Tonight,I am still feeling down.I had a pretty fair day today.
I went to visit with my mom over at the rehab facility where she is staying in.I stayed for about 45 minutes and I headed for home after that.
I also ate out at a local restaurant today.I had a nice pasta lunch and it was great.I ate it at a small place where I go to once in a while to eat when I am tired of the usual.After paying for my meal,I headed over to a friends house to see where he lived.
When I got there,I stopped for about a few minutes to check his place out and to see where he lived.He invited me over to dinner tomorrow and i just wanted to see what the place looked like.After spending nearly a few minutes over there,I left and headed for home.
When I got home,I put my pajamas back on and I laid down.I actually wound up dozing off without realizing it.It happens to be the side effect of the medication that I am taking in the morning for this depression that I am currently going through.I have been going through this for quite some time and I see no sign of it letting up.I am hoping to be out of this funk real soon.
After having dinner at my sister's house,I went to a local gas station to get some gas and I headed straight home.I am staying here for the rest of the night.
As stated,I am still feeling depression.I have been feeling this way for a long time.I am doing everything in my power to try and alleviate the symptoms but I am still feeling funky.Again,I am hoping to be out of this funk real soon.
As for tomorrow,I am going over a friend's house for dinner.I am hoping that everything works out.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am still feeling down.I had a pretty fair day today.
The work shift went smoothly.I simply didi what I had to do in the allotted time and when I was finished,I simply dropped off everything at the rehab center.I headed for home after that.
On the way home,I stopped at my regular bank to cash my paycheck and after that was done,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I turned on my computer to warm it up and I called my mom to see how she was doing.She told me that she was okay and after a few minutes,I hung up.I did call her back after I had eaten dinner.
While online,I registered all the bills that I had received from cashing my paycheck at the Where's George site and they are all on the site.I also managed to do some online browsing and watched a little TV.
After eating,I watched the evening news for a while and as stated,I called my mom back.I also had a talk with the Drop-In Center and I will be calling them back in a few minutes after I am done posting on here.
I am still feeling depression.There hasn't been any improvement in my mood.I want to feel better but at the moment,I am feeling funky.I am hoping that the funkiness that I am feeling disappears soon.I am already at the point where I can't take it anymore.If anyone out there can help,please do so.Thanks.
Tomorrow is the start of the weekend.I am planning to visit with my mom tomorrow.I am hoping that the day goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am still feeling down.I had a pretty fair day today.
The work shift went smoothly.I simply did what I had to do in the allotted time and after I was finished,I simply bagged everything that was clean and I dropped it off at the rehab center.I headed straight home.
When I got home,I got the stuff that I needed ready to do my underwear.I really needed to get them done because I was running low.I left the house to go to the laundromat.
I got my laundry done in under an hour.After it was finished,I bagged it all and I drove straight home to fold it and put it away.
After doing that,I called my mom to check up on her and she told me to call her later after I had eaten,which I did.After hanging up,I laid down and fell asleep.
After getting up,I did my personal PC work and watched a little bit of TV.It was nothing special.I am still feeling the effects of not having my mom here at home while she is recouperating from what happened to her.
After eating,I watched the evening news for a while and I talked with my mom again.It was wonderful to talk to her.I am planning to visit with her on Saturday.
I am still feeling depression.I have been feeling this way for quite some time.I am hoping that I am over this depression real soon.I have been taking my medication and I have been doing everything in my power to alleviate the symptoms but I am still not where I feel that I should be.Again,I am hoping to be over this soon.
Tomorrow is another work day.I am hoping that the shift goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am still feeling down.I had a pretty fair day today.
The laundry pick-up didn't go too smoothly today.I had to pick up a mess in the laundry room at the rehab center before taking the loads to the work site.After that was finally accomplished,I had lunch and I headed straight home.
When I got home,I simply put my pajamas back on and took a nap.I was feeling tired for taking my morning medication and I felt that a nap would do me a world of good.I slept for about 2 hours and just relaxed for the rest of the afternoon.
I did make one trip out of the house.I was called out by a friend of mine to come to his place to listen to a turntable that he had just aquired and hooked up.It was really good.I stayed with him for a few minutes before heading back home.
When I got back home,I called my mom at the rehab place where she is staying and I talked with her for a few minutes.She wanted me to bring some stuff with me when I come for a visit on Saturday afternoon.I told her that I would bring the stuff and I would make sure not to forget them.After hanging up,I watched a little bit of TV and had dinner.
After eating,I watched the evening news for a while and I popped a movie in my DVD player to watch.The only problem is that watching a movie didn't make me feel any better.
I am still feeling depression.I have been feeling this way for quite some time.It has nothing to do with what happened to my mom.I have been feeling this way even before that.I have been taking my medication and I have been doing everything in my power to try and feel better but I am still not where I feel I should be.I am hoping to be out of this depression soon.I am already at the point where I can't take it anymore.
The only thing good is that I have had no SSA feelings with this depression.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the shift goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am still feeling down.I had a pretty fair day today.
The work day went smoothly.I simply did what I had to do in the time that I had and I managed to get everything that needed to get done accomplished.After I was finished,I bagged everything that was clean and I dropped it off at the rehab center.I headed for home afterwards.
On the way home,I had to stop at my regular drug store to pick up a prescription that I had filled and after doing that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I put my pajama's on and relaxed a bit.I was feeling tired and I felt that some rest would do me a world of good.I laid down and napped for nearly an hour.Before my nap,I called my mom to see how she was doing and she said that was feeling okay.
After my nap,I watched a little bit of TV and I also looked into the freezer to see what frozen TV dinner I wanted to have for tonight.After making my choice,I went back to watching TV.
After eating,I watched the evening news for a while and I also did some personal PC work.Overall,a pretty fair day.
I am still feeling depression.I have been feeling this way for a long tome and I see no sign of it ending.I would like to start feeling better and I am hoping that I start feeling better soon.I have been taking my medication and I have been doing everything in my power to alleviate the way that I have been feeling,but I am still not where I want to be.I am hoping to be out of this funk real soon.I am already at the point where I can't take it anymore.
So far,the depression has had no affect on my struggles with SSA.
Tomorrow is simply a pick-up day.I am hoping that the pick-up goes smoothly.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am still feeling down.I had a pretty fair day today.
Today was my day off.I ate a quick breakfast and I relaxed for a bit.I also heard that my mom was moved today to a rehab facility and I talked with her over the phone.I am planning to call her tomorrow and visit with her over the weekend.I will have to pay the toll to get across but I do want to see her this weekend so I am not complaining.
Today,I went and did some personal shopping.I bought some frozen TV dinners that I will be having for dinner over the course of time that my mom will be in rehab.I will be buying more next week because these are not going to last very long.I am going to be alone for quite some time and I need to be prepared.
After the shopping was done,I headed for home and I had a talk with my sister to let her know that I heard about mom and that I will be calling her everyday.After hanging up,I watched a little bit of TV and I put all the frozen stuff away in the freezer.
After eating a light dinner,I watched the evening news for a while and I also did some more online browsing.Overall,a pretty fair day.
I am still feeling depression.I have been feeling this way for a long time.I see no end in sight to this.I have been feeling funky for much of the day and I am seeing that this depression doesn't seem to want to leave.I have been taking my medication and doing everything in my power to overcome but it hasn't been doing me any good.I am hoping that I am out of this funk real soon.
The only real positive thing is that the depression has had no affect on my struggles with SSA.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the day goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am still feeling down.I had a pretty fair day today.
I woke up late today and I had a quick breakfast of a bowl of cold cereal.I also heated up a couple cups of leftover coffee.After doing that,I proceeded to go on with my day.
On the way to the hospital,I stopped at the local Wendy's to have a double stack burger as my lunch and I headed over to the hospital.
I visited with my mom at the hospital for about 90 minutes and I left because I was feeling tired and she advised me to go home and get some rest.I have been having a hard time getting to sleep since my mom got hurt.I have also been feeling alone and miserable.I am hoping that my mom gets better soon.It has only been a few days but I do miss her being here at home.
I also heard from my dad earlier this evening.This is the third time that I have heard from him since the last time that I talked with him.But it was great to have talked with hime for a while.I also had a small talk with my niece for a few minutes and she is feeling okay.
After eating,I watched a little bit of TV and I finally got around to doing my personal PC work.I have been putting it off all day today and I finally did it.It was quite a lot but I managed to get it done.
I am still feeling depression.I have been feeling this way for quite some time.I have been taking my medication and doing everything told to me by the nurse practitioner but I am still feeling funky.I am hoping to be out of this funk soon.
The only positive thing is that the depression has had no affect on my SSA struggles.
Tomorrow is my day off.I am hoping that the day goes smoothly.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am still feeling down.I had a pretty fair day today.
First off,when I woke up,I had a quick breakfast and watched a movie for a while.I also had a light lunch,which was a chicken sandwich and I got dressed to pay my mom a visit at the hospital.
I spent a few minutes with her and she told me that she was feeling miserable but hanging in there.After talking with her for the length of time that I had spent with her,I headed for home.
On the way home,I stopped at a local supermarket to pick up a few things that I wanted to buy and I also stopped at a local Dollar Tree store to buy a few more things that I needed.While at the Dollar Tree,I got a phone call from my brother in law that he was having dinner and he invited me over.I went over to his house after dropping off the stuff that I bought.
After eating with my brother in law,we watched a little bit of TV and talked for a bit.After we had the time together,I headed for home,but first,I stopped at my regular drug store to pick up a bottle of Rolaids.
When I got home,I simply turned on the computer to warm it up and while waiting for that,I watched a movie.I have now posted this and I am ready for the night.
I am still feeling depression.I have been feeling this way for quite some time.I have been doing everything in my power to overcome this but it hasn't been working.I have been taking my medication and following orders,but it always seems that I have to do more.I am hoping to be out of this funk really soon.
As for tomorrow,I have made no plans but whatever I do,I hope that it gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am still feeling down.I had a pretty fair day today.
The work shift went smoothly.I simply did what I had to do in the alloted time and when I was finished,I simply bagged everything that was clean and dropped it off at the rehab center.I headed for the hospital to pay my mom a visit.
On the way to the hospital,I stopped at my regular bank to cash my paycheck.After doing that,I headed straight for the hospital.
When I got to hospital,I spent nearly 90 minutes with her and I talked with her while she watched a little bit of TV.When my niece came up,I left for home and as I was leaving,I ran into my brother in-law who was also heading for her room.
On the way home,I stopped at Wendy's to have a bowl of chili because I was feeling hungry and I needed some food in my system before calling it a day.After I finished eating,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I watched some of the evening news and after my computer had fully warmed up,I registered all the bills at the Where's George site and I also did some online browsing.I also had a talk with the Drop-In Center tonight and that conversation went well.Overall,a pretty fair day.
I am still feeling depression.I have been feeling this for quite a long time.I was feeling funky for much of the day.It has leveled off a little but I am still feeling depressed.I am just hoping that this passes very soon.I am already at the point where I can't take it anymore.
The only positive thing is that it has had no affect on my struggles with SSA.
Tomorrow is the start of the weekend.I am hoping that it all works out.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am still feeling down.I had a pretty so-so day today.
The work shift went smoothly.I simply did what I had to do in the allotted time and when I was finished,I simply bagged everything that was clean and I dropped it off at the rehab center.I headed straight home after eating lunch.
Things didn't go too well when I got home.My mother got hurt today when she tripped over a fan that was in the living room.She was in agonizing pain when she did and I had to call my sister who lives in the area to help.We called an ambulance to take her to a hospital so she could get the treatment that she needed.I went to the hospital to check up on her and my sister and niece were there keeping her company. I am hoping that she can get into a room really soon because I do want to go and visit with her.After spending some time at the hospital,I headed straight home.I feel that I need to be here at hoem just in case something happens.
For most of the day,I was waiting for a phone call from my sister on our mom's condition and I did get some answers earlier.She has a clean break in her left shoulder and it will take 6-8 weeks for it to heal.The best part is that it doesn't require surgery.Our mom will be staying in the hospital for a few days and she will also be staying with my sister for 2-3 weeks to be cared for.I am relieved that she doesn't have to go under the knife for this.I am hoping that she will get well.
I also had dinner at my sister's house.My brother in law and I had three hot dogs each for dinner.I didn't do too much personal PC work.I didn't have the time to do that.But I did manage to get a little bit of it done.
I am still feeling depressed.I have been feeling this way for quite some time.I am hoping that this depression passes soon.I have been feeling funky for much of the day.I always feel funky for much of the day and usually,it levels off in the early evening.Again,I am hoping that this depression passes soon.I am already at the point where I am getting sick of this funk.I am also tired of feeling funky during the day.I am taking my medication and I am following the orders of the nurse practitioner but I am still not where I feel that I should be.I am hoping that I am out of this funk real soon.I can't take it anymore.
The only positive thing is that it has had no affect on my struggles with SSA.
Tomorrow is another work day.I am hoping that the shift goes smoothly.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am still feeling down.I had a pretty fair day today.
The laundry pick-up went smoothly.I simply picked up a load of laundry at the rehab center and there were no messes to clean up.After dropping off and sorting out the laundry at the work site,I had lunch at work and I headed for home.
On the way home,I stopped at my regular drug store to pick up a prescription that I had filled and I headed straight home after that.
When I got home,I laid down and took a nap for a while because I was feeling tired.I guess that it was the new medication that I take during the day.I have been feeling really drowsy through the day as of late but I am hanging in there.I am hoping that my body gets used to the new medication really soon.It may take a while but I know that it will.I am just hoping that I also get over this funk really soon.I also watched a little bit of TV for a while after my nap.
After eating,I watched the evening news for a while and I also did some more personal PC work.Overall,a pretty fair day.
I am still feeling depression.I have been feeling this way for a long time.I feel funky for much of the day and at this moment,the funk is not going away.It used to be where it would level off in the evening but now,I am still feeling funky.I don't want to feel funky anymore.I want to start feeling good again and also,I yearn to feel like myself again.I want to feel like myself again.I have been taking my medication and I have been doing everything in my power to overcome this depression but I am still feeling funky.If anyone out there can help,including those who also struggles with depression,I want to hear from you.Any help or advice would be appreciated.Thanks.
The only positive thing is that it has had no affect on my SSA struggles.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the shift goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am still feeling down.Despite that,I had an okay day today.
The work day went smoothly.I simply did what I had to do in the allotted time and I got everything that I needed to get done.I also hung out at the social club for much of the day while waiting for laundry loads to get done.After I was finished,I bagged everything that was clean and I dropped it off at the rehab center.I headed for home afterwards.
On the way home,I stopped at a gas station to get some gas in my tank.I also dropped off a couple of prescriptions at a local drug store.After doing both of these things,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I watched a little bit of TV and I laid down on the sofa because I was feeling tired but not really sleepy.I was feeling down and funky for much of the day even though I did something that I really enjoyed doing.I just didn't feel the joy that I wanted to feel.I helped in making homemade salsa today at the scial club and while I enjoyed doing that,I didn't feel the joy in me.All I felt was the depression.I waa still feeling the depression when I went home today.I don't know what is causing this depression that I am currently feeling and I want to stop feeling this way.
After eating,I watched the evening news for a while and I also did some personal PC work.Overall,a pretty okay day.
As stated,I am still feeling depression.I have been feeling this funk for quite some time.I felt it this morning and this afternoon.I am still feeling funky.I want to feel better and I want to start feeling better soon.I am hoping that I am out of this funk really soon.I don't want to feel this way anymore and I am hoping that the medication that I am currently taking starts to kick in really soon.I am getting sick of waiting for it to kick in.If anoyone out there can help me with any advice,please do so.If there is anyone out there who also struggles with depression can help,I would appreciate that.Thanks.
SO far,the depression that I am struggling with has had no affect on my SSA struggles.
Tomorrow is simply a pick-up day.I am hoping that the pick-up goes well with no messses to clean.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am still feeling down.Despite that,I had a pretty okay but busy day today.
Firstly,when I got up out of bed,I had a quick breakfast and I did some of my personal PC work.I couldn't finish it all because I had an appointment with the nurse practitioner over at the hospital and I also had to take my mom to get some tests done,which was in the same area as the local hospital.But I managed to finish everything when I got home later on.
The session with the nurse practitioner went well.I simply told her how I was feeling and I told her everything that I felt that I had to tell her.She prescribed me with another medication to take during the day and I left.I also heard from my mom that she was finished with everything that she needed to do.Fortunately,where she was in the same area that the hospital was so I didn't have that far to drive.After picking her up,we went to a local supermarket to do some last minute shopping before the month was out.After that,we headed straight home.
When we got home,I helped my mom with the groceries and waited for dinner to get ready.My mom and I were going to eat light tonight.
After eating,I finished my personal PC work and I registered some bills at the Where's George site.I also managed to get a little bit of the evening news in before my mom got a telephone call from our next door neighbor.I also managed to do some video watching while online and that was great.Overall,a pretty okay day.
I am still feeling depression.I have been feeling this way for quite some time.I have been feeling this funk for as long as I can remember.I am hoping that I can get over this funk pretty soon.I am already at the point where I am getting sick of being in it.If anyone can offer any prayers on my behalf,I would greatly appreciate that.Thanks.
The only positive thing is that it has had no affect on my struggles with SSA.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the day goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am still feeling down.Despite that,I had a pretty okay day today.
When I finally got out of bed,I had a quick breakfast and a couple cups of coffee.I also did my personal PC work after eating.
I also managed to get a couple of things accomplished.I managed to get my laundry done and I alao ran a last minute errand for my mom.I had to get her a bottle of pain pills that also help her sleep.She really needed these things and I was glad to have gotten them for her.Though I really didn't feel any gladness due to the depression that I am currently enduring,I was still glad to do her that little favor.After I did these things,I stayed home for the rest of the day.
When I did get home,I relaxed for the rest of the day and I also watched a little bit of TV.It was simply a cartoon show but it was the only thing that was on.After watching the cartoon,I did soem more personal PC work.
After eating,I watched the evening news for a while and I also did some more personal PC work,which was mostly internet browsing and a little bit of e-mail work.Overall,a pretty okay day.
I am still feeling depression.I don't know when I will feel some relief from this.Last night,I tried to watch a comedy flick and it didn't make me laugh.This was also one of my favorite movies and it used to make me laugh before,but this time,it didn't.I am already feeling hopeless.I want to start feeling hopeful again.If anyone can offer up a prayer on my behalf,I would appreciate that.Thanks.
The only thing positive is that it has had no affect on my struggles with SSA.
Tomorrow is my day off.I do have an appointment with the nurse practitioner over at the local hospital and I am hoping that the session goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am still feeling down.I had a pretty fair day today.
Today was the start of the weekend.I really did not do too much today.I mostly stayed home and relaxed.I had really nothing else to do.The only thing that I did was that I movced my vehicle to another spot on the street to coincide with the street parking laws.Again,I had nothing else to do,so I stayed home.
I did watch a little bit of TV.But there was really nothing on to be watched.I turned off the TV and did my personal PC work.
After doing that,I fixed a sandwich for lunch and I ate it while relaxing in a chair.The only thing that I did do was that I had a prescription refilled at the local drug store by calling it in on the phone.I also got a reminder from the hospital about my appointment for Monday afternoon with the nurse practitioner.I am eagerly awaiting the meeting with her as I have a lot to tell her.I have to tell her about the way that I have been feeling lately,which is depression of the worst kind.At least,that is the way that it feels to me.
While eating dinner,I watched the evening news and after I was finished,I watched a little bit more and did some more personal PC work,which was mostly internet browsing and checking out a couple of online videos on YouTube.
I am still feeling depression.I have been feeling this depression for far too long.I am taking my medication and I am doing everything in my power to try and overcome it but I am still in the state where I was when it first started.I have not been feeling like myself lately and I want to start feeling like myself.I am hoping to be out of this depression soon.I am also hoping that the medication starts kicking in really soon.I am alreday getting sick of feeling this way.
The only positive thing is that the depression has had no affect on my struggles with SSA.
As for tomorrow,I have made no plans but whatever I do,I hope that it gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the rest of the weekend.FJ

Tonight,I am still feeling down.Despite that,I had an okay day today.
The work shift went well.I simply did what I had to do in the alloted time and when I was finished,I bagged everything that was clean and I dropped it off at the rehab center.I headed for home afterwards.
On the way home,I stopped at my regular bank to cash my paycheck.After doing that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I turned on my computer to warm it up.I had a whole bunch of bills that I had to register at the Where's George site and I wanted to make sure that my computer was up and running.
I couldn't get online right away.I had to do a quick scan on my computer to see if there was any spyware or viruses in my database.Fortunately,there was none of that in my database.I had this done while I was eating and I just waited patiently as the scan was going.
After eating,I checked to see if the scan was done and it was.After closing off the software,I went online and I registered all the bills that I had at the Where's George site.It only took me a few minutes to do and after I was done,I did some more personal PC work.I also watched a little bit of TV for a while.I also had another talk with the Drop-In Center and that conversation went well.Overall,a pretty okay day.
I am still feeling depression.I have been feeling this way for quite some time.I have been trying everything in my power to get out of this funk for so long but it seems that I am still not out of it.I am still taking my taking my medication and so far,it hasn't really kicked in.I hope that it starts kicking in real soon.I am already at my wit's end.Again,I am hoping to be out of this funk very soon.
The only really good thing out of this is that the depression has had no affect on my struggles with SSA.
As for the weekend,I have made no plans but whatever I do,I hope that it gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the weekend ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am still feeling down.Despite that,I had an okay day today.
The work shift went smoothly.I simply did the required work that I needed to do.I also hung out at the social club while waiting for laundry loads to get done.After I ate lunch,I bagged everything that was clean and I dropped it off at the rehab center.I headed for home after that.
On the way home,I stopped at our regular drug store to pick up a prescription that my mom had refilled a few days ago.I also bought something that was needed.After paying for everything,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I gave my mom her presription and I put away the other thing that I bought.I laid down and took a nap for about 45 minutes because I was feeling tired.I also had to get ready for an appointment that I had to go to today.It was an appointment with a sexual abuse support counselor at the regular place where I meet with my normal one.I headed for the appointment when I was ready to go.
The session with the counselor went pretty well.I shared with her how I have been feeling as of late and she simply encouraged me to talk with the nurse practitioner about it at my next appointment with her,which will be on Monday.I headed straight home after the session.
I relaxed for a bit after I had gotten home.
After eating,I watched the evening news for a while and I did some more personal PC work.Overall,a pretty okay day.
I am still feeling depressed.I have been feeling this way since the last week in June.I have never felt anything like this before.I have been taking my medication and I have been doing everything in my power to overcome this funk.But I am still feeling funky.I am hoping to be out of this funk soon as I am already getting sick of this.
The only positive thing is that it has had no affect on my struggles with SSA.
Tomorrow is another work day.I am hoping that the shift goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am still feeling down.Despite that,I had a pretty okay day today.
The laundry pick-up went smoothly.I simply picked up a couple of heaping bags at the rehab center and dropped them off at the work site.I sorted the laundry out and simply waited for lunch to be served.After eating lunch,I dropped off some clean linens at the rehab center before heading straight home to take my mom to the medical facility to have her tests done.
My mom didn't get everything that she needed to get done accomplished.She only managed to get her blood work done.I simply waited for a few minutes until she was ready to go home.After everything was done,we went straight home and that is where I stayed for the rest of the day.
When we got home,we both relaxed because we were both still tired from the long day.I laid down on the sofa and took a 1/2 hour's nap.I got up a little bit after 2:00 in the afternoon and I felt relaxed and refreshed.
After my nap,I did some more personal PC work and did some internet browsing.I even managed to watch some videos online and that was great even though it still didn't make me feel any better.
After eating,I watched the evening news for a while and I also did some more internet browsing.Overall,a pretty okay day.
I am still feeling depression.I have been feeling funky for much of the day.I have been appealing for some support from anyone out there.So far,with the exception of one person,I have not received any.Is there anyone out there who also struggles with depression?If so,I want to hear from you on how you handle it.I am still taking my medication and doing everything in my power hoping to get over this funk.Any new ideas would be greatly appreciated.Thanks.
The only thing positive is that it has had no impact on my struggles with SSA.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the shift goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am still feeling down.Despite that,I had a pretty okay day today.
The work day went well.I also took advantage of a meeting today where they were talking anout what stresses us and while I was waiting for laundry loads to get done,I decided to be a part of it.I did pay close attention to my job and it was wonderful to be a part of it.After the work day was through,I bagged everything that was clean and I dropped it off at the rehab center.I headed for home.
On the way home,I stopped at a couple of local supermarkets to pick up a couple of things that were needed for dinner.It was not too hard as I located them right away.After I paid for these articles,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I relaxed for a bit and took it easy.I watched a little bit of TV and turned on my computer to warm it up so I would be ready to use it later on when I did some more personal PC work.
After eating,I watched the evening news for a while and I did some more personal PC work.I also did a little bit on online browsing.I even managed to talk with the Drop-In Center for several minutes and the conversation went well.Overall,a pretty okay day.
I am still feeling depression.I have been taking my medication and doing everything in my power to help alleviate my symptoms but I am still not where I should be.I am still feeling down and funky and I am hoping that this won't last very long.I am already at the point where I am tired of being depressed.Still,I am going to keep up what I am doing and I am hoping that things do indeed get better.
The only really positive thing is that it has had no affect on my SSA struggles.
Tomorrow is simply a pick-up day.I am hoping that the pick up goes well.I also have to take my mom to a medical facility to have some tests done the minute that I get home from doing all of that.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

Tonight,I am still feeling down.Despite this,I had a pretty good day today.
Today was my day off.I ate a quick breakfast and I relaxed for much of the morning before getting ready for my appointment with my therapist.I had plenty of time to get ready as it was still pretty early in the morning.After the relaxation,I got dressed and headed for my appointment.
The session went well.I explained to her how I was feeling and how I have been feeling.She seems to think that the medication is not working well enough and that I should try something else.I told her that I really don't want to start trying any new different medication until the one that I am currently taking has started to really kick in.After the session,we ended and I have an appointment with her in a few weeks.I am hoping to feel better by then.I am hoping that I can find out the root cause of this depression so I can try to find the right medication for myself.I have been trying to find which one is right since I started taking newer medication after stopping to take one that I have been taking for almost 10 years.Again,I am hoping to feel better in a few weeks.
After leaving the hospital,I went to a local supermarket to pick up some things that my mom wanted me to get.I was fortunate to find everything that my mom wnated me to get for her.After paying for these items,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I unloaded the shopping bags and my mom and I put everything away.I decided to relax and watch a little bit of TV for a while.I didn't watch anything much but it was better than being bored.
After eating,I watched the evening for a while and I also did some more personal PC work.I am planning to call the Drop-In Center tonight before the evening is through.I have been calling them since the depression that I am going through started and the talks that I have been having with them have been helping me a little but I am still feeling depressed.
This depression that I have been going through has really been dragging me down.I was feeling funky for much of the day and I am still feeling funky.It hasn't leveled off like it usually does in the evening.This has really been getting the better of me and I am already at the point where I can't take it anymore.I have been in this funk for far too long and I am hoping to be out of it very soon.If anyone out there can say a prayer on my behalf,please do so.Thanks.
The only thing that this depression has not affected is my struggles with SSA.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the day goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ