needed to get done.Still,there is a lot more that needs to get done concerning that online group and I am hoping that this can be worked out well for the both of us.It has been getting me down but I am hoping that everything will go well.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the day goes by smoothly.I am also thinking of going to that spiritual sex addiction support group tomorrow night and if I do,I hope that the group meeting goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.
I really didn't have much to do.I ran a personal errand for myself and I did my personal PC work throughout the early afternoon.I also had a talk with the owner of that online group that I moderate and he's hoping to get to a computer tomorrow.I wished him the best of success with doing so and that I hope that everything can be worked out soon.He thanked me and we hung up.After that,I shut down the computer and did the errands.
I went to a grocery store to pick up a couple of things that were needed.After that,I went home to eat.
The day didn't start out too good.For most of the day,I was going to the bathroom constantly.It was not constantly urinating but it was defecating.Every few minutes,I had to take a dump.This whole thing was murder on my hemorrhoids.They were really hurting from all the movements.After my last one,which was diarrhea,I took diarrhea medicine and that stopped it.
Much of this has been caused by the constant weather changes that we have been having,such as it being hot and humid one day and rainy the next.Plus,the woories over my mom's health and how she would make it out were also a concern and not only that,all the stress and strain that all of that was causing.Plus,my stomach was also feeling queasy and bloated.I was hoping to start going back to church this morning but all of this made me stay right at home in bed.I am hoping that this does not become a factor next Sunday.I need to have some more positive and healthy relationships and these health woes that I have been having are not helping the matter.Not only that,my right leg has been hurting due to that terrible heel spur that I have in my left foot because of all the dampness in the air and all because of rain coming constantly without a much needed break.I am hoping that the break come real soon.
Last night,my night of entertaining the crowd went great.It was a pretty long night for me but it was awesome.There was a bachelor party going on in the cellar of the place and some of the guys from that party came upstairs to join the crowd.Plus,some people who had not been there in a while actually came out and even that made it wonderful.Before the night was through for me,I took a person home because they had too much to drink and I decided to do so.On Friday night,a drunk driver was stopped in my neighborhood and that motivated me to take the guy home.He did drive there but he didn't want to get himself hurt nor hurt anyone else.I made sure he got home safely and I went back to the place to finsih the night.I was really tired and exhausted when I was finished but again,it was a wonderful night.I am looking forward to next Saturday night where I am hoping that it will be as wonderful as last night.
I am now relaxing at home.I am waiting for a phone call to come and after that,I am thinking of going out to have a drink with the guys at the place where I entertain later on tonight.I am hoping for some wonderful talks with the guys there when I go.
Tomorrow is my day off.I am hoping that the day goes by smoothly.
That was my weekend and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ