Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.
Today was a very eventful day.I ran a few errands that needed to be run.Firstly,I ate breakfast when I woke up and I did my personal PC work.It was pretty much and I did get it done.I then set out to get on with the day.
I went out to do a little bit of shopping for my mom.I picked up a few items at a local supermarket and I managed to find everything that I needed to get.After getting these things,I stopped at the local K-Mart to pick up a funnel that I needed because I had to put a quart of motor oil in my engine because I was a quart low.I only had to get one more thing at another local supermarket before I headed straight home.
When I got home,I bathed for a while and after bathing,I had a light dinner of soup and sandwich.
After eating,I decided to do some last minute personal PC work.I also registered some bills at the Where's George site.Overall,a pretty good day.
Tonight is my night to entertain the crowd.I am going to go out and sing and I am hoping for a good night.Though I rarely have a bad night,I still hope for things to go well.I do have a feeling that everything will work out for me.I will also have a friend join me for the evening.Again,I hope that everything will work out for me tonight.
Regarding my SSA struggles,I had no problems.I also had no cravings nor images creeping up into my mentality.That makes me feel good.I am hoping that I can get through the weekend unscathed.
As for tomorrow,I have made no plans.But whatever I do,I hope that it gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the rest of the weekend.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.
The work shift went smoothly.I did what I had to do in the period of time that I had.After finishing,I dropped everything off at the rehab center and I headed for home.
On the way home,I stopped at the bank to cash my paycheck and to make a deposit into my account.I headed straight home after that.
When I got home,I had to pay for my anti-virus software subscription for another year and that is what the deposit was for.I renewed it before I ate dinner and now,I am all set for another year.
When I get home,I relaxed for 1/2 an hour on my bed.I had dinner shortly after getting up.
After eating,I registered all the bills that I had at the Where's George site.They are now all on there and I will be spending some of them tomorrow when I go out.
I am glad that the weekend is here.I am looking forward to going out tomorrow night and entertaining the crowd.I always look forward to singing up a storm each and every week.I will also have a friend join me for the night as well.I am hoping that the evening goes well.
Regarding my SSA struggles,I had no problems.I didn't have to endure any images or cravings.I feel pretty good as a result.I am hoping that I can get through the weekend without any issues.
That was my day today and my hopes for the start of the upcoming weekend.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty eventful day today.
The work shift went smoothly.I did what I had to do in the time that I had and after I was done,I dropped everything off at the rehab center and I headed straight home.
When I got home,I relaxed and I watched another episode of my After School Specials DVD set.I also had to get ready for my appointment with the sexual abuse support counselor and I managed to make it there on time.
The session went well.We talked a little more about the issues that I am struggling with.The new counselor wants to get to know me a little bit better and I am sharing with her everything that she would like to know.As stated,today's session went well and I was glad.After that,I headed back home.
On the way home,I stopped at the store to pick up something that my mom wanted me to get for her.After paying for that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I finished my personal PC work and I managed to get it done before I ate dinner.I also did a little bit of browsing online for a while before sitting down to dinner.
After eating,I decided to do some last minute personal PC work before turning in for the night.Overall,a pretty eventful day.
Regarding my SSA struggles,I had no problems.I had no images cloud my mentality nor did I have any cravings.I had a pretty good feeling and I am hoping to get through tomorrow without having to deal with that.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the shift goes well.After that,it's the weekend.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty eventful day today.
The laundry pick-up went as smoothly as it could.There were no messes to clean up and after I ate my lunch,I sorted out the laundry at the work site before continuing on with my day.
The first thing that I did was that I went to the post office to mail out a couple of bill payments.They are no on the way and I am glad to get them out of the way.I headed for the doctor's office after that.
I was seen immediately after I arrived at the office.The doctor gave me a good review of my health and he advised to get some blood work done and to exercise more.I am hoping to get the work done soon.I know that it will be difficult but I do need to get it done.After the doctor,I headed for home.
On the way home,I stopped at the bank to withdraw some money for my mom and I went to the store to get a gallon of milk.I headed straight home after that.
When I got home,I registered the money that I withdrew at the Where's George site and I relaxed a bit while listening some music after making my bed.
I only ran one more errand before calling it a day.I went to a local Subway to pick up a footlong club sandwich for me and my mom to eat for dinner.It was great to have a fresh sandwich to eat for dinner.It was also very filling and delicious.
After eating,I decided to do some last minute personal PC work.Overall,a pretty eventful day.
Regarding my SSA struggles,I had a brief episode.I was having visions of me having sexual relations with another man and I wound up masturbating to the images.I did ask for forgiveness after it was done and I did feel better.I guess what led up to this was that I was a little bit nervous about my medical check-up.I really didn't know what to expect.The nervousness led me to let my mind wander and I gave in.Oh well!I guess that it is back to square one.I am just hoping that I can get through the rest of the week unscathed.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the shift goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a really good day today.
The work day went smoothly.It was a breeze despite a shaky start with the laundry pick-up.After sorting everything out at the work site,I started a couple of loads.After parking my vehicle in a safe area,I hung out at the social club for a while waiting for the loads to get done.
For much of the day at the social club,they were watching some animated movies to pass the time and it was pretty quiet for a change.There were no fights nor people getting on other's nerves.I am not going to go as far as to say that the day was perfect because there really is no such thing as a perfect day.The lunch hour was equally quiet and they were some great talks with the people.After my work was finished,I bagged everything that was clean and I dropped it off at the rehab center.I headed straight home after that.
When I got home,I was delighted to see a package that I was waiting on.It is another two bottles of the calcium supplements to help take care of the bone spur that I have in my right foot.They have been doing great as I have not felt any extreme pain in my right foot.After dropping off some stuff,I headed to a nearby supermarket to buy some bagels.
After getting back home,I relaxed and I watched another After School Special on the DVD set that I recently bought.It was wonderful.I relaxed for a while while waiting for dinner to get ready.
After eating,I finished my personal PC work.It was quite a lot but I got it done.I also had to make some changes in regards to some of the forums that I am a member of in order to reduce the amount of e-mails that I receive.After finishing,I went out for a while.
I went to a local Dairy Queen and had a dipped cone and I also went to the local Wal-Mart to buy some new underpants.I was running low and I wanted to make sure that I had some extra until the next wash day.I headed for home and that is where I am staying for the night .Overall,a very good day.
Regarding my SSA struggles,I had no problems.I had no images nor cravings creep up into my mentality.I feel great as a result.I am hoping that I can get through tomorrow unscathed.
Tomorrow is simply a pick-up day.I am hoping that the pick-up goes well.I also have a doctor's appointment tomorrow and I am hoping that I get a good report.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty good day today.
Today was my day off.I had a couple of things that I needed to do today.Before I did these necessary things,I had a light breakfast and I did 1/3 of my personal PC work.I had an appointment with the medication manager over at the local hospital and I spent some of the time preparing for that.I had to clean up and get ready.I also had to make sure that I left at a time when I would arrive on time and not have too long to wait.
When I got to the hospital,I had lunch in their cafeteria and I went to the waiting room to wait.Fortunately,the medication manager met with me early so we delved into what we needed to talk about the minute that we were in her office.
The session went great.We talked about a lot of things and it was great to get what I wanted to get off of my mind.After the session was over,I left the hospital and headed for home.
On the way home,I stopped at the bank to withdraw some money and I went to a nearby supermarket to pick up a few things.After I was done with the shopping,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I decided to lay down for a while.I rested for a little over an hour and I felt refreshed.After getting up,I registered the change from shopping at the Where's George site before eating dinner.
After eating,I finished my personal PC work.I also did a little bit of browsing online for a while.Overall,a pretty good day.
Regarding my SSA struggles,I had a brief episode while I was taking a nap.Images of men crept up into my mind and I was tossing and turning to try to rid myself of them.I decided to get up and use the bathroom(which is what I had to do anyway)and get back into bed.This worked.I slept for a while and no more images crept up into my mentality.I felt refreshed and rejuvenated.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the day goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.
I woke up late today as a result of the late night that I had.I woke up almost when it was lunch.I had a bowl of cereal and I started my personal PC work.While doing that,I listened to another radio sermon and it was yet another wonderful one.It took me about an hour to get my PC work done and after that,I started to get on with my day.
I ran an errand for my mom today to pick up a few things at a local supermarket and fortunately,I managed to find everything.I also had myself another hot dog to help with the local Juvenile Diabetes fund raising drive.After paying for everything,I went over to my record store friend's place to pick him up and bring him to my house to show him what packing my record collection in boxes would entail.After doing that,I dropped him off at his home and headed back to my own home myself.
After eating,I decided to do some last minute personal PC work and I also did some internet browsing.It was to look up some stuff to purchase in the near future.I wanted to look up the prices as to how much they will be.Overall,a pretty good day.
Last night,my night of entertaining the crowd went great.It was a pretty long night.We had a ton of singers and I was waiting for quite a while to sing my last two songs.It was well worth the wait and I got a lot of positive responses from the crowd.I was tired when I left but fortunately,I made it home in one piece.It was a pretty good night for me and I had a blast.I am looking forward to next week.I am also thinking of going out to the place tonight and have a drink or two with the guys and I am hoping to have a few great talks with them.
Regarding my SSA struggles,I had no problems.No images or cravings crept up into my mentality.This actually was a great stride after yesterday.I am hoping to get through the new week unscathed.
Tomorrow is my day off.I do have an appointment with the medication manager at the local hospital and I am hoping that the session goes well.
That was my weekend and my hopes for the start of the new week ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.
Today was the start of the weekend.I stayed home for much of the day because it rained.It was also a little chilly.When I got out of bed,I ate a light breakfast and I did my personal PC work.It was quite a lot.But I managed to get it done.After doing that,I proceeded to get on with my day.
The first thing that I did was that I ran an errand for my mom.I had to pick up a few things that my mom needed at a local supermarket.When I got there,they were having a hot dog sale and a small yard sale styled sale to benefit the local chapter of the Juvenile Diabetes Foundation.I bought a hot dog because I hadn't had a bite to eat since I had a bowl of cereal for breakfast.After I did my shopping,they were giving away the stuff that wasn't sold and I grabbed several record albums,a couple of videos,a book of Aesop's fables and a combination scarf and glove set.I headed straight home to drop the stuff off and head back out again.
I went to my record store friend's house to see about having him check out my record collection to see how the work we are setting to do will entail.It is going to be a lot of work spread over some weeks.I really don't know how many weeks it will entail.But I am hoping to get it done before the really warm weather hots so I can protect them.I just hope that it will be done in a few weeks time.I headed back home after talking with him.
When I got home,I bathed.I am going to be going out tonight to entertain the crowd and I needed to get cleaned up.I bathed for about 20 minutes while my mom prepared what I had picked up at the store for dinner.After I was done,I ate.
After eating,I did some last minute personal PC work.I also did some browsing on the internet.I just visited a few sites and started to post here.
I am going to be doing my usual entertaining the crowd as I usually do every Saturday night.I am hoping for a wonderful evening.Though I rarely have a bad night,I still hope for things to go well.You never know what could happen.I do have a feeling that things will work out for me and that the night will go well.Still,I hope.
Regarding my SSA struggles,I had a brief episode this morning while in bed.I was having a dream where I was being begged to perform a sexual favor on a guy and I was also talking to myself in sleep as if this were happening in the room rather than being a dream.This whole thing caused me to masturbate.Afterwards,I felt miserable.I have been sober since the start of the week and I wound up giving in to temptation.I did ask the creator for forgiveness and I felt better.I also slept for about a couple more hours and I felt better.I used to dwell on these failures but I don't anymore.The dwelling on the failures made it more difficult for me to stick to my resolve.Though I do fail from time to time,I don't let the failures bring me down.I simply move on with the rest of the day and just hang in there.I am also moving on from this failure starting now.
As for the rest of the weekend,I have made no plans.But whatever I do,I hope that it gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the rest of the weekend ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.
The work shift went smoothly.I simply did what I had to do in the time that I had.It wasn't hard.After I was done,I bagged everything that was clean and I dropped it off at the rehab center.I headed for home.
On the way home,I stopped at my regular bank to cash my paycheck and I also withdrew some money that my mom needed.After that,I headed for a nearby drug store to buy a bottle of hydrogen peroxide for my mom.I headed straight home afterwards.
After getting home,I relaxed for a bit while waiting for dinner to get ready.I was waiting for a website to come up to connect me to the renewal process of my Norton anti-virus software.I now can simply go to my renewal next week so I can renew my subscription.I am going to be needing this to keep my protection going for another year.You never know when a virus or some spyware will invade or even try to invade the database.
After eating,I registered the bills at the Where's George site and I did some other personal work.Overall,a pretty good day.
I am glad that the weekend is here.I am looking forward to singing tomorrow night.I always look forward to entertaining the crowd and it makes me feel great to do that.I am hoping that the night goes well.
Regarding my SSA struggles,I had no problems.I did not have any images nor did I have any cravings creeping up on my mentality.It is great that I am no longer enslaved to SSA and that I really don't have to act out if I really don't want to.I am hoping to get through the weekend unscathed.
As for the rest of the weekend,I have made no plans but whatever I do,I am hoping that it gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the start of the new weekend ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good but busy day today.
The work shift went smoothly.I simply did what I had to do in the time allotted.Despite a shaky start to the day,the day went well and I was pleased with the results.After my job was finished,I bagged everything and I dropped it off at the rehab center before heading straight home.
When I got home,I relaxed and watched another After School Special episode on my DVD set.I also got ready to go to my appointment with the new sexual abuse support counselor.
On the way to my appointment,I stopped to check up on a friend but he wasn't home.After that,I went to get some gas and I headed for the office to wait to see the counselor.
I didn't wait too long.I was called into the office a few minutes after arriving.We talked for about 20 minutes and we ended the session.It did go fairly well but we are looking forward to talking more on my next appointment,which will be in two weeks.
Before heading for home,I headed for the local hospital's emergency ward.I was feeling a resurgence of the same cold symptoms that I had two weeks ago.The in-house doctor there prescribed a nasal spray and some strong cough remedy.I got the prescriptions filled on the way home because I needed them right away.I headed straight home after they were filled.When I got home,I started using the nasal spray right away.I am feeling a little bit better nasal wise but I am still coughing a little.I will be taking a cough pill before I go to sleep tonight.
After eating a light dinner,I finished my personal PC work and I did some online browsing.Overall,a pretty good but busy day.
Regarding my SSA struggles,I had no problems nor did I have any images or cravings creeping up into my mentality.I am hoping that I can get through the day tomorrow unscathed.I am feeling pretty good as a result.
Tomorrow is another work day.I am hoping that the shift goes well.After that,it's the weekend.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.
The laundry pick-up went smoothly.I also had a helping hand when I arrived at the work site to drop it off and sort it out.After sorting out the laundry,I headed to my appointment to meet with the minister.
On the way there,I stopped at a Burger King in the area and I had a Veggie burger for lunch.I wanted to have some food in me before anything else.After eating,I headed for my appointment.
It took a bit of doing getting there.I also got lost a couple of times before I had to ask for help from a lady who was working by the side of the road.After she gave me some direction,I took the way she gave me and I found the street that I was looking for and the place where my meeting was going to be.
When I walked into the church,the minister greeted me and I apologized for being a few minutes late due to me getting lost.We talked for almost and hour and it was a very pleasant conversation.He simply advised me to find a church that teaches the bible on a regular basis but also,try to find one that believes in doing the right thing and refuse to compromise due to law.I said that I would try and do that and that I would let him know when I do.He walked me out and I drove away heading for home.
On the way home,I made a couple of stops.Firstly,I stopped at my mechanic's garage to clean out my old car of some cans and bottles that had accumulated in the trunk.I bagged them in a garbage bag and put them in the back seat of my 4X4 before heading off to a local supermarket to return some beer bottles and some cans for the little bit of money that they would give me.I headed straight home after that and I am staying here for the rest of the day.
When I got home,I watched another After School Special from the DVD set that I bought and I laid down for a short while before I had dinner.
After eating,I decided to do some last minute personal PC work and to browse some internet pages.Overall,a pretty good day.
Regarding my SSA struggles,I had no problems whatsoever.I had no cravings nor images creeping up on me.The meeting with the minister really helped me to forget about anything sexual.Plus,all the concentration that I had to do regarding the road also helped.I feel pretty good as a result of this and the day turned out to be pretty wonderful.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the shift goes well.I also have an appointment with a new sexual abuse support counselor and I am hoping that this first session will go well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.
The work day went smoothly.I simply did what I had to do in the time allotted.It wasn't quite a bit to do.After finishing,I simply bagged what was clean and I dropped it off at the rehab center.I headed for home.
On the way home,I stopped at a local Dollar General store to buy a box of garbage bags and some baby wipes.I headed straight home after paying for them.
When I got home,I relaxed and watched an episode of my new DVD set of After School Specials and it was a treat to watch it.I got this on Monday and I watched one that day that I had missed when I was younger.It was also a treat to watch that one as well.After watching that,I registered a couple of bills at the Where's George site.I then proceeded to go out and get dinner for me and my mom.
I bought a $4.00 sandwich at Quizno's shop and it was delicious.I also had them slice the sandwich in half so me and my mom could eat it.Again,the sandwich was delicious and my mom and I enjoyed it.
After eating,I finished my personal PC work.It was quite a lot but I got it done.I also visited a few other webpages and checked my Yahoo Messenger to see if I had any offline messages and to add a few contacts to my Yahoo messengers list.I didn't stay on messenger for too long as I signed out and closed the messenger.I will be checking it again before I shut down to see if there has been any changes.Overall,a pretty good day.
Regarding my SSA struggles,I had no problems.I had no images nor cravings creeping up on me.Plus,I had no desire to act out.That actually makes me feel pretty good.I am hoping that I can get through tomorrow unscathed.
Tomorrow is simply a pick-up day.I am hoping that the pick up goes well.I also have an appointment to meet with a minister tomorrow afternoon and I am hoping that the meeting goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.
Today was my day off.I did have a few errands that I needed to run.Firstly,I went to my mechanic's garage so he could check my horn out and see why it was giving out on me.He simply did some cleaning of some dirt on the connectors and after that,the horn worked better than ever.I went straight home after that and got back into bed,where I slept for a little over an hour.
After getting back up,I did my personal PC work and had a light lunch.I also managed to bring my mail in and I got the DVD set that I was waiting on.I then proceeded to continue on with my day.
I went to the post office to mail out a couple of bills that I needed to pay and I also went after picking up my mom's prescription refill.I then went to a mom's friends house to pick up something that she had for her.Lastly,I went to a local supermarket to pick up a bag of bagels.I headed straight home after that and waited for dinner to get done.
After eating,I decided to do some more last minute personal PC work.In between all the errands,I managed to withdraw some money for my mom and I registered all the bills at the Where's George site.Overall,a pretty good day.
Regarding my SSA struggles,I had no problems.There were no images nor cravings.I guess that keeping myself busy was what kept my mind off of sex with men and sex in general.I feel pretty good because of it.I hope that I can get through tomorrow unscathed.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the day goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Happy Mother's Day to all the mothers of the world.
Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty good day today despite a shaky start.
When I got out of bed,I had a light breakfast and I did my personal PC work.It was quite a lot and I did have a few issues with the browser that I was using.But again,I managed to get everything done and I proceeded to get on with the day.
I really didn't have too much to do.After I gave my mom her Mother's Day gift,which was the CD that I made for her,I cleaned up,got dressed and went out for a while.My eldest sister was in town visiting with mom and I felt that I should leave them alone for a while.
Firstly,I got some gas at a local gas station and I went to a nearby shopping mall.When I got there,I had a slice of pizza as a late lunch and I headed back home after I was done eating.
When I did get home,my eldest sister was still talking with mom and I chose to browse the internet for a while.I would eventually take my eldest sister to my other sister's house when she felt a little tired.
After getting home,I ate a late dinner and after eating,I chose to do some last minute personal PC work.I also did some browsing and visited a few pages on Wikipedia and Muppet Wiki.Overall,a pretty good day.
Last night,my night of entertaining the crowd went great.There were quite a few guys there who were having a bachelor party downstairs in the place's basement and they decided to come up and watch the entertainment upstairs once their party ended.It was great to have all of these guys there and I did get some really loud positive responses from them as one by one,most of them left for home.Still,it was a great night and I had a good time.I am looking forward to next week.
Regarding my SSA struggles,I had an episode where I wound up masturbating.Images of men with erections crept up into my mentality while I was still in bed sleeping and as stated,I masturbated.I did feel miserable after that but after cleaning up all the seminal residue,I asked the creator to forgive me.I felt better after that.I guess that I need to learn to make alternate decisions before acting out.I have been doing so good but I wound up falling short.There is a new week ahead and I am hoping that I can get through the week unscathed.
I am thinking of going out and having a drink with the guys over at the bar tonight.I am hoping for some good conversations with them.
Tomorrow is my day off.I am hoping that the day goes well.I do have an appointment with my mechanic tomorrow so he can check out my horn mechanism to see why it has been giving out on me a lot lately.I hope that the problem is not very serious.
That was my weekend and my hopes for the start of the new week ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.
Today was a pretty busy day.After I woke up,I ate and I did my personal PC work.It was quite a lot and I was glad to have gotten it done.After doing that,I started to get on with my day.
I ran a whole bunch of errands today.Firstly,I went and had my hair cut and I had a light lunch at a nearby supermarket.I also went to the local Wal-Mart and bought some new razor blades.Last but not least,I stopped at a local supermarket to buy a few things that my mom needed.I headed for home after that.
When I got home,I unloaded the groceries and I bathed while mom prepared dinner.After the bath,I registered a couple of bills that I got in change after I had my hair cut.After doing a little bit of some personal stuff,I ate dinner.
After eating,I decided to do some last minute personal PC work before shutting the computer down.
I am going to be singing up a storm tonight.I am looking forward to entertaining the crowd as I always do every weekend.I am hoping that the evening goes well for me.I rarely have any bad nights but I always hope that things go well.It is a habit of mine.I do have the feeling that things will work out for me.Still,I hope.
Regarding my SSA struggles,I had no problems.I had no images creeping up on me nor did I have any cravings to act out.I am feeling pretty good as a result.I am just hoping that I can get through the rest of the weekend unscathed.
As for tomorrow,I have no plans but whatever I do,I hope that it gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the rest of the weekend.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.
The work shift went smoothly.I had only a small amount of laundry during the pick-up phase but it was better than nothing.I had lunch before starting my job.I had only a couple of small loads to do and it didn't take too much of my time.After I was done.I simply dropped the clean laundry off and headed for home.
I went home before going to the bank because I needed to charge my cell phone.It was beeping repeatedly because the battery was low and it was driving me crazy.After plugging in my phone,I headed for the bank.
After cashing my check,I headed straight home but I went back out again after dropping off my money because my mom needed tartar sauce.I went back out to get it.
When I got home,I ate a light dinner and I made a CD set for my mom for Mother's Day.I am hoping that my mom enjoys this CD set of songs that I made for her.I will be giving it to her on Sunday.Again,I am hoping that she enjoys it.
I also ran one more errand tonight.I ran out to the local Wal-Mart to purchase a few things that I needed for myself.I also had no problems finding the stuff that I needed.Overall,a pretty good day.
I am just glad that the weekend is here.I am looking forward to singing tomorrow night and I am hoping that the evening goes well for me.I haven't made any plans on what I will do the rest of the weekend but whatever I do,I hope that it gives me positive benefits.
Regarding my SSA struggles,I had no problems.I had no cravings nor did any images creep up into my mentality.Plus,I haven't watched any pornography nor have I visited any pornographic websites in over two months.I am feeling pretty good as a result.I am hoping that I can get through the weekend unscathed.
That was my day today and my hopes for the start of the weekend ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling alright.I had a pretty good day today.
The work shift went smoothly.The only drawback was that there was no laundry for me to pick up.Fortunately,there was some stuff for me to do at the work site and it wasn't a total loss.I simply did what I had to do job wise and everything worked out.After dropping off the clean laundry at the rehab center,I headed for home.
On the way home,I made a couple of stops.I firstly stopped at a gas station to get some gas and I made a stop at a Dollar Tree store to buy a few things that my mom needed and after paying for those,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I laid down for a little over an hour because I was feeling tired after my work day.I slept for a while before finishing my personal PC work.
After eating a light dinner,I read from a local newspaper that I bought at the Dollar Tree store while listening to some music.They were a couple of records that I had bought off of an Ebay seller.
The day started pretty dismal but later wound up nice.For much of the morning,the weather was wet and foggy.It turned sunny after a while but was still pretty cool.Overall,a pretty good work day.
Regarding my SSA struggles,I had no problems.I had no images creeping up into my mind nor did I have any cravings.I am hoping that I can get through tomorrow unscathed.
Tomorrow is another work day.I am hoping that the shift goes well.After that,it's the weekend.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty good day today.
The laundry pick-up went smoothly despite a minor setback.After I arrived at the work site,I had lunch before sorting out the laundry.There were only a couple of semi-heaping full bags and I had plenty of time before sorting them.After eating,I did what I had to do and I headed for home.
On the way home,I made a couple of stops.I first mailed out some cards for my mom and I stopped at a local Dollar General to pick up a few things that my mom needed.After paying for the items,I stopped at a local Salvation Army thrift shop to look around but couldn't find anything that I wanted.I headed straight home after that.
When I got home,I decided to lay down for a while and was hoping to rest for an hour but was interrupted by a phone call.The phone call was from a new sexual abuse support counselor that I will be having sessions with.She called to reschedule because something had come up for this coming Monday and she needed to give me a new date.After I jotted down the new appointment date,I hung up and sat down for a while.
After eating a light dinner,I decided to run one last errand for my mom today.I had forgotten to pick up a roll of paper towels for my mom and I went out to buy the roll.My mom said that it could have waited until tomorrow,but I wanted to get it done tonight so they would be in the house.
When I got home,I did some last minute personal PC work.Overall,a pretty good day.
Regarding my SSA struggles,I had no problems today.There were no images or cravings creeping up on me.I hope that I can get through tomorrow unscathed.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the shift goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty good day today.
The work day went smoothly despite a shaky start with the laundry pick-up.After the pick-up,I went to the work site to sort the laundry out and start a couple of loads.After doing that,I hung out at the social club for a while and had a pretty good conversation with one of the guys there.
After the social club,I concentrated on my job and getting it done.I only went back to the social club just to have lunch and after that,I finished the work that I needed to finish and dropped the clean laundry off at the rehab center.I headed for home after that.
On the way home,I made some stops along the way.Firstly,I dropped off a couple of newspapers at a couple of friends houses and I picked up my mom's prescription at the drug store while also picking up some cookies.The last things that I did was that I went to get some gas and I also picked up a gallon of milk.I headed straight home after that and that is where I am for the night.
I relaxed for a bit at home while waiting for dinner to get done.I napped on my bed for about an hour after taking a prescription cough pill.I felt better after my nap and I had dinner shortly after getting up.I also received a phone call from a minister that I was waiting to hear from.We have an appointment set up in a week.
After eating,I finished my personal PC work and despite a couple of issues with the internet browser that I was using,I managed to get it done.Overall,a pretty good day.
Regarding my SSA struggles,I had no problems.I had no images nor cravings to act out in any way,shape or form.Nothing to complain or gripe about.
Tomorrow is simply a pick-up day.I am hoping that the pick-up goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty busy day today.
Firstly,when I woke up,I ate and I started to get on with my day.I had a lot to do and I wanted to start getting everything that I needed to do.
I did briefly check my e-mail and I deleted some very unimportant things and after closing off the internet,I cleaned up and got dresses and started to do the things that I needed to do.
Firstly,I went shopping to pick up several things for dinner and several Mother's Day cards that my mom had asked me to get.After getting all of these things,I headed for my appointment.
When I got to the office,I learned that my appointment was canceled.This really came as a surprise to me.I was hoping to meet with the counselor but the meeting was canceled.The counselor later apologized for not letting me know of the changes ahead of time and I got a new appointment with a new counselor and I left the office.
After having a light but late lunch,I went to a nearby post office to buy some stamps to mail out some letters that my mom had asked me to mail and I also mailed out my monthly credit card payment by 3 day Priority Mail so it will get there by the date due.After doing that,I visited with someone that I knew for a while before heading for home.
After I got home,I started to do my personal PC work as I awaited dinner too be ready.I had to do it in two separate intervals today.It was quite a lot.When I did bring in the mail,I received some records that I bought off an Ebay seller.I am still awaiting two more that I bought off of the same seller.I even tried them out on my record player and they play great.
After eating dinner,I finished my personal PC work and I also browsed for a while online.Overall,a pretty busy day.
Regarding my SSA struggles,I had no problems today.I had no images nor cravings creeping up on me.I guess that keeping myself busy with everything that I had to do was what kept my mind off of sex with other men.I am hoping that I can get through tomorrow unscathed.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the day goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ