Friday, August 28, 2009

Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty good day today.
The work shift went smoothly.I simply did what I had to do in the alloted time and after it was finished,I bagged everything that was clean and I dropped it off at the rehab center.I headed for home after that.
On the way home,I stopped at the bank to cash my paycheck.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I dropped off everything that I needed to drop off and my mom and I headed back out to do some grocery shopping.
The grocery shopping took only 1/2 an hour.After we paid for and bagged the groceries,we headed straight home.
After unloading my vehicle,my mom put everything away and I parked my vehicle on the street before heading back into the house to stay home for the rest of the day.I had nothing else to do.
Right after that,my mom and I had a light dinner and I watched the evening news while eating.After that,I registered all the bills that I had at the Where's George site and they are now all on there.
Though I had a good day,I was still in a depressive funk.This has been with me for quite some time.I was in the funk for most of the day but in the evening,it leveled off.This is weird.I haven't felt this way before.I have been depressed before but these spells were temporary.They simply went away after a period of time.But this time,I have been in a depresive funk for quite some time.I have been taking my medication regularly but so far,it hasn't really started to work.I am just hoping to start feeling better really soon.If anyone out there can help,please do so.I could use some emotional support right now as I am feeling really down and I would like some people out there to help any way that they can.If anyone out there can help,please do so.Thanks.
Regarding my SSA struggles,I have no problems nor issues and I am not having the temptation to watch any pornography.I am hoping to get through the weekend unscathed.
Tomorrow is the start of the weekend and I have no plans.I am probably just going to take it easy and rest up.
That was my day today and my hopes for the start of the weekend ahead.FJ

Thursday, August 27, 2009

Tonight,I am feeling really down.I did have a pretty fair day today.
The work shift went smoothly.I simply did what I had to do in the alloted time and when I was finished,I simply bagged everything and I dropped it off at the rehab center.I headed for home.
On the way home,I went to the local hospital to pick up a few medictaion samples that I needed because I ran out of the previous ones that I had.I had to wait for about 20 minutes but I got them and I headed straight home after that.
When I got home,I got an unexpected surprise.My mom and I were planning to do some grocery shopping but my mom informed me that she changed her mind because she didn't feel like it.This really surprised me.I was hoping to get the shopping done but this unexpected turnaround really threw me.But I just brushed it off and I sat down to watch a little bit of TV.
I did some personal work on the computer for a while.It was just some e-mail work and a little bit of browsing.It did help kill some extra time that I had and after I was finished,I closed the internet off.
After eating a light dinner,I watched the evening news for a while and I did some more personal PC work.I really didn't have too much to do anyway so I browsed the internet for a while.
I have been feeling really down as of late.I felt the funk of depression for much of the day.Usually,it levels up in the early evening but tonight,I am still feeling funky.I don't know why I am feeling this way.I also don't want to feel this way anymore.I have been taking my medication for the past several weeks but so far,I haven't really felt it kick in.I am wondering how long will it take for this goldern medication to kick in.I am sick and tored of feeling this way.I want to start feeling better.If anyone out there has any advice on how I can get out,please share.Thanks.
Regarding my SSA struggles,I can say that the depression has not affected this.I am not having any problems nor issues.I am also not having the temptation to watch any pornography at the moment.I am hoping that I can get through tomorrow unscathed.
Tomorrow is another work day.I am hoping that the shift goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Wednesday, August 26, 2009

Tonight,I ma feeling okay.I had a pretty fair day today.
The laundry pick-up went smoothly.There were no messes to clean up.After dropping off the laundry and sorting it out at the work site,I had lunch and I proceeded to get on with my day.Before I left the house to do the pick-up,I did my personal PC work.
The only thing that I did do was that I did something for myself.I went to the local Wal-Mart to pick up a few things that I needed for myself.I also didn't have a problem picking them up as they were on the shelves as I needed them.After paying for them,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I sorted out the stuff that I bought.I also relaxed and watched a little bit of TV.It was the same old kids shows but it was better than nothing.I also laid down on my bed for a while because I was feeling tired and I did get a short nap in.I had really nothing else to do.
Toady,I was shocked at hearing about the death of Senator Ed Kennedy.His death,though inevitable,still came as a surprise.It is hard to believe that he is no longer with us.
After eating a light dinner,I watched the evening news for a while and I did some more personal PC work.I also had a talk with the Drop-In Center and that conversation went well.Overall,a pretty fair day.
I am still feeling some depression.I have been feeling this for quite some time.Though it has leveled off,I am still feeling the funk that I have been feeling for several weeks.I am hoping that I can get out of this.I am sick of feeling this way and I will do whatever it takes to get out.If anyone out there can give me any helpful advice,I would appreciate that.Thanks.
Regarding my SSA struggles,I am having no problems.I am also having no temptation to watch any pornography at the moment.I am hoping to get through tomorrow without any problems.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the shift goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tuesday, August 25, 2009

Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty good day today.
The work day went smoothly.I did what I had to do in the allotted time and I also got some hang out time at the social club.After the work day was done,I bagged the clean laundry and I dropped it off at the rehab center.I headed straight home after that.
When I got home,I dropped off some of my personal stuff and I headed back out again.I went out to run an errand for my mom.She wanted me to pick up a few things at a local supermarket.
On the way there,I stopped to get some gas and I headed straight there.
When I got there,I managed to find everything that I was looking for with no problems and not having to ask any of the store associates.After paying for the items,I headed back home.
When I got home,I helped my mom unlaod and I relaxed for a bit.But I had to head back out again to pick up a couple more things.I headed over to another local supermarket to pick up those things and when I was done,I headed back home.
When I got home,I ate a light dinner and I watched the evening news for a while.I also had a talk with the Drop-In Center again but the conversation was cut short due to an urgent call that had come in while we were talking.I will be calling back a little later to finish what I have to say.
I am still feeling some depression.I was in a funk for much of the day.I also had a spell where tears were coming from my eyes while I was watching a music video online.This is the second occurance that I had.The forst was yesterday in the therapists office when I was talking about how I was feeling and tears were coming down from my eyes.This is the worst depressive spell that I have been in and I want to get out.I have been taking my medication and while it has been helping me sleep,it really hasn't kicked in yet to help the depression.I am hoping that it kicks in soon and that I am out of this funk really soon.I really hate the way that I am feeling and I just want to be out and feel the way that I used to feel.If anyone out there has any advice on how I can handle this depression and how I can get out,please share.Any advice would be appreciated.Thanks.
Regarding my SSA struggles,I am having no problems.I am also not having the temptation to watch any pornography and that is good.I am hoping to get through tomorrow unscathed.
Tomorrow is simply a pick-up day.I am hoping that the pick-up goes smoothly.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Monday, August 24, 2009

Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty fair day today.
Today was my day off.I still had something that I needed to do.Firstly,when I got up out of bed,I ate a quick breakfast and I had a couple cups of coffee.I also did my personal PC work.I did that in under 1/2 an hour.After that,I shut the computer down and I got ready for my appointment with the medication manager over at the local hospital.
The session went as well as expected.I told the medication manager exactly how I was feeling.I told her everything.Apparenntly,she told me that if my mood does not improve soon,I may have to spend a few days in the hospital's mental health ward.I told her that I hoped that it wouldn't come to that because of all my worries.But she assured me that if it should come to that,I'd have nothing to worry about.After the session,I left the hospital and I headed straight home.
When I got home,I took it easy for a while and I did some more personal work on my computer.I also registered a couple more bills at the Where's George site.I also played a few more games online and that helped ease me a little.
After eating,I watched the evening news for a while and I also did some more work on the computer.Overall,a pretty fair day.
I am still feeling depression.I have been in this funk for several weeks.I am hoping that I am out of this funk very soon.I am already sick of being in it.This is the worst that I have ever been in.As I have stated before,it is also weird in one way.I feel funky for much of the day but when the evening comes,it levels off.Again,I am hoping to be out of thsi funk very soon.
Regarding my SSA struggles,I am having no images nor cravings to engage in any sexual activity.I am also not having the tempatation to watch any pornography and that is good.I am hoping to get through tomorrow unscathed.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the day goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Sunday, August 23, 2009

Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty fair day today.
Today,when I got out of bed,I ate a quick breakfast and I did my personal PC work.There wasn't an awful lot to do and I finished it in under 1/2 an hour.After doing that,I did some internet browsing,including playing some online games before closing off the internet.
The only thing that I did do today was that I ran an errand.I went to a local drug store to pick up a couple of things.I had to pick up a prescription that I had refilled and I also picked up something for my mom.After finishing that,I headed straight home.
The reason why I didn't do too much was becuase it rained for much of the day.I simply stayed home and watched some TV.I watched these shows called the GED Connection.Though I have no plans to take any scheduled GED test in the future,I still found the shows very interesting to watch.There was also nothing else on to watch so I figured to kill the time by watching this.After watching those shows,I muted the TV and did soem more work on the computer.There really wasn't an awful lot to do because of the rain.Then again,where I am living,there really an awful lot to do whether it rains or not.
After eating,I watched the evening news for a while and I did some more personal PC work.I also had a talk with the Drop-In Center for a while and that conversation went well.Overall,a pretty fair day.
I also was in a funk for much of the day.This chronic depression has really been getting me down.I have never felt the way that I am feeling right now.This is also a weird thing.I feel funky for much of the day but by the evening,it levels up a bit.I don't know how I got this but I am hoping that it ends soon.I am already sick of being in this.If anyone out there has any answers or any advice on how I can get out,please share.Thanks.
Regarding my SSA struggles,I had no problems nor issues.I am also not having the temptation to watch any pornography at the moment.I am hoping to get through tomorrow in the same manner.
Tomorrow is my day off.I am hoping that the day goes well.I do have an appointment with the medication manager over at the hospital and I am hoping that the session goes well.I am also hoping that I can get some helpful advice on how to deal with the funk that I am currently in.
That was my weekend and my hopes for the start of the new week ahead.FJ

Saturday, August 22, 2009

Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty good day today.
Today was the start of the weekend.It started out pretty decent.Firstly,when I awoke and climbed out of bed,I ate a quick breakfast and I had a couple of cups of coffee.I then proceeded to get on with my day.
I also decided to eat out for lunch.I went straight to the community kitchen and had a bite to eat.It was wonderful.It was a sandwich and some chips but it was still great.After eating my lunch,I left the kitchen and headed for home.I also managed to get three free cans of unsweetened applesauce while there.
On the way home,I stopped at a local supermarket to pick up a can of pizza sauce.I use the sauce for dipping when I eat pizza rolls.After paying for the sauce,I had a hot dog that they were selling for charity and I headed straight home afterwards.
When I got home,I decided to relax and take it easy for a while.I had no place to do or anything to do.So,I relaxed for much of afternoon while doing my personal PC work.I did that in under an hour.I didn't have an awful lot to do PC wise.After finishing that.I closed the internet off and took a breather from being on the computer.
After eating,I decided to do some more PC work and simply relax and take it easy.Overall,a pretty good day.
Though I am feeling okay,I am also still feeling depression.I was in a funk for much of the afternoon.It has leveled off some in the evening but I am still feeling the ill effects in a lot of other ways.I just can't seem to shake the feelings loose.I haven't been able to snap out of this funk.I am hoping to be out of it.If anyone out there has any advice,please share.I am sick of being in this funk.
Regarding my SSA struggles,I am not having any issues nor problems.I am also not having the temptation to watch any pornography at the moment and that is good.I am hoping to get through the rest of the weekend unscathed.
As for the rest of the weekend,I have made no plans.But whatever I do,I hope that it gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the rest of the weekend ahead.FJ

Friday, August 21, 2009

Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty fair day today.
Today,I had the day off from work because the staff were having a picnic.I simply did a laundry pick-up so the monday people would have something to do.After sorting out the laundry,I simply picked up my paycheck and left the worksite.I headed for the bank to cash my check.
When I got to the bank,I was surprised that there weren't too many people there.I was out of there within a few minutes.I headed straight home after that.
When I got home,I watched a little bit of TV and I tried to take a nap,but again,I couldn't.I even tried going out to the community kitchen to get lunch but the kitchen was closed.I simply headed for home but on the way,I grabbed a hot dog at a local 7-Eleven.
When I got home,I turned my computer on to let it worm up while I watched a little bit of TV.After that,I did my personal PC work.
Before I did my work,I registered all the bills that I had at the Where's George site.I wanted to make sure that they were all on there and after I was done,I stamped all the bills that I had and now,I am ready to pass them on.
After doing my personal PC work,I watched some classic commercials on the YouTube site and that was wonderful.I simply took it easy while on the computer and it was pretty good.
After eating,I watched the evening news for a while and I also did some more personal PC work.Overall,a pretty fair day.
I am still feeling some depression.I was feeling funky for much of the day.My funkiness got a little bit worse when I received the disappointment of the community kitchen being closed.But by evening,the depression leveled off a little.When I see my therapist on Monday,I will have to tell her about the way I am feeling and i am hoping that I can get some good advice on how I can deal with this.If anyone has any suggestions,please share.Thanks.
Regarding my SSA struggles,I had no problems nor issues.I am also not having the temptation to watch any pornography at the moment.I am hoping to get through tomorrow and the weekend unscathed.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day and weekend ahead.FJ

Thursday, August 20, 2009

Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty good day today.
The work shift went smoothly.I simply did what I had to do in the alloted time and there were no problems getting it done.After eating my lunch,I bagged everything that was clean and I dropped it off at the rehab center.I headed straight home after that.
When I got home,I relaxed for a bit and I watched a little bit of TV.The only thing that was on were children's shows,so I watched those.Afterwards,I tried to relax on my bed and take a nap but couldn't.I simply laid down and read from a newspaper for a while.
I also did some more personal PC work after trying to nap.I had my fill of TV for a while and I felt that relaxing by the computer and doing some personal work would help ease me.I was feeling funky for much of the day and I just wanted to try and get out of the funk that I have been in for quite some time.The funny thing is that I am feeling down for much of the day but in the evening,the depression levels off.I don't know why I am feeling this way nor do I know why or how it started.But I am hoping to be out of it soon.
After eating,I watched the evening news for a while and I also did some more personal PC work,including playing some online games.Overall,a pretty good day.
Regarding my SSA struggles,I have had no problems nor issues.I am also not having the temptation to watch any pornography at the moment.I am hoping to get through tomorrow unscathed.Earlier this evening,I did have another talk with the Drop-In Center and the talk went well.I will be calling again tomorrow.
Tomorrow is a day where I have a rare afternoon off.I am hoping that with whatever I choose to do,I hope that it gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Wednesday, August 19, 2009

Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty good day today.
The laundry pick-up went pretty well.There were no messes to clean up and that gave me a little bit of a good feeling.I simply dropped the laundry off at the work site and after I ate lunch,I sorted the laundry out.After doing that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I took with me something that I forgot to take with me earlier when I went to do the laundry pick-up.I left the house again to go to the post office to mail out a couple of bills that needed to be paid.
On the way to the post office,I stopped at a local Dollar Tree store to pick up something for dinner tonight.After paying for the item,I headed straight for the post office.
When I got there,I bought a couple of money orders and I made out the bills.After sealing the Priority Mail envelopes and giving them to the post office clerk,I left and headed straight home.
When I got home,I laid down for a while to take it easy because I was feeling tired.I watched a little bit of TV and I tried to take a nap.I only got 10 minutes of sleep.But I did manage to get a few minutes of relaxation while I read from a newspaper that I picked up on Tuesday.
After eating,I watched the evening news for a while and I also did some more personal PC work.I also had another talk with the Drop-In Center and that conversation went well.It was only a few minutes but it was better than not talking.
I am still feeling depression.It's at it's worst during much of the day but when the evening comes,it starts to level off.I know that I have said this before quite a few times but I am always holding on to the hope that I am over this funk really soon.I hate the way that I am feeling and I want to feel better.If anyone can offer some suggestions,please do so.Thanks.
Regarding my SSA struggles,I had no problems and I am not having the temptation to watch any pornography at the moment.I am hoping to get through tomorrow unscathed.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the shift goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tuesday, August 18, 2009

Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty good day today.
The work day went smoothly.I simply did what I had to do in the alloted time and when i was finished,I bagged everything that was clean and I dropped it off at the rehab center.In between all of that,I took part in a meeting that talked about coping skills with mental illness and I had lunch.I headed for home after that.
On the way home,I stopped at a local supermarket to pick up a few things that my mom needed and I also got some gas in my tank.I headed straight home after that.
When I got home,I was tired for my work day and I relaxed for the rest of the afternoon,which included taking a nap for about an hour.After relaxing,I did some more personal PC work and I also played another online game.I even had the chance to register a bill at the Where's George website and I am going to put that bill towards my laundry fund.
After eating,I watched the evening news for a while and I also did some more work on the computer.I simply played another game and I also played some games that I installed on my computer to play whenever I want to.Overall,a pretty good day.
Throughout the day,I was in a depressive mood.This has been with me for quite some time.Throughout the day,I am depressed.I am feeling sad and I am also sighing as the day progresses.This is always throughout the day.When the evening comes,I am still feeling the same way but it levels off a little.I am not sure why I am feeling this way nor do I know why it is happening.When I see the nurse practitioner in a couple of weeks,I am going to have to share with her how I am feeling and see what she has to say about it and what she can do to help me.I am hoping to be out of this funk very soon.
Regarding my SSA struggles,I am having no problems nor am I having any temptation to watch any pornography.I haven't had this temptation for quite a while.I am hoping to get through tomorrow unscathed.
Tomorrow is simply a pick-up day.I am hoping that the pick-up goes smoothly.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Monday, August 17, 2009

Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty good day today.
When I woke up this morning,I ate a quick breakfast and I watched a little bit of TV.I also went to a local laundromat to do my laundry.It was quite a lot to do.I was hoping to get the laundry done yesterday but the heat and humidity yesterday kept me home.I felt that I had to get it done because I was running low on underwear and I needed soem clean underwear to get me through the week.I was glad to have gotten it done.It was an accomplishment.
When I got home,I decided to take it easy and watch a little bit more TV and I also had some leftover pasta for lunch.I also did my personal PC work.It wasn't an awful lot so i got it done in under 1/2 an hour.I also managed to play some online games for a while and that was great.After doing all of that,I took it easy for the rest of the afternoon.Since it was my day off,I really had nothing else to do.
After eating,I watched the evening news for a while and I also did some more personal PC work.I also played a little bit more online games and that filled the time in pretty well.I also had another talk with the Drop-In Center and that conversation went pretty good.
Though I am feeling okay,I am still feeling some depression that I have been feeling for the past several weeks.I have been taking my medication and though I have been feeling a little bit better,I am still feeling depressed.I don't know how this happened nor do I know why it hit.I really want to get out of this and I am hoping to be out of it soon.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the day goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Sunday, August 16, 2009

Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty good day today.
When I woke up early this morning,I watched a little bit of TV and I went back to sleep.After watching the initial program,I decided to go back to bed and get some more sleep.I slept for about a couple more hours and after getting out of bed,I ate a quick breakfast and I decided to do my personal PC work.I did it in under an hour.
After doing that,I decided to play some more online games and just browse the net for a while.I really didn't have too much to do so I relaxed for much of the day and just enjoyed the quietness that was around.
I only ran one errand.I went out to get a couple of things that I needed for myself.I got them at the local Dollar Tree store.I needed to get a pack of soap because I needed this when I take a bath.I also got a couple small jars of pickles.After paying for these things,I headed straight home.I didn't have any place that I needed to go.
When I got home,I did some more personal PC work and I waited for dinner to get done.
After eating,I watched the evening news for a while and I did some more personal PC work.I am just going to relax for the rest of the night.Overall,a pretty good day.
Though I am feeling better,I am still feeling some of the depression that I have been feeling for quite some time.I am hoping to be out of this funk soon.
Regarding my SSA struggles,I am having no problems.I am also not having the temptation to watch any pornography and that is good.I am hoping to get through tomorrow unscathed.
Tomorrow is my day off.I am hoping that the day goes well.I am also hoping to get my laundry done.I was hoping to get it done today but was held back at home.
That was my day today and my hopes for the start of the new week ahead.FJ

Saturday, August 15, 2009

Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty good day today.
Today was the start of the weekend.I woke up early to watch a little bit of TV but went back to bed after an hour of being up.I was still feeling a little sleepy and I felt that I should lay down again for a little while.I slept for a little over 2 hours before getting back out of bed to eat a quick breakfast and do my personal PC work.
I relaxed for much of the afternoon because I didn't have much to do.I was in a depressive funk for much of the day.It started when I woke up and it stayed with me throughout the day.I don't know why I am having this nor do I know how I got it.I have been in this for the past several weeks and I am already getting tired of being in it.I am hoping to be out of this funk very soon.
The only thing that I did do today was that I ran an errand for my mom.My mom wanted me to pick up a few things for her at a local supermarket.It was a nice day out today and I felt that getting out for a while would help cheer me up.It was wonderful to be out and about and it did help give me a little lift,though I was still feeling depressed.After paying for the items that I picked up,I headed straight home.
After I got home,I relaxed a bit.Though the weather was nice,it was a little humid out and I wanted to cool off and relax before taking my bath.
After my bath,I ate and after doing that,I decided to do some more personal PC work,which included registering the change that I received at the supermarket at the Where's George site.I also had a talk with the Drop-In Center for a while and that conversation went well.Overall,a pretty good day.
Regarding my SSA struggles,I am having no problems nor am I having the temptation to watch any pornography.I am hoping to get through the rest of the weekend unscathed.
As for the rest of the weekend,I have no plans but whatever I do,I hope that it gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Friday, August 14, 2009

Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty good day today.
The work shift went smoothly,including the pick-up.I simply did the work that I had to do in the alloted time and when I was through,I simply bagged what was clean and I dropped it off at the rehab center.I headed for home after that.
On the way home,I cashed my paycheck and I went to a local Dollar Tree store to buy a bar of soap for my face.I also went to a nearby gas station to get some gas.I headed straight home after that.
When I got home,I saw that my brother in law was visiting with my mom and they were talking about some things.I really didn't pay much attention to their conversation so I simply turned on the computer and waited for it to warm up.I also relaxed and watched a little bit of TV.
I also played a few more online games and they were fun.I played them until dinner was ready.
After eating,I registered all the bills at the Where's George site.These were bills that I had gotten from the bank after I cashed my paycheck.They are now all on there and I can hardly wait for the hits to come after I spend them.
Though I am feeling okay,I am still feeling a little bit of depression from the past several weeks.It is not as bad as it has been but I am still feeling the negative feelings.I am hoping to be out of this funk soon.
Regarding my SSA struggles,I am having no issues nor any problems.I am also not having the temptation to watch any pornography at the moment.I am hoping to get through the weekend unscathed.
Tomorrow is the start of the weekend.I am hoping that the weekend goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the start of the weekend ahead.FJ

Thursday, August 13, 2009

Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty good day today.
The work shift went well.I have really nothing to complain about.I simply did what I had to do in the amount of time that I had and after I was finished,I bagged everything that was clean and I dropped it off at the rehab center.I headed straight home afterwards.
When I got home,I relaxed for a while and I watched TV.I also managed to get around to making my bed.SInce the funk started,I haven't made any effort to make my bed at all and I slept on top of an unmade bed for the past several weeks.Though I am still feeling a little funky,I am also feeling a little bit better and I am hoping that I can arrive at the point where I am not feeling any funk.I am going to continue taking my medication and continue my therapy.
While relaxing,I watched some TV for a while and again,it was a whole bunch of kids shows.There wasn't anything else on so I felt that the kid shows were better than nothing.I simply laid down and watched on.I had really nothing else to do.Besides,in my home town,there is really nothing to do.
After eating,I watched the evening news for a while and I also played some more online games.I also had another talk with the Drop-In Center and that conversation went well.
Regarding my SSA struggles,I am having no problems nor am I having any temptation to watch any pornography.I am hoping to get through tomorrow unscathed.
Tomorrow is another work day,I am hoping that the shift goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Wednesday, August 12, 2009

Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty good day today.
The laundry pick-up went smoothly.There wasn't an awful lot so I just headed for the worksite when I put the laundry in my vehicle.After getting there,I had lunch before I sorted out the laundry and headed for home.
On the way home,I stopped at a local supermarket to pick up a couple of things that my mom needed for dinner tomorrow night.I also went to a nearby Dollar Tree store to pick up a bottle of dish detergent that was needed.After paying for that,I headed straight home and I stayed there for the rest of the day.There really wasn't an awful lot for me to do in the city that I lived.
When I got home,I relaxed and watched TV for a while.I watched a bunch of kids shows because there really wasn't an awful lot on to watch except those boring and awful soap operas.Since I don't like those,I watched the children's shows to pass the time.It was better than nothing and afterwards,I took a nap for about an hour.
I was felling a litle funky for much of the day.But I am also feeling better.I am still feeling the depressive feelings that I have been feeling but they have been slowly going away.I am hoping to be out of this funk very soon.I am also hoping to hear from my father to hear that he made it home.I am hoping that he makes it home okay.Again,I am hoping to hear from him the minute that he makes it home.
After eating,I watched the evening news for a while and I also played some more online games because I was feeling really bored.It did help alleviate the boredom.I also had another talk with the Drop-In Center and the conversation went well.I will be calling tomorrow.
Regarding my SSA struggles,I had no issues.I am also not having the temptation to watch any pornography and that is good.I am hoping to get through tomorrow unscathed.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the shift goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tuesday, August 11, 2009

Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty good day today.
The work day went smoothly.I simply did what I had to do in the time allotted and when I was finished,I simply bagged the clean laundry and I dropped it off at the rehab center.I headed for home after that.
On the way home,I stopped at a local supermarket to pick up a couple of things that my mom needed and after paying for them,I headed straight home and stayed there.
When I got home,I put the items that I had picked up on the counter and I turned on the computer to do some more personal PC work.While waiting for the computer to warm up,I relaxed and watched a little bit of a DVD that I have and it was nice to watch for a while.After that,I went online and I played some more online games.I was feeling a little bit bored and I felt that playing the games would make me feel better.I also heard from my father again and he told me that he was heading for home in the early morning hours and that he would get ahold of me when he arrived back in his own home state.We talked for about a few minutes and we hung up.
Though I am feeling okay,I was feeling funky again this morning and for much of the day.I really don't know why I am feeling this funky feeling and I have tried everything to relieve myself of this depressive funk that doesn't seem to want to leave.If anyone has any advice on how I can do that,please share.Thanks.
After eating,I did some more personal PC work and I also played a few more online games.I also had another talk with the Drop-In Center and it was another pleasant conversation.I have been having some really nice talks with the people over at that center and they have been helping.I will be calling again tomorrow and I am hoping for yet another pleasant conversation.
Regarding my SSA struggles,I am having no problems nor am I having the temptation to watch any pornography.I am hoping to get through tomorrow without any problems.
Tomorrow is simply a pick-up day.I am hoping that the pick-up goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Monday, August 10, 2009

Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty good day today.
Today was a day off for me.But I did have one small thing to do.Before I did that,I ate a quick breakfast and I did my personal PC work.There really wasn't much to do in terms of that and I got it done in under an hour.I also heard from my father the minute that he hit the state of Pennsylvania and he wanted to tell me that before his car phone ran out.We talked for only a few minutes and hung up.I then proceeded to get on with my day.
After doing my PC work,I relaxed for much of the morning.I really didn't watch too much TV because there is really nothing that I like to watch in the mornings.So,I left the TV off.I just appreciated the quiet all around the house.While I was online,I played several online games because I was really bored.The game playing eased my boredom a little bit and after doing the necessary things to boost the internet connection speed on my next online browse,I closed the internet off.
I then proceeded to get on with the rest of the day.The only thing that I did was that I went to pick up a prescription for my mom.She had one of her medications refilled last night and I went to pick it up today after I had a light lunch.After doing that,I went over to my sister's house to check up on my brother in-law to see how he was doing.He informed me that he was going to do some more remodeling work on a house that he would like to sell in the near future.We talked for a few minutes and I left for home and that is where I stayed for the rest of the day.
When I got home,I put everything that I had bought onto the kitchen table and I went back online to play a few more online games before closing off to watch some of the evening news.
After eating,I watched some more of the evening news and I also watched a little bit of Inside Edition.I also had another talk with the Drop-In Center and that conversation went well.We talked for about 10 minutes and after hanging up,I felt a little bit better but I was still feeling some of the depressive feelings that I have been feeling for quite a while.I am hoping to be over this soon.I was in a funk for much of the day.This time,it wasn't as bad as it has been when it first started,but I was still in one.Again,I am hoping to be over this soon.
Regarding my SSA struggles,I had no problems today.I am also not having the temptation to watch any pornography and that is grand.I am hoping to get through tomorrow unscathed.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the day goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Sunday, August 09, 2009

Tonight,I am feeling a little bit better than I have been.I had a very good weekend.
This weekend,though I came back today,I went to visit some relatives in the state of Pennsylvania.I went with my father and my sister.It was wonderful to see all of them after so long.Not only that,we also went to a music festival that was there and the festival was wonderful.Though we only stayed one day there and only attended the festival for only one day,it was still a wonderful time that we had.
The trip down went smoothly.We only made a couple of stops along the way.When we arrived there,we went stright to the festival and after a few hours being there,we ran into all of the relatives that were there and we hung out with them the entire time.Again,it was wonderful and it was great to get away from the old home town for a while,even though it was for only a day.
We stayed at a relatives house for the night and after eating breakfast,we headed for home.
The trip home started smoothly but we ran into a torrential thunderstorm when we arrived back at our home state.After picking up some fresh fruits and vegetables,we ran into the storm and it was a hard time driving into the rainy weather that was apparent.But we got out of it and it was wonderful.The rest of the trip home was very smooth.
When we got back into the city,I was invited over to my sister's to have dinner with my father and her husband.I accepted and it was a wonderful fish dinner.We had a fish fry with homemade fries,onion rings and it was delicious.After spending some time with them,I was dropped off at home by my father.Again,it was a wonderful time that we all had.
When I got back in,I turned on the computer to post how the weekend.I couldn't wait to share with all of you how it was.Overall,it was a wonderful weekend.
I still felt funky for much of the days.But I didn't let it stop me.I still went went away and I still went to the festival.It was wonderful and I am feeling a little bit better,though I am still feeling some of the depression that I have been feeling.
Regarding my SSA struggles,I had no problems and I am also not tempted to watch any pornography online.I am hoping to get through tomorrow unscathed.
Tomorrow is a day off.I am hoping that the day goes well for me.
That was my weekend and my hopes for the start of the new weekend ahead.FJ