Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty good day today.My mom went shopping because my grand newphew turned 5 today and she wanted to get him something for his birthday.After I let her go at a Target in the area that I live,I went to get a couple of things for her.After that,I managed to drop in on here at Target when she was all done and I brought her home so she could wrap the gifts up.I dropped her off at my niece's house and I went to get a couple of things for myself.After getting them,I went over to my niece's house to have some spaghetti with the gang and a little bit of ice cream.I also managed to take a slice of the birthday cake home with me so I could eat it later.I then went home.Overall,a pretty good day.
The weekend is finally here.Tonight is the night that I am going out to entertain the crowd with my singing and to just be around the people.It is always wonderful.I am hoping that the evening goes well for me.Though I rarely have an off night,I always still hope for things for things to go well.You never know what might happen.Still,I have a feeling that everything is going to work out for me.I also have a feeling that the evening is going to be wonderful.But I always still hope.
Regarding tomorrow,I have not made any plans but whatever I do,I am hoping that it will benefit me in a positive manner.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
Saturday, January 19, 2008
Friday, January 18, 2008
Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty smooth work day today.After having my lunch,I went right to work and it went great.There wasn't an awful lot for me to do.I simply did the work that I had to do and drop it off at the center.Afterwards,I went to a supermarket in the area where I worked and went home.
After I got home,I had a light dinner and I registered some more bills at the Where's George site and while I relaxed for a bit after dinner,I did a virus scan to see if there was anything in my database that wasn't supposed to be here.Since the scan was going to be awhile,I decided to lay down upstairs in my room on my bed and listen to some music.I popped in some 8-Tracks and listened to them for a while while relaxing.
After several hours,I checked my computer and the scan came back with a good news report.My computer is clean with no viruses or spyware in my database.That was a relief to me.Last week,there was a virus and even a little bit of spyware on my computer but I got rid of it.I felt better knowing that my computer had nothing wrong with it and that there was no threat(s)to my security as far as my computer goes.That is great.
I am now relaxing.The weekend is almost here.I can hardly wait to entertain the crowd tomorrow night at the place where I sing and I am hoping that the night goes well for me.Though I rarely have an off night,I still hope for things to go well.You never know.But I have a feeling that things are going to work out pretty good.
As for the rest of the night,I am just going to stay home and watch a movie.I have not decided what movie I am going to watch but whatever I watch,I am hoping that it is a good movie that I will really enjoy and recommend to people that I know.
That was my day today and my hopes for the upcoming weekend.FJ
After I got home,I had a light dinner and I registered some more bills at the Where's George site and while I relaxed for a bit after dinner,I did a virus scan to see if there was anything in my database that wasn't supposed to be here.Since the scan was going to be awhile,I decided to lay down upstairs in my room on my bed and listen to some music.I popped in some 8-Tracks and listened to them for a while while relaxing.
After several hours,I checked my computer and the scan came back with a good news report.My computer is clean with no viruses or spyware in my database.That was a relief to me.Last week,there was a virus and even a little bit of spyware on my computer but I got rid of it.I felt better knowing that my computer had nothing wrong with it and that there was no threat(s)to my security as far as my computer goes.That is great.
I am now relaxing.The weekend is almost here.I can hardly wait to entertain the crowd tomorrow night at the place where I sing and I am hoping that the night goes well for me.Though I rarely have an off night,I still hope for things to go well.You never know.But I have a feeling that things are going to work out pretty good.
As for the rest of the night,I am just going to stay home and watch a movie.I have not decided what movie I am going to watch but whatever I watch,I am hoping that it is a good movie that I will really enjoy and recommend to people that I know.
That was my day today and my hopes for the upcoming weekend.FJ
Thursday, January 17, 2008
Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty good day today.The work shift went by smoothly and I simply bagged everything after I was finished and dropped it all off at the drug/alcohol rehab center and went home.I also had a light lunch before going home.It was a pretty smooth work day and I felt better that it was smooth.I still felt a little hungry,so I stopped at a Burger King in my area and had a Whopper Jr.while I was on my way home.It was pretty good.
After I got home,I took it easy for a while before my mom and I did the grocery shopping.I still felt a little tired.Though the work day went by smoothly,I did take some stuff from a member of the social club next door.But I did not let it get the better of me.I simply paid more attention to the work that I was doing by looking up at the clock to check the time.When it was time for me to get back to the basement,I simply went there to start two more loads of laundry after two that I had started when I got there were done.
My mom and I finally got the grocery shopping done.We wanted to get this done because we are supposed to get a really bad winter storm over the weekend.My mom and I are hoping that it will really not be as bad as it is predicted to be,but we are preparing ahead of time just in case.You never know.Afterwards,while my mom was heating up a couple cans of soup for us,I went to Wendy's to pick up a couple more Jr.Bacon Cheeseburgers to have with our soup.It was really neat.
I am now at home relaxing.I am anticipating the next day.I am hoping that the shift that I am working tomorrow will go well.I am also hoping that nothing negative happens tomorrow like today.But even if it does,I will not let it get to me.
As stated,tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the shift goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
After I got home,I took it easy for a while before my mom and I did the grocery shopping.I still felt a little tired.Though the work day went by smoothly,I did take some stuff from a member of the social club next door.But I did not let it get the better of me.I simply paid more attention to the work that I was doing by looking up at the clock to check the time.When it was time for me to get back to the basement,I simply went there to start two more loads of laundry after two that I had started when I got there were done.
My mom and I finally got the grocery shopping done.We wanted to get this done because we are supposed to get a really bad winter storm over the weekend.My mom and I are hoping that it will really not be as bad as it is predicted to be,but we are preparing ahead of time just in case.You never know.Afterwards,while my mom was heating up a couple cans of soup for us,I went to Wendy's to pick up a couple more Jr.Bacon Cheeseburgers to have with our soup.It was really neat.
I am now at home relaxing.I am anticipating the next day.I am hoping that the shift that I am working tomorrow will go well.I am also hoping that nothing negative happens tomorrow like today.But even if it does,I will not let it get to me.
As stated,tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the shift goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
Wednesday, January 16, 2008
Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty smooth day today.The laundry pick-up went great.There was no mess to clean and there was no problem getting it to the work site and sorting it out.Afterwards,I had a light lunch and went home.
When I got home,my mom was getting ready to do some more grocery shopping before the week is out.But I was feeling tired and I wanted to lay down for a while first,which she let me do.We were going to do the shopping when I woke up.I only felt tired because I had a difficult time trying to get to sleep.I was waiting much of the night for my computer to get done with an emergency scan to see if there was anything in the system that should not have been there because my security center icon was flashing a warning that there was 1 item affecting my security status and that it was mandatory that an emergency scan be performed.The results were negative after the scan,meaning that there were no viruses or spyware in my system.Basically,this was a typical false alarm and after I restarted my computer to straighten everything out after the scan came up negative,I shut down and went to bed.I still felt a little anxious over what had happened but I also felt relieved that it was a false alarm.
My mom and I did not get the grocery shopping done because my brother in-law came over to talk while I was taking my nap.So as a result of this,we did not get any grocery shopping done.For dinner,we had a bowl of Progresso Hearty Tomato soup with a Jr.Bacon Cheeseburger from Wendy's for each of us.It was great.Before I went to get the sandwiches from Wendy's,I went to my mechanic's garage to pay off the remainder of what I had owed him for the brake work and oil change that he did on my car last year.But he had to put new tires on my car due to the car vibrating at speeds up to 55 m.p.h.or more.So,I owe him at least a little bit more.I am hoping to have this paid off in about three months.I am just hoping that nothing else happens in the long run after this.
My mom and I are hoping to get the grocery shopping done tomorrow after I get home from work.There is supposed to be a snow storm coming and we want to get some food in the house before it hits.We are hoping that it will only hit the southtowns where we are living but it can happen here as well and we just want to be prepared.
As stated above,tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the shift goes smoothly.After that,my mom and I are hoping to get the grocery shopping done.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
When I got home,my mom was getting ready to do some more grocery shopping before the week is out.But I was feeling tired and I wanted to lay down for a while first,which she let me do.We were going to do the shopping when I woke up.I only felt tired because I had a difficult time trying to get to sleep.I was waiting much of the night for my computer to get done with an emergency scan to see if there was anything in the system that should not have been there because my security center icon was flashing a warning that there was 1 item affecting my security status and that it was mandatory that an emergency scan be performed.The results were negative after the scan,meaning that there were no viruses or spyware in my system.Basically,this was a typical false alarm and after I restarted my computer to straighten everything out after the scan came up negative,I shut down and went to bed.I still felt a little anxious over what had happened but I also felt relieved that it was a false alarm.
My mom and I did not get the grocery shopping done because my brother in-law came over to talk while I was taking my nap.So as a result of this,we did not get any grocery shopping done.For dinner,we had a bowl of Progresso Hearty Tomato soup with a Jr.Bacon Cheeseburger from Wendy's for each of us.It was great.Before I went to get the sandwiches from Wendy's,I went to my mechanic's garage to pay off the remainder of what I had owed him for the brake work and oil change that he did on my car last year.But he had to put new tires on my car due to the car vibrating at speeds up to 55 m.p.h.or more.So,I owe him at least a little bit more.I am hoping to have this paid off in about three months.I am just hoping that nothing else happens in the long run after this.
My mom and I are hoping to get the grocery shopping done tomorrow after I get home from work.There is supposed to be a snow storm coming and we want to get some food in the house before it hits.We are hoping that it will only hit the southtowns where we are living but it can happen here as well and we just want to be prepared.
As stated above,tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the shift goes smoothly.After that,my mom and I are hoping to get the grocery shopping done.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
Tuesday, January 15, 2008
Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.Despite a minor mishap at the worksite,I managed to have a pretty smooth work day.I simply did my job and when finished,I simply bagged the laundry and dropped it off at the drug/alcohol rehab center.Afterwards,I went home after making a few stops on the way.
The other thing that happened today was that a guy who I had known for a long time came back to the social club after many years.He also asked me to give him a ride somewhere and even insisted on it after I told him that I couldn't do it due to my busy work schedule.I am learning that some people just don't care about your situation or how you feel.Though I had already known this,I am learning this again more and more each and every day.But I am still hanging in there and feeling hopeful.I did not really let him bother me nor did I let him get to me.I simply left the social club and concentrated on finishing my job.
Though I had a pretty good day at work,I still felt a little edgy and I wound up masturbating while I was online.It wasn't to pornography online but I did give in.I felt miserable but after asking the creator for forgiveness,I felt better.It is wonderful to feel that you've been forgiven for what you did wrong or from relapsing.But I am still going to work on this one day at a time.
I went to my support group meeting at the church tonight and it was wonderful.I had a great time talking with the guys there.We also had two new men come in and even that was wonderful.It was great to meet two new guys and hear them share and even for myself to be heard.I am looking forward to the next meeting next Tuesday and I am hoping that it is as wonderful as this one is.
Tomorrow is simply a pick-up day.I am hoping that everything goes smoothly.As for the rest of the day,I have not made any plans but whatever I do,I hope that it benefits me in a positive way.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
The other thing that happened today was that a guy who I had known for a long time came back to the social club after many years.He also asked me to give him a ride somewhere and even insisted on it after I told him that I couldn't do it due to my busy work schedule.I am learning that some people just don't care about your situation or how you feel.Though I had already known this,I am learning this again more and more each and every day.But I am still hanging in there and feeling hopeful.I did not really let him bother me nor did I let him get to me.I simply left the social club and concentrated on finishing my job.
Though I had a pretty good day at work,I still felt a little edgy and I wound up masturbating while I was online.It wasn't to pornography online but I did give in.I felt miserable but after asking the creator for forgiveness,I felt better.It is wonderful to feel that you've been forgiven for what you did wrong or from relapsing.But I am still going to work on this one day at a time.
I went to my support group meeting at the church tonight and it was wonderful.I had a great time talking with the guys there.We also had two new men come in and even that was wonderful.It was great to meet two new guys and hear them share and even for myself to be heard.I am looking forward to the next meeting next Tuesday and I am hoping that it is as wonderful as this one is.
Tomorrow is simply a pick-up day.I am hoping that everything goes smoothly.As for the rest of the day,I have not made any plans but whatever I do,I hope that it benefits me in a positive way.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
Monday, January 14, 2008
Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.The day was not too eventful but I managed to get some stuff done.I went to the bank to withdraw some money for my mom and I also went shopping.The supermarket that I went to was having a sale on Progresso soups and Banquet brown and serve sausages and I managed to pick up some of them.We had one of the soups for dinner tonight and it was really good.It was wonderful.
Most of the day,I simply relaxed and took it easy.The day was not very good weatherwise.It was cold and rainy.There is really nothing to do on a cold and rainy day where I live so I stayed home for much of the day.I also woke up late in the early afternoon.But still,I took it easy and I just let everything go on it's own.
I attended my weekly anger management/conflict resolution group meeting tonight and the meeting went great.It was wonderful to be in the group and participate in the conversations.I simply shared what was going on with me and how I was feeling and it was wonderful to be heard and to hear what others had to say.I left getting a lot out of it and hoping to get some stuff out of it again in two weeks.There will be no meeting next week due to the observance of Martin Luther King's birthday being observed.But I do have one in two weeks and that is better than not having anything to go to.
Tonight is also the conclusion of the premiere of Terminator:The Sarah Connor Chronicles and I am hoping that it is as awesome as last night's first part.I have been looking forward to watching this since I heard about it during the Christmas season and so far,it is pretty good.Again,I am hoping that the conclusion is just as awesome as the opener.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the day goes smoothly.I also have my weekly support group meeting at the church and I am hoping that the meeting also goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
Most of the day,I simply relaxed and took it easy.The day was not very good weatherwise.It was cold and rainy.There is really nothing to do on a cold and rainy day where I live so I stayed home for much of the day.I also woke up late in the early afternoon.But still,I took it easy and I just let everything go on it's own.
I attended my weekly anger management/conflict resolution group meeting tonight and the meeting went great.It was wonderful to be in the group and participate in the conversations.I simply shared what was going on with me and how I was feeling and it was wonderful to be heard and to hear what others had to say.I left getting a lot out of it and hoping to get some stuff out of it again in two weeks.There will be no meeting next week due to the observance of Martin Luther King's birthday being observed.But I do have one in two weeks and that is better than not having anything to go to.
Tonight is also the conclusion of the premiere of Terminator:The Sarah Connor Chronicles and I am hoping that it is as awesome as last night's first part.I have been looking forward to watching this since I heard about it during the Christmas season and so far,it is pretty good.Again,I am hoping that the conclusion is just as awesome as the opener.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the day goes smoothly.I also have my weekly support group meeting at the church and I am hoping that the meeting also goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
Sunday, January 13, 2008
Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a very good day today.I went and did a little shopping for myself and for my mom.I bought myself another new DVD.The DVD that I bought was the movie Reservoir Dogs,which is a Quentin Tarantino film.I have been a fan of Quentin Tarantino films since Pulp Fiction.I have several of his films in my DVD library.I still have only a VHS of Pulp Fiction but I am still working on getting the DVD of it.When I do,I can preserve my VHS video of it.But I am glad to now have Reservoir Dogs in my library.I can hardly wait to give this movie a spin in my DVD player.
Tonight,I watched the first installment in the new TV series Terminator:The Sarah Connor Chronicles.It is an awesome show.I am looking forward to watching the 2nd part of the premiere tomorrow night.I am hoping that it's as awesome as the first part.I also hope that the series comes to DVD as well.I will buy it the minute that it comes to DVD.For now,I am just going to enjoy this.It is a welcome breath of fresh air in the midst of this terrible writers strike that is going on in Hollywood right now.I am also hoping that the strike is over soon.I am sick of seeing constant TV reruns.I hope that this writers strike is over soon.
Last night,my night of entertaining the crowd went terrific.It was back to normal and it was really great.I did my tribute to Elvis and the tribute was wonderfully received.I had a great time.I also had a friend with me to share this and even that was awesome.I left last night feeling pretty good and eagerly awaiting next Saturday night.I am hoping that it will be as wonderful as last night.
I also had a talk with a friend of mine who lives out of town and it was wonderful.It was only for a few minutes but it was still wonderful.He is doing pretty good as well.I am looking forward to talking with him next week.
The only negative drawback about last night was that a lady made me feel uncomfortable while I was singing my last song of the night.While I was singing,she was providing a little back up but she was also rubbing my butt while this was happening and as stated,it made me feel uncomfortable because no member of the opposite sex has done that to me in quite a long time.But I continued singing and trying to forget about it happening.Of course,I could not risk hurting her when she complimented me on having an awesome singing voice and that it was great to hear me do the songs that I have chosen.So I let it go at that and went home.
As for the rest of tonight,I might go out and have a drink or two with the guys over at the place where I sing for a while.After that,I'll go back home and watch another movie.
Tomorrow is my day off.My mom and I are hoping to get some grocery shopping done.I also have my anger management/conflict resolution support group tomorrow night.I am hoping that all goes well for me tomorrow.
That was my day today and my night last night,including my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
Tonight,I watched the first installment in the new TV series Terminator:The Sarah Connor Chronicles.It is an awesome show.I am looking forward to watching the 2nd part of the premiere tomorrow night.I am hoping that it's as awesome as the first part.I also hope that the series comes to DVD as well.I will buy it the minute that it comes to DVD.For now,I am just going to enjoy this.It is a welcome breath of fresh air in the midst of this terrible writers strike that is going on in Hollywood right now.I am also hoping that the strike is over soon.I am sick of seeing constant TV reruns.I hope that this writers strike is over soon.
Last night,my night of entertaining the crowd went terrific.It was back to normal and it was really great.I did my tribute to Elvis and the tribute was wonderfully received.I had a great time.I also had a friend with me to share this and even that was awesome.I left last night feeling pretty good and eagerly awaiting next Saturday night.I am hoping that it will be as wonderful as last night.
I also had a talk with a friend of mine who lives out of town and it was wonderful.It was only for a few minutes but it was still wonderful.He is doing pretty good as well.I am looking forward to talking with him next week.
The only negative drawback about last night was that a lady made me feel uncomfortable while I was singing my last song of the night.While I was singing,she was providing a little back up but she was also rubbing my butt while this was happening and as stated,it made me feel uncomfortable because no member of the opposite sex has done that to me in quite a long time.But I continued singing and trying to forget about it happening.Of course,I could not risk hurting her when she complimented me on having an awesome singing voice and that it was great to hear me do the songs that I have chosen.So I let it go at that and went home.
As for the rest of tonight,I might go out and have a drink or two with the guys over at the place where I sing for a while.After that,I'll go back home and watch another movie.
Tomorrow is my day off.My mom and I are hoping to get some grocery shopping done.I also have my anger management/conflict resolution support group tomorrow night.I am hoping that all goes well for me tomorrow.
That was my day today and my night last night,including my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
Saturday, January 12, 2008
Tonight,I am feeling okay but with a little hope and optimism.I had a pretty good day today.I simply ran a couple of errands for my mom and myself today.I had to go to a Wal-Mart in my area to pick up a few personal items for myself and I also went to a supermarket to pick up some stuff for dinner tomorrow night.When I was done,I headed for home.While in the midst of this,I stopped at a nearby Wendy's to have a small burger to tie me over until dinner.
When I got home with the stuff,I bathed and I had a light dinner,which was the rest of the homemade chicken noodle soup.I also managed to finish my personal computer work as well in spite of a couple of tough obstacles in the form of some program and server problems.But again,I managed to get it done and I was glad.
Tonight is the night that I am entertaining the crowd.I am hoping that all goes well for me.I am hoping that the night goes well and that everything is going to be good.Though I rarely,if ever,have an off night,I still hope for things to go well.But I am feeling hopeful that everything will work out and go well.
Last night,while watching a movie,I did another scan on my computer to check and see if I had successfully removed the virus and the spyware that were in my system last night after I did my initial scan.When the scan was completed,they were removed successfully and I felt better.It's great to have anti-virus software working 24/7 to make sure that your computer stays free of any security threats.
Again,I am hoping that the night goes well for me.I will be doing a tribute to Elvis Presley tonight because this is the week of his birthday.Again,I am hoping that the evening goes well.
As for the rest of the weekend,I have not made any plans but whatever I do,I am hoping that everything goes well and that it affects me in a positive way.
That was my day today and my hopes for the rest of the weekend.FJ
When I got home with the stuff,I bathed and I had a light dinner,which was the rest of the homemade chicken noodle soup.I also managed to finish my personal computer work as well in spite of a couple of tough obstacles in the form of some program and server problems.But again,I managed to get it done and I was glad.
Tonight is the night that I am entertaining the crowd.I am hoping that all goes well for me.I am hoping that the night goes well and that everything is going to be good.Though I rarely,if ever,have an off night,I still hope for things to go well.But I am feeling hopeful that everything will work out and go well.
Last night,while watching a movie,I did another scan on my computer to check and see if I had successfully removed the virus and the spyware that were in my system last night after I did my initial scan.When the scan was completed,they were removed successfully and I felt better.It's great to have anti-virus software working 24/7 to make sure that your computer stays free of any security threats.
Again,I am hoping that the night goes well for me.I will be doing a tribute to Elvis Presley tonight because this is the week of his birthday.Again,I am hoping that the evening goes well.
As for the rest of the weekend,I have not made any plans but whatever I do,I am hoping that everything goes well and that it affects me in a positive way.
That was my day today and my hopes for the rest of the weekend.FJ
Friday, January 11, 2008
Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty good day today.The work shift went by smoothly and despite a minor frustrating thing to happen at the drug/alcohol rehab center,I managed to get out of it pretty well.It was a very good day and I had a smooth work shift.I simply did my job and when I finished,I dropped the clean laundry off and headed for home.
On the way home,I stopped at the bank to cash my paycheck and afterwards,I went home.When I got home,I registered my bills at Where's George and afterwards,we had a light dinner.
While I was eating,I did a scan on my computer to check for viruses and spyware and there were a couple of security threats.One of them being a virus,which was quarantined,and the other being spyware.I had to remove both of these from my system.At first,I was having a hard time but I managed to get everything done and I also managed to finally turn off my system restore to get everything done.Plus,I deleted all the stuff that was invading the database on my computer and turned off the system restore.After I am done here and after I type up a couple more e-mails,I am going to do another scan to see if the stuff was successfully removed from the system.I am hoping that it was.So far,I have had no problems with teh virus software,I have normally been fortunate to successfully get rid of any security risks.But again,I will do another scan just to make sure.
I am now at home relaxing.The weather outside is pretty windy and rainy at the moment.But I am safe and sound here at home and I am anticipating tomorrow.I am going to be doing my usual entertaining the crowd.I am hoping that the evening goes well and that everything will back to normal.It was a darg just doing only a couple of songs but tomorrow night,I am hoping that all will be well.Again,I am hoping that everything will be back to the way it was before.
During the time of the scan,I relaxed upstairs in my room for a while and I listened to several of my old 8-Track tapes that I have.Quite a few of these are still in good working condition and they play pretty good.It was wonderful to listen to these again.It was neat to just lay on my bed reading and listening to music.
As stated,tomorrow is my usual night to entertain the crowd.I am hoping that it goes well.Earlier in the afternoon,my mom and I are hoping to get some grocery shopping done.
At the moment,my emotional state is pretty calm and serene.I've been having some ups and downs but I am hanging in there.I have been pretty close to the point where I was going to msturbate but I did not do it.I was playing with myself but I managed to stop myself.I now know that I have to be on guard because I do not want to masturbate and I do not want to start thinking about having sex with other men nor do I want to start doing that again.I am glad to be free of this and I no longer want to do that again.I could use some prayers right now.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day and evening ahead.FJ
On the way home,I stopped at the bank to cash my paycheck and afterwards,I went home.When I got home,I registered my bills at Where's George and afterwards,we had a light dinner.
While I was eating,I did a scan on my computer to check for viruses and spyware and there were a couple of security threats.One of them being a virus,which was quarantined,and the other being spyware.I had to remove both of these from my system.At first,I was having a hard time but I managed to get everything done and I also managed to finally turn off my system restore to get everything done.Plus,I deleted all the stuff that was invading the database on my computer and turned off the system restore.After I am done here and after I type up a couple more e-mails,I am going to do another scan to see if the stuff was successfully removed from the system.I am hoping that it was.So far,I have had no problems with teh virus software,I have normally been fortunate to successfully get rid of any security risks.But again,I will do another scan just to make sure.
I am now at home relaxing.The weather outside is pretty windy and rainy at the moment.But I am safe and sound here at home and I am anticipating tomorrow.I am going to be doing my usual entertaining the crowd.I am hoping that the evening goes well and that everything will back to normal.It was a darg just doing only a couple of songs but tomorrow night,I am hoping that all will be well.Again,I am hoping that everything will be back to the way it was before.
During the time of the scan,I relaxed upstairs in my room for a while and I listened to several of my old 8-Track tapes that I have.Quite a few of these are still in good working condition and they play pretty good.It was wonderful to listen to these again.It was neat to just lay on my bed reading and listening to music.
As stated,tomorrow is my usual night to entertain the crowd.I am hoping that it goes well.Earlier in the afternoon,my mom and I are hoping to get some grocery shopping done.
At the moment,my emotional state is pretty calm and serene.I've been having some ups and downs but I am hanging in there.I have been pretty close to the point where I was going to msturbate but I did not do it.I was playing with myself but I managed to stop myself.I now know that I have to be on guard because I do not want to masturbate and I do not want to start thinking about having sex with other men nor do I want to start doing that again.I am glad to be free of this and I no longer want to do that again.I could use some prayers right now.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day and evening ahead.FJ
Thursday, January 10, 2008
Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty quiet work shift today,which was a nice change of pace for me.I actually did my job today with some peace and quiet for a change without having to worry about noise coming from the upstairs and no disturbances.It was really neat.I had a wonderful work shift and that was great.
I also had to go to the bank to get some money out for my mom because we needed to get some coffee,oatmeal and paper towels.After I withdrew the money,I went home to take another nap because I did feel tired.I simply put my PJ's back on and took a nap for a while.I needed to get some more sleep because I did not get to sleep right away.I had a tough time trying to get to sleep.But I did have a wonderful nap and I felt better and more relaxed.
After a light dinner,which was homemade chicken noodle soup,I went to run the errand for my mom and I also put some gas into my car's gas tank.After I got home,I finished my personal computer work and now,my day is complete.
I am now at home relaxing.I am anticipating the next day.It is another work day and I am just resting to save my energy for it.It is going to be another busy day and I am hoping that the shift goes over well for me.The shifts have been going well for me but I still hope for things to go well.You never know.
As stated,tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the shift goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
I also had to go to the bank to get some money out for my mom because we needed to get some coffee,oatmeal and paper towels.After I withdrew the money,I went home to take another nap because I did feel tired.I simply put my PJ's back on and took a nap for a while.I needed to get some more sleep because I did not get to sleep right away.I had a tough time trying to get to sleep.But I did have a wonderful nap and I felt better and more relaxed.
After a light dinner,which was homemade chicken noodle soup,I went to run the errand for my mom and I also put some gas into my car's gas tank.After I got home,I finished my personal computer work and now,my day is complete.
I am now at home relaxing.I am anticipating the next day.It is another work day and I am just resting to save my energy for it.It is going to be another busy day and I am hoping that the shift goes over well for me.The shifts have been going well for me but I still hope for things to go well.You never know.
As stated,tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the shift goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
Wednesday, January 09, 2008
Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty not too eventful day today.The laundry pick up went by well and I even had a pretty decent lunch period afterwards.After I ate,I left for home.
When I got home,I waited for the mail to come in and after I brought it in,I got back into my PJ's and went back to bed.I did not get to sleep too much during the night so I took a nap to catch up on lost sleep.
After I woke up,I washed my hair and went shopping for my mom.I had to pick up a few things for dinner tonight and I had to act fast because my mom wanted us to eat pretty quickly.I actually got the shopping done within a few minutes and that went pretty well.After paying for the groceries,I went home and did not stop for anything on the way,except when a red light and a stop sign said so.
After I ate,I decided to finish up my computer work and just take it easy.I had no place to go because the weather was windy and the winds were blowing very strong in my area.Plus,I want to concentrate on the next day,which will be a work day.I don't want to wear myself out.I am tired as it is already.I just want to rest up and hope that the next day goes over well.
As stated,tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the shift goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
When I got home,I waited for the mail to come in and after I brought it in,I got back into my PJ's and went back to bed.I did not get to sleep too much during the night so I took a nap to catch up on lost sleep.
After I woke up,I washed my hair and went shopping for my mom.I had to pick up a few things for dinner tonight and I had to act fast because my mom wanted us to eat pretty quickly.I actually got the shopping done within a few minutes and that went pretty well.After paying for the groceries,I went home and did not stop for anything on the way,except when a red light and a stop sign said so.
After I ate,I decided to finish up my computer work and just take it easy.I had no place to go because the weather was windy and the winds were blowing very strong in my area.Plus,I want to concentrate on the next day,which will be a work day.I don't want to wear myself out.I am tired as it is already.I just want to rest up and hope that the next day goes over well.
As stated,tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the shift goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
Tuesday, January 08, 2008
Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.The work day went by pretty smoothly and I also joined in on a discussion during the time on mental illness and how people who were hospitalized tried to readjust to society after they were released.The talk was very informative and I got a lot out of it.I learned some things that I never knew before.I also shared my background and what led me to have the emotional issues that I am struggling with.I shared everything and that actually made me feel like a part of the group of people that were there.It was really great.The work day went by easier than ever and I had a wonderful day on the job.As usual,after I finished my job,I simply dropped the clean laundry off at the drug/alcohol rehab center and stopped at a couple of places before going home.Overall,a pretty good day.
My first support group meeting at the church this year was another wonderful meeting.The men and I shared our holiday stories and I also learned a little bit more on how to hold my own.It was really wonderful to be there and just listen and hear as well as to be heard and listened to.It was a wonderful meeting and I am looking forward to the next meeting next Tuesday night.I am hoping that it is as wonderful as the one tonight.
I am now at home relaxing.I am anticipating the day ahead.I am hoping that everything works out for me tomorrow and I also hope that I learn some more new things.
Tomorrow is simply a pick up day.I am hoping that this goes by very smoothly.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
My first support group meeting at the church this year was another wonderful meeting.The men and I shared our holiday stories and I also learned a little bit more on how to hold my own.It was really wonderful to be there and just listen and hear as well as to be heard and listened to.It was a wonderful meeting and I am looking forward to the next meeting next Tuesday night.I am hoping that it is as wonderful as the one tonight.
I am now at home relaxing.I am anticipating the day ahead.I am hoping that everything works out for me tomorrow and I also hope that I learn some more new things.
Tomorrow is simply a pick up day.I am hoping that this goes by very smoothly.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
Monday, January 07, 2008
Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty fair day today.I woke up a little late in the afternoon today.I was hoping that I could wake up a little earlier but couldn't and/or didn't.I woke up around 12:45pm.
After I woke up,I had a bowl of cereal and an hour and a half later,I heated up some slices of pizza for lunch.While I was online,I received a phone call from that friend that I was supposed to get together with yesterday and we got together today.He showed me the new stereo system that he bought and the new washer and dryer.It was wonderful.After checking those out,I left and finished an errand that I was doing for my mom.Overall,not too eventful of a day but I got some stuff done.
Tonight,I went to my first anger management/conflict resolution group meeting of the year and it was wonderful.After a 3 week break,it was great to finally get back to the meetings and share some stuff that I had to get off of my chest.I told them everything that had happened to me during the holiday break,such as my father being in town unexpectedly and the overbearing preaching that he did to my brother in-law.Plus,I shared the negative vibes that I felt when I was in the same room with him and how I really did not like it.But I am glad that it is all over and I had a wonderful New Year's that actually made me forget about all of that.Again,it was wonderful to be among them again and sharing what I had to share.
Last night,I went out and had a few drinks with the guys and I also had a light snack.While I had a great time having some laughs and fun,I was hoping to do at least a couple songs or more but the bartender didn't know how to work the karaoke machine due to her not having the instruction sheet on how to do it.That in itself was disappointing because I only managed a meager two songs on Saturday night.But I am hoping that this coming Saturday night is where everything is back to normal and I won't have to wait too long to do my usual allotment.Again,I am hoping that and I hope that it will be indeed back to normal.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the day goes over well.I also have my first support group at the church meeting of the new year.I am hoping that this meeting also goes well.
That was my day today and my night last night as well as my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
After I woke up,I had a bowl of cereal and an hour and a half later,I heated up some slices of pizza for lunch.While I was online,I received a phone call from that friend that I was supposed to get together with yesterday and we got together today.He showed me the new stereo system that he bought and the new washer and dryer.It was wonderful.After checking those out,I left and finished an errand that I was doing for my mom.Overall,not too eventful of a day but I got some stuff done.
Tonight,I went to my first anger management/conflict resolution group meeting of the year and it was wonderful.After a 3 week break,it was great to finally get back to the meetings and share some stuff that I had to get off of my chest.I told them everything that had happened to me during the holiday break,such as my father being in town unexpectedly and the overbearing preaching that he did to my brother in-law.Plus,I shared the negative vibes that I felt when I was in the same room with him and how I really did not like it.But I am glad that it is all over and I had a wonderful New Year's that actually made me forget about all of that.Again,it was wonderful to be among them again and sharing what I had to share.
Last night,I went out and had a few drinks with the guys and I also had a light snack.While I had a great time having some laughs and fun,I was hoping to do at least a couple songs or more but the bartender didn't know how to work the karaoke machine due to her not having the instruction sheet on how to do it.That in itself was disappointing because I only managed a meager two songs on Saturday night.But I am hoping that this coming Saturday night is where everything is back to normal and I won't have to wait too long to do my usual allotment.Again,I am hoping that and I hope that it will be indeed back to normal.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the day goes over well.I also have my first support group at the church meeting of the new year.I am hoping that this meeting also goes well.
That was my day today and my night last night as well as my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
Sunday, January 06, 2008
Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty fair day today.I was hoping to spend a few moments with an old friend and he was called out of his house by his brother.Oh well.I did manage to get a few things done.I went shopping today at a few stores.I bought a couple more DVD's at a store that is closing.I also went to a Wal-Mart in my area and bought a couple of things that I needed.Last but not least,I went to a supermarket to pick up a can of frozen orange juice for tomorrow.In between that,I did buy some pizza,which I will be eating for lunch tomorrow.Overall,not too bad of a day.
Last night was not a very good night.It wasn't really an off night.But there were over 40 people at the place last night.Apparently,there was a private birthday party going on and those party guests were the vast majority of who was waiting to sing.I only managed to do 2 songs but I did help out in singing The Beatles song Birthday for the person celebrating their birthday.I guess that it was better than not singing but it still felt like nothing to me.After I did my second song,I left for home.
I will be going back out tonight.I am going to do at least a couple more songs that I was hoping to do last night and I might even do a couple more.At least,there will not be too many people there.It will be just a few guys chilling for a while enjoying a drink or two.So,I will be going out to enjoy a drink or two and get some more singing in that I couldn't do last night.Hopefully,next week will be back to normal and I can get my usual allotment in so I can feel happier.
Tomorrow is my day off.The only thing that I have planned is that I have my Monday night anger management/conflict resolution support group.I am hoping that the meeting goes well for me.I do have a lot to tell them.
That was my day today and my night last night,including my hopes for tonight and the day ahead.FJ
Last night was not a very good night.It wasn't really an off night.But there were over 40 people at the place last night.Apparently,there was a private birthday party going on and those party guests were the vast majority of who was waiting to sing.I only managed to do 2 songs but I did help out in singing The Beatles song Birthday for the person celebrating their birthday.I guess that it was better than not singing but it still felt like nothing to me.After I did my second song,I left for home.
I will be going back out tonight.I am going to do at least a couple more songs that I was hoping to do last night and I might even do a couple more.At least,there will not be too many people there.It will be just a few guys chilling for a while enjoying a drink or two.So,I will be going out to enjoy a drink or two and get some more singing in that I couldn't do last night.Hopefully,next week will be back to normal and I can get my usual allotment in so I can feel happier.
Tomorrow is my day off.The only thing that I have planned is that I have my Monday night anger management/conflict resolution support group.I am hoping that the meeting goes well for me.I do have a lot to tell them.
That was my day today and my night last night,including my hopes for tonight and the day ahead.FJ
Saturday, January 05, 2008
Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty exciting day today.I ran a few errands for my mom today and I also had some fun today.
The fun that I had was when I went to a local shopping mall to get the autograph of Butch Patrick,the star of the TV series The Munsters.It was wonderful.I also had a picture taken with him and he also autographed that as well.What a day.It was well worth the wait.I had a great time and I have now some really collectable pics with his autograph on them.I also had him autograph a video that I had,which had the lost color pilot and some other things about the cast of the series.Again,a wonderful day.
I am now at home relaxing.I am anticipating the night.I am going to be going out to entertain the crowd tonight and I am hoping that it goes well.Though I rarely,if ever,have an off night,I still hope for things to go well.You never know.But I have a good feeling that everything will go well for me tonight.I had a wonderful afternoon at a shopping mall and again,I have a good feeling that the night will go well.But again,I still hope.
As for the rest of the weekend,I have not made any plans but whatever I do,I hope that it will have a positive effect on me.
That was my day today and my hopes for tonight and for the rest of the weekend.FJ
The fun that I had was when I went to a local shopping mall to get the autograph of Butch Patrick,the star of the TV series The Munsters.It was wonderful.I also had a picture taken with him and he also autographed that as well.What a day.It was well worth the wait.I had a great time and I have now some really collectable pics with his autograph on them.I also had him autograph a video that I had,which had the lost color pilot and some other things about the cast of the series.Again,a wonderful day.
I am now at home relaxing.I am anticipating the night.I am going to be going out to entertain the crowd tonight and I am hoping that it goes well.Though I rarely,if ever,have an off night,I still hope for things to go well.You never know.But I have a good feeling that everything will go well for me tonight.I had a wonderful afternoon at a shopping mall and again,I have a good feeling that the night will go well.But again,I still hope.
As for the rest of the weekend,I have not made any plans but whatever I do,I hope that it will have a positive effect on me.
That was my day today and my hopes for tonight and for the rest of the weekend.FJ
Friday, January 04, 2008
Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty good day today.The work shift went by smoothly and everything worked out for the better.I simply did everything that I had to do and drop off the laundry at the drug/alcohol rehab center.After that,I stopped at a supermarket to pick up some battered frozen fish for dinner.
While I was eating,I did a virus scan on my computer to check for the usual viruses and spyware and my computer is clean.There are no viruses and spyware in my database.After dinner,I did some necessary work upstairs in my room to fix my bed.I had to fix up the left side with a metal piece to hold up the left side of the bed so I can at least sleep on it without feeling uneven.The bed is a just a tad lopsided but it's holding up.I even laid on it to test it and it held up good.It was great to finally have a semi balanced bed to lay on at night to sleep instead of having it tilt on one side.At least,I can still sleep on it.
I also had a talk with a friend that I have not spoken with in quite a while and he is doing okay.He's still struggling to keep afloat and he also told me about the problems that he is having with his landlord regarding the rent.But he told me that he is hanging in there and he is hoping that things work out for the better for him down the road.He is currently working and he is glad to be doing so.
I can't believe that the weekend is here.The week was pretty short due to the holiday break but I still felt like I had worked a whole week.But I am glad that the weekend is here and I am also glad that I will be doing my usual entertaining the crowd on Saturday night.I am hoping that the night goes well.
Regarding tomorrow for starters during the day,I have not got anything planned but whatever I do,I hope that it affects me in a positive way.
That was my day today and my hopes for the weekend ahead.FJ
While I was eating,I did a virus scan on my computer to check for the usual viruses and spyware and my computer is clean.There are no viruses and spyware in my database.After dinner,I did some necessary work upstairs in my room to fix my bed.I had to fix up the left side with a metal piece to hold up the left side of the bed so I can at least sleep on it without feeling uneven.The bed is a just a tad lopsided but it's holding up.I even laid on it to test it and it held up good.It was great to finally have a semi balanced bed to lay on at night to sleep instead of having it tilt on one side.At least,I can still sleep on it.
I also had a talk with a friend that I have not spoken with in quite a while and he is doing okay.He's still struggling to keep afloat and he also told me about the problems that he is having with his landlord regarding the rent.But he told me that he is hanging in there and he is hoping that things work out for the better for him down the road.He is currently working and he is glad to be doing so.
I can't believe that the weekend is here.The week was pretty short due to the holiday break but I still felt like I had worked a whole week.But I am glad that the weekend is here and I am also glad that I will be doing my usual entertaining the crowd on Saturday night.I am hoping that the night goes well.
Regarding tomorrow for starters during the day,I have not got anything planned but whatever I do,I hope that it affects me in a positive way.
That was my day today and my hopes for the weekend ahead.FJ
Thursday, January 03, 2008
Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty smooth work day today.I simply did my job and dropped the clean laundry off at the drug/alcohol rehab center before getting some gas and going to the post office to mail out some important stuff that needed to be mailed out.After that,I went home but I did not stay too long.I had an appointment with my sexual abuse support counselor today.She returned after her long maternity leave for many months.It was a great session and now,we are starting to arrange normal bi-weekly sessions again.It was wonderful to have her back.
When I got home later on,I was so tired that I decided to take a nap.But my tiredness arised some of the old images of the past.I also wound up masturbating to these images.I did feel better after asking for forgiveness from the creator and I am now hoping to go without masturbating for a while.I am still thinking of getting that DVD of Overcoming Masturbation that I heard about soon.I do want to break free from this habit and I am hoping that I can do that soon.I know that I have to take it one day at a time and I am hoping that I can beat it.I need prayers and support.Any advice?
I am now at home relaxing.I am anticipating the new day.I am hoping that the day goes well.I have to work the afternoon shift and I am hoping that the shift goes well.
It will also be great to return to the anger management/conflict resolution group this coming Monday and I am also looking forward to attending the first support group meeting at the church this coming Tuesday.It will be wonderful to return to these groups after the long holiday break.I am looking forward to it.
As stated,tomorrow is another work day.I am hoping that the shift goes over smoothly.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
When I got home later on,I was so tired that I decided to take a nap.But my tiredness arised some of the old images of the past.I also wound up masturbating to these images.I did feel better after asking for forgiveness from the creator and I am now hoping to go without masturbating for a while.I am still thinking of getting that DVD of Overcoming Masturbation that I heard about soon.I do want to break free from this habit and I am hoping that I can do that soon.I know that I have to take it one day at a time and I am hoping that I can beat it.I need prayers and support.Any advice?
I am now at home relaxing.I am anticipating the new day.I am hoping that the day goes well.I have to work the afternoon shift and I am hoping that the shift goes well.
It will also be great to return to the anger management/conflict resolution group this coming Monday and I am also looking forward to attending the first support group meeting at the church this coming Tuesday.It will be wonderful to return to these groups after the long holiday break.I am looking forward to it.
As stated,tomorrow is another work day.I am hoping that the shift goes over smoothly.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
Wednesday, January 02, 2008
Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty good day today.The laundry pick-up went by smoothly and I even had someone at the work site help me with the loads of laundry that I had,which was a treat in itself.After I sorted out the loads,I left and I went to a local thrift shop.I actually picked up a box full of oldie 45's.The thrift shop let me have the bunch for only #10.00,which was a steal.
When I got home,I sorted them out and there were some that were stuck together and I had to work really hard to separate them.Apparently,whoever had these records first had them put away somewhere in an attic or cellar somewhere in their house and any moisture that came into that area got onto them and that is why they stuck together.I also looked them all over and most of them need to be really cleaned up.I am going to sort them out again soon and separate the ones that need to be cleaned so I can clean them and try to play them.Hopefully,they can be cleaned and that would be really something.It was great finding all of these and now,they are going to be a part of my collection.They were also some assorted record label sleeves that I had to separate as well.But again,when I get them cleaned,I can add them to my collection and they will be a part of them.
I am now at home relaxing.I am anticipating the next day.I am hoping that the day goes by smoothly and that everything works out for the better.It was just a pretty good day and I did quite a bit.It was wonderful.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the shift goes smoothly.I also have to mail out some important letters and necessary payments.I am hoping that they get there on time.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
When I got home,I sorted them out and there were some that were stuck together and I had to work really hard to separate them.Apparently,whoever had these records first had them put away somewhere in an attic or cellar somewhere in their house and any moisture that came into that area got onto them and that is why they stuck together.I also looked them all over and most of them need to be really cleaned up.I am going to sort them out again soon and separate the ones that need to be cleaned so I can clean them and try to play them.Hopefully,they can be cleaned and that would be really something.It was great finding all of these and now,they are going to be a part of my collection.They were also some assorted record label sleeves that I had to separate as well.But again,when I get them cleaned,I can add them to my collection and they will be a part of them.
I am now at home relaxing.I am anticipating the next day.I am hoping that the day goes by smoothly and that everything works out for the better.It was just a pretty good day and I did quite a bit.It was wonderful.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the shift goes smoothly.I also have to mail out some important letters and necessary payments.I am hoping that they get there on time.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
Tuesday, January 01, 2008
Happy New Year Everybody!
Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a not too eventful day today.But I did manage to run an errand for myself.I had to go get a bottle of windshield washer fluid from a gas station because as a result of the holiday today,most of the stores were closed.But I managed to grab a bottle and it is now in the trunk of my car.I also stopped at a convienience store to pick up a few candy bars that were on sale.After that,I went home.
Before I went out,I had a light dinner and I also finished my person computer work.I also had a talk with a cousin who I have not seen or even talked to in months since that big party last year celebrating the 50th anniversary of my aunt and uncle.It was great to talk with him and it was wonderful to hear from him.It was nice and I had a great time.What more can a guy ask for?
Last night,the New Year's Eve bash was a blast.I had a wonderful time with the whole gang being there and jsut having fun.I also entertained the crowd and even that went well.I got a positive response for all the songs that I did and I even had a share in a couple of other songs.It was a wonderful night.There was a lot of food and there was a lot of fine socialization and above all,it was fun and I mean F-U-N.I had a blast as I always do and it also made me forget about the negative feelings that I had when my father had the nerve to come into town.It also made me forget about that altogether.I can now say that it was a wonderful holiday season and it was terrific.I am now looking forward to this new year with a lot of hope,optimism and enthusiasm.I hope that it will truly be a great year for me.
Tomorrow is back to work.I am just fortunate that it is strictly a pick-up day.After I do that,I can simply go home and take it easy.Of course,I can do whatever I want.I just might go a see if the thrift shops have anything that I am looking for.But after tomorrow,it will be simply back to the normal work shifts.I just hope that all of this goes smoothly for me.
That was my day today and my night last night,including my hopes for the rest of teh week and the year.FJ
Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a not too eventful day today.But I did manage to run an errand for myself.I had to go get a bottle of windshield washer fluid from a gas station because as a result of the holiday today,most of the stores were closed.But I managed to grab a bottle and it is now in the trunk of my car.I also stopped at a convienience store to pick up a few candy bars that were on sale.After that,I went home.
Before I went out,I had a light dinner and I also finished my person computer work.I also had a talk with a cousin who I have not seen or even talked to in months since that big party last year celebrating the 50th anniversary of my aunt and uncle.It was great to talk with him and it was wonderful to hear from him.It was nice and I had a great time.What more can a guy ask for?
Last night,the New Year's Eve bash was a blast.I had a wonderful time with the whole gang being there and jsut having fun.I also entertained the crowd and even that went well.I got a positive response for all the songs that I did and I even had a share in a couple of other songs.It was a wonderful night.There was a lot of food and there was a lot of fine socialization and above all,it was fun and I mean F-U-N.I had a blast as I always do and it also made me forget about the negative feelings that I had when my father had the nerve to come into town.It also made me forget about that altogether.I can now say that it was a wonderful holiday season and it was terrific.I am now looking forward to this new year with a lot of hope,optimism and enthusiasm.I hope that it will truly be a great year for me.
Tomorrow is back to work.I am just fortunate that it is strictly a pick-up day.After I do that,I can simply go home and take it easy.Of course,I can do whatever I want.I just might go a see if the thrift shops have anything that I am looking for.But after tomorrow,it will be simply back to the normal work shifts.I just hope that all of this goes smoothly for me.
That was my day today and my night last night,including my hopes for the rest of teh week and the year.FJ
Monday, December 31, 2007
Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I am also feeling hopeful and optimistic.Why am I feeling this way?I will share.
Tonight is the last night of 2007.It is December 31st and I am looking forward to the New Year's festivities tonight.I am looking forward to entertaining the crowd and helping to ring in the new year on a positive note.Yes I am.I am also hoping that the night goes well for me in order for me to forget about my father being in town during the Christmas holiday.But I am feeling better little by little each and every day about that.My father back where he belongs and I am relieved that he is home.But still,I need a wonderful new years celebration with my friends to forget about that negativism that happened and all the other negativisms that came with it.After tonight,if the night works out for me like I hope it will,then I can say that it was a wonderful holiday season for me.
I always look forward to entertaining the crowd each and every new years.Of course,I look forward to doing it every Saturday night each and every week but it is the new years parties that make it even more special.I will be helping ring in the new year with the whole gang and I will be entertaining them at the same time.What more can a guy like me ask for?
As for today,I only ran a couple of errands for my mom.I had to get some personals at a Dollar General store in my area and I also went to a supermarket not too far away to get some stuff for dinner.Overall,not to eventful of a day but I got some stuff done none the less.
As for tonight,as stated,I am anticipating the New Year's Eve party tonight and I am also looking forward to ringing in the new year and entertaining the crowd with my singing.I hope that the evening goes great for me.If it does,I can than say that it was a wonderful holiday season.
As for the beginning of the new year tomorrow,I have not made any plans but whatever I do,I hope that it will affect me in a positive way.Still,I just might take it easy and get ready for the upcoming work day on Wednesday.
That was my day today and my hopes and anticipations for the night tonight.FJ
Tonight is the last night of 2007.It is December 31st and I am looking forward to the New Year's festivities tonight.I am looking forward to entertaining the crowd and helping to ring in the new year on a positive note.Yes I am.I am also hoping that the night goes well for me in order for me to forget about my father being in town during the Christmas holiday.But I am feeling better little by little each and every day about that.My father back where he belongs and I am relieved that he is home.But still,I need a wonderful new years celebration with my friends to forget about that negativism that happened and all the other negativisms that came with it.After tonight,if the night works out for me like I hope it will,then I can say that it was a wonderful holiday season for me.
I always look forward to entertaining the crowd each and every new years.Of course,I look forward to doing it every Saturday night each and every week but it is the new years parties that make it even more special.I will be helping ring in the new year with the whole gang and I will be entertaining them at the same time.What more can a guy like me ask for?
As for today,I only ran a couple of errands for my mom.I had to get some personals at a Dollar General store in my area and I also went to a supermarket not too far away to get some stuff for dinner.Overall,not to eventful of a day but I got some stuff done none the less.
As for tonight,as stated,I am anticipating the New Year's Eve party tonight and I am also looking forward to ringing in the new year and entertaining the crowd with my singing.I hope that the evening goes great for me.If it does,I can than say that it was a wonderful holiday season.
As for the beginning of the new year tomorrow,I have not made any plans but whatever I do,I hope that it will affect me in a positive way.Still,I just might take it easy and get ready for the upcoming work day on Wednesday.
That was my day today and my hopes and anticipations for the night tonight.FJ
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