Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.Today,the weather was mostly wet and soggy because it has been raining.It has really been coming down.I had to go out in this mess today to run an errand for my mom and to do something for myself.
On the way to the supermarket that I had to go to,I stopped at a nearby pizzeria to have a slice of pizza to tie me over until dinner.We were going to have pizza anyway so I felt that I should have at least something in my stomach until then.
When I did get to the supermarket,I picked up the few things that I needed and I headed for home.
When I got home,I simply bathed while my mom prepared dinner.When I got out of the tub after bathing,I ate and I registered a few more bills at Where's George,which was the change that I received earlier from doing the grocery shopping and having that slice of pizza earlier.I now have some extra cash for tonight when I go out to entertain the people and I am looking forward to that.
I will be doing my usual entertaining the crowd tonight.I am hoping that the evening goes well for me.Though I rarely have an off night,I still hope for things to go well.You never know what might happen.But I have a feeling that everything is going to work out.Still,I hope.
As for tomorrow,I have not made any plans but whatever I do,I hope that it benefits me in a positive way.
That was my day today and my hopes for the rest of the weekend.FJ
Saturday, May 03, 2008
Friday, May 02, 2008
Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty mixed day today.The work shift went by pretty well and I got a lot done.After work,I withdrew some money for myself and for my mom so I could buy some stuff for her and I could set aside some money for myself.After that,I went home.
When I got home,I dropped my mom off at my neice's house so she could celebrate my grand niece's birthday alongside her and my grand niece.
While on the way home,I had a tussle with a few young kids who were blocking the raod while I was driving onto the street that I was living on.I beeped my horn at them but they refused to move.One of them,a young girl,actually streaked across the street knowing full well that I was driving my car and I really let her have it for doing that stupid thing.Fortunately,I did manage to drive into my driveway without hurting anybody.
I am now in the house.I haven't eaten anything as of yet.I will be going out to get something to eat and I am hoping that nothing happens to me before the day is through.
I am now glad that the weekend is finally here.I am hoping that the weekend goes over well.I will be singing tomorrow night and I am hoping that the evening works out for me.
As for the rest of the weekend,I am hoping that whatever I do affects me in a positive manner.
That was my day today and my hopes for the weekend ahead.FJ
When I got home,I dropped my mom off at my neice's house so she could celebrate my grand niece's birthday alongside her and my grand niece.
While on the way home,I had a tussle with a few young kids who were blocking the raod while I was driving onto the street that I was living on.I beeped my horn at them but they refused to move.One of them,a young girl,actually streaked across the street knowing full well that I was driving my car and I really let her have it for doing that stupid thing.Fortunately,I did manage to drive into my driveway without hurting anybody.
I am now in the house.I haven't eaten anything as of yet.I will be going out to get something to eat and I am hoping that nothing happens to me before the day is through.
I am now glad that the weekend is finally here.I am hoping that the weekend goes over well.I will be singing tomorrow night and I am hoping that the evening works out for me.
As for the rest of the weekend,I am hoping that whatever I do affects me in a positive manner.
That was my day today and my hopes for the weekend ahead.FJ
Thursday, May 01, 2008
Tonight,I am feeling a little bit better though I am still a little at edge.The work shift didn't start out too good.The pick-up went without a hitch with no messes to clean but when i got to the work place,I saw that the person from the previous day left a load in the dryer and not only that,he overloaded the washer.He put in linens and blankets together and left it to soak in water overnight.When I got the loads out of the washer,I found that they were sopping wet.I had to separate the loads and put them into separate dryers so they could dry up while I started a fresh load of dirty linens.The worst part of this was that they took a long time to get dry as a result of them lulling in water overnight in the washer and I had to wait to start any newer loads of laundry because of this.Fortunately,the laundry did eventually dry and I folded everything.But this did take a big bulk of my morning schedule to get done.After folding up everything that I washed and dried,I bagged all of it and dropped it off at the rehab center.
On the way home,I stopped at the bank to withdraw some money for my mom and myself.For her,so she could get a few presents for my grand niece and me,so I could get that light socket for my left front turn signal.After I registered the bills at Where's George and finished my personal computer work,my mom and I left the house.
I dropped my mom off at Wal-Mart so she could get the gifts and I went to the local junkyard to get the socket for my turn signal light.
After I bought that and I picked my mom up,I went to my mechanic to get the socket installed and it didn't take too long.It only took less than a minute and I was off.
When we got home,I went to my room and relaxed a bit and I also read while doing so.I then had a light dinner and I am now relaxing after the long day.
I am now eagerly awaiting the next day.Tomorrow is another work day and I am hoping that the shift goes smoothly.After that,it's the weekend.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
On the way home,I stopped at the bank to withdraw some money for my mom and myself.For her,so she could get a few presents for my grand niece and me,so I could get that light socket for my left front turn signal.After I registered the bills at Where's George and finished my personal computer work,my mom and I left the house.
I dropped my mom off at Wal-Mart so she could get the gifts and I went to the local junkyard to get the socket for my turn signal light.
After I bought that and I picked my mom up,I went to my mechanic to get the socket installed and it didn't take too long.It only took less than a minute and I was off.
When we got home,I went to my room and relaxed a bit and I also read while doing so.I then had a light dinner and I am now relaxing after the long day.
I am now eagerly awaiting the next day.Tomorrow is another work day and I am hoping that the shift goes smoothly.After that,it's the weekend.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
Wednesday, April 30, 2008
Tonight,I am feeling mixed emotions.The laundry pick-up went smoothly and I had a wonderful lunch at work after I finished the pick-up.I also managed to post a couple of messages in a forum that I am a part of.Not only that,my session with my sexual abuse support counselor also went terriffic.It was a pretty short session but we did talk quite a bit.
The reason why I am feeling mixed emotions is because I was involved in a car accident later this afternoon.It happened when I was waiting at a red light to go straight when she sidelined my front end damaging my front turn signal light.Not only that,part of the front bumper on my driver's was out of place as a result of this.The police were called but me and the lady that hit me had a settlement where there was no report filed to prevent our auto insurances from being raised and that I could just get what was broken fixed on my own and save myself the anxiety of having my car insurance raised and having to deal with high rates for three years.
My mechanic managed to get most of the problem fixed and corrected.But I still need to get the turn signal socket replaced and I am going to call the junkyard where I bought my replacement safety belt and I am hoping that they will have the socket for my left front turn signal.I will be glad to get that replaced.I am also making a resolution to be more careful while I am out on the road and to avoid making mistakes such as that one.
I am at home relaxing,though I still feel at edge over what happened late this afternoon.I will be calling that junkyard tomorrow and I am hoping that they will have the socket for my car.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the shift goes by smoothly.I also have to help my mom with buying a birthday dift for my grand niece tomorrow.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
The reason why I am feeling mixed emotions is because I was involved in a car accident later this afternoon.It happened when I was waiting at a red light to go straight when she sidelined my front end damaging my front turn signal light.Not only that,part of the front bumper on my driver's was out of place as a result of this.The police were called but me and the lady that hit me had a settlement where there was no report filed to prevent our auto insurances from being raised and that I could just get what was broken fixed on my own and save myself the anxiety of having my car insurance raised and having to deal with high rates for three years.
My mechanic managed to get most of the problem fixed and corrected.But I still need to get the turn signal socket replaced and I am going to call the junkyard where I bought my replacement safety belt and I am hoping that they will have the socket for my left front turn signal.I will be glad to get that replaced.I am also making a resolution to be more careful while I am out on the road and to avoid making mistakes such as that one.
I am at home relaxing,though I still feel at edge over what happened late this afternoon.I will be calling that junkyard tomorrow and I am hoping that they will have the socket for my car.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the shift goes by smoothly.I also have to help my mom with buying a birthday dift for my grand niece tomorrow.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
Tuesday, April 29, 2008
Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a very good day today.
The work day went by pretty smoothly.I also got an awful lot done in the time span that I had.It was pretty easy.I also had a wonderful lunch period and had some great talks with some of the people that were also eating lunch.After my shift was finished,I simply did my usual bagging and dropped everything off at the rehab center.I also went and mailed a letter for my mom before going home.
When I got home,my brother in-law was over for a visit.He talked with my mom for a long time and I felt that while he was doing that,I would finish my personal PC work.Of course,I had to rush through it due to the fact that I had a meeting tonight with my SSA recovery support group.
After eating a bowl of soup,I finished my personal PC work and went to my meeting.
The meeting went great.I got quite a bit out of it.I also managed to get a lot more emotional baggage off my chest and also heard so much testimony from the other men and it was wonderful.I am looking forward to next week's meeting.I am hoping that it will be as wonderful as tonights.
Tomorrow is simply a pick-up day.I am hoping that the pick-up goes well.I also have an appointment with mmy sexual abuse support counselor and I am hoping that the session goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
The work day went by pretty smoothly.I also got an awful lot done in the time span that I had.It was pretty easy.I also had a wonderful lunch period and had some great talks with some of the people that were also eating lunch.After my shift was finished,I simply did my usual bagging and dropped everything off at the rehab center.I also went and mailed a letter for my mom before going home.
When I got home,my brother in-law was over for a visit.He talked with my mom for a long time and I felt that while he was doing that,I would finish my personal PC work.Of course,I had to rush through it due to the fact that I had a meeting tonight with my SSA recovery support group.
After eating a bowl of soup,I finished my personal PC work and went to my meeting.
The meeting went great.I got quite a bit out of it.I also managed to get a lot more emotional baggage off my chest and also heard so much testimony from the other men and it was wonderful.I am looking forward to next week's meeting.I am hoping that it will be as wonderful as tonights.
Tomorrow is simply a pick-up day.I am hoping that the pick-up goes well.I also have an appointment with mmy sexual abuse support counselor and I am hoping that the session goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
Monday, April 28, 2008
Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a very good day today.
I really did not do too much.I ran a small errand for my mom and I also did something for myself.It wasn't too exciting.It was just doing the necessary things that had to be done.
For most of the day after I got out of bed,I spent most of the morning trying to wake up.I was still drowsy when I got uop and I was drinking one cup of coffee after another just to keep myself awake.It wasn't easy but I finally managed to stay awake.I guess that I have to start going to bed right away after coming home from having a drink or two at the bar.I can't stand to have any more days when I am really drowsy.
I also managed to finish my personal PC work.It wasn't easy for a while because when I was on the internet,I was having issues with certain places that I was visiting.It was where I was trying to pay a credit bill online and I kept getting a "Not Responding" type of thing each and every time I tried to get the computer to cooperate.I had to shut the machine down when this happened but I did manage to get the bill paid before all of that insanity happened.
I went to my anger management/conflict resolution group tonight and it went well.I got a lot out of it.After I shared what I had to share,I went home.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the day goes well.I also have my SSA recovery support group tomorrow night.In the middle of work and that,I have to see a doctor at the local hospital.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
I really did not do too much.I ran a small errand for my mom and I also did something for myself.It wasn't too exciting.It was just doing the necessary things that had to be done.
For most of the day after I got out of bed,I spent most of the morning trying to wake up.I was still drowsy when I got uop and I was drinking one cup of coffee after another just to keep myself awake.It wasn't easy but I finally managed to stay awake.I guess that I have to start going to bed right away after coming home from having a drink or two at the bar.I can't stand to have any more days when I am really drowsy.
I also managed to finish my personal PC work.It wasn't easy for a while because when I was on the internet,I was having issues with certain places that I was visiting.It was where I was trying to pay a credit bill online and I kept getting a "Not Responding" type of thing each and every time I tried to get the computer to cooperate.I had to shut the machine down when this happened but I did manage to get the bill paid before all of that insanity happened.
I went to my anger management/conflict resolution group tonight and it went well.I got a lot out of it.After I shared what I had to share,I went home.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the day goes well.I also have my SSA recovery support group tomorrow night.In the middle of work and that,I have to see a doctor at the local hospital.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
Sunday, April 27, 2008
Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a very exciting day today.The weather was gorgeous and I finally got something done that I had wanted to do for a long time.
After finishing my personal computer work and regsitering a few more bills at Where's George,I went out to a Super Flea Market in another area of the region that I live in within New York state.I found a lot of great stuff there.The first things that I found were several 8-Track tapes and a few 45's.After that,I went into another area of the flea market and I found several vinyl record albums and there was some great stuff that I found.A lot of them were rare records and a few other nice things that I had been looking for.It was very awesome.I also had some fun and then some.I left there with a smile on my face and several more record albums to add to my ever growing vinyl library.It was great and again,I had lots of fun.
While I was out,I ran an errand for my mom,which was my original thing to do.I had to get a can of frosting for my mom so she could spread it on a cake that she baked last night.I even had a slice tonight and it was good.
I am now relaxing.I am also planning to go out and have a drink or two with my friends tonight at the place where I entertain.I am hoping to have some great talks with them as well.I also had a talk with a friend of mine from New Jersey and it was wonderful.He informed me that he was doing good and I shared with him how my day was.It was a short talk but wonderful.I am looking forward to talking with him next Sunday.
Tomorrow is my day off.I do have my anger management/conflict resolution support group tomorrow night.I am hoping that the meeting goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
After finishing my personal computer work and regsitering a few more bills at Where's George,I went out to a Super Flea Market in another area of the region that I live in within New York state.I found a lot of great stuff there.The first things that I found were several 8-Track tapes and a few 45's.After that,I went into another area of the flea market and I found several vinyl record albums and there was some great stuff that I found.A lot of them were rare records and a few other nice things that I had been looking for.It was very awesome.I also had some fun and then some.I left there with a smile on my face and several more record albums to add to my ever growing vinyl library.It was great and again,I had lots of fun.
While I was out,I ran an errand for my mom,which was my original thing to do.I had to get a can of frosting for my mom so she could spread it on a cake that she baked last night.I even had a slice tonight and it was good.
I am now relaxing.I am also planning to go out and have a drink or two with my friends tonight at the place where I entertain.I am hoping to have some great talks with them as well.I also had a talk with a friend of mine from New Jersey and it was wonderful.He informed me that he was doing good and I shared with him how my day was.It was a short talk but wonderful.I am looking forward to talking with him next Sunday.
Tomorrow is my day off.I do have my anger management/conflict resolution support group tomorrow night.I am hoping that the meeting goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
Saturday, April 26, 2008
Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.
I woke up late and I had a light breakfast.I took it easy for most of the morning because there wasn't an awful lot for me to do this morning.I watched a little bit of a cartoon DVD that I had and I also watched some favorite scenes from a movie that I have in my library.
I also finished my personal PC work in one sitting.I also managed to have a light lunch while doing this and afterwards,I shut the computer down and went out for a bit.
I went to a couple of Salvation Army thrift shops.One in the area of Western New York that I live in and another in the next county.I was trying to find a white dress shirt with a button down collar but I failed in trying to find one that fits.So I bought a few more record albums and a few singles to add to my ever growing record collection.When I got home,I had a light dinner and registered a few more bills at Where's George.Overall,a pretty good day.
I am glad that the weekend is finally here.I will be doing my usual singing tonight for my friends and I am hoping that the evening goes well for me.I do have the feeling that it will all work out and that I will have a good time.Despite that optimism,I still hope for things to go well.
As for the rest of the weekend,I haven't decided what I am going to do.But whatever I do,I hope that it will affect me in a positive way.
That was my day today and my hopes for the rest of the weekend.FJ
I woke up late and I had a light breakfast.I took it easy for most of the morning because there wasn't an awful lot for me to do this morning.I watched a little bit of a cartoon DVD that I had and I also watched some favorite scenes from a movie that I have in my library.
I also finished my personal PC work in one sitting.I also managed to have a light lunch while doing this and afterwards,I shut the computer down and went out for a bit.
I went to a couple of Salvation Army thrift shops.One in the area of Western New York that I live in and another in the next county.I was trying to find a white dress shirt with a button down collar but I failed in trying to find one that fits.So I bought a few more record albums and a few singles to add to my ever growing record collection.When I got home,I had a light dinner and registered a few more bills at Where's George.Overall,a pretty good day.
I am glad that the weekend is finally here.I will be doing my usual singing tonight for my friends and I am hoping that the evening goes well for me.I do have the feeling that it will all work out and that I will have a good time.Despite that optimism,I still hope for things to go well.
As for the rest of the weekend,I haven't decided what I am going to do.But whatever I do,I hope that it will affect me in a positive way.
That was my day today and my hopes for the rest of the weekend.FJ
Friday, April 25, 2008
Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.The work shift went by pretty smoothly and I managed to get a lot done in a short period of time.After finishing,I did my usual dropping off clean and headed for the bank to cash my paycheck.
After doing that,I went and got a haircut at a local salon.I headed for home afterwards.
When I got home,I registered a whole bunch of bills at Where's George and had a light dinner afterwards.I also managed to catch up on some much needed e-mail work and I also did a viral scan on my computer and I am glad to report that there were no viruses or spyware on my computer and that makes me feel good.I guess that I must be doing something right because I haven't had any virus threats or even threats of spyware in a long time.Whatever I am doing,I hope that continues to work for me.I really don't have the time to worry about viruses or even spyware.But again,I am glad that I didn't have any sorts of threats in my PC's database.
I am glad that the weekend in finally here.I look forward to every weekend because that is the night that I entertain the crowd every Saturday night.I am looking forward to tomorrow night and I am hoping that everything works out for me.As for Sunday,I have no plans made but whatever I do,I hope that it affects me in a positive way.
That was my day today and my hopes for the upcoming weekend.FJ
After doing that,I went and got a haircut at a local salon.I headed for home afterwards.
When I got home,I registered a whole bunch of bills at Where's George and had a light dinner afterwards.I also managed to catch up on some much needed e-mail work and I also did a viral scan on my computer and I am glad to report that there were no viruses or spyware on my computer and that makes me feel good.I guess that I must be doing something right because I haven't had any virus threats or even threats of spyware in a long time.Whatever I am doing,I hope that continues to work for me.I really don't have the time to worry about viruses or even spyware.But again,I am glad that I didn't have any sorts of threats in my PC's database.
I am glad that the weekend in finally here.I look forward to every weekend because that is the night that I entertain the crowd every Saturday night.I am looking forward to tomorrow night and I am hoping that everything works out for me.As for Sunday,I have no plans made but whatever I do,I hope that it affects me in a positive way.
That was my day today and my hopes for the upcoming weekend.FJ
Thursday, April 24, 2008
Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty smooth work shift today.The shift went by pretty quickly and I got what I needed to get done.After that,I went home.
When I got home,I left right away after to go pay my auto insurance bill for the month.It was simply a renewal fee to jump start the new period.After that,I headed for my niece's house to drop off the new insurance cards so she could right away put them in her vehicle's glove compartment.I also was running an errand for my mom in the meantime and I was trying to get everything done pretty quickly.
When I finished the errand,which was just to pick up a couple of things for my mom,I headed for home and I relaxed for a bit.I also finished my personal PC work during this time and I was glad to get that done.After I was done with that,I laid down and listened to some music while waiting for dinner to get done.
After I ate,I went for a drive around the town.It was a pretty nice evening and I thought that I would cruise around town for a bit.I stopped at a couple of places along the way and headed for home to retire for the evening.
I am now relaxing.I am also getting ready for tomorrow.It will be a work day and I am getting ready for it.It will be the same old stuff on a different day but I don't mind.I am still working and glad for it.
As stated,tomorrow is work day.I am hoping that the shift goes well.After that,it's the weekend.
That was my day toady and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
When I got home,I left right away after to go pay my auto insurance bill for the month.It was simply a renewal fee to jump start the new period.After that,I headed for my niece's house to drop off the new insurance cards so she could right away put them in her vehicle's glove compartment.I also was running an errand for my mom in the meantime and I was trying to get everything done pretty quickly.
When I finished the errand,which was just to pick up a couple of things for my mom,I headed for home and I relaxed for a bit.I also finished my personal PC work during this time and I was glad to get that done.After I was done with that,I laid down and listened to some music while waiting for dinner to get done.
After I ate,I went for a drive around the town.It was a pretty nice evening and I thought that I would cruise around town for a bit.I stopped at a couple of places along the way and headed for home to retire for the evening.
I am now relaxing.I am also getting ready for tomorrow.It will be a work day and I am getting ready for it.It will be the same old stuff on a different day but I don't mind.I am still working and glad for it.
As stated,tomorrow is work day.I am hoping that the shift goes well.After that,it's the weekend.
That was my day toady and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
Wednesday, April 23, 2008
Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a not too eventful of a day today.I simply did the laundry pick-up today and dropped it off at the work site.I also went to the post office to buy a couple of money orders to send out for a couple of bills that were due and I had to do it to stay on good terms with the creditors.After that,I went home.
When I got home,I tried to take a nap but I wound up masturbating while trying to do so.After asking God to forgive me,I this time finally dosed off for about a little over a couple of hours.
After I woke up,I washed my hair and relaxed for a bit before I ate dinner.
After eating,I did my personal PC work.There was a problem for a while.The computer screen once again froze up on me.I had to restart the computer all over again when this happened.While the computer was restarting back up again,I decided to relax upstairs on my bed and listen to a little bit of music while I was waiting for the computer to start working again.I haven't had any problems since doing so and I am now finishing what I started.As stated,I did not do too much today but I will be busy tomorrow.It will be a very hectic day for me.I do have an awful lot to do.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the shift goes well.I also have to pay the car insurance tomorrow and mail out another money order for another bill.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
When I got home,I tried to take a nap but I wound up masturbating while trying to do so.After asking God to forgive me,I this time finally dosed off for about a little over a couple of hours.
After I woke up,I washed my hair and relaxed for a bit before I ate dinner.
After eating,I did my personal PC work.There was a problem for a while.The computer screen once again froze up on me.I had to restart the computer all over again when this happened.While the computer was restarting back up again,I decided to relax upstairs on my bed and listen to a little bit of music while I was waiting for the computer to start working again.I haven't had any problems since doing so and I am now finishing what I started.As stated,I did not do too much today but I will be busy tomorrow.It will be a very hectic day for me.I do have an awful lot to do.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the shift goes well.I also have to pay the car insurance tomorrow and mail out another money order for another bill.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
Tuesday, April 22, 2008
Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.The work day went by pretty smoothly and I also had a very good lunch.After my work day was finished,I simply did my usual bagging and dropping off the clean laundry at the rehab center and headed for home.
On the way home,I dropped off a newspaper each at a couple of friends houses and also got some gasoline in my tank.
When I got home,I finished my e-mail work that I had started at work during breaktime and at a light dinner.I had to get ready for my SSA recovery support group meeting tonight and I wanted to be sure that I had everything ready for me to go.It wasn't really anything much.I simply had to get this computer work done before all else.I felt great that I got it finished.
While I was trying to get the work done,I ran into an issue.When I was connected to the internet through my e-mail box,the screen froze.I tried to get it working again but everything I tried was a no-go.I had to restart the computer to get this working right and while that was being done,I ate dinner.After that,I finished the work and I shut the computer down and headed for my meeting.
The meeting went great.I got even more out of it.I even managed to share a lot more from the homework that I did and from the reading that I was assigned.It was wonderful.I had a great night.I am looking forward to next week's meeting.I am hoping that next week's meeting goes as great as tonight's did.
Tomorrow is simply a pick up day.I am hoping that the pick-up goes smoothly.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
On the way home,I dropped off a newspaper each at a couple of friends houses and also got some gasoline in my tank.
When I got home,I finished my e-mail work that I had started at work during breaktime and at a light dinner.I had to get ready for my SSA recovery support group meeting tonight and I wanted to be sure that I had everything ready for me to go.It wasn't really anything much.I simply had to get this computer work done before all else.I felt great that I got it finished.
While I was trying to get the work done,I ran into an issue.When I was connected to the internet through my e-mail box,the screen froze.I tried to get it working again but everything I tried was a no-go.I had to restart the computer to get this working right and while that was being done,I ate dinner.After that,I finished the work and I shut the computer down and headed for my meeting.
The meeting went great.I got even more out of it.I even managed to share a lot more from the homework that I did and from the reading that I was assigned.It was wonderful.I had a great night.I am looking forward to next week's meeting.I am hoping that next week's meeting goes as great as tonight's did.
Tomorrow is simply a pick up day.I am hoping that the pick-up goes smoothly.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
Monday, April 21, 2008
Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty decent day today.After I got out of bed today,I had a light breakfast of a bowl of cereal and a glass of juice.After that,I decided to do something that I had not really done in quite a while.I decided to give back to the community.
For a long time,I had a pild of old record albums that had been piling up for a long time.They were simply doubles of albums that I had bought over the years gfor when I found a copy in much better condition,I would add it and take out the ones that I had previously into a pile that had accumulated.Well today,I decided to donate these old records to the Salvation Army.I felt that since I bought records over the years from them,I figured that this was a good time to give back.I dropped them off today at the local Salvation Army thrift store and they were very appreciative.After that,I finished what I had to do.I was running an errand for my mom and it was now high time for me to finish it after dropping off the records.After that,I decided to finish my e-mail work before I had dinner tonight.
I went to my anger management/conflict resolution support group tonight and the meeting went great.It was wondeful to be heard and to hear what others had to say.It was also great to give advice when necessary.It was great and I had gotten a lot out of it as well.I am looking forward to next week's meeting.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the work day goes smoothly.I also have my SSA Recovery support group tomorrow night and I hope that this meeting also goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for tomorrow.FJ
For a long time,I had a pild of old record albums that had been piling up for a long time.They were simply doubles of albums that I had bought over the years gfor when I found a copy in much better condition,I would add it and take out the ones that I had previously into a pile that had accumulated.Well today,I decided to donate these old records to the Salvation Army.I felt that since I bought records over the years from them,I figured that this was a good time to give back.I dropped them off today at the local Salvation Army thrift store and they were very appreciative.After that,I finished what I had to do.I was running an errand for my mom and it was now high time for me to finish it after dropping off the records.After that,I decided to finish my e-mail work before I had dinner tonight.
I went to my anger management/conflict resolution support group tonight and the meeting went great.It was wondeful to be heard and to hear what others had to say.It was also great to give advice when necessary.It was great and I had gotten a lot out of it as well.I am looking forward to next week's meeting.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the work day goes smoothly.I also have my SSA Recovery support group tomorrow night and I hope that this meeting also goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for tomorrow.FJ
Sunday, April 20, 2008
Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty good day today.The weather was pretty decent.I was hoping to go to an out of town flea market this afternoon but for most of the afternoon,there were a pretty good bunch of clouds in the sky.It looked like that it might rain but it didn't.The sun did start shining before the afternoon was over and the evening is now starting to set in.I did not do too much today.I simply ran an errand for my mom and I also did something for myself while I was out on the town.Regarding the flea market,I am hoping to go there next week if the weather is a little bit more decent where there will be hardly if no clouds in the sky.
This morning,I wound up staying in bed.I had a bad feeling in my stomach and I had to get up three times to go to the bathroom.I was hoping to start going back to church after a long time of avoiding to do so as a result of what I had been through with my father and his overbearing and imposing manner alongside his fundamentalist type ways and the bad experiences that I had with other religions,including one religious group,whose name I won't mention,that I was involved with for a 2 years and later finding out 8 years later that they hid pedophiles from police and not doing anything to help their victims.But as stated,I didn't feel good and I wound up getting an attack of diarrhea when I had to go a third time,I chose to stay home and rest.After taking some diarrhea medicine,I felt better but I had to get rid of some left over liquid that was still in my system a little later.I am feeling better now and I am hoping that next Sunday,I can start going back to church and having the healthy relationships that I so desperately need to help me in overcoming this terrible SSA that I am struggling with.
My night of entertaining the crowd went great.It was a wonderful night.I reaquainted myself with 2 songs that I had not done in quite a while and even did a song that was requested.I got a rousingly loud round of applause from the crowd with each song that I sang.It was terrific.I had a blast and it was really super duper.I am looking forward to next Saturday night which I hope will just be as wonderful as last night.
I am now relaxing.I am also anticipating the rest of the night and tomorrow.I am thinking of going out to have a drink or two with the guys at the place where I entertain and I hope to have some pretty good conversations with anyone,including any guys,there.After a while there,I will com back home and watch a movie.
Tomorrow is my day off.I also have my anger management/conflict resolution support group meeting tomorrow night.I am hoping that the meeting goes well.
That was the weekend for me and my hopes for tomorrow.FJ
This morning,I wound up staying in bed.I had a bad feeling in my stomach and I had to get up three times to go to the bathroom.I was hoping to start going back to church after a long time of avoiding to do so as a result of what I had been through with my father and his overbearing and imposing manner alongside his fundamentalist type ways and the bad experiences that I had with other religions,including one religious group,whose name I won't mention,that I was involved with for a 2 years and later finding out 8 years later that they hid pedophiles from police and not doing anything to help their victims.But as stated,I didn't feel good and I wound up getting an attack of diarrhea when I had to go a third time,I chose to stay home and rest.After taking some diarrhea medicine,I felt better but I had to get rid of some left over liquid that was still in my system a little later.I am feeling better now and I am hoping that next Sunday,I can start going back to church and having the healthy relationships that I so desperately need to help me in overcoming this terrible SSA that I am struggling with.
My night of entertaining the crowd went great.It was a wonderful night.I reaquainted myself with 2 songs that I had not done in quite a while and even did a song that was requested.I got a rousingly loud round of applause from the crowd with each song that I sang.It was terrific.I had a blast and it was really super duper.I am looking forward to next Saturday night which I hope will just be as wonderful as last night.
I am now relaxing.I am also anticipating the rest of the night and tomorrow.I am thinking of going out to have a drink or two with the guys at the place where I entertain and I hope to have some pretty good conversations with anyone,including any guys,there.After a while there,I will com back home and watch a movie.
Tomorrow is my day off.I also have my anger management/conflict resolution support group meeting tomorrow night.I am hoping that the meeting goes well.
That was the weekend for me and my hopes for tomorrow.FJ
Saturday, April 19, 2008
Tonight,I am feeling mixed emotions.The day started out pretty good.My mom and I finally got the grocery shopping done and when we got home,she was still feeling good.I left only for a short time but when I got back,my mom was not feeling good.She had a cramp in her stomach and had to go to the bathroom to vomit.Afterwards,she laid down for a bit and according to her,she felt better.Still,it really made me feel miserable for a while and I felt guilty about leaving the house even if it was a short time that I was gone.
When I got back,I bathed to clean up and I also talked with a friend for a bit.My head was also hurting so I drank a cup of herbal breathe easy tea to help eliminate my headache.Most of my headache is gone and I am feeling better but that was scary what happened to my mom.If she is feeling better like she says she does,I feel better.But I hope that she is not trying to hide anything.
Tonight is my night to entertain the crowd and I am looking forward to that.I am hoping that the evening goes well for me.Though I rarely have an off night,I still hope for things to go well.You never know what might happen.But as usual,I have a feeling that everything will work out for me tonight.
As for Sunday,I have not made any plans but whatever I do,I hope that it benefits me positively.
That was my day today and my hopes for the rest of the weekend.FJ
When I got back,I bathed to clean up and I also talked with a friend for a bit.My head was also hurting so I drank a cup of herbal breathe easy tea to help eliminate my headache.Most of my headache is gone and I am feeling better but that was scary what happened to my mom.If she is feeling better like she says she does,I feel better.But I hope that she is not trying to hide anything.
Tonight is my night to entertain the crowd and I am looking forward to that.I am hoping that the evening goes well for me.Though I rarely have an off night,I still hope for things to go well.You never know what might happen.But as usual,I have a feeling that everything will work out for me tonight.
As for Sunday,I have not made any plans but whatever I do,I hope that it benefits me positively.
That was my day today and my hopes for the rest of the weekend.FJ
Friday, April 18, 2008
Tonight,I am feeling retty good.I had a pretty good day today.The work shift went by smoothly and I also managed to have a nice lunch before starting my shift.
I really did not have too much to do.I simply did a couple of small loads and bagged all of what was clean.After I dropped them off,I headed for the bank to cash my paycheck.
After cashing that,I headed for my regular bank to withdraw some money for my mom.After that I went home to drop some stuff off that I had taken with me to work.
When I got home,I registered all of the money at Where's George and went shopping to pick up some stuff for dinner at a local supermarket.While I was eating,I did a scan on my computer to check for viruses and spyware on my computer.I also made my bed and went out to run an errand for my mom afterwards.It was a small run.I had to pick up a box of Peanut Butter wafers at another local supermarket and I also went and had a dipped ice cream cone at a local Dairy Queen and even managing to do a little extra for myself.After that,I headed home and I am staying home for the evening.
I am now at home relaxing.I am getting ready for the weekend,which I am glad is here.I can hardly wait for tomorrow night when I am going to be singing for the crowd and I am hoping that the evening goes well.As for Sunday,I have not made any plans but whatever I do,I hope that it affects me in a positive way.
That was my day today and my hopes for the upcoming weekend ahead.FJ
I really did not have too much to do.I simply did a couple of small loads and bagged all of what was clean.After I dropped them off,I headed for the bank to cash my paycheck.
After cashing that,I headed for my regular bank to withdraw some money for my mom.After that I went home to drop some stuff off that I had taken with me to work.
When I got home,I registered all of the money at Where's George and went shopping to pick up some stuff for dinner at a local supermarket.While I was eating,I did a scan on my computer to check for viruses and spyware on my computer.I also made my bed and went out to run an errand for my mom afterwards.It was a small run.I had to pick up a box of Peanut Butter wafers at another local supermarket and I also went and had a dipped ice cream cone at a local Dairy Queen and even managing to do a little extra for myself.After that,I headed home and I am staying home for the evening.
I am now at home relaxing.I am getting ready for the weekend,which I am glad is here.I can hardly wait for tomorrow night when I am going to be singing for the crowd and I am hoping that the evening goes well.As for Sunday,I have not made any plans but whatever I do,I hope that it affects me in a positive way.
That was my day today and my hopes for the upcoming weekend ahead.FJ
Thursday, April 17, 2008
Tonight,I am feeling okay but exausted.I had a pretty smooth work shift today,which included a pretty nice lunch after I did my shift.After lunch,I did the usual dropping off the clean laundry and went home to drop something off.After that,I went to to the auto scrap yard to pick up my replacement driver side safety belt.I went home again for only a few minutes.I had a drink of water because I felt thirsty before I left home again.
I went to my mechanic's garage to have the belt installed.Afterwards,it worked great.It is now moving with me when I have to look to see if there is anyone coming when I stop at one of those STOP signs that is not all way.After that was done,I went into another area of Western New York and went to a Salvation Army thrift shop there.I found a bunch of old records,a few old 8-Tracks and another suit that fits great.After doing that,I called my mom on my cell phone to remind her that I was okay and that I was on my way home.I told her where I was and that after I got home,I would go to Wendy's to pick up a few burgers for dinner.She told me okay and I started for home.
When I got home,I dropped off the stuff and went out again to pick up the burgers at Wendy's.After we ate them,I went to my computer to finish my personal PC work.I also managed to call the old guy that I knew in the area who e-mailed me earlier about records that he found out about that a guy he knoew had.He told me that he would get back to me regarding this when he hears from that other guy he knows.
I am now relaxing.I am also feeling tired and exausted.I am hoping to sleep good tonight.I need to after losing sleep the previous night.I hope to sleep good tonight.
Tomorrow is another work day.I am hoping that the shift goes well.After that,it's the weekend.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
I went to my mechanic's garage to have the belt installed.Afterwards,it worked great.It is now moving with me when I have to look to see if there is anyone coming when I stop at one of those STOP signs that is not all way.After that was done,I went into another area of Western New York and went to a Salvation Army thrift shop there.I found a bunch of old records,a few old 8-Tracks and another suit that fits great.After doing that,I called my mom on my cell phone to remind her that I was okay and that I was on my way home.I told her where I was and that after I got home,I would go to Wendy's to pick up a few burgers for dinner.She told me okay and I started for home.
When I got home,I dropped off the stuff and went out again to pick up the burgers at Wendy's.After we ate them,I went to my computer to finish my personal PC work.I also managed to call the old guy that I knew in the area who e-mailed me earlier about records that he found out about that a guy he knoew had.He told me that he would get back to me regarding this when he hears from that other guy he knows.
I am now relaxing.I am also feeling tired and exausted.I am hoping to sleep good tonight.I need to after losing sleep the previous night.I hope to sleep good tonight.
Tomorrow is another work day.I am hoping that the shift goes well.After that,it's the weekend.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
Wednesday, April 16, 2008
Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty good day today.The laundry pick-up went smoothly and I also had a nice lunch.After lunch,I went to an auto scrap yard in my area and bought a slightly used driver side safety belt for my car.Though the safety belt has been working since Tuesday night,my mechanic still thinks I should get it replaced before it gives out again.Not only that,he also wants to make sure that I do not get a ticket from not wearing my belt because it is against the law not to.Hopefully,I can get it replaced tomorrow after work.
My session with my sexual abuse support counselor went great.We had our usual 1/2 hour talk and it was great.She is still impressed with my ability to hold my own while at the social club and on the job.I also have been saying to her that my support groups are still going well enough and that I have been attending them,which she said was good.
After that,I went shopping for my mom and bought a few things.I also bought myself an ice cream sandwich from Dairy Queen and waited a few minutes to soften up before eating it because it was frozen hard as a rock.I also managed to pop in a Salvation Army thrift shop just to look around.I didn't buy anything but I did enjoy browsing through the store and seeing if they had anything new.After that,I picked something up for my mom at one of her girlfriends before heading home.
After eating a light dinner,I managed to get a few things done.I made my bed and I also registered some bills at Where's George and despite some issues with my computer regarding the internet,I managed to get some more work done and I hope that I have reduced my work load for tomorrow regarding e-mails.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the shift goes by smoothly.After that,I am hoping to finally get my safety belt repaired.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
My session with my sexual abuse support counselor went great.We had our usual 1/2 hour talk and it was great.She is still impressed with my ability to hold my own while at the social club and on the job.I also have been saying to her that my support groups are still going well enough and that I have been attending them,which she said was good.
After that,I went shopping for my mom and bought a few things.I also bought myself an ice cream sandwich from Dairy Queen and waited a few minutes to soften up before eating it because it was frozen hard as a rock.I also managed to pop in a Salvation Army thrift shop just to look around.I didn't buy anything but I did enjoy browsing through the store and seeing if they had anything new.After that,I picked something up for my mom at one of her girlfriends before heading home.
After eating a light dinner,I managed to get a few things done.I made my bed and I also registered some bills at Where's George and despite some issues with my computer regarding the internet,I managed to get some more work done and I hope that I have reduced my work load for tomorrow regarding e-mails.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the shift goes by smoothly.After that,I am hoping to finally get my safety belt repaired.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
Tuesday, April 15, 2008
Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.The work day went by pretty smoothly and I managed to get a lot done.I also had a pretty good lunch and after dropping the bags of clean laundry off,I headed for home.
After I got home,I did some more personal PC work.I finished off my personal e-mail work that I started while on break at work.I even called around to find a safety belt to replace the current one that I have that really doesn't want to work properly when it should.While it did work tonight while I was leaving and on my home from the meeting,I still feel that it should be replaced because I really can't take it when something doesn't really want to work when it should.I did find one and I will be getting it tomorrow after I am done with the laundry pick up.
The SSA support group meeting went great.It was wonderful to lift off some more emotional baggage and to hear what the other men in the group had to say.It was also wonderful to be heard and not be judged according to my past experiences with religion,including those negative experiences with my father.I did share a little bit of positive tonight about when I used to go to church when I was younger and help out in the nursery while my mom was in the upstairs chapel.That happens to be my only positive experience with religion.Right now,I am in the middle of the road and I am still deliberating as to what I am going to do churchwise.But whatever I do,I hope that I will finally start to have healthy relationships that will make me want to go to church every Sunday.As of now,I haven't made any decisions.
I wore my Walk-Fit arch supports today and I hardly felt any pain while walking in them.It was wonderful.I am going to be wearing these every day and I will get a couple more for my dress shoes.
Tomorrow is simply a pick-up day.I hope that the pick-up goes smoothly.I also have an appointment with my sexual abuse support counselor tomorrow afternoon and I hope that the session with her goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
After I got home,I did some more personal PC work.I finished off my personal e-mail work that I started while on break at work.I even called around to find a safety belt to replace the current one that I have that really doesn't want to work properly when it should.While it did work tonight while I was leaving and on my home from the meeting,I still feel that it should be replaced because I really can't take it when something doesn't really want to work when it should.I did find one and I will be getting it tomorrow after I am done with the laundry pick up.
The SSA support group meeting went great.It was wonderful to lift off some more emotional baggage and to hear what the other men in the group had to say.It was also wonderful to be heard and not be judged according to my past experiences with religion,including those negative experiences with my father.I did share a little bit of positive tonight about when I used to go to church when I was younger and help out in the nursery while my mom was in the upstairs chapel.That happens to be my only positive experience with religion.Right now,I am in the middle of the road and I am still deliberating as to what I am going to do churchwise.But whatever I do,I hope that I will finally start to have healthy relationships that will make me want to go to church every Sunday.As of now,I haven't made any decisions.
I wore my Walk-Fit arch supports today and I hardly felt any pain while walking in them.It was wonderful.I am going to be wearing these every day and I will get a couple more for my dress shoes.
Tomorrow is simply a pick-up day.I hope that the pick-up goes smoothly.I also have an appointment with my sexual abuse support counselor tomorrow afternoon and I hope that the session with her goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
Monday, April 14, 2008
Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.Today was my day off and I spent the day looking around the town at places that I had not been in a long time but nothing really caught my eye.I also went to the local Salvation Army thrift shop and bought a few things even though I wasn't planning on it.After I left there,I went home to get ready for dinner and prepare to go to my anger management/conflict resolution support group meeting tonight.
After I ate,I did some more last minute e-mail checking and checked out a few Wikipedia pages before shutting down and going to my meeting.
The meeting actually went great tonight.The group has doubled in size since I started coming.But again,it was wonderful and I got a lot out of the meeting tonight.After it was over,I left for home.
Earlier this afternoon,I received some things that I was waiting on for a while.I received a couple of 45 r.p.m records that I had been waiting on and I also finally got my Walk-Fit arch supports that I ordered a week ago.I even tried them out and they are working.I know that it will take me several weeks to get used to them.But already,I am feeling nearly pain free and they are comfortable and after a while,I won't have to worry about foot pain.Again,they will take a little getting used to and when I do finally get used to them,I hopefully won't have to worry about pain anymore and I can start walking for exercise again.
The only real problem that I am having is that I am having issues with my car's driver side safety belt again.It has been jamming on me constantly since yesterday and I am really at my wits end at the moment.I did visit with my mechanic and talked to him about it and he said that he will see what he can do.But he also advised me to call around the auto scrap yards and ask if they have a drivers side safety belt for the car that I drive.I am hoping that at least one of them will have one.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the day goes smoothly.I also have my SSA support group tomorrow night and I am hoping that this meeting goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for teh day ahead.FJ
After I ate,I did some more last minute e-mail checking and checked out a few Wikipedia pages before shutting down and going to my meeting.
The meeting actually went great tonight.The group has doubled in size since I started coming.But again,it was wonderful and I got a lot out of the meeting tonight.After it was over,I left for home.
Earlier this afternoon,I received some things that I was waiting on for a while.I received a couple of 45 r.p.m records that I had been waiting on and I also finally got my Walk-Fit arch supports that I ordered a week ago.I even tried them out and they are working.I know that it will take me several weeks to get used to them.But already,I am feeling nearly pain free and they are comfortable and after a while,I won't have to worry about foot pain.Again,they will take a little getting used to and when I do finally get used to them,I hopefully won't have to worry about pain anymore and I can start walking for exercise again.
The only real problem that I am having is that I am having issues with my car's driver side safety belt again.It has been jamming on me constantly since yesterday and I am really at my wits end at the moment.I did visit with my mechanic and talked to him about it and he said that he will see what he can do.But he also advised me to call around the auto scrap yards and ask if they have a drivers side safety belt for the car that I drive.I am hoping that at least one of them will have one.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the day goes smoothly.I also have my SSA support group tomorrow night and I am hoping that this meeting goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for teh day ahead.FJ
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