Tonight,I am still feeling down.I had a pretty fair day today.
Today was the start of the weekend.I slept in for much of the morning because I really didn't have to get up.I also had really nothing to do.When I did get out of bed,I ate a quick breakfast and I had a couple cups of coffee.I also relaxed and fell asleep in a chair because I was still feeling tired.
I did my personal PC work when the afternoon came.It wasn't an awful lot and I got it done in nearly 1/2 an hour.I also managed to register several more bills at the Where's George site.These were the bills that I withdrew for my mom yesterday from the bank and I wanted to make sure that they were on the site.They are on the site right now and and I am glad.
I ran a couple of errands for my mom.I had to pick up a few things for her.I also checked out a new store that had just opened up in teh area where I had to go.The store is very nice and I am hoping to one day purchase some stuff in that store.Today,I just wanted to check that store and see how it is.After doing all of these things,I headed straight home and that is where I am going to stay.
When I got home,I bathed for a while before I sat down to eat.I just wanted to make sure that I was cleaned up.
After eating,I registered a few more bills at the Where's George site and I also checked and read some e-mail.Overall,a pretty fair day.
I am still feeling some depression.I have been feeling funky for most of the day.Though I try to keep myself busy and fill my time in as much as I can,I just can't seem to shake this depressive funk loose.I have also been taking my medication and it hasn't really kicked in yet.I am hoping to be out of this funk soon.I need some support in hopes that I get out.Any prayers or advice would be greatly appreciated.Thanks.
The only good thing is that the depression has had no impact on my SSA struggles.
As for tomorrow,I have made no plans but whatever I do,I hope that it gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the rest of the weekend ahead.FJ
Saturday, September 05, 2009
Friday, September 04, 2009
Tonight,I am still feeling down.I had a pretty fair day today.
The work shift went smoothly.I simply did what I had to do in the allotted time and when I was finished,I dropped off the clean laundry at the rehab center.During the time that I did my job,I hung out at the social club for a while to just be around people.I headed straight home after I dropped off the clean laundry.
When I got home,I dropped off some stuff before heading back out again.I headed back out to cash my paycheck and to withdraw some money for my mom.I also went to a local supermarket to buy something for myself.I headed straight home after that.
When I got back home,I watched some TV for a while and I also turned on my computer to warm it up so I could use it after I ate.I simply watched the early portion of the evening news for a bit while waiting for dinner to get done.
After eating,I watched a little bit more of the evening news and I also registered some of the bills at the Where's George site.I also managed to hit a couple of bills that were already registered on the site.I also did some more personal PC work while I was online and I did some internet browsing.I also ran an errand for my mom by going to a local drug store.When I was done doing that,I called the Drop-In Center and I had a talk with the lady that was there and that conversation went great.I will be calling them again tomorrow.
I am still feeling depression.I was in a depressive funk for most of the day.I have been having this funk for quite some time.I feel funky for the vast majority of the day but when the evening comes,it levels off a little.This is weird.I am hoping that the medication starts kicking in soon so I will feel better and I don't feel funky anymore.I am already getting sick of being in this funk.I am hoping to start feeling better soon.
Regarding my SSA struggles,I can safely say that this depression has had no impact on my struggles with SSA.
Tomorrow is the start of the weekend.I am hoping that the weekend will go well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the weekend ahead.FJ
The work shift went smoothly.I simply did what I had to do in the allotted time and when I was finished,I dropped off the clean laundry at the rehab center.During the time that I did my job,I hung out at the social club for a while to just be around people.I headed straight home after I dropped off the clean laundry.
When I got home,I dropped off some stuff before heading back out again.I headed back out to cash my paycheck and to withdraw some money for my mom.I also went to a local supermarket to buy something for myself.I headed straight home after that.
When I got back home,I watched some TV for a while and I also turned on my computer to warm it up so I could use it after I ate.I simply watched the early portion of the evening news for a bit while waiting for dinner to get done.
After eating,I watched a little bit more of the evening news and I also registered some of the bills at the Where's George site.I also managed to hit a couple of bills that were already registered on the site.I also did some more personal PC work while I was online and I did some internet browsing.I also ran an errand for my mom by going to a local drug store.When I was done doing that,I called the Drop-In Center and I had a talk with the lady that was there and that conversation went great.I will be calling them again tomorrow.
I am still feeling depression.I was in a depressive funk for most of the day.I have been having this funk for quite some time.I feel funky for the vast majority of the day but when the evening comes,it levels off a little.This is weird.I am hoping that the medication starts kicking in soon so I will feel better and I don't feel funky anymore.I am already getting sick of being in this funk.I am hoping to start feeling better soon.
Regarding my SSA struggles,I can safely say that this depression has had no impact on my struggles with SSA.
Tomorrow is the start of the weekend.I am hoping that the weekend will go well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the weekend ahead.FJ
Thursday, September 03, 2009
Tonight,I am feeling a little down.I had a pretty fair day today.
The work shift went smoothly.I simply did what I had to do in the allotted time and when I was finished,I bagged everything that was clean and I dropped it off at the rehab center.I headed for home.
On the way home,I stopped at a local Dollar General store to buy something that my mom needed.After paying for the item,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I simply laid down to try to take a nap because I was feeling a little sleepy.I slept for a little over 1/2 an hour.When I woke up,I watched a little bit of TV and I did some more personal PC work.I did some during the work day when I was on break and I decided to do some more at home after my day.I also watched the early portion of the evening news.
After eating,I watched the rest of the evening news for a while and I also did some more internet browsing.I also had another talk with the Drop-In Center and that conversation went well.I will be calling tomorrow.
The depression that I felt today was the main reason why the day was fair.Though the day went well,the depression that I felt made it harder.I was feeling funky for much of the day and though I have been taking my medication as directed and trying to get on with my life as usual,I am still feeling depressed throughout the day.Normally,it levels off in teh evening,but tonight,I am still feeling down.I want to feel better and I want to put an end to these funks that I have been feeling.I am hoping that I am out of this funk soon.
I am not having any issues regarding my SSA struggles.So far,the depression has had no impact on them.
Tomorrow is another work day.I am hoping that the shift goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
The work shift went smoothly.I simply did what I had to do in the allotted time and when I was finished,I bagged everything that was clean and I dropped it off at the rehab center.I headed for home.
On the way home,I stopped at a local Dollar General store to buy something that my mom needed.After paying for the item,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I simply laid down to try to take a nap because I was feeling a little sleepy.I slept for a little over 1/2 an hour.When I woke up,I watched a little bit of TV and I did some more personal PC work.I did some during the work day when I was on break and I decided to do some more at home after my day.I also watched the early portion of the evening news.
After eating,I watched the rest of the evening news for a while and I also did some more internet browsing.I also had another talk with the Drop-In Center and that conversation went well.I will be calling tomorrow.
The depression that I felt today was the main reason why the day was fair.Though the day went well,the depression that I felt made it harder.I was feeling funky for much of the day and though I have been taking my medication as directed and trying to get on with my life as usual,I am still feeling depressed throughout the day.Normally,it levels off in teh evening,but tonight,I am still feeling down.I want to feel better and I want to put an end to these funks that I have been feeling.I am hoping that I am out of this funk soon.
I am not having any issues regarding my SSA struggles.So far,the depression has had no impact on them.
Tomorrow is another work day.I am hoping that the shift goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
Wednesday, September 02, 2009
Tonight,I am feeling okay,although I am still feeling depression.I had a pretty fair day today.
The laundry pick-up went smoothly with no messes to clean up.I simply picked up the laundry and I dropped it off at the work site.When I arrived there,I sorted the laundry out and I had my lunch.After eating my lunch,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I watched a little bit of TV and I had a 1/2 hour nap on the sofa.I also watched a little bit more TV and I also ran an errand for my mom.I had to pick up something from a friend of my mom's house and after I was finished doing that,I went to a local supermarket to turn in some bottles and cans that had accumulated in the back seat of my vehicle over a period of time.I also wanted to make sure that there was room in the back seat so when grocery shopping happens,there is enough room in the back seat to put the groceries in there.I also went to a gas station to get a little bit of gas in my tank.I headed straight home after that.
When I got home,I watched a little bit of the evening news for a while and I also ate a light dinner while watching a little bit more of the evening news.After dinner,I did some more personal PC work and even had the opportunity to try out a new online game.
I am still feeling some depression.I was in a funk for much of the day.I don't know how I am going to go about getting out of this.I have been taking my medication and I have been trying to surround myself with others,including going to work.But it is not working.I want to get out of this funk and I am sick of feeling the way that I am feeling.I am hoping to get out of this funk soon.
As usual,my SSA struggles are not impacted by this depression that I am feeling.I am having no temptations to watch any pornography.I am hoping to get through tomorrow unscathed.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the shift goes smoothly.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
The laundry pick-up went smoothly with no messes to clean up.I simply picked up the laundry and I dropped it off at the work site.When I arrived there,I sorted the laundry out and I had my lunch.After eating my lunch,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I watched a little bit of TV and I had a 1/2 hour nap on the sofa.I also watched a little bit more TV and I also ran an errand for my mom.I had to pick up something from a friend of my mom's house and after I was finished doing that,I went to a local supermarket to turn in some bottles and cans that had accumulated in the back seat of my vehicle over a period of time.I also wanted to make sure that there was room in the back seat so when grocery shopping happens,there is enough room in the back seat to put the groceries in there.I also went to a gas station to get a little bit of gas in my tank.I headed straight home after that.
When I got home,I watched a little bit of the evening news for a while and I also ate a light dinner while watching a little bit more of the evening news.After dinner,I did some more personal PC work and even had the opportunity to try out a new online game.
I am still feeling some depression.I was in a funk for much of the day.I don't know how I am going to go about getting out of this.I have been taking my medication and I have been trying to surround myself with others,including going to work.But it is not working.I want to get out of this funk and I am sick of feeling the way that I am feeling.I am hoping to get out of this funk soon.
As usual,my SSA struggles are not impacted by this depression that I am feeling.I am having no temptations to watch any pornography.I am hoping to get through tomorrow unscathed.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the shift goes smoothly.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
Tuesday, September 01, 2009
Tonight,I am feeling okay,but I am still feeling some depression.I had a pretty good day today.
The work day went smoothly.I also had a lot of laundry today to pick up.The pick-up also went smoothly with no messes to clean up.After I arrived at the work site to sort out the laundry and start a load,I hung out at the social club for a while.
After lunch,I decided to concentrate more on my job and hopefully,to get a lot more done.After I was finished,I bagged everything that was clean and dropped it off at the rehab center.I headed for home.
On The way home,I dropped off a couple of newspapers at a couple of houses and I headed straight home after that.
When I got home,I tried to relax and take a nap.All I got was a 1/2 hour lay down.I also read from a newspaper that I bought home.I also watched the early portion of the evening news.I also watched the later portion whiel eating a late dinner.
After eating,I decided to do some last minute personal PC work,which included some internet browsing.I also had a few small talks with the Drop-In Center throughout the evening.I had to make a few separate call intervals because they were really busy tonight and I couldn't get an awful lot in tonight while talking to them.But I managed to get a combined total of 15-20 minutes in and that was better than nothing.
The depression that I continue to feel is still with me.I felt funky for much of the day and I was really feeling sleepy as a result.I almost fell asleep on the job today.I was also feeling really downcasted.The people around me have said that I have made some progress but I am still feeling funky.I don't know why I am feeling this way.I want to feel better and I want to get over the funky feeling that I am currently feeling.I am hoping that the medications that I am currently taking will kick in real soon so I will start feeling better.I am getting sick of feeling the way that I am feeling.
Regarding my SSA struggles,the depression that I am feeling has had no impact on my struggles with SSA.I am also not having any temptations to act out,which includes watching pornography.I am hoping to get through tomorrrow unscathed.
Tomorrow is simply a pick-up day.I am hoping that the pick-up goes smoothly.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
The work day went smoothly.I also had a lot of laundry today to pick up.The pick-up also went smoothly with no messes to clean up.After I arrived at the work site to sort out the laundry and start a load,I hung out at the social club for a while.
After lunch,I decided to concentrate more on my job and hopefully,to get a lot more done.After I was finished,I bagged everything that was clean and dropped it off at the rehab center.I headed for home.
On The way home,I dropped off a couple of newspapers at a couple of houses and I headed straight home after that.
When I got home,I tried to relax and take a nap.All I got was a 1/2 hour lay down.I also read from a newspaper that I bought home.I also watched the early portion of the evening news.I also watched the later portion whiel eating a late dinner.
After eating,I decided to do some last minute personal PC work,which included some internet browsing.I also had a few small talks with the Drop-In Center throughout the evening.I had to make a few separate call intervals because they were really busy tonight and I couldn't get an awful lot in tonight while talking to them.But I managed to get a combined total of 15-20 minutes in and that was better than nothing.
The depression that I continue to feel is still with me.I felt funky for much of the day and I was really feeling sleepy as a result.I almost fell asleep on the job today.I was also feeling really downcasted.The people around me have said that I have made some progress but I am still feeling funky.I don't know why I am feeling this way.I want to feel better and I want to get over the funky feeling that I am currently feeling.I am hoping that the medications that I am currently taking will kick in real soon so I will start feeling better.I am getting sick of feeling the way that I am feeling.
Regarding my SSA struggles,the depression that I am feeling has had no impact on my struggles with SSA.I am also not having any temptations to act out,which includes watching pornography.I am hoping to get through tomorrrow unscathed.
Tomorrow is simply a pick-up day.I am hoping that the pick-up goes smoothly.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
Monday, August 31, 2009
Tonight,I am feeling a little bit better,though I am still feeling some depression.I had a pretty fair day today.
Today was my day off.I still had something that I had to do.I ate breakfast when I first woke up and I got ready for my appointment with the nurse practitioner over at the local hospital.I had plenty of time so I ran a few errands that I needed to run before I headed over to the hospital.I had to buy a few things that my mom needed at a local Dollar General store and I also went to a local pharmacy to pick up a prescription that I had refilled a few days ago.I just wanted to get these things done beforehand so they would be in the house and I could get on with my day.
After dropping all of these things off,I headed over to the hospital for my appointment with the nurse practitioner.
On the way,I stopped over at work to drop off something that I forgot to give back when I used it.It was a key that I put in my pants pocket and forgot was in there until yesterday.I dropped it off and I headed over to the local hospital.
The session with the nurse practitioner went well.She increased the dosage of my medication and I even got a new prescrition for another.After the session,I headed for home.
On the way home,I stopped at a local restaurant to have a light lunch and I also paid a visit to a "Buy Here Pay Here" car dealership.I didn't go there to buy a car.I haven't got any good money at the moment to even contemplate that.I just went there to look around and they did have some good stuff on the lot.After talking with some of the men that were there,I got back in my vehicle and I headed straight home.
When I got home,I relaxed and watched some TV and I did my personal PC work.It was quite a lot and I got it done within an hour.
After eating,I watched the evening news for a while and I also did some more personal PC work.I also dropped off some new prescriptions over at the local pharmacy,which I will have filled when I need them.I also had a talk with the Drop-In Center and the conversation went well.I will be calling them tomorrow.Overall,a pretty fair day.
I am still feeling depressed.I have been feeling funky throughout the day for quite some time but when the evening comes,it levels off.I am hoping to start feeling like myself again very soon because I am getting sick of this depressive stuff that I have been going through.Again,I am hoping that I am out of this funk very soon.
Regarding my SSA struggles,I am having no problems with that.I am also not having the temptation to watch any pornography at the moment.I am hoping to get through tomorrow unscathed.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the day goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
Today was my day off.I still had something that I had to do.I ate breakfast when I first woke up and I got ready for my appointment with the nurse practitioner over at the local hospital.I had plenty of time so I ran a few errands that I needed to run before I headed over to the hospital.I had to buy a few things that my mom needed at a local Dollar General store and I also went to a local pharmacy to pick up a prescription that I had refilled a few days ago.I just wanted to get these things done beforehand so they would be in the house and I could get on with my day.
After dropping all of these things off,I headed over to the hospital for my appointment with the nurse practitioner.
On the way,I stopped over at work to drop off something that I forgot to give back when I used it.It was a key that I put in my pants pocket and forgot was in there until yesterday.I dropped it off and I headed over to the local hospital.
The session with the nurse practitioner went well.She increased the dosage of my medication and I even got a new prescrition for another.After the session,I headed for home.
On the way home,I stopped at a local restaurant to have a light lunch and I also paid a visit to a "Buy Here Pay Here" car dealership.I didn't go there to buy a car.I haven't got any good money at the moment to even contemplate that.I just went there to look around and they did have some good stuff on the lot.After talking with some of the men that were there,I got back in my vehicle and I headed straight home.
When I got home,I relaxed and watched some TV and I did my personal PC work.It was quite a lot and I got it done within an hour.
After eating,I watched the evening news for a while and I also did some more personal PC work.I also dropped off some new prescriptions over at the local pharmacy,which I will have filled when I need them.I also had a talk with the Drop-In Center and the conversation went well.I will be calling them tomorrow.Overall,a pretty fair day.
I am still feeling depressed.I have been feeling funky throughout the day for quite some time but when the evening comes,it levels off.I am hoping to start feeling like myself again very soon because I am getting sick of this depressive stuff that I have been going through.Again,I am hoping that I am out of this funk very soon.
Regarding my SSA struggles,I am having no problems with that.I am also not having the temptation to watch any pornography at the moment.I am hoping to get through tomorrow unscathed.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the day goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
Sunday, August 30, 2009
Tonight,I am feeling okay but a little down.I had a pretty fair day today.
I woke up out of a deep sleep by something that I can't remember.I don't know if it was a bad dream or by something that only I heard.But I got up out of bed and I watched a little bit of TV to help me get a little sleepy,which worked.I turned the TV off and I went right back to bed and slept for a little over 2 hours.
When I got out of bed for the day,I ate a quick breakfast and had a couple cups of coffee.I also remembered to take my morning medication and I did feel a little bit better.I also did my personal PC work and that only took me 1/2 an hour.I also did some browsing whiile I was online and that helped kill some time.After that,I proceeded to get on with my day.
In the early afternoon,I decided to finally get around to doing my laundry.I have been wanting to get around to doing that for the past few days and I finally got it done.The best thing about that was that the laundromat wasn't too crowded.There were only a few people there.It was also an unexpected surprise.I also had a light lunch while I was out.After the laundry was done,including me folding everything,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I put the laundry away and I relaxed a bit while watching TV.There really wasn't too much on but I did manage to watch a cartoon show.After that,I shut the TV off and just took it easy.
After eating,I watched the evening news for a while and I also did some more personal PC work.I even managed to have a talk with the Drop-In Center tonight and conversation went well.I will be calling again tomorrow night.
Throughout the day,I was still feeling down.The depression that I am currently going through is really taking a toll.I feel depressed and funky for most of the day but by the evening,it levels off.I know that I have been talking about this for quite some time.But the reason why I do is because I feel the more that I talk about it,the better I will feel.But it hasn't been working.I am still feeling down and funky and I really want to start feeling better.I have been taking my medication and while that has been helping me as far as sleep goes,it hasn't really started kicking in to help ease the depressive mood.I am hoping that I can get out of this funk very soon and I am also hoping that the medication starts kicking in soon enough.Because I am at the point where I am sick of being of being in this funk.I am hoping that there is something out there that will help me get over this.
Regarding my SSA struggles,I am not experiencing any issues nor problems.I am also not having the temptation to watch any pornography at the moment.I am hoping to get through tomorrow unscathed.
Tomorrow is my day off.I do have an appointment with the nurse practitioner tomorrow morning and I am hoping that the session goes well.I am alsp hoping to get a lot of positive advice out of this.I really need to get out of this funk.
That was my day today and my hopes for the start of the new week ahead.FJ
I woke up out of a deep sleep by something that I can't remember.I don't know if it was a bad dream or by something that only I heard.But I got up out of bed and I watched a little bit of TV to help me get a little sleepy,which worked.I turned the TV off and I went right back to bed and slept for a little over 2 hours.
When I got out of bed for the day,I ate a quick breakfast and had a couple cups of coffee.I also remembered to take my morning medication and I did feel a little bit better.I also did my personal PC work and that only took me 1/2 an hour.I also did some browsing whiile I was online and that helped kill some time.After that,I proceeded to get on with my day.
In the early afternoon,I decided to finally get around to doing my laundry.I have been wanting to get around to doing that for the past few days and I finally got it done.The best thing about that was that the laundromat wasn't too crowded.There were only a few people there.It was also an unexpected surprise.I also had a light lunch while I was out.After the laundry was done,including me folding everything,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I put the laundry away and I relaxed a bit while watching TV.There really wasn't too much on but I did manage to watch a cartoon show.After that,I shut the TV off and just took it easy.
After eating,I watched the evening news for a while and I also did some more personal PC work.I even managed to have a talk with the Drop-In Center tonight and conversation went well.I will be calling again tomorrow night.
Throughout the day,I was still feeling down.The depression that I am currently going through is really taking a toll.I feel depressed and funky for most of the day but by the evening,it levels off.I know that I have been talking about this for quite some time.But the reason why I do is because I feel the more that I talk about it,the better I will feel.But it hasn't been working.I am still feeling down and funky and I really want to start feeling better.I have been taking my medication and while that has been helping me as far as sleep goes,it hasn't really started kicking in to help ease the depressive mood.I am hoping that I can get out of this funk very soon and I am also hoping that the medication starts kicking in soon enough.Because I am at the point where I am sick of being of being in this funk.I am hoping that there is something out there that will help me get over this.
Regarding my SSA struggles,I am not experiencing any issues nor problems.I am also not having the temptation to watch any pornography at the moment.I am hoping to get through tomorrow unscathed.
Tomorrow is my day off.I do have an appointment with the nurse practitioner tomorrow morning and I am hoping that the session goes well.I am alsp hoping to get a lot of positive advice out of this.I really need to get out of this funk.
That was my day today and my hopes for the start of the new week ahead.FJ
Saturday, August 29, 2009
Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty fair day today.
Today,when I got up out of bed,I ate a quick breakfast and I did my personal PC work.It wasn't an awful lot and I got it done in under 1/2 an hour.After that,I proceeded to get on with my day.
After watching a little bit of TV,I went out to run a couple of errands.The first one was for myself and the next was for my mom.I had to get a couple of small things that were needed.The first thing that I had to get was for my vehicle and the next was something that my mom needed from a local supermarket.After getting all of these things,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I decided to take it easy for a bit and before eating,I bathed to get cleaned up.The bath was very refreshing and I was glad to take it.
After eating,I watched the evening news for a while and I did some more personal PC work.I even registered a few more bills at the Where's George site.I like to track my bills using that service and it is always fun to do.I did spend a little bit of money today and I am eagerly awaiting the e-mails to come to see where they will be next.
Though I am feeling okay,I was feeling depression yet again.I was in a funk for much of the day.This has been with me for the past several weeks and so far,the medication that I am taking hasn't really started to kick in.It has been helping me sleep and I am getting the sleep that I need but the depression that I have hasn't leveled up as far as the daytime goes.I mean,it levels up a little in the evening but I feel it mostly during the day.I am hoping to start feeling better soon.I am also hoping for a lot of support to come.I want to feel better and I want to start feeling better very soon.Again,I am hoping that I will feel better and that the medication I am taking starts to kick in very soon.
Regarding my SSA struggles,I am not having any problems.I am also not having the temptation to watch any pornography.I know that I have been saying this for a long time but the depression has had no affect on my struggles with SSA.I am now just struggling with depression and I am hoping that I don't have to struggle with this depressive funk for very long.I am already getting sick of it.Again,I am hoping to start feeling better soon where I can feel like myself again.
As for the rest of the weekend,I am planning on going to the laundromat to do my laundry.I really need to get that done.I am going to do that whether it rains or not.
That was my day today and my hopes for the rest of the weekend.FJ
Today,when I got up out of bed,I ate a quick breakfast and I did my personal PC work.It wasn't an awful lot and I got it done in under 1/2 an hour.After that,I proceeded to get on with my day.
After watching a little bit of TV,I went out to run a couple of errands.The first one was for myself and the next was for my mom.I had to get a couple of small things that were needed.The first thing that I had to get was for my vehicle and the next was something that my mom needed from a local supermarket.After getting all of these things,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I decided to take it easy for a bit and before eating,I bathed to get cleaned up.The bath was very refreshing and I was glad to take it.
After eating,I watched the evening news for a while and I did some more personal PC work.I even registered a few more bills at the Where's George site.I like to track my bills using that service and it is always fun to do.I did spend a little bit of money today and I am eagerly awaiting the e-mails to come to see where they will be next.
Though I am feeling okay,I was feeling depression yet again.I was in a funk for much of the day.This has been with me for the past several weeks and so far,the medication that I am taking hasn't really started to kick in.It has been helping me sleep and I am getting the sleep that I need but the depression that I have hasn't leveled up as far as the daytime goes.I mean,it levels up a little in the evening but I feel it mostly during the day.I am hoping to start feeling better soon.I am also hoping for a lot of support to come.I want to feel better and I want to start feeling better very soon.Again,I am hoping that I will feel better and that the medication I am taking starts to kick in very soon.
Regarding my SSA struggles,I am not having any problems.I am also not having the temptation to watch any pornography.I know that I have been saying this for a long time but the depression has had no affect on my struggles with SSA.I am now just struggling with depression and I am hoping that I don't have to struggle with this depressive funk for very long.I am already getting sick of it.Again,I am hoping to start feeling better soon where I can feel like myself again.
As for the rest of the weekend,I am planning on going to the laundromat to do my laundry.I really need to get that done.I am going to do that whether it rains or not.
That was my day today and my hopes for the rest of the weekend.FJ
Friday, August 28, 2009
Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty good day today.
The work shift went smoothly.I simply did what I had to do in the alloted time and after it was finished,I bagged everything that was clean and I dropped it off at the rehab center.I headed for home after that.
On the way home,I stopped at the bank to cash my paycheck.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I dropped off everything that I needed to drop off and my mom and I headed back out to do some grocery shopping.
The grocery shopping took only 1/2 an hour.After we paid for and bagged the groceries,we headed straight home.
After unloading my vehicle,my mom put everything away and I parked my vehicle on the street before heading back into the house to stay home for the rest of the day.I had nothing else to do.
Right after that,my mom and I had a light dinner and I watched the evening news while eating.After that,I registered all the bills that I had at the Where's George site and they are now all on there.
Though I had a good day,I was still in a depressive funk.This has been with me for quite some time.I was in the funk for most of the day but in the evening,it leveled off.This is weird.I haven't felt this way before.I have been depressed before but these spells were temporary.They simply went away after a period of time.But this time,I have been in a depresive funk for quite some time.I have been taking my medication regularly but so far,it hasn't really started to work.I am just hoping to start feeling better really soon.If anyone out there can help,please do so.I could use some emotional support right now as I am feeling really down and I would like some people out there to help any way that they can.If anyone out there can help,please do so.Thanks.
Regarding my SSA struggles,I have no problems nor issues and I am not having the temptation to watch any pornography.I am hoping to get through the weekend unscathed.
Tomorrow is the start of the weekend and I have no plans.I am probably just going to take it easy and rest up.
That was my day today and my hopes for the start of the weekend ahead.FJ
The work shift went smoothly.I simply did what I had to do in the alloted time and after it was finished,I bagged everything that was clean and I dropped it off at the rehab center.I headed for home after that.
On the way home,I stopped at the bank to cash my paycheck.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I dropped off everything that I needed to drop off and my mom and I headed back out to do some grocery shopping.
The grocery shopping took only 1/2 an hour.After we paid for and bagged the groceries,we headed straight home.
After unloading my vehicle,my mom put everything away and I parked my vehicle on the street before heading back into the house to stay home for the rest of the day.I had nothing else to do.
Right after that,my mom and I had a light dinner and I watched the evening news while eating.After that,I registered all the bills that I had at the Where's George site and they are now all on there.
Though I had a good day,I was still in a depressive funk.This has been with me for quite some time.I was in the funk for most of the day but in the evening,it leveled off.This is weird.I haven't felt this way before.I have been depressed before but these spells were temporary.They simply went away after a period of time.But this time,I have been in a depresive funk for quite some time.I have been taking my medication regularly but so far,it hasn't really started to work.I am just hoping to start feeling better really soon.If anyone out there can help,please do so.I could use some emotional support right now as I am feeling really down and I would like some people out there to help any way that they can.If anyone out there can help,please do so.Thanks.
Regarding my SSA struggles,I have no problems nor issues and I am not having the temptation to watch any pornography.I am hoping to get through the weekend unscathed.
Tomorrow is the start of the weekend and I have no plans.I am probably just going to take it easy and rest up.
That was my day today and my hopes for the start of the weekend ahead.FJ
Thursday, August 27, 2009
Tonight,I am feeling really down.I did have a pretty fair day today.
The work shift went smoothly.I simply did what I had to do in the alloted time and when I was finished,I simply bagged everything and I dropped it off at the rehab center.I headed for home.
On the way home,I went to the local hospital to pick up a few medictaion samples that I needed because I ran out of the previous ones that I had.I had to wait for about 20 minutes but I got them and I headed straight home after that.
When I got home,I got an unexpected surprise.My mom and I were planning to do some grocery shopping but my mom informed me that she changed her mind because she didn't feel like it.This really surprised me.I was hoping to get the shopping done but this unexpected turnaround really threw me.But I just brushed it off and I sat down to watch a little bit of TV.
I did some personal work on the computer for a while.It was just some e-mail work and a little bit of browsing.It did help kill some extra time that I had and after I was finished,I closed the internet off.
After eating a light dinner,I watched the evening news for a while and I did some more personal PC work.I really didn't have too much to do anyway so I browsed the internet for a while.
I have been feeling really down as of late.I felt the funk of depression for much of the day.Usually,it levels up in the early evening but tonight,I am still feeling funky.I don't know why I am feeling this way.I also don't want to feel this way anymore.I have been taking my medication for the past several weeks but so far,I haven't really felt it kick in.I am wondering how long will it take for this goldern medication to kick in.I am sick and tored of feeling this way.I want to start feeling better.If anyone out there has any advice on how I can get out,please share.Thanks.
Regarding my SSA struggles,I can say that the depression has not affected this.I am not having any problems nor issues.I am also not having the temptation to watch any pornography at the moment.I am hoping that I can get through tomorrow unscathed.
Tomorrow is another work day.I am hoping that the shift goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
The work shift went smoothly.I simply did what I had to do in the alloted time and when I was finished,I simply bagged everything and I dropped it off at the rehab center.I headed for home.
On the way home,I went to the local hospital to pick up a few medictaion samples that I needed because I ran out of the previous ones that I had.I had to wait for about 20 minutes but I got them and I headed straight home after that.
When I got home,I got an unexpected surprise.My mom and I were planning to do some grocery shopping but my mom informed me that she changed her mind because she didn't feel like it.This really surprised me.I was hoping to get the shopping done but this unexpected turnaround really threw me.But I just brushed it off and I sat down to watch a little bit of TV.
I did some personal work on the computer for a while.It was just some e-mail work and a little bit of browsing.It did help kill some extra time that I had and after I was finished,I closed the internet off.
After eating a light dinner,I watched the evening news for a while and I did some more personal PC work.I really didn't have too much to do anyway so I browsed the internet for a while.
I have been feeling really down as of late.I felt the funk of depression for much of the day.Usually,it levels up in the early evening but tonight,I am still feeling funky.I don't know why I am feeling this way.I also don't want to feel this way anymore.I have been taking my medication for the past several weeks but so far,I haven't really felt it kick in.I am wondering how long will it take for this goldern medication to kick in.I am sick and tored of feeling this way.I want to start feeling better.If anyone out there has any advice on how I can get out,please share.Thanks.
Regarding my SSA struggles,I can say that the depression has not affected this.I am not having any problems nor issues.I am also not having the temptation to watch any pornography at the moment.I am hoping that I can get through tomorrow unscathed.
Tomorrow is another work day.I am hoping that the shift goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
Wednesday, August 26, 2009
Tonight,I ma feeling okay.I had a pretty fair day today.
The laundry pick-up went smoothly.There were no messes to clean up.After dropping off the laundry and sorting it out at the work site,I had lunch and I proceeded to get on with my day.Before I left the house to do the pick-up,I did my personal PC work.
The only thing that I did do was that I did something for myself.I went to the local Wal-Mart to pick up a few things that I needed for myself.I also didn't have a problem picking them up as they were on the shelves as I needed them.After paying for them,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I sorted out the stuff that I bought.I also relaxed and watched a little bit of TV.It was the same old kids shows but it was better than nothing.I also laid down on my bed for a while because I was feeling tired and I did get a short nap in.I had really nothing else to do.
Toady,I was shocked at hearing about the death of Senator Ed Kennedy.His death,though inevitable,still came as a surprise.It is hard to believe that he is no longer with us.
After eating a light dinner,I watched the evening news for a while and I did some more personal PC work.I also had a talk with the Drop-In Center and that conversation went well.Overall,a pretty fair day.
I am still feeling some depression.I have been feeling this for quite some time.Though it has leveled off,I am still feeling the funk that I have been feeling for several weeks.I am hoping that I can get out of this.I am sick of feeling this way and I will do whatever it takes to get out.If anyone out there can give me any helpful advice,I would appreciate that.Thanks.
Regarding my SSA struggles,I am having no problems.I am also having no temptation to watch any pornography at the moment.I am hoping to get through tomorrow without any problems.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the shift goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
The laundry pick-up went smoothly.There were no messes to clean up.After dropping off the laundry and sorting it out at the work site,I had lunch and I proceeded to get on with my day.Before I left the house to do the pick-up,I did my personal PC work.
The only thing that I did do was that I did something for myself.I went to the local Wal-Mart to pick up a few things that I needed for myself.I also didn't have a problem picking them up as they were on the shelves as I needed them.After paying for them,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I sorted out the stuff that I bought.I also relaxed and watched a little bit of TV.It was the same old kids shows but it was better than nothing.I also laid down on my bed for a while because I was feeling tired and I did get a short nap in.I had really nothing else to do.
Toady,I was shocked at hearing about the death of Senator Ed Kennedy.His death,though inevitable,still came as a surprise.It is hard to believe that he is no longer with us.
After eating a light dinner,I watched the evening news for a while and I did some more personal PC work.I also had a talk with the Drop-In Center and that conversation went well.Overall,a pretty fair day.
I am still feeling some depression.I have been feeling this for quite some time.Though it has leveled off,I am still feeling the funk that I have been feeling for several weeks.I am hoping that I can get out of this.I am sick of feeling this way and I will do whatever it takes to get out.If anyone out there can give me any helpful advice,I would appreciate that.Thanks.
Regarding my SSA struggles,I am having no problems.I am also having no temptation to watch any pornography at the moment.I am hoping to get through tomorrow without any problems.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the shift goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
Tuesday, August 25, 2009
Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty good day today.
The work day went smoothly.I did what I had to do in the allotted time and I also got some hang out time at the social club.After the work day was done,I bagged the clean laundry and I dropped it off at the rehab center.I headed straight home after that.
When I got home,I dropped off some of my personal stuff and I headed back out again.I went out to run an errand for my mom.She wanted me to pick up a few things at a local supermarket.
On the way there,I stopped to get some gas and I headed straight there.
When I got there,I managed to find everything that I was looking for with no problems and not having to ask any of the store associates.After paying for the items,I headed back home.
When I got home,I helped my mom unlaod and I relaxed for a bit.But I had to head back out again to pick up a couple more things.I headed over to another local supermarket to pick up those things and when I was done,I headed back home.
When I got home,I ate a light dinner and I watched the evening news for a while.I also had a talk with the Drop-In Center again but the conversation was cut short due to an urgent call that had come in while we were talking.I will be calling back a little later to finish what I have to say.
I am still feeling some depression.I was in a funk for much of the day.I also had a spell where tears were coming from my eyes while I was watching a music video online.This is the second occurance that I had.The forst was yesterday in the therapists office when I was talking about how I was feeling and tears were coming down from my eyes.This is the worst depressive spell that I have been in and I want to get out.I have been taking my medication and while it has been helping me sleep,it really hasn't kicked in yet to help the depression.I am hoping that it kicks in soon and that I am out of this funk really soon.I really hate the way that I am feeling and I just want to be out and feel the way that I used to feel.If anyone out there has any advice on how I can handle this depression and how I can get out,please share.Any advice would be appreciated.Thanks.
Regarding my SSA struggles,I am having no problems.I am also not having the temptation to watch any pornography and that is good.I am hoping to get through tomorrow unscathed.
Tomorrow is simply a pick-up day.I am hoping that the pick-up goes smoothly.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
The work day went smoothly.I did what I had to do in the allotted time and I also got some hang out time at the social club.After the work day was done,I bagged the clean laundry and I dropped it off at the rehab center.I headed straight home after that.
When I got home,I dropped off some of my personal stuff and I headed back out again.I went out to run an errand for my mom.She wanted me to pick up a few things at a local supermarket.
On the way there,I stopped to get some gas and I headed straight there.
When I got there,I managed to find everything that I was looking for with no problems and not having to ask any of the store associates.After paying for the items,I headed back home.
When I got home,I helped my mom unlaod and I relaxed for a bit.But I had to head back out again to pick up a couple more things.I headed over to another local supermarket to pick up those things and when I was done,I headed back home.
When I got home,I ate a light dinner and I watched the evening news for a while.I also had a talk with the Drop-In Center again but the conversation was cut short due to an urgent call that had come in while we were talking.I will be calling back a little later to finish what I have to say.
I am still feeling some depression.I was in a funk for much of the day.I also had a spell where tears were coming from my eyes while I was watching a music video online.This is the second occurance that I had.The forst was yesterday in the therapists office when I was talking about how I was feeling and tears were coming down from my eyes.This is the worst depressive spell that I have been in and I want to get out.I have been taking my medication and while it has been helping me sleep,it really hasn't kicked in yet to help the depression.I am hoping that it kicks in soon and that I am out of this funk really soon.I really hate the way that I am feeling and I just want to be out and feel the way that I used to feel.If anyone out there has any advice on how I can handle this depression and how I can get out,please share.Any advice would be appreciated.Thanks.
Regarding my SSA struggles,I am having no problems.I am also not having the temptation to watch any pornography and that is good.I am hoping to get through tomorrow unscathed.
Tomorrow is simply a pick-up day.I am hoping that the pick-up goes smoothly.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
Monday, August 24, 2009
Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty fair day today.
Today was my day off.I still had something that I needed to do.Firstly,when I got up out of bed,I ate a quick breakfast and I had a couple cups of coffee.I also did my personal PC work.I did that in under 1/2 an hour.After that,I shut the computer down and I got ready for my appointment with the medication manager over at the local hospital.
The session went as well as expected.I told the medication manager exactly how I was feeling.I told her everything.Apparenntly,she told me that if my mood does not improve soon,I may have to spend a few days in the hospital's mental health ward.I told her that I hoped that it wouldn't come to that because of all my worries.But she assured me that if it should come to that,I'd have nothing to worry about.After the session,I left the hospital and I headed straight home.
When I got home,I took it easy for a while and I did some more personal work on my computer.I also registered a couple more bills at the Where's George site.I also played a few more games online and that helped ease me a little.
After eating,I watched the evening news for a while and I also did some more work on the computer.Overall,a pretty fair day.
I am still feeling depression.I have been in this funk for several weeks.I am hoping that I am out of this funk very soon.I am already sick of being in it.This is the worst that I have ever been in.As I have stated before,it is also weird in one way.I feel funky for much of the day but when the evening comes,it levels off.Again,I am hoping to be out of thsi funk very soon.
Regarding my SSA struggles,I am having no images nor cravings to engage in any sexual activity.I am also not having the tempatation to watch any pornography and that is good.I am hoping to get through tomorrow unscathed.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the day goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
Today was my day off.I still had something that I needed to do.Firstly,when I got up out of bed,I ate a quick breakfast and I had a couple cups of coffee.I also did my personal PC work.I did that in under 1/2 an hour.After that,I shut the computer down and I got ready for my appointment with the medication manager over at the local hospital.
The session went as well as expected.I told the medication manager exactly how I was feeling.I told her everything.Apparenntly,she told me that if my mood does not improve soon,I may have to spend a few days in the hospital's mental health ward.I told her that I hoped that it wouldn't come to that because of all my worries.But she assured me that if it should come to that,I'd have nothing to worry about.After the session,I left the hospital and I headed straight home.
When I got home,I took it easy for a while and I did some more personal work on my computer.I also registered a couple more bills at the Where's George site.I also played a few more games online and that helped ease me a little.
After eating,I watched the evening news for a while and I also did some more work on the computer.Overall,a pretty fair day.
I am still feeling depression.I have been in this funk for several weeks.I am hoping that I am out of this funk very soon.I am already sick of being in it.This is the worst that I have ever been in.As I have stated before,it is also weird in one way.I feel funky for much of the day but when the evening comes,it levels off.Again,I am hoping to be out of thsi funk very soon.
Regarding my SSA struggles,I am having no images nor cravings to engage in any sexual activity.I am also not having the tempatation to watch any pornography and that is good.I am hoping to get through tomorrow unscathed.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the day goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
Sunday, August 23, 2009
Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty fair day today.
Today,when I got out of bed,I ate a quick breakfast and I did my personal PC work.There wasn't an awful lot to do and I finished it in under 1/2 an hour.After doing that,I did some internet browsing,including playing some online games before closing off the internet.
The only thing that I did do today was that I ran an errand.I went to a local drug store to pick up a couple of things.I had to pick up a prescription that I had refilled and I also picked up something for my mom.After finishing that,I headed straight home.
The reason why I didn't do too much was becuase it rained for much of the day.I simply stayed home and watched some TV.I watched these shows called the GED Connection.Though I have no plans to take any scheduled GED test in the future,I still found the shows very interesting to watch.There was also nothing else on to watch so I figured to kill the time by watching this.After watching those shows,I muted the TV and did soem more work on the computer.There really wasn't an awful lot to do because of the rain.Then again,where I am living,there really an awful lot to do whether it rains or not.
After eating,I watched the evening news for a while and I did some more personal PC work.I also had a talk with the Drop-In Center for a while and that conversation went well.Overall,a pretty fair day.
I also was in a funk for much of the day.This chronic depression has really been getting me down.I have never felt the way that I am feeling right now.This is also a weird thing.I feel funky for much of the day but by the evening,it levels up a bit.I don't know how I got this but I am hoping that it ends soon.I am already sick of being in this.If anyone out there has any answers or any advice on how I can get out,please share.Thanks.
Regarding my SSA struggles,I had no problems nor issues.I am also not having the temptation to watch any pornography at the moment.I am hoping to get through tomorrow in the same manner.
Tomorrow is my day off.I am hoping that the day goes well.I do have an appointment with the medication manager over at the hospital and I am hoping that the session goes well.I am also hoping that I can get some helpful advice on how to deal with the funk that I am currently in.
That was my weekend and my hopes for the start of the new week ahead.FJ
Today,when I got out of bed,I ate a quick breakfast and I did my personal PC work.There wasn't an awful lot to do and I finished it in under 1/2 an hour.After doing that,I did some internet browsing,including playing some online games before closing off the internet.
The only thing that I did do today was that I ran an errand.I went to a local drug store to pick up a couple of things.I had to pick up a prescription that I had refilled and I also picked up something for my mom.After finishing that,I headed straight home.
The reason why I didn't do too much was becuase it rained for much of the day.I simply stayed home and watched some TV.I watched these shows called the GED Connection.Though I have no plans to take any scheduled GED test in the future,I still found the shows very interesting to watch.There was also nothing else on to watch so I figured to kill the time by watching this.After watching those shows,I muted the TV and did soem more work on the computer.There really wasn't an awful lot to do because of the rain.Then again,where I am living,there really an awful lot to do whether it rains or not.
After eating,I watched the evening news for a while and I did some more personal PC work.I also had a talk with the Drop-In Center for a while and that conversation went well.Overall,a pretty fair day.
I also was in a funk for much of the day.This chronic depression has really been getting me down.I have never felt the way that I am feeling right now.This is also a weird thing.I feel funky for much of the day but by the evening,it levels up a bit.I don't know how I got this but I am hoping that it ends soon.I am already sick of being in this.If anyone out there has any answers or any advice on how I can get out,please share.Thanks.
Regarding my SSA struggles,I had no problems nor issues.I am also not having the temptation to watch any pornography at the moment.I am hoping to get through tomorrow in the same manner.
Tomorrow is my day off.I am hoping that the day goes well.I do have an appointment with the medication manager over at the hospital and I am hoping that the session goes well.I am also hoping that I can get some helpful advice on how to deal with the funk that I am currently in.
That was my weekend and my hopes for the start of the new week ahead.FJ
Saturday, August 22, 2009
Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty good day today.
Today was the start of the weekend.It started out pretty decent.Firstly,when I awoke and climbed out of bed,I ate a quick breakfast and I had a couple of cups of coffee.I then proceeded to get on with my day.
I also decided to eat out for lunch.I went straight to the community kitchen and had a bite to eat.It was wonderful.It was a sandwich and some chips but it was still great.After eating my lunch,I left the kitchen and headed for home.I also managed to get three free cans of unsweetened applesauce while there.
On the way home,I stopped at a local supermarket to pick up a can of pizza sauce.I use the sauce for dipping when I eat pizza rolls.After paying for the sauce,I had a hot dog that they were selling for charity and I headed straight home afterwards.
When I got home,I decided to relax and take it easy for a while.I had no place to do or anything to do.So,I relaxed for much of afternoon while doing my personal PC work.I did that in under an hour.I didn't have an awful lot to do PC wise.After finishing that.I closed the internet off and took a breather from being on the computer.
After eating,I decided to do some more PC work and simply relax and take it easy.Overall,a pretty good day.
Though I am feeling okay,I am also still feeling depression.I was in a funk for much of the afternoon.It has leveled off some in the evening but I am still feeling the ill effects in a lot of other ways.I just can't seem to shake the feelings loose.I haven't been able to snap out of this funk.I am hoping to be out of it.If anyone out there has any advice,please share.I am sick of being in this funk.
Regarding my SSA struggles,I am not having any issues nor problems.I am also not having the temptation to watch any pornography at the moment and that is good.I am hoping to get through the rest of the weekend unscathed.
As for the rest of the weekend,I have made no plans.But whatever I do,I hope that it gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the rest of the weekend ahead.FJ
Today was the start of the weekend.It started out pretty decent.Firstly,when I awoke and climbed out of bed,I ate a quick breakfast and I had a couple of cups of coffee.I then proceeded to get on with my day.
I also decided to eat out for lunch.I went straight to the community kitchen and had a bite to eat.It was wonderful.It was a sandwich and some chips but it was still great.After eating my lunch,I left the kitchen and headed for home.I also managed to get three free cans of unsweetened applesauce while there.
On the way home,I stopped at a local supermarket to pick up a can of pizza sauce.I use the sauce for dipping when I eat pizza rolls.After paying for the sauce,I had a hot dog that they were selling for charity and I headed straight home afterwards.
When I got home,I decided to relax and take it easy for a while.I had no place to do or anything to do.So,I relaxed for much of afternoon while doing my personal PC work.I did that in under an hour.I didn't have an awful lot to do PC wise.After finishing that.I closed the internet off and took a breather from being on the computer.
After eating,I decided to do some more PC work and simply relax and take it easy.Overall,a pretty good day.
Though I am feeling okay,I am also still feeling depression.I was in a funk for much of the afternoon.It has leveled off some in the evening but I am still feeling the ill effects in a lot of other ways.I just can't seem to shake the feelings loose.I haven't been able to snap out of this funk.I am hoping to be out of it.If anyone out there has any advice,please share.I am sick of being in this funk.
Regarding my SSA struggles,I am not having any issues nor problems.I am also not having the temptation to watch any pornography at the moment and that is good.I am hoping to get through the rest of the weekend unscathed.
As for the rest of the weekend,I have made no plans.But whatever I do,I hope that it gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the rest of the weekend ahead.FJ
Friday, August 21, 2009
Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty fair day today.
Today,I had the day off from work because the staff were having a picnic.I simply did a laundry pick-up so the monday people would have something to do.After sorting out the laundry,I simply picked up my paycheck and left the worksite.I headed for the bank to cash my check.
When I got to the bank,I was surprised that there weren't too many people there.I was out of there within a few minutes.I headed straight home after that.
When I got home,I watched a little bit of TV and I tried to take a nap,but again,I couldn't.I even tried going out to the community kitchen to get lunch but the kitchen was closed.I simply headed for home but on the way,I grabbed a hot dog at a local 7-Eleven.
When I got home,I turned my computer on to let it worm up while I watched a little bit of TV.After that,I did my personal PC work.
Before I did my work,I registered all the bills that I had at the Where's George site.I wanted to make sure that they were all on there and after I was done,I stamped all the bills that I had and now,I am ready to pass them on.
After doing my personal PC work,I watched some classic commercials on the YouTube site and that was wonderful.I simply took it easy while on the computer and it was pretty good.
After eating,I watched the evening news for a while and I also did some more personal PC work.Overall,a pretty fair day.
I am still feeling some depression.I was feeling funky for much of the day.My funkiness got a little bit worse when I received the disappointment of the community kitchen being closed.But by evening,the depression leveled off a little.When I see my therapist on Monday,I will have to tell her about the way I am feeling and i am hoping that I can get some good advice on how I can deal with this.If anyone has any suggestions,please share.Thanks.
Regarding my SSA struggles,I had no problems nor issues.I am also not having the temptation to watch any pornography at the moment.I am hoping to get through tomorrow and the weekend unscathed.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day and weekend ahead.FJ
Today,I had the day off from work because the staff were having a picnic.I simply did a laundry pick-up so the monday people would have something to do.After sorting out the laundry,I simply picked up my paycheck and left the worksite.I headed for the bank to cash my check.
When I got to the bank,I was surprised that there weren't too many people there.I was out of there within a few minutes.I headed straight home after that.
When I got home,I watched a little bit of TV and I tried to take a nap,but again,I couldn't.I even tried going out to the community kitchen to get lunch but the kitchen was closed.I simply headed for home but on the way,I grabbed a hot dog at a local 7-Eleven.
When I got home,I turned my computer on to let it worm up while I watched a little bit of TV.After that,I did my personal PC work.
Before I did my work,I registered all the bills that I had at the Where's George site.I wanted to make sure that they were all on there and after I was done,I stamped all the bills that I had and now,I am ready to pass them on.
After doing my personal PC work,I watched some classic commercials on the YouTube site and that was wonderful.I simply took it easy while on the computer and it was pretty good.
After eating,I watched the evening news for a while and I also did some more personal PC work.Overall,a pretty fair day.
I am still feeling some depression.I was feeling funky for much of the day.My funkiness got a little bit worse when I received the disappointment of the community kitchen being closed.But by evening,the depression leveled off a little.When I see my therapist on Monday,I will have to tell her about the way I am feeling and i am hoping that I can get some good advice on how I can deal with this.If anyone has any suggestions,please share.Thanks.
Regarding my SSA struggles,I had no problems nor issues.I am also not having the temptation to watch any pornography at the moment.I am hoping to get through tomorrow and the weekend unscathed.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day and weekend ahead.FJ
Thursday, August 20, 2009
Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty good day today.
The work shift went smoothly.I simply did what I had to do in the alloted time and there were no problems getting it done.After eating my lunch,I bagged everything that was clean and I dropped it off at the rehab center.I headed straight home after that.
When I got home,I relaxed for a bit and I watched a little bit of TV.The only thing that was on were children's shows,so I watched those.Afterwards,I tried to relax on my bed and take a nap but couldn't.I simply laid down and read from a newspaper for a while.
I also did some more personal PC work after trying to nap.I had my fill of TV for a while and I felt that relaxing by the computer and doing some personal work would help ease me.I was feeling funky for much of the day and I just wanted to try and get out of the funk that I have been in for quite some time.The funny thing is that I am feeling down for much of the day but in the evening,the depression levels off.I don't know why I am feeling this way nor do I know why or how it started.But I am hoping to be out of it soon.
After eating,I watched the evening news for a while and I also did some more personal PC work,including playing some online games.Overall,a pretty good day.
Regarding my SSA struggles,I have had no problems nor issues.I am also not having the temptation to watch any pornography at the moment.I am hoping to get through tomorrow unscathed.Earlier this evening,I did have another talk with the Drop-In Center and the talk went well.I will be calling again tomorrow.
Tomorrow is a day where I have a rare afternoon off.I am hoping that with whatever I choose to do,I hope that it gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
The work shift went smoothly.I simply did what I had to do in the alloted time and there were no problems getting it done.After eating my lunch,I bagged everything that was clean and I dropped it off at the rehab center.I headed straight home after that.
When I got home,I relaxed for a bit and I watched a little bit of TV.The only thing that was on were children's shows,so I watched those.Afterwards,I tried to relax on my bed and take a nap but couldn't.I simply laid down and read from a newspaper for a while.
I also did some more personal PC work after trying to nap.I had my fill of TV for a while and I felt that relaxing by the computer and doing some personal work would help ease me.I was feeling funky for much of the day and I just wanted to try and get out of the funk that I have been in for quite some time.The funny thing is that I am feeling down for much of the day but in the evening,the depression levels off.I don't know why I am feeling this way nor do I know why or how it started.But I am hoping to be out of it soon.
After eating,I watched the evening news for a while and I also did some more personal PC work,including playing some online games.Overall,a pretty good day.
Regarding my SSA struggles,I have had no problems nor issues.I am also not having the temptation to watch any pornography at the moment.I am hoping to get through tomorrow unscathed.Earlier this evening,I did have another talk with the Drop-In Center and the talk went well.I will be calling again tomorrow.
Tomorrow is a day where I have a rare afternoon off.I am hoping that with whatever I choose to do,I hope that it gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
Wednesday, August 19, 2009
Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty good day today.
The laundry pick-up went pretty well.There were no messes to clean up and that gave me a little bit of a good feeling.I simply dropped the laundry off at the work site and after I ate lunch,I sorted the laundry out.After doing that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I took with me something that I forgot to take with me earlier when I went to do the laundry pick-up.I left the house again to go to the post office to mail out a couple of bills that needed to be paid.
On the way to the post office,I stopped at a local Dollar Tree store to pick up something for dinner tonight.After paying for the item,I headed straight for the post office.
When I got there,I bought a couple of money orders and I made out the bills.After sealing the Priority Mail envelopes and giving them to the post office clerk,I left and headed straight home.
When I got home,I laid down for a while to take it easy because I was feeling tired.I watched a little bit of TV and I tried to take a nap.I only got 10 minutes of sleep.But I did manage to get a few minutes of relaxation while I read from a newspaper that I picked up on Tuesday.
After eating,I watched the evening news for a while and I also did some more personal PC work.I also had another talk with the Drop-In Center and that conversation went well.It was only a few minutes but it was better than not talking.
I am still feeling depression.It's at it's worst during much of the day but when the evening comes,it starts to level off.I know that I have said this before quite a few times but I am always holding on to the hope that I am over this funk really soon.I hate the way that I am feeling and I want to feel better.If anyone can offer some suggestions,please do so.Thanks.
Regarding my SSA struggles,I had no problems and I am not having the temptation to watch any pornography at the moment.I am hoping to get through tomorrow unscathed.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the shift goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
The laundry pick-up went pretty well.There were no messes to clean up and that gave me a little bit of a good feeling.I simply dropped the laundry off at the work site and after I ate lunch,I sorted the laundry out.After doing that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I took with me something that I forgot to take with me earlier when I went to do the laundry pick-up.I left the house again to go to the post office to mail out a couple of bills that needed to be paid.
On the way to the post office,I stopped at a local Dollar Tree store to pick up something for dinner tonight.After paying for the item,I headed straight for the post office.
When I got there,I bought a couple of money orders and I made out the bills.After sealing the Priority Mail envelopes and giving them to the post office clerk,I left and headed straight home.
When I got home,I laid down for a while to take it easy because I was feeling tired.I watched a little bit of TV and I tried to take a nap.I only got 10 minutes of sleep.But I did manage to get a few minutes of relaxation while I read from a newspaper that I picked up on Tuesday.
After eating,I watched the evening news for a while and I also did some more personal PC work.I also had another talk with the Drop-In Center and that conversation went well.It was only a few minutes but it was better than not talking.
I am still feeling depression.It's at it's worst during much of the day but when the evening comes,it starts to level off.I know that I have said this before quite a few times but I am always holding on to the hope that I am over this funk really soon.I hate the way that I am feeling and I want to feel better.If anyone can offer some suggestions,please do so.Thanks.
Regarding my SSA struggles,I had no problems and I am not having the temptation to watch any pornography at the moment.I am hoping to get through tomorrow unscathed.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the shift goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
Tuesday, August 18, 2009
Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty good day today.
The work day went smoothly.I simply did what I had to do in the alloted time and when i was finished,I bagged everything that was clean and I dropped it off at the rehab center.In between all of that,I took part in a meeting that talked about coping skills with mental illness and I had lunch.I headed for home after that.
On the way home,I stopped at a local supermarket to pick up a few things that my mom needed and I also got some gas in my tank.I headed straight home after that.
When I got home,I was tired for my work day and I relaxed for the rest of the afternoon,which included taking a nap for about an hour.After relaxing,I did some more personal PC work and I also played another online game.I even had the chance to register a bill at the Where's George website and I am going to put that bill towards my laundry fund.
After eating,I watched the evening news for a while and I also did some more work on the computer.I simply played another game and I also played some games that I installed on my computer to play whenever I want to.Overall,a pretty good day.
Throughout the day,I was in a depressive mood.This has been with me for quite some time.Throughout the day,I am depressed.I am feeling sad and I am also sighing as the day progresses.This is always throughout the day.When the evening comes,I am still feeling the same way but it levels off a little.I am not sure why I am feeling this way nor do I know why it is happening.When I see the nurse practitioner in a couple of weeks,I am going to have to share with her how I am feeling and see what she has to say about it and what she can do to help me.I am hoping to be out of this funk very soon.
Regarding my SSA struggles,I am having no problems nor am I having any temptation to watch any pornography.I haven't had this temptation for quite a while.I am hoping to get through tomorrow unscathed.
Tomorrow is simply a pick-up day.I am hoping that the pick-up goes smoothly.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
The work day went smoothly.I simply did what I had to do in the alloted time and when i was finished,I bagged everything that was clean and I dropped it off at the rehab center.In between all of that,I took part in a meeting that talked about coping skills with mental illness and I had lunch.I headed for home after that.
On the way home,I stopped at a local supermarket to pick up a few things that my mom needed and I also got some gas in my tank.I headed straight home after that.
When I got home,I was tired for my work day and I relaxed for the rest of the afternoon,which included taking a nap for about an hour.After relaxing,I did some more personal PC work and I also played another online game.I even had the chance to register a bill at the Where's George website and I am going to put that bill towards my laundry fund.
After eating,I watched the evening news for a while and I also did some more work on the computer.I simply played another game and I also played some games that I installed on my computer to play whenever I want to.Overall,a pretty good day.
Throughout the day,I was in a depressive mood.This has been with me for quite some time.Throughout the day,I am depressed.I am feeling sad and I am also sighing as the day progresses.This is always throughout the day.When the evening comes,I am still feeling the same way but it levels off a little.I am not sure why I am feeling this way nor do I know why it is happening.When I see the nurse practitioner in a couple of weeks,I am going to have to share with her how I am feeling and see what she has to say about it and what she can do to help me.I am hoping to be out of this funk very soon.
Regarding my SSA struggles,I am having no problems nor am I having any temptation to watch any pornography.I haven't had this temptation for quite a while.I am hoping to get through tomorrow unscathed.
Tomorrow is simply a pick-up day.I am hoping that the pick-up goes smoothly.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
Monday, August 17, 2009
Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty good day today.
When I woke up this morning,I ate a quick breakfast and I watched a little bit of TV.I also went to a local laundromat to do my laundry.It was quite a lot to do.I was hoping to get the laundry done yesterday but the heat and humidity yesterday kept me home.I felt that I had to get it done because I was running low on underwear and I needed soem clean underwear to get me through the week.I was glad to have gotten it done.It was an accomplishment.
When I got home,I decided to take it easy and watch a little bit more TV and I also had some leftover pasta for lunch.I also did my personal PC work.It wasn't an awful lot so i got it done in under 1/2 an hour.I also managed to play some online games for a while and that was great.After doing all of that,I took it easy for the rest of the afternoon.Since it was my day off,I really had nothing else to do.
After eating,I watched the evening news for a while and I also did some more personal PC work.I also played a little bit more online games and that filled the time in pretty well.I also had another talk with the Drop-In Center and that conversation went pretty good.
Though I am feeling okay,I am still feeling some depression that I have been feeling for the past several weeks.I have been taking my medication and though I have been feeling a little bit better,I am still feeling depressed.I don't know how this happened nor do I know why it hit.I really want to get out of this and I am hoping to be out of it soon.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the day goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
When I woke up this morning,I ate a quick breakfast and I watched a little bit of TV.I also went to a local laundromat to do my laundry.It was quite a lot to do.I was hoping to get the laundry done yesterday but the heat and humidity yesterday kept me home.I felt that I had to get it done because I was running low on underwear and I needed soem clean underwear to get me through the week.I was glad to have gotten it done.It was an accomplishment.
When I got home,I decided to take it easy and watch a little bit more TV and I also had some leftover pasta for lunch.I also did my personal PC work.It wasn't an awful lot so i got it done in under 1/2 an hour.I also managed to play some online games for a while and that was great.After doing all of that,I took it easy for the rest of the afternoon.Since it was my day off,I really had nothing else to do.
After eating,I watched the evening news for a while and I also did some more personal PC work.I also played a little bit more online games and that filled the time in pretty well.I also had another talk with the Drop-In Center and that conversation went pretty good.
Though I am feeling okay,I am still feeling some depression that I have been feeling for the past several weeks.I have been taking my medication and though I have been feeling a little bit better,I am still feeling depressed.I don't know how this happened nor do I know why it hit.I really want to get out of this and I am hoping to be out of it soon.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the day goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
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