Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I am also feeling very hopeful and optimistic.
Today,I ran an errand for my mom today because I needed to pick up a few things for dinner tonight.The day was very sunny and mild.I was in a pretty good mood today and I was glad that I found everything that I needed.Again,it was a very good day and I had a great day out.
I also managed to stop in on that friend of mine and he is doing good.I missed him last week but was glad to see him today.Last week,he went with his landlord somewhere and that was why he wasn't home.I was glad to catch him at home and that was good.As always,I will be checking up on him next week.
Tonight is my night to entertain the crowd.I am looking forward to this as I always do.I am hoping that the night goes well.Though I rarely,if ever,have an off night,I still always hope for things to go well.You never know what might happen.But I have a feeling that the night will go well and that it will be a very positive experience as usual.Again,I am hoping that the night goes well.
Tomorrow is Sunday.I have not made any plans for tomorrow but whatever I do,I am hoping that it will be something that will have a positive effect on me.
That was my day today and my hoped for day tomorrow.FJ
Saturday, September 22, 2007
Friday, September 21, 2007
Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good work day today.Since I now work the afternoon shift at my work place,I started my work shift after I ate lunch.The shift went by pretty well.I did not have too much to do.The time went by pretty fast.After I was done,I bagged the laundry and dropped it off.Before I went home,I had to stop at a supermarket in the area to pick up a few things for dinner.I also had to stop to cash my paycheck at the bank.
When I got home,I did a little bit more personal PC work while I was waiting for dinner to get done.My mom and I decided to have a light supper tonight because we did not feel too hungry,especially me because I had two heaping helpings of ravioli for lunch at work.
After dinner,I went back online to register some dollar bills at Where's George and stamp them with the website info so people that get these bills can hit them when they get them in change or through gambling winnings or even by cashing their paychecks.You never know where those dollar bills go or where they will end up.It is a fun way to find out how the buck is passed.After that,I did a scan on my computer to check for viruses and spyware and my computer database is clean.There were no viruses or spyware,which is great.But again,I do it every Friday to ensure that my computer stays clean.
Earlier this evening,I went to a Radio Shack in my area and bought a microphone for my portable tape recorder so I can tape some stuff off of my computer.The microphone works very good and it will be great to use it to make recordings.I also placed an order yesterday through a website that gives me credit to buy things and keep them while I am paying monthly for them.The item that I ordered is a compact nostalgic looking stereo with a built in cassette player and CD recorder.At this moment,I do not know when the item will be shiped but when it is,I will be eagerly awaiting this.It will be great to make my own CD's with some albums that I have that have not even made it to CD as of yet.I can hardly wait for this to come in.
I am glad that the weekend is finally here.I am looking forward to singing up a storm for my friends.I always look forward to entertaining the crowd every Saturday night.I am hoping that the night goes well for me.Again,I am looking forward to entertaining the crowd with a lot of enthusiasm and optimism.
That was my day today and my hopes for tomorrow.FJ
When I got home,I did a little bit more personal PC work while I was waiting for dinner to get done.My mom and I decided to have a light supper tonight because we did not feel too hungry,especially me because I had two heaping helpings of ravioli for lunch at work.
After dinner,I went back online to register some dollar bills at Where's George and stamp them with the website info so people that get these bills can hit them when they get them in change or through gambling winnings or even by cashing their paychecks.You never know where those dollar bills go or where they will end up.It is a fun way to find out how the buck is passed.After that,I did a scan on my computer to check for viruses and spyware and my computer database is clean.There were no viruses or spyware,which is great.But again,I do it every Friday to ensure that my computer stays clean.
Earlier this evening,I went to a Radio Shack in my area and bought a microphone for my portable tape recorder so I can tape some stuff off of my computer.The microphone works very good and it will be great to use it to make recordings.I also placed an order yesterday through a website that gives me credit to buy things and keep them while I am paying monthly for them.The item that I ordered is a compact nostalgic looking stereo with a built in cassette player and CD recorder.At this moment,I do not know when the item will be shiped but when it is,I will be eagerly awaiting this.It will be great to make my own CD's with some albums that I have that have not even made it to CD as of yet.I can hardly wait for this to come in.
I am glad that the weekend is finally here.I am looking forward to singing up a storm for my friends.I always look forward to entertaining the crowd every Saturday night.I am hoping that the night goes well for me.Again,I am looking forward to entertaining the crowd with a lot of enthusiasm and optimism.
That was my day today and my hopes for tomorrow.FJ
Thursday, September 20, 2007
Tonight,I am feeling okay.The work day went by smoothly but during the lunch hour,something happened that I was not prepared for.I was called by the social club coordinator into a back room when one of the social club members complained about me informing another staff person about her not recording her time off one of the internet computers,which is one of the rules of the social club regarding the internet computers(there are two)because of some of the stuff that has happened on them.I was trying to reduce conflict around the place by informing staff rather than taking the matter in my own hands and risking tempers flaring from members.As I have previously reported on here,there have been many numerous instances where pornography has been found in the internet history on the main internet computer in the front room where most of the members sit around and chit-chat.There has been some found during the time periods that I have been on and I knew perfectly well that I have not logged on to any of those.Apparently,the lady got a little upset when I was only trying to do what was right and save us from any form of finger pointing which can lead to conflicts.But she grabbed the wrong edge of the stick and got in a tizzy.But we did come to a resolution about it.She said that she would appreciate if I would remind her to record time off or even on and off in the near future rather than tell a staff person about it and risk hurting other's feelings.I agreed because I did not want any more arguments or even worse,tempers flaring for no particular reason at all.There is no reason or excuse for tempers to start flaring.I mean,people at times have a right and/or reason to be angry but tempers really do not need to be flared at all.
This experience confirms what I have been learning.Each and every day is a test to my abilities to keep my temper under control and not to lose my cool under any circumstances.But again,day after day,I am learning that each day is a new test to my abilities to keep my cool.Lately,according to the compliments that I have been getting from those around work and the social club,I have been doing great in keeping my temper under control and staying cool.But as stated,each and every day is a new test and so far,according to those around me,I have been passing every test.But again,each day is a new beginning and a new test.If I can get through one day without losing my temper and getting angry,GREAT.But there is always the next day and the day after that and so on.
Not only that,I was also having difficulties getting my safety belt on when I was trying to get to work today.I tried to pull it out to wear it as part of the law in New York state.But I couldn't get it to make it work for a while.I did call my mechanic's garage and they simply told me to wing it until I could get some info on replacing it.Fortunately,it did start to work later but I had to start driving in order to get it to work.Hopefully,I can get this matter resolved and I hope that it will not be too expensive.
Tomorrow is another work day.I am hoping that the shift goes by well.After what happened today,I am going to need a smooth work shift.After that,it's the weekend and I will be doing my usual singing up a storm for my friends when the weekend begins.
That was my day today and my hoped for day tomorrow.FJ
This experience confirms what I have been learning.Each and every day is a test to my abilities to keep my temper under control and not to lose my cool under any circumstances.But again,day after day,I am learning that each day is a new test to my abilities to keep my cool.Lately,according to the compliments that I have been getting from those around work and the social club,I have been doing great in keeping my temper under control and staying cool.But as stated,each and every day is a new test and so far,according to those around me,I have been passing every test.But again,each day is a new beginning and a new test.If I can get through one day without losing my temper and getting angry,GREAT.But there is always the next day and the day after that and so on.
Not only that,I was also having difficulties getting my safety belt on when I was trying to get to work today.I tried to pull it out to wear it as part of the law in New York state.But I couldn't get it to make it work for a while.I did call my mechanic's garage and they simply told me to wing it until I could get some info on replacing it.Fortunately,it did start to work later but I had to start driving in order to get it to work.Hopefully,I can get this matter resolved and I hope that it will not be too expensive.
Tomorrow is another work day.I am hoping that the shift goes by well.After what happened today,I am going to need a smooth work shift.After that,it's the weekend and I will be doing my usual singing up a storm for my friends when the weekend begins.
That was my day today and my hoped for day tomorrow.FJ
Wednesday, September 19, 2007
Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.I had a doctor's appointment today and that went well.I simply obtained a prescription for my blood pressure after they did a check up on me.I left the doctor's office and went to do the pick up.
The pick-up went well.It was only one laundry bag but the best thing about it was that there was no mess to clean up.I simply dropped it off at the work place and went home.After I got home,I took a little nap for about an hour and afterwards,I felt better.I was feeling tired when I got in because I was yawning for a while while waiting for the doctor to call me into the office.Again,I felt better after the nap.
The meeting tonight went great.There was not too many men at the meeting tonight but it was still better than nothing.As usual,we all relieved ourselves of some emotional baggage that we have been carrying through the week.It was great to let it all go.It was also wonderful to have a group of men listen while I was talking.Again,the meeting went great and I am looking forward to the next week's meeting.
Another reason why I am feeling good is that the emotional roller coaster that I have been on is starting to slow down.I have not been feeling at edge very much these past few days.I guess that I am now meeting other people who are also trying to get out of the emotional ruts that they are in.The anger management/conflict resolution group that I attended on Monday night was great.I got a lot out of it.As usual,I rehashed many of the experiences that I had growing up and though I sometimes wish that I did not have to do that,I guess that I will be doing that for the rest of my life.I guess that any group I attend in the near and distant future,I am going to be repeatedly sharing these experiences.Then again,it's better than keeping them bottled up inside and feeling alone and miserable,including getting angry when least expected.
Tomorrow is another work day.I am hoping that the day goes by well.
That was my day today and my hoped for day tomorrow.FJ
The pick-up went well.It was only one laundry bag but the best thing about it was that there was no mess to clean up.I simply dropped it off at the work place and went home.After I got home,I took a little nap for about an hour and afterwards,I felt better.I was feeling tired when I got in because I was yawning for a while while waiting for the doctor to call me into the office.Again,I felt better after the nap.
The meeting tonight went great.There was not too many men at the meeting tonight but it was still better than nothing.As usual,we all relieved ourselves of some emotional baggage that we have been carrying through the week.It was great to let it all go.It was also wonderful to have a group of men listen while I was talking.Again,the meeting went great and I am looking forward to the next week's meeting.
Another reason why I am feeling good is that the emotional roller coaster that I have been on is starting to slow down.I have not been feeling at edge very much these past few days.I guess that I am now meeting other people who are also trying to get out of the emotional ruts that they are in.The anger management/conflict resolution group that I attended on Monday night was great.I got a lot out of it.As usual,I rehashed many of the experiences that I had growing up and though I sometimes wish that I did not have to do that,I guess that I will be doing that for the rest of my life.I guess that any group I attend in the near and distant future,I am going to be repeatedly sharing these experiences.Then again,it's better than keeping them bottled up inside and feeling alone and miserable,including getting angry when least expected.
Tomorrow is another work day.I am hoping that the day goes by well.
That was my day today and my hoped for day tomorrow.FJ
Tuesday, September 18, 2007
Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty smooth work day today.There was only a couple (i.e.two) bags to pick up.There was also no mess.After work,I dropped off the clean laundry at the drug/alcohol rehab center and headed for home.
After dropping off some stuff at home,I ran an errand for my mom and I also managed to buy a few more collectable record albums.Not too bad of a day.Work went well and I felt satisfied.This is the first time in quite a while that I had a feeling of satisfaction.
I also had to go out and pick up some more take out for dinner.It was a few Arby's melt sandwiches and they were good.It also filled me up.I also ran another errand for my mom.It was to pick up a few prescriptions.Two for her and one for myself.I feel a bit better than I have been in recent days.That gives me a good feeling.
I am now at home relaxing.I am getting ready to retire for the evening and I am feeling a bit more hopeful than usual.I have not felt too hopeful in quite a while.I am hoping that this feeling stays with me for a while.I am also hoping that my optimism comes back.It would be great to feel more optimistic than anxious.I feel that I am moving forward and that makes me feel pretty hopeful and a little bit better.
Tomorrow is simply a pick up day.Tomorrow night is another support group meeting at the church.I am hoping that both go well.
That was my day today and my hoped for day tomorrow.FJ
After dropping off some stuff at home,I ran an errand for my mom and I also managed to buy a few more collectable record albums.Not too bad of a day.Work went well and I felt satisfied.This is the first time in quite a while that I had a feeling of satisfaction.
I also had to go out and pick up some more take out for dinner.It was a few Arby's melt sandwiches and they were good.It also filled me up.I also ran another errand for my mom.It was to pick up a few prescriptions.Two for her and one for myself.I feel a bit better than I have been in recent days.That gives me a good feeling.
I am now at home relaxing.I am getting ready to retire for the evening and I am feeling a bit more hopeful than usual.I have not felt too hopeful in quite a while.I am hoping that this feeling stays with me for a while.I am also hoping that my optimism comes back.It would be great to feel more optimistic than anxious.I feel that I am moving forward and that makes me feel pretty hopeful and a little bit better.
Tomorrow is simply a pick up day.Tomorrow night is another support group meeting at the church.I am hoping that both go well.
That was my day today and my hoped for day tomorrow.FJ
Monday, September 17, 2007
Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.I ran an errand for my mom today and I also picked up some dinner at a local Subway,which were 2 club sandwiches.They were delicious.Aside from that,I did not do too much.I went to a K-Mart in my area early this afternoon and picked up a couple of High Bias 90 minute recording cassettes.I was glad to have found these and I am going to use them in the near future to make a tape recording and transfer them to a CD when I order that CD burner in the near future to make my own CD's.It would be great to start doing that.I have a whole bunch of albums that have not made it to CD as of yet and it would be nice to make CD's.But I will make them for my own personal use.That is a promise.I even went to a Salvation Army thrift shop in my area and I found a few more collectable records and some old tapes.I tried out a couple of them and they played great.That made my afternoon.
Tonight,my first meeting with that anger management/conflict resolution group and it was great.I am looking forward to the next meeting next Monday night.It was great to get to know the other people in the group.I shared experiences that I have shared countless times and as always,it was super to get reassurances from the group.I am looking forward to the next meeting and I am hoping that it is as wonderful as the last one.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the day goes well.
That was my day today and my hoped for day tomorrow.FJ
Tonight,my first meeting with that anger management/conflict resolution group and it was great.I am looking forward to the next meeting next Monday night.It was great to get to know the other people in the group.I shared experiences that I have shared countless times and as always,it was super to get reassurances from the group.I am looking forward to the next meeting and I am hoping that it is as wonderful as the last one.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the day goes well.
That was my day today and my hoped for day tomorrow.FJ
Sunday, September 16, 2007
Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.While running another errand for my mom,I decided to go on a trip to different stores to see if I could obtain any High Bias Recordable Audio cassette's.I did not much of them in the stores that I looked but I will check Radio Shack tomorrow afternoon to see if they have some.I am not going to give up.I know that I will find some.If I have to look online,I will.I need then because I am thinking of getting a CD recorder so I can make my own CD's of some of the albums that I have that are not available on CD as of yet.Again,I am going to check the local Radio Shack's tomorrow afternoon and see if I can find them there.
Aside from that,I had a wonderful night of entertaining the crowd at the place where I sing last night.It was a great night.I got a lot of good positive reenforcements from the public and it was awesome.I am looking forward to next Saturday night and I am hoping that it is as just a wonderful as last night.
I also had a talk with a friend of mine from New Jersey and he is doing good.It was great to talk with him.I always have a great conversation with him whenever he calls.It was good to hear from him.
For the rest of the night,I really do not know what I will do.I might go out and have a friendly drink with a few of the guys.After that,I might just go home and take it easy or maybe go to bed to get up early in the morning tomorrow.I know that I will be attending that support group meeting tomorrow night centered around anger management and conflict resolution.I am hoping that it goes well enought so I can attend every meeting every week.Again,I am hoping that it goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
Aside from that,I had a wonderful night of entertaining the crowd at the place where I sing last night.It was a great night.I got a lot of good positive reenforcements from the public and it was awesome.I am looking forward to next Saturday night and I am hoping that it is as just a wonderful as last night.
I also had a talk with a friend of mine from New Jersey and he is doing good.It was great to talk with him.I always have a great conversation with him whenever he calls.It was good to hear from him.
For the rest of the night,I really do not know what I will do.I might go out and have a friendly drink with a few of the guys.After that,I might just go home and take it easy or maybe go to bed to get up early in the morning tomorrow.I know that I will be attending that support group meeting tomorrow night centered around anger management and conflict resolution.I am hoping that it goes well enought so I can attend every meeting every week.Again,I am hoping that it goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
Saturday, September 15, 2007
Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty not too exciting day today.After I was awakened by the thump of a heavy box onto my foot this morning,I had to get up and straighten out soem of the boxes that had some of my 45 r.p.m. records in them.Nothing broke and that was good plus I did not get too hurt when the box hit my foot.But I felt that I had to do something to prevent this from happening again.I had to get rid of an old compact stereo that I had and donated it to the local Salvation Army thrift shop.
After dropping that off,I went over to a friends house to check up on him but he wasn't home.I left to do some grocery shopping for my mom.Before that,I stopped at a Wendy's near the supermarket and ordered a JR.Bacon Cheeseburger with extra pickles but I got a JR Cheeseburger Deluxe with fries that I did not order.They did give me a few bacon slices by request to compensate for this.I only wanted a sandwich to tie me over until dinner but I got more than I bargained for as well as my money's worth.Fortunately,it did not fill me up enough so I couldn't eat dinner when I got home.After dinner,I finished my personal PC work and went upstairs to look through my 45 r.p.m. singles to see if I had a certain song,which I did not.But I will see if I can still obtain it somehow.
I am looking forward to entertaining the crowd tonight.I always look forward to doing that each and every week.I always enjoy singing up a storm.As always,I hope that things go well for me tonight.Though I rarely,if ever,have an off night,I always still hope for things to go well.You never know what might happen.Again,I hope that the night goes well for me.
Tomorrow is Sunday.I have not made up my mind as to what I am going to do but whatever it is,I am hoping that it is something that will benefit me in a positive way.
That was my day today,including my hopes for tonight and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
After dropping that off,I went over to a friends house to check up on him but he wasn't home.I left to do some grocery shopping for my mom.Before that,I stopped at a Wendy's near the supermarket and ordered a JR.Bacon Cheeseburger with extra pickles but I got a JR Cheeseburger Deluxe with fries that I did not order.They did give me a few bacon slices by request to compensate for this.I only wanted a sandwich to tie me over until dinner but I got more than I bargained for as well as my money's worth.Fortunately,it did not fill me up enough so I couldn't eat dinner when I got home.After dinner,I finished my personal PC work and went upstairs to look through my 45 r.p.m. singles to see if I had a certain song,which I did not.But I will see if I can still obtain it somehow.
I am looking forward to entertaining the crowd tonight.I always look forward to doing that each and every week.I always enjoy singing up a storm.As always,I hope that things go well for me tonight.Though I rarely,if ever,have an off night,I always still hope for things to go well.You never know what might happen.Again,I hope that the night goes well for me.
Tomorrow is Sunday.I have not made up my mind as to what I am going to do but whatever it is,I am hoping that it is something that will benefit me in a positive way.
That was my day today,including my hopes for tonight and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
Friday, September 14, 2007
Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.The work shift went by smoothly and I picked up plenty of laundry.The Monday crew is going to have a lot to do.Thew day also was sunny and bright but not humid.I also had a very good drive home today.After cashing my check,I stopped at a thrift shop and picked up a few more record albums and singles.I even managed to find a video starring the Olsen Twins.After that,I went home.
The only disappointing thing was that I relapsed again.I masturbated with those stupid images coming back to mind.This is my third consecutive relapse this week and it did bring me down initially.After asking the creator to forgive me,I felt better and it also motivated me to forgive myself.Again,I do feel pretty good despite that relapse.I know that I will beat this habit.I just have to keep hanging in there.
After I ate dinner,I went to a supermarket to turn in some bottles that were in the trunk of my car.I wanted to do that before the storm that we were getting started.Right now,it is raining but it is not storming.The rain is coming down but it is not too big.It is a medium downpour.But I am at home relaxing and I am getting ready for the weekend.I just want to save my energy for tomorrow night.
I am glad that the weekend is finally here.I am looking forward to singing up a storm tomorrow night.I always look forward to singing tomorrow night for my friends.It is something that I live for.I am hoping that the night goes well for me.I do not know what I am going to sing but I know that it will be something good.
I am looking forward to attending the group on Monday night.I am hoping that the group goes over well and I am also hoping that it is worth going to and continuing to go to.I feel that I do need some help in learning new ways to control my anger and resort to more positive ways of expressing how I feel rather than negative ways.I have resorted to negative ways too many times and it has gotten me into trouble.Again,I am hoping to gain some more insight and learn more positive ways of expressing my anger than negative so I can avoid trouble later on.I also want to advance on and hope for the best.
Last night,I watched a video on YouTube on how vinyl records are made.It was great.I am a collector of rare vinyl and this was a great eductaional experience.A lot of hard work goes into the making of vinyl recoord albums and singles.By comparison,it's easier to make vinyl records than it is to make CD's.I now better appreciate what I do as a hobby and why I do it.
Again,I am hoping that my night of entertaining goes well tomorrow night.
That was my day today and my hoped for day tomorrow.
The only disappointing thing was that I relapsed again.I masturbated with those stupid images coming back to mind.This is my third consecutive relapse this week and it did bring me down initially.After asking the creator to forgive me,I felt better and it also motivated me to forgive myself.Again,I do feel pretty good despite that relapse.I know that I will beat this habit.I just have to keep hanging in there.
After I ate dinner,I went to a supermarket to turn in some bottles that were in the trunk of my car.I wanted to do that before the storm that we were getting started.Right now,it is raining but it is not storming.The rain is coming down but it is not too big.It is a medium downpour.But I am at home relaxing and I am getting ready for the weekend.I just want to save my energy for tomorrow night.
I am glad that the weekend is finally here.I am looking forward to singing up a storm tomorrow night.I always look forward to singing tomorrow night for my friends.It is something that I live for.I am hoping that the night goes well for me.I do not know what I am going to sing but I know that it will be something good.
I am looking forward to attending the group on Monday night.I am hoping that the group goes over well and I am also hoping that it is worth going to and continuing to go to.I feel that I do need some help in learning new ways to control my anger and resort to more positive ways of expressing how I feel rather than negative ways.I have resorted to negative ways too many times and it has gotten me into trouble.Again,I am hoping to gain some more insight and learn more positive ways of expressing my anger than negative so I can avoid trouble later on.I also want to advance on and hope for the best.
Last night,I watched a video on YouTube on how vinyl records are made.It was great.I am a collector of rare vinyl and this was a great eductaional experience.A lot of hard work goes into the making of vinyl recoord albums and singles.By comparison,it's easier to make vinyl records than it is to make CD's.I now better appreciate what I do as a hobby and why I do it.
Again,I am hoping that my night of entertaining goes well tomorrow night.
That was my day today and my hoped for day tomorrow.
Thursday, September 13, 2007
Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.The work shift went by smoothly and the lunch period was also great.After lunch,I simply bagged the laundry that was done and I dropped it off.I went home soon afterwards because I needed to drop some stuff at home and I needed to get ready for my afternoon appointment.I simply did a little bit of my personal computer work and went to my appointment.I made it just in time.
My meeting with my sexual abuse support counselor went well.We simply read a chapter from a book on anger management and how depression is a from of anger turned inward.This was a new thing that I learned today.I never realized that depression is a form of anger.I am now starting to learn new things and hope to learn a few more.I am also looking forward to attending a new sexual abuse support group within the place that I have sessions with my sexual abuse support counselor.I am hoping that this group works out well.I am also looking forward to meeting new men and hoping to start some new friendships.Again,when this group starts,I am hoping that it works out well and that it helps me out a lot.I can use all the support that I can get.
I am still looking forward to attending that first meeting of that anger management/conflict resolution group Monday evening.I can hardly wait to meet new men and start having new friendships and healthy relationships.I am looking forward to that Monday evening group and I am hoping that it helps me out a lot and that I also learn a lot more about how I can effectively manage my anger and control it rather than it controlling me.
Tomorrow is another work day.I am hoping that the shift goes by smoothly.
That was my day today and my hoped for day tomorrow.FJ
My meeting with my sexual abuse support counselor went well.We simply read a chapter from a book on anger management and how depression is a from of anger turned inward.This was a new thing that I learned today.I never realized that depression is a form of anger.I am now starting to learn new things and hope to learn a few more.I am also looking forward to attending a new sexual abuse support group within the place that I have sessions with my sexual abuse support counselor.I am hoping that this group works out well.I am also looking forward to meeting new men and hoping to start some new friendships.Again,when this group starts,I am hoping that it works out well and that it helps me out a lot.I can use all the support that I can get.
I am still looking forward to attending that first meeting of that anger management/conflict resolution group Monday evening.I can hardly wait to meet new men and start having new friendships and healthy relationships.I am looking forward to that Monday evening group and I am hoping that it helps me out a lot and that I also learn a lot more about how I can effectively manage my anger and control it rather than it controlling me.
Tomorrow is another work day.I am hoping that the shift goes by smoothly.
That was my day today and my hoped for day tomorrow.FJ
Wednesday, September 12, 2007
Tonight,I am feeling better than I have been.I had a pretty good day today.The pick-up went by pretty well.There was no mess to clean and that was great.I dropped it off at the worksite and afetr sorting it out,I went home.I tried to take a nap today,but couldn't.I wound up relapsing again.I masturbated to images of naked men and having sexual fun with them.Plus,there were other disgusting degrading things that crept up in my mind but I am not going to talk about that.Why?Because I do not want to gross anyone out.That is how bad they are.But again,I am no longer feeling bad about it.I am simply going to forget about it and move on.I am going to work on not letting these images of nude men demanding favors from me torture me.I am going to try and work on these things and not let it bring me down.I relapsed and that is all.I am not going to let it bring me down.
My support group meeting at the church went great.It was wonderful to relieve myself of some of the emotional baggage that I have been carrying this past week.I shared what has been going on in my life and my work and it was great to share these things with the men and being heard.It was also wonderful that they also listened to me as well.I also learned that I had something in common with one of the men in the group,which was wonderful.It is great to learn that I had something in common with one of the men.I went home feeling great.It was a long drive home but I had a feeling of satisfaction that has not left me.I hope that it lasts very long.
I also had a talk with that friend of mine in North Carolina who authored a great book that I contributed to.It was a great conversation.He gave me some pretty good advice on what I should do in a month's time.He wanted me to put into my mind who I really am.I have told him repeatedly about all the turmoil that went on in my life and what my father did to me in the name of his "Born-Again Christianity" and all the physical,emotional and spiritual abuse that I endured at his hand.He simply told me that I should concentrate on working to be a happy man who strives to learn new things.He advised me to try it for a month and see what happens.I said that I would try it and apply what I am learning in my daily life and also talk about it here on my blog. He also advised me to work on not letting the torture and turmoil that my father placed on me bring me down and angry and forget all the emasculations that he gave.I am going to also work on appreciating compliments better.I still have a hard time accepting and appreciating compliments all because of all I went through.But as he advised,I am going to strive to learn new things and work on becoming the happy balanced man that I want to be.
Earlier today,I went to my auto mechanic to have my brakes checked out.The brakes on my car need to be replaced.My mechanic did make some minor adjustments that will help for now but he said that the work still needs to be done soon.I know that it needs to be done and I will get it done when I can,which will be soon.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the shift goes by smoothly.I also have an appointment with the substitute sexual abuse support counselor.I am hoping that the meeting with her goes well.
That was my day today and my hoped for day tomorrow as well as what I have to work on in the months ahead.FJ
My support group meeting at the church went great.It was wonderful to relieve myself of some of the emotional baggage that I have been carrying this past week.I shared what has been going on in my life and my work and it was great to share these things with the men and being heard.It was also wonderful that they also listened to me as well.I also learned that I had something in common with one of the men in the group,which was wonderful.It is great to learn that I had something in common with one of the men.I went home feeling great.It was a long drive home but I had a feeling of satisfaction that has not left me.I hope that it lasts very long.
I also had a talk with that friend of mine in North Carolina who authored a great book that I contributed to.It was a great conversation.He gave me some pretty good advice on what I should do in a month's time.He wanted me to put into my mind who I really am.I have told him repeatedly about all the turmoil that went on in my life and what my father did to me in the name of his "Born-Again Christianity" and all the physical,emotional and spiritual abuse that I endured at his hand.He simply told me that I should concentrate on working to be a happy man who strives to learn new things.He advised me to try it for a month and see what happens.I said that I would try it and apply what I am learning in my daily life and also talk about it here on my blog. He also advised me to work on not letting the torture and turmoil that my father placed on me bring me down and angry and forget all the emasculations that he gave.I am going to also work on appreciating compliments better.I still have a hard time accepting and appreciating compliments all because of all I went through.But as he advised,I am going to strive to learn new things and work on becoming the happy balanced man that I want to be.
Earlier today,I went to my auto mechanic to have my brakes checked out.The brakes on my car need to be replaced.My mechanic did make some minor adjustments that will help for now but he said that the work still needs to be done soon.I know that it needs to be done and I will get it done when I can,which will be soon.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the shift goes by smoothly.I also have an appointment with the substitute sexual abuse support counselor.I am hoping that the meeting with her goes well.
That was my day today and my hoped for day tomorrow as well as what I have to work on in the months ahead.FJ
Tuesday, September 11, 2007
Tonight,I am feeling okay.My work day went by smoothly.But I was tired for much of the day.I was yawning and trying to stay awake.I even drank a couple of cups of coffee but that did not work.Fortunately,I did not fall asleep on the job but it was still frustrating trying to stay awake and do my job.When the time that I could go home arrived,I simply bagged the laundry and I dropped it off at the rehab center.Afterwards,I went home to relax but my day was not over yet.
I also went to a local shopping mall in my area because there was something going on there.I had the opportunity of winning a few autographed photos of sports heroes.I manged to win a few of mostly wrestlers though I am not into wrestling.One of them was a male wrestler and the other two were female wrestlers.But still,the pics will be collectable later on and I am glad that I won something.I also won some vintage sports memoriabilia.It was great to have won that but I had to wait in a long line for over two hours.Still,what I got was better than nothing and it was a great evening.After this,I simply got in my car and drove home.
On the way home,there was a storm coming.I saw lightning over the peninsula in one of teh cities in the next county and I wanted to get home right away so I would not get caught in it.Fortunately,when I got home,it was only a reasonably brife electrical storm but I wanted to get home fast just in case it would get really ugly.You never know.
Tomorrow is simply a pick up day.I am hoping that the pick up goes well.Tomorrow night,I am going to my support group meeting at the church.I am hoping that it goes well.
That was my day today and my hoped for day tomorrow.FJ
I also went to a local shopping mall in my area because there was something going on there.I had the opportunity of winning a few autographed photos of sports heroes.I manged to win a few of mostly wrestlers though I am not into wrestling.One of them was a male wrestler and the other two were female wrestlers.But still,the pics will be collectable later on and I am glad that I won something.I also won some vintage sports memoriabilia.It was great to have won that but I had to wait in a long line for over two hours.Still,what I got was better than nothing and it was a great evening.After this,I simply got in my car and drove home.
On the way home,there was a storm coming.I saw lightning over the peninsula in one of teh cities in the next county and I wanted to get home right away so I would not get caught in it.Fortunately,when I got home,it was only a reasonably brife electrical storm but I wanted to get home fast just in case it would get really ugly.You never know.
Tomorrow is simply a pick up day.I am hoping that the pick up goes well.Tomorrow night,I am going to my support group meeting at the church.I am hoping that it goes well.
That was my day today and my hoped for day tomorrow.FJ
Monday, September 10, 2007
Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a very good day today.I finally went to see the medication manager at the local hospital today and the session went well.I told her an awful lot over what has happened in the last several weeks and she was glad to hear it.I told her everything.I did not leave anything out.I also showed her the book that I had recently received and I also informed her that I was one of the contributors.She seemed very enthusiastic over this.The session went for a little over an hour but it was terrific.I have another appointment with her in November.Again,the session today with her went well.
After I left the hospital,I ran a personal errand for my mom and I also walked through another shopping mall in my area.I went into a certain store and I looked at some of the electronics that they had for sale.It was simply a few stereo players with turntables,CD and cassette players.But they were nice.I had a pretty good time simply window shopping.I did not buy anything but still,it was good to window shop.The day was also sunny and cheerful.We are supposed to get rain in a couple of days.The rain will do some good.Though the days have been a roller coaster ride regarding the weather,the rain will still do some good.We did have some rain on Friday night and a little bit on Sunday,but a little bit more will do good.
When I was having the session with the medication manager,she gave me a phone number to get in touch with another group in the area.It is an anger management/conflict resolution group that I think will do me some good.I have been having some problems lately because I have been in an emotional funk ever since the sudden death of that support group at the church member.I have been saying angry things to myself pretending that there are people present.I feel that I do need some help in keeping this under control.Though I have been doing a good job of keeping my temper under control according to some of the people that I know,I still feel that I need some extra help.I would like to STOP saying angry things and statements to myself because I do not want to get myself into trouble like hurting myself or others.I could hurt myself where somebody could be scared of approaching me due to this or it could be a lot of other things that could happen.I am only going to pursue this because it is better to be safe than sorry.
Tomorrow is simply a work day.I am hoping that the day goes by well.
That was my day today and my hoped for day tomorrow.FJ
After I left the hospital,I ran a personal errand for my mom and I also walked through another shopping mall in my area.I went into a certain store and I looked at some of the electronics that they had for sale.It was simply a few stereo players with turntables,CD and cassette players.But they were nice.I had a pretty good time simply window shopping.I did not buy anything but still,it was good to window shop.The day was also sunny and cheerful.We are supposed to get rain in a couple of days.The rain will do some good.Though the days have been a roller coaster ride regarding the weather,the rain will still do some good.We did have some rain on Friday night and a little bit on Sunday,but a little bit more will do good.
When I was having the session with the medication manager,she gave me a phone number to get in touch with another group in the area.It is an anger management/conflict resolution group that I think will do me some good.I have been having some problems lately because I have been in an emotional funk ever since the sudden death of that support group at the church member.I have been saying angry things to myself pretending that there are people present.I feel that I do need some help in keeping this under control.Though I have been doing a good job of keeping my temper under control according to some of the people that I know,I still feel that I need some extra help.I would like to STOP saying angry things and statements to myself because I do not want to get myself into trouble like hurting myself or others.I could hurt myself where somebody could be scared of approaching me due to this or it could be a lot of other things that could happen.I am only going to pursue this because it is better to be safe than sorry.
Tomorrow is simply a work day.I am hoping that the day goes by well.
That was my day today and my hoped for day tomorrow.FJ
Sunday, September 09, 2007
Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I did not have too exciting of a day today.I simply ran an errand for my mom and I had a quick lunch over at a local shopping mall.When I got there,I was waiting on a parking spot because there was a Canadian man going into his truck and it looked like that he was going to leave but a few seconds later,another Canadian man in the truck next to his came out and it looked like that he might be asking directions.But all they both did was light up cigarette and started puffing.That really frosted me.I felt that this was a very inconsiderate thing to do.I was waiting on a parking spot and they just stood there smoking a "cancer stick" and talking.I even let them have it with how I felt about this little inconsideration.But they just gave me a dirty look,which roughly translated was "Who The Hell Is This Nutcase?"After that,I simply drove off and found another spot.Not where I wanted but better than nothing.The worst part of it was that the guy drove by me and gave me the finger.That really angered me because again,this guy was very inconsiderate in leading me to wait for a parking space and then smoke a cigarette with someone else while leaving others waiting.The 2nd worst part of it was that there was no mall security around to tell these guys how wrong they were.I don't mind Canadians coming here to shop because it helps keep our economy flowing.But to pull a stunt like this is not only inconsiderate but it is also 100% WRONG.Nobody should keep others waiting for parking spaces when they are needed.But I guess that it is a part of life.But sometimes,I wish that I did not have to put up with inconsiderate people.
Last night,my night of entertaining the crowd went over well.Not only that,a friend of mine,who I did not expect to see,popped in.We sat together at the same table and we bot went home together with me dropping him off.I had a nice quiet drive home afterwards.
Also,I had a talk with that other friend of mine who I have been trying to get together with for a while.When I did not get him earlier today,I thought that he was out with his new girlfriend.But he told me that he just started a new job and it was at a hotel.He also said that it was a 7 day a week job and it is going to take him about 2-3 weeks to get settled in with it.Again,we're still hoping to get together in teh near future.I do not know when but when it happens,I know that it will be a great thing.
For the rest of the night,I do not know what I am going to do.I might go out and have a quiet drink with a few of the people over at the place where I entertain.After that,when I get home,I might watch a movie before turning in for the night.
Tomorrow I have a appointment with the medication manager over at the local hospital.I am hoping that the session goes well.
That was my day today,my night last night and my hopes for the day tomorrow.FJ
Last night,my night of entertaining the crowd went over well.Not only that,a friend of mine,who I did not expect to see,popped in.We sat together at the same table and we bot went home together with me dropping him off.I had a nice quiet drive home afterwards.
Also,I had a talk with that other friend of mine who I have been trying to get together with for a while.When I did not get him earlier today,I thought that he was out with his new girlfriend.But he told me that he just started a new job and it was at a hotel.He also said that it was a 7 day a week job and it is going to take him about 2-3 weeks to get settled in with it.Again,we're still hoping to get together in teh near future.I do not know when but when it happens,I know that it will be a great thing.
For the rest of the night,I do not know what I am going to do.I might go out and have a quiet drink with a few of the people over at the place where I entertain.After that,when I get home,I might watch a movie before turning in for the night.
Tomorrow I have a appointment with the medication manager over at the local hospital.I am hoping that the session goes well.
That was my day today,my night last night and my hopes for the day tomorrow.FJ
Saturday, September 08, 2007
Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a very good day today.I simply ran a couple of errands for myself and my mom.I went to the bank to withdrawl some money and I also stopped at a yard sale and found some more record albums.The guy that was selling them let me have the 14 albums that I chose for $3.00.What a day.I went home afterwards and did some more personal PC work.While doing this,the mail came and a DVD set that I have been waiting on arrived.It was the 3 disc set The Chucky Collection of the 3 Child's Play sequels that Universal released during the 1990's.This now completes my Child's Play DVD collection.I was happy to get this with all the scene selections and all the other nice things.Again,my Child's Play DVD collection is complete.On Sunday night,I am going to watch Bride Of Chucky again after all these years.I have not seen it in a while.I did originally watch it on VHS when I initially purchased it as a previously viewed tape but now,I can preserve the video tape.
Tonight is my night to sing for the crowd.I can hardly wait to do that.I am hoping that the night goes well for me.Though I rarely,if ever,have an off night,I still hope for things to go well.You never know what might happen.But I am feeling hopeful and optimistic.I have a feeling that the night will go well.But still,I always hope.As for Sunday,I have made no decisions but whatever I do,I hope that it will be something that helps me out in a positive way.
Thatw as my day today and my hopes for tonight and for the next day.FJ
Tonight is my night to sing for the crowd.I can hardly wait to do that.I am hoping that the night goes well for me.Though I rarely,if ever,have an off night,I still hope for things to go well.You never know what might happen.But I am feeling hopeful and optimistic.I have a feeling that the night will go well.But still,I always hope.As for Sunday,I have made no decisions but whatever I do,I hope that it will be something that helps me out in a positive way.
Thatw as my day today and my hopes for tonight and for the next day.FJ
Friday, September 07, 2007
Tonight,I am feeling a little bit better that I have been.I had a very smooth work shift today.It went by pretty fast.I got quite a bit done and I was happy.Before I started,I had a nice green salad for lunch at work during the lunch time break and it was delicious.After I had my lunch,I did my job and as stated,the shift went by smoothly.After I dropped off the laundry,I picked up a couple of things at a supermarket,cashed my paycheck and went home.When I got home,I did some catching up on my personal PC work and I also did a viral scan while I ate dinner.The good news is that there are no viruses or spyware on my computer.I even talked with that one friend who I have been trying to get together with for so long and he was feeling down in the dumps due to some things going on in his personal life.I wished him the best of success in his job searching and I hoped that he does indeed find a job.He thanked me and when my mom called me for dinner,I told him that I had to go and he again thanked me for calling.
The weekend is finally here.I am glad for that.I can hardly wait to sing tomorrow night for my friends.I know that it will be something special indeed.This is what I always wait on every week and it always puts a smile on my face when the weekend comes.I am eager to entertain my friends and I am hoping that it all goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for tomorrow night.FJ
The weekend is finally here.I am glad for that.I can hardly wait to sing tomorrow night for my friends.I know that it will be something special indeed.This is what I always wait on every week and it always puts a smile on my face when the weekend comes.I am eager to entertain my friends and I am hoping that it all goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for tomorrow night.FJ
Thursday, September 06, 2007
Tonight,I am feeling mixed emotions.The work shift went by smoothly and even the errand that I ran for my mom went well.But when I got home,I tried to relax but I couldn't.I was lying down on my bed and all of a sudden,images of men in a sexual way were coming back.I had the same old dreams of being in a room with another man with the both of us in bed together and I was performing sexual acts on him and it led me to masturbation.I really felt bad and depressed about this.I asked the creator to forgive me and though I believed I was forgiven,I still felt guilty and miserable.But after taking a couple of St.John's Wart capsules,I felt better and I went to get dinner for me and mom.It was simple take out food from a local KFC and it was pretty good.We had homemade pasta salad as a side dish and it was good.I also had pasta for lunch at work today before I went home for the afternoon after my shift was over.I was tired and I wanted to get home.I have to do it again tomorrow afternoon and I am hoping that the shift goes well.
I am now at home and I am feling better.I do not feel depressed like I did earlier after the relapse.As stated,I have been on an emotional roller coaster ride as of late since the sudden death of a fellow support group at the church member died.I guess that it will take me a while to get over this sudden and tragic death of him.I have never been in a rut like this for as long as this.It has been a month and I have not really started to adjust to life after this.I know that I will but I need to take my mind off of this and I do need to really readjust after this negative and senseless tragedy.I am going to need all the support that I can get.I don't know whether I'm coming or going.Again,I desperately need to readjust.I am hoping that someone can help me.
As stated,tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the shift goes by well.After that,it's the weekend.
That was my day today and my hoped for day tomorrow.FJ
I am now at home and I am feling better.I do not feel depressed like I did earlier after the relapse.As stated,I have been on an emotional roller coaster ride as of late since the sudden death of a fellow support group at the church member died.I guess that it will take me a while to get over this sudden and tragic death of him.I have never been in a rut like this for as long as this.It has been a month and I have not really started to adjust to life after this.I know that I will but I need to take my mind off of this and I do need to really readjust after this negative and senseless tragedy.I am going to need all the support that I can get.I don't know whether I'm coming or going.Again,I desperately need to readjust.I am hoping that someone can help me.
As stated,tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the shift goes by well.After that,it's the weekend.
That was my day today and my hoped for day tomorrow.FJ
Wednesday, September 05, 2007
Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.The laundry pick up went well.There was no mess to clean.I simply dropped it off at the work site and after some time at the social club,I went home.On the way,I did manage to stop at a Burger King in my area and have a Whopper Jr. sandwich.I felt that this would tie me over until dinner.
When I got home,I simply watched a special feature on a new DVD that I bought and relaxed.I also layed down on my bed for a bit.I did so because I received the book that I was waiting on.The minute that I get the money to pay that friend of mine,I am going to send it to him.I managed to read some of the contributions that I shared and that was wonderful.It was great to finally read that and smile know that I accomplished something.It is great to contribute to something and share it with the entire world.
After a light dinner,I went to my support group meeting at the church and the meeting was wonderful.We are still feeling the pain of the death of that member who was taken from us so suddenly and at so young of age when he was working on a reconciliation with his family.It is a very tragic thing.Like the rest of my group,I am also feeling it.I have been on an emotional roller coaster ever since this happened.I am hoping that this is over soon.I don't think that I can stand it much longer.But I am going to tough it out and hope for the best.I know that he would not want me or any of the group to dwell on the fact that he is gone.I know that he would want us to move on with our lives and accept that he is no longer with us.I am going to work on that and I am hoping that this rut is over soon.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the shift goes well.After that,I will do a favor for my mom and I will take it easy for the rest of the day.
That was my day today and my hoped for day tomorrow.FJ
When I got home,I simply watched a special feature on a new DVD that I bought and relaxed.I also layed down on my bed for a bit.I did so because I received the book that I was waiting on.The minute that I get the money to pay that friend of mine,I am going to send it to him.I managed to read some of the contributions that I shared and that was wonderful.It was great to finally read that and smile know that I accomplished something.It is great to contribute to something and share it with the entire world.
After a light dinner,I went to my support group meeting at the church and the meeting was wonderful.We are still feeling the pain of the death of that member who was taken from us so suddenly and at so young of age when he was working on a reconciliation with his family.It is a very tragic thing.Like the rest of my group,I am also feeling it.I have been on an emotional roller coaster ever since this happened.I am hoping that this is over soon.I don't think that I can stand it much longer.But I am going to tough it out and hope for the best.I know that he would not want me or any of the group to dwell on the fact that he is gone.I know that he would want us to move on with our lives and accept that he is no longer with us.I am going to work on that and I am hoping that this rut is over soon.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the shift goes well.After that,I will do a favor for my mom and I will take it easy for the rest of the day.
That was my day today and my hoped for day tomorrow.FJ
Tuesday, September 04, 2007
Tonight,I am feeling pretty fair.I had a pretty smooth work day today.But it did go by slowly.But I managed to get a lot done.
I also managed to finally,on my break,get ahold of a friend of mine who I have been trying to get ahold of the past several days.He said that he had gone away for a while because he felt that he needed to get out of town for a while.I was relived that he was okay and well.I was worried about the guy because I did not hear from him and it really made me think that there was something wrong.But I am relieved that he is okay and that he is well.I am still looking forward to getting together with him and he is still hoping for the same thing.I hope that something will happen.I have not really seen this guy face to face in quite a while and I am hopingthat soon,we can see each other again.We have been having great conversations and that is great.Again,we are hoping to get together again.I hope that something comes of this.
When I got home,I managed to get an errand done for my mom and I also got some donuts from a local Tim Horton's.It was a nice change of pace from having ice cream.I enjoyed the nice little snack.I also managed to relax a bit in the afternoon.That too was great.
I am now at home relaxing.I am getting ready for tomorrow.I only have to do a little bit tomorrow and that is good.Tomorrow is simply a pick-up day and I am hoping that the pick-up goes smoothly.Tomorrow night is also my support group meeting at the church and I am hoping that the meeting also goes well.I am hoping that the day overall goes well.
I rescheduled my appointment with the medication manager at the local hospital.I did it this morning before leaving for work.Though it is only almost a wek away,I am hoping that the meeting goes well.
That was my day today and my hoped for day tomorrow.FJ
I also managed to finally,on my break,get ahold of a friend of mine who I have been trying to get ahold of the past several days.He said that he had gone away for a while because he felt that he needed to get out of town for a while.I was relived that he was okay and well.I was worried about the guy because I did not hear from him and it really made me think that there was something wrong.But I am relieved that he is okay and that he is well.I am still looking forward to getting together with him and he is still hoping for the same thing.I hope that something will happen.I have not really seen this guy face to face in quite a while and I am hopingthat soon,we can see each other again.We have been having great conversations and that is great.Again,we are hoping to get together again.I hope that something comes of this.
When I got home,I managed to get an errand done for my mom and I also got some donuts from a local Tim Horton's.It was a nice change of pace from having ice cream.I enjoyed the nice little snack.I also managed to relax a bit in the afternoon.That too was great.
I am now at home relaxing.I am getting ready for tomorrow.I only have to do a little bit tomorrow and that is good.Tomorrow is simply a pick-up day and I am hoping that the pick-up goes smoothly.Tomorrow night is also my support group meeting at the church and I am hoping that the meeting also goes well.I am hoping that the day overall goes well.
I rescheduled my appointment with the medication manager at the local hospital.I did it this morning before leaving for work.Though it is only almost a wek away,I am hoping that the meeting goes well.
That was my day today and my hoped for day tomorrow.FJ
Monday, September 03, 2007
Happy Labor Day,Everybody!
Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty fair day today.I did not do too much.I never have much to do on holidays like this one.I stayed home for much of the day and I took it easy.It was a nice sunny day with only a small amount of humidity.But it was pretty good.I did not leave the house very much today except to run a coulpe of personal trips.I went out to get a couple slices of pizza as a small appetizer to tie me over until dinner.After dinner,I went out to get a battery for my watch so I can keep track of the time.My watch wore out one night and I waited to get a battery until I had the money.It was a cheap watch but the battery was replaceable and it does keep good time.After that,I came home and finished my personal PC work.It was a lot but I got it done.
I am now at home relaxing.It is evening at the moment and I am getting ready for the next day,which is a work day.I am hoping that the day goes by smoothly.I have been on an emotional rollercoaster as of late and I see,as far as this moment,that it is not going to end very soon.But I am hanging in there and I am still hoping that things will start working out for me.As stated previously,I am awaiting a book by a friend of mine,which he autographed,and I can not wait to check it out.I am still wondering how my contributions came out in the book.Again,I can hardly wait to receive it and to read it.WOW!I am hoping that it is a great work.
As stated,tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the day goes by smoothly.
That was my day today and my hoped for day tomorrow.FJ
Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty fair day today.I did not do too much.I never have much to do on holidays like this one.I stayed home for much of the day and I took it easy.It was a nice sunny day with only a small amount of humidity.But it was pretty good.I did not leave the house very much today except to run a coulpe of personal trips.I went out to get a couple slices of pizza as a small appetizer to tie me over until dinner.After dinner,I went out to get a battery for my watch so I can keep track of the time.My watch wore out one night and I waited to get a battery until I had the money.It was a cheap watch but the battery was replaceable and it does keep good time.After that,I came home and finished my personal PC work.It was a lot but I got it done.
I am now at home relaxing.It is evening at the moment and I am getting ready for the next day,which is a work day.I am hoping that the day goes by smoothly.I have been on an emotional rollercoaster as of late and I see,as far as this moment,that it is not going to end very soon.But I am hanging in there and I am still hoping that things will start working out for me.As stated previously,I am awaiting a book by a friend of mine,which he autographed,and I can not wait to check it out.I am still wondering how my contributions came out in the book.Again,I can hardly wait to receive it and to read it.WOW!I am hoping that it is a great work.
As stated,tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the day goes by smoothly.
That was my day today and my hoped for day tomorrow.FJ
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