Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.
Today,I woke up in the late morning and had my usual coffee.After that,I washed up real quickly and got dressed.
I headed out to pick up the vacuum cleaner after dropping it off last week for repairs.After that,I stopped at the public library to do some quick personal PC work.After that was done,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I vacuumed a little and helped out with the cleaning around the house.After that,I relaxed for a while and did some more personal PC work.
After a light meal,I did the dishes and did some more personal PC work.Later on,as it was getting late,I prepared to retire for the evening.A pretty good day overall.
Please continue praying for me as I'm still struggling.I am still feeling sad and depressed over this terrible problem that I have with uttering angry,nasty and hurtful things under my breath.I want to stop doing this thing,but don't know how.If anyone out there has some helpful advice that can help me,please share within the comments section.If anyone out there has struggled with this problem,please share whatever worked for you.Maybe it can work for me.I am in desperate need of helpful advice to help me stop this terrible problem before it's too late.I don't want to hurt anyone by this,including myself.Please share any helpful advice within the comments section and also,please continue your prayerful support for me as that is also greatly and sincerely appreciated.Thanks to all of you for your support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
Tomorrow is church as usual for me.I also hope that the rest of the day works out well for me,too.FJ
Saturday, April 28, 2018
Friday, April 27, 2018
Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.
Today,I woke up in the early morning and had my usual coffee.After my coffee,I washed up real quickly and got dressed.I headed for work.
The work day went well.I headed straight home after work.
When I got home,I relaxed for a bit and I also shaved.I then headed back out to withdraw some money from the bank and I headed straight home.
When I got home,I relaxed for a bit and I then headed back out to pick up a few things at the local Super Wal-Mart and I then headed straight home.
When I got home,I showered quickly and I then had a light evening meal.After a while,I prepared to retire for the evening.A very good day overall.
Please continue praying for me and Also,I would appreciate some positive verbal support within the comments section.Thanks to all of you for your continued support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
Tomorrow is the start of the weekend.I hope that all goes well for me.FJ
Today,I woke up in the early morning and had my usual coffee.After my coffee,I washed up real quickly and got dressed.I headed for work.
The work day went well.I headed straight home after work.
When I got home,I relaxed for a bit and I also shaved.I then headed back out to withdraw some money from the bank and I headed straight home.
When I got home,I relaxed for a bit and I then headed back out to pick up a few things at the local Super Wal-Mart and I then headed straight home.
When I got home,I showered quickly and I then had a light evening meal.After a while,I prepared to retire for the evening.A very good day overall.
Please continue praying for me and Also,I would appreciate some positive verbal support within the comments section.Thanks to all of you for your continued support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
Tomorrow is the start of the weekend.I hope that all goes well for me.FJ
Thursday, April 26, 2018
Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.
Today,I woke up in the early morning and had my usual coffee.After my coffee,I washed up real quickly and got dressed.I headed for work.
The work day went well,but a little complicated.After it was over,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I relaxed for a while and later on,I had a light evening meal.
After eating,I did my personal PC work.I then later showered and after a while,I prepared to retire for the evening.A very good,though a little complicated,day overall.
Please continue praying for me.I'm still struggling with uttering angry and nasty things under my breath.I have not been able to stop doing this.The things that I have been saying are not only nasty,but very hurtful.I don't want to hurt anyone as a result of this problem,including myself,but that is what I'm heading if I don't stop this.I also risk losing my job if anyone tells my supervisor(s) about this.I keep asking for any helpful advice,but nobody has posted anything that could be helpful in the comments section.I need both prayerful and positive verbal support.I need advice.Please share anything that might be helpful to me.I am desperate and I really want to stop this problem before I wind up hurting people that I don't want to hurt,including myself.Thanks to all of you.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
Tomorrow is a work day.I hope that all goes well.FJ
Today,I woke up in the early morning and had my usual coffee.After my coffee,I washed up real quickly and got dressed.I headed for work.
The work day went well,but a little complicated.After it was over,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I relaxed for a while and later on,I had a light evening meal.
After eating,I did my personal PC work.I then later showered and after a while,I prepared to retire for the evening.A very good,though a little complicated,day overall.
Please continue praying for me.I'm still struggling with uttering angry and nasty things under my breath.I have not been able to stop doing this.The things that I have been saying are not only nasty,but very hurtful.I don't want to hurt anyone as a result of this problem,including myself,but that is what I'm heading if I don't stop this.I also risk losing my job if anyone tells my supervisor(s) about this.I keep asking for any helpful advice,but nobody has posted anything that could be helpful in the comments section.I need both prayerful and positive verbal support.I need advice.Please share anything that might be helpful to me.I am desperate and I really want to stop this problem before I wind up hurting people that I don't want to hurt,including myself.Thanks to all of you.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
Tomorrow is a work day.I hope that all goes well.FJ
Wednesday, April 25, 2018
Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.
Today,I woke up in the early morning and had my usual coffee.After my coffee,I washed up real quickly and got dressed.I headed for work.
The work day was complicated,but I managed to make it to the end of the day.After it was all over,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I relaxed and took it easy for a while.
I had a light evening meal and I did my personal PC work.Later on,I showered quickly and did some more personal PC work.Later on,I prepared to retire for the evening.A complicated,but not too bad,day overall.
Please continue praying for me as I'm still struggling with the terrible habit of saying hurtful and terrible things in anger under my breath,which I do indeed and seriously want to stop.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks to all of you for your support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
Tomorrow is another work day.I hope that the day goes well.FJ
Today,I woke up in the early morning and had my usual coffee.After my coffee,I washed up real quickly and got dressed.I headed for work.
The work day was complicated,but I managed to make it to the end of the day.After it was all over,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I relaxed and took it easy for a while.
I had a light evening meal and I did my personal PC work.Later on,I showered quickly and did some more personal PC work.Later on,I prepared to retire for the evening.A complicated,but not too bad,day overall.
Please continue praying for me as I'm still struggling with the terrible habit of saying hurtful and terrible things in anger under my breath,which I do indeed and seriously want to stop.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks to all of you for your support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
Tomorrow is another work day.I hope that the day goes well.FJ
Tuesday, April 24, 2018
Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.
Today,I woke up in the early morning and had my usual coffee.After my coffee,I washed up real quickly and got dressed.I headed for work.
The work day went well.After it was over,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I relaxed as I had a headache and my stomach also was hurting.I did my personal PC work and after that,I showered quickly and did some more personal PC work.
Later on,I headed to a local McDonald's for a light meal and after that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I changed into pajamas and did some more personal PC work before preparing to retire for the evening.A very good day overall.
Please continue praying for me as I'm still feeling miserable and sad for this problem that I have,which is saying hateful,inappropriate and nasty things under my breath.Pray that I stop this soon as I don't want to hurt anyone,including myself.I also would still appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks to all of you for your support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
Tomorrow is another work day.I hope that all goes well.FJ
Today,I woke up in the early morning and had my usual coffee.After my coffee,I washed up real quickly and got dressed.I headed for work.
The work day went well.After it was over,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I relaxed as I had a headache and my stomach also was hurting.I did my personal PC work and after that,I showered quickly and did some more personal PC work.
Later on,I headed to a local McDonald's for a light meal and after that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I changed into pajamas and did some more personal PC work before preparing to retire for the evening.A very good day overall.
Please continue praying for me as I'm still feeling miserable and sad for this problem that I have,which is saying hateful,inappropriate and nasty things under my breath.Pray that I stop this soon as I don't want to hurt anyone,including myself.I also would still appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks to all of you for your support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
Tomorrow is another work day.I hope that all goes well.FJ
Monday, April 23, 2018
Tonight,my rocky road `to recovery continues moving forward.
Today,I woke up in the early morning and had coffee.After my coffee,I washed up real quickly and got dressed.I headed for work.
The work day went well,though it was tiring and stressful.After it was all over,I dropped off some stuff at the storage facility and headed straight home.
When I got home,I relaxed and did my personal PC work.After that,I showered quickly and put my pajama pants on.I did some more personal PC work.Later on,as it was getting late and I was getting tired,I prepared to retire for the evening.A Very good day overall.
Tonight,I'm still in need of prayerful support from all of you.I'm still feeling miserable and sad from the hateful and unpleasant things that I've been saying under my breath.I want to stop doing this,but don't know how.I am again asking for any helpful advice that could help me,especially if any of you out there have had this problem as well.If you did,I want to know what you did to help resolve this problem.Maybe what worked for you can work for me.I am desperate and I will try anything offered.I also still need prayerful support from all of you.Please continue praying for me and also pray that I stop this disgusting problem that I have.I want to stop before I hurt anyone by this and also,before I hurt myself at the same time.I need prayers and also,please leave me some positive verbal support in the forms of spiritual upbuilding and encouraging words.Please share whatever could be helpful to me if it was helpful to you.I am desperate and need serious help right now.Thanks to all of you for your continued support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
Tomorrow is a work day and I hope that all goes well.FJ
Today,I woke up in the early morning and had coffee.After my coffee,I washed up real quickly and got dressed.I headed for work.
The work day went well,though it was tiring and stressful.After it was all over,I dropped off some stuff at the storage facility and headed straight home.
When I got home,I relaxed and did my personal PC work.After that,I showered quickly and put my pajama pants on.I did some more personal PC work.Later on,as it was getting late and I was getting tired,I prepared to retire for the evening.A Very good day overall.
Tonight,I'm still in need of prayerful support from all of you.I'm still feeling miserable and sad from the hateful and unpleasant things that I've been saying under my breath.I want to stop doing this,but don't know how.I am again asking for any helpful advice that could help me,especially if any of you out there have had this problem as well.If you did,I want to know what you did to help resolve this problem.Maybe what worked for you can work for me.I am desperate and I will try anything offered.I also still need prayerful support from all of you.Please continue praying for me and also pray that I stop this disgusting problem that I have.I want to stop before I hurt anyone by this and also,before I hurt myself at the same time.I need prayers and also,please leave me some positive verbal support in the forms of spiritual upbuilding and encouraging words.Please share whatever could be helpful to me if it was helpful to you.I am desperate and need serious help right now.Thanks to all of you for your continued support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
Tomorrow is a work day and I hope that all goes well.FJ
Sunday, April 22, 2018
Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.
Today,I woke up in the early morning and had my usual coffee.After my coffee,I washed up real quickly and got dressed up in a suit.I headed for church for both the morning's Holy Bible study class and the worship service afterwards.
Both the class and the worship service were wonderful.After some wonderful fellowship,I stopped at a used record store in the vicinity,but couldn't find anything that I was looking for.I headed straight home after that.
When I got home,I relaxed for a while and did my personal PC work.After that,I went out to get a few slices of pizza at a local pizzeria.I then got gas at a local gas station and headed straight home.
When I got home,I did some more personal PC work and had a light evening meal.After a while,I showered and went back out to a local Dollar Tree store to pick up a few things.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I relaxed for a bit and did some more personal PC work.Later on,as it was getting late,I prepared for my evening retirement.A wonderful and eventful day overall.
Please continue to keep me in your prayers.I need prayerful support very much.I'm still feeling miserable and sad as a result of the hateful and hurtful things that I've been saying under my breath.I want and need to stop this thing.I don't want to hurt anyone nor myself as a result of this terrible thing.I am again appealing to all of you out there who regularly read what I post here.Please share some helpful advice that might be of help to me.I really need and want to stop this terrible thing.I want to stop myself because I don't want to hurt anyone nor myself as a result of all of these terrible things that I've been saying under my breath.Please continue praying for me.Please leave me anything helpful within the comments section.I really need positive verbal support to help me stop and contain this terrible problem for good.Thanks to all of you.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
Tomorrow is a work day.I hope that all goes well.FJ
Today,I woke up in the early morning and had my usual coffee.After my coffee,I washed up real quickly and got dressed up in a suit.I headed for church for both the morning's Holy Bible study class and the worship service afterwards.
Both the class and the worship service were wonderful.After some wonderful fellowship,I stopped at a used record store in the vicinity,but couldn't find anything that I was looking for.I headed straight home after that.
When I got home,I relaxed for a while and did my personal PC work.After that,I went out to get a few slices of pizza at a local pizzeria.I then got gas at a local gas station and headed straight home.
When I got home,I did some more personal PC work and had a light evening meal.After a while,I showered and went back out to a local Dollar Tree store to pick up a few things.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I relaxed for a bit and did some more personal PC work.Later on,as it was getting late,I prepared for my evening retirement.A wonderful and eventful day overall.
Please continue to keep me in your prayers.I need prayerful support very much.I'm still feeling miserable and sad as a result of the hateful and hurtful things that I've been saying under my breath.I want and need to stop this thing.I don't want to hurt anyone nor myself as a result of this terrible thing.I am again appealing to all of you out there who regularly read what I post here.Please share some helpful advice that might be of help to me.I really need and want to stop this terrible thing.I want to stop myself because I don't want to hurt anyone nor myself as a result of all of these terrible things that I've been saying under my breath.Please continue praying for me.Please leave me anything helpful within the comments section.I really need positive verbal support to help me stop and contain this terrible problem for good.Thanks to all of you.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
Tomorrow is a work day.I hope that all goes well.FJ
Saturday, April 21, 2018
Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and had coffee.After my coffee,I washed up real quickly and shaved,I also did some sweeping in the dining room.I then did my personal PC work.After that.I got dressed and headed out to do a few things.
I first went to the post office to drop off some packages to be returned to where they came from.I then dropped out the vacuum cleaner at a vacuum cleaner repair place.After that,I had a couple slices of pizza for a quick lunch.I then headed straight home.
When I got home,I relaxed for a while and cleaned the bathroom.I also did some more personal PC work.
Later on,I had a light evening meal and did some more personal PC work.I later prepared for my evening retirement.A pretty good day overall.
Please continue to keep me in your prayers as I really need prayerful support.Yes,I really need prayerful support right now.I'm still struggling and I'm still feeling miserable from all the terrible hateful things that I've been saying under my breath to myself.I also would still appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks for your support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
Tomorrow is church as usual.I hope that the rest of the day goes well.FJ
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and had coffee.After my coffee,I washed up real quickly and shaved,I also did some sweeping in the dining room.I then did my personal PC work.After that.I got dressed and headed out to do a few things.
I first went to the post office to drop off some packages to be returned to where they came from.I then dropped out the vacuum cleaner at a vacuum cleaner repair place.After that,I had a couple slices of pizza for a quick lunch.I then headed straight home.
When I got home,I relaxed for a while and cleaned the bathroom.I also did some more personal PC work.
Later on,I had a light evening meal and did some more personal PC work.I later prepared for my evening retirement.A pretty good day overall.
Please continue to keep me in your prayers as I really need prayerful support.Yes,I really need prayerful support right now.I'm still struggling and I'm still feeling miserable from all the terrible hateful things that I've been saying under my breath to myself.I also would still appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks for your support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
Tomorrow is church as usual.I hope that the rest of the day goes well.FJ
Friday, April 20, 2018
Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.
Today,I woke up in the early morning and had coffee.After my coffee,I washed up real quickly and got dressed.I headed for work.
The work day went well.After it was over,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I relaxed for a while and did my personal PC work.After that,I went out for something to eat and after that,I went to get some gas.I then headed for a local 7-11 and picked up a couple of ice cream cones.I then headed straight home.
When I got home,I showered quickly and after that,I watched a couple of videos online.I then did some more personal PC work.Later on,as it was getting late,I prepared for my evening retirement.A very good day overall.
Tonight,I'm still feeling miserable.I am still saying hateful things under my breath to myself.I also feel sad and depressed.I want to stop saying these hateful and hurtful things.If anyone has any ideas on how I can do so,please share within the comments section.I really need some helpful verbal support,especially any ideas on how I can stop saying these terrible things.I really do want to stop and I need any helpful advice.Please share within the comments section.Thanks.
I also still need prayerful support.I need prayers very much.Please continue praying for me as I need to stop saying these terrible things.Again,please continue praying for me and leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks to all of you.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
Tomorrow is the start of the weekend.With the exception of church as usual on Sunday,I have nothing planned,but I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.FJ
Today,I woke up in the early morning and had coffee.After my coffee,I washed up real quickly and got dressed.I headed for work.
The work day went well.After it was over,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I relaxed for a while and did my personal PC work.After that,I went out for something to eat and after that,I went to get some gas.I then headed for a local 7-11 and picked up a couple of ice cream cones.I then headed straight home.
When I got home,I showered quickly and after that,I watched a couple of videos online.I then did some more personal PC work.Later on,as it was getting late,I prepared for my evening retirement.A very good day overall.
Tonight,I'm still feeling miserable.I am still saying hateful things under my breath to myself.I also feel sad and depressed.I want to stop saying these hateful and hurtful things.If anyone has any ideas on how I can do so,please share within the comments section.I really need some helpful verbal support,especially any ideas on how I can stop saying these terrible things.I really do want to stop and I need any helpful advice.Please share within the comments section.Thanks.
I also still need prayerful support.I need prayers very much.Please continue praying for me as I need to stop saying these terrible things.Again,please continue praying for me and leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks to all of you.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
Tomorrow is the start of the weekend.With the exception of church as usual on Sunday,I have nothing planned,but I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.FJ
Thursday, April 19, 2018
Wednesday, April 18, 2018
Tuesday, April 17, 2018
Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.
Today,I woke up early and had coffee.After my coffee,I washed up real quickly and got dressed.I headed for work.
The work day went well.After it was over,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I relaxed for a bit and later on,I had a light evening meal.
After eating,I did my personal PC work and also went out to get a few things at a local 7-11.I then did some more personal PC work when I came home.I also watched a video online.Later on,as it was getting late,I prepared to retire for the evening.A very good day overall.
Please continue to pray for me as I'm still feeling sad and miserable as a result of the hateful and nasty things that I've been saying under my breath.I also would appreciate some positive spiritual upbuilding and encouraging words within the comments section.I need both types of support right now.Thanks for your continued support.Thanks also to booth my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
Tomorrow is another work day and I hope that all goes well.FJ
Today,I woke up early and had coffee.After my coffee,I washed up real quickly and got dressed.I headed for work.
The work day went well.After it was over,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I relaxed for a bit and later on,I had a light evening meal.
After eating,I did my personal PC work and also went out to get a few things at a local 7-11.I then did some more personal PC work when I came home.I also watched a video online.Later on,as it was getting late,I prepared to retire for the evening.A very good day overall.
Please continue to pray for me as I'm still feeling sad and miserable as a result of the hateful and nasty things that I've been saying under my breath.I also would appreciate some positive spiritual upbuilding and encouraging words within the comments section.I need both types of support right now.Thanks for your continued support.Thanks also to booth my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
Tomorrow is another work day and I hope that all goes well.FJ
Monday, April 16, 2018
Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.
Today,I woke up in the early morning and had coffee.After my coffee,I got dressed and headed for work.
The work day went well.After picking up a prescription refill,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I relaxed for a while and did my personal PC work.After that.I headed back out to pick up something for dinner.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I ate my take-out meal and watched a video online.I also did some more personal PC work before preparing for my evening retirement.A very good day overall.
I am still not feeling well emotionally as a result of the hateful and nasty things I've said under my breath.Please continue to pray that I feel better soon and that I heal from these damaged emotions.I also would still appreciate some positive verbal support within the comments section.Thanks for your support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
Tomorrow is another work day.I hope that all goes well.FJ
Today,I woke up in the early morning and had coffee.After my coffee,I got dressed and headed for work.
The work day went well.After picking up a prescription refill,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I relaxed for a while and did my personal PC work.After that.I headed back out to pick up something for dinner.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I ate my take-out meal and watched a video online.I also did some more personal PC work before preparing for my evening retirement.A very good day overall.
I am still not feeling well emotionally as a result of the hateful and nasty things I've said under my breath.Please continue to pray that I feel better soon and that I heal from these damaged emotions.I also would still appreciate some positive verbal support within the comments section.Thanks for your support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
Tomorrow is another work day.I hope that all goes well.FJ
Sunday, April 15, 2018
Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.
Today,I woke up in the early morning and I showered quickly.After my shower,I got dressed up in a suit and I headed for church for both the morning's Holy Bible study class and the worship service afterwards.
Both the class and the worship service were wonderful.After some wonderful fellowship with my fellow worshipers,I headed for a local Wendy's for a light lunch and headed straight home.
When I got home,I changed from my suit and into pajama pants.I quickly did my personal PC work.After that,I cleaned 3/4 of the bathroom and after that,I went to another church in another area of the county for a charity spaghetti dinner,which was wonderful.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I relaxed for a while and finished cleaning the bathroom.I also did some more personal PC work.Later on,as it was getting late,I prepared to retire for the evening.A wonderful and eventful day overall.
Though it was a wonderful and eventful day,I am still not feeling well emotionally.It has been because of all the hateful and nasty things that I've been saying under my breath to myself.These things have been directed at members of my own family and a few others that I have anger for.I really want to stop this terrible thing.I don't know how.I need all the helpful advice that I can get.I really do want to stop this terrible thing that I'm doing.I want to stop before I end up hurting other people's feelings and also,save myself from getting hurt by all of this.If anyone has anything helpful advice to offer and share,please do so.I am really seeking and in need of any helpful advice or ideas on how I can stop this.Please leave any helpful advice or ideas within the comments section.I would greatly appreciate that.I would be very grateful if anyone out there reading can share what has been helpful for them if they had this very same problem as well.Please share any helpful advice that can be a big help to me.If what you did to stop this problem has worked for you,please share and maybe it'll work for me as well.Thanks.
I also still need prayerful support from all of you as well.Yes,your prayerful support is also still very important to me as well.The more prayers that I get,the better.Thanks in advance and Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
Tomorrow is a work day.I hope that all goes well for me.FJ
Today,I woke up in the early morning and I showered quickly.After my shower,I got dressed up in a suit and I headed for church for both the morning's Holy Bible study class and the worship service afterwards.
Both the class and the worship service were wonderful.After some wonderful fellowship with my fellow worshipers,I headed for a local Wendy's for a light lunch and headed straight home.
When I got home,I changed from my suit and into pajama pants.I quickly did my personal PC work.After that,I cleaned 3/4 of the bathroom and after that,I went to another church in another area of the county for a charity spaghetti dinner,which was wonderful.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I relaxed for a while and finished cleaning the bathroom.I also did some more personal PC work.Later on,as it was getting late,I prepared to retire for the evening.A wonderful and eventful day overall.
Though it was a wonderful and eventful day,I am still not feeling well emotionally.It has been because of all the hateful and nasty things that I've been saying under my breath to myself.These things have been directed at members of my own family and a few others that I have anger for.I really want to stop this terrible thing.I don't know how.I need all the helpful advice that I can get.I really do want to stop this terrible thing that I'm doing.I want to stop before I end up hurting other people's feelings and also,save myself from getting hurt by all of this.If anyone has anything helpful advice to offer and share,please do so.I am really seeking and in need of any helpful advice or ideas on how I can stop this.Please leave any helpful advice or ideas within the comments section.I would greatly appreciate that.I would be very grateful if anyone out there reading can share what has been helpful for them if they had this very same problem as well.Please share any helpful advice that can be a big help to me.If what you did to stop this problem has worked for you,please share and maybe it'll work for me as well.Thanks.
I also still need prayerful support from all of you as well.Yes,your prayerful support is also still very important to me as well.The more prayers that I get,the better.Thanks in advance and Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
Tomorrow is a work day.I hope that all goes well for me.FJ
Saturday, April 14, 2018
Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and had my usual coffee.After my coffee,I washed up real quickly and got dressed in casual clothes.I did my personal PC work and after that,I had a piece of cake with my nephew and my sister in the house.After he left,I did a little bit more personal PC work.I then headed out to drop off some free newspapers at a few people's houses.I also bought a few things at the local Super Wal-Mart and got some gas in my tank and headed straight home.
When I got home,I relaxed for a bit and had a light evening meal.After eating,I did some more personal PC work.I relaxed for a while until it was tome for me to retire for the evening.A pretty good day overall.
Tonight,I'm still not feeling good emotionally.It's from all the hateful and nasty things that I have said under my breath during this week.I don't know how I'm going to feel better.As I've said,I'm not a hateful person,but some of the things that I've said under my breath have been very hateful and also hurtful.I want to stop this terrible habit of saying hateful and nasty things under my breath.I don't know how to stop doing this.I have been asking for advice on how,but nobody has replied.I'm desperate here.I want to stop,but I need helpful advice on how I can.I want to stop before I unintentionally hurt other people's feelings or lose important relationships that I have with my relatives or even worse,before I lose my job at the facility that I work at,which I don't want to have happen.Please anyone out there reading this.I really need some helpful advice.I feel like I'm talking to dead air as nobody leaves anything within the comments section.Please leave me some helpful advice within the comments section.How am I supposed to know what to do if nobody leaves me anything within the comments section?Please do so.I'm serious about wanting to know how to stop this terrible thing that I'm doing.Please leave me some helpful advice within the comments section.Thanks.
I also continue to ask all of you to please continue praying for me.I need prayerful support as much as I need some positive verbal support.Thanks in advance for your prayerful support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
Tomorrow is church as usual.I hope that the rest of the day is beneficial to me as well.FJ
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and had my usual coffee.After my coffee,I washed up real quickly and got dressed in casual clothes.I did my personal PC work and after that,I had a piece of cake with my nephew and my sister in the house.After he left,I did a little bit more personal PC work.I then headed out to drop off some free newspapers at a few people's houses.I also bought a few things at the local Super Wal-Mart and got some gas in my tank and headed straight home.
When I got home,I relaxed for a bit and had a light evening meal.After eating,I did some more personal PC work.I relaxed for a while until it was tome for me to retire for the evening.A pretty good day overall.
Tonight,I'm still not feeling good emotionally.It's from all the hateful and nasty things that I have said under my breath during this week.I don't know how I'm going to feel better.As I've said,I'm not a hateful person,but some of the things that I've said under my breath have been very hateful and also hurtful.I want to stop this terrible habit of saying hateful and nasty things under my breath.I don't know how to stop doing this.I have been asking for advice on how,but nobody has replied.I'm desperate here.I want to stop,but I need helpful advice on how I can.I want to stop before I unintentionally hurt other people's feelings or lose important relationships that I have with my relatives or even worse,before I lose my job at the facility that I work at,which I don't want to have happen.Please anyone out there reading this.I really need some helpful advice.I feel like I'm talking to dead air as nobody leaves anything within the comments section.Please leave me some helpful advice within the comments section.How am I supposed to know what to do if nobody leaves me anything within the comments section?Please do so.I'm serious about wanting to know how to stop this terrible thing that I'm doing.Please leave me some helpful advice within the comments section.Thanks.
I also continue to ask all of you to please continue praying for me.I need prayerful support as much as I need some positive verbal support.Thanks in advance for your prayerful support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
Tomorrow is church as usual.I hope that the rest of the day is beneficial to me as well.FJ
Friday, April 13, 2018
Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.
Today,I woke up in the early morning and had my usual coffee.After my coffee,I washed up quickly and got dressed.I headed for work.
The work day went well.After it was all over,I headed for the local U-Haul to pay on the storage facility.I then went to the local Super Wal-Mart To pick up a few things.I headed straight home after that.
When I got home,I put the stuff that I bought away and relaxed.I later had a light evening meal and I did my personal PC work.Later on,I prepared for my evening retirement.A very good day overall.
Please continue praying for me and please leave me some positive verbal support within the comments section.Thanks for your support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
Tomorrow is the start of the weekend.With the exception of church on Sunday,I have nothing planned,but I hope that what I choose to do gives me positive benefits.FJ
Today,I woke up in the early morning and had my usual coffee.After my coffee,I washed up quickly and got dressed.I headed for work.
The work day went well.After it was all over,I headed for the local U-Haul to pay on the storage facility.I then went to the local Super Wal-Mart To pick up a few things.I headed straight home after that.
When I got home,I put the stuff that I bought away and relaxed.I later had a light evening meal and I did my personal PC work.Later on,I prepared for my evening retirement.A very good day overall.
Please continue praying for me and please leave me some positive verbal support within the comments section.Thanks for your support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
Tomorrow is the start of the weekend.With the exception of church on Sunday,I have nothing planned,but I hope that what I choose to do gives me positive benefits.FJ
Thursday, April 12, 2018
Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving onward.
Today,I woke up in the early morning and had my usual coffee.After my coffee,I washed up real quickly and got dressed.I headed for work.
The work day went well.After it was all over,I stopped at a local 7-11 for a small slurpee and headed straight home.
When I got home,I showered quickly and shaved.I then put my clothes back on and headed for a local church for a free dinner,which went well.After it was over,I headed for a gas station to get some gas and drove around for a bit.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I realized that I forgot to do a couple of things,which I did once I got home and after they were done,I headed back home to change into pajamas and did my personal PC work.I also watched a few videos on YouTube and when it was time,I prepared to retire for the evening.A very good day overall.
Right now,as a result of all the hateful things that I have been saying under my breath to myself,I am actually at the point where I hate myself.I know that I shouldn't say this,but I can't help feeling the way that I feel.There has been so much negative family drama within my life and it's been getting worse.I'm feeling worse and worse by the day.It has been a crushing bind on me that I still don't know whether I'm coming or going.I feel like I'm stuck in the middle of the road.I don't know which way to go or what to do.I am still saying hateful things under my breath and I feel that I don't know how to stop.I do want to stop.I'm very serious about me wanting to stop this.I simply don't know how.All of the things in my life,such as the negative family drama,the clients at my work place always getting on my case and at times,getting very argumentative when it comes to the rules of the facility,feeling angry at a few family members who are a part of this family drama and even the anger that I still feel at my own father for his physical and emotional abuse of me and even the non-acknowledgement of my paternal grandmother.I have so much emotional baggage on my shoulders.It's really bringing me down and negatively overwhelming me.Not only has it been a crushing bind on me,but it has also been a crushing and heavy weight upon me,especially on my mind.I just want this terrible family drams to stop.I also want these hateful and nasty things that have been flooding my mind to go away and stay away.I want to stop saying these things.I want them to simply go away and never come back.
If anyone out there has any advice to offer,please share it within the comments section.I'm open to anything offered.I want to stop this and I also want these hateful and terrible things to stop flooding my mentality.
Please continue praying for me.I really need all the prayerful support that I can get.Please continue praying for me.As stated,I also need some positive verbal support that might/will help me stop saying these terrible things.Thanks for your support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
Tomorrow is a work day.I hope that all goes well.FJ
Today,I woke up in the early morning and had my usual coffee.After my coffee,I washed up real quickly and got dressed.I headed for work.
The work day went well.After it was all over,I stopped at a local 7-11 for a small slurpee and headed straight home.
When I got home,I showered quickly and shaved.I then put my clothes back on and headed for a local church for a free dinner,which went well.After it was over,I headed for a gas station to get some gas and drove around for a bit.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I realized that I forgot to do a couple of things,which I did once I got home and after they were done,I headed back home to change into pajamas and did my personal PC work.I also watched a few videos on YouTube and when it was time,I prepared to retire for the evening.A very good day overall.
Right now,as a result of all the hateful things that I have been saying under my breath to myself,I am actually at the point where I hate myself.I know that I shouldn't say this,but I can't help feeling the way that I feel.There has been so much negative family drama within my life and it's been getting worse.I'm feeling worse and worse by the day.It has been a crushing bind on me that I still don't know whether I'm coming or going.I feel like I'm stuck in the middle of the road.I don't know which way to go or what to do.I am still saying hateful things under my breath and I feel that I don't know how to stop.I do want to stop.I'm very serious about me wanting to stop this.I simply don't know how.All of the things in my life,such as the negative family drama,the clients at my work place always getting on my case and at times,getting very argumentative when it comes to the rules of the facility,feeling angry at a few family members who are a part of this family drama and even the anger that I still feel at my own father for his physical and emotional abuse of me and even the non-acknowledgement of my paternal grandmother.I have so much emotional baggage on my shoulders.It's really bringing me down and negatively overwhelming me.Not only has it been a crushing bind on me,but it has also been a crushing and heavy weight upon me,especially on my mind.I just want this terrible family drams to stop.I also want these hateful and nasty things that have been flooding my mind to go away and stay away.I want to stop saying these things.I want them to simply go away and never come back.
If anyone out there has any advice to offer,please share it within the comments section.I'm open to anything offered.I want to stop this and I also want these hateful and terrible things to stop flooding my mentality.
Please continue praying for me.I really need all the prayerful support that I can get.Please continue praying for me.As stated,I also need some positive verbal support that might/will help me stop saying these terrible things.Thanks for your support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
Tomorrow is a work day.I hope that all goes well.FJ
Wednesday, April 11, 2018
Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.
Today,I woke up in the early morning and had my usual coffee.After my coffee,I washed up quickly and got dressed.I headed for work.
The work day went well.After it was over,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I did a little bit of work in the house.I even ran an errand by going to a local supermarket to pick up a few needed things for dinner.
When I got home,I relaxed and did 4/5 of my personal PC work.I then had a light evening meal and did some more personal PC work.I then prepared for my evening retirement.A very good day overall.
Please continue praying for me.Please leave me some encouraging words and spiritual upbuiling in the comments section.Thanks to all of you.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
Tomorrow is a work day.I hope that all goes well.FJ
Today,I woke up in the early morning and had my usual coffee.After my coffee,I washed up quickly and got dressed.I headed for work.
The work day went well.After it was over,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I did a little bit of work in the house.I even ran an errand by going to a local supermarket to pick up a few needed things for dinner.
When I got home,I relaxed and did 4/5 of my personal PC work.I then had a light evening meal and did some more personal PC work.I then prepared for my evening retirement.A very good day overall.
Please continue praying for me.Please leave me some encouraging words and spiritual upbuiling in the comments section.Thanks to all of you.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
Tomorrow is a work day.I hope that all goes well.FJ
Tuesday, April 10, 2018
Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.
Today,I woke up in the early morning and had my usual coffee.After my coffee,I washed up and got dressed.I headed for work.
The work day went well.After it was over,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I helped my sister with some work of getting rid of drywall.After that was done,I relaxed and waited a while to shower after that.I did my personal PC work work while waiting and showered later on.After showering,I had a light evening meal and I did some more personal PC work.I later prepared to retire for the evening.A very good day overall.
Today,I said a few more hateful nasty things under my breath.Please continue praying for me as I really need to stop doing this.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks for your continued support.Thanks also to both my heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
Tomorrow is a work day.I hope that all goes well.FJ
Today,I woke up in the early morning and had my usual coffee.After my coffee,I washed up and got dressed.I headed for work.
The work day went well.After it was over,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I helped my sister with some work of getting rid of drywall.After that was done,I relaxed and waited a while to shower after that.I did my personal PC work work while waiting and showered later on.After showering,I had a light evening meal and I did some more personal PC work.I later prepared to retire for the evening.A very good day overall.
Today,I said a few more hateful nasty things under my breath.Please continue praying for me as I really need to stop doing this.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks for your continued support.Thanks also to both my heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
Tomorrow is a work day.I hope that all goes well.FJ
Monday, April 09, 2018
Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.
Today,I woke up in the early morning and had my usual coffee.After my coffee,I washed up quickly and got dressed.I headed for work.
The work day went well.After it was over,I headed for the bank to withdraw cash and after that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I changed a little bit of clothing and headed out again.I got some gas and took a drive for a while.I then picked up a take-out meal from a local Wendy's and headed straight home.
When I got home,I ate my meal and watched a video on the web while doing so.After that,I did my personal PC work.After that was done,I showered quickly and did some more personal PC work.I later planned to retire for the evening as I was getting tired.A very good day overall.
I shared yesterday about saying hateful things under my breath in an angry sort of way.Today,I said some of the same hateful things again.It was towards my own relatives.I felt terribly miserable after that.I also felt sad and depressed.I still don't know what's wrong with me.I still don't know whether I'm coming or going.I want to stop saying these things.I'm not a hateful person,but the things have said under my breath make me look like the opposite of myself.It's driving me crazy.It's also making me feel miserable.I do want to stop,but don't know how.
Can somebody out there help me?
I really need some help.I'm open to anything that's useful and has worked for other people.
I also still need all the support that I can get.Please continue praying for me.I also would still appreciate some positive verbal support,in the forms of spiritual upbuilding with Holy Bible scripture and Christian styled consultation and encouraging affirming words,within the comments section.Thanks to y'all for your support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
Tomorrow is a work day.I hope that all goes well.FJ
Today,I woke up in the early morning and had my usual coffee.After my coffee,I washed up quickly and got dressed.I headed for work.
The work day went well.After it was over,I headed for the bank to withdraw cash and after that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I changed a little bit of clothing and headed out again.I got some gas and took a drive for a while.I then picked up a take-out meal from a local Wendy's and headed straight home.
When I got home,I ate my meal and watched a video on the web while doing so.After that,I did my personal PC work.After that was done,I showered quickly and did some more personal PC work.I later planned to retire for the evening as I was getting tired.A very good day overall.
I shared yesterday about saying hateful things under my breath in an angry sort of way.Today,I said some of the same hateful things again.It was towards my own relatives.I felt terribly miserable after that.I also felt sad and depressed.I still don't know what's wrong with me.I still don't know whether I'm coming or going.I want to stop saying these things.I'm not a hateful person,but the things have said under my breath make me look like the opposite of myself.It's driving me crazy.It's also making me feel miserable.I do want to stop,but don't know how.
Can somebody out there help me?
I really need some help.I'm open to anything that's useful and has worked for other people.
I also still need all the support that I can get.Please continue praying for me.I also would still appreciate some positive verbal support,in the forms of spiritual upbuilding with Holy Bible scripture and Christian styled consultation and encouraging affirming words,within the comments section.Thanks to y'all for your support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
Tomorrow is a work day.I hope that all goes well.FJ
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