Saturday, November 11, 2017

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving onward.
Today was a pretty fair day for me.I had really nothing to do,so I just hung out at home for a while and did my personal PC work.I also went out for lunch at a local restaurant.After that,I went home and did more personal PC work.I went back out to pick up some cold medicine and had a sandwich at a local McDonald's.I headed back home again and did some more personal PC work.I later retired for the evening.A pretty fair day overall.
I'm still struggling terribly with SSA.I am still being tempted to indulge in fantasies and lusting.
These temptations are very overwhelming.They keep coming back to me.
I don't want to be tempted.I also don't want to give into these temptations.They are terrible.
I need some help and support.Please help me and give me the support that I need.
Please pray for me.Please leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.
I need encouragement from all of you.I also need some spiritual upbuilding from all of you.
Your support,both prayerful and positive verbal,means a lot to me.Please help me and offer me some advice on how I can overcome these terrible things.Thanks to all of you and Thanks to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
Tomorrow is a church day.I will be going tomorrow morning.FJ

Friday, November 10, 2017

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.
Today was a work day,which went well.After it was over,I did a little shopping at a local Dollar General store.I headed for home after that.
I relaxed when I got home and I did my personal PC work.I later had a light meal and did a little bit more personal PC work before retiring for the evening.A very good day overall.
Earlier in the day,I gave into temptation to fantasize and lust after other men.Yes,I did and I also masturbated to these images.I felt so ashamed at this.I did ask my Heavenly Father to forgive my sins and begged for his mercy for the sake of his son Jesus Christ.I prayed long and hard and though I do believe that I am forgiven,I still felt the guilt and shame for giving into these terrible temptations.
I don't want to feel guilt and shame.I want to feel better and totally believe that I am forgiven for my sins without still feeling guilt and shame.
I also don't want to give into these terrible temptations anymore,but I keep giving in to them.I don't know why.
I keep asking myself "What's Wrong With Me?"
I also ask myself "Why can't I stop giving in to these terrible temptations?"
I also ask myself "Why do I keep giving in to these terrible temptations?"
I need help,but it seems that nobody wants to help me.I get a lot of visitors and readers,but nobody leaves me any comments.They also don't tell me that they're praying for me.
Please let me know that you're praying for me.Please leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.I need some encouragement and spiritual upbuilding.I also need to know that none of you are giving up on me.I have been baring all here,but nobody makes any comments or anything.
Please let me know that you're all still praying for me.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support and spiritual upbuilding.
I also want to know that none of you are giving up on me.I need to know these things.Please say something that I could use.Thanks to all of you and Thanks to my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
For this weekend,all I have is church on Sunday as usual.I have nothing else planned.FJ

Thursday, November 09, 2017

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues onward and forward.
Today,I went to work and despite some ups and downs,it was a fairly moderate day.After it was over,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I relaxed for a while and did some personal PC work.After that,I went back out to the local Super Wal-Mart to pick up a few things.I headed straight home after that.
When I got home,I had a light meal and did some more personal PC work.I later retired for the evening.A day full of ups and downs,but not too bad overall.
I am still struggling with fantasies and lusting.Images of men in a sexual way keep clouding my mind.
I don't know what to do.I don't know how to go about resolving this.
I have been asking for advice,but nobody wants to comment.I remember when I first started this healing process,I was doing well.But then,I don't know what happened,but I wound up falling into sin by fantasies and lusting and now,I feel trapped within a vicious cycle of falling into sin repeatedly and asking for forgiveness when I do.
I need some help.I need advice.I need someone to spiritually upbuild me.I need help so desperately.I don't know whether I'm coming or going.
I also still need prayerful support.I also need some verbal encouragement and spiritual upbuilding in the comments section.Please leave me an encouraging word or two and some spiritual upbuilding in the comments section.Please pray for me.Please leave me some encouraging words and verbal support.Thanks.
Tomorrow is a work day and I hope that it goes better than today.FJ

Wednesday, November 08, 2017

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery moves forward and onward.
Today was another work day for me.It was a mixed day,but I did get a few accomplishments done.After it was over,I went to Walgreen's to pick up something I really needed and headed straight home.
When I got home,I relaxed from my hard day at work and had a light meal.I did my personal PC work and relaxed for the rest of the evening until it was time to retire for the evening.A very good,but mixed day,overall.
Today,earlier in the day.I again gave into the temptation to fantasize and lust after other men.Yes,I masturbated to these images that I fantasized and lusted after.I felt so ashamed when I did this terrible thing.I also felt terrible.I also feel that I self abused myself.This has been a terrible cycle for me.I gave into temptations again.I felt miserable,ashamed and hated myself for doing so.Though I did ask my Heavenly Father to forgive me for my sins in the name of his son Jesus Christ,I still feel terrible and guilty that I did these terrible things.
I have been falling into sin so much lately.I don't know why I have been doing so.I fall and then seek forgiveness,but after that,I fall again and seek forgiveness.It has been becoming a vicious cycle of falling so much into sin and asking forgiveness.I am truly sorry for what I have done,but the feelings of guilt and shame have been way too overwhelming.
I have been seeking help from all of my readers.People visit my blog,but don't leave anything in the comments section.I have also been saying things to myself angrily that are terrible and inappropriate.I don't know how to stop.I have been falling a lot lately and it's been making me feel miserable and shameful.I am ashamed of myself for giving into these terrible temptations to sin by fantasies and lusting after images of men flowing through my mind.
Again,I have been seeking help from those who have been reading my posts,but nobody leaves anything in the comments section.Please leave me some positive verbal support.I need encouragement and spiritual upbuilding.I also need prayers by all of you.Please continue praying for me.I need all the support that I can get.Thanks and Thanks to my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
Tomorrow is another work day and I hope that it all goes well.FJ

Tuesday, November 07, 2017

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.My day was very good.
Today,I went to work and after work,I went to vote and get a tire on my car fixed.
I headed over to a local Dollar Tree store to pick up a few things.I headed straight home.
When I got home,I relaxed and had a light meal.I also did my personal PC work.I then later prepared for my evening retirement.A very good day overall.
I am still struggling terribly with SSA.This SSA struggle is terrible.SSA is also a terrible emotional condition.
I have given into temptations in this struggle.I am having a very hard time at the moment.
I have given into too many temptations.I need help.I need people to be there for me.I need people to say that they are behind me all the way.I also need understanding and support.
I need a lot of` prayers right now.Please pray for me.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.I need all the support that I can get.Please pray for me and leave me some positive verbal support.I also would appreciate some spiritual upbuilding and support.
Your support really matters to me.Thanks to all of you and Thanks to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
Tomorrow is another work day and I hope that all goes well.FJ

Monday, November 06, 2017

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.Today was very good.
I headed for work today and it went well.It ended with me taking a necessary and required test,which I passed.I headed straight home after that.
When I got home,I relaxed for a while and did my personal PC work.I later went out to get something to eat.
I headed home and ate a light meal and showered.I then later retired for the evening.A very good day overall.
I am still struggling terribly with this terrible SSA.Early this morning,I gave into temptation again.Yes,I did.I admit it.It was fantasizing and lusting after other men again.
I don't know what's wrong.
Why do I keep doing this?
Why can't I stop?
What's making me do these things that I don't want to?
I need help.I need support.I need all of you to help me and support me.Pl;ease leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Please pray for me.
I need some positive spiritual upbuilding.I also need some encouragement.I need prayerful support.
Please pray for me.Please continue to leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.I need support right now.Please do so.I want to stop doing these things.If anyone can help out in the forms of advice and spiritual upbuilding,please do so.I would really appreciate that.Thanks to all of you and Thanks to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
Tomorrow is another work day and I hope that it goes well.FJ

Sunday, November 05, 2017

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.
Today,I went to church in the morning and it was wonderful.After some wonderful fellowship,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I got out of my suit and helped with some cleaning up around the house.
After that was done,I showered and later on,I had a light evening meal.
When it was getting late,I prepared to retire for the evening.A wonderful and eventful day overall.
I am still struggling terribly with SSA.I gave into temptation during the wee early morning hours.I really felt terrible after that.I did ask to be forgiven by my Heavenly Father and I did feel better,although the guilt of giving into these terrible temptations was really overwhelming.
I still feel like I'm stuck in the middle between Homosexuality and Heterosexuality.I still don't know whether I'm coming or going.This terrible SSA struggle that I have is getting worse by the day for me.
I am sick and tired of this struggle.It's terrible and seems to be getting unbearable for me.I am tired of giving into thee terrible temptations.
If anyone can help me,please help me.I need some positive verbal support in the comments section.I also still need prayerful support.Please pray for me.Please leave me some encouraging words,especially some spiritual upbuilding,which can be scriptures from the Holy Bible.I also would like some advice as well.
Please pray foe me.Please leave me some positive verbal encouragement and support in the comments section.Thanks and Thanks to my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
Tomorrow is a work day and I'm hoping that it goes well.FJ

Saturday, November 04, 2017

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty decent day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I showered quickly.After showering,I got dressed and quickly did my personal PC work.I then went out and did a little thrift shop hopping and didn't buy very much.I then headed straight home after making a few stops along the way.
When I got home,I ate a light evening meal and did some more personal PC work.I also did a little bit of work within the house.Later on,as it was getting late,I prepared to retire for the evening.
I am still struggling terribly.The struggles that I have with SSA seem to get more complicated and tougher.Day in and day out,this particular struggle gets even more difficult.
I am still being tempted to fantasize and lust after other men.These temptations are really getting to me.I don't know whether I'm coming or going.I still feel like I'm trapped in the middle.I still don't know what to do,how to do it or how to handle this situation.
I've been appealing to the masses out there.I have been asking that you all encourage me.I also have been asking all of you to upbuild me spiritually by upbuilding me with scripture or saying that you're all praying for me.Yet,there haven't been any encouraging words.There has been nobody saying they're praying for me.I need prayers.I need spiritual upbuilding.I need encouragement.
These temptations are really overwhelming me.Please help me.All I need is some positive and encouraging words.I need to know that there are people out there praying for me and are behind me 100%.
Please pray for me.Please leave em some encouraging words and positive spiritual upbuidling in the comments section.Thanks.
I will be going to church tomorrow morning.Again,please keep me in your prayers and share some encouraging words and positive spiritual upbuilding in the comments section.FJ

Friday, November 03, 2017

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a very good day today.
Today,I went to work.After that,I headed straight home and ran a few errands.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I had a light evening meal and did my personal PC work.I then retired for the evening.Overall,a very good day.
I am really being tempted tonight.I am tempted to fantasize and lust after other men.
I don't want to give into these terrible temptations.In itself,it's wrong to fantasize and lust about anything or anyone.I don't want to fall anymore.
Fellow blog followers and readers,I am asking that you keep praying for me.I need all the prayerful support that I can get.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.It can be encouragement or scriptural upbuilding.Thanks for your continued support and Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
This weekend will be simply a taking it easy weekend for me,with church as usual on Sunday.FJ

Thursday, November 02, 2017

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.
Today,my work day went well.It wasn't too bad.I had to do two things that were off the schedule today,but I managed to get everything that needed to get done accomplished.I later headed straight home and after that,I went to the post office for a money order.I then went to a local supermarket to get something to drink.I drove a little,but stopped at a local church for a free dinner.I headed straight home and after a little relaxation,showered and did a little bit of cleaning work around the house and did my personal PC work.I later retired for the evening.A very good day overall.
Today,while at work,I really had feelings of guilt all over myself.It was for all the the temptations of fantasizing and lust that I gave into over time.I really felt terrible and guilty for what I did.
While I had a few minutes,I went into the men's restroom and prayed.I prayed and tried to be as quiet as possible.I admitted to my Heavenly Father everything I did wrong,from fantasizing and lusting after other men,to manipulating my genitals,to masturbating to these images and asking to be forgiven.I left nothing out.I threw everything on the sovereign Lord and creator of all things.I asked for forgiveness and pleaded for mercy in the name of his son Jesus Christ.I was also starting to get teary eyed as I dis this.Afterwards,I felt better,but still felt a little depressed over the whole thing.I get hit with spells of the blues when least expected and I simply go with the flow and simply wait for it to pass.
Still,I need support from all of you.Please continued praying for me.Please leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.I still need your support.Please do so as I would appreciate that.Thanks.
Tomorrow is another work day and after that, the weekend.FJ

Wednesday, November 01, 2017

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues,but today,I hit a snag.The day,though,was very good.
The work day went well and I had a new tire put on my car.I headed for home after that.
When I got home,I relaxed for a while and had a light evening meal.I then later prepared to retire for the evening.Overall,a very good day.
I am really not feeling well emotionally right now.Earlier today,I gave into the temptation to fantasize and lust after other men and yes,I did masturbate to these images.I also imagined myself in sinful sexual activity with them.
I am feeling depressed and regretful.I hated giving into these terrible temptations and I feel terrible about doing so.This is being a very heavy crushing weight on me.I don't want to give into these terrible temptations anymore,but I keep doing so.
I keep asking myself "What's wrong with me?".Why can't I stop fantasizing and lusting after other men.I am fully aware that the sexual activity of Homosexuality,alongside anything connected with it,is condemned by our Heavenly Father in his sacred word,the Holy Bible,but I keep fantasizing and lusting.I always feel lousy afterwards when I give in,which today is no exception.I still don't know whether I'm coming or going.I also feel trapped and stuck in the middle.I don't know what's wrong with me.I really want to stop,but I feel that I don't know how.
If anyone can help,please do so.I need some encouragement.I need some spiritual upbuilding.Please let me know that you're all out there reading.I want to to break free from this terrible trap.Yes,I really do.Please help me.Please.Please leave me some encouragement in the comments section.Please continue praying for me.Thanks to y'all and Thanks to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
Tomorrow is another work day and I hope all goes well.FJ

Tuesday, October 31, 2017

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a very good day today.
The work day went a little bit better than it did yesterday.I managed to do what I had to do and had a little fun.The only good thing is that I got everything I needed to get done accomplished.
After it was over,I headed straight home and relaxed for a while.I did my personal PC work and did a little bit of errand running and then,retired for the evening.A very good day overall.
However,I am still trapped within the vicious SSA cycle.I have been tempted left and right and I feel trapped in the middle.
I am also tired of hearing so much about how the media is making Homosexuality look right and normal,which it isn't.This is only adding to my struggles and making them practically unbearable.These unnatural desires that I have are really getting me down and the temptations are getting worse by the day.I don't know what else to say or to do.
I don't want to give into these terrible things anymore.I want to stop giving into these things.All I have been thinking of is sex and more sex with other men.I just can't seem to get it off of my mind.I want to stop thinking of these things.
If anyone can help me,please do so.I need words of encouragement.I need prayers.Please pray for me.Please leave me some words of encouragement in the comments section.These encouraging words can be scriptural upbuilding.They also can be someone saying that they are praying for me.They also can be where I can find face to face help.They also can be ideas of how I can let go of unresolved anger,emotional and trauma issues.Please pray for me.Please leave me some encouraging words.Thanks for them in advance.
Tomorrow is simply another work day and I am hoping that it goes well.FJ

Monday, October 30, 2017

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I have a very good day today.
I went to work today and the work day,though hectic,went well.I headed for home after that and relaxed for much of the rest of the afternoon.I had a light evening meal and prepared to retire for the evening.Overall,a very good day.
However,I am still struggling with this terrible SSA.I have been falling short a lot.Today,I fell short again.I gave into temptations to fantasize and lust after other men in the afternoon.I really felt terrible about giving into this terrible temptations.I also felt lousy and was mad at myself as a result of that.
I am still wanting to heal from this terrible SSA struggle that I have.I want to heal.I want to be a whole person.As a result of this terrible SSA struggle and condition,I don't feel like a whole person.I feel less than whole.I don't want to feel this way anymore.I want to feel whole.I want to feel like what I am,which is a man.
This struggle gets worse by the day.It keeps getting worse and worse.I want to pursue healing,but don't know where to turn or go.There aren't many programs or things for people like me in my hometown.
Fellow blog followers and readers,I need prayers.Please pray for me.Please leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.I need some spiritual help in the forms of encouragement and positive upbuilding,but nobody wants to say anything.Please support me verbally by posting some encouragement and upbuilding in the comments section.I would really appreciate that.Thanks to all of you and also,Thanks to my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
Tomorrow is another work day and I hope that all goes well.FJ

Sunday, October 29, 2017

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a wonderful and eventful day today.
I went to church this morning as I usually do.The morning's Holy Bible study class and the worship service afterwards were both wonderful.I relaxed for much of the day and did my personal PC work.I also ran a few errands that I needed to run.I ate a light meal and did a little bit more personal PC work.I also did some recommended Holy Bible reading.I later retired and overall,it was a wonderful and eventful day.
However,my struggles are still the way that they have been.I am still enduring temptations to fantasize and lust after other men.These temptations strike when least expected for me.This struggle with SSA is getting even more difficult by the day.At times,I really don't know if I'm coming or going.I also feel like I'm stuck in the middle between the false identity(i.e."Homosexual/Gay")and the one true identity(i.e.Heterosexual/Straight").I know that the creator created male and female.I truly and totally believe all that.The thing is that many are pushing the agenda for the false identity and it stinks.
This is making my personal struggle with SSA that more difficult.I'm still craving sexual things with other men.I know and understand that it's wrong and unacceptable to the sovereign Lord and creator of all things to have sexual activity with another of the same gender,but I keep getting tempted to fantasize and lust repeatedly.I don't want to fantasize and lust after other men.I want to look at my fellow men as brothers in a Christian way.
I keep pleading for all of you to pray for me.I also keep pleading with you to leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.All I need is some positive encouragement along with spiritual upbuilding.My struggles with Bipolar Disorder and Schizophrenia make this SSA struggle that I have even more difficult.My mood changes and hearing things that are not there contribute to this personal struggle that I have with SSA.
Again,please pray for me continually and please leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks for your support and above all;Thanks to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
Tomorrow is the start of a new work week and I hope that all goes well.FJ

Saturday, October 28, 2017

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues to move forward,though I am still trapped in the middle.
Today,I simply ran an errand and relaxed for much of the day.I had really nothing to do.It rained for much of the day and I was trapped in the house.
I am still struggling with fantasies and lusting.I have been giving into temptations left and right.I don't know what to do.I don't really know who to talk to.Images of men in a sexual nature continue plaguing me and my mind.
This SSA struggle that I have has made me aware of my own perversions.I have fantasized a lot lately and have been lusting after things that I shouldn't be lusting after as my Heavenly Father,through his scared word,the Holy Bible,condemns lustful intentions and behavior.He also condemns anything connected with it.
I am feeling really low and messed up right now.I have been posting about this constantly and hoping that there will be people who will post in the comments section anything helpful,such as scriptural upbuilding or that they're praying for me.I feel like that I have been posting in vain lately as nobody has shared anything in the comments section that could be beneficial to me.This SSA struggle that I have is terrible.I hate that I struggle with this terrible emotional condition.I hate everything about this particular struggle.
I don't want to fantasize and lust anymore.I am craving sexual things with men intensely right now and I also hate that.I need all the help and support that I can get.Please fellow blog followers and readers;I need some support and encouragement right now.I don't want to think about men in a sexual way,but in a healthy and authentic way.If anyone is reading this,please share some encouraging words and upbuildings in the comments section.I need a lot of spiritual help right now.Please help me.Please upbuild me with Holy Bible scripture.If anyone can offer advice on how I can overcome this terrible fantasies and lusting that I have been falling into constantly,please offer that advice.I really need all the help and support that I can get right now.Thanks very much to all of you and also;Thanks to my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for tomorrow,with the exception of church as usual,I have no plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
Thanks in advance to all of you for helping me.FJ

Friday, October 27, 2017

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving onward.I had a very good day today.
Today,I went to work and it went well.I got a lot accomplished on the job today.I headed home and relaxed.
However,all is still not very good in my both my personal life and my spiritual life.I am still attending church and enjoying it,but I feel so down spiritually and down miserably that I don't know whether I'm coming or going.
I am still struggling with fantasies and lusting after other men.My SSA struggles are really getting me down.As I said yesterday,I have been tempted left and right.I have given into temptations in regards to fantasies and lusting.I don't know what to do.
I need some help and support.I need some affirmations and upbuilding.Please fellow blog followers and readers,I need all the support that I can get.
I need all the prayers that I can get.I also need some positive verbal support in the comments section.I need to know that there are people who care about me and are supporting me every step of the way.It's just that my blog postings are being read,but nobody wants to drop me a line or two of positive verbal support or that they are praying for me.
I need to stop giving into these terrible temptations.Please help me.If there is anyone out there who wants to and can help,please do so.I really need all of you.Thanks.
I have plans to go to church this coming Sunday on the upcoming weekend.I still need all the prayers and positive verbal support that I need.Thanks for your support and Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.FJ

Thursday, October 26, 2017

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving onward.However,I had a very good day and the work day went well.I need to say some things here.
Lately,I have really been struggling with fantasies and lusting.I have been falling into temptation lately a lot.I have been giving into the urges to fantasize and lust after other men.Yes,I admit that I have been.
I am feeling terrible and lousy as of late.I haven't had this problem in a long time. Sexually themed images of men cloud my mind constantly.I don't know whether I am coming or going.
I have gave into masturbation to these images.Yes I have.Again,I am feeling terrible and lousy for doing so.
I need some help.I need some encouragement.I need people to leave me some verbal support in the comments section.I need prayers from all of you.
Please pray for me.Please leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.I need all the help and support that I can get to help keep me going.Please pray for me.Please leave me some encouragement in the comments section.Thanks to all of you.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
I have work tomorrow.I hope that the work day goes well.
That was what I had to say.I need support real badly.Thanks again.FJ

Wednesday, October 25, 2017

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a very good day today.
Today,I woke up in the early morning and had my usual coffee.After my coffee,I washed up real quickly and got dressed.I headed for work.
The work day went well.After it was over,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I had a terrible headache and I relaxed.After that,I had a light evening meal and I quickly did my personal PC work.I then later prepared for my evening retirement.Overall,a very good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
Please continue praying for me as I'm struggling terribly right now with fantasies and lusting.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks to all of you for your continued support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for tomorrow,with the exception of work as usual,I have no plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ

Tuesday, October 24, 2017

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a very good day today.
Today,I woke up in the early morning and had my usual coffee.After my coffee,I washed up real quickly and got dressed.I headed for work.
The work day went well.After it was over,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I relaxed for a bit and also ate a light dinner.
Later on,I went out to pick up a few things at a local bargain supermarket.I also bought another thing at another local supermarket.I headed straight home after that.
When I got home,I relaxed and did my personal PC work.Later on,as it was getting late,I prepared to retire for the evening.Overall,a very good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
Please continue praying for me as I am really struggling terribly with fantasies and lusting in regards to SSA.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks to all of you for your continued support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for tomorrow,with the exception of work,I have no plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ

Monday, October 23, 2017

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a very good day today.
Today,I woke up in the early morning and had my usual coffee.After my coffee,I washed up real quickly and got dressed.I headed for work.
The work day went well.After it was over,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I relaxed and did some of my personal PC work.
I later went back out to pick up a few things for myself to eat and after that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I relaxed and ate.I also did some more personal PC work before preparing to retire for the evening.Overall,a very good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
Please continue praying for me as I am really struggling terribly right now.I also would really appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks to all of you for your continued support.Thanks also to both my heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for tomorrow,with the exception of work,I have nothing planned.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ