Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the early afternoon as I had a hard time getting to sleep last night.I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After that,I washed my hair and face over the sink,alongside shaving.After that,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I quickly did my personal PC work and after that,I got dressed and proceeded to get on with the rest of the day.
I only went out once today.I went to the local Dollar Tree store to pick up a box of garbage bags.After paying for them,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I put the garbage bags away and I started to prepare my evening meal.
After eating,I did some more personal PC work and as it was getting late,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
Tonight,my eye is now doing much better.However,I am still not fully at 100% yet.I am still treating my left eye and hopefully after I see my general doctor on Monday afternoon,I won't have to continue this anymore.Please continue to keep me in your prayers.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.I still need the support of all of you daily and often.Please continue to pray for me.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to all of you and Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for tomorrow,with the exception of church as usual,I have nothing planned.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ
Saturday, April 25, 2015
Friday, April 24, 2015
Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty fair day today.
Today,I woke up in the late morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I washed my hair over the sink.After that,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I did my personal PC work and after that was done,I watched a movie that I popped into the DVD player.
I stayed home all day since I had nothing to do nor anyplace to go.I simply relaxed and took it easy.I listened to some music and did some work around the house that I had been putting off.I also did some more personal PC work.Later on,I started to prepare a light evening meal.
After eating,I watched a couple of classic TV episodes from a DVD set that I have.After that,I did some more personal PC work.As it was getting late,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty fair day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
Tonight,though I am now feeling a lot better in regards to my left eye,I am still not at 100% yet.The pain has been slowly going away and I am continuing to treat it,but I am still not where I should be yet.I am hoping that by the end of the weekend,I will be where I should be.I am getting sick of my eye being watery.I am hoping that I can get prescribed a stronger allergy pill that won't make me drowsy.On Monday afternoon,I will be seeing my general doctor and I am hoping that they can help me out in that regard.I really need to find relief soon.Fellow blog followers and readers,please continue to keep me in your prayers.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.I still need your support,both prayerful and positive verbal,daily and often.Please continue to pray for me.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to all of you for your continued support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do and provide.
As for the weekend,with the exception of church as usual,I have made no plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the weekend ahead.FJ
Today,I woke up in the late morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I washed my hair over the sink.After that,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I did my personal PC work and after that was done,I watched a movie that I popped into the DVD player.
I stayed home all day since I had nothing to do nor anyplace to go.I simply relaxed and took it easy.I listened to some music and did some work around the house that I had been putting off.I also did some more personal PC work.Later on,I started to prepare a light evening meal.
After eating,I watched a couple of classic TV episodes from a DVD set that I have.After that,I did some more personal PC work.As it was getting late,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty fair day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
Tonight,though I am now feeling a lot better in regards to my left eye,I am still not at 100% yet.The pain has been slowly going away and I am continuing to treat it,but I am still not where I should be yet.I am hoping that by the end of the weekend,I will be where I should be.I am getting sick of my eye being watery.I am hoping that I can get prescribed a stronger allergy pill that won't make me drowsy.On Monday afternoon,I will be seeing my general doctor and I am hoping that they can help me out in that regard.I really need to find relief soon.Fellow blog followers and readers,please continue to keep me in your prayers.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.I still need your support,both prayerful and positive verbal,daily and often.Please continue to pray for me.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to all of you for your continued support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do and provide.
As for the weekend,with the exception of church as usual,I have made no plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the weekend ahead.FJ
Thursday, April 23, 2015
Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the late morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I showered quickly and when I was finished,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I quickly did my personal PC work and after that was finished,I watched a movie that I popped into the DVD player and I relaxed while watching it.After it was over,I changed from my sweatsuit into casual clothes and I headed for a local church for a free dinner.
The dinner was wonderful.After I was finished eating,I headed for a local Dollar Tree to pick up a couple of things.After paying for them,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I put the stuff that I bought away and I changed into pajamas.I also did some more personal PC work.After that,I watched a couple of classic TV episodes from a DVD set that I have.As it was getting late,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
I am still not at 100% yet in regards to my current physical struggle with Conjunctivitis.I am still getting pain on the left when I blow my nose.Plus, the pain,though minor,has been coming and going.This coming Monday,I have to see my general doctor and I am hoping that they can tell me how I can be fully healed from this.Fellow blog followers and readers,please continue to pray for me as I am going through this.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.I still need your support daily and often while I am still going through the issues with my left eye.Please continue to keep me in your prayers and please leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to all of you for your continued support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for tomorrow,I have made no plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
Today,I woke up in the late morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I showered quickly and when I was finished,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I quickly did my personal PC work and after that was finished,I watched a movie that I popped into the DVD player and I relaxed while watching it.After it was over,I changed from my sweatsuit into casual clothes and I headed for a local church for a free dinner.
The dinner was wonderful.After I was finished eating,I headed for a local Dollar Tree to pick up a couple of things.After paying for them,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I put the stuff that I bought away and I changed into pajamas.I also did some more personal PC work.After that,I watched a couple of classic TV episodes from a DVD set that I have.As it was getting late,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
I am still not at 100% yet in regards to my current physical struggle with Conjunctivitis.I am still getting pain on the left when I blow my nose.Plus, the pain,though minor,has been coming and going.This coming Monday,I have to see my general doctor and I am hoping that they can tell me how I can be fully healed from this.Fellow blog followers and readers,please continue to pray for me as I am going through this.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.I still need your support daily and often while I am still going through the issues with my left eye.Please continue to keep me in your prayers and please leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to all of you for your continued support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for tomorrow,I have made no plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
Wednesday, April 22, 2015
Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving onward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the late morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I washed my hair over the sink.After that,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I quickly did my personal PC work and I got dressed as I had attending a friend's birthday party in my plans for today.I headed there after I was done with my personal PC work at home.
The party was wonderful.After it was all over,I dropped a guest off at his place and I headed for home.
On the way home,I stopped at the drug store to pick up a couple of prescription refills.After that,I headed straight home as it was storming and I wanted to be home before it got worse.
When I got home,I hurried into the house and changed from my casual clothes into my sweatsuit and did some more personal PC work.
Later on,when it was mealtime,I heated up some leftovers from last night and I ate them.After that,I watched a classic TV episode from a DVD set that I have.After that,I did some more personal PC work and as it was getting late,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading as well.
My left eye is still in the healing process at this time.I have been putting drops in all day per requirement,but I am still not at 100%.When I got up out of bed,I had a wee bit of pain and I put the drops in when I got to the bathroom.I also put in more before I left the house.My nose still hurts a little when I blow it,but I know that will still take time to pass.I am hoping that by the end of the week,I will be at 100% and if not,I will have to see my general medical doctor Monday afternoon and I will let them know.For now,please continue to pray for me while I am still going through this thing with my left eye and also,leave some verbal encouragement in the comments section.Thanks to all of you for your continued support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for tomorrow,I have made no plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
Today,I woke up in the late morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I washed my hair over the sink.After that,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I quickly did my personal PC work and I got dressed as I had attending a friend's birthday party in my plans for today.I headed there after I was done with my personal PC work at home.
The party was wonderful.After it was all over,I dropped a guest off at his place and I headed for home.
On the way home,I stopped at the drug store to pick up a couple of prescription refills.After that,I headed straight home as it was storming and I wanted to be home before it got worse.
When I got home,I hurried into the house and changed from my casual clothes into my sweatsuit and did some more personal PC work.
Later on,when it was mealtime,I heated up some leftovers from last night and I ate them.After that,I watched a classic TV episode from a DVD set that I have.After that,I did some more personal PC work and as it was getting late,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading as well.
My left eye is still in the healing process at this time.I have been putting drops in all day per requirement,but I am still not at 100%.When I got up out of bed,I had a wee bit of pain and I put the drops in when I got to the bathroom.I also put in more before I left the house.My nose still hurts a little when I blow it,but I know that will still take time to pass.I am hoping that by the end of the week,I will be at 100% and if not,I will have to see my general medical doctor Monday afternoon and I will let them know.For now,please continue to pray for me while I am still going through this thing with my left eye and also,leave some verbal encouragement in the comments section.Thanks to all of you for your continued support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for tomorrow,I have made no plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
Tuesday, April 21, 2015
Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I showered quickly and when I was finished,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I quickly did my personal PC work and I relaxed for much of the day as I had nothing to do nor anyplace to go.I watched a few classic TV episodes from a DVD set that I have.
Later on,as the early evening was coming,I got dressed and I headed out to a local supermarket to pick up a few things for dinner.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I started to prepare my evening meal.
After eating,I watched another classic TV episode from a DVD set that I have.After that,I did some more personal PC work.Later on,as it was getting late,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
Tonight,though I am feeling better in regards to the conjunctivitis in my left eye,I am still not at 100% yet.I still get pain on the left of my nose when I blow it.I am hoping that after tomorrow or a few more day from now,I will be at 100%.Fellow blog followers and readers,please continue to pray for me.I also would still appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.Please pray that I fully recover from this condition.Your positive verbal support in the comments section would also help me as well.Thanks to all of you for your support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for tomorrow,with the exception of a birthday party that I was invited to,I have made no plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I showered quickly and when I was finished,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I quickly did my personal PC work and I relaxed for much of the day as I had nothing to do nor anyplace to go.I watched a few classic TV episodes from a DVD set that I have.
Later on,as the early evening was coming,I got dressed and I headed out to a local supermarket to pick up a few things for dinner.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I started to prepare my evening meal.
After eating,I watched another classic TV episode from a DVD set that I have.After that,I did some more personal PC work.Later on,as it was getting late,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
Tonight,though I am feeling better in regards to the conjunctivitis in my left eye,I am still not at 100% yet.I still get pain on the left of my nose when I blow it.I am hoping that after tomorrow or a few more day from now,I will be at 100%.Fellow blog followers and readers,please continue to pray for me.I also would still appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.Please pray that I fully recover from this condition.Your positive verbal support in the comments section would also help me as well.Thanks to all of you for your support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for tomorrow,with the exception of a birthday party that I was invited to,I have made no plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ
Monday, April 20, 2015
Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I showered quickly as I needed to clean myself up after not showering the last two days because I was taking care of my left eye and rested for the whole time.It was great to shower and finally feel clean again.After my shower,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I quickly did my personal PC work and after that was finished,I got dressed in casual clothes and I headed out to the post office to mail out an important bill payment.After that was done,I stopped at a gas station to get a little bit of gas and when that was done,I headed straight home.The birthday party that I was supposed to go to has been postponed until Wednesday.I got a phone call from the person that is throwing the party and they told me that.
When I got home,I changed into a pair of sweatpants and did some more personal PC work.I also watched a couple of classic TV episodes on a DVD set that I have.
After having a light evening meal,I did some more personal PC work.Later on,as it was getting late,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
Tonight,I am still not out of the woods as of yet.I am still treating my left eye.While most of the pain around my eye has disappeared,I am still feeling pain on the left side of my nose when I blow it.I am still treating the problem and I am hoping that it heals soon.Please continue to keep me in your prayers.Please continue to leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.I still need the support of all of you.I need it daily and often.Please continue to keep me in your prayers.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support.Thanks to all of you for your continued support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for tomorrow,I haven't made any plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I showered quickly as I needed to clean myself up after not showering the last two days because I was taking care of my left eye and rested for the whole time.It was great to shower and finally feel clean again.After my shower,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I quickly did my personal PC work and after that was finished,I got dressed in casual clothes and I headed out to the post office to mail out an important bill payment.After that was done,I stopped at a gas station to get a little bit of gas and when that was done,I headed straight home.The birthday party that I was supposed to go to has been postponed until Wednesday.I got a phone call from the person that is throwing the party and they told me that.
When I got home,I changed into a pair of sweatpants and did some more personal PC work.I also watched a couple of classic TV episodes on a DVD set that I have.
After having a light evening meal,I did some more personal PC work.Later on,as it was getting late,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
Tonight,I am still not out of the woods as of yet.I am still treating my left eye.While most of the pain around my eye has disappeared,I am still feeling pain on the left side of my nose when I blow it.I am still treating the problem and I am hoping that it heals soon.Please continue to keep me in your prayers.Please continue to leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.I still need the support of all of you.I need it daily and often.Please continue to keep me in your prayers.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support.Thanks to all of you for your continued support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for tomorrow,I haven't made any plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
Sunday, April 19, 2015
Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty fair day today.
Today,I woke up in the late morning as I chose to sleep in as a result of eye condition,and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I continued to put drops in my eyes and after that,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I quickly did my personal PC work.After that was done,I continued to take care of my left eye throughout the day while also staying busy with other things.I also watched some TV and did some personal PC work throughout the day.
After having another light evening meal,I chose to watch a movie that I popped into the DVD player.Later on,while continuing to take care of my left eye,I prepared for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty fair day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
As I have been reporting,I have been taking care of my left eye as a result of the Conjunctivitis that I was diagnosed with on Friday.I am feeling much better,but I am still not out of the woods yet.Until I am feeling 100%,I will continue to talk about this.Please continue praying for me and please leave me some positive verbal encouragement.Thanks in advance for your continued support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for tomorrow,with the exception of going to a birthday party,I have nothing planned.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ
Today,I woke up in the late morning as I chose to sleep in as a result of eye condition,and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I continued to put drops in my eyes and after that,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I quickly did my personal PC work.After that was done,I continued to take care of my left eye throughout the day while also staying busy with other things.I also watched some TV and did some personal PC work throughout the day.
After having another light evening meal,I chose to watch a movie that I popped into the DVD player.Later on,while continuing to take care of my left eye,I prepared for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty fair day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
As I have been reporting,I have been taking care of my left eye as a result of the Conjunctivitis that I was diagnosed with on Friday.I am feeling much better,but I am still not out of the woods yet.Until I am feeling 100%,I will continue to talk about this.Please continue praying for me and please leave me some positive verbal encouragement.Thanks in advance for your continued support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for tomorrow,with the exception of going to a birthday party,I have nothing planned.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ
Saturday, April 18, 2015
Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty fair day today.
Today,I woke up in the early morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I had my usual quick breakfast and after that,I put a couple more drops in my eyes as a result of my having Conjunctivitis.After that,I laid down for the rest of the morning to rest my eye and when I got back up later in the afternoon,I put more drops in my eye and laid down while listening to some music.I continued to treat my eye for the day and laid down for much of the day to rest my eye and hopefully,get right back to being myself and resuming my life.
Likewise with last night,I had a light evening meal and rested again.Later on,as it was getting late,I took my last drops for the day and went to sleep.Overall,a pretty fair day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
As I said,I have Conjunctivitis and I am currently treating it.Though much of the pain is gone,I am still not out of the woods yet.I am going to continue with my treatment and hope for the best.Your prayers ad positive verbal support are always appreciated.Thanks to all of you and Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for tomorrow,though I was hoping to attend church as usual,but as a result of my eye problem,I am going to stay home and rest up.I am hoping that my condition improves and my left eye will be back at 100% soon.I will try to get a follow-up with either my eye doctor or my general doctor if my condition doesn't improve or worsens.Again,please continue to pray for me and please leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks.
That was my day today and my plans for the day ahead.FJ
Today,I woke up in the early morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I had my usual quick breakfast and after that,I put a couple more drops in my eyes as a result of my having Conjunctivitis.After that,I laid down for the rest of the morning to rest my eye and when I got back up later in the afternoon,I put more drops in my eye and laid down while listening to some music.I continued to treat my eye for the day and laid down for much of the day to rest my eye and hopefully,get right back to being myself and resuming my life.
Likewise with last night,I had a light evening meal and rested again.Later on,as it was getting late,I took my last drops for the day and went to sleep.Overall,a pretty fair day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
As I said,I have Conjunctivitis and I am currently treating it.Though much of the pain is gone,I am still not out of the woods yet.I am going to continue with my treatment and hope for the best.Your prayers ad positive verbal support are always appreciated.Thanks to all of you and Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for tomorrow,though I was hoping to attend church as usual,but as a result of my eye problem,I am going to stay home and rest up.I am hoping that my condition improves and my left eye will be back at 100% soon.I will try to get a follow-up with either my eye doctor or my general doctor if my condition doesn't improve or worsens.Again,please continue to pray for me and please leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks.
That was my day today and my plans for the day ahead.FJ
Friday, April 17, 2015
Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I washed my hair and face over the sink,alongside shaving.After that,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I quickly did my personal PC work and I got dressed in casual clothes to proceed with the rest of the day.
I had a few things on my agenda for today.I first went to the rehab center to visit with my therapists and with the job placement counselor,which all went great.After that,heeding their advice when I explained about the problem that I have been having with my left eye,I headed for the emergency ward at the local hospital to get my problem checked out.They diagnosed the problem as Conjunctivitis and gave me two different kinds of eye drops for the problem.After leaving the hospital,I stopped at a nearby drug store and got the prescriptions filled and after that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I took one of the drops and after that,I had a light evening meal as I really wasn't in the mood to eat anything,but had a light meal.An hour later,I took another drop and didn't take any more until it was close to my bedtime.I relaxed while doing some more personal PC work.Later on,as it was getting late,I decided to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
Right now,I am currently treating my left eye for the problem that it has.I have just started taking the drops tonight and so far,the pain has been slowly dissipating.However,it will take a few more days to see if the treatment will work out and the problem will heal.I am hoping and praying to my Heavenly Father constantly and I am hoping that the problem will heal and I won't have the problem anymore.They did advise me at the hospital that if the problem doesn't go away within the few days,see if I can make a ready appointment with either my eye or general medical doctor to discuss further treatment options.I am hoping that my problem will heal soon.Fellow blog followers and readers,please continue to keep me in your prayers.I need all the prayers that I can get.I also need some positive verbal support in the comments section.Please continue to be with me while I am going through this difficult time with the problems that I am having with my left eye.Please continue to pray for me.I also would still appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to all of you for your continued support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do and provide.
As for the weekend,with hoping to at least attend church this Sunday if my problem hopefully improves,I have nothing planned.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the upcoming weekend ahead.FJ
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I washed my hair and face over the sink,alongside shaving.After that,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I quickly did my personal PC work and I got dressed in casual clothes to proceed with the rest of the day.
I had a few things on my agenda for today.I first went to the rehab center to visit with my therapists and with the job placement counselor,which all went great.After that,heeding their advice when I explained about the problem that I have been having with my left eye,I headed for the emergency ward at the local hospital to get my problem checked out.They diagnosed the problem as Conjunctivitis and gave me two different kinds of eye drops for the problem.After leaving the hospital,I stopped at a nearby drug store and got the prescriptions filled and after that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I took one of the drops and after that,I had a light evening meal as I really wasn't in the mood to eat anything,but had a light meal.An hour later,I took another drop and didn't take any more until it was close to my bedtime.I relaxed while doing some more personal PC work.Later on,as it was getting late,I decided to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
Right now,I am currently treating my left eye for the problem that it has.I have just started taking the drops tonight and so far,the pain has been slowly dissipating.However,it will take a few more days to see if the treatment will work out and the problem will heal.I am hoping and praying to my Heavenly Father constantly and I am hoping that the problem will heal and I won't have the problem anymore.They did advise me at the hospital that if the problem doesn't go away within the few days,see if I can make a ready appointment with either my eye or general medical doctor to discuss further treatment options.I am hoping that my problem will heal soon.Fellow blog followers and readers,please continue to keep me in your prayers.I need all the prayers that I can get.I also need some positive verbal support in the comments section.Please continue to be with me while I am going through this difficult time with the problems that I am having with my left eye.Please continue to pray for me.I also would still appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to all of you for your continued support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do and provide.
As for the weekend,with hoping to at least attend church this Sunday if my problem hopefully improves,I have nothing planned.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the upcoming weekend ahead.FJ
Thursday, April 16, 2015
Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I showered quickly and when I was finished,I had my usual quick breakfast.After my breakfast,I quickly did my personal PC work and when that was finished,I got dressed to proceed with the rest of the day.
I had only a couple of things on my agenda for today.I first went to cash a check at the bank and after that,I went to my general doctor's office to make an appointment.After that,I headed for home.
On the way home,I stopped at the drug store to pick up a few things.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I put the stuff away and I headed back out again to go to a free dinner at a local church.
The dinner was great.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I did some more personal PC work and I watched a little TV.Later on,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
Tonight,I am still not feeling up to snuff.My left side is still hurting me terribly.The area around my eye is still hurting.I am still having an excessively watery eye.I am still getting congested and though I have been blowing my nose throughout the day,it isn't going away.It seems to be getting worse instead of better,which is why I made the appointment with my general doctor.If this problem doesn't get better soon,I don't know what I will do.I am sick of the pain.I am sick of the watery eyes and I am sick of blowing my nose constantly to keep my nasal passages clear.The pain is becoming unbearable and it's also affecting my mood.I am always putting my hands on my head and I don't know whether I am coming or going.Please pray for me that I recover from this soon.I need all the prayers that I can get.I am tired of feeling this way and I want to be relieved of it.Please continue to keep me in your prayers.Thanks to all of you for your prayers.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for tomorrow,with the exception of seeing my counselors at the rehab center,I have nothing else planned.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.I am also hoping to be starting to feel better by tomorrow.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I showered quickly and when I was finished,I had my usual quick breakfast.After my breakfast,I quickly did my personal PC work and when that was finished,I got dressed to proceed with the rest of the day.
I had only a couple of things on my agenda for today.I first went to cash a check at the bank and after that,I went to my general doctor's office to make an appointment.After that,I headed for home.
On the way home,I stopped at the drug store to pick up a few things.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I put the stuff away and I headed back out again to go to a free dinner at a local church.
The dinner was great.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I did some more personal PC work and I watched a little TV.Later on,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
Tonight,I am still not feeling up to snuff.My left side is still hurting me terribly.The area around my eye is still hurting.I am still having an excessively watery eye.I am still getting congested and though I have been blowing my nose throughout the day,it isn't going away.It seems to be getting worse instead of better,which is why I made the appointment with my general doctor.If this problem doesn't get better soon,I don't know what I will do.I am sick of the pain.I am sick of the watery eyes and I am sick of blowing my nose constantly to keep my nasal passages clear.The pain is becoming unbearable and it's also affecting my mood.I am always putting my hands on my head and I don't know whether I am coming or going.Please pray for me that I recover from this soon.I need all the prayers that I can get.I am tired of feeling this way and I want to be relieved of it.Please continue to keep me in your prayers.Thanks to all of you for your prayers.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for tomorrow,with the exception of seeing my counselors at the rehab center,I have nothing else planned.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.I am also hoping to be starting to feel better by tomorrow.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ
Wednesday, April 15, 2015
Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the early morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I hurriedly washed my hair and face over the sink,alongside shaving.After that,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I got dressed quickly to head for the place where my weekly Wednesday morning and afternoon groups are.
The morning group went well.After it was over,I headed over to a local kitchen to have lunch and when I was finished,I headed back for the afternoon group.
The afternoon group went as wonderfully as the morning did.After that,I headed straight home as I wasn't feeling too well.I had a terrible headache on the left side of my neck that was caused by nasal congestion and seasonal allergies.
When I got home,I changed into my pajamas and I took something for my headache and congestion.I laid down for a while and that did some good,although I was still aching a little on the left of my head.I took a little bit more of something that I took earlier and I relaxed in a chair while waiting for the headache to completely disappear.
After changing back into casual clothes,I went back out to check up on a friend that I hadn't seen nor heard from in a while.After spending a few minutes with him,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I changed into a pair of sweatpants,I started to prepare my evening meal.
After eating,I watched a classic TV episode on a DVD set that I have.After that,I did some more personal PC work.Later on,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
My rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.Today,I went through most of the day without any problems.When I was laying down trying to get rid of my terrible headache,the temptation to act out by fantasies and lusting started coming over me.I immediately went to my Heavenly Father and asked him for strength to help me fight and resist in the name of his son Jesus Christ.I prayed and I prayed for that strength until the temptation was reduced to nil.I slept for a while and there were no problems.Still,I would appreciate the continued prayerful and positive verbal support of my fellow blog followers and readers.I still need both your prayers and positive verbal support.Please continue to pray for me.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks to all of you for your continued support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for tomorrow,I have made no plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
Today,I woke up in the early morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I hurriedly washed my hair and face over the sink,alongside shaving.After that,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I got dressed quickly to head for the place where my weekly Wednesday morning and afternoon groups are.
The morning group went well.After it was over,I headed over to a local kitchen to have lunch and when I was finished,I headed back for the afternoon group.
The afternoon group went as wonderfully as the morning did.After that,I headed straight home as I wasn't feeling too well.I had a terrible headache on the left side of my neck that was caused by nasal congestion and seasonal allergies.
When I got home,I changed into my pajamas and I took something for my headache and congestion.I laid down for a while and that did some good,although I was still aching a little on the left of my head.I took a little bit more of something that I took earlier and I relaxed in a chair while waiting for the headache to completely disappear.
After changing back into casual clothes,I went back out to check up on a friend that I hadn't seen nor heard from in a while.After spending a few minutes with him,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I changed into a pair of sweatpants,I started to prepare my evening meal.
After eating,I watched a classic TV episode on a DVD set that I have.After that,I did some more personal PC work.Later on,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
My rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.Today,I went through most of the day without any problems.When I was laying down trying to get rid of my terrible headache,the temptation to act out by fantasies and lusting started coming over me.I immediately went to my Heavenly Father and asked him for strength to help me fight and resist in the name of his son Jesus Christ.I prayed and I prayed for that strength until the temptation was reduced to nil.I slept for a while and there were no problems.Still,I would appreciate the continued prayerful and positive verbal support of my fellow blog followers and readers.I still need both your prayers and positive verbal support.Please continue to pray for me.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks to all of you for your continued support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for tomorrow,I have made no plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
Tuesday, April 14, 2015
Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I showered quickly and when I was finished,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I quickly did my personal PC work.When that was finished,I had a terrible headache,so I took something for it and laid down for a while.My problem with my left eye was making my head hurt.It has been watery and the area around the eye has been hurting.After laying down for a while,I sat up and relaxed,though my head and the area around my eye was still hurting.
When it was the mid afternoon,I decided to change from my sweatsuit and into casual clothes,I headed out to a local Dollar Tree store to pick up a few things that I needed.After paying for these things,I headed for the drug store to pick up a prescription refill.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I put everything away and prepared my evening meal.
After eating,I watched a little TV and I did some more personal PC work.Later on,as it was getting late,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible done as well.
My rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I am still in my daily struggles against BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA,which is the most difficult of the two for me.Today,I went to my Heavenly Father in prayer and asked for strength to help me fight and resist temptations in the name of his son Jesus Christ.I prayed and didn't cease praying until the temptations were reduced to nil.When I was finished,I felt stronger and knew that I received what I asked for.I have to make it a habit of praying daily and establishing a personal relationship with my Heavenly Father.I can't fall back into the trap of relying more on myself and less on my Heavenly Father.I have to keep on remembering that I am imperfect and I need my Heavenly Father to help sustain me.I can't do it alone.I have to have the sovereign Lord and creator,my Heavenly Father,on my side and in my life daily and constantly.Fellow blog followers and readers,please continue to keep me in your prayers.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.I still need your support daily and often.I need to be constantly reaffirmed and reassured that I am not alone in this particular struggle.Please continue to pray for me.Please leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to all of you for your support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for tomorrow,with the exception of a couple of groups that I will be attending tomorrow,I have no other plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I showered quickly and when I was finished,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I quickly did my personal PC work.When that was finished,I had a terrible headache,so I took something for it and laid down for a while.My problem with my left eye was making my head hurt.It has been watery and the area around the eye has been hurting.After laying down for a while,I sat up and relaxed,though my head and the area around my eye was still hurting.
When it was the mid afternoon,I decided to change from my sweatsuit and into casual clothes,I headed out to a local Dollar Tree store to pick up a few things that I needed.After paying for these things,I headed for the drug store to pick up a prescription refill.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I put everything away and prepared my evening meal.
After eating,I watched a little TV and I did some more personal PC work.Later on,as it was getting late,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible done as well.
My rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I am still in my daily struggles against BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA,which is the most difficult of the two for me.Today,I went to my Heavenly Father in prayer and asked for strength to help me fight and resist temptations in the name of his son Jesus Christ.I prayed and didn't cease praying until the temptations were reduced to nil.When I was finished,I felt stronger and knew that I received what I asked for.I have to make it a habit of praying daily and establishing a personal relationship with my Heavenly Father.I can't fall back into the trap of relying more on myself and less on my Heavenly Father.I have to keep on remembering that I am imperfect and I need my Heavenly Father to help sustain me.I can't do it alone.I have to have the sovereign Lord and creator,my Heavenly Father,on my side and in my life daily and constantly.Fellow blog followers and readers,please continue to keep me in your prayers.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.I still need your support daily and often.I need to be constantly reaffirmed and reassured that I am not alone in this particular struggle.Please continue to pray for me.Please leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to all of you for your support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for tomorrow,with the exception of a couple of groups that I will be attending tomorrow,I have no other plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ
Monday, April 13, 2015
Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I washed my hair and face over the sink,alongside shaving.After that,I had my usual quick breakfast.After my breakfast,I went and did my personal PC work and after that was done,I relaxed for much of the day as I had nothing else to do.
Later in the afternoon,I decided to get out and buy some microwavable dinners to have for dinner tonight.After paying for those,I headed back home to heat them up.
After I was done eating,I watched a little TV and I also did some more personal PC work.Later on,as it was getting late,I started to get ready for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
Tonight,I must talk about something that I need to talk about.This morning,upon arising,I went to my Heavenly Father in prayer.I went to him in the name of his son Jesus Christ.The prayer was about some things that I needed to get off of my chest.What motivated this was a couple of posts here by a regular follower and reader of my blog.Those posts made me realize something in my SSA struggle.Lately,I have been relying more on myself and my own personal strength rather than on my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.This is why I have been giving into temptations an awful lot lately.I also realized that not relying on my Heavenly Father and his son is,in itself,a sin.I have also been neglecting lately to go to my Heavenly Father in prayer quite a bit.Not doing this,I actually was letting Satan and his minions in to make me stumble and fall and every time I stumbled and fell,it made me miserable because I knew that that the things that they were making me were wrong and unacceptable.When I went to him in prayer,I unloaded all the sins that I committed during that time.I unloaded everything from all the fantasies and lusting to the giving into the temptations surrounding these.It was terrible that I was giving into these terrible things.I have been at the bottom lately as a result of some negative things happening in my life,with the worst being that two weeks ago,I learned that I was let go from my job,with the reason being that they are going to start with new people and also,because the then head chef,who hired me,resigned from his position.I was heartbroken by this report and now,I am back at square one in regards to my job status.Again,I went to my Heavenly Father in prayer and confessed every sin.I left nothing out.I prayed and I prayed.I unloaded everything in prayer to him in the name of his son Jesus Christ.Again,I left nothing out as I prayed.I also said that I was sorry for not relying on him and his son in my struggles and I repeatedly begged for his mercy.I didn't cease praying until everything was unloaded and also,while I was praying,tears were coming down my eyes because I really was sorry and really wanted him to forgive me and to be merciful to me as well.When I was finished praying,I felt a whole lot better as I felt that a very heavy weight had been lifted off of my shoulders.I also felt better because I truly believed that I was forgiven.After that,I went on with the rest of the day.I also asked for strength to help me in my struggle for today.I now have to make it a habit of going to my Heavenly Father in the name of his son Jesus Christ to ask for this strength daily and not just when I need it.Fellow blog followers and readers,please continue to also keep me in your prayers.I still need need your prayerful support constantly.I also would still appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.I also still need your positive verbal support constantly alongside your prayers.I need to be constantly reaffirmed and reassured that I am not alone and that there are people still behind me every step of the way in this struggle.Please continue to pray for me.I also would still appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks to all of you for your continued support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ simply for being there and for everything that they both give.
As for tomorrow,I have made no plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I washed my hair and face over the sink,alongside shaving.After that,I had my usual quick breakfast.After my breakfast,I went and did my personal PC work and after that was done,I relaxed for much of the day as I had nothing else to do.
Later in the afternoon,I decided to get out and buy some microwavable dinners to have for dinner tonight.After paying for those,I headed back home to heat them up.
After I was done eating,I watched a little TV and I also did some more personal PC work.Later on,as it was getting late,I started to get ready for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
Tonight,I must talk about something that I need to talk about.This morning,upon arising,I went to my Heavenly Father in prayer.I went to him in the name of his son Jesus Christ.The prayer was about some things that I needed to get off of my chest.What motivated this was a couple of posts here by a regular follower and reader of my blog.Those posts made me realize something in my SSA struggle.Lately,I have been relying more on myself and my own personal strength rather than on my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.This is why I have been giving into temptations an awful lot lately.I also realized that not relying on my Heavenly Father and his son is,in itself,a sin.I have also been neglecting lately to go to my Heavenly Father in prayer quite a bit.Not doing this,I actually was letting Satan and his minions in to make me stumble and fall and every time I stumbled and fell,it made me miserable because I knew that that the things that they were making me were wrong and unacceptable.When I went to him in prayer,I unloaded all the sins that I committed during that time.I unloaded everything from all the fantasies and lusting to the giving into the temptations surrounding these.It was terrible that I was giving into these terrible things.I have been at the bottom lately as a result of some negative things happening in my life,with the worst being that two weeks ago,I learned that I was let go from my job,with the reason being that they are going to start with new people and also,because the then head chef,who hired me,resigned from his position.I was heartbroken by this report and now,I am back at square one in regards to my job status.Again,I went to my Heavenly Father in prayer and confessed every sin.I left nothing out.I prayed and I prayed.I unloaded everything in prayer to him in the name of his son Jesus Christ.Again,I left nothing out as I prayed.I also said that I was sorry for not relying on him and his son in my struggles and I repeatedly begged for his mercy.I didn't cease praying until everything was unloaded and also,while I was praying,tears were coming down my eyes because I really was sorry and really wanted him to forgive me and to be merciful to me as well.When I was finished praying,I felt a whole lot better as I felt that a very heavy weight had been lifted off of my shoulders.I also felt better because I truly believed that I was forgiven.After that,I went on with the rest of the day.I also asked for strength to help me in my struggle for today.I now have to make it a habit of going to my Heavenly Father in the name of his son Jesus Christ to ask for this strength daily and not just when I need it.Fellow blog followers and readers,please continue to also keep me in your prayers.I still need need your prayerful support constantly.I also would still appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.I also still need your positive verbal support constantly alongside your prayers.I need to be constantly reaffirmed and reassured that I am not alone and that there are people still behind me every step of the way in this struggle.Please continue to pray for me.I also would still appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks to all of you for your continued support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ simply for being there and for everything that they both give.
As for tomorrow,I have made no plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
Sunday, April 12, 2015
Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a wonderful and eventful day today.
Today,I woke up in the early morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I showered quickly and when I was finished,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I quickly got dressed up in a suit and I headed for church for both the morning's Holy Bible study class and the worship service afterwards.
Both the class and the worship service were wonderful.We had a substitute pastor give the sermon today and it was great.After some wonderful fellowship,I headed for home.
On the way home,I stopped at a local Dollar Tree to pick up a few things.After paying for those things,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I got out of my suit and into casual clothes.I quickly did my personal PC work while listening to some good music.
The only disappointment of the day was that my niece canceled the dinner we were going to have.After hearing this,I went out for a dive and stopped at the local Target to pick up a gallon of milk.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I put the milk away and I had a bowl of soup for dinner.After that,I did some more personal PC work.Later on,as it was getting late,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a wonderful and eventful day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
Today,my depression started to get worse and on top of it,my left eye was getting watery and it also was painful.I did take something for my sinuses,but that didn't do much help.I also used eye drops,but that didn't stop the watery eye.I am going to have to make an appointment with my eye doctor to see if I can get anything for a prescription for this problem.I don't feel like reporting anything on my struggles tonight.I am hoping that I am feeling better by tomorrow.Please continue to keep me in your prayers.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.I still need both your prayerful and positive verbal support daily and often.Please continue to pray for me.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks to all of you for your continued support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for tomorrow,I have nothing planned.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
Today,I woke up in the early morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I showered quickly and when I was finished,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I quickly got dressed up in a suit and I headed for church for both the morning's Holy Bible study class and the worship service afterwards.
Both the class and the worship service were wonderful.We had a substitute pastor give the sermon today and it was great.After some wonderful fellowship,I headed for home.
On the way home,I stopped at a local Dollar Tree to pick up a few things.After paying for those things,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I got out of my suit and into casual clothes.I quickly did my personal PC work while listening to some good music.
The only disappointment of the day was that my niece canceled the dinner we were going to have.After hearing this,I went out for a dive and stopped at the local Target to pick up a gallon of milk.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I put the milk away and I had a bowl of soup for dinner.After that,I did some more personal PC work.Later on,as it was getting late,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a wonderful and eventful day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
Today,my depression started to get worse and on top of it,my left eye was getting watery and it also was painful.I did take something for my sinuses,but that didn't do much help.I also used eye drops,but that didn't stop the watery eye.I am going to have to make an appointment with my eye doctor to see if I can get anything for a prescription for this problem.I don't feel like reporting anything on my struggles tonight.I am hoping that I am feeling better by tomorrow.Please continue to keep me in your prayers.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.I still need both your prayerful and positive verbal support daily and often.Please continue to pray for me.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks to all of you for your continued support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for tomorrow,I have nothing planned.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
Saturday, April 11, 2015
Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the early to mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I washed my hair and face over the sink,alongside shaving.After that,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I got dressed quickly and I headed out to the monthly Men's Network meeting.
The meeting was wonderful.After it was over,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I changed back into pajamas and I laid down as I was still feeling sleepy.After getting back up,I quickly did my personal PC work and listened to a little music while doing so.When that was done,I relaxed and enjoyed a classic TV episode from a DVD set that I have.I also would prepare my evening meal after doing so.
After eating,I watched another classic TV episode from a DVD set that I have.I also did some more personal PC work.Later on,as it was getting late,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
My rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I am still in my daily struggles against BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA,which is the most difficult struggle that I have.Today,though it is,I had no problems in regards to temptations nor cravings to act out.While that was good,I was awakened from a deep sleep in the wee early morning hours when I was having a really terrible dream.The dream was about a married man and I having a secret Homosexual affair with each other.The man didn't resemble anyone that I know personally nor anyone that I have known previously in my life.Fortunately,I woke up with a gasp and I also had an erection as well.I simply dismissed the dream as being just that,a dream,and went back to sleep with no problems as the dream didn't recur nor come back.I went through the day today without any issues nor negativity.Fellow blog followers and readers,I am still needing your support daily and often.Please continue to keep me in your prayers.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.Your support helps keep me going and helps strengthen my determination.Please continue to pray for me.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to all of you for your continued support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for tomorrow,with the exception of church as usual and dinner at my niece's house,I have made no plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ
Today,I woke up in the early to mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I washed my hair and face over the sink,alongside shaving.After that,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I got dressed quickly and I headed out to the monthly Men's Network meeting.
The meeting was wonderful.After it was over,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I changed back into pajamas and I laid down as I was still feeling sleepy.After getting back up,I quickly did my personal PC work and listened to a little music while doing so.When that was done,I relaxed and enjoyed a classic TV episode from a DVD set that I have.I also would prepare my evening meal after doing so.
After eating,I watched another classic TV episode from a DVD set that I have.I also did some more personal PC work.Later on,as it was getting late,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
My rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I am still in my daily struggles against BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA,which is the most difficult struggle that I have.Today,though it is,I had no problems in regards to temptations nor cravings to act out.While that was good,I was awakened from a deep sleep in the wee early morning hours when I was having a really terrible dream.The dream was about a married man and I having a secret Homosexual affair with each other.The man didn't resemble anyone that I know personally nor anyone that I have known previously in my life.Fortunately,I woke up with a gasp and I also had an erection as well.I simply dismissed the dream as being just that,a dream,and went back to sleep with no problems as the dream didn't recur nor come back.I went through the day today without any issues nor negativity.Fellow blog followers and readers,I am still needing your support daily and often.Please continue to keep me in your prayers.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.Your support helps keep me going and helps strengthen my determination.Please continue to pray for me.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to all of you for your continued support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for tomorrow,with the exception of church as usual and dinner at my niece's house,I have made no plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ
Friday, April 10, 2015
Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty fair day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I washed my hair over the sink and after I was finished with that,I had my usual quick breakfast.After my breakfast,I quickly did my personal PC work and I relaxed for much of the day as the day was really windy.I stayed home and watched a few classic TV episodes on a DVD set that I have.After that,I got dressed in casual clothes and I went to the local Super Wal-Mart to pick up a few things.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I put the stuff that I bought away and I prepared my evening meal.
After eating,I watched another classic TV episode from the DVD set that I have.I also did some more personal PC work.Later on,I changed into pajamas and I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty fair day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
My rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I am still in my daily struggles against BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA,which is my most difficult struggle of the two and also,it's even more difficult because of the mental illness combination that I have.I am still a work in progress and I know what I need to do is to try and get myself going in a positive way to get these SSA issues resolved.I am still having a hard time and at times,it can drive me up the wall.Right now,I am still hoping that the therapeutic road that I am going on will help in getting these issues resolved.I still have to get the unresolved anger,trauma and trust issues resolved and I am hoping that this new route will help me.I have found that this is the reason why I can't stop the constant falling and repenting in regards to SSA when I get tempted to act out by fantasizing and lusting after other men.I also still need spiritual direction aside from the secular direction that I am currently on in regards to my therapy.I still have to keep in mind that the sexual activity between two members of the same gender is wrong,unnatural and also,inappropriate.I also still have to keep in mind that my Heavenly Father,when he created all human kind on Earth,that he never intended for sexuality to be used and abused the way that the world around us is using and abusing it.I can't let the world nor the unnatural sexual desires that I have define nor dictate to me how I will act or the type of person that they presume for me to be.I have to keep in mind that I am a man made in my Heavenly Father's image and that my body is biologically hard-wired to be compatible with a female as my Heavenly Father created man and woman,male and female,and accepts no substitutes nor anything out of that.Fellow blog followers and readers,please continue to keep me in your prayers.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.I still need the support of all of you,both prayerful and positive verbal,daily and often.I need to be constantly reaffirmed and reassured that I am not alone in this particular struggle.I also need to be shown that I am loved like a human being and I also need constant reaffirmation that I am a man and a male.Please continue to pray for me.I also would still appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to all of you for your continued prayerful and positive verbal support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for simply being there and helping me get through the negative aspects of the struggle that I have.
As for the weekend,with the exception of church as usual on Sunday,I have made no plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the upcoming weekend ahead.FJ
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I washed my hair over the sink and after I was finished with that,I had my usual quick breakfast.After my breakfast,I quickly did my personal PC work and I relaxed for much of the day as the day was really windy.I stayed home and watched a few classic TV episodes on a DVD set that I have.After that,I got dressed in casual clothes and I went to the local Super Wal-Mart to pick up a few things.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I put the stuff that I bought away and I prepared my evening meal.
After eating,I watched another classic TV episode from the DVD set that I have.I also did some more personal PC work.Later on,I changed into pajamas and I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty fair day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
My rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I am still in my daily struggles against BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA,which is my most difficult struggle of the two and also,it's even more difficult because of the mental illness combination that I have.I am still a work in progress and I know what I need to do is to try and get myself going in a positive way to get these SSA issues resolved.I am still having a hard time and at times,it can drive me up the wall.Right now,I am still hoping that the therapeutic road that I am going on will help in getting these issues resolved.I still have to get the unresolved anger,trauma and trust issues resolved and I am hoping that this new route will help me.I have found that this is the reason why I can't stop the constant falling and repenting in regards to SSA when I get tempted to act out by fantasizing and lusting after other men.I also still need spiritual direction aside from the secular direction that I am currently on in regards to my therapy.I still have to keep in mind that the sexual activity between two members of the same gender is wrong,unnatural and also,inappropriate.I also still have to keep in mind that my Heavenly Father,when he created all human kind on Earth,that he never intended for sexuality to be used and abused the way that the world around us is using and abusing it.I can't let the world nor the unnatural sexual desires that I have define nor dictate to me how I will act or the type of person that they presume for me to be.I have to keep in mind that I am a man made in my Heavenly Father's image and that my body is biologically hard-wired to be compatible with a female as my Heavenly Father created man and woman,male and female,and accepts no substitutes nor anything out of that.Fellow blog followers and readers,please continue to keep me in your prayers.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.I still need the support of all of you,both prayerful and positive verbal,daily and often.I need to be constantly reaffirmed and reassured that I am not alone in this particular struggle.I also need to be shown that I am loved like a human being and I also need constant reaffirmation that I am a man and a male.Please continue to pray for me.I also would still appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to all of you for your continued prayerful and positive verbal support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for simply being there and helping me get through the negative aspects of the struggle that I have.
As for the weekend,with the exception of church as usual on Sunday,I have made no plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the upcoming weekend ahead.FJ
Thursday, April 09, 2015
Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I washed my hair and face over the sink,alongside shaving.After that,I had my usual quick breakfast.After my breakfast,I quickly did my personal PC work and after that was done,I relaxed and watched a little TV for much of the afternoon.I also laid down and read for a while as I listened to some music.
Later on,as the early evening was approaching,I got dressed in casual clothes and I headed for a local church for a free meal,which was wonderful.After that,I for home.
On the way home,I stopped at a local 7-11 to pick up an ice cream treat.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I put the ice cream treat in the freezer and I did some more personal PC work.After that,I watched a little more TV before preparing to retire for the evening.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
My rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.Though it does,I am still in my daily struggles against BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA,which is the most difficult of the two for me.Today,though it is,I can say that I wasn't tempted by the unnatural desires that I have.I will continue to keep up in my prayers to my Heavenly Father so I can hope to conquer this terrible SSA and hopefully,also to heal and overcome it.At times,SSA has stressed me out and at other times,I don't know whether I am coming or going.I am learning day after day that the SSA struggle is a difficult one,but my struggles with BPD/Schizophrenia make this particular struggle even more difficult because I have to also put up with sounds and voices that only I can hear and nobody else can.At times,I hear voices telling me to grab my private parts and mess with them and when that happens,sexual images of men cloud my mind.There are times that I wish that I didn't have to struggle with this terrible condition.I know that it isn't my fault that I struggle with SSA as many factors and experiences in my life contributed to my struggles that I had no control over.Still,I am not letting those things be a crutch to me as I am going to continue in the fight and I am going to work on going to my Heavenly Father in prayer a lot more so I can finally conquer this terrible thing.I also still need prayers from all of you.I also still need some positive verbal support in the comments section.I still need the support of all of you daily and often.I need to be both reaffirmed and reassured that I am not alone in this particular struggle.Please continue to pray for me and also,please leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to all of you for your continued prayerful and positive verbal support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for tomorrow,I have made no plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I washed my hair and face over the sink,alongside shaving.After that,I had my usual quick breakfast.After my breakfast,I quickly did my personal PC work and after that was done,I relaxed and watched a little TV for much of the afternoon.I also laid down and read for a while as I listened to some music.
Later on,as the early evening was approaching,I got dressed in casual clothes and I headed for a local church for a free meal,which was wonderful.After that,I for home.
On the way home,I stopped at a local 7-11 to pick up an ice cream treat.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I put the ice cream treat in the freezer and I did some more personal PC work.After that,I watched a little more TV before preparing to retire for the evening.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
My rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.Though it does,I am still in my daily struggles against BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA,which is the most difficult of the two for me.Today,though it is,I can say that I wasn't tempted by the unnatural desires that I have.I will continue to keep up in my prayers to my Heavenly Father so I can hope to conquer this terrible SSA and hopefully,also to heal and overcome it.At times,SSA has stressed me out and at other times,I don't know whether I am coming or going.I am learning day after day that the SSA struggle is a difficult one,but my struggles with BPD/Schizophrenia make this particular struggle even more difficult because I have to also put up with sounds and voices that only I can hear and nobody else can.At times,I hear voices telling me to grab my private parts and mess with them and when that happens,sexual images of men cloud my mind.There are times that I wish that I didn't have to struggle with this terrible condition.I know that it isn't my fault that I struggle with SSA as many factors and experiences in my life contributed to my struggles that I had no control over.Still,I am not letting those things be a crutch to me as I am going to continue in the fight and I am going to work on going to my Heavenly Father in prayer a lot more so I can finally conquer this terrible thing.I also still need prayers from all of you.I also still need some positive verbal support in the comments section.I still need the support of all of you daily and often.I need to be both reaffirmed and reassured that I am not alone in this particular struggle.Please continue to pray for me and also,please leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to all of you for your continued prayerful and positive verbal support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for tomorrow,I have made no plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
Wednesday, April 08, 2015
Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the early to mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I washed my hair and face over the sink,alongside shaving.After that,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I quickly got dressed and I headed for the place where the groups I attend each week are held.
The morning group went well.After it was over,I headed out to a local kitchen for lunch and after I was finished eating,I headed back for the afternoon group.
The afternoon group went very well also.After it was over,I headed for home.
On the way home,I stopped at a local pizzeria by my house to buy a few pizza slices.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I ate the slices of pizza that I bought and I did my personal PC work.After that was done,I decided to prepare my evening meal.
After eating,I watched a couple of classic episodes of a TV show that I have on DVD.I also did some more personal PC work.Later on,as it was getting late,I decided to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
This morning,when I got out of bed,I felt that while I was sleeping,I had a nocturnal emission and I didn't discover it until I got out of bed.When I immediately felt the wetness on my right side,I changed my underwear and had my coffee after doing so.Today,I was so busy with my groups and such that I had no problems with any temptations today in regards to my SSA struggles.I am also feeling a lot better that I had been from the last several days.I was feeling very down and depressed for a while,but I am feeling much better and even more happier,but still,I am not at 100%.I think that I am only at 90% at this moment,but I guess that is better than a lower grade.I am hoping to be at 100% pretty soon.I still need prayers from all of you and positive verbal support in the comments section very much.Please continue to pray for me and also,please leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to all of you for your support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for tomorrow,I have made no plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
Today,I woke up in the early to mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I washed my hair and face over the sink,alongside shaving.After that,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I quickly got dressed and I headed for the place where the groups I attend each week are held.
The morning group went well.After it was over,I headed out to a local kitchen for lunch and after I was finished eating,I headed back for the afternoon group.
The afternoon group went very well also.After it was over,I headed for home.
On the way home,I stopped at a local pizzeria by my house to buy a few pizza slices.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I ate the slices of pizza that I bought and I did my personal PC work.After that was done,I decided to prepare my evening meal.
After eating,I watched a couple of classic episodes of a TV show that I have on DVD.I also did some more personal PC work.Later on,as it was getting late,I decided to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
This morning,when I got out of bed,I felt that while I was sleeping,I had a nocturnal emission and I didn't discover it until I got out of bed.When I immediately felt the wetness on my right side,I changed my underwear and had my coffee after doing so.Today,I was so busy with my groups and such that I had no problems with any temptations today in regards to my SSA struggles.I am also feeling a lot better that I had been from the last several days.I was feeling very down and depressed for a while,but I am feeling much better and even more happier,but still,I am not at 100%.I think that I am only at 90% at this moment,but I guess that is better than a lower grade.I am hoping to be at 100% pretty soon.I still need prayers from all of you and positive verbal support in the comments section very much.Please continue to pray for me and also,please leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to all of you for your support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for tomorrow,I have made no plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
Tuesday, April 07, 2015
Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the early to mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I washed my hair and face over the sink,alongside shaving.After that,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I got dressed and I headed for a local garage to get new tires put on my front wheels.After they were put on,I had lunch at a nearby pizzeria.After I was finished,I headed for home.
On the way home,I stopped at a local supermarket to pick up something that I needed.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I changed into a sweatsuit and I did my personal PC work.After that was done,I relaxed for a while and after that,I started to prepare my evening meal.
After eating,I watched a classic TV episode from a DVD set that I have.After that,I did some more personal PC work.Later on,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
I am still feeling down in the dumps.Please continue to keep me in your prayers and please leave me some positive verbal support.Thanks to all of you and Thanks to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for tomorrow,with the exception of a couple of groups that I go to each week,I have no plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ
Today,I woke up in the early to mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I washed my hair and face over the sink,alongside shaving.After that,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I got dressed and I headed for a local garage to get new tires put on my front wheels.After they were put on,I had lunch at a nearby pizzeria.After I was finished,I headed for home.
On the way home,I stopped at a local supermarket to pick up something that I needed.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I changed into a sweatsuit and I did my personal PC work.After that was done,I relaxed for a while and after that,I started to prepare my evening meal.
After eating,I watched a classic TV episode from a DVD set that I have.After that,I did some more personal PC work.Later on,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
I am still feeling down in the dumps.Please continue to keep me in your prayers and please leave me some positive verbal support.Thanks to all of you and Thanks to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for tomorrow,with the exception of a couple of groups that I go to each week,I have no plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ
Monday, April 06, 2015
Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the early to mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I washed my hair and face over the sink,alongside shaving.After that,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I quickly did my personal PC work and after that was done,I got dressed to proceed with the rest of the day.
I had a few things on my agenda for today.I went to the local Super Wal-Mart to pick up some important things.After that,I went to another store to pick up a few more important things.After I was finished,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I put the stuff that I bought away and started to prepare my evening meal.
After eating,I watched a classic TV episode on a DVD set that I have.After was done,I did some more personal PC work.Later on,as it was getting later,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
I apologize for not really sharing where I am at in my struggles,but lately,my medication has been kicking in earlier than usual.I can barely type right now.I will hopefully start sharing where I am at in regards to my struggles tomorrow.I have been feeling so tired,exhausted and down in the dumps as of late and I don't know when I will be fully out of it.Please continue to pray for me.Please continue to leave some positive verbal support in the comments section.I still need your support daily and often.Please continue to keep me in your prayers and also,please leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks to all of you for your continued support and Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for tomorrow,I have made no plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
Today,I woke up in the early to mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I washed my hair and face over the sink,alongside shaving.After that,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I quickly did my personal PC work and after that was done,I got dressed to proceed with the rest of the day.
I had a few things on my agenda for today.I went to the local Super Wal-Mart to pick up some important things.After that,I went to another store to pick up a few more important things.After I was finished,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I put the stuff that I bought away and started to prepare my evening meal.
After eating,I watched a classic TV episode on a DVD set that I have.After was done,I did some more personal PC work.Later on,as it was getting later,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
I apologize for not really sharing where I am at in my struggles,but lately,my medication has been kicking in earlier than usual.I can barely type right now.I will hopefully start sharing where I am at in regards to my struggles tomorrow.I have been feeling so tired,exhausted and down in the dumps as of late and I don't know when I will be fully out of it.Please continue to pray for me.Please continue to leave some positive verbal support in the comments section.I still need your support daily and often.Please continue to keep me in your prayers and also,please leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks to all of you for your continued support and Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for tomorrow,I have made no plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
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