Friday, October 27, 2017

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving onward.I had a very good day today.
Today,I went to work and it went well.I got a lot accomplished on the job today.I headed home and relaxed.
However,all is still not very good in my both my personal life and my spiritual life.I am still attending church and enjoying it,but I feel so down spiritually and down miserably that I don't know whether I'm coming or going.
I am still struggling with fantasies and lusting after other men.My SSA struggles are really getting me down.As I said yesterday,I have been tempted left and right.I have given into temptations in regards to fantasies and lusting.I don't know what to do.
I need some help and support.I need some affirmations and upbuilding.Please fellow blog followers and readers,I need all the support that I can get.
I need all the prayers that I can get.I also need some positive verbal support in the comments section.I need to know that there are people who care about me and are supporting me every step of the way.It's just that my blog postings are being read,but nobody wants to drop me a line or two of positive verbal support or that they are praying for me.
I need to stop giving into these terrible temptations.Please help me.If there is anyone out there who wants to and can help,please do so.I really need all of you.Thanks.
I have plans to go to church this coming Sunday on the upcoming weekend.I still need all the prayers and positive verbal support that I need.Thanks for your support and Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.FJ

Thursday, October 26, 2017

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving onward.However,I had a very good day and the work day went well.I need to say some things here.
Lately,I have really been struggling with fantasies and lusting.I have been falling into temptation lately a lot.I have been giving into the urges to fantasize and lust after other men.Yes,I admit that I have been.
I am feeling terrible and lousy as of late.I haven't had this problem in a long time. Sexually themed images of men cloud my mind constantly.I don't know whether I am coming or going.
I have gave into masturbation to these images.Yes I have.Again,I am feeling terrible and lousy for doing so.
I need some help.I need some encouragement.I need people to leave me some verbal support in the comments section.I need prayers from all of you.
Please pray for me.Please leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.I need all the help and support that I can get to help keep me going.Please pray for me.Please leave me some encouragement in the comments section.Thanks to all of you.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
I have work tomorrow.I hope that the work day goes well.
That was what I had to say.I need support real badly.Thanks again.FJ

Wednesday, October 25, 2017

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a very good day today.
Today,I woke up in the early morning and had my usual coffee.After my coffee,I washed up real quickly and got dressed.I headed for work.
The work day went well.After it was over,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I had a terrible headache and I relaxed.After that,I had a light evening meal and I quickly did my personal PC work.I then later prepared for my evening retirement.Overall,a very good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
Please continue praying for me as I'm struggling terribly right now with fantasies and lusting.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks to all of you for your continued support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for tomorrow,with the exception of work as usual,I have no plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ

Tuesday, October 24, 2017

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a very good day today.
Today,I woke up in the early morning and had my usual coffee.After my coffee,I washed up real quickly and got dressed.I headed for work.
The work day went well.After it was over,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I relaxed for a bit and also ate a light dinner.
Later on,I went out to pick up a few things at a local bargain supermarket.I also bought another thing at another local supermarket.I headed straight home after that.
When I got home,I relaxed and did my personal PC work.Later on,as it was getting late,I prepared to retire for the evening.Overall,a very good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
Please continue praying for me as I am really struggling terribly with fantasies and lusting in regards to SSA.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks to all of you for your continued support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for tomorrow,with the exception of work,I have no plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ

Monday, October 23, 2017

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a very good day today.
Today,I woke up in the early morning and had my usual coffee.After my coffee,I washed up real quickly and got dressed.I headed for work.
The work day went well.After it was over,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I relaxed and did some of my personal PC work.
I later went back out to pick up a few things for myself to eat and after that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I relaxed and ate.I also did some more personal PC work before preparing to retire for the evening.Overall,a very good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
Please continue praying for me as I am really struggling terribly right now.I also would really appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks to all of you for your continued support.Thanks also to both my heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for tomorrow,with the exception of work,I have nothing planned.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ

Sunday, October 22, 2017

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a wonderful and eventful day today.
Today,I woke up in the early morning and had my usual coffee.After my coffee,I washed up real quickly and got dressed up in a suit.I headed for church for both the morning's Holy Bible study class and the worship service afterwards.
Both the class and the worship service were wonderful.After some wonderful fellowship,I headed for home.
On the way home,I stopped at a local Wendy's for a light lunch.I headed straight home after that.
When I got home,I relaxed and did my personal PC work.Later on,I ran a few errands and had a snack at the local shopping mall.I headed straight home after that.
When I got home,I did some more personal PC work.I headed back out to a local 7-11 to pick up a light dinner and I ate it when I got home.I also did some more personal PC work before preparing to retire for the evening.Overall,a wonderful and eventful day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
Please continue praying for me as I am really struggling terribly right now.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks to all of you for your continued support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for tomorrow,with the exception of work,I have no plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ

Saturday, October 21, 2017

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a wonderful and eventful day today.
Today,I woke up in the early to mid morning and I had my usual coffee.After my coffee,I started doing my personal PC work,but was cut short because I had to go to the bank to withdraw a small amount of money.I washed my hair and got dressed to get the money.After that,I headed home and finished my personal PC work.I then showered quickly and after getting dressed,I went to get my hair cut and I went back home.
I changed into dress clothes when I got home and headed for another church in the area for a Reformation Celebration lecture and dinner.
The celebration was terrific.I learned a lot and had some wonderful fellowship with the people who were there.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I changed into pajamas and did some more personal PC work.Later on,as it was getting late,I prepared for my evening retirement.Overall,a wonderful and eventful day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
Please continue praying for me as I am really struggling right now with the problems of fantasies and lusting.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks to all of you for your continued support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for tomorrow,with the exception of church as usual,I have no plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ

Friday, October 20, 2017

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a very good day today.
Today,I woke up in the early morning and I had my usual coffee.After my coffee,I washed up real quickly and got dressed.I headed for work.
The work day went well.After it was over,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I relaxed for a while and later on,I went back out to get a few things for dinner.
After I got home,I ate my meal and did my personal PC work.I later prepared for my evening retirement.Overall,a very good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
Please continue praying for me as I'm really struggling right now.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks for your continued support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for the upcoming weekend,with the exception of attending a Reformation celebration dinner at another local church and attending a service at my own church on Sunday,I have no plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the upcoming weekend ahead.FJ

Thursday, October 19, 2017

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a very good day today.
Today,I woke up in the early morning and had my usual coffee.After my coffee,I washed real quickly and got dressed.I headed for work.
The work day went well.After it was over,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I relaxed for a bit while one of my nephews did a little work in the house.After that,I showered quickly and shaved.I then put some casual clothes on and got a couple of things to eat.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I changed into pajama pants and did my personal PC work.I also ate what I had bought for dinner.Later on,I prepared for my evening retirement.Overall,a very good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
Please continue praying for me.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks to all of you for your continued support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for tomorrow,with the exception of work as usual,I have no plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ

Wednesday, October 18, 2017

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a very good day today.
Today,I woke up in the early morning and had my usual coffee.After my coffee,I washed up real quickly and got dressed.I headed for work.
The work day went well.After it was over,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I relaxed for a bit as I was really tired.I also ran a small errand that I had to run.
Later on,I had a light evening meal and I did my personal PC work.I later prepared to retire for the evening.Overall,a very good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
Please continue praying for me as I'm really struggling right now.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support,including some upbuiding,in the comments section.Thanks to all of you for your continued support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for tomorrow,with the exception of work,I have no plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ

Tuesday, October 17, 2017

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a very good day today.
Today,I woke up in the early morning and I had my usual coffee.After my coffee,I washed up real quickly and got dressed.I headed for work.
The work day went well.After it was over,I headed for home.
On the way home,I stopped at a local Dollar General to pick up something that I needed.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I relaxed and did a little work in the house.
I had a light evening meal and I did my personal PC work before preparing to retire for the evening.Overall,a very good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
Please continue praying for me as I'm really struggling right now.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks to all of you for your continued support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for tomorrow,with the exception of work,I have no plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ

Monday, October 16, 2017

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a very good day today.
Today,I woke up in the early morning and I had my usual coffee.After my coffee,I washed up real quickly and got dressed.I headed for work.
The work day went well.After it was over,I headed for home.
On the way home,I stopped at the local Super Wal-Mart to pick up some food items for dinner.After that,I headed over to the bank to withdraw some money.I headed straight home after that.
When I got home,I finished up some personal stuff around the house that I started yesterday and after that,I relaxed and had a light evening meal.I also did my personal PC work before preparing to retire for the evening.Overall,a very good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
Please continue praying for me as I am really struggling terribly right now.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support and upbuilding in the comments section.Thanks to all of you for your continued support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for tomorrow,with the exception of work,I have no plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ

Sunday, October 15, 2017

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a wonderful and eventful day today.
Today,I woke up in the early morning and I had my usual coffee.After my coffee,I washed up real quickly and dressed up in a suit.I headed for church for both the morning's Holy Bible study class and the worship service afterwards.
Both the class and the worship service were wonderful.After some wonderful fellowship,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I changed into casual clothes and headed for the local Super Wal-Mart to pick up another storage thing and after that,had lunch at a local cafe.I headed straight home after that.
When I got home,I put some stuff in the storage thing and carried it to the garage.I also put a few more things in the garage and after that,did my personal PC work.I also went back out again to pick up a few things for dinner and headed back home.
When I got home,I relaxed for a while and did some more personal PC work.
Later on,I ate a light evening meal and did some more personal PC work before retiring for the evening.Overall,a wonderful and eventful day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
Please continue praying for me.I also would really appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks to y'all for your continued support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for tomorrow,with the exception of work,I have no plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ

Saturday, October 14, 2017

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and had my usual coffee.After my coffee,I washed up real quickly and got dressed.I quickly did my personal PC work and after that,I ran a few errands.
I went out to drop off a few free newspapers at a few people's places.I also did a little bit of shopping at the local Super Wal-Mart.
When I got home,I started packing away some of my things in a couple of big storage totes.After that,I relaxed and did some more personal PC work.
I had a light evening meal and after that,I did some more personal PC work before planning to retire for the evening.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
Please continue to pray for me.I am really struggling terribly right now and I need prayers from all of you.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks to all of you for your continued support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for tomorrow,with the exception of church as usual,I have no plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ

Friday, October 13, 2017

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a very good day today.
Today,I woke up in the early morning and I had my usual coffee.After my coffee,I washed up real quickly and got dressed.I headed for work.
The work day went well.After that,I headed for home.
On the way home,I stopped at the local Super Wal-Mart to pick up a few things.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got hoe,I relaxed for a while and left to go to a local 7-11 and headed back home.
When I got home,I relaxed and had a light evening meal and I did my personal PC work before planning for my evening retirement.Overall,a very good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
Please continue praying for me.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks to all of you for your continued support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for the weekend,with the exception of church as usual on Sunday,I have no plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ

Thursday, October 12, 2017

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a very good day today.
Today,I woke up in the early morning and had my usual coffee.After my coffee,I washed up real quickly and got dressed.I headed for work.
The work day went well.After it was over,I headed for home.
On the way home,I stopped at a local garage to make an appointment.After that,I went to a local 7-11 to pick up something to drink.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I relaxed and did my personal PC work.After that,I went out to do a little shopping and headed straight home.
When I got home,I changed into night clothes and did some more personal PC work before retiring for the evening.Overall,a very good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
Please continue praying for me.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.
Thanks to all of you for your continued support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for tomorrow,with the exception of work,I have no plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ

Wednesday, October 11, 2017

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a very good day today.
Today,I woke up in the early morning and I had my usual coffee.After my coffee,I washed up real quickly and got dressed.I headed for work.
The work day went well.After that,I headed for home.
On the way home,I stopped at a local Walgreen's to pick up something that I needed.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I relaxed for a while and I did my personal PC work.
I had a light evening meal and I did some more personal PC work before preparing to retire for the evening.Overall,a very good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
Please continue praying for me.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support.Thanks to all of you for your continued support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for tomorrow,with the exception of work,I have no plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ

Tuesday, October 10, 2017

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a very good day today.
Today,I woke up in the early morning and I had my usual coffee.After my coffee,I washed up real quickly and got dressed.I headed for work.
The work day went well.It was wonderful to be back at work after the holiday weekend.After a talk with my supervisor,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I relaxed for a while as I had a terrible headache.I laid down for a while until my headache was gone.
After getting back up,I had a light evening meal and I did my personal PC work.After that was done,I showered quickly and prepared to retire for the evening.Overall,a very good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
Please continue praying for me.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks to all of you for your continued support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for tomorrow,with the exception of work as usual,I have no plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ

Monday, October 09, 2017

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving onward.I had a pretty fair day today.
Today,since I had the day off,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual coffee.After my coffee,I quickly did my personal PC work and relaxed for much of the morning.
In the afternoon,I went and had my oil changed and after that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I relaxed again and did some more personal PC work.
After a light evening meal,I did some more personal PC work before preparing to retire for the evening.Overall,a pretty fair day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
Please continue praying for me.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks to all of you for your continued support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for tomorrow,with the exception of work,I have no plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ

Sunday, October 08, 2017

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a wonderful and eventful day today.
Today,I woke up in the early morning and I had my usual coffee.After that,I washed up real quickly and got dressed up in a suit.I headed for church for both the morning's Holy Bible study class and the worship service afterwards.
Both the class and the worship service were wonderful.After some wonderful fellowship,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I changed from my suit into casual clothes and quickly did my personal PC work.After that was done,I relaxed for a while and went out for a bit to eat.After that,I went to the local Super Wal-Mart for a few things and then,a local 7-11 for something.I headed straight home afterwards.
When I got home,I relaxed and quickly did some more personal PC work before preparing for my evening retirement.Overall,a wonderful and eventful day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
Please continue praying for me.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks to all of you for your continued support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for tomorrow,since I have the day off due to it being Columbus Day,I have nothing planned,except an appointment for an oil change.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ