Saturday, June 02, 2018

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,I woke up in the mid morning and had my usual coffee.After my coffee,I washed up and shaved real quickly.I then did my personal PC work.

After that was done,I got dressed and ran a few errands.I dropped off a few free newspapers at a few people's houses.I also had a light lunch at a local Wendy's.After that,I stopped at a few garage sales,but didn't find anything I was looking for.I then headed straight home.

When I got home,I did some more personal PC work.I then wiped down portions of the bathroom and even vacuumed here and there.I did some more personal PC work.I then went back out to get some dinner and headed back home.

When I got home,I ate my take-out dinner and watched a video online.After this,I did some more personal PC work and later on,I prepared to retire for the evening.A very good day overall.

Tonight,I'm again asking for prayers and helpful advice.I'm still struggling with the terrible problem that I have with uttering angry,hateful and hurtful things under my breath.I am tired of this particular problem and I want to stop doing this terrible thing.I don't know how to stop and I'm again asking for any helpful advice on how I can.If anyone else had had this problem and succeeded in overcoming and containing this problem,please share any helpful advice on how I can do the same thing,which is overcome and contain this terrible problem for good.I know that anger is a natural emotion,but I want to stop this before it goes too far and I wind up doing or saying something that I know I'll regret later as it may/perhaps will cost me some very important and valuable relationships that I have and I don't want that to happen.Please share any helpful advice that I hope can work for me as it has for anyone else who might have had this terrible problem.I also would appreciate continued prayerful support as well.Thanks to all of you for your support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow is church as usual.I also hope that the rest of the day goes well.FJ

Friday, June 01, 2018

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,I woke up in the early morning and I had my usual coffee.After my coffee,I washed up real quickly and got dressed.I headed for work.

The work day,despite some setbacks,went well.After it was all over,I headed straight home.

When I got home,I relaxed and did some personal PC work.After this was finished,I headed back out to pick up something to eat.I headed straight home.

When I got home,I ate my take-out meal and I did some more personal PC work.I then showered quickly and did some more personal PC work.Later on,I prepared for my evening retirement.A very good day overall.

Please continue praying for me as I'm still struggling with this terrible habit of uttering angry,hateful and hurtful things under my breath.I want to stop this,but don't know how.I also would appreciate some helpful verbal advice within the comments section,alongside the prayerful support.Thanks to all of you for your support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow is the start of the weekend.I hope that it all goes well for me.FJ

Thursday, May 31, 2018

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,I woke up in the early to mid morning and had my usual coffee.After my coffee,I quickly did my personal PC work.I then washed my face and shaved.I then showered quickly and got dressed.I headed for my therapists office.

The visit with my therapist went well.After it was over,I got some gas and headed straight home.

When I got home,I relaxed for a bit and later on,I went back out to eat a free dinner at a local church,which was great.After that,I went over to the local Super Wal-Mart to pick up a couple of things.I then headed straight home.

When I got home,I got out of my clothes as it was very hot and humid.I did some more personal PC work.Later on,as it was getting late,I prepared to retire for the evening.A very good and eventful day overall.

Please continue praying for me.I would also appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks to all of you for your support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow is back to work.I hope that the day goes well for me.FJ

Wednesday, May 30, 2018

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,I woke up in the early morning and had my usual coffee.After my coffee,I washed up real quickly and got dressed.I headed for work.

The work day went well.After it was over,I headed for home.

On the way home,I stopped at a local supermarket to pick up a sandwich for dinner.I then headed straight home.

When I got home,I relaxed and did my personal PC work.After that was done,I had my light evening meal and I watched a video online.I also did some more personal PC work.Later on,as it was getting late,I prepared to retire for the evening.A very good day overall.

Please continue praying for me as I'm still struggling with this terrible habit of uttering angry,hateful and hurtful things under my breath.I really want to stop,but don't know how.If anyone has any helpful advice,please share it within the comments section,alongside the prayerful support.Thanks for your support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow,I am taking a sick day off as I have to see my therapist tomorrow afternoon.I hope that the session goes well.FJ

Tuesday, May 29, 2018

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,I woke up in the early morning and had my usual coffee.After my coffee,I washed up real quickly and got dressed.I headed for work.

The work day,after the holiday weekend,went a little better than Friday.After it was over,I headed for home.

When I got home,I showered quickly and after that,I did a little bit of my personal PC work before getting some clothes on to head out to the local public library for a bible study.

On the way,I had a light meal at a local McDonald's.I headed out to the library and waited for the conductor to come,but he never showed up.I called him and left a few messages with him,but he didn't return my calls.After waiting for about 45 minutes,I headed for home.

On the way home,I stopped at the local Super Wal-Mart to pick up a couple of things.After that,I headed straight home.

When I got home,I put the stuff that I bought away and finished my personal PC work.Later on,I prepared to retire for the evening.A very good day overall.

Tonight,I'm feeling extremely down as a result of my struggles with SSA and also,with uttering angry,hateful and hurtful things under my breath.It's sad to have a wonderful holiday weekend,but then wind up being down in the dumps when the holiday ends.I don't want to feel this way.I also want to stop uttering angry,hateful and hurtful things under my breath.As I have been saying and will say again,I need help to stop this terrible thing that I've been doing.I have also been giving into numerous temptations in my SSA struggles as well.I need help.I need helpful advice on how I can stop these terrible and immoral things.Please share any helpful advice within the comments section.I also would appreciate it if you all would also continue to pray for me that I contain and overcome these terrible and immoral things as well.Thanks for your support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow is another work day.I hope that the day goes well for me.FJ

Monday, May 28, 2018

Happy Memorial Day to all of you in the USA.

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,I woke up in the early to mid morning and had my usual coffee.After my coffee,I did my personal PC work and did a little bit of cleaning here and there around the house.In between doing more personal PC work,I showered quickly and did a little bit of shopping.When I got home,I put the stuff that I bought away and headed back out to pick up a friend to go back to the park.

We both had some fun like we did on Saturday.After that.I dropped him off at his place and after that,I got a medium G2 drink at the local Taco Bell.I headed straight home.

When I got home,I relaxed and did some more personal PC work before preparing to retire for the evening.A very good and wonderful day overall.

Please continue praying for me as I'm still struggling with the terrible problem of uttering angry,hateful and hurtful things under my breath.I want to stop,but again,I don't know how.If anyone out there has had this same problem,please share some helpful advice on what worked for you and how you contained the problem.I would appreciate some helpful advice and also,continues prayerful support.Thanks to all of you for your support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow is back to work day after the long holiday weekend.I hope that this week goes better than last week after what happened on Friday.FJ

Sunday, May 27, 2018

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,I woke up in the early morning and had my usual coffee.After my coffee,I washed up real quickly and got dressed in a suit and headed for church for both the morning's Holy Bible study class and the worship service afterwards.

Both the class and the worship service were wonderful.After some wonderful fellowship,I headed straight home.

When I got home,I got out of my suit and relaxed.I also did my personal PC work.After that,I relaxed and watched a few videos online.

I decided to take a drive and get some air.After that,I headed back home.

When I got back home,I did a little bit more personal PC work and cleaned the bathroom.After that,I headed out to the local Taco Bell and picked up dinner.After that,I headed straight home.

When I got home,I relaxed and ate my take-out dinner.I also watched a video online while eating.I then did some more personal PC work.I also showered later on and after that,I prepared to retire for the evening.A wonderful and eventful day overall.

Please continue praying for me as I'm still struggling terribly with this terrible problem of uttering angry,hateful and hurtful things under my breath.I need all the prayerful support that I can get.I want to stop this terrible problem that I have.I also would appreciate some helpful advice within the comments section as I desperately need some advice on how I can stop this terrible problem.Thanks for your continued support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow is the Memorial Day holiday and I have the day off.I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.FJ

Saturday, May 26, 2018

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,I woke up in the early morning and had my usual coffee.After that,I quickly did my personal PC work.After that was done,I did some more cleaning up around the house and even vacuumed.After that,I had to shower as I did get dirty.After showering,I got dressed and did a few things.

I mailed out an important letter.After that,I had alight lunch.After that,I did some more personal PC work.

For much of the rest of the afternoon,a friend and I went to a local amusement park.We both had fun and we stayed there until it's closing.After dropping him off,I went to a local Dairy Queen to have a Blizzard treat.I headed straight home.

I have to admit that the day out at the park took my mind off of what had happened yesterday.

When I got home,I relaxed and did some more personal PC work before preparing to retire for the evening.A very good and eventful day overall.

Please continue praying for me.I also would appreciate some helpful advice in the comments section.Thanks for your support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow is church as usual.I hope that the rest of the day goes well for me.FJ

Friday, May 25, 2018

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,I woke up in the early morning and had my usual coffee.After my coffee,I washed up real quickly and got dressed.I headed for work.

Today,the work day went terribly.It started out good,but went downhill after one of the clients made some inappropriate remarks about my job and even badmouthed me in many other ways.I was also the target of a cruel joke by another client.I was glad when the day was finally over.I left and did some shopping and paid a few bills before heading for home.

When I got home,I got out of my clothes and relaxed for a bit.I also did my laundry showered quickly.After my shower,I put some clothes on and went to the local Taco Bell to get something to eat.After that,I headed straight home.

When I got home,I ate what I had bought and I watched a video online while doing so.After that,I did my personal PC work and as it was getting late,I prepared to retire for the evening.A terrible day overall.

Please continue praying for me.I'm still struggling with the problem of uttering angry,hateful and hurtful things under my breath.I want to stop,but don't know how.If anyone has any helpful ideas on how I can,please share within the comments section.I need some helpful advice on how to stop this before I hurt anyone,including myself.I also want to stop this because I don't want to lose my job.Please share any helpful advice on how I can stop this terrible problem.I also still appreciate that you continue praying for me.Thanks for your support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow starts the Memorial Day holiday weekend.I'm glad to have this weekend off because I need the rest this weekend after what has happened today.Thank goodness.FJ

Thursday, May 24, 2018

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,I woke up in the early morning and had my usual coffee.After my coffee,I washed up real quickly and got dressed.I headed for work.

The work day went well.After it was over,I headed straight home.

When I got home,I changed clothes and had a free dinner at a local church.After that,I went to get some gas and buy a few a things at the local Salvation Army thrift store.After that,I headed straight home.

When I got home,I relaxed for a while and showered.After that,I did my personal PC work.Later on,I prepared to retire for the evening.A very good day overall.

Please continue praying for me as I'm still struggling with this terrible problem of uttering angry,hateful and hurtful things under my breath.As I have said many times,I want to stop this terrible problem that I have.I want to stop before I hurt anyone,including myself.I also would appreciate some helpful advice within the comments section,especially by anyone who also struggled with this particular problem.I need some helpful advice.For those who also struggled with this terrible problem,please share what has helped you.I would appreciate anything.Please continue praying for me and please leave some helpful advice within the comments section.Thanks to all of you for your support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow is another work day.I hope that the day goes well.After that,it's the weekend.FJ

Wednesday, May 23, 2018

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,I woke up in the early morning and had my usual coffee.After my coffee,I washed up real quickly and got dressed.I headed for work.

The work day went well.After it was over,I headed straight home.

When I got home,I relaxed for a while as I was tired.I did my personal PC work and after that,I showered quickly and had a light evening meal.

I did some more personal PC work and later on,as it was getting late,I prepared to retire for the evening.A very good day overall.

Please continue praying for me.I'm still struggling with this terrible problem of uttering angry,hateful and hurtful things under my breath.Today,while at work,I uttered more,and I actually swore under my breath and one of the staffers asked if I was okay after they heard it.I said that I was okay.I really need help in stopping this problem before it gets worse.I need to stop it as I don't want to lose my job nor do I want to hurt anyone,including myself.If anyone has any helpful advice that can help,please share within the comments section.I would greatly appreciate that,alongside the prayerful support.I need and want to stop this problem once and for all.Thanks for your support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow is a work day.I hope that the day goes well.FJ

Tuesday, May 22, 2018

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,I woke up in the early morning and I had my usual coffee.After my coffee,I washed up real quickly and got dressed.I headed for work.

The work day went well.After it was over,I headed straight home.

When I got home,I relaxed and did some of my personal PC work.After that,I went out to get something to eat and I ate it at the restaurant.After that,I headed straight home.

When I got home,I changed into pajamas and finished my personal PC work.After that,I relaxed and watched a couple of videos online.Later on,as it was getting late,I prepared for my evening retirement.A very good day overall.

Please continue praying for me as I'm still struggling with the terrible problem that I have of uttering angry,hateful and hurtful things under my breath,which I want to stop.I also would appreciate some helpful advice on how I can stop this problem.Thanks to all of you for your support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow is a work day.I hope that it goes well for me.FJ

Monday, May 21, 2018

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,I woke up in the early morning and had my usual coffee.After my coffee,I washed up real quickly and got dressed.I headed for work.

The work day went well.After it was over,I headed straight home.

When I got home,I relaxed for a while and did 4/5 of my personal PC work.After that,I headed back out to pick up a few things for dinner.After that,I headed straight home.

When I got home,I showered quickly and when I was done,I heated up my dinner and finished my personal PC work.

After eating,I did some more personal PC work and when it got late,I prepared to retire for the evening.A very good day overall.

Please continue to pray for me that I overcome this terrible problem of uttering angry,hateful and hurtful things under my breath.I also would appreciate some helpful advice within the comments section,alongside your prayerful support.Thanks to all of you for your support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow is a work day.I hope that the day goes well for me.FJ

Sunday, May 20, 2018

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,I woke up in the early morning and had my usual coffee.After my coffee,I washed up real quickly and got dressed up in a suit.I headed for church for both the morning's Holy Bible study class and the worship service afterwards.

Both the class and the worship service were wonderful.After some wonderful fellowship,I headed straight home.

When I got home,I got out of my suit and into casual clothes.I quickly did my personal PC work and after that was finished,I headed out to run a few errands.I bought a sandwich for lunch and something to drink to have with it.After I ate and drank,I headed for a local supermarket to buy some coffee.After that,I headed straight home.

When I got home,I changed into pajama pants and did some more personal PC work.I changed back into casual clothes to go to a local 7-11 to pick up a few things.I headed straight home after that.

When I got home,I changed back into pajama pants and did some more personal PC work.I also watched a few videos online.Later on,as it was getting late,I prepared to retire for the evening.A wonderful and eventful day overall.

Please continue praying for me as I'm still struggling with the terrible problem of uttering angry,hateful and hurtful things under my breath.I also would appreciate some helpful advice within the comments section that I hope can help me stop this terrible problem.Thanks to all of you for your support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow is a work day.I hope that all goes well.FJ

Saturday, May 19, 2018

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual coffee.After my coffee,I washed up and shaved real quickly.I quickly did my personal PC work and after that was done,I did some vacuuming and cleaned the bathroom.After that was done,I did some more personal PC work.

Later on,I put some clothes on and I headed out to run some errands that I had to run.I bought a few slices of pizza and something to drink.I then went to a local park to eat the slices and wash them down with my drink.After picking up a few things for dinner at a local supermarket,I headed straight home.

When I got home,I showered quickly and I heated up my evening meal and did a little bit more personal PC work.I then ate my evening meal and I did some more personal PC work.later on,as it was getting late,I prepared to retire for the evening.A very good day overall.

I'm still struggling with the terrible problem that I have,which is uttering angry,hateful and hurtful things under my breath.I want to stop doing this.I simply don't know how to stop this.I want to stop this because I don't want to hurt anyone,including myself.I also don't want to lose anything that's important to me,such as my family relations,which are very important to me,and my job,which is also very important to me.I want to stop,contain and overcome this terrible problem.I keep asking for some helpful advice on how to stop this problem,but nobody has left anything in the comments section that can help me.If there is anyone out there who also struggled with this same terrible problem,please share what helped you overcome this within the comments section because it might help me.Please share what has helped you.I also would appreciate that all of you continue praying for me.Please pray that I overcome this problem because I do want to.I don't want this owning me.Please pray for me and please leave me some helpful advice within the comments section.Thanks for your help and support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow is church as usual.I hope that the whole day goes well for me.FJ

Friday, May 18, 2018

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,I woke up in the early morning and had my usual coffee.After my coffee,I washed up quickly and got dressed.I headed for work.

The work day went well.After it was over,I headed straight home.

When I got home,I relaxed for a while and I headed for a local doctor's office to get checked out for a minor problem.After that,I picked up a prescription and I headed straight home.

When I got home,I showered quickly and had a light evening meal.I also did my personal PC work.Later on,as it was getting late and I was getting sleepy,I prepared for my evening retirement.A very good day overall.

Please continue praying for me as I'm still struggling with this terrible problem of saying angry,hateful and hurtful things under my breath.I would appreciate any helpful advice on how I can contain and overcome this terrible problem,alongside the prayerful support.Thanks for your support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow is the start of the weekend.I hope that it goes well.FJ

Thursday, May 17, 2018

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,I woke up in the early morning and had my usual coffee.After my coffee,I washed up real quickly and got dressed.I headed for work.

The work day went well.After it was over,I did a little bit of shopping and after that,Ipicked up a prescription refill.I then headed straight home.

When I got home,I relaxed for a bit,but later realized that I forgot my cell phone at work.I went back to pick it up and headed back home.

When I got home,I relaxed for a while and did my personal PC work.After that,I showered quickly and did some more personal PC work.I later prepared for my evening retirement.A very good day overall.

Please continue praying for me.Please leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks for your continued support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow is another work day.I hope that the day goes well.After that,it's the weekend.FJ

Wednesday, May 16, 2018

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,I woke up in the morning and had my usual coffee.After my coffee,I washed up real quickly and got dressed.I headed for work.

The work day went well.After it was over,I headed straight home.

When I got home,I relaxed for a bit and did my personal PC work.After that,I showered quickly as I really needed to clean up.After that,I did some more personal PC work.

I relaxed for much longer as I was really tired from the hard work day.I watched a video online and later on,I did some more personal PC work.Later on,I prepared to retire for the evening.A very good day overall.

I am still struggling with the terrible problem that I have with uttering angry,hateful and hurtful things under my breath to myself.I want to stop,but don't know how.I have been asking for helpful advice on how I can stop this,but nobody has left any helpful advice within the comments section.I want to stop this terrible problem before I hurt anyone,including myself.I also don't want to ruin nor lose any important and wonderful relationships that I have with my family and my friends.If anyone out there has struggled with this problem,please share what helped you contain and overcome this problem.I am willing to try anything.I'm desperate.I want to stop.Please share what has helped any of you if you also struggled with this problem.I would greatly appreciate that.I also would appreciate that all of you continue praying for me.Your prayerful support is also very important to me.Also,please leave any helpful advice within the comments section.Thanks to all of you for your support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow is a work day.I hope that the day goes well.FJ

Tuesday, May 15, 2018

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,I woke up early and I had my usual coffee.After my coffee,I washed up real quickly and got dressed.I headed for work.

The work day today went better than yesterday.After it was over,I headed straight home.

When I got home,I showered quickly and did a little bit of personal PC work.After that,I put some clothes on and I headed for a local library to have a Holy Bible study,but the person conducting the study canceled the study and after leaving,I stopped at a local Wendy's to buy a light evening meal.After that,I headed straight home.

When I got home,I ate what I bought and watched a video online.After that,I finished my personal PC work.After that was done,I relaxed and prepared to retire for the evening.A very good day overall.

Please continue praying for me as I'm still struggling with saying terrible things under my breath and I want to stop it.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support.I need some helpful advice on how I can stop this terrible problem.I also need prayerful support.Please pray that I contain and overcome this terrible problem.Thanks to all of you for your support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow is a work day.I hope that the day goes well.FJ

Monday, May 14, 2018

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving onward.

Today,I woke up in the early morning and had my usual coffee.After my coffee,I washed up real quickly and got dressed.I headed for work.

The work day went terribly.It started out promising,but later on in the early afternoon,I was the victim of a cruel prank.A few of the male clients lied that I walked into the client ladies restroom without knocking and without asking if anyone was in there,which wasn't true.This really threw me and although I was confronted and I told the confronting staff that I did indeed knock on the door and did ask politely if anyone was in there.This really disillusioned me and made me sad as well as angry.Fortunately,I went through the rest of the day,but I still felt the negative emotions all the way through.I was glad when the day was over and I signed out at quitting time.I headed straight home.

When I got home,I relaxed and took it easy for the rest of the day and I also did my personal PC work.I also listened to some music and did some more personal PC work.Later on,I prepared for my evening retirement.A very terrible day overall.

Tonight,please continue praying for me as I'm going through some terribly negative emotions as a result of what happened today.I am also still hoping to overcome this terrible problem that I have of saying angry,hateful,hurtful and nasty things under my breath.I still need helpful advice on how I can stop this.Please continue praying for me.I also would appreciate some helpful advice on how I can contain this terrible problem that I have within the comments section.Thanks to all of you for your support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow is another work day.I hope that it goes better than the terrible day that I had today.FJ