Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a very good day today.I ran an errand for my mom and I also had a light lunch to tie me over until dinner.It was simply a slice of pizza but it was good.I also had to buy some more allergy medication for myself because I was running out.I now have only one pill left.I needed to buy another box so I could have some when I need themI suffer from seasonal allergies and I need to be prepared.So,I bought the pills so I could be prepared.Now I am.
I am now relaxing at home.I had a nice dinner of homemade soup.It was awesome.While eating my dinner,I watched the Paul Lynde Halloween Special that featured Margaret Hamilton as her most famous persona,which was the Wicked Witch of the West from The Wizard Of Oz and Billie Hayes as her most famous persona as Witchiepoo from the H.R.Pufnstuf TV series and a rocking performance by KISS.Not only that,Florence Henderson,Billy Barty and Roz"Pinky Tuscadero"Kelly.This was the first time that I had seen this in over 30 years.The last time I had seen this was back in 1976 when I was 6 years old after I was finished trick or treating.It was awesome seeing it after all these years.I enjoyed it.It was funny and clever.
Tonight,I am going out to entertain the crowd.I am hoping that it will be an awesome night.I hope that the evening goes well.Though I rarely,if ever,have an off night.I still hope for things to go well.I am feeling optimistic but I still hope.You never know.
Tomorrow is Sunday.I am still hoping to catch a movie tomorrow night.I would like to see the new Hairspray film.If I do,I am hoping that it's as good as the first one.
That was my day today,my hopes for the night tonights and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling a little bit better.I had a pretty good day today.I also had a better day than yesterday.When I arrived at work during the lunch period and sat down to eat,none of the people who tried to pick a fight with me the other day even tried.I guess that the coordinator of the social club talked to these people who tried to start some stuff and that was it.I had a very good lunch and that in turn made the rest of the day.
The work shift went by well enough.Plus,the pick-up went great.There was no mess to clean up and all I had to do was take the two bags full of dirty and take it to the work site and do the job.Again,nothing negative happened on the job and I also got other things accomplished.I got back some Music CDR's that I had a colleague make for me for a small price.I had three made.One for myself and two more for a couple of friends.I am hoping that the friends enjoy what I did for them.It would be great.After the shift was over,I bagged the clean laundry and dropped it off at the center.I went home afterwards.
After doing some much needed computer work,I did another scan on my computer and again,it was clean.There were no viruses or spyware to worry me and that made me feel good.I will be doing another one next week.
I am glad that the weekend is finally here.I am looking forward to entertaining the crowd again tomorrow night.I am hoping that the evening goes well for me.Regarding Sunday,I am thinking of going to see another movie.I might see the new Hairspray film.I have the original 1988 film on DVD and it's one of my favorite movies.I am hoping that this updated version,based on the Broadway musical,is going to good.
That was my day today and my hopes for the weekend ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty good work shift today.Despite a minor mishap that happened in the early morning,when I had to finish the job of the previous day's worker,I had a pretty good day.It went by pretty fast and I when I packed the clean laundry to drop off at the drug/alcohol rehab center,I felt good that I had accomplished something.
I dropped some stuff at home and went to run an errand for my mom.It was nothing much.I had to get a couple boxes of oatmeal for breakfast.Afterwards,I did some shopping for myself and went to check on a friend to see if he and his live in girlfriend were doing good.I also helped him by taking him to a gas station to get a little bit of gas that he needed to get some work done.I talked with him in the car about the day that I had and it was wonderful to have him hear everything that I shared and understand as well as sympathize.I dropped him off at home and I started off for home.
Despite a good day,I had an experience during the lunch hour with a couple of inconsiderate people.One of them was very testy with me regarding what another person and I talked about regarding vinyl records and how they have been making a serious comeback in the USA alone after being deemed "obsolete" by the US Music Industry.Some people are way too sold on the digital revolution that has really killed the US Music Industry because they stopped pressing vinyl records and jumped on the CD bandwagon.Plus,he got even more testy when I made a reference to The Flintstones with someone else when another person was getting their lunch and said that he wanted "No Gravy" on anything on his plate reagarding the episode when Fred walked into a place called Mother's Place and ordered a HOT Bronto Sandwich w/No Gravy.Plus,I was singing the theme song from That '70's Show and he had the nerve to yell at me saying "You Watch Too Much Television!".Not only that,another guy there got on me for what I was sharing with someone else regarding the Bee Gees classic song New York Mining Disaster 1941 and he had the nerve to say that if he wanted to hear all of what I shared with that person,he would buy cable and watch the History Channel in a very disrespectful tone of voice.Instead of getting angry and losing my temper,I simply went to the social club coordinator and explained the situation to him and he said that he would take care of it when he got the chance.Afterwards,I placed the bag of laundry in my car,dropped it off and went home.Overall,despite these mishaps,a pretty good day.
Tomorrow is another work day.I am hoping that the shift goes by smoothly and I hope that no more mishaps happen tomorrow.
That was my day today and my hoped for day tomorrow.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling a little bit better.I had a pretty good day today.The pick-up went as well as expected.I had no mess to clean up.After I dropped the laundry off at the work site and sorted it all out,I went to have lunch at the social club.It was really good.I still felt hungry so I stopped an had a hot dog at a stand while I was on my way to pay the local property taxes.It was great.
I went to the local city building to pay the taxes and now,they're paid.We are done for the year regarding the city taxes and now,all we need to do is to pay the county taxes.We will pay those in a couple of months.I also paid my mechanic off for the repairs that he had done on the car that I am now driving.It's great to have a feeling of accomplishment and knowing that at leats something that you really needed to do has been done.Yes,it feels really good.
I also attended my weekly support group meeting at the church tonight and it went great.It was great to let loose some more emotional baggage that I was carrying and it was also wonderful to hear and be heard.It is great to know that I am not all alone in my struggles and that there are people that are just like me who have issues that they are struggling with and what they are doing to resolve them.It isn't easy but at times,it's wonderful to know people like yourself.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the shift goes well.
That was my day today and my hoped for day tomorrow.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty smooth work day today.Even the pick-up went well enough.I did not have no mess to clean up,which was great.I also had a great lunch and after my day was finished,I dropped the laundry off and headed home.
When I did get home today,I was eeling slightly at edge.Why?Earlier in the day while at work,I got a reminder to come into one of the job coaches offices and the anxiety that something was wrong came over me.I know that I should not have to have this anxiety but I have these anxiety attacks for a long time ever since my work history began.I did learn that there was something there for me courtesy of the organization.I sighed but the anxiety really had a hold on me for that brief time.Not only that,there were a few mishaps.When I went to the bank to withdraw some money for my mom,the withdrawl went great but when I went to cash a check that I had gotten from the organization,they accidently put my mom's account number on the back of the check instead.Though they fixed it,I was feeling a little angry over this and this anger really enveloped me.Not only that,earlier at work,one of the ladies at the work site had to nerve to bam on the door and give me a hard time about me saying something to myself while in the bathroom.This happens to be one of my problems and I was saying angry things to myself much of the afternoon.I also exploded at a couple of ladies who were looking at me in a strange way.Of course,I did not mean it but I still felt miserable.The only really good things to happen was that I bought the movies Planet Terror and The US VS John Lennon at a Blockbuster Video store in my area.
I was also feeling at edge because I have just learned that the movie about Lenon's murderer entitled Chapter 27 is going to be released in theatres next year in March.This really caught me off guard because I was hoping that we had heard the last of this film and the people behind it.As I have sated previously,I am going to honor the memory and legacy of John Lennon by not going to see this film.I also won't acknowledge that it exists.I will not see it.I will not rent it.I will not acknowledge the movie,either.Long Live The Memory Of John Lennon.
Tomorrow is simply a pick-up day.I am hoping that the pick-up goes well.I also will have lunch and I will also pay the long overdue city tax bill tomorrow.I also have my usual Wednesday night support group meeting at the church.I am hoping that the evening goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.I finally managed to get that unit out that I ordered previously that was defective.It is going to take about 3 weeks for the people I bought this off of to process the return and get a new one out to me.I will be very patient as I await this but I will check back during the week of the 25th-29th of this month to see if it has been received.I'm in no hurry.It is not a big thing.Again,I will be patient as I await the business at hand.
Last night,I went to see Halloween and it was pretty good.It is a faithful readapting of the 1978 film by John Carpenter and Debra Hill.But this time,Rob Zombie,who directed the film,went deeper into the background of the film's main villian,who is Michael Myers.Apparently,Rob Zombie wanted to point out what lead Michael Myers to being the psychotic murderer seeking revenge on his hometown nearly 17 years after he was committed when he murdered his older sister,her boyfriend and his step-father.There were also some triggering instances like his step father yelling and cursing at Michael and his mother.This brought back a little of what I witnesses when my sister's boyfriend used to assault her and emasculate her.But again,it was only a movie.Again,I still felt that the movie was pretty good and I enjoyed the film.It was as good as the original 1978 film and as stated,it brought more of Michael Myers background to the surface.After the movie,I went to have a couple of drinks with the guys where I entertain and it was also excellent.
I went to my anger management/conflict resolution group meeting tonight and it went well.It was great to let loose some more emotional baggage from the previous two weeks afetr there was no meeting last week due to it being a holiday.But again,it was wonderful to be around the group again and share in the conversations that were being talked and shared how we were both feeling and why we felt it.I am looking forward to the next meeting and I am hoping that the rest of the week goes good.
Tomorrow is a work day.I'm hoping that the day goes smoothly.
That was my day today and my night last night alongside my hopes for the day and week ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty good day today.I did not do too much.I simply ran an errand or two for the house.It wasn't anything much.It was just a personal thing.I also paid a visit with a friend of mine while I was out on my errand.He is doing good but his live in girlfriend wasn't feeling well.I did not stay too long due to this.I went home and I had a light dinner.After doing some more personal PC work,I bathed because I am going to see a movie tonight.I am going to see Rob Zombie's updating of the 1978 classic horror film Halloween.I have heard some mixed feelings about it from people that I know and I am going to see it myself because I did watch the classic 1978 film by John Carpenter and Debra Hill and it was as good as I remember it.I am now going to give this updating a chance.I hope that it is as good as the classic version.
Last night,my night of entertaining the crowd went great.It was an awesome night.I simply reaquainted myself with a few songs that I had not done in a long time.It was really neat.I had a great night and I am looking forward to entertaining the crowd again next Saturday night.I hope that it as good as it was last night.I might go have a friendly drink with the guys tonight after the movie.
Tomorrow is my day off.I am hoping that the day goes pretty good.I do have a meeting tomorrow evening with my anger management/conflict resolution group and I am hoping that the meeting goes well.I also have to get ready for the week ahead.I do not know what to expect but whatever happens,I hope that it will be good.
That was my day today and my hopes for tonight and the week ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.I went to a church bazaar in my hometown this morning.I simply looked around but did not find too much of anything.So,I bought a homemade cream puff and I left.I went home afterwards.
The only other things that I did were that I ran a couple of errands for my mom today.I had to pick up a few things at a couple of stores in the area for dinner.My mom and I decided to eat light again.We simply had homemade tomato soup with garlic bread on the side.It was filling and I enjoyed it.
I am now at home relaxing.It was a pretty good day today.Despite the weather being chilly,it was sunny and it made the day look goood despite the bitter cold that we were having.Plus,the light dinner that we had was really good.Not to exciting of a day,but pretty good.
I am looking forward to singing up a storm tonight.I look forward to entertaining the crowd every Saturday night.I am hoping that the night goes well for me tonight.Though I rarely,if ever,have an off night.I still hope for things to go well for me regardless.You never know what might happen.Again,I hope that the night goes well for me.
Regarding tomorrow,I might go see a movie.I would like to see the new version of the movie Halloween by rock star turned film maker Rob Zombie.I have heard mixed views about it from critics and from some of the people that I know.But last night,I watched the original 1978 movie by John Carpenter and starring Jamie Lee Curtis.Now,I would like to see the new updated version.I am hoping that the movie is a good one.
That was my day today.My hoped for night tonight and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a smooth work day today but when I came home,I had a really bad stomach ache.It was awful.I did take Alka-Seltzer to get rid of it and I also laid down for a little over an hour when I did.As a result of this,I ate a light dinner and relaxed.I am feeling better now but it was really painful feeling my stomach aching for much of the time that I came home.Again,I am feeling better and that is good.
The work day went by pretty well.The shift was a breeze.There were no loads left in the washers like on Thursday and there was no mess where I had to pick-up the dirty loads.I simply did my job and I dropped it off.Afterwards,I went to a supermarket to pick up a few things.I also cashed my paycheck and I went home to rest due to my stomach ache.But again,I am feeling better.I now have to be careful when I eat.I had two meatball submarines at work for lunch before my shift started and I think that this was what contibuted to my stomach ache.I guess that I now have to stick to one helping rather than have two.I will try that for a while and see what the results will be.
I am glad that the weekend is finally here.I am looking forward to singing for my friends tomorrow night.I am hoping that the night goes over well for me.I rarely have an off night but I still hope for things to go well each and every Saturday night.You never know.Regarding Sunday,I have not made any plans but whatever I do,I hope that it will be a very positive experience.
That was my day today and my hopes for the weekend ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling okay.The work day started out promising but soon turned frustrating.After I picked up three filled bags of dirty laundry at the drug/alcohol rehab center,I arrived at the work site and found that one of the washers was overfilled.It was filled with 5 blankest.Not only that,the blankets were extremely soaked with water from being left in the washer the entire night.I simply removed the wet blankets and placed them in both the dryers after seperating them.I started a few loads to begin my shift.But for most of the shift,I had to keep putting back a certain blanket that still came out damp each and every time I put it back in the dryer.This was frustrating.Before I put the last loads that I did in each dryer,I put the blanket in the opposite dryer and it finally came out dry.I was relieved because if it did not come out as dry,I felt like that I was going to scream.Not only that,I had to work overtime because I was waiting for the last loads that I did to dry so I could bag them and drop them off at the drug/alcohol rehab center.I was not about to leave it for the afternoon guy to finish.The worst part of it was that I am not going to be paid for overtime because my supervisor will only pay me for the shift that I am assigned.But again,I was glad that I got everything done and I dropped it off at the center.After paying the water bill to the city,I went home afterwards.
I am at home relaxing as I am typing this.I am just getting ready for the day ahead and I am hoping that the shift that I am working tomorrow in the afternoon goes by a lot more smoothly than this morning.I can not stand people who start jobs and do not finish them.I mean,I would get into trouble if I do something like that and believe me,I would get some serious criticism and discipline for doing something like that.I might go to sleep early tonight to prepare for the day ahead.
Tomorrow is simply another work day.As stated,I am hoping that the shift goes better than today.After that,it's the weekend.I am looking forward to that after what happened today.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead and the weekend.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.After I dropped off the laundry at the work site,I went straight to the eye doctor to get a follow-up evaluation on my eye.The doctor gave me a good report on my eyes,including the one that I accidently injured a little over two weeks ago.He told me that my right eye healed up really good and that he wants me to come back in a year.That made me feel pretty good.When I got home,I had a light lunch and I rested for about a couple of hours on my bed.
I went to my support group meeting at the church tonight and it went great.It was wonderful to let loose some more emotional baggage and even to listen to the other men let loose some of theirs as well.It was aweosme.I shared the good news that I got from the eye doctor and that got a positive response from the moderator.That also made me feel pretty good.Before I went home,I stopped at a Rite Aid in the area where the group was and I bought another DVD from there.They are currently selling classic horror movie DVD's at a bargain price over there and that is great.I did buy the original Hallowen recently from a location in my area and even that was also great.I am going to add more to my ever growing DVD library soon.October is a great month to buy horror films,especially classic stuff.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the shuft goes well.After work,I am going to pay the water bill on my mom's behalf.I am hoping that the day goes over well.
That was my day today and my hoped for day tomorrow.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty good work day today.It did start out messy because I had to pick up a mess in the laundry room over at the drug/alcohol rehab center and bag it.The worst thing about it was that nobody even bothered to lift a finger to help me while I was picking it up.I picked it up by myself.But when I got to the work site,I sorted out the laundry and started doing it.The rest would go by very well and it made up for the frustrations of the early morning.
While I was waiting for the laundry to get done,I brought a movie with me to share with the social club.It was The Beatles first feature film A Hard Day's Night.I did this to commemorate the occasion of John Lennon's birthday,which was today.John Lennon would have been 67 years of age today if he were alive.But he isn't.He is dead thanks to a man who was obsessed because Lennon was famous and he found himself to be a nothing.While it is a shame that John Lennon is dead,I still remember him year after year when his birthday and his anniversary of his murder roll around.I also remember him every day whenever I play any of my Beatle records or even Lennon's solo records.I miss him.
My session with the substitute sexual abuse support counselor went great.I let loose some steam and some more emotional baggage.It was a great meeting and I goyt a lot out of it.My next appointment with her will be in November.I can hardly wait for that.
Tomorrow is a pick-up day.I hope that it goes well.I also have an appointment with an eye doctor to examine my eye that goy hurt a little over two weeks ago.I also have a meting with my support group at the church tomorrow night.I am hoping that all goes well.
That was my day todaya nd my hoped for day tomorrow.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a not too bad of a day today.It was a sunny day.Not too hot not cold.Just right in the middle.But there was a tad bit of humidity.I dd not do too much.I did go to a Salvation Army thrift shop in my area and I bought some more collectable records over there.It was neat.Not only that,I also managed to look around there to see if they had anything else but it was the same old same old.
I then went home after leaving there and I finished my personal PC work.I also had dinner and I even posted a few e-mails to a few friends who lived in other parts of the United States.Overall,not too bad of a day.
Last night,I had a friendly drink with a few friends over at the place where I sing and it was wonderful.I also had a talk with a regular guy who also stopped in and it was wonderful.We talked about the effects of Christopher Columbus discovering America and why it happened.The reason why is because he wanted to show that the world was round and not flat like many sailors and explorers believed.Well,he did prove it in more ways than one and it was a history making event.Whether Columbus discovering America was a good or bad thing is up to debate but he did bring some stuff with him that had a negative effect on the world late such as STD's.Not only that,he also imposed the foreign religion on the Native Americans(i.e.Indians) and many of the crew members also raped the women of the Indians.This is from what I have read and from many other documents shared over the years.Sometimes,I felt that Columbus should have left well enough alone.
Last night,after I went to bed,I tried to go to sleep but couldn't.I tossed and turned but to no avail.All of a sudden,images from the past started coming back to haunt me again.I also had a vision of me wearing a princess costume at a masquerade party rather than a Prince Charming costume.I wound up masturbating until ejeculating.I did go to the bathroom to wash and I asked God in Heaven to forgive me.Afterwards,I forgave myself and I finally went to sleep.I woke up today around 1:15p.m.I had a horrible dream last night that I was bound in a tower and it was dark everywhere around.I called out but nobody heard me.All of a sudden,I lost my voice in teh dream and what ended it was hearing the alarm.I turned off the alarm and I proceeded to get on with my day.
I do not care what these recurring images and/or bad dreams try to amount to.I am not abandonning my healing process.I know the right thing and I know what is wrong.I am going to continue on in my healing and I am determined to overcome Homosexuality/SSA no matter what.I may be weak and imperfect but I am going to stand my ground and stay strong.I will not act out with another man.No way.No How.
Tomorrow is simply a work day.I am hoping that the day goes smoothly.I also have an appointment with my substitute sexaul abuse support counselor and I am hoping that the session with her goes well.
That was my night last night and my day today alongside my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty good day today.I went out for a bit today.I went to a shopping mall where there was a used record and music store.I bought a used colored vinyl album and it is a beauty.I am glad to have this.It is a rare album called Tuxedo Junction(not to be confused with the formal wear store of the same name)and it was pressed on GOLD vinyl.It is in awesome shape and I am glad to have it.
Afterwards,I went to a store to pick up some dish detergent for my mom and I went home.The minute that I arrived home,I got ready for dinner and it was a very good dinner that was made.
After that,I finished my personal PC work.It was not too much.I simply had to finish up my e-mail work and I also had to type up some posts in a Yahoo forum that I am a member of.It was a pretty good day.I kept myself busy and that was neat.I had a very good day out and getting some stuff done was great.
My night of entertaining the crowd went great.My tribute to the great John Lennon went over well.Each and every one liked my Lennon tribute and that made me feel really good.It was a wonderful night and it was wonderful that it all worked out for the better.The next time that I will pay a tribute to John Lennon will be the week of his asassination this coming December.I will also be doing a George Harrison tribute the week before because George dies a week before Lennon's murder anniversary.Next week,it will back to normal.Regarding the rest of the night,I have not made any plans but I just might go out and have a nice,friendly drink with a few of teh guys tonight.If I do,then cool.
Tomorrow is Columbus Day.It is a holiday and I will not be going to a meeting tomorrow night for anger management/conflict resolution due to it being a holiday.There will be one next Monday night.I will just take it easy for the day.
The only things that are happening this week is that I have an appointment with my substitute sexual abuse support counselor on Tuesday afternoon and I have an appointment with an eyte doctor for a check-up after I injured my eye two weeks ago.I also have my support group meeting at the church on Wednesday night.I hope that each of these go well.
That was my day today,my night last night and my hopes for tonight and the week ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling okay,but I am also feeling hopeful and optimistic.I had a pretty fair day today.
I went to do some last minute grocery shopping for my mom today before dinner but I had a pretty stressful time at the supermarket.I was seraching all over to get certain things and was having a hard time.Even worse,I asked certain employees for help and they left me hanging.Fortunately,a manger helped me out and I got at least the vast majority of what I was looking for.After I left,I went home.
When I got home,I bathed and ate dinner.It was great.It was also a nice way to end a pretty stressful day out at the supermarket.But at least,I got the shopping done and that was great.
I am now relaxing.I am anticipating this evening.I am going out to entertain my friends tonight.I will be doing my yearly tribute to John Lennon.His birthday is this coming Tuesday and I am doing the tribute tonight.I am hoping that the evening goes well for me.Though I rarely,if ever,have an off night,I always hope for the evening to go well.You never know what might happen.Again,I am hoping that the evening goes well.If John Lennon were alive today,he would be 67 years old.
Tomorrow is Sunday.I have not decided what I am going to do tomorow.But whatever I do,I am hoping that it will be a very positive experience.
That was my day today and my hopes for tonight and for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty good work day today.The shift went by as smoothly as usual.Nothing negative to report.After the shift was done,I bagged the laundry and dropped it off at the drug/alcohol rehab center and I went home.
I had to mail out an important check today to pay a finance company with whom I have a line of credit account with.I also had to call them because I was mailing this out late and it was going to be there two days after the due date.They said that it was okay and it was marked that it was on the way.Afterwards,I headed over to the post office to mail it out.I also had to buy for my mom,a bunch of stamps so a few of her important bills could be mailed out.I also had to pick up a few things for the home and for myself and when I got home,I had dinner.
After dinner,I finished my personal PC work.While I was catching up on some last minute e-mails,I talked with a lady who I was waiting for to call me after I left her a message on her voice-mail.We talked for over half an hour and while I was talking to her,I did a virus scan on my computer to check for viruses,spyware or any threats.After I talked with her,I went out to pick up a DVD that I specially ordered at a music store and I can hardly wait to watch it when I can.I also went to do some personal shopping for myself and I picked up something for my mom along the way.
When I got home,I checked my computer and there were no viruses or spyware on it and that was great.I also managed to finish my catching up and now I am all caught up.I also registered some more bills at Where's George.Overall,a pretty good day.
The only disappointment was that the Buffalo Sabres lost to the New York Islanders in the opening game by a score of 6-4.But it is only the very first game and the season has just started.
Tomorrow night,I am going to doing my usual singing and entertaining the crowd over at the place where I sing it every Saturday night.I am always glad for the weekend and when it arrives.I look forward to doing that every week.It is awesome to look forward to doing something you enjoy doing.I will be doing my usual tribute to John Lenon because it will be his birthday on October 9th,which will be this coming Tuesday.I miss John Lennon.It still saddens me when the anniversary of his death roll around.It makes me feel like crying.But again,it will be his birthday this coming Tuesday and again,I will be doing a tribute to him tomorrow night.I hope that it goes well.
That was my day today and my hoped for day tomorrow.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty good day today.My work day went by smoothly and I also had a pretty good rest of the afternoon off.On the way home,I had to make a couple of stops at a post office in the area where I worked and I also had to pick up a couple of things at a couple of supermarkets in the area.I also had to stop at the bank to withdrawl some money for my mom and I went home.
I relaxed most of the afternoon and I also had to run again for my mom before dinner was ready.It was simply to make another money withdrawl from the bank.
After dinner,I finished the rest of my personal PC work.I also had to e-mail that friend of mine in North Carolina to inform him that the money order for the book that he sent me was on the way to him.I had to send that in because he was kind enough to send me the book before I paid him for it and I also did not want to invalidate or even violate his trust in me.I hope that he receives it soon and I am eagerly awaiting his next book.This is a book that I contributed to and I have been looking through since I received it.I am hoping to start reading it soon.At the moment,I am only looking through it.
I am at home right now relaxing.It is a pretty cool evening and I am eagerly awaiting the new day.I am hoping that the day is a very good one.I did get through the day without getting angry or losing my temper and that is good.But there is always tomorrow and the day after that and so on.Each and every day is a new day and a new challenge in my quest to control my anger and/or my temper.According to the people around me,I am doing good but I stil need to take this as a One Day at a Time thing.If I can stay cool one day.There is always the next day and the day after that and so on.
Tomorrow is yet another work day.I am hoping that the shift goes well.After that,it's the weekend.
That was my day today and my hoped for day tomorrow.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.The pick-up went by smoothly with no mess to clean up.I simply picked the bags up and dropped them off at the work site and went over to the social club to print up some stuff before going home for the day.While on the way home,I stopped at a couple of stores to pick up some things for my mother that she needed.
After I went home,I finished off my personal PC work and took it easy for the day.I did manage to go to a local music store to place a special order for a DVD that was released yesterday.It is of an old Halloween special that I watched when I was a kid that featured the rock band KISS in their first prime time TV appearance.It will be great to see that special again after all these years.I have not seen it since I was 6 years and it will be terrific to see that special after all these years rather than just snippets of it on YouTube.
Tonight support group meeting at the church went great.It was wonderful to be around the guys again after missing the meeting last week due to my injuring my eye.Once again,it was wonderful to unload some more emotional baggage that I have been carrying the past two weeks.Again,it was wonderful and I am looking forward to the next meeting.It was wonderful to hear and to also be heard without fear of being judged.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the shift goes by well.
That was my day today and my hoped for day tomorrow.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty smooth work day today and that was good.The day went by pretty fast and when I got through,I felt pretty good.I bagged all the laundry and dropped it off at the drug/alcohol rehab center then went home.
When I was finished,I was really tired.I was glad to get home.I also have been feeling a little down today.I guess that it is because I really did not get an awful lot of sleep last night.I went to bed late.Tonight,when I go to sleep,I am going to try to get enough hours of sleep so I will feel better.I do not want to feel down too often and I am hoping that this does not become a problem.Again,I am going to resolve to get a lot of sleep and I am hoping to wake up refreshed and recharged rather than always tired and feeling down.
When I got home,I did take a little nap before dinner.I did feel a little bit better from doing that.I may also feel a little down because I did have home made turkey burgers made from ground turkey.I guess that is probably why I am feeling a little down because turkey is known to make people tired and sleepy.But still,I hope that I feel better tomorrow by trying to get some sleep and I mean enough sleep.
Tomorrow is simply a pick-up day.I am hoping that the pick-up goes well.Tomorrow night is my support group at the church meeting.I am hoping that the meeting goes well tomorrow night,too.
That was my day today and my hoped for day tomorrow.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.I heard from a friend today to let me know that he now had a phone.I only talked with him for a few minutes and that was it.I also heard from the company that manufactured the Nostalgic looking compact stereo that I recently purchased.I told them the problem of the Cd player not working up the snuff and they advised me to send it back to the people that I ordered it from,which I will be doing in a few days.I have to repack it and ship it out.I am hoping that the new one I get in exchange will work this time.If not,then they will simply have to credit my account.Again,tomorrow,when I get home from work,I am going to pack it back and send it back.I also have to let the people that I bought it off from know when I am shipping it out.
Tonight,my anger management/conflict resolution went well.It was awesome.There was a lot more people there then there was two weeks ago.It was great to share some more stuff with the guys and a few ladies.It went good and I am looking forward to the next meeting,which will be in 2 weeks.There is no meeting next week due to it being Columbus Day.I will just have to hang in there until then.I do have an appointment with my substitute sexual abuse support counselor next Tuesday.This week,the only thing that I have is my weekly Wednesday night support group meeting at the church.Aside from that,I do not have anything else this week.I am free the rest of the week.Again,the group meeting went well and I did get a lot out of it.
Last night,my night of entertaining the crowd went well.There was not an awful lot of people there due it last night being darts tounaments night.Then again,Sunday night is always low.Still,the night went by well and I had a good time.Also,when I got home,my scan came back positive.There were no viruses or spyware on my computer.That was great.Plus today,there were hardly any computer problems for me and that was great.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the day goes over well.
That was my day today and my hoped for day tomorrow.FJ