Friday, September 25, 2009

Tonight,I am still feeling down.I had a pretty fair day today.
The work shift went smoothly.I simply did what I had to do in the alloted time and when I was finished,I simply bagged everything that was clean and dropped it off at the rehab center.I headed for the hospital to pay my mom a visit.
On the way to the hospital,I stopped at my regular bank to cash my paycheck.After doing that,I headed straight for the hospital.
When I got to hospital,I spent nearly 90 minutes with her and I talked with her while she watched a little bit of TV.When my niece came up,I left for home and as I was leaving,I ran into my brother in-law who was also heading for her room.
On the way home,I stopped at Wendy's to have a bowl of chili because I was feeling hungry and I needed some food in my system before calling it a day.After I finished eating,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I watched some of the evening news and after my computer had fully warmed up,I registered all the bills at the Where's George site and I also did some online browsing.I also had a talk with the Drop-In Center tonight and that conversation went well.Overall,a pretty fair day.
I am still feeling depression.I have been feeling this for quite a long time.I was feeling funky for much of the day.It has leveled off a little but I am still feeling depressed.I am just hoping that this passes very soon.I am already at the point where I can't take it anymore.
The only positive thing is that it has had no affect on my struggles with SSA.
Tomorrow is the start of the weekend.I am hoping that it all works out.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Thursday, September 24, 2009

Tonight,I am still feeling down.I had a pretty so-so day today.
The work shift went smoothly.I simply did what I had to do in the allotted time and when I was finished,I simply bagged everything that was clean and I dropped it off at the rehab center.I headed straight home after eating lunch.
Things didn't go too well when I got home.My mother got hurt today when she tripped over a fan that was in the living room.She was in agonizing pain when she did and I had to call my sister who lives in the area to help.We called an ambulance to take her to a hospital so she could get the treatment that she needed.I went to the hospital to check up on her and my sister and niece were there keeping her company. I am hoping that she can get into a room really soon because I do want to go and visit with her.After spending some time at the hospital,I headed straight home.I feel that I need to be here at hoem just in case something happens.
For most of the day,I was waiting for a phone call from my sister on our mom's condition and I did get some answers earlier.She has a clean break in her left shoulder and it will take 6-8 weeks for it to heal.The best part is that it doesn't require surgery.Our mom will be staying in the hospital for a few days and she will also be staying with my sister for 2-3 weeks to be cared for.I am relieved that she doesn't have to go under the knife for this.I am hoping that she will get well.
I also had dinner at my sister's house.My brother in law and I had three hot dogs each for dinner.I didn't do too much personal PC work.I didn't have the time to do that.But I did manage to get a little bit of it done.
I am still feeling depressed.I have been feeling this way for quite some time.I am hoping that this depression passes soon.I have been feeling funky for much of the day.I always feel funky for much of the day and usually,it levels off in the early evening.Again,I am hoping that this depression passes soon.I am already at the point where I am getting sick of this funk.I am also tired of feeling funky during the day.I am taking my medication and I am following the orders of the nurse practitioner but I am still not where I feel that I should be.I am hoping that I am out of this funk real soon.I can't take it anymore.
The only positive thing is that it has had no affect on my struggles with SSA.
Tomorrow is another work day.I am hoping that the shift goes smoothly.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Wednesday, September 23, 2009

Tonight,I am still feeling down.I had a pretty fair day today.
The laundry pick-up went smoothly.I simply picked up a load of laundry at the rehab center and there were no messes to clean up.After dropping off and sorting out the laundry at the work site,I had lunch at work and I headed for home.
On the way home,I stopped at my regular drug store to pick up a prescription that I had filled and I headed straight home after that.
When I got home,I laid down and took a nap for a while because I was feeling tired.I guess that it was the new medication that I take during the day.I have been feeling really drowsy through the day as of late but I am hanging in there.I am hoping that my body gets used to the new medication really soon.It may take a while but I know that it will.I am just hoping that I also get over this funk really soon.I also watched a little bit of TV for a while after my nap.
After eating,I watched the evening news for a while and I also did some more personal PC work.Overall,a pretty fair day.
I am still feeling depression.I have been feeling this way for a long time.I feel funky for much of the day and at this moment,the funk is not going away.It used to be where it would level off in the evening but now,I am still feeling funky.I don't want to feel funky anymore.I want to start feeling good again and also,I yearn to feel like myself again.I want to feel like myself again.I have been taking my medication and I have been doing everything in my power to overcome this depression but I am still feeling funky.If anyone out there can help,including those who also struggles with depression,I want to hear from you.Any help or advice would be appreciated.Thanks.
The only positive thing is that it has had no affect on my SSA struggles.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the shift goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tuesday, September 22, 2009

Tonight,I am still feeling down.Despite that,I had an okay day today.
The work day went smoothly.I simply did what I had to do in the allotted time and I got everything that I needed to get done.I also hung out at the social club for much of the day while waiting for laundry loads to get done.After I was finished,I bagged everything that was clean and I dropped it off at the rehab center.I headed for home afterwards.
On the way home,I stopped at a gas station to get some gas in my tank.I also dropped off a couple of prescriptions at a local drug store.After doing both of these things,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I watched a little bit of TV and I laid down on the sofa because I was feeling tired but not really sleepy.I was feeling down and funky for much of the day even though I did something that I really enjoyed doing.I just didn't feel the joy that I wanted to feel.I helped in making homemade salsa today at the scial club and while I enjoyed doing that,I didn't feel the joy in me.All I felt was the depression.I waa still feeling the depression when I went home today.I don't know what is causing this depression that I am currently feeling and I want to stop feeling this way.
After eating,I watched the evening news for a while and I also did some personal PC work.Overall,a pretty okay day.
As stated,I am still feeling depression.I have been feeling this funk for quite some time.I felt it this morning and this afternoon.I am still feeling funky.I want to feel better and I want to start feeling better soon.I am hoping that I am out of this funk really soon.I don't want to feel this way anymore and I am hoping that the medication that I am currently taking starts to kick in really soon.I am getting sick of waiting for it to kick in.If anoyone out there can help me with any advice,please do so.If there is anyone out there who also struggles with depression can help,I would appreciate that.Thanks.
SO far,the depression that I am struggling with has had no affect on my SSA struggles.
Tomorrow is simply a pick-up day.I am hoping that the pick-up goes well with no messses to clean.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Monday, September 21, 2009

Tonight,I am still feeling down.Despite that,I had a pretty okay but busy day today.
Firstly,when I got up out of bed,I had a quick breakfast and I did some of my personal PC work.I couldn't finish it all because I had an appointment with the nurse practitioner over at the hospital and I also had to take my mom to get some tests done,which was in the same area as the local hospital.But I managed to finish everything when I got home later on.
The session with the nurse practitioner went well.I simply told her how I was feeling and I told her everything that I felt that I had to tell her.She prescribed me with another medication to take during the day and I left.I also heard from my mom that she was finished with everything that she needed to do.Fortunately,where she was in the same area that the hospital was so I didn't have that far to drive.After picking her up,we went to a local supermarket to do some last minute shopping before the month was out.After that,we headed straight home.
When we got home,I helped my mom with the groceries and waited for dinner to get ready.My mom and I were going to eat light tonight.
After eating,I finished my personal PC work and I registered some bills at the Where's George site.I also managed to get a little bit of the evening news in before my mom got a telephone call from our next door neighbor.I also managed to do some video watching while online and that was great.Overall,a pretty okay day.
I am still feeling depression.I have been feeling this way for quite some time.I have been feeling this funk for as long as I can remember.I am hoping that I can get over this funk pretty soon.I am already at the point where I am getting sick of being in it.If anyone can offer any prayers on my behalf,I would greatly appreciate that.Thanks.
The only positive thing is that it has had no affect on my struggles with SSA.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the day goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Sunday, September 20, 2009

Tonight,I am still feeling down.Despite that,I had a pretty okay day today.
When I finally got out of bed,I had a quick breakfast and a couple cups of coffee.I also did my personal PC work after eating.
I also managed to get a couple of things accomplished.I managed to get my laundry done and I alao ran a last minute errand for my mom.I had to get her a bottle of pain pills that also help her sleep.She really needed these things and I was glad to have gotten them for her.Though I really didn't feel any gladness due to the depression that I am currently enduring,I was still glad to do her that little favor.After I did these things,I stayed home for the rest of the day.
When I did get home,I relaxed for the rest of the day and I also watched a little bit of TV.It was simply a cartoon show but it was the only thing that was on.After watching the cartoon,I did soem more personal PC work.
After eating,I watched the evening news for a while and I also did some more personal PC work,which was mostly internet browsing and a little bit of e-mail work.Overall,a pretty okay day.
I am still feeling depression.I don't know when I will feel some relief from this.Last night,I tried to watch a comedy flick and it didn't make me laugh.This was also one of my favorite movies and it used to make me laugh before,but this time,it didn't.I am already feeling hopeless.I want to start feeling hopeful again.If anyone can offer up a prayer on my behalf,I would appreciate that.Thanks.
The only thing positive is that it has had no affect on my struggles with SSA.
Tomorrow is my day off.I do have an appointment with the nurse practitioner over at the local hospital and I am hoping that the session goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Saturday, September 19, 2009

Tonight,I am still feeling down.I had a pretty fair day today.
Today was the start of the weekend.I really did not do too much today.I mostly stayed home and relaxed.I had really nothing else to do.The only thing that I did was that I movced my vehicle to another spot on the street to coincide with the street parking laws.Again,I had nothing else to do,so I stayed home.
I did watch a little bit of TV.But there was really nothing on to be watched.I turned off the TV and did my personal PC work.
After doing that,I fixed a sandwich for lunch and I ate it while relaxing in a chair.The only thing that I did do was that I had a prescription refilled at the local drug store by calling it in on the phone.I also got a reminder from the hospital about my appointment for Monday afternoon with the nurse practitioner.I am eagerly awaiting the meeting with her as I have a lot to tell her.I have to tell her about the way that I have been feeling lately,which is depression of the worst kind.At least,that is the way that it feels to me.
While eating dinner,I watched the evening news and after I was finished,I watched a little bit more and did some more personal PC work,which was mostly internet browsing and checking out a couple of online videos on YouTube.
I am still feeling depression.I have been feeling this depression for far too long.I am taking my medication and I am doing everything in my power to try and overcome it but I am still in the state where I was when it first started.I have not been feeling like myself lately and I want to start feeling like myself.I am hoping to be out of this depression soon.I am also hoping that the medication starts kicking in really soon.I am alreday getting sick of feeling this way.
The only positive thing is that the depression has had no affect on my struggles with SSA.
As for tomorrow,I have made no plans but whatever I do,I hope that it gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the rest of the weekend.FJ

Friday, September 18, 2009

Tonight,I am still feeling down.Despite that,I had an okay day today.
The work shift went well.I simply did what I had to do in the alloted time and when I was finished,I bagged everything that was clean and I dropped it off at the rehab center.I headed for home afterwards.
On the way home,I stopped at my regular bank to cash my paycheck.After doing that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I turned on my computer to warm it up.I had a whole bunch of bills that I had to register at the Where's George site and I wanted to make sure that my computer was up and running.
I couldn't get online right away.I had to do a quick scan on my computer to see if there was any spyware or viruses in my database.Fortunately,there was none of that in my database.I had this done while I was eating and I just waited patiently as the scan was going.
After eating,I checked to see if the scan was done and it was.After closing off the software,I went online and I registered all the bills that I had at the Where's George site.It only took me a few minutes to do and after I was done,I did some more personal PC work.I also watched a little bit of TV for a while.I also had another talk with the Drop-In Center and that conversation went well.Overall,a pretty okay day.
I am still feeling depression.I have been feeling this way for quite some time.I have been trying everything in my power to get out of this funk for so long but it seems that I am still not out of it.I am still taking my taking my medication and so far,it hasn't really kicked in.I hope that it starts kicking in real soon.I am already at my wit's end.Again,I am hoping to be out of this funk very soon.
The only really good thing out of this is that the depression has had no affect on my struggles with SSA.
As for the weekend,I have made no plans but whatever I do,I hope that it gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the weekend ahead.FJ

Thursday, September 17, 2009

Tonight,I am still feeling down.Despite that,I had an okay day today.
The work shift went smoothly.I simply did the required work that I needed to do.I also hung out at the social club while waiting for laundry loads to get done.After I ate lunch,I bagged everything that was clean and I dropped it off at the rehab center.I headed for home after that.
On the way home,I stopped at our regular drug store to pick up a prescription that my mom had refilled a few days ago.I also bought something that was needed.After paying for everything,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I gave my mom her presription and I put away the other thing that I bought.I laid down and took a nap for about 45 minutes because I was feeling tired.I also had to get ready for an appointment that I had to go to today.It was an appointment with a sexual abuse support counselor at the regular place where I meet with my normal one.I headed for the appointment when I was ready to go.
The session with the counselor went pretty well.I shared with her how I have been feeling as of late and she simply encouraged me to talk with the nurse practitioner about it at my next appointment with her,which will be on Monday.I headed straight home after the session.
I relaxed for a bit after I had gotten home.
After eating,I watched the evening news for a while and I did some more personal PC work.Overall,a pretty okay day.
I am still feeling depressed.I have been feeling this way since the last week in June.I have never felt anything like this before.I have been taking my medication and I have been doing everything in my power to overcome this funk.But I am still feeling funky.I am hoping to be out of this funk soon as I am already getting sick of this.
The only positive thing is that it has had no affect on my struggles with SSA.
Tomorrow is another work day.I am hoping that the shift goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Wednesday, September 16, 2009

Tonight,I am still feeling down.Despite that,I had a pretty okay day today.
The laundry pick-up went smoothly.I simply picked up a couple of heaping bags at the rehab center and dropped them off at the work site.I sorted the laundry out and simply waited for lunch to be served.After eating lunch,I dropped off some clean linens at the rehab center before heading straight home to take my mom to the medical facility to have her tests done.
My mom didn't get everything that she needed to get done accomplished.She only managed to get her blood work done.I simply waited for a few minutes until she was ready to go home.After everything was done,we went straight home and that is where I stayed for the rest of the day.
When we got home,we both relaxed because we were both still tired from the long day.I laid down on the sofa and took a 1/2 hour's nap.I got up a little bit after 2:00 in the afternoon and I felt relaxed and refreshed.
After my nap,I did some more personal PC work and did some internet browsing.I even managed to watch some videos online and that was great even though it still didn't make me feel any better.
After eating,I watched the evening news for a while and I also did some more internet browsing.Overall,a pretty okay day.
I am still feeling depression.I have been feeling funky for much of the day.I have been appealing for some support from anyone out there.So far,with the exception of one person,I have not received any.Is there anyone out there who also struggles with depression?If so,I want to hear from you on how you handle it.I am still taking my medication and doing everything in my power hoping to get over this funk.Any new ideas would be greatly appreciated.Thanks.
The only thing positive is that it has had no impact on my struggles with SSA.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the shift goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tuesday, September 15, 2009

Tonight,I am still feeling down.Despite that,I had a pretty okay day today.
The work day went well.I also took advantage of a meeting today where they were talking anout what stresses us and while I was waiting for laundry loads to get done,I decided to be a part of it.I did pay close attention to my job and it was wonderful to be a part of it.After the work day was through,I bagged everything that was clean and I dropped it off at the rehab center.I headed for home.
On the way home,I stopped at a couple of local supermarkets to pick up a couple of things that were needed for dinner.It was not too hard as I located them right away.After I paid for these articles,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I relaxed for a bit and took it easy.I watched a little bit of TV and turned on my computer to warm it up so I would be ready to use it later on when I did some more personal PC work.
After eating,I watched the evening news for a while and I did some more personal PC work.I also did a little bit on online browsing.I even managed to talk with the Drop-In Center for several minutes and the conversation went well.Overall,a pretty okay day.
I am still feeling depression.I have been taking my medication and doing everything in my power to help alleviate my symptoms but I am still not where I should be.I am still feeling down and funky and I am hoping that this won't last very long.I am already at the point where I am tired of being depressed.Still,I am going to keep up what I am doing and I am hoping that things do indeed get better.
The only really positive thing is that it has had no affect on my SSA struggles.
Tomorrow is simply a pick-up day.I am hoping that the pick up goes well.I also have to take my mom to a medical facility to have some tests done the minute that I get home from doing all of that.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Monday, September 14, 2009

Tonight,I am still feeling down.Despite this,I had a pretty good day today.
Today was my day off.I ate a quick breakfast and I relaxed for much of the morning before getting ready for my appointment with my therapist.I had plenty of time to get ready as it was still pretty early in the morning.After the relaxation,I got dressed and headed for my appointment.
The session went well.I explained to her how I was feeling and how I have been feeling.She seems to think that the medication is not working well enough and that I should try something else.I told her that I really don't want to start trying any new different medication until the one that I am currently taking has started to really kick in.After the session,we ended and I have an appointment with her in a few weeks.I am hoping to feel better by then.I am hoping that I can find out the root cause of this depression so I can try to find the right medication for myself.I have been trying to find which one is right since I started taking newer medication after stopping to take one that I have been taking for almost 10 years.Again,I am hoping to feel better in a few weeks.
After leaving the hospital,I went to a local supermarket to pick up some things that my mom wanted me to get.I was fortunate to find everything that my mom wnated me to get for her.After paying for these items,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I unloaded the shopping bags and my mom and I put everything away.I decided to relax and watch a little bit of TV for a while.I didn't watch anything much but it was better than being bored.
After eating,I watched the evening for a while and I also did some more personal PC work.I am planning to call the Drop-In Center tonight before the evening is through.I have been calling them since the depression that I am going through started and the talks that I have been having with them have been helping me a little but I am still feeling depressed.
This depression that I have been going through has really been dragging me down.I was feeling funky for much of the day and I am still feeling funky.It hasn't leveled off like it usually does in the evening.This has really been getting the better of me and I am already at the point where I can't take it anymore.I have been in this funk for far too long and I am hoping to be out of it very soon.If anyone out there can say a prayer on my behalf,please do so.Thanks.
The only thing that this depression has not affected is my struggles with SSA.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the day goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Sunday, September 13, 2009

Tonight,I am still feeling down.I had a pretty fair day today.
Today,when I got up out of bed,I had a quick breakfast and I also did my personal PC work.I also laid down on the sofa because I was still feeling a little tired.Ever since this depression started,I have been feeling excessively tired and feeling funky.I am already getting sick of this funky feeling that I have been having and I just want it to be gone.
Despite that,I did manage to get everything that I needed to get done accomplished.I only ran one small errand today.I went to a local Dollar Tree store to buy a couple things that I needed and I also bought a hot dog for charity at a local supermarket.After doing all of that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I relaxed and took it easy and I also did some more personal PC work.I also watched a little bit of cartoons on TV for a while when I was finished.
After eating,I watched the evening news for a while and I also watched the 60 Minutes interview with President Barack Obama.It was a great interview to watch and I was satisfied with everything that he gave in that interview.I also had a talk with an old friend of mine on the telephone.
As stated,I am still feeling depresssed.I have been feeling funky for quite some time and I really would like to get out.I am already getting sick of this funkyness that has been plaguing me for far too long.I would like to get out of this funk.I am hoping to be out of this funk soon as I am already getting to the point where I can't take it anymore.If anyone has any advice,please share.Thanks.
SO far,this depression has had no impact on my struggles with SSA.
Tomorrow is my day off.I am hoping that the day goes smoothly.I have an appointment with my therapist tomorrow at the local hospital.I am hoping that the session goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the start of the new week ahead.FJ

Saturday, September 12, 2009

Tonight,I am still feeling down.I had a pretty fair day today.
Today was the start of the weekend.I had a quick breakfast to start the day when I got up out of bed and I also did my personal PC work.After doing all of that,I decided to get ready to do my laundry over at a local laundromat.
When I got to the laundromat,I saw that there wasn't an awful lot of people there.This was hard to believe because the laundromat is usually full on a weekend day.But I savored the peace and quiet and just did my laundry.It only took a little over an hour to do.After I was finished,I folded the laundry and bagged it.I headed for home.
On the way home,I had to stop at a local supermarket to pick up a couple of things that were needed for dinner tonight.After paying for these items,I headed straight home and that is where I am staying.
When I got in the jouse,I started bath water to bathe because I wanted to clean up.After cleaning up,I ate a light dinner and watched the evening news for a while.
I also got around to registering some bills at the Where's George site.It was change that I received when I bought the items at the local supermarket.I also watched a little bit of TV.Overall,a pretty fair day.
I am still feeling depression.I have been feeling this way for quite some time.I am still unable to shake it loose.I just want to feel better and I am still not feeling any better.I have been feeling funky for much of the day and I feel that it is not letting up.I need help.If anyone has any advice on how I can overcome this funk,please share.Thanks.I have been doing everything that I can do.I am taking my medication and I have been trying to keep busy,but it hasn't done me any good.I am still feeling funky.Any advice would be appreciated.Thanks.
The only really good thing is that it has had no effect on my SSA issues.
As for tomorrow,I have made no plans but whatever I do,I hope that it gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the rest of the weekend ahead.FJ

Friday, September 11, 2009

Tonight,I am still feeling down.I had a pretty fair day today.
The work shift went smoothly.I simply did what I had to do in the allotted time and when I was finished,I simply bagged everything that was clean and dropped it off at the rehab center.I headed for home after that.
On the way home,I stopped at a local supermarket to pick up a couple of things that my mom needed and I also went and cashed my paycheck at my regular bank.After doing that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I simply took it easy and relaxed for the rest of the afternoon.I also managed to register a whole bunch of bills at the Where's George site.These were bills that I got when I cashed my paycheck and some money that I got from my niece for this month's insurance.I will be spending these bills soon and eagerly awaiting the e-mails when they get hit.
After eating,I watched the evening news for a while and I also did some more personal PC work.I also had a talk with the Drop-In Center for a while and that conversation went well.I will be calling them again tomorrow evening.
I am still feeling some depression.I was feeling funky for most of the day and I am still feeling funky.Normally,it levels off a little bit in the evening but tonight,I am still feeling the sadness.I don't know why I am feeling this way nor do I know how I got to feeling this way.I have been taking my medication and I have been trying to keep myself busy but I just can't seem to shake these feelings.I am hoping that I will be able to shake this loose soon because I don't want to be in this funk anymore.I am just hoping that I will be feeling better soon.
The only really good thing is that this is having no impact or effect on my SSA struggles.
This weekend,I am hoping to get my laundry done.As for the rest of the weekend,I have made no plans but whatever I do,I hope that it gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the weekend ahead.FJ

Thursday, September 10, 2009

Tonight,I am still feeling down.Despite that,I had a pretty good day today.
The work shift went smoothly.I simply did what I had to do in the allotted time and I managed to get a lot done.When I was done,I bagged everything that was clean and I dropped it off at the rehab center.I headed straight home after that.
When I got home,I headed back out again because I had to go and pay the water bill at the local city hall.After doing that,I headed back home.
When I got there,my mom and I went to do the grocery shopping for the month.We worked fast to get everything that we needed for the month.We got it done in under 20minutes.After paying and bagging the groceries,we headed for home.
When we got home,we put all the groceries away and we both relaxed and took it easy.I watched TV while my mom read.I evem turned on my computer to warm it up so I could use it later in the day.I watched some cartoons as they were the only things that were on.After doing that,I did some more personal PC work.
After eating,I watched the evening news and I decided to do some more personal PC work by simply browsing the internet and checking out some video sources.I even called the Drop-In Center and had a talk with the people there and the conversation went well.I will be calling them tomorrow.
I am still feeling depression.I have been feeling this way for quite some time.I have been doing everything in my power to help alleviate and I am still not where I should be with my symptoms.I have been working,going to the socail club,taking my mediaction and just trying to keep busy.But I am still feeling depression.I want to get out of this funk and I am hoping to be out of it soon.I don't want to feel this way forever.Again,I am hoping to be out of it soon.
The only really good thing is that it is having no impact or effect on my SSA struggles.
Tomorrow is another work day.I am hoping that the shift goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Wednesday, September 09, 2009

Tonight,I am still feeling down.I had a pretty fair day today.
The laundry pick-up went smoothly.There were no messes to clean up and I also had a helping hand today.The person helping me actually carried the bag to my vehicle.I thanked him afterwards and I went straight to the work site.I sorted out the laundry when I got to the work site and I had lunch after that.I headed straight home after that.
When I got home,I headed back out again to run an errand for my mom.I had to pick up a few things that my mom needed.After paying for the items,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I decided to relax and watch a little TV.I watched a couple of kids shows because they were the only things that were on.After watching a little bit of TV,I decided to take a nap for about 1/2 an hour.
After my nap,I went out one more time.I had to buy a couple of things at a local Dollar Tree store.After paying for those,I headed straight home for dinner.
After wating,I watched the evening news for a while and I also did some more personal PC work.I also had another talk with the Drop-In Center for a while and that conversation went well.I will be calling them again tomorrow.
I am still feeling depression.It has leveled off but I am still feeling a little funky as I have been for most of the day.I have been feeling this way for quite some time.I have tried almost everything to relieve myself of this but it hasn't been working.I am hoping that I will not be feeling funky in the near future.I am already getting sick and tired of being in this funk.Again,I am hoping that I am out of this funk very soon.
The only good thing is that this depression has had no effect on my struggles with SSA.
Tomorro is a work day.I am hoping that the shift goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tuesday, September 08, 2009

Tonight,I am still feeling down.Despite that,I had a pretty good day today.
The work day went smoothly.I simply did what I had to do in the time allotted and when I was finished,I simply bagged everything clean and I dropped it off at the rehab center.I headed for home after that.
On the way home,I dropped off a newspaper at a couple of houses and I went to a local supermarket to pick up a few things.After paying for those,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I unpacked everything and I put them in their appropriate places.I also relaxed a bit and took it easy.I didn't watch and TV because there was really nothing on that I wanted to watch.It was good to have it quiet for a while.
I did manage to do one more thing.I went to a local Burger King to pick up a couple medium packs of onion rings to have as a side dish for dinner.
After eating,I watched the evening news for a while and I also did some more personal PC work.I also did soem internet browsing and I played a little game online.Overall,a pretty good day.
I am still feeling some depression.I was feeling funky for much of the day.I did manage to get my job done and all the other things that I needed to get done.This has been the pattern with me.I feel funky for much of the day but when the evening comes,it levels off a little and I am not feeling as funky as I have.I have been taking my medication and I have been following all the things that the nurse practitioner and my therapist have been telling me to do.But I am still not where I should be with my depression.I am still feeling funky for much of the day and I am wondering if there is something else that I need to do to help alleviate this depression that I am feeling.I am hoping to be out of this funk very soon because I want to feel better and be better.I am hoping that I won't be feeling funky for very long.
The only really good thing is that it hasn't had any impact or effect on my struggles with SSA.
Tomorrow is simply a pick-up day.I am hoping that the pick-up goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Monday, September 07, 2009

Happy Labor Day,Everybody.
Tonight,I am still feeling down.I had a pretty fair day today.
Today was a holiday but for me,it wasn't too special because every Monday is a day off for me.But I still managed to get something accomplished.
When I got up out of bed,I ate a quick breakfast and I drank a couple cups of coffee.I also did my personal PC work as usual.
The only thing that I got accomplished today was that I did some of my laundry.I had to do some of my T-shirts because they needed to be cleaned.They were really piling up.I was glad to get them done today and I will start wearing them next week.After I was finished,I bagged them and I hung them up when I got home.
After hanging them up,I watched a little bit of TV and I relaxed on the sofa while doing so.It was nothing really special.It was basically a cartoon show on public television,which was the only thing on.It was better than watching those corny and boring daytime soap operas.It was wonderful and I did some more personal PC work after doing that.
After eating,I watched the evening news for a while and I also did some internet browsing,including watching some videos on YouTube.Overall,a pretty fair day.
I am still feeling depression.I have been feeling this way for a little over two months.I don't know why I am feeling this way and I would like to know how I can snap out of this.I have been taking my medication and I have been doing all the right things to try and lift myself out.But I am still feeling down.If anyone out there can give me some advice,I would greatly appreciate it.Thanks.
The only good thing is that the depression that I am feeling has had no impact on my SSA struggles.
Tomorrow is a working day.I am hoping that the day goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Sunday, September 06, 2009

Tonight,I am still feeling down.I had a pretty fair day today.
When I got out of bed this morning,I ate a quick breakfast and I had a couple cups of coffee.I also did my perosnal PC work.It only took me 1/2 an hour to get it done.After that,I proceeded to get on with my day.
I went out this afternoon to run a few errands.I went back to the new store that had just opened up and I bought a movie there just to give them some business.I also went to a local supermarket to buy something that my mom needed.Last nut not least,I went to the local Wal-Mart to buy myself some toothbrushes.I had to buy another one because I accidently dropped the one that I was using in dirty dish water and I needed to replace it.Now,I have and I am going to use it tonight to brush my teeth when I am ready to do so.After doing all of these things,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I registered a couple more bills at the Where's George site.This was the change that I received from the new store after I bought the movie.I also did some online browsing for a while and that lasted about 20 minutes.After I closes the internet off,I relaxed and waited for dinner to get ready.
After eating,I watched the evening news for a while and I also did some more personal PC work.
I am still feeling some depression and it hasn't really lessened.I don't know what the problem can be.I have been feeling this funk for quite some time and I haven't been able to snap out of it.I am hoping that I am out of this funk really soon as I am getting sick and tired of being in this funk.Anything such as prayers and words of encouragement would be a big help.Thanks.
The onbly good thing is that it has had no impact on my SSA struggles.
Tomorrow is my day off.I am hoping that the day goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the start of the new week ahead.FJ