Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty good day today.
Today was a day off for me.I didn't do too much.I simply decided to relax and enjoy it.First,I picked up my paycheck and I went straight home after cashing it at my regular bank as well as buying a new movie at a local Family Video.
When I got home,I decided to take a nap for a while.I only got about 1 hour sleep but it made me feel a lot better.
After getting up,I finished my personal PC work.It was the first time in a long time that I didn't have to do it in the morning before going to work.So,I decided to hold off until the afternoon.It is now done and I can take it easy for the rest of the day.
Before I ate dinner,I decided to go out for a while.I went to my mechanic's garage to see what was taking the garage so long to get the exhaust pipe that I needed for my 4X4.But my mechanic and his assistant checked it out and they found that it could be fixed without replacing.It didn't take too long but now,it is quiet.No buzz and no fumes.The money that I paid them was all the money that was needed to fix this.I can now take it easy as regards to my vehicle.
After eating,I decided to do some last minute personal PC work and I also paid a bill online.I saw that on the bill that the payment was due Tuesday and I wanted to stay on good terms with the creditor,so I paid the bill online.It is now paid and I only have three bills to worry about when the time comes for me to pay them.
Tomorrow night is my night to entertain the crowd.I am hoping that the night goes well for me.I am looking forward to entertaining the crowd tomorrow night.Again,I hope that the evening goes well.
Regarding my SSA struggles,I had no problems.No images nor any cravings surfaced.After having a couple of brief spells over the last couple of days,I can now breathe a sigh of relief.But the week is not over as of yet.I still have the weekend.If I can get through the weekend unscathed,I'll be alright.Again,no problems to report.
That was my day today and my hopes for the start of the new weekend ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty fair day today.
The work day went smoothly.I did what I had to do and when I was finished,I dropped everything off after eating lunch.I headed for home.
On the way home,I stopped over at my mechanic's garage to check if they had gotten the front exhaust pipe for my 4X4.They told me that they hadn't because they were unsure as to what type of engine I had.I felt that they should have because they had been working on my vehicle for quite some time and they should know the in's and out's of it,especially the type of engine.They told me that they would be in touch and that they were hoping they would have the answers by tomorrow.I am hoping.I want to have the new exhaust pipe on soon.I have had it with the buzz that was coming from me driving it.
The reason why I had a fair day was because of mot only this factor described above but because I received a rude false accusation from a very inconsiderate person.The person had the nerve to say "Here's The KGB,Now!" and that really floored me.I almost lost my temper with this guy.This wasn't the only experience that I would have with this particular individual.This person has always tried to rub me the wrong way and it has cause quite a bit of tension between the two of us.Fortunately,another person intervened and it didn't escalate into something much worse.I simply left the person to go and finish my job off.I didn't have the time to tangle with him nor did I want to.
When I got home,I simply took a nap because I felt tired.I was hoping to simply rest for about an hour but wound up sleeping for a 1/2 hour more.I did feel better as a result.
After eating,I decided to finish my personal PC work.I started it at work and I finished it at home.I also went out to run for my mom.I had to pick up a small item that she needed.I also took a little drive around the town.
Regarding my SSA struggles,I had a brief episode.As a result of what had happened today,I was having images flooding my mind like crazy.Fortunately,I didn't give into the images.I simply hung in there and just let them fade away.The nap did do me a lot of good.
Tomorrow is a day off.I am just going to pick up my paycheck and cash it and I am hoping that the front exhaust pipe will be in so I can get it on my vehicle.I am fed up with the buzz that is coming when I am driving it.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.
The laundry pick-up went well.There were no messes to clean up.It was already bagged and ready for me to pick up and drop off at the work site.After I sorted it all out,I had lunch and I continued to get through the rest of the day.
I had to mail out several greeting cards for my mom and I also dropped off some gifts at a friend of the family's.I also had to to a local supermarket to buy a couple of things for my mom.I headed straight home after that.
When I got home,I tried to connect a brand new VCR/DVD recorder combo that was DTV compatible but it didn't turn on for me to test it.I did contact the place that I bought it through mail order and they simply told me that I needed to send it back and get a replacement one and when I get the replacement one,I am hoping that this one will work.I was hoping to have a unit that would be compatible with the DTV converter box that is hooked up to the TV but it didn't work out that way.Oh well!I guess you can't win them all.
After eating a light dinner,I did some catching up on my personal PC work.I did some this morning and this was some last minute stuff that I needed to do.Overall,a pretty good day despite the setback with the new VCR/DVD combo.
Regarding my SSA struggles,I had a brief episode today,I was also playing with my genitals until I was almost at the point of orgasm.Fortunately,I stopped.I was still tired and the images were starting to flood my mind and as a result,I almost gave into the temptation.But I didn't.Still,it happened and I still need to be on guard for these to happen.They can creep up on me when I least expect it.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the shift goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.
The work day went smoothly.Despite a minor setback,I managed to get a lot done.After the day was over,I bagged everything and after dropping it off,I headed for home.
I had to make a couple of stops on the way.First,I had to go to a card store to pick up several greeting cards and I also went to a nearby supermarket to pick up a few things there.After paying for the items,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I relaxed a bit and took it easy while waiting for dinner to get ready.Though I had a pretty good day today on the job,I still felt a little tired from the day and I felt that if I relaxed for a while,I would feel better.It worked and I ate.
After eating,I decided to finish my personal PC work.I started it at work during break and I finished it at home.It was quite a lot and I am glad to get it done.Not only that,I am glad that I now have updated versions of my internet browsers because they can warn me of any phishing attempts to get my personal information from websites that I do business with such as Ebay and Amazon.I am glad for that and I am going to work on being more careful in the meantime.
Since coming home,I have been staying home.I have no place to go at the moment and since we are still having some chilly days,there is no place to go.But I am hoping that the days do get warmer pretty soon.I am getting sick and tired of the chills.Overall,I had a pretty good day.
Regarding my SSA struggles,I had a brief episode this morning before I got up.Fortunately,I had a handle on it and I didn't give in to the urge.It was simply images running wild through my head and again,I was fortunate that I had a handle on it before it grew into something intense.I made it through this one and I am hoping that the rest of the week goes well.
Tomorrow is simply a pick-up day.I am hoping that the pick-up goes well with no messes to clean up.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty good day today.
Today was my day off from work.I had quite a bit that I had to do.First,I withdrew some money for my mom at the bank and I headed for my appointment.
The meeting went well.I have been rescheduled to meet with a new counselor and I go in two weeks to meet with her.The session went well and it was great to talk with someone.After the meeting,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I made an important phone call and I also registered the bills that I withdrew before spending any of them at a local supermarket.The only thing that I needed to get was a jar of sauerkraut for dinner tomorrow.
After eating a light dinner,I decided to do some last minute personal PC work.I did most of it this morning when I woke up.I am now all caught up.Overall,a pretty good day.
Regarding my SSA struggles,I had no problems.There were no images creeping up on me nor did I have anything masturbatory.I feel good as a result and I am hoping that the rest of the week goes smoothly.
Tomorrow is a working day.I am hoping that the day goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty good day today.
Today was a pretty busy day for me.I had errands to run and they kept me busy.I had to go to a couple of supermarkets in the area and I also left something at the friend of mine who owns the record store in my area.
First,I went to the supermarkets to pick up several things that were needed for the home.Before that,I had a late lunch at a nearby Taco Bell.It was quite a bot that I had to get and after I finished that,I headed over to my friend's place.
When I got there,he wasn't home so I left the stuff that I was going to give him on his front porch.I put the records in between the door and I left a plastic milk crate on the porch.I headed straight home after that.
When I got home,I did some more personal PC work and I also registered a few more bills at the Where's George site.I was awaiting dinner to be ready and I felt that I could spare some time doing some of that.
After eating,I did some more personal PC work.I also relaxed and watched a little bit of 60 Minutes.After that,I read while laying down listening to a little bit of music.I even talked with a friend of mine from out of state on the phone for a while when he called.Overall,a pretty good day.
Though my night of entertaining the crowd went pretty well without any negative comments from the audience,I did have a negative verbal scuffle with a very inconsiderate person who was having an argument with a guy outside.I was outside getting some air when I was witnessing the argument that he was having.I didn't butt into this because it was none of my business.But he pounded the roof of my jeep in anger and when I confronted him about it,he started wailing on me and I tried to calm him down.But he wouldn't let up.Fortunately,a guy and his wife got involved and I went back into the bar.He tried to do it again while in the bar and I told the owner of the place about it.He simply advised me to simply stay away from the area where he was at and they would handle everything.He would late apologize and after a good night's sleep,I felt better.Still,it was scary and I could've gotten hurt.I am just hoping that I don't have any more run-ins with that guy or anyone anymore for quite a while.
Before the night is through,I might go out and have a drink or two.Then again,maybe I'll stay home.
Regarding my SSA struggles,I did have a brief episode last night while trying to get to sleep and also this morning when I tried to wake up.Fortunately,nothing else happened.I didn't masturbate nor did I let the images overwhelm me.I guess that when I kept myself busy today,it really didn't get to me like it has in the past.I hope that I can get through the new week unscathed.
Tomorrow is my day off.I am hoping that the day goes good.I do have an appointment with a new sexual abuse support counselor tomorrow afternoon and I am hoping that this initial session goes well.
That was my weekend and my hopes for the start of the new week ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.
Today was the start of the weekend.I am glad for that.
Today was a pretty busy day for me.I helped my mom out.I dropped her off at a supermarket so she could do the shopping and I also went somewhere myself.I went to a friend of mine who owned a record store and dropped off some tapes and a few record albums.After that,I headed back to the supermarket to see if my mom was done with her grocery shopping.
After that,we headed for home.But we stopped at a couple of places along the way.We stopped at a nearby Subway to pick up a footlong sub for dinner,which we had sliced in half and I went to a local place to get some change for tonight.I will be going out tonight and I needed some quarters to spend on some drinks that I am going to be buying.We headed straight home afterwards.
After we got home,I plugged my cell phone into the wall to get charged up and I bathed before I ate dinner.I had to clean up because I am going out tonight and I wanted to make sure that I was clean and neat.My mom put the groceries away while I bathed.
After eating,I registered that change that I got at Subway and I also did some more personal PC work.Overall,a pretty good day.
I am going to be singing up a storm tonight.I am looking forward to entertaining the crowd.I am hoping that the evening goes well for me.
Regarding my SSA struggles,I had no problems.There were no images creeping up on me nor did I have any masturbatory failings.I am feeling better as a result.
As for the rest of the weekend,I have made no plans.But whatever I do,I hope that it gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the rest of the weekend ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty good day today.
The work shift went smoothly.I simply did my job and after I was done,I dropped it off at the rehab center and headed for home.
On the way home,I stopped at my regular bank to cash my paycheck and I headed straight home after that.
When I got home,I relaxed and waited for dinner to get done.I read from a news weekly that I read and I listened to music.I also started to do some last minute personal PC work.
After eating a light dinner,I registered all the bills that I got from cashing my paycheck at the Where's George site and they are now all on there.The only thing that I need to do is stamp them and send them on their way when I go out tomorrow night.
After registering the bills,I did some more last minute personal PC work and I also checked out some articles on Wikipedia.Overall,a pretty good day.
I am glad that the weekend is here.I am looking forward to entertaining the crowd tomorrow night and I am hoping for a grand night.I always look forward to singing up a storm.Again,I am hoping for a grand night.
Regarding my SSA struggles,I had no problems today.The day was a breeze.No images creeped into my mind.I am feeling better about that.I am hoping that the weekend goes smoothly without any problems.
That was my day today and my hopes for the start of the weekend ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty good day today.
The work shift went smoothly.I didn't have too much to do today.I simply did what little I had to do in the amount of time that I had.After eating lunch,I bagged everything,dropped it off and headed for home.
On the way home,I stopped at a post office to mail out a payment on a bill that I had to pay and I also went to a couple of stores in the area to pick up a few things that were needed for the home.I headed straight home after I was done.
When I got home,I relaxed for a while and I also slept.I was feeling tired after the long day.Before I did relax,I changed a light bulb in the kitchen.
After the nap,I decided to finish my personal PC work.I started this while on break at work and I finished it at home.It was quite a lot and despite a minor tech issue,I got it done.
After eating a light dinner,I decided to run another errand.I had to pick up a couple more things for the home.I am now home for the rest of the evening and I am now anticipating the new day.Overall,a pretty good day today.
Regarding my SSA struggles,nothing happened.No images creeped up in my mind nor did any cravings to masturbate.I guess that I have to try and keep myself occupied throughout the day so I will not think of anything sexual with another man.I don't want anything sexual with a man nor do I want to act out on my desires.So far,the desires are not as strong as they had been in recent days.I have been feeling pretty good as a result of this and I am hoping that I can continue with this progress until the end of the week.
Tomorrow is another work day.I am hoping that the shift goes well.After that,it's the weekend.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty fair day today.
The laundry pick-up went well.There were no messes to clean up.I also had to hurry because there was a meeting scheduled for the staff today and I had to work so I could get the laundry sorted and then go get my lunch.After eating,I left immediately.
I went to the tax office where I had my tax return prepared to pick up my federal refund check.I had a hassle for a while trying to cash it.At my regular bank,they informed me that they would put a 2 day hold on my account.I couldn't take that chance because I had mailed out a check for one of my finance companies holding a line of credit account.I wanted that check to clear so I decided to go to the bank that printed the check and I got the money.I headed straight home after picking up a can of beans at a supermarket.
After getting home,I decided to lay down for a while.I was feeling tired after all the running around that I did just trying to cash the check.I was glad to be home and the nap did me a world of good.After the nap,I registered all the bills at Where's George.
After eating a light dinner,I decided to do some last minute personal PC work.Overall,a pretty fair and hectic day.
Regarding my SSA struggles,I know that I could have an episode today as a result of what happened.I hope not.I am hoping that I can get through the rest of the day unscathed.So far,so good.I have had no images creeping into my mind nor any cravings to masturbate to fantasies about sex with men.Again,I am hoping that I can get through the rest of the day unscathed.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the shift goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty fair day today.
The work day went smoothly.I have really nothing negative to report.I simply did what I had to do in the time that I had and I dropped the clean laundry off at the rehab center.I headed for home.
On the way home,I stopped at a nearby supermarket to buy some coffee and a gallon of milk.I also bought some cookies at a nearby Dollar Tree store.I headed straight home after that.
When I got home,I decided to lay down for 1/2 hour.I was feeling sleepy and I felt that now was the time for a little nap.After that,I waited for dinner to get done.
After eating,I finished my personal PC work.I started this while on break from my job.I finished it at home.
The reason why I am not feeling very enthusiastic tonight is because I am feeling pain in my legs.In particular,my right leg.I have been feeling pain in that leg for most of the day as a result of the heel spur that is in my right foot.I have been feeling pain since the day began.I am hoping that the first week of the next month comes soon.I really need those calcium supplements.I can't stand this pain anymore.I used to take a lot of walks as a form of exercise but ever since I have this spur,I haven't really done any walking.I am hoping that the first week of the month starts soon.I am going to order those supplements the minute that I have the money to order them.The pain in my right leg has really been dragging me down and affecting my mood.Again,I am hoping that the first week of the new month comes around soon.
Regarding my SSA struggles,I had a brief episode this afternoon while I was taking a nap.Fortunately,it didn't lead me to fall.After the episode ended,I drifted off into sleep.I am hoping that this was simply a temporary setback.
Tomorrow is simply a pick-up day and I am hoping that the pick-up goes smoothly with no messes to clean up.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty good day today.
Today was my day off.I did have quite a bit today.First,I did my personal PC work.After that,I went out to do my errands.
The first thing that I did was that I withdrew some money for my mom when I went to the bank.I also had a light lunch and I went to the local hospital for a session with the hospital practitioner.
The session with the hospital practitioner went well.I got a prescription and I left for home after that.
On the way home,I stopped at a post office to mail out a couple of bills via Priority Mail.They are due this week and I am hoping that the payments get there soon.I would hate it if they didn't get there on time.But I have a feeling that they will get there on Wednesday.I do have delivery confirmation on them so I will be checking that on Wednesday.
After getting some whole bills at a nearby grocery store after giving them some change,I headed straight home after that.
When I got home,I laid down for a while because I was feeling tired.I laid down for about an hour and I ate dinner when I got up.
After eating,I did some last minute personal PC work and I am now caught up.
Last night,I went to see the newest Friday The 13th film and I enjoyed myself.I was also the only person in the auditorium where the movie was playing,which made me enjoy it more.I had a blast.I can hardly wait for the movie to come to DVD and when it does,I am buying it.
After leaving the theater,I was planning on going to have a drink or two at the place where I entertain but I changed my mind and headed for home.The weather was too chilly and I was also feeling tired.I will go next Sunday night to have a drink or two.The only things that I did were that I got some gas and I bought a jar of Rolaids at a local supermarket.I headed straight home after that and after bathing,went to bed.
Regarding my SSA struggles,I had a brief episode today and I didn't give in.I just let it fade as I laid down for an hour.Last night,I also had a brief episode.But that died after I went right to sleep.I didn't give into the episode.But I am going to keep filling in my time with other things that will keep sex off of my mind.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the day goes well.
That was my day and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.
I had only a couple of errands to run today.I had to stop at a nearby supermarket to pick up a couple of things.I also went to a shopping mall to get something to eat for lunch.After that,I headed straight home.
Before I did these things,I did my personal PC work after waking up.It was pretty light today.After that,I ran my errands.
I also laid down for a while after coming home.I even put a record on my turntable while doing so.It was a record that I had for a while but hadn't really played.It was pretty good.I did this while waiting for dinner to get done.
After eating,I decided to do some last minute personal PC work.Overall,a pretty good day.
Last night,my night of entertaining the crowd went great.There wasn't too many people there last night but I still had a great time.I also still got some positive responses from the people for my performances.It was a pretty good night and I had a great time.
I do have plans for the night.I am going to go and see a movie at a local bargain cinema.It is the newest Friday The 13th film.I have been dying to see this and I have heard some really good reviews about it from people that I know.So,I am going to see it and I hope that this film is as worth seeing as they say it is.After the movie,I am going to go to the place where I entertain and have a drink or two with the gang over there.I am hoping for some great conversations with any of guys that are there.
Regarding my SSA struggles,I had no issues today.But I did have a brief episode last night while I was trying to go to sleep.But the episode died out after a few minutes.After that,I slept soundly throughout the night.
Tomorrow is my day off.I do have a pretty busy day.I have to see the practitioner at the local hospital and I also have to mail out payments for a couple of bills that need to be paid before they are due.I am hoping that everything works out for me tomorrow.
That was my weekend and my hopes for the start of the new week ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,when I woke up,I had breakfast and I also watched a movie.I also did my personal PC work.It was quite a lot but I managed to get it done.After that,I started to plan what I was going to do today.
I had to run a few errands today.It was just the usual stuff that I had to do.I had to pick up a few things at a local supermarket and I also picked up a couple of things at a nearby Big Lots.Before the errands,I had to make my bed and straighten out my room a bit.
After I got home,I took a bath while waiting for dinner to get ready.I am going out tonight and I wanted to make sure that I was clean for the occasion.
After eating a light dinner,I decided to do some last minute personal PC work before I do anything else.Overall,a pretty good day.
Tonight is my night to entertain the crowd.I am hoping for a good night.Tonight,it will be back on schedule after the dart tournaments of last week.Again,I am hoping for a good night.I also hope that everything works out for me.Though I rarely have an off night,I still hope for things to go well.You never know what could happen.I am feeling hopeful and optimistic.I have a feeling that things are going to work out for me tonight.Still,I hope.
Regarding my SSA struggles,I had no problems.Nothing happened today and no images crept into my mind.There is tomorrow.If I can get through tomorrow unscathed,COOL.
As for the rest of the weekend,I have no plans.But whatever I do,I hope that it gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the rest of the weekend ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty good day today.
The work shift went smoothly.I simply did what I had to do in the time that I had.After dropping off the clean laundry at the rehab center,I headed for home.
On the way home,I stopped at my regular bank to cash my paycheck.It didn't take me too long.After doing that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I laid down for a while after taking a pain pill.After getting back up,I had dinner.
After eating a light dinner,I decided to do some more last minute personal PC work.It was quite a bit to do.In between work and going home times,I guess that quite a bit had gotten into my e-mail box.Fortunately for me,it didn't take me too long to get it done and now,I am all set for now.I still have to register the bills at the Where's George site and I also have to e-mail a couple of my friends.After that,I will be all set for the evening.
I am glad that the weekend is finally here.I am looking forward to tomorrow night.I will be singing tomorrow night.After last week,my singing will be back on track.I am looking forward to this.I am hoping that the evening will go well.
Regarding my SSA struggles,I had no issues.There were no images haunting me and I didn't masturbate.The day went well.Overall,a pretty good day.
That was my day today and my hopes for the start of the weekend ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty good but really busy day today.
The work shift went smoothly.I simply did the work that I had to do in the amount of time that I had and after having lunch,I dropped off the clean laundry at the rehab center.
After that,I headed over to the Department of Motor Vehicles because I had to have a duplicate registration printed for my niece's van.The registration is in my name though the vehicle is hers.I had to go get it because her previous sticker was stolen by a thief.When I dropped off the duplicate sticker off,I headed for a store to pick up something for myself.After I called my mom to inform her that I gave the duplicate registration to my niece,she had me go and get a couple of things at another store,which I did.I headed straight home after that because I was feeling rather beat after all the running that I did after work.
When I got home,I got out of my clothes and I took a pain pill to help me sleep for a while because I was feeling pain in my legs.I slept for a little over and hour and after that,I made my bed and finished my personal PC work.I relaxed for a bit listening to some music while waiting for dinner to get done.
After eating a light dinner,I decided to do some last minute personal PC work.Overall,a pretty good but very busy day.
Regarding my SSA struggles,I had a brief episode.It was minor.I managed to get the episode under control and I didn't fall into immoral habits such as masturbating.I am glad to have gotten through it.
Tomorrow is another work day.I am hoping that the shift goes well.After that,it's the weekend.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.
Today was simply a laundry pick-up day.The pick-up went surprisingly well.There were no messes to clean up.I got the sorting of the laundry done in no time at all when I arrived at the worksite.After that,I had a cup of coffee and I headed for the bank.
At the bank,I withdrew some money for my mom and I headed straight home.
When I got home,I registered the money at the Where's George site after that,I watched a little bit of TV before heading back out.I had an appointment today to have my tax return prepared.I just wanted to make sure that I got there on time to fill it out.
On the way to the tax filer office,I stopped at a nearby post office to buy a money order for 20 dollars.I had to mail out a crucial payment to a company that is holding an item that I am paying for.I just wanted to get the money out to them ASAP.
When I got to the tax office,I had all my stuff with me to have everything included in the return.I am going to get a decent amount of money that is going to help me quite a bit.I still need to get the front exhaust pipe on my 4X4 replaced.I will be able to get it in about 2-3 weeks.After that,I will be able to have the repairs done.It will be great to have a quiet driving vehicle again.
I am now at home relaxing and I am getting ready for the new day ahead.
Regarding my SSA struggles,I had no problems today.I am going to keep my mind occupied with positive things to try and keep my mind off of sex.So far,keeping myself busy has been working.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the shift goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty good day today.
The work day went smoothly.I did everything that I had to do in the usual time.I also managed to do a little something extra for my supervisor today as well.After dropping off the clean laundry at the rehab center,I headed for home.
On the way home,I stopped at my mechanic's garage to see what could be wrong with my steering area.The wheel mechanism was okay.But I heard a fast ticking noise coming from that area.I heard it this morning when I went out to warm up my 4X4 and I heard it little by little when I drove to work today.When I got to work,I heard it again and after I fiddled with the hazard button and the ticking stopped.I sorted out the laundry after that and started my job.
When I got to the garage,my mechanic's assistant couldn't give me any concrete answers as to what it could be.I told him that I wasn't making it up and that it really happened.Still,he didn't give me any concrete answers.Disappointed,I left for home.I wished that the boss was there.I would've gotten a concrete answer from him instead of not getting anything.If it happens tomorrow,I will have to call them again tomorrow.
When I did get home,I laid down for about an hour after taking one of my prescription pain pills.I slept for that long.After getting up,I took the trash out before sitting down to eat.
After eating,I finished my personal PC work.It was quite a lot and despite some issues with the internet,I got it done.Overall,a pretty good day.
Regarding my struggles with SSA,I had no problems.No images creeped into my mind and I didn't fall.I am feeling pretty good as a result.I am hoping that the same can be said tomorrow.
Tomorrow is simply a pick-up day.I am hoping that the pick-up goes smoothly with no messes to clean up.I also have an appointment with some tax people so I can file my tax return this year.I am hoping for a pretty good sized refund.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.
Today was my day off.I only ran a couple of errands today.It was really nothing much.They were just a couple of important things that I needed to get done.Along the way,I had lunch at a local Burger King.It was a veggie burger without the mayo.It was also a very nice day out.The sun was shining and it was great to get out and enjoy myself a bit today.
After I got home,I laid down for a while.I also read and listened to a little bit of music while doing so.I also did some more personal PC work before having dinner.
After eating,I decided to do some last minute personal PC work before retiring for the evening and taking it easy.
Last night,I did get a chance to sing.The DJ that was normally there on Sunday nights was there and I sang a few songs.It was wonderful to sing a few songs last night.It helped ease the disappointment that I had when I didn't get the chance to sing due to dart tournaments that were being held there the past week.Again,I got the chance to sing and I felt better.
Regarding my SSA struggles,I have nothing to talk about.I guess being out in the community helped me take my mind off of sex with men and anything having to do with it.I hope that the rest of the week is like this.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the day goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty fair day today.
Today was a not too eventful day.I woke up and ate.I also did my personal PC work and I ran an errand.It was a personal thing that I had to run and I am glad to have gotten it accomplished.It was a small one and again,I am just glad to have gotten it done.
When I got home,I took it easy by laying down.I read while I listened to a little bit of music.I was also waiting for dinner to get done.After getting back up,I did some more personal PC work.
After eating,I decided to go upstairs to my room and do some cleaning up in it.I put some stuff in an old Avon box.There is still a lot more needed to get done because my room is an unholy mess.I have been upstairs in my own room since my teens and for a long time,a lot of stuff had just piled up and I really didn't have a way of putting it away or putting the stuff in a place that would make my room neater.The mess was becoming an eyesore and I felt that I had no choice but to clean it up.There is still a lot more to clean up and I hope to get that done little by little until it is all clean.I also have to be careful not to add more stuff there because I don't want another unholy mess in my room.Again,there is still a lot more that needs to be done.It is just going to take me a long time to get it done.Also,I need to be more careful not to add more and more that will lead to piles of stuff scattered about.It is about time that I get over the hurdle where I can finally be clean and well organized.
Last night,I did get a chance to entertain the crowd because the place was having dart tournaments over this week.I was pretty disappointed that I couldn't entertain the people but tonight,when I go out to the place,I am hoping that I will get to do it to make up for not doing it last night.When I got home,I watched a movie to kill off the disappointment.It worked.Again,I am hoping to entertain tonight.If not,there is always next Saturday night.
Regarding my SSA struggles,no problems today.I guess that I still need to keep busy and not have my mind on sex all the time.It is time that I seek out some alternatives to getting sex with other men off of my mind.So far,it has been so good.This week was smooth.There is the new week that I have to anticipate and I am hoping to get through the week without being plagued by thoughts of sex and having sex with men.When it comes to men,I want to think pure thoughts of them and not impure.I want to have healthy relationships in the form of friendships and male bonding.I just need to start finding new ways of doing that.The old ways are not working and now,I have to find new ways.If anyone out there can help,please share with me any helpful advice.Thanks in advance.
Tomorrow is my day off.I am hoping that the day goes well.I do have to run errands tomorrow as well.I hope that they work out well.
That was my weekend and my hopes for the start of the new week ahead.FJ