This was my day yesterday.

I woke up in the early morning and had my usual coffee and after washing up quickly and getting dressed,I headed for work.

The work day yesterday went better than Thursday,but still had its own complications.I headed straight home after work.

When I got home,I did a little bit of helping out in the house.There was a mess to be cleaned up and I helped in cleaning it.

I quickly did my personal PC work and after that,I had a light evening meal and did some more personal PC work.I later prepared for my evening retirement.A very good,but also complicated,day overall.


Please continue praying for me as I'm still struggling with the same anger and rage issues that I have.Please continue praying for me.I also would still appreciate some positive verbal support,alongside some helpful advice,within the comments section.Thanks to y'all for your support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

That was yesterday.I'll post about my day today later on this evening.FJ

Tonight,I'm again feeling extremely tired.Please continue to keep me in your prayers and please leave me some positive verbal encouragement.Will post tomorrow.Thanks.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,I woke up in the early morning and had my usual coffee.After my coffee,I washed up real quickly and got dressed.I headed for work.

The work day was crazy as I had a hard time trying to get to the room to punch out after my work was done.I headed straight home after that.

When I got home,I helped out with some cleaning and fixing a few minor things.

I had a light evening meal and I did my personal PC work.I later prepared to retire for the evening.A very crazy day overall.

Please continue keeping me in your prayers as I'm still struggling with the same anger and rage issues.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support within the comments section.Thanks to all of you for your continued support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow is another work day.I hope that the day goes better than today.After that,it's the weekend.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,I woke up in the early morning and had my usual coffee.After my coffee,I washed up real quickly and got dressed.I headed for work.

The work day went well.After it was over.I headed straight home.

When I got home,I showered quickly and after showering,I had a light evening meal.

After eating,I quickly did my personal PC work and after that,I relaxed while watching a few videos online.Later on,as it was getting late,I prepared to retire for the evening.A very good day overall.

Please continue keeping me in your prayers.I'm still struggling with the issues of anger and rage.I still have the problems of mumbling angry,hateful and hurtful things under my breath.I want to stop this,but don't know how.I'm also still feeling miserable as a result of this terrible problem.I really want to stop,overcome and contain this problem for good.I also want to stop because if I don't,I'm afraid that I could lose valuable and important relationships that I have with friends and family,and also most importantly,I could also lose my job.I really need some helpful advice on how I can stop this terrible problem.If anyone has had this particular problem themselves,please share what helped you as it could help me as well.I would really appreciate any positive direction and helpful advice.Please help me.Please point me in the right direction.I really want to stop this problem.Please share anything helpful within the comments section.I also would appreciate prayerful support as well as prayers are also appreciated and also,very important to me as well.Thanks to all of you for your continued support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow is a work day.I hope that the day goes well for me.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,i woke up in the early morning and had my usual coffee.After my coffee,I washed up real quickly and got dressed.I headed for work.

The work day went well.After it was over,I headed straight home.

When I got home,I relaxed for a short spell and I wiped the bathroom down.After that,I showered quickly and after my shower,I had a light evening meal.

After eating,I wiped the counters down and did the dishes.I also did my personal PC work.I later prepared to retire for the evening.A very good day overall.

Please continue praying for me as I'm still struggling with the same anger and rage issues that I've been struggling with for a long time.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support,alongside some helpful advice,within the comments section.Thanks to all of you for your support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow is a work day.I hope that the day goes well for me.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,I woke up in the early morning and had my usual coffee.After my coffee,I washed up real quickly and got dressed.I headed for work.

The work day went well.After it was over,I headed straight home.

When I got home,I helped out a little bit around the house by vacuuming up some dust off of the floor.I also had a light evening meal and did my personal PC work.Later on,I prepared for my evening retirement.A very good day overall.

Please continue to keep me in your prayers as I'm still struggling with mumbling angry,hateful and hurtful things under my breath.I can't seem to stop saying these things.I want to stop,but I don't know how.I also would like some positive verbal support,alongside some helpful advice,within the comments section.I really need some helpful advice as I really want to stop this terrible thing before I hurt anyone,especially myself.I also don't want to lose any important relationships that I have with friends and family and also,mots importantly,I don't want to lose my job.Please continue praying for me.Please leave anything helpful within the comments section.Thanks to y'all for your continued support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow is another work day.I hope that the day goes well for me.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,I woke up in the early morning and had my usual coffee.After my coffee,I washed up real quickly and got dressed up in a suit.I headed for church for both the morning's Holy Bible study class and the worship service afterwards.

Both the class and the worship service went well.After some wonderful fellowship,I headed straight home.

When I got home,I changed into casual clothes and ran errands in between doing my personal PC work all day.After all of that was done,I did some laundry and ran a few more errands.

After all of that,I had a light evening meal and did some more personal PC work.Later on,I prepared to retire for the evening.A wonderful and eventful day overall.

Please continue keeping me in your prayers and also,please offer some positive verbal support,alongside some helpful advice,within the comments section.I'm still struggling with these anger and rage issues and I need some help badly.I want to stop mumbling these terrible angry,hateful and hurtful things under my breath,but I really don't know how.Please offer any helpful advice within the comments section and also,prayerful support.I really need both of these really bad.Thanks to y'all for your support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow is the start of a new work week.I hope that the week starts off well.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,I woke up in the early to mid morning and had my usual coffee.After my coffee,I washed up and shaved real quickly.I quickly did my personal PC work.

After that was finished,I went out to pick up someone that has been hired to help finish the upstairs so my room can be moved up there.After that,I relaxed and did some more personal PC work.

I also ran a few errands in between doing some of my personal things,including my personal PC work.

Later on,I had a meal with the handyman that was hired and after a while,I did some more personal PC work until it was time for me to retire for the evening.A very good and very busy day overall.

Please continue to keep me in your prayers as I'm still struggling with the same anger and rage issues that I've been struggling with for quite a while.I still can't seem to stop saying all of these angry,hateful and hurtful things under my breath.I seriously want to stop doing this,but don't know how.I'm desperate as I don't want to hurt anyone,especially myself,with this terrible problem that I have.I could lose all of my important relationships that I have with others,be they friends or family,and also,most importantly,I don't want to lose my job.If anyone out there can help me,please do so.I want to be helped and could use any helpful advice that I might get.Please offer any helpful advice within the comments section and also,please continue to keep me in your prayers.Thanks to all of you for your support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow is church as usual.I'm hoping that the rest of the day goes very well for me.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,I woke up in the early morning and had my usual coffee.After my coffee,I washed up real quickly and got dressed.I headed for work.

The work day was a little complicated again.The place I work at can have people get really out of control at times as there was an argument today between a few hopeful possible clients and staff,but it ended when they left.It was quiet for the rest of the day,but I couldn't wait to punch out.After doing so,I headed straight home.

When I got home,I got out of my work clothes and showered quickly.After my shower,I had a light evening meal and I did my personal PC work.I relaxed and also watched a few videos online.Later on,as it was getting late,I prepared to retire for the evening.A very complicated day overall.

Please continue praying for me.I'm still struggling with these terrible issues of anger and rage.I don't know how to stop.I want to stop.I need help.Please help me.Please continue praying for me.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support,alongside some helpful advice,within the comments section.I'm really desperate here and I really want to stop before I get myself into trouble and also,before I lose everything that's important to me,especially my relationships with others and most importantly,my job.Thanks to all of you for anything helpful.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow is the start of the weekend.I hope that all goes well for me.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,I woke up in the early morning and had my usual coffee.After my coffee,I washed up real quickly and got dressed.I headed for work.

The work day actually went well.After it was over,I headed straight home.

When I got home,I changed clothes and went to the local Super Wal-Mart to pick up something that was needed.After that,I stopped at a local Wendy's for a bite to eat.After that,I headed straight home.

When I got home,I showered quickly and after that,I did my personal PC work.I later prepared for my evening retirement as it was getting late.A very good day overall.

Please continue to keep me in your prayers.I need prayers as I'm still struggling with anger and rage issues.I'm still mumbling angry,hateful and hurtful things under my breath.I really need to break free from this terrible grip that this anger and rage burning within me has got me into.If anyone has any helpful advice,please share within the comments section.I'm in desperate need of some helpful advice and also,I still need prayerful support from all of you.Please continue to keep me in your prayers.I also would still appreciate some positive verbal support,alongside some helpful advice,within the comments section.Thanks for your support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow is another work day.I hope that the day goes well.After that,it's the weekend.FJ

Tonight,I'm feeling extremely tired and can barely type.I'm still struggling with the anger and rage issues and I still need prayerful and positive support,alongside some helpful advice.Please continue praying for me and please leave me some positive verbal support,alongside some helpful advice,within the comments section.Thanks.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,I woke up in the early morning and had my usual coffee.After my coffee,I washed up real quickly and got dressed.I headed for work.

The work day went a little bit better than yesterday,but there were still some complications.After it was over,I did a little shopping at a local supermarket before heading straight home.

When I got home,I relaxed for a short spell and after that,I showered quickly.I also had a light evening meal and I did my personal PC work.I also watched a few videos online.Later on,as it was getting late,I prepared to retire for the evening.A complicated,but still,a little better day overall.

Fellow blog followers and readers,I'm still having this problem of mumbling angry,hateful and hurtful things to myself under my breath.It's starting to get worse than before and I want to stop before it gets even more worse.I feel miserable as a result of this.I also don't know whether I'm coming or going.I even mumble some very profane and ugly words within these terrible things I'm saying to myself.I'm also still saying under my breath "I hate these fucking people","I hate this fucking place" and "I hate these pathetic excuses for people."

I feel bad about this problem because I'm supposed to be a Christian.I go to church each week and even attend Holy Bible study class,which also includes being a participant in the class by reading certain bible passages and making comments.I even have a share in Holy Communion when it's a part of the worship service.I always keep asking my Heavenly Father in the name of his son Jesus Christ to forgive me for even saying these things,but the problem hasn't gone away and I'm still mumbling these same old hateful and hurtful things under my breath.I feel like a complete and total piece of scum because of this.I also feel like I'm among the most evil people in the world because of this or even the most evil of them all at times.This is really making me feel sad,regretful and also,I feel like I'm hurting myself already because of this terrible problem.I feel so unworthy of all of what I do spiritually as a result of this problem nor do I feel worthy of the spirituality in general.I also hate myself as a result of this problem and my self hatred will get worse if I don't stop and contain this problem.My SSA is skyrocketing as a result of this problem.I want to stop,but don't know how.

Please continue praying for me that I stop this problem and pray that I find a way to do so.I also need prayers to help me find the right spiritual Christian support groups to get me back on track.I also would appreciate positive verbal support,alongside some helpful advice on how I can stop this terrible problem,within the comments section.Thanks to all of you for your support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow is a work day.I hope that the day goes well for me.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,I woke up in the early morning and had my usual coffee.After my coffee,I washed up real quickly and got dressed.I headed for work.

The work day was a little complicated.There were a few hostile situations where a manic lady verbally attacked me when I answered the facility door by saying simply "Yes" and later on in the afternoon,one of the young male clients started wailing and yelling at one of the counselors very loudly where he was also insulting the counselor.I was actually glad when the day was over and after leaving work,I picked up a prescription refill and after that,I headed straight home.

When I got home,I relaxed for a short time and checked up on some e-mail before heading into the shower.

After I showered,I ate a light evening meal and did my personal PC work.I also relaxed and watched a few videos online.Later on,as it was getting late,I prepared for my evening retirement.A very complicated day overall.I am hoping that I get a good night's sleep as I really need one.

I am again asking for prayers and positive verbal support,including some helpful advice.I am still feeling the same intense anger and rage burning within me.I really want to control and contain this.I don't want this to get me into trouble.I also don't want to lose anything that important to me,such as important relationships that I have in my life,such as friends and relatives and also,I don't want to lose my job as I truly and really need that.I have been asking and appealing to all of you for help and also,some helpful advice on how I can stop and contain this terrible thing.Please share with me what has worked for any of you if any of you have had this particular problem,including mumbling angry,hateful and hurtful things under your breath,which is THE main problem I want to stop and contain.Please share with me what has worked you within the comments section.Please share what has worked for you as it might work for me.I am desperate and have nobody else to turn to.Please share with me within the comments section what has worked for you.I also would really appreciate prayerful support right now as I really need all the prayers that I can have made for me.Thanks for your support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow is another work day.I hope that the day goes better than today did.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,I woke up in the early morning and had my usual coffee.After my coffee,I washed up real quickly and got dressed up in a suit.I headed for church for both the morning's Holy Bible study class and the worship service afterwards.

Both the class and the worship service were wonderful.After some wonderful fellowship,I headed straight home.

When I got home,I got out of my suit and into casual clothes and ran a few errands that needed to be run.After those were done,I came home and quickly did my personal PC work.

After that was finished,I had a light evening meal and I did some more personal PC work.I then relaxed for a while.

A little later on,when it was getting late,I prepared to retire for the evening.A wonderful and eventful day overall.

Tonight,I'm again asking for prayers and positive verbal support,including some helpful advice.I'm still entangled in this terrible problem of mumbling angrily some hateful and spiteful things under my breath.I still don't know how to break free from this terrible thing.I feel like like a complete scumbag as a result of this terrible problem.I'm still mumbling the same old hateful and hurtful things under my breath that I mumbled during the middle of the work week this past week.As I said and will say again,I want to stop doing this terrible thing,but don't know how.I want to stop and contain this terrible problem before it gets out of control and goes too far.I don't want to hurt anyone,including myself.I also don't lose anything that's important to me,such as the relationships that I have and even more importantly,my job,which I really need to hold on to.I keep appealing and appealing to all of you who follow and visit my blog,but nobody ever leaves anything within the comments section.The struggle that I have with SSA is terrible enough,but this struggle that I have with this intense anger and rage burning within me is making matters worse for me.As I said,I want to stop this terrible problem and contain before it gets out of control and goes too far.

I am again appealing to all of you.Please share within the comments section any ideas that can help me.Please share what worked for any of you if any of you have had this same particular problem.I would like for you to share what worked for you.I'm hoping that whatever worked for you could also work for me as well.Please share what worked for you.Maybe what worked for you could work for me as well.Please help me.Please share what could work for me.I would really appreciate anything helpful.Please share anything within the comments section.Please.I really need help so desperately right now.

Please continue praying for me,Please leave me some positive verbal support,alongside some helpful advice,within the comments section.Thanks to all of you for your support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow is the start of a new work week.I hope that the week starts off well for me.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,I woke up in the mid morning and had my usual coffee.After my coffee,I did some of my personal PC work.After that,I proceeded to get some cleaning work done on the upstairs rooms.It took me a little over an hour,but I got it done.After that was done,I showered and shaved after showering.After that,I quickly finished my morning personal PC work and got dressed.I first stopped at a local hair place to get my hair cut and after that,I headed for my church for a special anniversary dinner.

The anniversary dinner was wonderful.I had some wonderful fellowship with everyone that was there and learned some stuff about the early settlers who came to settle here in my home area.After it was over,I stopped at a nearby 7-11 for a bottle of water to take a certain medicine and headed straight home after that.

When I got home,I relaxed and did some more personal PC work.After that was finished,when it was getting late,I prepared for my evening retirement.A wonderful and eventful day overall.

Fellow blog followers,I am again asking for prayers and positive verbal support.I am still feeling the intense anger and rage burning within me.As I said,I don't know why I'm feeling this way.I don't know why I'm feeling this intense anger and rage burning within me.I've been mumbling hateful and spiteful things under my breath lately and I don't know why.It's been getting worse while I'm at work.I need to control this terrible problem before it gets worse.I also need to control this problem before I lose everything that's important to me and that I've worked so hard for,such as the important personal relationships that I have and most importantly,my job.I also have to control and contain this terrible problem before it gets out of control and I wind up in serious trouble because of it.I've been reaching out for help here,but nobody has been responding.Nobody has offered any advice nor anything positive.I need your help everyone.I'm continuing to reach out as I can't go through this alone.I can't simply tough it out and let it pass because this isn't depression,but anger and rage.I need help desperately.I need help before it gets out of control.I need the help and support of all of you as I can't do this on my own.I feel like I'm being ignored by all of you and that nobody is interested in helping me with this problem.

Why?

Why are you ignoring me?

Please help me.I need help.I need support and I need prayerful and positive verbal support.I need helpful advice.I need to see that I'm being heard and that my reaching out for help will also be heard.

I'm begging and pleading for all of you to help me.Please help me.Please help me on how I can control and contain this problem before it gets worse that it is already.I could lose all of the valuable and important relationships that I have with others.I also could lose my job if I don't control and contain this problem.I need to overcome this problem and break free from the terrible grip that this terrible anger and rage burning within me has me in.I need to own this anger and rage rather than them both owning me.Please help me.I'm desperate for anything helpful.Please help me.Please help me and I'm very serious about this.

Please continue praying for me.Please leave me some positive verbal support,alongside some helpful advice,within the comments section.Thanks to all of you for your support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow is church as usual.I hope that the rest of the day goes well for me.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,I woke up in the early morning and had my usual coffee.After my coffee,I washed up real quickly and got dressed.I headed for work.

The work day went well.After it was over,I headed straight home.

When I got home,I headed back out to make an exchange at the local Home Depot.After that,I headed straight home.

When I got home,I relaxed for a while and after that,I had a light evening meal.After that,I did my personal PC work and after that was done,I headed back out to the local Super Wal-Mart to pick up a few things.After that,I headed straight home.

When I got home,I showered quickly and did some more personal PC work.After that,I prepared for my evening retirement.A very good day overall.

Fellow followers,I'm still in need of some prayers and positive verbal support and helpful advice.I'm still feeling an intense anger and rage burning within me.It started yesterday and hasn't subsided.I want it to subside.Today,I was saying some very and terribly hateful things under my breath while at work.I was saying repeatedly to myself "I hate these people", "I hate this place", I hate everybody here".I also got hostile with a fellow colleague who asked me a simple question,which I didn't mean to get.This is really becoming a problem with me.I am hoping that my supervisor doesn't find out about this.I now have an anxiety that I could wind up in serious trouble with my supervisor if she finds out about this.I am also hoping that she hasn't heard any of the terrible things I've said under my breath.I really need help desperately as I'm also sick with these anger and rage problems that I currently have.It could get me in serious trouble if I'm not careful.I could lose my jab and I also could lose valuable and important relationships that I treasure and want to hold on to.I have to stop this before it goes too far.I almost lost it today and again,it's making me miserable.I am supposed to be a Christian.I am a church going guy,but lately,as a result of this anger and rage burning within me,I don't feel like a Christian nor am I acting like one.I'm acting more like someone who's enslaved to sin and Satan the devil rather than a slave of the only true God anywhere.I need help from all of you.I need prayers.I need some positive verbal support,alongside some helpful advice,within the comments section.Please help me.I need all the prayerful support that I can get and also,all the positive verbal support and helpful advice that I can get.Please everyone.I feel like I'm all alone here and I need some help.I need help desperately.Please help me.I need it so very badly.I need to learn how I can contain this problem for good.I don't want to feel this intense anger and rage burning within me anymore.I want to stop and contain this problem.What has worked for you?Please share.Thanks for your support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow is the start of the weekend.I hope that it all goes well for me.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,I woke up in the early morning and had my usual coffee.After my coffee,I washed up real quickly and got dressed.I headed for work.

The work day went well.After it was over,I headed straight home.

When I got home,I relaxed for a bit and had a light evening meal.

After eating,I quickly did my personal PC work and watched a few videos online.Later on,as it was getting late,I prepared to retire for the evening.A very good day overall.

Please continue praying for me as I'm still struggling terribly,not only with SSA,but also,my other emotional issues,such as anger.I mumbled something under my breath at work today that I shouldn't have mumbled,and yes,a profane word was used in it and it got me into trouble.I really felt terrible after that and also,it made me feel miserable.I really need to get a hold of this terrible problem that I have in regards to my anger,because if I don't,I might lose my job and it would be difficult right now for me to find work due to the holiday season coming up as nobody usually hires during the holiday season.Again,I really need to get a hold of this and contain it.This is really starting to hurt me terribly.I really need to stop this and also,learn how to control it and contain it.If anyone has any ideas out there,please share within the comments section.I really need all the helpful advice that I can get.Please help me.I need help.I'm reaching out and I need help from all of you.Please help.Please share some helpful advice.Please share what has helped you.If it worked for you,maybe it can work for me.I would really appreciate some helpful advice within the comments section.Please share anything that might be helpful to me.Please share this within the comments section.I'm really desperate here.I would really appreciate some helpful advice within the comments section.Thanks to all of you for your support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow is another work day.I hope that the day goes well,or least better than it did today.FJ

Tonight,I'm feeling under the weather.I have pains in my legs,an uneasy feeling within my stomach and also,a terrible headache.I was at work for a short time today,but was sent home as a result.I'm currently at home resting and I'm hoping to feel better very soon.Please continue to keep me in your prayers and also,please leave me some get well wishes,alongside the prayers.I'm hoping to post tomorrow if I'm feeling better.Thanks.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,I woke up in the early morning and had my usual coffee.After my coffee,I washed up real quickly and got dressed.I headed for work.

The work day went well.After it was over,I went to the bank to withdraw a little bit of money and after that,I headed straight home.

When I got home,I helped out with some stuff around the house and had a light evening meal afterwards.

After eating,I did my personal PC work and relaxed for a while until it was time for me to prepare for my evening retirement.A very good day overall.

Please continue praying for me as I'm still struggling terribly with this terrible SSA that I struggle with.I've been falling a lot lately and it's been really getting me down.I want to stop falling,but really don't know how to stop.I need all the prayers that I can get.I also would really appreciate some positive verbal support,alongside some helpful advice and the prayers,within the comments section.Thanks to all of you for your support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow is another work day.I hope that the day goes well for me.FJ

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,I woke up in the early morning and had my usual coffee.After my coffee,I brushed my hair real quickly and got dressed.I headed for work.

The work day went well.After it was over,I bought a couple of things at a local supermarket.I then headed straight home.

When I got home,I helped out with some cleaning around the house and even went out to pick up a take-out meal.

After eating,I helped a little bit more and did my personal PC work.I later prepared to retire for the evening.A very good day overall.

Please continue praying for me.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support,alongside some helpful advice,within the comments section.Thanks for your support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow is another work day.I hope that the day goes well.FJ