Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty good day today.
Today was a very humid day to start but later,it started to rain very hard.While it was raining,I had to run a few errands for my mom and myself.I had to pick up a few personal things for myself at K-Mart and Wal-Mart.I also had to get a submarine sandwich at a local Subway for dinner.It was a rainy and dull day but I didn't let it damper my determination to get all of this stuff done.After I got it done,I bathed before we ate because I wanted to be clean for tonight when I went out.
After eating,I registered a bill that I received in change for the sandwiches at Where's George and I did some last minute computer work.It was nothing much really.It was just several e-mail messages and it was from several of the online forums that I am a member of.
I am going to be entertaining the crowd tonight.I am going to be singing up a storm.I am hoping that the night goes well for me.Though I rarely have an off night,I always hopes for things to go well.You never know what might happen.I am actually feeling hopeful and optimistic and I feel that everything will work out fine.But still,I always hope.
As for tomorrow,I haven't decided what I am going to do.But whatever I do,I hope that it gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the rest of the weekend.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty good day today.
The work shift went smoothly and I managed to get a lot done.I also had a wonderful lunch and after my work was finished,I dropped off the clean laundry at the rehab center and headed for home.
While on the way home,I mailed out another important letter for my mom.I also cashed my paycheck.
When I got home,I registered all the bills at Where's George and I ran a small errand for my mom before I ate dinner.It was a very light dinner.I went to a supermarket to get a jar of pickle chips for our dinner.
After eating,I did some more personal computer work and I headed to the store to turn in some cans and bottles that had accumulated in my car over the past several weeks.It was a lot of them and I got a lot of money out of them.I also went to a gas station to get some gas in my tank before heading for home.Overall,it was a wonderful day.
I am glad that the weekend is here.I will be doing my usual entertaining the crowd tomorrow night.I am hoping that the night goes well for me.I always look forward to singing up a storm for my friends.Again,I am hoping that the night goes well.
I am now at home relaxing.I am also anticipating the new day tomorrow.The weather,according to the weather website that I frequently check out,it's going to be a very HAZY,HOT & HUMID day.I might stay home for most of the day as a result of this.I am still going out tomorrow night and again,I am hoping that the night works out.
As for the rest of the weekend,I have no plans but whatever I do,I hope that it benefits me in a positive way.
That was my day today and my hopes for the weekend.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.
The work shift went smoothly and I managed to get a lot done despite the circumstances,which was one of the dryers not working.After I had a good lunch,I bagged the clean laundry and dropped it off at the rehab center.I headed for home afterwards.
On the way home,I mailed out an important letter for my mom and I also went to the bank to withdraw some money for my mom.I also went to a small store in the area to see if I could buy my mom a new phone cord but there was no phone cords to be bought.While I was leaving the area,I ran into my niece,who gave me her half of this month's insurance money and I went home.
When I got home,I registered all the bills that I had at Where's George and I also paid the auto insurance for the month.After doing that,I picked up a 12 inch sub at Subway for my mom and I to eat for dinner.We had it sliced in half and that was our dinner.After I ate,I went to my sex addicts support meeting.
The meeting went well.For tonight,I chose to simply listen and hear what others had to share.They pretty much shared what I was going through in my life so I felt that I really didn't have to say much.I headed for home the minute the meeting ended.
On the way home,I made a few stops.I first stopped at a convenience store and bought a light snack.After that,I stopped at a supermarket to pick up a half gallon of ice cream.I headed straight home afterwards.Overall,a pretty good day.
I am now relaxing.I am also anticipating the coming day.I really don't know what to expect.But whatever happens,I hope that it's good.
Tomorrow is another work day.I am hoping that the shift goes well.After that,it's the weekend.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.
The laundry pick-up went by smoothly.There was no mess to clean up.After I did my usual dropping off and sorting out,I went home because I had a lot to do today.
The first thing that I had to do was to take my mom to a doctor's office so she could get some blood work done.While she was doing that,I went to a supermarket in the area of the doctor's office and picked up a couple cans of beef mini-ravioli and went to get some gas.I also got a bite to eat for lunch.After doing all of these things,I went and picked up my mom at the doctor's office and immediately took her home because she wasn't feeling well.She didn't get anything done because the doctor's slip of paper asking for it had expired and because she didn't eat or drink anything as a result of this,she was feeling sick.I felt that getting her home was a lot more important than anything else was.I got her home and after I relaxed a bit and made sure that she was feeling better,I went out.
The first thing that I did was pay a little bit more money on the water bill so the city would not shut our water off.This is a vital resource that we need and I felt that paying this was very important.After doing that,I went to see my sexual abuse support counselor.
The session with the sexual abuse support counselor went well.We talked for about 20 minutes and I shared with her a lot of the things that have been happening in my life.I told her everything.We also set up a few more appointments for the near future and I left for home.
After eating,I went and finished my personal PC work.It was quite a lot but I got it done.I am now relaxing at home and anticipating the next day.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the shift goes well.I also have my sex addicts group meeting tomorrow and I am hoping that this meeting goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.
Despite a minor setback with one of the dryers,I had a pretty smooth work day.One of the dryers kept turning off each and every time after about a couple of minutes with E2 on the screen.Of course,this made the day go slower but I managed to get through it.It wasn't easy but the day did take care of itself.The only difference was that I had to use only one washer and again,it made the day go a little slower.
But I managed to get a lot done despite the setback.After that,I dropped off what was clean and I went home.
When I got home,I relaxed for a bit before I went back out again to run a couple of errands for my mom.I also ran a couple for myself.It was just a few things that we needed for dinner tonight.I even bought myself a couple more movies at Big Lots.I also went to a local Salvation Army thrift shop in my area and I bought out the store(so to speak).I found a whole bunch of rare 8-Track tapes,a few cassettes and several 45's.It was awesome finding all of these things.I paid about $15.00 for all of this stuff and that was wonderful for me to find even more collectable stuff.I Just love hopping thrift shops and collecting stuff.Overall,it was a wonderful day.
I am now at home relaxing.The day is almost over.The weather was very HAZY,HOT & HUMID with temperatures in the upper 80's.I was sweating and I also was trying to stay cool.Tonight,it is gonna rain and I am hoping that it will cool everything down.
Tomorrow is a pick-up day.I am hoping that the pick-up goes well.I also have to take my mom to a doctor's office so my mom can get some blood work done so she can get the medication that she needs to feel better because she hasn't been feeling good lately with the heat and humidity and also with some negative things happening within the family at the moment.I am hoping that she will be feeling better soon.I also have an appointment with my sexual abuse support counselor tomorrow afternoon and I am hoping that the session with her goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.
Since it was my day off,I thought that I would mail out a couple of important letters for my mom and I also ran a couple of errands for my mom and one for myself.I had to buy a few things for my mom and I also bought a few things for myself.I went into another area of Western New York to do all of these things because I was getting fed up with just driving around the city that I was living in.Before I did all of these things,I went to the local city hall to pay the water bill but I have to pay a little bit more on Wednesday because we are in danger of getting our water shut off if it is not half paid for.So,my mom and I are going to do just that on Wednesday afternoon and I also have to see my sexual abuse support counselor on the same day.
So far,this has not been a good month for my mom and I money-wise.But we are going to keep holding on and we are both hoping to get through the month unscathed.But we both know that it will not be easy.But again,we are going to hold on and hope for the best.
I also went to visit with an old friend this evening to see how he was.Apparently,he was feeling sick due to contracting heat stroke on Saturday afternoon when he went to a free outdoor concert in the city.He also informed me that his live-in girlfriend was also not feeling well due to contracting heat exhaustion.I wished for both of them to get well soon and I left.
On the way home,I stopped at a local convenience store to get an ice cream sandwich,which I did,and I found this really neat T-Shirt there.It was a black shirt with Chucky the Killer Doll on it where several look alikes are holding up ice cream cones and in the middle,he's holding up some money.I thought that this shirt looked really cool and I bought it.After that,I headed for home.
I am now at home relaxing.I am also getting ready for the next day.I am hoping that the work week will go well for me after this long holiday weekend.I could use a good week at the moment.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the day goes well for me.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.
I ran an errand or two today and I got everything that I needed to get done accomplished.I had to go to a local Wal-Mart to get a few personal things that I needed.I also went back to Big Lots to buy a few more movies.I have been buying movies since they started having these great films and it has been a blast buying them.I have now tripled my DVD library and it has been great.I also bought the classic action thriller Speed over at Wal-Mart and I can now preserve my VHS copy of the film.It has been an awesome holiday weekend.This is actually the best holiday weekend that I have had in a long time.I just hate for it to end.Though I do have the day off tomorrow,I still would hate for it to end.But I know and I have accepted that all good things must come to an end.After doing all of that shopping,I simply had a late lunch,which was a slice of pepperoni and mushroom pizza with a little bit of milk to wash it down.
Last night,my night of entertaining the crowd went well and I had a pretty good time.But the night did not start out too well.Earlier in the evening,as I was walking back to my seat,an young lady inconsiderately rushed past me and when I expressed how I felt about her inconsiderate behavior,a young man who claimed to be her brother came at me and threatened me but the owner of the place broke it up and asked the guy to leave claiming that he was done for the night,which he cooperated with.Fortunately,the rest of the night went great and I had a pretty good time.
Earlier this afternoon,while out running my errands,I worked it out with the bar owner and everything is cool.I just didn't want to have any negative stuff from the owner and I wanted to settle this so we could both move on.It went well and I went on with my day.
After a light dinner,I decided to do some last minute e-mail work and register a few more bills at the Where's George site and I feel that my day is now complete.
I am now relaxing.It was a pretty good day and I got a lot done.This actually gives me a sense of accomplishment and that makes me feel pretty good.Before the night is through,I might go out and have a drink or two with the gang at the place where I entertain and I am hoping to get an awful lot out of them.
Tomorrow is my day off.I have not made any plans but whatever I do,I hope that it benefits me in a positive manner.
That was my weekend and my hopes for the start of the new week ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.
I had another talk with the Christian counselore that calls me every two weeks and the talk was a very pleasant one.Him and I talked about a lot of things.It was pleasant to talk with him and share with him what I needed to share.It was also wondeful to hear some of the positive afformations that I had received from him.I will be talking with him again in 2 weeks.
After that,I watched a mini-documentary on Nightmares and Dreams on one of my new DVD's.It was well informative and I learned some stuff.I always like to watch anything where I can learn something from.
I also had to run and errand or two for my mom.Before that,I had to visit with a friend about a record album that I had bought off fo him and I exchanged it for a couple more.It was great that he understood and was willing to help me here.I left to finish what I had to do.
I went to a hair place to have my hair cut and I went and bought the things that my mom needed.It was a great day out and I got quite a bit out of it.
I bathed the minute that I got home and after I ate,I decided to do some last minute computer work.I also registered a few more bills at Where's George and finished some personal e-mail work.It wasn't much but I felt that it neded to be done before anything else.
Tonight,I will be going out to entertain the crowd.I am looking forward to singing tonight for my friends and I am hoping that the evening will work out for me.Though I rarely have an off night,I still hope for things to go well.You never know what might happen.I do have a positive optimistic feeling that everything is going to work out fine.Still,I hope.
As for the rest of the weekend,I have not made any plans as of yet.But whatever I do,I am hoping that it will give me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the rest of the weekend.FJ

Happy Independance Day,Everybody!
Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.
I stayed home for much of the day and took it easy.I didn't have too much to do.I never really have too much to do on these holidays except to stay home and relax.
But I made the best out of it.I simply spent most of the day looking over the new Nightmare On Elm Street boxed set that I had purchased and checking out the DVD's.There are a lot of neat things that this set has,such as interviews with the cast and crew of the people who were involved behind and in front of the camera.Again,there are lots of FUN stuff on this DVD set and I am enjoying it.
I only ran one errand today,It was to get a couple of things that my mom needed for the house.I also had to get a box of cereal for myself.There was not a lot of places open today as a result of it being a holiday.
When I got home,I finished my personal PC work and had a pretty good dinner.It was simply a couple of homemade burgers with beans and salad.After that,I watched the news and did some online searching for a while before going out for a bit.
I went out to watch a fireworks display in another part of the Western New York area.It was pretty awesome to watch and there was a lot of people there.The only thing that was a hassle was leaving the area because I had to wait for a lot of other people who were leaving in their cars and trucks to get out of the park after the whole thing was over with.But still,it was a pretty good watch and I had fun.
Tomorrow night,I will be doing my usual entertaining the crowd.I am hoping for a great night and I am also hoping that everything works out for me.Though nothing really goes wrong usually,I still hope.You never know what might happen.
As for the rest of the weekend,I haven't made any plans.But whatever I do,I hope that it benefits me positively.
That was my day today and my hopes for the rest of the holiday weekend.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.
The work shift went by smoothly and I manged to get a lot done in the period of time that I had.I also had a pretty good lunch period and when I finished eating,I simply bagged what was dirty and I dropped it off at the rehab center.I headed for home afterwards.
On teh way home,I had to mail out a couple of bills that I had to pay.I also mailed out a very important letter for my mom that had to be mailed.
When I got home,I dropped off some of my personal stuff before heading to the bank to cash my paycheck and also withdraw some money for my mom.After that,I went home.
When I got home,I registered a lot more bills at Where's George.I had lots to register and I was busy online for quite a while.After that,I went shopping for my mom.I went to a local supermarket to pick up a few things that my mom needed and fortunately,they had everything that my mom needed.I also went to another store to pick up a few personal things for myself before going back home.
After I had a light dinner,I finished my personal PC work that I had started at work during a break.I also had to go to a meeting tonight so I wanted to get everything done that I had to do so I could go to the meeting.
Tonight's meeting with the sexual addiction support group went great.It was yet another awesome meeting and it was a pleasure to meet a few more new men there.I had a awsome time getting to know a few more guys and feel like that I am appreciated.I am looking forward to next Thursday night's meeting.I am hoping that it's as wonderful as tonight's.
Tomorrow is the 4th of July.It is Independance Day.I am just going to stay home and take it easy for the day and simply relax throughout the weekend and try to take advantage of this break that I have.
That was my day today and my hopes for the start of the holiday weekend.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty good day today.
The laundry pick-up went by smoothly as there was no mess for me to clean up.After that,I went to the work sight and had my lunch.After I ate,I sorted out all the laundry and left the sight to head for home.
Whiel I was on the way home,I dropped off a DVD at a friends house that I had bought for him at Big Lots and I dropped some more stuff at home before doing some grocery shopping.
I went to an area supermarket to pick up a few things for my mom for dinner tonight.I could only find a few things that she needed.I had to go to another supermarket to get the rest of the stuff but at least I got it all.I also went back to Big Lots to pick up a few more DVD's there while they still had them there for $3.00.I have been buying these like crazy.I enjoy movies very much and I am glad to add some more favorites to my ever growing DVD library,which include several classic western movies.Of course,I am not going to spen all my money on DVD's.I still have other bills that I need to pay and I am going to get these out of the way first before I buy any more.There are still a few more films there that I would like to get.But before I do,I will pay my bills first.
The holiday weekend is almost here.I can't believe that I have a big weekend coming up.I am looking forward to taking it easy throughout the weekend.I might simply watch a movie or two and just relax.After that,it will be back to work starting Tuesday.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the shift goes well.After that,the holiday weekend.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.
The work day went by smoothly.I simply did my job and the rest took care of itself.I also had a very good lunch period and that helped make the day a little bit better.After my work day was over,I simply bagged everything that was clean and headed for home.
When I got home,I simply took it easy for a while and I also finished my personal PC work.It was nothing much.After that,I went out to get some chicken sandwiches at a local Wendy's for my mom and I to eat for dinner tonight.I had a meeting that I had to attend and this was my first meeting of the spiritually themed sexual addiction group and I wanted to make sure that I would get there on time and get the full benefits of it.After eating,I left home to go to the meeting.
The first meeting went by great.It was wonderful to share my feelings and also to hear others share their feelings.It was simply hearing and being heard that made me feel like a part of the group.It was wonderful and I am looking forward to the next meeting in a couple of weeks.I am hoping that the next meeting will be as wonderful as this one.
I am now at home relaxing.I just bathed a few minutes ago and I am feeling pretty good.The only thing now is that I am dealing with a headache.Though it is not a painful one,I still would like to get rid of it and I am hoping that a good nights sleep will do me good.
Tomorrow is simply a pick-up day.I am hoping that the pick-up goes well without any messes to clean up.As for the rest of the day,I haven't made any plans as of yet.But whatever I do,I hope that it benefits me positively.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.
Since it was my day off,I woke up late in the day due to me going to bed late after watching a movie.I ate a light breakfast and a light lunch a couple of hours later.I also started to do some of my personal PC work and decided to finish a little later.I had several errands to run and I wanted to get them done first before I finished.
The first thing that I did was cash my economic stimulas refund check and even deposited some of the money from it into my checking account as a result of my account being a little overdrawn so it will save the line of credit that I have for a more extreme emergency.After that,I went shopping to get a gallon of milk and even went back to Big Lots to pick up a few more movies for $3.00 each.I now have enough for now until I get my disability check directly deposited into my checking account.I also have a few bills that I would like to pay before the 4th of July holiday weekend comes.That way,I can take it easy not just for the holiday but the rest of the month.I just want to get the important stuff out of the way before the FUN stuff.That way,I keep it balanced and responsible.I want to enjoy myself but I have to realize that there are limits.
After a light dinner,I ran a few more errands and when they were finished,I finished my personal PC work.I also registered a few more bills at Where's George.I am now relaxing at home anticipating the next day.This is going to be a short week due to the upcoming holiday weekend and it will go by pretty fast.I am hoping that short week goes smoothly.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that day goes by smoothly.I also have a meeting tomorrow night with the spiritually themed sexual addiction group and I am hoping that it goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling very good.I had a very good day today.
Today,when I woke up,I had a light breakfast and had a couple cups of coffee.I also managed to get my entire personal PC work done before noon.Despite not feeling well during the morning,I started to feel better later on when I started eating and having coffee.
I also managed to register a few more bills at Where's George today as I was doing my personal PC work.After doing that,I shut the computer down and I headed out to run a few errands for myself.
After I took a drive throughout the town for much of the day,I decided to stop at a Big Lots store in my area and I scored when I saw the DVD's that they had.I found several classics and even a few hard to find ones.Some of what I found were The Brood,Invasion of the Body Snatchers(1979 version),Rollerball(original 1975 film),Rock and Roll High School,Supernova(R rated version),The Bride(w/Sting and Jennifer Beals),Close Your Eyes,The Ghoul,Dangerous Game(w/Madonna and Harvey Keitel)"X":The Man With X-Ray Eyes and The Holy Girl.These films are very hard to find in any format and now,I have them.It was awesome finding these,buying them and adding them to my personal DVD library.When I left the store,I had a smile on my face that wouldn't leave and I am still feeling the happy feelings that I had earlier when I bought these films.
I also bought a can of frozen orange juice for my mom and I also bought a few slices of pizza for lunch while I was out.Before doing any of these things,I put $12.00 worth of gas in my tank and I started my day afterwards.It was a great day and I had lots of fun.
After eating a light dinner,I registered a few more bills at Where's George and caught up on some last minute PC work.I am still feeling good due to the great day that I had.Overall,an awesome day.
My night of entertaining the crowd went great.I had another wonderful night and it was awesome for all the positive accolades that I received from the people.I decided to do an early tribute to the birth of our nation by singing a couple of very patriotic songs.I am also looking forward to the upcoming holiday so I can take it easy and renew myself when the new week comes around.I will be having a 4 day weekend coming up and I am eagerly awaiting it.
Overall,my weekend was super duper and I am hoping that next weekend will be just as super.Of course,I have to wait a whole week but it will be well worth the wait.
As for the rest of the day into tonight,I am going to go have a drink or two with some of the guys at the place where I entertain and I am hoping for some wonderful conversations from the gang that will be there.
Tomorrow is my day off.I am hoping that the day will be very good.I haven't made any plans but whatever I do,I hope that it benefits me in a positive manner.
That was my weekend and my hopes for the start of the new week ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling okay.I am also feeling hopeful and optimistic.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,when I checked my mail,my income tax economic stimulus check came in.This replaces all the money that I had to spend on the windshield that I had to replace almost 2 weeks ago due to the terrible hail storm that we had.Now,the money has been fully replaced and I feel better as a result of that.I can still save up all my money each and every week but now,I am just feeling glad that all the money that I had to spend is now all replaced.
I didn't do too much today.When I woke up,I just ate breakfast and took it easy for much of the day.I also did my personal PC work and there wasn't to much to do.After that,I simply shut her down and took it easy for the rest of the day.
I also received a record album that I had been waiting on for quite a while.It was a Rick Springfield album that was released in 1986.I am glad to have this.It is a promotional record album but it is still great that it's in my collection.
Tonight is my night to entertain the crowd.I do this each and every Saturday night and I always look forward to doing that.I am hoping that the evening goes over well.Though I rarely have an off night,I still hope for things to go good.You never know what might happen.But I have a feeling that everything will work out right.Still,I hope.
I also ran a short errand for my mom before I ate dinner.It was nothing earth shaking.It was simply a small thing that she needed to have.After that,I bathed and I ate dinner.
After eating,I decided to finish up some last minute personal PC work before I went out tonight.It was simply a few e-mails and posting on here sharing the day I had today.The day isn't over yet but I am hoping that the rest of the day will work out nicely.
I am now at home relaxing.I am anticipating the evening ahead.As stated,I am hoping that the evening goes well for me.But again,I feel that everything will work out for the better tonight.
As for the rest of the weekend,I haven't made any plans but whatever I do,I hope that it benefits me in a positive manner.
That was my day today and my hopes for the rest of the rest of the weekend.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.
The work shift went by smoothly with nothing negative happening.I had a lot better day.Everything just took care of itself.I simply did my job and everything fell into place.I bagged everything and I dropped it off at the rehab center and headed for home.
On the way home,I stopped at a bank to cash my paycheck.It didn't take too long.I was in and out of the bank in a hurry.After that,I headed for home and I didn't stop for anything.
When I got home,I checked my e-mail and I had to correct a little misunderstanding regarding a purchase that I made on Ebay.I bought the Infinifilm edition of A Nightmare On Elm Street but the seller didn't receive word of the payment that I made due to an error on the PayPal site.Fortunately,the seller and I worked it out where I cancelled my initial payment and rebought the DVD again and this time,the payment was successful.I was relieved that this whole thing was worked out in a positive way and we both got what we wanted.I know that it will be over a week,with the upcoming 4th of July weekend coming up slowing the delivery down but I will be awaiting patiently for this and I am glad to have this original film on DVD.I am still eagerly awaiting the boxed set that I ordered through Amazon to come and I am hoping that they send that out soon once I hear that the money order that I sent was received.I also registered several more bills at Where's George while I was online.It was all the money that I got when I cashed my paycheck.I also registered a few more when I got home from returning the bottles and cans to the store.
I am glad that the weekend is finally here.I will be singing up a storm tomorrow and I am hoping that everything goes well.I always look forward to singing each and every Saturday night and I am always happy to entertain people when I get the opportunity.Again,I am hoping that the night goes well for me.
I also had to run an errand or two for my mom tonight.While doing that,I turned in some cans and bottles that had accumulated in the trunk over the past several weeks.I still have some that I have to take back to a certain grocery store because the other stores in the area can't.I am hoping to turn those in by the end of the week.
As for the rest of the weekend,I haven't decided what I am going to do.But whatever I do,I hope that it gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the weekend ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.But for much of the day,I was feeling really at edge.
The work shift went just a tad rocky.It started out smoothly but it turned a little rough.
It all started while I was on the social club computer reducing my e-mail load so I wouldn't have much work to do later when I got home.I volunteered to help someone out by looking up and trying to find a map of an area when I was finished.But he was standing by me looking at the monitor screen while I was trying to do my personal work and this was making me nervous as what I was looking at was my personal business.I asked him nicely to please step away from the area that he was because the messages in my e-mail box were personal and I really didn't appreciate him looking over me.He copped an attitude with me and it almost led to a loud confrontation with me on the verge of losing my temper until the social club coordinator and another staffer got involved,which,in a way,saved my sanity.After the coordinator met with me and worked out the situation,he also worked it out with the other guy and the other staffer as we were both advised to stay away from each other the rest of the day,which we did.I managed to finish what I started and that was it.
Fortunately,the rest of the day went smoothly but I was still at edge over what had happened and I was still feeling the anger that was present in me when it happened.After eating my lunch,I finished my job and dropped off the clean laundry when the shift was over.I went straight home afterwards.
When I got home,I finished my personal PC work.It was done pretty quick as I didn't have very much to do.But I felt better and after that,I headed for the meeting tonight and I had some high hopes for this new group as I was new but I was also feeling somewhat nervous and anxious.But I went anyway and I am glad that I did.
The meeting went great.This is a great group and I am glad that I found out about it.It was awesome to be around these people and not have to worry about being judged.I simply shared what I felt that I needed to share and it felt rewarding.I really felt welcomed and accepted.It was awesome.I am looking forward to next Thursday's group and I am hoping that it goes as well as tonight's.
Tomorrow is another work day.I am hoping that the shift goes better than today's.After that,it's the weekend.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling okay but a little bit at edge.
The laundry pick-up went by smoothly and I even had a pretty good lunch period.But somehow my emotional stance changed midday.
When I got home,I was feeling cranky with me feeling angry over something.For most of the day,everything went terrifically well until the lunch period.
After I ate my lunch,I was waiting to use the social club computer.There was another person on it but they were taking too long.The social club has a 1/2 hour time limit when someone uses the computer.I was waiting to register some bills at Where's George but the person using the computer went nearly 12 minutes over their time and I was feeling angry as a result.Instead of losing my temper,which I was on the verge of,I went to the social club coordinator and told him about it.He took care of it by pointing out to the person that they had gone over their time and that there was someone else waiting to use the computer.The person did get off but in anger.Apparently,she didn't like being corrected when she was wrong but in a way,that is how people remember to do the right thing the next time.Take it from me,admittedly,I don't like it either.But it is the best way that we improve ourselves so we at least can try to avoid making that same mistake again.The only good thing out of it is that I got the bills registered at Where's George and after I was finished,I left for home.
When I got home,I felt tired because I didn't get an awful lot of sleep last night.Coupled with that incident at the social club and the way I felt due to a lack of sleep,I tried to take a nap and while I slept well for over an hour,I wound up masturbating to fantasies of having sexual activity with another man.I felt lousy afterwards and after I asked for forgiveness,I did feel better but the guilt is still looming over me.I want to feel good but the guilt at times can be overwhelming.If anyone here can help me deal with these feelings of guilt,I would appreciate any answers.Thanks.
Before I had dinner,I went out to pick up a pack of light bulbs for my mom.One of her light bulbs blew and she needed a new one pretty fast.I went out and get them and I ate afterwards.
After eating,I decided to catch up on some much needed computer work.I also went to check on a couple of money orders that I sent out on Monday and they arrived safely.I feel good that they did.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the shift goes well.I am also starting a new group tomorrow night and it is a sex addicts group.I am hoping that the first meting goes well and that I can continue going if it does.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.
The work day went smoothly.There was really nothing to complain about.I simply did my job and the rest took care of itself.After I was done,I dropped off the clean laundry and headed for home.
When I got home,I decided to stay home and take it easy.I was feeling really tired from the day that I had and I felt that it would be better if I stayed home and rested.I am feeling better now.As stated,the work day was a smooth one but what tired me out was the sunny weather.I also ate too much at lunch,which was pepperoni pizza and barbecue chicken wings.I ate a little too much and I had a full feeling for much of the day afterwards.Plus,I had a hard time getting to sleep last night when I went to bed.I laid down much of the time and I also managed to finish my personal PC work.I also watched a little bit of a documentary on the evolution of the Alien film series for about 1/2 an hour.
I was planning to go to back to the recovery meeting that I was previously with tonight,but the sick and full feeling that I had kept me at home.I am starting a sex addicts group this week on Thursday night and I am anticipating that.I am hoping that this first meeting goes well so I can go every Thursday evening and get some support.Again,I am hoping that this goes well.
I am still relaxing at home.I am also anticipating the next day.I really have nothing to do tomorrow afternoon.I am just going to stay home and take it easy for a while.If I do go out to do something,I hope that it gives me positive benefits.
Tomorrow is simply a pick-up day.I am hoping that the pick-up goes well.As stated,I have really no plans for the afternoon.But if I do decide to go anywhere,I hope that it affects me in a positive manner.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.
When I got up,I ate something and I made sure that coffee was made.I also started to do my personal computer work but didn't finish it until tonight.I had a lot to do today and I wanted to get all of that done before finishing.
I also had to make a couple of important phone calls.The first was to a online seller who sold calcium supplements to help people with bone spurs and the other was regarding a sexual addiction group.I have made an appointment with the people to meet them on Thursday and I am hoping that the meeting goes well.I can hardly wait to give this group a try.I hope that it works out.
I ran several errands for my mom today.But first,I had to mail out a couple of money orders as payment for things that I ordered and I just wanted to get the payments out before the time limit expired.I mailed them out via 3-Day Priority Mail.I am hoping that they get there on Wednesday the latest.
The errands that I had to run were simply to get a few groceries for her,which a little bit of it was for dinner tonight.Fortunately,they had everything that I was looking for and I headed for home after finishing that.
After a light dinner,I finished my personal PC work and I feel that my day is now complete.Though it isn't over yet,I feel that everything is now finished and I have a feeling of accomplishment.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the day goes smoothly.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ