Saturday, March 10, 2007

Tonight,I check in feeling okay.The day for me was not too bad.The rainy weather we were supposed to have was reduced to being a light rain shower.It was enough to make it warmer but the sidewalks were still a little slippery.Still,the weather was warmer and that was good.
Today,I helped my mother with her shopping.It was okay.Though I was hoping to so something for myself,I helped my mother out and the day and the experience was okay.After we got home,I took it easy for a while and had a decent meal.I even had a talk with a friend of mine tonight and he's doing good.
Tonight,I am going to be entertaining the crowd.I am hoping that the night goes well.Though I rarely,if ever,have an off night,I still hope for things to go well.I am hoping to try out a few new songs tonight and I hope that I do them well.I love what I do.
Right now,the New Jersey Devils are leading the Buffalo Sabres 3-2 after two periods.I am still hoping that the Sabres will be victorious tonight.After two disappointing home losses,a win would be totally neat.
That was my day and my hoped for night.FJ

Friday, March 09, 2007

Tonight,I check in with mixed emotions.It was a mixed bag of stuff today.
The work day went by as smoothly as it was expected.I simply did my job and went home.After I got home,my mom told me that a music store called and told me that my special order came in and I could pick it up anytime.I simply went to pick it up after I turned on my computer and after it was fully on,I did a virus scan to start with,so I could see if there were any viruses or spyware on it while I was out.Before I did go to pick up my order,my mom threw one of those "spur of the moment" things on me about taking her grocery shopping tomorrow when I had plans to do more shopping for myself tomorrow.I simply had to make changes in my schedule and agreed to help her.I am simply going to do it on Monday when I will have a day off the whole day with no appointments and nothing else to do.I really do not like these "spur of the moment" things that come up.I know that these things can not be helped at any time under any circumstances.But if my mom needs me to help her with something,the least she can do is talk about it with me ahead of time so I can make changes to my schedule when necessary.I sometimes feel that nobody within my family really cares about how I feel.
The only really good thing to happen today was that there were no viruses or spyware on my computer.I picked up my order at the music store,which is "Weird Al" Yankovic: The Ultimate Video Collection on DVD.I am glad to have this in my library.I am still awaiting my copy of the movie UHF on DVD.I am hoping that it comes soon.
I am also disappointed to see that the Buffalo Sabres lost to the Minnesota Wild tonight by a score of 5-1.Tomorrow night,they are hosting the New Jersey Devils at home.I hope that they can beat the Devils tomorrow night.
Tomorrow night is my night to sing for the crowd.I am hoping that the night goes well for me.
That was my day.FJ

Thursday, March 08, 2007

Tonight,I check in feeling pretty good.Today was a work day and it went by pretty smoothly.I had a pretty decent day on the job.It went by pretty well.I simply did my job and that was it.I even kept myself busy by reading a book about how to handle my problems with anger and I even read from my bible.It is good to have a goal to set and hope to be accomplished.I have been complimented on my progress and that alone encourages me to keep it up.
Right now,the weather is COLD.Though not as much as it has been lately.I am in the house and anticipating the next day.I am simply taking it easy tonight.This weekend,we're supposed to get warmer weather.I hope that we do because you never know when the gulf stream changes and the same old thing happens.So far,according to the National Weather Service,there has been no change except for the rain possibility.But so far,so good.I am hoping that we can say a fond farewell to this bitterly COLD winter we had this year and have a wonderful Spring.
Tomorrow is yet another work day.I am hoping that it goes by smoothly.Tomorrow night is another Buffalo Sabres game.They are hosting the Minnesota Wild.I am hoping that they can beat them.Than after that,it's the weekend.I can hardly wait for that.I will be entertaining the crowd yet again and I am hoping that the night goes good.
That was my day.FJ

Wednesday, March 07, 2007

Tonight,I check in feeling really good.It was a wonderful day today.I had a lot to do and it kept me busy.I did my laundry pick-up today and I went home.I went to meet with my sexual abuse support counselor today and that meeting went great.It was a pretty good day.
Tonight,I went to my support group meeting at the church and that also went great.It was another wonderful meeting.The men in my group are really a swell bunch.They listen to every word I say and they always thank me for sharing my stories.It's great to feel accepted and being made a part of a group,especially when it's a group of men.I am feeling like I am a part of the world of men little by little.I feel like I am accomplishing something here and that makes me feel great.Yes it does.I am looking forward to the next meeting.I am hoping that the next meeting is as good as the last.Though they always are,I still always hope for them to be wonderful.
The only disappointing thing to happen was that the Buffalo Sabres lost to the Carolina Hurricanes tonight by a score of 3-2.But the Sabres played a great game and put a great effort into it.Their next game is Friday night hosting the Minnesota Wild in Buffalo.I hope that they can win that game.After tonight's loss,a win would be totally sweet.
Tomorrow is another work day.I am hoping that it goes smoothly.
That was my day and night

Tuesday, March 06, 2007

Tonight,I check in feeling okay.Today was another work day for me and that went by smoothly.I simply did my job and the day went by pretty fast.The only drawback was that the weather was bitterly COLD today.The winds were high and they were incredible.It was pretty sunny but it did little to help relieve us of the bitter wind chills.The wind chil at the moment is -9.We have not had it this cold in quite a while.WOW!The temperatures are really bone chilling.I am just glad to be at home.Tonight,we are still having COLD weather and I am hoping that it ends soon.
Tomorrow is going to be simply a pick up day.I just have to pick up a bag or two of laundry and drop it off at the work place.After that,I go home to get ready for my afternoon appointment with my sexual abuse support counselor and then I have my Wednesday night group meeting at the church.I am hoping that both meetings go well.I can hardly wait for both of them.
Tomorrow night,the Buffalo Sabres are hosting the Colorado Avalanche in Buffalo.I am hoping for another Sabres victory.After the last two victories,another victory would be sweet.Yes it would.
That was my day.FJ

Monday, March 05, 2007

Tonight,I check in feeling okay.I had a pretty decent day today.It was not too eventful but I did get a lot accomplished today.It was a day off for me today and I did enjoy it.
The first thing that I got done was that I filed my income tax return.I finally managed to get it done after a little over a month and that made me feel good.I am going to be getting a nice sized refund this year.It is also the first income tax return that I filed in a long time.I was actually happy to get that done.The second thing that I did was that I dropped a record album off at a friend's house.He called to thank me for giving that to him.The third thing that I did was that I had my last meeting with my anger management counselor.I am now going back to regular medication management and that is great.The last two things that I had to do was run a couple of errands for my mother.I got a lot done today and that gives me a feeling of accomplishment.
Right now,I am at home.The weather is extremely COLD with winds blowing up to 35 miles per hour.The wind chill is in the minus single digits and it's bitterly COLD.I am glad that I did not have to do anything after what I had to do.I just stayed home and took it easy.
Tomorrow is another work day.I am hoping that it goes by smoothly.
The Buffalo Sabres are playing again this Wednesday night when they host the Carolina Hurricanes in Buffalo.I am hoping for another Buffalo Sabres win.
That was my day today.FJ

Sunday, March 04, 2007

Tonight,I am checking feeling pretty good.It was a very eventful day today.I managed to go out and get quite a bit done today.I had to run a couple of errands today for myself and that went as well as expected.I had to pick up a few personal things for myself and I also managed to run into a couple of old friends at Wal-Mart,where I was doing my shopping.The day was pretty great.I got a lot accomplished and that was terrific.It was a very good day.I got out and I ran into people that I have not seen in a while.What more can a guy ask for?
Last night was yet another super night.I had a blast entertaining the crowd last night.Like last week,the night started out late but with a different circumstance.There was a special dart tournament going on and there was music playing on the jukebox repeatedly.There was a lot of people there and that was great.The more the merrier.It was such a wonderful night and I got a lot of compliments for the songs that I did,which really made the night worthwhile and FUN.
Tonight,I managed to call a friend tonight and he is doing good.He just got back home tonight and he and his girlfriend are well,which is good.I am glad that he and her are doing great and that they are okay.I even managed to talk with a friend of mine from New Jersey and he is doing great.
The Buffalo Sabres won last night.They defeated the Toronto Maple Leafs by a score of 3-1.While I am overjoyed that the Sabres are winning back to back games,the only disappointing thing is that Ryan Miller could not get a shutout.It seems that Ryan Miller can not get a break while he is in net.Though he played a great game and he did a great job stopping quite a few shots,he just can not get a shutout.But again,the Sabres won and that also made the night for me.
Tomorrow is a day off for me.I have an appointment with my anger management counselor and it will also be my last appointment with him.After that,I will be going back to regular medication management at the hospital.I am hoping that the session goes well.
That was my day and my night last night.FJ

Saturday, March 03, 2007

Tonight,I am checking feeling pretty good and optimistic.I am looking forward to tonight.I am going to be doing my usual entertaining the crowd tonight.I am hoping that all goes well.I rarely have an off night,but I always hope for things to go well.I was practicing two songs that I am hoping to do tonight and I am hoping that I will be able to do them well.I always have a balst entertaining the crowd and singing up a storm.I do enjoy what I do.It makes me feel good to make the crowd feel good.Yes it does.
Today was a pretty eventful day.I went to a thrift shop to go clothes shopping and I found some pretty good things.They were mostly sleepwear for winter and I also managed to find another T-Shirt that fit as well.Next Saturday,I am going to another one and I am hoping to find some more stuff that will fit.Not only that,I also managed to find some really hard to find record albums and a few old 8-Tracks.It was a pretty exciting day and I enjoyed myself.Next Saturday,I am going to another one and I am hoping to find some nice stuff that will fit me.It wil be great to have some nice clothes whenever I need them.
Right now,the Buffalo Sabres are leading the Toronto Maple Leafs 2-0.I am hoping that the Sabres can make it two in a row.They whomped the Montreal Canadians last night in Buffalo and I am hoping for yet another win.That would be totally sweet.A win by the Sabres tonight would make me really happy.Right now,Darius Zubrius has been penalized for hooking and I am hoping that the Sabres can kill off this penalty successfully and that Ryan Miller can still continue to keep the Maple Leafs scoreless.It's about time that Ryan Miller got a shutout this season.He really deserves one.At this moment,there is a scuffle going on between a Leafs and Sabres player but the referees are breaking it up.The Sabres are now back at full strength.Again,I am hoping for another Buffalo Sabres win.
That was my day and my hoped for night tonight.FJ

Friday, March 02, 2007

Tonight,I check in feeling okay.It was a pretty good day today at work.The day went by smoothly and I done what I had to get done.It was another typical day and it went by as smoothly as expected.
This afternoon after work,I simply cashed my paycheck and ran a small errand for my mom.I also managed to get my hair cut.While I was out,I decided to do a thorough scan on my computer for viruses and/or spyware and there was a virus on it.It was called the "Downloader" virus and according to my anti-virus program and the site where the anti virus program originated,it was a high risk type of virus of the "Trojan Horse" variety and the program did resolve it.But I still had to get rid of it.After turning off my system recovery and restarting it,I managed to remove the virus from my database and deleted it from my files.After I did my e-mail work,I did yet another scan on my computer and there were no viruses or spyware in my database.That was a relief.I hate it when my computer gets infected with a virus or even spyware.But again,I am gald to have this anti-virus software on my computer.It's my insurance that I will know when there is something in my computer that should not be there.
The best thing about tonight is that the Buffalo Sabres were victorious yet again.They defeated the Montreal Canadians by a score of 8-5.It was a wild game.There were plenty of goals scored and it was like a shootout.But again,the Sabres came away with a victory tonight.
Tomorrow,I am hoping to make it out to another thrift shop in hopes of buying some new clothes.I am hoping that I will find something that fits.I am in need of some new clothes.I hope to find some.Tomorrow night,I will be entertaining the crowd once again.I am hoping that the night goes good.Though I rarely have a bad night,I always still hope that the night goes good.
That was my day.FJ

Thursday, March 01, 2007

Tonight,I check in feeling pretty good.I had a very good past couple of days.Today was a work day and it went by pretty smoothly.I spent much of the day doing what had to be done and it went by pretty well.It was a pretty smooth day.Weather wise,it was a mixed bag of precipitation.It started lightly snowing then it turned to rain,which was a little bit freezing.But still,I got through the day and it was a pretty good day.
Yesterday,I made it out to the thrift shop but could not find really anything that fit me,with the exception of a T-Shirt.But I managed to find some oldie 45's.That way,I did not leave empty handed.It was a pretty exciting day yesterday.Last night,I went to my support group meeting at the church and it was yet another wonderful meeting.I am really getting an awful lot out of these meetings and they are working out.It is great to feel accepted by a group of men and sharing what's on your mind without being judged or ignored.It's great that these men are listening to me when I am talking and it is rewarding when you can talk and be heard and not having to worry about harsh judgements or even worse;rejection.But again,I am glad to have found out about this group and I am also glad to be attending these meetings.I am looking forward to attending the next meeting.
Tomorrow is another work day.I am hoping that it goes by smoothly.Not only that,the Buffalo Sabres are hosting the Montreal Canadians in Buffalo tomorrow night.Then after that,the weekend.I will be entertaining the crowd as usual.The Buffalo Sabres are having a rematch against the Toronto Maple Leafs in Toronto on Saturday night.I am hoping for back to back wins against these two teams.
That was my day today and my day yesterday.FJ

Tuesday, February 27, 2007

Tonight,I am checking in feeling pretty good.I had a very good work day.The day went by pretty smoothly.I simply went through the day doing my job and it made me feel good.I still had to go through yet another day of coughing but I am feeling hopeful that I will feel better soon.I just started taking the medication and it takes time for it to work.Again,I am feeling hopeful.
Tomorrow is simply a pick-up day.I just have to pick up a load or two and drop it off at the work site.I am also hoping that I will be able to make it to the thrift shop so I can shop for new clothes.You never know when you're going to need new nice clothes.I am hoping to find something that will fit.Tomorrow night is a meeting night.I am hoping that the meeting goes well.They have been going well but I still hope for every meeting to go well.
The best thing to happen tonight was that the Buffalo Sabres kicked the energy out of the Toronto Maple Leafs tonight by a score of 6-1.It was a great game.Their next game is this Friday night hosting the Montreal Canadians in Buffalo.I am hoping for another Sabres victory.After they kicked the Maple Leafs out of Toronto,I am hoping that they can do the same thing to the Canadians.
The Sabres made some trades today.Martin Biron went to the Flyers for a second round draft pick next season.Jiri Novotny and the Sabres first round draft selection next season went to the Capitals.The Sabres aquired defensemen Timo Helbing and center Darius Zubrus from the Capitols.The Sabres aquired a back up goaltender from the Columbus Blue Jackets named Ty Conklin in exchange for the Sabres fifth round draft selection next season.A lot of activity during the trade day during the last minutes of the day.Tonight,it has been working because they won tonight.WHAT A GAME!
That was my day.FJ

Monday, February 26, 2007

Tonight,I check in feeling okay.Today was a day off from work and it was a pretty decent day.I had a doctor's appointment today and I got a prescription for my irritated throat and for my blood pressure.I am feeling a little bit better than yesterday.I am hoping that I continue to improve in my physical health.My irritated throat has been really getting the better of me and I am hoping that it can finally be gotten rid of.I hate having a dry scratchy throat where I am coughing a lot because of it.But again,I am hoping to be rid of it soon.
I was hoping to go to another thrift shop today but due to a bad snow storm,I put the trip on hold until Wednesday,which I am hoping is better weather because I hate it when an unexpected snow storm comes when I plan to do something.I know that it's winter and we have to expect these things.But this is over strecting the season a little.Again,I am hoping that it gets better for Wednesday.I would like to have some new clothes because you never know when you're going to need them.But I did get one thing accoplished today.I did mange to drop off some old clothes that did not fit me anymore to a thrift shop that I normally buy at,which made me feel good.I also managed to get a few errands for my mother done.
Tomorrow is another work day.I am hoping that the day goes by smoothly.There have been some pretty good to fairly decent days but I am always hoping for things to go by smoothly each and every work day.That is the only thing that I can do.Again,I hope that the work day goes smoothly for me tomorrow.
That was my day today.FJ

Sunday, February 25, 2007

Tonight,I check in feeling okay.The day was a not to eventful one.I ran a couple of errands and that was it.But I did not have an awful lot to do.In my hometown,there is really nothing to do,especially when it is winter and the snow is falling with winds blowing it all around and the weather being cold.But I always manage to keep myself entertained.
Tonight,I had a couple of pretty good conversations with a couple of friends.They are both doing great.The first was a friend who lives in my hometown who is visiting his future in-laws.The second was a friend from New Jersey who I met nearly three years ago in PA.They were great conversations and I had a ball talking to them.Yes I did.It was not too bad of an evening.I am now at home relaxing.
Last night,I had another successful night entertaining the crowd.I did my George Harrison tribute and it was well received.I love doing tributes to my favorite dead artists and it is always a gas to do it for a very appreciative crowd.I always look forward to doing it every week.It gets better and better.
The only disappointment was that the Buffalo Sabres lost to the Ottawa Senators last night by a score of 6-5.I have to give the team some kudos because they did play a great game and yes,it was rough with a lot of fighting going on.But again,the Sabres played a great game.Their next game is Tuesday night against the Toronto Maple Leafs in Toronto.I am hoping for a Sabres win.
Tomorrow morning is a doctor's appointment.I have a throat infection that will not go away.I am hoping that the doctor can do something about it.
That was my day and my night last night.FJ

Saturday, February 24, 2007

Tonight,I check in feeling pretty good.I am feeling much better than last night.I do not have that recurring headache that I had last night that just kept recurring.I am looking forward to tonight.I am going to be singing up a storm tonight.As I have previously reported,I will be doing a George Harrison tribute tonight because it is his birthday and I always do a tribute to Him and John Lennon when their birthdays come around.I really enjoy doing this every year when their birthdays come around.Then again,I always pay tribute to the both of them every time I sing one of their songs.It is always my pleasure to entertain the crowd and I look forward to that every week.I hope that everything goes great tonight.Though I rarely have an off night,I still hope for everything to go great because you never know what might happen.
At this moment,the Buffalo Sabres are playing against the Ottawa Senators in Ottawa and they are leading the game 1-0 in the first period.I am hoping that the Sabres can make it two consecutive wins over the Senators.After what happened on Thursday night,I am hoping that the Sabres can get their revenge on the Senators.A win would be really sweet.I am hoping for a victory.Thursday night's victory in a shootout was great and another win tonight would be totally neat.
Today was a pretty decent day.The sun shined today and it felt a little warmer today.We are supposed to be getting warmer next week.I did not do too much today.I just ran an errand and that was it.
That was my day.FJ

Friday, February 23, 2007

Tonight,I check in feeling okay.The work day went by pretty smoothly and I managed to get done what I had to get done.It was not too bad of a day and I did get a lot accomplished.Right now,I am trying to get rid of a headache that has been recurring.Last night I had one and tonight,I got it again.I am hoping that it goes away soon.I did take something for it and I am hoping that it goes away soon.
Last nights hockey game is still the talk of the town.The big brawl that happened last night is still being talked about all over Western New York.The Sabres are asking the league to thoroughly examine the tapes of the game because the Sabres are trying to point out that some of the Ottawa Senators players started the scuffle.One of them intentionally bumped into Chris Drury and he's out with a concusion for a while.Each and every time the Senators come to town to play the Sabres,they are always starting something.Tomorrow night is a rematch in Ottawa.I hope that the Sabres can beat them again.Yes I do.That was baloney what the Senators did to Chris Drury and keeping him out for the remainder of the season.I hope that Chris Drury gets over his concussion real soon.It would be terrible if he had to sit out of the playoffs.
I am just glad that the weekend is finally here.I will be singing up a storm tomorrow night.I will be doing a tribute to George Harrison tomorrow night because it is his birthday tomorrow.I hope that it goes well.
Again,I hope that the Buffalo Sabres can defeat the Ottawa Senators in Ottawa.Another victory can show the Senators that you don't mess with the Sabres and get away with it.Once again,I hope that they can win another game over Ottawa.
That was my day.FJ

Thursday, February 22, 2007

Tonight,I check in with mixed emotions.After a pretty smooth work day,I had to have a negative verbal scuffle with an unreasonable person.It was a misunderstanding over snack foods that were left around the social club when a person said that I could help myself.I did and what happens,this guy comes off the street after having a cigarette and gets apprehensive about it.Apparently,the food was meant for something else but when I tried to tell him calmly that somebody offered it to me,he still remained apprehensive.After three tries,I gave up and told the staff about it.It worked out pretty good.Fortunately for me,I had to go home because my work day was through.I did not let it get to me because I felt that the coordinator will do his job and everything will turn out for the better.Again,though minor,I did not let it get to me.My day was over and it was pretty smooth up to that point.
I also had to help my mother out today after I got home from work.After that,I did some work around the house and I also had to help my niece out.It was not too bad of a night.
The only really good thing to happen tonight was a Buffalo Sabres victory.They defeated the Ottawa Senators in a shootout by a score of 6-5.There was a really big brawl tonight at the game between several Senators and Sabres players in which even the goaltenders got in a scuffle.The big brawl lasted 15 minutes.There was also a shouting match between Sabres coach Lindy Ruff and Senators coach Bryan Murray behind the benches.What a night it was for the Buffalo Sabres and even the fans who were at the game.I just caught the footage on the news and it was intense.The only noteable thing is that it marked the debut of a hometown boy named Pat Kaleta.Plus,the best thing was Drew Stafford scoring the game winner in the shootout.Still,what a night it was for the Sabres and the fans.This game is truly one of those "unforgettable experiences" in the game.Ice Hockey can be a rough sport but it is always FUN and EXCITING to watch.
Tomorrow is another work day.After that,it's the weekend and I will again be entertaining the crowd as I usually do.I can hardly wait for that.
That was my day and night.FJ

Wednesday, February 21, 2007

Tonight,I check in feeling good.I had a wonderful day and night.Today,after dropping off the laundry at work,I went and did a little shopping at a thrift store.I found some really nice clothes that fit me pretty good.I did not even have to try them on.I just went over to a ruler they had and they were my size.The vast majority of them did not fit me but I found a few that did,which was great.This coming Monday,I might go out to another thrift store and see if there is anything more that do.Not only that,I also managed to add a few more record albums and singles to my ever growing record collection,which was also great.
Plus,I had a great session with my sexual abuse support counselor this afternoon.She gave me a little bit more good advice on how I can effectively handle my emotional problems and not be afraid to write what I am feeling down whenever an old feeling of anger comes around and all of a sudden,I am wound up in it.She is showing me how to handle the rage of emotions properly and tactfully so I do not get wound up in it.That made feel good.
Tonight,I went to my support group at the church and that went terrific.I made up for lost time from the cancellation last week and talked about everything that I wanted to get off my chest and that made me feel good.I shared what my sexual abuse support counselor advised me to do and the men simply nodded to indicate that they were listening,which was great.Again,I am glad to have found this group and I am also glad that I am attending the meetings.It feels great to finally feel accepted and have other men listen to you,which is better than ignoring you.Ignoring others is the worst form of emascualtion.
Tomorrow night,the Buffalo Sabres are hosting the Ottawa Senators.I am hoping for another win by them.
That was my day and night.FJ
Tonight,I check in feeling good.I had a wonderful day and night.Today,after dropping off the laundry at work,I went and did a little shopping at a thrift store.I found some really nice clothes that fit me pretty good.I did not even have to try them on.I just went over to a ruler they had and they were my size.The vast majority of them did not fit me but I found a few that did,which was great.This coming Monday,I might go out to another thrift store and see if there is anything more that do.Not only that,I also managed to add a few more record albums and singles to my ever growing record collection,which was also great.
Plus,I had a great session with my sexual abuse support counselor this afternoon.She gave me a little bit more good advice on how I can effectively handle my emotional problems and not be afraid to write what I am feeling down whenever an old feeling of anger comes around and all of a sudden,I am wound up in it.She is showing me how to handle the rage of emotions properly and tactfully so I do not get wound up in it.That made feel good.
Tonight,I went to my support group at the church and that went terrific.I made up for lost time from the cancellation last week and talked about everything that I wanted to get off my chest and that made me feel good.I shared what my sexual abuse support counselor advised me to do and the men simply nodded to indicate that they were listening,which was great.Again,I am glad to have found this group and I am also glad that I am attending the meetings.It feels great to finally feel accepted and have other men listen to you,which is better than ignoring you.Ignoring others is the worst form of emascualtion.
That was my day and night.FJ

Tuesday, February 20, 2007

Tonight,I check in feeling good.It was a pretty good day today and I had a very smooth work day.The day went by pretty well and that was great.I even managed to make it to a store to try on some clothes.The only disappointment is that they did not fit.But then again,what can you expect at times from a second hand store.Sometimes you will find something that fits and sometimes you don't.But it is fun wanting to try something on before you buy it.
I even talked to a friend of mine tonight and he's doing good.He and his girlfriend were watching the Buffalo Sabres hosting the Philadelphia Flyers in Buffalo.I had the game on the radio because I do not have the luxury of cable TV at the moment.But that can change later on.Right now,cable TV is expensive and even satellite,though cheaper by comparison,is also expensive.But when I can afford it,I would like to get it.But now,I will just have to settle on the old radio.
Speaking of the Sabres game tonight,they clobbered the Philadelphia Flyers by a score of 6-3.It was non-stop Sabres scoring the whole game that made it.It was like that they scored 2 goals a period.It was AWESOME!Yes it was.The Buffalo Sabres host the Ottawa Senators on Thursday night.I am hoping that they can close their home stand with a victory over the Senators.After that,the Sabres travel to Ottawa for a re-match on Saturday night.I am hoping that the Sabres can get two consecutive wins over the Senators.They did defeat them in Buffalo on the 7th of this month by a score of 3-2.Again,I am hoping that the Sabres can do it again.
Tomorrow morning is a pick-up.Tomorrow afternoon is my appointment with my sexual abuse support counselor.Tomorrow night is my support group meeting at the church tomorrow night.I am hooping that all goes well throughout the day.
That was my day.FJ

Monday, February 19, 2007

Tonight,I check in feeling okay.It was a pretty quiet day and it also was a holiday.Nothing really to do on a holiday except stay at home and take it easy.I did manage to run a few errands today.I also managed to help out a relative who was quite appreciative in me helping her.I went home and I took it easy for the rest of the night.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the work day goes smoothly.They have been going better since I have made some changes to the way I do things during the day and that is making me feel better.I have been keeping my emotions under control and I have been complimented on my progress by my supervisor and my counselors.The compliments have made me feel good.But still,I am taking this one day at a time.If I go through one day without getting angry and/or enraged,that is good.There is always another day and that day has it's challenges.Not only that,I can not think of "never getting angry again" because I will get angry at times and when it happens and how I express it,I'll just have to cross that bridge when I come to it.
Tomorrow night,the Buffalo Sabres are hosting the Philadelphia Flyers and I am hoping for a Buffalo Sabres victory.A victory would be really great.
That was my day.FJ