Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.I really did not do too much.I simply took it easy for most of the day before going out for a bit before dinner.While I was out,I dropped off a box of chocolate cake mix at my niece's house.I took a drive for a while and I stopped at a store to get a couple bucks worth of quarters.I needed some quarters so I can pay for my drinks tonight.After that,I went home.
After a light dinner,which was homemade bean soup,I decided to catch up on some much needed computer work.I checked my e-mail and there was several new e-mail's.After reading them all,I watched some online videos on a website for a while.I even added some to my favorite's list while I was there.After that,I signed out.
I am now relaxing.I am also anticipating the evening ahead.I am going to be entertaining the crowd tonight as usual and I am hoping that the evening goes well for me.Though I rarely have an off night,I still hope for things to go well.You never know what might happen.But I have a feeling that the evening will go well for me.But still,I always hope for everything to go well.
As for the rest of the weekend,I have not made any plans but whatever I do,I hope that it affects me in a positive way.
That was my day today and my hopes for the night and the rest of the weekend.FJ
Saturday, March 29, 2008
Friday, March 28, 2008
Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.Today was my day off and I spent the whole day taking it easy.I really did not do too much.After I picked up my paycheck and had lunch,I went and cashed my paycheck before heading for home.
When I got home,I simply put my PJ's back on and relaxed in the living room.I simply checked out one of my DVD's extras and the extras were really interesting.They were simply fun and games stuff and that was really neat.After that,I took a nap for about an hour.I didn't get an awful lot of sleep last night so I figured that I would get some rest in hopes to feel better,which I did.
I did give in to masturbation today.I was playing with my genitals and I wound up masturbating.I did ask the creator to forgive me for giving into that temptation and I felt better.It was after this that I took a nap and I did feel better after having a few winks.
After finishing my earlier computer work,I did a scan on my computer to check for viruses and spyware while I ate dinner and went out for a drive around the town.I also stopped at a gas station to get some gas in my tank and after that,I went home.It was a nice time out and I liked seeing some wonders that I haven't seen in a while.
When I got home,I checked my computer and the good news is that my computer is clean w/NO viruses of spyware.After that,I did some more personal PC work.
I am now relaxing.I am also anticipating the weekend.I am looking forward to the weekend.Tomorrow night,I will be singing for the crowd at the place where I go.Regarding Sunday,I have not made any plans but whatever I do,I hope that it will benefit me in a positive way.Overall,a pretty good day.
That was my day today and my hopes for the weekend ahead.FJ
When I got home,I simply put my PJ's back on and relaxed in the living room.I simply checked out one of my DVD's extras and the extras were really interesting.They were simply fun and games stuff and that was really neat.After that,I took a nap for about an hour.I didn't get an awful lot of sleep last night so I figured that I would get some rest in hopes to feel better,which I did.
I did give in to masturbation today.I was playing with my genitals and I wound up masturbating.I did ask the creator to forgive me for giving into that temptation and I felt better.It was after this that I took a nap and I did feel better after having a few winks.
After finishing my earlier computer work,I did a scan on my computer to check for viruses and spyware while I ate dinner and went out for a drive around the town.I also stopped at a gas station to get some gas in my tank and after that,I went home.It was a nice time out and I liked seeing some wonders that I haven't seen in a while.
When I got home,I checked my computer and the good news is that my computer is clean w/NO viruses of spyware.After that,I did some more personal PC work.
I am now relaxing.I am also anticipating the weekend.I am looking forward to the weekend.Tomorrow night,I will be singing for the crowd at the place where I go.Regarding Sunday,I have not made any plans but whatever I do,I hope that it will benefit me in a positive way.Overall,a pretty good day.
That was my day today and my hopes for the weekend ahead.FJ
Thursday, March 27, 2008
Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty smooth work shift today.There wasn't really much foro me to do but I did manage to get some work done.After that,I had a light lunch and I dropped the laundry off at the rehab center and headed for home.
Once I got home,I took it easy for a while and also took a nap for about an hour and half.I finally received a DVD that I purchased from an Ebay seller and I checked it out when I did.The DVD is the 2-Disc Platinum DVD edition of Bambi.It is a very awesome set.I am eagerly awaiting another one that I hope to receive very soon.
After my nap,I had a light dinner and I also went out for a while after watching the news.I had to run an errand for my mom and I also went and did something that I had to do.I went back to the Roman Catholic shrine and prayed because I needed help in my resolve to stop masturbation.I am hoping that the prayers that I made will be answered.Masturbation is a tough habit to break and due to the SSA that I am struggling from,I simply feel that I can't.But again,I am hoping that the prayers give me strength to resist this unclean habit and I can finally have a clean concience and not have to worry about being not being heard by the creator.But I feel that he heard me and I am hoping to be back on track spiritually in the near future.
I am now at home relaxing.I am also anticipating the day ahead.I am going to have the day off for the second consecutive Friday while the staff goes to a special meeting to discuss some issues within the organization.I am going to simply pick up my paycheck tomorrow and just relax the rest of the day and enjoy my day off.After tomorrow,it's the weekend.I am hoping that the weekend goes well for me.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day and weekend ahead.FJ
Once I got home,I took it easy for a while and also took a nap for about an hour and half.I finally received a DVD that I purchased from an Ebay seller and I checked it out when I did.The DVD is the 2-Disc Platinum DVD edition of Bambi.It is a very awesome set.I am eagerly awaiting another one that I hope to receive very soon.
After my nap,I had a light dinner and I also went out for a while after watching the news.I had to run an errand for my mom and I also went and did something that I had to do.I went back to the Roman Catholic shrine and prayed because I needed help in my resolve to stop masturbation.I am hoping that the prayers that I made will be answered.Masturbation is a tough habit to break and due to the SSA that I am struggling from,I simply feel that I can't.But again,I am hoping that the prayers give me strength to resist this unclean habit and I can finally have a clean concience and not have to worry about being not being heard by the creator.But I feel that he heard me and I am hoping to be back on track spiritually in the near future.
I am now at home relaxing.I am also anticipating the day ahead.I am going to have the day off for the second consecutive Friday while the staff goes to a special meeting to discuss some issues within the organization.I am going to simply pick up my paycheck tomorrow and just relax the rest of the day and enjoy my day off.After tomorrow,it's the weekend.I am hoping that the weekend goes well for me.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day and weekend ahead.FJ
Wednesday, March 26, 2008
Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a very good day today.The laundry pick-up went as smoothly as I hoped and I even managed to enjoy a brief conversation with some of the social club members during lunch.After eating,I left to run an errand for my mom.
On the way to the bank,I stopped at a hot dog stand to have a hot dog w/ sauerkraut on top.When I had lunch at the social club,they were having polska kielbasa w/sauerkraut but they ran out of sauerkraut.So,when I saw the hot dog stand,I stopped and had a hot dog covered w/sauerkraut.After eating that,I went to the bank and made a withdrawl for my mom.
When I got home,I heard from a friend of mine whom I loaned my copies of KISSOlogy Volumes 1 & 2 and he told me that I could pick them up anytime.I picked them up a few minutes later and when I got home,I registered the money that I withdrew for my mom at Where's George.
After that,I relaxed a bit for a while and I also laid down for a bit before eating dinner.
After I ate,I went and did a little shopping for my mom.I had to pick up a roll of paper towels for her.After that,I went to a Salvation Army thrift shop in my area and bought a few record albums.I was also fortunate to find another suit there that fit.After paying for all of them,I went home.After getting home,I registered the change from earlier when I went shopping at Where's George as well.
I am now at home relaxing.I had a pretty eventful day full of errands.But I managed to get everything done and I had a pretty good day out of it.I am hoping that the next couple of days go just as smoothly as today did.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the shift goes smoothly.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
On the way to the bank,I stopped at a hot dog stand to have a hot dog w/ sauerkraut on top.When I had lunch at the social club,they were having polska kielbasa w/sauerkraut but they ran out of sauerkraut.So,when I saw the hot dog stand,I stopped and had a hot dog covered w/sauerkraut.After eating that,I went to the bank and made a withdrawl for my mom.
When I got home,I heard from a friend of mine whom I loaned my copies of KISSOlogy Volumes 1 & 2 and he told me that I could pick them up anytime.I picked them up a few minutes later and when I got home,I registered the money that I withdrew for my mom at Where's George.
After that,I relaxed a bit for a while and I also laid down for a bit before eating dinner.
After I ate,I went and did a little shopping for my mom.I had to pick up a roll of paper towels for her.After that,I went to a Salvation Army thrift shop in my area and bought a few record albums.I was also fortunate to find another suit there that fit.After paying for all of them,I went home.After getting home,I registered the change from earlier when I went shopping at Where's George as well.
I am now at home relaxing.I had a pretty eventful day full of errands.But I managed to get everything done and I had a pretty good day out of it.I am hoping that the next couple of days go just as smoothly as today did.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the shift goes smoothly.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
Tuesday, March 25, 2008
Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I am also feeling better than I have been the past several days.I had a pretty good day today.The work day went by very smoothly.It was simple and very quiet.I picked up several heaping loads of laundry and when I got to the work site,I only had to unload one washer.I simply seperated the loads and put them in the dryer and started a couple of new loads.I even managed to drop in on the social club and talk a while with a few of the people that were there.This time,there was not too many people there and it was also pretty quiet there as well.This actually helped in my day going by pretty smoothly.Aftre the day was over,I bagged all the clean laundry and dropped it off at the rehab center.Overall,a very smooth work day.
On the way home,I had to stop at a supermarket and pick up a few things that my mom wanted me to get for her.This went well.I managed to find everything that my mom wanted at supermarket.After paying for the items,I headed for home.
When I got there,I ate a bowl of soup for dinner.I had a meeting with my SSA recovery group and I wanted to eat light because I had to leave right away after eating.The only thing that I managed to do was register a dollar bill at Where's George before going to my meeting tonight.
The SSA recovery meeting went great.We watched another video and we talked about the importance of forgiveness and how it helps in our healing from unwanted SSA.It was another wonderful meeting.I got quite a bit out of the meeting tonight and I am looking forward to next week's meeting.I am hoping that it is as wonderful as tonights.When I got home,I finally finished my computer work.
Tomorrow is simply a pick-up day.I am hoping that the pick-up goes smoothly.After that,I am free to do what I want.I have not made any plans but whatever I do,I hope that it benefits me in a positive way.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
On the way home,I had to stop at a supermarket and pick up a few things that my mom wanted me to get for her.This went well.I managed to find everything that my mom wanted at supermarket.After paying for the items,I headed for home.
When I got there,I ate a bowl of soup for dinner.I had a meeting with my SSA recovery group and I wanted to eat light because I had to leave right away after eating.The only thing that I managed to do was register a dollar bill at Where's George before going to my meeting tonight.
The SSA recovery meeting went great.We watched another video and we talked about the importance of forgiveness and how it helps in our healing from unwanted SSA.It was another wonderful meeting.I got quite a bit out of the meeting tonight and I am looking forward to next week's meeting.I am hoping that it is as wonderful as tonights.When I got home,I finally finished my computer work.
Tomorrow is simply a pick-up day.I am hoping that the pick-up goes smoothly.After that,I am free to do what I want.I have not made any plans but whatever I do,I hope that it benefits me in a positive way.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
Monday, March 24, 2008
Tonight,I am feeling a little bit better and I am not as drepressed as I was the last few days.I had a pretty good day today.I spent most of the day in the house.I didn't really go anywhere.There really wasn't anywhere for me to go.Plus,I really did not feel like going anywhere today anyway.So,I stayed home and took it easy.
The only place that I really went to today was my anger management/conflict resolution group meeting.The meeting went well.There was a full house tonight and there was a lot of talking and sharing.It felt great to hear what the others had to say and also to be heard.I am looking forward to next week's meeting and I hope that it goes as well as tonights did.
On the way home from the meeting,I stopped over at a local Wal-Mart and I picked up and purchased an updated copy of the Disney animated classic The Aristocats.It is really nice to have this newly updated version on DVD.It is supposed to have a few more features than the previous DVD issue.I will be checking it out Wednesday when I get back from doing the laundry pick-up.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the work day goes smoothly.I also have my SSA support group meeting tomorrow night and I am hoping that the meting goes well tomorrow night.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
The only place that I really went to today was my anger management/conflict resolution group meeting.The meeting went well.There was a full house tonight and there was a lot of talking and sharing.It felt great to hear what the others had to say and also to be heard.I am looking forward to next week's meeting and I hope that it goes as well as tonights did.
On the way home from the meeting,I stopped over at a local Wal-Mart and I picked up and purchased an updated copy of the Disney animated classic The Aristocats.It is really nice to have this newly updated version on DVD.It is supposed to have a few more features than the previous DVD issue.I will be checking it out Wednesday when I get back from doing the laundry pick-up.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the work day goes smoothly.I also have my SSA support group meeting tomorrow night and I am hoping that the meting goes well tomorrow night.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
Sunday, March 23, 2008
Happy Easter(i.e.Resurrection Day)Everybody.
Tonight,I am feeling mixed emotions.I have been feeling mighty depressed for most of the day and I really don't know why.My only theory about this is that I was sick about three weeks ago and I am still feeling the psychological effects of it.Today,when I had dinner,I didn't eat very much.Don't get me wrong,I enjoyed the meal that my mom prepared and it was delicious but I didn't eat too much.Again,I have been feeling mighty depressed.I am hoping that this spell of the blues is only temporary and that it doesn't get chronic and I wind up taking a prescription anti-depressant.I did take a couple of St.John's Wart capsules and I do feel a little bit better but the blues are still there and again,I am hoping that the disappear pretty soon.
After I ate,I laid down for a while and my mind started to wander.I wound up daydreaming and before I knew it,I was daydreaming about having sex with another man.I haven't had these daydreams in a long time and I started getting really horny as a result.My penis was hard and my anus was also starting to itch.These feelings lasted about 10 minutes before they started to disappear.Not only that,I almost gave into the temptation to masturbate because I was really hard.I wanted to simply stroke the feeling away,but didn't.I did ask the creator to forgive me for me letting my mind wander like that and for almost giving into the temptation as well as to help me find out why I was feeling so miserable.I did feel better but I still felt depressed at the same time.
Before I did eat,I went and visited with a colleague of mine for a few minutes to simply wish him a Happy Easter(i.e.Resurrection Day)and to hang out for a few minutes.He had some dinner guests over since my mom was cooking dinner,I only stayed a few minutes.After that,I went home to eat.
I am now relaxing.I am also anticipating the week ahead.I am hoping that this week goes pretty good.I am also hoping to feel better during this week.After the depression that I have been feeling lately,a good week would be the right thing to make me feel better.I do have to get a new bottle of St.John's Wart capsules tomorrow or whenever I can.Before the night is through,I am thinking of going out and having a drink or two with the gang over at the place where I entertain.I am hoping that a nice talk or two will help make me feel better.That would be great.
Tomorrow is my day off.I do have my anger management/conflict resolution group,which I will be attending tomorrow night.I am hoping that the meeting goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the night and day ahead.FJ
Tonight,I am feeling mixed emotions.I have been feeling mighty depressed for most of the day and I really don't know why.My only theory about this is that I was sick about three weeks ago and I am still feeling the psychological effects of it.Today,when I had dinner,I didn't eat very much.Don't get me wrong,I enjoyed the meal that my mom prepared and it was delicious but I didn't eat too much.Again,I have been feeling mighty depressed.I am hoping that this spell of the blues is only temporary and that it doesn't get chronic and I wind up taking a prescription anti-depressant.I did take a couple of St.John's Wart capsules and I do feel a little bit better but the blues are still there and again,I am hoping that the disappear pretty soon.
After I ate,I laid down for a while and my mind started to wander.I wound up daydreaming and before I knew it,I was daydreaming about having sex with another man.I haven't had these daydreams in a long time and I started getting really horny as a result.My penis was hard and my anus was also starting to itch.These feelings lasted about 10 minutes before they started to disappear.Not only that,I almost gave into the temptation to masturbate because I was really hard.I wanted to simply stroke the feeling away,but didn't.I did ask the creator to forgive me for me letting my mind wander like that and for almost giving into the temptation as well as to help me find out why I was feeling so miserable.I did feel better but I still felt depressed at the same time.
Before I did eat,I went and visited with a colleague of mine for a few minutes to simply wish him a Happy Easter(i.e.Resurrection Day)and to hang out for a few minutes.He had some dinner guests over since my mom was cooking dinner,I only stayed a few minutes.After that,I went home to eat.
I am now relaxing.I am also anticipating the week ahead.I am hoping that this week goes pretty good.I am also hoping to feel better during this week.After the depression that I have been feeling lately,a good week would be the right thing to make me feel better.I do have to get a new bottle of St.John's Wart capsules tomorrow or whenever I can.Before the night is through,I am thinking of going out and having a drink or two with the gang over at the place where I entertain.I am hoping that a nice talk or two will help make me feel better.That would be great.
Tomorrow is my day off.I do have my anger management/conflict resolution group,which I will be attending tomorrow night.I am hoping that the meeting goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the night and day ahead.FJ
Saturday, March 22, 2008
Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.I ran a few errands for my mom and I also managed to get a few things done for myself.Not only that,a real test to my ability to hold my own went better than expected.
Earlier today,I was offered to buy a digital camera set with printer for only $25.00.I went over to the person's house to look at the set and it was nice but I couldn't buy it.I told them that I couldn't buy this because I spent over $200.00 on car repair to fix the exhaust system in my car and the lady that lived there said "No Problem" but her boyfriend was not too happy about it.Oh well.Still,it went better than I thought it would.
The errands that I had to run were some last minute stuff that I had to do prior to the holiday tomorrow.I also had to drop off a green bean casserole dish that my mom prepared for my niece.As stated,I also managed to get a few things done for myself today as well and that was great.Overall,a great day.
I am now at home relaxing.I am also anticipating the evening.I will be singing tonight as usual.I am hoping that the evening goes well for me.Though I rarely have an off night,I still hope for things to go well.You never know what might happen.Still,I have a feeling that it will all go great.
As for tomorrow,I am just going to relax and have dinner.I might go out later in the evening and have a drink or two with the gang.
That was my day today and my hopes for the night and the holiday ahead.FJ
Earlier today,I was offered to buy a digital camera set with printer for only $25.00.I went over to the person's house to look at the set and it was nice but I couldn't buy it.I told them that I couldn't buy this because I spent over $200.00 on car repair to fix the exhaust system in my car and the lady that lived there said "No Problem" but her boyfriend was not too happy about it.Oh well.Still,it went better than I thought it would.
The errands that I had to run were some last minute stuff that I had to do prior to the holiday tomorrow.I also had to drop off a green bean casserole dish that my mom prepared for my niece.As stated,I also managed to get a few things done for myself today as well and that was great.Overall,a great day.
I am now at home relaxing.I am also anticipating the evening.I will be singing tonight as usual.I am hoping that the evening goes well for me.Though I rarely have an off night,I still hope for things to go well.You never know what might happen.Still,I have a feeling that it will all go great.
As for tomorrow,I am just going to relax and have dinner.I might go out later in the evening and have a drink or two with the gang.
That was my day today and my hopes for the night and the holiday ahead.FJ
Friday, March 21, 2008
Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had the day off today.I managed to run a few errands for my mom and I also managed to do something for myself.
After I ran the errand for my mom,I went to a record store in the next county and I finally managed to purchase Volume 3 of the KISSOlogy DVD set.I am glad to finally have this.I have not watched it yet but I am hoping to do so before the weekend is over.I am hoping that this set is just as great and garnd as the other sets of this series.It is a 5 DVD set and I am just overjoyed to finally have this.Yes I am.I even manged to buy several used vinyl records to add to my vinyl record collection.Overall,a wonderful day.
I m now relaxing.I am also anticipating the weekend ahead.I am hoping that the weekend will be another fun one.On Saturday night,I will be singing and entertaining the crowd as usual and as for Sunday,I am again hoping to go out and have a few drinks with the gang at the place where I do that.I am hoping that the holiday will be nice and that everything will go according to plan.For a change,my mom and I are having dinner at home this year and I am hoping that everything goes well for the both of us.
I do have one more thing to do before finally settling down for the evening.I will be doing that the minute that I am done here.
That was my day today and my hopes for the weekend ahead.FJ
After I ran the errand for my mom,I went to a record store in the next county and I finally managed to purchase Volume 3 of the KISSOlogy DVD set.I am glad to finally have this.I have not watched it yet but I am hoping to do so before the weekend is over.I am hoping that this set is just as great and garnd as the other sets of this series.It is a 5 DVD set and I am just overjoyed to finally have this.Yes I am.I even manged to buy several used vinyl records to add to my vinyl record collection.Overall,a wonderful day.
I m now relaxing.I am also anticipating the weekend ahead.I am hoping that the weekend will be another fun one.On Saturday night,I will be singing and entertaining the crowd as usual and as for Sunday,I am again hoping to go out and have a few drinks with the gang at the place where I do that.I am hoping that the holiday will be nice and that everything will go according to plan.For a change,my mom and I are having dinner at home this year and I am hoping that everything goes well for the both of us.
I do have one more thing to do before finally settling down for the evening.I will be doing that the minute that I am done here.
That was my day today and my hopes for the weekend ahead.FJ
Thursday, March 20, 2008
Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a very smooth work shift today.The shuft went by pretty well and I managed to get a lot of work done.I simply did what I had to do and bagged all the clean laundry.I dropped it off and headed for home.
On the way home,I stopped at a nearby bank to cash my paycheck and I headed for a nearby post office because I had to buy a couple of money orders in order to send payment for a couple of Disney DVD's that I bought off of Ebay on Wednesday evening.I shipped them out right away and headed for home.
When I got home,I relaxed a bit before going back out again to run an errand for my mom and to cash my federal income tax refund check.After that,I went back home and I dropped my mom off at a supermarket so she could do her grocery shopping.While she was doing that,I headed over to my mechanic's garage to check and see if he had gotten anywhere in finding a driver's side safety belt for me.Apparently,there hasn't been anything but I am still holding on.At the moment,the safety belt is working but I still feel that it should be replaced because I really don't want what happened two weeks ago to happen again.Again,I am hoping that he can find one.
After my mom and I got home,my mom put the groceries away and we had a light dinner.After I ate,I registered all the money that I had on Where's George and ran another errand for my mom.After that,I finished my computer work and my day is complete.It was a pretty good day.
Tomorrow is Good Friday and a day off for me.I have a four day weekend.I am hoping to get out and do something tomorrow.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
On the way home,I stopped at a nearby bank to cash my paycheck and I headed for a nearby post office because I had to buy a couple of money orders in order to send payment for a couple of Disney DVD's that I bought off of Ebay on Wednesday evening.I shipped them out right away and headed for home.
When I got home,I relaxed a bit before going back out again to run an errand for my mom and to cash my federal income tax refund check.After that,I went back home and I dropped my mom off at a supermarket so she could do her grocery shopping.While she was doing that,I headed over to my mechanic's garage to check and see if he had gotten anywhere in finding a driver's side safety belt for me.Apparently,there hasn't been anything but I am still holding on.At the moment,the safety belt is working but I still feel that it should be replaced because I really don't want what happened two weeks ago to happen again.Again,I am hoping that he can find one.
After my mom and I got home,my mom put the groceries away and we had a light dinner.After I ate,I registered all the money that I had on Where's George and ran another errand for my mom.After that,I finished my computer work and my day is complete.It was a pretty good day.
Tomorrow is Good Friday and a day off for me.I have a four day weekend.I am hoping to get out and do something tomorrow.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
Wednesday, March 19, 2008
Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.The laundry pick-up and drop off went by as well as it could and there were no messes to clean up nor any any other problems.I also had a nice lunch with at the social club before going home.
On the way home,I went to the bank to withdraw some money for my mom so she has some candy for her great grandchildren when Easter rolls around,which will be this Sunday.I am hoping that the holiday works out well for me and my mom.
My appointment with my sexual abuse support counselor went well.I simply told her what I have been doing with myself and Ialso told her that I was sick a couple of weeks ago and that is why I didn't come in to see her at that time.She informed me that I was not the only person that had been sick over the last several weeks.There were quite a few cancellations over that time due to her clients being ill.The session did not last very long.I was only there for half an hour and I left.
After that,I went and bought all the candy that my mom had asked me to purchase at a local Target,where there was a candy sale going on.When Easter rools around,there will always be candy sales everywhere just so they can get rid of all the Easter stock and if there is anything left over,they always have those 50-75% off sales on anything that is left on the shelves when the holiday is over.But the purchase went without a hitch and I managed to get everything my mom had written down on the list.Overall,a pretty good day out.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the shift goes smoothly.After that,it's the weekend.It will be a very long one because I have the day off from work on Friday.But I am hoping to find some stuff to do over the long weekend.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
On the way home,I went to the bank to withdraw some money for my mom so she has some candy for her great grandchildren when Easter rolls around,which will be this Sunday.I am hoping that the holiday works out well for me and my mom.
My appointment with my sexual abuse support counselor went well.I simply told her what I have been doing with myself and Ialso told her that I was sick a couple of weeks ago and that is why I didn't come in to see her at that time.She informed me that I was not the only person that had been sick over the last several weeks.There were quite a few cancellations over that time due to her clients being ill.The session did not last very long.I was only there for half an hour and I left.
After that,I went and bought all the candy that my mom had asked me to purchase at a local Target,where there was a candy sale going on.When Easter rools around,there will always be candy sales everywhere just so they can get rid of all the Easter stock and if there is anything left over,they always have those 50-75% off sales on anything that is left on the shelves when the holiday is over.But the purchase went without a hitch and I managed to get everything my mom had written down on the list.Overall,a pretty good day out.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the shift goes smoothly.After that,it's the weekend.It will be a very long one because I have the day off from work on Friday.But I am hoping to find some stuff to do over the long weekend.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
Tuesday, March 18, 2008
Tonight,I am feeling really good.I had a very good day today.The work day went smoothly and I also managed to get everything that I needed to get done in the time period that I was working.After doing my job,I dropped off the clean laundry and headed for home.
When I got home,I relaxed for a bit and finished my personal computer work.I started this at work during my break and I finished it while relaxing at home.After that,I had my dinner.
After eating,I got dressed for my SSA recovery meeting.It was yet another wonderful meeting and I got a lot out of it.
We watched another video and I also shared some more of my background with the group.It was wonderful to hear them and be heard by them.The group leader also said a prayer for me as well and that made me feel great.I felt like a 100,000,000 ton weight has now been lifted off of my shoulders.It was wonderful to share my background and be prayed for without any form of judgementality from anyone.This meeting was wonderful and I am looking forward to next Tuesday nights meeting and I am hoping that it is as wonderful as tonights meeting was.It is next Tuesday night and again,.I am hoping that it is as wonderful as the last one.
I am now at home relaxing and sharing with the world what went on during my day.I had a very awesome day and I am hoping that tomorrow will be just as grand.I have to do a laundry pick-up tomorrow morning and I also have an appointment with my sexual abuse support counselor tomorrow afternoon.I am hoping that both go well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
When I got home,I relaxed for a bit and finished my personal computer work.I started this at work during my break and I finished it while relaxing at home.After that,I had my dinner.
After eating,I got dressed for my SSA recovery meeting.It was yet another wonderful meeting and I got a lot out of it.
We watched another video and I also shared some more of my background with the group.It was wonderful to hear them and be heard by them.The group leader also said a prayer for me as well and that made me feel great.I felt like a 100,000,000 ton weight has now been lifted off of my shoulders.It was wonderful to share my background and be prayed for without any form of judgementality from anyone.This meeting was wonderful and I am looking forward to next Tuesday nights meeting and I am hoping that it is as wonderful as tonights meeting was.It is next Tuesday night and again,.I am hoping that it is as wonderful as the last one.
I am now at home relaxing and sharing with the world what went on during my day.I had a very awesome day and I am hoping that tomorrow will be just as grand.I have to do a laundry pick-up tomorrow morning and I also have an appointment with my sexual abuse support counselor tomorrow afternoon.I am hoping that both go well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
Monday, March 17, 2008
Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty good day today.I ran an errand for my mom and I also managed to get something done for myself.I went to see the doctor and the doctor told me that I am healthy and that my blood pressure was actually at a normal level.Plus,the doctor told me that my breathing patterns were normal and that I should not have anything to worry about for a while.I got a new prescription for my blood pressure medication and it is on file at the moment at the local drug store.I still have some pills left from my last prescription and at the moment,it will have to do.Again,the session with the doctor went well and I am glad that it did.
My anger management/conflict resolution support group went well tonight.I simply shared what I have been holding for the past two weeks.I told them about my car problems that were apparent a couple of weeks ago and I also shared that I spent the last two weeks battling a terrible cold.It was great to get all of that off of my chest and it was also wonderful to hear what the other group members had to say as well.I am looking forward to the meeting next week.
I am now at home relaxing.I am anticipating the day ahead.It is a work day and I am hoping that the day goes smoothly.So far,they have been going by smoothly but I still hope for things to go well.You never know what might happen.
As stated,tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the day goes smoothly.I also have my SSA recovery support group tomorrow night.I am hoping that the meeting goes well enough.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
My anger management/conflict resolution support group went well tonight.I simply shared what I have been holding for the past two weeks.I told them about my car problems that were apparent a couple of weeks ago and I also shared that I spent the last two weeks battling a terrible cold.It was great to get all of that off of my chest and it was also wonderful to hear what the other group members had to say as well.I am looking forward to the meeting next week.
I am now at home relaxing.I am anticipating the day ahead.It is a work day and I am hoping that the day goes smoothly.So far,they have been going by smoothly but I still hope for things to go well.You never know what might happen.
As stated,tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the day goes smoothly.I also have my SSA recovery support group tomorrow night.I am hoping that the meeting goes well enough.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
Sunday, March 16, 2008
Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.I ran an errand for my mom and I also managed to get some things for myself done.The day was a little cold weatherwise but I managed to get everything that I needed to do accomplished.Again,a pretty good day.
Last night,my night of entertaining the crowd was a surprising success.I managed to do my usual allotment and that was great.The night for me started out late due to the dart tournaments that were being held there but I managed to get some singing done.That made my night.It did end late for me but I didn't care,I had a pretty good time and it was wonderful for me to sing and entertain.It was a pretty nice night.
I even managed to have a talk with a friend who lives out of state and he's doing good.I was happy to hear from him.He was also interested in how I was because last week,I was sick and chose not to go out due to me being sick.But still,it was wonderful to hear from him and that he was doing well.He also shared with me what he did and I was glad that he also got a lot out of what he did.He said that he would call next week.
As for the rest of the night,I might just go out and have a drink or two with the guys at the place tonight after I've had my bath.
Tomorrow is my day off.I have an appointment with the doctor tomorrow and I also have my anger management/conflict resolution group tomorrow night.I am hoping that both go well.
That was day today and my night last night,including my hopes for the rest of the night and the day ahead.FJ
Last night,my night of entertaining the crowd was a surprising success.I managed to do my usual allotment and that was great.The night for me started out late due to the dart tournaments that were being held there but I managed to get some singing done.That made my night.It did end late for me but I didn't care,I had a pretty good time and it was wonderful for me to sing and entertain.It was a pretty nice night.
I even managed to have a talk with a friend who lives out of state and he's doing good.I was happy to hear from him.He was also interested in how I was because last week,I was sick and chose not to go out due to me being sick.But still,it was wonderful to hear from him and that he was doing well.He also shared with me what he did and I was glad that he also got a lot out of what he did.He said that he would call next week.
As for the rest of the night,I might just go out and have a drink or two with the guys at the place tonight after I've had my bath.
Tomorrow is my day off.I have an appointment with the doctor tomorrow and I also have my anger management/conflict resolution group tomorrow night.I am hoping that both go well.
That was day today and my night last night,including my hopes for the rest of the night and the day ahead.FJ
Saturday, March 15, 2008
Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty good day today.I ran an errand for my mom and I also managed to get some stuff for myself done.The day also was a little nicer.There was no more snow falling from the sky and it was sunny for most of the day.
I spent several hours out today.I spent them running the errands and trying to keep busy.I managed to get everything done and when I got home,I bathed and cleaned myself up.After my bath,I had a bowl of homemade chicken noodle soup.It was pretty good.
After dinner,I managed to finally finish my personal PC work.I started it earlier today but had to stop to run the errands and clean up before dinner.But it is now finished and I will be going out tonight.
I will be entertaining the crowd tonight.It will be my comeback after missing last week due to illness and the snow storm that we had.But I will be leaving a little later than usual because they are having dart tournaments at the place and the night might be starting late due to those tournaments.Even if I get to do at least two songs,that will be better than nothing.As for the rest of the weekend,I have not made any plans but whatever I do,I hope that it affects me in a positive way.
That was my day today and my hopes for tonight and the rest of the weekend.FJ
I spent several hours out today.I spent them running the errands and trying to keep busy.I managed to get everything done and when I got home,I bathed and cleaned myself up.After my bath,I had a bowl of homemade chicken noodle soup.It was pretty good.
After dinner,I managed to finally finish my personal PC work.I started it earlier today but had to stop to run the errands and clean up before dinner.But it is now finished and I will be going out tonight.
I will be entertaining the crowd tonight.It will be my comeback after missing last week due to illness and the snow storm that we had.But I will be leaving a little later than usual because they are having dart tournaments at the place and the night might be starting late due to those tournaments.Even if I get to do at least two songs,that will be better than nothing.As for the rest of the weekend,I have not made any plans but whatever I do,I hope that it affects me in a positive way.
That was my day today and my hopes for tonight and the rest of the weekend.FJ
Friday, March 14, 2008
Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a very smooth work day today.The shift went by as well as expected.I managed to get an awful lot done in the few hours that I worked and that was great.After that,I simply bagged the laundry and dropped it off at the drug/alcohol rehab center and headed directly for the bank to cash my paycheck.
After cashing my paycheck,I went and got some gas at a nearby gas station.After that,I went to a supermarket to pick up some frozen french fries that were on sale.I went home afterwards.
After I ate dinner,I registered all the currency that I had at Where's George and I also hit a couple of bills that I had gotten at the bank after cashing my paycheck.One was from California and the other was from Buffalo.Hitting a couple of bills was really great.I haven;t done that in quite a while.These were the first bills that I have received that were already registered at Where's George.I have now hit 29 bills.30 will be a milestone.I am hoping to get another bill very soon that is already registered at the site very soon.
After doing that,I did a scan on my computer to check and see if there were any viruses or spyware on my computer.After several hours,the report came back as negative.My computer is clean from viruses and/or spyware.That actually gives me a sense of relief.
I am also feeling better regarding my cold.As stated,I have a doctor's appointment on Monday in the early afternoon and I am hoping that the meeting with the doctor goes well and that I have a clean bill of health.I would hate it if anything continues to go wrong.I feel better than I have been feeling for the past couple of weeks and I am hoping that the doctor tells me that nothing further is necessary.If anything further is necessary,I will do everything that the doctor says for me to do.
I am glad that the weekend is finally here.I will be going out tomorrow to sing for the crowd.It will be my first time doing that in a couple of weeks.I am also hoping that the night goes well for me.As for the rest of the weekend,I have not made any plans but whatever I do,I hope that it will affect me in a positive manner.
That was my day today and my hopes for the upcoming weekend.FJ
After cashing my paycheck,I went and got some gas at a nearby gas station.After that,I went to a supermarket to pick up some frozen french fries that were on sale.I went home afterwards.
After I ate dinner,I registered all the currency that I had at Where's George and I also hit a couple of bills that I had gotten at the bank after cashing my paycheck.One was from California and the other was from Buffalo.Hitting a couple of bills was really great.I haven;t done that in quite a while.These were the first bills that I have received that were already registered at Where's George.I have now hit 29 bills.30 will be a milestone.I am hoping to get another bill very soon that is already registered at the site very soon.
After doing that,I did a scan on my computer to check and see if there were any viruses or spyware on my computer.After several hours,the report came back as negative.My computer is clean from viruses and/or spyware.That actually gives me a sense of relief.
I am also feeling better regarding my cold.As stated,I have a doctor's appointment on Monday in the early afternoon and I am hoping that the meeting with the doctor goes well and that I have a clean bill of health.I would hate it if anything continues to go wrong.I feel better than I have been feeling for the past couple of weeks and I am hoping that the doctor tells me that nothing further is necessary.If anything further is necessary,I will do everything that the doctor says for me to do.
I am glad that the weekend is finally here.I will be going out tomorrow to sing for the crowd.It will be my first time doing that in a couple of weeks.I am also hoping that the night goes well for me.As for the rest of the weekend,I have not made any plans but whatever I do,I hope that it will affect me in a positive manner.
That was my day today and my hopes for the upcoming weekend.FJ
Thursday, March 13, 2008
Tonight,I am feeling okay.The work shift went smoothly and I also managed to get an awful lot done.After I had lunch,I bagged everything and dropped it off at the rehab center.
On the way home,I stopped at a couple of places.I stopped at a nearby drug store and I also mailed out a couple of important letters.
When I did get home,I decided to take a nap because I was feeling tired after work.Not only that,it was the effects of the prescription cough remedy that I am curently taking that I will be finished with tonight when I go to sleep.I am still coughing but I am hoping that this will pass soon.I have a doctor's appointment on Monday and I am hoping that the appointment goes well.I also have to get a new prescription for my blood pressure medication.I am hoping that the doctor says that I am feeling better.If I have to go for x-rays on my lungs,I will do that.I am hoping that everything is going good with me health wise.I would hate it if everything is not so good.
I am now at home relaxing.I am anticipating the day ahead.It will be another working day and then the weekend will be upon us.I am hoping that I am feeling better by the weekend so I can go out and entertain the crowd and I am hoping that the night goes over well for me.
As stated,tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the shift goes over well.After that,it's the weekend.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
On the way home,I stopped at a couple of places.I stopped at a nearby drug store and I also mailed out a couple of important letters.
When I did get home,I decided to take a nap because I was feeling tired after work.Not only that,it was the effects of the prescription cough remedy that I am curently taking that I will be finished with tonight when I go to sleep.I am still coughing but I am hoping that this will pass soon.I have a doctor's appointment on Monday and I am hoping that the appointment goes well.I also have to get a new prescription for my blood pressure medication.I am hoping that the doctor says that I am feeling better.If I have to go for x-rays on my lungs,I will do that.I am hoping that everything is going good with me health wise.I would hate it if everything is not so good.
I am now at home relaxing.I am anticipating the day ahead.It will be another working day and then the weekend will be upon us.I am hoping that I am feeling better by the weekend so I can go out and entertain the crowd and I am hoping that the night goes over well for me.
As stated,tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the shift goes over well.After that,it's the weekend.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
Wednesday, March 12, 2008
Tonight,I am feeling a little bit better.Today was a little bit of a better day than yesterday.This morning,I still had difficulty trying to get the safety belt in my car to work.I kept trying to pull it and get it to work until it finally worked.It worked as I was getting off the expressway and was heading for a nearby drug store.While I was glad that it finally worked,I am still thinking of getting it fixed and replaced in the near future and I am hoping that I do not have a problem with this in the near future.It was pretty frustrating trying to get the safety belt to work and it wouldn't.But again,it did work this afternoon and I am hoping to get this problem resolved soon.
I also had a talk with a friend that I have been trying to get ahold of.I succeeded and we talked for a long time.It was wonderful.We had a nice talk about a lot of things and I felt better because I was depressed over this cold and also due to the safty belt issues that I was struggling with last night.It was wonderful to talk with him and I had a great conversation with him.
I am now relaxing.I am also anticipating the day ahead.I am hoping that the work shift tomorrow goes smoothly and that I get a lot done.I am also hoping to get some more rest tomorrow to help alleviate this cold that I have.
As stated,tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the shift goes smoothly.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
I also had a talk with a friend that I have been trying to get ahold of.I succeeded and we talked for a long time.It was wonderful.We had a nice talk about a lot of things and I felt better because I was depressed over this cold and also due to the safty belt issues that I was struggling with last night.It was wonderful to talk with him and I had a great conversation with him.
I am now relaxing.I am also anticipating the day ahead.I am hoping that the work shift tomorrow goes smoothly and that I get a lot done.I am also hoping to get some more rest tomorrow to help alleviate this cold that I have.
As stated,tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the shift goes smoothly.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
Tuesday, March 11, 2008
Tonight,I am feeling mixed emotions.The work day went by smoothly.I also managed to get what I needed to get done accomplished.But what really ruined it for me was this:
My car's driver side safety belt would not work.I tried and tried but couldn't get it to really cooperate.I couldn't get the belt hooked up.It gave me a hard time.I tried to get it to work while I was driving home from the meeting and I even pulled over a couple of time to see if it would loosen up.But it didn't.The meeting went great.I got an awful lot out of the meeting tonight and it was wonderful to meet other guys and just relate and identify with them.We watched a video with a man who also overcame SSA and he showed us how it can be done despite the obstacles.I left feeling like I have learned some stuff but the issues with the safety belt and just wrestling with the belt was really a crushing weight on me emotionally and I am hoping that I can get this belt thing resolved.I did leave a message on my mechanic's garage answering machine and I will be calling him tomorow morning as well.I am hoping that I can get this issue with the safety belt resolved soon.I hate having this happen.
I am now relaxing and I am anticipating the next day.I am hoping that the day goes smoothly.I am also hoping that the safety belt issue can get resolved.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.
My car's driver side safety belt would not work.I tried and tried but couldn't get it to really cooperate.I couldn't get the belt hooked up.It gave me a hard time.I tried to get it to work while I was driving home from the meeting and I even pulled over a couple of time to see if it would loosen up.But it didn't.The meeting went great.I got an awful lot out of the meeting tonight and it was wonderful to meet other guys and just relate and identify with them.We watched a video with a man who also overcame SSA and he showed us how it can be done despite the obstacles.I left feeling like I have learned some stuff but the issues with the safety belt and just wrestling with the belt was really a crushing weight on me emotionally and I am hoping that I can get this belt thing resolved.I did leave a message on my mechanic's garage answering machine and I will be calling him tomorow morning as well.I am hoping that I can get this issue with the safety belt resolved soon.I hate having this happen.
I am now relaxing and I am anticipating the next day.I am hoping that the day goes smoothly.I am also hoping that the safety belt issue can get resolved.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.
Monday, March 10, 2008
Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty good day today and I did quite a bit of stuff.First,I had to go to my mechanic's garage to pay him the money that I promised him and I also went to the place where I had my income tax return filed to pick up my paperwork and my federal refund check.I also had to pick up my grand nephew and my youngest grand niece from pre-school so my mom could watch them.After I dropped them off,I took a drive out to see where the church is where the SSA recovery groups will be meeting.I managed to find it but there was a setback.There was a car accident in the area where I will have to drive every Tuesday.I had to wait until the area was open to traffic as the police and fire crew's from the area cleared the area of the cars and the debris that had come from the cars.It was a long wait but I managed to find the church and after I did,I drove home.I also had to drive my grand nephew and youngest grand niece home after getting in.They are now home safe and sound and I am glad that they are.
Due to me still feeling the affects of my illness,I chose to stay home tonight and not attend my anger management/conflict resolution support group meeting.I am still feeling the effects of the bronchitis that I have been diagnosed with by the emergency room doctor and I am hoping that I am feeling better soon.I do feel better than I have felt when it started but I still feel that I need to rest up a little bit more before I start attending those meetings again.Again,I am hoping that I am feeling better soon.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the day goes smoothly.Tomorrow night will also be the first of the 12 week SSA recovery support group that I have been anxiously awaiting on.I am hoping to get an awful lot out of it and I am hoping that it all works out for the better.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
Due to me still feeling the affects of my illness,I chose to stay home tonight and not attend my anger management/conflict resolution support group meeting.I am still feeling the effects of the bronchitis that I have been diagnosed with by the emergency room doctor and I am hoping that I am feeling better soon.I do feel better than I have felt when it started but I still feel that I need to rest up a little bit more before I start attending those meetings again.Again,I am hoping that I am feeling better soon.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the day goes smoothly.Tomorrow night will also be the first of the 12 week SSA recovery support group that I have been anxiously awaiting on.I am hoping to get an awful lot out of it and I am hoping that it all works out for the better.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
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